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and it won't be easy, this thing called love
with the last coins he had changmin tried again.
he memorized the numbers.
he pressed the digits desperately.
“please. please pick up the phone.”
changmin wanted to apologize. he shouldn’t have shouted those hurtful words. he shouldn’t have questioned yunho’s loyalty.
he was stupid.
stupid enough to let his emotions took over his conscious.
the phone’s ringing
and keep ringing.
yunho didn’t pick up.
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changmin remembered.
his kind smile
his soft eyes
his burning touch
he was a friend and a lover that changmin wished to be with until his last breath.
changmin tried calling again
because the silence was deafening.
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yunho forgot.
his teary eyes
his venom-like words
his cold shoulders
he was a half of his life and a forever he wished to have until his last breath.
yunho tried to forget
but he always remembered.
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years of building a relationship
one night to destroy it to dust.
yesterday they shared a kiss
today they won’t even look in each other’s eyes.
maybe if they had to say goodbye
they shouldn’t have loved too much
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"i'm sorry"
the rain was getting heavy and didn't show signs of stopping.
cold droplets and heavy hearts.
changmin admitted his fault.
his mistakes.
but yunho had been hurt too much.
because broken heart could not be fixed with just two words.
his love for changmin was like a flame
but in the end he’s the only one burnt
the rain was the witness.
yunho let changmin go.
"i'm sorry"
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they said time healed
that you won’t feel a thing after
how wrong
their head remembered
their heart was alive
maybe it’s true
love is like heaven
and hurt like hell
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changmin knew his time was almost up
because time was fast
and didn't wait for someone who’s stuck in the past
he prayed for yunho to come and save him.
he's drowning
and only yunho could pull him out of the pool of misery
then changmin realized
yunho would never come
still, he forgave him.
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he gulped down the alcohol
bitter taste in his throat
burning pain his chest
he’s drowning
but changmin wasn’t here to help
changmin had his own peace
but what about him?
with the last coins he had yunho tried again.
he memorized the numbers.
he pressed the digits.
“please. please pick up the phone.”
the phone’s ringing
and keep ringing.