Work Text:
Are you aware of how much you’ve hurt me?
Can’t you see how much pain I’m in?
Every smile
Every laugh
They’re fake
And you can’t seem to realize that
All the flirting and joking around
Just to hide the pain
All the shut ups
And the “for once in your life be useful”
And “can you please stop messing everything up?!”
Everything
It’s all my fault isn’t it
Nothing I ever do is right
Every day is the same
Always blamed
Never really appreciated
Always hiding my wrists under my jacket
Just so you won’t see my scars
So you won’t see how broken I really am
And I can’t finish the job
Not yet
Not with the universe depending on us
Well, depending on you
I’m not important
I don’t even have a role on our team
I’m just there
A waste of space
So maybe I can leave
Maybe I should
Maybe you’ll all be happier that way
So I guess this is goodbye
Maybe the next time I see you
I won’t just be something that’s getting in your way
I wish that everything had turned out better
Goodbye everyone
~Lance