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Yoongi loves making music more than anything, but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t get stressing at times.
Sometimes when he feels like a song is lacking something and a beat is out of place Yoongi would work until late hours to get it right. He has always been a perfectionist and it irked him to the point he wouldn’t be able to concentrate until he gets it right and just the way he wants it to be, especially when it comes to his music.
Tonight is exactly that kind of time again. It was almost midnight and there’s a bunch of unread messages and missed calls from Jimin.
Yoongi didn’t mean to ignore his husband, he loves him to death and the last thing he wants to do is make the younger worried. But when it comes to his music, Yoongi can be a selfish person at times. Not thinking about himself or anyone else but his music and he knew it’s an ugly side of him that he still can’t get rid of. He knew the younger is well aware of it too, since back then when he was still younger and his feelings for Jimin was still growing, the younger likes to come late at night to his studio to drag him out, or remind him to eat, or simply when Yoongi is too stubborn to listen, Jimin would sit back on the couch and accompany him until he's finished.
Yoongi threw his back on the backrest with a long relieved sigh once he's done listening to his latest song he's working on. It was finally coming together like he is hoping. When he feels like he's done with his work he turned his head to the clock on his wall.
12.39 AM.
Yoongi checked his phone and there was a worried look on his face as he read Jimin's messages. It was mostly filled with Jimin asking if he's still at the studio, how the song is going and how long until he comes back home. The last one being sent at 12.16 AM and it aches Yoongi's heart the most.
Sunshine:
the baby misses you. come home soon hyung.
Yoongi never drives faster his whole life.
♡
When he came home, the look of exhaustion in his face was quickly replaced by fondness the moment he laid eyes on his beautiful husband who walked over to greet him.
"Hyung! You're home!" The younger said, his voice light and airy as he hugged Yoongi and the elder quickly returned it. It was amazing how Jimin’s presence managed to calm him so much. As if all the weight on his shoulder are lifted off of him and there was no more trace of exhaustion on him but a genuine soft smile on his face.
"Hey sunshine" He said and the younger's sleepy eyes turned into crescents shape as he smiled.
"Hyung.. you stayed up late again at the studio" the younger frowned, saying it cutely with a pout knowing exactly how weak Yoongi is for it. "You didn’t even answer my calls"
The smile on Yoongi's face fell slowly and the elder took Jimin's smaller hand on his, "I’m sorry Jimin, I really am" he gave Jimin's hand a light squeeze.
"You need to stop doing that. I know how important your music is for you and you know I will always support you no matter what, but you also have a family to think about now, Yoongi. You aren't just living for yourself anymore so you’ll need to take care of yourself from now on. For us too." Jimin said with the softest voice possible but his tone was stern and Yoongi found himself nodding without a second thought. Even though he knew the younger is nowhere near mad at him, merely worried about him, he knew Jimin was right and he had to stop that habit of his.
He's not the same young music major student from back then anymore, he's a husband and he has a family now.
"Okay. I will" Jimin finally smiled again. The smile was so bright it's blinding and it filled his heart with so much warmth. Yoongi would do anything to see that smile every day.
"Good, because I'm sure I’m not the only one who's missing you" Jimin said, his hand starting to rub on the big bump on his stomach.
Yoongi looked down at it with a smile on his face and kneeled down until he was head level with Jimin's stomach and started rubbing it gently.
"Hey little guy," Yoongi said, every words laced with love and affection as he spoke to the absolute evidence and the highest token of his love for Jimin. Their baby. "I heard you missed me. Sorry I came home late today" He lifted the hem of Jimin's shirt a little, enough to expose a part of his stomach and Yoongi leaned in to kiss it softly, "I promise I won’t do it again." He smiled, "Daddy loves you. We can't wait for you to come" He said one last time before pulling Jimin's shirt back down.
Above him, Jimin was watching the whole thing with a fond look on his face.
Yoongi stood up again and now locking eyes with the most beautiful person he has ever laid eyes on. The love of his life that he is so happy and lucky to be married with. The boy he wanted to spend his whole life with and in that moment, the reality of having a baby with Jimin was starting to flow through him again. "Jimin.."
"Hm?" Jimin hooked his hands on the back of Yoongi's neck.
"I love you" Yoongi said carefully and affectionately. "I love you so much, and the baby you are carrying with you"
Jimin looked like he might cry but smiled nonetheless, "I love you too hyung"
And Yoongi kissed him softly, his heart bursting happily in his chest when Jimin's lips pressed against his, kissing him back. Kissing Jimin was like breathing air for Yoongi and he savored every bit of the feeling of Jimin’s plump lips brushing against his. He didn’t know he could feel so much love in his life. Back then when he’s still young and reckless, he never thought he could care about anyone as much as he cared about his music. That he would be able to love someone this much. But now, as he held Jimin close to him, hearing the boy’s steady heartbeat and him carrying a baby inside his body, he realized how truly wrong he was.
"What are you grinning about?"
Yoongi looked down to see Jimin already looking up at him. He grinned even wider, "Just remembering how we first met"
"God I’m married to a sap" Jimin groaned good-heartedly and Yoongi laughed.
"Well what do you expect? I’m married to you sunshine" Yoongi released his hold on Jimin to squish at the chubby cheeks he loves so much.
Jimin pursed his lips into a pout, "Well if you love me so much you might as well carry me to bed hyung I’m soooo sleepy" Jimin starts yawning and make grabby movements with his small fingers.
Yoongi chuckled before hooking one hand behind Jimin's knees and one behind his back, carrying him bridal style. "You know I’m starting to think you're the lucky one in this relationship, sunshine" he said as he walked to their bedroom.
Jimin smiled shyly, cheeks blushing pink, "I like it when you call me that. It makes me feel special" And Yoongi wonders if Jimin will ever understand that it’s more than just a pet name for him. That Jimin is his sunshine. He is the sun in Yoongi's life that will never stop shining brightly and he is that constant sun that will never be setting down even when night falls.
"That's because you are one, sunshine." He kissed the top of Jimin's head, the younger's giggle echoed through the room and Yoongi was thankful that he gets to hear that pretty sound everyday for the rest of his life now and that one day, he'll get to come home not only to Jimin greeting him but also along with a little baby boy soon.