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@tawant_u: Apparently it is very important that I upload a picture of myself so,,, here I am

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@offsbabii: okay wow no credits I see
@tawant_u: this was the only good picture out of all of them, you don't deserve credit
@offsbabii: bitch
@tawant_u: <3
@offsbabii: ... <3

@offsbabii: Newwie made me do this. fuk u new

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@tawant_u: you look cute in this picture!!
@offsbabii: i look like i'm 12
@tawant_u: my uwus spilled
@offsbabi: WHY ARE WE FRIENDS YOU ARE THE WORST
@tawant_u: <3

@tawant_u: my whole aesthetic

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@offsbabii: gay
@tawant_u: yes. yes it is.
@offsbabii: you're gross
@tawant_u: why are you bullying me? :((( you're worse about Off
@offsbabii: ... that's fair

@offsbabii: honestly i'm too gay for this. stop messing with my heart ya demon

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@tawant_u: so you can do this,,, but i cant call Tay my aesthetic?
@offsbabii: basically
@tawant_u: you're lucky i love you
@offsbabii: ye, i am <3
@tawant_u: OOF MY HEART <3

@tawant_u: Can Tay just like... stop being the prettiest boy alive? My heart is too weak for this :(

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@offsbabii: TAY JUST LIKED THIS
@tawant_u: WHAT
@tawant_u: GUN TAY JUST FOLLOWED ME
@offsbabii: CAN HE GET OFF TO FOLLOW ME
@tawant_u: wow what a great best friend I have
@tawan_v: <3
@tawant_u: FUCK

@offsbabii: So Tay can follow New but Off can't follow me? I love the wrong man

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@tumcial: oh well I guess I'll just leave then
@offsbabii: OHMYGOD
@offsbabii: IM SORRY I LOVE YOU YOU'RE THE RIGHT MAN
@tumcial: that's what I thought<3
@tawant_u:gay
@offsbabii: SHUT UP

@tawant_u: 24/7 soft hours open. I love (1) man

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@offsbabii: he's so cute :((
@tawant_u: I KNOW :((( I JUST WANNA SQUISH HIS CHEEKS AND TELL HIM I LOVE HIM
@tawan_v: I mean to be fair, no one said you couldn't
@tawant_u: I FORGOT HE FOLLOWED ME
@tawan_v: Aw you forgot about me :(
@offsbabii: Obviously he didn't. He just posted a picture of you and said he loved you @tawan_v
@tumcial: The fact that my baby just sassed you @tawan_v makes me so happy

@offsbabii: i'm highkey crying but it's okay because OFF FOLLOWED ME LIFE IS GREAT

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@tawant_u: are we dreaming?
@tawan_vNopeeee. Unless you wanna squish my cheeks often in your dreams?
@tawant_u: AhHHH i'm sorry :((
@tawan_vSo you don't wanna squish my cheeks?
@tawant_u: NO I DO
@offsbabii: Can y'all stop flirting on my post? thx
@tumcial: Yeah! only I'm allowed to flirt on his posts!

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tawan_v: cute username ;)

tawant_u: hUSH

tawant_u: oh god I can't believe I'm actually talking to you. I've been a fan since Room Alone

tawan_v: you've liked me since 2014

tawan_v: how cute

tawant_u: you really have a thing with calling me cute

tawan_v: I like telling the truth

tawant_u: cheesy!!!

tawan_v: 🤷🏻♂️ honest

tawan_v: you are cute. your little picture proves it.

tawan_v: also you told me you want to squish my cheeks? that's Cute my dude

tawant_u: pls never call me "my dude" again. I have a name

tawan_v: it's Newwie right?

tawant_u: well,,, yes. That or just New. I'm not picky

tawan_v: I like Newwie more.

tawant_u: let me guess. cause it's cuter?

tawan_v: ding ding ding we have a winner

tawan_v: I have to go now, but I'll talk to you later.

tawan_v: if that's okay?

tawant_u: of fucking course that's okay.

tawan_v: you have a hidden potty mouth, how adorable

tawant_u: 🙄 go before you get in trouble

tawan_v: no goodbye ? :(

tawant_u: bye P'Tay! Su su na! 💕

tawan_v: cute

//.//

tol: Tay has called me cute about 10 times now and I don't know what to do

smol: W H A T

tol: I know??? He dmed me and said my username was cute

tol: and then said my picture of me was cute and then said my name was cute

tol: and then called me cute when I wished him luck

smol: get it Newwie

tol: shut up?? I'm freaking out?? What do I do??

smol: ... seriously?

smol: your idol has called you cute MULTIPLE times and you're asking me what to do?

smol: you flirt your little ass off, get him to fall in love with you and have his babies

tol: I'm a boy Gun

smol: adopt his children then

tol: what if he doesn't like me?

smol: wow are you an idiot

smol: be his friend first and then get in his pants

tol: I don't want in his pants I want in his heart

smol: Gay™️

tol: we've been over this

smol: you right

//.//

meanwhile...

Shithead: bro I think I have feelings

Fuckface: Tay are you sick? You never have feelings

Shithead: fuck off yes I do

Fuckface: I know I was being sarcastic, you are literally one of the happiest people I know

Fuckface: but what's up?

Shithead: Newwie

Shithead: he's cute

Fuckface: ~ohhhh~

Shithead: I hate you

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tawan_v: hi it's me again

tawant_u: hiiiiii

tawant_u: how was your day?

tawan_v: stressful :(

tawant_u: oh no :(((

tawant_u: do you want to talk about it? would that help?

tawan_v: are you sure? I'm mighty boring

tawant_u: doubt that. but yes, I'm positive

tawan_v: thanks Newwie.

tawant_u: of course :)

//.//

Shithead: F R I C K

Shithead: FRICK A WHOLE BRICK

Shithead: Bro he's so CUTE

Fuckface: cool?

Shithead: no you don't understand!!!

Shithead: he asked me how my day was and I told him it was stressful and he asked if I wanted to talk about it

Fuckface: hmm yes he's the cutest while doing normal polite things 🙄

Shithead: okay like

Shithead: you wouldn't do that for me

Fuckface: that's fair

Fuckface: but is that it?

Shithead: no

Shithead: I told him I was boring because well I am

Fuckface: truth

Shithead: and asked if he actually wanted to hear and he told me that he doubted I was boring

Shithead: like if anyone else said that I would be like fine?

Shithead: but im not? And I don't understand?

Fuckface: ~feelings~

Shithead: but we just started talking like two days ago?

Fuckface: you followed him after you saw his face? Literally love at first sight bro

Shithead: I don't know

Fuckface: look man. I don't know your brain. But I know you are never this affected by things like this.

Fuckface: Just talk to him more and figure it out okay?

Shithead: you're being nice.

Fuckface: soak it in it won't happen again anytime soon.

//.//

tawant_u: I'm sorry Tay :( I don't know much about the acting world, but don't let this get you down!!

tawant_u: you are very talented! but make sure to relax and rest some okay?

tawant_u: I wish I could help more but I really don't know anything about acting.

tawan_v: thank you for listening Newwie :)

tawan_v: and for helping. it means a lot

tawant_u: anything for my favorite boy!

//.//

Shithead: F U C K

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tol: hi Tay is a WHOLE MAN

smol: agreed

smol: but where did this come from?

tol: I'm just in my feelings

smol: he hasn't talked to you in a while has he?

tol: :(( no

tol: but it's okay!! he's probably busy

tol: I'm just a fan anyway. it's not like he thinks I'm his friend

smol: wow that's wrong

smol: pretty sure a famous guy wouldn't even start a conversation with you if you were 'just a fan'

tol: are you still petty that Off hasn't messaged you

smol: ... no

smol: shut up

tol: message him first?

smol: haha like he would answer me

tol: try?

smol: fine

smol: but only if you message Tay first too

tol: ... fine

//.//

offsbabii: okay hi

offsbabii: I just wanted to thank you for following me cause I realized I hadn't done that yet and I'm really grateful

offsbabii: so thank you

tumcial: no need to thank me. thank you for actually liking my acting.

offsbabii: are you kidding? you're one of the most talented actors I have ever seen!!

offsbabii: like honest to god. your acting in Sotus was so different from how you acted in Room Alone and it was so shocking to see how you could portray so many different characters so well

offsbabii: oh god that sounded so weird

tumcial: not weird! it was sweet. thank you

offsbabii: oh! no problem!

//.//

tawant_u: hey! it's me

tawant_u: Newwie

tawant_u: obviously you know it's me

tawant_u: okay anyway

tawant_u: I just wanted to check up on you?

tawant_u: last time we talked you were having a bit of a bad day and I just want to make sure you're okay now

tawant_u: uhhh

tawant_u: that's all! I hope I didn't bother you or anything :(

tawan_v: you sweet precious boy

tawan_v: you could never bother me!

tawan_v: god I don't deserve you

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tawant_u: shut up?? yes you do??

tawan_v: you're so cute it physically pains me

tawan_v: sorry I haven't been more active. I've been really busy

tawant_u: I assumed! are you feeling better?

tawan_v: less stressed? no. but you've made me happier

tawant_u: oh gosh I'm blushing

tawan_v: oh my god you're the cutest thing

tawan_v: hey... can I trust you with something?

tawant_u: anything!

tawan_v: I don't ever do this but

tawan_v: I feel comfortable with you

tawan_v: would you want to exchange line names? so we can communicate better?

tawant_u: holy fuck

tawant_u: am I dreaming?

tawan_v: no, I would say you aren't.

tawan_v: is that a yes?

tawant_u: of course it's a yes?? do you even have to ask?

tawant_u: here, add me

//.//

Tt. : hellooo

newwie! : hiya

Tt. : you're name is cute :(

newwie! : yeah well yours isn't

Tt. : rude :(((

newwie! : I'm just kidding :(

Tt. : I know 😘

newwie! : do you just... like making me blush?

Tt. : yeah. even though I've never seen it

newwie! : I'm not sending you a picture

Tt. : but :(((

newwie! : no I look like a fricking tomato

Tt. : I bet you look adorable

newwie! : you're just making it worse

Tt. : I really need to get close to Gun so he can send me pictures of moments like these

newwie! : >:(

newwie! : I'm changing your name

newwie has changed Tt.'s name!

newwie! : perfect

meanie: how original

meanie: I'm changing yours then

meanie has changed newwie!'s name!

cutie: why :(

meanie: couple names

cutie: !!!!!

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tol: HI! ME AND TAY EXCHANGED LINES HOW ARE THINGS WITH LOVERBOY

smol: HES SUPER SWEET. WE DONT TALK ALL THE TIME BUT HE MAKES SURE TO CHECK UP ON ME

smol: BUT YOU EXCHANGED LINES?!

tol: YES HES BEING REALLY CUTE AGAIN

tol: MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE

tol: HE GAVE US COUPLE NAMES GUN

smol: F U C K

tol: I KNOW

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offsbabii: yo Tay is really wilding

tumcial: explain

offsbabii: he and new exchanged lines and apparently they have couple names now

tumcial: atta boy

tumcial: how long do you think Tay will deny his feelings?

offsbabii: too long

tumcial: will New be hurt by that?

offsbabii: most definitely

tumcial: well then we better make sure that none of that happens

offsbabii: are you suggesting a secret plan to get them together?

tumcial: of course I am

tumcial: who do you take me for? a lame best friend? no.

offsbabii: never in my life did I think I could love you more

offsbabii: you just proved me wrong

tumcial: 😘

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meanie: what's up buttercup

cutie: hey

meanie: are you okay?

cutie: yeah

cutie: no

cutie: I don't know

meanie: do you want to talk about it?

cutie: I don't want to bother you

meanie: again, you could never bother me

meanie: besides I don't like seeing you sad

cutie: can

cutie: can I call?

cutie: it's just a lot and I don't want to type it all out

cutie: I understand if I can't

cutie: you know what forget I asked

meanie: no no baby of course you can call, I'm sorry

meanie: I was trying to find a quiet place

meanie: you can call now, and we can talk as long as you like

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Fuckface: so you wanna tell me the real reason why you were late to set?

Shithead: Newwie called me and he was crying

Fuckface: is he okay?

Shithead: he got beat up at school for being gay...

Fuckface: oh my god

Shithead: yeah I know

Fuckface: did he stop crying when you hung up?

Shithead: he hung up on me. when the staff found me in the bathroom he told me to have fun on set and hung up

Fuckface: shit

Shithead: is it crazy to say I want to go check on him?

Fuckface: no, I don't think so. he's one of your closest friends

Shithead: friends

Shithead: yeah

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tumcial: are you okay?

offsbabii: yeah I'm fine

tumcial: so you didn't get hurt?

offsbabii: no. Newwie and I are in different faculties. he is engineering and I am science

offsbabii: I'm with him right now

tumcial: is he okay?

offsbabii: no. he hasn't stopped crying

tumcial: fuck man

offsbabii: he hasn't acted like this since he got kicked out

tumcial: he was kicked out?

offsbabii: yeah. he came out to his parents right before uni and they kicked him out

offsbabii: he lives with me and my parents now

tumcial: your parents know you're both gay?

offsbabii: I'm adopted by two women. they are pretty chill with it 😂

tumcial: oh that's so cool

offsbabii: yeah I'm pretty lucky

tumcial: so like weird question

offsbabii: go for it

tumcial: could Tay and I come over? he's panicking

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offsbabii: am I dreaming

tumcial: you both ask that a lot

offsbabii: my idol just asked to come to my house to make sure my best friend is okay because his idol and your best friend is worried about him

offsbabii: this is some straight fan fiction shit

tumcial: that's fair

tumcial: but no I really mean it

offsbabii: won't you guys get in trouble?

tumcial: not if anyone doesn't know

offsbabii: I don't want you both to get in trouble cause of us

tumcial: I wouldn't ask if either of us cared

offsbabii: okay but you should care? If you get in trouble you both could probably not come back

tumcial: we will just say it's a family emergency

offsbabii: did you just call us family

tumcial: in the excuse of why we have to leave, yes

offsbabii: please excuse me while I sob actual tears

tumcial: address??

offsbabii: oh fuck

offsbabii: uh here it is

//.//

Fuckface: where are you?

Shithead: closet by the bathroom. I'm trying to call Newwie back but he won't answer

Shithead: do you think he's okay?

Fuckface: Tay... come outside okay. let's go somewhere

Shithead: Off I won't be fun wherever we go

Shithead: I'm worried out of my mind

Fuckface: I know I know

Fuckface: I promise you'll like it

Shithead: fine whatever

Fuckface: thank you

//.//

tumcial: we are on our way

offsbabii: drive safe!!

tumcial: will do

offsbabii: you okay?

tumcial: I've never seen Tay like this. It's scary

offsbabii: is he okay?

tumcial: He's on the verge of tears.

tumcial: he never acts like this, he is never this worried about anyone. except family and me

offsbabii: that's really sweet. but he'll be okay, I promise. he will see New and be all gross with him, but he'll be okay

tumcial: I hope so

offsbabii: I know so. now tell me what you like to eat so I can order food

tumcial: you're an angel, I'll pay.

offsbabii: thank you <3

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offsbabii: wow Newwie has never cuddled anyone this much

tumcial:Tay has never held someone this much so I guess this is both new for them

offsbabii: it's kinda cute though

tumcial: I guess

offsbabii: you guess? Look at them

offsbabii: Newwie is basically in his lap and I'm pretty sure his face is in his neck? that's cute

tumcial: honestly I'm still surprised that Tay just picked Newwie up when he saw the kid at the door. it was cute but so out of character for him

offsbabii: I was low key jealous. like honestly I'm so happy Newwie has Tay but like

offsbabii: I never have anyone like that for when I have bad days

tumcial: Oof that's a big mood

tumcial: you'll find someone soon though, you're too cute not to have someone

offsbabii: hahaha thanks

offsbabii: you too, obviously

tumcial: thanks. why are we texting while we are the same room again?

offsbabii: we were gossiping

tumcial: oh right

//.//

cutie: thank you so much for coming over

meanie: you should thank Gun and Off for that

meanie: I didn't know where I was until you opened the door

cutie: still, thanks

cutie: other than Gun I've never had anyone to actually worry about me

cutie: it makes me feel... special

meanie: you are special

meanie: to me at least

cutie: oh god you are the absolute cutest thing

meanie: hm wrong

meanie: that would be you

cutie: I'm not cute :(

meanie: yes? you? are?

meanie: you're super cute

meanie: and a great cuddler

cutie: I think I'm going to faint

meanie: how about we don't do that and say we didn't

cutie: I can't take this why are you so sweet

meanie: cause I care about you and stuff.

cutie: I hold so much affection for you

meanie: back at ya baby boy

meanie: also you never squished my cheeks and I was a bit disappointed

cutie: guess that means we just have to see each other again so I can do that

meanie: guess so

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Tay sat in the backseat of the cab Off called as they drove somewhere. He wasn't paying attention, his gaze on his phone as he waited for New to call him back. He was panicking. New was close to him, almost as close as Off was to him. It was weird; he had known New for not even a quarter of the time he knew Off and he trusted him just as much. He felt something with New that just made him feel comfortable and safe even if they had never met before.

Knowing that New had gotten hurt over something he couldn't control didn't sit well with the actor. Being gay wasn't something anyone should get beat up over, and Tay just wished he could have helped him. The lack of response wasn't doing anything to calm him down; he was worried that New had something seriously wrong with him. New mentioned that he was kicked in the ribs, what if one of his ribs cracked and he couldn't breathe? That didn't make any sense, but Tay's mind was in a mess with how worried he was.

Off paid for the cab when they got to the destination, and Tay had genuinely no idea where they were. They were at a house, it looked like. It wasn't a house that the actor recognized, and Tay turned to hail the cab again. He didn't want to be here when he could be in the comfort of his own bed while worrying about the fan of his.

"Tay?" A meek voice caught the paranoid man's attention, the voice slightly husky and wet sounding. He turned to see New at the doorway. He assumed it was New, the bruises didn't help much with trying to recognize a boy you've only seen once on Instagram. The actor was a bit surprised by how buff New looked, but he still had this child-like appearance to him which made Tay want to pick him up and hold him until he was sick. He looked at Off for confirmation that this was the boy he had been talking to non-stop for weeks, and at the slight nod, he ran to the boy. He knew he was only stuck in his thoughts for maybe a ten seconds, but it seemed too long now that he knew New was safe.

When he arrived at the doorway, he saw in detail how scuffed up Newwie looked. He grew angry, but upon seeing how wet the younger boy's cheeks were form tears and how red his eyes were, Tay put his anger on the back burner and moved closer to hug his boy. He wrapped his arms around him, gently since he knew that New was in pain. Newwie was having none of it as he hugged Tay, leaning up on his toes to place more of his body on the older. Tay's hands travelled to the backs of the fan's thighs, which he tapped lightly as he whispered for New to jump. New needed comfort and Tay wasn't going to deny him of that, especially not now.

New jumped up slightly, wrapping his legs around Tay's waist as the older lifted him up. The bruised boy's face went immediately into the actor's neck, and the tears that Tay felt run down his neck made him frown. He saw Gun walk towards the door, so he nodded and smiled softly at the short man as a greeting.

"We do own a couch if you would like to come inside. You can stand out in the heat if you want, no pressure," Gun smiled cheekily, his dimples showing. Tay rolled his eyes playfully before walking inside and heading straight towards the couch. He slowly sat down on the couch so he didn't bother the silently weeping boy in his arms. Once he was settled, he started to rub New's back softly. He didn't say anything, to be honest, he didn't really know what to say, so he just sat underneath his boy.

His boy? Where did that come from? New moved his face, shifting to wrap his arms tighter around the tanner boy's neck and have his face closer to the warmth Tay's body was giving off. It was then that the older boy noticed New was basically straddling him, making him feel unusually flustered. He didn't mind it; having New on him like this was doing wonders for his heart's health if how fast it was pounding was anything to go by. Did he like Newwie?

He just met him, but he sure did have some type of feelings for him.

When the broken boy let out a groan, complaining that his ribs hurt, Tay decided that figuring out what he felt for the younger boy should wait. He asked Gun for some pain relievers and started to hum one of his favorite songs to distract the boy in his arms.

No matter what he felt for the boy, he knew he would always care for him.

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tol: so pretty sure Tay is flirting with me

smol: yes obviously he is

tol: what do I do??

smol: what do you mean? flirt back

tol: I am! But like what if it's platonic flirting

smol: what we do is platonic flirting

smol: what you and Tay are doing are the opposite

smol: also have you ever in your life seen Tay flirt with any of his friends?

tol: well no

smol: and you thought he would just start with you?

smol: bro he likes you

tol: what? no he doesn't

tol: I'm just normal old New why would he like me?

smol: who wouldn't like you? bro if you weren't like my actual brother I would so date you

smol: so stop being so self-deprecating and send me screenshots

tol: aye aye captain

//.//

offsbabii: New doesn't think Tay likes him

tumcial: hmm is he dumb

offsbabii: that's my best friend >:(

tumcial: I'm just saying it's really fucking obvious

offsbabii: that's fair

tumcial: instagram eats my battery life

offsbabii: same but I have to keep my followers fed

tumcial: give me your line

offsbabii: Tay was cute when he asked New :(

tumcial: Gun, my sweet angel, my pillow baby from God, my precious babii, will you please give me your fucking line?

offsbabii: I'll take it

//.//

Tumcial: heya

ATP: hellooo

ATP: this feels kind of weird

Tumcial: why?

ATP :I feel like I'm not worthy enough to be talking to you so casually

Tumcial: shut up

Tumcial: we are friends aren't we?

ATP: I mean

ATP: yeah

ATP: for some odd reason you find me amusing

Tumcial: well you aren't my baby for nothing

ATP: excuse for a moment my heart is racing

Tumcial: you're adorable

//.//

meanie: how's my favorite boy today?

cutie: my ribs hurt so I stayed home from school

cutie: other than that, I'm great

meanie: oh no :((

meanie: I'm free in a few hours, do you want me to come over?

cutie: you don't have to!

meanie: I wouldn't have offered if I didn't want to

cutie: well in that case

cutie: I would love if you can come over

meanie: I'll see you in a few hours then :)

meanie: I expect you to pinch my cheeks and say you love me

cutie: I think I can do that

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Shithead: I'm going back to New's tonight, wanna come with?

Fuckface: ... why are you going back?

Shithead: I,,, don't know? he said his ribs hurt earlier and I just felt strangely protective and like I
needed to comfort him

Fuckface: do you like him?

Shithead: I don't know x2

Shithead: I was actually thinking about that yesterday

Shithead: I called him "my boy" in my head

Fuckface: that's a hard yes to my question then

Shithead: but I don't know him that well and I just met him?

Fuckface: you just met him and you feel protective over him and call him "your boy"

Fuckface: there is at least some feeling there my dude

Shithead: that's fair

Fuckface: get to know him. but if what you're feeling
now is anything to go by, I think you do like him

Shithead: am I gay?

Fuckface: I don't know???

Shithead: how did you know you were bi?

Fuckface: I found people with penises just as attractive as people with vaginas

Shithead: it was that easy?

Fuckface: look, here's an easy test

Fuckface: do you want to kiss New?

Shithead: uh

Fuckface: think about it and come back to me okay? then we will figure it out more

//.//

smol: cupcake!

tol: muffin!

smol: how ya feeling?

tol: it kind of hurts to breathe but I'm fine!

smol: uh!!!!! that doesn't sound fine!

tol: it's not that bad!

smol: I don't trust that!

tol: anyway

smol: don't change the subject >:(

tol: I don't want you to worry about me!

smol: that's one of my jobs as your best friend? I worry because I care for you

tol: I'm fine, really. it's just the bruising

smol: I really wish you would tell me who did it

tol: I can't, not yet

smol: do I know them?

tol: we both know them.

tol: can we not talk about this please?

smol: fine, you were saying something earlier

tol: oh!! is it okay if Tay comes over?

smol: oohhh lover boy is coming over ;)

tol: is that a yes?

smol: the house is yours now too, ya know? you don't really have to ask

tol: I know I just

smol: I understand. but yeah it's fine with me! be sure to ask moms!

tol: already have!

tol: I think Off may be coming over too? Tay asked if he could

smol: ALL MY CUTE CLOTHES ARE IN THE WASHER!!

tol: are your pink shorts clean?

smol: ye I think?

tol: I'll let you wear that hoodie you like so you look extra small and adorable

smol: you are a life saver

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cutie: did you want me to order food or anything?

meanie: sure! order what you like, I'll pay you back

cutie: it's okay!! I don't need to be paid back

meanie: hm that wasn't an option

cutie: but you don't have to!

meanie: I know but I want too!

cutie: :( P'Tay!

meanie: :(( N'New!

cutie: I'll feel bad if you pay me back

meanie: why???

cutie: because I want to buy the food since Off bought it last night :(

meanie: funnily enough Off isn't me and I'm a grown man who can make my own decisions

cutie: I didn't mean to make you angry...

meanie: I'm not angry!! sorry if it seemed like it

cutie: oh it's okay!! I probably just read the text weird.

meanie: are you sure?

cutie: positive

meanie: I feel bad so I'm going to cuddle you when I see you

cutie: don't feel bad! it's not your fault!

meanie: it kinda is!

cutie: shut up I promise it's not

meanie: doesn't mean I don't feel like it is

cutie: you're making me want to hug you so hard!!!!

meanie: no one is saying you can't!!!

meanie: shooting just ended, I'll be on my way to you really soon!

cutie: yay! I'll see you then!

meanie: oh! is it still okay if Off comes?

cutie: of course!

meanie: see you soon baby boy :)

cutie: see you!

//.//

ATP: hi are you coming with Tay tonight?

Tumcial: Haven't decided yet. Tay is in a (possibly) gay panic and I can't decide if I want to watch that or not

ATP: I don't want to watch that :(

Tumcial: wow honestly me either but he's my bro ya know?

ATP: if you come, we could use each other as an excuse to leave the room

Tumcial: you are smart, little one

ATP: l try ;)

ATP: okay I have to go back to class now

Tumcial: were you texting me during class??

ATP: obviously? hence the fact that I have to get back to class

Tumcial: you can't be smart if you don't pay attention.

ATP: yeah yeah yeah

Tumcial: bye Babii

ATP: byeeeee <3

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Tay knocked on the door loudly, bouncing on the balls of his feet from the excitement that coursed through him. He had been excited all day to see New. He couldn't explain it, he was just ecstatic that he got to see the younger again. He heard Off snort at him, and he stuck his middle finger up as the door opened. It was Gun, whose outfit made him look especially tiny. He was cute, but not as cute as New.

"Hi Gun, how are you?" Off spoke up, and Tay looked back to see him smiling. He didn't question it (even if it was a bit out of character for the normally quiet and stoic man) and turned back to the door to see New slowly walking towards it. He saw the pain on the other's face so he quickly greeted the shortest boy in the house with a quick "hi Gun!" before hurriedly walking through the door when Gun got out of the way and made his way quickly over to Newwie.

New smiled at him and Tay didn't resist wrapping him in his arms softly, hugging him gently. He heard and felt the giggles that the younger produced which made him smile brightly. New wrapped his arms around Tay as well, so the two of them stood near the doorway wrapped in each others' embrace.

"Okay lovebirds, we are still waiting for the food, do you want to watch a movie or something?" Gun spoke, making New try to pull away. It didn't as well as he thought it would seeing as once he left Tay's arms, Tay just wrapped him up in a back hug. He could see the tips of New's ears get red, making the older's heart race. He rested his head on New's shoulder timidly so it didn't hurt him. New opened his mouth like he was going to talk, but Off cut him off.

"Babii, sometimes you're a genius but why are you willingly signing us up to be in a room with that for two hours?" Off was acting like the big baby he actually is, which made both Tay and New laugh quietly at the tantrum he was throwing. Gun, however, was taking none of his shit.

"Because we have nothing better to do? And the movie will cause a distraction so we don't have to witness it." The short guy had his eyebrow raised, his hands on his hips making him look sassy. It was an interesting sight. Off looked a bit shocked, but a smile grew on his face and he nodded.

"That's fair, I guess," The bright smile that formed on Gun's face made a soft flush form on Off's face and Tay made a mental note to ask his best friend about his feelings toward the short guy later. New was more important right now. He mentally apologized to Off for picking favorites.

"The food isn't here yet? I ordered it a while ago though," New whined, and Tay could see the pout from his perch on the other's broad shoulder. He had the urge to kiss it away, to kiss New and make him feel better. He suppressed that urge quickly and covered up his growing shyness with a joke.

"It's fate saying that you should let me pay for it," immediately after he said that, New turned around in his arms, the pout still on his face. Suddenly, Tay felt attacked by how cute New was. His heart raced again, and he felt a flush take over his cheeks.

"But P'!" New's pout deepened, and Tay almost lost his mind. He was sure had feelings for the younger boy at this point with how much he just wanted to feel those soft lips on his. This would probably end up being a problem, but Tay couldn't find it in himself to care.

"But nothing, baby boy. I want to pay, okay?" Tay had a poor brain-to-mouth filter it seemed when the pet name slipped through. He held back his look of surprise because fuck he hadn't meant to do that. New just wrecked him.

"Fine," the pout just became more of a nuisance to Tay's health, but when his eyes finally came off New's kissable lips he saw how rosy the other's pale skin had become. Tay was convinced the world either really liked him to give him such a gorgeous crush or it either really fucking hated him to give him such a gorgeous crush. New was a looker, that was sure. Tay was going to die if he didn't get to kiss him at least once.

The four of them ventured back to the living room where Tay cuddled New all night last night, and Tay found his way back to the same spot he was sitting in the night previous, and New slowly situated himself next to him.

"Does it hurt bad?" Tay asked, and New shook his head. Tay got an "it's just a little sore" from New but a nod from Gun. He chose to believe Gun but say nothing. Off chose the movie Baby Driver because he purely liked the soundtrack, so Tay placed an arm around New's shoulders because he knew he wouldn't be watching the movie. Soon after the food came and he ran to the door to pick it up and pay, thanking the delivery man and returning to the living area. He served plates and made drinks for the other boys while he was up so he didn't have to do it later. Once he was finally seated again, New cuddled up to his side.

He smiled as he ate, finishing his food around the same time that New did, so he took both of their plates to the kitchen before returning back to the couch.

"Thank you, P'Tay," New smiled and Tay smiled back. The older opened his arms as an invitation for New to cuddle him and the younger quickly moved before hissing in pain. Tay grew concerned and gently moved New to his chest, letting New situate his body in a comfortable position. He lightly drew figure eights on New's ribs in an effort to comfort him, and New looked up at him with a grateful smile on his face.

Tay really was going to die if he didn't kiss New senseless soon.

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Shithead: ABORT

Shithead: ABORT MISSION

Shithead: I ALMOST KISSED HIM EARLIER

Fuckface: well I guess that answers my question then

Shithead: I like him!!! What do I do!!!

Fuckface: do you know his favorite color?

Shithead: no

Fuckface: last name?

Shithead: also no

Fuckface: then get to know him so you can ask him on a date??

Shithead: smart!!!

Fuckface: I've been saying that for like a week why do you not listen to me

Shithead: sometimes you're boring

Fuckface: Choke

Shithead: oh by the way!!

Shithead: do you like Gun?

Fuckface: that seems irrelevant??

Shithead: it's not though??? You're taking years to respond which means you're actually paying attention to him.

Shithead: in fact, i can literally see you pay more attention to him than the movie

Shithead: which is ~rare~

Shithead: like I'm your best friend and you still ignore me

Fuckface: oh shut up Tay

Shithead: I will not until you answer my question

Fuckface: I don't know him well enough to like him. I started talking to him way after you talked to New

Shithead: then take your own advice and get to know him

Shithead: you guys would be cute together

Fuckface: you said that last time too

Shithead: we don't talk about her. she's a bitch

Fuckface: just trying to show you that not everything is as it seems

Shithead: fair, but Gun has been a fan of yours for a while? I doubt he would purposely hurt you

Fuckface: fair

//.//

cutie: who are you talking to?

meanie: off

cutie: ... why?

meanie: don't worry about it

meanie: just some things that don't really involve you

cutie: oh

cutie: okay

meanie: why did you move?

cutie: just a bit uncomfortable... I'm going to go take some pain pills

meanie: oh okay

meanie: come back soon I'll miss youuu

cutie: yeah

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smol: hello where art thou?

tol: my room

smol: are you perhaps... upset?

tol: literally how did you know

smol: I know you

smol: which means I know you don't ever leave a cuddle session to go to your room. unless you're upset

tol: I think I did something to make Tay mad at me

smol: why???

tol: well we were cuddling and he was texting Off and I saw my name and when I asked him about it he got all ... tense

smol: would he let you cuddle him if he was mad?

tol: you let me

smol: you run a hard bargain.

smol: stay there and rest. I'll say you weren't feeling well

tol: thank you I love you

smol: I love you too

//.//

meanie: you okay?

cutie: just sore. gonna try and sleep it off

meanie: do you want me to come to you?

cutie: nah don't want to bother you

meanie: I keep telling you that you won't but you don't listen to me

cutie: sorry for making you upset. it wasn't my intention. I'm going to bed now.

meanie: what?

cutie: good night

meanie: Newwie what do you mean?

meanie: hey talk to me

meanie: please Newwie what did you mean by that?

meanie: baby boy come on

//.//

ATP: what were you and Tay talking about?

Tumcial: ???

ATP: Off im not just making shit up. You and Tay were talking during the movie and I want to know what it was about

Tumcial: are you my mother?

ATP: no

Tumcial: then I don't see why you need to know what my best friend and I were talking about in our private conversation

ATP: huh

ATP: cool okay

ATP: I think you and Khun Tay know how to let yourselves out. Goodnight Khun' Off.

Tumcial: fuck

Tumcial: please dont do that.

Tumcial: Gun I'm sorry

Tumcial: i didnt mean it like that

Tumcial: Gun?

Tumcial: babii please

//.//

Shithead: I think I fucked up.

Fuckface: yeah me too.

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meanie: New please talk to me

meanie: what did I do?

meanie: I'm sorry

meanie: you didn't make me upset, you have never made me upset. I don't know where you got that from

meanie: Newwie please

meanie: I just want to know you're okay

cutie: I'm fine

meanie: new! baby are you okay?

cutie: yeah

meanie: I'm sorry for whatever I did that made it seem like I was mad

cutie: no I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so clingy. I'm sorry for making you worry about me. I'm sorry for making you upset enough you had to text Off. I'm sorry

meanie: Newwie I wasn't texting Off about you

meanie: I mean I was but

cutie: it's fine. no need to justify yourself

meanie: it's not what you think!

cutie: it's whatever. Have a good day.

meanie: Newwie?

meanie: new come on

//.//

Tumcial: Gun I really am sorry

Tumcial: I didn't mean to snap at you like that.

Tumcial: it was uncalled for and I apologize

Tumcial: please just talk to me

Tumcial: come on, we're partners in crime remember?

ATP: last time I checked, partners trusted each other.

ATP: last time I checked, I had done nothing to warrant you treating me like some stalker

ATP: last time I checked, we were friends and you knew that I would never do anything to hurt you or make you uncomfortable

ATP: but who knows? maybe we weren't friends. I knew all this was too good to be true.

Tumcial: no we are friends!!!

Tumcial: Gun i promise we are friends and I trust you

Tumcial: Gun please

Tumcial: I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen.

Tumcial: babii please

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meanie: are you ever going to tell me why you're mad at me so I can fix it?

cutie: I'm not mad at you.

meanie: it sure feels like you are

cutie: you're the one mad at me

cutie: I saw you talk to Off about me

cutie: and then when I asked you about it, your responses were short and clipped and you got tense

cutie: so either you're mad at me or uncomfortable with me

cutie: I'm giving you space

meanie: I don't want space!

cutie: then what the fuck do you want Tay?

meanie: I want you!

meanie: fuck

meanie: this wasn't how I planned to do this but here I am

meanie: that night when I was talking to Off, I was talking about you. But not in a bad way.

meanie: I was talking about how I wanted to kiss you and how much I wanted to get to know you better so I could be a good boyfriend

meanie: New I fucking like you. I like you so much.

cutie: you like me?

cutie: little New who is shy and clingy?

cutie: New who goes to university and has a fan account for you?

meanie: yes. I like my fanboy who cuddles me like we are stuck together and who is still in school

cutie: why?

meanie: why not? you make me feel loved and safe

meanie: not having you talk to me made me feel suffocated and lonely

meanie: and I'll be honest, I don't know much about you but I want to know you more.

cutie: ... did you just quote SOTUS?

meanie: perhaps

cutie: you know,,, I still haven't squished your cheeks.

meanie: oh yeah

cutie: and since you want to kiss me so bad

cutie: we could kill two birds with one stone

meanie: does this mean you like me back?

cutie: P' Tay. I have a fan account for you. I've called you my aesthetic. I have said you were the prettiest boy in the world. It would be safe to assume I like you.

meanie: but I don't want to assume

cutie: you are insufferable

cutie: P' Tay I really like you and I would really like it if you came over and kissed me.

meanie: I'm sorry for making you think I was mad at you

cutie: I'm sorry for not letting you explain.

meanie: you know I'm not letting you go after this, right? you're mine now

cutie: I've always been yours.

//.//

"New, open the door!" Tay was shaking in his skin. He just confessed to New, and it went well. New liked him back. They aren't fighting anymore.

And he was going to get to kiss him. What a life.

"New!!"

"I'm coming, hold on!" New complained before he opened the front door and saw Tay, with Off behind him as usual.

"Hi, P'Off." New smiled at him politely, before moving to the side so he could enter the house.

"Don't mind me! I'm just his ride. I'll see you both later," Off waved his hand as Gun peeked his head out of his bedroom and beckoned him. New waved back before Tay whined.

"Pay attention to me!~" he pouted until New looked at him, smiling widely when New blushed but reached out to pinch his cheeks.

"Here's my end of the deal," New whispered and Tay smiled bashfully, moving his own hands up to hold New's. The two stood by the door before New kicked it closed with his foot and turned. He grabbed one of Tay's hands and led them to his bedroom, closing that door behind him too.

"I believe it's my turn then?" Tay stepped forward, placing his hands on New's broad shoulders and gently pushing him to the door the younger just closed. New flushed a rosy pink but wrapped his arms around Tay's neck in response.

"I guess so," New smiled and Tay leaned forward slowly so the younger could back out if he wanted to. Getting no such response, he leaned all the way and slotted his lips against the plush lips of the younger boy. New pressed back, moving his lips slowly against Tay's. The two of them kissed gently, just small movements against one another's mouths. Yet, no matter how simple the kiss was, Tay couldn't help but feel like this was what he was meant to be doing.

Loving New, touching New, being with New. That is what Tay needed.

Tay needed New.

New pulled back first and giggled as he bit his lower lip. Tay leaned forward again and pressed a series of kisses to his boy's lips to hear him giggle again. He placed one last, long kiss on his mouth, before pulling back with a smile. They both just stared at each other, New's arms resting loosely around Tay's neck and Tay's hands rubbing small shapes into New's hips.

"You still want to get to know me, P'?"

"I want to know everything and anything about you, baby boy."

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Tumcial: Gun please just listen to me

ATP: I don't want to. I'm upset

Tumcial: I know, I know you're upset and I feel like shit for making you upset.

ATP: why did you do it?

Tumcial: why did I snap at you?

ATP: yeah

Tumcial: my ex-girlfriend would always ask stuff like that. and even if I was talking to family, she would yell at me and call me degrading things.

Tumcial: how you started the conversation reminded me of that so I got defensive.

Tumcial: she also really hated how close I am to Tay because I'm bi and he's a flirt so she never trusted me when I talked to him

Tumcial: I'm sorry

ATP: I'm not your ex-girlfriend P'

Tumcial: I know! I know it was just reflex

Tumcial: hey, you called me P' again!

ATP: yeah I did

ATP: I wish I would have let you explain the night this happened

ATP: I feel so stupid for letting this drag out as long as it has

Tumcial: you were upset, I understand

ATP: the only reason I asked that night is that New thought Tay was mad at him and said he saw you both talking about him. I got a bit protective. I'm tired of him being hurt

Tumcial: I understand, but we weren't talking bad about him.

ATP: I know. but at the time, I was.... scared.

Tumcial: of me?

ATP: of having my dream come true be fake.

Tumcial: that dream being?

ATP: you ask a lot of questions

Tumcial: you're quite vague

ATP: I will tell you when the time is right, okay?

Tumcial: is this about New?

ATP: technically, it's about both of us. a bad relationship. very bad.

Tumcial: I won't force you to talk about it, but I'm here if you want to.

ATP: thank you.

ATP: oh, P'?

Tumcial: yes?

ATP: I'm sorry your ex was like that. I can't imagine how horrible that must have felt. I wish you luck in your future romantic adventures.

ATP: and if you need anyone to beat your ex up, I volunteer as tribute.

Tumcial: hahaha thank you babii <3

ATP: <3 of course

Tumcial: heads up, I think TayNew made up

ATP: I think they more than made up. New is brushing his teeth quite harshly right now

Tumcial: he's probably going to make me drive him

ATP: we can play GTA in my room?

Tumcial: you, my friend, are an angel

//.//

"Your room is nice," Off smiled at the younger boy after he took a quick glance around the room. It was small, but it was so very Gun. There were plush toys on his bed that were all vibrant colors, but his bedspread was plain and immaculate. The walls were a pale tan, but the posters were full of color. It was both mature and childish, just like Gun. Speaking of Gun, the smaller guy had said nothing in the time of Off being in his room.

"Are you okay?" Just one look at the younger could prove that he, in fact, was not okay. His eyebrows were furrowed and his bottom lip was sucked into his mouth while he scuffed the floor with his foot awkwardly.

"Can I... hug you? I feel really bad about being mad at you for no reason," Gun's voice was soft and a bit shaky, and Off saw that the short man's eyes were suspiciously wet looking. Off didn't answer him verbally, but he did quickly wrap the other in his arms. The two stood in silence, excluding the occasional sniffle from Gun.

"Are you crying, baby?" He felt the giggle from the small boy who shook his head. Off wasn't convinced, mainly because he felt the wet spot on his shirt exactly where Gun's face was. He tickled the younger boy in retaliation for lying and told him to tell the truth.

".....maybe I am crying." Gun pulled back and pouted, and Off frowned. He placed his large hands on Gun's cheeks, shaking his head gently.

"I'm not mad at you," Offs voice was gentle as he reassured the smaller boy. The other only looked away and frowned. He grew tense again, and Off grew concerned. "You should be," was all the younger boy said in return and Off flicked his forehead. He glared at the younger who pouted at him. He let up and pulled the younger back into a hug.

"You were upset, your actions were justified. Besides, you just ghosted me. It's not like you slashed my tires or anything." He continued to reassure the other and threw in some flirtiness to ease the air. "Although, I do have to say I missed talking to you, baby."

"Oh shut up." Gun smiled so Off counted it as a win.

//.//

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meanie: baby boy~

cutie: P'Tay ~

meanie: I want a cute nickname too :(

cutie: you're so demanding, my prince

meanie: oh my god I think I just had a heart attack

cutie: don't be dramatic

meanie: I am not being dramatic???

meanie: you just give me so many damn feelings

cutie: precious

meanie: I have so much affection for you!!!

cutie: I like you so much as well!!

meanie: I learned a new word earlier

cutie: oh really? what is it?

meanie: basorexia

cutie: that sounds like a disease

meanie: it's the overwhelming urge to kiss someone

cutie: how cute!!! but that's such an ugly word?

meanie: it really does sound like a disease

meanie: but I guess you could say I'm sick for your attention

cutie: you're cute

meanie: are you free tonight?

cutie: I should be? I might have some homework

meanie: right, school

cutie: sorry :(

meanie: hmmm what about Saturday?

cutie: I should be free!!!

meanie: good! I'm taking you on a date

cutie: oh!

meanie: that okay, baby boy?

cutie: that's perfect

cutie: I just can't believe this is real honestly

meanie: it is. I promise

//.//

tol: okay so do you think we could make a group chat with the boys?

smol: most definitely

smol: but why?

tol: I need to tell you guys about who beat me up

smol: seeing as you're telling all of us, I'm assuming I know who it is?

tol: I already said that

smol: yes I know. But I'm saying I think I know who it is

tol: yeah you probably do

tol: and I don't want you to feel like I'm not telling you alone because I hate you or anything

tol: you mentioned telling P'Off a little about the situation so I figured this would be easier

smol: I never thought that but okie dokie <3

tol: hey I love you

smol: hey I love you more

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newwie! : hi hello

Tt. : baby boy!

ATP: lol I'm changing your name

ATP changed newwie!'s name!

baby boy: we playing like that?

baby boy changed ATP's name!

babii: Bitch

Tt. : to be fair,,,, you did start it Gun

babii: I don't want to hear it mister

Tumcial: do you want a cute nickname Tay? :)

Tt. : you can fuck right off with that

Tumcial: but what if I wanted to fuck left

baby boy: you are odd but I like you

Tumcial: dope. you're pretty likable yourself

babii: I'm friends with a man that says dope

baby boy: you say lit unironically all the time

babii: don't expose me

Tt. : can't believe my mans just flirted with my best friend and my best friend flirted back

Tumcial: I'm changing your name just because of that

Tumcial changed Tt.'s name!

daddy: OFF WHY THE FUCK

Tumcial: baby boy —> daddy

Tumcial: couple names

daddy: you want couple names? Fine

daddy changed Tumcial's name!

papii: wow I hate you

daddy: the feeling is fucking mutual Bitch

baby boy: this is wonderful

babii: breaking news; New has a daddy kink

daddy: oh really? ;)

baby boy: breaking news; I'm now single

daddy: :(

papii: don't make your daddy sad Newwie

babii: you're not being a good boy

baby boy: IM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE

babii: you say that like I don't know the truth

daddy: ... should I stop calling you baby boy?

baby boy: no I like it. I just... don't like them

papii: lies and slander you just said you liked me

baby boy:

I take it back!!!

babii: it's okay P' I still like you

daddy: I think you mean Papii **

babii: NO

baby boy: SEE ITS NOT SO FUN IS IT

//.//

meanie: are you sure you don't mind me calling you baby boy?

cutie: I promise, my prince.

meanie: good that's good

cutie: I sense a 'but'

meanie: but the daddy thing?

cutie: oh god

meanie: why did Gun say he knew the truth after that?

cutie: ... no reason

meanie: OH MY GOD NEWWIE DO YOU HAVE A DADDY KINK

cutie: IM SORRY

meanie: I learn more and more about you each day

cutie: sometimes things I don't want you to learn

meanie: don't be embarrassed

meanie: I never said I didn't like it

cutie: OH MY LORD

cutie: can we not talk about this right now?

meanie: hahaha sure baby boy

//.//

smol: so... the groupchat?

tol: I'm scared.

smol: would you prefer them to come over?

tol: I think so?

//.//

babii: I have a request.

papii: yeah?

daddy: what's up?

babii: whenever you guys are free next, can you come over? we have some things we need to explain

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daddy: is everything okay?

baby boy: I need to tell you why I got cornered and beat up that day

papii: oh shit this seems serious

babii: it is. it has to do with that bad relationship I talked about

daddy: bad relationship?

baby boy: not a romantic relationship but a relationship none the less.

daddy: baby,,, are you okay?

baby boy: now? I'm fine. When it happened, not so much.

daddy: okay so I know you said you had homework but we can come by later tonight

papii: we can?

daddy: we are coming by later tonight

papii: I guess that is happening

babii: I guess we will see you guys then

//.//

cutie: I don't want you to worry

meanie: hmm you're a little late for that

cutie: love, I promise it's okay.

meanie: baby, someone hurt you? nothing about that is okay

cutie: i guess that is fair

cutie: just a warning. this topic always gets me emotional and mentally Not Okay so like if I cry don't be surprised

meanie: I probably will be surprised anyway because you're my baby and I don't like seeing you sad but I guess I can try not to worry about it so much.

meanie: how fucked up are we talking?

cutie: last time I talked about it I had a panic attack

meanie: fuck okay

meanie: how much persuading would I have to do to convince you to let me stay the night?

cutie: literally none. I'll really need the support

meanie: I'm never letting you leave the house again after this ohhhh my god

cutie: you don't even live with me how would you know if I left or not?

meanie: we have been together a total of two weeks. I can't exactly ask you to move in with me but boy am I feeling it

cutie: I would cook all the time

meanie: best BELIEVE I'm spoiling you so much

cutie: all the time cuddles

meanie: I get to see you when you wake up!!!!

cutie: we could own an animal

meanie: okay we actually need to stop talking about this or I will combust

cutie: you're super cute and I like you a whole bunch

meanie: I also am in like with you

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The four boys sat quietly in the living room, sitting in a circle on the floor. The air was a little tense because everyone was nervous about what was going to happen in the next few minutes. Tay had a hand resting on New's thigh to comfort him, the knowledge of this conversation making New so anxious in turn making the older boy worry. Gun didn't look great either, but he was staring at New like he was waiting for something bad to happen. That didn't help calm Tay.

"Okay, let's just get this over with. You guys know I'm gay. I came out to my parents in the last few months of my last year in high school and they- well, they didn't take the knowledge well. I was kicked out, I was called horrible names. I was shunned from the family. They called me a mistake, a disgrace. They hated me," New's eyes filled with tears, and he looked up at the ceiling to take a deep breath and attempt to calm down. Tay frowned and scooted closer to his boyfriend, moving his hand to wrap his arm around the younger's waist. New smiled at him slightly and continued.

"I have an older sister, her name was Nin. Or had an older sister? I don't know, anyway. She and I were very close, she was even super close to Gun. She meant the world to me. She was my best friend. When I came out, I watched her face change from worry to just absolute disgust. She called me a faggot and said that I didn't deserve to live if I liked men. I was young, and she was my rock, so I believed her. I believed I didn't deserve life." The room was silent, and New let a few tears slip. Tay felt himself close to crying, he felt that familiar sting in his eyes. New was treated like this way before he knew him. Yet, still, Tay felt like he failed him. Tay felt like he should have protected him at his worst time.

New stayed quiet, trying to quell his tears back and continue the story, but he knew he couldn't. He looked at Gun desperately, even if the smaller boy looked broken to bits as well. Gun nodded and collected himself, staring silently as Tay brought his boyfriend into his lap and the other placed his face in his neck. He was reminded of how Tay comforted him exactly like this on the day that New was attacked. Tay was good for New.

"New and I were close, but not nearly as close as we are now. Like he said, Nin was his best friend, but I was a close second. When he was kicked out, I was in a convenience store close to his house and I saw him attempt to walk out into traffic. I stopped him, and I saved his life. I brought him home, here, and then this home became his home. My moms liked him a lot, so seeing him like that made them want to keep him safe. So he started living with us. That time I caught him wasn't the last time New decided he was worthless, but it was the only time he was alone for it," Gun wiped his tears, jumping a bit when Off placed a hand on his thigh like Tay had done for New previously. He looked heartbroken, Tay sporting a similar destroyed look as well. Gun sighed and decided to wrap things up to save them all from a mental hell.

"Nin had a boyfriend that never liked New. He was jealous of how close they were and always took it out on him. His name is Chai, and sadly, he's in the same faculty as New. Once Chai found out New was gay, he made it his personal life mission to destroy him. This was the only time he's gotten physical. It probably won't be the last," he admitted with a sad, forced smile on his face as more tears dripped down his chin. Off sighed and pulled him into his chest, hugging him tightly, before letting him go.

"N'New?" Off's voice was choked, and he slowly made his way over to the silently sobbing boy. New picked his head up and glanced at him. Off furrowed his brows, and asked quietly, "can I hug you?" When New nodded, Off wrapped him in his arms tightly and sighed. He didn't have the contact for long, and once he pulled away he offered the boy a sad smile and ruffled his hair.

"We are family now, don't forget that. You don't need them. You have us now," he nodded his head once like he was sure of himself and positive of what he just said before he made his way back to Gun and wrapped the smaller boy back in his arms. The two of them stayed stuck together just like Tay and New, all of them feeling the burning need for some sort of comfort.

"Thank you, P'Off. I really appreciate it."

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smol: you Gucci?

tol: yeah yeah I'm good now

smol: Tay really likes you

tol: I would hope so

smol: when you started crying he looked like he wanted to die

smol: wait sorry poor choice of words

tol: no no, you're okay

tol: I really like him Gun

smol: I'm glad.

tol: I think I'm going to head to bed now. I'm worn out

smol: yeah, me too

smol: but hey, no panic attack this time

tol: we do love improved mental health

smol: sleep well cupcake

tol: you too muffin

//.//

Shithead: I have never ever in my life wanted to punch someone in the face so bad

Fuckface: oohhhh that's a mood

Shithead: what kind of fucked up bullshit

Fuckface: it'll be okay bro

Fuckface: like I said, we are his family now

Shithead: I'm calling in sick tomorrow

Fuckface: for?

Shithead: a mental health day

Shithead: my baby needs me and I will not deny him of that

Fuckface: that is so cute and also so gross

Shithead: how's Gun?

Fuckface: he's been attacking the same character in the video game for a while now

Shithead: what game?

Fuckface: Silent Hill 2.

Shithead: that tiny baby plays horror games?

Fuckface: he said they "destress him"

Shithead: that's concerning

Fuckface: as long as he is not attacking human beings I don't think I mind

Shithead: can I be real for a second?

Fuckface: what's up?

Shithead: I don't feel comfortable with New going to college with that guy who tried to break his fucking ribs

Fuckface: I mean, me either but what can we do about it?

Shithead: I don't know. I just don't want him hurt again

Fuckface: I feel you man.

Shithead: I'm very gay for this boy

Shithead: I am Newsexual

Fuckface: you're a damn embarrassment is what you are

Fuckface: I'll call in sick tomorrow too

Shithead: why?

Fuckface: my family needs me

Shithead: cute but gross

Fuckface: I try to be nice for once and this is the response I get

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Fuckface: are you asleep?

Shithead: I was

Fuckface: okay so you know when you asked me if I liked Gun?

Shithead: yes

Shithead: is this super important? New just fell asleep and I don't want him to wake up

Fuckface: it is quite important because I am almost 100% sure I do

Shithead: oof

Shithead: how did you figure it out?

Fuckface: he said he was tired and laid his head on my shoulder

Fuckface: and then he fell asleep and he got all cuddly

Fuckface: I have never in my life felt this soft for anyone

Shithead: I know what you mean!!! New makes so... squishy

Fuckface: does that mean I'm going to be as gross as you are with New?

Shithead: probably

Fuckface: jesus christ

Shithead: okay I have to go

Shithead: New woke up and is being whiny cause he wants cuddles

Fuckface: I don't need descriptions, you can just leave

Shithead: my boyfriend is the cutest you can shut your mouth

//.//

Off sighed, placing his phone on Gun's bedside table, moving as lightly as he could so he didn't wake up the small boy. Knowing he had feelings for him was terrifying. He knew Gun liked him, he said it on his going away Instagram post that he didn't really want to remember, but that didn't make him any less nervous. Every relationship he had, boy or girl, ended badly. He knew Gun would never hurt him, but what if he hurt Gun? Gun woke, staring sleepily at Off with a pout.

"Stop thinking so loud and sleep," the younger boy's voice was scratchy from lack of use and he pushed the older down into a laying position. Off situated himself, noticing that Gun was laying stiffly next to him. He toughed it up, grabbed all of his courage and wrapped an arm around Gun's thin waist and pulled him close. Gun gasped but giggled, and Off felt a smile grow on his face.

"Goodnight, Papii." Gun whispered, rubbing his face in Off's chest before falling back asleep. The older held back a snicker at the nickname, pressing a soft kiss on the younger's hair, pressing his face into the soft locks.

"Goodnight, babii." Maybe Gun was worth the risk.

//.//

"Tay~ go to sleep," New whined, body on top of Tay, pout on his lips and his brown doe eyes full of sleep. Tay sighed at how swollen they were, gently moving his hand so it was placed on the other's chubby cheek. He smiled slightly when New leaned into the touch, the pout forming into a relaxed smile with a content sigh.

"I'm worried about you," the older admitted, and New looked at him, fondness growing in his eyes. He leaned down and placed his lips over Tay's, giving him a quick kiss before pulling away and looking back at him.

"I have you now, so I have nothing to worry about." New smiled, before rolling off Tay and slipping under the covers next to him. Tay blushed, still not used to the displays of affection but he slipped in next to New, immediately wrapping an arm around his waist and pulling him, tan chest meeting milky white back. He placed an innocent kiss on the back of New's neck, smiling when the younger gasped in surprise. "Goodnight, my prince."

"Sleep well, my love." Tay had it so bad.

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meanie: just a quick question

meanie: why are you hiding in the bathroom?

cutie: I'm sad because I don't want you to leave

cutie: but I'm sad for a dumb reason and I don't want you to laugh at me

meanie: mkay first of all, I would never laugh at you when you were sad

meanie: second of all, this is not a dumb reason

meanie: but, third of all, you don't have to be sad.

cutie: but! you have to go to work and we cuddled all night and I don't want to see you go

meanie: I called in sick

cutie: !! are you okay? do you need medicine?

meanie: what I ~need~ is for you to get your cute butt back here

meanie: I'm fine, I just wanted to give you some more cuddle time

meanie: if you wanted to skip class

cutie: is that even a question? I hate my faculty why would I want to go

meanie: wait, if you hate it, why are you still in it?

cutie: I like engineering! I just don't feel safe

cutie: and besides.

cutie: I don't have the money to change

meanie: !!! I do?

cutie: mmmmmm I like you a lot but I don't want you to be my sugar daddy

meanie: but you do want me to be your daddy, and to spoil you

meanie: which is kind of the same thing

cutie: it is not?? you are not paying my college tuition sir

meanie: but!

cutie: no

meanie: fine :( can you come back and cuddle now?

//.//

ATP: how do you like your coffee?

Tumcial: large and heavily caffeinated

ATP: can I make that here or should I go and get it?

Tumcial: any coffee is fine, thank you

ATP: okie dokie! and breakfast wise.

ATP: do you eat it? what do you eat?

Tumcial: Gun it is eight in the morning

ATP: yes

Tumcial: I called in sick please come back to bed

ATP: are you okay???

Tumcial: I would be better if my baby would let me cuddle him

ATP: oohh we have a charmer

Tumcial: Gun

ATP: on my way Papii

Tumcial: thank you

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daddy: that was the best sleep I have ever had in my life

papii: I relate.

babii: I am going to combust

baby boy: hey siri how do I stop a heart attack

babii: that's a mood

papii: the fact that it is noon and we have not moved from our beds is wonderful

daddy: I really don't think I've slept that long in years

daddy: New is looking at me like I'm an alien

babii: that's his worried face

daddy: it's cute

papii: you think everything he does is cute

daddy: and I'm right.

babii: i wish someone thought I was cute :(

baby boy: you're the cutest

babii: you don't count cupcake

daddy: cupcake?

baby boy: what? that's not fair muffin

papii: muffin???

babii: I wish someone I haven't known since middle school thought I was cute

daddy: hello?? what is this cupcake???

baby boy: mkay but I've seen you at your worst and still think you are cute so I should get some acknowledgement

papii: are you going to just ignore that?

babii: yes. he's my cupcake

baby boy: he's my muffin.

daddy: mhm yes that part I get

daddy: what I don't get is why my boyfriend is calling other men cute things

babii: P'Tay.... sweetie. I love you so much

babii: but New is like my brother so you acting all jealous of my ~brother~ calling me a nickname is sad and hilarious

papii: "sweetie"

baby boy: we both saw you freak out too, you aren't in the safe zone

papii: you're scary

daddy: say that again and I'll kick you in the face

babii: what is happening

baby boy: chaos

babii: Newwieeeeeee

baby boy: yesssss??

babii: today is Fuck It All Friday.

baby boy: oh shit it is

daddy: what the hell is that?

baby boy: oh uhm well

babii: basically, we get shit faced and have a venting session

baby boy: usually it's just us two

babii: we can make an exception if you both want to join

daddy: Gun do me a solid and answer this

babii: hmmm?

daddy: what type of drunk is New?

babii: happy. loud. sometimes slutty. affectionate

daddy: where the hell do I sign up

papii: Newwie, my bro

baby boy: he's super cuddly and likes giving kisses. the more he drinks the more he kisses.

baby boy: so likes giving lap dances

papii: so is there an application I need to sign or?

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smol: correct me if I'm wrong

smol: but that was flirting right?

smol: and he was possessive

tol: yes my dear

smol: holy jesus

tol: aren't you still in the same room with him?

smol: I ran to the bathroom so I could scream in peace

tol: our house has very thin walls

smol: so he'd hear me?

tol: most definitely

smol: you know what

smol: he knows I like him

smol: fuck it

tol: oh my god !!! the cops are going to show up!!!

tol: why the hell did you scream like you were getting murdered?!

smol: I FEEL LIKE IM DYING OKAY

smol: oh fuck Off is banging on the door

tol: have fun with that

//.//

daddy: friends? is someone dead?

babii: sorry! there was a spider in the bathroom

baby boy: I'm hungry

babii: we need to go shopping anyway

papii: for???

baby boy: enough alcohol for four people?

papii: right.

daddy: do you want help?

babii: it's almost one o'clock on a Friday?? do you want to be attacked??

papii: it won't be that bad

baby boy: I've been to a fanmeeting do not lie

daddy: fine it's bad.

daddy: but i don't want you to leave meeeee

baby boy: you're so fucking cute

babii: oh my god

papii: i'm going to vomit

babii: Papii just think... we are going to have to see them be double gross later

papii: yes but at least i'll be intoxicated

babii: hmmm fair

//.//

Shithead: okay so both our boys get slutty when drunk

Fuckface: honestly? part of me is terrified but the other part is dying to get a lap dance

Shithead: he's a kisser and since New is taken he'll probably kiss youuuuu

Fuckface: oh my god i didn't think about that

Fuckface: bro i just realized i liked him last night what the fuck am i going to do

Shithead: you're not going to get awkward. if shit happens, shit happens.

Shithead: he likes you, you like him. it's a win win my dude

Fuckface: how are you taking the knowledge of your boy being a slutty drunk?

Shithead: i am shitting my pants but i want to see it so bad

Shithead: is that bad??? we haven't even been on a date yet and i already want to ruin him

Fuckface: okay please save me the details

Shithead: sorry, sorry

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babii: favorite types of drinks: go

daddy: i like honestly anything? except wine

baby boy: wine is feet flavored grape juice and i hate it

daddy: my like levels just increased ten hundred percent

daddy: "feet flavored grape juice" why are you the cutest thing

papii: please kill me

papii: but i like stronger stuff. vodka, whiskey, scotch. also a fan of soju

baby boy: !!! prince do you like soju??

daddy: yes i do

babii: ooohhhhh!!! flavored or unflavored?

papii: unflavored

daddy: either or

baby boy: okay do you guys like mixed drinks?

papii: not really a fan of sweet drinks

daddy: depends

baby boy: we have some mix-ins and stuff at the house so if we want any, we can do it there.

babii: now that's over and done with. what kind of food? or would you prefer home cooked stuff?

papii: you can cook?

babii: we both can

daddy: definitely home cooked then

babii: anything in particular?

papii: this is going to sound really basic but i want pad thai so bad right now

daddy: again, i'm not picky

babii: you're an easy one to please

daddy: ;)

baby boy: the future is sounding really fun now

papii: he dropped his phone, good job. A+

//.//

meanie: you're a little devil, you know that?

cutie: i'm just being honest

meanie: Newwie you can't do this to me

cutie: do what? appreciate and adore you?

meanie: stop itttt

cutie: hmmmmm i don't think i will

meanie: i am going to die and you don't even care

cutie: you aren't going to die, you're embarrassed because you think i'm hot

meanie: i know for a fact you're hot and i'm not embarrassed about it one bit because you're fucking my boyfriend and i could not be more ecstatic that my boyfriend is hot and also cute

cutie: my face is on fire and i hate you

meanie: no you don't :)

cutie: i don't, you just make me so happy and i can't explain my emotions

meanie: i know 💕

cutie: we have only been dating for like two weeks and a half but i really feel something with you

meanie: is today "make Tay want to cuddle you" day?

cutie: isn't that every day?

meanie: hmmm fair but for reals, i really hold some serious feelings for you too Newwie. i'm serious about this, i'm serious about you

cutie: ❤️❤️

meanie: ❤️❤️

//.//

ATP: we need cute nicknames

Tumcial: we do?

ATP: yes 100% we need adorable nicknames and we need them now

Tumcial: you are quite demanding

ATP: i've been told

Tumcial: don't be a debby downer, taiyo. i don't mind.

ATP: taiyo?

Tumcial: it's sun in Japanese

ATP: you're so cute

Tumcial: shut up

ATP: you are though, tsuki! you're the cutest. (tsuki is moon... right?)

Tumcial: no that's you, taiyo. (yes, lovely)

Tumcial changed ATP's name!

taiyo: i disagree

taiyo changed Tumcial's name!

tsuki: well doesn't it suck that i'm right then

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Tay sat in the living room, cross-legged next to Off who both sat in silence while they texted in the group chat. He swallowed a bit and looked up, leaning his head back so it made contact with the couch's back. He had so many feelings for his boyfriend, and at how fast they were growing it made him a little nervous. What if New doesn't feel the same?

"Broski, I have a question," Tay broke the silence, figuring that Off could help him some since he had been in a relationship with men before.

"I'll answer it as long as you promise to never call me that again," Off responded, placing his phone on his lap with a raised eyebrow. Tay snorted but nodded and sat up.

"So bro, say hypothetically, a guy just got in a relationship. Let's call him Pete. And he really really likes his partner. A whole lot. Probably loves if he's being honest, but he's scared. They've only been together for about a month. Is that an appropriate time to feel that?" Tay asked, and Off rolled his eyes like he knew it was all a ruse and sighed.

"Feel love?" Off asked, for clarification and hummed when the other nodded. He took a deep breath and thought. The room became silent for a second. Tay sat nervously, attention on his friend's face. Off licked his lips, turning his attention to his best friend.

"I don't think this Pete guy should worry. His partner really likes him right? Had a fan account for them and everything. In fact, I remember him saying that you- sorry, Pete was the love of his life on many occasions. It might be a little early but everyone falls in love at different times and at different rates. The partner obviously likes, probably even loves, Pete too." Off finished his little rant, making the anxiety that Tay was feeling ease a bit. He smiled and nodded, making Off smile too. No matter how much they joked around, they truly cared about one another.

"What are you going to do about the little one?" Tay asked, shifting his body so he was more comfortable. He snorted when the other big just shrugged.

"Take him on a date, I guess? See if I like spending time with him." Tay rolled his eyes at the response his friend gave and stared at him until the other finally relented.

"Off, buddy, you have spent many hours with him, you ducking slept with him last night, I would say you know if you like spending time with him." The two boys laughed a bit, quieting down when the front door opened.

"There are still a few bags, do you guys think you can get them? We have some face masks by the front door if you wanna be super careful," New asked, Tay immediately standing up to kiss his boyfriend quickly and head out to get the other groceries.

"Sure thing," Off smiled, making New smile in return. The two oldest brought in the rest of the shopping bags and set them in the kitchen. The area was large so it didn't feel cramped, but Off genuinely wanted to vomit at how lovey Tay looked now that his boyfriend was here. Gross.

//.//

"I'm so excited for tonight!" Gun exclaimed, clapping his hands slightly like an excited child. Off just stared at him like a lovesick husband. Tay laughed quietly, shaking his head a bit. He nudged New gently, whispering in his ear about what he was seeing, taking a mental note of the shiver that ran through the younger's body.

"We haven't had friends do Fuck It Up Friday's with us before so he's quite ... enthusiastic," New chucked, leaning slightly into Tay's chest. Tay swiftly wrapped an arm around the younger's waist, pulling him in closer.

"I have to say, I'm quite excited. I haven't actually gotten drunk for fun in a while," Off mentioned, and Gun gasped. He looked scandalized and moved so his hands were placed on the older's shoulders. Just a few steps closer and he would be on Off's lap. Off's mouth got dry at that revelation.

"We will change that tonight, Papii! This will be the most fun you've had in years!" The tiny boy smiled widely before situating himself next to the older boy. This was going to be a long night.

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New sipped on his bottle, giggling a little at how animated Off was during his rant. The older boy was talking about how the director on his current drama demanded the writer change their scripts three hours before shooting and then got pissed off that none of the actors knew their lines.

"And I was just like 'what the fuck do you want me to do? Keep my NEW SCRIPT right here?' like fuck man. I honestly hate this drama," Off finished his rant by taking a long draw of his drink and putting it back on the floor. The night just started but they were all sprawled out on the living room floor, just in case some drinks spilt or other accidents that may happen. Gun was next to Off, laying on his stomach. Similarly, Tay was laying on his back with his head on New's thigh. New and Off were the only ones actually sitting.

"Okay, who's next?" Off questioned, and New shrugged.

"I don't really have anything to rant about," he admitted, and Tay looked up at him with a skeptical face. "I don't! I vented yesterday."

"I don't think that counts, cupcake," Gun pouted and New just shrugged again, taking another swig of his drink. The shorter one pouted but looked at Tay expectantly. The older boy sat up a bit, leaning his back into New's chest who just wrapped his arms around his boyfriend. Tay thought about it and snapped his fingers when he thought of something.

"My landlord is a whole bitch. Like a whole asshole. She keeps hitting on me and it's been even worse since I told her I was in a relationship. It's pissing me off because I don't have the time to look for another place and my lease isn't up for a couple of months. I'm serious about this guy, super serious, and I don't like her insinuating that I will easily just cheat on him. Cause I won't." Tay finished his rant, tilting his head up so he could press a gentle kiss on New's neck, which was really the only place he could reach. New looked down at him, eyes wide with surprise and swimming with love. Tay just shrugged, grinning when New leaned down and kissed his cheek.

"You guys are still so innocent," Gun commented, making New look up with an eyebrow raised.

"We've been dating for like three weeks." New accused, shifting a bit, moving his head to rest his chin on Tay's shoulder.

"And you see each other almost every day, which means we are high past the time where you blush as chaste kisses," Gun smirked, chuckling a bit when New spluttered. "You could, I don't know, add a little tongue, suck his dick, something like that."

"Gun!" New looked scandalized and blushed ferociously.

"I'm just being honest! Like Tay, wouldn't you like a little something?" Gun leaned closer like Tay would tell him a secret. Yay leaned forward and put a hand up to his ear like he was going to tell him a secret.

"I want him to be comfortable first," Tay spoke at full volume, making Gun pout and New smile. He would do anything to make New happy.

//.//

The night progressed like that, drinking and telling stories until they couldn't think anymore. At some point, Gun turned on some music and the four of them sat near each other.

"Let's play something, I wanna play something," Gun whined, which made New gasp and agree that it would be "so fun!"

"What do you want to play?" Tay asked, laughing at how wasted the younger two were. He and Off were significantly soberer than the two younger boys were, and he was honestly surprised at how... tame they were. Tay could see Gun was holding himself back. He could fix that. "Truth or dare?"

"Yes! I like that," Gun slurred a bit, finishing off his bottle so he could use it as a spinner. "Okay so like is the asker the last person asked or is it how the bottle is situated?"

"Gun, baby, that made no sense," Off chastised, just intoxicated enough that his filter was gone. Tay snorted, telling Off that they should do the first one (mainly since that was the only one he understood) and Gun nodded, placing the bottle and spinning it. It landed on New.

Tay was immediately a bit apprehensive because New's innocence has been a topic for Gun all night and while Tay wanted to fucking ravish his boyfriend, he also wanted his boyfriend to be ready for it. He swallowed thickly at the sight of Gun's smirk and waited. New said dare and Gun grinned.

"Give Tay a hickey!" New looked at Tay for consent, and Tay felt his heart swell that even while drunk he wanted permission. He nodded and allowed New to climb into his lap. They didn't say anything, Tay modding once again before New dipped his head down to latch onto Tay's neck. He sucked slightly, nibbling just enough to bring blood to the surface. Tay was going to die. It took everything in his power to not moan out loud, took all of his self-control to not bring New back up to his bedroom and just take all of him. His hands gripped on the younger's shoulders, a quiet groan slipping out of his mouth when New swiped his tongue over the abused area to calm it down a bit.

"Okay?" New asked once he leaned back, and Tay leaned up to lick his mouth in a kiss, immediately coaxing the other's mouth open with his tongue. The two stayed in that position for a moment, tongues dancing and moans slipping before Off pulled New away.

"Love you both but some of us are still very single," he stated, rolling his eyes playfully at New's pout. Tay's boyfriend turned to looks at him, eyes admiring the mark on his neck.

"You look good with that," Newwie spoke, eyes flicking up to meet Tay's.

Tay was going to fucking combust.

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Off knew it was coming, he knew at some point Gun would embrace his inner pole dancer and just dance his little ass off but he had no idea it would happen like that.

It had started off pretty simple, him just turning on some music and dancing pretty innocently. The small boy only started to get a bit risqué when New stood and started dancing as well, the two boys moving their hips sensually to the music playing. Off didn't even notice New, his eyes fixed on Gun and how fucking delectable he looked. He understood when Tay said he wanted to ruin New because wow, same.

That had slowly progressed to Tay wrapping New in his arms and pulling him down, looking like that was the best and worst decision of his life when New started to grind on him.

"Good idea, New!" Gun's words were slurred and barely understandable but Off heard every word and he also heard his brain's emergency sirens blast at full volume since he was the only person in the room with an empty lap. The moment he realized that Gun had straddled him and immediately began moving his lithe hips in circles, just inches away from creating the friction the older boy wanted so much but was so afraid to ask for.

He didn't have to ask when Gun plopped himself down, arms wrapping around his neck and practically gyrating on the actor. Off's hands found his way to Gun's waist and just held him there, admiring how absolutely blissed out the younger looked.

"P'~" Gun whined, cheeks quickly turned red when he looked at the older boy. Off just swallowed thickly, quirking up an eyebrow and staring when the younger bit his bottom lip. "Kiss me."

Off didn't hesitate, quickly leaning forward to capture the younger's lips in his, kissing him passionately, the fire inside of him burning. His heart was soaring, which was something he never felt when he kissed anyone else. The kiss quickly escalated, tongues being included and the kiss getting sloppier. Gun's hips began to move again, and Off's hands lifted him up a bit so the contact was gone.

"If you don't stop, I won't be able to control myself, and I don't want to fuck you for the first time while you're shitfaced," Off explained through clenched teeth, hesitating when Gun whined. "Believe me Gun, I would love to wreck you. But I want you to remember it."

"But you're hard, P'." Gun moved his tiny hand down to the older's pants, feeling Off's member up through the fabric of the denim. He moaned throwing his head back while Gun worked his magic. He pushed the hand off when he was close, embarrassed that it hadn't lasted long but also wanting to not cum in his pants.

"But! That wasn't sex!" Gun whined again, and the only way Off knew to shut him up was to kiss him, so that's what he did, sucking gently at both of the boy's lips and even his tongue, reveling at the noises he was producing from the younger boy. He moved his hand down to the younger pants, deftly unbuttoning and unzipping them with one hand.

"You want to play dirty like that, baby? We can do that." He wrapped his large hand around Gun's member, his want increasing when he saw the wet patch of precum staining the younger's briefs. "You're so excited for me, aren't you baby?"

"Please stop teasing me and just get on with it," Off wouldn't say he expected the snarky, borderline dominating comeback, but he also couldn't say he didn't like it. If Gun wanted some control, he would give him control. He older obeyed immediately, slipping his hand under the band of Gun's underwear, stroking him a bit roughly. If the moans the smaller boy was providing was anything to go by, Off would say he liked it. He kept the same tempo, watching the smaller boy fall apart in his hands, witnessing the increase in pitch of Gun's moans, seeing his back arch harshly off the floor when he came, ropes of white covering his T-shirt and Off's hands.

The younger stayed on the floor, panting from the exertion before pulling off all of his clothes and crawling towards the older, not saying anything while he unzipped his pants and pulled them down with his boxers. Barely a second passed before his member was in Gun's mouth. He almost cried. Gun's mouth was wet and hot, and it was obvious the younger knew what he was doing when he hollowed his cheeks and bobbed his head quicker. He looked up at Off through his lashes, and the older boy just fell apart. He came without warning, eyes clenched and a loud moan escaping his body. Gun swallowed, looking quite proud of himself.

"Next time, I'll warn you." Off panted, bringing the younger boy close to his chest, ignoring the way their sensitive members rubbed against each other deliciously.

"Next time?" It looked like Gun was shocked that Off hadn't used him as a one-time thing which broke the older's heart. He kissed him again, gentler, softer, sweeter, not caring if he could taste himself against Gun's lips.

"Next time." They could talk about it tomorrow. Right now, he needed sleep and cuddles.

//.//

Tay had taken New to his room once the other two boys in the living room started to do their own thing. He was achingly hard, had been since New started dancing and he was trying really hard to not lose his mind. Seeing two boys make out in front of him wasn't helping. He closed the bedroom door and sat them both on the bed, the distance between them so the older could control his hormones.

"P'Tay~" New whined, apparently having none of whatever Tay was planning to do, wrapping his legs around his waist and straddling him, clothed members touching one another.

"Baby boy, please don't do this to me. I'm trying to be a good boyfriend and you're making it really hard," Tay whined, his hips bucking unconsciously when New ground on him. The younger boy just giggled, wrapping his arms around Tay's neck while the two of them moved against one another on the edge of the bed.

"You're a really good boyfriend, the best boyfriend." New grinned, all innocent and pure and all Tay wanted to do was ruin it. He wanted to make him scream so much his voice went away, to fuck him so hard he couldn't walk. He couldn't, at least not yet, but they could have a little fun, he supposed.

"P'Tay~ I want you, don't you want me?" New pouted again, and Tay didn't try to hold himself back. He picked up the younger guy, tossing his slightly to the middle of the bed and spreading his legs so he could place himself between them.

"I want you so much it hurts baby, I've wanted you for so long," Tay admitted, rubbing his hands up New's thighs and under his shirt, taking it off the younger. He observed the body, the pink nipples and defined abs, the dark hair that seemed to create a path just for Tay. He was stunning.

"I just don't want you to think that's all I want you for," he confessed again, placing soft kisses along New's chest, staring up at him while the younger squirmed under the affection. "I'm pretty sure I love you." He watched as New keened after the sentiment, making Tay grin.

"I love your cute little nose," he whispered, moving so he could place a kiss on the tip of the button nose. "I love your chubby little cheeks." A lingering kiss on both of them made New whine, cheeks becoming splotchy. He was already unraveling under Tay and he hadn't even done anything.

"I love your pretty eyes," he wiped a thumb under both of them, collecting the tears of frustration that were gathering. "I love your delectable lips." That was paired with a deep kiss, New's body arching off the bed to make more contact with Tay. The kiss lasted for a bit, both fighting for dominance but Tay ultimately winning. He finished the kiss with a gentle bite on New's lower lip.

"I love your pale skin," he whispered again, placing kissing down New's pale neck, biting and sucking gently as he made his way down his body. "I love these too," Tay teased when he made his way to one of New's pert nipples, taking it in his mouth and sucking. The noise that New produced almost had Tay coming in his pants, but he ignored that to flick the tip of his tongue over the nub. New responded beautifully, a soft sob breaking through his body while he placed his hands gently on Tay's head to keep him there.

"Oh, you like that, huh baby boy? You like being a good boy for me?" Tay tested the waters of how deep New's special kink went, staring astonished at how loud of a moan he let out. He grinned, pride growing at how absolutely wrecked he made New in a matter of minutes. "Such a good boy for daddy."

"Y-yes daddy! I'm a good boy, a good boy for you!" Tay knew he liked feeling dominate, he knew he liked having submissive partners, but he never felt like this. He never felt the ripple of pure pleasure rip through him, never had to stop himself from coming at simple words. He's had submissive partners, but nothing like this. Nothing like the level of trust and love New was giving him. He felt powerful, but more importantly, he felt absolute adoration for the younger boy. He didn't just love him, he adored him. And now, he didn't question if the younger boy loved him back.

"Do you think Daddy could make you come from just this? Hmm?" Tay smirked at the quiet "yes Daddy" followed by a quick succession of "please". He leaned his mouth back down to the same nipple he had before, bringing his hand up to pinch the other. He sucked and bit and squeezed, watching New from below, seeing tears run down his cheeks, his mouth parted, sweat beading in his forehead. He looked ruined and he looked absolutely beautiful.

"Please let me come, Daddy!~" New basically screamed, eyes shut tight and hands clenched in the sheets.

"Come for Daddy, baby boy. Come for me," Tay whispered, holding him softly through his orgasm while he had one of his own. They both came in their pants, which was a bit embarrassing but neither seemed to care. New smiled blissfully, and Tay watched for a moment before going to retrieve a cloth to clean them up with. Aftercare was important, especially after something like that, and he was going to be the best damn boyfriend New ever had.

He loved him too much to hurt him.

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meanie: you're in the bathroom again

cutie: i'm thinking

meanie: about???

cutie: things

meanie: that was so helpful

cutie: you said you loved me last night

meanie: correct

cutie: i wasn't dreaming?

meanie: nope those words did come out of this mouth

cutie: so everything i thought i dreamt?

meanie: was real

cutie: oh my god

meanie: ... do you regret it?

cutie: are you kidding me? of fucking course not

cutie: i'm just processing because i sure did think that was a wet dream

meanie: it wasn't

cutie: you love me?

meanie: i love you

cutie: fuck

cutie: okay guess who's on their way to say that back in person!!!

meanie: you!!

cutie: me!!!!

//.//

tsuki: why did i wake up without you again

taiyo: i sucked your dick

tsuki: i gave you a handjob

taiyo: we made out

tsuki: many times

taiyo: you said next time

tsuki: after our first date, sure

taiyo: first date

taiyo: i am going to pass out

tsuki: please don't do that

tsuki: where are you??

taiyo: kitchen

taiyo: first date?

tsuki: yuppp. first date

taiyo: you want to date me

tsuki: yes. what isn't clicking here?

taiyo: the fact that you like me

tsuki: i like you way more than you think i do

taiyo: if you don't stop i might cry

tsuki: what why

tsuki: did i say something wrong?

taiyo: of course not you idiot

taiyo: the fact that the man i have been thirsting over for years has become my friend, and then crush, and then maybe possible boyfriend (after we made out and did other things) is crazy to me

taiyo: i just

taiyo: wow i love life

tsuki: me too. alsoooo quick question

taiyo: yes?

tsuki: do i have to bribe you to come back to bed or? cause i've been waiting for like twenty minutes and my baby still isn't here with me

taiyo: oh my fucking god i'm on my way.

//.//

smol: so things happened

tol: yes same

tol: i have so many hickeys it's crazy

smol: i don't have any hickeys but i have promise of hickeys after he takes me on a date

tol: YOOOOO

smol: I FUCKING KNOW

tol: he told me he loved me

smol: what a life

smol: look at us, getting our mans

tol: i love him

smol: i really like him

tol: i love life!!!

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Shithead: soooooo

Fuckface: i told him

Shithead: and???

Fuckface: we are going on a date!!!

Shithead: bro i'm so happy for you!!!

Fuckface: thank you!!!

Fuckface: and your side of the fort?

Shithead: i told him

Shithead: he feels the same

Fuckface: BROOOOOO

Shithead: I KNOWWWW

Fuckface: what a wonderful damn life

Shithead: i know! i honestly don't want to go back to work today.

Fuckface: well i mean,,, date day could be tomorrow? have the day to recooperate and shit and take them on dates tomorrow night

Shithead: that's a good idea. i want to go stargazing.

Fuckface: that would actually probably be easier to do tonight so you don't wake up grouchy

Shithead: that's fair. and you? any ideas?

Fuckface: well, he likes plushies so i was thinking about taking him to dinner and having a stuffed animal in the car. maybe some flowers.

Shithead: flowers are going to be hard to get last minute, i would go for those first

Fuckface: true true

Fuckface: god i'm so happy

Shithead: fuck, me too. i don't want to leave

Fuckface: me either.

//.//

papii: small friends where are you?

daddy: are you both in the bathroom?

baby boy: maybe.

babii: do you guys have to go?

daddy: i have a couple scenes i have to shoot today that i missed yesterday

papii: same here.

baby boy: but :(

daddy: we don't want to go

papii: the feelings i get from being with you three is the best i've ever felt in years. i don't want to go back for set and possibly be given a new script again

daddy: but we need the money. i have to make sure i can sustain our future, as a family. and i have to make sure that my baby will always be comfortable and happy

baby boy: why are you making me cry so early??

babii: i don't want to see you go but i want to hug you

baby boy: i feel like you guys are moving out and that's crazy cause you've only been here three days but i'm so comfortable around you guys that i don't want you to leave

papii: we will come back, always.

daddy: anytime you want us

papii: orrrr maybe next time you guys could come to one of our places? so that way we have more than one home?

daddy: that's so cute you're being so soft

papii: shut up. i just... i really love you guys

babii: we love you too!!!

baby boy: oh my god i think i'm going to dehydrate if you guy don't stop making me so emotional

babii: when are you guys leaving??

daddy: about ten minutes.

baby boy: i'm coming out to hug you both but when you leave i'm coming back in this bathroom

papii: but you could go to your bed room?

babii: they smell like the both of you and we will only remember that you are gone

papii: i made a mistake why are my eyes leaking

baby boy: don't cry!!!

daddy: you can't say that!! you're crying too

baby boy: yeah well so is Gun

daddy: oh my god are we literally all crying?

papii: i need hugs immediately why are you both still in that bathroom?

babii: coming papii, we're coming

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daddy: i love acting but oh my god i hate acting

papii: i got yelled at for being sick. i mean i wasn't sick but he didn't know that. my director literally yelled at me for being ill.

babii: what kind of bullshit

baby boy: oh no you guys i'm so sorry :((((

daddy: i think the worst part is that i wanted to take New on a date but at this point I just want to low key cry myself to sleep

papii: i don't think i can sleep without Gun anymore honestly

babii: my poor fragile heart

baby boy: who's place is closer? Tay or Off?

papii: technically i'm in the middle but Tay has a bigger place

baby boy: the less space the better. Tay, my love, if you could, please bring all the blankets and pillows you possibly can. we will be doing the same

baby boy: i'm about to cuddle the shit out of both of you

babii: i like this plan!!! i don't like seeing my boys upset. we are a family. and family comforts one another.

papii: am i supposed to be gather pillows and stuff?

daddy: how many? i have so many

baby boy: as many as you want, handsome

babii: New oh my god why is your bed naked

baby boy: it will be fine

daddy: you're crazy and i love you with my whole heart

papii: what an adorable boy

babii: you're being awfully soft

baby boy: you're being awfully obvious

papii: i like you, taiyo. not Newwie. so don't be jealous, even if you are the cutest human to ever be cute when you are jealous

daddy: i can't believe i witnessed him be so soft for someone

daddy: #whipped

baby boy: hmm. and with that, P'Off, you're getting the first cuddle pile

babii: hahahahaha P'Tay got shunned

daddy: what? no? baby that isn't fair

baby boy: you were being mean. it's okay if he's whipped. it's not like you're any different

papii: clapback of the century

daddy: baby i'm sorry :( please don't be mad. i love you

baby boy: i love you too :(( but you need to apologize.

daddy: i will baby, i will

babii: address please Papii??

papii: right yes

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Shithead: i love him. i love him so much

Fuckface: he is rather precious.

Shithead: I can't believe he is real

Fuckface: honestly... he's really good for you

Shithead: I've never felt this way before

Fuckface: maybe you are gay my dude

Shithead: maybe. I just mainly think I found my person

Fuckface: what about going public?

Shithead: I want to scream it from mountains. But I'm worried

Shithead: are you planning to go public with Gun?

Fuckface: at some point yes

Shithead: is your door open? Or do I need to get my key?

Fuckface: it's open.

Shithead: we can talk more about this once im inside

//.//

cutie: are you driving?

meanie: not anymore

cutie: I'm really sorry. I know you had a bad day. And I'm really sorry if me joking earlier made it worse.

meanie: what? Baby no of course not

meanie: i know you were just playing around. I'm not mad at all.

cutie: really?

meanie: really.

meanie: but! I do expect cuddles at some point

cutie: like you have a choice. I'm going to wrap you in my arms and never let go.

cutie: Gun probably won't even let me close to P' because he's been freaking out all night

meanie: I missed you today :(

cutie: I missed you too.

cutie: I looked up online schooling while you were gone

meanie: can you do it?

cutie: for the most part? I might have to do one or two classes on campus

meanie: that would give you less of a chance to be wrongfully attacked

cutie: you're still petty about that?

meanie: obviously? I love you so much and I don't ever want to see you hurt over something you can't control

cutie: you're so fucking cute I love you so much

meanie: how close are you guys??

cutie: I think we are here?? But I'm not positive

meanie: we are on our way down to come help. If you see us, you're in the right place

cutie: I see you!

meanie: you are the cutest human

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"Hi baby boy," Tay smiled, wrapping his boyfriend in his long arms the minute he stepped out of the car. The younger boy just giggled, rubbing his nose gently into the other's chest.

"Hello, my prince," he looked up through his lashes, pink flush on his cheeks and Tay's heart stopped. He looked gorgeous. Dear god, Tay was dating an angel. What the fuck.

"Papi! Are you okay?" Gun exclaimed, rubbing towards the taller man, concern evident on his face. He stopped just short of Off, staring at him like he was going to disappear. Off didn't speak, grabbing Gun by the waist and pulling him close. His arms encased the smaller boy, holding him so close he could smell the younger man's shampoo.

"I'm better now, baby. I'm always better when you're with me," Off spoke quietly, and if his head wasn't resting on Gun's, the younger boy wasn't sure he would have heard it. But since he did, a ruby red blush overtook his face and made him squeal.

"Shall we get this show on the road, my dudes?" Tay asked, arms no longer full of New but full of pillows. Off's eyes widened and his grip on Gun slacked.

"New what the fuck?" was the first thing that came out of his mouth, making Gun shake with quiet laughter and New huff.

"Are you saying you want us to leave?" New sassed back, to which Off shook his head. The younger boy just smirked before grabbing a couple blankets out of the backseat of Gun's car. "If you guys could help, that would be appreciated."

"Shut up, brat."

//.//

The minute the four of them walked through the front door of Off's apartment, New went to work. Pillows were placed on the ground, blankets following and being laid across the top. He sat down, adjusted a few things, before he nodded, and gestured for them to follow with the instruction to "bring a blanket or two, if you like." The others three situated themselves down with no hesitation.

Off immediately was attacked by his small love bug, tiny arms and legs wrapping themselves around him. Gun's head was placed in the juncture of his neck, and the older was oddly reminded of when Tay and New first met. This was very similar to that position. He understood why Tay never moved that night, this position was quite comfortable.

"Can I do anything to make you feel better?" He heard Gun ask, and a small smile overtook his face. He shook his head and just hugged him tighter, leaning back so he was laying down with Gun on top of him.

"Everything is good when you're here," the older man confessed, relishing in the heat of Gun's blush on his skin. Nothing else was spoken, but Off's thoughts were running a mile per minutes, every thought stolen by Gun.

Tay and New were in a similar position, the younger boy squeezing his body around the older. They were talking quietly, words being spoken against the skin of the other, breath intermingling, lips kissing.

"Thank you, Newwie," Tay spoke, leaning forward to lock his boyfriend into a slow kiss, smiling into it. His day had been the worst day he has had in years, but now with his baby in his arms, he couldn't remember a thing about it. Nothing else was important anymore.

"Of course, Tay. I would do anything to make you happy," New confessed once the kiss ended, smiling bashfully and hiding his face in the blanket. Tay just stared at him, eyes full of love. This was his boy, and his boy was perfect.

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tsuki: baby love can we talk real quick?

taiyo: yeah of course

taiyo: do you want to call? or can you say it through text?

tsuki: to be completely honest I'm too much of a wimp to say this out loud

taiyo: that's a mood. what's up, buttercup?

tsuki: okay, first of all, thank you so much for the other night, it really meant a lot to me

taiyo: you deserve to be happy. I would do it again in a heartbeat

tsuki: oh my god I'm going to have a heart attack

tsuki: second of all

tsuki: remember when Newwie was having a really bad day and we met you both for the first time?

taiyo: literally, how could I forget

tsuki: fair point. remember when you said you wished that you would have someone to take care of you on bad days?

taiyo: yeah? where's this going?

tsuki: can I be that for you?

taiyo: holy fuck

tsuki: hear me out! I really like you. I want you to be my boyfriend so fucking bad. I want to kiss you and hug you and do other things to you. I want to take you on dates and I want to cook you breakfast. I want to wake up next to you in the morning and fall asleep next to you in the evenings but I want you to be comfortable with me first

taiyo: you fucking idiot I am comfortable with you

taiyo: i would love to be your boyfriend you dumbass

taiyo: you made me cry

tsuki: what why are you crying

taiyo: because you're so damn cute and I can't take it

tsuki: i am not cute

taiyo: yes!! you!! are!!

tsuki: whatever you say, baby

taiyo: my heart is racing and I really want to kiss you

tsuki: i want to kiss you so bad

tsuki: i've been wanting to kiss you for like weeks

taiyo: then why haven't you???!!!

tsuki: i wanted to confess first!!

taiyo: and you're going to sit there and tell me you aren't cute and yet say that?

taiyo: you're the cutest

tsuki: whatever you say, baby

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smol: guess who's not single anymore!!!

tol: what?! oh my god!!!

smol: I know!! he was so cute. he said ducking instead of fucking at one point

tol: he never misspells things.

smol: I know!!!

tol: that's great!! I'm so happy for you!!

smol: you know what this means?

tol: double dates?

smol: double dates!!! You know how much I love the idea of going on road trips and stuff with our significant others and I don't have to just imagine that anymore because I HAVE A BOYFRIEND and we can do it!!!!

tol: !!! I'm so happy for you!

smol: I'm happy for me!!

tol: how the hell did we get this lucky?

smol: I truly have no idea but I am not complaining

tol: me either

//.//

Fuckface: I have a boyfriend

Fuckface: Gun is my boyfriend

Shithead: holy crap

Fuckface: I have never been happier?? what the hell is this??

Shithead: It's called affection buddy

Fuckface: I don't know how to feel

Fuckface: like obviously I feel happy but I also feel like this is a dream

Shithead: if you have the same amount of affection that I do for Newwie, that never ever goes away

Fuckface: I don't hate it?

Shithead: well that's good

Shithead: you deserve to be happy, dude

Fuckface: I'm scared too though

Shithead: I think that's normal. You've had a pretty bad track record with shitty people, so it's okay to be scared. especially because Gun isn't a celebrity. dating someone 'normal' while you act for a living can come with bad consequences. but if it makes you happy, then go for it. I've only seen you smile around Gun. I've never seen you genuinely so comfortable around a person you haven't know for that long. I think... that Gun is perfect for you

Shithead: If it makes you feel any better, I'm terrified. I'm scared I'll lose fans, I'm scared he'll get hate, I'm scared management won't agree but I'm one hundred percent more terrified of a life without Newwie

Shithead: I guess what I am getting at here is... do you think Gun is worth the risk? Would you sacrifice your happiness for his?

Fuckface: in a heartbeat

Shithead: then bro, I don't think you have anything to be scared about, regarding Gun. we both know he would do the same for you

Fuckface: thanks Tay

Shithead: of course dude. we may fight a lot and I may tease the shit out of you, but you're still my best friend and I care for you

Fuckface: you sure are sounding like one of those bro memes

Shithead: bro, I love you

Fuckface: how much, bro?

Shithead: I would cross all the broceans for you, bro

Fuckface: bro

Shithead: I both love and hate that we did that

Fuckface: glad I'm not the only one

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baby boy: hello it's your resident soft boi™️ here coming to say that I really miss all of you :(

daddy: oh baby boy :(((( don't be sad :((((

papii: I have a pouty man on my hands now awesome

daddy: shut up I miss my boyfriend

papii: yeah well so do i. you don't see me pouting

daddy: actually I do

baby boy: oh my you both are so precious and I'm even softer :((((((

daddy: I haven't seen you in a week and I'm dying

baby boy: that is just an unacceptable amount of time

daddy: I know but I don't get off until late anymore and I don't want to bother you

baby boy: you could never!!!

babii: I literally just took a shower and I missed all this quality taynew content I am offended

babii: oh my god Papii I miss you too :(

papii: I need everyone to stop making my heart race because I am blushing and it is ruining my reputation

baby boy: we could come over??

daddy: I truly won't be home until around one

baby boy: okay and?

babii: you guys need us, obviously. sleep can wait.

papii: THIS ISN'T FAIR

babii: what is happening

daddy: he's upset because you're cute and it makes his heart do things, like race

babii: I have so many feelings for this one man

baby boy: that's a mood

daddy: also you guys have school? so you can't come over

babii: yeahhhh well funny story

papii: I don't like where this is going

baby boy: Gun and I got kicked out, technically

daddy: Excuse me?

babii: Chai was giving New some problems again so I kicked him in the balls and broke his nose

papii: and you got kicked out?

baby boy: well, since I defended him, we got put on permanent leave because we were a threat to our university's safety. since it happened because of me. and Gun protected me.

daddy: did Chai get kicked out as well?

baby boy: yeah

daddy: do your moms know?

babii: yes, mommy Win is filing a complaint and mama Mint is the attorney on our case

papii: I like your moms I would like to meet them one day

babii: you will <3

papii: <3

baby boy: we love offgun content in this household

daddy: newwie, can I call you?

baby boy: yeah of course. are you okay?

daddy: I just need to hear your voice.

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cutie: you okay now?

meanie: no but i'm better

cutie: you know, you're pretty hot when your mad

meanie: usually i would find that appealing but right now i truly just want to punch someone in the face

cutie: so i can't even send you a screenshot?

cutie: 

cutie: look!!! you're so attractive it's unfair

meanie: what are you doing?

cutie: complimenting you because i can and also because i want you to be happy again. i don't like it when you're sad

cutie: did you know! your smile is one of my favorite things? especially when you get super happy and your guns show, and your nose gets all scrunched up. it's precious

cutie: your laugh is also adorable. 10/10 one of my favorite sounds. one of these days i'm going to make it my ring tone!

cutie: and you always smell good? which is unfair. don't get me wrong, you smelling good is a bonus but sometimes i smell gross and you never do. i guess that just proves that you are perfect

cutie: ugh and don't even get me started on how intelligent you are. smarts are attractive all the time but when you talk about the nerdy things you like, i could listen to you all day. your voice just sounds so happy.

cutie: and you're so kind! i've never met a sweeter man in my whole life. i am so thankful i'm able to call you mine

cutie: so don't you dare say you are worried about me because i'm just fine. you don't need to waste your precious time over an asshole like Chai, because as long as i have you in the happiest i could ever be

meanie: you're not even a little bit upset that you got kicked out?

cutie: i mean, yeah i am a little. but i didn't feel safe there anyway. so it sucks but it's for the best. i mainly feel bad that Gun got kicked out because of me

meanie: you're so fucking precious and i love you. all of you. everything about you.

cutie: i know <3 i seem to remember you going into specifics one special night

meanie: i'm in public!!!! you can't make me feel all hot and bothered like this

cutie: mkay but are you smiling?

meanie: you're good at what you do

cutie: i'm just good at making you happy <3

meanie: i love you!!!

cutie: it's almost one, are you on the way home?

meanie: i am.

cutie: send me your address! i don't want you to be alone on a sad note like this. brains can sometimes be mean and i want to make sure you're okay.

meanie: god i love you so much

cutie: i love you too!!!

//.//

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taiyo: i'm pretty sure newwie just left

tsuki: i thought you were asleep?

taiyo: i wasn't kidding when i said sleep could wait. you've been super soft lately and while i know you well enough to know that sometimes you just get soft, i also know you stay soft when you're stressed and sleepy. you feel like you don't deserve the affection so any and all affection send you into teddy bear mode

taiyo: so i wanted to make sure you had someone to talk to if you needed to talk to someone and i wanted to make sure to be there if you needed me because i care for you and want you happy.

tsuki: i'm crying

taiyo: don't cry!!!!!

tsuki: you just said all that sweet stuff and you expect me not to cry? wrong.

taiyo: is it a good cry at least?

tsuki: i don't think you can ever make me feel anything but good emotions

taiyo: that's good to know <3

tsuki: i'm tired of this fucking show

taiyo: do you know how much more you guys have to shoot?

tsuki: not much. i just want it to be done. i want to have free time and be able to actually sleep

tsuki: i want to have time to take you on dates and not have to complain about how little i get to see you

tsuki: i feel like we are in a long distance relationship which is stupid because we literally aren't? i just have no fucking time to see you and i miss your face

taiyo: i miss your face too papii.

tsuki: i just want to cuddle you and never let go

taiyo: you know you are always welcome to do that.

tsuki: i don't get home until super late though

taiyo: i'll just make you a key or you can make me a key or whatever. just know, whenever you need me, i'm there, okay?

taiyo: it hurts me to see you in pain like this.

tsuki: you are god's greatest creation

taiyo: you flatter me <3

tsuki: you make me really happy babii. thank you so much for always being here for me.

taiyo: that's what good boyfriends should do

tsuki: well you're the best boyfriend so that makes sense

taiyo: i'm sure p'tay would disagree

tsuki: well he's not dating you so he wouldn't know

tsuki: check your snap

//.//

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boyfriend: send help

best friend: ??? why?

boyfriend: i want to plan a date with Newwie but i don't know what to do??

best friend: literally just be you. he loves you anyway. does it really matter?

boyfriend: yes? what if my idea sucks?

best friend: what is your idea then?

boyfriend: star gazing

best friend: he will truly fall asleep.

boyfriend: that boring?

best friend: no. he just sleeps whenever it's dark. he can sleep anywhere it's unreal

boyfriend: bad idea then?

best friend: sweet idea. just for the wrong person.

best friend: he likes to bake. he likes to watch movies. make cupcakes and watch disney movies with him

boyfriend: does he not want to go out?

best friend: have you met the boy. he's so antisocial

boyfriend: oof true. thanks!

best friend: yeah :)

boyfriend: oh also

best friend: hm?

boyfriend: do you think it's an appropriate time for me to tell the public we are together?

best friend: !!! are you serious?

boyfriend: quite

best friend: i don't think i can help you here man. you'll have to talk to him about that

boyfriend: gotcha. thank you again!

best friend: anything for a bro

//.//

new: here is a picture of your boyfriend in one of your shirts. look at how tiny

off: you treat me so well

new: duh. you give me pictures of tay i give you pictures of gun

new: that is our dynamic

off: truly the best kind of friendship

new: i mean honestly

off: can i ask you something?

new: go for it.

off: date wise... what does gun like?

new: he likes stuff where you can wander. museums, aquariums, zoos. but also he likes video games a whole lot. since you are getting increasingly more recognized i would go for a video game date. get snacks and just chill while he virtually murders people

off: you are a true friend thank you

new: yeah!

//.//

smol: do you think they knew we were right next to each other the whole time?

tol: probably not. have fun on the date you planned for yourself lmao

smol: you too. also hurry up i'm hungry

tol: good food takes time. calm your tits.

smol: i shall not. these are my party tits.

tol: why are we friends

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babii: hey cupcake P'Sun called!

baby boy: oh! what did he say?

daddy: who?

papii: i am also very lost

babii: he was our old photographer when we modeled

babii: he asked if we were free this weekend. he has a shoot and their models cancelled last minute

baby boy: i mean money never hurts. did we have plans this weekend?

daddy: hold on i'm still stuck on the fact that you both modeled

babii: do you not think we are model material?

daddy: quite the opposite actually. i just can't believe i've never thought of it before

papii: i need pictures!!!

baby boy: oh! okay so muffin did a grunge shoot once and it was magical let me find them!!

babii: newwie did a shoot for pride last year that was super good!! give me a second

daddy: true friends find pictures for the other before they even think about looking for their own pictures

papii: we are dating dorks

daddy: yes but cute dorks

papii: that's fair

baby boy: look at him!! he did this!!!

baby boy: 

baby boy: 

babii: i found them!!!

babii: 

babii: 

papii: i- what? is? that?

daddy: please excuse me while i go scream from the mountain top about how irresistible my boyfriend is

papii: when the hell did you get so hot? like in real life you're cute little munchkin who i find fucking adorable and sometimes a vixen but those pictures

papii: i need more pictures of this shoot in my life

baby boy: i got you!

papii: lmaoooo sidenote from Gun making me question all my life's decisions: Tay and I are at work and i just saw him in the bathroom staring at the pictures

daddy: don't!!! judge!!! me!!!

daddy: look at him he's so fucking pretty

daddy: i am dating an actual angel oh my GOD what the hell is this magic i just i have so many emotions and i can't explain any of them

baby boy: you both are being really cute

babii: look at our precious boyfriends

daddy: Gun please i need all of them. please please please

babii: bro i got you

papii: i have the largest need to kiss you right now. you have no idea.

babii: oh my lord

daddy: i'm going home. i don't care. i'm going home and i'm going to try to eat my pillows because HOLY FUCK my baby did that

daddy: how do i human

papii: he's panicking. he's in a true gay panic this is precious

baby boy: please don't try to eat your pillows that doesn't sound healthy

babii: yeah! eat New instead. burn some calories while you're at it ;)

papii: that sounds like a good plan

papii: hey Newwie? can you do me a giant favor??

baby boy: i can try!

papii: drop Gun off on your way to Tay?

baby boy: will do!

daddy: NEWWIE IS COMING TO MY APARTMENT FUCK

baby boy: why are you acting like it's your first time ever seeing my face? it's cute and i like it but i'm confused

daddy: i just. you're so. and wow

papii: he thinks you're really hot and he's been holding his wants back so he didn't make you feel like he was in it just for sex. he would really really appreciate it if you came over because he finds you really really attractive and thinks things need to be done

papii: specifically he thinks you need to be done

daddy: yes that

babii: how did you know that??

papii: because that is 100% how i feel right now

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//.// TayNew //.//

(okay so heads up, the pov switches randomly in the middle of this and I'm too lazy to fix it because I'm sleepy but I want this out of my drafts. so, sorry for being a dumb writer)

New knocked on the door to his boyfriend's apartment, unusually giddy. He saw Tay just a few days prior, almost a week ago, but with how the older boy acted in the group chat, New felt a new type of excitement. The door opened quickly, a frazzled Tay pulling the younger boy into his apartment quickly.

"Babe, are you okay?" New asked, hiding his amusement behind a worried gaze. The fact two simple pictures made Tay's psyche collapse amused him, but at the same time, it raised his confidence. Tay was a gorgeous man and silently, New always felt like he was lacking in the visual department compared to him. Seeing this -his boyfriend freaking out over him attractive- made him happy. He couldn't say that, of course. That would make Tay nervous.

"No! You're... you're so fucking pretty. I just-" Tay ran a hand through his hair, making it stand up and New tried to hold back his giggle, reaching up to push the strands back down. Tay stared at him, and New watched his pupils dilate, saw them cloud with lust over the simple action.

"Stop biting your lip," Tay whispered, thumb pulling at the plump piece of skin, and in an act of confidence, New wrapped his lips around Tay's finger and sucked. The look on the older's face proved that he was going to be in some type of trouble, body becoming taut. His eyes darkened even more, jaw clenched, his aura now pouring with dominance and New could feel himself slipping into submission easily. The older boy didn't say anything, just removed his thumb and pushed him down on his knees.

"If you wanted to suck something, all you had to do was ask," Tay's voice was deeper, eyebrow quirked up as he gestured for New to get to business. "Be a good boy for daddy."

At those words, New felt all of his self-control leave, and he obeyed his dominant's orders, unzipping his jeans and pulling them down with his boxers. He was face to face with the older's half hard member and his mouth watered at the sight of it. He looked up for confirmation that this was okay, and at the slight nod, he took the tip in his mouth and sucked gently. He held his boyfriend's - his daddy's - dick in his hand as he placed open-mouthed kisses along the shaft, savoring the taste. Tay pulled at his hair, gently but sharp enough for New to know to stop teasing. He shifted on his knees, the wooden floor of Tay's living room making them sore but he didn't dare say anything. The pain grounded him, made him aware of all of Tay's almost silent groans as he swallowed around his dick and hollowed his cheeks, bobbing his head quickly. New had always known he was particularly talented with his mouth, but he never felt quite so proud of himself. He assumed it has to do with who he was pleasing. He slowed a bit, leaning back on his feet so he could give special attention to the sensitive tip again. Tay pushed his head again, so New went back to bobbing.

"Fuck, baby you have to stop or I'll come," Tay groaned, but New didn't stop. He quicked his pace, adding the tiniest amount of pressure with his teeth, not biting or scratching, just pressing. The older's moans grew in volume and soon New was swallowing, tasting all of Tay. New stayed on the ground, his jaw and throat aching so nicely. Tay pulled him up, hands under his arms, and kissed him. It wasn't harsh or rushed; it was gentle and intimate. Tay didn't waste any time invading the younger's mouth with his tongue, the muscle dancing with New's as his hands wandered his body, warm palms landing on his ass and squeezing. New moaned loudly into the kiss, mouth going slack for a moment and Tay groaned. He broke the kiss and panted for a moment before he squeezed again, watching how New basically melted into his arms, whimpering.

"Such a good boy," Tay whispered, smirking when New's knees buckled. The older man grabbed his boyfriend before he hit the ground and took him to the bedroom, pants left on the floor but his shirt still on his person. A soft shove landed the submissive on the covers, his doe eyes clouded with lust. "My pretty baby boy."

The younger moaned again, back arching slightly when Tay ran his hands up his shirt, fingertips passing over his nipples. The older just chuckled, pulling the shirt over his baby's head to show off his milky skin. He placed open-mouthed kisses, wet and sloppy, over the pale chest, adding teeth every few kisses. New was losing it. The last time this had happened he ended up coming in his jeans, and he figured he might do it again with how good everything felt. He wanted more.

"Daddy, daddy please~" he begged, feeling Tay's mouth travelled upwards to his neck. His hands grabbed the older's head and held him there, moaning softly at the gentle kisses, his sounds of pleasure increasing when Tay got harsher and added teeth, the older biting harshly before soothing the assaulted skin with a lick. New was in so much pleasure; he didn't know or care what was happening. He trusted his boyfriend with his whole being. He knew he would never hurt him. He didn't acknowledge the actor taking his pants off, only making sounds of approval when the older's long fingers brushed over his entrance.

"Daddy! Daddy please~" Tay smirked at the writhing boy, before moving to get the lube, opening the cap and pouring the clear liquid over his fingers and warming it up. He stuck his index finger in with no warning, holding the younger's hips down with his other arm as they bucked off the bed. More noises came from New as Tay prepped him, one finger turning to two and then three. Tay scissored his digits, curling to look for the one spot that would make the younger scream. His own body was reacting to New's sounds, cock aching as he watched the submissive break apart. Once New began to rock himself back on Tay's long fingers, the older took them out and lubed his member excessively. He wanted to make sure New would feel good but he didn't want to make him unable to walk. This was their first night being completely connected like this, bodies soon becoming one, so that could wait for another time.

He placed the tip of his dick against New's abused entrance, pausing for just a moment to make sure New wasn't going to back up. His neck and chest were blossoming with bruises, hands clenching the sheets like they were his lifeline.

"Daddy please," New cried, voice loud and impatient, eyes wet from the amount of pleasure he was feeling." Fuck me."

Tay had never felt so fucking hot before, but as he pushed himself into New, feeling the tight heat encase him, he felt his knees weaken. The younger wasn't liking how slow things were going, feeling so full but also so wound up that he needed some type of release. The submissive whined, rocking back once again and his dominant took it as an okay to start moving.

Tay was in bliss; he had never felt this good before. Sex with a woman was nothing like this. It was soft skin, confusing undergarments, and long nails leaving half-moons in his skin. New was nothing like that. His skin was soft, but it held this layer of hard muscle that didn't give when you touched it. His nails were short, blunt, but just long enough to leave scratches when Tay hits the bundle of nerves that made the submissive shout, toned back arching off the bed. He knew sex with other men wouldn't be anything like this either, however. This was all New making him feel this way. His baby was the only one that made him feel like he could come in his pants at just watching him fall apart.

Once again, Tay was let down by how quick everything ended, ropes of white painting both his own abdomen and New's as the submissive screamed one final time, body convulsing and muscles clenching. Tay followed soon after, his own release painting New's insides. The two stayed interwoven as content smiles graced both of their sweaty, red faces. Tay leaned down to press a series of soft kisses onto New's pink lips. His baby was really pretty.

//.// OffGun //.//

(This one is mildly kinky - but like in a different aspect to TayNew. Don't know why I'm writing this if you already read all that daddy kink mayhem up there ^ but still.)

tsuki: the door is open, I'm in the bedroom. come on in <3

Off lay on his bed, ankles crossed and arms behind his head, his mind reeling at how much seeing Gun in a different style made him feel... different. Don't get him wrong, his cutesy, clingy baby made him feel all types of ways but seeing the younger so dark, so edgy, made the actor feel too hot in his own skin. His attention went to his bedroom door when it opened, seeing the younger walk in. His gait was a little slower than usual, but the older thought nothing of it. He sat up to greet the younger, placing a gentle kiss on the other's plump lips. The younger sat on the bed, a smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.

"Leaving your door unlocked is unsafe, Papii," the younger chided teasingly, nudging the taller man with his shoulder. The older just chuckled before bringing the smaller boy close to him. The younger fell ungracefully over the older as he leaned back on the bed, bodies laying on one another at awkward angles. Gun let out a hiss of pain and Off let go of him quickly.

"What's wrong?" The older asked, staring at the smaller boy with worry racing through his veins. Gun laughed quietly, a mischevious glint in his eyes as he slid off the bed. Off just stared at him with a confused gaze, half interested and half concerned about what was happening. The younger said nothing, just slipping off his shirt and letting it fall on the ground. Off's mouth grew dry at just the sight of the younger's skin, unblemished and smooth. Off wanted nothing more than to kiss it, to cover the skin in bite marks.

"I have a little surprise for you," the younger finally spoke, fingers deftly unbuttoning his jeans and pulling them down quickly, before he turned and bent over. Off's hands reached out to hold the globes of his boyfriend's perky ass and spread his cheeks apart slightly, just to watch the silver plug the younger had inside of him shift. He tentatively pressed a fingertip on the jewel that was the only part visible, smirking at the moan Gun let out as the toy when in deeper.

"You did this for me? How sweet," Off purred, shifting his whole body so he could place hot kisses on the younger's asscheeks. He paused for a moment and tugged on Gun's hips, instructing him to get back on the bed. He maneuvered the smaller to where he was on all fours, slowly taking the toy out of his lover's entrance, watching as the muscles clenched around the air. He heard Gun whine, probably from the empty feeling he had now. Off's hand trembled a little, his entire body vibrating from the intense amount of lust he was feeling.

"Papii, please do something," Gun whined again, so Off appeased Gun, placing two fingers inside of the boy and scissoring then almost immediately. The sounds the younger was making were beautiful, a melody only for Off. Each hitch of breath, each groan, each whine was something just for Off. It was arousing, to say the least. Off felt special, and even if he knew Gun wasn't a virgin, this moment almost felt exactly like that. There was a nervousness in the air, not because they were nervous to have sex but because they were nervous the other wouldn't like it. Both men had past relationships but this was nothing like a regular Tuesday night. This was different.

Off added another finger, totalling three digits inside Gun. He stared at the younger's body spasms, watched as his arms gave out and made him land face first on the bed, ass still on the air. Gun looked erotic in that position and Off wanted to take a picture of it, to save it for himself, but he didn't want to move from where he was or what he was doing. He would do that next time, maybe.

"This was such a perfect surprise," Off finally thanked the smaller boy for doing what he did, knowing that sitting with a butt plug during a car ride couldn't have been that comfortable. It took everything in his power to not come in his pants when he saw the toy encased in the younger. He looked delectable. He always looked delectable to Off though. He figured that was a part of love. Once the one person you would kill for is in your grasp, everything they do is a movie for you. It's happy, sad, lustful. At least, that is what Off experienced with Gun. But even if that wasn't the normal way people felt love, he wouldn't change it. Changing it meant changing Gun and he would ask for no such thing.

He was broken out of soft thoughts when Gun moved away from his fingers, the digits leaving the smaller's heat, turning too cold too soon.

"Papii, you're distracted. What are you thinking about?" Gun asked, tiny hands grabbing the hem of Off's t-shirt and pulling it over the older's head. His hands caressed the actor's torso, muscle hidden under a layer of fat. He used to be ashamed of it since every single one of his friends and coworkers had abs, but with the love he could visibly see in Gun's eyes he grew a little more confident.

"I was thinking about you," Off confessed, clean hand coming up to grab the younger boys face gently and connect their mouths. The kiss didn't stay innocent for long, simple presses of lips turning into clashing of teeth and dancing of tongues. Gun wrapped his arms around Off's neck, hands immediately finding home on the older's long locks, pulling slightly to tilt the actor's head back to get a better angle into his mouth.

"Why are you thinking about me when you have the real me?" Gun asked, the mischievous smile back on his face. Off just smiled, lifting the younger up to take off his pants, his erection making them quite uncomfortable. He was lucky he was wearing sweats. Gun looked down, a flush covering his face. Off just smirked.

"I always think about you," the older confessed, mouth drifting from the smaller boy's neck and collarbone, placing soft kisses that soon turned into bites. He knew what he was going was going to make Gun's neck look all types of messed up, but a sick part of him wanted that. He wanted to see the younger sporting marks that he made, showing the world who he belonged to.

"Papii, oh fuck, I want to ride you," Gun stuttered out, head thrown to the side to give the older more space while he marked the smaller. Hearing the younger say that, Off almost lost himself, dick twitching at the thought. He agreed and allowed himself to be manhandled a bit so Gun could get in a comfortable position. The moment he felt Gun's heat encapsulate his length in the best of ways, he knew he wouldn't last long. Off's eyes rolled in the back of his head once the younger started bouncing, his heat so tight and so pleasurable. Gun's movements got shaky after a couple minutes, causing Off to buck up into Gun. Gun's head leaned down, damp forehead making contact with the older man's shoulder, mouth biting down in a similar fashion to what Off did to him earlier. Both boys moaned, hips stuttering. A couple moments after, a few more marks made on both bodies, Off came, mouth slack as he moaned loudly.

Gun hadn't finished yet, which lead to Off wrapping a hand around the younger's red member, jerking him at punishing pace. Gun's moans increased in pitch as his body flinched from the sensations. Only after a couple seconds did the younger come, whining loudly as he trashed on top of Off.

"We need to do this more often," the younger spoke, voice quiet as he recovered from his orgasm. Off just laughed quietly, grabbing his t-shirt to clean them both off before laying down next to his boyfriend and holding him close.

"We will then, taiyo."

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baby boy: we are going to have to tell P'Sun no i think

babii: ???

baby boy: 

babii: oh worm?

babii: i just checked. yeah we might have to say no

baby boy: how bad?

babii: 

daddy: should i feel this prideful??

papii: i don't know but i feel it too??

babii: truly don't know why you both had to go so wild

daddy: a hot boyfriend + not seeing him for a while = excitement and possession

baby boy: that's the one math equation i actually like seeing

babii: you know.... we should go somewhere when you both finish filming

daddy: i think i have 3-ish scenes left so probably three or four days left of filming

papii: thankfully we have like... 2 left

baby boy: where were you thinking?

babii: i don't know. just somewhere. a trip to destress and recompose.

baby boy: i texted p'sun and he said that he'll just change concepts.

daddy: see we were possessive for good reason. the entire world is going to see that you're mine

baby boy: i keep saying i've always been yours

babii: yes hi back to me? thanks

papii: we could go to the beach?

baby boy: i love beaches !!!

babii: i like that

daddy: wherever my family goes i follow

babii: gross

baby boy: cute

papii: two types of people

//.//

tsuki: how you feeling?

taiyo: my butt hurts but i'm good!

taiyo: i didn't know you were into plugs

tsuki: i didn't either

taiyo: aw how cute

tsuki: i think only you would find something like kink discovery cute

taiyo: probably

taiyo: request!

tsuki: yes my dear?

taiyo: i need cuddles when you get done with shooting because i couldn't wake up with you

tsuki: are you still at my place?

taiyo: yeah. i don't know, it feels homey here

taiyo: should i leave?

tsuki: no!! it's okay!

tsuki: can you wait a couple hours?? we are almost done here

taiyo: that's fine!! take your time. i'll make dinner!

tsuki: oh my god

taiyo: ????

tsuki: a good oh my god

taiyo: oh good. have fun on set!

//.//

meanie: you don't hurt do you?

cutie: not more than i should

meanie: you were super submissive yesterday. i'm worried that you'll drop and i won't be there

cutie: i haven't dropped in a long time! you did aftercare perfectly! i feel fine. i feel happy. i feel loved

meanie: good. i love you

cutie: i love you too!!

meanie: where are you right now?

cutie: i'm still in bed.

meanie: can you not walk?!

cutie: no! it's just

cutie: it smells like you? and i feel comforted and warm and safe even if you aren't here. does that make sense?

cutie: i'm just surrounded by you without actually being surrounded by you

meanie: i love you with my whole heart

meanie: i can't wait to come home so i can kiss you so hard

cutie: honestly? me either. also i love you tons and bunches

meanie: i love you more

cutie: i love you most!

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babii: it looks like you got some competition tay

daddy: i swear to god what is happening at this photo shoot i will kill someone

baby boy: my ex boyfriend is here

papii: oh fuck

daddy: i'm going to set him on fire

papii: green isn't your color my friend

baby boy: he's on the same shoot

babii: he's flirting really hard

daddy: no!! unacceptable!! newwie stop it!!

baby boy: i'm not doing anything!!! he's flirting with me, im not flirting back

babii: facts. he's been reminding him that he has a boyfriend constantly. he said he won't listen because he doesn't have proof.

daddy: show a picture of me!!

baby boy: we broke up because i liked you more than i liked him. there is no way he will believe that i am dating you now

papii: the issues of being famous

daddy: shut up!!!

baby boy: it's okay!!

babii: lies

babii: 

papii: bro you look so uncomfortable

baby boy: i?? am???

daddy: IM ANGRY

baby boy: don't be angry!

babii: be scared. he's hot

papii: how hot we talking?

babii: 

daddy: oh no he is hot :(

baby boy: who am i dating? you

daddy: yes but who is more attractive? him

baby boy: false!!!

daddy: look at him!!!

baby boy: and look at you!!!

papii: newwie has a point. he does have a fan account for you my dude

babii: i'm sorry i even started this.

daddy: i'm angry and jealous why is he so attractive

baby boy: he treated me like trash, called me degrading things and threatened me

baby boy: so he maybe be hot on the outside but he's a piece of shit

daddy: okay but how could anyone hurt you? you are the most precious human to ever exist ??

babii: obviously he didn't think that. but that's why new is with you. so stop being jealous you freak

daddy: rude

papii: would he calm down if Tay called?

baby boy: !!! do it! let's see! i'm tired of him!

babii: TAY DID YOU HAVE TO BE SO PETTY

babii: HE WONT EVEN LOOK AT NEW ANYMORE WHAT DID YOU SAY

daddy: i just spoke my mind 🤷🏻♀️

babii: never get on Tay's bad side. gotcha

daddy: also it's hot?? why are you wearing a jacket new?

baby boy: you mutilated my neck

papii: !!! why did we not just show him that?

baby boy: because he's CRAZY

babii: what new is getting at is we did show him and he thought i did them

papii: you?

babii: me

baby boy: and he thought the ones on Gunnie were made by me

papii: so Gun could have been your boyfriend and he still didn't listen ?

baby boy: yep.

daddy: oh my god he's an idiot

baby boy: old news

babii: i want to go home now

baby boy: we didn't even do fuck it all friday yesterday for this shit.

papii: unacceptable. we are getting shwasted tonight

papii: i just finished my last day on set with the demon drama

daddy: i am also done with the shooting so i too can get litty

babii: i feel like i'm just going to end up with more hickeys

baby boy: that seems to be a feeling we both have

daddy: that feeling isn't far off

papii: who's place?

daddy: mine? that's the only place we haven't grouped up before

babii: sounds good

baby boy: we have to go now. see you guys later!!

daddy: punch your ex boyfriend in the face for me when you see him!

baby boy: don't test me, i might

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meanie: when you can, can you text me? i need to ask you something

cutie: i have a few minutes right now, is that enough??

meanie: yeah that should be good.

cutie: are you okay, my love?

meanie: no. i am angry and sad and jealous.

cutie: i know the jealous one is cause of Earth and the angry one is cause he touched me

cutie: but sad?

meanie: i want to be there for you during things like this. i want you to be able to just show a picture of me and be like "that's my boyfriend fuck off" but you can't because we aren't public even though i want to go public and it makes me sad because i love you so much

cutie: you want to go public?

meanie: of course i do. i'm positive you're the love of my life. and i know i'll get backlash and i know you'll get backlash but i also know we will get supporters but i don't want to submit you to getting hate like that

cutie: tay, my precious baby, if i had a problem with dating you, i wouldn't have done it. i know i would get some hate. it's just going to happen. but i love you. so if you want to go public, let's fucking do it.

meanie: are you serious?

cutie: hell yeah. do you know how fucking awesome it would be to tell people i'm dating the actor i've had a crush on for four years?

meanie: i don't deserve you

cutie: yes you do. shut up.

meanie: i love you so much

cutie: i love you so much too!!

cutie: i'll cuddle you hard tonight

meanie: you're an angel

//.//

tsuki: so... tay and new are going public

taiyo: oh shit! that's dope

tsuki: yeah it is

taiyo: you are texting like something is wrong

tsuki: do you want to go public?

taiyo: i mean of course i do. but don't you think it's a little early?

tsuki: honestly? no. i've never felt anything as strongly as i have felt for you. the feelings you give me are the strongest feelings i have ever felt. in my life. i've dated many people but i've never wanted to live with them. i've never seen a future with them. i see that with you

taiyo: why do you love to make me so soft when you ARE FAR AWAY

tsuki: i get squishy when i miss you

taiyo:i miss you too :((((((

tsuki: so.... public?

taiyo: anything you want, babe

tsuki: then yes, we are going public

//.//

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smol: how's the public life?

tol: Tay's fans are coming for me

smol: oh that's a fucking mood

tol: who knew people could be so mean

smol: someone told me to die earlier

tol: I don't care honestly. I love Tay and that's all that matters

tol: hold on that sent before I got your message. what?

smol: yeah, they said I should die because I wasn't "worthy". if they knew how much Papii doted on me I think they would cry.

tol: are you okay?

smol: lmao yeah I don't give a fuck

tol: honestly?

smol: i mean yeah it hurts but I love my boy so I don't care

tol: i feel that. most of them are nice. I like most of them.

smol: yeah! I just wish people would take someone's happiness and be okay with it. like sorry, Vanessa but I didn't ruin a ship. I am the ship.

tol: i adore you

smol: i know hahaha <3

tol: bitch

smol: i adore you too obviously

//.//

Shithead: did you see?

Fuckface: see what?

Shithead: check your insta comments. and then check Gun's. if it's anything like Newwie's you should see it.

Fuckface: oh my god

Shithead: what did we do?

Fuckface: do you think they saw?

Shithead: Off, the hate is on their posts

Fuckface: are they okay?

Shithead: I don't know, I'm too ashamed to ask

Fuckface: this isn't our fault

Shithead: yeah but it could have been avoided

Fuckface: you're going to sit there and tell me you'd rather be private with New? all those times you told me how you wished you could post cheesy things on instagram or post pictures of him sleeping, you take that all back?

Shithead: no, of course not. I just don't want him to get hurt

Fuckface: bro, I love you like you're my own brother but you're a giant idiot. did you even listen to Newwie when he said he didn't care?

Shithead: yeah. doesn't mean I feel good about what's happening

Fuckface: I understand that much. but you have to know that if he said he didn't care, then he doesn't care. you have to trust him.

Shithead: when did you get so good at this?

Fuckface: thank Gun. he made me a better person.

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papii: babii you need to answer your phone

daddy: baby boy please

papii: hello?? are you guys okay??

daddy: friends???

baby boy: hi hello sorry

babii: i was taking a nap what do you want

daddy: we saw

babii: elaborate

papii: the hate.

baby boy: oh I was hoping you guys wouldn't notice

daddy: what the fuck New

baby boy: don't be mad. I just didn't want you to worry

daddy: so you think getting death threats is okay?

baby boy: of fucking course not. why the hell would you say that?

daddy: why would you fucking hide it then? what's wrong with you?

baby boy: look I understand you're upset but I didn't do anything you wouldn't have done if the tables were turned.

daddy: I think I would have been smart enough to tell someone. maybe that's why you were kicked out of college

baby boy: i have to go.

papii: what the actual fuck Tay

papii: what did we actually just fucking talk about? trusting him? sometimes I don't understand you.

babii: i'll talk to you both later. I have to take care of someone

//.//

boyfriend: he's okay right?

boyfriend: oh my god please tell me he's okay

boyfriend: I'm so sorry

best friend: I'm not the one you should be apologizing to.

best friend: and to be brutally honest, I don't particularly want to talk to you right now. what the hell was that? Newwie was protecting you. The same thing you would have done if you got the hate instead of him.

boyfriend: I didn't mean to say that. I was upset and I took it out on him which was wrong of me and now I feel like a piece of trash but rightfully so because I made him upset which is something I never wanted to do.

best friend: tough luck, now if you excuse me, I have to go try and fix your mess

//.//

off: are you okay buddy?

new: what did I do? why is he so mad at me?

off: you didn't do anything, I promise. he's just an idiot

new: I just didn't want to make him upset, but he wouldn't even listen to me when I tried to explain myself

off: I'm so sorry New.

new: it's not your fault.

off:
it's not yours either

new: I'm cryimg ans I can't see my phoen I'll tect yiu in a sec

//.//

Fuckface: you are a fucking idiot

Shithead: I know

Fuckface: do you even listen when someone talks to you? ever? none of this was New's fault.

Shithead: I know okay! I know I fucked up. I know. This is all my fault. I made him cry. I did this. This is all on me, you don't have to fucking remind me

Fuckface: bro calm down

Shithead: calm down? I just made the love of my life upset. i called him an idiot. i fucking hurt him. i can't calm down. i probably just ruined the best thing in my life because i was insecure and dumb

Fuckface: I am coming over and we are going to find a way to fix this, okay? it will be okay

Shithead: I hope so

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tsuki: i'm headed to Tay's. we are going to talk it out. would you like to come with?

taiyo: i might hurt him if i see him so no.

tsuki: babii...

taiyo: no. he hurt my best friend. i'm not going to forgive him easily.

tsuki: i'm not upset about that. i'm upset that you're upset

taiyo: i just. new has been through so much. why? why would Tay do that?

tsuki: because he's an idiot.

taiyo: if he explains himself and you find it to be satisfactory he can come over. but only then. i trust your judgment.

tsuki: thank you babii. i'll probably drop by later anyway. gotta make sure my favorite boy and his favorite boy are okay.

taiyo: you're my favorite boy too.

tsuki: yeah, i know. go make sure Newwie is okay. kiss his tiny forehead for me.

taiyo: we are like his parents. punch his dumb ass boyfriend in the face for me.

tsuki: will do.

//.//

smol: you're missing.

tol: i went on a walk

smol: it's late. did you bring a flashlight?

tol: no

smol: where are you? i'll bring you an umbrella. it's supposed to storm soon

tol: please Gun. i just want to be alone for a second. i'll come back home soon.

smol: please be safe. i'm worried.

tol: i promise

//.//

tsuki: we are on the way. if we need to pick up something, you should say so now.

taiyo: i need you to do me a favor before you come.

tsuki: okay? are you alright?

taiyo: new went on a walk about two hours ago and said he would be home soon. he hasn't come back. it's storming and he doesn't have an umbrella and he's scared of storms. please look for him

tsuki: okay we will. i'm going to call you alright? i need you to tell me where he likes to go.

//.//

meanie: baby boy where are you?

meanie: i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i know i did wrong but you have to tell me where you are.

meanie: please be okay. please please please be okay

meanie: i love you. i love you so much.

meanie: i think about our future all the time. i think about us getting married and adopting kids, i think about us moving in together. i think about traveling with you. i think about you every minute of every day. i'm so sorry i was dumb. i'm so sorry i said that about you.

meanie: i love you. i love you so so so much. i understand if you want to break up, but please just tell me where you are. let me know you're safe.

meanie: baby please

//.//

tsuki: meet us at the hospital.

taiyo: what? are you okay?

tsuki: tay just got a call from the hospital. new is in the emergency department. something about him being passed out at a park. a pedestrian found him. i don't know much more than that, tay was hysterical

taiyo: i'll be right there.

tsuki: take a cab. i don't want you hurt too.

taiyo: yes papii

tsuki: i love you

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taiyo: new is still asleep. how's tay?

tsuki: they had to sedate him to get his breathing pattern in check. they said he had a panic attack once he saw newwie. i know him, he blamed himself.

taiyo: i'm so so sorry papii

tsuki: what are you sorry for?

taiyo: even if you are aggravated at him, he's still your best friend. seeing him in a hospital bed can't be fun.

tsuki: i want to punch him in the face and cuddle him at the same time

taiyo: i know, papii. i know.

tsuki: how's newwie?

taiyo: still knocked out. his fever is at 102 (38 C) now, so it's dropping which is good.

tsuki: that's great news

taiyo: why are both of our friends so fucking dumb

tsuki: they over react when they get scared. it's kind of endearing

taiyo: are they going to be okay?

tsuki: relationship wise or physical wise?

taiyo: both

tsuki: they are strong. they can get through this.

taiyo: hey papii?

tsuki: hmmmm?

taiyo: i love you too

//.//

babii: hi cupcake. off and I are going to go get food. if you wake up while we are gone, shoot us a text. i love you.

baby boy: where is tay?

papii: newwie oh my god

baby boy: i need to see him where is he?

babii: he's okay

baby boy: no you don't understand i have to apologize

papii: give us ten minutes okay? ten minutes and we'll be right there

baby boy: i love him i love him im sorry

daddy: i love you

//.//

meanie: what are you sorry for? this is my fault

cutie: i should have told you about the hate im so sorry

meanie: no baby i'm sorry i shouldn't have said anything

cutie: don't leave me please don't leave me

meanie: i would never baby boy. you're mine and i'm yours, forever

cutie: i love you

meanie: i love you more, i promise

cutie: i'm sorry

meanie: stop apologizing. this was my fault. i'm so sorry

cutie: where are you?

meanie: i had a little,,, hiccup but i'm on the way okay?

//.//

Shithead: come sign my release forms please

Fuckface: you can't?

Shithead: i apparently cannot. so i need you to. i need to see newwie right now

Fuckface: are you guys okay?

Shithead: i don't know honestly. i think so. i hope so.

Fuckface: i'm on the way okay? i'll be there soon, and then you can reunite with lover boy

Shithead: thank you

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papii: are we good??

baby boy: yes. we are good now.

babii: great! now while we are separated because Tay selfishly took you away from me

daddy: you are in your bed room. like fifteen feet away. i didn't steal him.

babii: as i was saying

babii: we should talk about the hate thing.

baby boy: right. the only reason we didn't tell you is because we didn't care. yes, it sucked seeing death threats and yes, it hurt. but we love you both so much that we don't care what happens. you both treat us so well, and the internet doesn't have to understand that because shockingly, we aren't dating the internet.

babii: exactly. it's not a big deal. we don't care. we love you both and you love us back. that's enough.

papii: see Tay? trust goes so far in the relationship

daddy: shut your mouth.

papii: you probably just did apologized again, didn't you?

daddy: maybe

babii: truly new probably did too. even if it isn't his fault.

baby boy: actually i'm banned from saying those worlds

baby boy: i still feel bad but Tay won't allow me to feel upset so i have been stuck in cuddles for an hour. i wish i was more upset but he's really comfortable

babii: how's your fever?

daddy: it's gone down a bit, not much. he's no longer delirious but he is significantly still sick. he still has fever shivers

baby boy: what he said

papii: so fun story

daddy: everytime someone says that it is the opposite of a fun story

papii: our boys have fan accounts

babii: we run them? you knew that?

papii: not what i meant. there are fan accounts for you

daddy: oh

baby boy: wait really??

papii: yes really

papii: you have fan accounts.

papii: apparently the fact that the Sun guy posted some of your shoot pictures on instagram + going public equals you guys getting fan accounts

baby boy: people like me??

babii: !!!!!! crazy

daddy: i am happy for you babies

//.//

Shithead: i am conflicted

Fuckface: that's a mood

Shithead: like yay! not a hate page. but newwie is mine??? go away???

Fuckface: i feel that on a personal level. i'm so happy it isn't hate but i'm also so jealous because my baby is *my baby*

Shithead: speaking of hate, i'm about to post something.

Fuckface: oh worm?

Shithead: yeah. well,, two somethings.

Fuckface: you're double posting. you're serious about whatever this is

Shithead: i'm serious about New. i almost fucked it up once. i'm not doing it again.

Fuckface: cute. but if you make him cry again i'll beat your ass

Shithead: truly i would probably ask you to

//.//

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Shithead: I have found eight more fan accounts for our boys

Fuckface: jesus christ

Shithead: to be fair,,, all of them support our relationship but still

Fuckface: i'm glad they are so loved but MY GOD if people could stop calling ~my~ boyfriend cute that would be greatly appreciated

Shithead: exactly!! like I know Newwie is pretty. You know Gun is a precious baby. anyone with eyes would know these things. but Newwie is my!!! pretty boy and everyone else can fuck off.

Fuckface: one hundred percent the way I feel with babii

Fuckface: but I also feel kind of like a shitty boyfriend because he had fans, supportive fans at that, and i should be super happy but instead I'm over here being a jealous asshole

Shithead: not an asshole. I think we are just used to our babies being *our babies* and now they are not only our babies

Fuckface: THEY HAVE FANS FROM THEIR COLLEGE?! SOMEONE JUST POSTED A LINK TO A PETITION TO ALLOW THEM BACK AT THE UNIVERSITY

Shithead: WHY DIDNT WE DO THAT

Fuckface: ARE WE BAD BOYFRIENDS

Shithead: ARE WE ?!

//.//

papii: ARE WE BAD BOYFRIENDS

daddy: THIS IS IMPORTANT

baby boy: what the fuck?? no of course not??

babii: where the hell did this absurdity come from?

daddy: well okay so this will sound really dumb but you have fan accounts right?

baby boy: for some reason, yes

papii: well, we are... jealous of them? well,,, I guess more possessive of you. because you are our cute babies and other people calling you cute makes us ... territorial

babii: why do i think that is cute

daddy: and someone posted a link for a petition so you guys can go back to uni but we didn't do anything. people are doing that and we are just over here being dumb jealous jerks

baby boy: i don't agree with any of what you just called yourself. you helped a lot. and if we were more upset about getting kicked out, we would have asked for help.

babii: exactly!! i haven't even decided if i want to look for other school yet or not. i kind of like not having to wake up before the sun does

baby boy: thats a mood. and!! you not liking others calling us cute??? we had to deal with that for four years, it's your turn.

papii: i don't like it :((((( only i am allowed to call Gun cute :((((((

babii: even if they do call me cute, you're the only who matters when they say it

baby boy: W O W

babii: you and Newwie

daddy: did i die or???

babii: OH MY GOD EVERYONE IN THE GROUP CHAT CAN CALL ME CUTE. ARE YOU HAPPY ??

daddy: yes you tiny demon

babii: fuck off

baby boy: but for real don't look at the accounts if it's an issue.

daddy: what? no i followed all of them. they need to know i appreciate them. even if i am not one hundred percent happy with how they talk about you.

baby boy: you're so adorable i love you

daddy: i love you too!!!

babii: oh!!! i love you papii!!

papii: i love you too baby!!!

daddy: look at us, a happy family

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babii: ITS STORY TIME BITCHES

baby boy: it's three in the morning is what it is

papii: it's not like you were sleeping since you're currently at Tay's

daddy: i mean fair

baby boy: and i am tired now for those same reasons. so my dear muffin, please proceed with your story

babii: well truly you already know it so go to sleep~

baby boy: it's okay!! i'll be here to listen anyway

daddy: stop flirting and get on with it

papii: i live for Tay being jealous over best friends showing affection to one another because he confuses it with flirting. it's amusing

babii: p'Tay... sweetie....

daddy: i know! you're brothers and that would be incest and all that jazz.

babii: if you know,,,, why are you so dumb that you still think it??

baby boy: your story??

babii: oh yeah!!! so it has been a dream of mine to go on a double date with my best friend because seeing New happy makes me happy. and you two also make me happy. i think it would be really nice if we went on a double date at some point.

daddy: are you free this weekend?

papii: i have an idea on where we can go!!

baby boy: we should be super super free this weekend

babii: OH MY GOD MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE

babii: i don't deserve you guys thank you so much

baby boy: knock knock bitch, soft Off is coming through

papii: you are very right because LOOK AT HOW CUTE MY BOYFRIEND IS

papii: LOOK AT HIM

papii: WHAT A PRECIOUS BABY

babii: if you don't stop i will combust

papii: I AM COMING OVER

baby boy: it's three am?? i just said that

papii: W R O N G

papii: ITS TIME TO CUDDLE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

babii: OH MY GOD PAPII

daddy: ew

baby boy: shut up you say the same shit in our private conversations

daddy: don't expose me!!!

baby boy: then don't be an ass!!

daddy: excuse us we have some thing that has come up

babii: oohhh baby made daddy mad

papii: yo i'm outside is your door unlocked?

babii: it will be in a solid fifteen seconds

baby boy: also shut up Gun don't call him that

daddy: who's being an ass now huh?

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"Where are we going?" Gun asked, small hand covered by Off's larger one. The actor just smiled at him, hair styled in a way the younger had never seen before. To be honest, Off looked delectable right now. Gun knew he was biased since that was his man but still, Off looked fine. He was dressed casually, just a button down and some jeans and his hair was hidden beneath a beret but Gun was feeling some type of way.

"Please stop asking, little child. This is the fifth time in an hour," Tay complained from the driver's seat, whining when New hit his arm. "I'm driving! Hit me when I can't kill you by accident."

Gun thought Tay also looked pretty good, adorned in a tan jacket with white tee-shirt and jeans. New looked good too, patterned shirt making him look cute and sexy at the same time. (Maybe Gun felt that way because he helped pick his clothes. He had great fashion sense and New was a wonderful model.) On the other hand, the shortest was suffering in his attire. He had no idea what devilish creature convinced him to wear a sweater in the middle of summer. Maybe it was because Off said he looked cute in this sweater. Off lead him to make dumb decisions.

"We will be there soon, taiyo. I promise," Off leaned over to kiss Gun's forehead, and the smallest boy flushed at the affection. He swatted in the general direction of New when said boy cooed.

They had been in the car for about an hour, their impending double date making it too hard for Gun to stay calm. This was his dream, and it was finally coming true. He never expected to have someone like him enough to date him, and much less expected that person to be the actor he had adored for years. He never imagined he would have Off Jumpol in his life; only in his wildest dreams did he think that Off would be his boyfriend. But here he sat, next to the love of his life and behind his two other best friends and life felt good. Life felt perfect.

"I love you guys," Gun spoke, feeling like this moment was the best moment to be soft for his friends. Even through their ups and downs, their fights and their soft sessions, Gun wouldn't replace these moments with anyone else. These three people were his soulmates, two platonic and one romantic. He was truly the luckiest person in the world to have so many people love and care for him. Religion wasn't a super big thing for him, but right at this moment, all Gun could do was thank his lucky stars and everything holy that he found a home in three people.

"We love you too, muffin," New turned his head back to smile at his best friend, skin glowing from the setting sun. Gun just smiled back, throwing a kiss at New who caught it and placed it right where his heart was. Tay threw up a finger heart and made a kissy sound, smiling at him through the rearview mirror. (Gun really wished he didn't like Tay as much as he did. The older man was embarrassing.) Off leaned down and placed a kiss on Gun's temple, fingers squeezing the younger's gently.

"I love you most," was whispered into Gun's hair, and the younger looked up to be met with a gaze so full of love Gun almost chocked. This was something in his wildest fantasies that was turning true, to feel love even if the words weren't said. The small boy had been through so much heartbreak but if he had to endure that pain to find the angel that was Off he wouldn't hesitate to go through it again.

Off was the love of his life, he was sure. This wasn't his fanboy brain speaking. He was biased, sure, but Off had been the best boyfriend he ever had. He was sweet and even if he didn't like skinship that much he allowed Gun to hang off him. He was kind and caring, he knew New was important to Gun and never tried to make their friendship end. Off was just perfect and Off was his. That was something Gun would never get tired of saying.

Pulling up to the observatory, an area where they could watch the stars as they glimmered in the night sky, made Gun's skin tickle with how much happiness he was feeling. This was Off's doing, Tay had said so, and Gun was stunned at how one comment he had made months prior stuck in his boyfriend's brain. He was so fucking lucky.

He didn't know how to show his appreciation in words so he did what Gun did best and kissed Off softly, smiling into the kiss until it was impossible to keep their lips together. Gun smiled and grabbed his boyfriend's hand as a silent thank you. Off, like always, understood him and led the smaller to their friends who were having their own little moment.

Gun was positive that he could never be happier than this.

//.//

in case you wanted what they were wearing: 

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daddy: so if I end up dead, here's a last goodbye

baby boy: hahaha excuse me

papii: we have a meeting with our managers today. they always get us wasted to get the truth out of this

daddy: the topic of today's meeting; you guys

babii: oh no

papii: nothing bad. we just have to explain why we didn't tell them about going public before we did

baby boy: so you guys are going to get chewed out?

daddy: hard core

babii: we will wish you the best

baby boy: should we expect drunk boyfriend texts?

papii: definitely. also are your moms there?

babii: nope it's their anniversary trip

daddy: in that case, also expect drunk boyfriends

baby boy: this will be fun

//.//

papii: we re on th e wayyyyy my babise

babii: and so it begins

daddy: mannager yelled at em ;((((

baby boy: well you did a dumb

daddy: NOt

daddy: al i did was lovr u

baby boy: i love you too

daddy: <33333333333333333223333344433333333333333333333

babii: oh my god

papii: I LIVE YOI BABIII

babii: i love you too tsuki

baby boy: you know I was expecting like..... dirty things

babii: me too lmao

papii: m not dirrty1 i showeed

babii: yes papii, we are sorry

daddy: this cab smels wired

papii: cus u thrwe up dumbas

baby boy: oh god

babii: why do their managers do this to them

daddy: we art close

daddy: !!!!

babii: how close?

papii: y are yoru stair s so ha rd to clibm

baby boy: oh fuck give us a second

//.//

daddy: everything hurts and i want to die

papii: shut up

baby boy: oh good you're up

babii: that means it's time for us to YELL AT YOU

baby boy: TAWAN YOU FUCKER YOU THREW UP ON ME

baby boy: O N M E

baby boy: I HATE YOU

babii: OFF JUMPOL I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU EVER AND I MEAN EVER TRY TO KISS ME WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK AGAIN I WILL INJURE YOU

babii: YOU BIT MY FUCKING TONGUE YOU FUCK

papii: stop screaming you're so loud

daddy: i'm sorry

babii: take a fucking shower and meet us in the kitchen

babii: breakfast and coffee are ready

baby boy: because we are good boyfriends

daddy: i didn't mean to throw up on you i'm sorry

baby boy: yeah yeah it's whatever

daddy: i love you

baby boy: love you too <3

babii: where is my mans who isn't apologizing

papii: trying not to throw up my organs in the bathroom

babii: oh fuck i'm coming

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papii: okay so like a whole month ago babii mentioned a road trip

papii: so ya boy did a thing and we are headed to Phi Phi islands in three days

papii: so pack and stuff :)

babii: !!!! oh my god!!

daddy: what's the condition? there is no way our managers are letting us go to Phix2 without some type of conditions

papii: we have to sponsor a cafe there that one of our coworker's family owns

daddy: who??

papii: ... Frank.

daddy: ... will he be there

baby boy: what's wrong with Frank?? he seems sweet!

babii: yeah! he's always smiling and he's always nice. what is wrong with him?

daddy: nothing is wrong with him. he's just been dying to meet you guys.

papii: he wants to meet his "dad's wife" and his "aunt" badly

babii: what a squishy baby

baby boy: we have a kid??? i already love him!!!

daddy: all of the kids want to meet you guys. they say that it isn't fair.

papii: GMM is really tight knit and most of the young ones are upset that we have never introduced our loved ones to them

baby boy: !!! i love them can we meet them?

babii: please!!! they sound so precious!!!!

papii: oh my god what did we start?

daddy: i have to go in later... i can take you guys with me? it won't be enough for everyone but i know Frank and most of his friends will be there... and i'm pretty sure the Gifted stars will too??

baby boy: i'm getting ready now.

//.//

babii: papii we have a baby chick now. it's Chimon and i love him

papii: where are you????

babii: 

babii: i'm with our child

baby boy: i feel played

baby boy: these children are so cute why have i not met them before

baby boy: Frank is a whole baby and i'm adopting him

baby boy: and Phuwin??? what a precious child??

daddy: we can only have one kid

baby boy: no fuck that im having all the kids

daddy: oh my god Newwie

baby boy: look at them!!!

baby boy: 

baby boy: you expect me to be able to pick?? wrong.

babii: i want to meet everyone else!! i wanna meet all your friends and i wnabfgsyhab

papii: taiyo??? what the hell??

baby boy: who's J'Kwang?

papii: one of the managers here.... why?

baby boy: she just handed me an application. is that how this works?

daddy: not usually.... uh hold on

babii: they want to sign me as a model? excuse me?

daddy: i have made a mistake

papii: they want to sign our babies to the company? i- what

papii: i'm going to go talk to people

babii: my son is pressuring me to sign this document what do i do!!!!

baby boy: I DONT KNOW FRANK HAS HANDED ME FOUR DIFFERENT PENS

daddy: i mean sign it if you want to. you would have a job. that's nice... right? and you could see us all the time

babii: would i have to act??

papii: probably at some point

baby boy: i came here to meet my child and now i have two kids and a job? am i dead?

babii: i wish real life was that easy and fun

papii: what?

babii: what??

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meanie: where are you??

cutie: uhhhh... i don't know??

meanie: you... don't know

meanie: were you kidnapped?

cutie: i guess?

meanie: ... you're with Frank again aren't you?

cutie: perhaps

meanie: my own son is stealing my love away from me

cutie: no one could steal me away from you

cutie: besides, he's illegal??

meanie: i'm not saying he's trying to date you

cutie: you seem pretty jealous though

meanie: i am jealous! i barely see you anyway and now every time i see you Frank is with you

cutie: i love you endlessly

meanie: yeah yeah i love you too

cutie: i love you so much but that is the dumbest thing

meanie: hey! rude :(

cutie: even if he is our "son", Frank is only holding a platonic place in my heart. i don't dream of his smile. i don't yearn to hear his laugh. i don't forgive him immediately when he vomits on me. he isn't you.

cutie: so while you being jealous is cute, you have to understand that i've loved you for four years and i have been in love with you for a better part of one. okay? you're it for me. whether i see you everyday or not

meanie: oh my god i'm so soft now and i need to hug you

cutie: Frank says we are in the green room??

meanie: i'll be there in five.

//.//

tsuki: you and Oab are close now?

taiyo: yeah! he's nice

tsuki: uh-huh

taiyo: .... why are you jealous?

tsuki: who said i was jealous?

taiyo: the way you're talking to me does

tsuki: he's so hot

taiyo: agreed

tsuki: you weren't supposed to agree

taiyo: i don't lie. but i don't understand the issue

taiyo: he's been active as long as you have. he's been in some of the stuff you have. but i started a fan account over you.

taiyo: you know why?

tsuki: you thought i was cute?

taiyo: well, yes. but you were real. you didn't let anything change you. you were brutal and honest. you were an absolute dork. you let the world see you for you. you showed how much you liked fashion. you showed how much you cared for your friends, even if you heavily dislike displaying your affection through touch.

taiyo: you were you. and i fell for you for that exact reason

tsuki: you.... you know how to squeeze my heart in ways that make me want to kiss the everloving shit out of you

taiyo: you could have phrased that better but no one is stopping you from kissing me

taiyo: well except for the fact that you aren't here

tsuki: i'm hauling ass to be there

taiyo: you don't even know where i am?

tsuki: oright

taiyo: oh my god i'm in love with an idiot. i'm in practice room 2

tsuki: gotcha.

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papii: you better be ready to go cause we leave in an hour

babii: ready to go?? uhm we've been ready since 5 am

baby boy: **gun has been ready since 5am i, however, have been suffering

daddy: i'll bring coffee then

baby boy: you are my soulmate and i love you

daddy: i love you too

papii: i'll bring donuts?

babii: donuts are not a breakfast food

daddy: i literally watched you eat ramen for breakfast the other day

babii: fair point. continue

baby boy: how long is this trip??

papii: about 2-3 hours, depending on traffic. and then the ferry, obviously. four hours total, maybe?

papii: but we have stops planned so add more time

babii: whaaaaaat?

baby boy: what kind of stops?

papii: you know, food, bathroom, aquarium, zoo

daddy: the usual

baby boy: the... usual?

papii: every time i go on a trip with tay we have to go look at the animals to soothe his weird ass needs

baby boy: how cute

babii: how odd

papii: two types of people

daddy: anyway if y'all are ready and we are ready, can we leave now?

papii: i mean sure i guess

papii: i'm on my way

daddy: can we stop by Brekkie instead of picking up stuff?

baby boy: i love that cafe!!

daddy: i know

papii: disgusting

babii: gross

baby boy: wow soulmates

//.//

baby boy: oh my god tay i looked away for four seconds where the hell are you

daddy: they have TIGERS

babii: well this is a zoo

daddy: I LOVE TIGERS

papii: oh my god Tay please don't be weird

daddy: I'M GOING TO ASK TO TOUCH ONE

baby boy: DONT

daddy: the zookeeper said no :(

babii: yeah cause the tiger would eat your hand

papii: did you not see the people feed them with poles? *they* didn't even get close

daddy: i would bond with them

baby boy: you are a nuisance

daddy: i was going to buy you ice cream but now i'm going to eat your ice cream in front of you

baby boy: you're my nuisance?

daddy: i'll take it

babii: you both are vomit inducing

papii: see this is why we ran away from you guys

baby boy: all im hearing is that you both are jealous you don't have ice cream

babii: stop being right

//.//

papii: get in the car!!!

babii: NO

baby boy: i told you that not letting him get a stuffed animal was a mistake

babii: ALL I WANTED WAS A DAMN PENGUIN STUFFIE

daddy: i'll but you a penguin stuffie

babii: no. you already spoil Newwie. i have my own boyfriend to spoil me. he just won't

papii: fine okay? i'll buy you a damn stuffie

babii: was that so hard?

papii: oh my god i hate you

//.//

baby boy: i forgot how much i loved boats!

babii: i forgot how much i hated boats

daddy: how are you feeling?

babii: like death has grabbed my stomach and put it in a blender

baby boy: how disgustingly descriptive

papii: there goes my appetite

daddy: how long is this boat ride?

papii: it just started. we have like 45 minutes left

babii: oh my god

baby boy: yay!!!

babii: not yay!! i'm dying!!

baby boy: sounds like a personal problem

babii: im kicking your ass when we get off this boat

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Tay sat on the edge of the hotel bed, the view of the ocean mesmerizing. The sun was just beginning to rise, the sky flushing shades of orange and pink, the water glittering in turn. Tay didn't exactly know why he was awake, but he wasn't going to complain. Being here at Phi Phi Island was always something he loved to do. Water always seemed to calm him down, and to be quite honest, he didn't know why. He felt serene and tranquil near water; the sounds of waves crashing against the shoreline always made him melt. But he knew he didn't feel at peace because of the ocean this time, he was at peace because of who he was with.

New was still asleep, mouth half open and soft snores breaking the silence every couple of minutes. His sleep shirt was bunched up, his midriff on display. Tay smiled, a slight pull at the corners of his mouth as he stared at the love of his life. It seemed a bit dramatic to others when Tay called New that, but others didn't understand. Others didn't know how forgiving New was, how kind he was, how selfless he could be. New would drop any responsibilities he had to make sure Tay was okay; New would stay up for hours with Tay if they were in different time zones, even if the younger was exhausted.

Newwie did so many things for Tay. The only category he could ever fill in Tay's brain was "soulmate" and nothing would ever change that. Before he knew what he was doing, he slipped his phone out of his pocket and pulled up Instagram, going to his direct messages so he could scroll through the posts the two of them had shared of one another. A grin broke out on his face, one wide enough to show his gums, and he glanced over at New again, heart full of adoration.

He was so happy he liked New's Instagram post.

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Off stilled, gaze flicking from the muted television show to Gun who whined in his sleep, eyebrows furrowed in a face of pain. The older frowned, using his thumb to smooth out the creases. Gun sighed in content, shuffling closer to the heat that was Off's body. The smaller boy still felt sick from the boat ride, and even if he tried to reassure Off that he was fine, the actor refused to believe him.

Off held this weight of guilt on his shoulders, feeling impossibly apologetic to his tiny boyfriend who was experiencing such anguish. It was indirectly his fault; he should have asked if the smaller boy was comfortable with boats before just sticking him on one. His grip on the sleeping boy tightened and he placed a soft kiss on Gun's head. Even if Off was drowning in the guilt he was feeling, he still felt so much love for the younger boy.

The car ride was so heartwarming, Off being able to watch Gun smile brightly and wave at children they passed on the highway. He felt love when they walked passed pandas at the zoo, the delicate hand of Gun tugging Off forward. Gun was always so comfortable with public displays of affection, and while Off usually hated it, he loved when Gun touched him. He couldn't really explain it; it just made him feel complete. It was like Gun was a puzzle piece that Off had been looking for his entire life.

Gun huffed in his sleep, hand sliding under Off's shirt in search for more warmth. At the touch, Off felt his body relax and his mind became tired. He turned off the television and turned over, bringing the younger closer to his body. He let his eyes slip closed, pressing soft kisses on Gun's head as he fell asleep.

He was so lucky that Tay liked New's post.

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New sat on the beach, sunglasses covering his eyes as he basked in the sunlight. Tay was in the water, just standing and letting waves crash into him. A soft smile graced New's chubby cheeks as he watched his boyfriend basically glow. They had just come from the cafe, and New was full from his bagel and coffee. Tay was a little apprehensive to film in a cafe, even if was his "son's" family's, and New watched from behind the camera. Tay was awkward in front of the camera; when he played a character, he got into the zone and aced it. But being in front of the camera always made Tay anxious. New thought he was the cutest man he had ever seen.

Seeing him here, in the ocean, it looked like he was in his element. New didn't mean it like acting wasn't what Tay was good at; Tay was born to be an actor. The way he portrayed characters made it seem like every character was him, or at least a part of him. It was effortless. But seeing Tay bask in the salty water, skin glowing from the sun reflecting off the water droplets on his skin, he looked free. He looked like he belonged here and New couldn't take his eyes off of him. It was a wonderful sight, Tay looking loose and relaxed and calm. There were no scripts to memorize, no sleep to sacrifice, no worries in his mind. Tay looked like himself, and New couldn't get enough of it.

Like Tay knew New was staring, he turned and waved wildly, a bright grin taking over his face. New smiled back and waved slightly, feeling a bit flustered. His heart skipped a beat, and he felt his skin flush, but not from the heat of the sun. Tay made him feel like a schoolgirl with a crush, but New would never complain. Tay was the one person he would never complain about. Because Tay was his life. His world. And New loved him.

And it all started because of one fateful Instagram post.

//.//

Gun poured silently, sulking as he gently rubbed the after sun cream on Off's burnt back, the red skin feeling overly warm under his small hands. Off was silent, save for the quiet hisses of pain when Gun accidentally pressed down too hard. The smaller boy held back his urge to let his frustrations at the older boy being so careless out because he knew this sunburn happened because of him. He didn't want to admit it, but he knew.

It's not like he meant for it to happen, but Off doted on Gun so much that whatever the tiny one asked for, Off would get it as quick as he could. Off made sure to fulfill the requests so quickly and efficiently that he forgot everything he needed to do for himself, like apply sunscreen. His defense was that he did it all to make Gun happy quicker, but that didn't calm the storm that was Gun's mind.

Gun knew it was just who Off was as a person. No matter how hard he tried to play himself off as a goofy, carefree person, he truly had a heart of gold. He was so selfless and careless that he put other people's worries over his own. Especially Gun, since Gun was his baby and he never wanted to see Gun upset. The smaller boy knew this, and he loved this quality. If he was being honest, he loved everything about Off and will love Off for his entire existence, but it was so aggravating.

Gun didn't say any of this though, pressing a soft kiss on Off's shoulder blade as the damaged skin began to calm down thanks to the aloe vera. Gun loved Off and would never try to change him, not ever. Off was perfect just the way he was.

Even if it did take him a while to follow Gun's fan account at first.