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No one knows. They don’t have any idea how hard it is for me. I think that even Marinette doesn’t understand this. If she did, she wouldn’t suggest me this stupid plan. I shouldn’t have agreed on that! Why did I give her my story?
She’ll never know how long I’ve been writing the story about Ladybug and Cat Noir. What if she thinks it takes as long as reading this? What if she thinks it’s a piece of sh…t? Yes, I’m sure it’s a crap. No one will find it interesting. I shouldn’t show it to Marinette. I should take it back. Yes, definitely. Before she shows it to Nathaniel.
Oh, that would be a disaster when he finds out that I write such garbage! I’m useless… I shouldn’t show it to anyone. It’s better to hide it in my drawer and forget about it. Or even forget about writing. Why do I do it?
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Huh, good question…
Why do I write?
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Maybe I should leave it? Yeah, I think I should. I can. I don’t have to write. It takes too much time. No one will read it. Ever. If no one likes it, no one reads it, no one…
Oh, OK. I know that I haven’t shown it to anyone yet. Except Marinette. OK, let’s wait for her opinion. If she tells me it’s a crap, I’m leaving it.
But first… I think I’ll finish the chapter. Yes. I should finish the chapter and then I’ll forget about the story.
I’m a mess…