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Convergence of Destinies
by
Julie Horwitz
At last!
Darth Sidious pulled his attention away from the documents he had been reviewing and leaned back in his chair as he finally felt his Hand make contact. He had been eagerly awaiting her report since the moment his long-absent apprentice had reappeared in the Force.
And stayed there.
What had Mara done to make Vader break his self-imposed Force exile? (He had never understood what Vader had hoped to accomplish by withdrawing from the Force in the first place. Surely he knew that it was impossible for a Force signature to be traced from across the galaxy. Then again, he had never been the brightest of beings, which was exactly why he made the perfect apprentice...) And what had she done to get herself caught? (He knew she hadn't purposely engaged Vader. He had explicitly told her not to and she obeyed him in all things. Her one experience with being punished for disobedience had been more than enough.)
Do you have the girl? he immediately questioned, confident that he already knew the answer. If she had been anywhere near one of Vader's children at the time she had been discovered, she'd be dead. (He was glad she had not been killed. She was too useful a tool to him and it would be a shame and an inconvenience to have to replace her.) Vader would not permit anyone to even think of harming his family and live to tell about it.
Not the little one, Mara replied, surprising him. (She had been permitted to leave with one of the children? How?) I was prevented from reaching her. I am bringing you the elder daughter instead.
Vader allowed you to leave with her?
This revelation was disturbing. Even as a Jedi, Vader had had violent tendencies towards those who threatened his loved ones. (His massacre of the Sand People a testament to what he did to those who had succeeded in harming them.) If he had gotten to the point where he could control his anger...
Yes, Master, she dutifully answered though he could feel her fear and dismay at his knowledge of her encounter. (She was rightfully afraid that he could believe she had disobeyed him. He had trained her well.) I did not give him a choice. It was either allow me to leave with my hostage or I was going to kill her in front of her family. I had my blaster shoved against her neck. Even her stupid brother could tell I wasn't bluffing.
Ah. Sidious relaxed at the clarification. Vader's behavior made complete sense now. He would not risk the life of his child in order to dispatch an enemy. He had worried over nothing.
But it was unfortunate that Mara was bringing him a different child than he had anticipated. The younger girl would have been much easier to keep imprisoned. At ten, she was too young to do anything other than behave out of fear. This older girl would most likely put up a fight. Subduing her would be difficult. And it would have to be done without harming her. If anything happened to her before her father arrived to rescue her...
I did not intentionally confront Vader, Mara quickly spoke up, fear flooding through her Force presence. I swear I didn't. I would never defy your orders.
I know, my dear, he soothed her. (If she had, she'd be dead. It was as simple as that. She truly had no idea how dangerous his apprentice was.) You are always loyal and obedient, my Hand. You make me proud.
She instantly brightened at the praise. Thank you, Master.
He smiled to himself at her immediate change in mood. There was nothing like a few well-chosen and perfectly timed words to keep his servants content. He had learned many years ago that praise could be an infinitely more powerful tool than fear when it came to ensuring blind obedience. A happy servant would do almost anything that was asked of her. And Mara was no exception.
Which was why she would never be his apprentice as she so desperately wanted.
Mara was completely loyal and obedient, something a Sith apprentice could never be. A true Sith would only obey his master until the time came that he was ready to take his place. Mara, on the other hand, was unable to disobey a single order. Her sole purpose in life was to please him.
She was exactly as he had created her to be.
He had molded her from the time she was a very small girl. He had raised her to think of him as a father figure and encouraged her to love him by treating her like a daughter. He had showered her with gifts and words that gave the illusion of affection. And he had severely punished her when she had disobeyed. By the time she had reached adolescence, he had turned her into the perfect servant. Next to the slow and meticulous corruption of Anakin Skywalker, Mara Jade was his finest achievement.
And by cultivating her love, he had ensured that it would be impossible for her to take the final crucial step of Sith apprenticeship. She would never be able to bring herself to kill her master. It would be like killing her own father.
An act she did not have the heart to ever commit.
Now, tell me, my Hand, he continued. How is it you came to face Vader?
Completely by accident, my master, she told him. It was all the fault of the daughter I am bringing to you. You see, she fancies herself a Jedi and-
A Jedi? he cut her off, stunned. The girl is a Jedi?
How could this be? Who had trained her? Certainly not her father. (If he had completely reverted...) It would have been impossible without touching the Force himself. Kenobi, perhaps? And if he had, had he instructed the other children as well?
No, she only believes herself to be, Mara corrected. It is painfully obvious that she is untrained. She's powerful in the Force, but her control is pathetic. She can't even perform a simple mind probe. Her only developed ability seemed to be her danger sense. She was wary of me from the moment we met but she has no other apparent skills. She can't even hold a lightsaber correctly. I was able to knock it out of her hand in seconds.
You fought her?
It was no wonder Vader had become involved. Mara had made a critical error in engaging the girl. (The more he learned, the luckier he realized she was to have gotten away with her life.)
If you can even call it that, Mara said, smug satisfaction in her voice. She clearly disliked the girl. She's nothing but a lot of talk. She came into the room and threatened me, but that's as far as she got before I disarmed her. He could sense her smile. And then I taught her a lesson she'll never forget.
You should not have done that, he admonished her. Vader may have let her go this time in order to protect his daughter's life, but Mara was now as good as dead the moment he found her again. (He would have to protect her until his apprentice was back under his control. And even then keeping her alive would be difficult. But she was too valuable a resource to lose and he would do everything within his power to make sure he didn't.)
He felt her emotions shift at his disapproval.
Forgive me, Master, she sent, her presence now full of anxiety. But I had no choice. She would have attacked me first. It could not have been avoided.
Sidious found himself intrigued by what he was hearing. Vader's daughter would have attacked first? Even though she considered herself a Jedi? Did she know so little of the group she was so poorly trying to emulate? Or was it more of a case of ignoring rules she did not care for? If so, she was truly her father's daughter...
And how was it she had decided to become a Jedi in the first place? Why? How had she come into possession of a lightsaber? And how had she learned to use the Force without any formal training? Clearly her parents knew nothing of her activities. Vader would never have permitted her to confront an enemy on her own if he had. And what of her siblings? Had she shared her knowledge and skills with either of them?
What about her brother and sister? he questioned. Did they share any of her abilities or behaviors?
No, Master, she answered and he sensed her relief at the change in subject. I did not sense either of them actively using the Force and I spent hours with the family, the boy especially. The little one appears to unconsciously tap into the Force as she has a slight danger sense. I made her somewhat uneasy though she ignored it for the most part. As for the boy... He felt her utter disgust at the mention. He is the poorest excuse for a life form I have ever had the misfortune of encountering. I doubt even the Jedi would have bothered with him if they hadn't been wiped out. I don't see how his parents put up with him.
How very interesting, he thought at this new information. One child embraced her abilities while the others either ignored or simply didn't know about them. It didn't make any sense. What had driven this one daughter to-
His vision!
Vader's daughter was the Jedi in his vision!
Of course! It made perfect sense! Who else but the child of his apprentice would have the audacity to attack him in his own palace?
Everything fit. She was the right age and she had any number of motives for going after him. And she would explain why nothing he had done so far had altered his visions. She was the one factor he hadn't known about until now. But now that he knew...
And then it occurred to him exactly how he could make sure the future had a more favorable outcome.
The daughter of Vader was inevitably a powerful Force user, but she was completely untrained. All she knew she had learned on her own. So what if he were to give her that much needed training himself?
The right kind of training.
Training that would lead to the girl embracing the dark side of the Force.
And once she had been turned, the future he had repeatedly foreseen could never come to pass.
The girl would belong to him, heart and soul.
Just as her father once had.
Once had...
Perhaps Mara had been right in that he was wasting his time trying to reclaim Vader. If Vader had willingly turned his back on his destiny, maybe he wasn't worthy of being his apprentice after all. Maybe the honor should be bestowed on someone who was mostly likely just as powerful.
And much, much easier to control.
His daughter had not been raised a Jedi as he had been. She knew nothing of the strict Code that had held her father back for so long. She had not been instructed in any way. Her mind was an empty datapad just waiting to be filled by the right information.
You have done well in bringing this girl to me, he at last told his Hand.
Very well.
((((())))))
"Come on!" Leia Peridon grunted under her breath. "Loosen up!"
She pulled against the tightly wrapped cords that held her in her seat one last time before groaning in frustration and collapsing against the back of the chair, overcome by pain and exhaustion.
"Damn it!"
It was bad enough that she had gotten her butt kicked by that Sith wannabe and then been taken prisoner, but to be tied up when there was nowhere to go? It was just adding insult to injury. What did Mara think she was going to do? Fly out the airlock?
I wish!
Unfortunately, her struggles weren't really getting her anywhere. So far, her greatest accomplishment was to continuously spin her chair in circles, which was just so much fun. (Not! If she spun around even one more time...) She was also tiring herself out and aggravating her numerous injuries. (She was in serious need of some painkillers!) Neither of which were doing her any good. She was stuck until Mara decided to untie her.
"This really sucks!" she complained aloud even though there was no one there to hear her. (Thank the Force! It would have just been something else for Mara to hold against her.)
She felt her anger begin to flare up again and quickly suppressed it.
I'm a Jedi and a Jedi doesn't get angry, she reminded herself for the billionth time since this whole thing started. Anger is of the dark side.
She knew she needed to find a way to calm down and stay that way. (Meditation? Definitely not happening! As if she could clear her mind while she was tied up and on her way to meet a Sith!) But she didn't see how that was possible since every time she thought about the lousy situation she was in she started to get mad all over again. (It was either that or give in to her fear, which was even worse for a Jedi. It was better to be mad than scared. At least being angry made her feel like she was doing something.)
And, honestly, could anyone blame her? After all, she had just gotten the crap beat out of her for the first time in her life. She couldn't help but feel angry. The Force would just have to understand why she was more than a little ticked.
She considered herself an excellent fighter. She had aced all of the self-defense classes she had ever taken and she had successfully brought down creep after creep for as long as she could remember. She had never lost a fight in her life.
Until now.
Until Mara.
Mara, who was a Sith-in-training.
Of all the spacers and bullies Leia had trounced over the years, none of them had ever come close to Mara in skills. She was good, really good.
And utterly brutal.
Mara hadn't stopped after winning the fight. She'd kept right on kicking and punching. If Dad hadn't shown up when he did...
She knew that the only reason that she was probably still alive was because Mara's master wanted Dad "back" (whatever that meant) and that she was most likely under strict orders not to kill anyone in the family. (If the "bait" was dead...) Mara had had the advantage from the get-go. She could have killed her at any time and had made it very clear that she really, really wanted to. (Shed even said it again right after she finished tying her up!) The fact that she hadnt pointed very strongly to orders. Why else hold back?
But once Dad showed up to rescue her, as she knew he would, those orders would most likely vanish. (Once the Sith had him, the "bait" wouldnt be needed anymore, now would it?) And Mara would probably be given permission to finish what she had started
And Dad would show up, which was exactly what the Sith lord wanted. Dad was a Jedi and Jedi did stupid things like attempting to rescue people from obvious traps. (Why couldn't the Code have had something about knowing better than to walk into obvious traps? Then again, even if it did, Dad would have ignored it anyway!) But he was doomed to fail and he would be captured and she'd be turned over to Mara for a fate she didn't even want to think about...
If only she could escape first!
In my dreams.
She hadn't even been able to slow down the apprentice. How could she even hope to get away from the master?
So much for being nearly done with my training!
She had lost her lightsaber less than three seconds into the fight, something a Jedi should never allow to happen. ("Your weapon is your life," Dad had quoted his Master when telling her and Ammae about lightsabers.) She had not been prepared for Mara's sudden and vicious attack. She was used to opponents who physically gave away when they were going to make a move. Mara's had come without warning.
And never stopped...
If she was honest with herself, she knew it was her own fault that she had been beaten. She hadn't gone into the fight thinking like the Jedi she believed herself to be. A true Jedi would have assessed the situation before barging in. She had only been thinking of protecting Ammae. It had been a mistake and now she was paying the price.
But it was a price that was worth paying because it meant that Ammae was safe. Because she was in this mess meant her little sister wasn't. And that was all that mattered.
At least I did something right, she commented to herself.
The "droid" would have had a total meltdown if she'd been taken hostage. She didn't handle stress well. (Neither did Luke, for that matter. Thank the Force Mara hadn't gone after him. He was freaked out enough as it was because of her deception.) She would have never survived the ordeal.
And she didn't even want to imagine how Mom and Dad would have reacted if they had lost their "baby." At least with her, they had some idea that she could take care of herself. (While they didn't know about her secret Jedi training, they did know about her self-defense classes and her long list of fights at school.) They wouldn't fall apart like they would have if Ammae had been taken instead. (Or even freakily innocent Luke, whose idea of trauma was an out of control club meeting.) Of the three children, she was the ideal hostage.
What kind of psycho was this Sith lord anyway? He was a serious freak if his best idea to get Dad "back" was to kidnap a little girl. (Not to mention his use of a teen as the kidnapper.) He had just made the worst mistake of his life. Dad was the most overprotective parent Leia had ever known. No one messed with his children and got away with it. (And there were school records to prove it!) This Sith was toast!
And he was also majorly delusional if he thought Dad had ever had anything to do with him. Dad had been a Jedi. A Jedi! Hello? The sworn enemy of Sith? Were all Sith that off their repulsors?
But crazy or not, Sith were evil and dangerous. (Mara wasn't even a full Sith yet and she was a scarily powerful opponent.) She would be lying if she said that she wasnt more than a little afraid of what was going to happen to her once she reached her destination. Sith weren't exactly known for their generous hospitality. It would be a miracle if she got out of this ordeal alive.
If only she was as good as Dad!
Now, he was a Jedi!
Tonight had been the first time she had ever seen him in action and it had been amazing. Wow! Who knew her dad was that awesome? (She sure hadn't! Mom hadn't been kidding when she said he had been one of the main heroes of the Republic. "The Hero With No Fear," she had said they had called him.) If she and Ammae hadn't been in the way, she was sure he would have taught Mara the lesson she deserved.
Unlike her, who had screwed up everything from the moment she had sensed Ammae was in danger.
Dad had done everything she should have done. He was a true Jedi and it showed. He had put the safety of those around him first and he had properly assessed the situation before going in.
And he hadn't made any dumb moves like kicking Mara's legs out from under her.
Now that had been the kiss of death for her. It had been one of those stupid things that seemed like a good idea at the time. (Mara had just been too damn fast!) Maybe if she had kept still she wouldn't be a prisoner now. (If she got out of this alive, she was going to triple the time she spent training! She'd never be ready to take out the Emperor at this rate! And he was just an old man!)
"What a mess," she muttered, sighing in defeat.
She wondered for the millionth time where she was being taken and what would happen when she got there.
And how long it would be before Dad showed up and her usefulness came to an end...
And then she froze as the sound of approaching footsteps suddenly echoed down the long corridor.
Crap!
There was only one person on this ship who'd be coming to visit and it wasn't the pilot or copilot. (Han and Chewie were too busy obeying Mara's orders. Neither of them would risk their lives for her. Sure they liked her, but not that much. They hardly knew her.) And it definitely wasn't going to be for a friendly chat.
And here she was facing away from the open hatchway!
Great! Just great!
There was no way she was letting that Sith wannabe catch her like this. She had had more than enough humiliation for one night, thank you very much!
She began to violently wiggle in her chair in an attempt to swivel it back around towards the hatchway. She was determined to be ready for anything Mara was going to throw at her. She wasn't going to be caught unprepared ever again.
Slowly but surely, the chair made its way back around and, luckily, she made it just in time. The hatchway was still empty.
And then her visitor arrived.
And to her immense relief, it wasn't Mara.
It was Han.
((((())))))
As Han Solo's eyes fell on the heavily bruised and bleeding Leia tied up in his hold, he could only think one thing: What the hell happened?
As he had immediately noticed in the hangar, she had been brutally beaten. (Judging by her injuries, he was amazed she was still conscious. She had to be in excruciating pain.) In fact, it was one of the worst beatings he had ever seen and he had seen (and experienced) a lot. How had this happened to her? (The last time he'd seen her she'd been safe at home. What had happened after he had dropped her off? Why had she gone out again? He had been under the impression that her parents enforced a strict curfew, which was why she was always getting into trouble for being late.) And, more importantly, why? She was just a kid. A loud-mouthed kid, yeah, but still a kid. Who did this to a kid?
Someone just like Little Miss Starshine back there.
There wasn't a single doubt in his mind that she was the sick spawn of a vynock that had inflicted Leia's wounds. The girl was as nasty as a rancor and as short-fused as they came. It didn't take much to set her off. (A single word could do it.) And when she went off, she got violent, as Han had (unfortunately) discovered first-hand. (His wrist was still in agony from where she had grabbed it. He had made the mistake of ignoring her request that she be the one to enter the coordinates into the navicomputer and when he had reached out to do it himself, she had physically stopped him with much more force than necessary. "I told you that I was going to do it," she had reminded him in a low voice filled with promises of worse punishment the next time he disobeyed. He was lucky that she hadnt broken his bones in the process.)
Knowing Leia, all she had had to have done was open her mouth (tact was not in her vocabulary) and this piece of work would have been all over her. It didn't take much imagination to guess what had happened. (But how had Leia encountered her in the first place? Why had she left home again?)
Of course, that didn't explain why the girl had gone one step further and taken Leia captive. Kids, even ones not firing all of their thrusters, didn't normally take other kids hostage. (They didn't normally take adults hostage either, but that was beside the point.) Who was this girl and why had she taken Leia prisoner? And why was she bringing her to Coruscant, the capital of the Empire? Was she somehow connected to the Empire? (She certainly was cruel enough.)
And that was exactly what he hoped to find out from Leia. He had waited until his current "employer" was distracted before sneaking out of the cabin. (She had zoned out and gone into some sort of trance.) He didn't know how long he had before she snapped out of it and came looking for him (he had a feeling she liked to know where everyone was at all times, which would explain why she had tied Leia up, though he had to wonder what did she think she could do in her condition? Steal an escape pod?), but he intended to get as much information about her as possible. Having some was far better than having none.
"Hey kid," he greeted Leia as he stepped into the cabin. He kept his tone light, his intention to distract her from her pain and fear. (Interestingly enough, she had removed every last trace of her fear from her face. Why, he had no idea, but he didn't believe for a nanosecond that it was actually gone. No one got over being as terrified as she was so fast.) "I see you've made yourself a lovely new friend. She's absolutely charming."
"That's because you're still on her good side," Leia quipped, giving him a weak smile. (He was glad to hear that her sense of humor was still intact despite her situation. She was going to need it to get through this.) "Just wait until she gets to know you better."
"Wherever did you meet her?" he asked, moving to stand in front of her and mentally shaking his head as he examined the cords holding her in place. Anyone in their right mind knew that someone with her injuries needed to be lying down. (As if her new "friend" was anywhere near in her right mind. The girl was clearly one plate short of a hull covering.) Sitting up like that was probably making her feel much worse than she already did, which, knowing her unstable captor, had probably been the intention.
"It's a long story."
"Not a problem. I've got plenty of time to hear it," he informed her while thinking about how he was going to get her out of there. The knots looked too small to undo by hand. He'd need to get a vibroknife to cut her loose. Luckily, he had one around here somewhere... "It's going to take a while to get to Coruscant."
"Coruscant?" she repeated, sounded puzzled as he walked over to the workstation, which was the most likely place he would have stashed a knife. (He stashed everything else in there!) "Why would...?"
"Hey, I didn't ask and she didn't say," he told her as he opened the first drawer. "She's not very talkative."
Leia made a noise. "She must really like you then. With me, she can't shut up."
"Who is she anyway?" he questioned while scanning the drawer's interior. "Why would going to Coruscant be any big deal?"
"Because she's a Sith," Leia told him as he began to rummage through its contents. "Well, a Sith apprentice anyway. And Sith tend to keep themselves hidden. And you can't get anymore out in the open than Coruscant."
The word "Sith" was vaguely familiar but it didn't bring anything immediately to mind. But if it referred to someone like this girl, he knew it couldn't be good.
"And why is that?" he wanted to know, closing the drawer after failing to find a knife in it. "Because everyone is out to get them?" He slid open the second drawer.
Leia made a sound of disbelief. "You don't know what a Sith is?" she asked incredulously.
"Nope," he admitted as he started to dig through the drawer. "And I don't recall anyone I know mentioning them recently either. But you did just say that they like to hide. Kind of hard to hear about a group that stays hidden."
"Wow, I thought everyone knew what a Sith was," she commented. "They're the sworn enemies of the Jedi." She looked at him. "Please tell me you've at least heard of the Jedi."
"Yeah, I've heard of them," he informed her, trying to remember the little he knew. (Hadn't they been a religious order or something? He wasn't exactly sure. But he'd only been ten when they had been exterminated, so he wasn't surprised at his lack of knowledge.) "But it was a long time ago. They were all wiped out back when I was a kid. Probably before you were even born."
"Not all of them," she assured him.
He turned around to face her, folding his arms. "So, let me guess. The whole reason you're in this mess is because you know a Jedi."
It made sense. From his vague recollections of stories he had heard as a kid, Jedi went out of their way to protect the innocent. Leia, for all her talk, was nothing but an innocent kid. She had been targeted simply because she had been found to know a Jedi. (Could that have been her big secret that she wouldn't tell anyone?) Whoever had sent Mara (who, according to Leia, was only an apprentice and apprentices merely followed orders) knew the Jedi would come to Leia's rescue. A pretty brilliant scheme, if he did say so himself.
"It's more than knowing one," she told him. "My father's a Jedi."
"Your father?" he repeated, surprised by the revelation. Her father, the so-called "best mechanic in the galaxy," was actually a Jedi? He could have sworn he remembered the Jedi being against the whole family thing (something to do with a Code?), but then again, a Jedi in hiding (which is what any Jedi surviving the extermination would be doing) would want to blend in with the rest of the population. And getting married and having a few kids was a perfect way to do that.
Too bad it hadn't worked out too well for Leia's dad...
"And I'm one too," she continued. "Sort of."
"Sort of?" This he had to hear. How could you "sort of" be a Jedi? You either were or you weren't.
"Remember that secret I was keeping from my parents that you wanted to know so badly?"
"Yeah."
"Well, that's it."
"So let me get this straight. Your father's a Jedi yet you don't want him to know that you're 'sort of' one too?"
"Uh-huh," she nodded.
"And the reason you don't want him to know is...?" he pressed, trying to understand her bizarre logic. (The minds of teenage girls! Was there a greater mystery in the universe?)
"It's part of that long story you wanted to hear," she said.
"So start telling," he instructed and turned back to the drawer.
"What are you doing anyway?" she questioned instead of starting her tale.
"Looking for a way to get you out of there," he let her know as he searched the contents. "Those cords are too tight to untie. They're going to have to be cut. I'm still waiting for that story."
"Are you insane?" Leia blurted, ignoring his prompt. "You do that and Mara will kill you."
He snorted at the implication. (At least he now knew the name of their lovely new acquaintance. Names were always good to know.) "I'd like to see her try. It might be entertaining."
"You really don't get what it meant when I told you she was a Sith, do you?"
"Apparently not," he replied as he finally spotted the object of his search. "So why don't you enlighten me?"
Leia sighed as he turned around the face her, the knife in his hand. "I guess I'm going to have to."
And then, without any warning, the vibroknife was yanked from his grasp.
"What the-!"
The knife floated up to the ceiling and began to gently spin in the air.
"And that is only a fraction of what she's capable of," Leia explained as the knife started to spin in the other direction. "I've heard that the Sith can get pretty creative with the Force. They can do some nasty things to you without laying one hand on you." The knife stopped spinning and began to quickly fly around the room. "And they don't even need a weapon to do it."
Han's eyes followed the knife, his initial surprise at having it taken from him telekinetically fading away. It had only surprised him because he hadn't been expecting it. (Was this yet another thing she was keeping from her parents? Just how many secrets did this kid have?) If Leia really believed he'd never seen mind powers before, she was more naïve than he had thought.
He turned his attention back to her and folded his arms. "That's it? The Sith are so dangerous because they can use telekinesis? I hate to break it to you, Sweetheart, but so can a dozen others all across the galaxy, including those Jedi you think so highly of. And having it didn't help them very much in the end, now did it? So-"
"Haven't you heard a single word I said?" she cut him off, sounding annoyed. "It's not telekinesis. It's the Force!"
Han suppressed the urge to laugh. Now that he had heard of. (It had been mentioned so many times back when he was a kid even after the Purge that he had finally asked what it was. And the answer had done anything but impress him.) The supposed mystical energy field that gave the Jedi their power. In other words, their convoluted and antiquated explanation for how they had telekinesis and other abilities, such as telepathy. (It was no wonder they had been so easily wiped out. Even in the face of modern science they had refused to give up the beliefs they had held since they had been formed. Leia's father had done a good job indoctrinating her despite her claims that she was only "sort of" a Jedi and he didn't know about it.) And apparently it was the Sith's too. (Gotta love a copycat archenemy. They got real annoying real fast.)
"All right, fine. 'The Force,'" he agreed to appease her. She was starting to get agitated, which was the last thing she needed to be in her current condition. What she needed to be doing was lying down and resting. And the sooner he cut her free, the sooner she could do that. "So both the Jedi and the Sith use it. Who knew?"
She sighed again. "I can't believe you don't know any of this."
"Hey, like I said, I don't encounter many Sith in my line of work," he reminded her. "And you're my first Jedi. Yet none of this has anything to do with that long story you're supposed to be telling me. So why don't you give me my knife back so I can cut you loose while you talk?"
"But Mara-"
"How many times do I have to tell you that Miss High and Mighty doesn't scare me?" he cut her off. "Please! She doesn't even rate with even a quarter the scum I'm used to dealing with. I think Chewie and me can handle her." (Not that it would be an easy victory. On top of being violent, she was psychotic and psychotics always took extra work to take down. Chewie would probably end up doing most of the work himself.) He held out his hand. "My knife, please?"
Heaving a sigh of defeat, Leia lowered the vibroknife into his waiting hand.
"Thank you," he said, activating the knife as he knelt down in front of her and got to work. (This was going to take a while! Had Mara used his entire supply? Had she left him anything? He was definitely doing a thorough inventory once he got rid of her!) "Now let's hear how you got yourself into this mess."
"Fine," she sighed yet again. (Was it him or did she sigh a lot? Must be a teenage girl thing, he decided.) "My father isn't just any Jedi. He's Anakin Skywalker."
"The Hero With No Fear," Han nodded, recognizing the name. Skywalker had been one of the biggest and most famous heroes of the Clone Wars. His name had always been on the HoloNet. He and his partner, General Whatever-his-name-was. (He may have been a little kid back then, but there wasn't a single being alive who hadn't heard of Skywalker. You'd have had to be living on a remote asteroid not to.) Who've thought a Jedi that well known could have escaped getting exterminated?
"And my mother's name is Padmé Amidala."
The name was unfamiliar, but given the way Leia had expected him to know it, he figured she must have been some big-shot. (Two "famous" parents. Leia had quite the impressive lineage. It was no wonder her family had been targeted.) He didn't think she was a Jedi because Leia had only said her father was one. (Though it wouldn't surprise him it two Jedi on the run decided to play house as a way of disappearing into the general population.) So who was she?
"Dad was with Mom when the Supreme Chancellor went mental and declared all the Jedi traitors," she continued, oblivious to his lack of knowledge. "It's the only reason he wasn't killed. If he had been at the Temple like he was supposed to...
"Anyway, the reason he was with Mom was because they had been busy figuring out how they were going to resign from their jobs," she elaborated while he made slow progress freeing her legs. (Damn, Mara had gone overboard with the cords!) "You see, Mom had just found out she was pregnant with Luke and me and both she and Dad had decided that it was time to put their family first. So he was going to quit the Order and she was going to resign from the Senate."
Ah, a senator, he identified the mother. No wonder he hadn't heard of her! If there was anything he avoided like a plague, it was anything government-related and senators were about as government-related as you could get! (It also explained her current job and her ability to lecture like there was no tomorrow. Once a government flunky, always a government flunky!)
So a Jedi and a senator, huh? Now there was a match no one would have ever expected, especially considering that whole "no family" thing the Jedi had going for them. And they had apparently been together before the Jedi extermination. (The mother being pregnant at the time was kind of a dead giveaway.) They had to have been pretty sneaky not to have gotten caught. (No wonder Leia was as secretive as she was. She got it from both sides of the family!) Because if they had been, the result would not have been pretty. (And the mother's name would definitely have been familiar to him.)
"Mom and Dad knew they had to get as far away from Coruscant and the Emperor as possible," Leia continued. "The Emperor had decreed that all the Jedi had to die. And he basically implied that the same thing would happen to any senator that had opposed him while he was Supreme Chancellor."
"Like your mom?" Han offered while continuing to saw at the cords around her legs. He was almost through...
"Uh-huh," she confirmed. "So they did the only thing they could: they snuck off the planet and ran away to the Outer Rim where they started over as new people. Luke and I were born shortly after and then my little sister Ammae came along five years later. And everything was literally perfect until today."
"Let me guess. That's when Miss Starshine showed up?"
From what he was hearing, her parents had been extremely careful all these years. So what had gone wrong? How had they been found? Had someone betrayed them?
"You got it," she confirmed. "I didn't even know about her until you brought me home. I walked in the door and there she was. She must have grabbed my stupid twin sometime after school, because I didn't see her hanging around him or anywhere all day. She must have worked fast because by the time I arrived she had him completely convinced that she wanted to be his friend. And Luke the stupid idiot didn't even think twice before bringing her into our home, which was exactly where she wanted to be. Did I mention he was stupid?"
"Repeatedly," he informed her as he finally sliced through the last of the cords around her legs. "There you-"
"Thank the Force!" Leia gasped and he barely moved away in time to avoid her newly-freed legs as they swung on a collision course with his head. (Because getting hit in the head was just so high on his list of things to do today.) "Thank you so much! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!"
"I take it you're feeling better?" he remarked as he got to his feet. He could see an immediate change in her entire demeanor despite the pain he knew she still had to be in.
"You have no idea," she told him as he moved to stand behind her and began sawing at the cords wrapped around her arms and torso. "If the rest of me didn't still feel like poo-doo, I'd demand a rematch right now."
He shook his head (Teenagers!) before matter-of-factly informing her, "There'll be no trying to kill each other on my ship. Do you have any idea how long it takes to clean up that kind of mess?"
"Not even if I promise to be neat?"
"Not even," he told her. "You want to be a passenger on my ship? You follow my rules."
"Ugh! You sound just like my parents!" she complained.
"Too bad," he retorted good-naturedly, still working at the cords. Much to his surprise, he seemed to already be almost through. Mara had done a much better job on Leia's legs. (Probably because she had run out of cord!) "My baby comes first. I gotta think of her best interests. So no one kills anyone onboard without my say so. Got it?"
"Yes, sir," she groaned. "And here I was thinking you were my friend!"
He rolled his eyes. "You were talking about your stupid brother."
"Right. So Luke the idiot brings Mara right into our house!" she continued her story. "The boy is so dumb that he doesn't even think to question who she is before bringing her home. I mean, what was he thinking? He knows Mom and Dad are in hiding!"
"True, but let me point out that most teenage boys aren't thinking with their heads when it comes to teenage girls," Han offered. "Hadn't he ever brought home a girl before?"
Leia gave him a look over his shoulder.
"I'll take that as a 'no,'" he conceded. (Apparently Leia hadn't been exaggerating about her brother's "dorkiness," as she so colorfully put it.) "So I assume she was after your dad?"
If Mara and her boss were Sith, the supposed archenemies of the Jedi, then it only made sense that they'd be after the true Jedi of the family. So how had the "sort of" Jedi ended up their prisoner instead?
"You'd think so, right?" she replied. "That would make the most sense. But, no, Dad wasn't her target. Are you ready for this? She was sent to kidnap my ten-year-old sister, Ammae. A ten-year-old girl! Who gets sent to kidnap a ten-year-old girl?"
"You'd be surprised," he informed her.
"Really? Don't these guys usually go for the wives or something?"
"It depends on the bad guy," Han informed her while continuing to cut the cords. Almost done... "Some like taking the spouses while others think the kids make even better prisoners. In the end it doesn't matter. The result is always the same."
"Huh," Leia commented thoughtfully. "I guess this guy's not as demented as I thought."
"The worst bad guys never are," he told her. "That's what makes them so dangerous. They can actually think straight."
"Well, I wouldn't go that far with this guy. He's still a complete whack job. Just wait until I tell you why he wanted my sister."
"I'm listening."
"He thinks my dad used to work for him," she told him. "Have you ever heard anything so stupid in your entire life? A Jedi working for a Sith? As if! Like that would ever happen! What universe is this guy from?"
Han decided it best not to mention that enemies sometimes did team up when there was a common goal, like, say, survival. Leia had no way of knowing everything her father had done before she was born. The Clone Wars had been a crazy time. (Though he had to say that kidnapping someone's child wasn't the best way to rekindle an alliance.)
"Anyway, this guy is so convinced that Dad is on his team that he's willing to do anything to get him back," she continued. "And the best he can come up with is to kidnap my ten year old sister and use her as bait? Seriously? Yet, sadly, it would have worked. My dad would have gone to her rescue and boom!, end of story. Thank the Force I got taken instead."
"What? You don't think your dad will come to your rescue?"
As much as she complained about her parents' behavior, he knew they only did it because they loved her. If they didn't care, they wouldn't bother. (He had only known her three days, but she was obviously more than a handful!) He'd dealt with enough people to know the signs of a neglected childhood. And Leia was anything but neglected.
"Oh, he'll come all right," she admitted. "I just keep hoping he'll be smart enough not to. It's not like I'm completely helpless, you know. Mom and Dad both know that I'm pretty good at taking care of myself."
"Right and that's why you're tied to a chair and bleeding all over my ship," Han pointed out as he resumed cutting the cords. He mentally shook his head. Her attitude was something else. She was definitely going to give her captors a headache. "I'm still waiting to hear how you ended up here instead of your sister. I'm sure it'll be fascinating."
"I, um, kind of challenged Mara to a fight," she admitted sheepishly. "I caught her trying to run off with Ammae and I thought I could stop her myself. I told you that I was a Jedi, remember? Definitely not the best of ideas."
"Really? I would have never guessed," Han sarcastically replied. He cut the final cord. "There ya go."
With a surprising burst of energy, Leia jumped from her seat and began yanking at the severed cords that were still tangled around her body. "Thank you so much! I take back what I said about you not being my friend. You're the best!"
He deactivated the knife and stuck it in his back pocket. You never knew when having a backup weapon would come in handy. "You're welcome, kid. Now let's get you cleaned up some. There's a medkit back in my cabin. After I-"
He was prevented from completing the thought when Leia unexpectedly flung herself into his arms and hugged him tightly.
"Thank you," she repeated more quietly, pulling herself closer as she sagged against him.
It took him all of two seconds to recover from his surprise and immediately return the hug. She didn't even have to say a word. He instinctively knew what she needed: comforting.
Leia had been through hell in only a short period of time. For all her tough talk, she was still a young girl and what she was going through was taking a heavy toll on her both physically and emotionally. (He could feel how heavily she was leaning into his arms. She could barely stand on her own. So much for her burst of energy!) Although she would never openly admit it, she needed to be made to feel safe and secure, if only for a little while. And Han was more than happy to provide her with what she needed.
But he didn't know how long she would allow the comfort to last. He had a feeling that she didn't like anyone seeing her this way, her emotions visible and her guard down. In this moment, she was completely vulnerable. One wrong word would push her away.
So he said nothing and held her in silence, determined to let her be the one to decide when to end their close contact.
He didn't know what was going to happen once they reached Coruscant, but he feared for her. She was so young and innocent. How was she ever going to survive?
Stars, he had never noticed how small she was. Her larger than life personality added to her physical presence, making her seem bigger and stronger than she actually was. But now... Now she seemed merely small and fragile.
Childlike.
So why did holding her this way seem so...right?
As if...
"A little young for you, isn't she?"
Han barely caught Leia in time as she gasped and broke out of his arms, nearly collapsing to the floor in the process.
Mara was standing in the open hatchway, her arms crossed and an amused expression on her face.
"Though I have heard that there are some men who go for that sort of thing." Her amusement vanished. "What is she doing out of her seat? I don't remember telling you that it was all right to cut her loose."
"It was-"
"I didn't think I needed permission to see to the safety and comfort of my own passengers," he quickly cut Leia off. He knew that she was trying to protect him from Mara's so-called "Force powers," but like he had told her, he could take care of himself.
Besides, if Mara tried anything, Chewie would be all over her in seconds. (He had silently appeared in the corridor behind her. He must have overheard the conversation and come to investigate.)
And no one could fight off an angry Wookie.
No one.
"She's no passenger," Mara stated matter-of-factly. "She's my prisoner and therefore I'm the only one who has a say in what happens to her. And I say she needs to stay tied up.
"Don't tell me you've already forgotten our earlier conversation about obedience?"
Han resisted the urge to rub his wrist. "Only if you've forgotten that I told you that Leia was my friend. And I don't take kindly to people who harm my friends."
Mara gave a harsh laugh. "You really have no idea who you're dealing with, Captain. Neither you or the Wookie stand a chance against me."
"I'm willing to find out if you are," he retorted, helping Leia back into her recently vacated chair. She was getting weaker every second.
"But is she?" Mara sent back, indicating Leia. "I've already told you what would happen to her if you crossed me."
"Did you? Because I seem to be remembering things a little differently than you are," he replied, moving away from Leia in case a fight did in fact break out. "Refresh my memory. I thought our deal was that if I took you wherever you wanted to go, you wouldn't kill her. I don't remember you saying anything about after I agreed to take you."
She smiled coldly. "It was implied." She reached into her holster and pulled out her blaster, aiming it at Leia's head. "But if deals are so important to you, here's a new one: from now on, you either do exactly as I say or your precious little friend dies.
"Do we have an understanding?"
"Sure, why not?" Han answered nonchalantly, holding out his hands.
The more he thought about it, the worse an idea it seemed to take on Mara in such a confined space, especially now that she had her blaster out. He couldn't take the chance that she'd get a shot off before he and Chewie subdued her. If Leia were to get hit... No, it was better to bide his time and wait for a more opportune moment to take Mara down.
He met Chewie's gaze over Mara's head and signaled "no" with his eyes (it was a quick communication system that they had devised years ago) to let him know that they would not be attacking Mara quite yet. Chewie sent back his understanding and disappeared back into the corridor.
"Good," Mara said, lowering her weapon. "Now tie her back up."
"You know, in all fairness, you never told me I couldn't untie her in the first place," he pointed out without moving an inch. "How was I supposed to know-?"
"Perhaps I should have made myself more clear," she cut him off. She raised her blaster and reaimed at Leia. "Now either put her back where you found her right now or I shoot her dead this second. Your choice."
"Not much of a choice," he commented, still not moving. "Though I guess I should point out that I may have a slight problem tying her back up."
"And that is?"
He gestured at the pieces of cord lying all over the floor. "I've got nothing to tie her up with."
Mara made an exasperated noise before finally lowering the blaster and putting it back in her holster.
"All right," she at last relented. "You want to play with the brat? Fine. You've got her. For now.
"But don't forget for one second whose prisoner she is," she added. "When the time comes, you're to hand her over to me.
"Or else."
"Nice doing business with you," Han sarcastically replied. Damn, this girl was a piece of work. He couldn't decide what part of her personality he disliked more: her seriousness or her violent tendencies. She made Leia look like the perfect child!
Mara smirked before turning on her heel and heading out of the cabin. But before she passed through the hatchway, she paused.
"Oh, before I forget, tell the Wookie that the next time he thinks of trying to sneak up on me, I won't hesitate to gut him."
How in the galaxy had she-? Chewie had been completely silent in his approach!
Without another word, Mara stalked out of the cabin and down the hallway.
"She just gets more and more charming every time I see her," Han commented once he was sure she was out of earshot.
He turned towards Leia as she heaved a sigh of relief and slumped in her chair.
"Thank the Force she's gone," she breathed. "I didn't think I was going to make it out of there alive."
"I wasn't going to let anything happen to you, kid," he told her seriously. "I told you I could handle her. You're safe as long as I'm around."
"But for how much longer?" she pointedly questioned. "Once we get to Coruscant..."
"One thing at a time, Sweetheart," he said, not wanting to think about what fate awaited her in Imperial Center. "And the first thing we need to think about is getting you cleaned up." He moved closer to her chair and held out his hand, which she took. "Here we go."
He hauled her to her feet and immediately put his arm around her waist to steady her.
"Now lets go see if that medkit is worth all the credits it cost me."
Slowly, he began guiding her towards the crew quarters where he was determined she was going to stay until they reached their destination.
"Oh, and by the way, I'm still waiting to hear your brilliant reason for why you haven't informed your parents that you're 'sort of' a Jedi..."
((((())))))
Anakin Skywalker made a loud sound of frustration as he continued to pace the living room floor. "We have to be missing something!" he declared, struggling against the urge to scream. "There has to be something else! There has to!"
For what felt like an eternity but in reality was only a few hours, he, Padmé, and Obi-Wan had been trying to figure out how they were going to rescue Leia from Sidious. (It didn't matter that a rescue attempt was exactly what Sidious wanted. He was not going to leave his precious child in that monster's hands any longer than he had to.) Unfortunately, there was one very large obstacle that prevented them from coming up with any sort of a plan: none of them, not even Obi-Wan, had been to Coruscant since the day the Republic had become an Empire sixteen years ago.
From the brief glimpses they had received through the HoloNet over the years, it was clear that the world they had all once called home no longer existed. Although for the most part it remained physically unchanged (no other structure, including the Senate complex, had suffered the same fate as the Jedi Temple), Palpatine had done a thorough job of erasing all traces of the Republic. The once open and inviting capital planet had been turned into a fortress that only a select few could freely visit. Those who were not among those few were required to carry numerous identification documents with them at all times. Without the proper security clearances, one could not even enter orbit.
And from what Anakin had learned from various spacers during his years as Scott Novalen on Postaym, it appeared that getting onto Imperial Center (Coruscant's new name) was the easy part.
Imperial City was a high security zone with checkpoints and troops everywhere and all movement was heavily regulated. Without the proper clearances, a being couldn't even perform as mundane a task as making food purchases. (One pilot had told him that he'd heard a rumor that a resident couldn't even enter his own home without first undergoing a full security check.) You could even be arrested for the most minor of offenses, such as not having all of your required documentation.
Basically, even if he, Padmé, and Obi-Wan were able to somehow sneak onto the planet, they'd be trapped. They would be unable to go anywhere without being stopped and asked for identification. (And making Force-suggestions that their identification was not needed would only work for so long before someone noticed.) And leaving would be even more difficult. (They didn't have any Imperial currency to buy passage and they certainly couldn't steal a ship.)
And that wasn't even taking into account Leia's location. Sidious would want her kept as close to him as possible, insuring that he knew where she was at all times. He wanted to know the exact moment Anakin came for her. And that meant that there was only one place she could be: within the walls of the Imperial Palace, the most heavily guarded and secure structure in the entire galaxy.
By keeping her there, Sidious had every advantage. None of them had ever seen it in person. (It hadn't been built until after they had gone into hiding. As with everything else, their knowledge of its existence came exclusively from the HoloNet.) From the long-distance images they had seen, they had not even been able to tell where the main entrance was, let alone where a less-heavily guarded service entrance might be found. Nor did they have the most crucial piece of information of all: the palace's interior layout. Without that, finding Leia within would be impossible. All it would take was one wrong turn or one alarm triggered and the rescue attempt would be over in seconds.
In other words, they were doomed to fail before they even began.
Ironically, there had been a time when none of that would have mattered to him. Back when he had been a Jedi (and unbelievably reckless), he had run into every single situation he encountered without a second thought, plan or no plan. Given that he was so "special" (he was the Chosen One, after all), he had just assumed he would always succeed. If he was captured, he wrote it off as a small setback because he knew that in the end he would still stop the bad guys and free the innocents. Even when it had seemed like he was facing certain death, he'd never doubted his imminent success. And for the longest time, he'd been right.
Until he made the worst mistake of his entire life and changed everything.
He now knew better. And he wasn't willing to risk the life of his innocent daughter on the belief of success. Until he was certain that a rescue attempt would succeed, he wasn't setting foot within a lightyear of Coruscant.
It was, after all, entirely his fault that she was a prisoner in the first place.
Sidious had taken his child because of him. Because he knew how much his family meant to him. (How he regretted the years of sharing all of his secret thoughts and feelings with that...that lying piece of excrement. He had foolishly believed the then-Chancellor to be his friend. He couldn't have been more wrong.) He was exploiting his love of his family as a way of bringing him back to the Sith. Because he knew that Anakin would be willing to do almost anything if it meant saving Leia's life.
But Palpatine was wrong about one thing: "anything" no longer included turning to the dark side.
Never again.
Not even to save his daughter.
Turning to the dark side all of those years ago had been the biggest mistake of his entire life. His fear had led him into becoming a monster, a killer of innocents and children. (He still wondered how Padmé could still love him after all the things he had done.) Next to his horrendous reaction to his mother's death, it remained his greatest regret. (All the lives he had single-handedly taken... Twice.) Because of his stupidity, he had almost lost everything he had ever cared about.
And now he had even more to lose...
This is all my fault...
If he hadn't been such a blind fool back then, Leia's life wouldn't be in danger now. She was suffering because of a horrible mistake he had made before she was born. It wasn't fair that his innocent child had to pay the price for his crimes.
He had never felt so helpless in his entire life, not even when he had been a slave.
What was he going to do?
"Anakin, I know this is the last thing you want to hear right now, but you need to calm down," Obi-Wan kindly advised. "Your emotions are clouding your mind and you're not thinking clearly. You're not doing Leia any good when you're like this."
His first impulse was to scream "How can I calm down? My daughter is in the hands of the Sith!" but he caught himself before a single word slipped out.
Force, he was doing it again! His emotions were so out of control that he had nearly yelled at his former Master for simply trying to help! What was wrong with him? Had he learned nothing from his tragic mistakes of the past?
Mistakes that had almost caused him to destroy everything he loved...
"I'm sorry, Master," he apologized, halting his pacing. "You're exactly right. It's just that..."
He trailed off, searching for the right words to describe what he was feeling. How could he put his agony and fears into words that Obi-Wan would understand?
Obi-Wan was a highly disciplined Jedi who could release his attachments without a second thought if he believed it served the greater good. He had been raised, like all Jedi, to value all lives equally. No one being was more important than another, not even if you had been the one to give them life.
In other words, Obi-Wan was not a parent.
He had never experienced the intense love that a father felt for his child. He had no idea what it was like to realize that you had taken part in the creation of another living being with someone you loved. He not been there from the moment that child had been born and then vowed as he held her in his arms for the very first time that he would keep her safe from all harm...
He had not watched with pure wonder as that helpless baby grew into an amazing young woman...
Until he did, it would be impossible for him to understand the pure terror that Anakin was feeling now as he went through every parent's worst nightmare.
The terror that he was losing his child forever.
A terror that was all-consuming and made rational decision-making almost an impossibility.
Fear for Leia's safety was going to color every decision he would make until he either had her back or...
Or...
Suddenly, he found that his legs could no longer support him and he collapsed into the nearest chair. He dropped his head into his hands, the realization that he might never see his daughter alive again overwhelming him.
"All my fault," he murmured more to himself than either Obi-Wan or Padmé as his guilt came to join his despair.
He was the reason this was happening. If he hadn't allowed Sidious to lure him to the dark side in the first place...
If he hadn't agreed to become his apprentice...
He suddenly felt a pair of hands cover his own before gently pulling them away from his face.
He looked up to see Padmé kneeling before him, concern in her eyes.
"What happened wasn't your fault, Anakin," she quietly assured him. "You had no way of knowing who Mara was or why she was here. You couldn't have known what she was going to do. You can't blame yourself for something you had no control over,p my love. Please."
"Of course it's my fault," he countered, freeing his hands from her grasp and pushing himself as far back as he could on the chair. He knew what Padmé was doing (it was the same technique they always used when one of them was trying to make the other feel better), but in this case, everything that had happened was his fault. He was the entire reason Mara had been sent here. If it weren't for his past mistakes, she would never have come into their lives.
He didn't deserve to feel better...
"You heard why she was sent here," he reminded her. "It was because of me. No one else. Me. Because Palpatine wants me back." He could feel the tears starting to slip down his cheeks and looked away from her. "Because of what I promised him.
"Because of what I did..."
Why had he been so stupid all those years ago?
Why!
He felt Padmé's hands come to rest on either side of his face and with gentle pressure, she forced him to look at her once again.
"What you did," she said, "you did out of love." She began to wipe at his tears with the pads of her thumbs. "Yes, you made a horrible mistake. Yes, you did...terrible things, but that's all in the past and right now, none of that matters. The only thing that matters is getting our daughter back, which we are going to do.
"Whatever it takes."
"We have to get her back," he softly said. Her gentle and soothing tone was beginning to have an effect on him. He could feel himself regaining control over his wayward emotions. "We have to."
If they didn't...
"And we will," she replied, leaning in to gently kiss him. "Palpatine isn't going to win this time. We're not going to let him."
He wished he could share Padmé's confidence, but the task seemed too impossible. How could they do it?
He could feel his guilt and fear threatening to overwhelm him once more, but for Padmé's sake, he fought it back down, this time calling on the Force to help calm himself. (It was a strange feeling to find himself using the Force again after all these years. As hard as it might have once been for him to believe, he had gotten used to life without it. But now that he no longer needed to hide...)
As she said, nothing was more important than getting Leia back. So if she wasn't ready to give up, he wouldn't be either.
He would do whatever he had to do.
"All right," he began, sitting up straight. "Let's go over everything we know one more time."
He glanced over at Obi-Wan, who had patiently waited while Padmé had calmed him down and refocused his attention, and was immediately hit by another wave of guilt.
Obi-Wan had jeopardized his own mission for the Alliance by coming and warning them about Ellara's intentions. He had risked everything by helping them. (One mistake and he would have destroyed two years of hard work.) And now he was willing to risk it all again to help them get Leia back.
And Anakin had wasted his precious time by having yet another emotional breakdown. (Thankfully, he had never lost it that badly during his years as a Jedi. He couldn't even begin to imagine how Obi-Wan and the other Masters would have reacted. He would have probably been immediately expelled.) Could he have been any more selfish and unfair? What was wrong with him?
Obi-Wan met his gaze, a concerned expression on his face, but before Anakin could apologize, he asked, "Are you all right?"
Anakin simply nodded, searching for the right words to say.
"There really is no need to apologize, Anakin," Obi-Wan continued as if reading his mind. "You have every reason to be upset. Your child has been taken from you. But as Padmé has wisely told you, none of this is your fault.
"Now," he went on, not giving Anakin a chance to protest his assertions, "before we review all that we already know, I would like to propose one more option that hasn't yet been considered. And I urge you to hear me out before making any decisions."
"Yes, Master?" Anakin prompted, his curiosity piqued by Obi-Wan's unusual statement. Normally, when Obi-Wan had a suggestion, he just made it. Why the hesitation?
"You know that I am a member of the Alliance," he began and Anakin immediately knew where he was going and why he had refrained from mentioning it earlier. "And that I have a strong relationship with their High Council. They have a large number of resources that would be more than helpful in any kind of rescue effort. Their military and intelligence divisions alone could provide us with the information and equipment-"
"No, Obi-Wan," Padmé interrupted, standing up and confirming Anakin's suspicion. He knew what her main objection was and it had nothing to do with her own disappearance. "Absolutely not. It's completely out of the question. Not after allowing them to believe us dead for so long. Do you realize the kinds of questions and accusations that would be made against us?"
Anakin rose from his chair and went to his wife, wrapping his arms around her. As always, her sole concern was for him. She was worried about how the senators and surviving Jedi would treat him upon the revelation of their marriage. Because if they were to enlist the Alliance's help in Leia's rescue, they would have to confess everything.
"Of course," Obi-Wan let her know. "That is why I waited until now to say anything. But after accessing all of our available options, I have come to the conclusion that it would be impossible for us to rescue Leia on our own. We just don't have the resources. The Alliance would give us our best chance at getting her back. You know this, Padmé. Please consider it."
Obi-Wan was absolutely right. They had just spent hours trying to find a way to save her themselves and they had nothing to show for it. No matter how much Padmé refused to accept it, a rescue without the Alliance's help was impossible. They needed them if they ever hoped to succeed. As Obi-Wan said, they were their best chance.
Their only chance...
"He's right, Padmé," Anakin spoke, turning his gaze down to her. "We can't do this on our own. We need help."
"Anakin!" she protested, breaking out of his arms, a shocked expression on her face. "I can't believe you of all people would agree with this! You know what going to the Alliance would mean. I refuse to put you through that kind of torture. It wouldn't be fair to you. I won't do it. I won't!"
"Not even to save Leia?"
Her expression changed. "That's not fair and you know it."
At first, he found himself unable to respond, knowing that she was right. That had been an unfair thing to say. But it was also true. As much as she loved their children (and she did, her devotion to them equal or surpassing her devotion to him), she was wrongfully putting his feelings ahead of everything else. Saving Leia had to come first.
"I'm sorry," he softly apologized. "I shouldn't have said that."
"I'm just afraid of what will happen when we tell the High Council where we've been all this time," she confessed. "All they'll be able to focus on is that we abandoned them in their time of need, a Jedi and a senator who put their own lives ahead of the Republic. Our request for help would fall on deaf ears and we will have wasted precious time. Time we could have better spent trying to reach Leia ourselves. Why can't you see that?"
"Then why don't you and Obi-Wan go without me?" he offered, ignoring her question.
It was the perfect solution to her dilemma. If her fear of the High Council's reaction to their marriage was the sole reason that Padmé was refusing their only hope of rescuing Leia, then it only made sense for her to present herself as unmarried. There was no way in all the hells that he'd allow himself to be the one obstacle that prevented her from making the right decision. He was willing to do whatever it took to bring his daughter home. And if that meant staying away from the Alliance, then so be it.
"What? No!" Padmé cried, looking horrified that he would even make such a suggestion. "I'm not going anywhere without you! Never!"
"You're misunderstanding me, Padmé," he assured her. "I'm not staying behind. I just wouldn't go with you and Obi-Wan to meet with the High Council. Without me there, they'd have no reason to question your actions. You were known and respected for your compassion. And what's more compassionate than giving up everything for the sake of your children? No one would question it and they wouldn't hesitate to help you get Leia back. And if they ask about the father, you could just say-"
"No, Anakin! No!" she cut him off. "How could you even suggest such a thing? I refuse to go back to hiding our marriage. It wouldn't be fair to you or our children. Not after sixteen years of loving each other openly. I'm proud to be your wife and the mother of your children. Don't ask me to deny who I am so I won't offend the High Council. If they won't accept me as I am, then I don't want to be accepted by them at all.
"Besides I doubt they would help us anyway," she went on matter-of-factly, not giving him a chance to respond. "The Alliance has far too many more important concerns to attend to than saving the life of one girl. What good would it do the galaxy to rescue her? How would it help their cause? No, we're better off continuing to try to find a way to save her on our own."
"You're very wrong about it not helping their cause," Obi-Wan interjected, the first words he'd said in a while. (Again, he'd been forced to patiently wait for them to finish a personal exchange. More of his valuable time wasted...) "It would help them in a way they could never repay: it would bring you into the Alliance."
"You make it sound like my presence would make a difference," she replied. "I don't see how. They seem to have gotten along fine without me so far."
Anakin mentally shook his head. Padmé had always been blind to the power of her influence over people. They loved her for her strong morals and convictions. It was why she had continued to hold the office of councilor for so many years.
"Yes, they have," Obi-Wan agreed, "but only because they have been trying to emulate you."
Padmé's expression changed to one of shock.
"At every meeting of the High Council I have ever attended, you are mentioned by name before any decision is ever made," he informed her. "Several of the Council members were old friends and colleagues of yours, including Bail Organa and Mon Mothma. They try to predict where you would have stood on certain issues. They do it in honor of your memory, because they see you as one of their founders."
"What?" Padmé breathed and Anakin used the opportunity to take her back into his arms.
"You were part of the Delegation of 2000," Obi-Wan reminded her. "And that is the group that became the Alliance. So believe me when I say that they would agree to anything if it meant you would join them."
"Not after they found out about my marriage," she protested. "From the way you tell it, they hold me up as some sort of...of...ideal. But if I went to them they'd find out that I'm nothing like the woman they think I am. I married a Jedi and kept it a secret for years. I went into hiding to protect him and our children. They'll want nothing to do with me."
"I think you underestimate how they feel about you," Obi-Wan countered. "The fact that your marriage did nothing to influence your politics will weigh strongly in your favor. Perhaps they would even see your love and loyalty to your family as an asset. But you won't know unless you try."
"And I don't think we can afford not to, Padmé," Anakin spoke up. "We really can't do this on our own. We truly need their help. They're the only chance we have of getting Leia back."
She looked up at him. "And if we go to them and they won't help us?"
"They'll help you," he insisted. "You heard how important you are to them. It won't matter what they think of me. They'll do it for you."
"But-"
"Leia is all that matters," he reminded her. "And this is the best way to save her."
In all honesty, right now he couldn't really care less about what anyone would think of him for having going into hiding for the last sixteen years. (Especially since he was supposed to have been dead according to Obi-Wan...) Getting Leia back was the only thing he cared about. His daughter's life was far more important than a broken Code. (As far as he was concerned, he hadn't been a Jedi since the day he left Mustafar with Padmé.) And if getting her back meant enduring numerous questions and accusations, then so be it.
He held Padmé's gaze until resignation appeared in her eyes.
He was filled with relief as she turned her attention back to Obi-Wan.
"All right, Obi-Wan," she said. "We'll do this your way and contact the Alliance.
"Tell us what to do."
((((())))))
As he sat in the dim bedroom watching over his little sister Ammae as she slept, Luke Peridon repeatedly tried to convince himself that what had happened was not his fault.
According to Mom and Dad, he had done nothing wrong. There was no way he could have known what "Shannin" (or whatever-the-heck her real name was. Dad had called her another name at one point, he couldn't remember what it had been) had been planning to do. He'd had no reason to doubt that she was who she said she was, a nice, friendly girl who had just moved to their city. (And it hadn't hurt that she was incredibly gorgeous too...) Therefore it couldn't be his fault that she had kidnapped Leia.
Leia...
Oh, who was he kidding? Of course it was his fault that she had been kidnapped! If it weren't for him, "Shannin" would have never set foot in their house. He was the one who had led her right to their front door and let her walk right through it.
All because she had seemed so nice...
A seemingly impossible feat given what she was really like. (She even made Leia at her nastiest seem super sweet!) How had she done it? How had she fooled such a large number of people, including a former Jedi, into believing she was this nice girl? (She must have taken some lessons from the Emperor who had fooled all the Jedi plus all of the senators too into thinking he was a nice guy. She was better than most of the members of the drama club!) What had made her performance so completely flawless?
No, not flawless, he corrected himself. Leia had known that something wasn't right with her.
She'd known from the moment she had come into the house and seen her.
And she'd been the only one to know until right up until "Shannin" tried to kidnap Ammae.
Ammae...
Of all the mysteries that had accumulated over the course of the evening, the plot to kidnap his little sister was the biggest one of all.
He didn't understand what taking Ammae had to do with the strange stuff "Shannin" had been talking about. He'd missed the beginning of the conversation, but he'd heard enough to know that "Shannin" had been sent by someone she kept referring to as "our master" who wanted Dad "back," whatever that meant. (She'd also kept calling Dad that weird name, "Vader.") How kidnapping Ammae was supposed to bring Dad anywhere he didn't know, but this "master" or whatever he was must have been pretty sure of its success to make "Shannin" go through all that trouble of befriending him and his family. (Luke couldn't even imagine the power this "master" had over "Shannin" if he was able to make her pretend to be nice for such a long period of time.) Which meant that he wanted Dad "back" very badly.
Although Dad and Mom had both seemed to know what "Shannin" had been talking about, Luke couldn't make any sense of it. Dad had had only one master that he knew of, his Jedi Master Obi-Wan, and as far as he knew, Jedi Masters didn't go around having children kidnapped. (At least, he thought they didn't. He hadn't really been paying attention back when Ammae was on her Jedi kick and had Dad tell her everything there was to know about Jedi. It truthfully hadn't interested him much.) So who was this mysterious other "master" that "Shannin" also worked for? And what did he mean by wanting Dad "back?"
He groaned and put his head in his hands. He was giving himself a headache trying to understand what had happened. He was never going to figure out anything until-
"Luke? Sweetie?"
Startled, he sat up straight and looked up to find Mom standing right in front of his chair.
"Are you all right, baby?" she asked quietly, laying a hand on his shoulder. "Do you need me to get you anything?"
"I-I'm fine, Mom," he told her, not wanting to add to her worries. He didn't want her to know that he was still blaming himself for letting "Shannin" into the house even though she and Dad had repeatedly told him it wasn't his fault. They already had more than enough to worry about. "I'm just tired."
"So why don't I believe you?" she questioned, giving him a look. When he didn't answer, she sighed. "Luke, you have to stop blaming yourself for what happened. It wasn't your fault, baby. If Dad and I didn't know who Mara really was, how could you? None of knew what she was up to until it was too late."
"Leia did," he pointed out, making a mental note of "Shannin's" real name. (Mara. Her name is Mara.)
"That's because Leia was using the Force," Mom quietly informed him, shocking him. (Leia was using the Force? What?) "That's the only reason she knew something wasn't right about Mara. She sensed her intentions and reacted accordingly."
"She was using the Force?" he repeated in a much louder voice than he had been using, not understanding how it was possible. Use of the Force had been forbidden in their family. (Well, it had until Dad had used it tonight anyway.) How had she learned when there had been no one to teach her? (According to Mom and Dad, he, Leia, and Ammae had all used it instinctively when they were very, very little, but it had been immediately discouraged and soon forgotten about.) And why hadn't Mom and Dad known about it? "How did she learn?"
"Not in here," Mom deflected the question, gesturing towards the bed where Ammae was thankfully still sleeping.
Luke covered his mouth when he realized how thoughtless he was being. It had taken poor Ammae so long to fall asleep. Waking her up was the last thing he wanted to do.
"How long has she been sleeping?" Mom wanted to know, changing the subject.
"Not too long," he told her, making sure he kept his voice appropriately low. "She's really worried about Leia and was asking me a million questions about what was happening to her. I think she just finally tired herself out."
Truthfully he'd been surprised by Ammae's fixation on what had happened to Leia. He'd have thought she would have been more concerned over why she herself had almost been kidnapped. But she hadn't mentioned her own near-abduction once, instead focusing completely on what was going to happen to her sister. She had asked him question after question to which he had no way of knowing the answers. (And most of them were things he didn't even want to think about! Poor Leia!) As selfish as it sounded, he had been extremely relieved when she had finally drifted off. Every question she'd asked had had the terrible effect of making him feel worse!
"In other words, her usual," Mom said, smiling sadly. "Sometimes I wish she wasn't as bright as she is. I think she'd be a lot happier."
"Yeah," he agreed as she leaned down to give him a kiss on the top of the head. "You should have heard the things she was asking me. She was freaking me out!"
Mom let out a slight chuckle despite the seriousness of the situation. "I hate to say it, sweetie, but that isn't too hard."
"I know," he admitted sheepishly as she moved to stand by Ammae's bed. "Sorry?"
"Oh, Luke," she sighed with a slight smile, sitting down on the edge of the bed. "Never be sorry for who you are. You just happen to be the sensitive one in this family." Her smile grew wider. "Of course that means that your dad and I still-"
"Don't know where I come from," he finished the old joke. "So does that mean you'll take a second look at my theory that I was switched at birth with another set of twins?"
She quietly laughed as she leaned over and gently brushed away the hair that had fallen in Ammae's face before pressing a soft kiss to her forehead.
"I'll have your father call the medical center first thing in the morning," she teased as she sat up and got to her feet. "Then we can track down your real family and you'll be free of us."
"You've got a deal," he playfully agreed as he stood up from his seat,
They shared a quiet laugh before Mom again grew serious.
"Thank you for staying with her while Dad and I were...preoccupied," she said. "In all seriousness, I know how hard having to deal with her questions must have been for you. But you did it and I'm so proud of you. You're such a good brother, Luke. Ammae's very lucky to have you."
He blushed, as always, uncomfortable with the praise. "How could I leave her alone after what she had been through? It would have been wrong."
"Always the modest one," she commented, shaking her head. "Now I know you're tired and probably want to go to bed, but Dad and I need to talk to you first. I know you have a lot of your own questions about what happened tonight."
"I don't understand any of it," he confessed. "Who is Sh-, uh, Mara and who is her master? I know you and Dad know who they are. What did Mara mean about her master wanting Dad 'back'? Why is this happening to us?"
Mom's expression saddened. "There are things Dad and I have purposely kept from you and your sisters over the years. Things we felt that you never needed to know...that you shouldn't have to know. But now we have no choice. Unless you hear them, you'll never understand why tonight happened."
Luke did not know how to respond to that. Mom and Dad had kept secrets from him and Leia? (Ammae was a given, considering how young she still was.) And they were the reason that Mara had been sent after Ammae...
Suddenly, it wasn't so important to get the answers to his questions anymore.
"Come on," Mom gently urged, taking his hand. "Dad's waiting for us in the living room."
He simply nodded, too worried about what he was going to learn to say anything, and allowed her to lead him out of the room.
As they passed through the doorway, he paused and looked back at Ammae. Because of all the trouble she had had falling asleep, he had actually intended to spend the entire night with her. She had been so completely freaked out about what had happened in her bedroom that he had worried that she would have bad dreams about it and would wake up in the middle of the night. He didn't want to leave her alone. It wasn't-
"She'll be fine, Luke," Mom assured him, as if reading his mind. "I don't think she'll be waking up any time soon. As you said, she tired herself out asking questions. Knowing her, she'll probably sleep better than any of the rest of us."
"Yeah, you're probably right," he had to agree as he moved out of the way so she could key the door shut. Ammae had literally fallen asleep in the middle of asking a question. Anyone that tired wouldn't be getting up before the morning.
"After you," Mom said, gesturing for him to start down the hall.
He nodded and began the short, familiar journey.
As he walked, he tried not to think about what Mom and Dad were about to tell him. He couldn't imagine how things could be any worse than the story they had already told him and Leia. (They were running for their lives!) What could they have possibly felt was so terrible that they didn't want to tell their children? And what did any of it have to do with Mara, her master, and the mission to get Dad "back"?
Part of him, a large part of him, did not want to know. He was afraid to know. Hearing Mom and Dad's story the first time had been the hardest thing he had ever done and that had (apparently) been the edited version. How much worse was it going to be to hear the things they thought it best to never tell their children?
Then again, he needed to know that there was nothing he could have done to prevent tonight's tragedy. Could have knowing Mom and Dad's deepest, darkest secrets had made a difference? Would they have allowed him to see through Mara's "perfect" disguise? Or would have still fallen for her act and allowed her into their house? (In other words, were Mom and Dad right about it not being his fault?)
He took a breath to calm himself and clear his mind. They were almost there. He'd find out their secrets in-
His thoughts were interrupted by the unexpected sound of voices coming from the living room.
Voices?
His immediate thought was that Dad had turned on the HoloNet while waiting for Mom to bring him in, but then he remembered that Dad liked silence when he was upset about something. (And Dad was more than upset about what had happened tonight...) He tended to go sit by himself somewhere when things were bothering him. So he couldn't be watching the HoloNet.
His second thought was that Dad was on the comm, but given how late it was (and his preference for silence at a time like this), why would he call anyone or anyone call him? It made no sense.
Which only left one option...
As he walked into the living room, he was completely surprised to see Ellara's friend Ben Kenobi sitting across from Dad.
What in the...? What was he doing back here? And where was Ellara?
"I won't do that, Anakin. It's-," Ben was saying (Dad had told him his real name?) as both men immediately looked up at his arrival. "Hello again, young one."
Luke was too stunned to respond. What was going on?
"Come on in and have a seat," Dad said as Mom came up behind him and placed her hand on the small of his back. "Mom told you we both wanted to talk to you?"
"Yeah," he answered as he let Mom gently push him towards the couch. He quickly glanced over at Ben before adding, "But I thought it was about an...um...family matter?"
Ben was a complete stranger. They wouldn't talk about their deepest secrets in front of him, would they?
Would they?
"It is," Mom verified, pulling him down onto the couch with her. "And Obi-Wan has been a part of this family from the beginning."
Obi-Wan?
As in Dad's former Jedi Master Obi-Wan?
He turned to stare at the man he thought was named Ben.
"Y-you mean-?"
"Yes, I was your father's Jedi Master," Obi-Wan confirmed. "I apologize for the deception, but as I'm sure your parents have explained to you, there are very few places left in the galaxy that are safe for Jedi. The fewer who know our true identities, the better."
Luke nodded his understanding. Dad had heard from his customers about the Empire's laws regarding Jedi. Any Jedi found was to be immediately captured, but if capture was impossible... He couldn't imagine how hard life was for someone like Obi-Wan who still traveled the galaxy. His parents lived in fear as it was and they didn't leave the planet!
"Luke," Mom began, sliding closer to him and taking both of his hands in hers, "what we're about to tell you is going to be very hard for you to hear."
At her words, his nervousness, which had been momentarily forgotten in his curiosity about Obi-Wan, returned full-force.
What in the universe was she about to tell him?
"But know that no matter what your Dad and I have done in our past," she continued, "it doesn't change how much we love you and your sisters. The three of you are the most important things in the universe to us. We love you more than anything. And nothing is ever going to change that.
"Nothing."
Her emphasis about both she and Dad loving him and the girls confused him. Why would any of them ever doubt that? (And what would their past actions have to do with that anyway? All that stuff happened before he and Leia were even born!) He didn't think that there were any kids who were more loved by their parents. Mom and Dad were openly affectionate with both them and each other. (Sometimes a little too much with each other! Eew!)
"But we'll both understand that if hearing about what we've done changes the way you feel about us," she went on, confusing him even more. (Again, what did any of that have to do with loving them?) "There are some...terrible things in our past. Things that...that..."
Luke found himself more afraid than ever as she broke off.
If Mom couldn't even finish what she was going to say...
"Things that shouldn't have ever been forgiven," Dad finished for her and she immediately dropped Luke's hands and turned her attention to him as he spoke.
"Anakin..." she said and Luke could hear the distress in her voice.
"You and I both know that that's the truth," Dad told her and Luke's level of fear only continued to skyrocket. (What had his parents done?) "And so does Obi-Wan. But for some reason the Force only knows, the two of you chose to forgive me. And for that I will be forever grateful."
At this point, Luke decided he was too scared to try to figure out what they were talking about. (So who had actually done the "unforgivable" things? Mom and Dad or just Dad? And how unforgivable could they really be if they'd been forgiven?) He doubted he could be any more confused than he already was. (His headache was definitely coming back!)
"Everything you did was out of love," Mom informed him, making Luke realized that it was Dad who had done these things. "You're were misled and thought you had no other choice. But we're getting ahead of ourselves. Luke needs to know the rest of the story before he can understand why you did what you did." She turned her attention back to him (Luke resisted the urge to gulp) and retook his hands. "The decisions we made... Decisions that we will regret until the day we die... They had... Their consequences... Because of our actions, a lot of people were hurt.
"Badly."
Luke's eyes widened. She didn't mean... Mom and Dad could never...
Mom then looked at Dad, who had a very uncomfortable expression on his face. "Will you be all right? Or do you need to leave for a while?"
The question scared Luke. If Dad couldn't even bear to hear what he had done spoken about...
What had he done?
"I'll be all right, Padmé," Dad assured her. "Just tell him."
Mom nodded before once again recentering her attention on Luke.
"Luke, you remember how we told you that before he declared himself Emperor, Palpatine was the Supreme Chancellor of the Republic?"
He nodded, remembering the story of what Palpatine had done to the innocent Jedi. He was the evilest man who had ever existed. He had destroyed Mom and Dad's life. They had been lucky to escape with their lives. If he ever found them...
"And you also remember that he was elected as Supreme Chancellor at the same time your father was brought to Coruscant to train as a Jedi?"
Again, he nodded, wondering where she was going with this.
"Well, shortly before he began his training, Palpatine went to Dad and introduced himself to him.
"And they became very close friends."
"Wh-what?"
Dad had been friends the man that would later destroy both the Republic and the Jedi? What? No way!
"It's true," Dad spoke up, taking over for Mom and Luke could see how hard it was for him to talk about this part of his past. "We were still on Naboo when I first met him. He literally came to me the morning after Qui-Gon's funeral, most likely because he knew I was at my most vulnerable. I had just lost who I believed to be my only friend among the Jedi and for the first time in my life, I was away from both my mom and my home. Your mom was back in her role as Queen Amidala, so she was no longer there for me to talk to. I was feeling scared and alone. I was desperate for somebody, anybody to be my friend. And Palpatine knew it.
"So when he told me that he wanted to be that friend, I allowed myself to believe him without question," he explained and Luke found his shock giving away to interest. (He didn't see what was so bad about this supposed deep dark secret. He had been a scared nine-year-old kid who took the first offer of friendship he had been given. What did this have to do with the "unforgivable" things that hurt people?) "I was so lonely I would have accepted friendship from just about anyone. What did it matter that he was the newly elected leader of the Republic and I was a boy who had been a slave only days ago? He wanted to be my friend and that was all that mattered."
Luke was fascinated, but he still didn't see how learning this was supposed to make him not love Dad any more. He had been nine years old and Palpatine had been really nice to him. (Like Mara had been really nice to him...) Why wouldn't he have believed him? He had no way of knowing how evil he really was. (No one else had until it was too late!)
"And he was so nice," Dad continued. "No one had ever said the things to me that he had before. Well, my mom had, but she didn't count because she would have told me how wonderful I was even if I was as dumb as a womp rat. He told me that he could tell that I was special and that he believed I was destined to become the greatest Jedi that ever lived... What slave ever expects to hear those kinds of things? I didn't just eat it up. I basked in it.
"And that was just the beginning. Before your mom came back into my life, he was my greatest friend. He was the one person I could always count on and I trusted him more than anyone else. He was the one I went to when I needed to talk. He didn't tell me what to do or discipline me like Obi-Wan and the other Masters did. He just listened and told me how great I was, how special I was. He told me the things that I wanted hear instead of what I needed to hear. And because of that, I felt that he was the only one who understood me...
"By the time I was your age, he had me convinced that I was better and more powerful than all of the Jedi combined and that the Masters, especially Obi-Wan, were holding me back. According to Palpatine, they were jealous of my powers. A ridiculous notion, of course, but I was too young and wrapped up in myself to see that. Thanks to my so-called friend, I had an ego that was big enough to fill the entire Jedi Temple."
Luke found that incredibly hard to believe. Dad with an ego? Uh-uh, no way! Dad was way too nice and humble. There was no way he could have ever been as full of himself as he was claiming.
"You weren't that bad, Anakin," Obi-Wan interjected. "You make it sound as if you did nothing but strut around and proclaim how wonderful you were."
"Only when you weren't looking, Obi-Wan," Mom pointed out and Luke couldn't help but laugh at the image he was getting in his head. (He still didn't see what part of this story was so terrible. Where were the "unforgivable" things Dad was supposed to have done?)
"As I said, I trusted him more than anyone else until Mom and I were reunited," Dad continued, ignoring Mom and Obi-Wan's comments. "Once Mom was back in my life and we got married, nothing else mattered. No one else mattered. She became my main priority and I wasn't going to risk losing her by telling anyone our secret, not even the Chancellor. If the Jedi found out about us... It was the one secret I kept from him.
"Or at least, I thought I had."
Luke had a feeling that he was about to hear the beginning of the bad part of their past. If Palpatine had already known about Mom and Dad's marriage...
"Somehow he...learned about us," Dad went on. "To this day, I can't figure out how he did it. I don't even know how long he knew. But when it came time for him to use it as a way of getting me to do what he wanted..."
He trailed off, a really awful expression crossing his face.
Mom let go of Luke's hands again and moved closer to Dad. "Do you need me to take over now?"
Dad shook his head. "No. I'm... I'm all right. Just give me a second."
"Are you sure?"
"I have to do this, Padmé," he told her. "He needs to hear this from me."
Luke braced himself while Dad closed his eyes and took a deep breath as if to calm himself. This had to be it. He was finally going to hear the part he was dreading. And if just the thought of telling it was making Dad get upset...
"Luke, do you remember what we told you about how your Grandma Shmi died?" Dad finally said, taking him by surprise with the subject change.
Luke nodded, again wondering where this was going. What did Grandma Shmi's death have to do with Palpatine knowing about Mom and Dad's marriage? She had died just days before they had gotten married. (Dad hardly talked about her, but he and Mom had told the three of them that she had been taken prisoner by the bad Sand People of Tatooine and they had badly hurt her. They had hurt her so bad that she had died in Dad's arms when he had finally come to rescue her.)
"What we didn't tell you was that I had been having very bad dreams about her death for weeks before I found out she had been captured," Dad continued and Luke's eyes widened at the revelation. (He had...dreamed about her death? Whoa.) "The worst nightmares you can possibly imagine. Night after night. It got to the point I couldn't sleep anymore. I spoke to Master Obi-Wan about them, but he assured me that dreams were just dreams and that they would pass in time."
Dad and Obi-Wan exchanged a look that Luke couldn't completely interpret, but he was positive Obi-Wan had a guilty expression on his face for the briefest of seconds.
"It was at that time I was assigned to guard your mom from the assassins and for a little while, I was able to ignore the dreams," Dad added. "Being with her again was just so wonderful... But once we were on Naboo, they came back. Worse than ever.
"So your mom, being the wonderful person that she is," he went on, this time sharing a look with Mom, "decided that the best way to ease my fears would be to go to Tatooine and check on her myself. The rest of course you know."
"Uh-huh," Luke agreed, horrified that Dad had gone through all of that only to have his mom really die. He couldn't imagine how awful Dad must have felt and it explained why he never wanted to talk about her. To have your mom die in your arms...
"So you can guess how I felt when three years later I started having the same kind of dreams about your mom."
"Wh-what?"
Luke's mind reeled at the statement. Dad had dreamed about Mom dying too?
But... But...
"They started the night Mom told me that she was pregnant with you and Leia," Dad explained. "I had just returned to Coruscant after being away for several months in the war. When she told me that she was going to have a baby... Force, it was one of the greatest moments of my life. We had talked about having children and now it was really happening. I couldn't wait to be a father.
"So when I dreamed that she died in childbirth..."
Oh, Force!
"I didn't know what to do," he continued. "My immediate thought was that she really was going to die because of what happened to my mom. I was desperate to find a way to keep the dream from coming true. Your mom, of course, tried to assure me that it was just a dream, but I was too frightened to believe her. If I lost her... I even went to Yoda, the head of the Jedi Council, for advice, but he couldn't help me either. So when Palpatine just happened to tell me of a Force ability to keep people from dying..."
Luke suddenly had a bad feeling that he knew where this was going.
"Before I go on, there's something else you need to know," Dad said. "Something that we probably should have told you a long time ago.
"Palpatine is a Sith."
"A-a Sith?" Luke gasped, shocked yet again by the unexpected fact.
But a fact that made perfect sense given what Palpatine had done. The Sith, who were the sworn enemies of the Jedi, were the evilest beings in the galaxy. Their sole goal was to rule the universe.
Why hadn't he realized this before? Who else but a Sith would want to...
Luke suddenly went cold when it dawned on him that Dad had been close friends with a Sith. A Sith he had trusted for years and years. A Sith who had found out about his secret marriage.
A Sith who had happened to mention an unknown Force power just when Dad needed it the most...
Oh no.
"Out of love" Mom had said about Dad's actions.
Had he...used the dark side to save her life? Was that the supposedly "unforgivable" thing he had done? ("Unforgivable" in Dad's mind because he was a Jedi and Jedi weren't supposed to use the dark side but forgivable to Mom and Obi-Wan because he had used it with good intentions?)
He looked up to find that Dad had gone very pale and was leaning back in his chair with his eyes closed. Mom had gotten up and gone over to him and she was whispering to him. Dad was shaking his head "no" in response to whatever she was telling him.
"Luke."
Luke turned to look at Obi-Wan, who hadn't said a word since the ego comments.
"This part of the story is going to be the most difficult for your father to tell and the most difficult part for you to hear," Obi-Wan told him. "Please don't judge him until you have heard all of it. Your father is a good man who sometimes lets his feelings overrule his better judgment. I made that mistake a long time ago and it almost led to disaster. Don't repeat my mistake. Remember how much he loves you, your sisters, and your mother."
"O-okay," Luke promised, Obi-Wan's words making him nervous all over again. Obviously whatever it was he had done, it was much worse than using the dark side to save Mom.
What had he done?
He quietly waited while Mom and Dad continued whispering.
Finally, Mom kissed him and Dad seemed ready to move on with his story.
"Are you all right now, Anakin?" Obi-Wan asked.
"I will be, Master," Dad said, taking Mom's hand in his. "As soon as I finish this."
"I'm okay with whatever it is you have to tell me," Luke offered, hoping that hearing the words would make Dad feel better.
Dad nodded. "Palpatine first mentioned that there was a way to keep people from dying in a supposed Sith legend. I was so distracted by my fears at the time that it didn't occur to me that it was strange that he knew anything about the Sith other than that they existed. No one outside of the Jedi should have. But the possibility that there might have been a way to keep your mom from dying was all I cared about. Saving her was all that mattered.
"So I began searching the Jedi archives for any mention of this kind of power, whether it had been used by either Jedi or Sith," he continued, "but I couldn't find a single thing. I was frustrated and distraught and not thinking straight, so when I was sent to bring a report to the Chancellor, he saw it as his chance to make me the offer he had been waiting to make since the day he met me:
"The offer to become his Sith apprentice."
Luke's mouth fell open.
What?
"When I made the mistake of saying that I thought the Jedi were hiding things from me, meaning the so-called power to keep people from dying, he immediately offered to teach it to me," Dad went on. "He told me that he knew all about the Force and its dark side and that the only way to save your mom's life was to become a Sith myself. At first, I...resisted him. But in the end... In the end... In the end, I accepted his offer.
"I agreed to become his apprentice."
Luke stared at him, not believing a word he had just said. Dad wasn't a Sith. He was a Jedi. He and Mom had said so. And Obi-Wan was here and Dad kept calling him "Master." If he was a Sith, he wouldn't do that, would he? He'd-
"Once I had pledged myself to him, he told me that the only way for me to become powerful enough in the dark side to save Mom was to help him kill all the Jedi."
"What...?"
"He told me that all of the Jedi were out to destroy the Republic. He said that they were evil and the only way to stop them was to kill them.
"All of them."
"No..." Luke shook his head. Dad wouldn't have... He couldn't...
"And I believed him," Dad said, his anguish clear in his voice. "So that's exactly what I did. I went to the Jedi Temple with a battalion of clone troopers and I... I..."
"No!" Luke protested. "You couldn't have! Not you, Dad! There's no way!"
"I'm sorry, Luke," Dad managed, tears in his voice. "I..."
"Force, no!" Luke gasped, horrified. Not his Dad...
"He came to me after he had finished his task at the Temple," Mom took over. She clutched Dad's hand tightly as she spoke. "He didn't tell me what he had done, but I knew something was very wrong. He wasn't acting like himself and he was telling me things that I knew weren't true, like that the Jedi had betrayed the Republic. He then said that he was going to go end the war and then he made me promise that I would wait for him to come back. Because I was worried about his strange behavior, I agreed with him. I knew arguing with him would upset him and that was the last thing I wanted to do. I figured that he would have calmed down by the time he came back and then we would be able to discuss what had actually happened.
"But when Obi-Wan came to me the next day and told me about the security holos of the massacre at the Temple..."
Massacre?
Luke felt sick and wanted nothing more than to flee the room, but he knew he owed it to Dad to hear the entire story.
Oh, Dad, how many did you kill?
"After Obi-Wan left me, I did what I should have done the night before. I went after your dad," Mom went on. "I was afraid of what would happen if I didn't stop him and take him away from Palpatine's influence. He had told me where he was going, but by the time I had gotten to him, he had..." Mom took a deep breath and shared another look with Dad, who was even paler than he had been before. "He had executed the entire Separatist Council."
Luke felt nauseous, his stomach churning at Dad's growing body count. The idea that his father, his loving, gentle, kind, funny, wonderful father, could kill so many... So many innocent...
"By the time Mom found me, I was completely resigned to my fate," Dad finally spoke again. "I was convinced that it was the only way to keep her from dying. I was disgusted with myself, but I knew that if I stopped obeying Palpatine's orders, I'd never achieve the power to save her. And saving her was all that mattered. I was willing to do whatever it took, no matter how much I hated it."
As horrified as he was, Luke did understand why Dad had done what he'd done. Like Obi-Wan had said, he had let his emotions overcome his better judgment. Dad had been so scared of losing Mom that he probably would have agreed to anything if he'd thought that it would save her.
Palpatine was the evil one here, not Dad.
But it still didn't excuse the fact that he had killed...murdered so many...
"I pleaded with Dad to stop what he was doing," Mom picked up the narrative. "I told him how much I loved him and I promised him that I wasn't going to die in childbirth. But he refused to believe me. He was so afraid of my death that it was impossible to reason with him. So I did the only thing I could think of: I told him that I was leaving him."
"It was that threat that finally got through to me," Dad told him. "Her leaving me was something I feared more than her dying. Losing her love was, to me, a fate worse than death. Your mom's love was everything to me and I would do anything to keep it."
"Even disobey his new master," Mom said. "I convinced him to leave with me and to leave everything else behind. Everything we had ever known and loved was gone. If we went back, there was no telling what would happen. Dad would have continued serving Palpatine and I probably would have...
"I would have been executed for treason," she finished. "Palpatine knew that as long as I lived, I would openly oppose his new form of government. And he knew that I would also be a distraction for your father. So we decided that disappearing was the only way we could have a life together. Palpatine would never stop looking for Dad. If he found him... We changed our appearances, our identities, and then we went into hiding. You and Leia were born a few months later and Ammae several years after that. The rest you know."
It was clearly the end of the story, but Luke had no idea what to say. He knew that Mom and Dad were expecting some kind of reaction from him, but his feelings were too much of a jumbled mess.
What do you say to your father after he admits that he'd been a mass murderer?
A silence fell over the room and Luke found that he could no longer look into his parents' expectant faces. It hurt him too much.
"Please say something," Dad finally pleaded. "Please Luke."
"I-I think I need to be alone for a while," he quickly said, shakily standing up from the couch. He needed to get away from them. He needed time to process what he'd just heard.
What his father had done...
"Of course, sweetie," Mom told him, giving him a sympathetic look. "Take all the time you need."
"Th-thanks."
Without looking at either of his parents or Obi-Wan, he slowly walked out of the room, struggling to keep himself from running.
But once he was through the doorway, Luke ran as fast as he could to his bedroom and shut the door behind him.
((((())))))
As he arrived at Luke's closed bedroom door, Anakin once again wished that it was Padmé standing here instead of him.
At least he knew Luke would talk to her.
From the time he was very young, Luke had had a very black and white view of the universe. In his opinion, a person was either entirely good or completely bad and nothing else. There was no in-between. (In other words, he was worse than the Jedi had ever been.) And he refused to have anything to do with those that were bad.
No exceptions.
And he especially had zero tolerance for anyone that would willingly inflict harm, verbal, physical, or both, on another being. (Acts of self-defense did not count, of course. Otherwise, he'd never have anything to do with his own twin!) They were the lowest of the low in his mind. In fact, he went out of his way to avoid even being in the same room with them. So now that he knew that his own father had been a mass-murderer...
A wave of guilt and despair threatened to overtake him as the thought triggered memories of that long-ago night, but he fought it back down. He had broken down too many times tonight already. He did not want to do it again. And more importantly, he had a task to complete.
Anakin had no illusions that his relationship with Luke had been irrevocably changed. It did not matter that they had always been extremely close. (A welcome result of being the only men in the family.) He was the very kind of person that his son despised most in the galaxy. (He had killed so many...) In all likelihood, Luke would never speak to him again.
Ever.
Which meant he was probably the last person Luke would want to have knocking on his door right now.
But he had to try because Padmé was right in that he needed to be checked on, especially after the way he had fled the living room. Luke was a very sensitive boy who was affected very easily by the things he heard and always needed to talk about them immediately. (And nothing could be more upsetting than learning that your father was a cold-blooded killer...) Otherwise, as he and Padmé had learned early on, he would obsess about them to the point of having an emotional breakdown. (He was very much like his father in that respect.)
It was just unfortunate that Padmé wasn't the one doing the checking...
But as she had so rightly pointed out, there were numerous things she needed to take care of if they were going to be able to leave first thing in the morning. Because of the situation with Ellara, they could not have the Peridon family perish in a tragic home explosion as was their normal escape plan. Despite their success in convincing her of their ignorance of Senator Amidala's whereabouts, it would seem too suspicious and cause more problems than it would solve. (Not to mention it didn't matter since Palpatine had already found them...) So it was imperative that they made their impending absence known.
The cover story that Padmé would inform both her office and the children's schools was that they had been suddenly called off-world due to a family emergency (which was completely true) and did not know when she would be back (also completely true). It was something that no one would ever think to question. They could be gone for months, which was a real possibility, and no one would give it a second thought.
There were also all the home preparations that had to be made as well. The security system had to be set and their most important possessions hidden. Away messages had to be recorded for their personal comlinks as well as their home comm. Perishable food items had to either be disposed of or prepared to be eaten for breakfast. (The only thing they didn't have to worry about was what they were taking with them. Their ship was fully-stocked with everything they would need in the event that had to flee the planet and start over elsewhere.) Ironically, if it weren't for the part about it being a life and death situation, it felt like they were getting ready to go on a vacation.
In other words, Padmé was going to be occupied for the next several hours and Luke should not have to wait that long to be checked on.
Not that he's going to actually talk to me, Anakin knew as he raised his hand to knock. He had sensed Luke's emotional turmoil long before he had reached his room. Right now he was more upset than he had probably ever been in his entire life.
And it was all because of him...
"Luke?" he called through the door after rapping on it three times. "It's Dad. I just want to know if you're all right in there."
He felt a flicker in Luke's emotions, which told him that he had his attention, but his general emotional state remained unchanged.
"You've been in there a long time," he continued through the door. "Mom and I are worried about you."
He listened for a response even though he doubted he was going to get one.
As expected, only silence answered him.
He waited for a few moments and then tried again.
"Luke? I just want to know if you're okay."
Again, just as expected, no answer.
He sighed. As he had told Padmé repeatedly, short of breaking into his son's room and using the Force to "persuade" him to talk, Luke was not going to speak to him.
Tonight or ever again.
Period.
Knowing that he had done everything he could, he said, "Okay. Then I'm going to go away. But just know that both Mom and I are here for you for when you're ready to talk. Okay?" He paused before adding, "I love you, Luke."
There was a slight surge in Luke's emotions at those final words, but nothing more.
Confident that he had done his best (Padmé would have to try again herself after she had finished her tasks), he turned and began to walk away.
But before he had reached the end of the hall, there was a sudden shift in Luke's emotions and seconds later, he heard the bedroom door slide open.
"Dad, wait."
Anakin froze, shocked at the unexpected turn of events. Luke had come out of his room and actually spoken to him! How could this be? And what did it mean?
Was there actually hope that he hadn't lost his son forever?
He was afraid to turn around and face him. One wrong word or gesture on his part could push Luke away for good. He didn't know what to do.
The next move would have to be Luke's.
"Dad, I..."
Heart in his throat, he finally turned to face his son.
Luke was standing in his doorway, looking very nervous and unsure of himself.
He swallowed and then tried to speak again. "I..."
Anakin remained motionless, waiting.
Hoping.
"I-I love you too," Luke finally said after what felt like an eternity. "And I... I...understand why you did what you did. You were afraid about Mom." He began to shuffle his feet. "But... But..."
Anakin had a feeling he knew what was coming next.
"How could you do it, Dad?" Luke at last managed, proving Anakin's suspicions right. (It made sense that this was bothering Luke the most. Not just the fact that his father had killed, but the fact that he had been able to kill.) "How could you take all those lives? All those Jedi... People you knew! I... I just don't understand. How?"
Anakin knew that Luke would not like his answer. The choice he had made all those years ago had been guided by fear. There was not a single redeeming quality in what he had done that night.
He had chosen to become a murderer, plain and simple.
All because he had believed one man's lies...
But he wouldn't lie to his son. Luke deserved to hear the truth, no matter how terrible it was.
Taking a deep breath, he began, "I did it by allowing myself to believe that it was the only way to save your mom's life."
The guilt he had successfully held back only minutes earlier came crashing back over him.
"I kept telling myself that with every life I took I was one step closer to keeping her from dying," he continued, hating himself all over again for his stupidity. "I kept telling myself that the Jedi were evil and traitors to the Republic so that I was doing the galaxy a favor by killing them...
"That it didn't matter that I had known all of them for almost my entire life...
"That they had been my family..."
"All that mattered was saving Padmé," he stated, watching Luke's face for signs that he had said the wrong thing. "I didn't allow myself to think about anything else. I was so afraid of losing her that I would have been willing to do anything if it meant keeping her from dying. Keeping her alive was the only thing I cared about.
"The only thing."
"Dad, I..."
"But that didn't mean that I didn't hate myself for what I had to do," Anakin pressed on, wanting Luke to know everything he had felt that night. That he had done what he had done knowing it was wrong... "It sickened me that the only way to save the one I loved was to cause the deaths of so many others. So many innocents... I didn't understand how killing them would increase my power. Palpatine didn't explain. He just ordered. I should have questioned it... But I didn't.
"And I killed them all."
He could feel the tears beginning to form.
All those lives he had single-handedly taken...
"N-not all of them," Luke quietly disagreed after a few moments of silence. "Not Obi-Wan."
Anakin smiled sadly at him. "The only reason he and any others survived was because they weren't at the Temple. If they had been there..."
Luke only nodded.
"I live with the guilt of my actions every single day," he confessed, the tears beginning to fall. "They still haunt my nightmares even all these years later. I will never escape the evil I did that night. I became a monster the moment I agreed to commit those murders and I'll remain that monster until the day I die.
"You, your mother, and your sisters are the only reason why I go on living," he informed him. "If it weren't for the four of you..."
Luke's emotions shifted and he took a tentative step out of his doorway.
"Dad..."
"My family is everything to me," Anakin stated firmly. "You're all I have left in the galaxy and that's far more than I deserve. How someone like me could have created something as wonderful as you and your sisters... I love you so much, Luke."
It was at that moment that Luke finally burst into action and closed the gap between them, pulling Anakin into a hug.
"I love you too, Dad," Luke replied, holding him close.
Anakin, in complete and utter shock at what was happening, could only return the hug.
Despite everything he had done, he had not lost Luke after all.
His son still loved him.
It was a gift from the Force.
As he held his beloved child in his arms, he whispered "Thank you."
((((())))))
"Kid?"
When Han didn't get any response, he knew that the sedative he had slipped into Leia's tea had finally taken effect.
It's about time.
While he had a feeling that she wouldn't be too happy with him after she woke up, it was a well-known fact that rest was the best medicine for someone in the kid's condition. So he had decided that she was going to get some whether she liked it or not. (Now that she was feeling better, she was getting even more worked up than she'd been when he'd first found her tied to the chair. She had spent the entire time he was patching her up talking about how she was going to take Mara down in a rematch. He had honestly been worried that she'd get up at any second and try to do just that!) And since telling her to take a nap would only earn him one of her endearing insults, he had had to do it the sneaky way: by mixing a sleeping aid into some tea and insisting that she drink every last drop of it. (When she had questioned him about it, he had told her "because I say so. Captain's orders.") It hadn't taken too long before she had started yawning and now she was out like a light, which meant she'd stay out of trouble for at least the next few hours. (A first, he was sure!)
As he leaned down over the bed to cover her with the blanket, he shook his head at Leia's determination to have that rematch. If he didn't keep a close eye on her, she was going to get herself killed before they even exited hyperspace! (Mara had obviously only been toying with her the first time. If Leia tried to attack her again...) The kid was certainly stubborn! Maybe Mara had had the right idea in keeping her tied up after all...
Shaking his head a second time, he pulled the blanket up to the kid's chin and backed away from the bed. Mara was turning out to be a bigger problem than he'd initially thought. Not only was she psychotic and violent, but she had the ability to know when someone was coming up behind her, which meant that there was no way he and Chewie could take her out by themselves. She'd know exactly when they were coming and more likely than not kill them in seconds. (Sure it was a blow to his ego to admit that a teenage girl was too much for him and a Wookie to handle, but it was in his expert opinion that being alive and humiliated was much more preferable to being dead.) That meant that there would be no freeing Leia from her clutches before they arrived at Coruscant.
Which of course led to a whole new universe of problems.
Namely, Mara's boss.
Whoever this guy was, Han already knew he was bad news. (All you had to do was look at his hired help!) Without ever having met him, there were two things he was already certain of: one, that this guy held grudges for years, and two, that he was willing to go to insane lengths to get his way (such as taking an enemy's child hostage). He was also pretty sure that he was one of those beings who refused to take "no" for an answer. (If he had a guess, he had wanted to make whatever partnership Skywalker had made with him permanent and Skywalker had refused.) He was clearly not someone you wanted mad at you.
And freeing Leia under his nose was a surefire way to make someone like that more than a little annoyed with you...
How was he ever going to get the kid out of this mess? He honestly did not know what to do. While it was true he'd been in countless seemingly hopeless situations before, this was the first one where he couldn't immediately see any opportunity to turn to his advantage. Mara the psycho brat was ready to kill anyone who so much as looked at her the wrong way and her Sith boss...
Mara's boss who wanted Leia's father to join forces with him...
Something that would only happen if Leia remained alive...
Which meant that Mara was probably under strict orders to not kill her!
Of course! It was now so obvious that he couldn't believe he had missed it until this very second! The key to Leia's continued safety had been right in front of his face the entire time!
For all her talk of killing Leia, Mara would land herself in a massive pile of poo-doo if she did it. Her boss would probably kill her! His entire scheme to get Skywalker to even consider rejoining him depended on Leia still breathing. A dead Leia equaled a very dead Sith. (Skywalker had had a reputation for avenging the innocent, which apparently had not been very Jedi-like, but it had made him even more popular with the public.) So it was in his best interests to make sure she stayed in one piece. (Something he just bet was tormenting Little Miss Starshine!) Which made it in Mara's best interests too...
A brilliant idea was starting to come together in his mind. If the Sith was as smart as he thought and he probably was, Leia could not be mistreated in any way once in his custody. In order to stay on Skywalker's good side (though kidnapping his daughter may not have been exactly the best way to start things off), Leia could not be locked up like a common prisoner. In other words, she had to be treated as nothing less than an honored guest. And honored guests did not stay in prison cells. They were given the best of accommodations. Luxurious accommodations that allowed for all sorts of access to amenities. Access that could lead to any number of escape routes...
Escape routes that someone like him could easily locate...
It would take a while, but he could probably have Leia out of there and on her way back home to Mommy and Daddy without anyone noticing she was missing until it was too late.
Of course, for this whole plan to work, he would have be allowed to remain with Leia once they reached Coruscant.
Which he currently had absolutely no idea how to accomplish.
It was time to consult Chewie, whose help he was going to need if he was not only going to pull off an escape but if he was going to get Jabba his money on time, too. (He had already checked in to let him know that he was going to be late getting to Tatooine because of the repairs, so he had a couple more days before the Hutt sent the bounty hunters after him.) Chewie would help him come up with some irresistible reason why Mara had to let him stay with Leia.
You're gonna owe me big time for this, Sweetheart, he jokingly told her in his mind as he headed out of his quarters.
As he walked, he mused over the fact that he was going out of his way to protect and rescue a kid he barely knew for absolutely nothing. It was something that had never happened before. (Well, that wasn't exactly true, but his last good deed had been a very long time ago and he had learned the hard way that it usually wasn't worth the trouble...) Obviously, he was beginning to go soft, a bad thing to be in his line of work. But he knew he would never be able to live with himself if something bad happened to Leia.
The kid had come to mean a lot to him in the past three days that he had known her.
In fact, he was starting to feel as if he'd known her his entire life.
As if he couldn't go another day without her in it...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, he admonished himself as he realized his thoughts were going inappropriate places.
Leia was just a kid. A young kid. He was not supposed to feel that way about a kid.
What the hell was wrong with him? And where had this come from anyway? It had nothing to do with the fact that Leia was gorgeous, an undeniable fact. He'd been around tons of gorgeous females in his day and none had stirred up these kinds of feelings in him before. (Not even Bria...) So what was it about her that was doing this to him?
Was it her-?
He stopped himself. This was not the time or place to analyze his inexplicable attraction to a sixteen-year-old girl. He needed to instead be focusing on how to keep said girl alive so he could help her escape from a Sith.
Pushing all other thoughts away, he went searching for Chewie.
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Mara groaned as she sensed Solo coming back to the cockpit. Just when she'd finally started to relax! The man was almost as annoying as the girl.
"Bored with the brat already I take it," she greeted him as he entered the compartment.
She wondered what he had been doing with Leia for the past couple of hours. When she had caught him with her in his arms, her immediate thought had been that he was one of those males who were perversely attracted to underaged females. But his protective behavior towards her didn't fit the profile, making Mara curious to know what his actual interest in the girl was. (He had repeatedly referred to her as his "friend," which implied that they knew each other fairly well. And as she had learned first-hand, Leia would not have tolerated him if she thought that he was a threat. But why would a spacer want to be friends with a teenage girl? What did he get out of the relationship?)
"Nope," he casually informed her as he flopped into the pilot seat. "She's taking a nap. Getting the crap beat out of you is pretty exhausting."
"Speaking from personal experience?" she shot back, wanting very much to add to it. Too bad she needed him to pilot the ship. It was a two person job and if she had to kill him, she'd have to kill the Wookie too and then there'd be no one left to help her. (She doubted Leia knew how to fly and even if she did, she wouldn't trust her to not attempt to sabotage their flight plan.)
"Real funny," Solo commented. "Anyway, since we have a few minutes to ourselves, I figured it was time for you and me to have a little chat about my fee."
She raised an eyebrow. "You mean other than keeping your precious little friend alive?"
Was she going to have to keep reminding him of that every few hours? He was lucky he was getting to keep his own life.
"Yeah, about that," he said. "You see, I had a nice long discussion with Leia and it seems to me that killing her would be a big no-no. I mean, if your boss wants to stay on her daddy's good side, keeping her in one piece is kind of a priority. You kill her and her daddy's gonna kill you."
She snorted. (At least she now knew what he'd been doing with Leia all that time. Apparently friendship was the only thing going on between them.) "Her father is the last person in the galaxy I'd ever be afraid of. We've met and I was highly unimpressed. He's not a threat to me."
An image of Vader in his robe jumped into her mind and she resisted the urge to smile. Her master was in for a surprise when his precious long-lost protégé came to rescue his bratty daughter.
Maybe he'd be surprised enough to reconsider who would be a more worthy apprentice...
"So you don't think your boss would mind you ruining his one chance to get her father to work for him again?" he questioned. "He's going through an awful lot of trouble to get his attention. He'd really hate for it to all fall flat."
"You know, if you continue to behave yourself like you've barely managed to do so far, Leia's death won't become an issue," she pointed out. "I'd say that's a fair compensation for your services. But it's obvious you don't agree. So, Captain Solo, tell me, how many credits will it take to make you a happy man?"
Not that she had any intention of paying him anything. And a squad of stormtroopers would make sure he left without making a scene.
"You can keep your credits, Red," he told her, taking her by surprise. (He wasn't asking for money?) "I just want one thing and it ain't going to cost you or your boss a decicred. And that is to be able to stay with Leia until her father comes to reclaim her. Do that and I'll consider myself paid for my services."
She was instantly suspicious. "That's it?"
"Yep. That's it," he verified. "Not that I couldn't use a few extra credits, but I get the feeling you and your boss aren't the generous types."
"My master can be extremely generous when he wants to be," she corrected, emphasizing his true title. She was getting tired of Solo referring to him in such a degrading manner. He was so much more than a simple "boss"... "But only with those who are deserving of his generosity."
"Whatever," he waved her off. "So, what do you say? Do we have a deal?"
"Not yet," she said. "You haven't yet told me why I should let you stay with her. What's the catch?"
He was up to something. He knew Leia was her prisoner. Staying with her would make him a prisoner too. What good would that do him? What was in it for him?
"No catch," he assured her. "I just happen to know Leia a lot better than you do and if you want to keep your prison guards and anyone in the next three buildings from not trying to remember what it was like to not have a headache, you're gonna need me to keep her quiet. Because this kid ain't gonna be a model prisoner. She's gonna carry on from the moment you lock her up until she's back in her daddy's arms."
"We have ways of taming unruly prisoners," she told him, still trying to figure out what he really wanted. What was his motivation? "I think we can manage without you. No deal."
"Well, in that case, I'm going to need you to take me prisoner too because I'm not going anywhere until I know she's safely back with her family."
Mara gave a harsh laugh. He was clearly desperate now if he was resorting to this kind of a tactic. (This obviously went far beyond his claim of just wanting to see her reunited with her family.) "And why would I do a thing like that, Captain? You're worthless to my master. He'd probably just have you executed after the girl was gone to make room for prisoners of value."
"Oh, I know quite a few groups who'd disagree with your assessment," Solo countered. "And they've all been waiting to get their hands on me for years, which means that they'll be willing to reward the one to bring me in quite handsomely. You let me stay with Leia and your master can be the one to hand me over to whichever one he chooses after she's gone. It's a win-win situation for you."
"But not for you," she pointed out, though she couldn't help but be intrigued by his claim. He was willing to give up his freedom just to keep the brat company for a couple of days? Who was this man? And what was he really up to?
"All right, just for the sake of argument, let's say I agree to your terms. I make you my prisoner. Then what? Who are these organizations that you believe is gonna pay me and my master for bringing you in?"
"How 'bout I just give you the name of the one that's sure to pay the two of you the most?
"The Empire."
She suppressed the urge to openly laugh at such an outrageous claim. Solo was a mere spacer, most likely a smuggler from the looks of his ship. As if her master would bother himself with such a minor criminal! That's what the local planetary and system governments were for. She couldn't wait to hear why Solo thought he was worthy of Imperial notice. (She was suddenly glad she had kept her true identity from him. When he found out...)
Keeping her voice neutral, she questioned, "Oh, really? And why does the Empire have such an interest in you?"
"Well, for starters, there's the fact that I assaulted my commanding officer," Solo began, shocking her. (Solo had been an Imperial?) "Not to mention my constant disobedience of direct orders, dereliction of duty, and theft of Imperial property.
"Though I have to say that Chewie makes a much better copilot than he ever did a slave," he added, having the audacity to sound proud of himself. "The Empire should actually thank me for taking him off of their hands."
As impossible as it seemed, Mara knew instantly that she had greatly underestimated Solo. He was an Academy graduate, which meant that he was both smart and talented. Only the best of the best were allowed to complete the program. After all, the Empire did not let just anybody into its ranks. The privilege had to be earned.
A privilege Solo had willingly given up to free a slave...
And it was at that moment that she knew exactly what he wanted: he thought he was going to be able to break Leia out and escape with her before her father showed up.
That was why he was so determined to stay with her. It all made perfect sense now. There was no secret ulterior motive. He really was just being Leia's friend.
"So what do you say, Red?" he pressed when she didn't respond immediately. "Are you gonna throw me in prison with her or what? Or do I need to go into why both the Hutts and the Corporate Sector Authority want me too?"
Every instinct she possessed told her to turn down his offer, that it would cause more trouble in the long run than it was worth, but the need to see both of their faces when she foiled each and every escape attempt was too strong to resist.
If anything, it would keep her mind off of the fact that her master was still determined to take Vader back despite knowing what a weakling he truly was...
"All right, Captain," she finally spoke. "You've convinced me.
"We have a deal."
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Obi-Wan was drawn out of his meditation by the sound of his ship's chrono going off. He had set the alarm for the time of the agreed upon rendezvous.
He glanced out of the viewport onto the barren moonscape of Sheana, Entellion's smallest satellite, where he sat waiting for Anakin and his family to arrive. Not surprisingly, he was still alone.
He had tried to advise Anakin and Padmé that 0700 was far too early when there were younglings involved, especially ones that had just gone through a terrible ordeal, but they had both insisted that the earlier they started their journey, the better. Knowing that he was outnumbered (and that they were the two most incredibly stubborn people in the galaxy), he had backed down. However, that did not mean that he wouldn't "remind" them that they should have listened to him when they arrived much later than planned. (Of course, he would try to limit the number of times he made these "reminders." It would be very un-Jedi-like of him to say it too often, no matter how much they deserved it.)
Knowing that he probably had a little while before they arrived and feeling the beginnings of hunger pangs (he had not eaten anything since dinner at Anakin and Padmé's last night as he had left Ellara's home before sunrise and gone directly to his ship), he decided to get some breakfast from the galley instead of resuming his meditation. He stood up from his chair and left the cockpit.
As he moved into the living area, he hoped that the note he had left for Ellara would be a satisfactory explanation for his sudden departure and continued absence from Horizon Base. She had no reason to doubt his story of answering a distress call from an old friend and she would certainly pass it on to Clearl as he had asked. He had not mentioned a time frame for his return, but he did not think they would begin to worry about him anytime soon. They knew he was a Jedi and Jedi were known for their ability to take care of themselves. (Well, most Jedi anyway.)
He arrived at the galley and decided that he would just eat a ration bar. Although he didn't expect Anakin to arrive any at minute, he didn't think he had time for a more substantial meal.
As he sat down and began to eat, he could not help but feel guilty for what he was doing. He was disobeying the High Council's direct orders to watch over Clearl and prevent her from falling into Imperial hands. While he agreed that it was a very important mission (her capture would spell the end of the Alliance), he also felt that it would be wrong of him to desert Anakin and Padmé in their time of need. Their daughter's life was at stake. Her possible death was more of a reality than Clearl's capture. (None of her test planets were in Imperial space. The likelihood of the Empire taking notice of her followers' activities anytime soon was very low.) The High Council would just have to understand that as a Jedi helping those in immediate need was more important than preventing possible future dangers.
He finished his bar and glanced at the nearest chrono. Anakin was now nearly ten minutes late.
He tried to imagine the chaos occurring back at the house. While Luke and Ammae were very mature for their age, they were still fairly young and waking up early was the bane of every child's existence. (Not even he had been easy to get out of bed in the mornings and he had always been considered one of the most obedient Jedi. He couldn't help but smile as he recalled some of the lengths Qui-Gon had gone to just to drag him out of his room.) He could just picture Anakin urging them to hurry up while Padmé tried to simultaneous calm him down while doing the same thing herself.
Just like any normal family, he noted and then did a double-take as he realized what he had just said.
"Any normal family."
And it was true. Because for the last sixteen years that's exactly what they had been. A normal family. A family that was living a quiet and private life.
A life they would have never known had they not disappeared all those years ago...
It was a sobering realization. Had Anakin and Padmé remained on Coruscant, their lives would have been destroyed the moment the twins had been born. It would have only been a matter of time before Anakin was discovered to be their father. Their marriage would soon follow as Padmé would not have stood for her children being called "illegitimate". It had been a disaster waiting to happen.
And none of them would have known a moment's peace for the rest of their lives.
As horrible as it sounded, being forced into hiding was probably the best thing that could have ever happened to Anakin and Padmé. Because of it, they were living the life they deserved. A peaceful and happy one where they weren't being constantly kept apart by their careers. Where they weren't being hounded by HoloNet reporters or colleagues.
If only their disappearance had not come at such a high cost...
It was at that moment that he finally felt Anakin reach out to him through the Force to let him know that he had arrived.
And he was startled by the intensity of Anakin's emotional turmoil.
It was worse than it had been when he had left the house last night.
He immediately pushed all thoughts of what-might-have-been from his mind. What had happened to make Anakin even more upset than he already was?
He reached back, sending a soothing wave to try and calm him down.
Although he had expected Anakin to still be distressed (after all, his daughter was in the Emperor's hands), he had thought the fact that they were doing something to set a rescue into motion would have somewhat eased his anxiety. And that was the way it had seemed last night at the time he had left.
Something had clearly changed in the hours they had been apart.
Something bad that not even Padmé could help him with...
He felt Anakin reach back and then the contact was gone.
Knowing how Anakin was when he was this upset, Obi-Wan decided to refrain from teasing him until the current crisis had passed. Anakin would not be receptive to any form of humor right now.
He stood up from the table and disposed of the empty wrapper before starting back to the cockpit.
Before he could deal with anything else, his first priority was to transfer himself from his ship to Anakin's.
Everything else would have to wait.
((((())))))
"And she's down," Anakin announced as Heart's Home settled onto Sheana's surface right next to Obi-Wan's ship. He was being very careful to keep his fear and anxiety out of his voice as to not worry Luke, who had acted as his copilot for this short leg of the journey. (He knew Obi-Wan had already detected his feelings through their brief Force contact and would be asking him about it as soon as he commed.) Turning to Luke, he said, "Great job, buddy. You're getting really good at this."
Luke, thankfully oblivious to his father's troubles, beamed. "Thanks, Dad!"
Anakin mentally shook his head. How was it that Luke had been incredibly upset and depressed only hours ago and already he was back to his usual cheerful self? His son's resilience never ceased to amaze him. How did he do it? (Anakin had wished more than once over the years that he knew Luke's secret.)
Artoo beeped his own praise from his position behind them, which made Anakin smile despite his worries. Artoo had taken part in the flying lessons from the beginning and considered himself Luke's second teacher. (Luke had shown a sudden interest in learning how to pilot six years ago, when he was ten years old. Although puzzled by Luke's inexplicable desire, Anakin had jumped at the chance to finally share one his greatest loves with his only son. And it had only taken one lesson for him to realize that Luke was a natural pilot like he was.) He took his role very seriously and had sometimes been stricter with Luke than Anakin was. (A fact that always made them laugh once they were out of the droid's hearing range. Artoo was quite sensitive about those kinds of things!)
"Thanks, Artoo," Luke told the droid after reading the translation. "Coming from you, it means a lot."
Artoo made a pleased sound.
Anakin looked out the viewport towards the other ship's cockpit and could see Obi-Wan patiently waiting for him to make contact. (He knew this was because Obi-Wan had detected his emotional distress. Otherwise he'd already be calling him over the comm and making remarks about his being late.)
Not wanting Luke to hear what he was going to say, he said, "Go let Mom and Ammae know that we landed while I finish things up here. I have to comm Obi-Wan so we can figure out how we're going to make the transfer. I'll join the three of you once I'm done."
"Are you sure?" Luke questioned. "Maybe I can help."
"I'm sure," he assured him, slightly amused by Luke's eagerness to continue helping. "Anyway, don't you think it's more important that you find out how Mom's doing?"
A guilty expression formed on Luke's face. "Oh. I didn't think about that. Do you think she's feeling any better?"
"I hope so."
Early that morning, after barely getting two hours' sleep (entirely his own fault for initiating a lovemaking session after she had finished all the preparations), Padmé had been woken up by intense nausea. She had just made it to the refresher before she began to violently vomit.
Anakin had been instantly awakened by the sound of her retching and rushed to her side, staying with her until she had finished.
As the vomiting subsided, one thought had crossed both their minds simultaneously: morning sickness.
The sudden onset of her nausea plus the time of day it had occurred was identical to what she had gone through right before she had discovered she was pregnant with Ammae. (Although he had not been around at the beginning of her pregnancy with the twins, she had assured him that she had gone through the same thing with them.) She had also mentioned the other day that she was late with her menstruation, but neither had thought anything of it because it had had happened many times before. (She was in a very stressful job and stress affected menstruation.) While it was possible she really was just sick, they both felt it was highly unlikely.
The timing could not have been worse.
When she had finally stopped vomiting, she was very weak and had continued feeling ill. He had carried her back to bed and insisted she stay there until it was time to go. He had then, with Artoo and Threepio's help, gotten Luke and Ammae up and ready to leave. Once aboard the Home, he had put her into their cabin and had Ammae stay with her.
They had purposely kept their suspicions from the children.
"Do you think she needs to see a doctor?" Luke innocently asked.
"It couldn't hurt," Anakin carefully answered, not wanting to worry him too much. But it was a good idea and he would speak to Obi-Wan about having her examined once they reached Alderaan. A medical examination would give them a definitive diagnosis of her condition. "Now go on and take Artoo with you. I promise I won't be long."
"'Kay," Luke accepted while Artoo whistled an affirmative. He got up and left the cabin, Artoo following him.
Alone, he activated the comm and tuned it to the agreed upon frequency.
"Are you there, Master?"
"I'm here, Anakin," Obi-Wan answered. "Now tell me what has happened."
He took a deep breath. "I think Padmé may be pregnant."
There was a momentary silence on the other end of the comm.
"I'm afraid I don't understand, Anakin," Obi-Wan replied in a puzzled voice. "Is that not happy news? Why is this upsetting you?"
Truthfully, Anakin wasn't surprised that Obi-Wan didn't know. It was not very likely that his former Master had much experience with pregnant women. "What do you know about morning sickness, Master?"
"Only what I was taught as a Padawan," Obi-Wan informed him, confirming his suspicions. "I know it only occurs during the early months of pregnancy and that it can be very unpleasant. I take it that Padmé suffers from this affliction?"
Anakin nodded although Obi-Wan could not see him. "It was so horrible for her, Master," he told him. "When she was pregnant with Ammae... She told me she went through the same thing with the twins. Force, I don't know how she did it. Every morning for three months she woke up sick and nauseous. She could hardly keep food down all day long and because she couldn't eat, she was tired and weak all the time. It was so awful, Obi-Wan, and I felt so helpless because I couldn't do anything for her.
"She woke up nauseous this morning," he continued. "That's why we're both suspicious that she's pregnant again."
There was another momentary silence over the comm.
"But you do not know for sure," Obi-Wan pointed out. "Isn't it possible that she's simply ill?"
"It's possible," Anakin conceded, "but unlikely. She didn't have any other symptoms before waking up this morning and it's too similar to what happened with her previous pregnancies to be anything else. Of course we can't know until she's seen by a doctor, but we're both pretty confident that she is. I'm going to see if she can be checked while we're on Alderaan."
"I will speak with Bail when we arrive," Obi-Wan told him. "He'll know the best one to send her to. His wife was very ill for a long time before she passed but-"
"Breha's dead?" Anakin cut him off, shocked. He had never met the queen of Alderaan personally, but Padmé had always spoken so highly of her. She had liked her very much and had been looking forward to seeing her again after all these years. Learning of her death would devastate her.
"It was many years ago now," Obi-Wan filled him in. "Not long after I first contacted Bail after leaving you on Postaym. It was a very difficult time for both him and Winter, the little girl they had adopted. Winter is the same age as the twins now and she's been very good for Bail. I don't think he would have survived the loss if it weren't for his daughter."
Anakin knew exactly how Bail had felt, but he didn't know that even his own children could prevent him from following Padmé into death. He loved her so much that the very idea of losing her still frightened him more than anything else in the universe. Life without her held no meaning for him.
"We're going to have to tell Padmé before we arrive," he realized, wishing he didn't have to burden her with such bad news, especially if she was in the condition he was sure she was. "She was looking forward to seeing her again."
"I know it won't be much comfort to Padmé, but she should know that Breha fought as hard as she could as long as she could," Obi-Wan added. "Bail said the doctors told him that she lived years longer than she should have because of her will alone. But in the end, it just became too much for her. Bail and Winter were at her side when she passed. She was able to say her goodbyes and she went in peace."
"Padmé will be glad to hear that," Anakin told him.
"You still haven't told me why Padmé's possible pregnancy has you so worried," Obi-Wan changed the subject. "All I know is that it has something to do with her morning sickness."
"It's the strain on her health, Master," Anakin explained. "When she was pregnant with Ammae, her morning sickness was so severe that her doctors insisted that she rest as much as possible until it passed. And by rest they meant that she should stay home from work. But you know how Padmé is. She refused to listen at first and kept trying to go into her office. And every time she did, she ended up very ill and had to be sent right back home. It took two weeks of that happening over and over and finally being told that she was at risk of losing the baby before she finally stopped trying."
"You're afraid the same thing is going to happen when she meets with the High Council," Obi-Wan correctly guessed.
"Yes, Master," Anakin confirmed. "She's not going to rest until they've agreed to help with the rescue. Saving our daughter is more important to her than any job would ever be. But she's going to harm herself and the baby in the process unless we stop her."
There was another silence as Obi-Wan mulled over the problem and Anakin couldn't help but begin to fractionally relax. If anyone could offer a logical solution, it was his former Master.
"Well then, if she is in fact pregnant as you suspect, we have two choices," Obi-Wan finally said matter-of-factly. "The first is simple: if she insists on being the one to meet with the High Council, we delay going to the Alliance until the danger to her health passes."
Anakin couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Her morning sickness lasted three months last time, Obi-Wan. We can't wait that long and neither can Leia. There's no telling what Sidious will do to her if I take more than a few days to come after her."
"I don't think he'll harm her, if that's what you're thinking," Obi-Wan pointed out. "The Emperor knows that if he stands any chance of you rejoining him then Leia must remain unharmed. I do not believe she is in any immediate danger."
"No, we can't risk it," Anakin insisted. "Sidious is counting on how I acted in the past when a loved one was in danger. He'll get suspicious when I don't show up as expected. What's the other choice?"
"That you speak to the High Council in Padmé's place."
Anakin did not hesitate. "Of course."
Padmé's initial objection had been over her fear of how he would be treated at the revelation of their marriage and the desertion of their duties. He, on the other hand, did not care about any of that. The Alliance was their only hope at getting Leia back. They could think whatever they wanted of him as long as they helped rescue his daughter.
Of course, there was always the option of leaving out a few key facts about his relationship with Padmé and the children. She'd never have to know and it would ensure that there was no question of her loyalty to the Alliance's cause...
"Then there is nothing further to discuss," Obi-Wan declared in a tone that made it clear the discussion was over. "Until you are certain of Padmé's condition, I see no reason for you to dwell on this any longer. Besides, we have a more important issue to resolve."
"And what's that?" Anakin wanted to know, silently conceding that Obi-Was was right. Until they knew with complete certainty whether or not Padmé was pregnant, it was pointless to continue worrying about it.
"Getting from my ship to yours of course," Obi-Wan replied in his usual teasing tone and Anakin finally allowed himself to fully relax as he shook his head. Leave it to his former Master to interject humor at the strangest times. (It was yet another thing he had missed...) "I don't know if you've noticed, but our airlocks are not exactly lined up. Were you even paying attention when you landed that thing?"
Anakin could only grin as he replied, "Sorry, Master. I guess I was a little busy making sure I landed next to your ship instead of on top of it..."
((((())))))
Yoda's eyes snapped open as the troubling vision came to an abrupt end.
What the Force had just shown him...
If it came to pass...
Master? questioned the voice of Qui-Gon Jinn from within the Force. (Qui-Gon had been his constant companion and teacher during the long years of his exile.) What did you see?
Yoda took a calming breath before answering. "Anakin and Obi-Wan, I saw. Confronting the Emperor they were.
"Died by his hand, they both did."
He could feel Qui-Gon's shock as it rippled through the Force.
No...
"In the near future, this will be," Yoda asserted, feeling the truth of the words as he spoke them. "Unless changed, Anakin's fate is."
He had no doubt that his vision was directly related to Anakin's sudden reappearance in the Force two days ago. Before today, he had not seen Anakin since he had completely withdrawn from the Force after his return from the dark side.
Clearly, something had happened and it had been significant enough to drive him out of hiding.
And set him onto a doomed path.
"The Chosen One, he is," Yoda continued, his belief that Anakin was indeed the Force's prophesized champion having been reignited years ago. (Who but the Chosen One could have performed the supposedly impossible feat of returning from the dark side? All of his doubts about Anakin that had grown during the war had been swept away the moment he had sensed his return to the light.) "In his hands, the fate of the galaxy rests. If he dies now, lost all hope will be. Balanced, the Force will never again be."
It doesn't make any sense, Qui-Gon commented. Anakin has always been impulsive, but he has never been foolish. Why would he confront Sidious now? He has to know that he is far from being ready to defeat him. And why would Obi-Wan, who should know better than anyone that Anakin doesn't yet stand a chance against Sidious, go with him?
"Know their reasons without asking them, we cannot," Yoda told him. "But stop them, I must.
"Which from here, cannot be done."
At that moment, he realized that it was inevitable that he would be leaving the planet that had been his home during his years of exile. Only he and Qui-Gon knew the disastrous future towards which Anakin and Obi-Wan were currently headed. And if it was to be prevented, they had to be found and warned before it was too late.
It is the only way, Qui-Gon agreed. But finding them in time will not be easy.
"At least together they are," Yoda pointed out. "A help that is."
They're already together? Qui-Gon asked. (Because his study of the Journal of the Whills had been incomplete at the time of his death, his ability to sense those still outside of the Force was limited. Yoda was currently the only living being he could fully connect with.) We may have less time than we thought.
"Present Obi-Wan was when Anakin returned to the Force," Yoda countered. "Sensed him at the same time I did. Already together they were. Changed yet, nothing has."
The last time Anakin had briefly flared back into the Force he had felt Obi-Wan near him as well. And it had been shortly after that that his visions of Obi-Wan had shown him in the presence of not only the senators that had been opposed to Palpatine long before he declared himself emperor but of other Jedi too. (Later visions had made it clear that Obi-Wan had joined the rebellion that had formed to challenge the Empire.) From the visions, he had been able to deduce that Obi-Wan's encounter with Anakin had ended with a reconciliation. (After all, the last time he had physically seen him, Obi-Wan had been determined to find Anakin and destroy him, believing him to still be a Sith.) Knowing that they were together again now made him certain that they had rekindled their friendship.
Then Obi-Wan must have experienced whatever Anakin did, Qui-Gon realized. That would explain why he does not stop him from confronting Sidious and goes with him instead. He must believe that it is the right thing to do.
"Agree, I do," Yoda nodded. "Disturbing this is."
Obi-Wan was the key to stopping Anakin from fulfilling his current doomed destiny, but if he agreed with Anakin that his course of action was correct then changing their fates would be difficult. Obi-Wan never acted unless he believed that what he was doing was right. The only way of preventing this fatal future was to convince Obi-Wan that he had made the wrong decision.
Finding them quickly suddenly became more urgent.
How soon will you be able to leave? Qui-Gon wanted to know.
"A day it will take to prepare my ship," Yoda informed him. "Come back here, I most likely will not."
If everything went as planned, he would not be returning here to resume his exile. Because once he revealed himself to those who actively fought against the Emperor, it would be unfair of him to abandon them again. The galaxy had changed during his years on Dagobah. The number of those opposed to Palpatine's absolute rule had grown. It was time to join the fight.
Where will you begin your search? Qui-Gon questioned.
"To Alderaan I will go," Yoda told him. "Help me greatly, Senator Organa can. A member of the rebellion he is. As is Obi-Wan."
If anyone would be able to point him in the right direction to begin searching, the rebels would. Learning what Obi-Wan's last mission was would be the perfect first step in locating both him and Anakin.
"Time to begin, it is."
((((())))))
Leia was still groggy from her long nap (she still couldn't believe that she had just fallen asleep like that. That never happened to her! Never! The stress of her situation must be getting to her more than she thought!) as Mara marched her out of the ship at blasterpoint. It hadn't even been five minutes since Mara had unceremoniously woken her up ("If you don't want to find yourself laying on the floor, I suggest you get out of bed. Now.") and tied her hands up again.
She shook her head in yet another attempt to clear her mind but once again all it accomplished was making her headache, which was already the size of a planet, worse. (Too bad the painkillers Han had given her earlier had totally worn off.) All she wanted to do was to lay back down. Which, in all likelihood, she would be able to do as soon as she was thrown in her cell. (She really, really hoped she'd have at least a mattress and a pillow!)
However, even her aching head couldn't keep her from wondering what Han was doing walking right beside her, his hands as tied as hers were. He was just a spacer, a mere pilot, nothing more and nothing less. What could Mara's master possibly want with him? (Heck, he hadn't even heard of the Sith until she had told him about them!) He had no value to either Mara or her master.
Then it occurred to her that Mara's master probably had nothing to do with his imprisonment. From personal experience, she knew firsthand how Mara treated the people she didn't like and she had made it pretty obvious how she felt about Han. (Han was her friend, after all.) He was probably just being locked up to get back at him for annoying her. (Leia didn't want to know what Mara had done to Chewie when he tried to stop her. She hadn't seen him since waking up. She hoped he was still in one piece.) Maybe he'd get lucky and Mara wouldn't hold him too long.
Yeah, right, she amended as she reached the bottom of the Falcon's ramp.
She stepped off and looked around to find herself in the largest docking bay she had ever seen.
A docking bay that was full of Imperial stormtroopers!
What the-?
Before she had a chance to even process what she was seeing (the Sith was working with the Empire?), Mara roughly pushed past her, holstering her blaster as she walked.
The troopers snapped to attention as she approached them and Leia couldn't help but be impressed. Whatever deal Mara's master had with the Empire, it was apparently a good one if the stormtroopers treated her as a superior.
"Ma'am," the one in front spoke, "my squad has been sent to be your escort to his Excellency's throne room. He is waiting for you there."
Throne room?
Suddenly, Leia got a really, really, really bad feeling about this whole situation.
Was Mara's master working directly with the Emperor?
If that was the case...
Who was this Sith lord?
"Thank you, Captain," Mara accepted. She gestured towards some of the other troopers. "You two, cover the prisoners. Let's go. His Excellency does not like to be kept waiting."
The two stormtroopers Mara had ordered to cover her and Han immediately moved into position behind them, blasters held at the ready.
"Start moving," the trooper directly behind her ordered and Leia didn't hesitate to obey.
"Hey, how're ya feeling, kid?" Han asked as they were herded out of the docking bay.
"Besides the obvious?" Leia replied, indicating her tied hands. "Okay, I guess. I just have a monster of a headache."
Taking a nap must have done her good because other than the headache, her injuries were no longer on fire.
"Ooh, sorry about that," Han said apologetically. "I must have given you a little too much."
Huh? "What are you talking about? A little too much what?" she questioned, confused by the strange comment.
"You, uh, weren't resting like you were supposed to so I gave you a little, uh, push in the right direction with your tea," he explained.
"You drugged me?" she cried incredulously.
No wonder she had gotten so tired for no reason! Han had put something in her drink!
"Quiet down!" her escort scolded her, digging his blaster into her back.
Leia glared at him before turning back to Han. "You know, if we weren't tied up right now I would so kill you," she told him in a much quieter voice. "I can't believe you drugged me!"
"What? No 'thank you' for helping you feel better?" he shot back. "Because you can't say you don't feel better."
She made a face. "No," she grudgingly admitted.
He was, unfortunately, right. As she had noted earlier, she felt completely better.
"Thank you," she finally said. "But I still can't believe you drugged me!"
Han grinned. "It was either that or tie you back up, so I think you got the better deal."
"That is a matter of opinion," she retorted. "So," she went on, changing the subject, "what did you get captured for? Annoying her too much?"
"Actually, I turned myself in," he answered, completely surprising her. "Didn't know I was a wanted man, did you, kid?"
She stared at him, unsure of what to make of what he had just told her. He was a criminal? But he seemed so...so nice.
Even the Force told her he was a good man...
"The Empire ain't too fond of people who disobey orders," he continued and she realized with relief that he wasn't a criminal after all. He was an Imperial deserter. (A criminal in the eyes of the Empire but someone who finally came to his senses to the rest of the galaxy.) "And I did a whole lot more than that. I told your buddy that they'd reward her nicely if she handed me over to them. I guess even a Sith can't resist the lure of credits."
"But-but why?" she finally managed to get out. "Why would you do a thing like that?"
She didn't know how long ago he had deserted, but why would he suddenly decide to give up his freedom? Given how much he seemed to enjoy his lifestyle (the little she knew of it anyway. He had yet to tell her exactly what it was he did. All she knew was that he was a spacer.), it didn't make any sense.
"I have my reasons," he told her with a grin. "And I'll tell you all of 'em as soon as we have a little more privacy."
Leia snorted. "Privacy? Since when do prisoners have any privacy?"
"When their captors want to keep their daddies happy they do," he pointed out. "If this Sith lord of yours wants your dad to rejoin him like you told me he does then he's going to have to treat you like royalty. He locks you up in a teeny-tiny cell and he can kiss any chance of a happy reunion goodbye. You, Sweetheart, are the key to getting what he wants."
"Unfortunately," she agreed. "I still keep hoping Dad will grow a brain cell overnight and stay away."
"Good luck with that," Han said. "Not only is he a Jedi, which mean he has to save everybody anyway, but he's your father and he loves you. He ain't staying away."
"I know," she sighed. "But a girl can hope, right?"
"Hope is overrated," Han informed her. "Besides, I have something even better in mind."
"What are you talking about?" she questioned him.
"I'll tell you later," he assured her. "When we don't have an audience."
Again with the privacy thing. What was he up to? And what made him even think that they'd be put in the same cell? He was a prisoner of the Empire and she was the Sith's prisoner. They'd probably be separated at any second.
But before she could remind him of that fact, their group reached a bank of elevators and came to a stop.
Mara pressed the call button of the one furthest on the right and then turned around to face the others.
"You two," she said, indicating Han and Leia's personal guards, "stay with me. The rest of you are dismissed. I can handle things from here."
"Yes, ma'am," the lead trooper said. He turned to his unit. "You heard her. Return to your stations."
"Yes, sir!" they replied in unison and the stormtroopers walked off just as the elevator arrived.
"Let's go," Mara ordered, motioning for the remaining guards to move Han and Leia inside the car.
Leia didn't wait to be poked in the back again.
Mara followed and pressed the single button. The doors closed and the elevator began to move.
"The express elevator, huh?" Han commented loudly. "I guess that means we're pretty important."
Mara snorted. "My master only considers your girlfriend important. You, he doesn't even know about."
"Well, I'm hurt," he declared. "After I've come all this way to pay him a visit too."
"You're not getting anywhere near him," Mara informed him. "Of course, if you want him to kill you on sight, you're more than welcome to come."
"That friendly, huh?" Han quipped.
"Han," Leia put in warningly. He was only in this mess because of her. If he had any chance of making it out alive, he needed to keep his mouth shut.
"What? Just making conversation."
The elevator thankfully came to a stop before Mara could reply. The doors opened and Leia found herself and Han being ushered into an elaborate hallway.
Where in the galaxy are we? she wondered. All she knew was that they were on Coruscant, the heart of the Empire.
Han whistled. "Apparently being buddy-buddy with the Empire has its perks."
Mara laughed harshly. "You two really have no idea where we are, do you?"
"We will if you tell us," Han pointed out.
There was a huge set of double doors at the end of the hall.
"You're in the Imperial Palace," Mara told them as they reached the doors. "And this is the throne room.
"My master is inside."
Leia fought down the fear that was starting to form in the pit of her stomach.
I am a Jedi and a Jedi has no fear, she recited to herself.
Intellectually, she knew that neither the Sith lord or the Emperor himself would hurt her. The Sith lord wanted Dad to be on his side again. But knowing something didn't always make a difference in how a person felt.
After all, the Sith could change his mind and decide that Dad wasn't worth the effort...
"Stay with him," Mara ordered the guards as she roughly grabbed Leia by the arm. "Time for you to meet my master."
"I'll be right here waiting for you when you come out," Han quietly told her. "Remember, no matter what happens in there, you're not alone here."
"Thanks," she murmured as Mara dragged her away.
Mara hit the panel on the wall and the doors slid apart.
"Inside," she ordered and swung Leia ahead of her.
Leia slightly stumbled before regaining her balance.
She took a deep breath before gazing deep into the throne room.
The room was lined with windows. Huge windows that showed a mind-blowing view of the biggest city Leia had ever seen. (Granted, she hadn't seen that many but still!) The back of the room consisted of a raised platform that ran the length of the space. A large staircase led to the partial second level.
And on that platform was a single throne.
From the room's entryway, Leia could not tell who was sitting in the chair but there did not seem to be more than one person on the platform.
Had the Emperor given full use of his throne room to the Sith lord?
"Move," Mara ordered.
Having no other choice, Leia obeyed.
Repeating to herself I am a Jedi and a Jedi has no fear over and over again as her mantra, she was prodded across the room and up the stairs.
But what she found at the top of the stairs was completely unexpected: Emperor Palpatine.
Alone.
What?
Mara kneeled before him.
"I have brought you the daughter of Vader as you have asked," she informed him.
"My master."
Leia felt her jaw drop open.
The Emperor was Mara's master?
He was the Sith lord?
At that moment, she felt every hope that she had ever had of avenging her parents die away.
All her years of training had been for nothing.
The man who had destroyed her parents' lives was not the helpless old man she had envisioned in her fantasies.
He was a Sith lord and she had already been beaten up by his apprentice.
This was so not her day!
((((())))))
Darth Sidious smiled to himself as he easily saw into the thoughts of Vader's daughter. His visions of her finally made sense: she had been planning to kill him for years.
From what he could glean from her mind, her parents had told her a highly edited version of the fall of the Republic sixteen years ago. The version not only left out his identity as a Sith (which explained her shock when she recognized him) but there was no mention of her father's turn and subsequent actions as a Sith. She had simply been told that he turned on the Jedi and all the senators that supported them, such as her mother, and that they had survived by running away and going into hiding.
Young Leia had immediately decided to make it her personal mission to become a Jedi so she could punish him for the "wrongs" done to her parents and all the other Jedi.
Ironically, her misguided quest was something that no Jedi would ever do.
But a Sith, on the other hand...
"You have done well, my Hand," he addressed Mara while keeping his gaze firmly on Leia. "Now, rise, and go wait outside until I summon you again."
He could feel the protest immediately build in her mind, but, as she had been trained, she stood up without voicing her true feelings.
"Yes, my master," she said obediently though she was silently raging at being dismissed so quickly. She had wanted to stay and observe. (Something he could not allow due to the blatant contradictions to his own orders he was going to have to make in order to win young Skywalker's heart and mind. Mara would not remain silent and she would ruin everything.)
She bowed, shot a look of pure hated at young Skywalker, and walked away.
Her Force sense was full of anger and annoyance as she left the room and he knew that he was going to have difficulty dealing with her later.
Especially after he told her that he was going to make young Skywalker his apprentice...
"Welcome, young Skywalker," he greeted her once the door was sealed behind Mara and he could feel her fear and confusion swell as he spoke. (She was truly her father's daughter. He had sensed her emotional turmoil before she had even entered the room.) "I have been looking forward to meeting you from the moment I learned of your existence. I believe there is much we can learn from each other."
At his words, the girl's Force sense filled with disgust.
"As if I would want to learn anything from you," she retorted hotly. "And the only thing you're going to learn from me is how badly my dad is going to kick your butt. He eats Sith lords like you for breakfast."
He laughed openly at her assertion. (He was very much going to enjoy training her. She was going to be more of a challenge to work with than any of his previous apprentices, her father especially. But in the end, the powerful Sith she would become would make the struggle well worth it.) "It's true that there was a time when your father could have learned how to become powerful enough to defeat me, but that time ended when he turned his back on me. He is no longer worthy of the knowledge I offered to share with him."
"You're crazy," the girl informed him. "My dad would never listen to anything you had to say. You're a Sith."
Again, he laughed, thoroughly amused by her glaring lack of knowledge of her own family history. "Your father used to listen to everything I had to tell him," he corrected her. "In fact, he constantly sought me out for the sole purpose of hearing my advice. We were very close for many years, Anakin and I."
"In your dreams, maybe," young Leia Skywalker insisted, anger beginning to flood into her Force sense. "Because that's the only place my dad would ever listen to you or ever work for you. Like I said, you're crazy! My father is a Jedi and Jedi only have one use for Sith scum like you: putting them out of business."
He could not help himself and laughed again. He was enjoying this conversation immensely. Vader's daughter was a breath of fresh air compared to the people he usually dealt with. Unlike them, she wasn't afraid to speak her mind. "Did your parents tell you this?"
"What? That Jedi always go out of their way to take down evil, power-hungry, galaxy-dominating Sith losers whenever they get the chance? Repeatedly."
"You seem to have misunderstood the question," he said, smiling to himself at her colorful description of what she believed a Sith to be. "Did either your mother or your father specifically tell you that I was not a close friend of your father's?"
"It was kind of implied when they informed me how you turned on all the Jedi and tried to have them all killed," she told him matter-of-factly. "Not exactly the kind of thing a 'close friend' does, is it?"
"That still does not answer my question," he pointed out. "Did they or did they not deny it?"
Confusion began to dilute her anger. "It was never mentioned." She folded her arms. "There? Happy?"
"I'm always happy when someone is completely honest with me," he let her know. "It is only fair since I am always honest myself.
Which wasn't a complete lie. It was his experience that speaking truths full of careful omissions were far more useful than an outright fabrication. (It had worked well enough on both the Senate and the Jedi Council during his years as Supreme Chancellor. The Jedi had never suspected him until it was far too late to stop him.) Though there were times when a carefully crafted lie did the job much more effectively. (Such as when he had promised Vader that the dark side could be used to keep people from dying.) But it was becoming clear that the girl before him was only going to be won over with a combination of the two. She needed enough of a lie to become convinced that he had always been interested in her and then enough truth to show her that her parents, especially her beloved Jedi of a father, were not the innocents they had portrayed themselves to be.
"Yeah, because you're so honest with yourself too," the girl shot back, arms still folded. "I think you need your head examined because all I've heard so far is your delusions."
"Would it change your mind if I were to tell you that I had detailed evidence of my relationship with your father?" Sidious questioned.
"Evidence can be faked," Leia declared. "Anyway, why should you care whether or not I believe you? I'm a lowly prisoner. My only purpose here is to lure my dad so you can get him 'back' or whatever it was Mara called it when she broke into my house and tried to kidnap my little sister."
"Prisoner?" Sidious repeated, interjecting just the right amount of surprise into his voice. Although that was what she was originally going to be before he realized that she was the Jedi of his visions, he could not have her knowing that. It was unfortunate that Mara had opened her mouth and revealed so much information. (He should have realized as soon as she told him that she had been caught that she would have mentioned her specific mission.) He would have to work carefully to undo the damage his Hand had done. "I apologize if you were given that impression. You are here as my guest."
"Guest? Really?" Leia wanted to know. "You and your little pet have a funny way of showing it."
"Clearly, there was a misunderstanding between Mara and myself," he said reasonably, wanting the lie he was about to tell to sound as natural as possible. (He would have to question Mara later to see exactly what she had said during her confrontation with Vader.) "I simply told her to extend to you an invitation to come and meet me. I cannot understand how she took that to mean that I wanted either you or your younger sister taken prisoner. It doesn't make any sense."
"Maybe that's because you're leaving out the part about your warped belief that my dad used to work for you and that you're going to use me to get him back," Leia offered. "Is it making more sense to you now?"
"You seem to be under the mistaken belief that any of this has to do with your father," he pointed out, searching his mind for the best way to continue. So far, his words were having no effect on her. He would have to find a different approach. "You are the one I invited here, not your father. If he was the one I wanted, I would have extended the invitation to him instead."
"Funny, that's not the way Mara made it sound," Leia informed him. "And I didn't get the impression that my dad's too fond of you either. So either Mara was being pretty creative with her orders or you're lying. Care to guess which one I think it is?"
Sidious was impressed. She was smarter than he had given her credit for. (She clearly took more after her mother in this respect. Amidala had always shown great intelligence despite her naïve views. Anakin's significantly lower one was what made it so easy to manipulate him.) He would have to try another tactic to win her trust.
"All right," he pretended to give in. "I'll admit that until I became aware of your existence that I was intending to bring your father back to the post he had abandoned without a word. But once I learned about you, I found I no longer cared about him."
Leia raised her eyebrow, but he could feel the curiosity beginning to snake its way into her Force sense. "Okay, so let me get this straight. You claim my dad used to work for you and that he 'abandoned' his job and that you wanted to get him back until you learned about me and decided you wanted to meet me instead. Does that sound about right?"
"That is exactly right," he told her, smiling inwardly as she finally began to be swayed in the proper direction. "I see in you everything your father lacked. You have the potential to become even greater than him."
"You've lost me," she bluntly informed him. "Potential for what?"
"I know of your quest to become a Jedi," he told her and he could feel the shock at his knowledge overwhelm all her other emotions. She had not expected him to know about her supposedly secret mission. "You have come a long way on your own, but you must realize that without formal training you will never be a true Jedi."
"You're just saying that to try to make me give up," she shot back, covering up her momentary loss of composure with bravado. "Because if you know that I'm training then you have to know why I'm training."
"Of course. To kill me."
There was a second burst of overwhelming shock.
"But that was a decision reached without knowing the truth of your parents' past," he quickly continued before she could fully recover. "They left out many important details about themselves.
"Details that I believe will make you reconsider a great many things."
The moment was almost at hand to make his offer. He would have to proceed with even greater caution.
"So they left out the fact that you were a Sith. Big whoop," Leia declared. "Maybe they didn't want to overwhelm me with the truth about you. You're horrible enough as it is."
"They left out so much more than that," he told her, silently laughing at her childish attempt at insulting him. "Such as the things your father did for me while he was my apprentice."
"Okay, now I know you're lying," Leia said, anger flaring at what she perceived to be slander about her father. "My father was never your apprentice. He's a Jedi, not a Sith. Never was, never will be."
"Are you so sure?" Sidious questioned. "Just because he never told you doesn't mean it is not true."
The girl snorted. "Maybe in your world it doesn't, but in mine, Jedi tend to stay Jedi."
"How little you know about the history of the Order you are trying so hard to become a part of," he told her. "Many Jedi have become Sith over the years. Your father was just the most recent to do so.
"And he certainly won't be the last."
"I don't believe you," Leia informed him. "There's nothing you can say or do that will change that. My father has never been anything but a Jedi."
"I think I have something that will change your mind," he assured her. "Evidence that Anakin Skywalker carried out my bidding as my apprentice. Evidence that not even you can dismiss as fake."
"I sincerely doubt that," she waved him off. "I've known my father my entire life. I think I'd know if he had been a Sith."
"For generations, the Sith have existed undetected in the galaxy," he told her, amused by her repeated assertions of her father's Jedi purity. She would know the truth soon enough... "We have lived side by side with both Jedi and ordinary citizens without the slightest suspicion of our true identity. We are only recognized when we allow it. Look at me. I have ruled the galaxy first as Supreme Chancellor and now as emperor for decades without the majority of my subjects knowing what I truly am. How would you know what your father was if he did not tell you? He doesn't want you to think of him as anything other than the perfect Jedi he portrays himself to be.
"But we have strayed from the subject at hand," he deftly changed the direction of the discussion before she could offer another reason why her father could never have been a Sith. "Your future."
She folded her arms again. "What about it?"
"I want you to become my apprentice."
"Are you frakking kidding me?" she exclaimed. "I'd rather die first!"
Her reaction was as expected. "Your father refused at first too, but he quickly saw the wisdom of accepting my offer. I can teach you things about the Force that you can't even begin to imagine. Things that no Jedi has ever dared to learn. Things you will need to know if you will ever have any hope of killing me."
"Uh-uh. So you're going to help me learn how to kill you?" Leia replied skeptically. "What are you? Delusional and suicidal?"
He laughed. "Perhaps. But there is only one way for you to find out.
"However, I think we have talked long enough for today," he suddenly declared, deciding that he would not make any further progress with her until she had seen the footage from the Jedi Temple security holograms.
The proof of her father's time as a Sith apprentice...
He reached out to Mara, who was still angry but now more so annoyed by the company she was keeping: a pilot, the one whose ship she had come to Coruscant on. He was apparently a friend of Leia's and Mara despised him as much as she did young Skywalker.
Though she had made some sort of deal with him...
My Hand, it is time for you to come back in, he called her, carefully continuing to sift through her surface thoughts to learn the details of her deal with the pilot...
Yes, my master, she answered and the doors immediately opened as she instantly obeyed.
As he waited for Mara to reach them, he said to Leia, "You have had a long journey. Mara will escort you and your friend to your quarters where you can rest and refresh until tomorrow."
At the mention of Leia's friend, there was a silent reaction from both girls at his mention of the pilot, whose name was Solo according to Mara's thoughts.
Leia would soon learn that there were no secrets that could be kept from him.
As Mara at times had seemed to have yet to learn herself...
When Mara arrived before him, he instructed her, "Bring them to the ambassador's suite. It has already been prepared for their arrival."
"Yes, my master," Mara accepted though he could feel her constant displeasure at the situation.
He returned his attention to Leia. "I will be by to check on you tomorrow. In the meantime, you are free to wander my palace. I believe I can trust you enough to refrain from assigning you an armed escort."
This time, Mara's reaction was not silent.
"But, Master-" she tried to interject, disturbed by the treatment that her latest nemesis was being given.
"We will discuss this later," he cut her off, annoyed by her behavior. She was allowing her feelings about Leia overrule her training. He would have to include some disciplinary actions along with their discussion later.
Mara paled and nodded. "Yes, my master."
Good, he commented to himself, satisfied that he had gotten his displeasure across. He did not think she would make the same mistake again.
"I will see you again soon, young Leia Skywalker," he promised her.
"Too soon, if you ask me," Leia retorted.
He smiled at her again. "I think you'll find that after tomorrow you will see things in an entirely different light."
He could feel the question building within her mind, but before she could voice it, he addressed Mara once more.
"Take her back to her friend and then bring them to their suite."
Mara bowed. "As you wish, my master."
She then took Leia by the arm (too roughly for his tastes. Another thing that would have to be addressed) and began to pull her back down the stairs.
He shook his head as he watched Mara lead Leia across the room.
She was going to be a problem for the foreseeable future, especially after she learned that Leia was going to be his apprentice, the position she so desperately wanted but was so unsuited for. He knew that she was too well-trained to interfere with Leia's instruction, but that did not mean that she wouldn't go out of her way to abuse Leia in any way she could. The only way to prevent that would to make sure her duties kept her far away from his new apprentice as possible.
Perhaps he would provide the pilot Solo with false escape information and he would keep Mara busy with his multiple escape attempts...
As Mara exited the chamber with Leia in tow, he pushed all thoughts of dealing with her aside. The most important thing was that after all these years he finally had an apprentice again. (It did not matter that she had refused him here and now. It was only a matter of time before she gave in.) The Sith Order would not die out with him.
He leaned back in his throne and smiled.
((((())))))
Leia tried to ignore Mara's angry rambling as she was bodily dragged through the Imperial Palace. She was still trying to wrap her head around what had just happened in the throne room.
The Emperor-the Emperor who also happened to be a Sith Lord-wanted her to be his apprentice! The very idea was just so insane!
However, her mind was abruptly returned to the present when she was roughly shoved through a doorway to which she had barely noticed being brought.
"Just because my master wants you kept in here doesn't mean you're not still a prisoner," Mara informed her as she motioned for Han to walk into the room as well. "Nothing has changed."
Han whistled like he had done earlier in the hallway leading to the Emperor's throne room. "Real nice. This place's swankier than most of the hotels I've ever been in."
"Your master doesn't seem to think I'm a prisoner," Leia told Mara, ignoring Han who had begun investigating the room. (It was huge! And fancier than anything she had ever seen on even the HoloNet!) "In fact, he told me that I was his invited guest."
Mara snorted. "If you believe that, then you're even stupider than I thought. The only 'guests' my master ever has are the people he needs to 'persuade' to do something for him. The ones who aren't 'persuaded' end up dead. So most people just agree to do whatever he says in order to avoid becoming his invited 'guest.'"
"That's funny," Leia commented, "because he seemed to be falling all over himself to convince me that I was a guest and not a prisoner. He even said I was free to go anywhere I wanted without guards, remember?"
Mara's expression darkened for a moment before returning to its normal state of annoyance. It was obvious that she was peeved at the way the Emperor was treating her and Han. (Given how she felt about them, Leia was anything but surprised!) "Just because he says you won't be guarded doesn't mean you won't be watched. I think even you'd be smart enough to realize that my master has eyes everywhere."
"Everywhere?" Han spoke up. He had remained close by while doing his exploration and Leia knew he had been listening to the entire conversation. "Does that include the refresher? 'Cause I happen to have some pretty severe modesty issues."
"Was I talking to you?" Mara demanded to know. She turned back to Leia. "I also plan on keeping a very close eye on you myself."
But Leia had to wonder if the Emperor would actually let her do that. Because once Mara found out about his plans to make her his apprentice (it definitely wouldn't be from her! She liked her life too much to commit suicide, thank you very much!), Mara would probably throw the tantrum to end all tantrums and go on some sort of rampage to get back at him for doing that to her. A rampage that she would be the ultimate target of, something the Emperor would never allow.
"I'll do my best to keep you entertained," Leia sarcastically promised. "What would you prefer for me to do first? Sing or dance?"
"I vote for dancing," Han interjected. "There's nothing quite like watching a good dance."
"Do you ever shut up?" Mara questioned exasperatedly.
"Not really, no," Han told her.
Mara drew her blaster. "How about now?"
"Now's good," Han decided. "I'll be quiet. Promise."
"That's a promise you better plan on keeping because-"
She abruptly stopped speaking, her eyes falling closed.
Leia and Han exchanged glances. He mouthed "what's going on?" but she could only shrug.
But before either of them could take a guess about what was happening to Mara, she came back to herself.
"I've been summoned by my master," she explained, holstering her blaster, "so we'll have to finish this later. This conversation is far from over."
"If you say so," Leia quipped, having a feeling she knew what Mara was being summoned to discuss. (If they heard an explosion somewhere else in the palace in the next five minutes, it was probably going to be Mara after being told who the Emperor wanted his new apprentice to be.) "But I don't plan on losing any sleep over it."
Mara glared hatefully at her.
"You'd better go before your master sends one of his other pets to go get you," Leia couldn't help but add. (She knew it wasn't the smartest thing to say, but she couldn't help herself. Ticking off Mara was just too easy! Not to mention fun!) "You know, one of the ones he actually likes."
Mara snorted. "No one is as valuable to my master as I am. I suggest you remember that."
Leia decided not to comment.
"Bye-bye now," Han put in, waving.
With a roll of her eyes, Mara stomped out of the suite, the door slamming shut behind her.
"Ugh," Leia groaned as soon as she was gone. "It'll be too soon if I never see her again."
"Okay, kid," Han said as Leia went over to the nearest couch and plopped down, "you know the drill. Start talking."
"I don't even know where to begin," Leia admitted. "It's way too weird."
"Weirder than you sneaking off behind your parents' backs to train as a Jedi?"
"Way weirder," she assured him. "Are you ready for this? Emperor Palpatine is the Sith lord and he wants me to be his apprentice."
"The Emperor Emperor?" Han echoed. "As in the Emperor who currently rules the galaxy?"
"Yep," she verified. "That Emperor."
"And he's the Sith lord who wants your dad and is the crazy psycho's boss?"
"Uh-huh," she nodded. "Explains a lot of things, doesn't it?"
"Yep. Sure does."
"But apparently he doesn't even care about Dad anymore," she continued. "This is the really weird part. He claims he sent Mara to bring me to him all along and that she messed up her own orders. I'm here as an invited guest, you know."
"I was wondering about that," he said, referring to her exchange with Mara. "Do you believe him?"
"Not for a second," she assured him. "The guy's a nutcase. I think he's making up stuff as he goes along. For example, he was trying to convince me that he and Dad were best friends at one time and that Dad was his last apprentice. Crazy right?"
"I don't know much about Jedi or Sith, but wouldn't your dad be going around and doing, oh, I don't know, bad stuff to everyone he meets if he were a Sith?"
"My point exactly," she said, "but whack job ruler of the universe claims he has proof that I'll have to believe."
"Like what? A Sith membership card?" Han suggested.
"Scarily, I wouldn't put it past him," Leia told him. She sighed heavily. "This is such a mess."
She didn't know what to do. As crazy as he was, the Emperor was evil and dangerous. Angering him could turn out to be fatal. But she had no intention of becoming his apprentice either.
And then of course there was the whole Mara problem to worry about. If she wasn't careful, master or no master, Mara was going to find an excuse to beat the crap out of her again, something she most definitely was not looking forward too. (It was going to take days to fully recover from the first time!)
"Well, kid," Han said, patting her knee, "if things go as planned, I'll have you out of here and back home with your family in less than a week."
She raised her eyebrow. "Let me guess. This is the whole 'later' thing you were talking about before?"
"Yep," he verified. "I may not have access to an astro droid, but I know my way around a computer terminal. Find me one and I can do some digging to find a way out of here. Once we're in the city, I know a few people who owe me a couple of favors. They'll hide us until Chewie gets here on the Falcon."
"Did I mention that the Emperor knows about you being here?" she brought up.
"I'm not surprised," he said. "I did tell Mara that I was an Imperial deserter. Not that I knew she was with the Empire herself at the time, but it was the only way I could get her agree to let me stay with you." He shrugged. "Though after meeting you, I'm sure the Emperor is congratulating her for making the deal with me."
"Do I even want to know?"
Han grinned. "I kind of told Mara that you would be a wildly out of control prisoner and that I was the only person that could make you behave."
Leia rolled her eyes. "I had to ask."
"Hey, it was the best I could come up with on short notice," he defended himself. "What did you want me to say? That you're my love slave and that I wanted to be paid for my property?"
"Love slave?" Leia echoed in disbelief. (Thank for the Force that he hadn't actually used that! Mara probably would have wanted proof!) "Please tell me that you would have never seriously said that."
He grinned again. "Why? You don't think Mara would have believed me?"
She gave him a look.
"As I was saying, while you're letting the Emperor spout his nice little tales about your dad, I'm going to be busy searching for an escape route," he told her. "Mara may claim that there are eyes everywhere in this place, but in my experience, there's no such thing as a completely secure building."
"But this isn't just any building," she reminded him. "This is the Imperial Palace."
"Eh, a building's a building," he assured her. "Don't you worry about it. You do your thing and I'll do mine. Deal?"
"Just promise me you'll be careful," she urged.
"Yeah, yeah," he waved her off. "I'll be fine."
"Uh-huh. And when you get caught?"
"I'll just remind them why they need to keep me with you," he replied with another smug grin. "Remember, you're wild and completely out of control without me."
She groaned. "I hate you."
"I know."
((((())))))
Mara paused as she arrived at her master's door and attempted to purge the remaining anger from her mind. The last thing she wanted was for him to detect how she was feeling. Because once he sensed her anger, he would ask her about it.
And he would not be happy when he learned the cause.
From the time she was small, it had been drilled into her that she was to obey her master's every order without question, no matter what it was. And for the most part, she always had. (She knew the kind of punishments that awaited her if she did not. She had experienced them first-hand many years before and dreaded ever going through them again.) But today, she had nearly fought with him over a direct order and although she had eventually obeyed, it had left her infuriated.
Leia Skywalker was her prisoner, her capture. If anyone had the right to be there while he interrogated the brat, it was her. Instead, she had been ordered out of the room like the lowliest of servants. How dare he!
And if that hadn't been bad enough, to add insult to injury, she had then been sent on an errand that any stormtrooper could have done. It was utterly humiliating!
Why was her master doing this to her? The last time they had spoken, he had been pleased with her work. So why was he now treating her like she had failed him? It didn't make any sense. But she knew it wasn't her place to question him, so unless he told her what she had done to earn his disfavor, she would probably never know.
Feeling confident that she had removed the last traces of her anger, she reached out with the Force to announce her arrival.
Enter, my Hand, came his silent reply.
She immediately opened the doors and went in, moving to his throne as quickly as she could without running.
She knelt down before him. "What is thy bidding, my master?" she dutifully recited.
"You may rise," he instructed her and she did so. "Young Skywalker and her companion arrived at the ambassador's suite?"
"Yes, Master," she informed him, immediately suppressing the flare of anger that formed at the mention of the distasteful errand. "I had just brought them there when you summoned me back."
"Very good," he nodded. "Tell me, did they seemed pleased with their quarters?"
"Captain Solo did," she honestly answered, wondering why it even mattered. (She still didn't understand why her master was treating Leia like a guest instead of the prisoner she was. Clearly it had something to with his plan to convince Vader to rejoin him.) "Leia did not have anything to say about it."
She decided that it would be unwise to mention that that was because Leia was too busy engaging her in a taunting match to notice her surroundings.
"It does not matter," her master decided. "They will do for now. I will ask her myself tomorrow. If she dislikes them, I will move her and Captain Solo to a room more to her liking."
Mara merely nodded, again wondering what difference a prisoner's opinion made. Leia was merely bait for her weak father. What possible impact could his daughter's comfort and happiness have on his decision whether or not to rejoin the Sith?
"You are hiding your feelings from me, my Hand," he suddenly said, abruptly changing the subject. "Is this because you are angry with me and do not want me to know?"
Mara was too stunned to respond. He knew? (Apparently, she had not done as thorough a job purging her emotions as she had thought.) And even worse, he knew that her anger was aimed at him.
She braced herself for the storm to follow.
"You have nothing to fear, my dear," he continued when she did not respond, his calm voice and Force-sense shocking her. (He wasn't furious with her?) "I truthfully would be much more surprised if you were not angry at all."
Huh?
"Master?" she questioned, now very confused. This was very unlike him. Why wasn't he mad at her? What was going on?
He smiled at her. "I know you too well, my Hand. I sent you away without an explanation. That alone is more than enough to earn your wrath. But I assure you, it was done with a reason and could not have been prevented."
Mara did not know what to think. She had been treated that way on purpose? Why?
"I did it because I changed my plans for the Skywalker girl at the last minute," he informed her. "I did not have time to warn you before you brought her before me and I knew that if you were present that you would openly contradict me. And since I did not want her knowing that what I told her was not my original intentions for her, I thought it best if I sent you away before I spoke with her."
Mara was stunned. That was the entire reason she had been treated so poorly? Because he didn't want her contradicting him in front of the prisoner? She couldn't believe it. It was even more insulting than she thought! He didn't trust her to stay silent when they weren't alone? How could he claim to know her "too well" and then think something like that?
"It is because of what you have shared with me in our last conversations that I changed my plans," he explained, not even bothering to comment on her emotional turmoil, which she knew that he sensed. "From what you have told me about your observations and interactions with Vader, it is clear that he has grown soft over the years. He is no longer the reckless and emotionally unstable youth that I wanted to have as my apprentice. He is unfit to be a Sith. His daughter, however, who is as powerful as he is and just as emotionally volatile, has not been tainted by any Jedi training.
"She will make a fine apprentice," he matter-of-factly announced.
What? No!
Mara struggled to maintain her composure at this devastating revelation. He was going to make that-that brat his apprentice? She couldn't believe it. After all she had done for him? After all her years of loyal service? It wasn't fair!
But now everything about his treatment of Leia made sense. Why she had been given the best quarters and why he was concerned about whether or not she liked them. Why she had been given the freedom to move around the palace unguarded and why he had not cared that Captain Solo had insinuated himself into the situation. Her master was trying to woo her to his side. An apprenticeship must be entered by a being's free will. Leia had to want to become a Sith...
"You see, I knew you that had already told her that she was a prisoner, my Hand," her master continued, seemingly oblivious to her displeasure. (She knew for a fact that he wasn't. Her master was always aware of everything around him.) "In order to convince her that this was not the case, I had to tell her that you had made a mistake. And I knew how you would have reacted had you been present when I told her this."
Mara had to concede that he had a point. She would not have silently stood by while her master presented her as an incompetent to the girl. She would have defended herself...
And earned herself a punishment most likely far worse than any she had ever experienced.
"Do I have your forgiveness, my Hand?" he asked.
Mara gave the only answer she could.
"Of course, my master."
"I am relieved to hear it," he said, though she had a feeling it wouldn't have mattered even if she hadn't. He wanted Leia as his apprentice and would not let anything stand in his way.
Not even his loyal Hand.
"I have an assignment for you while I am preoccupied with young Skywalker," he went on, changing the subject once more. "You are to proceed with your original plan for Captain Solo but with one small change: after Leia has accepted the offer of apprenticeship, you are to let him succeed."
"What?"
Had he lost his mind? Solo would not leave without Leia. And apprenticeship or no apprenticeship, Leia wouldn't...
Oh!'
Her master smiled again, thankfully unaware of the revelation she had just had. "Once young Skywalker agrees to become my apprentice, leaving here will be the last thing on her mind. She'll want to stay."
"Solo won't leave without her," she pointed out as she began to piece together a way to ensure her place as apprentice. "If Leia refuses to go, he'll try to take her by force."
"I sincerely doubt that," her master waved her off. "Captain Solo is her friend. He would not want to jeopardize that friendship by making her do something against her will. Most likely, he'll leave and attempt to contact her parents since he knows her father is coming to rescue her. But if he doesn't, it does not really matter. Leia will be too focused on her training to bother much with him."
"When am I to begin supplying him with the false schematics for the palace?" she asked. (She had not noticed him go into her mind to learn her plans for Solo. She must have been too preoccupied with other things to sense it.)
"Tomorrow morning will be fine," her master said. "I doubt he will be in the mood to hack into our network today. And even if he is, he will not be able to make any progress unless we allow it."
"As you command," Mara accepted.
Although he would never say it out loud, she knew that this assignment was designed to keep her busy as well. Because of her ambitions to be his apprentice, he was worried that she would interfere with his training of Leia.
He had nothing to worry about.
After all, what she had in mind was far better than just disrupting her training...
"What about Vader?" she asked to quickly cover up her thoughts. "What will happen when he arrives and discovers that his daughter is now your apprentice?"
And even more sinister smile crossed her master's face.
"He will die by her hand."
And then he began to laugh in a way that sent chills down her spine.
((((())))))
Padmé sighed as she put the finishing touches on the hairstyle she had chosen to attempt. While it was the most complex style she had ever tried on her own, it was nowhere near as elaborate as the work of her handmaidens during her years as queen and senator. But it would have to suffice for her "return" to the galaxy. Hopefully Bail and the others wouldn't notice the drastic change in quality.
"Tell me again why you're going back to the weird way you used to wear your hair?" Anakin asked from the bed, where he had been sitting and watching her (as usual) after he had finished his own transformation back to his old self. (She would be lying if she said she wasn't glad to see the beard go. It was so wonderful to see his face again!) "The way you wear it now is so much better."
She rolled her eyes before turning around on her stool to face him. Leave it to her husband to make his opinion so bluntly known.
"Because this is how my old colleagues will expect me to look," she explained. "Naboo has always been known as one of the strongest followers of tradition in the Republic and our most visible tradition is the appearance of any woman holding any kind of office. I'm sure you remember how the queen is expected to look?"
He made a face. "How could I forget? Not only is the hair even weirder than what you did with it as senator, but there's that stuff you put on your face, too. Ugh! Makes me wonder if your entire planet is blind!"
She couldn't help but laugh. "You know, there are some people who would run you off of the planet for saying that. They consider the queen to be the epitome of beauty."
"I only have one thing to say: your home planet is weird!"
"Is that your professional opinion, Master Jedi?" she asked him teasingly.
"Yes!" he informed her. "In my opinion the people of Naboo are weird. There! I said it! Happy?"
She rolled her eyes a second time. "Remind me why I agreed to marry you again?"
"Do you want the short list or the long?"
"Never mind," she decided, shaking her head. "Anyway, making myself look as close to my old self as possible will go a long way in ensuring that Bail and the others believe I am who I claim to be. Remember, it's been sixteen years since they last saw me and, well, I'm not a young woman anymore. I look a lot different than I used to."
"You're still as beautiful as the day I met you," Anakin assured her. "No, I take that back. You're even more beautiful now than you used to be."
"You say that now," she said with a smile. "Just wait a few months until I'm as big as a star cruiser."
It has apparently been the wrong thing to say because his face immediately fell.
"Anakin?" she questioned, wondering why her joke had upset him. "What is it, my love?"
She knew her early morning illness had shaken his already fragile nerves (the poor man panicked if she sneezed!), but she had assumed that he had relaxed after they both had come to the conclusion that it was simply morning sickness. (Although she wouldn't know for certain until she had a pregnancy test, she had been suspicious of the possibility for over a week now. She had been experiencing the familiar symptoms of her last two pregnancies and her menstrual cycle was late as well. This morning's nausea was more than enough to convince her that she was pregnant again.) After all, he had gone through this before with her when she had been pregnant with Ammae. Yes, her vomiting had been particularly violent this morning, leaving her weak, but she had attributed that to her stress and lack of sleep. (The timing was more than a little inconvenient, but she was confident that the situation with Leia would be resolved long before her new baby was born.) So what was really bothering him?
"You know I hate it when you're sick, Padmé," he told her. "I worry about you."
She smiled at him reassuringly. "You have nothing to worry about, my love. It's just morning sickness. It's perfectly normal, remember? I feel fine now. I promise."
"Only until tomorrow morning," he pointed out.
"It is called morning sickness for a reason, Anakin," she reminded him. "But if you remember from last time, it passes fairly quickly and I'm fine for the rest of the day. You really have nothing to be worried about."
"Last time is exactly why I'm worried," he informed her. "You worked yourself so hard that you nearly lost Ammae!"
Of course!
In an instant, she realized why he was so concerned: Anakin was fixating on the negative consequences she had brought upon herself during a crisis that had occurred during the early months of her pregnancy with Ammae. Now he was afraid that she would suffer through them all over again simply because of the fact that she was once again pregnant.
Back when they had been living in the small settlement of Malisth on the planet Postaym as the Novalens, a heated dispute had broken out between two factions of the city workers. One group had been pushing to bring in more droids to take over a lot of the less glamorous and highly dangerous jobs. Their opposition had argued that doing so would put a lot of good people out of work. Neither side would listen to the reasoning of the other and things had just gotten ugly.
At the time, Padmé had only been working part-time at the local government office because Luke and Leia had been so young. However, she had been the only person there with any negotiating experience whatsoever. (All of the leaders had panicked, none of them knowing what to do. Because Malisth was only a relatively young settlement, a situation like it had never come up before.) Realizing she had had no choice, she had volunteered her services to settle the dispute.
She had regretted it almost immediately.
From the beginning, both sides had been adamant that their way was the only way and that to compromise was to accept defeat. They had been vocally opposed to any solution that would benefit both factions. Each was determined to come out the ultimate winner.
It also didn't help that the leaders of the two factions, Evaran and Rirder, were long-time rivals and openly wanted to defeat each other. Because of this long-standing rivalry, every possible solution Padmé had brought before them was instantly turned down flat on principle. To accept any one of them would have been to accept a compromise, which was unacceptable in their eyes.
From almost the beginning, it had appeared to be a losing battle.
But Padmé had never been one for giving up so easily and had been determined to find a solution that would satisfy both groups no matter what. And that determination had led her to putting in the longest work hours of her career, longer than she had ever done as either queen or senator. She had even worked on the problem during her days off.
And it had taken a very visible toll on her health, even before the morning sickness had begun...
Looking back, she realized that she had made some very poor decisions at the time. But after she had been nearly hospitalized that last time, she had admitted to herself that she should have resigned her position the second her health had been affected. But she hadn't because she had felt like she would have been letting her colleagues down because they did not know what to do. She had been the only one in the office with the skills or experience to run a negotiation. If her health hadn't forced her to step down and take early maternity leave, there was no telling how long the dispute would have dragged out. (In an ironic twist of fate, both Evaran and Rirder had blamed themselves for her health issues and had then quickly reached an agreement on their own.)
What Anakin was worried about would never happen again. She had learned that lesson too well all those years ago. Yet she guessed she shouldn't have been too surprised that her husband didn't realize that. Nor that he assumed any kind of stress would endanger her and her unborn child. Anakin was Anakin, after all.
Sighing, she stood up from her stool and went over to the bed, where she sat down next to him.
Taking both his hands in hers, she said, "Anakin, I swear to you, what happened last time was entirely my own fault. I promise. I pushed myself too hard and I suffered the consequences. That's all. But I've learned my lesson and it will never happen again. You have my word."
He met her gaze, his eyes full of fear and worry. "You say that now, but what's going to happen once we make contact with the Alliance? What if you're sick when the High Council wants to meet with you? I know you too well, Padmé. You always put everyone else ahead of yourself and this is for our daughter's life. You won't say no."
"Oh, Anakin," she sighed, understanding his concerns completely. There was a time when he would have been correct. But she had learned from her past mistakes and she refused to make the same ones again. And besides, as Obi-Wan had repeatedly assured them, Leia was in no immediate danger... "How many times do I have to say it before you'll believe me? I won't be meeting with anyone if I don't feel up to it. And I sincerely doubt the High Council will have a problem with having to reschedule a meeting if I'm unwell at the original time."
"But what if they tell you that you only have this one chance to meet with them and that's it?" he pressed. "Can you honestly tell me that you wouldn't force yourself to go?"
She forced down the exasperation she was beginning to feel. Where in the universe did he get some of his ideas? (She could only imagine how much worse his what-ifs had been when he was a child. She would have to one day ask Obi-Wan about them.)
"First of all, there's is no reason why I'd be given one chance and one chance only to meet with them," she informed him. "Not only is that highly unprofessional, but it's extremely rude. And considering that I know every single member of the High Council and none of them have ever acted that way, I don't think you have anything to worry about. And second, it wouldn't make any sense for them to do that. Treating me that way would only alienate me and according to Obi-Wan, they very much want me to join the Alliance. Why would you even think such a thing?"
"Because of what Obi-Wan said about it being difficult for them to all come together," he explained. "I just assumed that because of that they would have a very tight schedule and if you missed your opportunity to speak with them that that would be it."
She shook her head and gave him a gentle smile. It never ceased to amaze her how little he still knew of the galaxy. (She supposed she was to blame for a lot of it since she had never made an effort to fill in the blanks in his education. As a Jedi, he had only been taught the things he needed to know to perform his job as a peacekeeper. And scheduling meetings was most likely not a skill he had ever needed to develop.)
"I don't think any schedule is that tight," she assured him. "And it's very common for appointments to be moved around. I should know. I've done my share of schedule rearranging to accommodate people.
"But just for the sake of argument, let's say that they did only give me the one chance to meet with them and I was too ill to make it," she continued, curious to hear how he would deal with such a dilemma. She had only agreed to go to the Alliance because he had begged her. What would he do if she was unable to bring them their plea for help? "What would we do then?"
"I've actually already talked about it with Obi-Wan," he revealed, pleasantly surprising her. It was a sign of the maturity he had gained over the years. In the past, he would have kept it to himself until she had pushed him to discuss his worries. "He thought that I should speak to the Council in your place."
What?
She was barely able to prevent a shocked gasp from escaping her lips. Obi-Wan had actually said that? She couldn't believe it. Obi-Wan knew better than anyone how big of a mistake that would be. If there were two things Anakin completely lacked, they were subtlety and tact, especially when he was emotionally invested in the current situation. He would reveal everything! All he would have to do was open his mouth and they would lose their one chance at the help they so desperately needed.
Thank the Force that she would be the one doing the negotiating!
"Really?" she calmly replied, not wanting Anakin to become insulted by her lack of confidence (unfortunately justifiable) in his oratory skills. "And did you two discuss how you were going to explain both your relationship to me and why we've been in hiding for the last sixteen years?"
"Actually, um, we really didn't get that far," he admitted sheepishly. "He told me that I was getting ahead of myself because we didn't know yet for a fact that you were pregnant and that we should wait until we find out for sure."
Now there was the Obi-Wan she knew.
"He's exactly right," she told him. "You are getting way ahead of yourself. We haven't even reached Alderaan yet, Anakin. What we need to be focusing on is how Obi-Wan is going to get Bail to see us because we can't just walk into the palace and ask for an audience. The majority of the galaxy happens to think the two of us are dead."
"That's true," he agreed, nodding his head.
"But back to your original concern," she continued, returning the subject to the cause of his current distress, "it's very unlikely that any meeting with the High Council would take place before mid-morning. My morning sickness will be long over before they even gather together. I know I keep saying this, but you really don't have anything to worry about, my love."
"But I can't help but worry," he insisted. "I saw how much you suffered last time, Padmé. I'm so terrified that it will happen all over again."
"Anakin, listen to me," she said, taking her hands and placing them on his face, "nothing is going to happen to me this time. I promise you. The situation on Postaym with Evaran and Rider was completely different from what speaking with the High Council will be like. This isn't settling a dispute between two parties who are opposed to reaching any sort of compromise. This is simply a request for resources that will make our rescue of Leia possible. Nothing more."
"I just don't want to see you so sick again," he told her.
"I know," she replied before leaning in and kissing him softly. "And you won't. I promise." A playful smile appeared on her lips. "It's not like I'm asking them to divert all of their forces to invade Coruscant, you know. All I'm asking for is a few maps, some fake IDs, a blaster or two, and possibly a babysitter for Luke and Ammae while we're away. I don't think that's too much to ask, do you?"
He smiled back at her. "Well, maybe the part about the babysitter is a little much, but hey, you never know."
They both laughed before growing serious again.
"We're going to get her back, Anakin," she quietly told him. "I promise you."
"I know we are," he agreed.
"Whatever it takes."
((((())))))
Ammae sighed heavily and put down the datapad as she finally gave up trying to read her science assignment. She had been stuck on the same sentence for about ten minutes now. It was definitely time to stop.
After Mom and Dad had finished telling her the full version of their pasts (it saddened her to know that they had left things out the first time they had shared their history because they had been afraid she would stop loving them because of what Dad had done. But Dad had only done those horrible things because he had been tricked into thinking that they were the only way to save Mom's life. Why would she hate him for that? It's not like he enjoyed what he'd been made to do!), she had decided to try doing some of her homework as a way of keeping herself from thinking about everything that had happened. But it hadn't worked. She hadn't been able to concentrate at all. Instead all she could focus on was Leia.
Leia who had been kidnapped in her place.
All because she had come to her rescue.
What made it all the more horrible was that she and Leia barely got along. Leia constantly made fun of her and picked on her love of learning. (She'd even heard Leia refer to her as "the droid"!) Sure there were times when they did get along, but they were few and far between. So for Leia to risk her own life to save her...
The guilt was overwhelming.
And she couldn't stop her imagination from showing her all of the possible things that Leia, who was being held prisoner by the most evil person in the universe, could be going through. (Although Mom, Dad, and Obi-Wan had assured her that Leia would not be harmed, that didn't mean she'd be treated like a guest. She was a prisoner, after all!) She had read a ton of books on the subject. She knew all the horrible things that happened to people in prison.
How small was the cell she was being held in? How hard was the bedding? Had she been given a prison uniform to wear? Was she being given enough food? Did she have a cell mate? Did she have any privacy?
The questions were endless and every one made her shudder.
And knowing that she could have been the one experiencing it all made her physically ill.
She wondered how upset the Emperor would be when he discovered that Mara had brought him the wrong captive. Not that it really mattered since the same end result would be achieved: Dad coming back to him.
A hand suddenly landed on her shoulder.
She nearly jumped from her chair.
"I didn't mean to startle you, young one," the now-familiar voice of Obi-Wan apologized. "I'm very sorry. I sensed your distress and I only came over to see if you were all right. Is there anything I can do to help?"
"Y-you're doing it all ready," she managed as she waited for her heart to stop racing. (She know he hadn't meant it, but Force, had he scared her!) "You, Mom, and Dad are trying to rescue Leia."
"Hey, is everything okay?" Luke asked as he came to join them.
"Yeah," Ammae assured him. "I'm fine. I just can't stop thinking about all the things that could be happening to Leia right now. Do you know the kinds of things they do to prisoners?"
As she spoke the words, the awful images once again began filling her head: Leia in a cramped cell. Leia in the dark. Leia in clothes that were dirty and torn...
Sometimes she really, really, really, really hated her need to know everything!
Luke gulped. "N-no." He turned to Obi-Wan. "I thought you and Dad said nothing was going to happen to her."
"And that is the truth," Obi-Wan spoke up. "Nothing is going to happen to her. She is perfectly safe in the Empire's custody. Remember, the Emperor won't dare to lay a hand on her. He knows what will happen if your father finds so much as a scratch on her. He wants him back too badly. He won't risk losing him again."
"But how is that possible?" Ammae wanted to know. "She's been taken prisoner. If she's thrown in a cell, how can he keep her unharmed?"
In her research, she'd learned horrifying things about the treatment of prisoners by not only the other inmates but the guards as well. If Leia only got a scratch, she's be considered extremely lucky!
"I sincerely doubt she'll be simply 'thrown' in a cell," Obi-Wan countered, surprising her. "As I said, the Emperor needs her unharmed in order to win your father back. It's more likely that she will be assigned quarters somewhere in the palace where he can control who interacts with her."
She had to admit that it made sense. Getting Dad back as his apprentice was all the Emperor cared about. And Dad would probably kill him if anything at all happened to Leia...
"I think you should trust Obi-Wan on this," Luke insisted. "Even Dad says the same thing and Dad knows the Emperor better than any one of us. Leia's going to be okay until she's rescued."
"So basically you're saying she's going to be treated like a guest?" Ammae questioned, starting to feel a little better.
"For all intents and purposes, yes, she will," Obi-Wan confirmed. "But that does not mean she will have any freedom. She'll probably be confined to her quarters the entire time."
"Leia's going to go insane," Luke commented. "She's used to doing whatever she wants whenever she wants."
"Yeah," Ammae agreed. "She's probably going to drive everyone around her crazy too!"
She could just picture Leia ambushing some poor person or droid assigned to bringing her something like food. It would not be pretty!
"Have we eased your mind somewhat, young one?" Obi-Wan kindly asked.
She nodded. "You have. Thank you."
"I'm very glad to hear it," he said, smiling. "Now, since I have the both of you here, there is something I'd like to talk to you about."
"What is it?" Luke wanted to know.
"Beginning your Jedi training," Obi-Wan announced.
"It is long past due for the two of you to be introduced to your heritage."
Luke and Ammae looked at each other.
"Whoa."
((((())))))
"What now?" Leia groaned as she heard the sounds of someone once again punching in the code to open her door. (Apparently being allowed to lock the door from the inside didn't mean that anyone with an override code couldn't visit her any time they wanted. So much for being a guest!)
"Maybe a midmorning snack?" Han suggested from his position in front of the computer terminal. (He had been poking around the Imperial network all morning, finding it suspiciously easy to hack into. It made both of them wonder if Mara or the Emperor had figured out his plan. And if they had...) "Because I don't think that breakfast they sent over was big enough."
She rolled her eyes. "So says the man who nearly ate himself sick."
They had both awakened to the sound of droids setting up the most elaborate breakfast feast she had ever seen in the dining area of their quarters. There had been enough food to feed an army.
It had been, of course, yet another part of the Emperor's scheme to woo her into agreeing to become his apprentice. It had started yesterday shortly after Mara had been summoned away. (On purpose, no doubt.) Droids had begun flowing in and out of her quarters all day long with numerous gifts: clothing, reading material, holofilms, etc. (Did the Emperor really think she was weak enough to be swayed by stuff? And where was that supposed "evidence" he had promised to show her?) Even the meals had been over the top, though nothing compared with today's breakfast. (She couldn't help but wonder who had been deprived of a meal because of her. She wouldn't put it past Palpatine to take food from his own staff if it meant hers would be bigger and better.)
"What can I say? I've never been able to turn down a good meal," he defended himself as the door beeped to indicate the lock disengaging.
The door immediately slid open...
Revealing the Emperor standing in the doorway.
Oh, great, she grumbled as she got up from her seat, here we go.
Without turning her head to look, she heard Han get up from the terminal and she assumed he began making his way over to her. (While she appreciated his protectiveness, she feared that it would eventually get him killed. He'd been lucky so far that Mara had barely tolerated his sarcasm. She wasn't so sure the Emperor would be even a quarter as tolerant. She prayed that he would keep his big mouth closed until after the Emperor left.)
"Good morning, young Skywalker," Palpatine greeted her as he entered into her quarters. Following behind him was an annoyed-looking Mara. (Judging by her extra-annoyed expression, she'd been told of his plans. Leia made a mental note not to harass her for a little while just to be on the safe side. She was probably more violent than usual right now!) "I trust you have been well since I last saw you?"
Well? she silently snorted. That's a good one! Did he show such concern for all of his prisoners or was she just special?
Folding her arms, she said, "I'm still in one piece, so I guess I must be."
She felt a gentle touch on her arm. Han letting her know he was now near her and ready to protect her if needed. (Please don't say anything!)
The Emperor chuckled and smiled his creepy smile at that. "As I have told you, you are my guest. What sort of host would I be if you were to come to any harm during your stay?"
"A typical Sith lord host," she shot back.
He laughed again. "And the items I've sent?" he asked, ignoring her attempt to insult him. (He was really good at that!) "Have they been to your liking?"
She indicated the pile of gifts. "You mean those? I haven't exactly had the chance to go through them but I'll let you know as soon as I do. I've kinda had other things on my mind, you know."
"Of course. And would any of those 'other things' happen to be my offer? Have you considered it any further?"
She gave him a look. "You really don't get it, do you? I don't want to be your apprentice. I don't want to be a Sith. I'm very happy being a Jedi. My answer still is and will always be 'no'."
"That remains to be seen," he replied mysteriously as he reached into his robes and produced a holodisc. "This disc contains the proof of your father's apprenticeship to me that I promised you yesterday." He held it out to her. "I would like you to watch it before I make my offer again."
Leia could only stare at the disc in disbelief. She had been so sure that the "evidence" that he would bring her would be something so obviously fake that she could easily throw it in his face. But a holorecording was the last thing she had ever expected.
It was something that could be real...
But, no, she reminded herself, that didn't mean that it had to be. Holorecordings could be faked just like anything else.
But to make a convincing one in a couple of days...
She suddenly didn't feel so good.
But unwilling to let the Emperor know how seeing the disc had affected her, she nonchalantly said, "Sure. Fine. Whatever. Just put it in the pile and I'll get to it later, okay?"
"You will watch the disc now," Palpatine informed her. "I am not leaving this room until you give me your final answer."
"Maybe she doesn't want to watch it now," Han spoke up and Leia silently cringed. "And if-"
"Han," she cut him off, finally turning to him. "Don't. Please."
"Don't what?" he questioned. "If you don't want to watch it now, you shouldn't be made to watch it now. It's that simple."
"No, it's not," she told him. (What she wouldn't give to be a telepath right now!) "And you have to stay out of this. Please?"
He gave her an exasperated look before throwing up his hands. "Fine. Whatever you want, sweetheart. I was just trying to help."
"I know," she assured him, once more wishing she had a way to tell him why she wanted him to stay quiet. (She'd bet everything she owned that he'd agree if he knew!) "And I really do appreciate it."
"Save it for later," Mara interrupted. "You have a holo to watch. My master is waiting."
Leia shot her a dirty look. "All right. Let me get this over with."
The sick feeling in her stomach growing worse, she went over and took the disc from the Emperor's outstretched hand.
He smiled. "I believe you will find the contents to be highly...enlightening."
That's what I'm afraid of, she silently replied.
She thought about taking her time to make her way over to the holoprojecter, but decided that they would know what she was doing and somehow take it out on Han.
She reached the projector and, taking a deep breath, slid in the disc.
She stepped back as the holo began to play.
The first image to appear was a large hallway. There were several figures converging in the hallway, seeming to be waiting for something.
Each figure held an ignited lightsaber.
"Jedi..." she murmured as she realized who she was seeing.
"Yes," the Emperor confirmed. "What you see before you is security footage from the Jedi Temple."
The Jedi Temple?
Truthfully, she had no way of knowing whether or not what she was seeing was real. She had never seen holos of the Temple before, so the scene before her could be of any place in the galaxy.
But she had a terrible feeling that this was footage of the real Jedi Temple and what she was about to see would leave her with nightmares.
Mom and Dad had told her what the Emperor had done to the Jedi. He had sent his troopers to the Temple and they had killed everyone they had found inside.
Including the children.
But why was she being shown this? What did it have to do with Dad supposedly being a Sith apprentice?
Within seconds, the attack began. But curiously, the scene was not overrun by troopers as she had expected. Instead, the Jedi began to converge at one end of the hall and, from all appearances, they seemed to be...dueling someone.
Apparently, the Emperor had sent someone else to the Temple besides the troopers. Someone that Mom and Dad had not known about. (Which, in a way, was good. It was one less thing to burden them.) And this someone was apparently as adept with a lightsaber as any Jedi because the Jedi were being driven back down the hall.
And then they began to die one by one right before her eyes.
She was suddenly overcome with nausea. She had never seen anyone actually die before. It was the most horrible thing she had ever witnessed. (The worst she had ever seen until now was broken limbs, more often than not inflicted by her own hand.) She wanted nothing more than to throw up.
But she could not tear her eyes away from the hologram.
She had to see who this monstrous killer was.
She wanted to know who could have done such a disgusting thing to the innocent Jedi.
She needed to know.
Finally, the being responsible for so many Jedi deaths came into cam range. He or she was very tall and completely covered by a hooded cloak. The hood prevented her from seeing the killer's face, but the lightsaber he or she wielded with deadly precision was in plain view.
A blue lightsaber...
It was only a coincidence, she told herself as she realized what the Emperor wanted her to believe about this recording. From what Dad had told her and Ammae, the two main Jedi lightsaber colors were blue and green. The attacker didn't necessarily have to have been a former Jedi.
It was not her father.
It couldn't be.
He would never...
But then the unthinkable happened. The attacker's face turned towards the holocam and she was given a perfect view.
By the Force...
It was Dad!
She was too shocked to react, too shocked to give in to the nausea that was now overwhelming her. All she could simply do was stare as the recorded image of her father continued to slaughter the Jedi.
"I believe that you will find this to be sufficient proof of Anakin Skywalker's time as my apprentice," Palpatine spoke from his position behind her. "The attack was, of course, on my orders but the original idea was actually your father's."
Leia whirled around to stare at him.
"What?"
She was having enough difficulty believing her own eyes that Dad had killed his fellow Jedi. Now she was supposed to believe that it had been his own idea?
The Emperor gave her another one of his horrid smiles. "Anakin used to come to me all the time to tell me how the Jedi were mistreating him. He knew that they did not trust him because of his power and that they were purposely slowing down his training. He resented that he was being held back simply because they were afraid of his abilities. He longed to be able to make them pay for what they did to him."
Leia wasn't sure she believed everything the Emperor was telling her (Dad had done nothing but speak of the Jedi with praise), but there was apparently some truth in there in order for Dad to have done what he had done. He would not up and kill the people he claimed he had thought of as his "family" for no reason.
Or would he?
How well did she even know her father? Was anything he had ever told her the truth? Did Mom know what he had done? (Of course not, she decided. She would have never stayed with him if she did.) Did he really even love any of them?
Of course he loved them, she vehemently reminded herself. She had felt his love. Like for every hour of every day, for her entire life! If there was one thing she would always be certain about Dad, it was that he loved Mom, Luke, Ammae, and herself. (Love was kind of impossible to fake, especially in a house full of Force-sensitives!)
Yet how could someone so capable of love...
"Did he or your mother ever tell you of the prophecy of the Chosen One?" the Emperor asked, interrupting her chaotic thoughts.
Prophecy? What prophecy?
This was the first she had heard of any prophecy. What did it have to do with anything?
"N-no," she told him, trying to ignore the sickening sounds coming from the still-playing holo.
"How surprising," Palpatine commented, "considering how important it was to the Jedi and to your father's eventual agreement to be my apprentice. But no matter. I will tell it to you now.
"There is an ancient Jedi prophecy that speaks of one who will be born of the Force and will be the most powerful Jedi to ever live," he informed her. "This Jedi will be destined to bring balance to the Force. In other words, he will ensure that neither the light side nor the dark side will overpower the other.
"The Jedi believed your father to be that Chosen One."
This was definitely something she'd never heard before. Why hadn't Mom or Dad mentioned it? It was apparently important if it was part of the reason why Dad had...had...murdered all those innocent Jedi.
"They had many reasons for believing that your father was the one they had been waiting all those years for," the Emperor continued. "He had the highest number of midi-cholorians ever recorded, making him the most powerful Jedi in the history of the Order. But more importantly, he did not have a father."
Leia raised an eyebrow at this. No father? There was one she'd never heard. Sure, Dad and Mom had just mentioned Grandma Shmi, but that didn't mean he had not had a father. (She and Luke had always assumed that Dad's father had died when he was little and he didn't remember him.)
"Shmi Skywalker specifically told the Jedi that discovered Anakin that there had been no father," the Emperor emphasized. "She told them that she had just become pregnant with Anakin and she did not know how it happened. This plus his extraordinary midi-chlorian count convinced the Jedi that Anakin was the Chosen One.
"But after they learned what he was capable of, the Jedi began to fear him," Palpatine went on. "They knew that he could easily surpass the most experienced Masters at a very young age and that would upset the rigid order of things they had upheld for generations. So the Jedi did the only thing they could to maintain their precious way of life: they held him back."
Leia failed to see how this would make anyone angry enough to commit mass murder, but as she was quickly learning, her father was not the man she had thought he was. But, then again, Dad was a pretty patient guy. (With three kids, especially one like her, he had to be!) The Emperor was probably making this part up.
"Anakin's anger and resentment of the Jedi grew stronger with every passing year," Palpatine continued. "Until finally..." He gestured for her to turn back to the holo. "You need to watch this."
She turned back to the projection to see that the location had changed. Instead of a hallway, she was being shown a large, round chamber. It was dark inside but she could barely make out the small figures huddling behind the chairs.
Are those...?
Her question was answered immediately as the cloaked figure she now knew to be her father entered the image. The small figures came out of hiding and revealed themselves to be nothing more than children.
Oh my...
Leia wanted to close her eyes against what she knew was about to happen but a small part of her kept hoping that she was wrong, that Dad would never do that despite what she'd already witnessed.
"Master Skywalker," a small boy spoke up, "there are too many of them. What should we do?"
The answer that came was not verbal and it sickened Leia so much that she ran to the nearest trash receptacle, dropped to her knees, and vomited the entire contents of her stomach.
What she had just seen...
What Dad had done...
She dry-heaved as she became sick all over again.
Why, Dad? Why?
She felt the tears begin to well up in her eyes as she wiped at her mouth.
A hand landed on her back and began to rub it.
"Easy, sweetheart," came Han's voice softly into her ear. "Take it easy. I've got you. You're okay now."
Her first instinct was to collapse gratefully into his arms, but she resisted, determined to see this through. She had to find out why Dad had done this-this thing. And, unfortunately, the Emperor was her only source of information.
So far, none of what she was being told made any sense. The Anakin Skywalker she had known her entire life would not whack off the people he had repeatedly called his family for something as minor as being held back. He could not have been such a completely different person sixteen years ago. (Unless he'd had a personality transplant!) No, there had to be a different reason. A bigger reason. But what?
And why had he run off afterwards to live the quiet life of a mechanic and family man? What had he accomplished by killing the Jedi? What had he gotten from his murderous rampage that had allowed him to so completely put it behind him that he acted like he hadn't been part of it?
Did he even feel guilty for what he had done? Did he ever think about it? (She knew he hadn't had his memory wiped because he had known exactly what Mara was talking about when she confronted him.) Or was it just easier to pretend that it had never happened? Was that how he was able to live with himself?
"The Jedi were right to fear him," the Emperor continued in a conversational tone, interrupting her thoughts. "Once he found out that he didn't need them anymore, he used the things I had taught him to destroy them. He wanted them to pay for what they had done to him."
"Will you give it a rest?" Han interjected. "If you haven't noticed, Leia isn't up to hearing any more of your-"
"No, I'm fine," she cut him off as she began to get back onto her feet. She couldn't let the Emperor leave yet. Not until she had heard his full twisted account of Dad's past. "I-"
"You don't look fine to me," Han countered, as he helped her rise. "You look like you should be back in bed. For an entire week."
She groaned, knowing that it wasn't going to be easy getting him to back down now that he'd seen her puke her guts out. (She was still amazed at how protective he was of her given that he barely knew her. She had to admit that it was sweet. And that she found herself really liking it...)
"Tell you what," she offered, "if you let me hear the rest of what he has to say, then as soon as they leave, I'll hop back into bed so fast that your head will spin. And if I don't, I give you permission to drug me again. How's that sound?"
Just as she had calculated, the comment produced a smile.
"You've got yourself a deal," he conceded. "I'll hold up my end if you don't hold up yours."
"I'm not going to even dignify that with a response," she told him before returning her complete attention to the Emperor. "I can't believe I'm actually saying this, but you've convinced me. I believe you when you say that Dad was your apprentice. You happy now?"
She needed to get him back on track with his rambling. Somewhere in his mix of lies and half-truths there had to be actual facts that would shed light on Dad's inexplicable actions. Because so far, she didn't have a clue to why he would have gone on his murderous rampage in the Jedi temple.
"What makes me happy is the fact that you are finally realizing that you have been misled your entire life," the Emperor informed her. "Your parents' lies have caused you to waste years preparing yourself to avenge a nonexistent wrongdoing."
Nonexistent wrongdoing? That was a good one! He'd flat out admitted to ordering the deaths of the Jedi! (Dad's idea, of course!) What was he expecting her to do, consider him some sort of hero?
She also happened to notice that he had said "parents" instead of just Dad. He'd actually said it yesterday too, she remembered. And now that she thought about it, it did make sense that Mom knew about Dad's actions in the Jedi Temple. It was the only way they could make their stories agree when talking about the past. Otherwise that would mean one was making things up and the other was going along without question and neither Mom nor Dad were like that.
And if Mom could stay with him and raise kids with him knowing what he had done...
"But I see no reason why all of that training should go to waste," he continued, apparently too busy to read her mind. (Which was a very good thing! He would be so not happy if he knew that she still didn't believe him.) "Become my apprentice and I will help you finish what you have started."
And we're back, she sighed. She had hoped for more time in getting details of Dad's apprenticeship but that clearly wasn't happening. (Though she had to wonder what was going through the Emperor's mind if he thought showing her evidence of Dad doing horrible things as his apprentice was going to make her want to become one, too.) Now she had to worry about getting him to accept her refusal without taking it out on either her or Han. (She had a bad feeling that this meeting was not going to end well.)
"What I started was preparing myself for the day I was going to kill you," she reminded him. "Are you really going to help me finish that?"
He smiled again. (Was there anything that didn't amuse him?) "Your overall goal has been justice for the Jedi, correct? You simply have been going after the wrong target."
"If you think I'm going to kill my own father, then you're crazier than I thought," she shot back. "Anyway, you yourself told me he went after them on your orders. Dad's idea or not, he would never have gone to the Temple without your permission. So tell me again who the right target is?"
"Orders I would never have given if he had not insisted," he countered. "I would have been content to merely arrest any Jedi who tried to forcefully remove me from office. But your father wanted his revenge. Since he had been making such wonderful progress as my apprentice, I thought a reward was in order."
"It must not have been big enough since he dropped you and ran off as soon as he was done," she pointed out. "Great apprentice you had there."
"Anakin left for the simple reason that he hates following orders," the Emperor informed her. "It is the one thing he hates more than being held back. He merely used me to get his revenge against the Jedi. He never had any intention of remaining as my apprentice once that was done. I just did not realize that until it was too late. I was shocked when he didn't report back to me after completing his mission."
Uh-huh.
She had to hand it to him. For someone who was pure evil, he was a very creative guy. In fact, if she didn't know Dad as well as she did, she might have been tempted to believe him. Good thing she wasn't.
"So tell me this, if my father is as evil and bloodthirsty as you're telling me he is, why hasn't he been going after any Jedi he missed in the Temple?" she countered. "If he hates them so much, why not wipe out every single last one of them like a good little Sith?"
Although she had just seen her first Jedi other than Dad (Ellara's friend Ben) a couple of days ago, it was no secret that there were more of them out there. The Emperor's standing orders to have any Jedi killed on sight pretty much proved that.
Pretty strange orders for someone who only wanted them "arrested."
"Only your father can answer that question," he deftly dodged the question. (Stang, he was good!) "I can only tell you what I know.
"But that does not erase the fact that he single-handedly killed Jedi in the Temple," he went on, once against trying to make himself look innocent. "Jedi I would have ignored if not for his persistence."
She mentally snorted. It was so cute how hard he was trying to make her believe that it was all Dad.
"But not if they tried to kick you out of your office," she reminded him of his claim.
"My only goal was and still is to bring order to the galaxy," he asserted, again sidestepping her words. "How is that so unlike the Jedi?"
If she didn't think it would get her or Han killed, she would have rolled her eyes.
"Do you want the long list or the short one?"
He smiled again. "I remind you again that your father is the one who personally murdered Jedi. Don't you think it's high time he be made to pay for his crimes?"
As much as she hated to admit it, he did have a point. As much as she loved Dad, he had committed a heinous crime. And as Dad himself had told her time and time again, criminals had to be punished.
But there was no question that the Emperor was the bigger criminal here. Dad would never have "insisted" on killing the Jedi like the Emperor claimed. It just wasn't in his character. The Emperor was lying through his teeth.
Plus that Emperor had done a lot more than one night of killings. What Dad had done was disgusting and horrible, but it was only one crime. (She needed to find out why already!) The Emperor had been slowing killing the galaxy itself for nearly two decades. Dad had stopped on his own after his one night of murders. The Emperor wouldn't stop until somebody stopped him.
"Is that why you've been looking for him all this time?" she wanted to know. "To punish him for something he did on your orders? Because that doesn't make much sense to me. Unless, of course, you were planning on turning him over to the Jedi?"
The Emperor fell silent and Leia decided that he was trying to figure out his next move because he had to know by now that she wasn't falling for his lies.
"What if I were to make you a different offer?" he said after a few moments. "One where you did not have to become a Sith?"
She exchanged a questioning gaze with Han, who had amazingly kept his promise so far.
"What kind of offer?
She hated to admit it, but she was curious.
"As you have pointed out, the Jedi are the only ones with the true right to punish your father since his crimes were against them," he told her. "But you know as well as I do that he will not willingly turn himself over to them. And the only way to see the justice you so dearly want done is to give him to the Jedi. You and I both know that you are the only one who can do that."
She couldn't believe she was thinking this, but he was right. It was the Jedi's place to punish him for his crimes. And she doubted Dad would turn himself in willingly.
"What are you saying, exactly?"
"I will finish the training you have begun on your own," he explained. "Nothing more and nothing less. I will only help you develop and perfect the Force skills a Jedi would use. Skills you will need if you have any hope of overpowering your father.
"And I will teach you proper lightsaber techniques. Because from what Mara tells me, the skills you have are extremely poor."
As insulting as the comment was, it was, unfortunately, completely true. Next to Mara, she was terrible with the lightsaber. And if Mara had learned her technique from the Emperor...
Suddenly, an idea occurred to her. An idea so insane and unexpected that it just might work.
What if she were to accept the Emperor's offer? That way, by spending time with him, she'd learn about him. All his strengths and weaknesses. His style of fighting. All sorts of things that would help her for when the time came to destroy him.
Because that was the one thing that hadn't changed.
In fact, she now had even more reasons...personal reasons...to take him down.
But first, she'd use him to finish her training. And, more importantly, to find out the truth about Dad's actions.
And then she'd kill him.
Mentally crossing her fingers that he was still too distracted to read her mind, she said, "What's in it for you?"
His expression changed. "The Jedi are not the only ones your father has wronged. The satisfaction I will get from knowing that he has finally been punished after all this time will be more than enough for me."
There was a big hole in this offer of his: once captured, how was she supposed to turn Dad over to the Jedi? He obviously didn't know where they were otherwise he'd have wiped them all out years ago.
Which could only mean one thing: he was planning on trying to convince her to accept a true Sith apprenticeship during this training.
But it was a risk worth taking if it would eventually enable her to put an end to his evil reign.
"Do you mean what you say? No Sith stuff? Just what I need to take Dad prisoner?" she questioned, already knowing how he was going to answer.
"Leia? What are you doing?" Han burst out.
She turned to him. "Grabbing a once in a lifetime opportunity," she truthfully informed him. "One that I really can't turn down."
A look of disbelief came over his face. "What are you talking about?"
Ignoring him since she had no way of getting a message across to him without giving herself away, she returned her attention to the Emperor.
"You have my word," he assured her.
"Good. Then I'll accept your offer under one condition."
"Leia!" Han tried again.
"Name it."
"That when Dad comes for me, that I be the one to face him.
"Alone."
The new smile that crossed the Emperor's lips was the most hideous yet but his glee at his supposed victory was transparent.
"As you wish...
"My young apprentice."
((((())))))
As he let the door to the ambassador's suite slide closed behind him, Sidious saw no need to remove the smile from his face. Let his servants wonder why he was in such a good mood.
They would find out soon enough.
"Master, surely you know that she's lying to you," Mara spoke up almost immediately from her place behind him. "She would never have accepted your offer so easily otherwise."
"Of course she's lying, my Hand," he waved her off. He had been expecting this ever since young Skywalker agreed to become his apprentice. He had sensed her anger building from the beginning of his conversation with Leia. Mara would do everything in her power to attempt to change his mind and secure the position for herself. "I would have been surprised if she was not. She believes she can use what I teach her against me. But she will come to accept her destiny soon enough. It's only a matter of time."
"But how much time?" Mara persisted. "Are you willing to spend years trying to get her to-"
"Enough," he cut her off, coming to a stop and turning to face her. "Young Skywalker's progress is none of your concern. Your only concern should be on carrying out your assignment to keep Solo occupied. Is this understood?"
Mara's face took on the proper subdued expression.
"Yes, Master."
"Very good. Have you uploaded the first set of false schematics to the terminal?"
"I have, Master," she assured him. "It was the last thing I did before I left my quarters."
"Excellent," he praised her. "Now that young Skywalker has accepted my offer, it will not be long before Solo begins his first attempt to get her away from here. I expect that you will be ready to intercept him when he tries to escape."
"Of course, Master," she let him know. "This first map has a storage area labeled as a secondary hangar. I have already posted guards there to make it seem important."
"Very clever, my Hand," he said with a genuine smile. Mara was highly intelligent, an asset to someone in her position. (But something that would be a hindrance in an apprentice.) "I have no doubt that you will succeed in keeping Solo occupied for the foreseeable future."
"Thank you, my master," she accepted and he could feel her joy at the praise.
"I have no further need of your assistance right now," he informed her. "You are free to go until I summon you again."
"Are you sure, Master? I don't mind-"
"I am sure, my dear," he told her. He had a great deal of work to do now that Leia was his and Mara's presence would be a hindrance. "You are dismissed."
She hesitated a moment before replying "Yes, Master" with a bow.
She then turned and walked away.
He watched as she disappeared down the hallway. He was not worried that she would disobey his orders. She was too well trained to do anything else. But he was concerned that she would go out of her way to torment both Leia and Solo.
His Hand was anything but subtle in her dislike for them.
Shaking his head, he resumed his own journey.
Until she tried anything, there was no reason to waste any further thought on it.
He had more important things to think about.
Things like beginning young Skywalker's training as soon as possible.
Maybe even later this afternoon...
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Han waited until he was sure that the Emperor and Mara were long gone before folding his arms and turning to Leia.
"Okay, kid, you have exactly three seconds to prove to me that you haven't completely lost what little mind you have."
If he hadn't thought it would have earned him an instantaneous death sentence, he would have knocked Leia out and pleaded a mental break as soon as she had finished uttering the last words he had ever expected to hear come out of her mouth.
What the hell was she thinking?
Was she even thinking?
What kind of idiot just agrees to get training from the very person she had spent the last several years planning to kill?
Leia folded her own arms. "What? You don't think I have a very good reason for accepting his offer?"
"Would I be asking you if I did?" he pointedly replied. He was very interested in hearing what her "very good reason" was. (And it had better be "very good" to be putting herself into so much danger. Because Leia had to know that she was risking her life by doing this. One wrong move and she was a dead woman.) "So let's hear it, kid. Why did you accept his offer?"
A wide smile spread across her face.
"Because I have a brilliant plan for taking him down," she proudly informed him. "I'm going to become his very best friend."
Han could only stare at her. She was going to do what?
"Come again?" he asked, not sure he had heard her right. If she had said what he thought she had said...
"I'm going to become the Emperor's best friend," she repeated, verifying that he had heard her correctly. (Yep, she had definitely lost her mind.) "I'm going to be the best and most obedient apprentice he's ever had and he's going to think I'm the most wonderful and trustworthy person he's ever met. I'm going to be so perfect that he'll forget that my goal in life is to kill him and he'll let slip important stuff I need to know in order to do it. And then, when he least expects its, I'll make my move." Her smile grew even bigger. "As I said, brilliant."
Han was shocked speechless. That was her brilliant plan? To do everything the Emperor wanted in the off-chance he might tell her something she needed to know in order to, in her own words, "take him down"?
"You have nothing to say?" she asked when he didn't comment, putting her hands on her hips. "Nothing at all?"
Han had actually had a lot of things to say, but he didn't want to insult her.
"I can tell by your expression you want to say something," she persisted at his silence. "So say it."
"You want to know what I think? Fine. I think this is probably the dumbest plan I've ever heard. How the hell is that supposed to work? What exactly do you think he's going to say that will tell you how to kill him? This is a guy who's controlled the galaxy for almost thirty years. He's not stupid, Sweetheart."
She folded her arms again. "And neither am I. I'm not looking for him to say anything in particular. It's the little things he'll give away about himself when he's not paying attention that I'm after. His fighting style, for example. Which side of his body he favors. Things like that. Things I'll only learn by seeing him in action. And I'll only do that if he's teaching me."
Han found himself actually reevaluating her plan despite himself. After hearing the details, he had to admit that it actually made sense. Leia could learn a lot about the Emperor just by spending time with him. It didn't mean it was any less dangerous, especially if the Emperor figured out what she was up to, but it wasn't as bad as he had originally thought.
"Okay, kid, I take back what I said," he informed her. "Your plan ain't bad at all. You're not as crazy as I thought you were."
"Oh, thanks a lot," she sarcastically accepted. "I feel so much better now."
"There's only one teeny-tiny flaw with it though," he pointed out. "You're forgetting my plan. You know, the one where I break you out of here."
"I haven't forgotten it," she assured him. "I'm just not so sure it will be as easy as you think it will. Especially if they're expecting it like we think they do."
She had a point. There was no denying that his experiments with their terminal proved the system a lot easier to break into than it should have been. Which probably meant that it was being monitored.
"Don't give up on me yet," he insisted. "You're not the only one around here capable of being sneaky."
Computer networks could only provide so much information. There were other ways of learning what you needed to know.
Especially if you traveled around with someone who had a free pass to everywhere in the palace...
"So what about all the stuff about your dad," he changed the subject. "I hate to say it but that holorecording looked pretty real to me."
"It looked pretty real to me too," she told him. "Which scarily means it probably is. But I know my dad. He's not the kind of guy who'll hold a grudge for years and years and wait for an excuse to act on it. He tends to deal with stuff immediately and that's what he taught me and my brother and sister to do too. So that means His Royal Creepiness was lying through his teeth. If Dad killed those Jedi, there's a reason for it. And I intend to find out what that reason is. And I know just the person who can tell me all about it."
"Your new best friend?" he suggested, already knowing the answer.
"Exactly," Leia confirmed, "and before he dies, he's going to tell me everything I want to know."
((((())))))
"Here he comes," Obi-Wan announced to Anakin and Padmé as Bail Organa entered the hangar. From their position by the open hatch of the Heart's Home, they had a clear view of the main door. "I believe that is my cue."
Although he was on the opposite side of the hangar, Obi-Wan could feel Bail's agitation through the Force. He knew that it was because he had jumped to the conclusion that this visit had to do with Obi-Wan's mission to protect Clearl. (Which was completely understandable since they had only spoken for less than a minute over Bail's secure comm channel. Bail had been in the middle of a meeting when Obi-Wan contacted him and all he had had time to tell him was that he needed help with an urgent matter and that he would tell him the details in person.)
Obi-Wan doubted he'd feel much better when he found out the true reason for his unexpected visit...
"We'll be watching for your signal," Padmé told him. "We won't come out until we see it."
"I don't think you'll be waiting too long," Obi-Wan assured her.
In all honesty, he doubted it would take more than a few minutes to get Bail to agree to help. Although it had nothing to do with either the Alliance or Obi-Wan's mission for them, Bail had never been one to turn away when lives were in danger. He was a good and decent man who always did the right thing, which was why Palpatine despised him so much.
"May the Force be with you, Master," Anakin said as he moved closer to Padmé and put his arm around her.
"May the Force be with you," Obi-Wan replied with a small smile. "I'll see you shortly."
With a last nod at Anakin and Padmé, he exited the ship and walked down the ramp.
Bail spotted him immediately and Obi-Wan felt his agitation and worry rise. He waved and picked up speed.
He reached the ship barely moments after Obi-Wan stepped off the ramp, his facial expression concealing the emotions that Obi-Wan felt pouring into the Force. (An ability shared by politicians throughout the galaxy, though Bail, like Padmé, was more adept than most of his colleagues.)
"I came as soon as I could," Bail greeted him in a voice that did nothing to betray his emotional state, extending his hand, which Obi-Wan immediately accepted. "Now, tell me exactly what has happened and what I can do to help."
Obi-Wan couldn't help but mentally smile at Bail's instant offer of assistance despite not yet knowing anything about the problem. (True, he was assuming that this visit had something to do with Clearl, but that did not diminish the gesture itself.) He truly was a good friend.
Now it was his turn to be the good friend by easing Bail's worries about Clearl.
"Let me begin by telling you that the matter that brings me here has nothing to do with either Clearl or her followers," Obi-Wan informed him. "Nothing has changed since my last report. They are still years away from the possibility of the Empire noticing them."
He could feel Bail's immediate relief at his words.
"But you know I wouldn't have come here if it wasn't completely necessary," Obi-Wan added.
Bail smiled and shook his head. "Obi-Wan, I can't believe that after all these years of knowing each other that you still think you actually need to explain yourself to me. What can I do for you, my friend?"
"I've come to secure the Alliance's assistance in saving the life of a young girl," Obi-Wan seriously said and Bail's smile instantly vanished. "Four nights ago, she was taken from her home on the direct orders of the Emperor himself and she's now being held in the Imperial Palace."
"By the Force," Bail gasped. "I've never heard of Palpatine doing something like this before." He shook his head. "I can safely say that he's sunk to a new low with this one. Would I be correct in assuming that he did this to punish the parents?"
"Really only the father," Obi-Wan clarified, "though the mother was openly opposed to his rule long before he declared himself emperor. The father was a member of his close personal circle for many years before he disappeared right after the Empire's formation. His desertion enraged Palpatine and he has been searching for him and his family ever since. Their discovery was just an unfortunate accident. Now Palpatine is willing to do anything to get him back."
"That explains a great deal," Bail said, nodding. "This is personal for Palpatine."
"Very much so," Obi-Wan agreed. "The parents and I believe that is why he chose to take one of the children. He wants to hurt him as he himself was hurt. He knows how much this man's family means to him."
"He's using her as bait," Bail comprehended.
"Exactly," Obi-Wan confirmed. "Which is why we believe that she is in no immediate danger. The Emperor knows that if she is harmed in any way that he'll lose any chance of the father rejoining the Empire. But we are concerned that that may change if the father takes too long to come after her."
It was a small lie. Anakin was the only one with that concern. Both he and Padmé knew how patient Palpatine could be. He would wait as long as he had to if it meant Anakin's return to his side.
"A concern I definitely share," Bail said, accepting the lie as fact as Obi-Wan had hoped he would. "Palpatine has gotten more and more vindictive over the years. Once he realizes that this man has no intention of ever coming back, he'll want to punish him even further."
"Which is why we need to rescue her as soon as possible," Obi-Wan pressed. "And we can't do it without the Alliance's help. We have no way of getting on Coruscant and into the Imperial Palace on our own."
"On your own?" Bail repeated, his eyes widening. "Do you mean to tell me you plan on going there yourself?"
"Of course," Obi-Wan verified. "That has been our plan all along. All we intend to ask the Alliance for are supplies that will help us get onto Coruscant and into the palace. False identification documents that will pass inspection and maps of the city and palace are all we really need. We believe that the less people involved, the better."
"You can't possibly be serious," Bail decided. "You know what happens to any Jedi who is caught by an Imperial. You'd be killed on sight."
"It is a risk I am willing to take," Obi-Wan told him. "The life of this innocent girl is far more important than my own."
"And what of the parents?" Bail countered. "You'd be risking their lives as well. What kind of experience do they have in this sort of thing?"
It was the opening Obi-Wan had been waiting for and raised his hand in the prearranged signal.
"Quite a bit actually. Allow them to tell you about it themselves."
He gestured to the top of the ramp as Anakin and Padmé appeared in the hatchway. They had raised the hoods of their cloaks to conceal their identities until the last second.
"Who are they?" Bail asked as they began to descend the ramp.
"Old friends," Obi-Wan simply said.
As they arrived, Padmé pushed back her hood.
"Hello, Bail. It's been a long time."
"P-Padmé?"
His shock slammed like a wave into Obi-Wan through the Force.
"Y-you're alive? I can't believe it! Thank the Force!"
Without warning, he grabbed Padmé and hugged her fiercely.
When he released her, he continued, "We were all told that you were dead. Where have you been all this time?"
She gave him a small smile. "I've been doing what I had to do to keep my family safe."
"And this can only be Master Skywalker," Bail said looking at Anakin.
Anakin and Padmé's surprise echoed his own.
"Hello, Senator Organa," Anakin said as he removed his hood. "How did you know it was me?"
Bail smiled. "It's Bail, please, and I figured out your relationship with Padmé a very long time ago. She worried about you too much for you to be a mere friend."
"You never said anything. Why?" Padmé asked, her curiosity clear in the Force.
"Honestly, I didn't see the need," Bail answered. "I knew what would have happened if either of you were found out. Neither of you neglected your duties. Who was I to destroy such happiness in the midst of that pointless war?
"But enough about the past," he went on. "You're here because Palpatine has your daughter. Obi-Wan tells me that the three of you plan on rescuing her yourself. Do you have any idea how much danger you'd be putting yourself in? Not even the Alliance has ever attempted to remove someone from the palace before.
"That's because the Empire never had one of their children inside," Padmé pointed out. "You're a father now, Bail. Surely you understand how we feel."
"Of course I do," Bail told her. "If anything happened to Winter, I don't know what I'd do. But breaking into the Imperial Palace? Never. It's an impossible task."
"But what other choice do we have?" Anakin spoke up. "There's no one else to save her. We have to do it ourselves."
Bail turned to him. "Obi-Wan mentioned that you're Palpatine's main target," he changed the subject. "I realize that he was changing some details to protect your identity at first, but why is he after you? I know you were close friends with him, but his actions seem more than a little extreme to punish a broken friendship. What does he want from you?"
Anakin and Padmé exchanged glances and Obi-Wan felt their discomfort. To tell Bail the truth would be to reveal Anakin's brief turn to the dark side, a secret none of them wanted revealed to anyone.
"I know that you've been told that Palpatine is a Sith lord," Padmé quickly spoke up. "You know that the Sith are the sworn enemies of the Jedi. But Palpatine had always made an exception for Anakin because he was so powerful in the Force. He had hoped to eventually sway him to his side. When Anakin ran away with me to protect our then-unborn children from his evil, Palpatine saw his disappearance as a betrayal of their friendship. But he has never given up hope that Anakin can be turned to the dark side, which is why he has never stopped searching for him."
Obi-Wan was impressed. It was entirely true while leaving out certain details. Padmé was a master of her craft.
"You keep mentioning children," Bail spoke up. "How many do you have?"
"Three," she informed him. "Luke, Leia, and Ammae. Luke and Leia are twins. They're sixteen. Ammae is ten. And Leia is the one Palpatine has taken from us."
"But she was not his original target," Anakin told him. "He sent his servant after Ammae, our youngest. Leia was only taken because she tried to protect her."
"She sounds like a brave young woman," Bail commented.
"She is," Padmé proudly agreed. "We love her so much. We only want her back."
Obi-Wan could feel the effect that Padmé's words were having on Bail.
Bail sighed. "It's clear that I'm not going to be able to talk any of you out of this. And really I can't blame you. This is your daughter's life, after all. But I have to be honest with you. I can't see the High Council granting you your request. The three of you are far too valuable." He turned to Anakin. "You and Obi-Wan are both Jedi and with so few of you left, they're not going to want to sacrifice you on a mission that has nothing to do with fighting the Empire."
Obi-Wan felt Anakin's burst of guilt at the mention of the low numbers of Jedi, but to his credit, he did not outwardly react.
"And you, Padmé," Bail continued, returning his attention to her, "do you have any idea what your survival will mean for the Alliance? We're here because of what you started with us all those years ago. No one is going to want to risk losing you again now that you've returned to us.
"But I will bring you before the High Council because I know that is what you really want," he at last relented. "I can't promise you anything more than a chance to present them with your request."
"That is all we're asking for," Padmé gratefully told him. She took both of his hands in hers. "Thank you, Bail."
"I told them we could count on your help," Obi-Wan commented.
"I wish I could do more," he said sadly, still holding Padmé's hands. "If I didn't think anyone would notice their absence, I'd lend you my personal guards to take with you."
"You're doing more than enough just by bringing us to the Alliance," Padmé assured him, giving his hands a squeeze before releasing them. "You're a good friend."
Bail smiled weakly. "I assume your other children are waiting on the ship?" he asked to change the subject.
Padmé nodded. "We gave them strict instructions to wait there until we came for them."
"Why don't you go get them and your things and then I'll show you to your quarters," Bail continued. "It's unfortunately going to be at least a day before I'll receive permission to bring you to the High Council's current location. There's no reason for you to have to stay on your ship"
"We'd appreciate that," Padmé said with a small smile. "Once again, thank you."
"You're welcome. It's the least I can do."
((((())))))
"End sequence!" the Emperor called out and Leia instantly froze as the training remote went into standby mode.
She did not, however, lower her lightsaber. As she had quickly learned on her first day of training (was it really only yesterday?), her new "master" did not play by any sort of normal set of rules. He could throw something at her at any given instant whether she was prepared for it or not. Lowering her guard for even a fraction of a second could result in her getting hurt. (Which she had, of course, learned the hard way. Her leg still throbbed from when he had kicked it out from under her!) In his words, a day's training was never over until he said so. Literally.
"Excellent, my young apprentice," the Emperor praised her as he got up from his seat and went over to where she was standing in the middle of the floor. "I can see improvement already. Your movements are much more controlled now."
"Thank you, my master," she honestly replied. (Well, not about the "master" part.) Although he was an evil Sith creep, he was doing her a huge favor by addressing and correcting the flaws in her technique. (All the better to use against him when the time came...) She was entirely self-taught based on a single holorecording of Dad demonstrating the positions and basic strikes. Until now, she had never had the benefit of an actual teacher. All she had to do was keep kissing his butt and he'd teach her everything she needed to know to be able to kick that same butt.
"However, you are still only using defensive motions," he continued. "You will never defeat an opponent that way, especially if that opponent happens to be your father. You must learn to take the offensive when the opportunity presents itself."
Like that's possible against a remote, she wanted to comment but wisely kept it to herself. Opening her mouth to this guy wouldn't exactly ingratiate her with him. In fact, it would probably earn her some sort of horrible punishment.
"Allow me to demonstrate," the Emperor said, pulling out the lightsaber that she couldn't for the life of her figure out where he hid it in his robes, and ignited it.
"Begin sequence."
Once again, Leia's eyes nearly bulged out of her head as she watched this seemingly really, really, really old man move with astonishing speed and grace as he deflected each laser burst from the remote.
Considering he did most of his walking with a cane, he had to be using the Force to aid his movements. Which made her wonder why he hadn't taught her any of that yet.
In the day and a half that she had been in training, he had not once mentioned using the Force despite using it constantly himself. Instead, he had focused completely on her lightsaber technique. (True, she badly needed it, but still! She was trying to become a Jedi, for crying out loud! And a Jedi used the Force for everything. ) Why, he hadn't told her and she certainly wasn't going to ask him. (She'd seen him punish servants for looking at him the wrong way! He was seriously unstable!) She could only assume that he would introduce it soon.
Suddenly, in a move that she couldn't even begin to describe, he leapt towards the hovering remote and in a matter of seconds, the device lay on the ground in two pieces.
Leia could only stare with her mouth hanging open.
"Do you see the difference?" he simply asked as if he hadn't just performed an incredible feat. "You must be proactive if you are to win a duel. One who merely defends herself will never prevail."
"Yes, Master."
Not for the first time since starting to work with him, she had a bad feeling that she was going to need to be in training for a long, long time if she had any hope of defeating him.
Probably years!
This was so not going the way she had planned it!
((((())))))
Padmé turned towards the door as she heard it slide open and Doctor Kal Tindor, the specialist Bail had had brought in to examine her at Anakin's request, reentered the makeshift exam room.
Tindor had been Breha's personal doctor during her long and unsuccessful quest to conceive. Over the years, he had become a close friend of the Organas and that friendship had continued on even after Breha had ceased being his patient. (The last miscarriage had been too much for Breha and she had declared that she couldn't go through it again. It was then that the decision had been made to pursue adoption.) Bail had assured Anakin and Padmé that their identities and the nature of their relationship would be safe with him.
"Milady, I have the results of your test," Tindor spoke as the door slid shut behind him. "Congratulations. You are pregnant as you suspected."
She felt Anakin's hand tighten around her own.
Ignoring him, she said with a smile, "Thank you, Doctor Tindor." She turned to Anakin, who had gone pale, before looking back at him. "This is wonderful news."
"I agree, but it appears that your husband does not," Tindor said, indicating Anakin. "May I ask why?"
"It's because my last pregnancy was difficult," Padmé answered. "I was undergoing a great deal of stress at the time and because of it, I neglected to take care of myself. Anakin is worried that the same thing will happen again despite my constant reassurances that I've learned my lesson and the fact that I'm not currently involved in a similar situation."
"No, but you're under a lot more stress now that you were back then," Anakin spoke up.
She folded her arms and turned back to him, but before she could argue, he added, "You know I'm right." He then directed his attention to Tindor. "Did Bail tell you why we were here?"
The doctor shook his head. "He didn't mention it. I just assumed that you were here on a visit since he told me you were old friends he hadn't seen in years."
"We've come to Bail for help in getting our eldest daughter back," Anakin explained. "She's been taken by the Empire."
A shocked expression appeared on Tindor's face. "By the Force!"
"So you can see why I'm worried," Anakin elaborated. "Neither of us are going to be able to relax or be calm until we get her back. You can't tell me that the state Padmé's in will be good for the baby."
"In all honesty, your husband is right, milady," Tindor said to Padmé before she could add her own thoughts. "As you previously experienced, stress can have a strong impact on your body's ability to carry a baby to full-term. Combine that with the fact that you are past your primary childbearing years, you face a high risk of miscarriage.
"However," he quickly continued before either Anakin or Padmé could comment, "that risk is counterbalanced by the fact that you are in perfect health. In fact, you are healthier than many of my much younger patients experiencing their first pregnancies. If you can minimize your stress as much as possible and maintain the regimen of diet and exercise that you've been following, I don't believe you'll lose the baby.
"But I'd highly recommend putting yourself under a doctor's care for the duration of your pregnancy," he added. "That is truly the only way to monitor both your and the baby's progress. And if, in the unlikely event that something did go wrong, you'd have someone familiar with your personal case to help you."
"Thank you, Doctor," Padmé told him, hoping that everything he had just said had gotten through Anakin's thick head. (For someone who was acting like he didn't want to have another child, he was already assuming the role of overprotective father.) "I will do everything in my power to make sure this baby is born healthy. And I promise to find a doctor as soon as I'm sure I won't be traveling around anymore. I regret that our stay on Alderaan will be so short. Otherwise I would have liked to have made you my doctor."
"I would have been honored, milady," Tindor said. "And if the doctor you ultimately choose needs to speak with me about your case, I will gladly do so."
"You mentioned something about Padmé being past childbearing years," Anakin suddenly spoke up. (She had a feeling he had been obsessing over it from the moment it had been mentioned.) "What exactly does that mean?"
Padmé resisted the urge to roll her eyes. Even she knew what that meant. She was in her early forties, an age at which most women stopped having children. But that in no way meant that they couldn't if they wanted to. And she very much wanted to have this baby. She loved it already.
For the simple reason that it had been created by Anakin and herself.
"All it means is that her body has begun the slow process of losing the ability to have children," Tindor patiently explained. (Again she regretted the fact that she was unable to make this man her regular doctor. He was one of the few who could handle Anakin's over protectiveness without batting an eye.) "A human female's body is best equipped to carry a child from the age range of her early twenties to her mid-thirties. That is when she is in her prime and is a fully mature adult. A woman can begin having children at the onset of her menstruation, but many times that occurs when she herself is still growing. The body cannot devote its full attention to the developing fetus when it is still developing itself.
"After a woman passes into her late thirties," he continued, "her body starts reducing the production of the hormones associated with childbearing. The ability is usually completely gone by the time she enters her fifties, but not always. There have been some documented cases of women giving birth to healthy children later in life. But the fact is that the body is no longer devoted to that function once it leaves its prime. Sometime the act of carrying a baby is too much for the older body and the child is lost. But that only occurs when the mother is less than healthy and she has not gotten the proper care. Padmé clearly does not fall into either category."
"Once again, Doctor Tindor, thank you," Padmé said with a smile, "for both your knowledge and your patience." (She put a slight emphasis on the word "patience" and hoped that the doctor got her meaning.) "I can see why Bail recommended you so highly. You clearly care for your patients. That is not something you see very often these days."
"You flatter me, milady," Tindor said with a slight blush. "I am only doing my job. And caring is a very important part of that job."
"There are many who would not agree with you," she informed him. "Why do you think more and more patients are cared for by medical droids? You are a rare breed. Your patients are lucky to have you."
"And you are as compassionate as I had heard, Senator Amidala," Tindor told her. "It is no wonder that Bail and Breha always admired you so."
"Now who is flattering who?" Padmé lightly said. She stood up from her seat and extended her hand, which he accepted. "Thank you again for taking the time to examine me. It is greatly appreciated."
"It was my pleasure, milady," Tindor replied as he shook then released her hand. He then turned to Anakin, his hand still extended.
Anakin took it without any prompting, making Padmé extremely proud of him. (He could be mature when he wanted to.)
"Master Skywalker," Tindor said, "I promise you that Padmé will be fine as long as she takes care of herself which she seems to intend to do. Try not to worry as much as you have been."
"I'll do my best," Anakin replied. "But I'm not making any promises."
Padmé smiled and shook her head. "It's pointless to tell my husband not to worry. He's going to do it anyway. It seems to be his hobby."
Anakin gave her a mock-offended look.
"I wish you both the very best of luck," Doctor Tindor said. "I hope you succeed in getting your daughter back."
"That is our deepest hope as well," Padmé told him.
"There is nothing we want more."
((((())))))
Obi-Wan mentally shook his head as he felt Anakin's emotions finally settle down through the Force. The rapid swinging back and forth between highs and lows had been both annoying and amusing. (At least it had been something to pass the time while waiting for the High Council members to join the holoconference.) Clearly, the visit with the doctor had not gone as Anakin had hoped. (Padmé, on the other hand, had been generally pleased with whatever she had been told though there had been several instances of high annoyance that had coincided with Anakin's bursts of distress.) Which meant that Padmé was indeed pregnant. (He would have to congratulate her when Anakin wasn't around.)
He and Bail were waiting in a conference room at a table set up with seven holoprojectors, one to accommodate each High Council member. So far, only three of them were present, Mon Mothma, Giddean Danu, and Terr Taneel. And that was because they were the only ones currently located at the most recent Alliance base. (For security reasons, they changed locations every few years.) The other four were either on their home planet or elsewhere on personal business. (Although meetings like this were a great deal more secure when they were all away from Coruscant during Senate recesses, like they currently were, it made convening this way all the more difficult.) The discussion could not begin until all Council members were present, a rule established by Bail and Mon years ago at the Alliance's official formation.
Another projector came on and Chi Eeekway Papanoida appeared in the room.
"I apologize for the delay," Chi said. "I am visiting with my sister and her family. There are not many quiet places in this house."
"No need to apologize," Mon told her. "We're still waiting on Garm, Bana, and Fang. They should not be much longer."
"While we're waiting for them, Master Kenobi, perhaps you can tell us why you have called us together," Giddean spoke up. "Bail made it clear that this had nothing to do with your undercover assignment, but he didn't give us any other details."
"I would prefer to wait until the entire Council has arrived before I say anything," Obi-Wan told him. "This is a matter that must be decided by all of you."
"Of course," Mon said. "I'm sure they will be here momentarily."
As if speaking the words had summoned them, the last three holoprojectors came alive and the remaining members of the High Council appeared.
"Now that we are all present, this meeting can begin," Mon declared after general greetings were exchanged. "Now, Obi-Wan, tell us why you have come before us."
"The daughter of Padmé Amidala has been taken hostage by the Empire," Obi-Wan simply began.
There were shocked cries and murmurs at Padmé's name and Obi-Wan waited for them to die down before he continued.
"She and her family have been living in hiding ever since the fall of the Republic," he continued, purposely leaving out any mention of Anakin as he had promised Padmé. (She had been adamant that if her old colleagues were to find out about her marriage, it was to be from her alone.) "I was running an errand when I encountered her. Unfortunately, she was discovered by an agent of the Empire at the same time. Despite our best efforts, we were unable to prevent the Imperial from escaping with one of her children.
"We now intend to go to Coruscant and rescue the girl ourselves," he explained, "but that is something we cannot do without your aid."
"Wait, you're telling us that Padmé Amidala has been alive and in hiding all this time?" Bana asked incredulously. "And that she has children?"
"That is correct, Senator Breemu," Obi-Wan confirmed. "Padmé was keeping a precious secret when the Republic fell. She was pregnant with twins. She fled the capitol in the hopes that she could protect her unborn children from what was happening. I know her decision may seem hard for some of you to understand, but she did what she felt was best for her family."
It was the complete truth, but once again, the sole omission was Anakin's role in her life.
"It's so hard to believe," Terr stated. "Padmé having children? When did she even have time? It sounds so unlike her. The woman we all knew was completely dedicated to her causes. We rarely saw her outside of the Senate."
"I'm not sure it is my place to tell you this, but Padmé got married just as the war broke out," Obi-Wan told the entire Council. "It was her choice to keep it a secret. She didn't want any one of you to doubt her commitment to preserving the Republic. That is also why she hid the fact that she was pregnant. It was Palpatine's declaration of Empire that drove her into hiding. She feared for the safety of her family under his rule because of how outspoken she had been against him. She disappeared only to protect them."
"A noble act, to be sure," Fang spoke, "but why did she not send us some word to let us know she was alive? We were her friends. The galaxy has believed her dead and mourned her all these years. Knowing that she was in fact alive would have been a great comfort to us all."
"Not even her family knows the truth," Obi-Wan told him. "As much as it hurt her, it was important to her that there wasn't a chance of anyone trying to find her. She had to protect her children.
"Padmé would very much like to meet with all of you and discuss the situation with her daughter," he said to redirect the conversation back to the main topic. "But it is very important to her that it be done in person and not over any channel. Do I have your permission to bring her to the base?"
"She won't even speak to us for a moment?" Mon asked, sounding hurt.
"She is busy with her other two children right now," Bail answered for him. "They're both very upset over what happened to their sister. Padmé has her hands full trying to comfort them."
"Understandable," Chi commented and there were sounds of agreement from the other Council members.
"You mentioned going to rescue this daughter yourselves and that you've only come to us for aid," Garm brought up. "What exact kind of aid are you asking for?"
"Nothing military, I assure you," Obi-Wan told him. "I know how thinly your operations are stretched. We are simply looking for resources that will allow us to get onto Coruscant and into the Imperial Palace."
"The Palace!" Bana echoed. "No one has ever gone in there and come out again without the Emperor's permission. What you're planning is impossible."
"Perhaps, but we owe it to young Leia to try," Obi-Wan asserted. "Do I have your permission to bring Padmé and her family to you?"
"Of course, Obi-Wan," Mon said without waiting for a consensus from the other members of the Council. "It will take us a few days to all convene there ourselves." She looked around at the others. "Shall we meet again at the base in say four days from now?"
She was met with sounds of assent and nods from around the table.
"It is settled then. This meeting is hereby dismissed," Mon announced.
"Mon, before you go," Obi-Wan quickly spoke before she could cut her connection. "Do you know if Master Tano is currently at the base?"
It would do Anakin good to encounter at least one known friendly face among the surviving Jedi. Ahsoka was also the most likely to not give his blatant breaking of the Code a second thought.
"I believe she is," Mon said. "I will check with Masters Tholme and Saa. They will know her exact whereabouts."
"Thank you, Senator," Obi-Wan told her. "I would like her to be present when we arrive."
"Of course," Mon nodded. "If it's possible, she will be there."
"Then I will see you upon our arrival," he said. "Goodbye, Mon. May the Force be with you."
"Goodbye, Master Jedi. May the Force be with you. I will see you soon."
And with those words, her hologram vanished as the others had already done.
He turned to Bail and was surprised to see him in discussion with an aide, who had come into the room unnoticed.
The aide stood back up, said "yes, sir," and quickly left the office.
"What was that all about?" Obi-Wan wanted to know when he saw Bail's puzzled expression.
"It seems we have another unexpected arrival here at the palace," Bail informed him.
"Master Yoda."
Chapter Text
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"I hope it's a girl," Ammae declared. "I want another sis-" She abruptly cut herself off, an embarrassed look on her face. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean-"
"We know you didn't, sweetie," Padmé assured her, wrapping her arm around her. "We know what you meant."
"Well, I for one hope it's a boy," Luke quickly spoke up to restore the lighthearted mood. "I don't know about you, Dad, but I'm tired of being outnumbered in this family. It's time to even the score."
"Maybe I'll have twins again and you'll both get your wish," Padmé suggested. "Personally, it doesn't matter what I'm having. As long as he, she, or they are healthy, I'll be happy."
"You're no fun," Luke grumbled.
Anakin smiled to himself as he observed his precious family. Despite everything that was going on, he took great comfort in seeing them interact like nothing was wrong at all.
It had been Padmé 's idea to tell Luke and Ammae about the baby. She had thought it would distract them from their worries about Leia. (Obi-Wan had tried earlier by attempting to teach them some basic Force techniques, but neither had been able to maintain a clear mind.) As usual, she had been right.
"What month are you in?" Ammae asked as she went over to the suite's computer terminal. (Bail had given them beautiful guest quarters for the duration of their stay on Alderaan.) "Can you find out what you're having yet?"
Padmé laughed. "I'm afraid it's much to early for that, sweetheart. According to the doctor, I'm barely two weeks along. It's going to be awhile yet before we can learn anything like that."
"I was just wondering," Ammae said as she began typing something into the computer. "I've really never studied babies or childbirth before. This is all new to me."
"And we can't have that, can we, Little Angel?" Anakin teased. "The universe might come to an end if you're not an expert on everything."
"Dad!" Ammae cried. "That wasn't very nice."
"It wasn't, was it?"
"Anakin," Padmé admonished him. "Stop acting like you're younger than your own children. Now apologize."
"Sorry," he said half-heartedly before looking back at Padmé . "Happy now?"
"I don't think he meant it," Luke put in.
"Oh, I know he didn't," Padmé assured him. "Don't you agree, Ammae?"
"Huh?" Ammae answered, looking up from the terminal. "What did you say?"
"Nothing important," Anakin told her, barely holding back a grin. "I take it you already found information on your new favorite subject?"
"There's so much here," she let him know. "It's going to take hours to learn it all."
Anakin could only shake his head. Only his little probe droid would think she could study years worth of material in a few hours.
"We'll leave you to it then," Padmé said.
"Thanks," Ammae murmured, already lost in her studies again.
"I don't know how she does it," Luke commented, shaking his own head. "I'd get bored doing so much reading."
Anakin opened his mouth to make a remark, but closed it immediately when he felt Obi-Wan reach out to him through the Force.
"Obi-Wan's coming," he informed Padmé as he reached back in response. "He and Bail must be finished..."
He trailed off when he sensed another presence with Obi-Wan and Bail.
A familiar presence.
One that he didn't think he could face even after all this time...
What was he doing here?
And why was Obi-Wan bringing him straight to him?
"Anakin?" Padmé questioned when he didn't say anything further.
He turned to her but was prevented from answering when the door chime sounded.
"I'll get it," Luke cheerfully volunteered as he got up from his seat.
"Anakin?" Padmé repeated. "What is it?"
He shook his head as Luke opened the door.
"Hi," Luke greeted as he stepped back to let the visitors enter the room.
The first to come in was Master Yoda.
"Master Skywalker. Senator Amidala. A long time, it has been."
((((())))))
From his place within the Force, Qui-Gon observed Anakin and Obi-Wan as Yoda related his disturbing vision to them. (Neither Anakin nor Obi-Wan were aware of his presence. He and Yoda had agreed that neither of them were ready to learn of his continued existence after his physical death.) Obi-Wan behaved like a typical Jedi and did not outwardly display his dismay at what had been foreseen. He remained calm and silent as he listened to Yoda speak. If it were not for Qui-Gon's monitoring of his emotions, he would never have known that he was disturbed at all. Anakin's reaction to the possible future, on the other hand, was...unexpected.
As long as Qui-Gon had known him, Anakin had been controlled by his emotions. He felt things very deeply and powerfully and those feelings easily overwhelmed him, overriding his common sense. It was why he had been so easily swayed to the dark side.
And because of his overpowering emotions, he had never been one to quietly listen while anyone spoke. He had always attempted to interject his opinions the first chance he got, no matter if the speaker was finished or not.
It was a habit that had never sat well with many of the Jedi he had worked with.
Yet now, as he sat listening to Yoda's vision, Anakin was completely calm.
Not just outwardly, but emotionally as well. It was almost as if he was...unsurprised by what Yoda had foreseen.
And completely accepting of what might happen to him.
Qui-Gon couldn't understand it. Why would Anakin not care about the possibility of his own death? He was a man with everything to live for, a wife and children who he loved very much, one of which he was desperately trying to rescue from the Empire according to what Obi-Wan had told Yoda (which explained the mystery of why Anakin and Obi-Wan were with Sidious in the vision). From everything Obi-Wan had said, it sounded as if Anakin was utterly happy and content with the life he had made for himself after the fall of the Republic. So why was he resigned to dying? It didn't make any sense.
When Yoda finally finished his narration, Qui-Gon wondered who would speak first.
In his first unsurprising act of the encounter, it was Anakin.
"Master," he asked in an uncharacteristically contemplative voice, "were Obi-Wan and I alone with Sidious? Was there anyone else with us?"
It took Qui-Gon a moment to realize who Anakin was looking for.
Yoda shook his head. "Alone, the three of you were. Your daughter, I did not see."
Relief flooded the Force, the first true emotion Anakin had exhibited since being told of the vision.
He turned to Obi-Wan. "If she wasn't there, it must mean that we succeeded in freeing her, Master," Anakin decided, sounding hopeful. "It's a good sign."
Obi-Wan frowned at Anakin's rash conclusion.
"There could be many possible reasons for her absence, Anakin," Obi-Wan soberly countered. "While it's true that she may have been rescued, it could also be just as true that she's being held in another location. You can't jump to a conclusion based on a vision of the future that may or may not come to pass. Remember that the future is always in motion."
"Correct, Obi-Wan is," Yoda agreed. "All the facts, you do not have. Anywhere, she could be."
In the past, this was the moment where Anakin would have had an outburst.
In the present, he simply nodded.
"Of course, Masters," he quietly accepted and Qui-Gon marveled at his maturity. (He had truly grown up over the years.) "You're both right. It's just that I'm so worried about her. I just want her to be safe."
Obi-Wan put a hand on his shoulder. "You're not alone, Anakin," he warmly assured him. "We all want to bring Leia home safe and sound. And if we can avoid somehow causing our own untimely demise in the process, it's very likely that we will succeed."
"You know how I feel about that, Obi-Wan," Anakin said. "Without my family, my life has no meaning. I'd rather die than live without Padmé or the children. They're all that matters to me. So if my death is the only thing that enables Leia to be rescued, then so be it."
At last Anakin's acceptance of his foreseen fate made sense. He was willing to go to any length if it meant saving his daughter from Sidious. He was putting his family's safety ahead of everything else, including himself.
It was the ultimate expression of his love for them.
"Let's not let it come to that if we don't have to," Obi-Wan pointed out. "As we keep saying, that is only one possible future. There are probably just as many where we survive."
"Already changed, that future is," Yoda spoke up and Qui-Gon agreed. "To come out of hiding, plan I did not. Only because of vision did I leave."
Yoda had had the vision and had then decided to leave Dagobah only because of what he had seen. That one small act had altered the course of the future. By meeting with Anakin and Obi-Wan, he had altered it even more.
"But was anything really changed?" Anakin wanted to know. "We haven't met with the Alliance yet. Everything depends on whether or not they'll help us."
"That's true, Anakin, but we now have a warning that we didn't before," Obi-Wan pointed out. "No matter what happens with the Alliance, we know to avoid any plans that would involve the two of us confronting Sidious alone."
"With you, other Jedi must go," Yoda decided and Qui-Gon would have seconded the notion if he could. (The presence of more rescuers would again alter the path of the future.) "Great difference, they would make."
Qui-Gon felt Anakin's instant discomfort and the accompanying guilt, which was understandable. Anakin had committed heinous acts against the Order during his brief time as a Sith. It would not be easy for him to face those he had so irrevocably harmed.
"Master, we weren't planning on asking for more than equipment and information from the Alliance," Obi-Wan quickly informed him. "We felt that that is all they would be able to provide."
"Know not what they will or will not give unless you ask," Yoda insisted. He turned to Anakin. "Alone, you cannot succeed."
Qui-Gon knew Yoda was absolutely right. The vision could not come true if Anakin and Obi-Wan were prevented from ever being alone with Sidious.
"Master Yoda, I'm probably the last person in the galaxy the Jedi would ever want to help," Anakin said. "They may not know about...what I did, but they know that I haven't been with them. Not only am I a deserter, but I broke the Code by marrying."
"Will matter not when an innocent life at stake, there is," Yoda told him. "Help you the Jedi will.
"Help you they must."
((((())))))
Mara waited in the shadowed doorway of a room across the hall from the ambassador's suite. As her master had promised his new "apprentice" (how she loathed having to refer to the brat that way!), there were no guards by the door, which made Mara's task all the more easy.
She glanced at her wrist chrono. It was nearly time for the brat's training to begin. Once she was gone, Mara would be able to make her move.
Moments later, the door to the suite slid open and Leia appeared, wearing the same training uniform that Mara herself donned when working with her master. (Although she doubted it was an intentional slap to the face, it felt like one. It was as if she'd been completely replaced.) She then walked away in the direction of the training facility.
Waiting a full three minutes before leaving her hiding place (she had to be sure the brat wasn't coming back), she quickly crossed the hall and keyed in the lock override code to the ambassador's suite. The code was immediately accepted and she entered as the door slid open.
Solo was seated at the computer terminal with his back towards the door, a fact that amused her. The man was sitting in the middle of enemy territory and he had completely let his guard down. Either he was extremely confident in his ability to sense danger before it snuck up on him or he was a bigger fool than she had thought. (How desperate did it make her if this man was her only hope of getting rid of the brat?)
"If you're looking for Leia, you just missed her," Solo suddenly spoke, taking her by surprise.
It took her only a moment to recover and she immediately noticed the angle of his monitor and her reflection in it.
Once again, she had underestimated him, something it would be wise to stop doing if she was going to rely on his help. (If only she didn't need it!)
Quickly composing herself, she told him, "I know. I was waiting for her to leave. I've come to talk to you."
"Is that so?" Solo questioned, standing up and folding his arms. "Let me guess. You're here to renege on our little deal."
If only it were that simple.
How she hated the fact that she couldn't get rid of the brat without him.
"In a way," she casually informed him. "I'm actually here to offer you a new one. One that will solve both of our problems."
Solo gave her a look. "I wasn't aware of any problems we had that would need mutual solving."
"You want to get your girlfriend back to her parents," she matter-of-factly told him. "I want the apprenticeship she stole from me. The only way for either of those things to happen is if she were to disappear from the palace. Once she's gone, our problems are solved."
Solo's eyes momentarily widened as he realized what she was offering.
"You want to help me escape with her."
It was not a question.
"Yes."
His expression turned doubtful. "Yeah, right. After making such a big fuss about bringing her to your 'master,' you want to send her home. That makes sense. I'm not buying it."
She wasn't surprised by his immediate dismissal of her offer. (Force, she was still surprised that she was being driven to make it! Never in a million years would she have thought her master capable of pushing her aside like he had, especially for an untrained brat like Leia.) She would just have to convince him of her sincerity.
"Captain Solo," she began, "that apprenticeship belongs to me. That brat's done nothing to deserve it. I've earned it and I'm not giving it up without a fight. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get it back, even work with my enemy. I want that brat gone and, as hard as this is to admit, I can't do it myself. I need help.
"Your help."
Her master had trained her to never admit weakness to anyone because they would always find a way to use it against you, but this was one instance where she had no choice. Getting Leia off of Imperial Center would be impossible without help. She needed Solo's assistance.
Solo took a few moments to digest her words.
"You're being serious, aren't you?"
"I wouldn't be here unless I had no other choice," she told him. "I have better things to do than waste my time with you."
"Your boss isn't going to be too happy," he pointed out. "I get the impression he's rather fond of his new apprentice."
"He won't be," she admitted, "but he'll get over it in time."
"What about Leia's father?" Solo brought up. "I thought that all of this was really about getting him back to resume his apprenticeship with your boss."
Mara snorted as a picture of a pathetic Vader in his robe flashed into her mind. "That was before he met your precious Leia," she updated him. "He's completely lost interest in Vader. In fact, his only use for his former apprentice now is to have his new one kill him."
It was Solo's turn to snort. "That'd be something I'd like to see him try. Leia may have a ton of issues with her parents, but I sincerely doubt any of them are bad enough to kill either one of them."
"You really don't know anything about the dark side of the Force, do you?"
"You know, Leia asked me the exact same thing the other day."
"I'll take that as a 'no.'"
"I know what I need to know," he informed her. "Anyway, from what I heard, from your master's own mouth, mind you, is that he isn't going to teach her any of that dark side stuff. Not that I'd be too surprised if he lied. He is a former politician, right?"
Mara ignored the insult to her master. (Just because she was angry at him didn't mean that she had completely turned against him. As soon as the brat was gone, things would return to normal.) "He only told Leia what she wanted to hear. But he has every intention of making her a Sith. And what my master wants, he always gets."
"Let me ask you a question then," Solo said. "You've obviously been with your boss a long time. What makes you think he'll make you his apprentice now when he hasn't before?"
Mara thought a moment of how to put it without making Solo think he was weak. (Her master was extremely powerful, but he was still human.)
"My master had been holding out hope that he'd be able to reinstate Vader as his apprentice," she began. "Vader, for all his faults, is one of the most powerful Force users who's ever lived. He's even more powerful than my master, which is why my master wanted him by his side. Because he'd rather have such power under his control than used against him."
"Pretty smart," Solo had to admit.
"But there can be only two Sith at a time," she continued, "so as long as he knew Vader was out there, he refused to take another apprentice."
"Until now," Solo pointed out.
She nodded. "Vader has grown soft over the years. He hardly uses his Force abilities and all he cares about is his precious family. My master came to realize that he would be worthless as a Sith. His daughter Leia, on the other hand, while not as powerful, exhibits all of the traits, in his opinion, to make a fine Sith. So he decided to take her as his new apprentice."
"Without giving you a second thought," Solo figured out.
"With her gone, he'll have no choice but to see what has been before him all this time," she explained. "I may not be as powerful as either Vader or his daughter, but I'm very good at what I do. I've been well trained and have never failed him on a single mission. I was born to be his apprentice."
"One other thing," Solo continued. "Have you considered what will happen when your boss figures out that you're the one behind this whole thing? Because you aren't exactly subtle in your dislike of Leia. He has to know that you want her gone."
"The ability to outmaneuver others is a prized Sith skill," she informed him. "Once he figures out that I'm behind her escape, my master won't be able to deny that in my heart I have always been a Sith despite my loyalty to him. With Leia out of his reach and Vader too undesirable, I will be the only candidate he has to become his apprentice. He'll have to accept me."
Solo was silent as he appeared to examine everything he had been told.
Mara wished that he was weak-minded so she could just force him to do what she wanted. (Though she had to admit that it was a good thing he wasn't. She needed someone smart to be able to pull off as complicated an operation as she had a feeling this would be.)
"Okay, Red. Tell me what you have in mind."
((((())))))
Need to lay down, Leia miserably groaned to herself as the Emperor called a halt to her latest round against the four remotes. (She knew better than to mention how tired and in pain she was out loud. Luckily, she had yet to be punished for just thinking it!)
To keep him happy, she'd been trying to go on the offensive against the remotes rather than just defending herself. She had so far been able to confront and destroy three remotes in a single bout. But, unfortunately, every time she managed to knock out of commission all the remotes she was pitted against, the number was increased for the next round.
To her "master's" annoyance (which, of course, secretly amused her), she had so far been unable to take out the fourth.
"You continue to improve, my apprentice," the Emperor announced. "However, you are still relying too much on defensive techniques. It is why you cannot yet destroy the fourth remote."
"Yes, master," she managed as obediently as her heavy breathing allowed.
"I can see you are exhausted," he went on, sounding as if he had just happened to notice that she was ready to fall down where she stood. "You may take a short break. Perhaps, meditate."
"Thank you, master," she said with the smallest bow she could force her body to perform. (He was a real stickler for formalities. The things she had to do in her quest to become his best friend!) "I will do as you suggest."
As she went over to bunk in the back of the training area, she again wondered when he was going to start teaching her Force techniques. This was now the fourth day of training and there was still no mention of working with the Force. All he seemed to care about was her lightsaber skills.
Which, she could proudly say, were improving by leaps and bounds under his instruction. (He may be a creepy evil Sith, but he sure knew how to use a lightsaber!) Perhaps when this whole mess was over and Dad felt safe to openly use the Force and stuff again, she could spar with him just to see how she measured up to a fully-trained Jedi.
She sat down on the bunk and, after removing her boots, crossed her legs in the basic meditation pose.
Closing her eyes, she left her mind drift away, focusing on nothing.
Her last thought was the hope that this rest period would be a tiny bit longer than the last one he had granted her.
Five minutes was nowhere near enough!
((((())))))
Luke's eyes widened in amazement as a large group of trees simply vanished from the thick forest to reveal a huge set of hangar doors as they slid open.
"Wow," was all he could manage as Dad and Obi-Wan piloted the Heart's Home towards the entrance.
"Pretty impressive, isn't it?" Bail commented. (The senator had told Luke and Ammae to call him by his first name, so they did. He was very nice and Luke could see why Mom, Dad, and Obi-Wan liked him so much. His daughter Winter, who they had met while they were on Alderaan, was pretty nice too.) "It was actually one of the Jedi who came up with the idea of camouflaging the hangar doors with a hologram. It wouldn't fool a planetary scan, of course, but no one flying over the forest would notice."
"Master Rasan, I believe it was," Obi-Wan added. He turned to Dad. "You wouldn't know him. He had just been chosen as a Padawan about eight months before the Order fell. He was on an intel gathering mission with his Master when Order 66 was given. They were separated from their clone troops when they received the order, so they were able to survive and go into hiding. Rasan took and passed his trials two years ago."
"How long has the Alliance been using this base?" Mom asked, changing the subject.
"Almost three years now," Bail answered. "Mon and the others on the Council, myself included, think we can stay here indefinitely if the Empire doesn't find us. We've burrowed so deep in the ground that we could probably collapse the first few levels if we had to and survive until we could dig ourselves back out. The hangars are actually at the bottom of the base."
"How far down does it go?" Dad questioned as he guided the Home straight down a well-lit tunnel.
"Presently, the lowest level is at 5 miles," Bail told him. "But that's the hangar and it had to be fairly large to accommodate the larger cruisers."
"Heart's Home," the voice of the controller came over the comm, "start reducing your approach speed. You should see hangar entrance ahead of you."
"Copy that," Dad replied as a bright light appeared in the distance. "Where should we put down?"
"Anywhere you can," the controller informed him. "We're pretty full at the moment."
"It appears that he was not exaggerating," Obi-Wan commented as the ship emerged from the tunnel into the main hangar. He looked directly at Mom. "I wonder what is going on."
"If you are implying what I think you're implying, Obi-Wan, than I will be very disappointed in my old colleagues," Mom said. "I would have thought they would have known to be very discreet about my arrival."
Bail snorted. "There's no question that you've been out of touch, Padmé. When it comes to things that the Council believes will increase morale or recruitment, discretion goes out the airlock. I'd be surprised if half the Alliance didn't know you were coming."
"They're all here for Mom?" Ammae spoke up. "That must mean that they're going to help us get Leia back, right?"
"If only that were true, sweetie," Mom said, placing a hand on her shoulder. "No, we still need to convince them to give us the help we need. Most people are here just to see if the rumor of my survival is true."
"Judging by the size of that welcoming committee," Dad interjected, "I think you're right."
Gathered at the far side of the hangar was a very large crowd. (Luke decided not to even try to count how many people there were.) There was no question that they were waiting for someone.
"Oh, don't they have anything better to do?" Mom complained. "You'd think I was some sort of celebrity instead of a former senator. It's absolutely ridiculous." She turned to Bail. "I don't suppose there's a back way out of the hangar?"
"I'm afraid not," Bail told her, "but Captain Vellel and her security team will be here shortly. She's the best we have and she'll have you through that crowd in no time. You have nothing to worry about."
"Bail is exactly right," Obi-Wan said. "Most people are afraid of Captain Vellel. No one will dare give you any trouble while you're under her protection."
Luke tried to imagine what she looked like to make people afraid of her. She clearly had to be one of the bigger and more "frightening" species (to smaller ones like humans, anyway) to have such an effect.
He hoped it was only her appearance that was intimidating!
The sound of the cockpit door sliding open behind him caught his attention and he turned around just in time to see Master Yoda enter. (Truthfully, Luke was more than a little intimidated by the Jedi Master despite his friendly and pleasant nature. He was unlike anyone he had ever met. And his strange way of speaking made it difficult to always understand what he was saying.)
"Landed at the base, have we?" Yoda asked in his unusual style.
"Yes, Master," Dad informed him. "I was just about to send someone to let you know. We're waiting for an escort to arrive to get us through this crowd."
"I think they're here," Ammae spoke up, pointing out the viewport.
Luke's gaze followed in the direction of Ammae's finger and was amazed to see the crowd had actually parted into two neat sections, leaving a clear path from the hangar doors to the Home.
Whoa, he silently commented.
He didn't think he wanted to know what Captain Vellel and her team had done to get the crowd to do that!
"There's no question she's good," Dad decided. "She has a determined crowd jumping to obey her. That's no easy feat."
"Oh, Captain Vellel has a certain effect on people," Obi-Wan told him. "They'll do almost anything to get as far away from her as possible. You'll find out why as soon as she get here."
"How unpleasant is this woman?" Mom wanted to know.
"Let's put it this way," Bail said, "her entire family and village were wiped out by the Empire. She has since vowed to never let anyone get close to her ever again and accomplishes that by treating everyone around her poorly. It is only because she is so good at her job that she has climbed the ranks so quickly. Otherwise her behavior would not be tolerated. Having her around is not good for morale."
On one hand, Luke now felt very sorry for her. But on the other, he had no respect for anyone who willingly hurt others. (It didn't make sense that she didn't want to be close to anyone again. Wouldn't she want to find people to comfort and support her, especially after losing her family and friends? Then again, understanding the way other people behaved had never been one of his strong points.) He decided that it would be best to have as little to do with her as possible.
"Understand why she is allowed to behave that way, I do not," Master Yoda stated. "Spoken with her, no one has?"
"Many people have tried, Master Yoda," Obi-Wan informed him. "But she does not want to listen. She seems to need to hold on to her anger and hatred. At least, that's what more than one counselor has determined. But the High Council agrees that the Alliance needs someone of her skills in security and that is why she is allowed to behave the way she does."
"Sad for her, I am," Yoda said. "In much pain, she must be."
Luke was surprised and pleased to hear his own sentiments being echoed by the Jedi Master. It was nice to know that he wasn't alone in his assessment of the captain and it made him feel slightly more at ease around Master Yoda.
Through the viewport, Captain Vellel herself finally entered the hangar and Luke was completely taken aback by her appearance.
She was a tall, thin human!
Now, Luke really didn't know what to make of her! Although he couldn't see her face, she was clearly not the big and intimidating being he thought she'd be. Yet from what Bail and Obi-Wan said, most everyone was afraid of this Captain Vellel.
"So, which one of us gets the honor of greeting her?" Dad wanted to know as Captain Vellel strode towards the Home.
"Why don't you, Padmé, and Master Yoda come with me and the four of us can meet her together?" Bail suggested.
"Good idea," Mom agreed. She looked at Obi-Wan. "Obi-Wan, in the meantime, you can help Luke and Ammae gather our things as well as Threepio and Artoo."
"An excellent suggestion," Obi-Wan said, undoing his harness and turning to Luke and Ammae. "Do the two of you agree?"
"Sounds good to me," Luke said, happy to have an excuse to avoid meeting Captain Vellel right away. He undid his harness. "Come on, Ammae. Let's go get the droids first."
"Okay," Ammae agreed, getting up from her seat. "Don't forget that we have to wake up Artoo first so Threepio will complain to him and not us."
Luke shook his head at the unnecessary reminder. Threepio did not like having his rest cycle cut short, as Luke himself had found out a few years ago. His "mistake" had then become a long-running family joke.
"How about I let you wake them both up so there's no chance I'll mess up again?" he lightly suggested.
"If you say so," she grinned as the three of them exited the cockpit ahead of the others.
Luke let Obi-Wan and Ammae go before him, his plan to take as much time as possible to drag out the time before he had to meet the foreboding Captain Vellel.
The less time he spent with someone like her, the better!
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As they waited for the ramp to lower to allow Captain Vellel to enter the Home, Anakin moved to a position slightly behind Padmé, Bail, and Yoda. Although Padmé had made it clear that she would not hide their marriage anymore, she was still worried about how Anakin would be treated if it became public knowledge. (It didn't make any difference to her that he really didn't care what anyone thought of him.) So she had decided that while she would not pretend that they weren't married, she would not mention their relationship unless directly questioned about it. (She had brushed it off when Anakin had reminded her that all anyone had to do was look at either Luke or Ammae and it would be obvious who their father was. "No one is that observant," she had declared.) And to make people less likely to speculate, she had also him to stand slightly apart from her to make it look like he was here as simply a friend and not as her husband. To make her happy, he had of course agreed.
The ramp reached the ground and Vellel wasted no time marching up it.
Anakin didn't even need to reach out with the Force to detect the woman's emotions. She was loudly broadcasting them and what Anakin felt made him shudder.
Cold hatred.
Intense anger.
Desire for revenge.
This was a woman no one would ever want to cross. (It was a good thing she wasn't Force-sensitive. She would have fallen to the dark side a long time ago.)
He glanced towards Yoda to see if he had had a similar reaction, but as always, it was impossible to tell what he was thinking and feeling.
Vellel stepped through the hatch and gave a stiff salute.
"Senator Organa," she coolly acknowledged Bail before turning to Padmé. "Greetings, Senator Amidala. I am Captain Nansi Vellel. I am here to escort you and your family to your quarters. If you are ready?"
Anakin could sense Padmé's dismay at the way Vellel had completely ignored both Yoda and himself, but none of it showed in her face or body language. He knew she would very much want to inform the captain of her error, but that Padmé was too professional to actually do so.
"In a few minutes, Captain," Padmé informed her in a tone that mirrored Vellel's. "Master Kenobi and my children are gathering the things we are taking to our quarters."
"There's no need for that," Vellel said. "My men can bring it for you."
"That's quite all right," Padmé assured her. "It's more to give the children something to do than anything else. But I appreciate the offer."
Vellel simply nodded her head. "As you wish. But I urge you to hurry them along. We need to be out of the ship and through the hangar as soon as we can."
"Oh? And why is that?" Padmé wanted to know.
Vellel gestured behind her. "You saw the crowd out there? They are very eager to see you, Senator, and my men won't be able to hold them back for much longer. Unless you want them to storm the ship, we need to be gone before they gain enough momentum to rush my men."
Anakin was impressed. What she lacked in personality, she made up for in skill. She was every bit as good as Bail had said she'd be.
"I'll go check on them," he offered before Padmé could respond herself. It had just occurred to him that he needed to warn Luke and Ammae to not to try to be too friendly with Vellel. Not only would their efforts be wasted, but there was a chance that she might respond with something that would hurt his children, especially the highly-sensitive Luke. "With your permission of course, milady."
"Of course," Padmé replied with a small wave of her hand before returning her attention to Vellel, who was explaining her plan of action to get from the ship to their assigned quarters.
He turned and moved down the corridor and was relieved to see Obi-Wan, Luke, Ammae, and the droids already coming in his direction. Everyone, Threepio included, was carrying a pack.
"There you are," he greeted them. "The extremely pleasant Captain Vellel wants you to know that you should have been ready yesterday. She needs us to go now, you know."
"I see it didn't take her very long to charm you," Obi-Wan said with a smirk. "What did you think of her emotional output?"
"It makes me wish that I hadn't started using the Force again," he bluntly informed him. "How can anyone with the slightest Force ability stand to be around her for more than a few seconds?"
"With lots and lots of practice," Obi-Wan said. "We try to keep the younglings as far away from her as possible."
"She's that bad?" Luke wanted to know.
"Well, the good news is she seems to completely ignore anyone she doesn't have any use for, so I think you and Ammae should be fine as long as neither of you try to directly talk to her," he told him. He turned back to Obi-Wan. "It was like Yoda and I didn't exist to her. She didn't even acknowledge me when I spoke. Padmé's fuming."
"That's the good captain for you," Obi-Wan replied. "Most people are overjoyed to escape her notice."
"Well, unless we get back to her in the next couple of minutes, I have a bad feeling that we'll all be facing her wrath," Anakin let him know. "She apparently has our exit planned down to the seconds."
"Then we better hurry!" Ammae declared. "Come on, Luke!"
She and Luke picked up their pace and rushed off ahead, Artoo beeping after them.
"The nerve of him!" Threepio fumed at Artoo's desertion. "Just like him to leave me behind! Artoo-Detoo, you get back here this instant!"
Anakin and Obi-Wan exchanged amused glances.
"It never gets old," Anakin assured him.
"Apparently not," Obi-Wan agreed. "I would have adjusted his personality programming years ago."
"That's the difference between you and me," Anakin told him. "You still see droids as things. I see them as..."
He trailed off as they stepped into the main hold and he noticed that there was a new figure who had not been there when he had left just a few minutes ago.
When the new arrival looked up, Anakin's mouth fell open as he recognized who it was.
"Hey, Skyguy," Ahsoka Tano, his now fully-grown former Padawan greeted him.
"You're definitely not as dead as Master Obi-Wan said you were."
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"S-Snips? Is that really you?"
"You really didn't think you'd get rid of me that easily, did you Master?" Jedi Knight Ahsoka Tano playfully teased her former teacher. "So it took me a couple of decades to find you. Big deal."
It took every ounce of Jedi control she had not to jump up and down like the young Padawan she had been when Anakin had vanished from the galaxy. (Not with both Masters Yoda and Obi-Wan watching! It would be too embarrassing!)
I knew he was alive! she gleefully thought. I knew it!
She had never given up hope that she would see him again. She had never allowed herself to believe Obi-Wan's story of Anakin's death. (Obi-Wan had been running for his life from a bunch of brain-fried clones. Taking the time to check Anakin's vitals instead of making an immediate run for it would have been foolish. He'd had no choice but to leave Anakin behind.) Besides, she would have known if he had died. She had been his apprentice for three years. She would have felt it the moment it had happened, just as she had felt it when Master Plo had died. (Master Plo's death still haunted her after all these years. She had not seen him for several months before that terrible day and she regretted never having had the chance to say goodbye.) If anyone would have sensed Anakin's death, it would have been her.
For a moment, Anakin just continued to stare at her.
"Wow," he finally said. "Just...wow. You've... You're so... You're all grown up."
"Yeah, I'm afraid so," she let him know with a grin, thoroughly amused by his reaction. "It's one of those unfortunate side effects of the years passing. But, hey, the good news is that no one calls me a youngling anymore."
"How could they?" he agreed, sounding amazed. "You're not little anymore."
Before Ahsoka had the chance to respond, she found herself being pulled into a tight hug.
So much for keeping emotional displays under control!
"It's so good to see you," he warmly told her as he held her close. When he finally released her, he added, "I've missed you, Ahsoka."
"I've missed you too," she let him know. Her grin got bigger. "I especially missed you when it came to the new Master the Council assigned me. Master Bittford gives a whole new meaning to the word 'strict'. And if that wasn't bad enough, she's so uptight that she makes Obi-Wan look relaxed!" She turned to Obi-Wan and quickly added, "No offense."
"None taken," he assured her. "Believe me, even I have sympathy for the unlucky younglings she chooses to be her Padawans." He looked pointedly at Anakin. "I doubt you would have complained about me as much if you'd trained with her for even a day."
"How do you know Ahsoka, Dad?" the teenage boy Padmé had quickly identified as her son before Anakin's arrival spoke up before Anakin could reply.
Dad?
Ahsoka looked up to see the newcomer but there were no additional people in the hold.
Puzzled, she returned her gaze to the boy and then followed his line of sight.
He was looking directly at Anakin.
What?
She did two more back and forth glances between the boy and Anakin and suddenly it clicked.
The boy looked almost exactly like Anakin.
Anakin was his father.
"Luke!" the younger girl, who had been introduced as Padmé's daughter and Luke's sister, cried out in a scolding voice. (She also happened to look a lot like Anakin. Ahsoka felt like kicking herself for not noticing something so obvious.) "It's supposed to be a secret!"
"It's not anymore," Obi-Wan dryly commented.
Luke had the good graces to look embarrassed at his mistake.
"I'm sorry," he apologized. "I wasn't thinking."
"It's all right," Anakin told him. "Ahsoka won't tell anyone. Will you, Snips?"
"I won't if you don't want me to, but I don't see how it matters," she said, honestly not understanding what the problem was. "It's not like you're an active member of the Order and broke the Code. You've been gone a long time, Skyguy."
Truthfully, she was glad to hear that they had found each other after the fall of the Republic and had gone on to make a life together in a galaxy turned upside down. They had been extremely close friends during the time she had known them. It didn't surprise her that that friendship had turned to something more once the Code wasn't standing between them. She was happy for them.
"Um, that's not exactly true," Anakin told her. "We, um, got married at the beginning of the war. Not long before I met you."
Oh!
"So the Code was definitely broken," he continued. "Which is why Padmé and I would greatly appreciate it if you didn't say anything to anyone."
For a moment, Ahsoka didn't know what to think. While she had been his Padawan, he had told her over and over again that the Code was never to be broken. Bending it a little (for the good of the mission, he had stressed) was okay, but outright violation was forbidden. Only rules were okay to break because (in Anakin's opinion) most didn't apply to any given situation at any given time. (Which was probably why he held the record for most broken rules in the history of the entire Jedi Order. Obi-Wan had once informed her that she was quickly catching up with him, proof of his "terrible" influence on her.) Going against the Code, according to Anakin, was the equivalent of quitting the Order.
Yet, here he was, telling her he had done the very thing he had repeatedly told her not to do.
It was a strange feeling to learn that two of the people she had felt closest to in the entire galaxy had kept such a major secret from her. (Even Yoda and Obi-Wan found out before she did! Though she knew it had to be a recent revelation for them too. Otherwise Anakin would have been kicked out of the Order long before his disappearance.) She had been alone with Anakin and Padmé numerous times over the years and not once had she seen a sign that they were more than friends. (Though that could have been because she was so young at the time. After all, she had only been fourteen when she had been assigned to Anakin.) On one hand, it was insulting that they felt that they could not trust her with something that precious to them despite her having proved herself completely trustworthy. (Or so she had thought.) But on the other, she couldn't blame them for their caution. She had been very young back then. There was every chance she would have turned them in rather than keep their secret as a good Jedi was supposed to do.
But none of it mattered anymore. As she had said, Anakin had been gone from the Jedi a long time. He couldn't be thrown out of something he had left on his own. Except for this one little thing, he had been (for the most part) an exemplary Jedi who had saved countless lives. There was no reason to ruin the Order's memory of him. (Plus the fact that Masters Yoda and Obi-Wan were all right with it was a large factor in her decision to keep the secret.)
"I promise I won't say anything," she assured both him and Padmé. "You have my word." She then gave Anakin a teasing grin. "I guess this is what they mean when they say 'do as I say, not as I do.' Right, Master?"
"Thank you," Padmé said, sounding relieved. "The Jedi are not the only one who would see our past actions as unforgivable despite the fact that our marriage did nothing to affect our work. Some senators are even more judgmental, especially some of the ones on the High Council. If we're to have any chance of the Alliance helping us save our daughter, no one can know of our marriage."
"If they find out, it won't be from me, Padmé," Ahsoka promised.
The mention of saving a daughter was news to her. (She couldn't believe they had three kids!) All she'd heard was that Padmé had resurfaced after all these years and was coming to meet with the High Council on personal business. It was clearly more personal than anyone could have ever imagined.
"Um, not to be rude, but I'd really appreciate it if someone could answer my question," Luke interjected. "Why does Ahsoka keep calling you 'Master', Dad? I thought you were just a Jedi Knight."
Ahsoka gave Anakin an amused look. "Gee, Skyguy, was I such an embarrassment to you that you had to hide my existence from your kids? I'm insulted." Shaking her head but still smiling, she turned to Luke. "During the Clone Wars, I was your father's Padawan Learner. He trained me for three years. Considering all of the missions we went on together, I'm surprised he didn't share at least one of our, er, more interesting adventures."
"I must have missed all of those," Obi-Wan commented.
"There are a lot of things we didn't tell our children," Padmé told her. "It was for their own protection."
Ahsoka nodded her understanding. She had a lot of experience with parents and children. Parents would do anything if they thought it would keep the children safe. Keeping secrets was just one of the more common ways. (Of course, secrets had a tendency to always come out in the end, especially the ones that were kept with the intention of "protecting" others.)
"The time for talking is up if you want to leave this hangar without harassment," Captain Stonecold (the nickname had been given to Vellel by an annoyed member of her team and it had stuck) bluntly spoke up. She stepped back into the hold. She had been waiting just outside the open hatch. "You can finish this conversation elsewhere."
"Of course, Captain," Padmé smoothly replied. "We defer to your judgment. Please, lead the way."
"Is she always like this?" Anakin murmured under his breath.
"Only when she's in a good mood," Obi-Wan answered. "She's much worse on other days."
Ahsoka held in the snort of laughter. The last thing she wanted was to earn Stonecold's wrath. She was already on her list for wanting to board the ship. If Padmé hadn't vouched for her, she knew she would have been bodily removed from the hangar.
"Follow me," Stonecold ordered and without another word, left the hold and marched down the ramp.
"You heard the, er, lady," Anakin said. "Follow her."
Grinning as she hadn't done in many years, Ahsoka did exactly that.
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Even as he sat across from her, Anakin could not get over the fact that Ahsoka was grown up. She was no longer the teenage Padawan who had been his responsibility to train and watch over. (In a way, she had been a daughter of sorts to both him and Padmé. They had loved her as if she had been their own.) She was an adult Jedi Knight who had completed her training years ago and could take on her own Padawan at any time she wanted. It was hard to believe that so much time had truly passed.
"You're staring at me again, Skyguy," Ahsoka teasingly pointed out. "Careful or Padmé might start getting ideas about us."
They were sitting in the main living area of the quarters assigned to him and his family. (They were surprisingly spacious. He had been expecting some sort of barracks rather than an apartment. Obi-Wan had reminded him that the base was intended to last several years, with personnel living in it for the duration. Their comfort had been an important consideration in the design of the living areas.) Obi-Wan had taken Yoda to meet with the Jedi Council and Padmé was helping Luke and Ammae settle in. He and Ahsoka had decided to use the free time to catch up.
"I'm sorry," he apologized. "It's just that for all these years the only image I've had of you in my mind is you as the kid you still were the last time I saw you. It's kind of a shock to see that you're all grown up."
Ahsoka grinned. "Yeah, it shocked me too the first time I realized it had happened. It was the day my cuteness stopped working as a weapon. It was a horrifying revelation."
Anakin raised an eyebrow. "Your cuteness? As a weapon? Now that I really don't remember. Was that a trick you learned from Master Bittford?"
She gave him a look. "You never met Master Bittford, did you? No, it was a little something I learned on my own while I was hiding out on Pantora after the Purge. If you remember, I was visiting my friend Chuchi there when Order 66 went down."
He nodded. She had been given leave a week before he and Obi-Wan had been called back to Coruscant due to the Separatist attack. It had been the last time he had seen her until today.
"But anyway, even though I had both Chuchi and the Chairman vouching for me, not everyone in the Pantoran Assembly was in agreement that Pantora should harbor a fugitive Jedi from the Empire," she continued. "So I had to get a little, um, creative in finding ways to convince them to hide me." A huge grin spread across her lips. "You'd be surprised how far a girl can get by playing up her adorability factor."
"'Adorability factor'?" Anakin repeated incredulously. "Do I even want to know?"
"Hey, don't knock something you've never seen in action," she informed him. "And I didn't name it that. Chuchi did. But it worked very well. The Pantorans kept me very well hidden until I learned that the other surviving Jedi were starting to gather together. That was about two years after the Purge. I then joined with the Jedi, who had already joined the Alliance, and I've been here ever since."
"How is Chuchi these days anyway?" he asked out of curiosity.
He had liked the young Pantoran very much. She'd been very mature for her years, which had greatly impressed him when they first met on the mission to Orto Plutonia.
"She's good," Ahsoka let him know. "Married with kids. You know, the usual."
Anakin chuckled. "You mean, the usual for non-Jedi."
"Non-Jedi, you," she listed. "So, it's your turn now. How did you survive the Purge?"
He and Padmé had had a discussion about how to answer questions of this very nature on the trip from Alderaan. Since Padmé was worried about too many people knowing about their marriage, they had come up with a slight variation of the story they had told their children: instead of preparing to resign from their respective positions, they were together because Padmé was getting ready to return to Naboo and had invited Anakin over to ask if he would be her escort. But since Ahsoka already knew about their marriage, he would have to quickly come up with another version of events.
"I was at Padmé's apartment when Palpatine issued the order," he told her, his mind rapidly piecing together a plausible story. "Since both you and Obi-Wan were off-world, I was spending most of my time with her. The Separatist attack had really unnerved her and she didn't want to be alone when she wasn't working."
The majority of it was true. He had been spending a lot of time with Padmé after his return from the Outer Rim Sieges. But it had not been because of her nerves.
It had been because of his vision...
"She was pregnant with Luke and Leia."
Ahsoka only nodded.
"We didn't find out what was happening at the Temple until it was too late," he continued, returning to the original story. "We saw the smoke and fire from her windows. I would have gone to investigate, but I didn't want to leave Padmé when she was so distraught."
"She probably saved your life," Ahsoka commented. "If you had gone..."
Anakin just nodded, thanking the Force that she didn't know the truth.
Because if she did...
"The next morning the reports of the clones turning on their Jedi generals came flooding in through the HoloNet," he went on, wanting to move the discussion along. "After hearing that, Padmé and I felt that it would be for the best that I stayed in her apartment while she went to the Senate to find out what had happened. As soon as she heard Palpatine claim that the Jedi had rebelled and declare himself emperor, she knew we had to get as far away from Coruscant as possible. We left as soon as she returned from the Senate."
"Where did you go?"
"We didn't have a specific destination in mind," he honestly told her. "We just made our way towards the Outer Rim, making short stops along the way for the essentials, such as food, fuel, and the items we needed to create new identities. It wasn't until after the twins were born that we settled on a world. We moved a few years later to a second planet, where we were staying until we were found."
"Any idea how it happened?"
"We have a suspicion, but no way to verify it. You know about the mission Obi-Wan was on?"
"Yeah, he was watching that pacifist who thought she could overthrow Palpatine with school," she answered.
"Well, one of her people happened to be our youngest daughter's teacher and without knowing who we were, became suspicious that Ammae knew Padmé," Anakin explained. "Long story short, she sent a message back to her base and Obi-Wan came to investigate."
"The Empire must have intercepted the message," Ahsoka theorized, "but I've never heard of them paying much attention to the Rim worlds before. Something must have changed that we don't yet know about."
"The news is pretty outdated by the time it reaches our system, so I can't offer you any ideas," he told her. "You'd know more than me."
"Well, I'm sure it won't be long until we both know," she assured him. "Once we're on Coruscant, I'm sure we can take a few minutes to hack their computer for information while trying to find your daughter."
"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Anakin interjected, putting his hands up. "What do you mean 'we'? No one's going after Leia but Obi-Wan, Padmé, and myself."
He knew that this was exactly what Yoda had been hoping for, that other Jedi would want to go with them, but Anakin was determined not to let any of them, Ahsoka included, get involved for a large number of reasons. One of them being that there was something inherently wrong about any Jedi doing anything to help the man who had single-handedly killed so many of them. (If they ever found out...) But the most important reason was that any Jedi going with them would try to stop him from doing the one thing that he needed to do to insure Leia's rescue: face Sidious.
Alone.
He had come to the realization after Yoda had told him his vision of Obi-Wan and himself being killed by Palpatine. If he were to actively seek out Sidious and distract him while Obi-Wan and Padmé got Leia and made an escape, it increased their chances of getting out of the palace and off of Coruscant alive.
The fact that he would most likely die in the process didn't bother him at all. As long as Padmé and Leia got away safely, that's all that mattered.
Ahsoka folded her arms. "Oh, really? If that's the case, then what are you doing here? Come on, Skyguy, you wouldn't have come to us if you didn't need help."
"Help, yes. Company, no," he clarified. "We don't stand a chance of getting into the palace without ID documents and maps, but the less people involved the better. We're going to sneak in, find Leia, and sneak back out. That's all."
"And when was the last time either you or Padmé went on a dangerous mission?" she countered. "The two of you are dangerously out of practice and there's no way Obi-Wan can protect the both of you, your rescued daughter, and himself. You need another person going with you. And that person is going to be me, Master. I won't take 'no' for an answer and that's final."
It was just at that moment that Padmé came to join them.
"What's final?" she questioned, probably having only heard that last thing Ahsoka said. "What's going on?"
"Ahsoka is insisting on coming with us when we go to rescue Leia," Anakin brought her up to date. "I'm not having any luck talking her out of it."
"Honestly, I'm glad to hear that," Padmé said, which didn't completely surprise him. "You and Ahsoka were always a great team. Our chances of success will be even greater with her helping."
"Thank you," Ahsoka chimed in. "At least one of you has some common sense."
"What about the Jedi Council?" Anakin wanted to know. "Won't you need their permission to go with us?"
"I doubt that's going to be a problem since I'm between assignments right now," she informed him. "Face it, Master, you're stuck with me."
Anakin sighed as he realized that this was a battle he could not win.
"Fine. You want to come, you can come."
"I knew you'd see it my way," Ahsoka grinned.
Anakin shook his head. "Yeah, because you wouldn't let me do otherwise."
Ahsoka's grin grew even wider.
"Just like old times."
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After what seemed like an eternity to her tired mind despite being mere seconds, the door accepted the entry code and slid open, allowing an exhausted Leia to practically fall into the room. She managed to drag herself across the floor to the nearest chair, which she gratefully collapsed into with a groan.
"Another fun day?" Han questioned as he came to sit across from her.
"I swear, if I ever see another remote or training droid, I'm going to scream," she declared. "I officially hate lightsaber training."
She hadn't even been training an entire week and the Emperor had gotten the bright idea to pit her against both remotes and a training droid.
At the same time!
She'd been stunned in places she didn't even know she had!
"Ugh!" she added for good measure.
"Hey, you're the one who took his Royal Highness up on his offer," Han reminded her. "You have all these big plans to become his best friend so you can learn to kick his butt, or however you put it."
"'Kick his butt' sounds right," she said with a small smile. "I've been informed on more than one occasion that I lack... Oh, how did my middle school principal put it? Oh, yes. Decorum and the ability to be subtle."
Han snorted. "Yep, that sounds about right too."
"Hey!" she shot back indignantly. "You don't have to agree with it!"
Her parents had too, but Han didn't have to know that! (That was the year Mom had tried to force her to take etiquette lessons. They had not gone well.)
"I do if it's true," was his reply.
"Anyway," she said pointedly to move the conversation along, "at the rate I'm going, there will be no butt kicking for probably a million years. You would not believe how fast he is for an old guy. It's pretty scary."
Leia could still not get over the fact of how skilled the Emperor was when it came to the lightsaber. It left her in awe with her mouth hanging open every time he demonstrated what he could do. There was no way she could learn how to counter anything he could do in anything less than several years. And if the same was true about his ability with the Force...
"So, I'm thinking I need to give up my plan for now and we'll just go with yours," she confessed. "How's it coming?"
As much as she wished that she continue with her plan and get all the information about Dad out of His Royal Creepiness, she had come to realize that it was an impossible task. The Emperor was very careful not to talk about anything not directly related to her training. He was all business, all the time. (It was almost as if he knew what she was doing... But how could he? She'd never let down her shields once.) Escaping with Han had, in her opinion, become the most sensible option.
"Very nicely actually," he told her. "In fact, I don't believe we're going to be here too much longer."
"Wow! Really?" she asked, feeling a flash of hope.
The sooner he got her out of here, the sooner she could contact her parents and warn Dad to stay away...
"Yep," he assured her. "I've been doing some snooping around the Palace thanks to my guest status and I've spotted several promising looking options. The only problem will be getting to use one of them without being caught."
"The 'only problem'?" she echoed. "You can't be serious."
"I know what you're thinking. But believe it or not, they are all actual points of departure," he assured her. Then he gave her one of his half grins. "Just not all for living beings."
Images of huge garbage pits suddenly appeared in her mind.
"I don't think I want to know," she decided. "You'll have to surprise me."
"Oh, I think you're going to be very surprised," he promised her.
"By more than our escape route."
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Darth Sidious kept his expression pleasantly neutral as his Hand blatantly lied to him.
Although Mara had her mind shields tightly in place, Sidious had had no difficulty pushing past them to glance at all of her thoughts. There was nothing she could hide from him, no matter how deeply she tried to place the thought in her mind. It was impossible to keep any secrets from him.
Especially the traitorous kind.
"I believe Solo will make his first escape attempt very soon," she continued, as usual, unaware of his gentle intrusion. (As his own master had taught him, a Sith could not trust anyone. And as he had taught his master, not even his own apprentice. Knowledge was one of the greatest powers in the universe.) "His activity on the network has lessened in the last few days and he has been spotted near the disguised storage locker. I have instructed the stormtroopers who are pretending to guard the locker to wait until Solo and the girl open the door and discover the deception before opening fire."
"Excellent work," he praised her, meaning it because he knew she would not betray him during this first escape attempt. He knew that she had not finalized her true plan yet with Solo. It would be a while yet before they could agree on a definitive escape route. (From what he had observed of her thoughts, the only thing they had reached a consensus on was the use of his secret passages that he had had built into the Palace.) "And you have instructed your men to refraining from harming my apprentice?"
The purposeful description of Leia in the role Mara so desperately wanted evoked the expected response of disgust.
"They have been told to keep their blasters on stun, my master," she assured him, keeping her outward composure as she had been taught. "Neither Solo nor the girl will be physically harmed."
"Very good, my Hand," he praised her a second time. "I am very pleased with your handling of this assignment. I am proud of you."
Again, the calculated words had the desired effect and Mara's happiness flooded into the Force.
"Thank you, my master. I live to serve you."
Which was exactly why she could never be his apprentice.
"I know you do," he replied. "You are dismissed. I will summon you again soon."
"Yes, my master," she accepted, bowing deeply before turning to leave.
Sidious watched her go, amused by the fact that she had the illusion she could do anything without him knowing about it.
It was a true shame that her very Sith-like tendencies were hampered by her unfailing loyalty to him. Perhaps if the Jedi had not driven the Sith into hiding and forced them to instate the Rule of Two, she would have been allowed to explore her full potential as a Sith. However, as that was not to be, she had found her perfect place as his Hand. No one could have served him as well as she did.
Which was why he would let her planned betrayal proceed until the very last moment. It would make her realize once and for all how futile her attempts to prove her worthiness as a potential apprentice was. He did not expect any others after she was properly punished for this one.
At least it was not as laughable as young Skywalker's plot to destroy him. Where Mara's approach was mature and well-planned, Leia's served as proof of how much growing up she had yet to do. (Anakin and Padmé 's parenting skills were clearly lacking.) Thwarting it had been simple. Like Mara, she would soon see how pointless it was to try and outsmart him.
And then, perhaps, she would finally decide to embrace her destiny as a Sith.
And if not then...
He mentally shrugged.
He was a patient man. He did not doubt that she would eventually give in and accept a true Sith apprenticeship.
It was inevitable.
((((())))))
Padmé looked up at the sound of the Council chamber door sliding open to see Obi-Wan emerge from the room.
"They're ready for you," he informed her as the door shut behind him.
She took a deep breath before standing up and nodding. She had not been waiting very long, but every second had felt like an eternity.
Her daughter's life depended on the outcome of this meeting.
"What's the mood like in there, Obi-Wan?" she asked as she came towards him. "How receptive to my request do you think they'll be?"
From what Obi-Wan had told her of his initial contact with the High Council back on Alderaan, the news that she had been in hiding for the last sixteen years had been met with a mix of shock and sympathy. (Though not quite as much as the news that she was married with children had been.) But their emotional response could not give any indication of whether or not they would be willing to commit their resources to a rescue effort. She knew that the final decision would be based on how well she presented her case.
"I think you have a very good chance of securing their help," he assured her. "Bail and Mon are of course already fully committed to doing anything they can to help. And since they are the heads of the Council, the others usually follow their lead. The only person who may show any resistance is Senator Bel Iblis."
"You've mentioned that before," Padmé said. "I'm still waiting to hear why."
"It has to do with his wife," Obi-Wan explained. "She's an ardent supporter of Palpatine. She has been since he became Supreme Chancellor. And she refuses to believe anything that suggests he is a less than perfect leader. It became an issue in their marriage the moment he began openly opposing him.
"The senator believes that a swift victory over the Empire is the only way to save his marriage," he continued. "And he feels that the only way to achieve this is for the Alliance to be a completely military-oriented organization. The other High Council members disagree since the intention of the Alliance is to reinstate the Republic once the Empire is removed. They want the Alliance to function as if it were already the galactic government."
"I feel so sorry for him," Padmé commented, nodding her understanding. "I didn't know Garm well, but from what Mon and Bail told me, his wife and children mean everything to him. I can understand where he's coming from."
"The other Council members just let him voice his objections without arguing too much with him," Obi-Wan told her. He gestured towards the door. "Ready?"
"As I'll ever be," she let him know. "After you."
He then keyed the door open again and walked though.
Taking one more deep breath to prepare herself, she entered the High Council chamber.
And was completely taken by surprise by what she found inside.
The room was almost an exact replica of the Senate meeting chambers back on Coruscant, from the formal decor to the design of the table. For a moment, she felt as if she had gone back in time. To her, there could be nothing more telling about how serious the Alliance was about restoring the Republic.
Impressed, Padmé crossed the room to the empty seat at the unoccupied end of the table next to which Obi-Wan stood.
Assuming that the Council followed the Senate protocols, she did not sit and waited for the formal invitation to be seated.
"Welcome, Senator Amidala," Mon greeted her from the other end. "I know I speak for us all when I say how relieved I am to know that you are still alive despite the official word to the contrary. Please, have a seat."
"Thank you, Senator Mothma," Padmé formally replied as Obi-Wan pulled out the chair for her and then gently pushed her into place. "It is wonderful for me to see you all again as well. I wish it were under better circumstances."
She quickly scanned the faces around the table. From what she could tell, everyone was truly happy to see her again. There were genuine smiles on all of their faces, even Garm's. She took it as an encouraging sign.
"Senator Amidala," Mon began, "Master Kenobi has briefly told us of your plight and your reason for coming to us. If you do not mind, we would very much like to hear the details of your daughter's kidnapping before you make your formal request. The knowledge will help us when it comes time for us to make our ruling."
"Of course," Padmé acquiesced, Mon's words filling her with even more hope. (If they were already decided against helping her, they wouldn't care to know any details.) "The Emperor sent one of his personal agents to remove one of our children from our home and bring her directly to him on Coruscant. The agent's orders were to take our youngest daughter Ammae, but the intervention of our older daughter Leia resulted in her kidnapping instead. My husband attempted to stop the agent, but ultimately had to let her go to ensure Leia's safety."
Padmé knew that by mentioning Anakin at all, even without using his name, ran the risk of attracting attention to him. Deep down, she knew that it was inevitable that she would eventually have to reveal his true identity to the Council, especially if she was to succeed in securing their assistance. (Unfortunately, the fact that she had married a Jedi and kept it a secret for so long would have an impact on their final decision once it came out.) But until she was forced to say his name, she would use the vague description that she and Obi-Wan had used when first meeting with Bail.
"We know-"
"If you'll forgive the interruption," Garm cut her off, "I would like some clarification. I find it rather surprising that this Imperial agent was so forthcoming with you. Why would she bother telling you exactly what her orders were?"
"This was not your typical agent, Senator Bel Iblis," she told him. "As I said, she is a personal servant of Palpatine himself. She also happened to be a teenage girl, about the same age as my twins, who are sixteen. It's very possible that this was one of her first missions."
"That may be so, but that doesn't explain why she'd be so open with you," Garm countered. "It does not speak well for her training. Especially if she works for the Emperor directly."
Padmé suddenly got a very bad feeling that she would have to reveal Anakin's identity much sooner than she had hoped.
"This attack was directed at my husband," she admitted, wondering how far she could get before she was pushed to name him. "This kidnapping was designed to lure him back to Coruscant and to the Imperial Palace. Palpatine has been searching for him for years."
Before Garm could voice another questions, she continued, "You see, my husband was a fairly close friend and supporter of Palpatine for a number of years. He was unaware of the Supreme Chancellor's true nature and we had many disagreements because of it."
The last statement had been carefully calculated to appeal to Garm's sympathy because of his similar situation. If it had any impact, she couldn't tell.
"But when Palpatine destroyed the Republic and declared himself emperor," she went on, "my husband finally realized what kind of monster he had befriended.
"The main reason we decided to disappear was because we feared for the safety of ourselves and our unborn children," Padmé informed the entire Council, hoping that this admission would go a long way in alleviating the hurt feelings her reappearance had caused. "It was no secret that I was openly opposed to Palpatine. We were afraid that if we stayed he would eventually use our children as a way of hurting me. We told no one our plans so no one could be accused of helping us. We felt it was the right thing to do.
"Of course, by my husband disappearing with me, he became the main target of Palpatine's wrath instead," she stated. "I'm sure you all know how Palpatine feels about betrayal. He won't give up until he feels that my husband has been suitably punished."
"I can't help but notice that despite having mentioned him numerous times, you haven't told us your husband's name," Garm pointed out and Padmé knew the dreaded moment had arrived. "Is there a particular reason for that?"
"It's more a habit than anything else," she lied. (Admitting that she was purposely withholding his name would be the worst thing she could do.) "We had to hide our relationship for so long because of who and what we both were. My husband is Anakin Skywalker."
There was a chorus of murmurs at the revelation, a mix of surprised and not-so-surprised sounds. (Apparently, the rumors of their relationship had been more widespread than she had believed.) But much to her relief, there was no outright hostility or mistrust, a good sign in her opinion.
"I always thought that you two were closer than you'd ever admit," Chi commented with an amused grin. (She and Padmé had become good friends over the years due to Ahsoka's friendship with Chuchi. Chi was the daughter of Chairman Papanoida and had become a senator in her own right for the independent Pantoran colony world of Wroona.) "No one ever believed me."
"You were definitely not alone," Bail assured her.
"I believe Senator Amidala has given us enough background to now listen to her request," Mon called out in an attempt to bring order back to the meeting. "What is it that you would like us to do for you, Senator?"
"I have come before this esteemed body to ask for specific items that will make a rescue attempt of Leia from the Imperial Palace possible," Padmé began. "I assure you that I am only asking for supplies and not personnel. Although we did not request them, Masters Kenobi and Tano have already volunteered their services," she added, indicating Obi-Wan, "for which Anakin and I are grateful. The Jedi Council have already given their permission. But we cannot leave on our mission without the majority of the items I am about to list.
"The most essential item is proper ID documentation for all of us, including Leia," she specified. "We won't be able to even get onto Coruscant without them. We need to be able to land, move around Imperial City, get into the Palace, and then go back out into the city and leave the planet without attracting any unwanted attention.
"The second most essential item is maps of the city and the palace," she continued. "Without those, we won't be able to freely move around. Getting the maps and the ID documents are our number one priority. Other items we could use but aren't necessary are Imperial credits and a blaster for myself since all of my companions will already be armed.
"I have one last request, but it is more of a personal favor," she added. "If it's possible, I would like to have someone look after my other two children while Anakin and myself are away."
"I'll be more than honored to watch Luke and Ammae," Bail spoke up. "They already know me and Winter will enjoy their companionship."
"Thank you, Bail," Padmé smiled.
"To be honest, I don't believe that any of those items would be too difficult to procure for you," Mon said. "However, I personally don't have much knowledge of our inventory." She turned to the other Council members. "Before we ask Senator Amidala to leave us so we can discuss her request, does any one else have any questions for her?"
"I do," Garm spoke up. He directed his gaze to Padmé. "I'm curious as to why you're not asking for military or additional Jedi accompaniment. You mentioned that if Masters Kenobi and Tano had not directly offered to go with you, you and your husband would have gone alone. I would think that for such a dangerous mission that you would want as much support as possible."
Before she could answer, Obi-Wan, who had been silent the entire time, responded for her.
"It's because this was devised as a Jedi mission," Obi-Wan explained, giving an entirely different reason that Padmé had ever considered. (Her prepared answer would have been because it was a personal issue and she didn't think it right to involve the Alliance more than she had to. The real reason was to protect Anakin.) "Jedi missions are always carried out by very small teams. This insures stealth and speed, which is especially needed on a rescue mission. A heavily-armed military accompaniment would only hinder us."
"As will a civilian presence," Giddean pointed out. "Senator Amidala, I mean no offense but you should not be going on this mission yourself. You are neither Jedi nor military. I'm afraid you might inadvertently compromise the mission."
Padmé smiled to herself as this was a confirmation of support from Giddean. She now knew she had at least three of the High Council members willing to supply aid. Garm she was still not sure of and there was still the four others who had not weighed in on the issue aloud.
"I have to go," she answered, directing it at the entire Council. "I have to be there for my daughter when we get her out of that place. For my own peace of mind if nothing else. If I stay behind, I'll go mad until I know that she's been freed."
It was a good thing that Anakin was not here because he in fact did not want her going. Especially now that she was pregnant. (He had already begun attempting to convince her to stay behind.) But as she had just told the Council, she had to go. She refused to be left behind to wait and worry.
"Are there any more questions?" Mon asked the Council. When no more were raised, she said, "Senator Amidala, Master Kenobi, I will ask for the two of you to kindly wait outside while we deliberate on your request. You will be called back in once a decision is made."
"Thank you all for taking the time to listen to my request," Padmé said gratefully. She then stood up and bowed to the table. "I await your decision."
"Senators," Obi-Wan said as he gave his own bow.
He then place his hand on Padmé's back and led her back towards the door.
All they could do now was wait.
((((())))))
"But I-" Luke tried again.
"You are not going," Anakin cut him off once more, hoping that this would at last put an end to Luke's insane request. "And that's final. It's too dangerous."
While he knew he shouldn't have been surprised that Luke had come to him seeking permission to participate in Leia's rescue, the timing had caught him completely off-guard. (Truthfully, he and Padmé should have seen it coming days ago. Luke had a history of going out of his way to help those in need, and the one in need in this case was his own twin, which would make it even more important to him. He had been known to run out into the middle of a busy street to rescue an animal. It made sense that Luke wanted to go.) He was too busy being consumed with worry about Padmé's meeting with the High Council.
She had left with Obi-Wan for the meeting a seeming eternity ago. (Why had she not returned yet? What was taking so long?) If it weren't for Ahsoka's constant calming, he would have already gone looking for her. Because his mind was on all of the things that could go wrong, he hadn't even been aware of Luke's approach. It had not been until Luke spoke that his attention had been brought back to where he was.
There was absolutely no question that Luke would not be allowed to go. (And neither would Padmé, who didn't know it yet because he had just come to the decision last night. Not only was it for her own safety, but it would enable him to do what he had to do without her trying to stop him...) Not only was he too young (an ironic thought considering that he himself had been nine on his first true adventure), but he had absolutely no experience and no training. He had never been in a situation where a moment's hesitation could result in his death. (Injury, yes, but never death.) Anakin also knew that Luke would not be able to bring himself to take a life even if it meant saving his own. Staying behind where it was safe was his only option.
"Listen to your dad," Ahsoka encouraged. "Trust me on this. He knows what he's talking about. I made the mistake of ignoring his advice a few times while I was his Padawan. Bad idea. It never ended well."
Anakin suppressed a smile at the slight lie. He and Ahsoka had always been able to salvage even the worst situations together. (Mostly with Obi-Wan's help.) They'd been a good team.
"I don't care," Luke countered. "It's all my fault Leia's there. It's only right that I help get her out."
Anakin sighed, fervently wishing Padmé was here so that she could handle this. Luke was as stubborn as everyone else in the family. It would take someone as skilled with logic and reason as Padmé to get him to change his mind.
"How many times do we have to go over this? It's impossible for what happened to be your fault. Mara was very, very good at her job," he told him. "There was no way you could have known what she was after. She had us all fooled."
"Except Leia," Luke reminded him. "She knew."
"Yes, but only because she used the Force to read her," he countered with a reminder of his own. "If Leia hadn't done that, she would have been as blind to Mara's intentions as the rest of us."
"Maybe, but I'm still the one who brought her to our-"
Fortunately, Luke's argument was cut off by the timely return of Padmé and Obi-Wan.
Thank the Force!
Relief flooded through him at the sight of her. Not only was the dreaded meeting over (he'd know within seconds whether or not coming to the Alliance had been worth the risk), but she could take over discouraging Luke.
"We did it," Padmé tiredly announced as she entered into the living area, Obi-Wan following. "The High Council has agreed to provide us with everything we need to get onto Coruscant and into the Imperial Palace. It should be ready for us in two days."
It took a moment for Anakin to realize what she had said.
She'd done it! She'd gotten the Alliance to agree to help them! Now they would have the means to finally rescue Leia!
Allowing himself to temporarily push aside his concerns about Luke, he rushed over to his wife and pulled her into his arms, giving her a spin before setting her down and repeatedly kissing her.
"You did it! You did it!" he excitedly congratulated her. "You're so amazing! I love you so much!"
The nightmare was nearly over for his family. They would soon be safe from Palpatine once more.
But whether or not he would be with them, he did not know...
Padmé returned his kisses, but much less passionately due to her incredible exhaustion. (How she did what she did, he'd never know. She put everything she had into her work. It was amazing to witness, but it never failed to completely drain her.)
"I had to tell them who you were," she quietly told him. "They found it suspicious that I would not speak my husband's name.
"They were surprisingly a lot more accepting of our relationship than I'd have imagined," she went on. "Apparently several of them had long thought something was going on between us."
"I'm glad it's in the open now," he let her know. "I've never liked having to hide our love.
"Or our children."
Thinking about their family reminded him of the situation with Luke and the fact that it needed to be dealt with immediately. Although he knew that Padmé was in desperate need of rest, he had to tell her about Luke's request. (And after she got left behind, she'd have plenty of time to rest until Leia was returned to her.) She was the only one who could get their son to see reason.
"We have a problem with Luke," he informed her. "He wants to go on the mission."
"Oh, no," Padmé moaned, her expression now distressed. "That means he's been thinking about this for days. When did he come to you with this?"
"About fifteen minutes ago," he let her know. "Ahsoka and I have been trying everything to get him to change his mind, but he won't take 'no' for an answer. He still thinks it's his fault that Leia was taken."
Padmé frowned. "I can't understand why. We've told him over and over again that it wasn't. I was sure we'd gotten through to him. He hasn't been acting the way he normally does when he feels guilty." She sighed. "Let me try to talk with him. Let's hope that I have better luck convincing him to stay here with Ammae. Bail's agreed to watch over both of them." She looked around. "And speaking of Ammae, where is she?"
"In her room, researching something new she discovered this morning," he told her. "To be honest, I don't even know what it is. But I'm assuming it has something to do with droids because she asked Artoo to help her. Threepio's with them. He apparently doesn't trust Artoo to behave himself if he's not around.
"You know, it's a good thing she wasn't here to hear Luke's argument for coming along with us," he added, feeling better enough about the situation now that Padmé was involved that he could include a little humor. "You just know she'd want to go too and that she'd have an even stronger case for us to include her."
Padmé gave a little smile at that. "One even I couldn't argue against." She gave him a quick kiss. "Go talk to Obi-Wan while I have a few words with our son. He'll fill you in on all the details."
"I'm sorry you had to walk into this," he apologized. "I know how tired you are."
"It's all right, my love," she assured him, touching his cheek. "I'll be fine. Luke is too important to wait." She gave him another gentle kiss. "I promise I won't give up until I get him to change his mind."
"If anyone can do it, it's you."
She gave him a smile before breaking away and walking towards where Luke had been left waiting for an answer to his request.
Almost immediately after Padmé had left his side, Obi-Wan and Ahsoka came to take her place.
"Ahsoka told me what's happened with Luke," Obi-Wan said. "I suppose it's not surprising that he'd want to help given what you've told me about him."
"We probably should have seen it coming," Anakin admitted. "We've just been so distracted by other things that the thought didn't even cross our minds." He decided to change the subject. "Did the High Council really agree to everything Padmé asked?"
"Actually, they wanted to give us more," Obi-Wan stated, which surprised him. "They were quite concerned about how small the rescue party was and insisted that we allow additional military personnel to accompany us. But they backed down once I explained that the rescue was being carried out as a Jedi mission and it required as few people as possible for stealth purposes."
Ahsoka raised an eyeridge. "Jedi mission? Really?" She then stopped to give it some thought. "You know when you think about it, it really kind of is, isn't it? Except for Padmé, the rest of us actually are all Jedi."
For a moment, Anakin considered telling them of his decision to leave Padmé behind, but quickly realized he couldn't. Not yet. It wasn't that they'd argue too strongly against it (as a non-Jedi, she lacked the advantages the three of them had), but that they'd say something to her. And Padmé couldn't know she wasn't going until it was too late.
"Padmé mentioned everything being ready in two days," he said instead. "Is there a reason why it'll take so long? I had been hoping we could leave right away."
He hated leaving Leia in Sidious' clutches any longer than he had to. He wanted her free as soon as possible.
"Two main reasons," Obi-Wan informed him. "The first being that two days is the shortest length of time it would take to produce high quality ID docs. The forger assured us that anything done faster would not be as authentic as we need them to be. Remember that we need them to gain access to the palace. Oh, which reminds me, he needs recent holos of us all, including Leia.
"The second reason we can't leave yet is the fact that we do not actually have a rescue plan in place," Obi-Wan matter-of-factly continued. "To go to Coruscant without one would be suicidal. We need time to study the maps of the city and palace, which will be provided for us later this afternoon, so we can formulate a viable course of action. We need both entrance and exit strategies for every possible situation."
"And that's not even taking into consideration the fact that we don't even know which part of the palace Leia is being held in," Ahsoka put in. "We won't know that until we're already there."
"Since you brought up the rescue plan, I have an idea that I'd like to run by you while Padmé's not here," Anakin spoke up.
"Of course, Master," Ahsoka replied. "What do you have in mind?"
"I've been thinking that we're going to need a big distraction to get the guards away from Leia's location when we're ready to free her," he explained. "I'm the one Sidious really wants. Leia was only taken to lure me there. What if I showed myself to the guards and made them go after me? That would free the rest of you to get Leia out undetected while I was leading the guards on a wild bantha chase."
Of course, that was only the first part of what he intended to do. Once he was out of their sight, he would immediately lose the guards and then make his way to the Emperor's throne room.
Whether or not he would emerge from that confrontation alive remained to be seen.
Which was exactly why he didn't want Padmé there.
"I can see why you didn't want to mention this in front of Padmé," Obi-Wan commented, unaware of Anakin's true reasoning. "She would never approve of it. And, frankly, neither would I. It's too risky and foolish. You'd never be able to rejoin us in time to make your escape. You'd be trapped and end up Sidious' prisoner. I sincerely doubt that is what you want."
For once, Master, you're completely wrong.
"I have to agree with Obi-Wan," Ahsoka said. "All that would accomplish would be to exchange one prisoner for another. No, we stay together.
"But I do like the idea of a distraction," she went on. "We're definitely going to need one. It just can't be performed by one of us."
"A droid, perhaps?" Obi-Wan suggested. "We could reprogram a palace maintenance droid to shut down power in the entire section of the palace where Leia is being kept. Night vision goggles would allow us to move in and break Leia out without being seen."
"That could definitely work," Ahsoka decided. "By the time power was restored, we'd be long gone."
Anakin said nothing as Obi-Wan and Ahsoka continued to explore the idea. In the end, it wouldn't matter what form the distraction came in. He would still break away from the group and go to confront Sidious alone.
He had no other choice.
It was the only way to guarantee the safety and freedom of his family once and for all.
((((())))))
Out of the corner of his eye, Han detected movement in the suite door's reflection on his monitor. Since it was too early for it to be Leia coming back from her training, he assumed it was Mara arriving for their daily rescue plotting session. Knowing how much it drove her up the wall when she couldn't sneak up on him, he remained facing the screen as he did every day, waiting for the perfect moment to hit her with a sarcastic greeting. (Today he would give her three steps into the room before he sprung it on her.) She reacted the exact same way every time, which never failed to amuse him.
To his surprise, two stormtroopers appeared in the doorway instead. And they seemed to be holding something between him.
He turned around just in time to see them casually toss what appeared to be a limp body into the room before immediately turning away, the door shutting behind them. The body landed on the floor in an unmoving heap.
His blood turned to ice as he saw who it was.
It was Leia.
Han jumped to his feet, his heart in his throat.
"Leia!"
He rushed over to where she lay and got to his knees, turning her over onto her back.
"No, no, no," he murmured as he took in how still and pale she was.
She looked almost-
No!
He refused to even think it. The Emperor needed her alive for several reasons. The most important being that if Skywalker showed up and found his daughter dead, he'd kill the man himself. No, the scumbag was too content with his life to make such a fatal mistake. Leia had to be unconscious.
He pressed his fingers against her neck and, to his immense relief, immediately found her pulse.
If it hadn't been there...
He began examining her for injuries, running his hands up and down her body to feel for possible breaks.
To his surprise, he found nothing. Not even a bruise.
What in all the hells had been done to her? And how had it been done?
"Aw, kid, what did he do to you this time?" he quietly asked though he knew she couldn't hear him.
"Punishment," came the barely audible reply.
His eyes momentarily widened as he realized with shock that she wasn't unconscious. If she was awake... (He knew how much pain she'd been in after her initial beating from Mara, yet she'd been completely alert. He couldn't even begin to imagine how much worse she felt now if she couldn't even open her eyes.)
"Don't try to talk," he instructed her, automatically stroking her face without giving it a second thought. (It felt so natural to offer her physical comfort...) "Let me move you someplace more comfortable."
He gathered her into his arms and rose to his feet, once again marveling at how small she was. She barely weighed anything. (Sometimes it was hard to remember that she was just a kid.)
He looked around, seeking the best place to put her down. (Her bedroom was all the way across the suite, but he didn't think it a good idea to carry her so far since he didn't know the nature of her injuries.) His eyes landed on the biggest and cushiest couch in the main living area. That would do.
Leia buried her face into his shoulder as he carried her, but that was the most she moved the entire time.
He reached the couch and gently laid her down, making sure her head landed directly on one of the pillows. He took a few moments to arrange her into a comfortable position and pulled off her boots before sitting down next to her feet.
He didn't know what else he could do for her. Without a visible injury, he couldn't ascertain what kind of damage had been inflicted on her body. There was nothing for him to treat with a medkit. And he didn't think she was awake enough to take a painkiller. (He didn't know if she was capable of swallowing in her condition.) It would probably be best if she just passed out.
In his opinion, this so-called "training" had officially gotten way out of hand. The Emperor had been physically harming her from day one, but never before to this extent. (According to Leia, he used violence to both instruct and punish her. She had yet to return to their suite after training without an injury or bruise of some kind.) He once again wished that he'd been able to talk her out of her foolish scheme before she'd accepted the Emperor's offer. (At least she'd finally admitted to him that she realized it had been a bad idea. It was just a shame that the realization had come too late for her to turn back.) The only thing he could do for her at this point was get her away from this place as soon as he could.
He again cursed Mara for her caution. She refused to let them make a move until she recognized the right opportunity. How much more would Leia have to suffer before she found what she determined to be the "right opportunity"? She needed to be taken out of here now.
"Don't worry, Sweetheart," he softly told her. "You'll be getting out of here soon. I promise."
At the sound of his voice, Leia opened her eyes and started trying to sit up.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Han admonished her, placing a hand on her leg to stop her. "Easy there, kiddo. Stay there and rest a while. You're in no shape to go anywhere."
"I just want...to sit up," she managed. "So we can talk."
"We can talk just fine like this," he informed her. "So, what do you want to talk about?" he asked nonchalantly as if there was nothing wrong. "The fact that your best buddy nearly killed you today?"
She closed her eyes again and grew quiet.
"It was...my fault," she finally said. "I...opened my mouth. Said things I shouldn't have. Was...frustrated. He...didn't like...what I had to say. I was punished...for it."
Han felt sick at her words. To be hurt so badly because she had let her big mouth run... (What could she have possibly said to have irked the Emperor to the point of nearly killing her? From what he'd experienced of her mouth, her insults were at worst mildly annoying. In other words, they were the powerless rants of a kid. The fact that the Emperor had taken her seriously enough to punish her was extremely worrying.) What had she gotten herself into?
He had to get her away from here fast.
Now.
"It was my own fault," she repeated, her voice beginning to sound slightly stronger. (He noticed that her color was starting to come back as well. Whatever had been done to her was thankfully starting to wear off.) "I got mad...because he didn't...believe that I was doing...my best. I was. He hit me...with a Force...attack. To shut me up.
"It...worked," she finished with a weak ironic smile.
Han ignored her attempt to make light of her situation. Now that he knew the exact reason for her condition, he was furious. The Emperor's penchant for casual cruelty was far worse than any of the rumors he'd heard over the years. The fact that he'd done this to a young girl simply because she didn't know when to keep her mouth shut made Han want to take a blaster and blow the sadistic monster away where he stood. (If he didn't think it would result in his own death, he would do it in a heartbeat. Save those rebels he'd heard about a lot of trouble.) The man was pure evil, worse than any of the sleemos Han had dealt with in all his years of smuggling.
"I wish I could keep him from hurting you ever again," Han truthfully told her. "You don't deserve to suffer like this."
"Thank you," she said, her smile softening. "For wanting to help me. And for just being here with me. For...everything."
"Of course," he waved off the praise. "You're a good kid. I like being with you."
"I...like being with you too," she told him. "You're unlike anyone...I've ever known."
Something about the way she said that set off an alarm in his head. It almost sounded like...
"You're my first real friend," she finished and the alarm quieted. (He had been afraid that she was going to say something else. Something that neither of them could be allowed to say out loud...) "You're the first person outside my family who's ever wanted to get to know me."
He didn't know how to respond to that. His immediate instinct was to crack a joke, but it didn't seem right when she was being so open and honest with him about something so personal. She deserved an equally honest response.
"I'm honored," he at last replied, meaning it.
"Help me sit up," she suddenly requested. "Please."
"I don't think-"
"Please," she insisted, her voice sounding even stronger than before. "Please."
He relented and gently helped ease her into a sitting position.
"Thank you," she said.
And then she kissed him.
It was the kiss of an inexperienced girl, her lips barely touching his before she pulled away, but it still sent shockwaves racing along his entire body. It was different from any kiss he had ever experienced. (And he had experienced quite a few, something that he had been proud of less than a month ago. Before he had met Leia...) It had lasted mere seconds, but it was burned into his memory for the rest of his life.
Han froze, utterly stunned and unsure of how to react.
Leia had feelings for him? He couldn't believe it. When had that happened? How could he have missed all of the signs? (Probably because he had been too busy fighting off his own feelings for her.)
She silently watched him, waiting for some kind of response.
"Leia, I..."
He stopped himself, unwilling to speak the words that he knew would crush her. She was so raw and vulnerable right now. Telling her they could not be together that way would hurt her more deeply than any punishment the Emperor could throw at her.
Yet he knew he had to say them. To do otherwise would be irresponsible.
Yet...
Something within him kept him from opening his mouth, from telling her all the reasons why anything more than friendship between them was wrong.
That she was far too young for him...
Suddenly, he found himself being overwhelmed by all of the things he had been feeling...were feeling...for her. His intense attraction to her despite her age. His need to be close to her. The contentment he felt just being next to her even if they did not speak.
The love...
The realization hit him like a laser bolt: he was not merely attracted to her.
He had fallen completely in love with her.
How could he have let that happen?
When had he let that happen?
It was completely wrong. She was just a kid. An undeniably beautiful girl, but still a kid. To be with her would break countless laws across the galaxy. (Which was normally something he didn't care about, but he suddenly found himself caring about a lot of things he never had before.) If they were caught, her life would be ruined. He refused to do that to her.
Yet...
Her kiss had awakened something deep within him that he had not felt in what seemed like a lifetime. While he had kissed (and done far more with) countless women, most of whose names he could not remember the next morning, there had been only one other who had affected him almost of much as Leia.
But even those feelings paled in comparison to what Leia did to him.
The rightness of them...
It was as if he and Leia were meant to be together...
Unable to hold himself back any longer, he pulled her into a passionate kiss.
Leia at first stiffened in surprise at his reaction, but she almost immediately relaxed into it.
He pulled her towards him, drawing her into his lap and wrapping her completely into his arms.
She put her arms around him in return and he immediately tightened his embrace.
She proved herself to be a very quick study and it wasn't long before she began returning his kiss.
What she was making him feel... The unadulterated passion... It was as if he were being consumed within by a burning flame. No woman had ever affected him so strongly.
Not even Bria...
He never wanted to let her go. He wanted to hold her against him and kiss her forever.
He was vaguely aware of when he felt the first stirring of his arousal, but he paid little attention to it. He was too overcome by everything else he was feeling while kissing her.
Finally, the need to breathe took hold and he had no choice but to release her.
They both spent a moment panting as they tried to catch their breath.
Leia was completely flushed, her chest heaving and her lips kiss-swollen.
He had never thought her look more beautiful.
"I love you," she quietly told him when she could speak again.
She had made her feelings known to him the moment that she had kissed him, but to hear her speak the words aloud...
Another wave of emotion crashed through him and he drew her into a new kiss, this one hungrier and more passionate than the last.
Leia made sounds of pleasure as he kissed her, which became louder and more frequent as he increased the intensity of the kiss.
Beneath his haze, he felt himself become fully aroused, but did not give it or the surprised gasp Leia made a second thought. He was too lost in the kiss to notice to anything else.
Without thinking, he began pushing her back down onto the couch.
She did not resist.
When she was again in a laying position, he stretched out over her and placed himself between her legs, causing her to moan at the full-body contact.
His mind distracted, he did not pay attention to the instinctual actions of his hands as they searched Leia's body for a way under her clothes.
His fingers found the zipper on the front of her jumpsuit and began to slowly tug it down.
But it wasn't until the combination of her startled gasp and the feel of bare skin beneath his fingers that he realized what he was doing.
"No, no," he muttered as he immediately stopped and pulled away. "Not like this. Never like this."
He quickly extricated himself from his unacceptable position and sat back up, struggling to regain control over both his body and his breathing.
He stared out into the room, stunned and ashamed by what he had nearly done.
If he hadn't caught himself...
How could he have been so careless?
"Han?" Leia questioned, her voice unsteady as she tried to calm her breathing. "What is it?"
He couldn't think of what to say to her. In a blind moment of passion, he had almost made a mistake for which he would have never been able to forgive himself. He had nearly taken that most precious part of her that she would have never been able to get back. "I'm sorry" was nowhere near good enough.
If it were not so horrible, the whole situation would be funny. It had taken a sixteen-year-old girl to get a man who had spent most of his life not caring about anyone or anything other than himself to think about the consequences of his actions. (If Chewie had been there, the big furball would have been rolling on the floor.) She had accomplished something no one else could have in a million years.
And it made him love her even more than he already did.
He felt Leia come back into a sitting position and slide closer to him. She took his hands in hers and he could feel that she was shaking.
He looked into her eyes and he could see how upset she was.
I'm sorry I did this to you, kid.
"Why did you stop?" she asked, surprising him. "Did I... Did I do something wrong?"
He stared at her, shocked not only that she'd think such a thing but that she didn't seem bothered by what he had almost done to her.
"Wha-? Oh, Leia. Sweetheart. No, no, of course not." He was stunned that she was only upset that he had stopped, not that he had almost made love to her. (Did she not realize what the consequences of his actions could have been? How her life could have been changed forever because of one careless mistake?)
He gripped her hands tightly. "You didn't do anything wrong," he vehemently told her. "Nothing at all. I'm the one who messed up."
She looked puzzled. "I don't understand. I thought... I sensed... I was so sure... But you didn't actually say it, so maybe..."
"Say what?"
She cast her eyes downward. "That you loved me too."
The statement cut him like a blade. She doubted his feelings for her? After what he had just nearly done?
It was more proof of just how very young she still was. And that if he hadn't stopped himself, he would have done more to harm her than anything she had endured at the Emperor's hands.
"Leia, look at me," he instructed her.
She did, her eyes filled with tears at what she felt was a rejection.
"It's because of how much I love you that I had to stop," he explained, wiping her tears from her face. "Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to push myself away? I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you very badly. Do you have any idea how beautiful you are? Hell, if you were anyone else, I would have just taken you without a second thought."
And it was true. Until Leia, he'd never turned down any woman who expressed an interest in him. He knew that most females found him highly desirable and since he happened to very much enjoy that kind of companionship, he happily accepted all offers. In his opinion, it always was a mutually pleasurable and enjoyable arrangement for both parties involved. A natural win-win situation.
But it was different with Leia. He cared too much about her to treat her like someone he picked up in a bar.
"But because you're you, I stopped. Because you're someone I've come to love very much," he continued, emphasizing what he felt for her. "If we had gone through with this... And if things didn't work out between us... You would regret it for the rest of your life. I can't do that to you, Leia. I won't."
"I'd never regret anything with you," she asserted. "Never. I love you, Han. I always will. I'll never stop. I just know it. I want to be with you always. For the rest of my life."
He smiled sadly at her naïve belief. "You can't know that, Sweetheart." He gently smoothed her hair. "You're so young, Leia. You have your whole life ahead of you. And if I remember correctly, you told me not too long ago that you didn't even know what you wanted to do with yourself after you finished school. Who's to say you'll even still feel the same way about me a year from now? Things can change whether you want them to or not."
Yet he knew, deep within every fiber of his being, that his feelings for her would never change. They would never go away. Leia was the one. The one he had been waiting for his entire life even if he hadn't known it until now. She was the part of himself that he'd always been missing. He had never felt this way before about anyone or anything.
If it were up to him, he'd keep her to himself forever.
But he knew that he couldn't. It wouldn't be fair to her. Not with the type of life he led. He was a smuggler, a criminal on countless worlds throughout the galaxy. What kind of life could he ever offer her? She deserved someone that could give her everything her heart desired.
"You're wrong," she insisted. "You're the only one I'll ever love." She took his hand and drew it into her still open jumpsuit to press it over her heart. "I feel it in here. I know it."
She leaned in and kissed him the way he had shown her, deeply and passionately and for a moment, he almost gave into his desire.
But he quickly regained control of himself and pulled away before he made what would have been the worse mistake of his life.
Without a word, he zipped her up, hoping that the action would put an end to any further attempts to resume the aborted lovemaking.
Her face fell.
"I'll tell you what," he said, his mind racing to come up with some way to alleviate the perceived rejection while reassuring her of his love. (Telling her the wrong thing would only make things worse.) "You're sixteen, right?"
"I'll be seventeen very soon," she corrected him. "I'm nearly an adult."
"All right, seventeen then," he accepted to make her happy. (Maybe agewise she was nearly grown up, but in every way that mattered she was still very, very young.) "Let's make a deal. If you still feel the same way about me when you turn eighteen, then I will reconsider everything I've said here today. And I mean, you have to really, really still love me. You can't just think you do. It has to be completely real. And if it is, I will let you become a permanent part of my life." He touched her cheek. "And we will most definitely finish what we started today. Does that sound fair?"
She gave him a skeptical look. "What you mean is that you're going to blast off into the stars and only come back in a couple of years after you're sure I've forgotten you."
"You're putting words into my mouth," he countered. "I have no intention of abandoning you. I just found you, you know."
He could see the hope in her face as it lit up. "So I'll see you all the time?"
"Sweetheart, as long as you want me around, I'll be there," he promised her.
And he meant it with all his heart. Until she found someone else, someone more worthy of her, he would remain as close as she allowed him.
And when the day came that she no longer wanted him, he would walk away.
And remove himself completely from her life.
"Always," she told him. "All right. You have a deal."
"Glad to hear it," he quipped to hide his relief.
There were so many other things he had to worry about right now, first and foremost how he was going to get her out of this nightmare. The last thing he needed was Leia feeling hurt and rejected because of his mistake. (And if she had let it affect her behavior during her training...) He needed her to continue to trust him completely if the rescue was going to succeed.
And succeed it would. Failure was not an option.
Especially now.
"Hold me?" she tentatively questioned.
He opened his arms and she moved into them, laying against his chest.
"I love you," she said again.
"I love you too," he replied.
((((())))))
As Mara approached the location Solo had selected for their "emergency" (his words) meeting, she reached out with the Force to assess his emotional state. Since he was usually content with waiting for her to come to him after she had completed her daily duties, his demanding that she see him now could only mean that something had happened with the brat. Reading his emotions would give her some idea of what it was and how big a waste of her time it was going to be hearing about it. She could only hope it was something quick and painless so she could get back to work. (Maybe even mildly entertaining, if she was so lucky.)
To her surprise, Solo was highly agitated and upset, which was extremely unusual in itself. (Solo was not a man that could be easily rattled, as her repeated failed attempts had shown her. Until now, he had been infuriatingly calm about everything.) Which meant that whatever had happened to Leia was something he considered to be bad. (Maybe her master had finally come to his senses and thrown her in a prison cell where she belonged?)
Dying of curiosity (she had to know!), she probed his surface thoughts.
And nearly let out a joyful cry.
The brat had been punished! Perfect little Leia Skywalker had at last pushed her master too far! She'd finally gotten something she deserved! It was the best news Mara had had ever since she'd been sent to investigate Padmé Amidala!
No wonder Solo was so worked up! His poor little girlfriend had been harmed! (And if some of the other things she'd picked up from his mind were real and not products of his disgusting imagination, she literally was his girlfriend now. She really, really, really hoped it wasn't true. And even if it wasn't, he was still a bigger pervert than she'd originally thought. To think about a teenager that way... It was sickening.)
Too bad the punishment hadn't been severe enough for her to end up in the infirmary. Of course, there was always next time she displeased their master.
And there would be a next time. Mara was sure of it. (That is, unless the opportunity to get rid of her didn't come first. Though as preferable as it would be for her to just be gone, the idea of the brat truly suffering was too good to pass up.)
Deciding that this meeting wasn't going to be too much of a waste of her time after all, she removed all traces of her elation from her features so Solo wouldn't know that she already knew everything and replaced them with her usual annoyance at having to deal with him. (It would not be a good idea to let Solo see her so happy at his girlfriend's misfortune. She still needed his help, after all.) She then opened the door to the empty guard station and stepped through.
As she entered the room, she was surprised to discover Solo actually pacing. (He was more upset than she'd thought!)
He stopped and turned to face her.
"All right," she demanded before he could speak, "what's so important that it couldn't wait until after I had finished my duties?"
She couldn't wait to hear why he wanted to see her.
"Tomorrow's the big day," he simply said without a trace of his typical sarcasm. "We're getting Leia out of here."
This was not like Solo at all. He was more bothered by the punishment than she'd thought if he was at the point of making irrational decisions. (Probably because an injured Leia couldn't indulge in all the sick activities he wanted to do with her, Mara decided.) She hoped it wouldn't be difficult to convince him of the foolishness of a premature escape attempt.
She folded her arms. "Impossible. There's no ship for the two of you to stow away on. You have no way out yet."
Two days ago they'd finally figured out a way for Solo and his girlfriend to get out of the palace without anyone noticing until it was too late. They would board one of the many common supply ships that regularly came and went from the place. There were some that came so often that no one paid much attention to them anymore. And because there were so many of them coming and going at the same time, a small number of them were redirected to auxiliary hangers. Han and Leia would get aboard one of those.
It was just unfortunate that none of the ones that fit that criteria was scheduled to arrive until next week.
"I'm not leaving her here another day," Solo declared. "Not after your boss nearly killed her."
Mara had to stifle the urge to laugh at the smuggler's uninformed assertion. "Captain Solo, there is no such thing as 'nearly killed' when it comes to my master. When he wants you dead, you die. It's as simple as that. If he did something to your little friend and she's alive, then that only means she received a punishment for her actions. It's a normal part of Sith training."
"I don't care whether it's normal or not, I ain't letting it happen to her again," he bluntly informed her. "So either you help me like you said you would or consider our business completed. I am walking out of here with Leia tomorrow no matter what."
"And go where?" she countered, now genuinely annoyed at his unthinking insistence. "First of all, there's no ship for you to leave on. And second, you don't know the layout of the passageways like I do. All you'd accomplish would be getting yourself lost or recaptured or both. You have no chance of success without me. Are you really stupid enough to risk everything because you can't handle your girlfriend receiving a minor disciplinary action?"
Solo's expression turned incredulous. "Minor? You call Leia being brought back to her room looking like something death warmed over minor? Red, you sure have a strange sense of what's minor."
She snorted. "Talk to me again after she's been put in the infirmary for a week. What was done to her today was nothing. Believe me. I know."
It had been many years since her last severe punishment and she intended to keep it that way permanently. She had been younger then and she had foolishly thought her master would overlook her transgression. She'd been dead wrong and to this day, she still shuddered when she thought about what had been done to teach her a lesson.
Never again.
Solo stared at her. "Wait? Are you telling me that your boss treats you the same way? That he punishes you and everything? And you still stay loyal to him?"
"Of course," she told him, wondering why he'd think otherwise. (Did he really think that the brat would be treated differently from any other Sith apprentice? If he did, he was an even bigger idiot than she'd thought.) "It is the Sith way. How else are we supposed to be able to separate the weak from the strong? A strong Sith will learn from her mistakes and never make them again. It is only the weaklings who continue to suffer."
"So you don't think that there are better ways to correct mistakes?" he questioned. "That punishment is the only way?"
Mara was confused by his sudden interest in her personal training experiences. What did that have to do with anything?
"The Sith have not changed their methods in thousands of years," she informed him. "Why change what is successful?"
"Just because it works doesn't mean it's right," Solo replied. "Haven't you ever felt like you were being treated unfairly?"
Now she was beginning to feel uncomfortable. Why was he asking her these things? Why did he care anyway?
"Captain Solo, we were talking about your little girlfriend," she pointedly changed the subject. "If she wants to avoid being punished again, it's very simple. All she has to do is continue to obey our master and do exactly what's she's told. Our master does not punish needlessly. It must be earned. It was her own fault she was disciplined. Remind her of that when you get back to her."
Solo was quiet (for once!) as he seemed to think over everything she had just said.
"All right, so tomorrow is definitely out," he finally said, thankfully dropping the other topic. "So when? What's taking so long anyway?"
"You know what's taking so long," she reminded him. (Was he playing stupid on purpose? She couldn't decide which was worse, his idiocy or his perversion. Though she supposed both could be equally bad. She couldn't wait to be rid of him for good!) "The kind of ship we need has not been included on any of the scheduled arrivals yet. I have no control over what comes in. All I can do is continue to check the daily manifests. Believe me, I want to be rid of you and Leia as much as the both of you want to be gone from here."
"I'm glad to know there's at least one thing we can agree on," Solo quipped, sounding more like his normal self, which relieved her. (Solo's serious side had been making her uncomfortable with all of his personal questions.) "Do you have any idea how many jobs I'm losing while I'm here enjoying your boss' hospitality?"
"Are we done here?" she wanted to know. "Because I have work to do."
Although it had been enjoyable learning about the brat's punishment, she didn't want to be away from her duties too long. She didn't want anyone noticing her absence and reporting it to her master. She could not risk him asking her questions about her daily activities.
"I don't have anything else," he let her know. "You?"
"Of course not," she told him. "This meeting was your idea."
"Then we're definitely done," he said. He gestured towards the door. "You're free to go."
"Good," she replied. "I will see you tomorrow since there's no there's no point in meeting again today."
"Whatever you say," Solo commented, all traces of his more serious side gone.
Deciding that it best not to say anything else (the temptation to bring up his perverted thoughts was too strong), she turned on her heel and headed out of the guard station.
"See ya later!" he cheerfully called after her.
Oh, she couldn't wait to be rid of the annoying Captain Solo and his beloved brat for good. She doubted there were any beings in the universe that she despised more than the two of them.
How she wished there was a ship coming in this week!
But there wasn't one, so all she could do was make the best of the current situation as her master had taught her. The time would pass regardless of her actions. She just had to remain patient.
And then, once they were finally gone, her deepest desire would at last be granted.
And her future as a true Sith apprentice would finally begin.
((((())))))
Han watched Mara go and, while he couldn't exactly feel sorry for her because of what she'd done to Leia, he at least now had a better understanding of her.
He'd been surprised to learn that the Emperor had treated her far worse than anything he'd done to Leia so far. From what she said, she'd been punished every time she did anything wrong. And one time it had been so bad she'd ended up in the infirmary. It made her unfailing loyalty to him seem out of place.
But considering that she had most likely been raised that way (given her young age, she must have started as the Emperor's servant when she was very small), it was unsurprising that she didn't give any other way of life any thought. It was all she knew. And it explained why she was so determined to get that apprenticeship for herself. (More proof of her boss' sadistic tendencies. He'd probably dangled it in front of her her entire life while telling her it would always belong to someone else.)
He seriously doubted that her boss would give her what she wanted once he was gone with Leia. The Emperor was not that nice of a guy. If anything, he'd probably punish her for letting them get away. Mara was being blindly optimistic about her future. He might even kill her this time...
But that wasn't his problem. Mara wasn't some innocent kid like Leia was. She'd been doing her master's dirty work for a long time. And given the ease with which she pointed her blaster around, she'd probably killed more than once. Whatever fate she'd get, she more than deserved.
Disappointed that they still couldn't get out of here yet, he left the empty station and headed back to their suite.
If Leia was up to it, they had a lot of things to talk about.
((((())))))
"Anakin, a word with you, may I have?"
Anakin, who had just finished lightsaber sparring with Obi-Wan (who was unaware of the real reason behind Anakin's request to practice), turned around to see Master Yoda floating in a hover chair behind him.
"Of course, Master," he accepted, wondering why Yoda suddenly wanted to see him the day before he left to save Leia. "What do you need to talk about?"
He hadn't spoken with Yoda since they had first arrived at the base three days ago. Yoda had gone immediately with Obi-Wan to meet with the Jedi Council, where he had been enthusiastically welcomed back by Masters Tholme and Saa, who had been acting as co-leaders of the Order since it had reformed after the Purge. They had quickly reinstated him as the Grand Master and head of the Council. It was under his leadership that both Ahsoka and Obi-Wan had been granted permission to participate in the rescue mission.
"To a quiet place, we should go," Yoda told him. "Away from all distractions. Need to talk alone, we do."
A knot grew in the pit of Anakin's stomach. If Yoda wanted to speak to him alone, without even Obi-Wan...
"Please excuse us, Obi-Wan," Yoda said. "Private and important, what I have to say to Anakin is."
"Of course," Obi-Wan acknowledged with a small nod of his head. He turned to Anakin. "I will see you later then, Anakin."
"Later, Master," Anakin agreed, trying to keep his unease from his voice. "May the Force be with you."
The only reason he could think of that Yoda would need to speak to him in private was that he had had another vision.
A vision that had most likely revealed his plan and the fatal outcome he was expecting...
"May the Force be with you," Obi-Wan repeated to both Yoda and Anakin.
"May the Force be with you," Yoda echoed.
He then bowed and walked away.
Anakin returned his attention to Yoda. "Where would you like to go and talk?"
Now that he had a good idea what this was about, he relaxed somewhat. Knowing Yoda, he was probably going to try to talk him out of his decision to face Sidious alone. He would have to explain to him why he had no choice but to go through with what was essentially a suicide mission.
The future of his family's safety depended on it.
"Fine a meditation chamber will be," Yoda let him know."Close by and plentiful they are."
Anakin nodded. The Jedi section of the Alliance base had been designed to closely resemble the Temple on Coruscant. There were meditation chambers almost everywhere.
"Come," Yoda commanded and he put his hover chair into motion.
Anakin obediently followed.
In less than three minutes, Yoda had located an unoccupied meditation chamber. He directed his chair inside.
Anakin entered after him and the door slid shut behind him. The room was dim, but his eyes quickly adjusted. He found the nearest seat and sat down and waited for Yoda to speak.
"Know why you are here, do you?" Yoda questioned him.
"I believe so," Anakin answered. "You know what I intend to do on Coruscant?"
"Yes," Yoda confirmed. "Mistake it is. Changed my vision has. Worse it has become."
Anakin was suddenly afraid. His actions were supposed to keep everyone safe. Did Yoda's new vision mean he would fail and there'd be more deaths other than his own? Did Leia... "What did you see?"
"With the Emperor this time, your daughter was," Yoda informed him, turning his blood to ice. "Witness your death, she did."
He felt sick at the knowledge that Leia could see him die. No child should ever have to watch a parent die.
And no one knew this more than he did...
"A-and Leia?" he asked. "What happened to her...after..."
"Her fate I did not see," Yoda spoke. "Ended with your death, the vision did."
He didn't know what to do. The whole point of going to face Sidious alone was to distract him while Obi-Wan and Ahsoka freed Leia from her prison. But if she was with Sidious...
"Master, were either Obi-Wan or Ahsoka present in your vision?" he wanted to know.
As long as Sidious did not know about them, there was still a chance that they could get Leia out. Her freedom was all that mattered.
"With you, they were not," Yoda confirmed and he felt a rush of hope that the mission could still succeed.
"Good," Anakin said. "That means that she can still be rescued. The success of the mission doesn't depend on my survival. As long as someone frees Leia and returns her here to Padmé then it will have succeeded. My life doesn't matter."
"Going, I thought Padmé was," Yoda mentioned.
"Not anymore," Anakin informed him. "When I realized what I had to do, I knew she couldn't be there because she'll do everything in her power to stop me. I can't let her do that. It's best that she doesn't find out until it's too late. She doesn't know yet. Honestly, nobody does except for the two of us. I haven't told anyone."
"Good that remaining behind she is," Yoda commented. "Best for your family that one of you stay here. Lose both parents at once your children should not."
Yoda's words hit him like a Force push. He had never considered that fact that Padmé might not survive the mission either. If that had happened... He was suddenly more glad than ever of his last minute decision to leave her behind.
"But even better for them it would be if neither was lost," Yoda continued. "A wise woman your wife is. Far from ready to confront the Emperor, are you. A long time has it been since you were a Jedi. Only to your death, it will lead."
"I don't see any other way of protecting my family," Anakin told him. "Unless I end this now, Sidious will continue to hunt me down as long as he lives. And as long as he's after me, Padmé and our children will never be completely safe. If I'm dead, he won't have any use for them."
"Know that, you cannot," Yoda countered. "Powerful in the Force, your children are. Replace you with them, he will try."
It was again something he had not considered yet now that he thought about it, it made perfect sense. His fear had always been that Sidious would harm his family in retaliation for his betrayal. But the Sith Lord was more than anything an opportunist. Once he realized that Anakin would never rejoin him and disposed of him, the Emperor would immediately seek out someone equally powerful to replace him as his apprentice. And who better than Anakin's own children?
And there was no question that all three of his children (and more than likely the new baby Padmé was carrying as well) were very powerful in the Force. They'd all demonstrated their abilities from the time they were infants. For all he knew, they could be even stronger than he was. (Luke and Leia both had midi-chlorian counts similar to his own, but Ammae had never been tested.) Sidious would view any one of them as the perfect replacement after his death.
And since Leia was already in his clutches...
"It's a risk I'm going to have to take," Anakin waved him off. "Besides, Sidious won't be able to get to any of them as long as they remain here with the Alliance and the Jedi. They and Padmé will be well-protected."
It was inevitable that he would eventually have to confront Sidious. Better that it be of a time and place of his own choosing and when he knew his family was safe. (He had no doubt that Ahsoka and Obi-Wan would free Leia.) He could die knowing he did everything he could for them.
"Go on this mission, you should not," Yoda bluntly told him. "Expecting only you, the Emperor is. Better chance others will have to rescue your daughter if absent you are."
But before Anakin could open his mouth to protest (how could he not participate in Leia's rescue?), Yoda continued.
"Defeat the Emperor, only you can," the Jedi Master declared. "Chosen One, you are. Your destiny it is."
Anakin was completely shocked by what had just been said. Had Yoda just...?
There had been a time years ago when he had longed to hear Yoda openly acknowledge that, of the two of them, he was the more powerful Force user. Back when he had been a Jedi, the words would have meant the universe to him. They would have validated everything he had believed about himself at the time. (Though he now knew that most of those beliefs had been planted by Palpatine...) But now...
Now the only thing that mattered to him was his family. Padmé and the children were everything to him. He didn't care about anything else, not even the fact that he was supposed to be the Chosen One who would restore balance to the Force. (The galaxy could have its prophecy back and find someone more worthy to carry the burden.) All he wanted was for his family to remain safe, healthy, and happy. And he was willing to do whatever it took to insure that.
Even sacrifice his life.
"But much to learn you have before facing him," Yoda pressed on. "Rejoin the Jedi, you must, so teach you what you need to know I can. My Padawan Learner, you must become. Only then will you be able to succeed where I could not."
Anakin could only stare at Yoda. Rejoin the Jedi? How could he even suggest such a thing? After what he had done?
"You know I can't do that," he told him. "I can never be a Jedi again. Not after what I did."
Although his time as a Sith had been mercifully brief, the impact of his murderous actions would effect the Order for generations to come. He alone had inflicted more harm to the Jedi than all of the clones combined. At least they had been only following orders. He had no such excuse. He had made the choice to kill countless innocents of his own free will. He was nothing but a monster.
He felt the familiar pain and guilt threatening to overwhelm him, but he fought them back. Now was not the time to fall apart. He had to stay strong, for Leia's sake.
"A long time ago, that was," Yoda spoke, surprising him. "Much atonement have you made. Forgiven for your mistakes by those that matter, you have been. Know of them, most do not."
"But I'll always know," he pointed out. "I murdered so many. It wouldn't be right."
It was strange to hear Yoda of all beings speak of forgiveness for his crimes. Yoda, like the majority of the Jedi, strongly believed that once you started down the dark path that there was no turning back. Or at least he had until Anakin had proven that it was possible to return from the dark side...
"But that doesn't mean I wouldn't accept your teaching, Master," Anakin amended. "And if I survive tomorrow's confrontation with Sidious, I will work with you if you are willing to work with me. He has to be stopped. But I won't be a Jedi again. I can't."
Although he highly doubted his chances of leaving Coruscant alive, if by some miracle he did survive, he would take Yoda up on his offer. If Yoda truly believed that it was his destiny to defeat Sidious, then he would do everything in his power to learn how to stop him. He owed it to the Jedi to destroy the Sith who only wanted to destroy them.
But nothing Yoda could say would change his mind about either going to save Leia or rejoining the Order. He felt too strongly about both to be swayed.
"Belong with the Jedi, you do," Yoda insisted. "Wrong about you in the past, for a long time I was. The Chosen One, you are. A Jedi you should be."
It was the second time Yoda had directly called him the Chosen One. Until now, he'd been under the impression that Yoda had not believed that he was the one of whom the prophecy spoke. (He certainly did not believe he was anymore. Not after the horrible mistakes he had made.) What had made him change his mind? His return from the dark side? (Which was all Padmé's doing. If it weren't for her and her love...)
"I'm sorry," Anakin said, meaning it. He knew this conversation had to be difficult for Yoda. If only he could give him what he wanted. "I just can't do it. It wouldn't feel right. Not after what I did."
"Change your mind, it seems I cannot," Yoda sighed. "Sorry to hear this I am. But at least stay behind from mission, you will?"
Anakin knew Yoda meant well and was only trying to save his life. But Yoda had no way of understanding what he was going through. Like all Jedi, he was not a parent and had never felt that burning need to keep his own child safe.
"I have no choice," he tried to explain. "Leia was taken because of me. Because of the mistake I made all those years ago. I have to go. I have to be there to help free her. Whether or not I survive the mission doesn't matter. Returning her to Padmé and her siblings is the only thing that does.
"But I promise that I will do everything in my power to survive if I can," he sincerely added. "I want nothing more than to be able to spare my family the pain of my loss. I'm not going there with the intention of dying. My only goal is to free my daughter. And if the only way to do that is to give up my life... But if there's a way to stay alive, I will find it. You have my word."
Yoda seemed to accept this.
"Then find a way to survive, you must."
((((())))))
Sidious opened his eyes as his vision faded and smiled.
Skywalker was coming at last to rescue his daughter.
His presence was exactly what was needed to provide Leia with the final push to embrace the dark side.
He had hoped to have turned her before her father's arrival, but she was proving more resistant than he had anticipated. (At least she had abandoned her ridiculous scheme to befriend him so she could learn all his secrets. She was too old for such childish games.) But there was no question he had made significant progress with her, as evidenced by yesterday's outburst. He had kept pushing her until he had been rewarded by a beautiful show of anger.
It was just unfortunate that his "punishment," which had been meant to provoke her further, had had the opposite effect and had instead quieted her. It was a sign that she wasn't yet ready to willingly turn on her own.
But soon. Very soon.
His vision had shown him how very much like her father she truly was. In it, she had been forced to watch her father suffer at her master's hands. She had not been allowed to look away as he had been made to experience pain unlike anything he had ever known... Her rage had been glorious.
But the vision had ended before he had seen her full reaction. However, what he had glimpsed had told him all he needed to know. If Leia were to witness her beloved father driven to the brink of death...
Oh, yes. There was no question that it would be enough to enrage her to the point of submitting to the dark side. And the moment she turned would be the one he treasured until she fulfilled her destiny and replaced him as Sith Lord. (Which would not be for many decades to come, of course.) She would be the apprentice her father could never have hoped to be.
And then, when the time was right, she would be the one to finally end Anakin Skywalker's life. It would be her final test of loyalty.
His death by his own daughter's hand would make the sixteen years of waiting and wondering where he had gone worth the aggravation.
But until that day arrived, Sidious was going to make sure that Skywalker suffered. It was only right after his desertion and betrayal. He would be kept in a cell deep within the palace that no one but Leia and Sidious knew about. He would receive no visitors but them and mindless droids and the only news he would be given would be about Leia's progress as a Sith. He would hear nothing about the galaxy beyond his cell unless it involved Leia. As for his beloved Padmé and his other useless children, the only word he would receive about them would be about their deaths. (Perhaps he would even be forced to witness them...) It would become his own personal hell.
By the time Leia was ready to execute him, Skywalker would be begging for death.
The future was looking very bright indeed.
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"Padmé?"
Startled by the sudden sound, Padmé gasped as she jumped in her seat, her hand reflexively going to her heart.
It only took her a moment to recover and she then immediately looked up to find the source of the voice that had spoken her name.
As she should have known (who else would come looking for her this time of night?), it was Anakin, who wore an expression of utter embarrassment.
"Oh, Force, Padmé, I'm sorry," he apologized profusely, coming to sit beside her on the couch and taking her hands in his. "I didn't mean to scare you."
"It's all right," she assured him, her heart already beginning to calm down. "You just startled me, love, that's all."
She wasn't surprised that she hadn't heard his approach. She had been too engrossed in her studying of the maps the Alliance had provided them with of Imperial City and the palace complex. She had been spending the last few hours attempting to memorize as much of them as she could.
Although the subject had never come up in any of their planning sessions, it had occurred to her that Imperial security, especially in the vicinity of the palace, would have to be a lot stronger than simple checkpoints run by stormtroopers. Like them, anyone with the means could purchase false ID docs. Palpatine was too smart and too clever to leave himself so poorly guarded. And given the sparse number of checkpoints labeled on the maps, her intuition told her that there had to be numerous other forms of surveillance, from hidden cameras to undercover guards, all over Imperial City.
Surveillance that would instantly flag a group walking around near the palace while constantly consulting a map as suspicious. (There were no tourists allowed on Imperial Center. Each sector of the city had its own separate permits. A visitor caught in a sector that he did not have the correct permit for was arrested immediately.)
That meant that their only chance of successfully infiltrating the palace would be if no one gave them a second look. In other words, they had to blend in.
And blending in meant that they couldn't openly consult any of their maps...
"What are you still doing up so late?" Anakin asked, releasing her hands. "You know you need your rest. This can't be good for the baby."
"Anakin," she couldn't help but laugh, genuinely amused by his priorities. (They were about to embark on a dangerous rescue mission on which their very lives were at risk and all he could focus on was the well-being of a barely developed fetus. Who else but her husband would think that way?) "I think he or she is a little too small right now to be affected by my sleeping habits. Besides, all I'm actually doing is sitting here and reading. I can think of a lot of things that I could be doing right now that would be a tad more strenuous and still wouldn't harm the baby."
She knew exactly what he was worried about. Her poor choices during her pregnancy with Ammae had badly scarred him and now that she was pregnant again, he was unable to move past his fears that she'd inadvertently endanger herself and the baby. And because of those fears, he had become more overprotective than he normally was, which was already extreme. (It was the reason he was trying so desperately to keep her from going on the mission.)
She picked up his hands. "Anakin, how many times am I going to have to swear to you that I won't make the same mistakes before you'll believe me? I promise you that I've learned my lesson. I'm going to take care of myself this time. You have my word."
"Oh, really?" he challenged. "If that's true you wouldn't be coming with us tomorrow. Personally, I can't think of anything more strenuous than participating in a rescue mission. For both your sake and the sake of the baby, you should be staying here. I wish I could talk you out of it."
And here we go again, she silently sighed, unsurprised by the attempt.
"You know why I can't stay behind," she firmly reminded him. "I refuse to be stuck here not knowing what's happening, terrified that I'll never see you or Leia again. Do you have any idea what it was like for me during the war? I was living in constant fear. And then if that wasn't bad enough, I went through it again when you went to face Obi-Wan when he first found us. I'm tired of it. Never again. I want to be there so I can witness Leia being freed. I don't care how dangerous it is. I have to be on this mission."
She momentarily entertained the thought of turning the tables on him and asking him to stay behind, but she knew that would be one of the worst things she could do. He was too convinced that it was entirely his fault that Leia was imprisoned and he wouldn't realize that she was only teasing him. It would send him into another spiral of guilt and depression, which was the last thing he needed this close to leaving on the mission. (And mentioning Leia was only one of many things that could trigger that disastrous reaction. He had a long list of things that were bothering him and bringing any of them up, even inadvertently, could lead to him falling back into a depression.) She needed him to be as calm as he could be when they arrived at Coruscant. (She hadn't said anything to Obi-Wan or Ahsoka, but she was worried that once they were there, his emotions would take over and that they would cause him to do something that would result in him being hurt or killed. She'd have to keep an extra close eye on him until they had returned to safety with Leia.)
Anakin heaved a sigh. "You're so stubborn."
"Look who's talking," she pointed out, trying to lighten the mood. "I'd say if anything, you're more stubborn than I am."
He gave her a weak smile. "That's probably true," he conceded.
"You never take no for an answer," she added.
"Except from you," he reminded her. "You don't give me any other choice."
"Of course not. I'm your wife," she told him matter-of-factly. "If you want to maintain peace in this marriage, you have to do exactly as I tell you."
"As milady commands."
She leaned in and gave him a kiss. "That's a good boy. Now why don't you go back to bed and let me finish up here. I won't be too much longer, I promise."
For a second, she was sorely tempted to remind him about the many the all-nighters she had pulled while pregnant with Luke and Leia, but decided it was best to drop the subject of rest and pregnancy all together. If she didn't put an end to the discussion now, they would be going back and forth about it up until the moment they left on the mission.
"What are you doing anyway?" he asked, indicating the piles of flimsies and datapads lying on the caftable. "Is there a reason this place is starting to look like your office?"
"Very funny," she retorted. "For your information, Master Jedi, I'm trying to make sure Imperial Security doesn't take notice of us of before we even make it inside the Palace."
"And how are you doing that?"
"By memorizing all these maps," she informed him. "It occurred to me that security might take a closer look at a group of people standing around and reading a map around the palace," she explained. "Remember, the palace is off-limits to those who don't have prior authorization to enter it. Anyone using a map in the area is going to appear suspicious. If security stops us, there's a good chance they'll discover that our ID docs are forgeries. They were only designed to get us past checkpoints run by stormtroopers. I don't know how well they'd survive a full scrutiny by an actual security officer.
"The only way to ensure that we get inside unnoticed is if we look like we belong," she emphasized. "And as long as we're carrying an open map, we won't.
"Huh," Anakin commented, "I can't believe none of us thought of this earlier. It makes a lot of sense. Great catch. What made you think of it?"
"It's because of what I noticed while I was going over the maps myself," she told him. She reached out and picked up one of the datapads from the table in front of them. Activating the holographic map display, she handed it to him. "Here, take a look and tell me if you notice anything unusual about the placement of the checkpoints."
Anakin spent a few moments scanning the map.
"I think I see what you're talking about," he finally said. "The closer you get to the palace, the fewer the checkpoints."
"Exactly," she confirmed. "Which, knowing Palpatine the way we both do, doesn't make any sense. He's too protective of his power and position to leave himself so poorly guarded. Unless..."
She paused and waited for him to pick up on the prompt.
"Unless that's what he wants his enemies to think," Anakin finished, putting it together. "Lead them to believe that they can get close to him unchallenged while in reality there are numerous hidden security measures to stop them before they get anywhere near the palace."
"My thoughts exactly," she told him. "Anyone with enough credits can purchase false ID docs and everyone knows that stormtroopers are notoriously easy to trick. The only way for Palpatine to know for certain who belongs and who doesn't is to have everyone watched at all times. That means hidden holocams and plain clothes security officers and who knows what else. I'd also assume that newcomers to the palace would be assigned experienced guides. We bring out a map even once and we'll probably be instantly swarmed by security.
"I just thank the Force I noticed this tonight so I had time to commit as much of the maps as possible to memory," she purposely added. "Think of the disaster it would have been if I hadn't."
She wanted Anakin to realize that she was now indispensable to the mission. By being the only one to have the maps memorized, the others could not proceed without her. She had effectively guaranteed her place on the team. Now he couldn't make her stay behind for any reason. She was needed.
"Um, Padmé, you do happen to realize that there are Force techniques for enhancing memory, don't you?" Anakin pointed out. "Obi-Wan, Ahsoka, and I can easily memorize them too on the flight over."
Oh, she thought disappointedly. She had forgotten that the Force could be used that way. Now she no longer had an indisputable reason for being on the mission.
Anakin folded his arms. "So basically you've missed out on your much needed sleep for absolutely no reason."
"That's not true," she retorted, crossing her own arms. (It was ironic that because of his obsession with her health, he had missed her very obvious attempt at making herself a necessary member of the rescue team.) "While I may have forgotten about the memory enhancement that you and the others can do, I still needed to memorize the maps for myself. What if we get separated during the mission? If I'm not as familiar with the city and the palace as the rest of you, how would I be able to find you again? It was important that I do this, Anakin.
"And if it makes you feel any better, I promise to nap the entire flight to Coruscant," she added, softening her expression and unfolding her arms. "I'll hit the bunk immediately after takeoff, no arguments. How's that sound?"
"If I say it sounds good, will you come to bed right now?" he hopefully asked, dropping his own arms.
"Yes, I will," she acquiesced, knowing it was the right thing to do to keep him happy.
She had hoped to spend at least another half hour studying the maps, but Anakin's happiness and peace of mind were more important. She was confident that she had enough of them thoroughly memorized by now to serve the mission. (Besides, she could always take a few more peeks during the trip to Coruscant. If Anakin thought she was napping, he would not want to disturb her.)
"I still wish you weren't going," he tried one last time.
"You can wish all you want, but it doesn't change a thing," she informed him. "I'm going no matter what. You want me to stay behind, you'll have to lock me up." (Scarily, if Ahsoka and Obi-Wan weren't going on the mission as well, she wouldn't put it past him to do just that. Thank the Force that they were not going alone!)
"I had to try," he sighed. He took her hand and stood up, pulling her along with him. "Let's go to bed."
Padmé shook her head as he guided her towards their bedroom. If they survived the rescue mission, this was going to be a very, very, very long pregnancy.
They reached the bedroom door and Anakin started to reach out to the panel, but suddenly pulled his arm back.
He turned around and took Padmé's free hand in his.
"What is it?" she asked him, wondering what stray thought had passed through his mind and deterred him from his quest to make her get her sleep.
"Would you ever stop loving me for any reason?"
The question was so strange and so unexpected that she was too stunned to immediately respond.
What in the galaxy could have made him even think such a ridiculous thing? They had been married for nearly twenty years and she had supported him and loved him through the worst times in his life. (What could be worse than turning to the dark side and killing the people you considered your family?) They had survived incredible hardships together. After all that, what could possibly make her stop loving him? The question made no sense.
"Anakin, how can you even ask me this?" she wanted to know. "How can you not know how I feel about you, my love? You are my life, my world, my entire universe. You and our children both. I'd have nothing without you. You're everything to me. Nothing is ever going to change that. Nothing. I love you."
"But... But... What if I did something... Something so awful..." he started trying to elaborate, but trailed off as if he were unable to explain what he meant.
Padmé tried to imagine what he meant by "awful," but did not know where to begin. She knew he had two main goals in his life at the moment. The first and more important was to rescue Leia from Palpatine. And the second was to ensure that she, Padmé, did not endanger her health during her pregnancy. Neither of those could lead him to doing anything that in her mind would be "awful." Awful things could happen during the attempt to rescue Leia, but those would be to him and the others rather than something he did himself.
Unless...
"Are you worried that if we get caught, Palpatine is going to force you to rejoin the Sith in exchange for Leia's life?" she questioned. "Is that what you're afraid of?"
He shook his head. "I'd never rejoin the Sith."
"Then what? Because I can't think of anything at all that could possibly change how I feel about you," she informed him, looking him directly in the eyes. "You're a good man, Anakin. Your heart is always in the right place. Even when your actions have been wrong, you did them for the right reasons. Your instincts have always been to help others. So unless you've had a sudden change of heart and now want to rule the galaxy next to Palpatine, I don't think you have anything to worry about. I'll love you always and forever. All right?'
He held her gaze for what seemed like an eternity before responding.
"All right."
And then he kissed her.
Yet it was not the typical gentle kiss that usually followed one of their discussions. Instead it was passionate and intense, the kind of kiss that they shared when they were intending to make love.
Or when they were going to be apart for an unspecified amount of time.
He had kissed her that way during the war and hadn't known if he was coming back alive.
And he had again kissed her that way before going to face Obi-Wan on Postaym...
Suddenly, she became very worried. Something was very, very wrong if Anakin was acting like he would never see her again. Of course it was possible that either of them could be hurt or killed on the mission, but the plan was for everyone to stay together the entire time.
Unless...
"What aren't you telling me, Anakin?" she quietly asked him when the kiss ended. "What are you hiding from me?"
First the strange question and now a kiss she could only describe as a goodbye kiss. He was acting like he knew that he wasn't going to survive.
Which explained why he had been trying so hard to get her to stay behind...
What was he planning to do?
"I love you so much, Padmé," he softly said, not answering her question. "More than anything."
"Please, Anakin," she tried. "I need to know what-"
He cut her off with another intense kiss, making it crystal clear that he had no intention of telling her what was on his mind.
Realizing that attempting to have a conversation with him when he was like this was pointless, she surrendered to the kiss and allowed him to lead her wherever he wanted to go.
((((())))))
Ahsoka was pulled out of her sleep by the insistent beeping of her comlink.
Groaning, she sat up and glanced at the bedside chrono. It read 0315.
Who in the galaxy would be calling her this early and why? (The Council knew she was on an unofficial assignment. Her name would have been removed from the roster of those Jedi who were available for missions.)
With a yawn, she picked up the comlink.
"Tano," she answered, doing her best to keep her drowsiness out of her voice.
"Ahsoka, it's Anakin."
There was a brusqueness to the tone of his voice that brought her to full alertness.
"We're getting ready to leave," he informed her. "How soon can you be at the hangar?"
"Not long," she assured him. She immediately threw off her blanket and swung her legs over the side of the bed. "Ten minutes at the most.
"What's going on?" she asked, curious to know what had brought about the earlier departure time. "Why the sudden change in plans? Has something happened?"
"I'll explain it to both you and Obi-Wan when you get here," Anakin promised. "Just be here as soon as you can, okay?"
"Okay," she acknowledged. "Let me get dressed and I'll be at the hangar as soon as I'm done."
"I'll see you then," he accepted. "Skywalker out."
And with those words, the connection ended.
She put down the comlink and stood up.
She wondered what had made Anakin decide to push up their schedule. It had to be critical to their mission or Padmé would have talked him out of it. (As far as she knew, since their operation was a rescue mission that involved getting in and out of the Imperial Palace as quietly as possible, their timetable was not dependant on any events occurring on Coruscant.) Had the Force sent him a vision?
In the end, it didn't matter. Anakin was the leader of the mission and if wanted to start it early, that was his prerogative. He was probably just eager to get his daughter back.
Pushing her curiosity aside for the time being, Ahsoka started getting ready.
((((())))))
Obi-Wan stepped into the hangar and immediately spotted Anakin, who was pacing in front of their assigned ship's extended ramp. To his surprise, there was no sign of Padmé. (He had hoped to find out the reason for their early departure from her first. Anakin had been known to leave things out of his explanations if he didn't think they affected anyone else but him.)
"Any idea what the sudden hurry is?" Ahsoka asked as she arrived and came to stand beside him. "Anakin wasn't exactly chatty over the comlink."
"I'm as in as much of the dark as you are," he let her know. "I had been hoping to ask Padmé first, but she seems to already be on board."
"Probably tied down to a cot," Ahsoka commented. "You know how thrilled Anakin is that she's coming on the mission."
Obi-Wan shook his head. "I understand his concerns because of her issues during her previous pregnancy, but he's treating her as if she's too fragile to even leave her bedroom. His fears are overriding his common sense."
"What common sense?" she shot back. "It'll be a first if I ever see him use it."
"Point taken," Obi-Wan accepted. He sighed. "I suppose we've kept him waiting long enough."
"Let's get this show on the road," she agreed. She gestured for him to go first. "Lead the way."
"Oh, of course," he lightly retorted. "That way, if we're late, Anakin will blame me since he'll see me first."
Ahsoka adopted an innocent expression. "Maybe."
"I knew he was a bad influence on you," he mock sighed and he began walking, Ahsoka following.
They crossed the hangar and made their way over to where Anakin was waiting.
"Thank you for coming so quickly," he greeted them. "Follow me and we'll get underway."
Before either of them could say a word, he turned and ascended the ramp.
Obi-Wan and Ahsoka exchanged glances, both surprised by his sudden change in demeanor.
Shrugging, Ahsoka did as she was told and entered the ship after him.
Obi-Wan did the same.
There was still no sign of Padmé. Wondering where she was, he reached out with the Force to try and locate her presence.
"She's not here."
Obi-Wan looked up to find Anakin standing in front of him.
"She's still asleep in bed," he continued. "She won't be coming with us."
"And she has no idea that we're leaving, does she?" Obi-Wan knowingly countered.
"I had no choice," Anakin defended himself. "Even Master Yoda felt that it wasn't a good idea for her to come. It's for her own good."
"What did you do, Skyguy?" Ahsoka wanted to know, her arms crossed.
"I pushed her into a deeper sleep," Anakin informed her. "That's all. She'll wake up in a few hours. I just made sure that she wouldn't hear me leave."
"Oh, she's going to be so mad at you when we get back," Ahsoka told him.
"I know," Anakin agreed. "But all that matters is getting Leia back. She can be mad at me for the rest of our lives is she wants to. As long as Leia is safe again, I won't care what she thinks of me."
"You never planned on letting her come in the first place, did you?" Obi-Wan realized, already knowing the answer.
What Anakin had done was not something that could have been pulled off in the spur of the moment. It had to have been carefully planned. Changing the departure time alone had to have been done days in advance.
There would be no convincing him to change his mind.
"No, I didn't," he admitted. "I won't let her risk herself and our baby like that, Master. This mission is too dangerous."
"You really had no right to decide that for her," Ahsoka informed him. "Padmé is a grown woman, Master. She's not your padawan who you can order to stay behind whenever you want."
"No, she's my wife and the love of my life," Anakin countered. "I'm willing to do whatever it takes to ensure her safety. She knows how I feel. She'll just have to understand."
Obi-Wan sighed. He turned to Ahsoka. "There's really no point in discussing this any further. Nothing either you or I can say will change his mind. It would be best to just get underway."
"Fine," Ahoska gave up. "I still don't like it. It's not fair to Padmé."
"Maybe not," Anakin agreed, "but I feel better knowing that she's safe and out of harm's way. And that knowledge will go a long way in allowing me to focus on rescuing Leia.
"Now which one of you is going to help me take off?" he firmly changed the subject. "How about you, Obi-Wan?"
"I think I'll give that honor to Ahsoka," Obi-Wan waved him off. The topic of Padmé was clearly closed and Anakin would not discuss it any further. "Her piloting skills are much closer to yours than mine are."
"You know, I've never figured out if that was a compliment or an insult," Ahsoka commented.
"Some things are better left unknown," Obi-Wan informed her.
"Oh, it's an insult," Anakin declared.
"Definitely an insult."
((((())))))
Padmé slowly woke up, feeling incredibly relaxed and refreshed. It was a result, of course, of last night's lovemaking session with Anakin. Her beloved was an amazing lover. There were no words to describe how wonderful he made her feel with his touch alone. And last night he had been especially thorough, making sure there was not a part of her left unkissed.
She rolled over to see if he was awake. (If he was and it was still early enough...)
Instead, she found him gone from their bed.
It was then that she remembered what today was and she immediately pushed aside all thoughts of her own personal pleasure.
Today was the day that they got Leia back. Nothing else was more important than freeing her from Palpatine's clutches.
She sat up and reached out to feel Anakin's pillow. As she expected, it was cold. He had left her side more than a little while ago, most likely having gone to meditate as he did whenever he had difficulty sleeping. (She prayed that it would have its usual effect of centering him, which he desperately needed to be if he was going to make it through the mission unscathed.)
Wondering what time it was, she turned to look at the bedside chrono.
And, to her shock and horror, saw that it read 0845, three hours past the time she was supposed to have been awakened.
"What?!"
How was this even possible? Even if the alarm had failed to go off, which was highly unlikely (not only was it her own personal chrono that she had relied on for years, but Anakin had just given it a tune up less than a month ago), there was the fact that her absence would have been noticed by the others. After all, there was only four of them going on this mission. Someone, her own husband for one, would have-
"Oh, no," she groaned as a sudden terrible thought crossed her mind. "He wouldn't have."
A bad feeling forming in the pit of her stomach, she picked up the chrono.
Ever since her pregnancy had been discovered, Anakin hadn't stopped begging her not to go on the mission. For days it had been a constant battle with him. At times she felt like her reasons had gone in one ear and out the other. He had even tried again last night.
And then he had asked that bizarre question if she would ever stop loving him for any reason...
Her bad feeling intensifying, she toggled the chrono to the timer screen.
And had her suspicions confirmed: the countdown had been stopped, leaving over three hours left on the clock.
"Oh, Anakin. What have you done?"
Suddenly, everything about his strange behavior last night made complete and utter sense. This was the reason he had asked that question and why he had then initiated the intense lovemaking. When she had continually refused to agree to stay behind for her, in his words, "own safety," he must have decided to take matters into his own hands. And Anakin, being his insecure self, had come the conclusion that in doing so would cause her to stop loving him. (Why he would think that she would end their relationship over something like this was beyond her. While it was wrong, he had done it with the best of intentions. As always, he was simply trying to protect her.) It was why that first kiss had felt like a goodbye. In his mind, it had been.
Truthfully, she had every right to be furious with him and if it had been done by anyone else, she would have been. But because it was Anakin, she didn't see the point in being angry. He honestly believed he was doing the right thing and protecting both her and their unborn child. Yes, it was extremely hurtful and disrespectful, but Anakin wasn't capable of understanding that. He only saw that there was danger and felt that he needed to protect her from it. Being mad at him wouldn't change anything. And if he came back and had not succeeded...
Or if he didn't come back at all...
"Oh, Force," she murmured, realizing that now there was no one on the mission who could prevent him from doing something foolish.
Obi-Wan and Ahsoka would be too focused on accomplishing their part of the mission to watch Anakin. They would be expecting him to act like the Jedi they remembered him to be. (She wondered what he had told them to explain her absence. They had both known how important coming on this rescue mission was to her. The story Anakin told them would have had to be a believable one.) But because this rescue involved his family, Anakin would be anything but dispassionate and calm. He was driven to do whatever it took to free Leia. And if he wasn't held back...
Not wanting to dwell any longer on what she couldn't control, she decided to get up and check on Luke and Ammae.
She stood up from the bed and, to her surprise, discovered that she was wearing one of her nightgowns.
Anakin, she shook her head in amazement.
In the middle of sneaking out, he had taken the time to dress her in her nightclothes. (He must have used the Force to deepen her sleep because she was a very light sleeper and something like being moved around and dressed would normally have awakened her. It also explained how she had slept so late. Normally she woke up fairly early on her own.) Only her Anakin would be so considerate. (Another reason why being mad at him was pointless. Every action he took, no matter how small, was motivated by his love for her.)
She went into the fresher, put on the robe she had hung up the previous morning, and then left the bedroom.
"Mom! You're still here?" Luke cried out in surprise when he saw her emerge from the room. "I thought you and Dad were supposed to have left hours ago."
"Oh, Dad and the others did," she informed him. "I'm the only one still here. Dad decided without telling anybody that I shouldn't go and turned off my alarm while I was asleep."
"What?!" Luke replied, sounding stunned. "But why?"
"You know how-" she started to answer but she was cut off by Ammae's happy squeal of "Mom!"
"You're still here! You didn't go!" Ammae cheered and she ran over and nearly knocked Padmé off her feet as she threw her arms around her waist. "Thank the Force! I've been so worried!"
"I know, baby, I know," Padmé soothed her youngest as she hugged her back. "You don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm here with you where it's safe."
Ammae, whose curiosity and imagination often ran away with her, had been beside herself ever since Leia's kidnapping. She had convinced herself that Leia was being horribly tortured by the Empire and that anyone who went to rescue her and failed would share the same fate. Learning that both of her parents had planned on participating in the rescue had almost been too much for her. Getting her to bed last night had been almost impossible.
"But Dad and Leia and Obi-Wan and Ahsoka..."
"Dad, Obi-Wan, and Ahsoka are Jedi," Padmé gently reminded her. "They can take care of themselves."
May the Force keep you safe, my love, she silently added.
"You can't know that," Ammae insisted. "There are so many things that could happen to them! What if they get caught? Or...or...?"
Suddenly, Padmé realized that being left behind was a blessing. Ammae needed her. (She and Anakin had clearly underestimated how upset this whole crisis was making her. Given how mature she acted most of the time, it was sometimes hard to remember just how truly young she still was.) It would have been a mistake for both of them to leave her.
"Try not to focus on all the what-ifs, sweetheart," she told her. "You'll only drive yourself crazy. Believe me, I know. It's better to just hope and pray for everyone's safe return."
"Mom, why didn't Dad want you to go?" Luke asked again after Ammae had settled down. "I thought it was always the plan for the two of you and Obi-Wan and now Ahsoka to rescue Leia. What changed?"
"The new baby," she explained. "You know how protective Dad is of all of us. I think finding out that I'm going to have another baby made him really think about how dangerous the mission would be. It was very wrong of him, but I understand why he did it."
"Are you mad at him?" Luke wanted to know.
"No, baby," she honestly answered. "I'm not."
"Good morning, Mistress Padmé," Threepio greeted as he and Artoo came to join them. "I was under the impression that you and Master Anakin were to be away for a few days. Is he still here as well?"
"No, Threepio, it's just me," she let him know. "Anakin left as planned."
Artoo beeped a comment.
"Of course I was going to offer her breakfast," Threepio indignantly defended himself. "Unlike some malfunctioning mechanics I know, I have manners."
Artoo replied with some distinctly sarcastic sounding noises and rolled away, clearly not in the mood to argue with his counterpart.
"Well!" Threepio huffed. "That was uncalled for."
"I would love some breakfast," Padmé told him with a smile. (She wondered what Artoo had said. The little astromech had a "mouth" on him and he had no qualms using it. He drove poor reserved Threepio up the wall.) She turned her attention to her children. "Have you both eaten?"
Ammae nodded. "About an hour ago."
"I'll prepare you some food at once," Threepio said. "Where would you like to be served?"
"The kitchen table will be fine," she let him know.
"It will be ready shortly," he informed her.
"Thank you, Threepio."
I have to call Bail and let him know I'm still here, she suddenly thought, remembering his promise to watch over the children while she and Anakin were gone. Now that she hadn't gone on the mission, there was no need for him to go out of his way.
She looked down at Ammae who was still clinging to her.
"Ammae, sweetie, I have to go make a quick call to Bail," she said, gently breaking out of her embrace. "I need to tell him that I'm still here. Remember that I told you I had asked him to look after you and Luke while Dad and I were gone?"
Ammae nodded again.
"He's very nice," Luke said. "I like Winter too."
"They're good people," she agreed. "Bail is my oldest friend from the Senate. He and his late wife Breha were always there for me when I needed them. I owe him more than I can ever repay.
"Why don't you two wait for me at the table while I go make the call?" she suggested, bringing the conversation back to the present. "I won't be long."
"Yes, Mom," Luke replied. "Come on, Ammae."
"I'm really glad Dad made you stay behind," Ammae said as Luke took her hand.
Padmé watched them head into the kitchen. Yes, it truly was for the best that she had been left behind. Both her children needed her here.
She then walked over to the comm station and entered in Bail's code.
((((())))))
Leia's eyes flew open as...something, she wasn't sure what, pulled her out of her sleep.
She remained completely still as she tried to determine what had awakened her.
Had it been a sound? She listened for anything out of the ordinary, but she heard nothing unexpected. Had it been movement? Was someone other than Han in the room with her? (Ever since the day that Han had told her that he loved her, she had started coming into his bed at night for comfort. It was something she hadn't done since she was a young child. When frightened by either a scary sound or a nightmare, her parents' bed had always been open to her. The same had been true for her siblings. Now Han's bed had become that same kind of nighttime sanctuary for her. She hadn't asked him and he hadn't said anything, so she had assumed he was all right with it.) But as her eyes scanned the darkness, she couldn't detect anything that didn't belong.
That left only one other thing for her to do: reach out with the Force.
Just as His Royal Creepiness had taught her, she closed her eyes and stretched out with her feelings. (He was the most vile and evil jerk to ever walk the universe, but he knew stuff that was aiding her in her quest to be a Jedi. As distasteful as it was to train with him every day, she was learning useful skills.)
And found that same...something.
It was hard to describe and she was unsure of exactly what it was, but it felt like...like...a shifting, for lack of a better word. As if something had...moved. It didn't make any sense, but that was the feeling she was getting through the Force. What it meant, she couldn't even begin to guess.
"Leia?" came Han's sleepy voice. She felt him turn towards her in the darkness. "Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," she assured him, feeling bad that she had disturbed him. (It was the first time he had openly acknowledged her presence in his bed.) "Something woke me up, that's all. I'm sorry I woke you up too."
"Don't be, Sweetheart," he waved her off. "Was it a bad dream?"
Leia wasn't sure how to answer. Although Han had seen her use the Force multiple times since the beginning of their imprisonment, he was still incredibly skeptical, especially when it came to things he couldn't see.
"It wasn't a dream," she finally said, deciding that it was best to be honest with him. There was no point in lying to him. "It was a feeling through the Force. I can actually still feel it now. It's that strong."
"Is it a good feeling or a bad feeling?" Han wanted to know.
"I can't tell," she admitted, grateful that he wasn't questioning her or being sarcastic. (She could sense that he was being serious, which touched her deeply. He was pushing aside his skepticism for her.) "I wish I could. In fact, I'm not even sure what it means. All I can tell you is that it makes me feel like something's changed, if that makes any sense. That's it. I guess I haven't learned enough yet."
"What about your best buddy? He probably felt it too, right?"
"Oh, there's no question," she verified. "I felt it and I'm just a beginner. Not only is he incredibly powerful, but he's got years of experience behind him."
"Well, there you go. Problem solved," Han declared. "You may not know what this feeling of yours means, but he will."
"So? How will that help me?" she questioned. "He'll probably question me about it and then punish me when I fail to tell him."
"Not if it's bad news for him," Han corrected. "Think about it. You said it felt like change, right? Well, bad change for him is good for us. And he's not the type to let on when things aren't going his way. Bad for his image, you know."
Leia suddenly realized where he was going. "So if he doesn't say anything about it when I'm training with him tomorrow, that means that he didn't like what he felt."
"Exactly, Sweetheart," he confirmed. "The more closemouthed he is about the whole thing, the more likely it is that our luck will start turning around for us."
"Oh, I hope so," Leia said. "Do you think that there's any chance that we can escape from here sooner than you planned?"
"Probably not, but it might make things go a little smoother when the time comes," he told her. "If His Royalness is distracted by even the smallest threat to his rule, he might start paying less attention to the minor day to day goings on around here. All his focus would be on keeping his enemies away from Coruscant. It would probably be a while before he noticed your absence."
"Wouldn't that be wonderful?" she wistfully said. "I hope that whatever it is that I felt ruins his entire year."
Although she couldn't see it, Leia could sense Han's half grin.
"His entire year, huh?"
"I'd have said his life, but that would be hoping for too much."
"You can never hope for too much, kid," he informed her. "Go for it."
It was her turn to grin. "Okay. I hope to the Force that whatever's coming ruins his life so badly that his own Empire kicks him off his throne."
It was a silly thought, but it was exactly what she needed to feel better.
"Nicely done," Han praised. He pulled her into his arms, surprising her. "Now go back to sleep. It's late and I'm tired."
Leia doubted she could go back to sleep now. For the first time in what seemed like forever, she felt hopeful again that she'd escape this hell and be reunited with her family.
"Good night, Han," she said, deciding to just enjoy the feeling of being in his arms. He didn't need to know that she wasn't tired.
"Night, Sweetheart."
She closed her eyes and it wasn't long before she was asleep.
((((())))))
"I trust I have made myself clear on this matter?" Sidious questioned the two of his servants who were standing before him.
Both Commander Illik, the head of his palace security, and his Hand answered in the affirmative.
"Good."
He had summoned them to his presence almost immediately upon entering his throne room.
Today was the day Skywalker was coming.
He had awoken from his sleep knowing that Skywalker was very near. His former apprentice's Force presence felt stronger and closer than it had since the day he had reappeared in the Force. There was no doubt that he'd be arriving on Coruscant before the day was over.
And he clearly wanted Sidious to know that he was coming.
"I will personally make sure that every single one of my men know that this Skywalker is to be taken unharmed," Illik declared. "Failure to comply will result in severe punishment. You have nothing to worry about, my lord."
Sidious smiled inwardly at Illik's confidence. The man was highly ambitious and truly believed in his own infallibility. (Sidious knew better, of course, but there was no reason to rob Illik of his beliefs.) It was what made him such a good servant. (It also saved him the trouble of having to punish Illik for his failures. He did an excellent job of punishing himself.)
"I expect no less from you, Commander," Sidious told him. "But do not forget that Skywalker is a Jedi. Capturing him will be a difficult undertaking. But I have complete faith in you and your men."
"Thank you, your highness," Illik said, standing just a little bit taller at the praise. "I will not fail you."
"I should hope not, Commander," Sidious let him know. "You are dismissed."
Sidious had no illusions that he would fail to capture Skywalker, but Illik's efforts would herd him towards the throne room, where Sidious and Leia would both be waiting for him. Once Skywalker was there, his slow destruction could begin at last.
"My emperor," Illik bowed and then he turned and walked away.
Sidious immediately turned his attention to his Hand, who could not understand why she had been summoned at the same time as Illik. (Mara had made it clear on multiple occasions that she thought Illik was incompetent and she utterly disliked him.)
"Do you know why I wanted you to be here when I gave Illik his orders?" he asked her.
"No, Master," she answered and Sidious could feel her curiosity. "You told me that I am not to go anywhere near Skywalker. That makes it impossible for me to help that idiot do his job. How do you-"
"Commander Illik's actions will do exactly what they are supposed to do," Sidious cut her off. "I do not expect him to succeed in stopping Skywalker any more than you do. I simply need to make sure that Skywalker finds his way to me. Commander Illik and his men will do just that.
"You, my dear, are to prevent Captain Solo from making contact with Skywalker," he told her, with the intention of getting her to do the exact opposite.
Having his Hand present when Skywalker was shown that his daughter had replaced him as Sidious' apprentice would go a long way in ending her ambitions to be that apprentice herself. It was prove to her once and for all that he had no intention of ever making her his apprentice. And the severe punishment that would follow would make sure she never set out to deliberately disobey him again.
As for Captain Solo, he would see that Leia would never leave with him as long as her father was a prisoner. He would be given a choice: remain and continue to be Leia's companion (from both his Hand and Leia, he knew what Solo had become to Leia) or leave and never have contact with her again. There was no need to imprison or execute him. Either of those fates would distract Leia and Sidious could not have that especially when she still had yet to embrace the dark side. (If his visions were true, that would be taken care of shortly as well.)
"I need you to make sure that he doesn't leave his assigned quarters until Skywalker has been dealt with," Sidious continued. "Skywalker must not know that his daughter has become my apprentice until I inform him. Do you understand this, my Hand?"
"Of course, my master," Mara dutifully answered, her thoughts instantly taking the path that Sidious had hoped. As always, she would do exactly as he had predicted. "I will stay with him until I am ordered elsewhere."
"Excellent," Sidious said, mentally smiling as he followed his Hand's train of thought. She saw an opportunity to be rid of all of her problems at once. She would use Skywalker as the means of removing Leia and Solo from Imperial Center. And informing Skywalker of his daughter's usurping of "her" apprenticeship was foremost in her mind. "I can always count on you, my Hand."
"I live to serve you, my Master," his Hand told him, which was completely true. Serving and pleasing him were all that mattered to her. It was just unfortunate that she felt that the best way for her to do both would only be as his apprentice.
"Now go and send my apprentice to me," he instructed her, ensuring that she would bring both Solo and Skywalker directly to him. "I want her at my side when her father arrives."
"As my master commands," his Hand bowed, her thoughts again following the path he had laid for them.
"I will summon you once Skywalker is properly dealt with," he let her know. "You are dismissed."
Mara bowed a second time and began to quickly make her way from the throne room.
When she had passed through the doors, he openly smiled.
Events were progressing even better than he had hoped. With Skywalker finally neutralized and his daughter on the path of the Sith, there was nothing left to stand in his way. (The rebellion was a minor annoyance, nothing more. He barely gave it any thought.)
The galaxy was, and would remain, his.
Chapter 4: Chapter 4
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Author's Notes: So, um, it's been a couple of years since I posted the previous part of this story, hasn't it? According to my author's notes in the last section, that was way back in April 2012. It is now August 2014. All I can say is that real life as well as a near two year absence from the Star Wars fandom are the reasons for the delay. To be honest, I got a little bored with Star Wars and I moved on to some other fandoms for a while. Voltron has been my main passion for the last year and a half. I wrote six stories for Voltron and have some more planned after I finish "Convergence of Destinies."
At this point, I am one or two scenes away from the actual finale sequence, which will be fairly long because of what has to happen. However, I am determined to finish the story by the end of this year (2014). I thank everyone who has been following this story for their continued patience and I hope you find the story worth the wait.
Just one more thing: since it has literally been two years since I worked on this story, there may be some slight inconsistences with the previously posted sections. I tried to catch everything I could, but one or two things may have slipped by unnoticed. I just ask that you ignore them since they don't affect the overall story.
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As Anakin dealt with the Imperial controller, Obi-Wan found his mind once again returning to the way Padmé had been left behind.
He had been unable to stop thinking about it since they had left the base. The sheer cruelty of Anakin's actions had deeply disturbed him.They made no sense in light of how much Anakin loved his wife.And while it was true that he had gone against her wishes many times in the past, especially if he thought it was for her own protection, it was not like him to so blatantly disregard her feelings.(Padmé had repeatedly made it clear how important taking part in Leia's rescue was to her.)Normally, if he saw that something was making her unhappy, he would relent in the end despite his personal misgivings.(There was no question that Padmé could handle herself in any situation.)Her happiness was as important to him as her safety.But this time, he had deceived her into believing that she was going and then abandoned her at the last moment.It was out of character for his former Padawan and his mind refused to let it go.
Anakin's love for Padmé defied description.As past actions had demonstrated, he would do anything for her.So for him to hurt her so badly meant that there was something else going on.Something that had compelled him to keep her from the mission at all costs.Something he had deemed not to share with anyone else...
And then Obi-Wan remembered.
Days ago, during one of their planning sessions, Anakin had brought up the idea of using himself as a distraction while the rest of them freed Leia.He and Ahsoka had immediately shot it down, telling Anakin how foolhardy that move would be.Anakin himself had even admitted that Padmé would never have approved of his plan and that had seemed to be the end of the discussion.The subject had then been changed and it was never mentioned again.
What if Anakin had never let the idea go and had decided to act on it without telling anyone else...
"I can't believe it," Ahsoka suddenly commented, breaking into Obi-Wan's thoughts."Can these guys be any stupider?They literally just gave us a free pass right into their headquarters!If that isn't the will of the Force, I don't know what is."
"Will of the Force or not, don't forget that this is still the easy part of the mission, Snips," Anakin reminded her."So while it's nice that we're getting to dock a whole lot closer to the palace district than we ever imagined, we're still not inside it yet.If we get through the first security checkpoint without a hitch, then that will be the will of the Force."
I have to speak with him before we land, Obi-Wan realized.
If Anakin was indeed planning to do what Obi-Wan suspected, he needed to be stopped before it was too late.
"Ahsoka," Obi-Wan asked, "would you mind taking over the docking procedures? I'd like to go over some last minute details with Anakin before we land."
"Sure thing, Master," Ahsoka easily agreed. "Go right ahead."
"What's on your mind?" Anakin wanted to know as he switched the controls to the copilot console and unfastened his harness.
"Oh, I need some clarification on how we're entering the palace," Obi-Wan lied as Anakin stood up. "I've been trying to go over our approach and I just can't seem to picture it clearly in my mind."
"No problem," Anakin said as he followed him from the cockpit. "We're going in through one of the many maintenance-"
"I want to know why you didn't share your intentions to leave Padmé behind with Ahsoka and myself," Obi-Wan cut him off the second the cockpit door slid shut. He turned to face him. "Why did you allow us to believe that she was coming?"
"Because neither of you would have agreed with my decision," Anakin answered, folding his arms. "The two of you would have done everything in your power to prevent it from happening. I know you both very well, Master. Look how annoyed Ahsoka is just at the fact that Padmé was left behind. You can imagine how she would have been if I had brought the subject up for discussion. I stand by my decision and actions. Padmé does not belong on this mission."
"You make it sound as if she's incapable of taking care of herself, which we both know is untrue," Obi-Wan pointed out. "Padmé is a superb fighter and has survived numerous situations far more dangerous than a rescue mission. I feel she would have been an asset to us."
"You forget that she's pregnant, Obi-Wan," Anakin reminded him. "It's not just her own life that she's putting at risk anymore. She has a baby to think about. What if something happened to her? She wouldn't be the only one in danger. Our baby would be too. I refuse to allow her to get in a situation where something like that could happen. I'm just trying to keep my family safe, Obi-Wan. What's so wrong with that?"
Obi-Wan knew that it was too soon in the conversation to bring up his theory about the true reason for Padmé's removal from the mission. He had to wait for Anakin to give him an opening.
"There's absolutely nothing wrong with that, Anakin," he agreed. "You make very valid points. The problem, however, is the fact that you made an important decision on your own without taking anyone else's feelings or opinions into account, your wife's especially. This is the kind of thing that needs to be discussed as a group. Perhaps if you had come to Ahsoka and I with your concerns early on in the mission planning, we could have presented them to Padmé as a united front. She is a very reasonable woman and it's possible she could have come to agree with you that she should stay behind. But that's a decision only she and she alone should have made. What you did to her was cruel and unfair."
"Maybe, but you just pointed out exactly why I had to do it the way I did," Anakin countered. "If I had done as you said and brought my concerns to you and Ahsoka, it's very likely that Padmé would be here right now. You know as well as I do that she doesn't back down when she sets her mind to something and she wanted to come on this mission no matter what. I did the only thing that I could to make sure that she couldn't come. Yes, I hurt her and I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry that I did what I had to to keep her and our baby safe. You, Padmé, and Ahsoka can hate me all you want. I don't care. My family's safety is all that matters."
It was then that Obi-Wan saw the opening he had been waiting for. Anakin had done a good job of presenting a logical reason for not sharing his plans and if he had been speaking to anyone else, there would have been no doubt that there was nothing else going on. But Obi-Wan was not anyone else and it was Anakin's repeated insistence that the only issue was Padmé's safety that had caught his interest. It was as if Anakin was trying to direct the focus of the person to whom he was talking.
And that, in Obi-Wan's opinion, was all the proof he needed that he was not being told the whole story.
"So the only reason that you didn't want Padmé coming with us is her safety?" he asked.
Anakin looked puzzled by the question.
"Of course. Why else wouldn't I want her here, Master?"
Obi-Wan prepared himself for any number of possible reactions from his former Padawan. Anakin would not be happy that his scheme had been discovered and he would do whatever he felt he had to ensure that Obi-Wan did not stop him.
"It's just that you went to such extremes to make sure that Padmé wouldn't be coming with us," Obi-Wan began. "It makes me wonder if there's another reason for it, that's all.
"Such as making sure that she's not here to prevent you from doing something very foolish."
Obi-Wan felt Anakin's emotions shift.
"Just what exactly are you trying to say, Obi-Wan?"
"I think you left Padmé behind because you are going to go through with your plan to use yourself as a distraction," Obi-Wan simply stated, bracing himself for Anakin's reaction. "You knew she'd never let you go through with it and this was your only way of making sure she couldn't stop you."
Anakin's shock was clear both on his face and in the Force.
"You know? How did you-?"
"How did I figure it out?" Obi-Wan finished for him, relieved that Anakin had not attempted to drag out the inevitable with further denials. "Truthfully, it was your treatment of Padmé that gave you away. What you did to her was so unlike you that it immediately drew my concern and attention. It made me wonder what reason you could have possibly have had to work so hard to prevent her from coming along.
"It was then that I remembered the plan you had presented to Ahsoka and I for approval," he continued. "When we had rejected it, you had made a point of saying that Padmé wouldn't have gone along with it anyway. I then made the mistake of assuming that the matter had been settled and that was the end of it. Of course, I should have known better. You've never been one to let go of things so easily, especially something that you had clearly put a lot of time and thought into. So when I realized that you had arranged to leave Padmé behind well in advance of our departure, this was the only explanation that made sense."
"Very impressive," Anakin complimented him. "But your knowing about this doesn't change anything. I'm still going through with it, Obi-Wan. I'm not going to let you stop me."
"Then help me to understand why doing this is so important to you," Obi-Wan said, truly unable to comprehend why Anakin was insisting on going on what was most likely a suicide mission. If he was caught... "Why does it have to be you?"
"Because this will never be over for my family unless I confront Sidious again," Anakin quietly told him and Obi-Wan suddenly understood why Anakin had not wanted Padmé anywhere near Coruscant.
"You want to be caught," Obi-Wan realized.
"As long as I end up face-to-face with Sidious, I really don't care how I get there," Anakin matter-of-factly told him. "If I'm caught by security, that's fine, but my plan is to sneak into his throne room and catch him off-guard. Either way, I'm ending this today.
"Once and for all."
Memories of Yoda's tragic vision came to Obi-Wan's mind as Anakin spoke the words and he was overcome with a sick feeling.
"You don't expect to leave Coruscant alive."
"Honestly, I don't think it's likely," Anakin confirmed and Obi-Wan was horrified by how casual Anakin was being about his own possible death. It sounded as if he had given up before he had even begun. "Sidious will only spend so much time trying to turn me again. Once he realizes that I won't rejoin him, he won't have any further use for me. But hopefully you and Ahsoka will be long gone from here with Leia by the time that happens."
Obi-Wan looked at him in stunned astonishment.
"Anakin, you really can't expect Ahsoka and I to just leave you to your death," Obi-Wan protested, shocked that Anakin would even suggest such a thing. "You know that's not the Jedi way. Besides, Padmé would never forgive us."
"And this is exactly why I didn't tell you my plans," Anakin countered. "I have to go through with this, Obi-Wan. Unless I face him now, this will never end for my family. Sidious knows that they're my weakness. He will keep coming after them until he either has me back or I'm dead. I'm doing this for them. I won't let what happened to Leia happen to another one of my children. And this is the only way to make sure it doesn't. As long as Sidious knows I'm alive, he'll never stop searching for me. I don't have any other choice."
"There's always another choice, Anakin," Obi-Wan argued, wishing that there was something, anything he could say to convince him to abandon his doomed mission. He refused to allow himself to believe that it was a hopeless task. "Don't forget that you and Padmé aren't alone anymore. You have both the Jedi and the Alliance supporting you now. If you let us, we can help protect you from Sidious. You really don't have to do this."
Anakin smiled sadly. "I wish that were true, but helping us would only make things worse for you. From what I've heard, Sidious only sees you as a minor annoyance right now. The moment he realizes that you're protecting me and my family is the moment that he becomes determined to destroy you once and for all. I won't do that to you. It wouldn't be right."
As hard as it was to admit, he knew Anakin was correct. The Alliance was barely having an effect on the Empire and for that reason, they had been ignored for the most part. This rescue was the most direct action they had ever taken. But if they were to actively hide Anakin and his family from the Empire, Sidious would eventually find out and, as Anakin had said, it would spell their demise.
"All right, if we can't protect you, then at least let me go with you," Obi-Wan offered instead, flashes of Yoda's vision again coming to his mind. "There's no need for you to face him alone."
He had no illusions that Sidious would not kill him almost immediately. The Sith lord would see him as a threat to Anakin's return to the dark side and would want to get rid of him as quickly as possible. (Perhaps he would think that his death would speed up Anakin's surrender...) He knew he did not stand a chance against him. (Master Yoda had not believed him strong enough sixteen years ago and that was when he had been in his top form.)
Anakin shook his head. "No, I can't let you do that either, Master. I won't let you throw your life away. Especially not when I have a very important favor to ask of you."
"Name it," Obi-Wan said, wondering what it could be. "I'll do anything you ask."
"I need you to watch over Padmé and the children for me," Anakin told him and Obi-Wan's heart completely broke.
Anakin would not be asking this of him if he believed he had even the slightest chance of returning. It was at this point that Obi-Wan finally accepted that there would be no swaying Anakin from this self-appointed task.
"Just in case my death doesn't stop Sidious from still coming after them," Anakin went on. "Master Yoda thought he might try to replace me with one of my children. I know you'll keep them safe in the event that he does. There's no one I trust more with their lives. I consider you a part of my family, you know."
Obi-Wan smiled tightly at the man he loved as a brother. "I know."
"Then I have your promise?"
"Of course," he let him know. "You should know that there wasn't any need to ask. I would have done it anyway."
Anakin reached out and placed his hand on Obi-Wan's arm.
"Thank you, Master. Knowing that you'll be watching over-"
He was interrupted by the sound of the cockpit door sliding open and he quickly moved away from Obi-Wan as Ahsoka appeared in the doorway.
"Okay, we're down," she announced. She then looked back and forth between the two of them, clearly sensing the somber mood. "I'm sorry. Am I interrupting something?"
"Nothing important, Snips," Anakin informed her, his demeanor instantly changing back to what it was before the start of the conversation. "And, before you ask, no, we were not talking about you and your piloting skills."
"Well, me and my piloting skills docked this ship in one piece," she let him know, folding her arms. "I'd be grateful if I were you. Unlike some people, I don't turn every landing into a crash."
"I'll have you know that I haven't crashed in years," Anakin indignantly defended himself and if Obi-Wan hadn't just been speaking with him, he would have never known that Anakin had been discussing his own possible impending death only moments ago.
"Why? Because your wife won't let you pilot?" Ahsoka retorted.
Obi-Wan silently observed the playful banter. It was clear that Anakin was determine to keep Ahsoka from learning of his plans as long as possible. (Most likely because he knew Ahsoka would not take "no" for an answer and would insist on coming with him.)
But she would know the truth by the time the mission was over.
She would have to be told when Anakin did not meet them back at the ship...
"Ready, Master?" Anakin called and Obi-Wan was shaken from his musings.
He saw that Anakin and Ahsoka were already walking towards the hatchway.
"Ready," he lied and started after them.
((((())))))
Han raised an eyebrow as Leia sat down at the table while happily humming to herself.
"You're in a good mood this morning, kid," he commented as she started eating her breakfast. "Care to let me in on the secret?"
He couldn't for the life of him begin to imagine what had her so cheerful. Not only were they being held prisoner by the biggest bad guy the galaxy had seen in millennia, but their only ticket to freedom was a psycho teen who wanted nothing more than to kill the both of them. Yeah, there was just so much to hum about!
"Remember that feeling I got last night that something was going to change and I couldn't figure out whether it was going to be a good change or a bad change?" she asked him, the huge smile on her face giving away what she was going to say next. "Well, it got a whole lot stronger this morning and I can tell you with one hundred percent certainty that it's going to be a good change. And not only that, but that whatever it is, it's going to happen today. So you know what that means: His Royal Creepiness is going to have a really bad day!"
Han refrained from saying the first words that came to his mind knowing that they'd destroy Leia's upbeat mood. While he had no problem accepting telekinesis and other bizarre mind powers (he'd seen too many strange things in his lifetime not to), he had serious doubts that anyone, even a Jedi with this so-called "Force", could predict the future. There were too many factors that went into any one event. (He'd witnessed more than one supposedly "impossible to fail" job go bad in seconds due to one unexpected obstacle.) Besides, he wouldn't consider any day good until he and Leia were long gone from this hellhole.
And of course that couldn't happen until the lovely Miss Starshine found them a ship they could stow away on.
"Is that right?" he said instead, playing along with Leia's beliefs to keep her happy. "Any idea on what's going to happen and when?"
She shook her head. "The Force doesn't work like that. Believe me, I wish it did. It would make things a whole lot easier. All I get are feelings. It's hard to describe. But I'll tell you what my dad said when explaining the Force to my little sister. The future is always moving and it can change in a heartbeat. A Jedi can get a general sense of what might happen, but that's it. Does that make any sense?"
"Yeah, it does," Han let her know, surprised that the Jedi weren't as deluded as he'd thought. It was good to know that they didn't think they could outright predict the future. "So tell me, what makes you so sure-"
His question was cut off by the sound of the doors to their quarters opening.
Mara strode in, her expression more annoyed than usual. (He guessed it was related to whatever Leia had been talking about. If Leia had felt this "change," it made sense that Mara and the Emperor would too.)
"You are to report to our master immediately," Mara told Leia as she came to stand by the table. "He wants to see you."
Leia shot a glance at Han before standing up. "Of course. What's going on? What does he need to see me about?"
Mara gave her a look. "What makes you think he told me anything? You're his precious apprentice, remember? I'm just the help."
Someone's in a mood today, Han silently commented, wondering what the Emperor had said or done to tick off his "loyal" sidekick. (If Leia's "feeling" or whatever it was was right, His Royalness would not be thrilled today himself.)
"All right," Leia said, wisely refraining from antagonizing Mara like she usually did. (He guessed even she could tell that messing with Mara right now would be suicidal. She looked ready to bite off the head of everyone she met!) "I'm on my way. I'll see you later, Han."
"Sure thing, kid."
As Leia left he room, he switched his gaze to Mara expectantly.
"So? What's-"
"Skywalker is coming," she cut him off. "My master sensed his presence this morning. He's very close, maybe even already on the planet. He'll be here today."
And that's what has you so fired up, he realized, the pieces falling into place.
Leia's father being on Imperial Center would have eliminated the need to wait for a cargo ship if Mara could have gotten Leia to him. (Knowing how she felt, Han suspected Mara would have even handed her off to him in broad daylight if given the chance.) But her beloved master had ruined her plans by calling Leia to his side.
Which, of course, introduced a whole new set of problems. His Royal Highness knew exactly what he was doing when he had summoned Leia. Not only was he protecting his own backside from Leia's highly ticked-off father, but he was setting up an emotional blackmail situation to ensure Leia's continued good behavior. (The Emperor had to know by now that Leia didn't entirely buy his full-of-poodoo story about her father being a ruthless Jedi killer.) Which meant that he wasn't going to kill Skywalker on the spot in front of his daughter. He'd be imprisoned and Leia would be threatened with his death if she didn't continue to obey. (And he wouldn't be an "honored guest" kind of prisoner either.) And knowing Leia, if the opportunity to escape finally came along, she wouldn't leave without her father.
Which meant a jailbreak was in their future if he and Mara didn't act fast.
"Okay, that's great," Han said, a new plan starting to form in his mind. If Skywalker never entered the palace in the first place... "So we'll make sure we're there to greet him before he arrives. When do you-"
"And what exactly would be the point of doing that?" she bitterly cut him off. "As long as the brat is with my master, going to Skywalker is a waste of time. He won't listen to a word I say. In fact, I doubt he'll give me a chance to say anything before going for my throat. He and I... Well, as I'm sure your girlfriend told you, our last meeting didn't exactly leave him very fond of me."
Han snorted. Now, there was an understatement if he'd ever heard one.
If Skywalker was a quarter as overprotective as Leia claimed, Mara wouldn't last a second once he caught sight of her. The beating she'd given Leia alone...
"So I'll do all the talking," he told her, determined to avoid having to get Skywalker out of a prison cell. (Not to mention having to pull both that and their escape off at the same time.) "All we have to do is convince him to lay low until we can bring Leia to him. Your boss isn't going to keep her with him forever. I'm sure that as emperor he has other things that need his attention. As soon as he realizes that Skywalker is a no-show-"
Mara interrupted him with a snort of her own. "You underestimate my master's patience," she informed him. "He won't let Leia leave his side until Skywalker comes before him. It's very important to my master that he be the one to tell Skywalker of his daughter's apprenticeship.
"Which, by the way, is why I've been ordered to prevent you from making contact with him," she added. "Neither of us are to leave these quarters until I am summoned." Han couldn't help but be impressed by the Emperor's thoroughness. As far as he and Mara knew, Palpatine was unaware of their plans, so he had no reason to suspect that either of them would be interested in making contact with Skywalker. Yet he was still making sure that they didn't. His Highness clearly wasn't taking any chances of having his little surprise spoiled.
"Well, that's going to make things a little tricky, but-"
Mara snorted again. "Tricky? More like impossible! There's no place either of us can go within the palace grounds that won't be monitored by security. And knowing my master, he's asked to be informed if I'm seen anywhere other than here. And I think you know what will happen if I am. The punishment I'll receive will make what he did to the brat look like a slap on the wrist. I've told you before how long it takes to recover from a severe one of those. I get punished and that's how much longer you and your girlfriend are stuck here. Now, do you really want to risk that happening?"
"Are you telling me that there isn't a single security blind spot in this entire place?" he asked incredulously.
It was more than a little hard to believe. No matter how paranoid His Majesty was, the palace was massive. There was no way that every inch of the joint was covered with security holocams. Either the Imperial Palace had the most extensive security system the galaxy had ever seen or His Royalness was running a highly successful con on all of his minions.
Which, now that Han thought about it, was probably the case.
"Don't be ridiculous," Mara said, proving she wasn't as naïve as she was suddenly acting. "But all of the public areas are covered and unless Skywalker has somehow miraculously obtained both knowledge of the palace layout and high-level security clearance, he'll be spotted and tracked from the moment he sets food on the grounds. We, on the other hand, have the ability to move undetected throughout the building by using my master's personal passages, but we'll be seen the second we emerge. And it would be even more suspicious if Skywalker just vanishes from sight on the security holos. No matter what we do, my master will know that I was involved. I'm the only person besides himself currently in residence that can openly access the private passages. Anyone else tries to access them, alarms go off and stormtroopers instantly swarm. And if that doesn't happen...
She didn't have to finish.
He hated to admit it, but she was absolutely right. They were kriffed no matter what they did. Intercepting Leia's father before the Emperor got his hands on him was impossible.
Back to square one, he silently grumbled.
A jailbreak was now looking more and more likely.
Unless...
He remembered a small detail that Leia had mentioned in passing, that her father's former Jedi Master, whose name he kept forgetting, had been visiting the night she had been taken. From the little news he had paid attention to during the Clone Wars (he'd only been a young kid, after all), Skywalker and his master had always done everything as a team.
In Han's mind, it would only make sense that they put their teamwork skills to good use once again, especially since the one that needed rescuing was the daughter of one half of the team.
"What makes you so sure that Skywalker came alone?" he asked her. "Because Leia mentioned something about his old Master hanging around and-"
"If Skywalker brought Kenobi along then he's a bigger idiot than I thought he was," Mara declared, providing Han with the forgotten name. "This is a private matter between him and my master. My master won't tolerate any outside interference. If Kenobi's here, then he's as good as dead."
"Not if we get to him first," Han pointed out, yet another plan quickly forming in his mind. "Security's only interested in Skywalker, right? How much attention are they going to pay to anyone else waltzing around the palace? We intercept Kenobi using those secret passages you mentioned and use him as a go-between to warn Skywalker-"
"Which will only work if Kenobi is here," she told him. "What happens if he isn't?"
He shrugged. "Then we've gotten a little exercise and your boss is none the wiser. It's as simple as that. I think it's worth a try. What do you say?"
Mara was silent for a moment, only glaring at him. (She really didn't like someone having better ideas than she did.)
"Fine," she finally relented, doing nothing to hide the annoyance in her voice. "We'll try things your way."
He grinned at her, amused by her childish attitude. (She was shockingly acting her age for once!) "Think of all the time you'll save if I'm right. Leia and I could be out of your hair before the day's over."
"Why do you think I'm doing this?" she shot back. "Personally, I think it's a waste of time. But on the slim possibility that it's not..."
"Why not take the chance, right?"
She didn't answer, instead walking away from him towards the back wall of the room.
Han watched as she strolled over to what appeared to be a random spot on the wall and said "Authorization code 283933-11328."
To his amazement, a door just suddenly appeared and slid open.
Unbelievable! he thought.
He and Leia had had a way out right under their nose the whole time and Mara hadn't thought to mention it.
"I know what you're thinking, Captain Solo, but I assure you that I wasn't purposely withholding information from you," she coolly informed him, sounding more like her usual cheery self. "These passages don't lead to the outside, only to other sections of the palace. I didn't see any point in mentioning them. It wouldn't have done either you or your girlfriend any good to know about them.
She stepped into the passage and moved to make room for him. "Now, enough about what I did or didn't tell you. Let's get this over with so I can get back to working on the real plan. Follow me and don't breathe a word unless I tell you."
The urge to say make a sarcastic retort was very strong, but Han instantly clamped down on it. She was already in a foul mood. Ticking her off further was probably not a good idea.
Suicidal is more like it, he decided as he joined her in the passage.
"Lead the way, Red."
((((())))))
"That should do it," Anakin declared as he closed up the maintenance droid Obi-Wan had purchased for their distraction earlier that day. "I think we're ready to get this show on the road."
Although the original plan had been to reprogram a droid to walk into the palace's main power chamber and shut down only the area where Leia was, they had decided there were too many things that could go wrong, such as the droid being questioned or, even worse, being put to work before it could complete its mission. Instead, the droid was simply now going to explode and take a large chunk of the power chamber with it. (To spare the droid the agony of knowing that it was walking to its own demise, Anakin had kindly erased all memory and personality programming. It retained only enough knowledge to obey commands.) The ensuing chaos and darkness would give Obi-Wan and Ahsoka the perfect cover to find Leia and get her out of there. By the time her absence was noted, it would be too late to do anything about it.
Which, if Anakin's own plan worked, would not matter anyway.
Because either he'd be dead or Sidious would be dead and the Empire would have more important things to concentrate on than a missing prisoner.
Anakin knew which outcome he hoped for, but he knew it was very unlikely.
Padmé would eventually forgive him.
"Thank the Force!" Ahsoka exclaimed in a mock-exasperated tone. "I was starting to think you'd lost your touch."
"Very funny, Snips," he shot back, reveling in the light banter. It helped to take his mind off of what he was going to do. (It also kept Ahsoka from being suspicious of his actions regarding Padmé the way Obi-Wan had been.) And of all the lives his inevitable death would affect... "Next time we have to turn a droid into an undetectable walking bomb, feel free to do all the work yourself. I promise I won't mind."
"Like you'd let anyone other than yourself handle the technical stuff," she snorted. "That'll be the day! I bet even your kids know to keep their hands off of your mechanical projects."
"I'll have you know-"
"Would it be an inconvenience to ask the two of you to continue this riveting discussion at a later time?" Obi-Wan interrupted. "We are, after all, in the middle of a rescue mission."
"Sorry, Master," Anakin said in a tone that made it clear he was anything but. "What is it that you think we should be talking about instead?"
"Hmm, Anakin, let me think," Obi-Wan retorted. "I don't know. Perhaps the length of time we'll have before the explosion takes out the power?"
"Good point," he conceded. "Best guess? Somewhere between twenty and twenty-five minutes, give or take some." He gestured to the droid. "These BX models are a little clunky, so it'll take him a few minutes to get into the power chamber. And then we have to take into account the possibility he'll be intercepted by someone in the chamber. The explosion command won't activate until his proximity monitor detects that he's in three feet of the main generator. We should have plenty of time to get into the computer system and find Leia's location before that happens."
"And then after that?" Obi-Wan wanted to know. "How long will you stay with us before you go off on your own?"
Anakin inwardly groaned as Obi-Wan purposely outed his plans to Ahsoka. It had been his hope to keep her in the dark until it was too late for her to try to talk him out of it, but apparently Obi-Wan was still hopeful that he could find a way to change his mind.
"On his own?" Ahsoka echoed, confusion and surprise in her voice. She looked at Anakin. "What is he talking about? Is there something that the two of you haven't told me yet?"
"I'm sure you remember the other day when Anakin offered to use himself as a distraction for the palace guards," Obi-Wan answered her. "Apparently, he didn't take our 'no' for an answer."
"Anakin, no!" she gasped. "You'll only get yourself caught or killed!"
"I believe that's the idea," Obi-Wan put in. "Isn't that right, Anakin?"
Anakin sighed, resigned to having a discussion he hadn't wanted to have. (He didn't blame Obi-Wan for trying to stop him. He knew his loss would hit him as hard as it was going to hit Padmé.) But the quicker they got it over with, the quicker they could return their focus to the only thing that mattered: rescuing Leia.
"I'm the one Sidious desperately wants," he explained for what felt like the hundredth time. "Palace security is only expecting me. They won't be watching for anyone else. They'll go after me and the two of you will be home free to get Leia out of here. No one is going to be paying attention to her once they know I'm here. And with the power outage on top of it, the two of you should be able to get in and out with her without anyone being the wiser. It's the right move." He looked directly at Obi-Wan. "I'm not backing down."
"You can't blame me for trying, Anakin," Obi-Wan said. "And you know what Padmé would say if she were here."
"Wait a minute," Ahsoka spoke up. "That's the real reason why you didn't want Padmé to come, isn't it? I knew there was something up with all that poo-doo about just wanting to keep her safe."
"She'd never have let me go through with this," he confirmed. "And this is something I have to do. I don't expect either of you to truly understand. It's the only way to save my family."
Ahsoka just stared at him for a few moments, not saying a word. The teenager she had been when she was his Padawan would have continued to argue with him. But the full-grown Jedi Knight that stood before him now recognized that it would be pointless.
There was no changing his mind.
He had to go through with this so his family would be free.
"I have a bad feeling about this, Master," she finally said.
"So do I, Snips," he agreed. "So do I. But I have to do whatever I can to protect my family."
A silence fell over the three of them as Anakin allowed Ahsoka to come to terms with the fact that she might never see him again.
"You never answered my question," Obi-Wan quietly spoke up. "When are you going to leave us?"
"After we learn where Leia is," he told him. "I'll make my presence known almost immediately and you should have a clear run for her holding cell."
"I'm not saying goodbye," Ahsoka asserted. "Because you're going to make it out of there in one piece. You hear me, Skyguy?"
"I'm going to do my best," he truthfully told her, Yoda's vision coming to mind as he purposely avoided using the word "try."
He sincerely doubted his best would be good enough.
Sidious' anger would be so strong...
"We should get moving," Anakin insisted, putting an end to the conversation.
"My daughter is waiting."
((((())))))
Leia bent over and tried to catch her breath after taking out another group of remotes, ten in all this time.
His Royal Creepiness had been working her extra hard all morning with no sign of easing up any time soon. For some reason, he had decided that today's lesson would be to see how many remotes she could handle at one time before it became too much. And apparently "too much" had to be his decision, because every time she didn't destroy every single remote in a group, he sent the same number at her again without giving her more than a two second breather! And after she finally wiped out all of the remotes, he'd immediately throw a new group at her.
With one more remote!
I need a break! she thought, knowing better than to voice her opinion out loud. (The last thing she needed was to be hit with a Force blast since he didn't approve of complaining.)
She was pretty sure that this weird style of training (he'd never pushed her like this before) was because of what she had sensed in the Force since last night. He was definitely in a mood. (Not that he'd ever admit it. Not in a zillion years!) Whatever change was coming obviously wasn't going to be good for him!
"Very good, my young apprentice," he praised her for the first time all morning and she looked up at him. "You continue to make excellent progress."
"Th-thank you, my master," she managed to get out between deep breaths.
Now will you let me rest?
"I believe it is time for us to work on something else," he declared and Leia silently cheered.
If she had to even look at another remote any time soon...
Palpatine pressed a button and to Leia's utter dismay, six combat practice droids strode into the throne room.
Her momentary happiness instantly vanished.
Oh, frak! This better not be what I think it is!
She had never gone against more than one droid at a time.
Even when he'd kept the remotes in the mix.
He couldn't possibly...
"Begin!" the Emperor ordered and Leia barely had time to reignite her lightsaber before the first of the charging droids reached her.
((((())))))
"Something's wrong," Mara declared as she and Solo sat in an observation station near the palace entrance. There were several of these stations spread throughout the palace for her master's use and they could only be reached via the hidden passages. "He should have been here by now."
The screen in front of them displayed the images received from a small holocam placed on the other side of the wall. The cam was positioned to give whoever was watching a view of everyone that came down the passage from the main palace entranceway.
Skywalker would have to pass by it after he entered the palace complex.
The fact that he hadn't yet and it was nearing the afternoon concerned her.
What was taking him so long?
"Maybe he's waiting for nightfall?" Solo unhelpfully suggested.
Mara snorted at his ignorance. "You really don't have any clue to the kind of weak man Skywalker is, do you? His precious family is everything to him. He had a position of unlimited power as my master's apprentice and he chose to throw it all away for a simple life with his wife and children. He values them above all else. He's not going to delay trying to get your girlfriend back from my master any more than he has to.
"And I know he has to be somewhere close by by now. My master sensed his presence very early this morning. It wouldn't have been as strong as it was if he wasn't already on Imperial Center. I don't understand why he hasn't come to the palace yet. Unless..."
An idea occurred to her. She had only agreed to this pointless excursion to prove to Solo that he was wrong in his belief that Skywalker wouldn't come alone. What if he had been right and Kenobi was with him? Kenobi's presence would change everything.
Including how they got into the palace and what they'd do once they were inside.
She jumped to her feet. "We have to get back to the suite. Right now."
Without waiting to see if he was following, she took off as fast as she could.
"What's going on?" Solo called after her as he struggled to catch up. "What's back there?"
"Skywalker," she simply said.
"Wh-? How do you know?"
"It really doesn't matter, now does it?" she deflected the question, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of knowing that his assumption was most likely correct. (The man was smug enough as it was! No need to add to his already over-inflated ego!) "All that matters is keeping him away from my master until we can get you, him, and the brat out of my hair once and for all."
"Whatever you say, Red!" Solo said in an agreeable tone.
Deciding to ignore him the rest of the way back to the suite, Mara narrowed her focus to simply achieving her goal: getting back to the ambassador's suite before Skywalker and Kenobi arrived and realized that Leia wasn't there.
Not only would she be getting rid of all of her problems sooner than expected, but she'd do it without completely disobeying her master.
It was a win-win situation for her any way she looked at it.
The Sith apprenticeship was as good as hers!
((((())))))
"I'm in," Anakin announced as he was able to break into the Imperial mainframe.
"Good," Obi-Wan said. "Now bring up the current prisoner manifest."
"On it," Anakin let him know.
As Anakin's fingers furiously flew across the keyboard, Obi-Wan glanced at the chrono set into the console. It had only been fifteen minutes since they had entered the palace by way of one of the many maintenance entrances. The IDs provided by the Alliance had gotten them inside without any questions. (According to the docs, they were a maintenance team assigned to checking the water pipes that ran through the sub-levels of the palace. They were currently on sub-level three.) They were making very good time.
He hoped to the Force that that would continue to be the case for the duration of the mission.
Perhaps if we can get to Leia before Anakin-
"That can't be right," Anakin suddenly declared, drawing Obi-Wan's attention back to the screen.
"What isn't right?" Ahsoka wanted to know.
Turning to face both Ahsoka and Obi-Wan, Anakin said, "Leia isn't on here."
"What?!" Ahsoka cried in disbelief. "How is that possible? We know she has to be here. Where else could she have been taken?"
"Well, she's not on the prisoner manifest," Anakin told her. "I even brought up the security holos for the cell blocks and she wasn't anywhere to be seen. If she's in the palace, Sidious is keeping her elsewhere."
"She has to be in the palace," Obi-Wan asserted. "The Emperor rarely leaves and Mara made it very clear that you'd know where to find Leia. So if he is not holding her as a prisoner, where could he be keeping her?"
"She was taken as bait, right?" Ahsoka spoke up. "We've all been operating under the assumption that she was going to be kept as a prisoner. Maybe the Emperor felt that it wasn't a good idea. Remember, the whole idea is to get Anakin to agree to work for him again. Mistreating your daughter isn't going to win him any popularity points with you."
Ahsoka had not been told of Anakin's brief turn to the dark side and Anakin, Padmé, and Obi-Wan had all agreed that she should not be. All she knew was that Anakin and Sidious had once been close friends, which she had witnessed over the years as Anakin's Padawan. She also knew that Sidious was furious that Anakin had turned his back on him after he had declared himself emperor and branded the Jedi as traitors to the Republic. The story was close enough to the truth that it would not lead to any questions.
"Good points," Anakin agreed and he turned back to the computer console. He resumed his rapid typing. "Let's try residences and guest quarters next."
Obi-Wan watched as Anakin breezed through the Imperial network as if he'd been using it all his life. Anakin's technical skills never failed to amaze him.
"Got her!" Anakin triumphantly announced. "She's being housed in the ambassador's suite. It's where the Emperor likes to keep his most valuable guests. It's located on level seventeen."
Obi-Wan scanned the palace blueprints that Anakin had displayed on the screen. "It's on the other side of the palace and twenty levels up from our current position. It's going to take some time to get there. I don't know if we can reach it before the power goes out."
"Just do your best," Anakin told him. "I'll make sure security stays on this side of the palace. They'll be too busy chasing after me to worry about anyone else going places they shouldn't."
Obi-Wan knew that if he was going to have any chance of talking Anakin out of his foolish plans, it would have to be now.
But he also knew that they had a very limited window to get to Leia's location without being seen.
Trying to convince Anakin to change his mind about facing Sidious alone would take too much time and, knowing Anakin's stubbornness, would ultimately fail.
"I better get started on my end," Anakin said as he shut down the computer terminal. "I have some guards to keep entertained until the power goes down."
"Be careful, Anakin," Ahsoka urged. She then smiled at him. "Don't leave me stranded with only this guy as my copilot." She gestured towards Obi-Wan. "Distract them and then get out of there."
"I'll do whatever I have to do to keep the guards away from you," Anakin told her. "I can't promise you anything more than that."
"I'll take whatever I can get." With those words, she threw her arms around him in a hug. "May the Force be with you, Skyguy."
"May the Force be with you, Snips."
She released him from the embrace and Anakin turned to Obi-Wan.
"Remember your promise," he said.
"Always," Obi-Wan assured him, feeling sick at the reminder that Anakin didn't believe that he was going to survive his encounter with Sidious.
"May the Force be with you, Master."
"May the Force be with you as well, Anakin," Obi-Wan echoed.
He wanted to embrace him the way Ahsoka had, but held back because he worried that he would never let him go.
He didn't want to lose Anakin again.
It had taken too long to get his brother back.
Anakin then shot him a lopsided grin before exiting the small office.
"I have a really bad feeling about this, Obi-Wan," Ahsoka said as the two of them remained where they were.
"As do I," Obi-Wan told her. "But when Anakin makes up his mind, there's no changing it. You should know that as well as I do by now."
"Unfortunately, I do."
"We better start making our way to level seventeen and the ambassador's suite," he stated, not wanting to talk about Anakin's suicidal quest anymore.
Instead, he would focus on keeping his promise of watching over his best friend and brother's family for him.
And the first step in keeping that promise was getting Leia to safety.
"I saw a service elevator back the way we came," Ahsoka informed him. "We can take that to level seventeen."
"I'd rather find an elevator closer to the other side of the building," he countered. "There's a smaller chance of us being seen down here. And it would better to enter level seventeen as close to Leia's location as possible. It will save time in finding her."
"Good point," she agreed. "But what if the power goes out before we get there?"
"That's what ascension guns are for," Obi-Wan reminded her, patting his utility belt.
"Let's get started, shall we?"
((((())))))
Sidious smiled to himself as young Skywalker's fatigue grew more and more pronounced. By the time her father arrived, she'd be too tired to think clearly, which was the goal of the intense training he'd kept her engaged in all morning. The more muddled her mind, the less likely it would be for her to question what she was being told.
Manipulating her to see her father as her true enemy would be easy.
And Anakin himself, the weak and emotional fool, would play right into his hands by admitting to all of his atrocities, which would only serve to fuel his daughter's anger.
If all went according to plan, Leia Skywalker would turn to the dark side before the day was over.
He did not believe it would be much longer before Anakin joined them. He could feel that he was very close. Anakin's Force signature had only grown stronger over the course of the day. (Surprisingly, he had not come to Imperial Center alone. Sidious had instantly recognized Kenobi's Force signature. There was a third Force presence as well, but he was not sure who it belonged to. Though vaguely familiar, he could not place it.) Given its current intensity, he was most likely already in the palace.
Leia cried out as one of the remaining training droids landed a blow with its stun stick and Sidious' smile widened.
Oh, yes, today was most definitely going to be a glorious day for the Empire.
Especially for its emperor.
Chapter 5: Chapter 5
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Author's Notes: It is now May 2015 and the story is a scene and half away from being completed. Since I have so much going on this week at both home and work, I decided to post the finale sequence in its entirety before finishing the story itself. The wrap up scenes should be finished by either this weekend or early next week.
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Calling on the Force to increase his speed, Anakin quickly shot ahead of the stormtroopers who were in hot pursuit. He had sufficiently distanced them from where Obi-Wan and Ahsoka had to go. Now it was time to lose them so he could begin his own personal mission.
The mission he sincerely doubted he was going to walk away from...
Ahead, the hallway made a sharp right. With a new burst of speed, Anakin ran and flung himself around the corner into the next corridor. Looking ahead as he continued to run, he saw that the new hallway ended in a t-junction. Making a quick decision, he took the right passage and immediately flattened himself against the wall. He then reached out with the Force and activated all of the nearest doors down all three branches of the hall. They began to repeatedly open and shut.
It was a distraction only meant to draw the stormtroopers' attention away from him for the few seconds he needed to slip by and head back in the direction he needed to go. From what he'd been told, by populating its forces with recruits rather than grown-from-scratch clones, the Empire had a much less effective military than the Republic had had. The stormtroopers were not as well-trained nor as intelligent as the clone troopers had been. Fooling them should be a lot easier than it would have been a group of clones.
Within minutes, he heard the sound of heavy boots pounding down the hallway he had just left.
"What in the galaxy?" one of the stormtroopers exclaimed as he saw the seemingly out of control doors.
"What sort of malfunction could've caused this?" another one wanted to know.
"It's not our concern," a third voice sternly informed the others. "Maintenance can handle this. We have a job to do."
Anakin peered around the corner and saw the group of five troopers standing right in the center of the t-junction.
Come on, pick a direction and look in it, he silently urged them.
He couldn't go anywhere until there wasn't the slightest chance they'd notice him slip by.
After a minute of them not budging from their position, Anakin decided it was time to help them along.
He glanced across at the hallway that extended in the opposite direction, looking for something, anything he could use to draw their attention. There was nothing that caught his eye, not even a name plate next to a door.
A door...
Why not? he mentally shrugged. A door's as good as anything.
With that thought, he reached out with the Force and easily ripped one of the opening and closing doors off of its track. He then launched it down the hallway, where it landed with a loud crash.
The move had an immediate effect and the already confused troopers took off to investigate the flight of the wayward door.
Worked like a charm, Anakin congratulated himself, feeling amazed at how easily his Force abilities were coming back to him. (Granted, neither setting off electronic door controls or throwing one of the doors down the hall were exactly complicated, but it was more than he had done in sixteen years.) It was almost as if he hadn't stopped using them.
He pushed himself away from the wall and went back around the corner.
Only to find himself right in the path of a second squad of stormtroopers that was coming down the hall.
Damn it! he cursed as the troopers all aimed their blasters at him.
There went his plan to take Sidious by surprise, which would have given him a small advantage to start with. Now he would be completely at Sidious's mercy from the moment he was brought to the throne room.
And his chances of survival went down to almost none.
But his life was a small price to pay to ensure that Leia was rescued from the Emperor's clutches. As long as he was able to keep Sidious distracted until the explosion took the power out, he would consider his mission a success.
"Stay right where you are and put your hands in the air," the stormtrooper who appeared to be the squad commander ordered. "Don't do anything other than what I tell you."
Anakin immediately complied.
"Search him for weapons," the commander instructed one of the others, who immediately holstered his blaster and moved towards Anakin.
"Slowly place your hands on your head," the commander ordered Anakin and he again did as he was told. "He should be armed with at least a lightsaber," the commander then directed to the trooper he had chosen to search Anakin. "I'm not sure if Jedi carry anything else."
Anakin grew cold at the word "Jedi." Sidious more than anyone knew that he was no longer a Jedi. (He hadn't been one since the day he had made the greatest mistake of his life.) If Sidious was referring to him as a mere Jedi...
His entire plan had been based on the assumption that Sidious was going to try to turn him back to the dark side. (He had figured he could keep Sidious talking until the power went out. The idea was that Sidious wouldn't initially connect the power outage with the rescue because he'd be under the wrong impression that Anakin came alone to get Leia back.) Had he been wrong? Was Leia's kidnapping simply a ploy to lure him here to kill him? (If the stormtroopers believed that he was a Jedi, then he would be treated as one. In the eyes of the Empire, all Jedi were traitors and Imperial law was very specific in dealing with traitors: swift execution without the benefit of a trial.)
But that didn't make sense. If Sidious only wanted him dead, then he would have had Mara take care of him back on Entellion. No, there was another reason Sidious had told his security forces that Anakin was a Jedi. And, truthfully, it didn't matter what it was. As long as he got into that throne room and held Sidious's attention long enough for Ahsoka and Obi-Wan to get to Leia, then Sidious could do whatever he wanted to him afterwards.
The stormtrooper pulled the lightsaber from his belt and handed it to his commander. He then started patting Anakin down in search of additional weapons, which of course he didn't have. (The only effective weapons against a Sith was a lightsaber and the Force. Bringing anything else would have been pointless.)
"He's clean," the trooper declared after he finished searching him. He moved away to return to his place.
"What are you going to do with me?" he spoke up for the first time since he had been captured.
"We have orders to bring you directly to His Majesty," the commander answered as he came to stand in front of him. "Anakin Skywalker, you are under arrest for treason to the Empire." He removed a pair of binders from his utility belt. "Place both of your arms out in front of you."
Anakin heaved a mental sigh of relief as he obeyed the instructions and allowed the commander to put the binders on him.
"Let's go," the commander ordered and the squad began to herd Anakin towards his final fate.
He wasn't sure exactly what was waiting for him in the throne room, but at least his worries about not being able to face Sidious had been put to rest.
He hoped to the Force that he was kept alive long enough for Obi-Wan and Ahsoka to rescue Leia.
Leia's freedom was the only thing that mattered.
((((())))))
Mara came to a sudden halt and Han barely managed to avoid colliding with her.
"Hey! What-"
"Quiet," she cut him off. "I'm detecting two Force signatures and neither of them belong to Skywalker."
"Kenobi?" he asked despite her "request" that he stay silent.
Who else could it be if it wasn't Leia's father? Other than Mara and the Emperor, no one else ever came to the suite. It would only make sense that a rescue party was headed for the empty rooms.
Though he had to wonder why Skywalker wasn't coming himself. (According to Mara, he was here on Imperial Center. The Emperor had sensed him through the Force.) Based on everything Leia had told him about her father, he would have thought Skywalker too overprotective to trust anyone else with her rescue. But apparently that wasn't the case. Instead he was sending two others to handle freeing her. So where was he?
"I don't know," Mara told him. "I haven't spent enough time around him to be able to recognize his Force presence. But it's a possibility. The brat knows him and will trust him to bring her to Skywalker. You really think she'd go with someone she didn't already know?"
"Nope," he agreed.
Leia was one of the most suspicious people he had ever met and based on all of the shady characters he had crossed paths with in his line of work, that was really saying something!
"I'm surprised Skywalker isn't coming himself," he casually continued. "Where do you think he is?"
"How the kriff should I know?" Mara shot back as she started walking again. "All I care about is being able to convince whoever this is to find Skywalker and get him the hell out of here before my master is finishes training your girlfriend for the day. Let's hope they know where he is. Otherwise you and the brat are probably never getting out of here."
"What makes you say that? Sure, our escape will be a lot harder with the added rescue, but-"
Mara cut him off with a snort. "Rescue? Rescue? You think you'll be able to rescue Skywalker after my master imprisons him?" She laughed aloud as she continued walking. "Then you're even stupider than I thought possible!"
"So, what? You're just going to give up and lose your apprenticeship forever?" he pressed her, knowing that all he was going to probably do was anger her. (And angry Mara was better than a hopeless Mara!)
"There's a viewing station just ahead," she said instead of answering his question. "Let's find out who we're dealing with before we jump ahead of ourselves again, shall we?"
Han smirked to himself at how close to losing it with him (again!) she was getting. While she wasn't the worst business partner he'd ever had, she was still pretty high up on the list. If he didn't still need her... (He hated to admit it, but he'd probably never have gotten this far without her assistance.) But after they got Leia out of here, never seeing her again wouldn't be soon enough!
He continued to follow her down the passageway and within minutes, they arrived at the viewing station.
Neither of them bothered to sit down as they waiting for the two Jedi she had sensed to come into view.
Come on, Kenobi, Han mentally urged. I need it to be you.
Not that he knew what Kenobi looked like! But Mara would let him know if he was one of the Jedi coming.
A couple of minutes passed and then two figures arrived in the area of the hallway covered by the hidden holocam. One was a male human and the other was a female Togruta.
"Congratulations, Captain Solo," Mara said. "You were right about Kenobi."
"Wonderful," Han said with the widest smile he could manage, trying to cover the relief in his voice. (So far so good in terms of having his luck hold out. He just hoped that it would continue to hold until Leia was free.) "Let's go have a little chat with him."
He wondered who the other Jedi was, but as long as he was able to get Kenobi on their side, it didn't matter. (Hopefully, she'd go along with whatever Kenobi wanted.)
"We'll meet them in the suite," Mara told him as she started down the passage again. "It's the safest place we can speak with them."
"Remember, to let me do all the talking," Han reminded her as he followed after her. "Your people skills leave a lot to be desired, if you know what I mean."
Mara's only response was to make a noise of exasperation.
Han grinned and continued after her.
((((())))))
"Something isn't right," Obi-Wan declared as he and Ahsoka approached Leia's location.
The corridor was completely deserted, which was strange in itself (as important as Anakin was to Sidious, he wouldn't have pulled all of the guards off of her prison to go after him), but that wasn't was bothering him.
What bothered him was the fact that the only Force presence he sensed inside of the suite that Anakin had determined to be where his daughter was being held was not Leia.
It wasn't a signature he recalled ever sensing before.
"What is it?" Ahsoka asked from her place beside him as they came to stand in front of the suite's doors. "What's wrong?"
He turned to look at her. "Leia isn't in there."
"What?!" Ahsoka gasped. "What do you mean she isn't in there? She has to be here! Where else could she be?"
"I don't know," Obi-Wan told her, "but I don't recognize the Force presence coming from inside of that suite. It's definitely not Leia."
"You're sure about that?" Ahsoka questioned. "I mean are you completely certain? You only spent a short amount of time with her before she was taken. Maybe you just don't recognize her?"
He shook his head. "The Skywalker family is uniquely powerful in the Force. Their presence feels different than anyone I've ever encountered. The person in there... That person is powerful, but nowhere near the level of Anakin and his children. Also, there's a... I don't want to say a darkness because I don't sense the dark side, but it's not a Jedi."
"I feel that too," Ahsoka agreed. "And I can't tell if whoever it is is alone or not either." She paused. "What do you think we should do?"
He glanced at his wrist chrono. "We don't have much time left. It's already been twenty-five minutes since we entered the palace. I don't know how much longer we have until the droid takes out the power core. And if we haven't found Leia before then..."
He didn't have to finish.
"Do you think whoever is in there can tell us where Leia is?" Ahsoka wanted to know.
"Let's hope so," he said. "It would most definitely preserve the time we already don't have."
"Especially if they tell us what they know willingly," she added. "I don't know about you, but my persuasion skills are a bit rusty these days."
"The same goes for me," he let her know, "but it's nothing that a little practice can't improve."
"Oh, that's so typical-"
She was cut off by the sudden opening of the suite's doors.
"Are you two coming in or what?" a man who was clearly not an Imperial questioned them. He wasn't dressed in anything resembling a uniform. "Because we're kind of on a tight schedule here and your little chit-chat isn't exactly helping it along."
Obi-Wan was taken aback by the audacity of this strange man addressing them in such a familiar way. Who was he and how in the galaxy had he known they were coming?
And, more importantly, what did he know about Leia?
He cautiously reached out with the Force to try to ascertain the man's intentions. There was no malice, just impatience. There was also a hint of worry that he was clearly trying to mask with his other emotions. But there was no sign of the Force signature he had sensed earlier.
Which meant there was someone else in the suite with him.
"Come on, come on," the man urged when neither he nor Ahsoka made a move. "Time isn't exactly on our side here."
Deciding there was no other option (they couldn't afford to wait for the power to go out before they learned Leia's location), he exchanged a glance with Ahsoka before entering into the suite.
He immediately swept the interior for the source of the Force signature and found it at once.
Mara Jade.
The young servant of the Emperor who had "befriended" Luke as a way to get close to Anakin and his family.
Leia's kidnapper.
Instantly alert that this could be a trap (for the first time, he was thankful that Anakin had separated from Ahsoka and himself), he demanded to know, "Where is Leia?"
The fact that he did not sense any danger meant nothing. Mara had spent hours in Anakin's home on Entellion with no one aware of her true nature. She was a master of hiding her intentions. As they had learned the hard way, she was extremely dangerous and willing to do whatever it took to get her way.
"Leia's with her buddy the Emperor," the still unnamed man spoke up and Obi-Wan turned to face him. "She's his apprentice, you know."
"What?!" Ahsoka, who had come into the suite to stand beside the man, gasped. "You're lying. There's no way that's true."
Mara snorted. "If it weren't true, I wouldn't be here talking with you. That apprenticeship belongs to me. I've earned it. All that brat did was be the daughter of someone who my master once found useful."
Once found useful. Obi-Wan didn't like what Mara was implying about Anakin. If that was true and Sidious no longer wanted him as his apprentice...
He suddenly got a very bad feeling about what was going to happen once Anakin came face to face with the Emperor.
"And it's not even like she's a true apprentice," Mara continued, oblivious to the distress the information she had shared was causing Obi-Wan. "She refuses to accept any dark side teachings. She has told him again and again that she has no interest in becoming a Sith. In fact, she keeps insisting that she's a Jedi. So all my master has been doing is wasting his time by helping her improve her lightsaber technique and honing her Force abilities."
"Why would he do that?" Ahsoka questioned, thankfully having missed the subtext about who the Emperor's previous apprentice was. (If she was ever going to find out the truth about Anakin's time as a Sith, it should be from Anakin himself.) "What's in it for him?"
"I thought Leia was only taken to draw Anakin here," Obi-Wan spoke up, worried about what he was going to be told. "Why is the Emperor teaching Leia anything?"
Mara gave a harsh laugh. "Are all Jedi this dense or is it just the two of you? My master wants the girl as his true apprentice. He's not the least bit concerned that she doesn't want to be a Sith. He's convinced that he can win her over with the right kind of persuasion."
The right kind of persuasion.
Just the idea of what that could be sent chills through Obi-Wan's body. Leia was as emotionally volatile as her father. There were no telling the kinds of things that the Emperor would use to push Leia towards giving in to her anger. Especially if Anakin were caught and brought before her...
Yoda's vision of Anakin's death at the Emperor's hands instantly came to the forefront of his mind. (Leia had not been in that vision while Obi-Wan himself had, but as all Jedi were taught, the future was constantly changing.)
Sidious wouldn't think twice about executing Anakin in front of Leia if he believed it would lead to her ultimately embracing the dark side.
And Anakin would more than likely let him without a fight...
"So where is Skywalker anyway?" Mara wanted to know, still completely unaware of the effect her careless words were having on Obi-Wan. "The whole point of this little get together was to warn him to get as far away from the palace as possible. My master has everyone looking for him."
Obi-Wan's already bad feeling worsened exponentially.
Anakin had ultimately wanted to get caught. If the guards had been specifically looking for him...
"Anakin's distracting the guards while we free Leia," Ahsoka told her. "The plan is to meet us back at the ship. I mean, if he's not..."
"I'm afraid it is most likely already too late," Obi-Wan said. He looked at Ahsoka, knowing that he was going to have to tell her everything that he and Anakin had wanted to protect her from. "It was Anakin's plan from the beginning to go before the Emperor. If he wasn't caught, he was going to make his way into his presence on his own."
"What?!" Ahsoka and the still unidentified man cried out at the same time.
"Is he insane?" the man added. "What kind of idiotic plan is that?"
Obi-Wan glared at him. "It is the kind of plan that involves putting the lives of others ahead of one's own," he informed him. "Anakin feels that his life is a small sacrifice to make if it saves the lives of his family. But it is not something I would expect everyone to understand. Do you have a family, Mr...?"
"Solo. Captain Han Solo," the man finally identified himself. "And, no, I don't. Not exactly, unless you count my Wookie first mate."
Obi-Wan was both surprised and impressed by that unexpected piece of information. From his experience with Wookies, they lived by a strict code of honor and only gave their loyalty to those they felt truly deserved it. And that loyalty, once given, was intense. Clearly, there was more to this Captain Solo than was readily apparent.
"Since we don't know for a fact that he's been captured, I suggest we stop wasting time talking and go find out the actual truth," Mara interjected. "If he's smart, he will avoid capture at all costs and try to take my master by surprise. It's what I would do."
"I agree," Ahsoka said. "Anakin would want to give us as much time as possible to leave with Leia. He doesn't know she's with the Emperor."
"But he also knows we're on a schedule," Obi-Wan pointed out. He turned to Mara and Solo. "We've rigged a droid to take out the power generators for the entire palace. We don't know when the explosion is going to exactly happen, but it's going to be soon."
"And why in the galaxy would you do something like that?" Mara demanded to know.
"Another distraction to keep their attention off of our activities," Obi-Wan let her know. "It was Anakin's idea as well."
"Well, 'Anakin's' idea is going to make stopping him a whole lot harder than it already is if the power blows before we find him," she informed him. "I don't suppose you have extra night vision gear for Solo and myself?"
"We have one additional pair," Ahsoka said. "It was for Leia."
"Give it to Solo," Mara ordered. "I know where I can grab one for myself on the way."
"Back to the secret passageways?" Solo said as he accepted the goggles from Ahsoka.
"Follow me," Mara said without bothering to explain what Solo had meant.
Obi-Wan again saw that he had no other choice but to go along with the situation as it was for the time being. While deep down he knew it was too late for Anakin (neither Mara or Ahsoka knew the lengths Anakin would go to to ensure that he went before Sidious), there was still a chance to save Leia. Once the power went out, the Emperor would end her "lesson" for the day to deal with the problem. When she was out of his presence, they'd be able to get her and leave.
"Where are we going?" Ahsoka asked as she, Solo, and Obi-Wan trailed after Mara, who had walked over a wall that appeared blank.
Obi-Wan suspected that they were standing before a hologram-covered doorway that led to the "secret passageways" Solo had mentioned.
"To a control room where we'll have full access to every security holocam in the palace," she explained. "Authorization code 283933-11328," she spoke into a hidden console.
Instantly, a doorway appeared in the wall.
"Follow me," Mara repeated as she stepped through. "And try to keep up. I won't be coming back for anyone who falls behind."
"She's not kidding," Solo added. "She really won't."
"It won't be a problem," Obi-Wan assured him.
"Good," Mara said and without another word, she took off down the passageway.
"Sweet girl, huh?" Solo quipped before starting after her. "And this is one of her better moods."
Ahsoka looked at Obi-Wan. "Do you think we'll be able to find him in time?"
"No," he honestly told her. "I hate to say it, but we have to consider Anakin lost to us. Our priority needs to remain on Leia. And these two are our best chance of reaching her."
"Yes, Master," she said, a hint of sadness in her voice and Force sense that echoed his own.
"Come on," he told her. "We have a mission to complete."
"Yes, Master," she repeated.
Without another word, the two of them followed after their unlikely allies.
((((())))))
"Very good, my young apprentice," the Emperor praised as Leia employed every last bit of willpower she possessed to keep from collapsing. "I believe you have earned a brief rest."
Are you kidding me?! she silently cried out. I just took on twenty fracking training droids all by myself! Twenty! You better believe I earned a rest!
Aloud, she obediently replied, "Thank you, Master."
Moving slowly as to not exhaust her last drops of energy, she made her way over to the makeshift rest area that had been set up in the throne room. (Most training sessions took place in a workout room, but His Royal Creepiness would occasionally give her her lessons in his throne room. She guessed it was because he couldn't bear to be away from his throne for too long.) It was by the railing that ran along the edges of the throne room's upper level. (It gave her a nice view of the doors she longed to run out through.) After what felt like an eternity, she reached the mat that had been laid out on the floor.
Unable to help herself, she dropped to the mat like a deactivated remote.
Come on, big change! Why haven't you happened yet? she complained as she closed her eyes.
She honestly didn't know how much more of this crazy training she could take. (When was she seriously ever going to go up against twenty opponents on her own? The Clone Wars were long over!) Being the target of his bad mood was almost as bad as one of his punishments!
"Finally," His Royalness suddenly said. "I'm surprised it's taken this long."
Huh?
Her eyes flew open. The Emperor was talking to himself? This was new!
Force, he was more whacked out than she already thought!
As she sat up to see if he was looking in the direction of an imaginary friend while he was at it, the doors to the throne room opened.
And in walked, escorted by a squad of stormtroopers, Dad.
Oh no!
Despite her exhaustion, she jumped to her feet, stunned that he was here.
No! No! No! He couldn't be here! This was bad! So very bad!
She'd worried from the moment that she'd been taken by Mara that this would happen. Dad would come after her because he was a Jedi and that was what Jedi do. (But how had he gotten captured? What had gone wrong? And where were Mom, Luke, and Ammae? Hopefully safe and far, far away from this place!) But she'd furiously hoped that his rescue would come after Han had gotten her out of here.
Because she was terrified of what the Emperor might make her do to him.
And what the Emperor would do to her when she couldn't do it...
"Hello, Anakin," the evil Sith scumbag greeted Dad as the stormtroopers marched him up the stairs to the primary elevated level of the throne room. "It's been a very long time."
Dad started to say something in response, but then stopped as Leia felt his eyes land on her.
"Leia!" he cried out in surprise. "You're here?! Are you all right, sweetheart?"
"Don't worry about me," she told him as the stormtroopers turned around and left without a word. "I'm fine."
Worry about yourself!
"Let her go, Palpatine," Dad said, turning his attention back to the Emperor. "I'm the one you want. You don't need her anymore."
Oh, no. Here it comes.
"On the contrary, Anakin," His Royal Evilness smoothly replied. "It's actually you who I no longer have need of.
"I already have another apprentice."
Where's a Force power to make someone shut-the-kriff-up when you need it? Leia silently complained as she dreaded Dad finding out what she'd been up to this last week.
Her reasoning for accepting the "apprenticeship" wasn't exactly something she was proud of since her judgment of the Emperor had been so off. If she'd known then how skilled and powerful he was... But it was too late now. She'd made her bed and now she had to lie in it.
And Dad was the one who was going to suffer for her mistake.
"Come take your place at my side, my young apprentice," His Sadistic Highness commanded her.
Dying at the thought of what her words were going to do to Dad, she answered, "Yes, my master."
The horrified look on Dad's face as she spoke the words made her want to disappear right then and there.
"Leia, no!"
She knew her "master" would not be happy with her if she said anything that made it sound like she was even the slightest bit dissatisfied with her role, so she did not say a single word as she came to stand beside his throne.
You have no idea how sorry I am, she silently sent to Dad.
"You've done something to her," Dad accused, sounding certain of his assessment. "Leia would never willingly join the Sith. I know my daughter too well."
"So you say," the Emperor countered. "Yet I believe you were unaware of her secret efforts to train herself as a Jedi. Something I believe has been going on for years." He turned to Leia. "Isn't that correct, my dear?"
Knowing she had no choice but to answer but that she couldn't do it in a way that might antagonize him, she said, "Yes, I've been training myself for three years."
Dad made a startled sound at her confession.
"And you know exactly why," she couldn't help but add. "Master."
It was a dig without being too much of a dig. His Royal Creepiness couldn't get too mad at her for saying it.
At least, she thought he couldn't anyway.
"Ah, yes, your mission to kill me," the annoyingly cheerful Sith matter-of-factly elaborated. (For Dad's benefit, of course.) "But that is no longer your mission, now is it?"
You'd love that wouldn't you? she silently shot back.
"My mission is to bring the Jedi justice," she truthfully answered aloud.
To her surprise, Dad turned pale at her words.
She still hadn't found out the reason for Dad's actions on the security hologram from the Emperor, but his reaction to her mention of justice for the Jedi strengthened her belief that he hadn't done it for any of the reasons the psycho had claimed. If it had been his idea as the Emperor had tried to tell her it was, he wouldn't look so sick.
"As it always has been," she added for good measure.
"Of course," the Emperor said. "But as we discussed, you were not focusing on the proper perpetrator. Isn't that also correct?"
Leia decided it would be best to answer with silence. She couldn't begin to imagine what was going through Dad's mind right now and the last thing she wanted to do was make it worse by being the one to say that he was her supposed target now.
"You see, Anakin," the Royal Scumbag continued, "it was quite alarming to find out that your daughter was unaware of the close friendship we once had. To be honest, I was hurt to learn that you had kept so much about me from your children. Leia didn't even know that we knew one another. But I have to say that nothing was more hurtful than finding out that you had allowed your children to believe that I acted alone on the night the Jedi Order fell. After all, I never set a foot in the Temple on that night. I was too busy saving the remains of the Republic. That is why I sent my most trusted ally to go in my place: my new apprentice.
"You."
Leia didn't think it was possible, but Dad's face grew even whiter before her eyes.
"Thanks to me, Leia now knows the truth of what happened that night and who was responsible for all of the Jedi deaths," the creep went on. "She has seen the Temple's security holograms. She has witnessed everything you did while you were there.
"Everything."
"No..." Dad barely whispered.
Leia wanted nothing more than to go and give Dad a big hug and assure him that she didn't believe he had done something so horrible without being convinced he had a really, really, really, really good reason. (She'd seen him give in to Mom again and again over the years when she had convinced him that she was right and he was wrong. It didn't take much to change his mind.) But she knew she couldn't if she wanted to keep the scummy Sith lord convinced that she believed every single one of his lies. She had to lay low until Han figured a way to get them all out of this dump. (Han was not going to be happy when she told him he had another person to sneak out.)
"After seeing what you had done," the Emperor continued, "she realized that she had been seeking to punish the wrong person. I was not the one who had massacred all of the Jedi in their home.
"You were."
Dad looked at her and Leia again wished that she could vanish.
"My master, we agreed that he is to be turned over to the Jedi," she spoke up in a respectful tone. "They are the only ones who have the right to punish him for his crimes against them."
Dad's expression changed and she hoped that meant he'd realized that she hadn't gone Sith like the whacked-out creep wanted him to believe.
"But will they?" the Emperor countered. "I truly don't believe the Jedi are capable of doing what needs to be done with him. They are too soft-hearted. Death will not allow him to suffer for his crimes."
"It doesn't matter," she argued, somehow not surprised that he was suddenly trying to alter their agreement. (If it was an alteration at all. This could have been his plan all along. She'd seen from day one that he'd say anything to get his way. Lying was one of his specialties. She assumed it was just a Sith thing.) "It's not our place to punish him. We are not the ones he committed crimes against."
"No?" His Royal Creepiness questioned. "Your whole life has been based on the lies your parents told you. Lies that led you to devote yourself to becoming a Jedi so you could avenge what was supposedly done to your father and the others. Lies that made you believe that I was the villain when I had been nothing but his closest friend from the time he was a young boy.
"Your father is the reason the galaxy is no longer protected by the Jedi," he went on, trying to make Dad look as bad as possible. (This guy had missed his calling. He should have been a writer for holodramas!) "I would have tolerated their disloyalty as long as they had continued to help those in need. But Anakin insisted that they were evil and that it would be for the good of the galaxy if they were to be exterminated."
"That's not-" Dad started to interject, proving that the loser Sith was making things up like there was no tomorrow.
But he was cut off when all of the lights went out in the room.
((((())))))
"Wonderful timing with the black out," Mara complained as she activated her night vision goggles. "It would have been nice if it could have waited until after we reached the main surveillance center."
"I'm honestly surprised that it didn't happen sooner," Kenobi said. "The droid must have been detained before reaching the generator."
"So what do you suggest that we do now?" Mara demanded to know. "Skywalker's little idea has completely kriffed everything up. There's no way we can find his location without the holofeeds. For all we know, he could already be with my master."
Once again she wondered what her master had ever seen in Skywalker. Had he even thought things through before proposing to take out the power in the entire Imperial Palace? He'd blown the entire rescue mission! (Not that it would have succeeded as planned anyway. Her master had seen to that. Which was why she was lowering herself to dealing with the likes of Solo and the Jedi. Anything to be rid of the brat!)
And on top of that, what did that say about his two companions? Neither Kenobi nor Tano (she'd learned the Togruta's name while listening to her and Kenobi's conversation with Solo) had seen the flaws in his plan? Obviously, they were just as incompetent! And the galaxy was wondering why the Jedi had been so easily defeated!
"Then I suggest we change our focus to Leia," Kenobi spoke up. "The Emperor will be unable to continue training her without any power. If we can make our way to the throne room in time, we can secure her as she leaves."
Mara snorted at Kenobi's underestimation and ignorance about her master.
"You truly believe my master wouldn't be prepared for a power loss in his own palace?" she questioned. "As if something like this wouldn't have happened before? His throne room is equipped with its own backup generators which activate within moments of the main palace losing power. He and the brat will only experience seconds of darkness. She's not going anywhere. Going to wait for her is a waste of time."
"Okay, Red, so what do you think we should do?" Solo chimed in.
"Honestly? I believe the wisest course of action would be to return to the ambassador's suite and wait for Leia to come to us," she matter-of-factly addressed the entire group. "Once she's there, we can use the passages to get all of you to a non-essential part of the palace with an exit. None of the guards would question my presence. It's the simplest and most straightforward way to get her away from here."
"What about Anakin?" Tano questioned. "We can't just leave him here if we can help it."
Mara resisted rolling her eyes at the clueless Jedi. "He's made his own bed and now he has to lay in it," she bluntly told her. "If he's not already with my master, he will be soon. We don't have time to wait for him to be someplace we can rescue him from, which he won't ever be. So you either take Leia and go while you can or you won't be going at all. It's that simple."
"I'm afraid she's right," Kenobi wisely agreed with her. (It was the first intelligent thing he had said since they'd met!) "We have to put Leia first. Anakin knew going in that this might be a one way trip for him."
"No! I won't accept that!" Tano argued. "He never gave up trying to get either of us out of impossible situations. We can't just give up on him."
"I hate to say it, but I agree with Red and the old man," Solo said, siding with her as well. (It was three against one. If Tano had even the slightest amount of sense, she'd see that she was right.) "Leia's not going to want to leave him either, but once the Emperor realizes that his favorite student is gone, he's going to quadruple security around her daddy. Any one of us goes near him and that's the end." He paused, looking directly at her. "But that doesn't mean we can't come back another time for him. You know, when Leia is safe and sound with the rest of her family."
I should have known he'd say something like that, Mara mentally groaned. Solo, you idiot!
"'We'?" Kenobi echoed, sounding surprised. "You'd be willing to come back here with us?"
"Yeah, I would," he answered. "Look, I know we just met and I haven't given you all that much of a reason to trust me yet, but believe me when I say that Leia's happiness is very, very important to me. Hell, Leia is extremely important to me. And I don't think that she's going to be feeling very cheerful while her daddy's locked up. So, damn straight I'd come back with you. Besides..." He gave them the lopsided grin that Mara had become more than sick of. "Leia would probably kill me if I didn't."
To Mara's shock, the expected look of disgust from Kenobi and Tano at Solo's confession of his perversion never came. (The man had just all but admitted he was having inappropriate feelings towards a child and they didn't say anything? What was wrong with these Jedi? Or was this yet another subject they were completely dense about?)
"All right," Tano finally gave in. She looked at Mara. "We'll do it your way and free Leia now and come back for Anakin later."
Finally!
"But I'm not leaving until we have proof that Anakin is all right," she continued, abruptly putting a damper on Mara's hope that the Jedi possessed any common sense. "I can't leave not knowing whether or not he's been injured. Padmé would kill us."
Kriffing idiot Jedi! Mara cursed, already knowing what was coming next.
"You make a valid point," Kenobi agreed with Tano. "Padmé is going to be upset with us as it is. The least we can do for her is assure her that her husband is alive."
"No," Mara firmly informed them before they could say any more about this ridiculous idea. "Absolutely not. We are heading straight back to the ambassador's suite and that's all. You're all out of your mind if you think I'm going to let any of you near my master. He'll sense our presence in seconds and then we're all dead."
"I'm sure he's sensed us since we arrived at the palace," Kenobi waved her off. "He's one of most powerful Force users the galaxy has ever encountered. I have no doubt he already knows we're here."
"True, but there's a difference between knowing you're on the same planet and knowing that you're just behind a wall, as I'm sure you well know."
Her opinion of both Kenobi and Tano was dropping by the second. If they were going to place themselves in such close proximity to her master, they might as well stroll into the throne room and introduce themselves while they were at it! It was practically the same thing!
And to make things worse, her master would instantly know that she had betrayed him.
She couldn't even begin to imagine the punishment she would receive.
"Red has a point," Solo again supported her. (You knew the galaxy was falling apart when the only one on your side was an obnoxious pilot!) "We might miss our opportunity to move Leia if we aren't in the room when she gets back. From what I've seen of His Royal Highness, he's big on gloating and showing off his superiority. If we get Leia out of here while he's busy droning on about himself to her father, it will increase the chances of him not missing her until we're long out of the palace."
Mara pushed down the annoyance she felt at Solo's unflattering depiction of her master and said, "I'm done talking. I'm heading back to the suite. Unless you want to stay lost in these passageways, I suggest you follow me."
"No," Kenobi disagreed. "Neither Ahsoka nor I are leaving until we have visual confirmation of Anakin's status. So either you lead us to your master's throne room or we'll just find our way there ourselves. It's up to you."
She suppressed the urge to scream as well as the secondary urge to draw her lightsaber and permanently rid herself of these idiots.
"Are the two of you suicidal or just completely stupid?" she shot back. "My master will sense you instantly and he'll let you know it. In fact, he'll probably open the doorway and bring you in just so he can kill you in front of Skywalker. What part of that do you not understand? You go there and you've just lost your chance to rescue anybody."
"Here's a thought," Solo broke back into the conversation. He directed his attention to her. "Red, you said the throne room is hooked up to a separate set of back up generators. Are there any of those observation stations that are also connected to those back ups?"
"Possibly," she told him, "but I don't believe there are any holocams directed into the throne room other than the ones in the section of the passage directly leading to and from it."
Her master prided himself on protecting himself from spies. If anyone was going to spy on his throne room, it would be no one but him.
"You know or you believe?" Solo pressed and Mara could see where he was going with this.
It was a major waste of time (she sincerely doubted the station would have any power), but at least it would appease the Jedi.
"Believe," she answered, wanting to get this detour over with. "But I suppose it possibly could."
"Well, there you have it," Solo replied. He turned to the Jedi. "Instead of entering a situation that will only lead to your deaths, why don't you try this instead? It'll keep you a nice safe distance from His Royal Highness who would like nothing more than to kill you both and it might get you your answer about Anakin. What do you say?"
Kenobi and Tano looked at each other.
"I say we do it," Tano accepted first. "I think it's a good compromise."
"I agree" was Kenobi's contribution. "It's a solution that satisfies all of us. Thank you, Captain."
"Great," Mara said without disguising her lack of enthusiasm. "I'll show you to one of the stations that might be connected to the power."
Which it probably won't be, she contentedly told herself.
Another twenty minutes at most and then she'd have them safely contained back in the suite until Leia was released from her training for the day.
And then she could be rid of all of them in one fell swoop.
She couldn't wait.
((((())))))
In the less than ten seconds it took for his throne room's backup generators to activate, Sidious was not surprised to see that young Skywalker had moved to help her father.
Disappointed, but not surprised. (He had hoped that by now he would have somewhat succeeded in tainting Leia's beliefs about her father's moral character, but it appeared that his efforts had not had any effect. Her feelings of concern and love for Anakin flowed freely into the Force. She clearly had not believed every lie he had told her.)
Truthfully, it did not matter. Turning to the dark side only required that she be filled with rage and hatred. (And he had several ideas how to put her into the desired state...) The target of the emotions was irrelevant.
"I'm afraid I don't understand what you are doing, my dear," he spoke aloud as she finished removing Anakin's binders. "I thought you wanted your father to be punished for his crimes."
Leia tossed the pair of binders away before turning to face him. "Of course, Master, but I didn't see the need to keep him cuffed," she matter-of-factly informed him. "Dad isn't going to do anything as long as I'm here. He's not going to want to do anything that will put me in danger, like, attack you for example. So, he's not a threat to you right now. And he's obviously not going anywhere. Why not let him be more comfortable?"
He silently chuckled at her immature logic and reasoning. One of her most endearing qualities was her self-assurance. She truly believed in what she was saying. She did not care if he disagreed with her. (It was refreshing to be with someone who did not fear punishment simply for having thoughts that contradicted his own. Mara, on the other hand, lived in terror that a single disobedient thought could earn her a disciplinary action. This was one of the reasons why it was Leia and not Mara who had been chosen as his new apprentice.)
"He is our prisoner, young Skywalker, not a guest," he pointed out. "Prisoners do not have the luxury of getting to be comfortable. You cannot treat him differently just because he is your father. As you well know, he committed heinous crimes against the Jedi. You yourself have said that he should be punished. Or have you had a change of heart?"
He could feel Leia's emotions stirring at the accusation, just as he hoped they would.
He took a moment to look at Anakin, who remained uncharacteristically silent and outwardly calm despite his furious outpouring of fear and concern. (If he had been this disciplined and controlled when it came to his emotions sixteen years ago, Sidious would never have been able to manipulate him the way he had. A life away from the Jedi (and under Padmé's constant influence, no doubt) had changed him. He could not help but be impressed.) From his reaction to seeing Leia in the throne room, it was obvious that he had not been expecting to find his daughter in Sidious' presence. Which meant that his "capture," which had surprised him (he had expected Anakin to burst in, ready to confront him, not be brought before him in binders), was part of a rescue plan.
This explained the presence of Kenobi and the other Force user (another surviving Jedi who was unaware of Anakin's crimes, perhaps?). They were supposed to rescue Leia while Anakin kept him distracted. (A laughable plan that could only fail.) Since Leia was safely with him, they were of no consequence and could be dealt with at a later time. Of course, if they were to cross paths with his Hand and Solo... It would simplify everything to have everyone in one location.
He again took in Anakin's calm and seemingly emotionless outward appearance. (If it weren't for the Force...) He had a feeling that if he did not hold Anakin's daughter between them, this encounter would be going in a very different direction.
An unfavorable direction...
Leia broke into his thoughts as she finally answered his question.
"It needs to be the Jedi that punish him, not us," she declared, resuming the conversation they had begun before the power outage. "It's his fault they barely exist anymore. They are the only ones who have the right. What he did to us is minor in comparison."
Sidious barely contained a laugh at her assertion. (If only she knew how much time and effort he had spent cultivating her father to become his apprentice. His desertion was anything but minor. But that was not the approach to be taken with her...) "My young apprentice, your father has lied to you your entire life. He's kept his true past hidden from you and told you a version that omitted his crimes. He instead blamed me, who has done nothing but support him from the time that he was a child, which led you to blame me as well and set you on the path to wrongfully bring me to justice. You've wasted so many years hating me for the heinous actions of another. And you've spent so long training yourself to kill me that you've missed out on all of the things other young people your age do. How is that not causing you harm? How is it that these actions are any less deserving of punishment than what he did to the Jedi?"
He could sense the emotional turmoil that his words were causing within her. He knew that she was torn between wanting her father punished for his crimes and wanting at the same time to protect him. (She did not equate justice with suffering.) This was a crucial moment. She needed to be angered, but in such a way that she did not turn completely against him. He would need to be careful in choosing just the right words.
"My master," Leia spoke before he could, "I must respectfully disagree with you." Her voice was calm and controlled and Sidious was impressed at how mature she was at last behaving. (He knew it was only to hide her fear about what was going to happen to Anakin. This newfound maturity would disappear shortly.) "What Dad told me about his past didn't harm anyone, especially not me or my siblings. Yes, it may have directed me to start training as a Jedi and to give myself a mission, but no one was hurt or killed because of it. And all Dad's desertion of his role as your apprentice did was make you angry. He didn't physically harm you by leaving. He just made you really, really, really mad at him."
Sidious inwardly smiled as her true self began to seep through the facade.
"But what he did to the Jedi was bad," she continued. "Really, really, bad. Of the three, the Jedi have the most right to punish him for his crimes. We can't take that away from them. He did them the most harm. There's no comparison."
He briefly glanced at Anakin again and found him to still be acting outwardly calm despite his roiling emotions. It was almost too bad that he couldn't given Anakin the time to decide to attempt to defend his actions to Leia.
But he needed to move things along before he lost his current opportunity to enrage young Skywalker...
"If that is how you feel, my young apprentice..." he said, suppressing a smile as he rose to his feet. By disagreeing with him, she'd given him the perfect opening. Angering her now would be simple. "It is how you feel. You are of course entitled to your own emotions. However, as my apprentice, it is your duty to obey me in all things. Even those on which you disagree with me. And it is my opinion that Anakin Skywalker is a murderous criminal and that the Jedi would be too lenient in their methods of punishment. I have decided to take control of his fate as is my right as emperor."
"What?!" Leia predictably cried out, shock momentarily overshadowing all other emotions. "You-you can't do that! We had an agreement!"
"Which has not changed," he informed her, pleased with her reaction. "Our arrangement remains the same. The only difference is that I am punishing your father rather than the Jedi who are too weak to do what needs to be done. You are still my apprentice."
"I only agreed to become your apprentice so I could learn the skills I'd need to confront Dad about his crimes," she hotly retorted. "You said you'd just finish the Jedi training I started on my own. 'Nothing more and nothing less' were your exactly words. The whole idea was to get me ready to capture him so I could turn him over to the Jedi, remember? How is now refusing to turn him over to the Jedi not changing our agreement?"
"Leia," Anakin at last spoke again, "don't worry about me. I accept whatever punishment Palpatine gives to me. He's right about what I did. I des-"
"No, Dad!" Leia cut him off and Sidious knew he had her exactly where he wanted her. (Anakin, on the other hand, was surprising him with his attitude. He wanted to be punished? He had become weaker than he'd thought.) "Only the Jedi can decide how to punish you. They're the only ones you actually harmed."
"Leia..." Anakin tried again and Sidious decided now was the moment to push her.
"My dear young Skywalker," he said, "it seems we have reached an impasse. One that will not end well for you if you do not concede to my wishes. If you continue to disagree with me, I will have no choice but to consider this an act of disobedience and punish you. But if you relent and allow me to punish your father as I see fit, I will forget this little transgression ever happened."
He could feel Leia's shock and dismay beginning to give way to the anger he needed her to experience.
"Excuse me?" she hotly retorted and Sidious silently reveled in her perfect performance. "Did you not hear a word I just said? I only agreed to become your apprentice so I could turn Dad over to the Jedi. If you're not going to do that, why should I remain your apprentice?"
"Leia," Anakin again attempted to interject into the conversation. "Don't-"
"Are you threatening to betray me just as your father did?" Sidious questioned, using every bit of his politician's training to keep the glee out of his voice. "Because if you are, I'll have no choice but to view you as a traitor."
"Wait, what?! That doesn't make any sense! How is quitting as your apprentice betraying you? I'm not doing anything except not taking lessons from you anymore! You're crazy!"
Leia's anger grew with every heated word. Sidious knew it would not take much more to push her to the dark side.
"I will give you one last chance to back down from this ridiculous act of childish rebellion," he goaded her. "Apologize and I will forget any of this took place."
"Apologize for what?" she wanted to know. "For not forgetting the details of our agreement? Are you kidding me? No way! You're out of your frakking mind if you think I want to learn anything else from you now! I am so done with this apprentice stuff! So just turn Dad over to me and we'll call it a draw."
Sidious openly laughed at the girl's absurd demand, which he sensed only made her angrier. (She was so close...)
"Very well, young Skywalker," he replied, no longer bothering to cover his enjoyment of the situation. (He could see the confusion on both Anakin and Leia's faces at the pure happiness now in his voice.) "You have chosen your traitorous and murderous father over your master. It is a choice that comes with severe consequences." He raised his hands and began to call on the Force. "Consequences that you must face immediately."
Without giving Leia a chance to react, he turned to Anakin and blasted him with Force lightning.
The scream that Leia made was glorious.
((((())))))
Obi-Wan froze in place as a wave of pure anguish slammed into him.
Incredibly familiar anguish...
"Oh, no, Anakin," he murmured as he recognized the source of the suffering.
The words of Yoda's vision instantly came to mind and he feared that the worst was coming to pass.
As he turned to see if Ahsoka had detected the same emotions coming through the Force, a secondary torrent of feelings crashed into him. This one was a mixture of pain, frustration, and anger.
"Leia," he instantly identified the source.
Ahsoka's eyes were wide as Obi-Wan's met them.
"Wh-what do you think is happening to them?" she asked him.
"Nothing good," he answered, not wanting to share with her what he knew to most likely be the truth.
Unless they acted immediately, Anakin was going to die in front of Leia.
Obi-Wan turned his attention to Mara, who did not appear at all disturbed by the incredible suffering being transmitted through the Force.
"I know what you're thinking and the answer is 'no'," she said before he could voice what he wanted to do. "You go into my master's throne room to try and stop whatever it is that's happening to Skywalker and the brat and the same thing's going to happen to you. The best thing to do is wait it out and sort through the mess later."
"Don't you even care that they're in pain?" Ahsoka wanted to know.
"Of course not," she informed her. "Those two have been nothing but thorns in my side. It'll serve them right for my master to take them down a notch or two."
"Has anyone ever told you what a warm and compassionate person you are?" Han quipped.
Mara glared at him.
Another powerful wave assaulted Obi-Wan and he shuddered at the increasing intensity of the emotions.
If there was any chance of preventing Yoda's vision of Anakin's death from becoming reality, there was no time to waste. He had to act now.
"We have to go," he declared to Ahsoka. "Right now."
"I agree," she nodded.
Not waiting for either Mara or Han to say anything, he took off running in the direction of the incredible suffering.
He did not have to look to know that Ahsoka was right next to him.
He ignored Mara's shouts for them to come back.
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"Kriffing idiots!" Mara cursed as Kenobi and Tano disappeared down the passageway.
The Jedi's level of foolishness was reaching new heights. Every time she thought they couldn't get any stupider...
She wondered once again why her master had ever considered their kind a threat.
"I don't think they can hear you anymore, Red," Solo commented in his usual annoying manner.
Ignoring him, she stomped off after the two Jedi.
One good thing at least was that her master would not sense their presence now. Skywalker and Leia's emotional output into the Force was overwhelming. Kenobi and Tano would remain undetected until she could get them away. (Her master liked to take his time when disciplining a disobedient servant.)
It was too bad that she needed them to remove Leia from the premises. Otherwise she would have gladly escorted them to the throne room and presented them to her master. She would have loved to see him put them in their place. It would serve them right for their idiocy. (It would have been worth the punishment.)
"Hey, wait up!" Solo called out as he hurried to catch up to her.
When he was at her side again, he said, "I'm, uh, more than a little lost about what just happened back there. Care to explain what the hell set those two off like that?"
Mara snorted. "They sensed through the Force that Skywalker and his brat are in some sort of pain. And being the weak Jedi they are, they got it into their head that they can somehow help. Kriffing idiots!"
"You already said that," Solo pointed out. "So, I take it that you don't think they can help them?"
She gave a harsh laugh. "Even if they could get into my master's throne room, which they can't, they'd be subjected to the same treatment as Skywalker and your girlfriend. And then there'd be no one left to get your precious Leia away from here. We'd be back to our original plan."
Solo fell silent for a moment then spoke again. "When you say that they sensed that Leia was in pain..."
"If you're asking what kind of pain she's experiencing, the answer is I have no idea," she informed him. "The Force only resonates with people's emotions. Whatever's causing the brat and her pathetic father to feel that way is between them and my master."
Again, Solo got very quiet. "What the hell is he doing to her?" he murmured after a moment.
"My master will do whatever it takes to achieve his desired outcome," she let him know. "You should know that by now."
The corridor they had been following brought them to an intersection and Mara led them down the left passageway.
"We're almost to my master's throne room," she told him to end the pointless conversation. "We'll grab Kenobi and Tano and bring them back to the suite. They'll have seen more than enough of what's going on by now."
"Or it will make them more determined than ever to get in there," he countered. "They're Jedi, remember?"
"As if I could forget," she shot back.
There were no stupider beings in the galaxy!
She picked up her pace and didn't check to see if Solo was keeping up with her.
She saw the last intersection ahead and turned right.
There, as she knew they'd be, were Kenobi and Tano.
Finally!
"Seen enough?" she questioned them.
The two Jedi turned to her, the horrified expressions on their faces amusing.
"He's killing him!" Tano called out. "You have to get us in there!"
"What?!" Solo cried as he ran over to look at the monitor set into the wall. "Oh, hell!"
Mara, curious about to what the three of them were overreacting, went over to see what was causing such a commotion.
Inside the throne room, Skywalker was on the ground, writhing as her master repeatedly hit him with Force lightning. Leia was standing nearby, wringing her hands with tears streaming down her face in a most un-Sithlike manner. (Perhaps now her master would see that he was wasting his time with the brat? Her demands of "Please, stop!" were not proper for a Sith apprentice.)
"What the hell does he think he's doing?" Solo demanded to know. "Doesn't he know that Leia will never follow him if he kills her father?"
Mara resisted the urge to roll her eyes at his ignorance of the dark side of the Force. "I told you that my master will do whatever he has to do to achieve his goals. The dark side of the Force is fueled by powerful emotions. And what could be more powerful than the desire to avenge the death of a loved one?"
"We can't let that happen!" Tano interjected. "You have to get us in there so we can stop this!"
"No," Mara simply said. "That is the last thing any of us is going to do. Not if you want any chance of getting the girl away from here."
"What is-" Solo started to demand.
"Mara is right," Kenobi solemnly cut him off.
"Obi-Wan!" Tano cried, shocked. "How can you say that? It's not like before when we didn't know where Anakin was. We know and he's dying in there!"
"And if we go in there to stop the Emperor, it's very likely that we will die too," Kenobi pointed out. "Anakin knew the risks when he chose to confront Darth Sidious. Our mission is to bring Leia safely home. And that is a mission we will fail if we die alongside him. We have to honor his wishes and rescue Leia. It's what he would want."
Finally! Another flicker of intelligence from a Jedi! Mara commented to herself. The universe must be coming to an end!
It appeared that Kenobi was slightly smarter than his Jedi brethren, which seemed an impossible feat. This was the second time he'd shown any sign of a brain by agreeing with her wise assessment. If this kept up, they might get the brat away from here yet!
Aloud, she said, "You can't get in there without the door lock codes, which I have no intention of giving any of you, so you have two choices. We can either go back to the ambassador's suite and wait for Leia to return, which is what I wanted us to do in the first place, or we can stay here and watch your friend die in front of his daughter. It's your choice, of course."
"We'll stay," Kenobi said firmly. "Padmé will want to know what happened."
"Suit yourself," she shrugged and turned back to the scene playing out in front of them on the holoscreen.
She wouldn't mind watching the man she once considered her only obstacle to becoming her master's apprentice die a painful death.
No, she wouldn't mind it at all.
((((())))))
Oh, Force! Dad! What am I going to do?
Leia had never felt as scared or as helpless in her entire life. Dad was being murdered right in front of her.
And it was all because of her.
The Emperor was punishing her for throwing his stupid apprenticeship back in his face, but Dad was the one who was suffering.
What was she going to do? What could she do? How could she put an end to this horrific nightmare? The Emperor was pure evil and he wouldn't stop hurting Dad until he was dead.
It was all her fault!
"Dad..." she sobbed as the Sith scum ended his latest round of Force lightning.
Smoke was rising from Dad's body and he was now so weak that he couldn't do anything more than moan and groan from the pain.
"I know you want to stop this, young Skywalker," the sadistic monster said in a conversational tone as if what he was doing was a normal, everyday task. "It's very simple. All you have to do is agree to come back as my apprentice. That is all. You have so much potential and I'm the only one who can help you reach it. Your talents are wasted as a Jedi. Embrace the dark side and become a Sith. Allow me to guide you and teach you. Together, we can ensure continued peace and order throughout the galaxy."
"I won't become a Sith," she told him for the millionth time.
Not even to save you, Dad.
As horrible a choice as it was, she couldn't put one life ahead of the billions that would suffer if she chose to turn to the dark side. She'd heard and seen enough to know that Sith were all cruel and evil. She didn't want to become that herself.
She was a Jedi and she'd stay one even if it meant that she was going to die alongside Dad.
His Royal Lowness hit Dad with a new blast of lightning and despite his weakness, he still managed to scream.
"Dad!" she cried out, fresh tears rolling down her cheeks. "Why won't you leave him alone? Punish me!"
"Only you have the power to end his suffering," the Emperor said, ignoring her plea to become his target. "Become my apprentice again. It the only way to save your father's life."
"No," she repeated though it was killing her to say it. "I'll never be a Sith. I'm staying a Jedi. Find yourself another apprentice."
"You are the only apprentice I want," His Evilness informed her. "There is no one else who possesses your same skills and potential. Everyone else is inferior in comparison."
"Better someone inferior than no one at all," she shot back. "And I know someone who'd literally kill for it."
She wasn't kidding either. The looks Mara kept giving her were nothing less than murderous.
"You are referring to my Hand," the Emperor said. "Mara is an excellent servant, but that is all she'll ever be. She is too lacking in too many areas to ever make a proper Sith. No, she will never be my apprentice. She is exactly as she should be."
Leia opened her mouth to suggest that he might want to reevaluate his idea of a perfect apprentice when the psycho Sith turned to address the wall.
"I know you're listening, my Hand," he spoke. "Why don't you and your companions join us?"
He's lost- she started saying, but stopped when with a gesture of his hand, a portion of the wall slid open to reveal a fuming Mara, Han, Dad's Jedi Master Obi-Wan Kenobi, and a Togruta woman that she didn't know all standing there.
"Welcome to all of you," he said in an unbelievably warm sounding voice.
"I have been expecting you."
((((())))))
Obi-Wan placed a hand on Ahsoka's arm to hold her back as Mara furiously stormed into the throne room.
"Wait," he told her when she looked at him. "Allow Mara to draw the Emperor's attention. We'll be able to get to Anakin and Leia while he's focused on her."
Ahsoka nodded her agreement.
"I'll only ever be your servant?!" Mara raged as she stomped up to where Sidious was standing. "I'm 'too lacking' somehow to be your apprentice?! After all I've ever done for you? How dare you! I've been nothing but loyal and obedient! I've always done everything you've ever asked of me! I deserve to be your apprentice. Not that ungrateful brat!"
"You know, I think she might be just a tiny bit angry with him," Han commented from his place beside them.
Obi-Wan turned his eyes from the confrontation to check on Leia and Anakin. Leia, unnoticed by the distracted Sith, had moved over to her father and had gotten down to the floor to cradle him against her.
"Now," he spoke and gestured for Ahsoka and Han to follow.
"You are exactly as I made you to be," Sidious was informing Mara as the three of them began to cross the throne room. "You are my Hand, which is simply an extension of my will. You do not take any action without my explicit instructions. Or my consent."
"You can't expect me to-"
"To believe that?" he finished for her. "My dear Mara, there is nothing that goes on in my domain that I am unaware of. Did you really think I wouldn't know about your collaboration with the pilot from the very beginning? Why is it do you think that you had the free time between your duties to meet with him on a daily basis? It is because I allowed it. You are naï ve if you ever truly believed otherwise."
Obi-Wan and Ahsoka reached Anakin and knelt down beside him while Han gently pulled Leia away.
"We let you out of our sight for five minutes," Ahsoka lightly teased as they helped him into a sitting position.
"It's...a...gift..." Anakin weakly shot back. "Things...didn't...go...exactly as I planned."
"When have they ever?" Obi-Wan retorted. "Do you think you can stand?"
Anakin nodded.
"Good," he said as he and Ahsoka gently pulled him to his feet.
They both released their hold on him and Anakin swayed slightly, but he did not lose his balance. It was a good sign that he was already recovering from the vicious Force attack. (Hopefully, he would regain his full strength by the time they were ready to leave the passages.)
"We need to hurry and return to the passageway while Mara still has Palpatine distracted," Obi-Wan told the group. "We won't get another chance to escape. She'll only keep him occupied for so long."
"Disappointed?!" Mara burst out in response to the latest thing she'd been told. "I took an initiative to claim what's rightfully mine and you're disappointed?!"
"We better move now," Han suggested. He was holding Leia with an arm around her waist. "I have a feeling that things are about to turn extra ugly around here."
"Yeah," Leia agreed. "I've never seen Mara this mad before and she's wanted to kill me from the moment we met. I don't think the creep is going to let her talk to him like that for much longer. He punished me for way less. Mara is really in for it."
"He punished you?!" Anakin exclaimed. "That piece of-"
"It was a while back," Leia assured him. "I'm okay now, I promise."
"Let's get out of here," Ahsoka said. "I don't want to be in here any longer than we have to."
"Agreed," Obi-Wan told her. "We'll worry about exiting the palace once we're far enough away from the throne room."
He began leading the group towards the opening of the hidden passageway.
But before they took two steps, the horribly familiar sound of Force lightning followed by Mara's scream stopped them.
Sidious, at last tired of listening to Mara, had begun to punish her.
When he finished the first blast, he calmly told the suffering girl, "It is time for you to finally accept your place as my Hand. You will never be any more than that to me. Never. But if you can't accept it..."
He hit her again, eliciting more screams.
"I know she's a nasty piece of work, but I still feel kind of bad for her," Leia commented. "No one deserves to be treated that way. Not even scary people like her."
"She's just a girl," Obi-Wan said, inwardly cringing at what Sidious was doing to her. "If we weren't pressed for time..."
As a Jedi, he felt a responsibility to protect her. But he knew that interfering would not only result in the loss of their only opportunity to escape unnoticed, but it would most likely lead to all of their deaths, Mara's included.
"Someone give me a lightsaber," Anakin suddenly spoke.
Obi-Wan turned and stared at him, shocked at his words. What was he thinking?
"What?! Dad, no!" Leia cried, voicing what Obi-Wan wanted to say in a way he couldn't. "You'll be killed! That whacko is dangerous!"
"Confronting him is unnecessary," Obi-Wan calmly pointed out. "As horrifying as it is, his full attention is devoted to disciplining Mara. He won't see us leave if we go now."
"You really think this is going to keep him busy for long?" Anakin countered, gesturing to the horrifying scene. "He's going to notice our absence the moment he's finished with her. And then it will be only a matter of seconds before he puts the entire planet on alert. No, something needs to keep him occupied long enough for you to get out of the palace and return to the ship. And my facing him is the best option."
The words of Yoda's vision again echoed through Obi-Wan's mind.
If he went through with this insane plan...
"Anakin," he tried again, "he bested Master Yoda, the most skilled lightsaber combatant in the Order, in a duel. As good as you are, you are out of practice and wouldn't last very long against the Emperor. This is nothing more than an act of suicide."
He didn't understand why, despite repeatedly claiming the contrary, Anakin appeared to be dead-set on getting himself killed. It was both frustrating and upsetting. Why couldn't he see that his death wouldn't make his family any safer than they already were? Sidious had already shown that he would take any one of his children as his new apprentice instead. Anakin's death wouldn't deter him.
"Maybe so," Anakin countered, "but if it enables you to get Leia to safety, then it's worth it. Bring her back to Padmé for me, Master. Please."
"What?! I'm not leaving without you!" Leia declared. "I won't go!"
"Yes, you are," Anakin firmly told her, taking her by the shoulders. "Your mother, brother, and sister are worried sick about you. You need to go home to them and let them know that you're all right. Nothing will make me happier than knowing that my family is together and safe."
"And nothing will make me happier than knowing you're with us and safe," Leia retorted. "Don't do this, Dad. Please."
He released her from his grasp and returned his focus to Obi-Wan. "Your lightsaber.
"Please."
Obi-Wan looked into the eyes of the man in front of him. The man who was both his son and brother.
"Is this what you really want?"
"It's the only way to make sure my family is safe once and for all," Anakin said and Obi-Wan saw that he firmly believed what he was saying to be true. "I'm ending this one way or another."
"Dad!" Leia protested again. "No!"
"Anakin..." Ahsoka spoke for the first time.
In that moment, Obi-Wan knew that there was only one decision he could make.
He unclipped his lightsaber from his belt and held it out to his dearest friend.
"Do what you have to do."
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"Thank you," Anakin breathed as he accepted the proffered lightsaber.
"No, Dad!" Leia wailed. "No! Please!"
He turned back to his daughter. There were tears in her eyes.
"I love you, Leia," he told her. "I love you so much. I know you don't understand why I have to do this-"
"But you don't!" she insisted. "If we all stick together, we can get out of here without being caught! You don't have to stay behind! Come with us! Please!"
Instead of answering, he pulled her into a tight embrace.
Leia sobbed against him and he kissed the top of her head.
"Take her, Obi-Wan," he said as he released her.
"No, I'll take her," the unknown man who had come into the throne room with Obi-Wan and Ahsoka interjected. (Anakin wondered who he was, but he was obviously trustworthy if Obi-Wan and Ahsoka had allowed him to work with them. And Leia clearly knew him and felt comfortable around him. )
Anakin nodded and passed Leia to him.
The man pulled Leia close.
"It's okay, Sweetheart," he soothed her as she buried her head against him. "Your dad's a Jedi. I think he knows what he's doing."
If only, he silently responded.
In all honesty, his entire plan consisted of drawing Palpatine's attention to himself. That was as far as it got. The longer he could keep him distracted, the better, but he didn't think he'd last more than twenty minutes, if even that long. (Hopefully, that would be enough time for Obi-Wan and the others to get as far away from the throne room as possible.)
Mara screamed again and it only served to reinforce the need for a new distraction to keep Sidious's attention away from the fleeing group. (He didn't know if Sidious was planning on killing Mara or not, but either way, she wasn't going to remain conscious much longer under the assault of the Force lightning.)
"Take care of her for me?" he asked the man.
"With my life," he promised and Anakin could sense the truth of his words. Whoever he was, his devotion to Leia was real.
He returned his gaze to both Obi-Wan and Ahsoka.
"May the Force be with you," he told them.
"May the Force be with you," they echoed the traditional farewell in turn.
"Dad..." Leia whispered.
He gave her a little smile before nodding at the others.
He then turned his attention to Palpatine, the man he had spent the last sixteen years desperately hiding from.
Igniting the borrowed lightsaber, he confidently strode across the throne room to where Palpatine was still torturing Mara.
Once he reached them, he extended the blade to catch the Force lightning.
At Palpatine's startled expression, he said, "Why don't you pick on someone who can actually defend himself?"
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Sidious ceased his generation of Force lightning the second Anakin interfered with his punishment of Mara.
It was unexpected and uncharacteristic of the man who was usually only focused on protecting his friends and loved ones.
"What is the meaning of this?" he demanded to know, truly curious about Anakin's motivation. His actions went against everything Sidious had ever known about him. "What gives you the right to interfere with my punishment of my servant? I would think you of all people would want her to suffer for all she's done. After all, she is the one who took your daughter from you."
The words were carefully chosen to see what kind of reaction they could elicit from him. In the past, they would have made him angry...so very angry...almost instantaneously. Yet this time...
"She's just a child," Anakin calmly replied, not a trace of anger in his Force presence. He gestured with his hand and Mara's unconscious form rose from the floor. "She's only the way she is because it's how you made her to be. But she doesn't deserve to die for it."
Mara was smoothly floated towards where Kenobi and the others were standing together.
"Take her and go," Anakin told them. "Now."
Sidious was amused by Anakin's belief that any of them had any hope of escape from his palace. None of them were going anywhere until he was finished with them.
"Spoken like a true Jedi," he commented as Kenobi physically caught Mara, trying another approach to see if he could get a noticeable reaction from Anakin.
This one succeeded. Anakin's Force presence was instantly flooded with guilt and Sidious knew he had found a weakness to exploit.
"Yet you aren't a Jedi anymore, are you?" he continued, pleased that he was finally getting somewhere with his former apprentice. "Tell me, do your Jedi companions know of your actions the night the Order fell? Or have you lied to them the same way that you lied to your children?"
"I haven't come here to discuss the past," Anakin deftly deflected the question, making it all too clear to Sidious that Anakin had indeed lied to his friends. (This was a valuable fact that would be useful in eventually turning them against him. Once his friends deserted him...) "I'm here to discuss the future. A future where you aren't the one ruling the galaxy."
Sidious laughed heartily at the absurd statement. "Oh? And who is it that is going to remove me from my throne? Certainly not you, Anakin."
"I'm going to try," Anakin informed him, his voice still calm.
Sidious laughed again. "It seems that time has not diminished your overconfidence. You are still the same foolish boy I once called my friend.
"And apprentice."
The last word had the desired effect on at least one of his companions. Ahsoka, Anakin's own Padawan (he wasn't surprised she had survived Order 66. She had been on leave at the time), sent shockwaves into the Force at the revelation. It seemed that she was the only one who did not know of Anakin's turn to the dark side. (It surprised him that he had shared his "secret" with Kenobi. After all, Anakin had kept just about everything else from him over the years.) It was a piece of information that would be useful in Anakin's ultimate demise.
"The truth is you no longer have the necessary power to defeat me," he continued matter-of-factly. "If you had remained my apprentice and grown strong in the dark side, then, yes, you would have no difficulty defeating me, as is the natural order of the Sith. But you deserted me and turned your back on the gifts the dark side would have given you. You are nothing but a Jedi now. You would be wise to stand down."
"No," Anakin declared. "I'm not leaving here until I know the galaxy is free from your evil."
"Oh, Anakin," Sidious sighed, his amusement starting to wear off. If Anakin kept pushing this, he'd be forced to kill him, which was the last thing he wanted. He needed Anakin to suffer for what he'd put him through. Death was too good for him. "Do not waste my time with this ridiculous talk of what will never be. I intend to remain emperor for a long time to come. In fact, let us instead talk of important matters, such as which of your other two children will replace Leia as my apprentice. Leia was the most desirable, of course, but she has proven too disloyal, much like her father. Your youngest, perh-"
"You're not getting anywhere near my family," Anakin cut him off, his voice still calm despite the small spike of anger that was starting to appear.
"And that is where you are very wrong," he told him, latching onto this topic. Anakin never failed to react to threats against his loved ones. He would only be able to remain calm for so long. Hopefully he would not be forced to kill him after all... "You see, I need an apprentice who will one day surpass me in all things. And you, as the Chosen One, were the first Force-sensitive being I encountered that was nearly my equal, even as a young boy. It stood to reason that your children would inherit your strength in the Force and your daughter proved me correct. Her midi-chlorian count is almost as high as yours. Since both you and she have proven to be poor choices as apprentices, I need a replacement who is just as strong as the two of you. And that replacement can only be one of your two other children."
"You are not touching either of them," Anakin stated firmly, thoughts of the girl and boy rising to the surface of his mind, where Sidious could easily read them. "Even if I don't make it back to them, they are protected from you. You will never get near them."
Sidious laughed once more. "Still so naï ve," he commented, his amusement returning. Age had not brought Anakin any wisdom. "I'm surprised you still haven't realized that I always get what I want in the end. My patience is infinite. Your children will not remain hidden from me forever. I have eyes in places you can't even imagine. I will find them and then one of them will become my apprentice.
"The other..." he baited. "Well, I won't have a use for the other one, will I? Unless of course my first choice turns out to be as unworthy as you and Leia."
He sensed another emotional spike, but this one came from Leia where she was clearly being restrained by her pilot companion. They were speaking in whispers, so he couldn't hear the exchanged words, but he had a feeling he knew what Leia wanted to do. Unlike her father, she had not learned how to completely control her emotions.
"And if neither of them work out..." he went on, enjoying the torture he was putting Anakin through. This was what he had waited sixteen long years to do: to make Anakin suffer for his betrayal. "You're still relatively young. There's no reason why..."
Sidious picked up on another stray thought that went through Anakin's mind. It was of Padmé and...a baby? Did that mean...? Of course it did! Anakin didn't have the creativity or the brains to try to distract him with false thoughts. Padmé was pregnant.
And that meant he wouldn't have to bother with either of the other children.
He would raise his own perfect apprentice from infancy.
"It seems that you have been holding out on me, Anakin," he said, smiling at the entirely new world of possibilities that had just opened up thanks to Anakin's careless thought. "I was going to suggest that you and Padmé might have to start working to produce another child, but it appears that the two of you have already done so. Congratulations!"
Anakin's face went deathly pale at his words while there was another emotional surge from Leia, this one of shock. (They had not told her of the pregnancy? Unless it was relatively new and they had just learned of it themselves.)
"How perfect!" Sidious went on, knowing that if there was anything that would push Anakin over the edge, it would be the threat of losing his new child to the Sith from birth. "I won't need to waste any of my time on your other two children then. I'll be able to start from scratch with this baby. He or she will become the perfect apprentice. I will raise the child myself to make sure of it."
As predicted, Anakin finally sent a burst of anger into the Force. And for the first time since he had been brought before him, his face showed signs of his emotions.
Anakin was visibly angry.
At last!
It was the reaction he had been waiting for. Hopefully, it would not take much more to spur Anakin into attacking him. He really didn't want to have to initiate a fight himself. That would put Anakin on the defensive and getting him to the point of defeat would take time. (He really wasn't in the mood for a protracted duel.) And there was always the unwelcome possibility that Kenobi and Tano would try to get involved. But if Anakin attacked first, incapacitating him would be easy because he would be blinded with rage and not thinking clearly.
"You're never getting anywhere near anyone in my family," Anakin reiterated, his blazing anger only slightly reflected in his voice. (His continued emotional control was astounding. Before his disappearance, Anakin would have snapped long before now.) "Never. Not my wife. Not my children. And especially not my new baby. No one. You're not going to touch them. You want a new apprentice? Find someone else!"
Sidious mentally sighed. He had succeeded in angering Anakin, but it was clear that experiencing anger no longer had the same effect on him. He'd grown too strong in his emotional control. It was obvious that he wasn't going to strike first no matter how much he goaded him. He was going to have no choice but to initiate a duel himself.
He reached inside his robes and wrapped his hand around his purposely hidden lightsaber.
"Your continual denials of the inevitable are growing tiresome," he declared. "Mark my words. I will have your new child as my apprentice. And there's nothing you can do to stop me."
He pulled out his lightsaber and ignited it.
"But to make sure you don't try, I have decided that it would be best to eliminate the possibility altogether.
"Time for you to die, old friend."
Then he launched himself at his former apprentice.
((((())))))
Leia couldn't stop the scream that ripped from her throat as the psycho Sith literally threw himself towards Dad.
Her father was about to be killed right in front of her.
But to her relief and amazement, Dad was able to block the incoming blade with his own.
"Obi-Wan, go!" Dad called as he pushed back against the Emperor. "Get Leia out of here!"
"I'm not leaving," Leia firmly repeated for the hundredth time. Obi-Wan, Han, and the other Jedi Ahsoka had been urging her to go since Dad had gone to confront the evil whack job, but she had no intention of going anywhere without him if she could help it. He'd risked everything coming here to help her. What kind of ungrateful brat would it make her if she just left him to rot?
"Leia..." Han tried, tightening his grip on her arm and slightly tugging at her. "Sweetheart, let's move."
"No! I'm not going anywhere without Dad!" she insisted. "If the rest of you want to-"
"That is not going to happen," Obi-Wan informed her. He had the unconscious Mara slung over his shoulder. "We came here for you. Therefore, we aren't leaving without you."
Leia started to open her mouth to say something else, but stopped as the crazy Sith broke away from Dad and took another swing at him.
Before she could cry out, Dad blocked him again and, this time, instead of just pushing against each other's blades, they began to move.
Really, really move.
It was the most awe-inspiring and dizzying thing she'd ever seen in her entire life. She'd known the Emperor was super fast from when he'd demonstrated lightsaber technique for her against the remotes, but that paled in comparison to the way he was attacking Dad now. And Dad...
What she'd felt seeing him stand up to Mara back in Ammae's room was nothing next to what she was experiencing seeing him actually fight. He was amazing. The way he met the psycho blow for blow. The way he at one point flipped-actually flipped!-over his head. She was frozen in place. She couldn't have left if she had wanted to.
"Beat him, Dad," she murmured. "Please, beat him."
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Anakin had never been so grateful for lightsaber practice in his life. When he'd asked Obi-Wan to spar with him back at the Alliance base, he'd never expected to have to face off against Palpatine like this. His initial assumption had been that he'd have confronted Sidious alone while Obi-Wan and Ahsoka were with Leia and that any combat would have come after Sidious tired of talking. In his mind, it would have ended quickly with his death. But everything was different now and he couldn't allow himself to be killed until he knew Leia was safe. (Why was she still here? Why hadn't Obi-Wan and Ahsoka left with her already? What was the hold-up?) As it was, it was taking every single technique he had ever learned as a Jedi just to survive.
The duel had only just begun and already every muscle in his body was screaming from the exertion. He called on the Force to replenish and sustain his energy as he continued to deflect blow after blow. He honestly didn't know how much longer he could last. Yoda had warned him of how skilled and ferocious a fighter Sidious was, but the knowledge had done little to prepare him for the reality.
If he lasted five minutes, it would be a miracle.
When Sidious knocked him back a few steps, he took the opportunity to gather the Force and use a push to send the Emperor flying to the floor.
"Why are you still here?" he called to Obi-Wan. "You need to go!"
"I won't go!" Leia informed him. "Not without you!"
"Make her go!" he told Obi-Wan and that was all he could manage because Palpatine had gotten up and was coming towards him at full-speed.
He barely managed to raise his blade up in time to deflect the latest blow.
"You're a fool if you think you have any chance of defeating me," Palpatine informed him as they once again stood in a deadlock. "And you're an even bigger one if you think your friends have any chance of escaping."
"Then I'm the biggest fool there is," Anakin retorted as he kicked out and pushed Sidious back long enough to go on the offensive.
They continued to fight and Anakin could only see one possible end in sight: his death. Palpatine was just too skilled to overpower. (He'd always wondered how Master Windu had managed to get the upper hand during their final fatal encounter. But now it occurred to him that Sidious had let himself be beaten...) He needed for Obi-Wan to make Leia leave, even if it meant knocking her out to do so.
Needing to buy himself a few more seconds to get the message across, he launched himself and flipped over his opponent's head.
"I don't care how you do it, but get Leia the hell out of here now!" he ordered after he landed. "I won't be able to keep this up forever!"
Within seconds, Sidious had reengaged him and Anakin knew he was running out of time.
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"Leia," Obi-Wan once more tried to reason with the girl who was as stubborn as both of her parents combined, "your father wishes for you to leave with us. There's really nothing any of us can do to help him. Why won't you come?"
Physically removing her from the premises was not an option. Not only did he had his hands full with Mara, but Leia would not go quietly. (And she'd bring Sidious' attention directly on herself...) If she was going to leave, she would have to do it of her own free will.
"Because he wouldn't leave me behind either," she matter-of-factly told him. "I'm not going to abandon him."
"If the Emperor kills him, you know we're all next," Han added in a low voice, most likely so Leia, who had broken out of his hold some time ago, wouldn't hear. "Even if we get back into the passages, there'll be troopers waiting for us at every exit." He moved to stand in front of Leia. "Kid, this is our only chance to escape and your dad's the one giving it to us. We need to take it."
Leia shook her head. "I can't leave him, Han. I just can't. Please understand."
"Then help us understand," Ahsoka spoke up. "Your father keeps telling us to leave with you and he is willing to give up his life so we can get you to safety. Why won't you leave?"
Leia looked at her. "I've been such a rotten daughter all these years, yet he and Mom never gave up on me. I need to be here for him the way he was always there for me. Even if it means.... It means..."
"He wouldn't want you to witness that, young one," Obi-Wan gently told her. "All he wants is for you to be back home with your mother and siblings. He only wants you to be safe."
Tears appeared in Leia's eyes. "I want the same for him."
Obi-Wan didn't know how to respond to that. Anakin had chosen a path that would lead him to certain doom. (He was rapidly weakening before Obi-Wan's eyes. He was barely holding his own against the Sith lord.) Han had spoken the truth. If they couldn't get Leia to come while Anakin was still alive to keep Palpatine occupied, they would never make it out of the palace.
He needed to make Leia see reason as soon as possible, but how?
What could convince her that it was best to leave?
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Since it happened so rarely, Sidious had no qualms about admitting to himself he had been wrong and he had been very wrong about not wanting to truly fight Anakin. He was enjoying himself more than he had in decades. (Ruling the galaxy did not provide him with many opportunities to face off against worthy adversaries this way.) While Anakin was not the duelist he had used to be (he had spent the last sixteen years as a civilian, after all), he was still an excellent opponent and the fight would last longer than anticipated.
As they clashed lightsabers, Anakin would occasionally go on the offensive, but he was mainly defending himself as they traversed the throne room. Anakin's favorite evasive tactic seemed to be jumping and somersaulting over his head as a momentary escape. (He kept allowing himself to be backed into corners and against walls, the most glaring evidence that he was out of practice.)
To be honest, Sidious could have easily ended the fight each time Anakin took a leap. With a single jab of his lightsaber, he could have impaled him as he passed over his head. Or, more preferably since he had no desire to kill Anakin if he could help it, he could have taken off his legs with a slicing motion. But that would have cut his enjoyment short and that was the last thing he wanted. After all, how long would it be before he had another opportunity to use his skills like this?
He once again saw the telltale signs that Anakin was about to leap again and, instead of letting him get away, he decided to show Anakin that he was not keeping himself as safe as he believed he was. He shoved him with a Force push that sent him slamming into the staircase that was behind him.
"You've grown too predictable, my friend," he taunted as Anakin slowly rose to his feet, groaning. "You must know that you have no chance of defeating me. Surrender unless you want to die in front of your child."
"I thought it was time for me to die," Anakin shot back, getting back into the ready position.
"Words spoken in the heat of the moment," Sidious waved him off. The longer he could prolong Anakin's life, the better. He wanted to make him suffer. And that couldn't happen if he was dead. "My new apprentice will need his parents until he is old enough to begin his training. I know nothing of child-rearing. I don't want to make the same mistakes I made with my Hand."
"You're insane if you think I would ever willingly help you turn any of my children into monsters," Anakin informed him as they began to circle each other. "I would rather die first."
"Oh, you're going to die, Anakin," Sidious told him, his mind searching for ways to non-fatally end the fight. (Not too quickly though...) It was very possible he'd have to take off one of his limbs after all... "You betrayed me and you are going to pay for that with your life. But a quick death is too good for you. No, I want you utterly destroyed before I allow you to die. By the time death claims you, you will have been begging for it for a long, long time."
"That's not going to happen," Anakin stated.
"We'll just have to see, won't we?" Sidious challenged.
And then he launched into a new offensive.
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Anakin was ready for the Sith lord's attack. He had taken the few moment's reprieve that their verbal exchange had given him to use the Force to once again replenish his energy. While it couldn't do anything for his pain (he had a feeling that he had broken something when Sidious had slammed him into that staircase), it at least gave him the strength to continue to fight. Obi-Wan and Ahoska inexplicably still hadn't left with Leia. (What were they waiting for?) He couldn't give up until they were gone.
He and Sidious continued their fast-paced clash, continuously moving the battle between the throne room's upper and lower levels. He could feel his energy beginning to wane all over again.
He doubted he'd get another break like the one he'd just had.
The inevitable end was coming ever closer.
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"That's it," Han announced. "I'm just grabbing her."
This had gone on long enough. Leia shouldn't be allowed to see her father killed in front of her. The kid was going to have enough nightmares from this experience as it was. The last thing she needed was to witness her father being gutted. (Why neither of her Jedi rescuers had forced the issue was beyond him.)
"I strongly advise against it," Kenobi spoke up. "Leia will not go quietly and her protests will draw the Emperor's attention. Once that happens, there'll be no hope of escape."
"The whole point of her daddy doing whatever it is he's doing was to keep His Highness busy while we left with Leia," Han reminded him. "We need to do something to get her moving. And I suggest we do it soon." He gestured towards where Skywalker and the Emperor were facing off. "Her father's not looking so hot. I don't think he's going to be able to keep this up much longer."
Kenobi's expression saddened. "Unfortunately, neither do I. Anakin hasn't lived as a Jedi in a long time and he's greatly out of practice with a lightsaber. The only reason the duel has gone on as long as it has is because the Emperor is merely playing with him. It-"
"Playing?!" Han incredulously interrupted. "You call that playing?"
He didn't know what Kenobi was seeing, but what he saw was two men violently trying to kill each other. There was nothing playful about it. They were deadly serious.
"Darth Sidious is taking his time and enjoying himself," Kenobi explained. "If he merely wanted Anakin dead, he would have killed him immediately. The Emperor is a highly skilled duelist. He easily defeated the two greatest Masters of our Order. As I already mentioned, Anakin hasn't wielded a lightsaber in years. No, he's keeping Anakin alive because he isn't finished with him yet.
"But if Leia does a thing to draw attention to herself," Kenobi pointedly added, "he will kill Anakin so he doesn't have to worry about him while dealing with her."
"So what you're saying is that we're stuck until Leia decides to leave on her own," Han summarized.
"That's pretty much it," Tano chimed in to the conversation. "The next move has to be Leia's."
"Yeah, and that's going to happen while her father's still breathing," Han sarcastically commented.
"Which is exactly the problem," Kenobi replied.
Han sighed. "She's a stubborn one. Stupid kid."
She was the only person he knew who'd blow her own chance of escape in the hopes of rescuing one of her rescuers.
"Yet a kid you clearly have feelings for," Kenobi knowingly said. "Powerful ones at that."
Han stared at him, shocked at his knowledge.
"Wha-? How do you...?"
Kenobi gave him a kind smile. "Your feelings for her radiate into the Force. They are obvious to anyone who can sense them."
Han didn't know how to react to that. While his time here had proven the existence of the Force (he'd witnessed too much to still deny it), he didn't like that it could be used to pry into his personal feelings. Not that he'd ever deny what he felt for Leia... But in his line of work, knowing that there were beings out there capable of reading him without his even knowing it made him uncomfortable. It would make bluffing his way out of bad situations nearly impossible.
"Go be with her now," Kenobi urged. "If she chooses not to leave, she'll need you when the inevitable happens."
Han nodded, not knowing what else to do.
He walked over to where Leia was standing, watching the duel with rapt fascination. He reached out and took her hand in his.
Leia did not look at him, but she did squeeze his hand, acknowledging his presence.
He supposed that if he couldn't get her to leave, then standing by her side until the very end was the best thing he could do for her.
He had no intention of allowing the woman he loved to die alone.
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Sidious decided that it was time to bring the duel to an end. Anakin was slowing down and he was obviously in physical pain. It would not take much to defeat him at this point and it could be easily accomplished without killing him.
They were currently battling in the throne room's lower level. Since the tactic had worked so well previously, Sidious planned on knocking him back into the staircase. But he wasn't going to wait until Anakin tried to jump again. No, the next time the fight brought them near it, he would use the Force to lift his opponent and slam him against the steps.
And this time, he wouldn't let him get back up.
At the moment, the stairs were behind him. He would have to allow Anakin to take the offensive so he could get them close enough. His best course of action would be to get onto the steps and use them to launch himself over Anakin's head so he could get behind him.
It was a risky move, however. He was not as young as he used to be and a bad landing was not something he wanted to deal with. But he had to take the chance. It was the best way to end the fight.
Feigning a misstep, he allowed Anakin's blade to push him back and, as he predicted, Anakin grabbed the opportunity to take the offensive.
"You can't defeat me," Sidious taunted, encouraging Anakin to press the attack. "Why not make things better for yourself and just simply surrender? There's no need to continue this contest."
"I'll never surrender," Anakin informed him, plunging headlong into the trap. "I will not allow you to win if I can help it."
Sidious laughed. "You overestimate your skills, old friend," he said as his foot bumped the bottom of the stairs. He moved onto the first step. "You have done an adequate job of defending yourself so far, but that is all you are. Adequate." He moved up another step. "In fact, I believe your daughter is currently more skilled with a lightsaber than you are due to my teachings but she could not best me either." He moved up again and smiled as he thought of something that would anger Anakin more than he already was, distracting him long enough to jump and get behind him. "Maybe the two of you working together might have a chance of beating me."
He planted his right foot on the next step up, preparing to push off as soon as he finished saying the perfect words.
"Perhaps we should ask her to join us."
"You are never coming near her again!" Anakin heatedly shot back, his anger flaring as Sidious gathered the Force to aid his jump.
But at exactly the same moment that he started to launch himself, Anakin swung his lightsaber at him.
In the process of raising his own blade to block Anakin's, the unthinkable happened.
He lost his balance and fell backwards onto the stairs.
And Anakin's lightsaber caught his left leg as it flew out from under him.
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Anakin stared in disbelief at the injured Sith lord.
Did that really just happen? he incredulously asked himself, all of the anger draining from him. Did I actually win the fight?
Darth Sidious, the evil man who had ruled the galaxy for so many years and had single-handedly nearly destroyed Anakin's life, was sprawled out on the staircase, his left leg severed at the knee. His lightsaber had been knocked out of his hand and laid on the ground several feet away.
"Dad!" Leia cried happily from somewhere above him on the upper level. "Dad! You did it!"
"Stay back!" he warned her without looking up, snapping out of his shock as Sidious groaned and started attempting to push himself into a sitting position. "He's still very dangerous."
As if to illustrate Anakin's point, the Emperor sent Force lightning at him. But Anakin had been expecting an attack and was able to immediately catch the blast with his lightsaber.
"The fight is over, Your Majesty," Anakin informed him when he ended the barrage, relief and hope beginning to fill him. Against all odds, he had survived the duel. Could his luck possibly continue to hold out until he was reunited with his entire family? "You've lost."
"I never lose!" Sidious insisted and once more shot Force lightning from his fingers.
Anakin again deflected the onslaught, his lightsaber absorbing the brunt of the deadly energy.
Cries of "Dad!" and "Anakin!" came from above him, but he couldn't risk taking his attention from Sidious for one second. One lapse in his defense and he'd be instantly hit by the Force lightning.
And he honestly didn't know how long he'd be able to keep blocking the blasts as it was...
"All of you, get the hell out of here already!" he ordered them without looking. "Go now!"
"Not without you!" Leia defiantly shot back.
Damn it, Leia! he silently cursed. She was too hard-headed for her own good. She was worse than both Padmé and himself put together.
"Obi-Wan, do whatever it is you have to do, but I want Leia gone now!" he called.
"No!" Leia refused. "I won't go!"
"You need to listen to your father," Ahsoka urged.
"Please, Leia, do as he says," Obi-Wan added. "He will follow us as soon as he can."
Anakin wondered if Obi-Wan truly believed that he could find a way out of the situation or if he was just saying it to motivate Leia to leave.
Personally, he was more inclined to believe it was the latter.
He didn't see any way he could get away unless Sidious voluntarily stopped shooting the lightning at him. And that was as likely to happen as a blizzard on Tatooine.
"When I'm finished with you, I'm going to punish my former apprentice for her betrayal," Sidious called over the Force lightning, proving without a doubt that he would never stop until Anakin was incapacitated. "How good of her to stay so close by."
I have to do something! Anakin realized. He had to find a way to escape the attack before his strength failed him and the lightning hit him. He could only keep blocking it for so long... Because the moment he faltered, injured or not, Sidious would find a way to go after Leia. And he could not let that happen.
Anakin wracked his brain for ideas of how to draw Sidious's attention away from himself long enough that he could move out of the lightning's range. When nothing immediately came to mind, he began to scan the room with his eyes for inspiration.
And that was when he saw it: Sidious's fallen lightsaber.
He didn't know how rusty his fine control over small objects with the Force was, but if he could move it somewhere behind Sidious and then ignite it...
"I am starting to regret my decision to let you live for now," Sidious continued as Anakin reached out towards the lightsaber with the Force. "There may not be enough punishments in the universe to make you suffer for each and every crime you have committed against me. Killing you now would save me a great deal of trouble."
Anakin lifted the lightsaber from the floor.
"But I would regret not being able to see you suffer," Sidious went on, completely unaware of Anakin's actions. "I want to witness your pain! And I will revel in it!"
As he moved the weapon closer to their position, Anakin suddenly realized that with one plunge of the blade, he could end Sidious's reign of terror once and for all. It was an opportunity he never dreamed he would get. (In all honesty, if it weren't for Leia's presence, he would have been long dead by now.) He could single-handedly free the galaxy from the clutches of the Sith.
But he couldn't do it.
Not with Leia watching.
Although Sidious had made sure to share with her his murderous actions of the night that would forever haunt him, Anakin did not want his daughter to see him take a life. Not even the life of a monster. He needed her to see him as the Jedi he had once been. And Jedi did not kill unless they were left without any other choice. (His bad habit of executing his opponents rather than capturing them, such as Count Dooku, was another regret that he would have for the rest of his life.) They preferred for their enemies to face trial and receive punishment for their crimes.
Because of Leia, Sidious would be allowed to live.
Distracting him isn't going to be good enough, he realized. I need to make it so he can't stop us from leaving.
And the best way to do that would be to remove his ability to attack them with Force lightning.
Permanently.
Finding the button on the hilt through the Force, Anakin activated the red blade, and adjusting his virtual grip on the saber, yanked it through the air and swung the blade straight down across the Sith lord's wrists, instantly ending the lightning.
Palpatine screamed in pain as Anakin both released Sidious's lightsaber from his Force hold and shut off his borrowed one before hooking it to his belt. He backed away from his crippled opponent, feeling drained and more exhausted than he had in many, many years.
All he wanted to do was collapse somewhere and go to sleep for a week.
"Dad!" Leia happily cried and the next thing Anakin knew, she was slamming into him and hugging him tightly.
"You did it! You stopped him!" she praised him. "You saved us!"
Anakin brought his arms around her and held her as close as he could.
"Oh, Leia," he murmured, closing his eyes and reveling in the fact that his beloved daughter was finally safe.
This is what he had risked everything for. To save her. She was free from Sidious now and that was the only thing that mattered.
"You will pay for this!" Sidious snarled from where he was now trapped on the stairs. With only one leg and two arms that ended in stumps, he wouldn't be able to move very far without help. "You will suffer for what you have done to me! You think you've defeated me, but this is far from over, Anakin! You can try to hide, but I will find you wherever you go and I will make you pay!"
"Anakin," Obi-Wan's voice quietly spoke.
Anakin looked up to see that his friend and brother had come to join him and Leia.
"Now we can finally leave," Obi-Wan told him.
"Yes," Anakin agreed, ignoring Palpatine's angry ranting. He could carry on all he wanted, but he was physically unable to stop them. And he wouldn't be going anywhere until someone found him. "Let's get out of here."
He loosened his hold on Leia and moved away from her so they could both walk.
"Are you bringing her with us?" Anakin asked as they started towards one of the other staircases that connected the two levels, gesturing towards the still unconscious Mara who had been transferred to the arms of Leia's still unidentified friend.
"Yes," Obi-Wan answered. "I believe there's hope for her. She never asked to be the way she is. She wasn't given any choice in the matter. I don't know if she'll ever become a Jedi, but any life is better than remaining the Emperor's servant."
"I won't have to have anything to do with her, will I?" Leia innocently wanted to know.
Both Anakin and Obi-Wan chuckled at Leia's question. It seemed absurdly out of place considering what they had all just gone through.
"Nothing is certain, young one," Obi-Wan told her. "The future is always in motion."
"There is no place in the universe that you and your precious family can hide from me!" Sidious continued to threaten as they climbed the steps. "Today has done nothing but bought you a little time. Sooner or later, I will find you! And when I do, I will make you watch as I take everything you love and destroy it! I won't let you die until you have absolutely nothing left! And even then, I might prolong your life so you can witness your now unborn child's ascendance to a full Sith!
"Yes, your child will belong to me!" Sidious continued just as Anakin, Obi-Wan, and Leia reached their waiting companions. "Do not ever doubt that. He or she will be my apprentice. And he or she will become the perfect Sith. Unlike your other brats, he or she will not be tainted by your and Padmé's weak emotions. He or she will only know what I allow him or her to know."
"Does this guy ever shut up?" Leia's friend complained. "I ask in all seriousness because he's done nothing but run his mouth since I've met him. And I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm getting pretty tired of His Highness's voice."
"I'm tired of him period," Leia put in. "He's a complete psycho!"
Anakin couldn't help but tiredly smile at Leia's simple description.
"If you surrender now, I may consider allowing your elder children to live," Palpatine called, changing tactics. "I was simply going to kill them since I have no use for them, but as a reward for your cooperation, I could prolong their worthless lives. But if you leave now, I will make sure you watch as I kill them one at a time. Slowly and painfully."
"Don't listen to him, Anakin," Obi-Wan urged as Anakin caught himself starting to hesitate at the Sith's words. Before, Sidious had only been ranting about taking his revenge out on him. Now he was threatening his family... "He is just trying to upset you. All of your children will be safe from now on."
"The Alliance and the Jedi will protect you and your entire family," Ahsoka added. "He will never get to any of you ever again."
"I have very special plans for your wife," Sidious went on. "Would you like to know what they are?"
"Keep walking," Obi-Wan instructed. "Ignore him."
"If the child she now carries fails to perform adequately as my new apprentice, I will simply have the two of you conceive another one," the Emperor cheerfully continued his one-sided dialogue and Anakin found it impossible to take Obi-Wan's advice. The threats were growing more and more personal... "This process will continue until I have the perfect apprentice. After that, I will no longer have any use for her either.
"Perhaps I will make you watch her death the way I will make you watch your children's."
Anakin stopped cold at this last declaration.
Despite Obi-Wan and Ahsoka's assurances of his family's safety, he knew that Sidious meant every word and that he had every intention of following through on each and every threat. He would be even more relentless in his search for them than he had been in the last sixteen years. Would the Alliance and the Jedi truly be able to keep them hidden away under such impossible circumstances?
And at what cost? What kind of life would that be for Padmé and the children? It wouldn't be fair to them.
There was only one way for his family to be truly safe...
"Anakin?"
He shook himself out of his private reverie and saw that Obi-Wan had broken off from the group and come back for him while Leia and the others were entering the passageway.
"She's going to wait for me, isn't she?" he asked although he already knew the answer.
"You know she refuses to leave without you," Obi-Wan told him. "She won't listen to reason. Believe me, we've all tried. She's as stubborn as both of her parents."
"You have to make her leave," Anakin simply said, ignoring the lightness of Obi-Wan's comments. "I don't care how, but I want her gone from here before I do what I'm about to do. I don't want... I just can't have her here when I do what needs to be done."
Realization flickered across Obi-Wan's face. "You're going to kill him."
"If I don't, we'll never be safe," he told him, comfortable with his decision. It was the right thing to do. "He'll never stop hunting us. You heard him. I have to protect my family, Obi-Wan. I have to."
"You don't think-"
"No, I know," Anakin cut him off. "There's nowhere the Alliance can place us that he won't look. This is the only way."
"Then let me help-"
"No," he cut him off a second time. "This is something I have to do alone."
"You're certain?"
"Everything that's happened since the day I made the worst mistake of my life is my fault," Anakin said. "I'm the only one who can set it right."
A silence fell between them.
"What can I tell Leia to make her go?" Obi-Wan asked after a couple of moments. "It has to be something believable."
"Just tell her that I'm knocking out all of his communication devices," Anakin told him. "And that I'll follow as soon as I'm finished."
Another moment of silence descended upon the two men.
"Anakin," Obi-Wan quietly spoke, "are you going to be all right after you do this? It's been a very long time since you've taken a life."
"I don't know," he honestly answered. "But I just know that if I don't, I'm condemning my family to a life forever on the run. I'm doing this for them."
Obi-Wan placed a hand on his arm. "May the Force be with you."
Anakin returned the gesture. "May the Force be with you, Master."
Obi-Wan nodded at him before stepping back and heading in the direction of the passageway.
Anakin watching his closest and best friend for a moment before unhooking the lightsaber from his belt and turning back to where Sidious waited on the steps.
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"What is going on?" Leia demanded to know as she watched Dad and Obi-Wan talking. "Why aren't they coming here already? What's taking so long?"
It took every bit of self control she possessed to keep herself from stomping back into the throne room and dragging Dad back with her.
"Take it easy, sweetheart," Han suggested from where he was leaning against the wall with the passed out Mara in his arms. "They'll be here soon enough. They just need to talk something out."
"They could do that while we're heading out of this place," Leia countered without taking her eyes off of Dad. "I want to leave already!"
"We could start searching for a way out," Ahsoka suggested. "They could just catch up to us."
"No, we go together," Leia insisted. "It's the only way to make sure we all get out of here safely and in one piece."
Then, to her utter disbelief, Dad and Obi-Wan started walking in the opposite directions. Obi-Wan was headed their way while Dad was headed back towards the nutjob.
Are you kidding me? Dad, what in the galaxy are you doing?
"That's it!" she muttered and she stepped out into the throne room.
"Where do you think you're going?" Han called after her.
"To talk some sense into my father!"
"Leia, wait!" Ahsoka protested.
But before she could take two steps into the room, Obi-Wan was in front of her and gently pushing her back.
"Hey! What gives!"
"Leia, your father wants us to return to the ship while he disables all of the Emperor's communication devices before power is restored to the rest to the palace," he told her. "He feels that he'll be able to work faster without any help and that he'll meet us back at the ship."
She eyed him skeptically. While what he said did sound like something Dad would say, his Force sense felt off. Something wasn't right with what he was telling her.
To be honest, it felt like he was straight out lying...
"No, I think we should-"
"Leia," Obi-Wan interrupted, "he insisted that we leave the throne room now. The power is still out and he believes we're less likely to be seen if we go before it's turned back on. Please."
Leia felt a hand land on her shoulder and turned to see that Han had come to stand beside her.
"Kid, I think it's time to do as your daddy says," he said. "He's not in danger of being killed by His Royal Stumpiness anymore if that's what you're worried about. What's he gonna do? Bite him? We really do need to go now. Remember, we don't have Miss Cheerful to guide us and we have no idea where we're going. The sooner we move, the sooner we'll find our way out."
"I don't know..."
Yet, there was a lot of truth to what he'd just said. The Emperor really couldn't do anything to hurt Dad now. He literally had no hands! Maybe it was okay to go ahead without him.
"O-okay," she at last agreed. "Dad can catch up with us later."
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Sidious grunted with effort as he succeeded in raising himself up another step. The method of using his one remaining leg and his elbows to move was slow-going, but progress was progress and he was determined to get himself back to his throne. Once there, he could start trying to contact Commander Illik, which he wouldn't be able to do until the power was restored to the rest of the palace. Once he reached Illik, he could order him to lock down the palace. Anakin could not be allowed to escape.
His anger flared up at the thought what the ignorant man had done to him, most likely without even realizing it. With the loss of his hands and his leg, his connection to the Force was now diminished. He would never again be as powerful as he had been due to the reduced number of midi-chlorians in his body. (Thankfully, there was no one left alive who would realize this.) It was a devastating blow.
How he was going to make Anakin suffer for this!
Any stays of execution he had been considering for his children-
The sound of approaching footsteps pulled him out of his thoughts. He twisted himself around and was surprised to see Anakin appear at the top of the steps.
"You're still here?" he questioned, wondering why Anakin wasn't blindly wandering his private passageways trying to find an exit with his beloved daughter and their companions. (Without his Hand to guide them, Anakin and his party would not know where any of them were located. His guards would be easily able to recapture them at any time.) "You have never been one to gloat, so I am assuming you have returned to warn me to stay away from your family? Which I assure you I have no intention of ever doing."
"No," Anakin simply said. He ignited his lightsaber. "I haven't."
Sidious's eyes widened as he realized Anakin's purpose in coming back.
No! He wouldn't dare!
"So you intend to kill me?" he wanted to know, unsure if Anakin would actually go through with it or if he was just bluffing.
In the past, Anakin had only killed when angry or afraid. He was neither now.
"Your death is the only way to ensure my family's safety," Anakin simply said, as calm and in-control as Sidious had ever seen him. "And I am not leaving this place until I know you will never come after any of us ever again."
The first inklings of true fear made their way into his heart.
Anakin was not bluffing. He was deadly serious.
"Anakin, please be reasonable!" he pleaded, furiously scouring his mind for ways to get Anakin to reconsider. This could not be happening! He was destined to rule the galaxy for countless years to come! He was supposed to begin a new Sith legacy! He was not supposed to die at the hands of his weak former apprentice! "You think killing me will protect them? You? My death will change nothing! Do you truly believe there would be no contingences in place in the event of my death? My orders regarding you and your pathetic family will continue to stand with or without me!"
While technically true, he had not actually given new orders regarding Anakin and his family. And he had rescinded the old ones once his Hand had verified that they had been located. But Anakin didn't know this and that was what Sidious was counting on.
"You were the only one I ever worried about finding us," Anakin said, moving onto the steps and standing above his former master. "You were the only one who could cause us any real harm. No one else poses the kind of threat you do. A threat that I finally realized that I need to end.
"Once and for all."
Anakin gestured with his left hand and Sidious was lifted into the air above the stairs.
"W-what will your children think if you do this?" he tried another tactic, his fear starting to expand. Anakin wasn't backing down. "Two of them still believe you to be nothing but a Jedi! A heroic Jedi who would never kill in cold blood! Are you willing to destroy your image in their eyes?"
"But as you yourself have said, I'm not a Jedi anymore, am I?" Anakin responded, moving Sidious off of the stairs and onto the throne room's upper level. "And as you well know, I have killed many, many times in cold blood. What is one more death?"
"What about Padmé?" he desperately attempted again as he was lowered to the floor. Even if Anakin still didn't have him in a Force hold, he couldn't get away. His injuries kept him immobilized. "What will she think of this? I am injured and unarmed and you are perfectly calm and clear-minded. This won't be like the other times when she's forgiven you for your murderous actions."
"Padmé will understand that it was for the best," Anakin countered, gesturing again and Sidious's discarded lightsaber flew into his hand. "Neither of us will ever forget or completely forgive what I've done in the past. It will haunt both of us for the rest of our lives. But I never killed for power or pleasure the way you have. You started a war for the simple purpose of putting the galaxy under your control. You all but destroyed the Jedi and you removed a government that, while flawed, at least attempted to be fair. You execute anyone who disagrees with you and you've wiped out entire populations for refusing to bend to your will.
"You, Your Majesty, are a monster."
For the first time in a very long time, real fear began to fill Sidious.
"I will give you anything if you spare my life!" he begged. "Anything you desire! Name it and it's yours! Just, please, don't kill me!"
Anakin ignited Sidious's blade.
"I made a terrible mistake the day that I disagreed with Master Windu," he spoke as he placed each blade on either side of Sidious's neck. "I was so afraid of losing Padmé that I didn't really listen to what he was saying. It wasn't until many years later that I realized you had said the exact same thing about Count Dooku before you encouraged me to kill him.
"He's too dangerous to be kept alive."
"Anakin, please!"
"Your rule is over. Burn in all the hells."
And with that, there was a burning sensation and then nothing at all.
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Author's Notes: At long last, the story has reached its conclusion. It's been quite the journey! I thank everyone who has followed this story and/or trilogy from the beginning. I hope it has been an enjoyable experience for you all.
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"He's coming," Obi-Wan informed the restless and unnerved Leia, who had been unable to keep still from the moment they had boarded the ship. "Your father will be here momentarily, young one."
"You're sure?" she asked hopefully, dashing to the open hatch and looking out into the docking bay. "I don't see him yet."
He shook his head at how very much like Anakin she was.
"Patience," he counseled her. "He will be here soon."
He could understand her eagerness to see her father again, especially after the scare she had just had about him.
For the first time since opening herself to the Force, Leia had felt someone die. It had been a powerful and disturbing sensation and it had left her shaken. When she had asked what she had just experienced, Obi-Wan had explained it to her. Her immediate reaction was that it must have been Anakin she had felt die and she had started to break down. Unlike a trained Jedi, she had not detected the darkness within the extinguished lifeforce. It had taken both Ahsoka and Obi-Wan several minutes to explain this to her and assure her that her father was still alive.
Darth Sidious was dead.
Anakin had done what he had set out to do. (When Leia had asked how he thought the Emperor had died, Obi-Wan had lied and told her he had no idea. Anakin had made it clear he didn't want Leia to know the role he had played in Palpatine's death.)
But his actions had left him in a bad place. A mix of relief and self-loathing radiated through the Force. He had not taken a life in over a decade and he was not the same man he had been all those years ago. He was bothered by what he had done. For a while, Obi-Wan worried that he would stay so the Empire could capture and punish him for killing their leader. But, to his relief, Anakin had reached out to him through the Force to let him know that he was on his way.
Obi-Wan also detected a thread of fear in Anakin's Force sense. He had a feeling that this was related to his seeing Padmé again, which Anakin had believed would never happen. Since he had expected to die, he hadn't been too concerned over the way he had left her behind against her will. Everything was different now and he was going to have to face her.
He decided that he would take Anakin aside for a private talk once they were away from Coruscant and in hyperspace.
"I see him!" Leia excitedly cried. "He's here!"
Obi-Wan quickly came to stand next to her and placed a gentle restraining hand on her arm to keep her from running to meet Anakin.
Anakin was slowly making his way across the docking bay, the pain from his injuries clearly written on his face.
"We'll lift off as soon as he's onboard," Obi-Wan told her. "Why don't you go strap-"
"I'm not going anywhere until Dad is standing in the ship," she asserted.
Obi-Wan knew better than to argue with a stubborn Skywalker.
Anakin finally reached the ship's ramp.
"Is the ship warmed?" he asked as he neared the hatch.
"Ahsoka and Captain Solo are just waiting to hear that you've arrived," Obi-Wan told him. "We requested clearance to leave as soon as we boarded."
"Good," Anakin said as he entered the ship. "If I never-"
He was cut off as Leia threw her arms around him and held on to him as if for dear life.
"Dad!"
While father and daughter spoke, Obi-Wan pressed the button to retract the ramp and close the hatch. He then went over to the nearest wall intercom.
"We're clear," he informed the cockpit. "Take off as soon as you can."
"Taking off...now," Ahsoka replied as the ship started to vibrate with the lift off. "How is everybody back there?"
Obi-Wan looked over to Anakin and Leia, who were seated together and talking quietly.
"Alive," he simply said.
"Thank the Force for that," she commented.
"Yes," he agreed and ended the connection.
He made his way over to where Anakin and Leia were sitting and sat down next to Anakin.
"Are you all right?" he asked.
Anakin gave him a tight smile. "Honestly? No. But I will be." He indicated Leia with his head. "I have to be."
"You made the only decision you could," Obi-Wan let him know. "And you did it for the right reasons."
"I hope so, Master," he said. "All I could think about was protecting my family from him."
"Which is exactly what you did," Obi-Wan assured him. He paused before adding, "Padmé will tell you the same thing."
As Obi-Wan expected, Anakin looked stricken at the mention of his wife.
"Anakin, you know what you did to her was wrong," he gently told him. "Whatever your reasons, you treated her like a helpless child instead of a grown woman. She has every right to be angry with you. You know that, don't you?"
"I do," Anakin answered. "She probably never wants to see me again."
"I sincerely doubt that," Obi-Wan countered. "She loves you very much. Just because she's angry at you doesn't mean she suddenly hates you. But you will need to apologize to her."
"I will," he promised. "As many times as I need to."
Obi-Wan smiled. "I believe once will be enough."
"Dad, why is Mom mad at you?" Leia spoke up, having heard the entire conversation and knowing nothing of what it was about. "What did you do this time?"
Obi-Wan couldn't help but chuckle at Leia's guileless question. It was such a normal thing for a child to ask one parent regarding another. Leia may have briefly been a Sith apprentice, but she was still a teenage girl.
Anakin tried to glare at him but then started to laugh himself.
His laughter was contagious and Obi-Wan ended up laughing with him, the tension that had surrounded them instantly broken.
After everything they had just been through it was the kind of release they needed.
"What's so funny?" Leia demanded to know, completely lost and obviously not happy about it. "What are you two laughing about?"
"You'll understand when you're older," Anakin told her after he had somewhat regained control of himself. "It's a grown-up thing."
Leia made a noise. "I'm almost an adult. I'll be eighteen in less than two years. You can tell me what you're laughing about."
"Ask your mother," was Anakin's reply before both he and Obi-Wan started to laugh again.
((((())))))
"Yes, Merizal is further away than Sarnish, but I believe it's the wiser planet to conduct any business on," Padmé told the High Council.
When she had commed Bail to inform him that she had been unceremoniously left behind from the mission, he had immediately invited her to take part in the Council meeting that was being held that afternoon. She had declined at first, knowing her children, especially Ammae, needed her. But then Master Yoda had come to speak to her about allowing Luke and Ammae to spend some time among the Jedi. He told her that they wanted to evaluate their abilities (given that Anakin was their father, there was no doubt both were extremely powerful with the Force) and to also see if either of them might want formal training. Deciding it would be a good distraction for them, she had agreed to let them go with him.
Then she had commed Bail back to give herself a distraction of her own.
She had needed something, anything to keep her mind off Anakin and Leia. In all honesty, she was more worried about Anakin doing something to get himself killed than of the mission succeeding. (She had complete faith that Obi-Wan and Ahsoka would free Leia even if Anakin did not survive. To not believe they would...) Without her there to calm him and set him straight...
If he died...
"And while Merizal also has a large Imperial presence," she continued, forcing her mind to focus on the here and now, "everything we've seen and heard indicates that the governor and his colleagues are very hands-off when it comes to the daily running of the planet. They are content to let the natives live as if they aren't even there. Any deal you make will most likely be ignored by the Imperials. They could provide us with the supplies we need for a long time to come and the Empire will merely assume that it is your everyday normal business deal."
"How can we be completely certain that the Empire is not only pretending to allow the planet to continue as if it isn't there?" Mon questioned. "What if this is a trap that we're walking right into?"
"It's possible of course, but one that would have taken more time to plan than they've had," Padmé answered. "Your representatives entered the largest city on the planet under the guise of business beings less than a week ago. They did not reveal themselves to be members of the Alliance at any time. Nor did they encounter a single Imperial. They contacted a few of the larger supply companies and requested estimates. If this is a trap, it's far more elaborate than anything I've ever heard the Empire being capable of."
"There's also the fact that none of the companies we are investigating contacted us first," Bail pointed out. "We initiated all negotiations. The Empire can't possibly know who we'll ultimately do business with. A trap would require that they control all aspects of our activities."
"We can actually use the Empire's ignorance to our advantage," Garm spoke up. "If we-"
"Mom! Mom!"
All eyes turned towards the conference room doors, which had slid open to admit Ammae, who was excitedly running to her, Luke, and Master Yoda.
"Please pardon our intrusion," Yoda said as Ammae came up to her and threw her arms around her waist as she stood up to greet her. "News for Senator Amidala, we have."
"They're back!" Ammae cried, practically jumping up and down. "Leia and Dad! They're here!"
"Wh-what?!"
Stunned, Padmé looked at Yoda for verification.
"Speaks truly, the youngling does," Yoda confirmed. "Rescued, your daughter has been. Arriving soon, both your husband and daughter will be."
Padmé collapsed back into her chair, her hands over her mouth and tears of relief forming in her eyes.
Anakin had survived! It was a miracle of the Force!
"Padmé, while your advice has been invaluable to us, I believe you have somewhere else to be now," Mon kindly told her, the other Council members nodding in agreement. "Go be with your family."
"Thank you, Mon," she said, rising to her feet and allowing Ammae, who was still radiating her joy, to take her hand. "Thank you, all of you, for everything you've done for us."
"Come on, come on!" Ammae urged, pulling her hand. "They'll be landing in the hangar any minute!"
"Ammae!" Luke admonished her. "Don't rush her. Give her a minute. Remember how you first felt when you sensed them."
"Oh," she said and instantly stopped pulling on her mother. "Sorry, Mom."
"That's all right, sweetheart," Padmé assured her as they exited the conference room, her mind focusing on what Luke had just said about sensing Anakin and Leia. If they had developed their ability to do that after only a few hours of training... "You and Luke felt them through the Force?"
"Uh-huh," Ammae verified. "Master Yoda told us to clear our minds and relax and suddenly I was seeing Dad and Leia on a ship. Luke said he did too. And that's when Master Yoda told us that we were seeing them right at that very instant! He told us how to reach out and touch them through the Force. They both feel different!"
Padmé was amazed at the simplified explanation of one of the ways the Force could be used. As the only non Force-sensitive member of the family, she would never be able to experience the same things as her husband and children. She had always felt such awe when witnessing a Jedi using the Force.
"That's wonderful, baby," she praised her.
"Feeling a great sadness, Anakin is," Yoda informed her as they walked down the hall. "Understand it, I cannot. Accomplished the mission, he did. Your daughter is free. Obi-Wan and Ahsoka, safe they are as well. And dead, Darth Sidious is."
Padmé felt her mouth drop open. "Palpatine...is dead? H-how?"
The news was shocking. The man who had destroyed their entire way of life and then had effortlessly taken over the galaxy over sixteen years ago was gone. The man who had been hunting them down ever since was dead.
They no longer needed to remain in hiding. They were safe.
They were finally free.
Yet according to Yoda, the fact that should have been causing Anakin great joy and relief was upsetting him. What had happened because she hadn't been there?
Oh, Anakin, what did you do, my love?
"Unknown, his cause of death is," Yoda told her. "Ask Anakin, you must."
"I have every intention of it," she promised.
((((())))))
The ship had been settled in the landing bay for less than two minutes before the ramp extended and the hatch slid open.
Padmé's breath caught in her throat as Leia appeared and then excitedly ran out of the ship.
"Mom! Mom!"
All Padmé could do was step forward with open arms.
Leia bounded into her arms and pulled her into a crushing hug.
"Leia," she murmured.
"Oh, Mom, I'm so sorry!" she cried. "I've been a horrible daughter! I should never have kept things from you and Dad and this is all my fault! I'm going to be a better person from now on! I promise! Can you ever forgive me?"
"Oh my darling," Padmé breathed, gently breaking out of Leia's hold and taking her tear-streaked face in her hands. "My baby. There's nothing to forgive you for. You're home safe and that's all that matters. I've missed you so much!"
"I've missed you too!"
Leia then pulled her into another hug.
"Hey! What about us? Didn't you miss us too?"
Padmé smiled at Luke's playful accusation.
"Not even for a millisecond!" Leia shot back as she released her mother.
"You're such a Hutt!" Luke retorted.
"You know you love it!" she informed him. "Come here you! And you too, Droid!"
Padmé's smile grew even wider as she observed her three children happily and tearfully embraced.
Then her smile faded as she looked up to see that Anakin was standing alone at the foot of the ramp, his distress plainly written on his face.
"He needs you," Obi-Wan, who had come up to her while she was busy with Leia, quietly spoke. "All I ask is that you put your anger over what he did to you aside for the moment."
"I'm not angry with him, Obi-Wan," she assured him. "How could I be when I know he meant well? And in all honesty, it turned out for the best. Ammae and Luke needed me."
An expression of surprise crossed Obi-Wan's face before he said, "He's been worried that you'd never want to see him again."
"But that's not all that's bothering him, is it?" she asked already knowing the answer. Normally she would have laughed off her husband's ridiculous belief, but Obi-Wan wouldn't have brought up her supposed anger if there wasn't another more pressing issue. "What's wrong?"
"This is something he needs to tell you himself," he answered. "Go to him."
She nodded and then walked past him, quickly closing the distance between Anakin and herself.
As she came up to him, he said, "Padmé, I'm so so-"
She cut him off by pulling him into a tight hug.
"Oh my love," she murmured against his chest, "I was so afraid I'd never see you again. Thank the Force you've come back to me safely. I love you so much, Anakin. I always will."
It was her hope that reassuring him of her love and devotion would make it easier to get him to confess whatever was torturing him this time.
"Padmé," he breathed. "Oh, Padmé. I love you."
"Now," she said, releasing him from her arms, "tell me what's wrong."
Anakin turned his gaze to the floor. "I did something, Padmé. Something I never thought I'd ever do again."
"And what is it you did?" she patiently asked, knowing that Anakin never said anything outright without some coaxing. She was confident it wasn't anything truly terrible. (Anakin had a very skewed judgment about so many things.) With Leia home safe and the Emperor dead, she wasn't worried about whatever it was. It had done nothing to prevent the positive outcome of the mission. "Remember, you can tell me anything, my love. I promise."
He reached out and took her hand. "Can we talk on the ship?"
"Of course," she told him. "Whatever you want."
She allowed him to gently pull her after him as he climbed the ramp and reentered the ship. He led her through the passenger compartment to the acceleration couch. He motioned for her to sit and then waited for her to do so before taking a seat beside her.
"Please, Anakin," she said as he turned his gaze to the floor, "tell me what's really bothering you."
"I..." he started hesitantly. "I... I killed him."
There was only one "him" he could mean.
"Palpatine."
He nodded and she instantly knew why he was so upset.
When they had gone into hiding all those years ago, Anakin's guilt over his actions as a Sith had made him vow that he never wanted to take another life again. He had wanted to put everything behind him and try to be a better person from that day forward. And he had. In fact, he had thrived. Life as a simple family man suited him. (The one time he had been willing to kill again was when Obi-Wan had initially found them on Postaym eleven years ago. At the time, Anakin had still believed the Jedi to be evil and he had been willing to do whatever it took to keep his family safe.)
"I... I had no choice," he quietly told her. "I-I didn't want to. I hadn't... But the things he was saying about what he was going to do to you and our children... I-I couldn't... I had to protect all of you. I..."
"Anakin, he was an evil monster who had taken countless lives without a single thought or even the slightest remorse," she firmly told him, reaching out and taking one of his hands in both of hers. "It was not murder when you killed him. You said it yourself, he didn't give you a choice. It was self-defense."
"But it wasn't," he disagreed. "You don't understand. I... I executed him. I had injured him and was going to leave him alive but I went back and I killed him. He was helpless and I executed him." Tears began to fall down his face. "I know what I did was wrong. But I couldn't... I had to..."
"Oh, Anakin," she breathed, hating that he was in so much pain for all the wrong reasons.
If anyone deserved to be put to death without trial, it was Palpatine. There was no telling how many beings (perhaps thousands) he had given the death sentence to himself and she doubted he ever gave any of them a second thought afterwards.
The fact that Anakin was so upset that he had taken a life...
"But I made sure Leia wasn't there when I did it," he added. "I didn't want her to see. I didn't want her to know..."
"You did the right thing," she assured him. "Thank you for protecting our daughter. Thank you for bringing her home to me."
She knew the best way to draw him out of his pain and guilt was to redirect his thoughts to the good that had come from his actions. The fact that he had done it to protect his family was the perfect topic.
"You said that Palpatine was threatening both me and the children," she went on. "What did he say he was going to do to us?"
"He... Oh, Force, Padmé, I'm not sure I should even tell you," he replied, finally looking at her. "It's so awful."
"I need to know," she insisted. "Please. Tell me."
He took a deep breath and turned away again. "He told me... He... He said he was going to kill Luke, Leia, and Ammae immediately because he had no use for them. He said... He said that...he was going to kill them...one by one. And that he was going to do it slowly and-and make me watch."
Padmé felt sick at the fate that could have befallen her precious babies if Anakin hadn't done what he had done. Her poor children... And, even more appalling, the fact that he was going to force Anakin to watch as he did it... She hoped with every fiber of her being that that Sith monstrosity burned in every hell there was for his depravity and cruelty.
Anakin placed his free hand on top of her still flat belly.
"He... He wanted our new baby as his apprentice."
She gasped at the horrific revelation as both of her hands reflexively came to cover his on her stomach.
"He-he told me that he was going to keep you alive in case this child failed as his apprentice," Anakin continued. "He kept saying over and over again that only wanted someone as my bloodline to be his apprentice. He said... He said he would make us keep having babies to replace each failure until one succeeded. He knew that...that I would never be with anyone but you. So... So..."
Padmé shuddered at the thought of being forced to conceive and carry a child to term for the sole purpose of producing the next generation of Sith. And knowing Palpatine's cruelty and low tolerance for failure, no child of hers would have survived for long under his tutelage. It would have been an endless cycle of heartbreak as child after child was put to death. She doubted she would have survived such a life for long.
"Thanks to you, my love, none of those things will ever happen," she soothingly assured him, pushing her own discomfort and disgust aside for her husband's sake. She pulled his hands from her body and clasped them tightly. "You put a stop to his evil once and for all. You saved us, Anakin. I don't know if I'll ever be able to thank you enough."
She knew that it didn't matter to him that he had saved an entire galaxy. All he cared about was protecting his family.
"You and the children are everything to me," he told her. "I couldn't..."
"You saved us," she reiterated, relieved that her tactic was working. "Don't ever let yourself forget it. What you did... You are our savior. I love you."
"But it doesn't change the fact that I killed a man," he countered, removing his hands from her grasp. "Yes, he was evil and I won't lie and say I'm not relieved he's dead, but he was still a living being. To know that I'm still capable of taking a life..."
And there it is, she realized. Anakin had just voiced the true reason of his unhappiness. It wasn't just that he had killed. It was because he had been able to kill.
"Did you enjoy it?" she pointedly asked him. She remembered him telling her how, while immersed in the dark side, he had taken great pleasure in his massacre of the Separatists. He had been so ashamed of his actions. "Did it feel good to kill him?"
"No! Of course not!" he protested, a shocked expression on his face. "How can you even ask me that?"
"Because it proves that just because you're capable of killing doesn't mean you're going to do it again any time soon," she informed him. "Or for pleasure. You're a good man, Anakin. When you killed during your time as a Jedi, it was always because the one death was a necessary evil. One bad being dying often prevent hundreds or even millions of innocents suffering the same fate. You used to understand this. It hasn't changed. You haven't changed."
She took his face in her hands.
"Killing Palpatine was self-defense," she declared. "He was threatening the well-being of you and your family. You took measures to end the threat. That's all there is to it. All right? It's over now. We're safe and we're free."
"So what now?" he asked her. "Where do we go from here?"
"What is it you want, Anakin?" she questioned him. "What will make you the happiest?"
"Honestly? To go back to the life we made for ourselves on Entellion," he told her. "We were happy there, Padmé. Luke had all of his clubs and projects. Ammae had her friends. We had our jobs. And Leia..." He gave a weak smile. "Well, Leia had something we didn't know about."
"Oh, Anakin," she sighed, part of her wishing things were that simple. She too had loved the life they had made for themselves over the past eleven years. But nothing would ever be the same again. Not after everything that had happened. "I don't think we can. We can't pretend to be anyone other than ourselves now. We've revealed our true identities to too many people. The Peridons can't exist anymore."
"I know," he nodded with a sigh of his own. "I just wish..."
She once again took his hands.
"So do I, my love," she echoed his sentiment.
She then stood up and gently tugged on his arms until he stood as well.
"Let's get back to the others," she stated. "I know of two people in particular who have been very worried about you and can't wait to see you."
He smiled at the mention of Luke and Ammae. "I can't wait to see them too."
"I'll take you to them," she told him. "And then we'll have a family discussion about what we're going to do next."
"Sounds like a plan," he agreed.
"Lead the way."
((((())))))
The loud crying coming through the baby monitor pulled Anakin from his deep sleep.
"Oh, no," he groaned, keeping his eyes closed. "Don't tell me she's hungry again!"
"She's just a four-month-old baby, Anakin!" Padmé scolded him and he felt the mattress give as she sat up in bed. "She can't help it if she's hungry. Besides, I think this may be a case of dirty diaper."
"Knowing Fahla, it's both!" Anakin proclaimed, opening his eyes and turning to look at the bedside chrono. It was 0430 in the morning. "She's got the appetite of a sarlacc and produces more poo-doo than a bantha!"
"Anakin!" Padmé laughed as she got out of the bed. "That's no way to talk about your daughter!"
"Why not? It's true!" he defended himself. "I don't remember any of our other children eating so much. Or going through as many diapers!"
"Anakin!" she laughed again, pulling on her robe. "You can't compare Fahla to her brother and sisters. She's bigger than they were at the same age."
"Yeah, because she eats three times as much!" he retorted.
Little Fahla had been a very healthy baby from the day she was born. She had come into the galaxy weighing more than any of her siblings (Luke and Leia had been naturally smaller since they were twins and shared the womb and Ammae was just petite) and she'd come with an appetite to match. Anakin had joked more than once that nursing was her favorite activity.
"Too bad we can't ask your mother about what you were like as a baby," Padmé shot back. "I have a feeling Fahla takes mostly after your side of the family."
"I don't know about that," he teasingly replied. "I've heard rumors that someone else in this room was a pretty rotten baby herself."
"Now you see why I'm afraid to leave you alone for five minutes with either of my parents?" she wanted to know. Ever since they had moved to Naboo nearly seven months ago (it was hard to believe it had been a full year since Sidious's defeat), they had been spending an enormous amount of time with Padmé's family. ("They're making up for the lost years," Padmé had said to explain their smothering behavior.) This week at Varykino in the Lake Country was planned as an "escape." "They'll tell you stories that are simply not true."
"I guess there's only one way to find out," Anakin proclaimed as he got out of bed. "I'm going to comm your mother!"
"Don't you dare!" she cried. "Anakin Skywalker, if you even think-"
Her threat was cut off by an even louder wail from Fahla.
"This isn't over!" Padmé mock-threatened as she started walking out of the door.
"Yeah, yeah," he playfully grumbled as he followed her.
Since this trip was not just the two of them, they had opted to stay on the main floor of the house rather than the master bedroom, which was by itself on one of the upper levels. Fahla's room was directly across the hall from theirs. (The next time they came and if Luke, Leia, and Ammae, who were currently training among the Jedi, were with them, the sleeping arrangements would be changed again.)
"It's all right, baby," Padmé called out as she entered the room. "Mommy's here. Mommy's going to take care of you."
"And Daddy too!" Anakin added for good measure as she went over to the crib.
Padmé gave him an exasperated look over her shoulder before reaching into the crib and picking up the wailing infant.
"There, there, my love," Padmé soothingly spoke to her daughter as she gently bounced her in her arms as she started to walk. "Mommy and Daddy are here. We're going to make it all better. Yes, baby. Yes."
Fahla's crying began to somewhat subside as Padmé moved back and forth across the room.
"Oh, it looks like Mommy was right about what woke you up!" Padmé proclaimed as she felt Fahla's diaper. "You need to be changed! Yes, you do! Yes, you do!"
Anakin shook his head before walking over to the changing table. He knelt down to retrieve a clean diaper from the shelving underneath the table.
"Diaper's ready," he announced.
Padmé kissed Fahla's head before carrying her over to the table. She gently placed the baby on the waiting pad.
By this time, Fahla had stopped crying altogether and was making her nonsense sounds as well as wiggling her little body.
"Ugh!" Anakin commented as Padmé skillfully unfastened and removed the soiled diaper. "You were saying about her poo-doo?"
"We're going to ignore Daddy because he's being a meanie," Padmé directed to Fahla. "Yes, he is! Yes, he is!"
"Hey, being right is not the same thing as being mean!" he protested as Padmé dressed her in a clean diaper. "I'm just calling it as I see it!"
Fahla gave a laugh as he tickled her stomach and clapped her little hands together.
"Let's see if you're hungry too," Padmé said as she took the baby back into her arms and went over to the rocking chair they had brought with them from home.
Anakin sat in the regular chair placed next to it.
She sat down and holding Fahla in one arm, skillfully opened her robe and unbuttoned her nightgown enough to expose a breast.
As soon as she was brought to it, Fahla latched on and began to hungrily nurse.
"Looks like someone else was right about why she woke up," Anakin smugly let her know. "She's a sarlacc!"
Padmé rolled her eyes at him before starting to gently rock in the chair.
A peaceful quiet settled over them that was only interrupted by Padmé's soft humming.
"Do you think we'll have any more?" Anakin asked after a while.
"Kids?" Padmé questioned. "I'm not sure. Four is a lot to handle as it is and there's also the fact that we're not exactly young anymore. Besides, it's highly likely we'll become grandparents in the next couple of years."
"I knew they were serious," Anakin said, referring to Leia and Han, who had seen either other frequently over the last year. "But that serious?"
"They've both mentioned marriage more than once," Padmé revealed to him. "Leia loves him and, Force, does he love her in return. The fact that he's made it very clear that he won't do anything inappropriate with her before she's eighteen proves it."
"She'll be eighteen in three and a half months," he pointed out.
"I know," Padmé said. "She's already started asking me questions about it."
"What?!" Anakin cried in shock.
He didn't know what to make of the idea of his first daughter becoming an adult as it was. But to find out that she was ready to have sex...
"He better marry her first," was all he could think to say.
Padmé chuckled. "There'll be a marriage. Eventually."
"At least we don't have to worry about Luke or Ammae doing anything like that," he said, forcing his mind off of Leia and Han.
"Oh, I don't know about Luke," she countered. "His relationship with Mara is getting pretty serious too. I don't know if either of them have said the word 'love' yet, but it's coming soon."
Bigger than his shock over Leia's sexual maturity was what he had witnessed between Luke and Mara Jade over the last year.
When Mara had been "rescued" from her years of servitude to the Emperor, she had been less than grateful. In the beginning, she had been enraged by the death of her master and had spoken non-stop about avenging him. After all, she had known nothing else but the life he had created for her. But after about a week and a half of impotent threats, she'd come to realize that without her master, she had nothing. Everything she'd ever known or wanted had come from him. She was completely lost and had fallen into a depression.
It was around this time that the Jedi Council had given her a choice. Either she could choose to train as a Jedi (Obi-Wan had been instrumental in getting the Council to consider this option) or she would be placed on a world where she was to remain for the rest of her life. Mara chose to train.
But Mara's less-than-friendly personality made her very unapproachable to the other Padawans her age. They all gave her a wide berth and she spent most of her time alone.
Only Luke made an effort to befriend her.
This development had come as a shock to both Anakin and Padmé because of how upset Luke had been over how she had deceived him to get into their home. But then they had realized that Luke was Luke and he could forgive just about anyone for anything. And after several persistent weeks, Mara had finally given in and opened up to him. After that, they were nearly inseparable.
And now after nearly a year together, it was clear that that friendship was becoming something more.
"Please tell me that Ammae doesn't have a boyfriend I don't know about," Anakin pleaded.
"Ammae is only eleven years old and she's more interested in being a Jedi than anything else," Padmé assured him. "Ahsoka is very pleased with her progress."
Of their three older children, Ammae was the only one who had decided she wanted to actually be a true Jedi. Luke and Leia were only studying to learn how to control their Force abilities and how to duel with lightsabers. Ahsoka had volunteered almost immediately to take her as her Padawan Learner. It was a perfect Master/apprentice match.
"You have no idea how relieved hearing that makes me," Anakin declared.
"Oh, I think I might," Padmé smiled as she shifted the still hungry Fahla to her other breast.
"And what about this little one, huh?" Anakin playfully asked as he stroked the bottom of her foot with a single finger. "What do you think the future will have in store for her?"
"Anything she wants," Padmé seriously answered. "With Palpatine long gone, the galaxy is finally at peace. There will be nothing standing in her way."
"Thank the Force for that," Anakin said.
"No," Padmé disagreed. "Thanks to you."
"Padmé..." he protested.
It had taken some time, but he'd finally gotten over his guilt and self-disgust for killing Sidious. It had been a necessary act and he'd never regretted making the decision, but he would never feel completely comfortable with his actions. He just hoped that he would never be pushed into a similar situation ever again.
"I love you, Anakin," Padmé told him, letting him know that she was dropping the subject. "Now and forever."
"I love you too."
With that, they fell back into a companionable silence.
And Anakin enjoyed every second of it.
The End
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