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'This is it
Tomorrow is the day
Where Izuku married with that half and half bastard
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"Yo Katsuki!"
Katsuki thought were disrupted by Kaminari voice. He turned his head to where the voice came from and he saw Kaminari walked hand in hand with Kirishima toward Katsuki. Yes, they were dating. When they reached to Katsuki, Kaminari slung his arm to Bakugou shoulder and poke his face "You should join us on tonight party!! We want to celebrate for Izuku and Shouto wedding!! You're his best man after all so you should Join us!"
Katsuki shoved his arm away "Tch... I don't want to. I want to be alone today so don't fucking annoy me"
They were trying so much to convince Bakugou to come until they pronounced one particular name that triggered Bakugou.
"Buuuut Izuku will come and he really WANTS you to come. I guess he wants some advice from his best man" Kaminari wink at Bakugou because as his "best" friend, he knew how to make Bakugou come to the party.
Bakugou just sighed. Bakugou and Izuku may have a really bad relationship in the past but they already over it when they had a fight that night in front of ground beta building where they have their first fight in UA and as the time goes by, they become close friends even though Bakugou still yell at him but at least they could talk to each other again.
'Just being friends huh..'
"So will you come to the party, Bakugou? we won't force you tho but we do hope that you come" Kirishima said.
"Yes yes I'll fucking come. What's the time and place?" Bakugou said looking at his phone.
"8 o'clock at Narima Cafe and Bar. Be sure to come, Okay?"
"Fine. I'll go home and prepare for tonight. Goodbye you fuckers"
With that, Bakugou stood up and go back to his apartment.
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Time skip to 8 o'clock and at Narima Cafe and Bar
Everyone was cheering for Izuku and Shouto wedding. Bakugou could see Izuku was blushing so much because who wouldn't? Everyone would be happy to marry with that prince-like Shouto.
He was perfect, handsome, care, rich, and a great hero. Not like Bakugou. He was just an asshole and jerk.
"Thank you guys for coming to celebrate our wedding tomorrow! I'm so happy to be here with you all, right Shouto?" Izuku smiled at him. THe smiled that was supposed to be directed to Bakugou when they were a child.
"Yeah. Thank you, everyone. I really appreciate all of your support" Shouto said while kissing his bride on the cheek. It sent a pang in Bakugou heart and it hurt so bad.
"Well then guys, let the party begiinn! Cheerrss!" Izuku held up the glass filled with beer and everyone followed his action too but not Katsuki. He was too hurt to do anything. He shouldn't come.
"Cheerrsss!!"
Everyone was drinking and talking about a lot of stuff more like the past where they were still in UA. But all of the topics was mainly about how Izuku and Todoroki were a cute couple back then.
They already in a relationship when they were in 3rd grade of UA. They date for 4 years and that was the reason why Bakugou couldn't ask Izuku out because he was with that fucker the whole time.
He couldn't do anything. He was the true useless fucker.
The party lasted until 11 o'clock and some of them already went back home for tomorrow wedding. Shouto already went home too because he had to help his sister to arrange his wedding tomorrow. He looked at Izuku who had his head set down on the table. Was he drunk maybe?
Katsuki looked at his phone and it was already late. Izuku needed to get some rest for tomorrow anyway so he stood up and walked towards Izuku. He tap Izuku shoulder to wake him up. "Oi shitty nerd. Wake up"
Izuku turned his head to the side and cracked his eyes open to see Katsuki. "Aahahahha it's kacchaaaaan *hic* Carry me kacchan like we used to *hic*" Katsuki sighed, lifting Izuku's right arm to support him stand up. "Guys we're going home too. Izuku have to take a rest for tomorrow" Katsuki said.
"yeah yeah sure bye bye"
It was hard for them to walk since Izuku couldn't stand up properly so Katsuki decided to carry him bridal style. Izuku snuggled into Katsuki neck and let out a heavy sigh as he continued to sleep on the crook of Katsuki neck.
Katsuki was trying his best not to blushed kissed this nerd in his arms.
He couldn't hold his feelings anymore.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------They arrived at the nearest hotel since it was the nearest bar and easier for Izuku to go to the wedding. And Katsuki also had another reason for them to stay at the hotel.
Katsuki slowly placed Izuku on the bed and shake his shoulder to wake him.
"Deku... wake up"
"nggh... five more minutes mom"
"God damnit Deku I'm not your mom. Open your eyes or I'll fucking kill you"
"mmm make me..."
'That's it deku. You're dead to me'
Bakugou leaned in and kissed Izuku soft lips. Izuku eyes shot open and he shoved Katsuki away from him as he sat up on the bed.
"Ka-kacchan! What are you doing?!"
"waking you up idiot"
"But you shouldn't kiss me!! And also" Izuku looked around to recognize the place.
"Where are we? explain it to me now!!" Izuku said. Bakugou sighed but he moved closer to Izuku. His hands slowly reached up to Izuku cheek. He moved closer but Izuku held him by his shoulder.
"Kacchan stop!! This isn't right! I'm already dating Shouto"
Bakugou stopped and looked at that green eyes that were filled with a little bit of fear. Bakugou hung his head down. Hands moving down from Izuku's cheek to his shoulder.
"I.. I don't know. I can't hold this feeling anymore deku... I just can't"
"what are you talking about kacchan?"
Katsuki slowly looked up only to let out single tears fall from his eyes.
"Ka-kacchan? Are you okay??" Now it was Izuku turn to cupped Katsuki cheek and wiped his tears.
"I love you deku..." Katsuki whispered to Izuku but it looked like Izuku didn't catch that.
"What was that kacchan?"
"I fucking love you. That's the problem.. I should have take you when I can. I should have make you mine when I can. I should be your only one hero that protect you!! not that half and half bastard!!"
Katsuki continued to cry while Izuku was dumbfounded there. He couldn't say anything because Izuku did feel the same before he dated Shouto.
"Kacchan you Idiot. If only you came to me sooner... If only you said "I love you" to me sooner, I would have accepted your feelings because I DO FEEL THE SAME YOU IDIOT!!"
"Wh-what???" Katsuki looked at Izuku and he was shocked too.
'He was feeling the same? but--'
"I thought you were dating with Kirishima because you two were soo close to each other so I decided to throw my feelings away and dated Shouto..." Izuku said softly. Katsuki was shocked to the core. How can he and that shitty hair have a thing? he literally hated that guy but that guy just kept following him even though he said to him to get away.
Just like Izuku, he kept following Katsuki too way back when they were a child. Never stop following him.
"I'm not dating that shitty hair deku. You know that" Katsuki growled.
"I can't help but think like that kacchan... You never let anyone near you in your life... You never let me in your life anyway until we have an established relationship so... yeah.. sorry"
Katsuki sighed. It was all true. Katsuki shouldn't push Izuku away from his life in the first place if he really loved Izuku.
"I'm sorry about that deku... I-- fuck my pride was too high back then so I--.. uh you know umm" Katsuki was stumbled to search the right words but he couldn't do it. Izuku smiled. He knew what Bakugou means.
"It's okay Kacchan I understand. I don't care how bad treated me in the past, I don't care if you hate me, I always love you kacchan"
"Th-then we should just run away and leave that shitty half and half bastard! We-we love each other so we should be together!" Katsuki said. Maybe it was his chance to get Izuku back?
"I can't kacchan I already love Shouto more than you. We will have our wedding tomorrow anyway so I can't go back to you. I'm sorry..."
There was it again. That hurt feeling like Bakugou was stabbed several times with a thousand knives. He was late. Too damn late.
Katsuki leaned in to rest his head on Izuku shoulder. Slowly hugging him "If I can't have you back... Can I at least stay like this until tomorrow? Please.. I really need you for the last time deku"
Izuku face softened at Katsuki. He never showed his weak side to anyone. Izuku smiled and brushed his hand on Katsuki head. Feeling the soft blonde hair on his hand. "This won't be the last time you see me kacchan. You can always visit me at my home" Izuku chuckled and rubbed a circle on Katsuki back to comfort Bakugou's crying. "yeah.." That's all Katsuki could say. What else could he say? I will steal you from Half and half bastard. No right?
"Please kacchan I don't want us to be a stranger anymore like we used to be. I want us to be best friend! We can hang out together, talk about anything and... and I will introduce you to someone you might love! believe me this person is really nice and better than me!" Izuku happily smiled at kacchan.
'I only love you idiot and only you that can fit in my heart'
Katsuki didn't say anything. He just listened to Izuku's steady heartbeat. It was calming to Katsuki.
"Kacchan? are you tired?"
"yeah"
"Okay. Go to sleep then kacchan.. You need a lot of rest because we have a big day tomorrow"
'It's your big day idiot, not our' Katsuki said to himself.
Katsuki only nodded but to be honest he didn't want to sleep. He wanted to cherish this moment for the last time before Shouto took Izuku away. But the way Izuku hand on his head felt too much comfortable for him to not to go to sleep but then later he did fall asleep.
"Good night kacchan... Sweet dreams" Izuku said as he kept rubbing his hands on Katsuki head.
The next day, Bakugou was the first to wake up. He looked up to see that cute sleeping face. This was the last time he would see it. He regretted everything he did to Izuku in the past but past was past. He had to move on.
Katsuki sighed. He used this opportunity to lean in and kiss Izuku's lips for the last time. When he broke the kiss, Katsuki stroke Izuku's hair a bit. Moving Izuku's hair from his face to look at that cute face he adored so much. Izuku stirred in his sleep a bit but snuggled closer into Katsuki warmth. It was the cutest scene Katsuki ever saw and he will cherish this as long as he lived.
Before Katsuki left the room, he grabbed a pen and paper to write a note for Izuku when he woke up. After he was done writing it, he left it on the nightstand beside the bed and walked back to his apartment to do his stuff. On his way home to the apartment, he kept looking at his phone to saw the cute picture of Izuku, smiling on his phone. Katsuki only smiled and let out a single tear to slide down on his face.
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By the time Izuku woke up, he couldn't find Katsuki anywhere. He couldn't contact him either. Izuku though maybe Katsuki already went to the wedding ceremony to help others so he stopped contacting him. Izuku also noticed a small paper on the nightstand that said
'Goodbye Izuku. I'll miss you so much. I do hope that we can meet again someday and when we meet, I'll make it up to you. I won't hurt you anymore
Sincerely,
Bakugou'
Izuku didn't know what's that mean but he didn't have time to think about it that much because he had a big event waiting for him
But
On XX May 2033, it should be the happiest day in Izuku's life. He married the person he loved and care, Shouto Todoroki but it was also the day where found out that Katsuki Bakugou did suicide in his apartment room by hanging himself in the bathroom.
Izuku screamed in agony on his happiest day. If only he could hold Katsuki a bit longer. If only he could kiss him again. If only he contacted Katsuki why didn't he come to the wedding as his best man. If only this was just a bad dream and when he woke up, Katsuki would yell at him just like he used to be in UA. If only he had a little bit of time for Katsuki but it was all too late for Izuku too.
It was all real. Too real to Izuku. Izuku saw Katsuki soulless body on Katsuki funeral two days after his wedding. Felt like Katsuki was only sleeping on the coffin. Just like the last two days after he heard about Katsuki suicide news. He couldn't stop crying. His eyes were hurting from too many crying. His eyes were really red. Shouto was beside him all the time, comforting Izuku.
He was too late. Just like Katsuki, late to take Izuku.
But what done is done. Izuku could only regret everything. He lost his childhood friend, his best friend, his best man, and most importantly... His unrequited first love. He lost it all. He can only move on and hope on his next life, he could meet with Katsuki again and this time, he will make it right.
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Epilogue
Somewhere in Japan, The year 2133
A dark-haired guy with a curly messy hairstyle and his bangs covered his right eyes was standing at the train station waiting for his friends to come.
"Where is he... We're going to be late!"
He looked around to search for a certain guy until a voice called his name.
"YAMIKUMOOO!!!"
The dark-haired guy named Yamikumo turned his head to where that voice came from. "Katsuki!!!" He waved to his blonde friend that was running to him. When Katsuki reached to him, He hugged him really tight.
"Ahhhh Yamikumo I'm really tired from running. I'm sorry I was late. I was overthinking about my dream last night"
"what kind of dream?"
"You married to another guy and leave me alone... I was all alone yamikumo..."
Yamikumo chuckled at his friend childish behavior but he hugged him back. "I won't leave you idiot, We will be together forever, alright?"
Katsuki nodded and Yamikumo took his hand to lead him into the train. Katsuki followed him happily and smiled. Really happy that they were together and they would make a perfect couple. The perfect wonder duo in Hero world.
'This time we will make it better. We'll fix this. We'll be together forever'
