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It starts like this:
Jungkook's sophomore year of high school, sitting at the lunch table with his two best friends. He sits in between the two, Jimin and Taehyung- which was a mistake, since the couple were always loudly bickering or giggling about whatever while Jungkook has to suffer in the middle. They do it on purpose, to get Jungkook to engage in conversation, because he's never been very talkative.
It was a normal school day, Jungkook trying to finish his sandwich while his friends argued about some video game that he didn't care about. It was getting out of hand and he was starting to get irritated at the two, only wanting to have a normal conversation while they eat for the next 20 minutes. Sometimes it gets to this point, where Jungkook has to speak up to tell the two to shut up and eat or to let him leave.
"Oh Jiminie, my sweet, lovable boyfriend. I hate to break it to you but, get this, you're wrong."
"If you keep fighting against me like this i'm seriously gonna kick your-"
Jungkook breaks. "Oh my god can you two please, just like, stop for a minute. I'm begging you," he says exasperated, running his hands over his face.
"Yoongi-hyung!" Taehyung exclaims, completely ignoring what Jungkook had said. He lets out a scoff and takes his hands away to give his friend shit for brushing him off, but he freezes when he makes eye contact with a boy who sitting on the other side of their table, arms crossed over the top with a grin on his face.
It starts like this, with this so called Yoongi-hyung that has fluffy black hair and sharp eyes, his pouty lips making him look a lot softer than everything else. He's intense but pretty at the same time and that has Jungkook stuck frozen in spot while he stares at the man in awe thinking how could he have lived this long without seeing such a face.
"Hey, Tae."
His voice-
"Hyung, you said you'd come by to meet Jungkookie like two weeks ago." Taehyung says with sharp eyes. Jungkook's broken out of his spell when he hears his name, is about to ask his friend why he wanted them to meet but Yoongi looks at him and Jungkook's words get caught in his throat. Yoongi wears a soft smile, carefree.
"I'm guessing you're Jungkook, right?" Yoongi asks with a hint of amusement as he avoids Jimin's and Taehyung's piercing gaze. It takes Jungkook a moment to react which makes him blush at how awkward he's being, gives a small nod to the other's question.
"Yeah, and i'm guessing you're, uh," Jungkook trails off, not knowing what to call the boy. Yoongi grins, eyes glued to Jungkook's.
"Yoongi. But just call me hyung," he responds easily, completely ignoring the couple in favor of watching the boy. Jungkook just about squirms in his seat at how intensively Yoongi's looking at him, having to break eye contact every so often as to not become flustered from all of the attention.
"Okay, hyung." Jungkook says softly, making Yoongi smile wide.
Jungkook's never had a crush before, but he thinks that this is what it must be like.
Flash forward to Jungkook's senior year of high school. Jimin and Taehyung are now freshman in college, Yoongi sophomore. It's lonely, but he's used to lonely.
After Jungkook's initial meeting of Yoongi, the two of them hit it off fairly well. The older hung around him more than his other two friends did, not that he was complaining. Despite having a huge crush on the man it was easy for Jungkook to open up, maybe because Yoongi was always smiled at him so fondly like anything Jungkook said was special, even if he was just talking about how much he likes lamb skewers.
That's how their Friday night date was planned- or, as Jungkook wanted it to be called. Every Friday night they would go out for lamb skewers, and that's where their relationship became close. Jungkook started to pay more attention to Yoongi instead of Jimin and Taehyung- not that he didn't love them. He did.
Jungkook grew a fascination for the way Yoongi spoke or explained things, the way he would laugh so brightly when Jungkook made a stupid joke, they way Yoongi just lived and smiled and treated Jungkook so specially.
Needless to say it was really depressing when Yoongi graduated from high school and would be moving to Seoul for university. Jungkook had cried the night that he had to say goodbye to the older at the bus station. Yoongi had promised to video call and text him whenever he could, which Jungkook was grateful for, but he knew nothing compared to seeing Yoongi smile in person than over a computer screen.
Life continued on and just as Yoongi promised, he kept in contact with Jungkook religiously. He talked about how the college life was ("It's good, but it'd be better if you were here"), how happy he was to finally have his own studio to produce music ("I'll write you a song, soon") and sometimes he'd talk about his stress. Jungkook could listen to him talk for hours about literally anything, so more times than not he'd just ask Yoongi to tell him about whatever he wanted.
When Jimin and Taehyung graduated, it was hard for Jungkook to cope for a while. Just like Yoongi the couple had kept in contact as best as they could and he was grateful for that as well. They had went to the same school as Yoongi, which made him both happy and a little bit jealous. Happy because that meant when he graduated he would reunite with all of them, but jealous because the couple was able to be with Yoongi again while Jungkook had to wait another year.
Senior year was hard for Jungkook, and without his friends support he honestly thinks he might have fallen down a spiral of sadness and more sadness. Yoongi had helped all he could with Jungkook's math, and Taehyung was pretty much the only reason he passed biology. But graduation day will forever be marked one of the best memories of his life.
When Jungkook reunited with his parents after the graduation ceremony was over, Jimin and Taehyung had greeted him- or more like, tackled him with tears and words of congratulations. Jungkook had laughed and spent the next two hours with the couple, just catching up and talking about whatever came to mind. It wasn't awkward or weird, was like things were starting to look up for Jungkook. The couple talked excitedly about Jungkook's soon to be college life, his soon to be permanent reuniting with his friends and Yoongi.
Yoongi.
Of course Jungkook was a little disappointed that the older hadn't been there, but he knew the man was super busy. After parting with Jimin and Taehyung he had walked home with his bag over his shoulder that contained his graduation gown, now wearing his white dress shirt and black dress pants. It was around 9 p.m. and Jungkook was tired, he yawned as he made his way up his drive way to reach the door. But he abruptly stops in his tracks and his yawn gets stuck in his throat once he sees the man that is leaning against the side of a black car, looking at him with such a smug grin.
Jungkook's speechless as he stares at Yoongi, the same man that he's been crushing on for three years and hasn't seen since the end of sophomore year. Yoongi laughs at the shocked expression on Jungkook's face, pushing off the car to walk over.
"Hey,"
His voice is what breaks him, tears welling in his eyes and a sob leaving him as he drops his bag to the ground and runs, runs until he's crushing Yoongi into a hug that makes him stumble back into his car with a thud.
"Hyung," Jungkook breathes out, burying his face in Yoongi's neck as his tears start to fall. Yoongi chuckles, pets the back of Jungkook's head fondly.
"Why're you crying, Jungkookie?" he asks softly.
Jungkook sniffs and leans back to look at the man and fuck, he's still so gorgeous.
"I missed you, a lot." He mumbles, bottom lip jutting out into a pout. Yoongi smiles at the boy softly, using his thumbs to wipe the tears away.
"I missed you too, my favorite dongsaeng. You have no idea,"
Jungkook's cheeks flush, heart soaring at the words. "I can't believe you're here," he softly comments, in awe. Yoongi smiles, squeezes Jungkook's cheeks.
"I wanted to come earlier, but I couldn't get out of work in time."
Jungkook swats at Yoongi's hands, gives him a glare that he can't keep up for long, too giddy with being able to see the older again. "You still came, though."
Yoongi nods, "Of course, my baby is graduating."
Jungkook swats Yoongi's shoulder with a huff, "I'm eighteen, not twelve."
Yoongi shrugs, smirking. "Same thing. Now, are we gonna keep standing outside or are you gonna invite me in?"
Jungkook finally registers that they're still outside and nods frantically, grabbing his bag off the ground and taking Yoongi by the hand. "Yes, right. Inside. Let's go,"
Yoongi just laughs.
They're laying in Jungkook's bed later that night, Yoongi deciding to stay. They lay facing the ceiling in the dark, the only light coming from the window next to Jungkook's bed. Even though they were doing nothing it was the best for Jungkook, just being able to be with the older again after so long. It felt like old times before Yoongi had left, when they would hang out after school to play video games and eventually end up falling asleep around midnight.
They had just laid down to sleep after catching up for a while, the two of them exhausted from traveling and graduation. It was silent for a few minutes, Jungkook's eyes were closed as he started to drift to sleep. Yoongi though, was still wide awake as he thought about asking Jungkook the question he's been keeping to himself for the last few months. Eventually he turns onto his side to face the younger, bites his bottom lip as he just looks for a moment before speaking up.
"Jungkook," he whispers, knowing that the younger is still awake. Jungkook hums to let the older know he's listening.
"I know you said that you were going to stay at the dorms on campus but," Yoongi hesitates for a moment, making Jungkook open his eyes and turn to look at the older.
"What is it?"
"Would you like to stay at my apartment with me?" Yoongi asks quietly, watching as Jungkook's eyes widen in surprise. He quickly continues, "I just thought that you might prefer staying with someone you know rather than with a stranger. I have an empty room that would be all yours if you wanted. But you don't have to if you'd rather stay at the dorms-"
"Yes," Jungkook butts in eagerly as he sits up, turning to completely face the older. "Of course I would love to stay with you."
Yoongi smiles brightly, nods. "Okay,"
Now Jungkook can't sleep, too busy thinking about what it would be like to live with the older. They face each other as they lay in silence now, but Jungkook's looking at Yoongi in awe as he bites his lip to keep from smiling, too giddy to even try to fall asleep.
"Kook," Yoongi mumbles with his eyes closed, startling Jungkook.
"Yes?"
"Why can't you sleep?" Yoongi asks, eyes opening to look at the younger.
"I'm," Jungkook starts, cheeks turning pink as he becomes shy, "excited to move to Seoul. And live with you."
Yoongi chuckles, runs at hand through Jungkook's hair. "I'm excited too. It's been so boring without you around, you know? Longest two years of my life."
Jungkook giggles, feels himself melt under the older's petting. "One more month, hyung."
Yoongi nods with a fond smile, whispers back, "One more month."
Jungkook's never been in love but he thinks that this is what it must feel like.
One month goes by agonizingly slow, but once it's over everything seems to move by fast. Jungkook had moved into Yoongi's apartment a few weeks ago now, and so far everything has been going pretty damn perfectly. Living with Yoongi is easy, just like everything else is with the man. From the beginning it's like they've lived together all of their lives, everything is comfortable and easy, feels right.
When Jungkook officially starts college it's a little scary at first, but he adjusts pretty fastly. He takes a dance class and that's where he meets Hoseok, a red haired man with a sun-like smile that seems like a dance god to Jungkook. The man had taken a liking to Jungkook from the beginning and made it his job to give him all the help he could offer, which was both overwhelming and thankful for.
As it turns out, Hoseok is close friends with Yoongi as they are in the same grade and shared a class together the year previous. Yoongi described the dancer as a "nuisance that never leaves him alone but is good to copy work from".
His first year went by so fast that before Jungkook knew it he was already about to enter his second year. Most would think that after this long Jungkook would have finally gotten over his crush on Yoongi, but that wasn't the case at all. Like, at all. If anything it had only gotten worse over time, maybe because they lived together now, or maybe because everything the older did fascinated Jungkook. Sometimes it was hard to deal with, like when Yoongi would choose to stay home with him instead of going out with friends, or when he'd climb his way into Jungkook's bed in the middle of the night.
Though Jungkook never did or said anything about how he felt because he already knew- he knew that Yoongi only saw him as a younger brother that he needed to take care of. And even if that wasn't the case, there's no way someone like Yoongi would be interested in someone like him. There were so many other people more worthy of Yoongi's time and Jungkook is lucky enough to be able to have some of it.
Flash forward a month into Jungkook's second year, him and his friends were at a small diner that's only a few minutes from campus. He sat next to Jimin and Taehyung while Yoongi sat across from him with Hoseok. They were having a good time like normal, chatting and laughing in between their meals. Also like normal, Jungkook's eyes would dart to Yoongi every so often just because he could, as if not looking at the man hurt him somehow. He couldn't help the way his heart would melt when Yoongi would smile or laugh, the way he would roll his eyes and give Hoseok a hard time for something he did. The man was beautiful no matter what, and apparently he hasn't been very good at hiding his ogling.
Jimin nudges his side, making Jungkook look over in confusion.
"You know," Jimin leans close to whisper, "if you keep staring you might burn holes into his face."
Jungkook flushes at being caught staring at Yoongi, giving his friend a incredulous look that Jimin just laughs at.
"What? You're being so obvious," Jimin points out, raising an eyebrow. Jungkook rolls his eyes, purses his lips.
"I'm just looking."
Jimin snorts with the shake of his head, "You're both so dense."
Jungkook's eyebrows furrow in confusion at that, eyeing his friend. "What are you talking about?"
Jimin snickers, "I aint telling you shit. Figure it out on your own,"
Jungkook doesn't figure it out- actually he forgets about the conversation by the next day. Life continues as normal and now it's a Saturday night, the five of them all in Yoongi and Jungkook's shared apartment. They're all drinking and playing video games, eating pizza and watching movies. Currently Taehyung and Hoseok are in a battle of Mario Kart, Yoongi in the kitchen to get more beer and Jimin and Jungkook sitting on the couch.
Both of them were laughing as they watched the two on the floor yell at each other because of the game, the sight causing their stomachs to hurt from laughing so hard. It's during a moment when they've catched their breath that Jimin speaks up.
"You know," he starts, getting Jungkook to look at him, "there was a reason I introduced Yoongi-hyung to you."
Jungkook tilts his head in confusion, attention fully on the older. "What was it?"
Jimin smiled cheekily, "I knew you'd fall for him."
Jungkook chokes on air and starts to cough, not expecting Jimin to just come out and say something like that. "W-What-"
"Don't even try to deny it, I swear to god." Jimin threatens with an unamused look, making Jungkook shrink into himself as he blushes like a mad man.
"I knew that he would be someone good in your life," Jimin comments, eyeing Jungkook as he continues, "but I didn't think you two would be pining for so long. Fuckin' idiots."
Jungkook can't help the huff of a laugh that escapes him at that, amused by what his friend is implying. "Are you trying to say that hyung's been pining over me too? Don't be ridiculous, Jimin."
He won't lie, the hint made his heart stutter in his chest and a flame of hope surface, but he quickly puts it out. It's dangerous to hope.
"Have you not noticed the way he looks at and treats you? He's not like that with anyone else." Jimin argues with an eyebrow raised, in disbelief with how dense the younger is.
"Don't say that, hyung." Jungkook mumbles, looking down at his hands. "You know he only thinks of me as a kid."
Jimin rolls his eyes. "No, I don't know that because that's not the case. You think I introduced him to you just to watch you suffer? I did it for him, too."
Jungkook doesn't say anything, just bites his lip as he stares into his lap. Jimin lets out a sigh and his eyes soften at the boy's sorrow-filled state, wrapping his arm around his shoulder in a side hug. "I think you should watch him. Pay attention to how he treats you."
Jungkook nods despite not really understanding the point in watching Yoongi. He already does watch him enough, wouldn't he have noticed if the older liked him by now?
Yoongi walks in from the kitchen with three beers in hand, handing one to Jimin and Jungkook before he's plopping down next to the younger. He eyes the arm around Jungkook's shoulders and snickers, pushing Jimin's arm away to wrap his own around Jungkook and pull him close.
"Back off, Jiminie. You already have a boyfriend." He jokes, smirking when Jimin gives him a glare. Jungkook just blushes, his eyes meeting Jimin's knowing ones before he's looking away quickly.
Jungkook does pay more attention after that. He tries to note the way Yoongi treats and acts around him compared to others and he can see what Jimin had meant, but he refuses to believe that Yoongi could like him more than a brother.
He notices the way Yoongi always sits or stands next to Jungkook if he can, how Yoongi offers his food to him without offering the others, sees the way Yoongi always lets him do what he wants and get away with anything without a second thought. He also notices that the older likes to hold hands, and maybe he hasn't seen him do it with other people, but that can't mean anything.
It's a Monday and Jungkook's currently sitting on the living room couch with Yoongi next to him and Jimin on the floor facing them. They're all studying together quietly, completely imersed in what they were studying on. They've been silent for about an hour now and that's when Jimin lets out a heavy sigh and sets his notebook down.
"This is fun and all, but i'm starting to get a headache from looking at numbers for an hour."
Yoongi snorts and Jungkook nods in complete agreement, rubbing at his eyes as he tries to get them to stop hurting.
"Well," Yoongi starts, setting his textbook on the coffee table, "I'm gonna get a beer, anyone want one?"
The two nod and Yoongi goes off to the kitchen, Jimin narrowing his eyes at Jungkook as soon as the older is gone. Jungkook eyes the other.
"What?"
"Have you noticed anything?" Jimin asks. It takes a moment for Jungkook to understand what he's talking about but when he does he lets out a sigh.
"Not really," he mutters, leaning back against the couch cushion. Jimin clicks his teeth, crossing his arms over his chest. "Not sure I believe that. Have you noticed that he holds your hand a lot?"
Jungkook looks at his friend incredulously, surprised to hear that from the older considering that was the only thing he could point out. Jimin smirks in amusement, seeming to understand what the younger is thinking.
"So you have. And?"
Jungkook blushes, starts to fiddle with his hands. "That's not uncommon,"
Jimin scoffs, "It's pretty damn uncommon to only hold hands with one person unless you like them."
Jungkook goes to protest but Yoongi comes back into view and effectively shuts the two of them up. Yoongi looks at them weird, suspicious as to why the two look so caught off guard.
"You two talkin' shit?" he asks as he sits back down next to Jungkook, handing the two of them beer. Jimin grins evilly, bringing the bottle up to his lips and mumbling a, "Who knows."
After another two hours of homework and drinking, they finally called a quits and now were just talking about whatever. Specifically, Jimin gushing over Taehyung.
"Someone offered five hundred dollars for one of his art pieces, he was so happy that I almost cried." Jimin smiled fondly as he looked back on the moment, hugging his beer to his chest. Jungkook giggled and Yoongi rolled his eyes.
"That's amazing and all, but you've told that same ass story three times in the last hour." Yoongi points out, grinning when Jungkook giggles harder.
They hadn't drunken that much, but Jimin has always been a lightweight and you could tell when he was drunk because he did this same things every time. Hug whatever he can, brag about Taehyung and smile at everything.
"Maybe I'm making sure you guys' remember how amazing my boyfriend is," Jimin remarked, earning more giggles from Jungkook.
"Can you at least move on to a different Taehyung related story?" he asked with a pleading look, Jimin humming as he thought about what to say.
"I can't think of anything in particular, but haven't you guys noticed that Tae's gotten more attractive over the years?"
Yoongi snorts, "That's what happens when you hit puberty, Jimin."
"Shut up, I meant that he's becoming more attractive than I thought was possible. He's like," Jimin waves his hands as he tries to think, "other worldly. The most attractive man on Earth."
Jungkook laughs and goes to take a sip of his drink, Yoongi letting out a hum in thought before he's shaking his head. "I don't think that's entirely true. Look at Jungkook,"
Jungkook chokes on his drink, cheeks turning pink as he coughs and stutters out, "W-What about me?"
Yoongi turns to face him completely, grinning. "You've changed so much over the years. Look at you," he says in awe as he cups Jungkook's face, "so pretty. Definitely the prettiest boy I've ever seen."
Jungkook's heart gets stuck in his throat and he's frozen in spot, mouth parted as he stares at the older in disbelief. Yoongi laughs at his shocked face, pinches his cheek as he starts to speak again.
"So cute. You've gotten so tall and built but your face is so soft, with your doe eyes and pouty lips." He says as he pokes Jungkook's bottom lip with his thumb, eyes wandering around the boy's appearance. "You've always been cute, but now you're cute and hot. Like, hot damn hot."
Jimin giggles but Jungkook doesn't pay attention to that, too busy feeling his heart thump wildly in his chest and feeling his cheeks burn from all of the attention. It's hard to breathe with the way Yoongi's looking at him so fondly but serious at the same time, like he's making sure Jungkook knows he isn't joking.
"God, I could just jump you right now." Yoongi says with a teasing grin, effectively keeping both him and Jimin silent in shock. Yoongi laughs then, poking the tip of Jungkook's nose before he's climbing off the couch.
"I think it's time to switch to water. Especially you," Yoongi narrows his eyes at Jimin who sticks his tongue out in response. Once the oldest is gone it's silent for a moment, Jungkook staring at his hands and Jimin looking at him with a certain look in his eyes.
"You should tell him how you feel. Doesn't this hurt?" he asks in a whisper, earning a sad smile and nod in return.
"It does."
Later that night after Jimin has left and Yoongi has gone to bed, Jungkook finds himself in the shower, standing under the water with his head down. He thinks about Yoongi's words, about how the man had looked at him as he said those words. Then he thinks back to the hand holding and what Jimin had said.
Doesn't this hurt?
For the first time, Jungkook cries over Yoongi.
Nothing changes. Yoongi doesn't give any indication that what he had said the other week even happened, and Jungkook just puts it to the back of his mind. It's hard sometimes, though. When Yoongi's eyes linger on him or he holds his hand for no particular reason, he can't help but hear those words echo in his mind.
But he doesn't even try to do anything about it, just continues on with life the way it's always been. It's okay, Jungkook convinces himself. It's always been okay, so there's no need to now start acting like things are different.
Life goes on like normal except now Jungkook is more aware of things he'd never thought twice about in the past. They go to a club one night and while everyone is on the dance floor, Yoongi stays with Jungkook at the bar with the excuse of "I'd choose talking with you over dancing with strangers any day".
That night the older had slept in Jungkook's bed and cuddled him tightly, having the audacity to fall asleep after saying, "You're my everything, Kook."
Not even a week later finds them on their living room couch watching a movie with their friends, Yoongi holding Jungkook's hand under their shared blanket. And the next day Yoongi takes him to a pet store where they end up buying a pet goldfish (named Ronald) and grinning mischievously while saying, "Now that we're parents, should I be the daddy?"
Jungkook nearly choked to death that day.
But it's things like that over the next few weeks, Jungkook noticing how Yoongi acts around him compared to with others, able to point out where the differences are. And Jungkook never really had a hard time with his feelings for Yoongi until the last two months, but now that it's on the fore front of his mind he can't seem to think about anything else. The more days go by the more he wants the man, every so often having the thought of what if he told him but then quickly erasing the stupid thought.
All these thoughts and worries and suffering ends abruptly though, on this Saturday night. It starts like this:
They were having a movie night that Saturday without their friends for once, Yoongi saying that he wanted Jungkook all to himself tonight. Which, how could anyone expect Jungkook to not love the damn guy?
The movie wasn't that interesting, so the two of them ended up just talking half way through it, every so often taking sips of their beer as they chat about nothing in particular.
"When did you say the dance competition was?"
"May 12th at 6 p.m." Jungkook answers before taking a sip of his drink while eyeing the man. "You're coming, right?"
Yoongi gives him a look. "Why wouldn't I? Like i'd miss out on your dancing," he clicks his teeth with the shake of his head, offended that the younger would even think of him not showing up. Jungkook purses his lips, shrugging his shoulders as he looking down at his bottle.
"You've already seen me dance the routine countless times, I figured it would be boring to have to sit through again."
Yoongi clicks his teeth. "I could literally never get bored with you. Plus, you look good when you dance." he states like it's obvious, squeezing Jungkook's cheek with a smile as the boy blushes at the comment. Jungkook huffs and swats the hand away, glaring at the man.
"Shut up. Why do you say things like that? And treat me differently from the others?" Jungkook hadn't meant to say it, didn't mean to ask the question he's been wanting to ask for the past few weeks. He doesn't know what he expected the older to respond with, but he still wasn't prepared for his reaction.
Yoongi didn't answer the question, just looked at Jungkook with a thoughtful expression on his face for a moment before darting his eyes to the TV screen. Jungkook's about to apologize for the weird question, maybe tell him to forget about it but Yoongi speaks up before he can.
"Have you ever dated anyone?" Yoongi asks in a mumble, still looking at the screen. Jungkook's taken aback by the question, not expecting it at all.
"No," he answers quietly, eyes glued on the man who turns to look at him, eyes filled with so many questions, seeming hesitant to continue.
"Why not?"
Jungkook doesn't know what to say to that, the only answer he can think of he can't just come out and say. So he doesn't give an answer.
"You haven't dated anyone either, right?" he hopes.
Yoongi nods, looks down at his hands in his lap.
"Why not?" Jungkook shoots back in a whisper, looking at the man carefully. There it is again, that hope.
Yoongi gives a soft smile to the boy, reaching up to cup his cheek. Jungkook stops breathing for a moment, lips parting and eyes watching the man's every move. Yoongi's thumb strokes his cheek and he leans forward slowly, eyes darting to Jungkook's mouth.
Jungkook's heart beats frantically in his chest and he holds his breath, tries his best not to move as the older gets closer and closer until they're only a few inches apart. Yoongi's thumb falls to Jungkook's bottom lip, his eyes following his finger. It takes a few moments but eventually he swallows and looks up into Jungkook's eyes and goes to speak.
"Can I-"
"Please," Jungkook breathes out and a second later Yoongi is crashing their lips together in a searing kiss that has him just barely able to keep back a whine. There is so much desire, so much want that has been put off for years of pining and holding back in fear of what might happen. If Jungkook knew this is what would go down if he questioned the man, he would have done it all those years ago.
Yoongi kisses Jungkook like it's their last time, bites at his bottom lip before soothing it with his tongue that has the younger melting into the kiss, desire flooding through him. He lets Yoongi lick into his mouth with no fight and does his best to place his bottle on the ground without breaking the kiss, can hear the glass fall on its side but doesn't give any fucks about it right now. Instead he climbs into Yoongi's lap and grabs onto the back of his neck, earning a groan from the man.
Yoongi's hands fall to Jungkook's waist, pulling the boy closer and tilts his head to deepen the kiss, not wanting to stop. Jungkook doesn't want to either, but eventually they part to catch their breaths, foreheads leaning together as they pant.
"I've waited so long," Yoongi whispers, "so fucking long. Fuck,"
"Don't stop. Please," Jungkook whimpers, just might cry if the older doesn't comply. But he does, reconnects their lips passionately without a second thought, like it's already a normal occurrence. Jungkook hopes it becomes one.
They kiss until their lips hurt and lungs are burning, Yoongi breaking the kiss to press soft ones down Jungkook's jaw to his neck.
"Oh," Jungkook gasps, gripping onto Yoongi's shirt as he tilts his head, mouth parted. He's never been touched like this before considering he's not the type to have one night stands, and he can't even imagine doing anything like this with anyone besides the older.
Yoongi seems to be enjoying this just as much as Jungkook even though he hasn't been touched at all, turned on just by the noises the boy lets out just from his neck being bitten and licked. And after he feels that he's left enough marks, he leans back to admire his work, running his thumb over the bruises.
"So pretty," he whispers, making Jungkook shudder and feel arousal pool in his stomach. "H-Hyung," he whimpers, biting his lip shyly. Yoongi hums and uses his thumb to pull Jungkook's bottom lip from his teeth, dark eyes meeting the others.
"What is it you want, baby? I'll give you anything," he speaks softly. Jungkook blushes, diverting his eyes as he hesitates to speak, but the raging boner in his pants is enough to convince him to open his mouth.
"Want you, hyung. All of you." Jungkook mumbles, becoming flustered from his own words. Yoongi lets out a shaky breath, eyes roaming over the gorgeous boy in his lap. He swallows thickly and nods lamely.
"Okay," he rasps out, cupping the boy's cheek in his palm and pressing their lips together in a soft kiss before mumbling, "My room."
Jungkook's never moved so fast in his life, Yoongi fallowing after him with a laugh as they enter the man's room, Jungkook quickly pulling Yoongi in and kissing him roughly, hands on the back of his neck. Yoongi lets out a startled gasp but doesn't protest, just pushes the boy back until his knees hit the mattress and he falls, following after Jungkook who scoots his way up the bed till his head hits the pillow. Yoongi sits in between Jungkook's legs, pulls his own shirt over his head and throwing it to the floor before doing the same to the younger's, not wasting anytime in connecting his lips to Jungkook's chest.
Jungkook gasps and shudders, earning a grin from the man on top of him. "So sensitive," Yoongi comments teasingly, fingers running down Jungkook's sides as he kisses his way down the boy's torso.
"O-Of course I am, it's you." Jungkook remarks like it's obvious, hooded eyes looking down at the man. Yoongi smiles, leans up to press a chaste kiss to Jungkook's lips and mumbling, "Glad it's me." Then he's reaching to the bed side drawer and digging out lube, tossing the bottle on the bed before focusing his attention back on the boy. He drags his fingers down until they hit the waistband of Jungkook's sweats, pulling on them lightly.
"This okay?" He asks, eyeing the boy with hesitance. Jungkook nods, lifts his hips to help the older drag his sweats and boxers down and toss them to the floor, starting to feel self conscious about being completely naked in front of the older.
Yoongi smiles fondly at the boy's cuteness, plants a hand by his head so he can lean down and press a soft kiss to his lips, other hand trailing down Jungkook's stomach and slowly making it's way down.
"So beautiful," he murmurs against Jungkook's lips, earning a sharp inhale from the boy. He keeps kissing Jungkook softly as his hand runs over the inside of one of his thighs before just barely dragging his fingers against Jungkook's shaft.
Jungkook gasps, breaks the kiss to lean his head back into the pillow, looking up at the older with hooded eyes. Yoongi curses under his breath at the sight, finally deciding to wrap his hand around the younger's cock and thumb at the head, dragging the precome that drips there.
"Ah," Jungkook gasps as his cock throbs in Yoongi's hold, letting out a airy moan when Yoongi starts to pump him.
"God," Yoongi says in awe as he leans back on his heels to get a good look at the boy beneath him, "so fucking pretty. Why did I wait this long?" He leans down to press wet kisses over Jungkook's stomach and lower, keeping his hand wrapped around the base of the boy's cock and finally meeting his mouth to the tip, licking teasingly.
Jungkook tenses and lets out a moan, eyebrows furrowed as he tries to watch the older. He feels so embarrassed by how wrecked he is already, but this is the first time anything like this has ever been done to him and it's Yoongi.
Yoongi doesn't waste anytime in taking the tip of Jungkook's cock in his mouth and sucking, starting to bob his head slowly with his eyes closed and a pleased hum leaving his throat. Jungkook gasps and his hands fall to Yoongi's hair, gripping the locks in between his fingers as his back arches off the bed. Yoongi practically glows from how worked up the boy is because of him, using that as motivation to deep throat his cock.
"H-Hyung!" Jungkook gasps, thighs hitting Yoongi's sides as he tenses and whines, trying his best not to accidentally thrust into the older's mouth. It takes a lot of effort, especially when Yoongi keeps bobbing his head and swallowing around him like he was born to. It's too much already, and Jungkook's afraid that if Yoongi keeps it up he'll end up coming too early before the man can fuck him. And damn, he really wants to be fucked by Yoongi.
So he tugs at Yoongi's hair lightly and whines, "N-Not yet."
Yoongi gets the hint and pops off of the boy's cock, wipes at his mouth with the back of his hand all the while staring down at the younger with hooded eyes. Jungkook lets out a overwhelming groan, arm falling in front of his eyes.
"Don't look at me like that,"
Yoongi smirks, running his fingers over Jungkook's sides and thighs slowly, eyes wracking over his body. "Can't help it," he remarks, "you're so gorgeous. And pretty, and hot and fuck. I really wanna fuck you."
Jungkook just about keens at that, moves his arm from his eyes to look up at the boy above him, cheeks flush as he says, "Want you to fuck me, hyung."
Yoongi takes in a sharp breath and nods quickly, grabs Jungkook by the back of his thighs and pushes them up, practically bending the boy in half. Jungkook's breath hitches in his throat as he lets himself be manhandled, wide eyes watching Yoongi as he starts to pour lube onto his fingers. Jungkook bites his lip, anticipation and nerves eating at him at the realization that this was actually happening, he was about to get fucked by the love of his life.
After Yoongi warmed the lube on his fingers he brings his attention back to the boy beneath him, wet fingers running over Jungkook's rim as he looks at him in question.
"You ready?"
Jungkook nods and says softly, "I've been ready, hyung."
Yoongi's heart nearly explodes with how much fondness he feels for the younger, giving him a soft smile and a nod before starting to press his one digit in. Jungkook shudders at the intrusion, bites onto his lip while watching the man with hooded eyes.
It's not the first he's had fingers inside of him, he is a young, single adult after all. So he knows what to expect, knows to relax when Yoongi starts slow with one finger to then move on to a second with just as much care. Yoongi watches him the whole time, too enchanted by the younger's facial and body expressions he makes when Yoongi crooks his fingers the right way.
"More," Jungkook whimpers after a minute, starting to become impatient. Yoongi doesn't make him beg, thankfully, retracts his fingers to add a third and slowly push them inside while watching for any signs of discomfort. But there are none, because Jungkook likes this. Likes the slight sting and the fullness of Yoongi's fingers spreading him open. And when Yoongi finds his prostate he lets out a surprised gasp, mouth falling open and back arching.
"There?" Yoongi says cheekily, brushing the tips of his fingers over the sensitive spot. Jungkook wants to make a smart comment or glare but he can't, can only moan at the onslaught attention to his prostate.
"Please," he whines, hand flying down to the wrist of the hand thats currently working him open, eyes pleading. "Fuck me, hyung."
Yoongi just about loses his shit, lets out a curse before he's pulling his fingers out of the boy and scooting off the bed to remove the rest of his clothes. Jungkook watches the man in anticipation, lets his heels fall back onto the mattress as he sits himself up on his elbows while he waits. When Yoongi finally gets his boxers off Jungkook's breath hitches only for him to let out a whine and fall back against the mattress, arm covering his eyes. This is going to hurt, and Jungkook's excited.
Yoongi raises an eyebrow as he crawls on the bed, resituating himself inbetween Jungkook's legs. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," Jungkook quickly assures, peeking up at the man shyly, "you're so hot. And big,"
Yoongi laughs and pries the boy's arm from his face, pecks the back of his hand lightly and grins. "I take it you're okay with continuing?"
"Fuck, yes. Please," Jungkook just about begs, pouting with the older laughs again. But the pout is quickly replaced by a bite of the lip when Yoongi spreads his legs more to get more room and lines his cock with Jungkook's hole. Yoongi gives a soft kiss to the inside of Jungkook's knee before he's pushing in slowly and carefully, barely able to keep himself together when the boy lets out a whine.
"Oh," Jungkook gasps, already feeling so full with just half of Yoongi's cock inside him. It hurts but he loves it, nods frantically when Yoongi asks if he's okay. Yoongi has to clench his jaw to keep from accidentally thrusting into the younger, letting out a sigh of relief when he's finally completely sheathed inside the boy.
"Oh my god," Jungkook whimpers, eyebrows furrowed and mouth parted as he tries his best to keep looking at the man through his hooded eyes, hands gripping at the pillow. Yoongi leans in to plant a hand by Jungkook's head and uses the other to brush the hair off the boy's forehead, slowly falling to cup his cheek.
"So pretty," he whispers, pressing a soft kiss to Jungkook's lips before resting their foreheads together and saying, "I love you."
Jungkook's heart just about stops in his chest and he breathes in sharply, but before he can say or do anything Yoongi starts thrusting his hips, causing him to let out a strangled noise and throw his head back instead. After that confession Jungkook knows he wont last long, the combination between arousal and emotion fucking with him in all the good ways.
"Y-You- fuck, Yoongi," Jungkook sobs out, nails rough on Yoongi's back as he moans, the older's hips starting to become relentless. Yoongi lets out a airy groan, eyebrows furrowed and eyes filled with so much desire as he grips onto Jungkook's hip for leverage.
"Yes, lovely?" He asks in between thrusts, stomach pooling with so much arousal at the whine he gets in response. Jungkook wraps his legs around the older's waist to keep him close, eyes glistening with tears as he cups Yoongi's face in his hands, making sure the man is looking at him when he says,
"I-I love you t-too, so much."
Yoongi's eyes are now wet as well, giving a watery smile and laugh before he's connecting their lips in a passionate kiss, thrusting into the boy with a renounced fervor. Jungkook moans into the kiss, the hits to his prostate causing his back to arch and hips try and meet the man's relentless thrusts. It's too much, Jungkook's high on pleasure and how happy he is to finally be able to tell Yoongi how he feels and even have them returned.
"Hyung-" Jungkook gasps as he breaks the kiss, fingers digging into Yoongi's shoulders and watery eyes looking at the man. "N-Need to come- please,"
Yoongi groans, rests his forehead against the youngers as he slides his hand from Jungkook's hip to his leaking cock, rubbing his thumb over the tip. "C-Come for me, love."
That's it, that's what tips Jungkook over the edge and has him coming on his stomach with a sob, back arching off the bed. Yoongi's not far behind, sits back on his heels and grips the youngers waist as he pistons his hips, almost at the edge.
"W-Want it," Jungkook whimpers, hooded eyes locked on Yoongi's as he lays there panting, "Come in me, Yoongi."
And he does, comes inside Jungkook with a groan and his head thrown back, hips stuttering. Jungkook doesn't complain through it all, even though the sensitivity has kicked in and he's practically become one with the sheets, unable to move. When Yoongi's hips come to a stop the man falls forward onto Jungkook with a huff, arms almost wrapped under Jungkook's neck.
"Hyung," he whines at the extra weight, hands landing on Yoongi's sides. But the older just whines back and buries his face into Jungkook's neck, not wanting to move. So Jungkook lets him get away with it for a few minutes until his ass hurts and legs are starting to fall asleep.
"Hyung," he murmurs, only getting a hum in response, "my ass hurts and I feel gross. We need to clean up."
Yoongi lets out a sigh at that but finally moves, sits back on his knees and slowly pulls out of Jungkook as carefully as he could. When the boy winces he's quick to apologize but Jungkook just giggles airily, shaking it off.
"There's no way I'll be able to get all of my come out of you with just tissues." Yoongi states, snorting at the blush that colors Jungkook's cheeks. He crawls over to cage the younger with his arms and leans down to press a quick kiss to his lips before smiling softly. Jungkook only blushes more.
"Let's shower together, yeah?" Yoongi asks quietly, brushing hair out of Jungkook's eyes.
"Yeah," Jungkook whispers back, giving a shy, giddy smile.
Half an hour later the two of them are freshly showered and clothed, now cuddled up facing each other on Yoongi's bed. Yoongi's playing with the hair on the back of Jungkook's neck as he lays with his eyes closed, a content sigh leaving him. Jungkook's face is buried in the man's neck, arm wrapped out his waist.
"Kook," Yoongi says quietly, Jungkook letting out a hum to show he's listening.
"How long?" He whispers the question, earning a confused Jungkook. He pulls back from Yoongi's neck to look at the man fully, "What do you mean?"
Yoongi smiles, cupping the boy's cheek. "How long have you been in love with me?"
Jungkook quickly blushes, eyes drifting away from the older's. He knows, of course he knows when he fell in love with Yoongi. But that was two and a half years ago now and what if Yoongi thought he was weird for liking him that long?
He felt hesitant to say it, fingers messing with the material of Yoongi's shirt as he mumbles, "Since my graduation day."
He hears the older take a large inhale before letting out a sigh, causing Jungkook to look up at him nervously. But Yoongi chuckles as he rests their foreheads together, thumb caressing Jungkook's cheek.
"Me too."
Jungkook's eyes wide at that, leaning back to get a good look at the other. "Huh? You too?" Yoongi snorts and pulls the younger back close by his waist, kisses him chastely before starting to speak.
"I knew from the moment I saw you again since leaving for college that I was in love with you." He says with a small smile and another short kiss. "And i've had a huge crush on you from the moment we met."
Jungkook's cheeks flush and he purses his lips, eyes trained on Yoongi's shirt rather than his face. "Why didn't you ever say anything?"
Yoongi's eyes soften as he looks at the boy, "I was waiting for you to finally acknowledge your feelings."
Jungkook's eyes widen at that, surprised. "Did you already know how I felt about you?"
Yoongi quickly shakes his head, "No, I didn't know if you felt the same or not. But I always knew that we had something more special than a normal friendship, Jungkookie." His eyes are filled with so much fondness as he looks at the younger, and maybe he already gave him those type of looks before but now with everything out in the open it's like everything has tripled.
"I wanted to wait until you realized that. Until you could see how much I love and adore you."
Jungkook nearly starts to cry from how overwhelmed with love and relief he feels right now, unable to hold back from pressing their lips together in a passionate kiss that Yoongi returns without hesitation. He pulls back after a minute to look into the older's eyes, hand cupping his cheek.
"I can see it now, hyung. Will you please keep showing me?"
Yoongi's bright smile makes Jungkook's heart soar. "Like I'd ever stop. I'll show you forever, and you know what that means?"
Jungkook giggles, unable to keep his giddy smile hidden. "What does it mean?"
"It means that since we're boyfriends now you have to sleep in my bed every night without question."
That's how they started.