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1 new voicemail, August
those flowers you love are back again this year, i plucked some for you and placed them on that vase you bought they're at your desk ..
our neighbors got a new dog, her name's Molly and is the sweetest thing ever
you'd love her
hey babe..
i miss you.
1 new voicemail, September
molly's getting big and she's almost always over here..our neighbors are starting to believe she likes me more than them..
hey babe
what do you think about getting a dog?
i miss you.
1 new voicemail, October
the flowers are wilted, but i replaced them with small pumpkins it's really cute i sent you a picture, you'll like them i promise..
fall's here and it feels colder than usual..
hey babe
what do you think about salt and paprika?
for our halloween costume, i mean..
i miss you.
1 new voicemail, November
happy birthday my love..i tried to bake you a cake but its not the best..i sent you a picture anyway in case you wanted to see..
i sent you a picture of me and molly too..
she's adorable right?
i miss you.
1 new voicemail, December
i woke up to a winter wonderland outside..
it's so white almost feels magical..
our neighbors went to some ski resort and guess who's staying with me for christmas?
she's already destroyed some of the decorations but molly says she's sorry..
you forgive her, right?
i miss you
1 new voicemail, April
there's a new bakery in town and i went out to check it and babe, their chicken pie is amazing..
molly loves their cookies though but i think their cakes are wonderful..
hey babe
summer's almost here..
i miss you
1 new voicemail, May
hey babe..
i think im gonna go back to school..
kyungsoo says there's an available spot for a preschool teacher..
what do you think? should i go?
thank you for the flowers you sent they were beautiful..
it would've been better if you were with it too..
i miss you
1 new voicemail, June
i picked up your laundry today..
it was from last year.. the tuxedo you borrowed from Sehun..
you weren't able to pick it up before you left..
but i'm glad you didn't..
hey babe?
it's been almost a year..
i miss you
1 new voicemail, August
those flowers you love are back again this year..
i placed a whole bunch of it on your grave did you see them?
i'd like to tell you i was okay after visiting you..
but i broke down and cried till i couldn't breathe..
my therapist believes these voicemails help me..
but whenever i hear your voice, all it does is hurt me over and over and over..
hey babe..
i miss you..
i miss you so much
1 new voicemail, October
i replaced our sheets today..
i laundered your shirts too..
my therapist says its a step to healing but i think its just bullshit..
i don't think i'll ever heal..
i showed molly our pictures during our wedding..
i think she likes you babe..
you looked really handsome on our wedding day..
hey babe?
im glad i married you..
i miss you
1 new voicemail, November
happy birthday yifan..
your mom and i visited you today..
i took molly with me and i was right, she likes you..
your mom says you would've liked her too..
hey babe?
i think i'll move out of the house..
what do you think?
i miss you..
1 new voicemail, February
the new house is adorable..
it's a little smaller but it's good, it feels right..
thank you for the flowers..
i almost broke down..
you always loved surprising me and i can't believe you're still doing it until now..
i got us a dog too..
he's a little fattie just like you were when you were younger..
hey babe..
happy anniversary..