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1. This book has mild mentions of suicidial thoughts, anxiety, depression, and serious illness. It's nothing crazy or anything, but it is a part of the story, so please please read at your own risk. If you think any of these topics will be triggering for you, I advise you not to read this x reader, and to check out one of my other ones.
2. If this story seems vaguely familiar and you've been following me for a while (and read my other works) it's because this story was inspired by another work of mine, "If He Knew then."
3. Bangtan does exist in this story.
4. Lower case in this story is intended.
5. I will not have an update schedule. My main focus is on Youth (Jung Hoseok x Reader), but since I already have a huge outline for this story, I figure updates will come at a relatively fast pace.
6. THANK YOU FOR CLICKING AND READING!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D If you're new here, go check out my Min Yoongi x Reader "Bad For Me" as its already completed!
reading playlist
come a little closer- cage the elephant
wiped out! - the neighbourhood
not today - imagine dragons
magnetised (acoustic) - tom odell
blood letting - blood warrior
the shade (acoustic) - metric
circles - the young romans
somehow - tom odell
black flies - ben howard
for my help - hayden calnin
teen angst - m83
oblivion - bastille
count me in - early winters
shooting the moon- ok go
roslyn - bon iver
speak up - pop etc
cold - aqualung, lucy schwartz
sirens - tom odell
thieves - the beach
don't forget about me - cloves
golden love - midnight youth
coffee - sylvan esso
stubborn love - the lumineers
i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys
holiest - glass animals, tei shi
all we do - oh wonder
heads up - warpaint
terrible things - the ready set
arcadia - the kite string tangle
lonely again - gnash