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"have you ever kissed anyone before?"
they were in the middle of an intense game of mario kart 360- jeongguk was too concentrated on aiming his green shell to process the question.
"hey, no fair dude," he cried when ink blackened his screen and taehyung zoomed past him victoriously.
"i'm so beating you're ass at this," taehyung cackled loudly. "you don't stand a single chance. you don't even sit a single chance."
"du-ude, you're so annoying," jeongguk grumbled, pushing the pause button and flopping down onto his bed as taehyung laughed beside him.
falling down to lay his head across jeongguk's lap, he responded, "you're just horrible at mario kart 360. and horribly bitter about it too."
taehyung dissolved into another fit of giggles when jeongguk shoved at his shoulder, tickling him where he was sensitive. "okay, i got it the first ten bazillion times you kicked my ass, you ass."
"shut up, you love my ass."
"i do," jeongguk's admitted with a sigh, throwing an arm over his eyes. "i do. unfortunately."
taehyung giggles once more. closed his eyes, opened them up again.
he repeated his question.
"jeongguk?"
"yeah?"
"have you ever kissed anyone before?"
jeongguk took a moment to respond.
"well. no," he said slowly, sitting up on his elbow. "no, i have not. except for my mom. and sooyeon kissed me on the cheek in the third grade but i don't think that counts." he was narrowing his eyes suspiciously, sizing taehyung up like he was trying to decode him.
"why do you ask? if this is another attempt to make me feel even more of a loser tonight kindly save it, one blow was more than enough. my ass is red and bruised," he emphasized.
taehyung licked his lips.
"don't worry, you don't need my help for that," he said instead of what was dancing on his lips.
"see, you're indirectly calling me a loser!"
"it came from your mouth dude, not mine."
"whatever dude," jeongguk clipped without malice. "what about you? have you ever kissed anyone?"
"my grandma a couple years ago," taehyung said seriously. "also the pet raccoon i kept in my closet for six months when i was a sophomore in high school. continuously. the hospital bill was atrocious."
"god, taehyung," jeongguk dragged, falling back onto the bed with a loud snort. "you're so fucking weird. like, what."
taehyung sniffed defensively, but a warm grin played on his lips anyway. "can't you go two damn seconds without bullying me, jeon jeongguk-ssi?"
"could ask you the exact same."
"nope!"
"so nope," jeongguk echoed, aggressively popping the p.
the following silence was comfortable, even with the gears spinning loudly in taehyung's head. he had so much he wanted to say. and ask. he was nervous, too, even though it's just jeongguk.
it won't be weird, right? they've been friends for so long nothing can be weird anymore. they've done just about everything in the world that broke that barrier. destroyed it. utterly annihilated it. they've seen each other naked. showered together. jeongguk has casually sat in the sink while taehyung took a piss once. they've seen each other sick, and heartbroken, and drunk and in between. they've seen each other at their happiest and at their lowest, at their lefts and their rights.
so it shouldn't be wierd.
like, taehyung would trust jeongguk with yeontan. that's how close they are.
so he doesn't give himself any time to change his mind before he's surging on, breaking the silence again.
"you know, that kinda makes us both losers, right," he speaks up again, trying to keep his voice as light as possible. jeongguk knows taehyung though, and jeongguk knows when taehyung is building up to something. when he's testing the waters, settling a foot in, and jeongguk sits back up again in silent inquiry.
"that we're both in college, and neither of us has kissed, like, anyone," taehyung rambled on. "you're a sophomore, and i'm a whole junior. i've got like, one more year after this. we're serious losers."
"speak for yourself," jeongguk said primly. "i've got all the girls in the world—or on campus—at my beck and call. going absolute nuts for me."
"okay," taehyung said, lolling his head back to look at jeongguk upside-down. "where are they, then?"
"not— not right here, obviously," jeongguk stutters out after a brief pause. "shut up, what's your point then."
"my point is," taehyung said, placing his words down carefully. maybe if he moved slowly enough, the weight of them won't scare jeongguk away or anything.
"maybe we can, like. just so that we don't graduate as losers or anything," taehyung added hastily. "we should just be each other's first kisses."
jeongguk's brows disappear into his hair.
"no wait," taehyung backtracks. "get laid. together. first kiss sounds lame as fuck when you're twenty-two."
jeongguk was sitting up all the way now, his crotch way closer to taehyung's ear than he could handle on top of the pressure of what he just proposed that he decided to sit up, too. eyes jeongguk nervously, picks apart his reaction.
jeongguk laughs.
"i mean. damn, dude— really?" jeongguk said in giggly spurts, eyebrows still quirked. "i'm...i didn't know you were gay."
"i'm not," taehyung protested.
"kissing another- wait no, pardon. getting laid with another dude sounds pree-tty gay to me, but sure," jeongguk's shrugs, shit eating grin dancing on his lips pleasantly. "guess i wouldn't know."
"there's nothing wrong with being gay," taehyung said defensively, swatting at jeongguk's thigh. he might've been intending for it to land somewhere safer, like near his knee, but somehow his coordination had while other plans and it landed somewhere near the inside of his thigh. taehyung snatched his hands back like it burned.
"there...isn't," jeongguk said slowly, eyes following taehyung's hand, before they rose up slowly to meet his eyes again. "never said there was."
their voices were quieting. hushed. "you kinda implied it, though."
"you really want to kiss me?"
"no," taehyung stressed, rolling his eyes. hopefully convincingly. "i don't want to kiss you. you probably have, like, lice on your lips. they're probably crusty and dry as fuck."
(actually, jeongguk's lips look soft as clouds and usually rosy and sweet colored, not that taehyung's ever looking.)
"you can't get lice on your lips, dumbass," jeongguk laughed again, lines creasing around his eyes. something kin to butterflies or some shit like that filled taehyungs lungs, and he grinned back easily.
"either way, my lips are always moisturized, thank you very much. trust me. i carry around cherry lip balm everywhere i go."
taehyung knows.
(he's wondered a millennium of times if jeongguk's lips taste as sweet as they looked.)
"thanks for soothing my concerns, jeongguk-ssi," he says instead.
after a period of silence, jeongguk speaks back up. "do you- do you know how to kiss?"
"not a damn clue," taehyung says. "surprisingly you don't learn much from kissing raccoons, contrary to popular belief."
"no, really?" jeongguk dragged, widening his eyes comically.
"oh yeah. and that is why we're going to practice on each other," he said cheerfully, pressing his index finger to jeongguk's bottom lip. "common dude, no homo or anything. we're b-f-f-s. b-f-f-s kiss all the time. like, platonically."
"i always thought it was pronounced tectonically," jeongguk mumbles distractedly, eyes following taehyung's finger. "like plate tectonics but without the plates."
"oh, jeongguk-ssi. you're so fucking stupid," taehyung feigned dreamily, peering at him through his lashes. "and it's turning me on sooo much, o-m-g."
he pretended not to catch jeongguk's small gulp.
"see," taehyung mumbled, pressing jeongguk's lips with a little more pressure. he pushed forward a bit, catching jeongguk's eyes, slipped the tip of his finger into his warm mouth. "we haven't even kissed yet and look at the wisdom you're attaining. college could never."
"fair," jeongguk mumbles, face twisting into something not-quite a smile, but almost there. teetering at the edge of it. uncertain, ready.
taehyung was more than ready.
man, was he ready.
taehyung wanted to kiss jeongguk so long and so hard his lips would go numb. he wanted to give him kiss after kiss after kiss to make up for all the times he couldn't.
jeongguk is looking at him weirdly, like he's searching his face for something.
taehyung feels a tongue poking tentatively at his finger, feels teeth gently clamp around it, tugging it in a little further. entranced, taehyung helped push his finger entirely into jeongguk's mouth. jeongguk took it into stride, only the slightest dusting on his cheeks as he sucked slowly on taehyungs fingers. warm, wet lips wrapped delicately around it, suctioning it back and forth between tongue and teeth, until satisfied and sporting only a mild hard-on, taehyung delicately popped his finger out of his mouth.
they stared at each other in silence for a heartbeat.
for two.
for three.
"so how are we doing this?" jeongguk asks finally. fuck yeah.
"doing what, the kissing or the getting laid?"
"the- dude, i don't know. the both?"
"well." taehyung scoots in closer, bouncing against the sheets until his knees are overlapping with jeongguk's. he slaps his hands down on his thighs.
"eye contact is key, right? that's what they do in all the movies." taehyung levels his eyes with jeongguk's. "they just, like, stare at each other for two hours and then make out passionately like the world is ending tomorrow."
"is that what we're gonna do," jeongguk giggles lightly, although taehyung catches his eyes drifting down to his lips. "make out passionately like the world is ending tomorrow?"
"i mean, no," taehyung says, then backtracking, "well actually. um. yeah, i guess? only if you want to."
jeongguk licks his lips. his eyes drop to taehyung's again.
"let's," he says heavily, like he just ran a marathon, except he's simply seated criss-cross underneath taehyung right now. "let's just make it quick. a kiss. the first one. to test the waters, get comfy first."
"the first one?" taehyung teases, already inching forward. "so you admit you want to kiss me too."
"literally where did i ever imply that," jeongguk snips back, except his eyes keep dropping to taehyung's lips and everytime he drags his eyes up to meet his again (like he knows. he knows what he's doing. it's both terrifying and turning taehyung on) he can feel something pulsing in his chest, his stomach, deep in his sweats.
a hand has lifted itself on its own, placing itself firmly on jeongguk's jaw, and jeongguk seemed to lean into it, like he genuinely wants it, like he felt comfortable sharing his first - this - with taehyung. like a silent confirmation, and maybe taehyung was just projecting but it sent a million fireflies off in his chest anyway.
"no homo, dude," taehyung breathes, head angling slightly, ready to fit and mold as told. jeongguk's lips were right there, looking pink and soft and a little wet, and taehyung's chest was thrumming loudly as jeongguk whispers back like a ghost against his lips, "yeah dude, no homo."
one inch.
closer.
and
"what the fuck," jeongguk yelped, shoving back immediately.
"ow, what the hell, dude?" taehyung groaned, rubbing at his mouth painfully.
"that was so uncalled for," jeongguk whined. "i was ready to get into that shit too, and then you just."
"me?" taehyung said incredulously. "i just? i just what? you don't kiss with your teeth, genius. how's that my fault!"
they stared at each other for a minute, breathing heavily, until they both burst into laughter.
"dude," jeongguk gasps. "this isn't going to work, oh my god."
"it will, it will!" taehyung protests inbetween giggly spurts. "jeez, just, don't open your mouth too wide this time. and i'll try to soften the impact. okay?"
jeongguk's nods, wiping the last of his tears.
"okay."
"okay," taehyung echoes, scooting inward again. "should we, like-"
he filters off at jeongguk's large hands grasping his waist. "unfold your legs," he murmured, and dazedly, taehyung complied, swiftly getting tugged into jeongguk's lap. so that he was completely straddling him, chests flushed agasint each other, faces breathing heavily and only inches apart.
oh.
"it'll be more comfortable this way," jeongguk explained quietly, looking a little dazed himself, almost as if he couldn't believe he just did that.
taehyung couldn't believe he just did that.
if he thought he had a hard-on before—
"oh, uh. of course," taehyung stammered, sobering immediately, breath stuck in his throat. jeongguk's large hands settled at his lower back, fingers only brushing his ass. suggestive, but respectful. taehyung knows he'll only go further if he gets an okay from taehyung. probably multiple okays, at that.
"let's try this again," jeongguk mumbles, eyes holding taehyung's with newfound purpose. his thumbs where moving in circles where they were placed right above his ass, and taehyung wanted to lean into it, ask him to go a little lower, give him a full body massage while he was at it. explore every nook and cranny. taehyung has wanted this for too long.
but he doesn't.
he grins at jeongguk instead. "you sexy idiot," he says. "with that look in your eyes i do not want you drilling me about homosexuality, ever."
jeongguk licked his lips for the nth time that night, watching with avid attention as taehyung leaned over to pull a small black plastic bag out from its hiding place in the bed.
"you planned this," jeongguk said dazedly, more a statement than a question. or an accusation, which taehyung should be grateful for.
he grinned sheepishly.
jeongguk's face creased into a grin as big as taehyung's. "whatever dude, just kiss me already. please."
without another word he's surging forward, firmly holding jeongguk's chin with his thumb and his index finger, he's about to sink his lips onto his before he swerves just slightly, gripping jeongguk to an abrupt halt.
"but jeongguk?" he whispered, making sure to hit the lowest octaves he could reach, fully knowing his voice could melt an iceberg, loving how jeongguk shudders as his lips painted words against his.
"yeah?"
"don't fucking call me dude when you're about to get the pounding of your life. okay?"
jeongguk's breath hitches.
taehyung can feel it on his cheek, feel jeongguk melting a little underneath him. he swore he heard the smallest whimper too. he loved it, and decided he wanted more of that.
"my-? my mfft," jeongguk's grunts when taehyung pulls him in again, swallowing whatever he was going to say. and this time, it's less sloppy and, thank god, less toothy and jeongguk's lips do taste as sweet as they look.
sweeter maybe. he kissed him with intent, pushing forwards, leaning his full body weight on him. taehyung felt a warm hand leave his back as jeongguk placed him behind him on the bed, sturdying himself underneath taehyung's persistent attention.
jeongguk made a small noise when taehyung engulfs his entire bottom lip, sucks gently and then harsher on the soft flesh, before shifting back up to kiss him properly again. another noise, but louder when taehyung shifted in closer, his clothed crotch un(intentionally) grinding against his.
"shit," jeongguk groaned breathlessly, pulling back. it came out deeper than taehyung was expecting, and the sound of it sent waves down his stomach, straight to his steadily hardening dick. taehyung could still feel jeongguk's breath hot on his face. he was breathing heavily, face tinted a subtle pink. "are you trying to turn me on, what the fuck."
"dude," taehyung laughed breathily, feeling the persistent throbbing in his lower stomach through every vein in his body. "dude. how else does getting laid happen if you aren't getting turned on first? how am i going to fuck you with a flaccid dick, the fuck."
jeongguk flushed deeper this time, and taehyung wanted nothing more than to sink into his lips again. he looked so pretty like this, blushing and breathless.
"i thought we were just kissing," jeongguk said defensively, biting at his bottom lip. taehyung's eyes were dropping to meet them again.
"so a short kiss turned you on that much you're already complaining?"
"shut up, you're a good kisser, okay?" jeongguk whined, leaning back in impatiently. "i've never been kissed before. not like that."
they stared at each other, the only sound between them being that of the steadily thrumming heartbeat they shared.
"i didn't sign up for this," jeongguk continued. "but we're already in too deep to stop now, right?"
"not really," taehyung decided to feign disinterest, leaning back and making as if he wanted to get off jeongguk's lap. jeongguk's startled face almost made him dissolve into laughter at the spot.
"well, you're right. i did only ask for a single kiss, baby boy," he said, hands pointedly finding jeongguk's inner thighs as he lifted himself off his lap.
something in jeongguk's eyes switched at the pet name, or maybe taehyung hand in his inner thigh. either way, his eyes melted into something darker, something sweeter. something that made taehyung pause for a full second, made his arms go limp. he promptly fell right back into jeongguk's lap just as jeongguk's hands promptly fell back onto taehyungs waist.
"you can't leave me like this," he said, and taehyung could easily see he was trying to make his voice light, but there was something etched beneath it. something that was sending shivers crawling down his spine.
"you can't kiss someone like that," jeongguk continues, dragging taehyung closer again. he had to bite back the whimper that the friction from his thighs produced.
"you can't kiss me like that, and then leave me hanging," he amended, looking at taehyung with something heavy. something more.
taehyung knows he's asking for permission. to take it a little farther than was intended.
maintaining eye contact, taehyung placed his hands over jeongguk's, sliding them down so that they were cupping his ass. jeongguk gave them a small squeeze, and then again, tighter than before.
"fuck," he breathed.
taehyung began rocking his hips slowly, letting jeongguk guide him with his hands on his ass, back and forth and back again.
"kiss me again, gguk-ssi," taehyung breathed, and jeongguk complies, leaning in, lips attaching to his immediately. he sucked at taehyung's bottom lip like he had done to him only minutes prior, quickly swallowing the low groan taehyung released. their mouths danced together, taehyung prodding gently at jeongguk's lips with his tongue, slipping in easily the second jeongguk granted him the permission. he licked and sucked at jeongguk's soft lips, loving the feel of jeongguk's breath catching on his mouth, exploring everyway he could make him do it again.
"taehyung," jeongguk managed to slip out in the middle of their heated making out. "taehyung."
"yes, jeongguk-ssi?"
"i- oh, fuck, ah," jeongguk moaned in reply, squeezing taehyung's ass again when he rolled his hips against the bulge in his pants.
jeongguk's hands on his ass was making the heat in the pit of his stomach circulate rapidly.
"spank me," taehyung gasped above jeongguk's teeth sinking into his jaw. "please, ggukie? if you don't find that weird or anything, just wanna- oh, ah," he hissed, arching his back into the sting of jeongguk's touch. the slap he landed was deliciously solid, and it hurt so good taehyung was seeing stars.
"like that?" jeongguk asks, grinning into taehyung's neck. his fingers hooked into his pants line, drawing them down, massaging at the plush, sensitive skin. fingers prodding dangerously, teasingly close to his hole, spreading his cheeks, digging into the skin.
"what are you so- ah, ah, fuck," he gasps again, buying his face in jeongguk's neck.
"mm, you like that?" jeongguk continues, grin widening at the loud moan taehyung let spill when his firm hand connected with his ass again.
"so cocky for?" taehyung finishes, ignoring him. it does feel good though, so, so good taehyung wanted to beg for more, was ready to do anything to have jeongguk's hands on his ass again.
"love seeing you whine," jeongguk whispers, teeth dragging along taehyungs collar bone now. taehyung could come from jeongguk's voice alone; it could be annoying any other time, but he does know how to bring the dialect out. the rasp, the gravel, and when, and where, and currently, he was getting each and every one of them right.
"well," taehyung forces out, steeling himself under jeongguk's heat. "we can't have that, can we? i'm the one fucking you senseless tonight."
taehyung grinned at the sharp intake of breath against his neck. the fight for dominance over where this could (would, something hopeful and brave whispered in his ear) go was highly entertaining. taehyung almost never wanted it to stop.
"oh yeah," taehyung whispers, trailing his hand down his body before flattening it on his chest. he pushed jeongguk, who showed no resistance to his touch, until he fell backwards against the bed. peering up at taehyung with wide eyes, lips flushed and slightly parted.
"stop saying that," he says quietly.
"saying what?"
"that you're going to-" jeongguk almost whispers, face flushing even deeper. "that you're gonna. you know."
taehyung decides to tease it. cocks a brow for good measure. "that i'm gonna what?"
"don't make me repeat it, hyung."
"say it, gguk-ssi." taehyung took him by the chin again, making sure he was looking him in the eye, make sure he was taking in how much he loved this. hoping he loved it too, loved it enough to work with him. taehyung wanted to make this experience good (or as good as it could be for two very heterosexual best bros in their early twenties.) "i wanna hear you say it."
jeongguk looks like he's about to wet himself. he's breathing heavily, face beautiful and pink.
"you're-" he swallowed. "that you're gonna fuck me. stop saying it like that."
taehyung was enjoying this too much.
"gonna fuck you so hard," taehyung continues anyway, fingers tiptoeing up jeongguk's stomach, swirling around his clothed nipple. drinking up the way jeongguk shudders, closes his eyes and catches his bottom lip between his teeth. "you won't be able to walk straight for a week. gonna make it so good," he mumbles, tugging at jeongguk's pants, prompting him to lift his hips so he could pull them out from under him. he kicked them off when they were at his ankles, slipping his top off while he was at it.
"gonna make you feel so good, you won't wanna get fucked by anyone else again," taehyung finished, pressing a hot kiss to jeongguk's still parted lips, receiving a needy whimper.
"words, baby boy," taehyung said, pulling away again. "use your words. tell your hyung what you want."
jeongguk looked about ready to pass out. "want you," he practically pleaded. "need you now. need your cock inside of me, tae. need it now."
taehyung takes jeongguk's hand, drags it down his body until it reaches his cock. jeongguk takes it into his own hands to tease the tip with his fingers, pressing gently into his hole. slips his hand into his boxers gingerly, pulling them down in the process, hand now fully flushed around it.
he looks up at taehyung while he thumbs a bit of the pre-cum spilling over, uses it to delicately slide his fingers around the blushing tip. watches as taehyung shakily reaches for the plastic bag with his free hand, pulling out the bottle of lube and the pack of condoms.
pouring some into one hand, he waves with the other, beckoning jeongguk to sit up.
"i'll assume you've never had anything up your ass before, right?" taehyung asks, to which jeongguk nods his head, looking more anticipatory than scared, which taehyung allowed himself to take as a good sign.
"thought so," he giggled at jeongguk's indignant scoff, although already spreading jeongguk's legs apart. eyes taking him in, in all his pretty, soft glory. "tell me if it becomes to much though. if you want to stop, ever, don't stay silent about it."
jeongguk nods eagerly. "don't worry. if i feel uncomfortable i'll say 'pineapple' so you know i mean it."
taehyung pauses, eye brows quirked skeptically.
jeongguk stares back expectantly.
"what?"
"that's so...generic," taehyung scrunches his nose. "everyone says 'pineapple.' is originality not apart of your formula, or?"
jeongguk rolled his eyes.
"for the love of god. you're about to shove your fist up my ass and this is what you're most immediately concerned about."
"yes! 'pineapple' is literally so fucking lame. i can't live like that."
"and you aren't, stupid. i am. it's my safe word, tae."
"oh," taehyung says, mouth forming the word. "right. true."
"exactly. now where were we?"
"i was about to fuck you real good and deep with my long, glorious fingers, i think?"
"oh- oh my god," jeongguk groans, leaning back to close his eyes. "i don't know whether to feel annoyed or horribly turned on again."
"why not both?" taehyung grins cheekily, walking his fingers down jeongguk's cock, brushing his balls (clean shaven, nice) and further down until he was prodding tentatively, teasingly at his hole. jeongguk jerked up a little, hips arching into his touch needily.
"you look so tight and beautiful." taehyung pushes the first finger in, almost groans at the way jeongguk clenches around it, ready to come at the mere thought of jeongguk clenching like that around his cock. "bet you'd love feeling my fingers up your ass, huh?"