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When the night passes, I'm afraid, afraid if I open my eyes, I won't see you. You lying beside me, those clear eyes, that familiar touch, I'm afraid I won't be able to feel them if I just open my eyes.
Why does it have to be this way? Why can't you stay with me even when I open my eyes, why can't I feel those clear eyes staring at me, studying my features as if you'll give exams on me. You smiled at me every time when I caught you staring, setting my heart on fire every time you did so. Those familiar touch against my pale skin that causes my heart to skip a beat every time, why can't I feel that always?
If I close my eyes, I could remember I think I'll only remember the time you were with me.
I think if I close my eyes, I'll only remember the happy memories, the ones I'd with you.
I'll remember the moment I first saw you, your pale skin, your broad shoulders, your sweet heavenly voice. Your dad jokes that never failed to make me smile.
I'll remember the way you pouted your lips when you want something, or was something on your mind. I'll remember the way you winked at me every time you caught me staring at you.
I'll remember the moment you cooked for me. The first time we first held hands, the first time you said "Taehyung" in your soft voice. The first time we shared a kiss, you placing your sweet plumb lips over mine. The first time we became one. I'll remember everything. Every memory you've given me, I'll remember everything.
But when the moon goes down and the sun goes up,
You, who was with me won't be there. Even though I know that, I can't stop wishing like a small kid to see you beside me when I woke up after spending the night with you.
Because you only exist in my dreams. And I can't wait to see you when I fall asleep—
Tonight