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I want your love for a thousand years
“Why you staring at me like that?” Yoongi asked while eyeing Seokjin suspiciously.
“nothing… do you want me make you some coffee?” seokjin said , trying to make himself busy.
“Why don’t you look at me? I clearly could tell something is bothering you , mind to share ? “
“Nah. It’s not serious “ still, seokjin took his eyes of Yoongi
“well I think it’s serious enough that makes you ignore me , tell me, what’s wrong baby .” Yoongi said try to push seokjin a little forward.
“Yoongi, you know that we could break up whenever you feel pressured, right? “
“Hyung,seriously , what’s wrong? What’s going on ?” yoongi is so shock because of sudden broke up subject
.
“ I know I am the one who propose you date me when you were so busy working, I am sorry if I put so much pressure on you, you always put me first, sorry if I push myself to you , I just realized that I am so selfish , sorry for not understanding your situation and keep pushing you forward .”
seokjin said while trying to ignore the tears gathering in his eyes .
“Hyung please, who the fuck said this bullshit to you ? you never push me , you never make me do something I didn’t want , please tell me what’s wrong ?” yoongi said and hug seokjin immediately .
“ nothing really. we were talking with my colleagues today and I realized I push you so much. Sorry If I always make you do what I want. Sorry for forcing you to love me , sorry if I made you uncomfortable ,sorry if I keep texing you and disturb you when you are so busy in hospital , I thought I am doing what is good for us but I find out i push you so much .” Seokjin felt the grip of yoongi hand around him tighten.
“Hyung, my only Seokjin Hyung , you are brave enough to broke the walls I create for myself and fill my heart with your pure love, remember when I first met you ? I was so fucking anxious that I couldn’t ever order a simple coffee, I didn’t know how to collect myself and keep my coffee and my books simultaneously, remember how you keep following me and even bring a chocolate cake because you think I am so pale and I need sugar or might pass out? No one ever notice me back then. you simply took my hand and befriended with me and announce me as your eternal friend ,exactly when I was so grumpy and insisting I don’t need anyone around me. Because of you , I keep moving around a coffee shop you work and try to socialize when I believed that I don’t want to keep anyone in my life, you broke the wall I put around myself, yes, you were the one who held my hands and now you are the one my heart belongs to ,you were the only one who comfort me when I was fucked up and I intended to ruin everything and give up , you were the only one who understand my feeling without judging me, without a single misunderstanding you keep your heart open for me, everyone mistook my shyness and anxiety with rudeness and though I am so full of myself or hate them or I didn’t want to be with them , they push me aside and ignore me , sometimes mock my dreams because I thought differently ,but you were the only one who came to me , let me explain my feeling and my thoughts , you share your idea with me, make me feel wanted , when I tried to push you away, you stayed and wait for me , Seokjin , I am the one who must be sorry, I am the one who must kneel and ask for forgiveness , sorry if you feel I don’t love you , it’s my fault . please. don’t cry. “Yoongi tangled his hand around Seokjin waist and kiss Seokjin forehead, then his cheeks and finally his lips . the kiss was slow and only a seek of love .
“I am so sorry. I don’t know what got into me , you love me right? You didn’t want to broke up with me right? Please don’t, I need you , I need to wake up beside you, I need to text you whenever I missed you “ Seokjin feels so insecure .
“Oh my God, sorry I was so stupid. I love you Jin, I do love you, so much, with my whole heart ,
I’ve never ever love someone as I love you I never ever broke up with you I never ever leave you , you are so precious to me Jin. I promise to never leave your side ok ? “
“Can you hug me then? “
“Of course I will Hug you, tight, each day, each night, kiss you in every breath and I will never ever let you go ok? “
“okay then. You must fulfill your promise “ SeokJin pout and hide his head in Yoongi chest .
The next day has come and it seems the image of insecure Seokjin with tears in his eyes has never left Yoongi mind.
“You look tense. what happen? did you fight with seokjin hyung? “ Namjoon said as he fill his patient medical chart
“ah. No” Yoongi said while his eyes still glued on X-rays in front of him.
“then why you took 30 minutes just Standing in here? you seems stressed, don’t try to fool me , whats wrong?”
“Well, apparently he listened to his colleague’s bullshit and conclude I don’t love him or we may need a break “indeed Yoongi seems so pissed off.
“it’s not surprising yoongi, I know you two are so in love with each other and we all are witness of your undying love, but please try to open up more. try talk about your feelings with him. Yes, your eyes do magic with him and you guys have a great sense of telepathy but sometime you need to voice out your love, your fear, your appreciation. Your love is not something you could find easily; you guys have a unique way of love that not everyone’s experience it. Hold it tight or you may regret.”
“I knew. But what should I do ? “
“I will cover your shift tonight, just buy flowers and go to his restaurant, surprise him, show his stupid colleagues that you love him so much and also, that beautiful rings you bought, is must be in his fingers, not that fucking closet yoongi, fucking propose your love and make him yours forever, show your courage one and enjoy your hot love for the rest of your life, you know he deserves happiness “
“thank you so much joon , I owe you so much “
“They reserve the whole restaurant? Really?”
“yes hyung , and they want your special meal with Sashimi “ Jimin said and doing his best to avoid
Seokjin eyes .
“Woah, its good they knew the value of my masterpiece, do you know how many guest we have tonight?”
“only two, I guess “
“so it’s really a special occasion . I must tell Yoongi that I will go home late “
“ Yoongi Hyung is in shift tonight? “
“yes , he has an important surgery and he must stay tonight “
“ Hyung, I am so happy for you , he loves you so much .”
“ I think he really does “ Seokjin smiles fondly .
“What does this smile means? somethings happen and I didn’t know right?”
“believe me you don’t want me to tell you “ Sekjin said and his red ears and tomato cheeks .
“ Hyung wait. I want to know “
To Yoongi hyung
Hyung, mission done.
To jimini
Thank you ,
“How do you want exactly to propose? “
“I see Namjoon couldn’t keep his mouth shut “
“What are talking about, we already set a guest list for hospital crew and your friends, who do you want be your priest”
“Hoseok for God sake, I still don’t know if today must be the day”
“WTF Yoongi, why are so slow, of course it must be today, you already waste enough time , don’t argue with me , which flower did you order ? “
“ I don’t know , I am searching still “
“What is his favorite?
“ Roses , tulips and Smerlado “
“ ok , its great , a combination of this would be amazing , order a huge size , please , so tell me ,
how do you want to propose? Kneeling on your feet and ask him to marry you or put his rings on his Champagne “
“Probably just give it to him “
“ please be romantic tonight, you are making this his special , it will remain in his mind forever, so make it really special “
“Hoseok, Thank you “
“ Always Yoongi, good luck for tonight “
To Yoongi hyung
Yoongi hyung where are you ? we almost finish decoration and we made Seokjin hyung to change his cloths”
To jimini
I will be there in 10 minutes , please make him occupy till I reach “
To Yoongi hyung
“ ok , no need to be worry , all of us here to support you , we also set the table .”
“ Thank you jimin , I am infront of the entance make an excuse and bring Seokjin out “
To Yoongi hyung
“ Yes Sir”
Convincing Seoking or wants to surprise him is such a hard thing because he is so considerate about his surrounding and literately its impossible to surprise him in such a short time , but Jimin was expert in doing aeygo and his puppy eyes are great strongpoint to trick Seokjin . so now Seokjin Standing in front of Yoongi , extremely surprised
“ Oh, why are you here ? you must be in Hospital now “ Seokjin Didn’t know what should he said .
“ Hey, fancy meeting you too “ Yoongi chuckled and give his flower to Seoking . they were unaware of the huge applause of their surrounding
“ This is Really beautiful , thank you so much Yoongi. “ Seokjin didn’t know how to express his shock and happiness because he was so overwhelmed .
“Shall we seat ?”
“ yeah yeah, so that reserving was you right?”
“ yesss. I was so scared you may find out but I am so happy now , I could finally surprise you “
“ yes you indeed surprise me , so lets eat our Sashimi. “
their sweet conversation still goes on and they were feeding each other like there is one around till finally Yoongi collect his courage and kneel in front of Seokjin with rings in front of him
“ Hey Hey what are you doing yoongi ? please stand up “ Seokjin stop eating and immediately kneel next to yoongi .
“ Seokjin , I love you, not because of you are the definition of beauty but because of your Golden heart and your pure soul, you are always so considerate and punctual. you always respect and love truly, you know how make me happy, you could feel my heart with you I felt love and passion. With you I remembered how it felt when someone took your heart, what is it if someone love you and care for you. my heart catch you before our eyes met Seokjin , I believe it’s our soul that is connected to each other, you feel my heart, I don’t need to select words for you, you understand what I mean and I want to be with you, for today tomorrow and the rest of my life. you were with me in my dark days and I want you, to light on my future. thank you for always spread your love in my heart. you are the one who make me feel alive, I was lost and you gave me your heart, my home . every time I wake up 3 in the morning and felt your arms around me, I thanks God that I am not alone, that I have you on my side . you help to stop fighting with myself, to start loving myself, to start understanding myself. to start understanding others, you help me to find my inner peace, its all because of you Seokjin I love you with my whole heart, sincerely, fully. Would you please marry me “ tears were gathering in yoongi eyes and sicerety found his ways to Seokjin heart .
“ oh my God yoongi , it’s not that I am the only one who love you ,others may though different but I receive more from you than I ever offer , I was wondering how could I survive without your love. love at the first sight they said and it happens to me, fast, so fast that I hold your hands without realization. the day we met, my heart knew I found a home for my heart, I am always so cautious for every step I want to take in my life and with you, it’s different, being a coward in every situation and so brave to tell you how much I love you, I was so scared of rejection, but I didn’t someday a stranger come and take you away from me. I have so many doubtful thoughts but you gave me strength. thank you for letting me hold your hand that day. Thank you for let me follow you, thank to for smiling to me. Thank you for shine on me, I was so scared of love. your love gives me courage, hope, inspiration, I fell for you because you saw sorrow behind my smile, I found my happiness with you yoongi. I Love you. Love is beautiful with you; courage is beautiful with you, I want to love you for a thousand years and I will love you for a thousand more . of course I will marry you . “ SeokJin tears drop to his face continuously. His eye were filled up with love and adoration
“ you know that I am sucks at words, I couldn’t even send you a whole text more than 10 words, but this time, I want to be brave enough to ask you marry me , Seokjin, Through the time I gave up on myself, you were the only one who understand me and believe in my, I want it to be you who owns my heart, I want you forever, you gave me everything you had, and I want to give you what’s left for me, please accept my heart “
Yoongi hugged seokjin so tight and the shout of congratulation from his coworkers and love is on the way
And of course they were unware Jimin who record all the scene and sent it to their group chat .
my Jinjinjara
yes yoongichi
I love you
I love you more