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Long gone is the soft moonlight that cast such a sweet glow in these lonely pale green walls. The small chirps of birds and the creak of the mattress from my slow movement not wanting to wake the rest of my sleeping family. Tired Tired Tired. More often than not that is how I feel during the day. I can't stand to be alone for too long or I cave in from every thought I have kept to myself. It's still pretty difficult to look at myself and be accepting of my destroyed body. Remembering how I got to the point I am at now is beyond painful to me to reminisce over. It's a pain. I'm so disgusting. I don't even understand why people want to be friends with me.
will finish later