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Jimin secretly steals a glance to Yoongi, because damn Yoongi is hot as hell when he's reading book. But Jimin is so sad because he feels that Yoongi is so far away to be reached by his tiny hands. Yoongi is in his last year of his school and this makes Jimin sad, because in next 6 months he can't see Yoongi anymore, he can't be Yoongi's dormmate. It means his long one-side love will end soon badly. BUT he doesnt want it, he wants to tell Yoongi that he loves him.
Guess. he cant. what if Yoongi doesnt love him back? What if it'll ruin their friendship--if he can call them as friend? What if Yoongi runs away from him? What ifs-
He gets paranoid. Yoongi is cool, Yoongi is smart, Yoongi is very handsome, Yoongi is near from perfect. and he's just Jimin, who loves stars and sky more than anything. He doesn't have special things to show to Yoongi. He's so boring, and he's not attractive as Yoongi's friends. Plus, eventho he's been Yoongi's dormmate for a year, he barely talks to him. he just starts having convo or chat with Yoongi when he needs something from that engineering student. he doesnt brave enough to make a convo, and now he only has 6 months to confess his feeling to him.
"Tae, I'm happy to fall in love with him, but it hurts when i know i never reach him." Jimin tells his bestfriend, the only one people in the world who knows his feeling for Min Yoongi.
"Because you're so stupid and never make a move!" Taehyung rolls his eyes.
"Meanie, but you're right. im just stupid guy and he never loves stupid guy like me."
"Where is my optimistic bestfriend?"
Jimin stays silent.
"Listen to me Park Jimin, my bright star, just talk to him. Ask him out."
"It's easy to say." Jimin huffs.
"It's better than you do nothing and just crying here with me. He never knows your feeling if you don't show it, if you dont' tell him."
"But what if he doesnt love me back? Wha--"
"Stop your 'what if' you bitch. If he rejects you, then he just lost a chance to have an angel in his life. It's his loss. Also you can move on and find better guy for you who love you dearly."
"I don't know that my bestfriend has some good advice. thank you Tae."
Jimin hugs his bestfriend tightly.
"Now back to your dorm and go to his room and get the dick."
"Seriously Tae...."
"But why though you think he never loves you back?"
"Because he never talks or chats with me first? He rarely smile to me? He never laughs around me? He-"
"Stop here. Just because you're Astronomy student, you can make assumption in your love life. Goddamn it Park Jimin!"
"It"s not assumption Tae. People said when someone falling in love with you he has his eyes only on you, doing everything for you, trying to make you happy, talk with you warmly. But he never does all of that and he always acts so cold around me like he doesnt want me."
"Maybe he's acting ok. He just doesnt know how to act properly in front of you."
"Why?"
"Because he likes you?" Taeehyung grins and gets smack on his chest from jimin.
"Says who told me to not make any assumptions." Jimin's check his watch. "Oh fuck, it's almost the time. I have to go to observatory now."
"So you're not back home tonight?"
Jimin nods. "I have observation tonight. That's important. I can't miss the chance to observe supernova." Jimin winks. "So you will meet Jungkook after this?"
"Yes. Be careful jimin. wear something warm. It''s cold tonight."
"Thank you tae. See you tomorrow. Say hello from me to that little brat."
•••••
Jimin's on the bus back to his dorm this morning. He's tired but he's happy because finally he could observe supernova, that's one of his dreams and he did it last night.
He takes deep breath, has flashback to his convo with Taehyung yesterday.
"You can do that Jimin." He encourage himself. "Just ask him out. It's easy, yes it's easy, you can do it." Jimin knows it'll be hurt when Yoongi rejects him. But it'll make clear that Yoongi doesnt love him back so he can move on.
Jimin types messages for Yoongi.
'hi.' oh no, it's bad. He deletes that.
'Yoongi-hyung, are you free this morning?' Jimin hasn't checked his message but he accidentally click send button and he screams. Thanks God, it's early morning so there's no passenger here.
Jimin's nervous, waiting for the reply but he gets nothing even after 30 minutes when he arrives on his stop. Jimin's feeling not well but he tries to smile. Maybe Yoongi's still sleeping. So he walks to dorm with lighter steps.
He enters his dorm but finds nothing but emptiness. Usually Seokjin already starts his daily activities but there's no sound now even Namjoon's snoring. Where are they? Jimin closes the door behind him and suddenly he feels something's bad in his chest like he knows that something's bad will happen. He hopes he's wrong.
"Yoongi hyung, Namjoon, Hyung, Hoseok Hyung, Seokjin Hyung. I'm home." He open his mouth. No respond. "Helooo." He raises his voice. but still, only silence who greets him.
Jimin checks every room in his dorm, but he finds nothing. Where are they?
Jimin tries to call the oldest, Kim Seokjin. He waits his hyung to pick up his call.
"Hyung... where are you?" Jimin blurts.
"Jimin..."
"Namjoon-hyung? Are you with Seokjin and the others?"
"Jimin, listen." Namjoon's voice sounds so... sad and tired. but Jimin still thinks positivey.
"I'm listening Hyung."
"Don't freak out, ok?"
"What hyung? Dont make me worry like this. What happened when I was going?"
"Come here. We're on hospital."
"Hospital? Who's sick?"
"You will know when you get here."
•••
Jimin arrives on hospital and he's going to emergency room. But he doesn't see any of his dormmates. Where are they?
"Jimin." Someone pat his back. It's Hoseok.
Jimin's eyes open so wide when he sees Hoseok swollen's eyes. "Hyung, what happened?"
"Im sorry Jimin."
"Uh??"
Hoseok grabs his wrist and brings him to... somewhere.
"Where are we going?"
"Meet Yoongi hyung."
Jimin thinks Hoseok will bring him to Yoongi's opname room. But he's wrong, very wrong.
He stops when he sees Seokjin's crying in Namjoon's shoulder in front of.... mortuary room.
"Hyung. It's not funny." Jimin looks at Hoseok, shakes his head. "Stop joking."
"I'm sorry Jimin."
"It happened last night. We played dare or dare and he lose. We dared him to come to you to Observatory and confess to you because we know he loves you so much but he's such a coward and he's very bad to express his feeling. We know all the time that you two love each other but both of you are stupid."
Jimin can't hold his tears anymore. He almost falls if Hoseok doesnt hold his hands.
"He went to you but..... a bus hit him and--" Hoseok can't continue his words. "I-it's my fault to dare him. If I didnt--"
"Let me see him Hyung."
Jimin enters the room. It's so cold there. And he sees him, Min Yoongi, in one of the bed. Eyes are closed, stay silent.
Jimin reach Yoong's cold and stiff hand. "Hyung, it's time to wake up Hyung. The sun is raising."
No answer.
"It's no fun. Why do you stay silent? You should get mad to me to try wake you up. I know you don't like when someone wake you up."
Jimin smack Yoongi's chest. No respond of course.
It makes Jimin freaking out and screaming.
"NO HYUNG! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS. I STILL HAVEN'T CONFESSED TO YOU, HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU HOW MUCH I WANNA SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU. WAKE UP HYUNG!!!"
"Jimin, stop. It's no use. He's gone." Hoseok speaks behind him.
"NO! IT'S YOUR FAULT JUNG HOSEOK! IF ONLY YOU DIDN'T DARE HIM, HE STILL LIVES HE--"
Jimin can't continue his words. He's fainted.
•••
Jimin wakes up, open his swollen eyes. He takes deep breath and realizes that he's on his bed in his room.
"Jimin, are you okay?" a simiiar warm voice greets his ears, makes him get up from his bed and saw a mint haired man stands up in his room.
It can't be....
He rush to get closer to the man. He touches the face of a man in front of him. "Yoongi hyung."
"Yes Jimin?" the man respond in confusion.
"Yoongi hyung."
"Yes? Are you okay? You scream so loud in your sleep."
Jimin cant hold his body and hugs Min Yoongi so tight.
"I just got very bad dream, really bad dream." Jimin cries again, but in happiness. "Thanks God it's only dream."
"What's dream about?"
"You. I lose you."
"What?"
Jimin look at yoongi at his eyes. "I can't lose you hyung. i know it's not the right time. But I dont wanna make wrong decision like mine in my dream."
Jimin inhales. "I love you Min Yoongi, I always love you, and only you. I dont care if you don't love me back, but I still love you. And i still want you."
Jimin doesn't get respond from the older. They only look at each other eyes. and Jimin cant help but smile when he sees the answer on the other's eyes. Jimin cut the distance between them and press his lips in yoongi's. It's so warm and soft.
Jimin cant be more happy when yoongi kisses him back.
They break their kiss, and lean their forehead on the other's. They both smile.
"I should thank God, he gave you that bad dream."
"It's the worst dream I ever had. Please just don't talk about that anymore Hyung."
"I got it Jiminie."
"Hyung..."
"Hmm?" Yoongi trails his left hand in Jimin's chubby cheek when the other lands on the other slim waist.
"are we boyfriends?"
"You want to be my boyfriend?"
"Yes?"
"Ok, we're boyfriend."
"And, do you love me, Hyung?'
"You know." Yoongi smiles.
"I know."