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I feel lost. I fell alone. I feel like I've opened up too many wounds too quickly. I feel like I want to cut again. Not to die. Not this time, but to make the choices stop. To make the screaming stop.
They tease me, the voices. They say " You know how to make all of this stop, Just do it Sabrina, it wont hurt, it never hurts. Try your chest again, or maybe your legs. You always go deeper on your legs, and no one will see it."
It gets so hard to ignore, and its not just the voices. Its the fear of nightmares. They keep me up at night. Voices and nightmares. Its like the world inside my own head is trying to kill me, or more aptly, trying to get me to kill myself.