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Show me Eternity, and I will show you Memory

Summary:

NaNoWriMo this is not. 30 Days of Flash Fiction inspired by Emily Dickinson poems. :)

Less is more. More or less.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for other works inspired by this one.)

Chapter 1: A Death blow is a Life blow to Some

Summary:

Gaby receives a bit of news and comes to a cross-roads.

Notes:

Best of luck to all you NaNoWriMo writers out there!

Brevity being the soul of wit and all that, I'm using "flash fiction" rather generously. Between dribbles, drabbles, micro-fiction, and twitterature, it's just easier to use one umbrella term! Each chapter gets its inspiration from the title/first line of an Emily Dickinson poem and will be under 1000 words (though most will be considerably shorter).

Thank you so much for reading! Comments are always appreciated. :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It begins and ends with the Englishman.

Two years ago, at an East German chop shop: he brought her father back to life. Today, on the aircraft carrier, it is fitting he bury him.

Not with dirt, but words.

Condolences like closing caskets.

“A death blow is a life blow to some,” he tells her. Calculated, but not callous. An invitation. Gaby has no family, no home, no country. She is a clean slate, ideal for this line of work.

The house in the suburbs, the car, the dog—all meaningless now without her father. No need to chase the what ifs, the what could have been’s.

The mission is finished. She gets to decide if she is too.

It begins again with the Russian: sincerity that stings and soothes, eyes honest with recognition. An intimate moment, an intimate pain, an infinity between them.

“I lost him a long time ago.”

Is it irony or justice that she’s gained her life in exchange?

Notes:

"A Death blow is a Life blow to Some
Who till they died, did not alive become—
Who had they lived, had died but when
They died, Vitality begun."

Up next: "A faded Boy—in sallow Clothes"