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Minhyuks pov
Once, when we were younger, my childhood friend wonho kissed me as a joke. The feeling of his tongue at that moment made my mind click.
During that second year, I realized he was my first love.....
"Nhhh..." I get up a bit dizzy huh, that ceiling, am I in wonho's room, huh, why am I half naked. "Hey, u awake minhyuk". Someone beside me says, I look at the person. "Woooooaaahhhhhh!!!!!" I slap whoever it was. "Fuck, minhyuk why did you punch me" he says, I look on top, to see it's wonho. "Shit, I am so sorry wonho, u just surprised me". Wonho hisses at the pain, irritated he gets up "its hurt idiot, anyways go home we've got school an-and I gotta speak something with u but.. Later". I look at him puzzled. "Just go for now look at the time, only half an hour for school". Shit! I run to my house.
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It's was breaktime and I was waiting for wonho to come to the canteen. Although we are in the same year our classes are different, so we meet at the canteen. "Minhyuk" wonho comes up with his ramen (as usual) and sits in front of me. I was having my bun when he said "do you u know how wasted u were yesterday in kihyun's party, who drinks sangria thinking it's a grape juice". I look at him blushing "wonho-ah I said I am srry I really didn't mean to drink". "U were lucky i took u home safe" he says smirking proudly "Really thanks wonho, I don't remember a shit though". Wonho then says wide eyed "what! Are u serious".
I see kihyun walking past "ah kihyun I am so sorry, I got wasted and might have created a havoc at ur party" kihyun smiles at me "it's wonho u should apologize to minhyuk-ah, u weren't easy to handle, wonho took care of u like a baby even wiping ur mouth when u ate like a pig". I clutch my hair "I can't remember". Kihyun looks at me surprised "what you mean, you don't remember". Wonho looks at me seriously "it seems like it, ...say u really don't remember anything at all, not even that". I look at him puzzled "what?".
*Ring**ring*
"The breaks over, never mind I'll get going, we will talk later" he says an leaves, but why did look so sad or am I imagining things.
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Wonho was playing football with the others since it was P.E class we usually have this class together. I was sitting on the bench tired, wat could I have done, fuck, I really can't remember, even so I couldn't have raped him, right?. Wonho has never noticed my feeling not in past, not now. If he did notice it, I am sure I'd loose him, no, I can't handle that. "What are you doing sitting here alone" Kihyun says coming next me "nothing, just tired" I responded . "Me to" he says and sits beside me. "Ki do you know if I caused some trouble to wonho yesterday". "hmm.... Nope, I left u in his care and went to have fun with the others, sorry about that". "Ah it's no biggie". This means if I wanna know, I have to ask him directly I sigh at the thought if I could do that I wouldn't be agonizing over it.
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I was currently sitting at the cafe deciding if I should go to wonho's house. Wonho left college early today so we couldn't go home together. It would be so nice if wonho and my feelings were mutual, It hurts to be the only one in it, but after that kiss I couldn't ever see wonho just as a childhood friend. He's so wierd he'd go out with girls and if he wanted to demo anything I would be his victim. Moreover when he kissed me "uhh, that's it, it's nothing special" thats wat he said but it was special for me. God why is he so difficult, wat did I do yesterday Ughhhh, why is it difficult to ask, ok! I have to, minhyuk come on u can do it I get up to go to wonho's house.
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I ring the bell twice and after a minute wonho opens the door, wonho didn't even seem surprised "come in". "Shouldn't u ask wat am I doing here" I say. "no biggie ur half the time here after all we don't even live window's apart" he says pointing at the window from where I could see my room's window. I pout at him. "Good timing though I just got ice cream luckily one for u too, i was so damn sure u would come" he says. "Yah! Don't read me so easily" I say and he laughs going to get ice cream for us. "Here ur strawberry one" he says handing a ice cream stick to me. I open it and start eating. "About last night" he says and I cut him "I said I can't remember" he looks at me pissed "try and guess then". I look at him confused "wat, wat did I say". "that your in love with me, don't u remember? That's wat u said though, I was surprised that u confessed when u where wasted, but above all I am sad that u forgot". I blush no I didn't even realize that my ice cream was dripping, "your ice cream it's dripping" he says and grabs my hand, my ice cream falls from my hand and i was lost at wat was happening he kissed my fingers and then licked the drips on my wrist moving down "d-dont" I say and wonho looks at me "oh, it's just that we are out of tissues so" he says "plzz, dont, it's just that your tongue reminds me of your kiss". "Ah" he looks at me, my hand still held by him "oh yeah I remember kissing you once" and I don't know how but it slipped from my mouth "since that day I have been in love with u" and he looks at me smirking fuck "t-that was just a joke" I say trying to hide my blush and dry laughing i pushed him. "Fucking Don't lie, I can tell when your joking and serious, how long do you think we've been together" he says and pushes me down on the floor
And quickly kisses me, I blushed deep red "wat the..." I scream. "Shhhhh..." Wonhos said "I really wanted to confirm it last night but u fell asleep". He had already unbuttoned my uniform shirt Eh! eh! wat the fuck is this... He started to lick my nipples and fuck it felt so good, Its paradise, but my mouth says something else "wo-wonho, Don't touch me". He looks at me while licking my nipple's he looked so sexy "why u seem to enjoy it though". "D-dont, wo-wonho" I say. "Come on, just give it a try". He says removing my pants. I look at him wide eyed which goes unseen by him wat h-he's doing it out of curiosity again I am still not able to process. My heart's hurting no, I don't want it to be out of curiosity. He looks at me in the eye "relax minhyuk". I can't say anything, I can't process a shit when suddenly I feel two fingers in me, no, wonho plzz Don't, I don't want it like this but words aren't coming out, he starts moving his finger "ahhh", I felt wierd and instinctively caught him by his shoulder and the fuck noises am I making, I could see him smirking at my reaction but I don't want this, u don't know how broken I'll be wonho, how deep I'll fall for u, plzz don't make me love u more, plzzz plzzz I beg, but why can't I say anything. He caught me by my hips and I knew wat he was going for, I try to push him "fuck, wonho no". But he already thrust in me, fuck " it's hurts wonho~!!!!" I almost scream in pain and look at wonho, I somehow feel calm as if there was no pain, seeing wonho's face that screamt 'it's alright I am there'.
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"Hmm.. " I wake up, I remember last I was in wonho's room. I get up and sit on the bed wide eyes w-we did it.. no it can't be ahahahh, he won't do it with me out of curiosity. I get up to see wonho naked beside me, my heart's beating fast, no, I look at my self then, no, its can't be tears start streaming down my face, the fuck wonho I ain't your toy, why do you treat me like that, I don't wanna face u I get up, wear my uniform and leave quickly.
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Wonho's pov
"Damn it minhyuk, plzz talk to me". "I-i got some work" he says pulling out from my grip and walks away fast. It's been like this from when I did him, but it changed everything, my eyes are only following him. I don't know wat I did wrong he loves me so shouldn't he be Happy about it. Shit, this is frustrating at least I need to know wat I did wrong, I love him and he loves me, but then why the fuck is he ignoring me. I'll definitely make him spill it out next time. "Wonho-ah" I hear kihyun say. "hey" I say, not in a mood to talk. "Did you see minhyuk" he says, I look at him, "do you have some work". He rubs the back of his neck, and wat is he blushing for. "I have some work with him" he says. I was a bit irritated to his reaction "wat Is it, I'll tell him". "No! I-i, let it be" he says and walks away. I am pissed wat is it that he can't tell me, pshhhhhh.
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I was thinking of how to confront minhyuk while going to the washroom, when suddenly I saw kihyun pushing minhyuk to the bathroom door. I get fucking pissed. I walk in and they both look at me wide eyed. Kihyun trys to tell something "i-its not like...". I don't care wat he has to says, their damnn position tells it all, I punch him hard in anger, that his lips get a split and minhyuk comes to my side to stop me. "Wonho! Wat are u doing. Ur misunderstanding him". Minhyuk then goes to kihyun's side to help him up, it's pissing to see minhyuk's hand on someone else except me, I grab him and pull him out near the isolated area of the college and push him to the tree and trap him there. I look at him in the eye "fuck, minhyuk why aren't u talking, u aren't even looking at me, u love me right then why are u with kihyun!" I almost scream. I was controlling my anger so bad, minhyuk was already tearing up fuck, minhyuk plzz don't cry I can't see u like that, even when I did u, u cried, am I that bad, do I only make u cry, while that kihyun gets u, no I won't give up. "Plzzz, I beg u minhyuk talk to me just tell wat I did wrong". He looks at me broken "w-wat u did, wonho! I ain't your fuck toy that u can use whenever u want, stop doing things to out of curiosity, cause, I love u, so so much, I can't take it". I look at him wide eyed, I didn't know he thought that I did him out of curiosity! "Minhyuk I didn't do it out curiousty, I did it to know that our limits aren't till liking do you understand". He looks at me confused "w-wat?". I move and let him sit down with me "min, we were childhood friends, it's obvious for me to like you, I wanted to know that can I cross that boundry that friends create". I blush hard "and fuck after seeing u reacting to me like that, and me turned on so bad, I knew, i-its love". Minhyuk was looking at me wide eyed. I can't control myself if u look at me like that I stroke his cheeks and he shivers at my touch, I smirk and kiss him. I feel his hand in my hair. He was so desperately kissing me back, it's not like I ain't. Damn it, he feels so good I'll never get over him. I break the kiss and get up giving him a hand "come on let's go, min" he takes my hand smiling.
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Minhyuk's pov
This is the first time I saw wonho reacting like that, getting jealous over me. Moreover, looking at me like I am his treasure, I take his hand "d-does this m-make us b-boyfriends?" I say blushing hard and I hear him laugh. "No that makes me your husband and you my wife" I punch him lightly and again I see that loving look in his eyes, and I know that this time our feelings are mutual.
(Later, wonho's gets punched by kihyun. He come to know that kihyun had actually slipped on minhyuk for them to look like that in front of wonho. Moreover the thing kihyun wanted to ask abt was, minhyuk's best friend Changkyun's information cause he was into him. That's how wonho ended up getting embarrassed at his actions but he was glad he got minhyuk and that's more than enough for him).