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Art by Akamine_chan
01. "Waving Through a Window" - Dear Evan Hansen
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned
On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh
02. Breaking down (Acoustic) - Florence + The Machine
All alone even when I was a child
I've always known there was something to be frightened of
I can see it coming from the edge of the room
Creeping in the streetlight holding my hand in the pale gloom
Can you see it coming now?
Ah-ah, ah-ah I think I'm breaking down again
Ah-ah, ah-ah I think I'm breaking down
03. Afraid of everyone - The National
Then I'm radio and then I'm television
I'm afraid of everyone, I'm afraid of everyone
Lay the young blue bodies, with the old red violets
I'm afraid of everyone, I'm afraid of everyone
With my kid on my shoulders I try
Not to hurt anybody I like
But I don't have the drugs to sort
I don't have the drugs to sort it out, sort it out
04. Astronaut - Amanda Palmer
Is it enough to have some love
small enough to slip inside a book
small enough to cover with your hand
because everyone around you wants to look
it is enough to have some love
small enough to slip inside the cracks
the pieces don't fit together so good
with all the breaking and all the gluing back
05. Better Son/Daughter - Rilo Kiley
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
06. Rx Stop what you're doing- Marian Call
None of us is fine
None of us is good
Most of us are nice
When we feel we really should be
Nice won't get us far
'Cause none of us is fine
None of us is fine
Stop what you're doing and cry for a while
For all of the people that need you
Lay down your head and lay down your denial
You should, but you can't bring yourself to
Be real, be there, get up, try to care
Let your lack overwhelm you, let your selfishness bleed away
For at least an hour every day
07. Finale - Dear Evan Hansen
All we see is sky for forever
We let the world pass by for forever
Feels like we could go on for forever this way
This way
All we see is light
Watch the sun burn bright
We could be alright for forever
This way
08. Help I'm Alive - Metric
I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive
Can you hear my heart
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse the pace is on a runaway train
09. The World At Large - Modest Mouse
Ice age, heat wave, can't complain
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another planet
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand
I move on to another day
To a whole new town with a whole new way
Went to the porch to have a thought
Got to the door and, again, I couldn't stop
You don't know where and you don't know when
But you still got your words and you got your friends
Walk along to another day
10. Into the ocean - Blue October
Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
Be
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up and take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down
11. Thirteen - The Antlers
Pull me out
Can't you stop this all from happening?
Close the doors and keep them out
Dig me out
Oh, dig me out
Couldn't you have kept all this from happening?
12. Ennui (On we go) - The Doubleclicks
Should you go out?
Or should you stay in?
I don't care
I don't care
Ennui
Ennui
On we go
On our own