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Five Memories of Intimacy

Summary:

The early-series cast thinks back to various moments in their lives, different types of connection with friends or family. Some are heartwarming, others negative, some transformative, and still others bittersweet due to what has changed between then and now.

Notes:

Each scene is a character in the present recalling a moment from their past. A couple of the scenes touch on troubling content, including strong negative emotions, but it's not much described. And the last chapter's heartwarming, so it ends on a happy note regardless ^_^

Chapter 1: Brushing By (Carter)

Summary:

Carter recalls a tender ritual her son has sadly grown out of.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

With Joss’s hands all covered in sticky dough, she can’t get the hair out of her face; it’s Taylor’s hand that brushes it back behind her ear, before he goes to put the mac and cheese into the oven (the first time he’s managed a holiday recipe entirely on his own).

Such a little thing, that tender brush of his fingers across her brow, yet it sends Joss back to her son’s childhood, to the feel of a boar bristle brush clumsily working its way through her hair.

Had he been five, maybe? six? He’d been fascinated with her hair, so she’d let him fix her up however he cared to, putting up with the times he pulled at a snarl or jabbed her in the eye or brushed too hard over her sensitive ears. Even that occasional pain was worth it, given how relaxed the ritual made her, and how happy it made her son.

Nowadays, of course, Taylor is far too mature to be bonding with his mom in such a girly fashion. But maybe, someday, he’ll be brushing back the hair of his little girls, and, by that time, he’ll no longer think it’s beneath his dignity.

Notes:

My beta reader's comments hit straight at the feels:

It was cute with what you did with Taylor and Carter, and it was a bit bittersweet because it made me think about everything that Taylor missed because of his ~maturity~ and how much regrets he'll have when his mom died. How he could have hugged her more, done more of this little thing.