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I had known you'd never love me as I love you.
I had known before I even told you.
I had known when we were together.
Why?
Why do you do this to me?
I saw the way you looked at him..
The way he looked at you.
I had known of the looks that turned into touches.
The touches that turned into love.
And yet I still wanted you.
I wanted you to look at me the way you looked at him.
Wanted you to love me the way you love him.
But you never did.
Never will.
And yet I still want you.
Still love you.
Deep down we both knew we would never, ever work out.
Sometimes I wonder why you even dated me when you were in love with him.
Was it out of pity?
You wanted him.
He wanted you.
And now you have each other.
I don't know what to do now.
Should I fake my happiness?
Should I act like I'm no longer in love with you?
Should I pretend I'm happy for you?
Or should I show my true emotions?
My anger?
My sadness?
My hurt?
My brokenness?
I'm broken.
Broken all because of you, Yoongi.
But I still love you.
I still want you.
Why do you do this to me?
I love you, but...
You don't love me.
Never have.
Never will.
Why, Yoongi?
Why?