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A hole dug deeper
Could a human fall deeper
Than the hole created through the years of horror
Broken further
A hole buried deep
The only place to keep warm
When a world turns dark
I've wanted to forget reality
And imagine
That things were ok
But it would be a lie
When the world was never ok
Buried so deep
In a hole filled with betrayal and deceit
As much as would like to see the world again
I cannot...
A hole so deep
The walls too slick to climb
As much as the light looks so lovely
I cannot help
But to stay
In a hole that's about to fray
I can't help but lay in the earths crust
It's the only warmth left
When everything is so cold
I want to believe everything will be ok
But in the end
I had to walk alone
When the walls caved in
I didn't believe much after
Not even a hand
To rub my head
And make sure was ok
As much want to believe...
That humanity cared
I've learned
That the only one you can trust
Is yourself...
People are only temporary
Even when they say they will never leave
They always do
As I started to rise back out of a hole
The home to heal
Only to fall further
And deeper
Why must it be so hard to trust
And why do I care so much
Only to realize
It was not possible
For others to stay
Why is it so hard to hold onto them
When they've already let go
When I wasn't ready
As much as want to believe
That there's always someone out there
For everybody
But after many years
I've started to believe
That it's not always true
And it's best to be your own friend
Because it's the only way have learned from life itself
As much as would put my heart and soul to be the best can be for someone
It wouldn't matter
Because the storm will never calm down
I would never give up on thinking maybe there'll be someone
That's not afraid to be here
And walk beside
When life goes straight to hell
But it's hard to believe
When it feels I'm not worth that kind of love and loyalty
Even when would do the same
At least life's not over
And there's still tomorrow
But as the days grow longer
So does the growing storm
That craves to be calmed
By a soul
That understands
And isn't afraid
To shine a light
When mine is becoming so dimmed...