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Wishing for the heart to stop beating…
In order for the pain…
To settle…
My heart starts to shiver and break
Because I just felt for once…
That I was completed…
That I found someone…
Whom understood and connected with me…
It constantly gets in my head
And makes me sick to my stomach
The pain that was caused…
Will never be solved…
Wishing for the heart to stop beating…
In order for the pain…
To settle…
Hiding back into my pride
The pride I shall never rip away from my imprisoned body
All the chains that bind me so
To the pain that caused my heart to break
Shall never sin
The pain that caused my world to shatter
Will make my teeth cringe
And break my bones
To the sounds of hell’s gates
That is closing shortly…
It constantly gets in my head
And makes me sick to my stomach
The pain that was caused…
Will never be solved…
Wishing for the heart to stop beating…
In order for the pain…
To settle…
In my heart…
That is chained
For all eternity…