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HARRY'S P.O.V
This was never the way I planned, not my intention.
I got so brave, drink in hand, lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on.
I'm curious for you, caught my attention.
I'm sitting at the lake doing my work. It is our last year at Hogwarts. Hermione somehow convinced Ron and me to come back and graduate. It is hard being her. I can still hear the voices of people who are no longer with us and the nightmares make it hard to sleep. I hear a noise behind me. I look to see Malfoy standing there. He looks just as tired as I feel.
"Potter" he spits at me making me frown. I can not help but stare at his beautiful lips. They look so soft. I just wanna-
"Potter! What are you staring at?" He snaps at me making me blush softly. Come on Harry, you have a girlfriend!
"U-um...." I say looking at the lake now blushing. I can feel Draco's' eyes on me. They are burning a hole through me. I turn to glare at him but see him smirking. I frown.
"What are you smirking at?" I hiss at him.
"You~" he purrs stepping closer and closer to me making me blush hard. He leans down and slowly connects his lips with mine. First, the kiss was slow and steady, then it gets heated. He pushes me against the tree his tongue slipping into my mouth. We fight for dominance, I end up losing, I then start sucking on his tongue making him moan. Snogging with Malfoy was amazing
I kissed a boy and I liked it,
the taste of boy cherry chapstick.
I kissed a boy just to try it,
I hope my girlfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,
it felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a boy and I liked it (I liked it).
No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter.
You're my experimental game, just human nature.
It's not what good boys do, not how they should behave.
My head gets so confused, hard to obey.
~~Weeks later ~~
I was sitting at the lake. This is where Malfoy and I will come to the lake and kiss. One night we took it further than I was ready for. Soon I see Draco walking this way with a smirk on his face. I'm ready to tell him we need to stop because I told him I wasn't ready and we still did it. Plus I have a girlfriend.
Us boys we are so magical,
tough skin, pink lips, so kissable.
Hard to resist, so touchable.
Too good to deny it.
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent.
Draco sits next to me and smiles "Hey Potter" he says sitting down next to me. He leans in to kiss me but I look away shaking my head, barely.
"What's wrong?" He asks concern in his voice.
"We had sex a week ago and I told you I wasn't ready but you didn't care!" I hiss at him.
"I thought you were just scared" Draco counters. I shake my head and start crying.
"Now I'm ready! Last week I wasn't!" I tell him crying into his chest. He holds me tightly.
"Shhh. It's okay Harry.......it's okay. I'm sorry.......I'm so sorry" he says holding me close. This also the first time he has ever called me Harry. I look up and see he is also crying. This causes my heart to swell and I can not leave him. I sit up more and kiss him passionately. This time Draco makes love to me and it is the best night of my life. By the time I fall asleep into a for once peaceful sleep with Draco holding me the only word I could processes was Draco.
I kissed a boy and I liked it,
I kissed a boy just to try it,
I hope my girlfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,
it felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a boy and I liked it (I liked it).
No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter.
You're my experimental game, just human nature.
It's not what good boys do, not how they should behave.
My head gets so confused, hard to obey.
~~~Two months before graduation~~~
Draco and I are still together. If that is what you can call it. Genny and I broke up but are still friends. She wanted to be with Dean and I wish to be with Draco. I still have not told Draco because we have not been able to meet up. We are going to tonight. I have not felt so happy in a long time. I am eating dinner at the moment. I can not help but keep looking at Draco. I want to ask him to move in with me. I want to stay with him forever.
I am not sitting in our spot quietly waiting. I see Draco walking over. He looks pleased with himself. I can not wait for him so I run up and hug him. "Wow, Harry! Can you wait for me to get over there before you get on top of me? I frown and whack him in the head "Your still a git you know that right?" I ask him. He smiles which causes me to smile.
"Yeah but I am your git, just like you are my prat," he tells me. This causes me to smile.
"Yeah and as of tomorrow you are my git in public...," I trail of nervous.
"Harry, what do you mean?" He asks me. I sigh.
"Genny and I called it off a week ago. I was so excited I forgot you had a girlfriend. I wanted to walk into breakfast holding your hand and ask you to live with me," I tell him frowning. I must look like and idiot. I look up to see he is smiling.
"Harry, you want to move in together? As in like a couple and share the same bed every night," He says. I look at him confused.
"Dray did you fry your brain trying to beat Hermione's test scores because that is what it generally means when a person asks you to move in with them," This time I am the one being whacked.
"Well then it is a good thing I broke up with my girlfriend this morning," He says matter-a-factly. I smile and kiss Draco. It is not as heated s most but it is just as passionate.
"What did you tell her?" He asks me after we pull away.
"I told her that a gorgeous Slithern with blond hair and gray eyes stole my heart and the only way I could have it back was if we broke up," I tell him teasingly. He laughs. "Truth is she wanted to date Dean and I told her it was hard for me to explain and that was it. What did you say this morning?"
"I told her that my favorite scar head was a better kisser than her," he says. and I laugh. He shakes his head "Harry I am serious," I stare at him in shock and then in anger. He did not have to be so rude. "I only said it after I tried to tell her that I thought it was best we saw other people" I sigh and shake my head. I hug him and rest my head on his shoulder. He places his arms around my waist and rests his head on my cheek.
"Dray I love you. Please after we graduate in two months lets move in together," I whisper.
"Harry I love you and want to spend forever together. Yes, let's move in together," He says. We spend the rest of the night in Draco's bed since his ex probably told everyone we are together anyways. We did nothing loud or crazy. Just heated kisses as we absorb each other's warmth.