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"Wait..."
Bobby kneels beside Cas
"He's breathing"
"Cas...Cas"
Cas opens his eyes
"Why are you shouting?"
"Son of a b****"
"Cas you just got shot in the heart, how come you're still alive"
"May have something to do with...this"
Cas pulls out the fake FBI ID Dean once gave him
"I can't believe you still have that"
"Yea, well...it's ruined now"
"Who cares I'll make you a new one"
Bobby clears his throat behind them
"I hate to break up the chick flick moment but we should really get out of here before they come back"
Dean offers his hand helping Cas to his feet.
They get to the impala and arrive at the bunker 30 minutes later
"Alright, I'm off"
"Ok, thanks Bobby"
"I don't know why you don't just stay here there is plenty of room"
"Being stuck with you two 24/7, no thank you"
Bobby leaves and Dean walks to the fridge. Pulling out two beers.
"Thanks" Sam
Dean takes a swig of his beer taking a seat opposite.
after a while
"I know you're dying to...so ask"
"Ask what?"
"If I'm team Edward or team Jacob" Dean answers sarcastically
"It's none of my business"
"Sam you're my brother, ask"
Sam takes a sip of his coffee
"Is it true?"
"Yes"
"You're in love with Cas"
"Yes"
"For how long?"
"I can honestly say since the day I met him" Dean replies
"Wow"
"Is that good wow or bad wow"
"I had no idea, I mean I know you two are close"
"Yea, well that's as far as our relationship goes"
"So, you're not planning on telling him anytime soon" Sam asks
"That would be no"
"As in not right now"
"As in never" Dean replies
"Dean..."
Cas walks in
"Hey, what you doing up"
"Couldn't sleep" Cas replies
Sam looks from Dean to Cas. He finishes the rest of his coffee and stands up
"I'm gonner hit the hay"
Sam walks to the the door
"Night Sam" Cas calls after him
"Night"
Sam leaves
"Something I said"
"What?" Dean replies
"Dean, I'm so sorry"
"About what?"
"You were right, I should have listened to you"
"Just next time slow down and think first because I...there are people who care about you"
"Does that include you" asks Cas
"What?"
"Dean, there's something I've been meaning to ask you...for a long time now. And I know that your a honest person so whatever you say I'll take as the truth"
"Ok...criptic"
Cas paulses for a few seconds trying to find the words
"I'm just going to come out and say it because that's the best way...um...remember when you said I'm like a brother to you"
"I meant it"
"Is there a chance that maybe, possible you might...actually no, forget I said anything. I don't know maybe I'm still..."
Dean looks straight in Cas eyes leans forward placing his lips on his. It was a few seconds then it was over but it felt like a lifetime.
"Sorry, you were saying"
"You just made me forget the ending of that sentence...so I take it that means you feel the same way"
"Cas, I just kissed you I think that's pretty high evidence that I feel the same way"
"Just making sure"
Dean leans forward again then stops
"What's wrong?"
"This...Nephilim situation...I'm not going to have someone strike me down any second"
"No, first of I'm not a Angel anymore"
"So basically we can be together as long as you don't have your powers"
"Yes" replies Cas
"That means when you get your powers back we're over"
"If" Cas replies
"That's messed up...and what do you mean if"
Cas looks away
"Cas, you do want your powers back right?"
"Not if it means we can't be together"
Dean opens his mouth to speak then stops
"What?" Cas asks
"You'd really do that...for me"
Cas smiles
"Dean, I love you"
Dean captures Cas lips again. This time the kiss is more passionate, with Dean's tongue entering Cas's. They eventually pull apart.
"You know I love you too, right"
"Yea, I think I got that...so what now"
Silence
"Want to go to bed?"
"I'm not really tired" Cas replies
"Who said anything about sleeping"