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Hiraeth - a homesickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was.
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[unknown number]
2:38 am December 8th
It's been almost 8 months now, I'd have thought I would've stopped missing you so much by now but I can't. I can't get over it. no matter how hard I try to forget you it all comes back haunting me, I miss you so much. I wish you would message me back. do you miss me back?
[unknown number]
5:29 pm December 14th
I still make two cups of coffee in a morning and make double the servings of ramen when I can bring myself to eat. I still can't delete the pictures of you off my phone
[unknown number]
8:03 am January 22nd
today I finally quit my job. I know I've said I would do it a long time ago but he took it too far, he brought you into it. I can't believe it took me so long to finally tell them to fuck their job
[unknown number]
12:01 February 18th
happy birthday
[unknown number]
11:16 am March 9th
today the waiter at that cafe we used to visit asked me where you were, he also asked why I hadn't been in so long. it was so hard to tell him the truth but he gave me a sad smile and a free drink. I feel guilty for drinking it now.
[park jimin]
12:33 pm March 15th
I don't mean to be rude but who are you? And why do you keep texting me?
[unknown number]
12:35 pm March 15th
oh sorry, I didn't know this number was in use. it used to be a very close friend's before he passed away. I didn't mean to bother you, it just used to make it feel like he was still here, I'll stop now
[park jimin]
12:55 pm March 15th
He must have been an important friend. You sound like you need someone to talk to. I know we don't know each other but you can talk to me if you want.
[unknown number]
3:40 pm March 15th
everyone keeps saying I need to talk about it but I don't know where to begin
[park jimin]
4:00 pm March 15th
Start with his name, what was his name?
[unknown number]
5:53 pm March 15th
Hoseok
