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He missed expressing his thoughts
He had left the notebook in London
And he didn’t know if he would come back
Cause what was the point
Cause John had a woman now
He had someone
And there was no need for him anymore
He walked the streets of Paris
He hadn’t been there since that happened
The cigarette he was smoking had almost burnt out
It was freezing
He regretted everything
He hadnt met Molly in days and years
He missed having someone to talk to
But mostly he missed John
John
With his warm jumpers and warm hugs
He pulled his coat closer to him
It was his armor
It is what kept him safe
He felt bad for what he said
The last time they talked face to face
”Alone is what i have, alone protects me”
You were right
I were wrong
”No friends protect eacother!”
He didn’t know what he was doing anymore
Mycroft had said that he could come home
But was what is that was worth coming back for
Cause he had let John move on
He wasn’t good for John
But still they were so addicted to each other
In every way
He missed the feeling of kissing John
There was no idea to come back
Cause everyone had accepted that
He was gone
Forever
Goodbye John