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Caitlin's POV
Its really good to have Barry back from the speedforce I can't imagine how it must've been for him to know there was a chance that he would never be able to see his friends again.
I was talking to Oliver the other day (For some of the 6 months I was gone I trained with Oliver) and he suggested that I train with Barry to test my powers.
"Hey Barry."
"Yeah Cait." Is it wrong that a shiver runs down my spine whenever he calls me that.
"I was wondering if you could spar with me." I ask timidly.
"Wait a minute, you want to have a one on one fight with me? Why?"
"It was actually Oliver's idea. He thought it would be a good idea and it would test both of our limits with our powers being opposites and all."
"Okay. Sure."
While I was working with team Arrow I sometimes went out onto the field with Oliver but my visit was mainly about me learning to control my powers and that whenever I did use them I wouldn't have to turn full Killer Frost and go on a rampage and try to kill everyone. He taught me to meditate my mind and instead of trying to fight against Killer Frost and being scared of her I should work with her and it might sound weird but I sometimes when I'm alone I will talk to her. I think that is part of the reason Frost was so angry last year was because while Team Flash understood that Killer Frost is me they didn't fully comprehend that she's her own person also. She has her own conscience she even has her own sense of style and the way she looks we only share the same body. Through Oliver's meditation we have slowly melted into each other and become one but I still can hear her voice in the back of my head sometimes an its good to not feel so alone in my head.
While I am back in STAR labs and with team Flash I can't get over how much has changed and the fact that there still night be some resentment left, I know Iris has made an effort to like me but ever since I first came back I can't stop thinking that a part of her does hate me for siding with Savitar and if I hadn't of teamed up with him Barry wouldn't have had to go into the speed force. I know Savitar may not have seemed like it but underneath all that pain and coldness a part of him was still Barry. When Cisco knocked me out in our fight he was actually worried about him, apparently that didn't happen in his timeline so he was worried I may have gotten really hurt but I didn't. He taught me a lot about my powers, one of the unique things I could do is actually look in to some ones mind when I kiss them its kind of like how I steal their heat I'm also taking their life force if I slow the process down enough I can push my conscience into the others minds and look at their memories and I can sometimes see what they're thinking. I only ever did it with Savitar considering if I tried on someone who wasn't a speedster I would end up killing them. I saw what it was like for him in the future. I saw what team flash did to him, how they abandoned him. Me form the future seemed to be the only one to accept the fact that he wasn't Barry. What scared me the most in his memories was how he got those scars on his face.
It was right after I had killed all of the other time remnants I couldn't find the original Flash he had dissapeared in a big flash of light like from the news paper and then I went for Savitar I kissed him and took almost all of the body heat out of his body and then I dragged my ice nails down the side of his face andy the time he had fully healed by my little heat attack the scars had become permanent after he turned to the dark side he became a demon him and Killer Frost started a relationship and they ruled central city together like King and Queen and when she got kidnapped thats when he decided to run back in time he didn't just need Iris to die to be born, he wanted revenge.
"Hey Cait!" I snap out of my daze
"Wh-what?" I ask disoriented.
"You okay you sort of blanked out for a minute."
"Yeah I'm fine just thinking about stuff."
"Like what?" He asked curiously.
"Nothing. Just random stuff."
"Oka-ay. You ready?"
"Yeah let's go." I challenged.
I got my hands ready into a fighting position and let my instincts take over. I felt the air around us gradually lower in temperature and then I fired at him. He ran around me and and threw lightening from beside the door, I quickly rolled to the side and threw 3 icicles toward him and then I sprayed the floor with ice as he was running. He slipped over but quickly got back up again we continued to exchange blows with each other palyfully. The last thing I remember was Barry runnig away and judging by the coordinates of the suit he was 5.3 miles away. He started running and I watched as the red dot expertly weaved in and out of streets until it finally got to STAR labs. Before Barry could reach me I felt a gust of wind behind my back when I turned around I felt a slam iny back and then all of a sudden I felt as if I was floating, there was no solid ground to pit my feet on. The last thing I remember is my body slamming into the ground and then I blacked out.