Chapter 1: I - An Introduction
Summary:
I feel the need to let new readers (in particular at least) know that these early chapters are *old*, lol. My writing style (and ability overall) has grown and changed and developed a lot in the over-a-year (now over three years, as of the second iteration of this a/n) I've been posting this fic now. I'm fond of them regardless for how they were my beginning, and Kidzu's beginning with his Dad, you know?
Either way, with that disclaimer/note over with, please enjoy! (^///^)
(11/02/21 - nope, now 04/02/23)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku never gave himself a vigilante name. In all honesty, he forgot. It got lost in the blur of accidentally stumbling into one attempted crime, to which he may or may not have intervened, hood pulled down low, a random metal pipe in hand, then another two all in the same week. The third of which he helped out Eraserhead (ohmigod it’s ERASERHEAD – he’s so cool his Quirk is so useful, he's such a good fighter, he keeps himself such a mystery, blah, blah, blah, he rambles internally) and the hero doesn’t even try to chase after him or anything. And so in this way, he remains fairly unnoticed at first.
But then Izuku begins to turn his late-night wonderings into something resembling patrols.
He begins to listen in on villain conversations and hack Eraserhead’s email and phone to message him with said information, just labelling himself as ‘your favourite vigilante’. During the day, he free runs amongst trash and through rundown parks, jumping and flipping and moving until his muscles scream with something in between agony and victory. He analyses heroes and villains and civilians, learns even more about Quirks and psychology and biology than he knew before, and that had already been a significant amount.
A name honestly just slips his mind. He’s so hyper-focused on being able to save people, that even a Quirkless twelve, soon-thirteen year old can do something, that he just doesn’t care about minor details like a vigilante name.
Yet one day, heading towards where he knows Eraserhead should be patrolling this evening, hopefully with a spare snack and coffee in tow, he hears a loud voice exclaim,
“But I want to meet your Kidilante!”
“Shut up Mic,” comes Aizawa’s deadpan voice but apparently the blond (ohmigod it’s Present Mic, civilian name Yamada Hizashi, his Quirk- no, no, focus Izuku, pay attention-) warrants an undercurrent of aggravation. Izuku’s beginning to think that he should be taking notes.
After all, trying the underground hero’s patience is a good way to test whether or not he can be trusted. Sure, Izuku wants to think the best of the incredibly skilled hero who has yet to seriously try to arrest him and who seems to genuinely care about people, both victims and Izuku himself, albeit in a gruff way, but that doesn’t mean he can actually trust him. So, annoying the fuck out of him is a good way to see what he truly think of Izuku, what his true intentions are.
“Fine, fine, I’ll leave you to your shift. But I wanna meet him – tell him Present Mic says hi!”
“Whatever. Not like that’ll freak him out or anything.” But Izuku has already stopped listening. Hm, Kidilante. That just might work.
It’s later that evening, belly full of half a cheese and onion sandwich that had been shoved towards him by the pro hero as they sat on a rooftop, just about a metre apart, both eating, Izuku only doing so because Aizawa had let him choose out of the unopened packet first, that the hero asks,
“Why do you use a frying pan?”
“Easy to get ahold of and pretty hefty. And it’s like me!” comes the bright reply, bubbly and light. Aizawa is experienced enough with the vigilante to hear the edge of warning, of caution, in the tone.
"You're not a pan."
"Aren't I? You tell me." And the edge is gone now, leaving playful banter in its wake.
"But you're a human being!" Aizawa can't help but lament, groaning in frustration because the kid always does this, always talks in cryptic circles that remind him far too much of Nedzu. Kami forbid the two ever meet.
"Well duh," comes the immediate snark,
"I never said I wasn't. Are you feeling alright? Want some medicine? I could steal you- sorry, find you some."
“Kid, stealing is a crime.”
“Good thing I never do that then,” Izuku chirps, only half sarcastic. And though he narrows his eyes at the brat of a vigilante, Aizawa doesn’t push. It’s only been a few months after all. Maybe once he’s earned more of the kid’s trust he’ll try to fish for more information…
It’s another six months on when Aizawa finally fully earns Izuku’s trust – his Kidilante’s trust.
They have been investigating a ring of people traffickers who had a particular habit of taking pro heroes and selling them to, apparently, a fucking cult of all things. And said cult appeared to be performing some kind of Satanic rituals or the like, carving into the heroes whilst they were still alive, then slitting their throats once the ‘ritual’ was complete. Eraserhead and his kid had watched one of these rituals, their perch a roof opposite the warehouse. It had been agony for them both, to have to crouch there in the darkness, shoulder to shoulder, and watch as some idiots with too much money and dark cloaks chanted gibberish and carved nonsense symbols into the gagged man's chest.
When the two had arrived, it had already been too late, the ritual was already in full swing, and they were left with no choice but to observe. Aizawa had tried to turn his kid around, because a teenager did not need to be seeing this, but the brat had stubbornly refused, whispering in a tone very different to his usual snark,
"He deserves to be remembered." And okay, maybe his kid was going to traumatise himself even further, and Aizawa really shouldn't be allowing this, but it was a sentiment he understood all too well. Not the most logical one, but the underground hero kind of reckoned that he'd fulfilled his daily quota of logic with not jumping in to try and save the hero.
So for now, he slowly wrapped an arm around his kiddo's shoulders, glad to feel him relax into his side after a few tense moments, and watched the man die together. It was definitely a bonding experience, albeit not a fun one.
That bond only grows further later that week, when Izuku is going to watch the warehouse in preparation for a hero raid led by Aizawa in just under an hour’s time. But apparently their vantage point has been discovered as, when he got up to the roof, he is immediately met with three masked and cloaked figures. Now Izuku is a good fighter by this point – a brilliant one, even. He is quick and clever and capable, able to analyse opponents and utilise his surroundings. But one off-guard kid up against three prepared adults, particularly when two of them have tranquiliser guns, is not a good match up. And, whilst taking out his second opponent, Izuku’s neck is caught by one of said tranquilisers and he goes down hard. Ouch.
Half an hour later, he wakes up, groggy and disorientated, to find himself tied up, mask thankfully still on, with dark figures surrounding him, looming in his vision.
"It was not our intention to perform a ritual for Our Lord tonight, but by his will you were given to us and so for his will we shall return you as he would have you," intones a voice, neither distinctly male or female, a droning monotone that is all too familiar. After all, Izuku has heard that voice chanting bullshit for the last week or so. And now it's him on the altar.
Struggling and writhing, Izuku tries to break the bonds, feeling them give just a little under his movements, but then a hand comes to rest on his neck and everything stops. Wait, no, not everything. His body has stopped, paralysed, yet he is still breathing, still thinking. Must be a paralysis Quirk that only affects non-essential functions, he idly notes, trying to push aside his internal panic. Yet said panic can only grow as one of the occultists raises a very recognisable knife and cuts away his hoodie, then rests the point against his sternum. The blade must be well-sharpened, because it begins to sink in until it makes a slight, jarring scrape. It must have come to rest against the actual bone of his sternum. Kami, this is actually happening, they're actually going to kill him. But what can he do? He can't move, even as the figure begins to circle the blade around, drawing the beginning of the pentagram in lines of flesh and searing pain that makes him want to scream but he can't, he can't do anything, nobody will be here in time to save-
"KID!" Another black figure, this one different, surrounded by floating strips of grey-white, drops from the ceiling, right on top of the figure with the knife, the blade gouging just that little bit further into Izuku's chest before clattering away, to the floor.
And beside him is Eraserhead in all his capture scarf and red-eyed glory, kicking away all the nearby figures, presumably for other heroes to deal with, judging by the cacophony of fighting sounds, then the underground hero turns and is frantically cutting away Izuku's binds, freeing him, talking to him, checking over his wounds. But as he fades into unconsciousness, all Izuku registers are his words.
"You're alright kiddo, you're safe now, I've got you, you'll be fine, I'll look after you, I'll be here."
It's the next morning that Izuku wakes up in an unfamiliar room, this one with pale grey walls and too many bookshelves to be a hospital. Plus, Aizawa is asleep in that ugly yellow thing that Izuku had spotted in a shop window one evening and jokingly told the underground hero to buy for naps. Then the weirdo actually had and looked to genuinely use it. Well, he was asleep in it right now either way.
"Mm'raserhead?" he croaks, voice hoarse and chest sore, voice muffled even further because his mask, thank Kami, is still on his face, keeping his identity a secret.
"Kid!" Aizawa yelps, abruptly waking up. His startled expression would be funny in any other situation, but right now Izuku's feeling too rough to appreciate it.
"'m sorry I got caught," he goes on, needing to apologise for all the hassle he's undoubtedly caused. Stupid Izuku, he can never get anything right anymore, can he? Then again, could he ever?
"Don't be dumb kiddo. It's not your fault. Plus, you're only a brat. It's logical to assume that you won't get everything right all the time. Even us adults don't. And you do a damn sight better than my students tend to." Izuku manages to snort at that, snarking in return,
"Yeh but Dadzawa, they're hero students, not vigilantes. They have no chance!"
They both pause for a moment at 'Dadzawa', stiff and awkward, but then the man's face softens a little and he stretches a hand out of his sleeping bag, coming to card through Izuku's unruly hair, carefully avoiding the silver mask.
"Thanks Dadzawa. For everything." The man hums in reply, coming to kneel beside the bed, abandoning his sleeping bag, staying silent but no less comforting for it. Izuku appreciates that as he lets his tears slip down the inside of the metal, cooling his face. They stay that way for a long time.
Another year later, Izuku is fourteen and is more than established as a local vigilante, even if victims very, very rarely hear his name. Or his unofficial work partner’s, to be honest. Neither of them like the attention.
“Eraserhead – duck!” Aizawa is halfway through a fight, doling out short, sharp blows to the bulky mutant type in front of him. He's winning, he's fine, but that's his kid's voice and in the split second it takes him to think all this, he's already ducking down low, hearing the whistling of a blade, feeling it cut the tips of some his hair. A moment later he's stood straight again and fighting his mutant already, trusting the kid to take out whatever opponent has snuck up behind him. There are a few grunts, then a cut-off scream that isn't his kid's, and a solid thud of a body hitting a wall.
In the corner of his eye, a blur of black and silver shifts, then whirls past, a staff flashing out to knock the mutant across the back of his head, toppling the criminal to the side.
Without another thought, the two of them spin to stand back to back, Aizawa all too aware of how short his companion is, the warmth of his kid only reaching half way up his back.
"Sorted," the vigilante huffed. Eraserhead scrutinises the alley for a good few longer seconds, then relaxes a little, moving to pull the heavy duty handcuffs from his utility belt and restrain the mutant first. He would be more of a pain to deal with if he woke up again.
"Thanks kiddo," he began, squinting through his hair as it fell around his face, leaning over to restrain the mutant. He really should start tying it back.
"What? The big bad underground hero appreciates the help of little ol' me?" The vigilante teases, something reaching pain in his voice. At the tone, Aizawa whips around, quirk subconsciously flickering on as he pins the kiddo with a searching glare.
"Oi, kid, you better not be hurt," he warns, eyeing the other villain - a lanky man, silver hair, out cold and bleeding a little, shouldn't be a problem any time soon - as he stalks over to his kid.
"Nah, I'm fine..." Aizawa raises an eyebrow in return, knowing the brat can see it despite the goggles.
"Shut it Eraserdad! I- Fine, alright, I may have had a little run-in with Endeawhore. The bitch."
And now that tightness in his voice makes sense. And the way that the kid is standing somehow lopsided, one hand hovering over his side, the fabric scorched and black.
"Language kiddo. And do you need medicine? Can I get you anything? Do you want Recovery Girl? She'll let you keep your mask on." And, okay, maybe Aizawa is rambling, but this is his kid and he can't let him stay hurt. One day this kid will finally trust him enough to tell him who he is, and at that point it'll be time to adopt him, no more questions asked. Until then, the hero will do whatever he can to keep his brat as healthy and safe as a most-likely-homeless young vigilante can be.
It’s almost another year on again, when Aizawa is faced with a hellhole of a new homeroom, and they haven’t even had a single lesson yet. At the Entrance Exams, there was a joint first place which, in and of itself, is pretty rare. That one of those two kids got in on pure villain points isn't unheard of, but to get so many isn't common. Then for his peer to get an almost even split of rescue points and villain points doesn't at first seem remarkable, until you read the second kid's file and realise that he's fucking Quirkless.
Now, don't take this the wrong way - Aizawa respects the Quirkless. He honestly, truly does because with the number of Quirkless people that have fought back against villains, that he has talked away from roof edges and seen thrive despite abuse, how could he not? And that isn't even going into personal reasons such as his own Quirk and fighting style. Or his Kid and how convinced the underground hero is that his brat is Quirkless.
(And if he's not then it's a passive Quirk or a mental one, Aizawa knows - the kid doesn't react when Erasure is aimed at him, doesn't even flinch - even the most hardened villains reel for a split second at their Quirk being interfered with.)
Regardless, this year's class promises to contain potential but will surely be all the more exhausting for it. And of course, Aizawa is ever aware that this might be the year that his kid joins UA. This is the second potential year group for his kid, and he's determined to identify him if he ever walks within a foot of the school campus. He's fairly sure the brat would apply to both the General Studies and Hero Course, and should get into the second, between his tactics, analysis and physical capabilities.
Of course, he might go down the Gen Ed route to prove a point, to hide from Aizawa or even just through a lack of self-belief. Yeh, the last one wouldn't surprise him much. Far too many of the kid's jokes were self-deprecating ones.
But whether or not Midoriya Izuku could possibly be his Kidilante, Aizawa refuses to take any prisoners in his usual first-day Quirk assessment, because the teen should be capable enough, Quirk or no. And indeed, Midoriya comes seventh - he is only beaten out by those whose Quirks gave them significant advantages in a few, or more, of the tests. His physical fitness, as a rule, far outweighs anybody else's. No, he's not quite the physically strongest, but he's by far the fastest and definitely one of the most flexible, barring three of the girls. A Hagakure Tooru comes in last, with Shinsou Hitoshi barely above her, but both have unsuitable Quirks and, whilst clearly not having done anywhere near enough training, they don't seem to completely lack potential. Looks like-
"Hey there! Your name's Midoriya, right? I'm Ashido Mina! What was your Quirk? I didn't see you using it at all!" Ah, Aizawa thinks, his reaction to this should be pretty telling. But he's something close to disappointed when the green-haired kid replies with a stutter overriding the silent steel lingering in his voice,
"Ah, uhm, I- I'm Quirkless." And yes, admitting that takes a lot of guts (and if he hadn't, Aizawa would have likely been forced to expose the kid sooner or later for it) but that voice doesn't really sound like his kid's. It's close admittedly, but really only similar in the way that all teenage boys are. Something about the intonation is familiar, but it's ruined by the stutter and distinct lack of sass.
For now, he'll put Midoriya towards the bottom of the admittedly-short list of His Kid Candidates.
Of course, the second day of the school year, Aizawa is already being cornered by Hizashi, begging for more news of 'his Kidilante' as the moron's nicknamed him. And the brat has picked it up at some point himself. Weirdos.
"Zashi, he's not my anything, let alone my Kidilante." What would normally sounds bored has a warning edge to it, something tense and almost-hurt. The voice hero begins to visibly back off at that.
"Look, Shou, you've literally filled out the adoption forms, all bar his name!"
"Because I don't know it," the underground hero deadpans.
"Well yeh, but-!"
"But nothing Zashi. Leave it." And the blond does, simply falling into step with the shorter man, bumping shoulders occasionally in apology and reassurance. Judging by how Shouta doesn't shove him away, it's appreciated. Somewhere. Somehow. Deep inside. Maybe.
Meanwhile, Izuku is opening up his costume case and already grinning widely. His case is massive, comparatively, and certainly looks the perfect size for the frying-pan-like baton he'd ordered. After all, he had gotten really quite accustomed to using a frying pan now. Well, plus his bo staff that Dadzawa gave to him. There should be one of those, a retractable one, in here as well, he couldn’t risk the weapon getting recognised after all, it was already enough of a gamble choosing the same types of gear, but it was what he was used to. And, as he lifts the lid to his suitcase, matte-black metal is the first thing Izuku sees. Ah yes, he smiles to himself, his pan indeed. Perfect.
Hefting the weapon, no attention being paid to the rest of the support gear yet, Izuku allows his grin to widen even further. It’s well-balanced, not too heavy and appropriately short-handled. Cool. Perfect for bashing people over the back of the head with. Izuku as a hero-in-training is in business.
(Aizawa is going to have so many headaches and heart-attacks, but that's yet to come.)
Notes:
Edited 22/05/20 to flow better and add an extra detail or two in, no changes to plot or characters etc. PS: Thanks Dreams! Xxx
Chapter 2: II - Battle Trial And More
Summary:
Aizawa is determined to figure out if Midoriya could be his kid or not. But it's not an easy job...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Sitting down in Class 1-A for the first time is actually somewhat nerve-wracking. Izuku is used to operating at night, decked out with weapons and a mask.
But here, in school, even if it is UA, he's just another random kid, and a Quirkless one at that. He has no friends and he has to worry about keeping his identity secret from his Dadzawa, or Eraserdad, as he always calls him on patrol. It's not often he calls the man Dadzawa, not wanting to compromise the man’s civilian identity in public where it could possibly be exploited. No, he is cleverer than that, sneakier than that, and he knows that his favourite pro appreciates the fact. Has tried to cultivate it, encourage it.
Regardless, Izuku is finally in his dream school. He had arrived fairly early this morning, mainly to avoid the crowds of people because no, and was quick to find his class. And then promptly sat in the back corner, right by the windows. If his years of villain-fighting have given him slightly paranoid instincts… well, they serve him well in a fight, so he isn’t complaining, honestly.
Already exhausted, and hoping to avoid the attention of the loud engine boy at the front of the classroom who is loudly admonishing Kaa- Bakugou for having his feet up on the desk, Izuku ducks his face down against his folded arms. He knows he's never fall asleep, but Izuku allows his eyes to close anyway. Always better to be underestimated.
However, only a few minutes later, he is hyperaware again as the desk next to his suddenly became occupied. And he’s going to back to resting when he takes note of who it actually is. The boy from the entrance exam, all wild purple hair and eyebags. Oh, he’s kind of cute.
“Oh, hey, you’re the one who took down the zero pointer, huh? Saved that girl.” And yeh, he had managed to clamber the robot and jam enough of its mechanics to stop it, saving a girl who had fallen. This boy helped him carry her back towards the medical station, what with his own fractured wrist and all.
“Mm, Sh-shinsou, right?” And fuck, he knew he’d be stuttering again. Something about a classroom, about lots of people, just sent him right back to being a complete and utter Deku.
“Yeh. Midoriya?” He nods in reply, signing a ‘yes’ almost unconsciously. Ever since teaching himself Japanese Sign Language, when his nerves really took over, he would fall into a level of muteness, throat tight and heart pounding, where it felt far more natural to sign. He had only ever been ridiculed for it before, but now he's instead staring, wide-eyed as Shinsou suddenly looked delighted. Or, well, those deep purple eyes seemed to brighten and something between a grin and a smirk lightens the deep bags beneath his eyes that reflect Izuku’s.
‘You know sign too?’
‘Y-yeh! I don’t really like talking unless I know someone really well.’
‘Oh worm-’ Izuku snorts at that, surprising himself.
‘At least we can sign to each other,’ the taller continues, looking genuinely pleased. A little cat-like actually, Izuku observes, wondering if it’s related to his Quirk for a moment before concluding that it must just be his mannerisms. There are no other indicators at all, and his traits all suggest an emitter. And now he’s curious. Well, Shinsou hasn't been mean yet, so it's probably worth the risk, right?
‘You don’t have to answer, but what’s your Quirk? I’d assume it was an emitter, but I wasn’t sure…’
“Why do you want to know?” The sudden switch to verbal conversation, not to mention the harsh tone, has Izuku flinching back. Dammit, he really can’t handle anything once he’s in school, can he? Stupid, stupid Deku…
Apparently noticing his distress, Shinsou hesitates before tapping a finger against the greenette’s desk to attract his attention once more,
‘Sorry. I... get a lot of shit for my Quirk. Didn't mean to snap at you.’
‘S-same. Well, kind of.’
‘Oh?’ And there’s nothing demanding to that, nor is it accusatory. It lets Izuku relax a little again. And, well, he might as well get this over with; if he’s going to be bullied or ignored, better to get a head-start on it – optimism at its finest.
‘I’m- I’m Quirkless.’
And there’s a long pause where Shinsou seems to process that, before his hands are moving in a flurry again,
‘That sucks. But you’re here. And… my Quirk is Brainwashing. I know it’s pretty villainous but-’
“N-no!” Izuku yelps out, already flushing, fumbling as he goes to sign his thoughts,
‘That’s such a good Quirk! You can use it to peacefully end fights or retrieve hostages. Could you get information with your Quirk, or does it only work with more direct actions? You could cause dissent amongst groups by getting them to attack or betray each other. If you worked underground-’ Izuku abruptly cuts himself off, flushing more heavily, embarrassed to have been sign-mumbling at one of his new classmates who actually seemed to like him so far.
‘Huh… thanks Mido. You’re the first one to say that. Well, except my foster mums.’
‘What? But, your Quirk is so cool!’ Izuku enthuses again, regaining that little spark of confidence that had him rambling in the first place.
‘Most people don’t think that.’
‘No, I’m sure they don’t. Dumb fuckers.’ And that startles a laugh out of Shinsou.
‘Didn’t expect that from someone so sweet. It’s cool.’ Izuku allows himself to smile shyly in response, the moment broken by a wave of more classmates all arriving in the space of a minute, filling the room with an even greater volume of chatter.
Gradually, the room fills up entirely, as do the seats, the one directly in front of Izuku being taken by a boy about the same height as Shinsou, but his hair is straight, fine and half-red, half-white. Izuku would recognise Endeavour’s son anywhere. He would also recognise the signs of abuse. He’ll have to see if he can’t do something to help the heterochromatic boy.
But, before he could say anything to him, or continue his conversation with Shinsou, the day is rattled open by Aizawa in that god-awful sleeping bag. It takes all of Izuku’s concentration to resist laughing at that, to maintain every facet of his Midoriya side. He can focus on his potential social life later. Once he’s survived this year’s first-day test.
Aizawa sighs, slumping back in his chair, stretching his arms and feeling very much fed-up.
Midoriya Izuku is an enigma.
Okay, so the kid is Quirkless - strike one. His hero costume, judging by the recordings of All Might's lesson, include both a bo staff and a frying pan - strike two. He had fluffy green hair - half a strike. After all, his kid was probably Quirkless, his weapons of choice were a staff and a frying pan (no, Aizawa still doesn't understand that particular choice) and his fluffy curls have occasionally been a pretty similar shade of green to Midoriya's, from what he's glimpsed under his kid's hood. Although, they've also been orange or blue or purple or black, so that's not a guarantee at all.
Plus, Midoriya stutters, badly. And whilst it isn't a problem, necessarily, it is very unlike his kid. Also, there's a distinct lack of snarkiness and cynicism. Not only that, but, he'd looked absolutely awestruck with every pro hero he met, including Aizawa himself, which is not really his kid's style. His Kidilante would rather roast someone than compliment them. Knowing who Aizawa is and the rest of Midoriya's encyclopaedic trivia is quite a bit like his Kidilante, but it isn't exactly impossible for there to be more than one teenager who is that much of a nerd. And this uncertainty is doing Aizawa's head in.
He wants to know who his kid is.
He wants to be able to take his kid in, make sure he is safe and fed and loved. But without a name, without a solid identity, he can't do that. Hasn't been able to do that in the almost three years they've known each other.
Groaning again, Aizawa sits forward and hit replay. Maybe watching the battle trials one more time will solve something...?
Midoriya and Ururaka were stood outside of the building, muttering over floor plans. On the other half of the split screen, Iida and Bakugou were yelling at each other then split up. Finally, a buzzer went off and, with firm nods to each other, Midoriya and Ururaka headed into the building, the boy leading with a grim expression that immediately seemed at odds with the nervy, bubbly boy that he was in class. Still, grim rarely matched his Kidilante either, so that is yet to be conclusive.
Within a minute, Bakugou came racing around a corner and, seeing the greenette, exploded forward, literally, swinging with a blatant right hook and a scream of what was probably 'DIE!' Honestly, that boy... But it's Midoriya that Aizawa hyper-focuses on, zooming in a little on the kid.
The way he lugged around the no-doubt heavy pan was certainly reminiscent of his kid, but the fear obvious in his eyes was the opposite. His stance wasn't quite the same, but that could be due to slightly different gear and varying weight distribution. His analytical stare was calculated in a way that's distinctly familiar, but his stoic acceptance of the other's ranting immediately contradicted that. Midoriya's movements echoed that of his kid's but there was a clumsiness that was typically caused by inexperience, not that of somebody who had been active for a solid two years minimum. And no matter how good his kid is now, faking that level of inexperience should be impossible, even in the case of his impossible kid.
Why couldn't this be simple? A pleasant, cut-and-dry where Aizawa would meet the eyes of his kid and just know? Ah yes, because this isn't some story, and life is never easy.
Cursing, Aizawa backtracks the few seconds of feed that he'd zoned out on, noting that he really should go to bed soon, but just this last review. Like this, he watches on as Midoriya batted away two exploding fists, caught Bakugou in the gut with the butt of his frying pan, then scarpered to the side, a trail of capture tape dancing behind him that Bakugou failed to notice as he span on the spot to face the greenette once more. Some words were exchanged before the blond charges forward once more, Midoriya dodged again and All Might's voice rang out, declaring Bakugou out.
Whilst the blond boy gaped for a few seconds, Midoriya darted away and was gone by the time Bakugou exploded. And in another minute or so, Midoriya was dashing into the bomb room, distracting Iida for long enough that Uraraka managed to float herself close enough to touch the bomb. And, again, All Might's voice boomed out from the laptop's tinny speaker, declaring it a hero win.
And still, Aizawa is no closer to figuring out if Midoriya Izuku is his kid or not. There's simply far too much conflicting evidence and conjecture. None of it close to conclusive.
The next night, his Kidilante turns up only half an hour along his patrol route.
"Hey Eraserdad!"
"Hey kiddo," he replies, not even flinching when a thin body limpets itself to his back, merely adjusting his stride as he leaps over the rooftops. He hadn't missed the kid approaching. Even when his kid is silent, breathing muffled by his mask, footsteps too light to be heard, Aizawa is aware of him, half of it his instincts and developed situational awareness, the other half just what Mic insists on calling his 'Dad-senses'. And maybe Aizawa tends to outwardly scoff at that, but something deep down and foreign in his chest warms at the thought.
"So what were you up to today? The little hero-lings behaving for you?"
"They're literally your age, brat," he deadpans in return, hoping but knowing he won't trip his kid up. The brat's too clever for that.
"Are they though?" Yep, he knew it - too clever by far.
"And anyway, it's rude not to answer a question. Honestly, you'll give me bad habits; that's not how you teach your kids Eraser!"
"Shut it kiddo. And yeh, they were alright. Teenagers," he jabs, smirking. Flicking his gaze to that fox mask, he can just picture the pout that the kid's making, in fact he can feel it in the sudden increase in weight as his kid slumps even further against him.
"Oi, I'm carrying you out of the goodness of my heart, don't make me drop you," Aizawa threatens, loosening his grip for just a second. His kid only laughs in return.
Dammit, the brat knows he wouldn't. Not anymore. He's gotten too soft, clearly, yet he can't bring himself to particularly care when there are warm breaths puffing through metal against his neck, and a too-small body safe against his back, limbs curling around him. His kid is safe. And for the moment, that's enough.
Still, after they've taken down their second petty villain of the night, Aizawa does try to figure something out.
"Kiddo, you would tell me if you ever needed my help, wouldn't you?"
"Bit out of the blue, Eraserdad! Anyone would think you had a heart." And the kid is laughing, but there's an edge there that Aizawa hasn't heard since... since the cult, or maybe Scorpio. Fuck, that wasn't his intention. But dismissing the matter now would doubtless only make things worse.
"Some of my students have some... grievances with each other. Made me wonder. And, kid, when it comes to you, you should know that I very much have a heart," the latter might be said in an undertone that can only be heard by the vigilante now parkouring beside him, but it doesn't detract from the gruff sincerity there, nor does it stop him snorting when the kid stumbles. And if his hand shoots out to grip a hoodie-clad arm, even when it proves unnecessary, neither comment on it.
"I... I guess I had some minor problems, but they're pretty much gone now. Sorted."
"Hn." The grunt is sceptical, followed by,
"Well, if said 'minor problems' begin to escalate, you can tell me, understood? No more questions asked than needed." And whilst his tone might be stern, the eyes that focus on that silver mask are burning with intent. And sensing that, seeing that, his kid does nod seriously, taking a moment to nudge reassuringly against Aizawa's side. Good. So long as the brat knows that coming to Aizawa is always an option.
"I've got your number," is the light-hearted jibe only a few seconds later.
"Through ill-begotten means, yes. You little hellion."
"Oh hush! No such thing as a crime in my good Christian household!"
"Kid, the fuck?"
"It's a meme!"
"No, it's not. It's meant to be-" he cuts himself off, burying a slight flush in his capture scarf. Dammit, between Hizashi and a school full of teenagers, he knows way more about memes and vines than he's ever wanted to.
"Shut up," he grumbles as his companion cackles maniacally.
A kid this sarcastic and confident surely isn't Midoriya. Surely not.
Aizawa didn't mean to overhear the Symbol of Peace talking to one of his students. Really, he didn't. Well, until he heard something interesting. Then he deliberately decides to linger, but that's not really eavesdropping... No, obviously not...
"Young Midoriya, I believe you have the potential to bear my quirk." And Aizawa can't walk away from that single sentence. Because what the hell?
"W-what?"
"Ah, I should probably explain better, huh?" That booming laugh rings out, abruptly interrupted by a hacking, wet cough. Midoriya's single murmur of concern is dismissed, before All Might continues the actual thread of conversation,
"I am the eighth holder of a Quirk that can be passed down. My predecessor, Nana, was a brilliant hero, although she died too young, and she entrusted our power - One For All - to me. I am looking for a successor and was hoping that you, my boy, would wish to take on the mantle of Symbol of Peace. You are a strong lad with a true hero's spirit - and as you are Quirkless, I thought-"
"You thought wrong." And holy shit, there is no stutter there, only confidence, dismissal and distaste. Aizawa wants to applaud the boy.
"I may be Quirkless, but that means nothing. Or rather, it means that I have worked harder, been faced with more barriers, than anyone else. I refuse to put that aside to merely be given someone else's Quirk, number one hero's or not."
Every word is laced with steel and flames and ice, furious like a storm, unmoving like the earth itself, as unforgiving as hatred, yet it is pure conviction. A promise. Not one out for blood, but bathed it in it all the same - no doubt Midoriya's own blood, past and present. And through it all, he has forged a will stronger than iron. Aizawa nearly shudders to hear it. No teenager should have to sound like that, yet he cannot help but admire the boy for refusing to break or bend, only standing stronger for it.
"Young Midoriya-"
"A-ah, s-s-sorry All Might-sensei! I- I didn't m-mean t-to be rude! I j-just..." The teen trails off, every trace of the confident young adult, the survivor, abruptly gone, leaving behind the anxious, sweet boy who is already so very familiar to them.
"No, no, it's okay my boy!" The Symbol of Peace is quick to reassure, but Aizawa doesn't miss the waver of uncertainty behind the brusque tone,
"You have nothing to apologise for! I was not very tactful! Please though, do consider it. But for now, go and enjoy your lunch! Growing boys need their energy!" And as Midoriya stutters out a goodbye, Aizawa is quick to pace away on silent feet. What a truly fascinating conversation to have overhead. And how very curious that new side to Midoriya is...
Another strike in favour of him being his Kidilante, perhaps. He certainly has the gall for it.
Lying in bed early the next morning, Aizawa is mulling things over. Every new school year is like this, up to a point. But this year he has a far more likely candidate than ever before - Midoriya Izuku.
Maybe he should try and look into the boy's home life? If he has two happy parents and a stable home, then Midoriya probably won't be his kid, unless his parents are neglectful, wildly irresponsible or just plain old blind. But Aizawa would need to convince Nedzu to allow him access to such files.
Well, unless he went through less official channels. Albeit, the majority of his more dodg- ahem, questionable information sources shouldn't be trusted with information regarding his student nor potentially his Kidilante. So that option's out. Nor does he have the necessary skills to hack UA's databases himself, nor does he truly have the time or inclination to learn anything like a sufficient amount. So, no way to check Midoriya's full file.
For now, it seemed like Aizawa will have to wait. See if Midoriya does anything else to significantly contradict or support the possibility of being his kid. And until then, the hero will simply do what he always does: look after his kid to the best of his abilities. It is his kid after all.
Notes:
Quite frankly, I can’t make sense of the original seating plan so imma sit them wherever the hell I want - in other words, our bois are together and Bakugou stays the fuck away, right near the front door of the classroom. :D
Chapter 3: Past And Present - Interlude I
Summary:
Green beans and bleeding kids. Wow, that sounds depressing. I promise some of it is fluffy - really, it is!
Notes:
I've realised that I don't know the actual relative timeline of canon events? I know the order that they all happen in and rough estimates of gaps between events, but I don't really know the actual dates of stuff? So if anything is off, do let me know, because I've probably just assumed something or remembered it wrong! And unfortunately, Wikipedia is failing me. Sad times.
Thanks as always everyone, love you all!
Ota - xxx
Chapter Text
It had taken Shinsou all of two days at school and two nights of texting deep into the night to begin calling Midoriya 'Green Bean', or, when they were signing, the 'bean' hand symbol, held over one of the green patches on their blazers.
Maybe it's kind of dumb, but it's the sort of dumb that is both very hilarious and very sweet. And with that, way too cute.
Honestly, Izuku is rapidly realising that he may or may not find both of his friends absolutely adorable; yes, he is determinedly ignoring that fact for now. No time for gay panics.
So anyway, Izuku has already gained a nickname from Shinsou, though he hadn't given one in return yet. Maybe he's a little traumatised, okay? Give him a break.
And, even better for Izuku, Shinsou isn't his only friend.
Todoroki seems to get along well with both of them as well. All three of them prefer to sign than talk, at least in this early, half-there stage of friendship, and they've already started to habitually eat outside in one of the grassy courtyards together. The cafeteria is too loud and bright and crowded.
Not to mention that Izuku for one definitely feels far more anxious and vulnerable in that massive room full of so many unknowns, where bad things have happened in far too similar an environment. And sitting with his back to a wall would help somewhat but, quite frankly, there are not enough exits from that room. A mass exodus would almost definitely result in some people getting trampled, and that's not even considering the sheer press of bodies and noise as everyone would try to leave... Hah, yeh, no thank you. Izuku does not need that kind of stress.
So, instead, Shinsou and Todoroki join him outside. Or, more accurately, he and Shinsou had non-verbally agreed to go and find somewhere outside to have lunch together on their first full day and, upon noticing Todoroki sat alone under a tree, Izuku had walked up to him, clearly in his sightline and started signing to him.
'Would you mind if S-h-i-n-s-o-u and I sat here too? We'll be signing, not talking.'
For a long moment the other teen simply stares at the two, scrutinising them both with a dead expression. Then, visibly hesitant, he raises his own hands to sign in reply,
'Why?'
'Everyone needs a friend or two. Particularly when they can't rely on their so-called family.' And for a second Izuku is so sure that he's fucked up, that he’s gone too far too soon and Todoroki is going to walk away or punch him or something, before the heterochromatic boy simply inclines his head in acquiescence. Izuku can't help but smile brilliantly at the permission.
(He doesn't know it, but that's the moment that his two companions begin to fall for him.
His full smile isn't all sunshine and rainbows. No, it is falling sakura, so very bright and beautiful, yet rare and sad too; it is shadows and endings, even as something so utterly entrancing blooms and blossoms into life; it is the promise of a better day, even when haunted by the knowledge of bad ones. Despite its darker layers, Izuku's smile is not bitter but rather sweet, and that's what draws them in.
Like them, Izuku is a survivor. He is bold and beautiful and broken. He is everything that they've been through and more. Suddenly, in a single second, he becomes the most stunning thing they've ever seen. And they want to continue seeing that. How could they not?)
And so the three eat lunch together.
At the end of the day, they tacitly decide to walk to the train station together, each going their separate ways there, but knowing now that there are two new numbers in their phones that they can call any time, day or night, and hear a voice at the other end. That they now have a group chat where it will be safe to joke and laugh and, if needed, cry. Maybe they don't quite feel secure enough to do so yet, but it won't take long.
Sooner or later, they will trust each other enough to be completely unguarded. But such closeness takes time, so for now they will simply talk and be content with that.
Aizawa is out on patrol, already nearly a week into the new school year, and is accompanied, as usual, by a black and silver shadow.
“Hey kiddo.”
“Hey Eraserdad; guess what?” And for once his tone isn’t pure snark or mischief, not building up into a joke or teasing comment, and that alone makes the hero straighten a little as they lope across the roofs.
“What is it brat? Something good happen?”
“Yep! I’ve made a friend. Two, actually!”
And Aizawa knows that his kid hasn’t had friends for years now, certainly not since he’s known him, and probably not for a long time before that. Bullies? Undoubtedly. But friends? That’s novel and all the more brilliant for it.
“I’m glad to hear that kid. What are they like?” Sue him, he’s curious. Both to know if they’re gonna be good for his kid and just plain old what they’re like. They’d better make his Kidilante happy.
“They’re both kinda quiet but they’re really funny and kind. All three of us are sarcastic, so that’s good. Oh, and they’re both taller than me which- unfair! But whatever, I was expecting it. And T- one of them has a shitty home life. Although I’ve got a plan, so that’s alright-"
“Kid,” Aizawa growls, eyes flashing for a warning moment,
“You better not be getting into trouble.”
“And if I do?” the brat challenges and Aizawa can feel the eyebrow that he’s raising, the half-scowl, half-pout that’s pulling at the kid’s features, even if he can’t see them through the mask.
“Then you’d better fucking contact me, problem child. You have my number on that shitty little phone I gave you. Even if it means me finding out who you are, if you’re in trouble that you can’t get yourself out of, you’d better get me to help you be safe again, understood? Any means necessary. Your safety is my first priority.”
And there’s a long pause as his kid hesitates, digests the outpouring of protective scolding, then nods slowly in reply,
“If I really need to.”
“Deal?”
“Deal.”
With that, they move on with their patrol. But Aizawa will hold the brat to that promise, come hell or high water. He refuses to allow his kid to be hurt, or at least not any more than necessary, particularly if he could have helped but the kid keeps him out of it. In the dark. No, he won’t stand for it. He’s already come close to losing his kid too many times. Hell, once would have been too many.
And, early that morning, when his shift has been over for a solid hour and he is finally relaxing into bed, Aizawa finds himself unable to sleep, his kid’s near-death experiences whirling through his mind. That first time, with the cult, had, in many ways, been the worst. It had been the realisation point, the event that made him realise that he couldn’t lose his kid.
But too many times after that, he had come close. Elisabeta, Scorpio, Shock Therapy... Kami, those three had all been terrifying, the hero could admit.
They’d been tailing the villain for two nights now, the man’s ‘not chitin Eraserdad, it’s got a different molecular make-up’ scorpion tail glinted in the streetlamps and moonlight. Fortunately, the man was fairly unobservant and had yet to notice them, but they didn’t want to take him out until he’d led them to somewhere useful – a store for the weapons that his gang was smuggling, or perhaps some allies of his. Something to give them free information.
And if it took them another night to apprehend him then they could live with that, so long as it helped take out another arms dealer cell.
But apparently they weren’t to be very lucky tonight. Oh, it started well. They had successfully followed him to an abandoned warehouse in one of the old industrial areas of the city. But it was once Scorpio knocked on the door of said warehouse that things began to go south. It was a relatively non-descript man who opened the door to the villain, albeit the gun in his arms belied that appearance. The feathers that were obviously intertwined with his hair complemented his wide, yellow eyes. An owl’s eyes.
And those eyes were more than capable of piercing through the shadows that disguised the vigilante and hero, immediately yelling out an alarm and raising his gun to fire over the shoulder of Scorpio.
Aizawa and his kid scattered, both circling round in opposing directions, eyes meeting for a fraction of a second and agreeing to go in, Aizawa simultaneously pressing his ‘panic button’, then keying in the three extra digits to indicate that he had a vigilante with him. Tsukauchi would be the one to receive the request for back-up and he would know exactly which vigilante to expect.
Course of action determined, the two began to converge on the warehouse from which a small group of villains had poured out. Including Scorpio and the owl guy, there were now five of them, all exhibiting various mutant quirks. Fuck. Still, it wasn’t entirely unsurprising and it’s not like either of them were helpless either.
Accordingly, Aizawa dashed straight in to the fight, trusting his kid to check that the warehouse was clear before joining him. And indeed, within the first five seconds of the pro engaging with the villains, capture scarf throwing two of them into each other, another two had focused on fighting him hand-to-hand.
But they clearly weren’t half as experienced as Aizawa was, or at least not when it came to fighting in tandem, because they kept on catching elbows and feet on each other. Aizawa simply took advantage, deliberately leading them into each other, dodging upwards and backwards to make them crash into the other. Honestly, they were dealing as much damage to each other as they were to him. S till though, they were relentless and had yet to back off, not even giving him a chance to glance over at his kid and make sure he was okay. He trusted the brat to be able to look after himself in a fight, but that didn’t stop him from worrying.
And of course that was when he heard the cry of pain.
Unable to think, barely able to breathe, Aizawa suddenly found himself in a frenzy, taking out his two opponents without restraint or hesitation, no doubt concussing them at the very least, but he didn’t care as he sprinted to where his kid was fighting another two. And already he could see why the brat had screamed out.
The black hoodie had a gaping hole in its side to match the gaping wound in his kid’s abdomen, what was initially a simple but nasty puncture wound had torn at the edges as though the cause had been violently and carelessly yanked out, the wound now leaking blood like a tap. Aizawa didn’t waste time on shouting out, instead he hyper-focused on Scorpio, who was laughing maniacally as he dodged slightly shaky swings of the kid’s bo staff, and jump-kicked him in the face. There was a satisfying crunch of bone and grind of cartilage, felt even through his heavy boots, and Scorpio was down, head cracking on the cement of the ground.
Whipping around, capture weapon poised to strike, Aizawa was relieved to see that his kid had taken out the last attacker, all five of them now down. He’d need to tie them up, but first-
“Kid. Fucking hell, that’s bad. Come on, let’s get you sat down.” And Aizawa helps his kid to sit, breathing heavily, against the side of the building.
“I’m gonna call Recovery Girl, okay? We’ll leave your mask, but you need-“
“Mmkay Dadzawa. Mmkay. Don’ worry-“
“I’ll worry as much I-”
“Don’. No’ worth it. ‘ll be fine.”
“You’d better be. Fucking brat.” And the kid smiles at that, even as his eyes flutter closed. Holy shit, right, he needs to call Recovery Girl now.
Fumbling his phone out of his pocket with blood-soaked fingers, keeping one hand carefully pressed to his kid’s side, blood still welling up beneath the wads of bandage fabric he’s holding there, he selects his third speed-dial.
“What is it? Where do I need to be?” Thank Kami that Recovery Girl is to the point, at least at this time of night.
“Please Chiyo, it’s Warehouse 19, the old industrial district. Tsukauchi should have somebody on the way here already but- it’s the kid, Chiyo. A scorpion Quirk. There’s poison and blood- fuck Chiyo, he’s bleeding so much- please-“ And okay, he’s definitely working himself into hysterics here but this is his kid that’s fucking dying right in front of him and he can’t-
“Okay Shouta, I’m five minutes away. According to the network, one of the police headed your way, ETA one minute, has a minor blood clotting Quirk. She’ll be able to help stabilise him until I’m there, got it? Shouta, I need a verbal response here.” Her familiar, calm logic helps to slow his rushing thoughts and racing heart, as he mutters a brief affirmative to her, sirens already ringing close by.
“I’ll be there soon Shouta. Keep hold of your boy.”
And she’s gone, just as two police vans come screaming towards them. Aizawa barely registers them as people pour out, simply shouting aimlessly,
“Whoever has the blood clotting Quirk, get the fuck over here. I refuse to let Kidilante die today.”
He’s got just enough coherency to not call him ‘his kid’, to keep it professional as Tsukauchi and a vaguely familiar woman in uniform crouch either side of him, her raised hands already glowing with a coral light, and Aizawa resists the urge to growl at her touching his kid but then he clocks that she’s helping, that his kid is bleeding out. And finally, after far too long of feeling his hands getting drenched in the red of his kid’s blood, there is the voice of Recovery Girl at his side as she kisses the brat’s hand.
Immediately, the blood flow lessens to almost nothing, even as poison begins to trickle away, forming a sickly green trail that pools to the floor. Aizawa resists the urge to simply drag the kid into his lap and hold him close.
Instead, he scoops his problem child up and, accompanied by both Tsukauchi and Recovery Girl, heads to his own apartment. The villains have all been restrained and carted away by the police force and all that is left now is to give his report.
So, with Tsukauchi’s acquiescence, they go somewhere safe. There, Aizawa will settle his kid into his own bed, just as he has done before, and spend far too long attempting to scrub the blood and toxins from his hands. It will do no good though. Some days, even now, years later, he can still see that horrifying blend of red-brown and green-black crusting around his calluses and fingernails. It still makes him sick to the stomach.
But then he will go on patrol and Kidilante will meet up with him, limpeting onto his back, or brandishing a frying pan, and he reminds himself that his kid survived. His kid is alive. And for now, that’s enough. It has to be.
And that was only Scorpio. Elisabeta, Shock Therapy and a myriad of other more minor incidences were his kid had gotten hurt. And Kami, how many times his kid had tried to hide his hurts.
Chapter 4: More Of The Past - Interlude II
Summary:
A short continuation of some of the 'dad and his kidilante' exploits. Enjoy!
Chapter Text
Somehow, the Elisabeta incident had probably been the least terrifying, or at least in the aftermath it had been. In the moment, however, it had been soul-shattering when the woman had snuck up behind them as Aizawa was handcuffing the last of three unconscious villains and grabbed his kid by the throat, the faint choking sound all that alerted Aizawa as he spun back around, only to see his kid in the grip of another villain. Long, dark brown hair cascaded over the vigilante's shoulders, but it was the fanged smile, wide and unhinged, reminding of a snake about to slacken its jaw to swallow its prey whole, that sent a thrill of protective fear down Aizawa's spine.
"Let him go," he growls, ready to flare his Quirk up, for all the good it will do. Kidilante had mentioned before that her Quirk was a mutant-transformative type, and thus would be largely unaffected by his Erasure. Still though, every little advantage or distraction would be worth it to keep his kid safe.
"Oh no hero, that isn't going to happen. Young, sweet blood is too good to waste. I'll drain him dry," she coos. Aizawa keeps his eyes trained on her, but he still notices how his kid's chest heaves, just once, (and she cackles at that, the sound ringing through the alley like a death knell but grating like nails on chalkboard) before his hand twitches towards his utility belt. And Aizawa won't allow his gaze to follow the movement, so he thinks. For fuck's sake, what's in- A throwing knife. His kid has a throwing knife. Multiple actually. Okay, good, that will help.
"If you let go of him, I can-" Please, let the kid understand his cue.
"Ah-ah, no bargaining darling. I'll take-" Aizawa taps his thigh twice "-whatever I want-!"
Suddenly, the kid is moving, dodging away to one side, bringing up his right hand behind his head, the glint of a knife flashing in the dim light. Aizawa is sending his capture scarf forward, intent on pulling his brat out of danger, but they underestimated the grip of the villainess. His kid is half-away, but she still has one sharp-nailed hand tight around his throat, flexing in pain from the knife buried in it, and another hand clasped on his shoulder. As he tried to escape, she had leant into his movement, face-first, dodging the capture scarf. Her fangs were buried deep in the brat's shoulder.
"Kid-!" But Aizawa can do nothing for a long second as Kidilante thrashes and twists for a second before slackening into the woman's hold. She looks up at the hero's shout, still drinking, golden eyes gleaming. Aizawa can practically feel the oiliness of her smirk and it is that knowledge that sends him rocketing forward, a kick aimed straight for her nose. Elisabeta drops the kid, a single drop of blood tracing from her lips, and the pro is instantaneously torn between catching his kid and pursuing her.
Then he's half-crouched, supporting the too-light weight of his brat.
"Kid, are you..." he trails off at the non-responsive lethargy of the vigilante. There's nothing indicating any kind of awareness. Even at his urgent, insistent tone or touch, the younger doesn't react at all, not even a twitch. And it is only now that Aizawa remembers part of the rumours surrounding Elisabeta, that she is less a vampire and more a vampire bat. Her saliva thus contained an anticoagulant element and apparently even a sort of sedative, though that was theorised to be a mutation. Which was probably why the kid was unresponsive. Ah, fuck. Still, it wasn't an overly serious wound. The kid would survive. Aizawa would just have to watch over him for the night. And that, he could easily do. First things first though, he bandaged over his brat's hoodie and then rang the police and his agency; the alley was still littered with three unconscious thugs after all.
It had been a straight-forward evening so far, nothing unexpected. Aizawa had no ongoing investigations, so tonight's patrol was mainly taking out any small-fry that he came across. There'd been one would-be sexual assault (and Aizawa was always incredibly glad to be in time for those - he'd been there for the aftermath before and he wouldn't wish that upon anyone) and two attempted muggings. By the third incident, Kidilante had dropped in to help the victim gather up their groceries whilst Aizawa finished restraining the villain. Then the two had continued on their way, snarking quietly at each other as they focused most of their attention on the streets below them.
An uproar an alley or three away had them glancing at each other before immediately sprinting and leaping over the few rooftops, taking a moment to assess the situation before each drop-kicking one of the fighting villains. The two men - both vaguely familiar in the way that most mid-rank and relatively-well-known local villains were - had been arguing loudly, Quirks beginning to crackle and smoke respectively when Aizawa and his kid dropped in. Literally.
Fire Fist went down with the single strike to the neck, but Shock Therapy was quicker and Kidilante was lighter.
And so his brat's kick clipped the edge of the villain's neck and, even as he stumbled, the man was able to lash out with his electric whips, two of them digging into Kidilante's thigh. Aizawa could feel his kid gritting his teeth, biting back a scream, even as the vigilante bounced on his feet to land, already striking again, taking out the man's knees, sending him careening back into the alley wall, unconscious as his head cracked against the brick.
"Oi, kid, you alright?" And yet again, Aizawa abandoned protocol of restraining adversaries to bustle (stride, thank you) over to the vigilante and start mother-henning him (checking him over, thank you). Holes were burned through the brat's trousers, the smell of smouldering fabric acrid and that of burnt flesh sickening.
"Y-yeh. No worries Eraserdad."
"Fuck there's not," he retorts, crouching to get a better look at his kid's injuries.
"There's a thing called grammar. Honestly, and to think you're a tea- YOW!" And Aizawa immediately flinched away from where he'd started probing around the wounds.
"Sorry kid. Doubly so; this is gonna need Recovery Girl."
"Fuck," he whines, drawing it out long and low in a pained groan, not enjoying the deep electrical burns at all.
"Language brat."
"English, if you want." And if it wasn't for being best-friends with Present Mic, Aizawa admittedly probably wouldn't have understood that. He personally would've forgotten all but useful-for-Heroing English the day after their final exams.
"Hush brat. Ring Recovery Girl for me - here. Catch." And Aizawa lets himself chuckle once, short, sharp and still-too-tense, as the kid fumbles with the phone. Not like he could parkour or fight Quirked men thrice his size and twice his age without breaking a sweat, then not even catch something thrown at him. Of course nor. Weird child.
"What if I don't know the passcode?"
"I know you do, you little sneak. Don't be coy." The kid harrumphs, then visibly winces, and Aizawa tightens the handcuffs on Shock Therapy maybe a little too much. Tsukauchi won't blame him. (Actually, they end up commiserating over not getting to punch the bastard. What else are friends for?)
By the time they meet Recovery Girl at Aizawa's apartment, the burns are already at the point that they scab and scar, even with her healing. Still, it means he will only need a day or two of 'no strenuous activity, you hear young man?'. The kid nods along dutifully, but Aizawa can already tell that the kid is plotting. Once he wakes up from his healing-induced nap, Aizawa will make sure to lecture him. Until then, he'll let the kid rest.
The little shit's gone by morning, out the window without a word. As per usual. Brat. But well, at least he doesn't come across Aizawa on his patrols for a whole two days. Maybe the kid really did take a break. Aizawa can hope, at least. He always will.
Chapter 5: III - USJ Arc
Summary:
This is somewhat different to before - so please at least read the second section for Shinsou and Todoroki's POV!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The USJ incident is... well, it’s a mess, to be honest.
The villains attack, surprise surprise. Well, let's rewind a bit: Aizawa's kid had been buzzing the previous night, excited for something he wouldn't tell the underground hero about; All Might used up all of his powered-up time merely on the way to school and then the class as a whole was very rowdy all morning, with only small pockets of tranquility (notably, the odd little trio of Todoroki, Shinsou and Midoriya, all talking to each other in sign language. Aizawa had noticed that budding friendship previously, but apparently it had solidified already, to a point).
In conclusion, Eraserhead was already fucking exhausted.
Then a bunch of villains decide to turn up and fucking attack his batch of new kids. Because what else would they do?
As the black void-fog-portal forms down in the plaza, resulting in a small flood of thugs, plus a couple of ridiculously extra leaders, Aizawa whirls to face them and immediately starts to shout for the kids to get the hell out of there, contact the main school, absolutely whatever they need o get out of this all safe. Somewhat unexpectedly, there's another voice joining his, this one lacking the stutter that he's already come to expect:
"Iida-kun! Go, now, get help - you're the fastest!"
And there's an odd surety, certainty, even command to that voice. It is the tone of someone who is keeping control and who has experience doing so. Experience keeping civilians safe and villains afraid. But no, now's not the time to ponder that, Aizawa tells himself. He's got to try and get any semblance of advantage that he can weasel out of their attackers right now. Even if that means jumping straight into the fray.
Whilst their teacher - his Dadzawa no no no - is already leaping into battle, Izuku is attempting to corral his classmates into some semblance of a coherent defensive unit.
He's told Iida to go, using that tone that gets civilians who are frozen in fear to flee to safety, the voice that is a sort of soft command and took him a year to get right, and the taller boy escapes through the gates just as they snap shut, catching a bit of his armour with an awful crunching sound. Luckily, it only looks to be his heel, so he might not be injured.
Refocusing on the other eighteen of them, Izuku starts to speak, only to be cut off by more whirling black portals that, even as he jumps away to try and avoid them, catching a hold of Shinsou to try and drag him to safety too, he gets caught up in one of them that forms a good metre above the ground.
Then there's a blur of darkness, a rushing of non-existent wind and he's plunging into water, shockingly cold, losing his grip on Shinsou's indigo jumpsuit, instantly trying to assess his surroundings beyond the cold, dark, water, so much pressure, movement, cold, more movement, a flash of something that's not Shinsou, oh fuck, that's a villain and he pulls his baton, instantaneously going to use the shock then realising that would be a pretty shitty idea, then making do with jabbing it straight forward into something's face, hoping the direct movement wouldn't allow too much resistance to lessen the power of his blow.
It seems to work, somewhat, as he strikes something hard that gives way, then a strong lasso - no, Asui's tongue - is latching around his waist and he's being dragged up and away.
Instead of using Mineta's balls, Izuku and the other two go running through the now-sinking ship, finding some bleach and other ingredients, creating some bombs. Grabbing some extra stuff, he preps some rip-off smoke bombs. He doesn't trust those in his utility belt, what with being submerged for a good minute or two. Still, they could be useful as a feint.
Regardless, they create a few home-made bombs, or ship-made, rather, and then Shinsou yells as loud as he can,
"You lot are pieces of shit, you know that?" And the half a dozen or so replies he gets he quickly orders to swim over to the stern of the ship. They all do so, treading water in a semicircle, and that's when Izuku wraps a firm arm around each of his companion's waists and, in tandem, he and Asui push off simultaneously with Shinsou throwing down the bombs behind them. The concussive force gives them an extra boost, even if it does lessen their control over their own trajectory, and it will at least give those villains that Shinsou had managed to control a headache and more likely a trip to dreamland for the time being.
Their landing is messy, but no bones get broken, only Shinsou's ankle sprained, and that's pretty damn good if you ask Izuku. Then he has to convince them to follow his next plan.
"I'm going down to the plaza. I need you two to circle around the zones, try and collect everyone together. The more of us in one spot, the better. Yes, we'll make a bigger target but with our inexperience, there's safety in numbers. Understood?"
And whilst the two both hesitate, Shinsou looking physically pained at the suggestion, both spend a few too many breaths trying to convince Izuku to come with them, or to let them come with him, he is unrelenting and reminds them that arguing now is just wasting time. At that, they nod, determined now, and immediately set off to find whoever they can. Izuku, with that, takes one massive breath to collect himself, then sprints towards the plaza.
Eraserhead (DADZAWA, ERASERDAD, DADZAWA, SAVE HIM, his mind chants, screams, sobs, desperate beyond belief) is down there and he will do whatever it takes to save the man. Absolutely anything.
Eraserhead - not Dadzawa, not now, can't give that away, not ever, particularly not in front of villains, keep it secret, keep it zipped - is on the ground, head being shoved further and further against the dirt, blood already beginning to pool. Some pale-arse guy with a metric fuck-tonne of hands is standing by, laughing, only turning to face Izuku when he yells,
"OI HANDJOB! Yeh, YOU, Fuckhands McMike, what the fuck are you trying to do? People are gonna call you a pedo you know, coming in to a kids' lesson like this! And honestly, that's not a good look. So last season."
And dammit, his snarky side needs to be controlled, but he's nervous as fuck so he's defaulting. Defaulting to his vigilante persona. Yeh, not the best idea ever, but it'll do for now. At least it might drag attention away from his Dadz- from Eraserhead.
"You're a brat. Just some NPC!" Weirdo growls, one of his hands, an actually attached one, raising to scratch at the gross flakiness of his neck, already red raw. Izuku would be tempted to dismiss the freak as a mentally-disturbed lowlife if not for the bloody mania in those crimson eyes and the situation as a whole.
So, when the man is busy muttering to himself and scratching frantically, Izuku bursts forward in a flurry of movements. He gets in one solid hit to the abdomen before the pale guy is parrying with his own hands. When he catches the student's arm with a glancing open-handed blow, there's a flash of pain, then wet numbness as a entire patch of his top is gone and some of the skin beneath begins to disintegrate too. Fuck, a five-point-contact disintegration Quirk. Not fun to fight at all.
But still, Izuku keeps on fighting, taking several seconds of damage, barely noticing any of it as he keeps on aiming blow after blow at the man, trying not to panic as the giant monster-villain stays still, Aizawa not getting more hurt, but certainly not in a position to escape, and Izuku's bo staff is getting blown away in the wind, patch by patch, inch by inch.
Then he gets a good blow in, right on the villain's throat and manages to activate the shock feature. The weirdo - "Shigaraki Tomura!" apparently, judging by mist-guy's exclamation - jerks back, limbs spasming a bit, and is whipped away by another damnable black portal. His fading voice echoes in the space in front of Izuku:
"Nomu! Get the green-haired NPC!"
And there is a roar echoing through the plaza, then a mass of darkness is in Izuku's face and he's pummelled backwards by what must have been a massive fist, his breath gone in an instant, a worrying little series of snaps echoing through his chest, his stomach left behind as he flies back to hit a wall.
And, before he can stand up again, the Nomu is already lumbering forwards once more.
However, it is taking its time now, moving slowly, and Izuku levers himself up, leaning heavily on his bo staff, not wanting to trust its compromised structure but, right now, with no other choice. By the time the Nomu is only ten metres away, he is standing without it and holding it in front of him, braced, trying to decide how the fuck he should approach this fight. Well, how to make it a fight instead of a one-sided smack-down.
As such, just as the Nomu is getting within its own range, Izuku darts forward, pushing through his broken ribs and various disintegration wounds, getting within its reach and jamming his bo straight up under its beak-chin-thing, determined to electrocute the thing. And he does.
But it only flinches, jerks, wobbles, before stumbling a little back, leaving Izuku more vulnerable to another attack. Gritting his teeth (he needs to be faster, faster, faster, he needs to be the quickest he's ever been if he wants to escape, survive, make sure his Dad is okay) he takes a not-very-calculated risk and decides to fucking yeet himself forward, forcing his body to jump, managing to stand on the Nomu's arm as it reaches for him, then run the two metres or so in a single swaying step to be atop its shoulder, now bringing his bo down as hard as he can in its grotesque brain, the metal finally splintering apart in his hands before he can electrocute the thing, but it still freezes in place, stuttering to a quick stop.
And Izuku falls off.
Landing on the ground, not quite twisting enough to catch himself, definitely does his ribs no favours. Ow, yeh, no, that one's probably just gone through a lung judging by how his breath isn't really coming back. Oh fuck, that hurts, but he really needs to check on Dadzawa, get up, get up, get u-
And with that he blacks out.
Hitoshi and Shouto were at the head of the group that were racing back to the central plaza. Knowing Izuku was there - Kami, it was horrific. And what they arrived to was even worse.
A very battered Izuku, visibly bleeding in places, including his face, was facing that giant monster thing. He had just sent it jerking back when he abruptly runs a few steps then jumps, landing almost impossibly on the thing's arm, taking a single long stride to plunge something - what looks like the remains of his staff - into the thing's exposed brain.
And they would cheer, would celebrate, if they didn't have to continue simply watching in morbid fascination, too far away to help, as he falls back, off of the monster, landing badly, half crouched, half sprawled, and instantly tried to stand once more, something a gross white and red poking out of his side, and was feverishly muttering something before he just faceplanted, eyes closed and expression a grimace. Now, the sheer amount of blood is obvious, his costume in so many tatters, completely gone in some places.
Yet even whilst blacking out, he was visibly reaching forwards, towards... oh Kami, towards Aizawa-sensei, who looks almost as bad.
Shouto is the first to move, sprinting forwards, making a bee-line for their fallen friend. As soon as he moves, Hitoshi is quick to follow, catching up in a few strides as they pelt side by side, desperate to do whatever they can to help. To keep Izuku alive.
First things first, getting him away from the monster, just in case it isn’t truly dead or unconscious or whatever it is. Moving as carefully as possible, Hitoshi helps to get Izuku carefully balanced in Shouto’s arms, not really wanting to move him, but needing to both get him somewhere safer and closer to the entrance for when the ambulances that are surely coming arrive. And, ever so carefully, they pick their way back towards the entrance, Hitoshi ensuring Shouto won’t trip or be at any risk of dropping their friend, even as he monitors said greenette, keeping an eye on the various bleeds and that rib. He doesn’t know what he’d do if they did look to get worse, but he would do something. Anything.
Finally, they come to a stop near the doors.
“Should I set him down?” Shouto murmurs, eyes conflicted, a deep scowl marring his pretty features. Hitoshi can only stay neutral, choosing to nod and help him as they get Izuku into what seems like the best possible position on the ground, his head pillowed on the insomniac’s lap, both of the teens carefully ignoring how much blood was still going everywhere.
“You two! I have some bandages and other medical kit, does Mido- Oh Kami,” Yaoyorozu’s offer of help ends in a horrified gasp that attracts several more of their classmate’s attention. Immediately, several of them are crowding closer, a few sobbing, at the awful sight of Izuku bleeding out and pale as snow. If they’d thought Aizawa-sensei was bad…
“Those bandages would be appreciated,” Shouto manages to speak up, interrupting that anguished silence, seemingly blank, despite the deep red stains that have darkened his jumpsuit. That are now doing the same to Hitoshi's.
Forunately, Yaomomo is quick to start creating strips of white, sterile cloth and she works with Shouto to carefully apply pressure to the worst of the wounds, although they honestly don’t know what to do with the rib. They had gone to apply pressure around the protruding bone, but Izuku had started to shift and whimper and, sharing a glance, they tacitly decided to leave it for now. It really wasn’t bleeding much.
The actual problem was how Izuku barely seemed to be breathing, or rather that his breaths were shallow and seemed… wet? There was a horrible bubbling, rasping noise with every breath he took, each quieter than the last, and, glancing down the length of Izuku’s body, trying to assess what they might have missed, Shouto abruptly noticed that his fingers were turning a little blue. Just as he was about to panic, the sound of sirens began to wail in through the entrance.
And, just as they all started to turn to the doors, All Might came bursting in, his mouth open to bellow out an ‘I’m here!’, but he stops short at the sight that meets him. Aizawa, Thirteen and Midoriya all prone, heavily injured, attended to by various members of the class; the rest of them were huddled together. Nobody was without cuts and bruises.
“Hello children,” his voice is gentle, yet it carried confidently through the plaza. One of the girls started crying loudly.
“It’s alright now, we’re here.” And indeed, just as he says that, there is a rush of several more teachers – heroes – arriving, closely followed by a wave of policemen and paramedics. The class begin to relax. They were safe now after all.
Izuku wakes up, apparently, who knows how many hours later, in a hospital bed. He's aching and is covered in bandages, but he's alive and he has priorities. Accordingly, Izuku does something dumb. He disconnects himself from all of the annoying machines, turning them all off first to keeps them quiet, then opens his room window to case the area. Ah, Musutafu General Hospital, the... the hero ward? Well duh, because he's a UA student, he chides himself. That makes sense.
Turning back to his room, he takes a moment to locate the cupboard that doubtless holds his- yep. His bag and school clothes are all in there. Digging to the very bottom of said bag, wrapped up in a spare blazer, is his Vigilante kit - a simple black hoodie, albeit with extra Kevlar-woven padding from a grateful victim that he kept in loose contact with and a pair of black leggings. Plus his emergency utility belt (it doesn't hold half as much as his standard one, hero or vigilante, but it's enough in a punch). Quickly changing, he then turns back to the window. If he's already in the hero ward, then Dadzawa will doubtless be around somewhere.
Now, he just needs to find him.
After the USJ, the second night of Aizawa being holed up in the same hospital room, he has a late-night visitor. He's woken up from a light, drug-induced doze at his window being slid open and a young voice muttering something about how hero wards need better security, how an underground hero needs looking after better, if a quirkless vigilante can get in, then who else could get in? any villain with a brain could, that's for su-
"Hey kiddo," he croaks, bandages itchy against his skin.
"Hey Dadzawa!" And everything that cheery tone is utterly fake. Aizawa struggles to sit up some, glad for his kid pressing the button that helps to raise the head of his bed.
As soon as he's halfway upright enough, Aizawa immediately lifts his casted arms up into the air.
"C'mere kiddo. Come here," he coaxes, talking low and smooth like he does with his stray cats. He hasn't even finished before there's a warm, shuddering body pressed carefully into his, arms - such thin arms, despite the muscle - wrapped tightly but cautiously around his middle. Aizawa brings his casts gently against the brat's back, pressing him close, cursing the fact that he can't actually hold the kid, cradle his kid, like he wants to. Particularly when the kid's rambling habit is showing, a litany of murmurs of 'I thought I lost you' and 'I need you Dadzawa' and 'please, you can't do that again; you scared me so much'.
They fall asleep like that, leaning into each other, so careful of hurting each other yet needing to know that they're there and safe and alive.
When Aizawa and Izuku woke up the next morning, sleeping in the man's hospital room, neither comfortable or pain-free but too glad to see each other alive for it to matter, one of the first things the underground hero said was:
"I'm glad you're alive kiddo. I heard you yelling at Shigaraki. Dumb move, but thank you. Just learn to value yourself more, okay brat?"
And whilst Izuku temporarily flinches because fuck, fuck, Dadzawa knows who he is he forces himself to calm down after a second, carefully shifting to sit on the edge of his pseudo-father's bed instead of slumping against him in a way that was doing neither of them any favours.
"I'm sorry I never said-"
"Don't mention it kiddo. Just know that I'm adopting you now." And after a couple of silent, stony seconds, both of them snorted and tactfully ignored the way that Izuku's eyes are leaking like a faucet, and his shoulders are hitching with barely-there sobs.
"Y-yeh, alright. That might be fun."
"Heroics isn't a game. I'll expel whoever comes last," Aizawa returns, harking back to his first meeting with his kid's real identity. Said kid laughs again, less sob and more giggle this time, and the man counts it as a victory.
Neither of their injuries are as severe as they probably should have been - Izuku is left with several scars. A patch of his cheek, curving down his jaw and just under his ear is left weirdly puckered and pink; a total of three similar areas decorate his arms and a final patch, larger than the rest, marrs his collarbone and shoulder. His lung and ribs were set and partially-healed by Recovery Girl with the only true consequences being some fragility for a while. But, after a few months, they should be pretty much as strong as ever.
As such, he's being pulled out of Hero Training for a while, but Dadzawa just tells him to use the opportunity to focus on analysis - if it's to Nedzu's satisfaction, he'll receive full credits for the time being. Izuku grins ferally at that, eyes glittering with something that would send a chill down the spine of anyone but Eraserhead or Nedzu. Luckily, they're the only ones in the room to see it.
Aizawa's arms are still broken quite badly, but Recovery Girl can heal them more as his face never got that second bit of serious trauma from being smashed post-saving Asui. In other words, his orbital floor never got shattered and his Quirk isn't affected. He does have a few scars down one arm from the particularly bad break were it pierced right through his skin, but otherwise he escapes fairly unscathed in the long term. He needs a lot of therapy to stop blaming himself for Izuku's scars though. They both do, to be honest. Fuck it, the whole class needs therapy, both together and individually.
But for now, Aizawa will just hold his kid close.
Notes:
Didn't get a chance to thoroughly edit this, so if there're any noticeable mistakes, please comment to let me know! Love to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 6: IV - Settling In
Summary:
Izuku and Dadzawa begin to settle in together. Oh, and some (still platonic) Todoshindeku fluff.
Notes:
I've attempted to link my art of Izuku and his scars at the top of this chapter, but it prob didn't work so could you let me know? Thanks guys, love you all - Ota. Xxx
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The simultaneous transition from teacher-and-student and mentor/dad/friend-and-his kid was both an easy and difficult one.
Aizawa and Izuku cared about each other. That was the simplest thing to either of them. They knew how the other moved, spoke and walked; fought, thought and breathed. And, whether they were walking down a corridor together or sat next to each other on a rooftop, these things hadn't changed. The familiarity was comforting. Particularly for Izuku as he went through quite a lot of upheaval.
First, there was actually healing up from the USJ incident. Fortunately, between the Quirks of various hospital staff and later, once they were more rested, Recovery Girl's Quirk, it only took three days for Aizawa to get discharged. For Izuku, it was an additional two.
Still, both were fairly mummified - well, Aizawa had one cast remaining, unfortunately for his dominant hand, and still possessed a good number of other bandages, half for support, half to actually ensure wounds stayed clean and closed. Meanwhile, Izuku's ribs were heavily bandaged, his movements visibly rigid with them, and two of his fingers remained splinted. He had declined to have any coverings for his new scars, genuinely not seeming to care about their blotchy marring of his skin; in his own words 'they're just more proof that I've protected people, and I've never really bothered covering others up before, so why should I now?'.
It didn't stop Aizawa from flinching the first time that he saw that warped handprint stretching across his kid's cheek.
In the two days between their two different discharge dates, with the adoption papers sent off via Nedzu, who was going to expedite the process as much as he possibly could, Aizawa enlisted, somewhat reluctantly, Present Mic's and Midnight's help to get furniture in for his kid. His office/storage/spare room may or may not have been cleared out for well over a year now, and it was simply a matter of buying and building the necessities. Izuku had assured him that everything he would want from the 'group home' would be miscellaneous and small. Books and clothes, primarily.
In other words, the place was probably absolute shit and most of Izuku's precious things were from 'before', when his mum was still alive. Regardless, Aizawa didn't say as such, simply focusing on what he could do for his kid now. And at the very moment, it meant surviving a shopping trip with his two idiot best friends.
Whilst Dadzawa was shopping, Izuku was stuck in the hospital and decidedly unimpressed with that. Well, until Shinsou and Todoroki texted him in their little group chat, asking if he was alright.
Izuku: [Yeh, just bored. What are you two up to?]
Shinsou: [Wondering if we could visit you, honestly. Whaddya think, green bean?] And, without his consent, Izuku's cheeks flared red at reading those words. Having friends was still a novel experience, particularly those who were as good to him as Shinsou and Todoroki.
Izuku: [I... I don't see why not? Maybe I should ask a nurse? 'cause I may or may not be in the hero ward, so...?]
Shinsou: [Ooh, look at you Mr. Fancy Schmancy.]
Todoroki: [It'll be fine. My sister's had to visit my donor there before.]
Izuku: [Sh-Shinsou! I'm not! And if you're sure Todoroki. Only if you're both really not too busy! I'm alright either way!]
There's something about these two that makes his 'Izuku' side just a bit more real and definitely a lot more flustered. Maybe one day soon he'll be comfortable enough to be his full self with them... Yeh, that would be nice...
He's pulled out of his thoughts by two simultaneous texts, one from the contact labelled 'Dadzawa', the other from their group chat. For a short second, he lingers over the group chat, then decides that Dadzawa's is more likely to be a problem. Oh, or not. And really, he doesn't care about dark wood versus lighter woods? What does wood have to do with anything? Frowning in confusion, he sends back a snarky reply as such, then switches back over to the chat.
Todoroki: [Of course we're not too busy. Not for you.]
Shinsou: [Todo's right. We'll be over in about twenty minutes, kay? Just let us know your room number.] Izuku's blush is yet to fade as he sends them the number and they log off to catch their respective trains. Having friends and a Dad... it's more than he's expected or even dared to hope for in a long time, honestly. He's not quite sure what to do with himself.
And indeed, half an hour later, there comes a single knock on his door before two boys are coming in, both looking unusually antsy. Worried. But they both sag in visible relief upon seeing him grin sheepishly at them, and come forward into the room. If they're standing a little closer to each other than propriety demands, none of the trio are going to say anything about it.
'Hey Mido. Alright with touch?' Shinsou signs to him. Izuku is quick to nod and raise his arms, inviting a hug.
Both of the taller teens immediately dive into him, careful of his injuries but eager to be close all the same. Seeing his bruised, bloody body, unconscious and barely breathing, being carted ahead of their teacher's... It had been nightmare-fuelling to say the least.
"We're so glad you're okay," Shinsou murmurs against his curly hair, feeling Todoroki nodding in agreement with him. Izuku only clutches their shirts a little tighter. Finally, once their backs begin to twinge with the awkward position, the three shift to settle with Izuku sat against the headboard and his two friends perching either side of him, forming a perfect little triangle.
"I'm sorry I scared you both. But I couldn't let Da- Aizawa-sensei get even more hurt."
"You're forgiven," Todoroki starts, only to be followed closely by Shinsou's,
"So long as you let us call you Izuku. And you call us Hitoshi and Shouto. Got it green bean?" For a long, agonising moment, Izuku doesn't react, and the two worry that they've overstepped their bounds, but then his eyes widen and sparkle, and a cheeky grin sets his cheeks to bursting, little freckles dotting the adorable roundness.
"Okay Toshi, Shou!" Shinsou is immediately sputtering, struggling to survive the onslaught of sheer cuteness, whilst Todoroki goes stone-faced, a few flames dancing along his eyebrow. The greenette can only laugh, feeling more like himself by the second, less Midoriya and more Izuku. He loves his friends, he really, truly does.
Aizawa hates his two idiot friends. He truly, utterly despises them. What did he do to deserve these monsters? Why couldn't they just listen to him? He was the one whose kid they were shopping for, he was the one who knew that the kid was practical and level-headed with a penchant for black, silver and gold, with the odd splash of All Might (yes, that was a colour, fuckin sue him) and green; he was the one with the fucking instructions for the furniture they were meant to be building!
"RIGHT," he yells, smirking as they both jump horribly, Midnight bashing her head on part of a supposed bed frame,
"Either you two start being productive or I start ringing Ectoplasm to help instead." At the immediate whinging and faux-snivelling, he raises his non-bandaged hand,
"I've waited to adopt this kid for two fucking years. I wanted to build this shit for him, but I can't, if you'd forgotten, so either you help me or you get the fuck out." And okay, maybe that was both harsh and a bit of a guilt trip, but none of it was a lie.
And it certainly got the two to sit up and actually look repentant. Mic has a suspicious sheen to his eyes.
"Look Shouta, we're sorry. It's just-"
"You're excited, yeh, I know. So get on with it. Put that energy into something useful." And if his tone has softened now, well, sue him twice. They are his best friends after all.
It takes a week for the adoption paperwork to go through.
It probably would have taken far longer, but as Izuku was already in one of those ghastly group homes that was clearly absolute shit and Aizawa was already approved as both safe to look after children (he's a teacher after all) and has an emergency fostering license in the case that some kid needs protecting from villains temporarily (although he's only used that twice in his career) Izuku was moving in the Saturday after they're both released, having had a whole week off school to recover further and iron out any additional details. And to finally get all of his furniture built and in place.
Finally, after almost three years of knowing this kid, Aizawa is finally bringing him home. To their apartment.
As soon as they’re in the door, Kimchi is racing towards them, closely followed by Cadaver and Caitlin. Izuku is visibly ecstatic to see the cats that he’s only heard about briefly before, always trapped in another room, and is quick to stiffly kneel in the entranceway, letting them wind around him and rub their faces against his legs and hands. Curiously, they seem to studiously avoid his torso. Whether they can smell the antiseptics and don’t like it, or if they are simply that perceptive, Aizawa isn’t sure, but he’s glad for it all the same. It makes things a little easier.
He spends a minute telling the kid which cat is which, promising to tell him the full stories of their names and adoptions later, then ushers the kid further into the apartment.
“Kitchen, help yourself to whatever, whenever, so long as you don’t spoil your appetite for meals, got it kiddo?” He receives a nod and goes on, meandering deeper into the apartment.
“Living room. Just try not to sit on Kimchi, she likes to hide behind the cushions of the sofa. The bathroom is this one here,” he gestures to the first door on the left of the little hallway at one end of the living space,
“My room’s the one after it. You can come in whenever, just knock if it’s closed. And this is your room here. We haven’t picked your stuff up yet, but we did grab you some new clothes quick whilst we were getting furniture. I tried to control them. Oh, and your school bag is in here too,” Aizawa explains, as he opens the final door.
“Aw, Dadzawa, you care-” The kid’s snark is cut off by an abrupt silence. Concerned, Aizawa immediately spins to face him once more. The fuck? Aw shit, his kidilante’s crying…
“C’mere kiddo, come on, hush now, what is it?”
“S’nothing, ‘m being dumb,” the words are muffled against the hero’s top, but he still hears them, clear as day. And as he brings his good arm up to carefully cradle the kid close, he settles his chin atop that curly hair, hoping that the way it warps his voice when he next speaks up will get the kid to at least crack a smile,
“Nah kid, you aren’t dumb. Kaminari or Ashido on the other hand? Debatable.”
And he’s relieved when that does prompt a wet snort, although Izuku is still sniffling into his chest.
“Come on now kiddo, what is it? You know I’ll take it seriously.” And it takes a solid minute, but eventually the words come,
“It’s just… ‘s been a long time since I had my own room. ‘s fucking weird,” Izuku huffs and Aizawa snorts too. He doesn’t want to think about the shit his kid’s been putting up with; it can wait for another day.
“I think we’re good for a bit of weird, don’t you? Our speciality even.” Izuku pulls back from the embrace, smirking, and Aizawa lets him.
He also tactfully averts his eyes as the brat wipes at his wet cheeks, instead curling an arm around his shoulders, tucking him into his side so that they’re subtly leaning on each other, and points out various bits and bobs. Regales the kid with tales of his friends’ idiocy from the shopping trip and “dear God kiddo, it was agony watching them trying to put furniture together. How can Mic hold three jobs but not use a drill?”
“Too busy being gay?”
“Probably.” And Aizawa pauses for a long, long moment, face going completely blank.
“Oi, Dadzawa, anyone home?”
“Holy shit,” he breathes,
“You’re not a pan, you are pan. You brat.”
“Took you long enough!” said brat laughs, but the tension in his shoulders is wayyyy to obvious. Fuck.
“Hey kiddo, you know that’s fine, right?”
“Um, yeh?” But the lack of snark makes the true answer to that all too blatant.
“Right, sit,” Aizawa orders, pointing to the bed, knowing his words are too harsh and forcing himself to keep his gaze as soft as possible to keep the kid from panicking. As it is, Izuku is putting on a brave front, but a trained underground hero would have to be blind to miss the trembling to his fingers.
“Kiddo. Izuku. Brat. In this house, you can be whatever the fuck you need to be, understood? Whoever you are. I’m asexual, one of my best friend’s is very, very gay. I know that more than one of your classmates is non-hetero. One isn’t cis either. If anyone says that you’re wrong, or evil or whatever, you have my full permission to deck’em. Understood? Any of you can be whatever you feel you should be. I will accept no less.”
“Thanks Dadzawa.” And his tone is unusually subdued, but it is sincere and strong all the same, so Aizawa lets the matter go for now.
“You got it kid. Come to me if you ever need anything. I’ll help, no questions asked. Same as always. Now, what do want for lunch? I’ve regretfully been told I can’t just feed you juice pouches.” His kid laughs again at that and Aizawa knows that this adoption will work out. Izuku, Kidilante – this kid’s been his son for two years already, no way he'll let it go to shit now.
Chapter 7: V - Sleeping and Scars
Summary:
Adoption fluff - actually just lots of fluff all around. All my good bois getting some love, as they should.
Notes:
So a couple of you guys managed to educate me via comment, so here's a picture of Izuku and his scars, actually within the chapter. Thanks you guys! Hope you don't mind the rubbishy home-drawn-and-phone-photographed quality of this!
Love, hugs and gratitude as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter Text
Whilst dragging in Izuku's two small boxes of belongings from the group home - yes, Aizawa had been thoroughly pissed to discover that his kid only had around twenty notebooks, some stationery, some school supplies and other books, a couple of photos and three sets of ratty clothing to his name - Nedzu had popped around to the apartment. Ostensibly, it was to ensure that they were wanting for nothing. In reality, Aizawa held no doubt that the principal was scheming again. Fucking rat bastard never changed.
Just as they were reaching the stairs of the apartment complex, with Mic having driven them, although he had to get straight to his radio station, Nedzu had popped up out of a bush of all things, immediately making Izuku stumble back a pace, dropping his boxes in favour of adopting a fighting stance, while Aizawa's capture weapon whipped through the air for a moment before being almost instantaneously retracted again. Fucking rat.
"Nedzu. What are you doing here?"
"Nothing much Aizawa-kun! Just thought I'd pop by and see how you and Izuku-kun were getting on, what with him moving in and all!" God, he was far too cheery. It should be illegal - particularly when it often meant that something illegal was actually going to occur soon - or immoral at least.
"O-oh, Principal N-nedzu!" Izuku stuttered, looking somewhere between delighted and wary and wow, Aizawa was going to have to get used to how his kid acted around other people. Particularly those he didn't trust or know well, apparently.
"Nothing to worry about, Izuku-kun! Just doing my job as a dedicated principal! Particularly as it concerns one of my precious teachers and a child he has been worrying over for around three years now - it is a lovely story, is it not?"
"A-ah, yeh." By now Izuku was crouched, fumbling to pick up his dropped things, the top box having spilled its contents - notebooks and school stuff - onto the pavement. And, just as the teenager was picking one of said notebooks up, he suddenly froze as a white blur appeared in front of him, snatching up one of the pads and skimming through it at a frankly ridiculous rate. Then Nedzu threw his head back and cackled. It was the laugh of a mad man granted redemption, of a cliché evil overlord presented with his enemies, gagged and bound. It was malicious and utterly delighted.
Aizawa resisted the urge to grab his brat and run.
"Holy shit, Dadzawa, have I broken him?" Well, at least Izuku was acting more like himself again. Must have been the shock.
"No. He does this sometimes. Don't think I've seen it be this bad in a while though. What the fuck is that notebook to cause this?" Nedzu was still cackling. For now, the two were trying to ignore it, just staring at each other with the most incredibly relatable dead expressions.
"Oh- it's just some analysis. That one's pretty old, so it's honestly comparatively shitty."
"What, like your villain analyses?" Those half-mumbled ramblings had always impressed the underground hero, in fact, they were half the reason that he'd originally been so interested in the vigilante. He'd wanted to knwo where the information came from. Turned out, the kid was just incredibly intelligent.
"Yeh? But mainly heroes, I guess. You're in one of them. So's Nedzu. Those ones are in code though; they're more recent."
"Well fuck, kid. I knew I shouldn't let him at you. He's going to want to corrupt- teach. He's going to want to teach you now. You'll get even more chaotic." And fucking hell, he should have known better than to say that because now Izuku's eyes had a menacing gleam that only meant one thing: trouble. A metric fuck tonne of trouble. Such a problem child.
Half an hour later, the three were sat at the bar in the kitchen (well, Nedzu was stood on top of the bar, but let's ignore that) with twenty notebooks piled in front of them. One stack of twelve was to the left, pushed slightly further back. A further eight, looking distinctly less battered and with more recent dates on the corners, were pulled towards them, as yet unopened.
"So- uhm, these are my analysis notebooks. The better stuff, the more recent stuff, is all in a code I created because I realised that as I improved, what I wrote was more of a potential security risk to the heroes I was analysing."
"Good decision on that kid," Aizawa offers, knowing he hadn't said so earlier,
"So, do you mind if we look through them?"
"Well, it might be fun to see if you can decode it yourself," the kid smirks. And yep, that's his Kidilante. Soft bark, all the bite. Fucking brat.
"Where's my entry?" Aizawa asked, already reaching for the pile. If the kid was gonna challenge him then he was gonna meet that challenge. He wouldn't lose to some upstart vigilante, even if he was his son. And, before he could go spiralling into 'Jesus Christ his son', Aizawa takes the indicated notebook, number thirteen, off the top of the pile, flipping through to find a sketch that was an uncanny representation of him half-way through a fight, judging by the kick he was doling out, hair raised, goggles on, capture scarf whirling around him. The picture is brilliant, very accurate, both anatomically and stylistically, and he would be fixated on its incredible detail if not for the long lines of symbols and kanji cramped along the page, line after line with barely any room left for bullet points. Even his hero name is encrypted. But at least that should give him a good starting point for translation...
Idly, Aizawa registers his kid and Nedzu exchanging a few sentences, but his focus is fixated on the page in front of him. It would be easier if the number of characters matched the number of actual characters in his hero name... Perhaps the arrow is an 'a', but then that would make the 'ni' represent 'er' which doesn't sit right...
Aizawa growls in frustration when, after far too long yet not quite long enough, Nedzu straightens and crows victoriously,
"Got it!"
"Fuuuuuck," Aizawa groans, leaning back to pinch the bridge of his nose. If he'd had longer-
"No worries Dadzawa, I'm sure you'll do better next time," Izuku sing-songs. Brat.
"I must say Izuku-kun, these are very impressive. I wonder if you'd like to have some lessons in tactics, analysis and the like? I'm sure we could find somewhere to add it into your timetable!" The both of them are grinning at each other, positively feral, and Aizawa feels the need to run fast and run far. God, why did he ever let these two meet? Oh yeh, it hadn't been his decision; should've known they'd manage it somehow, sooner or later. God truly hated him after all.
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Aizawa cursed to himself, bolting out of his bed and practically flying into his kid's new room, capture scarf half-round his neck, half-trailing in his haste. It was dark, surely around 2 in the morning, and Izuku was screaming.
"Kid!" he yelled as he slammed the bedroom door open. He was too panicked to even worry about possibly startling the teenager, hyper-focused on helping his kid. But nothing changed with his shout and now he could see the thrashing and twisting of a small body, trapped beneath sweat-soaked blankets, screams ceaseless and raw. Fucking hell.
"Kiddo, hey, wake up brat, you're fine, we're safe, come on kiddo," he forced his tone into something soft and calm, even as he hurried to kneel at Izuku's bedside. Seeing that his words were doing little, at least in the immediate, he reached forwards to tangle his hand in the green curls, wincing at the sweat tangling them, but still carding his fingers through the locks, keeping up his soothing words all the while. After a minute or so of this, and the kid slowly but surely calming down, he's struck by a moment of inspiration. A little awkward with only one hand, he unravels his capture scarf from around his neck and, bundling it up into a little lopsided parcel, settles it in the crook of Izuku's shoulder, wanting it to be close but not anywhere that could feel choking, even if it was light. And, hopefully, the scent and texture of the thing would also help. Fortunately for Aizawa's continued sanity, it seems to be the best thing he could have done as his kid instantly turns somewhat to bury his face in the material, a sigh of relief escaping even in his sleep. Letting out his own sigh, Aizawa slumps against the edge of the mattress, one hand still carefully locked in his kid's curls, fingertips pressing heedlessly against the sweaty scalp, just glad to be able to feel that his kid was alright.
Fucking hell, his kid. Finally.
And with that thought, his heart warm even as his panic is still dying down, Aizawa slips back into a doze of his own, draped against his kid's bed.
(They wake up twice more that night, and eventually Aizawa ends up on the bed, half-propped up against the headboard, Izuku curled up against his side, clutching his capture weapon in a tight grip. It's not great, but it works, they're there for each other. And that's enough for them.)
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Within the first ten minutes of lunch break, later that day, the teachers were tiptoeing around Aizawa in his sleeping bag, taking up one of the faculty room's sofas. But he wasn't alone. Laying chest to chest with the teacher was Midoriya Izuku, tufts of green hair brushing against stubble, hands entangled in a capture scarf, clinging on for dear life, both kept warm and safe by the atrocious sleeping bag that was zipped up around them. Judging by the pattern of the lumps, Aizawa had one arm cradling against the kid's back, the other subconsciously tracing back-and-forth patterns against the nape of his neck, not quite reaching the base of the green curls. Both had the faintest of smiles on their tired faces. It was adorable. (Hizashi had already taken a few dozen pictures - can you blame him?)
Of course, it couldn't last forever. Not even quarter of an hour into the lunch break, two of the 1-A kids come knocking on the faculty room door. And, upon walking in, looking about, both looking slightly flushed and panicked, they instantly relax at seeing a head of curly green hair.
"Thank fuck," Shinsou murmurs, and the teachers carefully pretend not to have heard that.
"You little listeners alright?" Mic asks. If his voice is considerably quieter than usual, nobody's going to comment on that either.
"Uh, yes thanks Sensei. We were just looking for Izu- Midoriya. But, uh, I guess we found him?" Todoroki, still silent, nods along to Shinsou's explanation.
"No worries. He and Shouta are just napping. I don't think they slept well last night."
"No, they didn't," Shinsou concurs, both of the teens frowning intensely. It's kind of cute. Also, kind of sad. The little listeners shouldn't need to be worrying over each other like this, adorable as it may be.
"Don't worry! He's got the best dad looking after him, little Midoriya will be alright!"
"Mic!" Midinght immediately scolds, reaching over to bat him across the head. Wha-? Oh shit, yeh, he wasn't meant to say anything about that, was he? Although they were cuddling on the sofa together, so maybe...?
"Ah, Midnight-sensei, we already knew," Shinsou offers, saving Present Mic from a horrible fate. Thank God for good little listeners.
"Izu- Midoriya told us. We were worried about him, so he checked with Aizawa-sensei before telling us about the whole adoption thing. His group home was shi- rubbish." Oh, so they probably didn't know about the vigilante thing. But they did know about the actual adoption. Okay, cool, Mic could remember that.
"Yep, but it's fine now! Shouta loves that kid, so he'll be A-Okay. Dadzawa will prevail!" And whoops, he should not have said that so loud, because he could already feel the furious glare hyper-focused on the back of his head.
"A-ah, Shou. Um- Please don't kill me?" He doesn't even dare turn around and face the angry yellow caterpillar that he knows is ready to murder him.
"For fuck's sake 'Zashi. Stop ruining my reputation or I will murder you, got it? Now let me and the kid sleep. Because I swear to God, if you wake him up I will gut you. I would now, actually, but he's asleep on me. Make sure he stays that way." And with that he's already dropping off again, but Present Mic is still frozen, sweating, in his seat. After a few seconds, Midnight and the rest of the teachers are all laughing, trying to keep their giggles and chuckles quiet, whilst both of the students stare, half in shock, before joining in on the sniggering. Present Mic just groans and lets his head slam onto his desk. He always does this.
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Until now, Izuku had always changed in the bathroom stalls at school. Now however, several weeks into the school year and having survived the USJ together, Izuku found himself comfortable enough around his friends to change in the main area, trusting that they wouldn’t press if he asked them not to. Still though, he deliberately chose the far corner of the room, where the light was dimmest and it was less populated, to change as quickly as possible. Just because he could risk it didn’t mean that he was going to be flaunting himself around. He had a lot of scars after all. And, whilst there were very few that he was actually bothered about, he knew enough about psychology to understand that his classmates would not feel the same way about them. So, he was subtle.
That didn’t stop his best friends noticing.
As he shucked his shirt to the bench and began to pull on his costume’s under-vest, Izuku distinctly heard Shinsou gasp and Todoroki drop something – a boot perhaps?
‘What?’ he signs, once the thin Kevlar vest and hoodie are settled. His two friends are frowning at him, looking constipated and conflicted respectively. It’s Shinsou who first signs back,
‘You have a lot of scars Green Bean. Are you- Can-’ he pauses, runs a hand through his wild hair, then
returns to signing,
‘Is whoever caused them gone now? Are you safe?’ And that’s something Izuku can answer honestly without hesitation. Well, the first half is.
‘Yeh. They’re not a danger now.’ And that’s true, because all of the night-to-night villains, except the other USJ leaders, are in custody, and Kaachan wouldn’t dare to go that far again. Not after the Battle Trial. Or with teachers like Dadzawa, Midnight and Present Mic around, who have made it pretty clear that they will take none of Bakugou's shit. And well, both of his friends level him with sceptical looks, but that doesn’t matter. He knows that they won’t be too pushy or insistent, not if he starts to get upset, and certainly not in the very public changing rooms. They know better than that and he couldn’t wish for better friends, he really couldn’t.
‘Alright,’ and it is Todoroki signing now,
‘We’ll trust you. But you can tell us anything that you might need or want to.’ Izuku flashes them both a smile at that, chest warm and fluttery, before they all return to changing. They’ve got a class to get to after all.
It is that afternoon, when they are huddled together in the corner of a cat café, a solid dozen cats sprawled across and against them, shoulders touching and Izuku’s feet tapping against the other two’s ankles when they bring it up again. Here, somewhere warm and quiet, with a soft, private atmosphere, they dare to speak aloud what they would usually sign or text.
“Are the starbursts on your back from Baka-gou?” Izuku nods a little, stuttering out,
“Y-yeh. B-b-but Dadzawa p-put him on p-prob-bation if he goes t-too far ag-again s-s-so it’s okay now.”
“Is it really?” Shinsou’s voice has sharpened, cutting like a knife yet there’s an undertone that’s even gentler than how he reverently strokes the cat in his lap. Izuku can’t bring himself to flinch at the harshness when in truth it’s so very caring.
“It is.” And Izuku allows some of his true strength, his true conviction, to bleed into his own words. To their credit, neither of the two startle at that. They had always seen his strength, from the first time he smiled at them. So no, they had no idea of his true snark and vigilante persona, but they knew more of him than anyone but his Eraserdad.
“And the knife wounds?” Todoroki prompts, switching the conversation back on track.
“Villain attacks,” came the truthful reply. Well, no, not the full truth, but it wasn’t a lie, exactly.
“How many?”
“Attacks? Not sure. Scars? Four, technically.”
“I only saw two.”
“There’s one here,” he brushes his fingers against his blazer, just next to his belly button,
“And another here,” he adds, pointing straight to the centre of his sternum. Two hands are suddenly in his space, trembling a scant inch from his wrist where it is still hovering in front of his chest. Neither of them quite seem to realise that they were moving, both looking a little surprised to see themselves waiting to touch Izuku, to comfort him. It was involuntary, natural. And seeing this, knowing this, Izuku gingerly moves his hand those last few centimetres, until all of their hands bump together, not one finger moving, listless but connected. After a few seconds, it is actually Shouto who takes the initiative and somehow manages to start interlacing all of their fingers together. It takes a bit of jostling, and Izuku giggles once or twice, but it isn't long before their fingers are all curled around each other and settled in Izuku's lap. If asked, none of them would have been able to say whose digits were whose, just that the moment, the connection, was theirs. They stayed like that until their time at the café ran out, simply basking in the comfort of each other and lots of warm, purring cats.
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One day, a week or two into living together, Izuku leaves their bathroom without a top, and Aizawa first sees the scars left from his vigilante activities in their full glory. On one shoulder, two distinct puncture marks leave dents in his kid's flesh. Elisabeta. Just above his hip, there is an entire green web-spill-stain discolouration, as though someone had dyed the skin, encircling a jagged divot of knotted flesh. The reminder of Scorpio's near-lethal fight. In the centre of Izuku's chest, the half-formed pentacle of that fucking cult was enough to give Aizawa nightmares, even as it was faint and thin now. There were numerous little nicks and curving slashes from debris and knives, one overlapping with a disgusting (disgusting because of the cause, never because of his kid - he had the most stunning brat ever - fight him) burn that coated a solid third of his ribs in a bubbling parchment scar, too red-purple to not be alarming. And then of course there were the scars from Shigaraki, the bastard. Not only had he dared to mar Izuku's face with a fucking handprint, but there were three more patches of scarring, looking somewhere between acid-attack and something unfamiliar, oddly dry and tight, combining into withered and pale. His poor kid really had been through the wars, hadn't he? And Aizawa knew there were more scars that he couldn't see, beneath the brat's uniform trousers. Kami...
Still, Aizawa doesn't say anything then, not wanting to risk embarassing the kid, but he does leave a large jar of scar cream outside Izuku's door one night, with a little note: If you ever want it - your choice. You don't need to. If you want help, ask. It is gone by morning, so presumably the kid's grabbed it. He doesn't have to use it, but it was definitely worth offering it, just in case.
Chapter 8: VI - Class Conflict The First
Summary:
Fucking Monoma. I don't like him, and neither does Izuku. Particularly not when he insults our Dadzawa.
Chapter Text
The lead up to the Sports Festival, for Izuku and the rest of his class, is hectic. It had started with walking out of their classroom to be faced with a crowd of other first year students. Izuku, Shinsou and Todoroki, still in the classroom, overhear some of the insults being thrown. They hear how somebody from Class 1-B jeers,
"You couldn't even take on a bunch of low-class villains! Maybe the Quirkless one infected you all with its uselessness-" And oh boy, Shouto and Hitoshi look furious at that, but Izuku isn't too bothered. Hurt? Yes, a little, but it's not too bad. Well, until,
"-Maybe that's why it had to go to hospital. Too weak. And as for your teacher? He must have been pathetic-" And now it's Izuku who's angry. Well, angry is a bit of an understatement. Izuku is suddenly jumping forwards, the tall doorway allowing him to use his own classmates' shoulders as stepping stones, before he comes crashing down on the blond who had been insulting his Dad, one foot crushing against the other student's collarbone, laying him flat out on the floor before anybody can even blink.
"Shut the fuck up," Izuku hisses, blind with fury and primal rage, practically spitting in the kid's face,
"Our teacher nearly died. We all nearly died. None of us are pathetic or weak or useless. You will not insult us or our teacher like this. Aizawa-sensei was willing to die for us. We had to save ourselves. I stabbed a monster - a monster genetically-modified to kill All Might - in the brain. It died. See this? This is a scar from one of those villains. He had a disintegration quirk; the same one that destroyed the school gates." Everyone has backed up by now, even his own classmates. Yet Izuku keeps on talking, stomach full of vicious bile and vitriol, unable to keep it back,
"He held my face and disintegrated it. He would have done the same to you, had you been there. Would you have survived? Would you have kept fighting, even as your weapons were turning to ash along with your own flesh? Would you?" The boy looks terrified, eyes wide and wet, shaking his head frantically, blond hair dirtying in the muck of the corridor floor.
"Then leave us the fuck alone." And Izuku steps off of the other teenager, quick to walk away. Everyone hastens to get out of his way and they scramble against each other to avoid him. Good. Let them be scared. They deserved it, for daring to agree with that fucking prick.
It is a mere five minutes later that Izuku comes out of his haze, sat against their usual lunch-time tree, trembling and breathing erratically, each of his friends pressed solidly against his sides.
"Izuku, green bean, are you back with us?" Shinsou's voice is low and velvety, almost purring. But it is the worried note to it that fully drags Izuku back to reality.
"Da-dadzawa. Please," he gasps out, fighting off the panic attack that is clawing at his lungs. He hardly even registers his two friends trying to calm him down, until those magical words.
"We'll get your dad. J-just unlock your phone and we'll call him, okay? Come on green bean, all you need to do is put the code in, then he'll be here." And that's enough to get him tapping the four numbers in with a shaking finger and he's zoning out again, struggling to breathe. He vaguely hears Todoroki talking into his phone - Please Sensei, he's having a panic attack. We're in the back courtyard. He really needs you, he's not responding to us - and internally notes that it's weird that his calm, unflappable Shouto sounds so perturbed, but he doesn't have the mental presence to do anything about it. So instead, he keeps on trying to drag air into his lungs desperately, vision wavering in and out, black and white, oh it's back again and look there's his Dad, wonder why he looks so worried-
"Izuku, kiddo, I need you to breathe for me, got it? Come on kid-" And suddenly, that rumbling voice is grounding him and there's fabric round his neck that he can breathe into, inhaling the scent of safety and home and nothing can attack me whilst he's here. And he'd finally coming down from the panic, his lungs no longer fighting him, his body relaxing, caught in between two warm people either side and his Dad - oh thank fuck, Dadzawa is there - crouched in front of him, scowling fiercely, dark eyes alight with worry.
"S-sorry," he mumbles, burying his face further into the man's capture scarf. At some point, it must have been transferred to his own neck. He's immeasurably glad for it.
"Don't be kiddo," Aizawa replies, pushing a hand through his tangled hair, looking tired and relieved and so much more, all at once. Izuku winces in sympathy.
"B-but I- I hurt some kid. He was d-dumb and cruel and said shit he shouldn't have said, b-but-" '-I hurt him Dadzawa.' Caught up in his thoughts, Izuku doesn't see how the man's frown deepens, although his two friends don't miss it.
"Brat, don't worry about it. You won't have done any serious damage, I can guarantee. What was he saying?"
"He called you pathetic. He fucking dared to call you pathetic." Anger brings his voice back, but before Izuku can start to rant, Hitoshi interjects,
"And he was insulting Izuku for being Quirkless. Called him an 'it'. The kid's disgusting. Somebody needed to shove it to him."
"Hm. With that, plus everything else, I imagine Nedzu will just write the whole thing off." And Hitoshi and Shouto get the distinct feeling that they're missing something there - "everything else"? - but they leave it; they know Izuku's like them; he's had a rough life. They're best off just supporting him as best they can. So that's what they'll do.
"Right, you've got a couple choices here kiddo. You can stay here with your friends and me; I can go; you can come with me to the faculty office or, if you really need to, we can head home. Up to you, brat. None of us mind what you choose." Izuku goes silent, eyes down-cast for a few long seconds, then brings his hands up to sign, voice giving out again,
'Can we all stay here, like this? I- I don't want anything more.'
"We can do that. Feel up to some food? Shinsou brought your bento for you." Izuku shakes his head, but took a moment to smile gratefully at his friend all the same, then at Shouto too for good measure. Dadzawa's face softens even further, and he reaches forward to curl a hand through his kid's hair.
"Alright kiddo. But you're eating extra dinner tonight, you hear? No skiving - don't think I won't set Kimchi on you." Izuku snorts at that, and Shinsou leaps at the chance to brighten their friend up.
"Kimchi? Is that the ginger-white tabby? She's cute."
"She's a menace," Aizawa grumbles. Shinsou doesn't even flinch at the tone, too focussed on how Izuku seems to be brightening at the conversation. And how his voice is back,
"Sh-she's not! Well, not always..."
"Bullshit," the man snorts.
"N-no! I mean, m-maybe?"
"She's called Kimchi because she's salty as fuck, kid. Not to mention she smelled like shit and was in a Korean takeaway box when I found her. Point was: salty. She's a demon. What about when she chased you for daring to sit next to her?"
"Fuck, yeh, okay, I'd forgotten about that."
"Wait, what? Why haven't we heard this story? Green bean, spill."
"Please Izuku?" added Shouto, eyes beseeching. This sounded hilarious.
"Ugh..."
"Oh, I'll tell you if he won't. It was great," Aizawa has his cheshire grin in place. Normally, it would give Hitoshi and Shouto shudders, but right now it did the opposite.
"Izuku was half-asleep, and he hadn't put his blazer on yet so he was in short-sleeves and he just flopped on to the sofa. Kimchi's a weird little shit, so she likes to wriggle behind the sofa cushions. Izuku didn't sit on her, but she clearly didn't like him being near, because she just came flying out from between the cushions and goes for his face. Izuku shot up, probably about the quickest I've ever seen him move, and that's saying something, and just fucking yeeted himself around the room and she kept on chasing him. Eventually I took pity and grabbed her but I swear to God, it was brilliant. She got him a few times. He was terrified." And now Izuku is pouting as his friends laugh, Hitoshi crowing raucously, Shouto more soft and subtle, but seeing them happy sends a warm little thrill through him. Meeting his dad's gaze, he has to mouth a quick 'thank you'. Aizawa just nods, once, in acknowledgement, his own face neutral once more but his eyes full of warmth. God, how had Izuku got so lucky?
"Y-you two, stop it. Honestly, you're all so mean," Izuku whines, enjoying how the two try to sober up but simply can't. Half of it is probably relief on their part, but the genuine mirth is still wonderful. They all spend the rest of the lunch period exchanging cat stories, cheering each other up. At first, Hitoshi and Shouto are a little awkward because this is their hard-ass teacher they're talking with. But, Aizawa is also Izuku's dad and when they see how he treats their friend, (hint, he's soft) there's no questioning how important they are to each other. And, well, cat stories make every social interaction better.
Finally, the warning bell rings for lessons, and Aizawa helps his kid to his feet.
"Right kiddo, you three are gonna go back to class. I'll come to talk to everyone, let them know that this shit won't be allowed again, then leave you to your English lesson, alright? If the other classes try giving any of you lot trouble again, tell me. I'll deal with it. Expulsion, if I can." And with that tone of voice, there was no doubting exactly that.
"Kay. Don't kill anyone!" His voice is chipper, but the faint tremble has returned to the greenette's limbs. Aizawa is quick to lay a heavy hand in his hair, then dig through his utility belt with his spare hand.
"I'll have to take my capture weapon back, but, if I can find the fucking thing- where is it- have this," he offers, pulling a throwing knife out of his belt pouches. Hitoshi and Shouto would be lying if they said that they weren't a little shocked at how Izuku's face lit up and he eagerly took the weapon, seamlessly spinning and flicking it from finger to finger. He seemed far too practiced with the thing.
"Thanks Dadzawa." Aizawa simply nods, pressing his hand more firmly against his kid's head, reclaiming his capture scarf before turning and leading the way back to 1-A.
"Seats, hellspawn!" The class are quick to obey their homeroom teacher, Present Mic stood against the wall behind him, waiting to start their English class. But first...
"Right. I'm aware that there was a crowd of other students waiting for you all earlier and that they said some- unsavoury things. You lot were right to take no shit from them." At the immediate righteous uproar, he raises a hand, flashing his Quirk. The brats instantly fall silent.
"I'm not saying beat them up, or that you can always react to every little thing someone says. You have to learn to balance restraint with protecting yourself and others. And you're teenagers, so you'll probably mess up sometimes. But never forget that you do have a right to defend yourselves. And if you can do so with minimal damage in a way that will prevent further conflict in the future, then take it. Also, know that as pro heroes and your teachers, we are all here to look out for you idiots, god help us, so don't be dumb and try to deal with things bigger than you can handle, got it? That's all. Behave." And with that abrupt ending, Aizawa trudged out. He wasn't half ready for a nap.
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Following on from that mess, there are two weeks of training before the sports festival. Aizawa allows Izuku, Shinsou and Todoroki to book one of the school gyms after school each day, and naps or does paperwork whilst they spar, both with Quirks and without. Occassionally, he'll do a parkour route or two with his problem child, using the various landscapes and bits of equipment scattered around the gym, but he largely leaves them to their own devices. For teenagers, they're rather sensible, and he knows that Izuku, and by extension his friends, deserve to be pushing themselves of their own accord, earning their own rewards. Yes, he still allows Izuku to go on the odd patrol with him, because the kid gets fucking restless, to the point of needing to fight and run rooftops and follow an information trail. Really, it's no different than an internship. And well, if he didn't have the kid with him, then who knows what kind of the trouble the brat would get in? At the very least, he would have been bugging Tsukauchi. Well, he already did that, but, like, worse. It would be so much worse.
So, anyway, Aizawa spotted for the three kids' training. And he only had to take them to Recovery Girl twice. Miracles would never cease. He'd made sure that Izuku was aware of the forms he could fill in to request permission for a support item or two but, unsurprisingly, the brat was already fully aware of them and had brandished a half-filled one for his bo staff when his Dad had mentioned the matter. With a sigh and a fond twitch of the lips, Aizawa had simply left him to it at that point. The kid would be fine.
Chapter 9: VII - Class Conflict The Second
Summary:
Festival time!!!
Notes:
Song rec for this chapter - The Score, Born For This - the vibe is perfect! And the lyrics are pretty damn accurate too. Enjoy!
Chapter Text
The day of the Sports Festival came around all too quickly. Aizawa had declined to take a patrol the previous evening and was simultaneously relieved and kicking himself for such a decision. On one hand, it meant he was home, which meant that Izuku was home too. Safe. On the other hand, the kid wouldn't fucking sit still, and had been pacing for hours. When the pro hero eventually managed to get the brat to 'just fucking sit, problem child', he had insisted on bringing his hand weight with him. At that point, Aizawa had given in. Allow the kid to have the weights and maybe if he got him enraptured in a documentary or something, then he would at least get obsessed enough to sit back and watch without fidgeting and exercising like some kind of muscle-head. Well, it kind of worked. Put it this way: midnight saw Aizawa slumped on one end of the sofa, covered in blankets, cat and teenager, only one of which were asleep. Aizawa was still idly watching the nature program that some random channel was airing, one hand buried in Cadaver's fur where the cat was stretched alone the side of his thigh, wedged in between him and sofa arm. And his other hand was settled in his kid's hair from where the brat was leaning against his side, dozing a little but overall still far too awake, allowing himself to list heavily into his Dadzawa, sleepily mumbling about the odd thing on the documentary, to which Aizawa would hum, half-listening, and wish that the kid wasn't so antsy, so insomniac, so anxious, even as he loved his kid and understood his troubles. For Izuku's sake, it would be nice if the kid wasn't traumatised and naturally high-strung. But still, here they were, and ultimately, Aizawa wouldn't change it for the world.
He would like some fucking sleep though.
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Dawn came around to them both finally asleep. Hey, five hours wasn't bad in the grand scheme of things. Pretty good in fact. And it wasn't like they didn't both have permanent purple-black eyebags that were inherent with insomnia and days of over-working themselves. Honestly, if it weren't for trying to look after each other, they would probably already be dead of exhaustion. Regardless, they were both awake just before six that morning and, as Izuku headed off to shower, Aizawa started on getting breakfast ready. No juice or jelly pouches today, unfortunately. Instead, he was bothering to make spinach-laced tamagoyaki, handling the rectangular skillet with a hand far more practiced of late, what with having to sustain a teenage boy who did a piss-poor job of remembering to help his body by doing things like feeding it. Honestly, what was he going to do with his brat? Distracted by the pot of miso soup coming to a boil, Aizawa hurried to turn down its heat and leave it simmering without getting too distracted from the thin layers of egg that were all too easily burnt. At least the kid was quick to shower and should be out any second now- Ah, yes, there was the sound of bathroom door and out came a freshly-washed brat, hair still dripping onto the towel around his shoulders, but, hey, he was up and dressed, undershirt and school-issued tracksuit bottoms already on. A good start.
"Food's pretty much done. Lay the table?" Izuku murmurs incomprehensibly in reply, but does start to shuffle around the kitchen. If he is a bit heavy-handed with the crockery and cutlery, then Aizawa couldn't truthfully say he really cared himself. He'd definitely been worse whilst half-asleep before. Serving up the meal so far, Aizawa nudged his brat with an elbow on the way past, telling him,
"Better dry that mop some first though. Don't want hair-water in your breakfast."
"Urgh. Gross, Dad. Why would you even say that?" Suddenly far more awake, the kid steps away from the table and roughs his hair up with the towel, before apparently deeming the job sufficient and abandoning the towel by the washing machine and sitting back down. Welp, apparently it was only going to be Aizawa who actually noticed that Izuku had called him 'Dad'. Usually it was 'Dadzawa', or 'Eraserdad' out in costume. And those were great (wonderful, a blessing, something in the back of his head crows) but to be called 'Dad'... Somehow, it meant just that impossible bit more. Fuck, he did not need to be getting sentimental and illogical at this time of the morning, let alone when he had a meal to eat.
"Itadakimasu," he muttered before digging in. Neither spoke as they ate, ever practical, and frankly not truly aware enough for a proper conversation. Despite that, the silence was far from uncomfortable, nor was it anticipatory as for when they were stalking some villain. Instead, it was just a casual familiarity that meant they didn't need a single word, simply enjoying the solace of the other's company and some decent, hot food. And well, if they did start to talk, it would inevitably turn to the Sports Festival that day, and, quite frankly, Aizawa wanted Izuku was stress-free as possible. So, no Sports Festival conversation.
It wasn't like Izuku needed any help with it. He'd independently predicted roughly what the events would entail, then passed that information on to his closest friends (in other words, only Todoroki and Shinsou - Izuku wasn't particularly close to anyone else. Aizawa refused to worry himself over that just yet though). And, of course, between two-and-a-half years of vigilante-ing, plus his hero course training and personal training, Izuku was more than prepared. Aizawa knew his kid was going to take the Festival by storm, then the world, just out of pure determination and raw skill, Quirk or no. Didn't stop him worrying though. He was the brat's Dad after all.
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"Oi, Deku!"
"Yes?" Izuku asked, keeping his voice as neutral as possible, partially to hide that he was still fucking traumatised thank-you, and half to keep Hitoshi and Shouto a bit calmer. They could do without a fight breaking out in the waiting room before the Festival even started.
"I'm gonna beat your shitty ass into the ground, got it? You're gonna fucking die and I'm gonna enjoy every fucking second of it."
"Okay."
"HAHH?!"
"I said, okay." And then Izuku goes back to his signed conversation with his two best friends, carefully ignoring how Kaa- Bakugo had small explosions popping, Kirishima and Sero holding him back. He sent them a grateful, if somewhat wobbly, smile once they had calmed the blond down. But then, before he could properly thank the two, Present Mic's voice was coming through the room's speakers, instructing the classes to start heading out to the field. Oh God, here they go.
Stepping out into the bright light of the arena was nerve-wracking in and of itself, quite frankly. Izuku still hadn't truly adjusted to fighting in broad daylight, and without a varying terrain to leap off of. He was most used to, and quite frankly most suited to, a night-time urban landscape. Far from what was likely to be offered up here, or in the third round either, which was always straight one-on-one or paired tournament fights. Far from the ambush-style fighting that he favoured as a vigilante. And of course, there was the issue of the clamouring crowds, almost violent in their riotous cheering and yelling. Still though, having his two best friends at his side kept him calm, breathing in deep and finding himself clutching their wrists. It doesn't take a moment for them to both shake his grip off and he startles, goes to apologise, hurt blaring through his chest, when he finds his hands being held carefully by theirs, both looking down at him with unbearably fond expressions, as blank as they might look to an outsider. Izuku can only beam in response. One good thing about the sea of bodies is how it works to hide their affection from prying eyes. And now they're coming to a stop, stood close to the raised platform where Midnight is stood, Present Mic announcing the arrival of the last few classes. But then Izuku is focusing in on what is being said, a bad feeling creeping down his spine-
"-and now our year representative - the student who got the highest written exam scores, along with a tie for first place in the hero course practical exam! It's MIDORIYA IZUKU !" Fuckity fuckity fuck fuck. Why hadn't Dadzawa warned him? What-? But then Izuku is getting pushed to the front of his class by 'helpful' hands, and he barely keeps himself from stumbling as he mechanically makes his way up to the podium. Holy shit, what is he meant to say? What- how- he's not qualified for this- Izuku's panic-laced gaze suddenly catches on the announcer's box. And he can't see inside it, but he knows that his Dad is up there. He believes in him, so Izuku can believe in himself too, can't he? His Dad is clever after all, so there must be a reason. Izuku only needs to find it.
Finally at the podium, Izuku leans slightly into the microphone and takes a deep breath to steady himself. He can do this. He can - Dadzawa must believe he can, so he will.
"We have all worked hard to get here," he begins, signing along to ground himself, and, well, no harm in being inclusive too,
"We have all faced challenges, some greater than others, but we've all fought. None of us are weak or pathetic or useless for having difficulties, and today we will prove that. Today we will go beyond and prove ourselves to the world. Let's go Plus Ultra!" He was joined by the rest of his year for the final cheer and he allows himself to grin just a bit, knowing it is probably a tad feral but unable to help himself. Pledge over with, Izuku steps away as soon as he can, letting out a sigh of relief as he can rejoin Hitoshi and Shouto. They both nudge him and offer little smiles and he revels in it. That went alright, all things considered, and now they can get on with what he's far more interested in. What should be either an obstacle course or a extreme climbing wall. And... yep, obstacle course. Something incredibly biast towards the hero course and those with physically enhancing Quirks to keep the next two rounds interesting, whilst culling the majority of the herd out. Charming.
"Stick to the plan?" Izuku murmurs to his two friends as the crowd converges towards the starting point. Shouto and Hitoshi nod resolutely and, not even ten seconds later, Present Mic's voice is ringing out with a deafening,
"AND GOOOOOOOOO!" Immediately, Shouto sends the three of them shooting forward on a spire of ice, getting ahead of the crowd and already past the majority of the entrance-exam robots in only seconds. Once their ice boost nears the ground once more, Izuku and Hitoshi drop off of the sides, rolling safely to the floor in a manoeuvre that they have practiced plenty enough times to execute it flawlessly, leaving Shouto to continue of his own accord. To keep his sperm-donor (Endeawhore, in Izuku's very accurate words) from getting too indignant too early on. But he's still helped to even the playing field for his two friends. A win-win, for the time being. And indeed, at this point it is simple for Izuku and Hitoshi to skid forward on the field of ice that Shouto sends out to take care of the remaining robots, leaving a booby-trap that had been Izuku's idea and that the other two had readily agreed to, sly smiles in place. Regardless, Izuku and Hitoshi are skating along the ice then begin running as it comes to an end and they approach the second obstacle. A series of thin wires, crisscrossing over a fathomless pit. Trust UA to go overboard, Izuku internally snorts. Still though, he is pleased to note that Shouto had melted his personal ice bridge behind him, leaving them, but more importantly everyone else, to have to approach the challenge more directly. And best of all? This is fairly easy for Hitoshi, who Izuku has been drilling on balance and speed, and even easier again for Izuku himself, who has been parkouring for three years now, and whose applied gymnastics is likely the best in their class.
So Izuku doesn't even hesitate for a thought before he's dashing along the ropes, agile and well-balanced, not much different to his usual pace on solid earth. Or, for that matter, a rooftop. Funny that. And, even as he idly notes Present Mic's exclamation of,
"Hoo boy! Look at Midoriya of 1-A go - he's fearlessly running straight across the The Fall without hesitation or a wobble - what balance! And Shinsou, also of 1-A is following with similar grace. And coming up fast behind them is Bakugou, utilising his Quirk to bypass the obstacle entirely - will he catch up with Todoroki, in the lead? Or will he falter? And, looking back at the Villains in the Robo-Inferno, we can see-" Focusing fully on himself again, Izuku forces himself to ignore the distinct sound and smell of nitroglycerin explosions somewhere above his head and off to the side. He knew Bakugou would do well - but that doesn't mean that Izuku will lose, ultimately, or that he can't do well too. So for now, he focuses on what's coming up. A Landmine Field. Joy.
Taking a moment to analyse just where the little lumps - clearly where the mines are, judging by the two that Bakugou had set off whilst landing - are, Izuku instantaneously begins to veer off to the side. Trying to run over and around the little fuckers would be a pain. But so long as he doesn't leave the actual grounds of the course, he's well within the rules. So Izuku takes the simple route. He jumps up, easily hauling himself onto the fence that dictates the boundaries. Then, letting a little shit-eating grin escape, he runs along the top of it as easily as he had The Fall's wire and rope network. Distantly, he registers Present Mic saying his name again, but this time he doesn't bother to zone in, and simply focuses on traversing the distance as quickly as he can. He knows that Shouto and Bakugou are ahead of him and, in his periphery, he notices Yaoyoruzu and one of class 1-B with a bunch of fucking vines for hair - passing him, but he doesn't care. He just keeps on pushing himself, running as fast as he can without risking a fall, and once he's past the landmine field he jumps, rolls, and then is up and sprinting the last distance again, managing to overtake vine girl, then he's through the tunnel and it's done. It's done.
He's gotten through the obstacle course. And he came in fourth place. He - Quirkless, useless Deku - sarcastic, trouble-seeking Kidilante - came in fourth place.
Not for the first time today, Izuku can't help but beam, toothy and pleased. And he knows, looking up at the announcer's box, Shouto already stood at his side and Hitoshi meandering over after coming in eighth, that his Dad is proud of him. It means the world.
Chapter 10: VIII - Class Conflict The Third
Summary:
So this chap is a bit of a longer one, but I wanted to fit all of the second round into one go, so I hope you all enjoy!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As they stand there - all 42 of them gathered at the foot of Midnight's podium - Izuku fastens his focus on the wheel of activities, watching it spin and land on... Yep, Capture The Points. UA's weird version of Capture The Flag, exactly what he predicted for the second round. And as such, they will be working in teams of two to four, with their team being worth their collective points, dictated by the first round placements. Izuku is painfully aware that as all three of them came in the top ten their points are going to be sky-high. Which would be good, except it leaves them as a target, particularly with Shouto having inched his way into second. Their target will be even bigger, what with the combination of his Quirkless status, Hitoshi's unknown-but-presumed-weak status and the possible prestige of stealing the number two hero's kid's points. Between the three of them, they will be an obvious choice to go after. But Izuku already has a strategy in mind and he refuses to allow them to fall at so early a hurdle. But first...
'Are we going to team u-'
'Don't even question it, green bean. We planned for this,' Hitoshi interrupts, and Izuku can't help but smile at his two friends. Hopefully nobody else will ask to join their team. Zoning back into Midnight's speech, Izuku just catches the tail end of,
"-and so on from there, all the way up to first place, Bakugou Katsuki, who has... TEN MILLION POINTS!" There's a clamour from both the crowd and the students. Izuku isn't surprised - this isn't the first time that UA has pulled something like this after all. At least none of their three had come first - he deliberately had warned Shouto of the fact, albeit leaving the choice between his father's ire and their targetibility up to the heterochromatic teen. And maybe Izuku should be worried about Endeawhore's potential punishments for his friend, but his worries could wait until they had gotten through to the third round. And then Izuku would have a chance to enact his own plans to take down the bastard. But that wasn't a problem for now. Right now he just wanted to get them through to the third round.
As Midnight rounded off her speech with another crack of her whip - not that she was weird or anything - Izuku bumped shoulders with his two friends and began to sign their strategy re-cap, keeping his movements as small and discreet as possible, hidden in the triangle formed by their bodies.
'All okay still?' he rounds off. Both of his friends nod seriously, Hitoshi letting a sadistic grin escape and Izuku resists the urge to return it, as he would on patrol with his Eraserdad. He makes do with allowing his eyes to light up with an unholy glee. Usually, that look prompts his Dadzawa to either Cheshire-grin in return and start sending his capture scarf to keep Izuku still, in place, and not doing something likely minorly illegal. His two friends don't even flinch, Hitoshi's smirk only widening. Man, Izuku loves his friends.
Less than a minute later, an unfamiliar Support Course student with bubblegum dreadlocks and too many gadgets to count bounces over to them, grinning widely,
"Hey there, top tenners! Don't suppose you want another team member?" She is practically vibrating in place, mouth stretched out in a grin that is less welcoming and more toothy. Izuku likes her.
"Ah, no, thank you," Shouto speaks up, tone flat but managing a vaguely apologetic expression. For a moment, the girl pouts, then straightens up and grins even wider,
"Okay!!! My name's Hatsume Mei though - don't you dare forget it! Me and my babies are gonna be the best out there!" And with that she's gone again. Izuku kind of wants to go after her because she was cool and seemed like his brand of crazy genius, but he knows to leave it until later. Right now, he's got to focus on the plan for he, Toshi and Shou to get through to the next round without any problems. His strategy should be fine - nothing has come up to poke any holes in it just yet, so he'll take that.
It takes another ten minutes of waiting around, deciding not to chat what with the cameras and audience potentially seeing their every sign - standing in their tight little triangle for the entire time would seem a bit too odd and they would like to actually get some internship offers. So they stand towards the edge of the arena, pressed comfortably shoulder to shoulder, and simply observe the other teams that are forming amongst their peers. Whilst most aren't surprising, seeing Kaminari with Iida, Yaoyoruzu and Ururaka isn't quite expected, although Izuku can easily see the logic - thanks to her Quirk, Yaoyoruzu can protect the rest of her team from Kaminari's electricity, and Ururaka can aid their manoeuvrability and speed, putting less strain on Iida. It looks like Hatsume managed to convince Bakugou to let her join his team, and Izuku does allow himself to shudder a little at that. Hopefully, Bakugou will remember the potential repercussions for coming after Izuku specifically and overly-violentally, even in the heat of the moment. Before the greenette can continue analysing the teams that have formed, Midnight suddenly starts to speak again.
"Aaaand time's up kiddies! Brace yourselves!" And that's all the warning they get before the ground beneath their feet abruptly starts to shift and then shoots upwards in segments. Good, platforms, like Izuku had predicted. Scanning the new layout, the teen is glad to notice that their platform - a square of concrete about ten metres wide - is about three-quarters of the way up. There are only three platforms higher than theirs, one at practically the same height, and then seven lower. That gives them something a vantage point. Plus, they're right at the outer edge of the arena space - which had been intentional, hence them having stood as far back as they could during the prep time - and that would also play into their strengths.
"You have two minutes - when the buzzer goes off, you can leave your platforms! Good luck everyone!" Midnight crows with yet another crack of her whip. Izuku instantly turns to where a little flag has been brought out of their platform floor. Bright yellow, with red numbers. They're the second place team currently - so long as they protect this flag, they'll be nigh-on impossible to push out of the competition. So, defence is their primary aim.
"Shouto," Izuku prompts. His heterochromatic friend offers a firm nod and walks over to the flag. Crouching in front of it, he creates three ice domes. Each is around an inch thick, maybe a little less, and his intense concentration allows him to make said ice almost completely translucent. The rules dictated that the flag must not be hidden, only protected. And well, it is clearly visible, if perhaps a little warped. It's just not directly accessible; they're well within the rules. And, judging by the lack of comment from Cementoss, Midnight, Present Mic or his Dad, all of the overseers know that too; Izuku wouldn't expect any less from his Dad. Rolling out his shoulders and falling into a few lunges to stretch, he meets Hitoshi's gaze and they too exchange a nod. The three of them know what they're doing. Now it's just a matter of dealing with whatever dares to come up; honestly, Izuku is enjoying this so far - maybe he's not in his preferred terrain, but he's adaptable and he'd be damned if he didn't take full advantage of everything possible, loopholes included, particularly as he can at least parkour and sneak around as desired this round. They'll be fine. And it doesn't take long for Present Mic to begin a countdown-
"FIVE- FOUR- THREE- TWO- ONE- AND GOOOO!" Several people immediately jump into action, Izuku amongst them. With a few steps, he's jumping onto a platform a few metres below them, landing without a sound or wobble, just in the blind spot of the 1-B kid with lots of teeth and limp blond hair. It looks like- yep, looking at the ground surrounding this team's flag, it looks suspiciously... loose and soft. As though the concrete was freshly-poured, rather than set. A softening quirk of some sort. But still, there is a circle, a few inches round, surrounding the flag to stop it sinking. And that's just enough to land on. Assessing that the other teen is sufficiently distracted by observing another fight on the next platform along, Izuku sneaks forwards on silent feet. Then, once he's just at the edge of the soft patch, he bounces twice on his feet then throws himself forwards, half-flipping to land on his hands, almost poking his eye out on the flag itself. Thank God the things are only about six inches tall. Carefully transferring all of his weight to one hand, he snatches up the flag, tucking it into his belt, then settles back onto both hands. Bending at the elbows, he tenses up, then throws his weight back and up, pushing as hard as he can against the floor. A moment later, he lands back on his feet, toes just beginning to sink into the softened concrete but it's easy enough to simply take another step back. One flag down - as many more as possible to go.
Staying firmly behind the 1-B kid, Izuku half-turns to re-assess his next planned platform. There are currently four people on there, two clearly on the defence, being targeted by Shouji and Tokoyami. A lot of the attacks are landing in and around the flag there. Not to mention, the four- well, five people mean that he is all the more likely to get noticed. Okay, so he'll skip that flag. However, he does still need it to get to the platform after, so... Deciding it was well worth the risk, Izuku double checks that his stolen flag is securely tucked into his belt - visible, but not likely to fall out - then takes a deep breath and throws himself forward. For a long moment, he is suspended, high above a yawning concrete cavern, but then he is landing, absorbing the shock with a neat little roll, edge of his new platform only a risky few inches to his left, before he pops up, runs one- two- three- four- then jumps again, landing silently on the balls of his feet. Distantly, he notes the shouts of shock from the four he had passed so quickly, but they're quick to return to their own fight. But they're unimportant. His focus is on the three opponents - not villains, don't get carried away, they're still students - and two flags before him. Looks like this team have already retrieved one extra. And they've got two on defence. Not bad. But still, it won't be good enough. Not against Izuku.
In a blink, Izuku is darting forwards, sensing more than seeing all three of the other competitors startle and turn in his direction. But they're too slow. Before they can focus on him, before they can jump forwards or utilise their Quirks, Izuku is in and gone again, yet another flag clutched tightly in his fist, already stuffing it into his belt. As the shout goes up for someone to 'GRAB HIM', Izuku is already throwing himself off of the platform. One-handed, he grabs ahold of the nearest slab of concrete, wincing internally at the jarring strain, before swinging away, aiming to land upon one of the few unoccupied platforms. It doesn't take a thought to jam the second flag into the opposite side of his belt and then he's landing, rolling, up again, running forwards then jumping upwards. Now clinging on to the edge of yet another section, he takes a breath and swings. His legs seesaw forwards, then he uses the consequent backwards momentum and sheer upper body strength to flip backwards onto the new platform. On his feet again, he faces his new oppon- competitors. Ah, it's Ojiro. Up against Aoyama. Well. it's fairly obvious who would have been winning this fight - no offense, Aoyama - but now Izuku is here. And well, it's still fairly obvious, in his opinion, albeit with a different result.
"Sorry," he offers, no trace of a stutter in the face of his battle mindset, then blurs forward. In a few long strides, he is tumbling into a handspring, feet aimed for Aoyama, right in the solar plexus, and the French boy gets sent flying right off of the platform. Hopefully he can use his laser to get himself a better landing. But Izuku is already twisting in the air to secure his own steady landing on his feet, suddenly stood stock-still again. Ojiro is gaping at him, but he does have a guard up. Izuku can respect him for that much. It won't be enough though. No matter how accomplished the blond is, he is still dojo-trained - in a fight with rules, there's a good chance he'd at least give Izuku a run for his money but here, with something to protect against a street-trained fighter who is willing to use dirty tricks and his hard-won expertise, Ojiro is undoubtedly going to lose.
Accordingly, Izuku simply stand there, posture relaxed, hands loose at his side. His feet are carefully placed though, and his eyes are calculated. The tailed boy doesn't miss that. Hence why he stays back, defensive, trying to predict what Izuku will do. But the last thing he expects is for Izuku to take four slow steps backwards, towards the edge of the platform, and then to - apparently deliberately - drop right off of the edge. Alarmed, Ojiro runs forwards. Only to notice the white-knuckled fingers clinging on to the edge. But he notices too late, Izuku is already swinging his way back up on the platform, legs swooping up low to the ground, taking Ojiro out with a vicious side-swipe even whilst finding himself in a crouch on the platform yet again. Before Ojiro can even think to get up, Izuku is going again. And he may or may not kick the blond in the stomach on the way past, knowing it will wind him and prevent pursuit. Now Izuku has three flags. Perhaps he should take a break...? It's no fun if they don't leave enough for the other teams to fight over after all. For a long second, Izuku hesitates over his own thought process. That was a bit arrogant, in all honesty. But by the same token, his Dad would probably call it finally gathering some self-confidence, if somewhat sadistically so. Perhaps it's fine then... Huffing to himself, Izuku scans his surroundings again. Finding a place to hang out for a bit would be good, preferably somewhere fairly out of sight. And with that, out of mind. After dashing across a few platforms, crossing them before anybody can react, Izuku finds himself on an unoccupied area. And pauses to take a proper breath. Looking over to where Shouto is - barely visible from here, between distant and things blocking his view he can see that his friend is just fine. Judging by the couple of ice spears protruding off of their platform, he had only needed to deter a few oppo- competitors, Izuku they're competitors, away, before people had begun to steer clear. And, judging by the odd flash of purple he can see, Hitoshi is doing well too, keeping an eye out for any potential thieves and, presumable, taking any unguarded flags. Just because it's an unlikely eventuality, doesn't mean it's an impossible one. Might as well take advantage where they can.
"THREE MINUTES LISTENERS - just three minutes to go! At the moment, we have Team Bakugou in the lead, managing to keep ahold of their ten million point flag, in addition to collecting two more! But way into second is Team Midoriya, with 1875 points! Then Team Yaoyoruzu with 930 and currently in the last final round spot is Team Monoma with 860! But all could change listeners - so keep those eyes peeled!"
Zoning back out of Present Mic's commentary, Izuku scans his more immediate surroundings. Where can he hide out for now... Ah. Perfect. Not too far away, there is some kind of net, the edges weighted with something like crossbow arrows - barbed and straight-shafted - that attach it, dangling vertically, to the bottom of a platform not too far and above where he is now. And it's right near the edges of the arena space. After deciding his route, Izuku is quick to parkour his way over to said net and he fearlessly jumps straight to it. Even just a glance, he can tell that it is sturdy - likely one of Yaoyoruzu's creations - and at least four of the hooks are thoroughly embedded into the concrete. It'll be safe. And so Izuku leaps forwards and latches on, feeling it jerk and give a little at his sudden weight and momentum. But it holds, as expected. The greenette quickly scales it so that he can tuck himself right under the platform, firmly in the shadows and out of most sight lines. He can safely hunker down here for a while.
All is fine, until Mic yells,
"ONE MINUTE TO GO LISTENERS! You're in the last sixty seconds of the second round - are we gonna see any last minute - get it? - changes to the points board?!" And that in and of itself isn't a problem. The issue is when a series of explosion issue from the top of Izuku's platform and the whole thing shakes, dropping cement dust. Then he can hear Bakugou roar something along the lines of,
"DIE SHITTY EXTRA!" and the cry of someone unfamiliar, but then Izuku's platform does more than shudder under the next detonation. It cleaves straight in half, the break forming so as to connect the hooks like dot-to-dot. Izuku is not very impressed. For a long moment, Izuku can only squint up through the cement dust, meeting those red, red eyes as he begins to fall backwards through the air, his hiding place gone. Why does Bakugou always make him freeze up? Why is he such a useless fucking Deku when faced with the blond? So what if he had bullied him viciously for a decade? So what if he had told Izuku to kill himself seven times? So what- No, now wasn't the time. Now was the time to twist himself in air, find purchase on the chunks of platform falling around him and push off again. More rubble, jump further, another piece, now he can reach a platform. But as he swings himself up, he hears that dreaded screech.
"DEEEEEKKUUUUUU!" And he can't help but flinch, even as he's up and racing away, already leaping for yet another platform, because he can hear the explosions behind him and feel their heat searing his skin, hear the taunts of his bullies in his ears and feel the heavy-heartedness of seeing his dreams crumbling to pie-
"TIME'S UP EVERYONE! And what an exciting round that was!" Izuku freezes as the explosions stop. As Present Mic announces the passing teams and their scores. He stays there, still and unbreathing, as the platforms carefully lower themselves back into place, forming a flat arena once more, even if it is broken up and covered in various bits of gadgets and equipment. He finally moves when Hitoshi and Shouto race up to him, carefully crowding to his sides in a way that is so blatantly protective that there is no way he could feel overwhelmed or awkward or unsafe. He finally breathes in, and offers them both a shaky, but sincere smile. He forces himself to ignore the sound of little pops and crackles as Bakugou bickers with how own teammates quite a distance away. He's safe now.
And, even better, they're through to the third round.
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Just to offer a proper explanation of Izuku's strategy:
Shouto stays back on the far edge of their large platform, three distinct layers of ice doming over their flag, translucent enough to be 'in sight' as necessary in the rules, but utilising the loophole within that that Izuku spotted, as theirs isn't directly accessible, but they didn't say it had to be- a field of ice rendering the rest of the platform nearly impossible to land and fight on. They're lucky enough to have a fairly high platform, about 3/4 of the way up, and take full advantage of the fact. Izuku is their vanguard and main offence, as he parkours his way around all of the platforms and sneaks in to take whatever flags he can. Shinsou acts as a sort of scout and initial defence, working in a ring around 'their' platform, both on the levels above and below, trying to keep most of their potential opponents away without revealing his Quirk and warning Shouto pre-emptively of anyone approaching - he wishes he could do more, but Izu and Shouto tell him to 'save your best for later, Toshi, when it will be more of an advantage - let us help you like you help us' so, reluctantly, he agrees to keep his Quirk under wraps. logically, he knows that's best, it's just to feel like he's not really contributing. needless to say, their strategy works pretty damn well and plays to all of their individual strengths whilst still keeping them as a cohesive unit.
Notes:
Sorry for those of you (us, really, I love her) who missed Hatsume's presence in this - I truly adore her, but she just didn't fit well into my plan. I'll probably try to drag her in later on, somehow, likely in relation to actually talk properly to Izuku about his support gear, partic. considering that he's going to have some changes (well, additions) to his costume later - bet you can't guess why that's going to happen! (I swear, if any of you come up with this...)
Oh, and I must confess that I didn't actually calculate any of the points properly? I did look up the cavalry battle to make sure my numbers were realistic, but didn't bother with actually assigning values to each student etc. Hope nobody thought any of it was out-of-place!
Chapter 11: IX - Boy In The Vents
Summary:
Before the third round, some events occur. A wild Protective Izuku appears!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They have an hour and a half break before the third round match-ups are announced, and the three are quick to get to the quieter corridors, headed towards the main school building. Their usual lunch-time courtyard is only a ten minute walk, so they will definitely have plenty enough time to eat and get back.
'Oh, wait. Is It okay if I meet you two there in a bit?' Izuku receives two scrutinising glances, so he goes on,
'Want to see my Dad.' And now Shouto and Hitoshi are giving him fond little smiles that would be practically invisible if he didn't know their expressions so very well.
'Sure Green Bean, we'll see you at our usual spot?'
"Thanks Toshi, Shou!" Izuku chirps aloud, grinning at them for a second before suddenly running forwards a few steps, jumping, and latching onto an air vent that swings open with his weight. As soon as it's hanging vertically by its hinges, Izuku transfers his grip to the inside of the air vent and pulls himself up, foot hooking around the cover to bring it back up behind him. And then he's gone. For a long second, Hitoshi and Shouto stare at the gap between them in bewilderment, then meet each other's shocked gazes.
'Our green bean sure is a cryptid.'
'Indeed,' Shouto replies, eyes crinkling fondly at the corners to match Hitoshi's self-satisfied smirk. They adore their weird little friend after all.
'Lunch?'
'Lunch,' the heterochromatic boy concurs and if they end up walking closer together, it's only because Izuku's left a gap. And, okay, maybe their pinkies are interlocked, but it's because they are friends and they don't want the other to get lost, right? That's perfectly normal! And if it makes them both blush a little, then nobody else is around to notice.
Meanwhile, Izuku is crawling through the vents, humming softly to himself. A week ago, he may or may not have hacked into the school system to look at all of the blueprints at like three in the morning. Sometimes his brain won't shut up, so he can't sleep, and he itches to do something productive. And well, examining the school blueprints for potential weak points was pretty productive, in his books. And then he'd found the plans for the Sports Festival arena, vents included, and he couldn't not take advantage of that knowledge to avoid the inevitable crowds. So here he was, crawling in what he was fairly sure was the direction for the announcers' booth. Hopefully, around one more corner, then a left junction and... yep - he could see his Dad and Present Mic below the grate he was currently peering through. Silent, not sure if the microphones were still activated, he unlatched the vent cover and eased it open, then swung himself out, dropping into a silent crouch on the floor behind the heroes' seats. Immediately, his Dad spun to face him, Quirk activated, but then smirked at seeing who it was.
"Really kiddo, the vents?" Present Mic turned and yelped, then began to laugh.
"Hey there little Listener! You here to see your Dad?" Izuku simply nods, offering the blond man a small smile, then bounds forwards to perch on the desk where the microphones and two open bentos lay.
"You could've told me about the speech thing, Dadzawa. Did you want me to shit myself?" Aizawa barks out a laugh, both he and Izuku tactfully ignoring Hizashi's spluttering.
"Eh, knew you'd be fine. Was I wrong?"
"You tell me, old man."
"If you must know, brat, I was right, as always."
"Aw, thanks Dadzawa," Izuku coos, seemingly sarcastic, but there is a genuine undertone that Aizawa would be hard-pressed to miss. And if he can't help but reach over to ruffle his brat's hair? Well, sue him. It's fluffy.
"So you're in the third round. Finally going to use your bo staff?"
"Probably. Particularly if they're setting up three-on-three, or well, team-on-team fights like I think they are. I'll want the versatility and the option to let Toshi borrow it." Again, they both ignore Present Mic choking on nothing, but then he gasps out,
"How- you shouldn't know- Shou-!"
"He's a conniving little sneak, he figured it out by himself. And I hadn't confirmed or denied it yet."
"Nice to know I was right though!" Izuku grins sharply at the glare his Dad send him at that,
"Don't get arrogant - pride comes-"
"Before a fall, and I don't want to fall with our usual patrol routes. Got it, worrywart."
"Tch," Aizawa grunts at him, nudging the brat's leg with his elbow.
"Don't sit so close to my food. You'll get teenager in it."
"Wow, articulate."
"Says you."
"Yes, says me," Izuku returns in English, earning a fierce scowl.
"You fucking brat."
"Hobo caterpillar."
"Insufferable-" They both stop to stare at Hizashi, who is bent over in his seat and cackling, hair threatening to stab into his open bento box. Then they meet each other's deadpan stares and wait. Eventually, they can hear themselves think once again, and Aizawa speaks up,
"You've done well so far kiddo, keep it up. Now go eat your lunch." And Izuku leans into the accompanying hair-ruffle, then bounces off of the table and up into the vents once more, clicking the cover shut behind him. After a few seconds, Hizashi smiles at his friend,
"He really is your Kidilante, huh Shou?"
"Yeh," Aizawa huffs, apparently unaware of the content smile tugging at his lips. However, Present Mic certainly doesn't miss it and can't help but grin in response. It's good to see his best friend so happy.
Having enjoyed a quiet lunch with his two friends, Izuku, Shouto and Hitoshi were headed back into the stadium space. The waiting rooms were open to the third-round competitors - one to each team.
'So Izu, how do we think they're structuring the third round?' Shouto asks and Izuku bounces a step as he delves into his thoughts,
'It's guaranteed to be a tournament. I have a feeling they might go for team match-ups first though? Well, between the statistics I calculated and the current state of society, and UA's reputation and everything, I think they're going to keep on promoting the whole teamwork and co-operation thing and so they'll probably go for continued teamwork, particularly as the last round was strategic teamwork rather than combination fighting, for the most part. So at that point the teams will be competing against each other, then I'd assume that the top team will battle it out between themselves for each of the top spots, although that might leave room for bias and for team-mates carrying each other? Although, from what I know, all of the teams are individually really skilled so that's not actually a problem but it could have been and they really should have considered that but knowing Nedzu-sensei, he would have changed things last minute if that had been a serious issue and-'
All three of them freeze when they round a corner to the sight of Endeavor. Shouto's hand is immediately gone from Izuku's and the heterochromatic boy goes to step forwards, to put himself in between his friends and his father. But before he can plant himself, stance wide and ready, mouth open to speak, he is tugged backwards by a small, strong hand on his bicep, and pushed gently to Hitoshi's side.
"Endeavor-san." And God, Izuku's voice is all ice and steel, unyielding and unwelcoming yet passive enough to still be polite. Holy shit.
"I'm not here to speak to you, runt. I'm here for my mas- son."
"What a shame he's not here to speak to you then, hero." The title is spat like a foul curse, derisive and disbelieving, the tone alone making it obvious that Izuku thinks the man a blight upon the profession. He's not wrong.
"You-!" The flame hero stretches out a menacing hand, and Shouto is about to speak up, but the greenette beats him to it.
"I'm Midoriya Izuku, I apologise for not introducing myself earlier Sir!" Izuku chirps, suddenly all sunshine and rainbows, an adoring smile breaking out on his face. Endeavor flinches.
"Oh Sir, do you know how incredible Shouto is? The way that he controls his quirk is brilliant! And his unique fighting style and individual applications of a two-part elemental Quirk are really cool! Such a contrast to the drab, washed-up fire users you normally see on TV, flaunting unnecessary strength as though it makes them good heroes, or even good people! And their levels of collateral damage! Honestly, it's a wonder that nobody has collated all of the evidence of their brutality and sent it to the media yet, don't you think? It must be about time after all, that they learnt their place," and here Izuku abruptly loses the sickly sweetness that is more sinister than a loaded gun, falling back into a frozen abyss,
"With the leeches where they belong." Endeavor stands there, blinking at this scarred, saccharine teenager who had just threatened him so clearly yet improvably, flames guttering and flickering. With an Aizawa-trademark Cheshire grin, Izuku bounces on his toes, turns to latch onto his friends' wrists, and pulls them past the number two hero. He pays no attention to how he leaves his back wide open to the man, nor how Shouto and Hitoshi are utterly stunned, simply tugging them around the stupefied flame hero and continues on their way to their waiting room.
"Izu-"
"Not yet Toshi. In private, once I've texted Nedzu-sensei." Fortunately, it only takes them a minute to reach said waiting room and Izuku immediately pulls out his phone and texts first Nedzu, then his Dad. Then the three stand in silence for a long few moments.
"Holy shit," Hitoshi suddenly giggles, sounding fairly hysterical as he collapses to sit on the floor, still laughing,
"Green bean, that was- Holy shit."
"I've taken down people more dangerous than him before. And I wasn't lying about the evidence part; Shouto, the instant you ask for it, or if I think he's going too far - which I know shouldn't be my decision but dammit I won't see you hurt, not if I can help it - then my files get sent to the police and Nedzu. And I'll be publicly shaming him too, although not for abuse, unfortunately. But it would be shitty for you and your siblings to have your homelife publicised, so that bit will be kept to select officers and heroes. Is..." And here Izuku finally falters, suddenly unsure of himself, throat seizing up,
'Is that okay?'
Silence and stillness hang in the air. None of them move, nor even seem to breathe. But then there are strong arms wrapped around Izuku, pulling him in close, Shouto whispering a litany of quiet 'thank you's into his hair. Preceded by a groan of effort, Hitoshi stands back up from the floor to embrace them both, Izuku worming out an arm to hold him close too.
Who knows how long they stand there, leaning into each other, before a knock at the door sounds in a very distinctive pattern.
"It's fine Dadzawa!" Izuku calls as the three quickly disentangle themselves, turning to look as Aizawa, Nedzu and a plain man in a trench coat enter.
"Tsuka!" Izuku beams, bouncing forwards excitedly,
"Why are you here? Don't tell me you came all the way from the precinct? Unless there's a secondary speed quirk you haven't told me about? I'm offended, I-" His teasing is interrupted by his Dad,
"Kid, he was here anyway."
"You were?" And now Izuku is deadly serious, eyebrows furrowed and posture alert. The detective just offers him a smile and a pat on the head,
"I was here as a spectator, Izuku, I had the day off. You don't need to look so worried."
"Oh, cool! Have you been watching us three then? We were pretty amazing, huh? Almost good enough to be out fighting villains already," he leers, grin too sharp and too knowing. The man heaves a sigh, but his returning smile is fond,
"I suppose you would be," he concedes and Izuku beams truly once more.
"Aw, thanks Tsuka. Oh yeh! Tsuka, Shinsou Hitoshi and Todoroki Shouto; Toshi, Shou, this is Detective Tsukauchi of the Musutafu Police - he's cool, trust me." And none of them miss the slight emphasis on 'trust' and how both of his friends relax infinitesimally with it. Nobody comments regardless.
"Good to meet you both. I understand that Izuku's little project may be going ahead soon?"
"Yep! You can look at the CCTV for corridor 19, from about twelve-fifty to one-ten, our interactions occurred in that period, I think the latter half of it. And I reckon he might have blown a bit of a gasket once we were gone, so perhaps a little past the time frame too. Although for now we're still at the gathering stage - I haven't finished my data analysis, and for now, things are tenable," Izuku finishes up, with a questioning glance at the heterochromatic boy, who only nods once in return.
"Alright. Good work Izuku - I'll implement everything the minute you send me the files. Until then, keep it up. You still going to go for the whole public thing?"
"You bet I am! No way I'm missing his face when I do that - or the media outcry, for that matter. It'll be great."
"Just don't get yourself arrested," Tsukauchi sighs, exchanging a long-suffering look with Aizawa. And before the greenette can pipe up to defend himself, the detective pats his hair once more and nods to the other students,
"Nedzu, Aizawa, I'll be going now so that I can still get to my seat, but you can contact me any time regarding the future case. Izuku, good luck to you and your friends, although I'm sure you won't need it." Izuku just smiles wider and pats the man's cheek playfully before he can turn away. Once the door has closed behind the detective, it is Nedzu who speaks up,
"Todoroki-kun, I'm sure Izuku-kun has informed you of some of his plans, but I must express that he is not your only avenue of aid or opportunity, as reliable and capable as he might be. If you ever feel the need, my door is open, as is that of Recovery Girl and Hound Dog. Eraserhead's too, I am sure. We understand the delicacy of the case and will not take undirected action unless we truly believe you to be in immediate danger. Additionally, once your family is free of him, we will do all we can to ensure that you receive any help you need and will be able to continue your studies here - of that, have no doubt."
"Thank you, Principal," Shouto replies, bowing a little. And whilst his face is perfectly neutral, the warmth in his eyes is blatant. Izuku and Hitoshi can't help but smile at the sight.
"Of course!" the hybrid chirps, before bidding them all goodbye, with good luck thrown in as well. Now they are left with only Aizawa in the room.
"Todoroki, you are both my student and one of my son's two best friends," he begins, coming to stand in front of Shouto, a little slouched so as to be at eye-level with the teen, hands in pockets,
"And as such you should know that I will do everything in my power to keep you safe and happy. The instant you say so, we will remove you from that house, and ensure that your siblings and mother receive the support and protection that they also need. Got it?" And despite the terse words, his tone is neutral enough to be kind.
"Yes, thank you sensei."
"Don't mention it. Just keep on improving yourselves and give it your all for the final round, all three of you." Aizawa gets a little chorus of confirmations at that, so he nods and leaves with a passing hair-ruffle for Izuku. It's not his fault that his kid has the softest of fluffy curls, okay? And god damn, the way his kid leans into even a glancing bit of affection warms that weird little shrivelled thing in his chest through and through.
Once the adults are finally all gone, the three boys step closer once more, eyes bright.
"You alright Shouto?" Hitoshi asks, a worried twist to his smile that fades as the heterochromatic boy nods.
"I think so. It's... a lot. But it's not bad."
"I'm glad," Izuku confesses, wringing his hands a little,
"I was worried that you might hate me for interfering, or for potentially interfering or whatever, even if it was for your safety, so- uhm- I'm glad you're okay with it all."
"I think I'm better than okay." And both Hitoshi and Izuku reach over to each take one of their friend's hands at that, all exchanging soft little smiles with each other. They'll protect each other, come what may.
Including the third round.
Notes:
I've tried to make it obvious in this chap that whilst Izuku is what initially brought them together, Shouto and Hitoshi also like each other, independent of their adoration of Izuku. All three of them love the other two, no matter how much or little they love themselves.
Oh and I did some research - it's entirely feasible for Izuku to be jumping 1.5 - 2metres, particularly with a running start, to reach the ceilings (knowing UA, I'm putting them at about 3m high) and thus the vents. Think of his jumping power a little like Hinata's from Haikyuu!! (gotta love my two little soft curly jumpy bois - all the sweet soft bois)
Chapter 12: X - Team Tournament
Summary:
The first fight - enjoy!
Notes:
Also, I'm still not entirely used to writing action scenes, so forgive me if the pacing is weird or if events or a bit unclear - ask any questions you need to, I'll make sure to answer them! Thanks for reading guys, hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter Text
"And for our final round, we will be having a TEAM TOURNAMENT! For this, we'll be watching the teams made in the previous round as they all-out brawl to take the top spots. Then, the winning team will fight amongst themselves to claim their spots on the podium! So, is everyone excited?!" The roar from the crowd is defeaning, and you can hear the responding grin in Mic's voice as he goes on,
"Let's get to it then! A random generator will pair the four teams up aaaaaaaaaaand- there we go! Team Midoriya vs Team Monoma and then Team Bakugou against Team Yaoyoruzu! How exciting! The winning teams of this first tier will then face off against each other. It will be the true test of their second-round decisions and strategies, pooling their co-operation, tactics and combined strengths to take down their opponents. Of course, there are a few rules, to keep things fair..." As Mic gives a brief rundown of said regulations, Izuku takes a moment to grip his friends' hands and squeeze, just once, before letting go again. He doesn't want to overstep any bou- His thoughts are cut off as, almost instantly, both Shouto and Hitoshi carefully take his hands back and interlace their fingers. Glancing up at them in turn, both hold slight flushes to match his own, and neither of them meet his gaze, studiously watching the announcer's box. Unable to begrudge the fact - he has a nasty feeling that he'd squeak if he actually looked them in the eyes - Izuku simply focuses back in.
"-and, obviously, no killing or severe injuries are allowed! Anything to add Eraserhead?"
"...Don't let yourselves down."
"And with those inspiring words, let's get ready! Teams Bakugou and Yaoyoruzu, please return to the stands or your waiting rooms! We have ten minutes until the first fight will begin - strategise all you can little listeners! Cementoss!" he calls, and a cement wall suddenly bisects the arena between the two teams. This way neither group can see or hear the others. Good.
'First off, Monoma has Copy - I think he has a maximum of two or three copies, and they have a time limit of a few minutes, maximum six - we'll want to immobilise or disqualify him as soon as possible as he's the most versatile and unpredictable. Kendo - the ginger - has Big Fist which should be fairly straightforward. I'm probably best up against her - I think she'd break any ice. Shiozaki with her vine hair should be fine as she's doubly vulnerable to you Shou, and from what I've seen, her hand-to-hand is weak, so if Toshi or I get in close then that should also work. The taller blond has the softening quirk I mentioned from last round - I'm pretty sure he can direct it in straight lines, not just in circumferences. And Shouto, he'll likely be able to use it on your ice, so be careful of that. I think I'll be able to get in close to him though, particularly if you bridge me halfway.'
'How do we think they're going to start? Probably with their long-range, right?'
'I think so, yes. They'll want to finish this quickly - well, so do we - so I think they'll send the vines straight at us, in tandem with the softening. Testing the waters and hoping for a lucky 'out' early on.'
'So I ice the vines? What about the softening?'
'Well, I've got an idea about that...' And, within a few minutes, the three have a rough plan in place. Should their predictions be wrong, they've got some contingencies too, so they're feeling fairly confident. They're strong, and they trust each other. They'll be fine.
"Alright little listeners, you all ready?" Receiving nods, plus two loud affirmatives from the other side of the wall, Mic whoops and Cementoss takes down the wall, arena floor seamless once more. The seven teenagers turn to face each other, although none move yet, only staring at each other warily.
"Midnight, take it away!"
"You got it Mic! Right, I'm gonna count you kiddies in: three, two, one - FIGHT!" She yells with a crack of her whip and instantly, a thick, writhing blur of green comes rushing towards them. Izuku and Hitoshi dash to the sides, out of the way of the Shouto's ice that thunders forward and upwards, rising to meet the vines and locking them up in its freezing confines. Izuku doesn't give himself time to grin as he pelts forwards, noticing that - as predicted - the softening concrete is heading directly for Shouto. Good. His plan should work then. For now...
"The green one is this side!" Kendo calls as she races to meet him. As she gets close, her hands abruptly grow but Izuku was expecting it, and is experienced enough to pick up the physical tells in her posture. She's going for a left hook - logical, as it might well be forceful enough to swat him straight out of bounds. Except, just as she starts to swing, he jumps, landing on her arm and instantly bringing his leg round in a short kick to the side of her head. Kendo tumbles to the ground, semi-conscious. In contrast, Izuku lands lightly on the balls of his feet and pivots to face her once more. Hurrying, he grabs her by the ankles and unceremoniously throws her out of bounds, making sure that she lands as safely as possible. But then he's off again. One down, three to go. Or two, if Toshi has successfully trapped Monoma.
And indeed he has. Or well, actually, he has gone with a slightly different plan. Clutching Izuku's bo staff in hand, running down one side of the arena, Hitoshi has focused in on the arrogant snot who had dared to insult both his best friend and their teacher.
"Oh look, it's 1-A scum! What's your Quirk I wond-?"
"You're the scum! You're just a fucking bigot, aren't you?"
"I'm not! Your class is full-!" But Monoma's face has gone slack, hands dropping to his sides. Hah, shame Hitoshi can't give in to all of his petty urges and beat the stuffing out of the bastard.
"Stand by the edge of the arena," he commands, smirking as the blond does so. Then, malicious smile widening, he follows the blond and takes the time to whirl on the spot and deliver the hardest round-house kick he can to the bastard's slack face, knocking him straight out of bounds. Vaguely, he registers Present Mic screaming about 'two merciless take-outs from the silent assassins of 1-A!' but barely gives himself a moment of satisfaction at those words and the sight of a confused, barely conscious Monoma prone on the ground with what may or may not be a broken face, blood streaming from his now-crooked nose, before the insomniac is running off again. He and Izuku have two more people to fight.
Meanwhile, Shouto is quite contentedly letting himself sink partially into the softened cement of the arena. As Izuku had predicted, the Hononeki guy had targeted Shouto to try and stop him from getting into the fight. But just because he was their powerhouse, didn't mean he was the one that needed stopping. After all, he was already a rather stationary fighter and, as Izuku had pointed out to him whilst strategizing, being partially stuck into the physical arena floor was actually an advantage of sorts. It kept him anchored within the boundaries. And well, that saved him from creating a wall of ice behind them to do the same job. This was evidenced when, seemingly getting desperate, the vine girl managed to tear herself free of the ice, sending chunks of ice flying everywhere, that had captured her hair (???) and sent a fresh wave of them, covering almost the entire arena with the writhing thorns. Shouto couldn't see his friends, but trusting them to be fine, he simply hunkers down a little and brings up a shield of ice in front of him. He's solidly held by the ground that had reached his knees and barely sways with the power of the vines shooting past him on either side.
"And Shiozaki lets loose! Her vines are covering the entire arena! We can see that Todoroki is easily withstanding the onslaught! In fact, he's using his opponent's softening quirk to his advantage! As for Midoriya and Shinsou - well, we can't see them! Hey Nedzu, do we have some drones about?" comes Present Mic's cheery announcement and the heterochromatic boy fights the urge to roll his eyes. That was so helpful.
Turns out, Izuku was plastered flat on the ground and army crawling his way forward. Not the most dignified, but nobody could see him, so who cares? And if nobody could see him, then that included his opponents.
In truth, Hitoshi may or may not have nearly been blasted out of bounds by the sudden mat of vines that exploded out across the arena. It had taken a last second duck and anchoring himself with Izuku's bo staff, jamming it against the ground, to keep him in place, even as one shoulder and the side of his neck and face got painfully caught, clipped by the quick-moving thorns. But hey, nothing important got hit, even though his shoulder and neck in particular are stinging viciously, little cuts and scrapes bleeding sluggishly. But it doesn't hamper his movements and it doesn't feel like there were any thorns actually stuck in him - although it wasn't very easy to tell at a glance - so he would take it. Bent at the waist, Hitoshi swallows his pride and drops to his hands and knees, rolling Izuku's staff along with him as it would be far too awkward to carry it like this. Still, he's headed towards their opponents, so that's good enough for now.
Izuku however is already reaching the other team. Or what's left of them. Shiozaki is stood straight, eyes closed, hands held in seeming prayer at her chest, the strain of this mass area of effect attack obvious in her grimace and the sweat trailing down her face. Beside her, Honenuki is crouched, maintaining the softened strip that is no doubt still keeping Shouto in place, and would no doubt notice Izuku soon, judging by how the blond is watching the shadowed half-height arena that they have been plunged into. If only Izuku had his throwing knives with him, this would be over in about twenty seconds, max. But this was a school-sanctioned event against inexperienced students, not villains, and he needed to restrain himself, keep his fighting level appropriate, and certainly not use blades against them. Gritting his teeth in frustration - half with himself for being so inconsiderate - Izuku slowly shifts up into a crouch, analysing where Honenuki is looking and how observant he actually is. The bad news: he seems to be taking in every little detail. It's only some jagged ice and the shadows that Izuku has pressed himself into, low to the ground, that keep him hidden from view. So the minute he leaves his little bit of shelter he's fully expecting to be spotted by the other boy, and that'll put him straight into a fight. And at this distance, even if he should be able to dodge Honenuki's softening effects, it would be tricky to get in close enough to deal with them both, particularly if Shiozaki has enough presence of mind and control of her quirk to be able to target him too, even as she maintains the large-scale attack. So, he needs to get in quickly enough or stealthily enough to get in close. And unfortunately, he can't rely on Shouto or Hitoshi to act as distractions or back-up - Shouto is undoubtedly busy trying to overwhelm Shiozaki with his ice (difficult, with how the vines shift and writhe constantly) and, worst case, Hitoshi has been knocked out of the arena, although Izuku wants to have faith that his friend won't have been, if he was mid-fight there is a strong chance he will have been caught off guard. So, no relying on his team. Right. Izuku could do this. So what if he had to hold back? He'd balance it out, somehow, it was just a matter of timing it perfectly.
Waiting for the moment when Honenuki's attention started to swing back towards Hitoshi's side of the arena, Izuku darts forwards, staying low to the ground. His hands skim along the arena floor, amongst chunks of ice, rubble and decapitated thorns, and within a few seconds he's halfway to his opponents, ten metres covered, another three covered by the time Honenuki starts to properly react to him, the concrete darkening with how a swathe of it begins to soften, almost visibly rippling as it begins to liquidate. Fuck. He'd better get on with it. Hands bloody and slightly numb, Izuku tucks himself in a low aerial roll, successfully flying straight over the largest section of the fan-shaped soft concrete, one foot catching in the edges as he lands, but it's easy to use his momentum to keep on going and now he's in front of the enemy, chunk of ice in his hand that he jabs into the meat of their shoulder, taking the short cry of pain as a solid hit, bringing one leg up to jolt out a vicious kick that sends them flying back, head catching on vines that are suddenly going out of control. But the enemy - shit, no, idiot, the opponent, the student - is already falling out of bounds, and Izuku barely takes a second to confirm to himself that yes, Honenuki is out of the round, leaving only Shiozaki to fight. And damn, speaking of the girl, her vines are retreating fast enough for whiplash and Izuku has to tuck back into a lower crouch to avoid the writhing edges of the mat as it passes back overhead.
"Izuku!" And Hitoshi's voice is a relief to hear. Although Shiozaki seems to disagree as her eyes widen in something like panic, her vines almost limp around her body. She must have overexerted herself. Fuck yeah.
"Toshi, staff!" He yells, holding one hand out as he rises from his crouch. It only takes a moment for the slap of familiar hardwood to meet his palm and he grabs on, quick to spin it around and re-acquaint himself with the weight and balance, and just as Shiozaki seems to gather herself enough to send several vines lashing towards him, Izuku dodges lithely, stretching backwards in a neat back-bend, catching himself on his hands despite the grip on his bo staff, and springs back up to easily take out the girl's legs, catching the backs of her knees, then deliberately kicking her in the back so that her head doesn't smash into the concrete, but so that she also goes tumbling out of bounds. And that's it. It's done. They-
"AND THAT'S IT FOLKS! TEAM MIDORIYA HAS WON! In an impressive fight of tactics and counter-attacks, the 1-A trio has taken the first tournament fight by storm! And to have done so against the powerful 1-B team makes it an even more impressive feat! Eraserhead, aren't you proud of your students?"
"They should already know the answer to that."
"I'll take that as a yes! But honestly, what kind of stuff have you been teaching them? Midoriya might as well have an elasticity quirk!"
"That one came like that. And their determination, their inner-strenght, comes from hardship and heroic intentions. None of that's up to me."
"Always backing out of the limelight hey Eraserhead? But well done to both teams, we'll be re-playing some of the key scenes on our screens whilst we wait for the arena to get fixed up! Enjoy the re-runs listeners!" Mic chirps, as Midnight gestures at them all to leave. It doesn't take Izuku more than a few moments to crouch and scoop up both Shiozaki and Honenuki, lugging them both carefully over either shoulder, and he heads towards the nearest tunnel, studiously ignoring Mic's crows of sportsmanship. He pauses to wait for Shouto, who has brought Kendo along from where Izuku had knocked her out, Hitoshi still at his side. None of them hesitate to leave Monoma where he is. Meh, he's half-conscious already, he'll be fine. And maybe they're petty, but Izuku can't carry anyone else and after what the blond had said about his Dad, and himself too he supposed, Izuku wasn't going to ask his friends to pick him up either.
They're only a few metres down the corridor, away from the worst of the crowd's noise, when some medic-bots come rolling towards them, stretchers in tow. Six of them pause beside them, and the 1-B students are carefully deposited onto the stretchers. Then, with the medbots gone, Izuku finally turns to Hitoshi and Shouto with his full attention.
"We did it! It went so we- Toshi! You're bleeding, are you okay, it only looks superficial, does it hurt? Of course it hurts, we should get you to Recovery Girl - I'm so glad that her vines aren't toxic-"
"Izuku, green bean, I'm alright. They sting, but they're only superficial-" Hitoshi pauses as Monoma is wheeled past, even though the blond is clearly pretty out of it, before he goes on,
"She didn't get me too badly. I should have reacted quicker."
"Hitoshi," Shouto warns, tone deep with concern and reprimand. The insomniac only offers a smirk,
"Aw, come on Shou, I'm tough. I'll survive a planthead or two." The teasing gets them all grinning again, and Izuku doesn't even hesitate when he reaches for their hands and gently tugs them towards the temporary infirmary station. They'd won! And now he was going to get his friends checked over before they all went and sat somewhere quiet to watch the next match together. To see who they'd fight next because they'd won!
Shouto and Hitoshi, caught up in the same glee of success and warmth of their little trio, contentedly allow themselves to be dragged along, exchanging fond glances. So far, things couldn't be going better: no major injuries, no Quirk reveals. Now they'd just have another team to deal with and neither would be an easy fight... But first, they had some time to rest up.
Chapter 13: XI - Interactions
Summary:
Our boys sit with the class and have some actual interactions with them. And we get to watch the other two teams fight!
(our bois sit with the class and have some actual Interactions(TM) with them) was literally what I wrote in my notes for the entire contents/plan of this chapter and wow the internet has clearly corrupted me.
Notes:
Just so you all know for sure, here are the teams:
Team Midoriya - Izuku, Hitoshi, Shouto - advancing to semi-finals
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Team Monoma - Monoma, Kendo, Honenuki, Shiozaki - out in prelims
Team Yaoyoruzu - Momo, Ururaka, Iida, Kaminari - undecided
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Team Bakugou - Bakugou, Hatsume, Kirishima, Sero - undecided
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"You guys were so cool! Totally ruthless too!"
"So manly!"
"Well done!"
"Congrats guys, that was great!"
"That blond 1-B bastard got what was coming to him!"
Izuku, Shouto and Hitoshi had come up to their class' seating area expecting to be left largely alone as usual. They got on well enough with their class, but the three were pretty insular. Particularly as they favoured sign language. Admittedly, Kouda spoke exclusively in sign, but he had fallen in with Tokoyami and Shouji, who also understood it, although their sign-speaking was a bit rusty from what Izuku had seen. Jirou and, regrettably, Bakugou also knew sign, but neither used it often. And even though all three of them could and did speak aloud - Izuku practically never, almost always with a stutter; Shouto when necessary for school work, cool and calm; Hitoshi for hero training or sarcastic one-liners - they stuck to themselves for the most part. They liked their classmates (although both taller boys had picked up on the starburst scars on Izuku's shoulders and had needed to be talked down by Izuku several times, convinced not to attack a certain explosive blond - they still physically blocked him from even making eye contact and his Dad was observant enough to mandate them not being paired up in training, even if he had yet to push Izuku for explanations) and, after the USJ, trusted them all, up to a point. But that wasn't quite the same as socialising. So to come up to the stands and immediately be met with a round of congratulations was quite shocking.
"Thank you," Shouto offers, speaking for all three of them. Izuku nods along with a slightly wobbly smile.
"Of course! Oh, oh, I wanted to ask you at lunch but I didn't see you but Mido, how did you get such good balance? I've done gymnastics and dance for years and years and I couldn't run that easily across the wires!" Ashido is bouncing up and down in her seat, blatantly resisting the urge to run up to Izuku and veritably shake him for answers. The greenette keeps his smile and stumbles out,
"I did too, wh-when I w-was a kid. For the last f-f-few years I've-ve been doing parkour though and t-telephone wires are a lot th-th-thinner and bouncier th-than the chords, s-so, um, I guess it's j-just experience?"
"Wahh - so cool!" The girl squeals and Izuku manages not to flinch. Huh, she was being really nice. They all were.
"Wait," Jirou speaks up, from a few seats down,
"Did you just say that you can run on telephone wires?" And everyone seems to freeze as that sinks in.
"Uh, y-yes? Only short distances th-though."
"Shit dude, they're hella thin," the girl goes on, clearly impressed. Weird.
"S-so am I?" There's a round of giggles and snorts from his classmates and Izuku can't help but flush a little. Particularly as not one laugh sounds malicious. Wow, UA really is a good place because goddamn he's never met a group of people this nice before, not his age at least, even if half of them are down in their waiting rooms.
"Still though Mido, you're doing super well - you too Shinsou, Todoroki!" That voice is Hagakure's, he knows, even if he can only see her gym kit and trainers. The three of them exchange glances, but all nod to her in thanks.
"So wait Mido, what dance did you do? I focus on hip hop, ballet and jazz, but anything with lots of movement is great!"
"Oh, uhm, I used to do a l-lot of ballet and hip hop too. My f-favourite was modern though. And I've self-taught myself s-s-some other st-stuff."
"Cool! We should do some routines together some time!"
"Ah, y-yeh, th-that would be good!" And for all his stuttering, Izuku actually means that. Since being put into care, he's only ever danced by himself in empty rooms. And that's fun and useful and a stress-reliever, but it would be nice to have somebody to work with for once.
"Hey, why'd you stop though?"
"Ashido, don't be rude," Asui scolds lightly, causing the pink-skinned girl to flush magenta. Huh, cool. And maybe it'll be fine to answer this? They'll find out he's adopted sooner or later, so...
"My- My Mum d-died, and th-the home I was in wouldn't f-fund th-things like th-that."
"Aw, I'm so sorry Mido," Ashido cries, tears building up in her eyes, and Izuku is quick to cut her off,
"N-no, it's fine! I was e-eight anyway, s-so it was a long t-time ago now!"
"Still-!" Ashido starts, but Hagakure nudges her or something, judging by the movement of her shirt, and the girl quietens down. A silence falls over the class, a little awkward, until Izuku gathers the courage to speak once more, managing to shove aside his closing throat and rebellious tongue,
"It really is fine though, I mean, I got adopted and- and I have you guys now, right?" There's an instant round of agreements, all loud and heartfelt, and Izuku blushes a little again. He hadn't expected them to be this enthusiastic about the sentiment. And that flush deepens when, from either side of him, hands oh-so-gently interlace with his own. Dammit, why can't he just control himself better around people his own age? But, they're all being so nice, and he can't really regret being open with them when they're all so kind and fun...
"AAAAAAND we're back folks! Please welcome to the stage, teams Bakugou and Yaoyoruzu! These little listeners are a powerful bunch - seven are from 1-A, with some pretty versatile Quirks, along with the mad genius from support, Hatsume Mei! Together they're all bound to give us a good show, don't you think Eraserhead?" Izuku, and several of his classmates, laugh aloud when their homeroom teacher merely grunts in return. He seems even more low-energy compared to Present Mic. Still though, it doesn't put the voice hero off as he goes on,
"You all heard the rules last time, and nothing's changed little listeners, so Imma hand over to my lovely colleague Midnight!"
"Aw, thanks darling! Ready kiddies? Three, two, one - FIGHT!" And with another crack of her whip they're off. Yaoyoruzu is passing something - long rubber gloves? - to Iida, who pulls them on, almost up to his shoulders, revving his engines, scoops up Kaminari and is gone, headed straight past the charging Bakugou and Sero (the latter has a jetpack? something of Hatsume's no doubt) to target Kirishima and Hatsume who, whilst also running forwards, don't have the speed or maneouvrability of their two teammates. Iida races up to Hatsume and, despite their speed, Izuku can clearly make out the sparks that the blond is starting to give off and, as they approach the inventor, Kaminari reaches out and zaps her. The rubber gloves prevent the current jumping to Iida, who stops a little ways past the girl to deposit Kaminari and then turns back to face Kirishima, who in turn has halted his run to turn and help Hatsume. After all, several of her gadgets are sparking and smoking and she's shedding them with a pout. But Iida intercepts Kirishima, racing over to deliver a powerful kick to the hardened boy's chest. The redhead blocks. His feet leave shallow gouges in the concrete floor though, as he's forced to skid back a good half a metre. Iida, upon landing, goes in for another kick. This time, Kirishima manages to grab onto his ankle and attempts to throw him out of bounds. But momentum works against him and both boys stumble, disengaging, hesitating as they observe the other.
Meanwhile, Bakugou and Sero - the former screaming a distinctive 'DIEEEEE!' - are both heading straight for Yaoyoruzu and Ururaka. But, the girls are clearly prepared as, already, the taller has been creating what looks like a weighted chainlink net - not entirely unlike the one Izuku had made use of in the second round - and Ururaka is busy activating her Quirk on the weights before the two girls easily launch it up into the air, headed straight for their opponents. Bakugou, despite his impressive battle instincts, only manages to fire off a relatively weak blast at the net, hands having been preoccupied with keeping him in the air, and with Ururaka releasing her Quirk, the last second response isn't enough to keep the net from immediately dragging him down, snapping and snarling. Sero, with his limbs free to react, manages to pretty much dodge the net, although his side does get clipped by the weights, and he sends some tape straight at Yaoyoruzu. It latches on to her waist and arm, causing her to yelp, but as Sero goes to throw her out of bounds, a flash of light sees a knife appear out of the tall girl's skin and she quickly shears straight through the tape.
"Aw man," Sero pouts, but he is quick to send more out, this time in little bursts, clearly focusing on hampering her movements. And actually, it is quite a clever tactic because the more of it that sticks to the girl, the less exposed skin she can use her Quirk with. But, caught up in this, the dark-haired boy completely forgets Ururaka, until the girl is floating up behind him and lashing out with a staff, catching him right in the junction of his neck. And that's Sero knocked out. Ururaka and Yaoyoruzu share brief, vicious grins, before the shorter is releasing her Quirk to drop back to the arena floor, having activated her Quirk on Sero and shoved him towards Midnight, who nods in thanks as she catches the unconscious boy, who almost immediately comes back under gravity's pull.
But of course by now, Bakugou has wrangled his way free of the weighted net, and is advancing on the two girls slowly, teeth bared. Ururaka falls into an unpractised defensive stance - not bad, Izuku notes, considering the distinct lack of hand-to-hand training she's had - whilst Yaoyoruzu is brandishing her staff, returned to her by the brunette.
"I'm gonna fucking beat you two into the ground," the blond growls, and Izuku has to suppress a flinch at the unpleasantly familiar words, even heard from afar. Seeming to realise this, his two best friends tighten their grips on his hands - still gentle, but more grounding, more insistent now. Izuku spares a moment to smile up at each of them. He would sign a thank you, but he can't honestly bring himself to lose the comforting physical contact with them.
"I'd like to see you try, Baka-hoe." And holy shit has Izuku never mentioned that he fucking loves Ururaka? Because that was one of the best things he's ever heard. But now the three combatants are fighting. Ururaka and Yaoyoruzu dart in and out, managing to cover each other pretty well as they try to get in a few solid hits without being blasted completely out of bounds by the explosions. The two of them are wearing him down, even just relying on Quirkless fighting, but Izuku isn't honestly sure it'll be enough. Well, only time will tell.
Meanwhile, the other half of the teams are finishing up. Kaminari, despite being tripped by one of Hatsume's gadgets and then sent flying back by another one, has managed to shock her badly enough that the last of her 'babies' started to smoke. She stops fighting at that point, clearly having showcased her inventions, and tugs the over-Quirked Kaminari out of bounds with her, laughing loudly at his 'wheeee' face. Izuku almost winces in sympathy for the blond. On the other hand, Iida and Kirishima are still going. Judging by the developing bruises Iida sports, Kirishima has gotten a few good hits in. But, by the same token, the gouges in the arena floor show that the redhead hasn't had it easy either. It's like that thing... Immoveable object versus unstoppable force. Snorting at the thought, Izuku forces himself to pay attention as the vice president darts forward once more. But this time is to be the last as, just as he yells 'RECIPRO BURST' and shoots forward at an even greater speed, Kirishima manages to twist into the hit just right so that, when he again grabs ahold of the taller boy's ankle, he is this time able to use his momentum against him, and throw Iida out of bounds. Still, they were both pretty impressive, if you ask Izuku.
"And that's Iida out of bounds! We're down to two versus two here folks! And things are heating up!" Izuku has to forgive the pun, because Mic isn't wrong. Not entirely at least. Because Bakugou, still scowling fiercely, has just rocketed into the air once more, and is now spiralling down towards Ururaka and Yaoyoruzu. The girls, sharing a glance, scatter to either side. But they're not fast enough as Bakugou crashes in between them with a massive explosion, the concussive force cracking the concrete for a decent couple of metre radius and it sends them both flying. Ururaka, unable to catch herself with anything, no doubt aware that making herself weightless would only make it worse, can only tuck and roll as she hits the ground, protecting her head. She's out of bounds. And Yaoyoruzu, also largely unable to use her Quirk thanks to all the tape still stuck to her, can only dig her staff into the ground. It successfully catches into one of the cracks and she holds on, managing to crouch just within bounds. But, as she staggers fully upright, her eyes roll back, and then she's flat on her back, passed out. The fight is over.
"WOOOOOOOWWW! What an amazing showing from our little listeners! After an impressive, hot-blooded fight, I can announce Team Bakugou the winners! Guess what that means folks? You got it - Teams Midoriya and Team Bakugou are going to be facing off in the semi-finals! I hope you're looking forward to it, 'cause I certainly am!"
Oh, shit. Izuku really, really isn't looking forward to it.
So I've been doing some research, and Bakugou's explosions must be primarily concussive rather than heat, right? If only because most things that he explodes (people, ice, rubble etc) don't have a tendency to melt/ignite - they get scorched (so there is still some heat) but, primarily, they just get blown away, implying that pressure/kinetic force is actually the basis of his quirk, not necessarily explosives. (Although I think he definitely scarred Izuku and (with the lack of treatment involved) that would imply temperatures of around 50-70 degreesCelsius) I think pure - or at least fairly pure - nitroglycerin generally ignites into explosions of 5000degrees - which is about 114x the heat that it would take to start properly burning human flesh, not factoring in anything to do with concussive force (although somewhere else said it explodes at 214degrees so now I'm confused, but my point still stands - ah, no, I got it - it explodes at 214 and releases a heat of 5000). As such, he definitely doesn't sweat pure nitroglycerin but probably some kind of chemical compound containing trace nitroglycerin along with other stuff that stabilises his explosions to be more like TNT/dynamite which rarely ignites stuff, just, you know, explodes it. As such, he probably shouldn't be able to melt most stuff with it - unless of course it's actually a case wherein he can manipulate either the actual temperature or, more plausibly but in my opinion still unlikely, control the various concentrations of the different substances in his sweat, nitroglycerin included. 'Cause I was going to have Yaoyoruzu throw sheets of some metal at him that his explosions would melt and then have molten metal in his face until I realised that A) that is fucking brutal and B) his explosions genuinely shouldn't be hot enough to do that to most metals (only Phospherus, 'cause we're not counting the weird little outlier of mercury) so uh yeh we cancelled that (although I'm still kinda in love with the basic idea itself, even if it is a bit extreme for a Sports Festival fight).
Also, Bakugou should be incredibly weak to ice, and even just to a chilly day, as nitroglycerin actually freezes at 13 degreesCelsius, which isn't really all that cold (I think it's around 50 degrees Farenheit?) - this only further supports the whole 'nitroglycerin based compound sweat' as other chemicals being bonded to the nitroglycerin could lower its freezing point to something more resistant, but it probably also depends on how Bakugou actually ignites his sweat, as the method might bypass the freezing point issue. I don't really know...
Ah, sorry for the random Quirk Science (TM) rant, but eh. I wanted to share my findings!
Notes:
Oh, and I don't think I ever mentioned it before, but Yaoyoruzu is Class President whilst Iida is Vice President. Izuku - for all his capabilities - is far from outgoing in class, at least whilst he's still not very comfortable with them all, and the whole not talking thing didn't really get him any votes either, to be honest. Not that he's disliked! It's just that he was a bit of a cryptid at that point - still is for now really.
Chapter 14: XII - Tyrant Takedown
Summary:
Aaaaaaand we're finally at the Team Midoriya VS Team Bakugou. Cheer for our bois; they'll need it! ;)
(Also, yes, this is early, but I just finished writing it and have no self-restraint 'cause I really, really, really wanna see you guys' reactions to this chapter!)
Notes:
Oh, and just a reminder for weekly readers, Bakugou's team is himself (obviously), Kirishima, Hatsume and Sero. But also remember that a lot of Hatsume's gadgets got damaged during their last match.
Also, I so nearly split this into two, but I thought you guys would kill me if I left it where I was going to, so I figured I'd post it all as one very-slightly longer chapter... Love to you all - enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Leaving their waiting room, Izuku yet again finds himself in between his two taller friends. All three of them have sombre expressions, but there is an eagerness there that would be hard to miss. This fight is going to be difficult. Incredibly so. But Izuku can't deny that some part of him is relishing in his own fear; he's terrified of Bakugou in a way that's hard to explain, and yet he wants to fight the blond. He wants - needs - to prove to himself that he is worthy, that he can protect himself and others. And what better way to do that than fighting his eternal tormentor? Kami, he needs therapy.
His bitter bark of laughter at that thought earns him matching raised eyebrows from Toshi and Shou. He smiles a little in return,
"We all need therapy."
"You said it," Hitoshi deadpans, and all three of them laugh a little more at that. But then they reach the end of the tunnel, a single step until they're in the light, and they all pause. Deep breath in. Let go of each others' hands. And then, as one, they step forward, out of the shadows, to the riotous cheers and chanting of the crowd, sunlight blinding, Present Mic's voice ringing out over the din,
"And here we have our terrifying trio of 1-A! These boys have fought hard and fast, showing great skills both with and without obvious Quirks, and even better skills in hand-to-hand! Buuuuuut, will it be enough to best the tempestuous team of four that they're facing? I don't know folks, this could go either way!" And Present Mic is right, this really could go either way. But Izuku, Hitoshi and Shouto have a plan, several in facts, and are confident in both themselves and each other. They will be fine, they will. And they'll win. No matter what, they're going to win, Izuku is sure of it.
But then he sees Bakugou on the opposite side of the arena and, for a long, long moment, his heart stops, stutters, dies and restarts within a second. And he allows the beginnings of a Cheshire grin to cross his face. Glancing down at their friend, Shouto and Hitoshi are glad to see the expression emerging. It bodes well.
"You all know the rules kiddies," Midnight calls. Present Mic must have finished his own spiel.
"Three, two, one - FIGHT!" In a second, ice bursts forth across the arena. It covers almost every inch in a thin, reflective cover of highly slippery ice, but it is the pathways that he creates that are the true aim. Four towering walls spring up, smooth-sided, forming two distinct passageways across the arena, floors ice-free, Hitoshi and Izuku already sprinting down one each. They force the other team to either waste energy breaking down the thick walls or to funnel down the paths. And it has the added bonus of making the other team, all four of them, falter for a long few seconds, uncertain. The terrain has completely changed. And when Bakugou charges forwards, headed for Izuku's tunnel and beginning to explode it into chunks, Sero is swinging over the ice field towards Shouto, whilst Hatsume and Kirishima targeted Hitoshi's tunnel, using their Quirks and some kind of concussive gadget to open up their end of that tunnel, all three of the team begin to smile, unable to help themselves, because they had expected no different.
Hitoshi, rapidly approaching his opponents, is quick to call out,
"You call that an invention? Kind of pathetic, isn't it?" Hatsume, even as Kirishima tries to warn her, immediately retorts,
"Huh?! Can't you see the magnificence of my wonderful babies?!" And then she freezes, limbs going lax, standing with a vacant look in those piercing yellow eyes.
"Cross the arena borders, then remotely disable any of your teammates' gadgets." The girl complies, eyes still vacant, some kind of grips on her shoes apparently keeping her from falling on the ice, but before Kirishima can go after her to try and knock her out of Hitoshi's control, the insomniac is darting forwards, lashing out with a kick that catches the redhead off-guard and thus only halfway Hardened. Accordingly, Kirishima stumbles, falling to one knee, his cheekbone already reddening - ironically enough - with a guaranteed bruise. Shinsou smirks down at him, playing up an admittedly malignant aura, taunting,
"Bit slow, weren't you? Not very manly." His eyes gleam as the shark-toothed boy opens his mouth to reply, own eyes blazing, but just as abruptly Kirshima snaps his mouth shut again. Damn, Hitoshi would not like to get his fingers caught in between those teeth.
"And Hatsume Mei has left the arena! That puts the little listeners in a three-on-three fight folks! But who will be the next to go down?" And damn, Mic really is hyping the crowd up as they whoop and cheer. Hitoshi can only grin further. So far, so good.
Meanwhile, Shouto has created himself a little platform of ice. Well, not quite so little at around five metres above the ground, allowing him to see down the length of his passages, ensuring that neither Hitoshi nor Izuku need back-up. Plus, it makes it harder to reach for Sero, who they had assumed would come after him, considering the manoeuvrability of his Quirk. Izuku hadn't been wrong. Nor had he been wrong to say that it was easy for Shouto to send two spikes of ice, ends blunted to prevent any accidental stabbings, straight at the brunette who was swinging himself right up to Shouto's platform, tape catching onto the ice structure quite easily. But, as soon as those icicles came into contact with Sero, they veritably exploded, their sudden increase in mass counteracting the boy's momentum, the intense cold jamming up his elbows even as the ice physically encased both of his arms, leaving him to hang in the air, suspended by the mass of ice that was already creaking and splintering. And when it breaks, there is a ramp to catch him, sending Sero skittering all the way back across the arena, sliding on the icy floor, until he crosses the borders.
"And that's Sero out! In a masterful move from our resident ice prince Todoroki Shouto, Team Midoriya has more than evened out the numbers! Better keep watching listeners, 'cause this fight is suuUUUUPER!" But Shouto tunes out the continued announcement as he focuses on Izuku. He and Bakugou have reached each other now, but are merely staring the other down. And the heterochromatic boy has a bad feeling about this.
"Deku, I'm gonna fucking kill you, you know. You haven't fucking died yet, so I guess I'm just gonna have to fucking take your shitty ass down my-fuckin-self."
And something in Izuku whimpers and cowers just at that voice, at the spiteful words that he has heard day in and day out for years - for a decade - and that never fail to wound him, somewhere between his heart and lungs, somewhere that hurts, but the rest of Izuku is roaring and raging with a spine of steel, shadowed eyes and bloody hands. With scars from protecting people. He isn't just the scared, useless, weak little Quirkless kid. He hasn't been for a long time, even if a small part of him will always be a hurt child, because he is more than that now. He has people that love him, and that he loves back. So Izuku doesn't allow his fighting stance to falter. Nor does he flinch when Bakugou flexes his hands, little explosions popping and spluttering. Instead, Izuku stretches his mouth wide, toothy Cheshire grin overtaking his face, and revels in the slight hesitation that comes over the blond.
Then Izuku lunges.
Within a blink, he is shooting forwards, bo staff in hand, well ahead of the exploding right hook that comes swinging for him, staff jabbing out to strike the inside of Bakugou's elbow even as Izuku is twisting, tucking his limbs in close as he almost spins himself directly into Bakugou's chest, his knee lashing out at the last second to jab into his opponent's solar plexus and then Izuku is darting away, grin somehow growing at the breathless howl of pain from the blond. In the space of about five seconds, Izuku had-
"Looks like a nasty elbow dislocation there! Midoriya is ruthless as ever, and has clearly targeted Bakugou to prevent him using his Quirk! What do you think Eraserhead? Was that a good move, or too dirty?"
"I think that it was a perfectly logical move. Unlike a dislocated shoulder, an elbow is far trickier to put back into place yourself, particularly halfway through a fight. And disabling the Quirk of an enemy, particularly someone who is reliant upon a strong one like Bakugou, is the ideal tactic and one that will prevent the most collateral damage in a real life scenario."
"You would know Eraser!" The main announcer cackles, the sound reverberating around the stadium, and Izuku can't help but snigger a little. And if his heart swells a little with the - to him at least - blatant pride from his Dad, well, can you blame him? Unfortunately though, Bakugou has clearly registered both Izuku's amusement and the commentary, and his pained scowl has morphed into an utterly furious one.
"Fucking Deku - DIIIIIEEEEEE!" he screams, and Izuku is dodging backwards, avoiding explosions from the blond's left arm, his right hanging fairly lax at his side. And Izuku is fine, he's doing well, not taking a single hit, until one explosion just gets too close to his face. The heat and concussive force send him stumbling back, eyes blurring with overlapping images, too many explosions over too many years doing too much damage, and it's all he can do ricochet himself up and over the passageway walls, landing steadily on the icy floor of the open arena area, breathing beginning to hitch. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He can't- a panic attack right now would be so fucking awful- why did that have to- fucking hell- He can still hear Bakugou screaming through the metre-thick ice wall, but Izuku simply focuses on breathing, admittedly still retaining a fighting stance, watching the warped flashes of yellow-red light through the ice, vaguely registering that Shouto is sliding down Sero's ramp from earlier, headed towards Izuku. Presumably, Hitoshi is still fighting Kirishima then...
And indeed he is. The two have been exchanging blows for a good minute or two already. Or rather, Kirishima has been charging forwards, swiping at the insomniac, a few punches clipping the taller boy, but nothing landing solidly. Good, in Hitoshi's opinion, because he can admit to himself that a full-on hit from a hardened Kirishima would have a good chance of putting him out of commission. And when Izuku was fighting Bakugou, there was no way that he could afford to be out of the round. Regardless, Hitoshi had been ducking and weaving around the redhead's attacks, and getting in a few kicks of his own. They weren't doing a lot, but he couldn't afford to punch the other boy and bust his knuckles up, so kicks it was. So whilst Hitoshi certainly isn't losing, he isn't winning either. Dammit, he needs to do something... Ah, that should work. A truly Izuku-idea.
As Kirishima swings out another punch, Hitoshi deliberately leaps high, barely managing to get above the strike that shatters the already-damaged ice wall backing onto the main arena, and the insomniac kicks Kirishima in the nose, using the force of his own hit to tumble backwards, out of the passageway, and skids and slides on the ice floor without falling, eventually regaining enough balance to veritably skate away, heading straight for where he noticed Izuku and Shouto out of the corner of his eye.
"Peppermint - ice him!" And even with the spontaneous nickname, Shouto spins to face them and sends a wave of ice straight at Kirishima, who has only just begun to follow Hitoshi. Instantly, the redhead is encased up to the neck in thick ice, trapping him closely enough to prevent any movement. And with no movement, he won't gather enough force to break out.
"And Kirishima has been iced over folks! Looks like our favourite redhead isn't getting out of that mini-glacier any time soon! And that puts Team Bakugou at one against three! Is there any way for the most explosive student in these halls to win?"
But what neither Shouto nor Hitoshi have noticed, between attacking Kirishima and the din of Present Mic and the crowd, is that the ice behind them is also shattering. And Bakugou is rocketing straight for Izuku.
"DIIIIEEEEEE!" The two boys spin, but it's already too late. Izuku, still half-caught in memories and panic, barely reacts when an exploding palm is shoved right at his head and he is catapulted back several metres, landing in a rough skid on the icy floor, silent, yet the blood dripping from his face is all too telling.
"Izuku!" Two voices cry out, more than alarmed, completely unaware of Mic's crowing commentary, as they rush to their friend's side, blatantly ignoring the blond boy who is panting, smile vicious, in front of a mound of shattered ice.
"Izuku, green bean, you're okay, Kami, you're gonna be okay," Hitoshi murmurs, sounding panicked even to his own ears as he and Shouto help their friend to his wobbly feet.
"You really fuckin' thought you could stand up to me, shitty Deku bastard? Well that'll show you!" And Bakugou's growl has both Shouto and Hitoshi snapping round to face him. Little flickers of ice and flame begin to crackle through the air and Hitoshi lets go of Izuku.
"You're weak, Kaachan," the insomniac taunts. And...
"HAAAAHHHH?! I just bea-" Success.
"Stay still."
The two boys stalk forwards, side by side, cats prowling towards vulnerable prey. Behind them, Izuku is stood, breaths hitching, footing uncertain, but blearily watching on all the same as Hitoshi and Shouto approach his tormentor. They don't hesitate as they share a satisfied smirk and, in perfect tandem, punch Bakugou, one hitting him in the throat, one in the nose, utterly unable to deny themselves the vindictive joy of seeing him choke, nose broken, jerking back and spluttering, cradling his injuries with his one working hand. Still moving in sync, they take seven immaculate steps back until they are flanking Izuku, although still slightly in front of him. Protective. From the corners of their eyes, they watch as their partner fully regains a steady footing and smiles through the burn and blood as he briefly squeezes their shoulders.
"And in perfect harmony, Shinsou and Todoroki have defended their teammate! What a beautiful scene, don't you think Eraserhead?" But Izuku is paying zero attention to his Dad's response - doubtless only a grunt - as he moves forwards, beyond his friends, and falls into an easy fighting stance, waiting for Bakugou to focus back on him. He can do this. With Toshi and Shou at his back, his Dad always close, he knows he can do this. It's been a long time coming after all.
"You- you useless fucking shit, I- I'm gonna wipe the fuckin'- fuckin' floor with you," Bakugou grinds out, faltering as his throat gives out, already beginning to bruise, and blood from his nose catches in his mouth. Toshi and Shou really did a number on him. It makes facing him a lot less terrifying; this is not the same as their younger years, and it never will be again. Izuku is sure of that.
Still though, Izuku takes a moment to assess himself before Bakugou can attack. He's sore all over, his back is all scratched up, and he can't see out of his right eye. Ringing thunders through his head and he can barely hear. No doubt that entire side of his head is burnt and bloody, but it just feels numb. His balance is a bit off too. Oh, and his staff is on the floor beside him. Okay, he can work with this. Pointedly, he kicks his staff gently behind him, to Hitoshi's feet, who picks it up as he and Shouto back away some. His friend doesn't question him though. Good.
And then, before he can freak out, Izuku shifts his stance as though in pain, inviting an attack. Bakugou indulges him, immediately rushing forwards, left hand poised to strike. And he's aiming for the gap in Izuku's defence, at his ribs, too caught up in rage to register that the opening is very, very intentional. As the exploding palm extends towards Izuku's side, the greenette's knees flex, before he easily kicks up and off of the ice floor, nary a slip or slide, and flips straight over mid-air, bringing down a devastating axe-kick to the blond's neck. And then Bakugou is unconscious, prone on the floor, Izuku landing neatly on his back. Holy shit, he just took out Bakugou-
"AAANND that is it folks! Team Midoriya, with an absolutely epic final takedown, have won the semi-finals! What a truly stunning display of tenacity and support from their team! Despite starting with less members, they were utterly relentless and with a combination of strategy and raw skill, have secured their places as Sports Festival finalists! These little listeners are ones to watch, y'all! Now, as they all get seen to and the arena gets cleaned up, let's enjoy some of the most awesome moments again, hey Eraser?" But Aizawa doesn't reply. He's already headed to the arena's infirmary. He's got a brat to check on after all.
A quick strategy explanation: one of Bakugou's teams greatest advantages is their maneouvrability, so our boys needed to limit that and force some hand-to-hand combat, where Toshi and Izu do best. And to do that, they created two hallways extending about 3/4 across the arena, each about four metres wide, walls about a metre thick, with pretty much no ice on the floor. This gives enough room for Izuku and Hitoshi to dodge and move around, but still limits their opponents' movements. They knew that Bakugou would go after Izuku, and from there they could roughly predict that Sero would avoid the passages given a choice - hence Shouto staying out in the open. Additionally, as the only truly long-range fighter in their team, it was important to keep Shouto's actions flexible, hence hanging back on a platform of his own until some of their opponents had been taken out and Izuku needed help. Thus, he was able to deal with Sero, who followed Izuku's predictions pretty much perfectly, and was prepared to send more ice wherever it might need to be.
Meanwhile, they figured that neither Kirishima nor Hatsume would probably go into the same tunnel as Bakugou - Hatsume because she wants to shine by herself, to show her babies off, not be overshadowed by the blond, whilst Kirishima would be doing the noble thing of letting Bakugou fight his own battle whilst backing him up from the sidelines (god, Kiri is adorable, I feel bad for literally beating him up in this!) by focusing on Hitoshi. And having observed how talkative Hatsume is, our boys knew that it should be fairly easy for Toshi to take her out quickly. And he should be able to hold his own Kirishima for a little while, until he manages to take him out or Izuku or Shouto can back him up - as Shouto did.
The last bit was far from planned though. Instead of a quick takedown or getting Shouto to blast Bakugou out of bounds... well, Izuku knew he might fall into the beginnings of a PTSD episode (no, he didn't tell the others that, he didn't want them to worry or try to change the plans), but he genuinely thought that he would push straight through it and just be fine - basically he underestimated his own trauma (which was kinda very dumb but considering his self-esteem, far from surprising - the darling needs some cuddles and therapy if you ask me). And it took blatant support from his friends to get him back on track. But it all turned out alright, so! A win in their books - literally. Dadzawa might not be too happy though...
Notes:
So, I hope I've done this fight justice. I thought quite a bit about several things:
Bakugou is not infallible - he has a hella strong quirk and brilliant battle instincts, but Izuku in particular is unpredictable and Bakugou allows himself to fall into the same old patterns, lulled there by his own pride and strength - it makes him a bad match-up against a quick-thinker like Izu; and
secondly, our boi is traumatised - not only has he been relentlessly bullied all his life, but he has also seen people die, saved people from dying, been orphaned and nearly died himself - he has been through an awful lot at a young age and whilst he is generally fairly well-adjusted with only-slightly-questionable coping mechanisms of vigilantism, there are untold amounts of trauma and resultant PTSD. So, when exposed to a severe trigger, he can falter and stumble like he did in the fight. This will happen, no matter how strong - both mentally and physically - he is. If he was attacked by explosions whilst patrolling as Kidilante, the same may well happen - it isn't him acting weak at school, or even a plot device, it's just Izuku being traumatised and reacting accordingly.
But still, Izuku is the epitome of a survivor, particularly when he has others that he trusts to support him - in this case Toshi and Shou. And that allows him to get back up, push past everything that his mind and body scream at him, and just. keep. going. He's a strong little greenbean and that will get recognised! And then there was also balancing having Izu stand up for himself, and Toshi and Shou being there to defend him and show him that he's not alone. I really wanted to have both in here, so hopefully you guys saw that! Let me what you thought!Love to you all, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 15: XIII - Between Rounds
Summary:
Resting and recuperating before the final round... lots of Dadzawa, basically.
(And I wasn't meant to update today, but as it's fairly short, I thought I'd post it now anyways - enjoy!)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Aizawa Izuku, I never know if you are the cleverest or dumbest person I know but right now I am leaning heavily towards the latter," Aizawa says, almost the moment he's burst into the infirmary, all quick movements and silent feet, and can see that only Izuku and his friends are conscious. And fuck, he's furious. Livid, actually. Yet still signing along with himself, clearly aware of the bandages over Izuku's right ear.
"You deliberately chose, despite knowing full-well how you react to explosions, to put yourself in a dangerous position that was triggering for you when I couldn't help you." And oh, that was what this was about. Whoops?
'Sorry Dad, but I needed to do it.'
"Kid, I get that, I do, but couldn't you have waited until it was a more controlled environment? You know I would have facilitated it, when we agreed that you were ready."
'I- yeh, but it just felt right I guess. Never waste an opportunity, right?'
"Don't twist my words back onto me, Problem Child. You're such a little shit, I swear." But despite the seemingly harsh words, Aizawa still moves to carefully sit on the edge of his kid's bed, a gentle hand coming up to cradle a freckled left cheek, tilting Izuku's head until the man can see the red areas of skin peeking out around the edges of the bandages, hair singed and short.
"That was a nasty hit, huh kiddo?" Izuku merely closes his eyes, nuzzling into that warm rough, palm. Aizawa lets out a little sigh, somewhere between fond and exasperated, and strokes his thumb soothingly across a delicate cheekbone.
"Take a nap kiddo. I'll make sure you're awake in time for the finals, alright? You've done well. I'm proud." And Izuku doesn't even protest as he's nudged to lay back against the pillows, his Dad's capture weapon carefully deposited around his neck. Then Aizawa stands and draws the curtain, separating Izuku from the rest of the room, including the other team, finding both of his kid's friends staring at him, even if Shinsou at least has the decency to try and be discrete about it.
"I'm not impressed with you two for going along with his idiocy," he begins, tone menacing, and is satisfied to see them both flush a little in embarrassment, fidgeting in their seats, although neither flinch from him - good, the perfect balance.
"But," he goes on,
"I can see why you did. Not to mention that he's pretty damn persuasive, the brat. So there'll be no punishments this time - for any of you. I expect seeing Izuku like that will be more than enough for all of us; and on that note, I should thank you both for punching Bakugou when I couldn't." And if Aizawa lets his Cheshire grin out a little with that, neither of the teens are going to tell on him. Particularly when they're smirking too. Kami, punching Bakugou had felt so good, and it was made even better when Izuku had re-gathered his strength and knocked the blond out himself.
"Now, I need to speak to Recovery Girl. If I'm not back over here in half an hour, then wake Izuku up and get him to leave my catpure scarf with the nurse. Your match is in about forty minutes." The two give deep nods in lieu of bows as their sensei leaves the bed areas, pulling the large curtain shut behind him, and moves over to Recovery Girl's desk by the door, out of clear earshot.
"Chiyo, how bad was it?"
"It wasn't good Shouta, I'll be honest. Far from the worst burn he's had, but still a nasty one all the same. I was able to treat it quickly enough that it shouldn't scar, fortunately, although he's lost some hair and for now everything is only half-healed; he was adamant that he was going to fight in the finals, which hardly surprised me, hence the bandages. Regardless of my treatments, he should keep the bandages on for at least another 24-hours, understood? And you'll want to do something with his hair afterwards. Professional, preferably."
"And his vision?" If there was anything that Aizawa knew was important, it was eyesight.
"His pupils are still responding correctly - most of the detonation itself affected the side of his head, so he'll be light-sensitive for a little while, you'll need to watch out for migraines, and his eardrum was perforated, which I focused most of my healing on, but otherwise he really should be fine, physically. And if he's not too exhausted after the final, I'll have another session with him."
"Right. Thank you Chiyo," Aizawa breathes, slumping further into the wall, one hand coming up to cover his face, missing the constant weight and ability to hide his expressions in his capture weapon. But it helps Izuku sleep, so...
"You're always welcome Shouta, you know that. You're both very lucky."
"You're telling me," he huffs. Because for all that his brat can be an imbecile sometimes, Aizawa knows he is incredibly blessed to finally be sharing his home with his Problem Child, after nearly three years of having spent patrols with the teen. And whilst it was absolutely bloody awful to have to sit in that announcer's booth, ignoring Hizashi's concerned glances and fighting the urge to just break the glass - fuck if he cared that it was bulletproof, he'd have managed - and jump straight into the arena to kick Bakugou into the fucking sun for the trauma Izuku had suffered, it had still been ridiculously satisfying to watch Izuku stand back up and trick the blond into a foolish attack before easily dispatching him in one seamless move. And all with a serious head wound. Kami, his kid...
"Right. I'll go sit with him, if you don't mind."
"Of course not Shouta. It's just good to see you boys looking after each other; warms my poor old heart."
"You'll go on long beyond any of us Chiyo."
"And you'd better remember that." But despite the chiding words, Recovery Girl's tone is undeniably fond. She's spent nearly twenty years patching him up after all, and a good two helping Izuku, trusting Shouta enough to leave the brat's mask on every time. They're very fortunate to have her Quirk and wisdom at their disposal. Not to mention her common sense. Huh, he'd have to remember to get her a fruits basket or something, maybe even one of those fancy alcohol hampers, she did like good quality sake after all. And whiskey. At this point she definitely deserved something...
Slipping back past the main curtain, Aizawa offers a brief nod to the quietly conversing Shinsou and Todoroki, but heads straight back to Izuku, pulling his sleeping bag out of nowhere to settle against the wall. There aren't any visitors chairs, but he's sat in worst places before. With a sigh, he pulls out his phone and begins to check back over Nedzu's proposed schedule changes for Izuku, post the Sports Festival. He doesn't trust 'Tactics and Analysis'. It has a very ominous ring to it, considering just how good Izuku already is at dissecting Quirks and, to a lesser but still significant degree, people; being taught by Nedzu will only strengthen that and as brilliant as that will be for Izuku, Aizawa can already feel a headache coming on for the inevitable chaos. Izuku is already a brat. It's definitely going to get worse... Not to mention that Hizashi will probably be pouting for weeks over losing all bar one of his English lessons with the kid. And having to come in half an hour earlier for Nedzu to give Izuku tasks to complete during regular staff meetings won't necessarily be a bad thing, but ugh... It's a lot of effort. Still, it's for his kid's progress, so there's no way he wouldn't go along with his rat bastard of an employer. Although-
"Aizawa?" A quiet voice calls, a familiar head of dark hair poking around the curtain.
"Tsukauchi, hey. I'll join you," he offers, jerking his chin towards to Izuku's sleeping form. The detective nods, retreating, and, after checking over his Problem Child once more, Aizawa abandons his sleeping bag to join his friend.
"He's doing well."
"He is," Aizawa allows, and barely manages to restrain the smile that threatens to twitch at his lips; judging by the gleam in Tsukauchi's eyes, he notices. Kami, why does he bother having friends?
"And I suppose he's largely alright? It looked like a nasty hit, but it's pretty much the only one he's taken the whole tournament."
"Perforated ear drum was more or less the worst of it, although Chiyo healed that right up. Bandages for a day or so. No more scars."
"Good to hear then, overall." They sit in comfortable silence for a long few seconds, both caught in thoughts of Izuku taking far worse injuries in the past.
"That blond kid is the main bully, huh? Bakugou Katsuki."
"Yes," Aizawa replies, curt, a fierce scowl suddenly in place,
"If I couldn't see the improvements that Bakugou's making in every area but those directly relating to Izuku, he'd have been out from the first day. His anger therapy has been helping," he sighs, "Unfortunately." The dark mutter doesn't go unheard by the detective, who looks caught between agreeing and admonishing him.
"He's only a child, I suppose."
"That's what Izuku said the one time I asked him about it. Clammed right up afterwards though."
"Hm. Difficult situation."
"You don't say. But I can keep them separated day to day, so for now it has to do. And I'm getting around to finding Izuku a couple of therapists to try talking to, once he's ready. And when we've got the time," the hero confides, and Tsukauchi nods in concurrence.
"Good. He needs it."
"They all do. There's a reason this class has actual potential, and it's not their Quirks." The shorter man hums quietly at that, then shakes his head and visibly brightens a little,
"Well, they've got about twenty-five, thirty minutes before they're back on. Do you want some company?"
"I'm fine, got some emails to answer. See you Saturday?" Their schedules always overlap then.
"Saturday," Tsukauchi promises with a smile, then leaves. Aizawa doesn't hesitate to return straight to his sleeping bag at Izuku's bedside. The kid will be glad to know that Tsukauchi bothered to visit him at least, little things like that never cease to amaze him.
For some reason, I never actually knew/looked up UA's schedules, classes etc? I've just been making it up in my head, and will continue to do so. Hope nobody minds! So that stuff makes sense, here's an explanation of 'my UA structure', if you will:
(please ignore the typos - what is combines science??? - I literally put this schedule together in about five/ten minutes whilst eating pizza)
Maths – vi - Ectoplasm
English – vi - Mic
Combined Sciences (Physics/Biology/Chemistry) – vi – Snipe (Biology and Physics) / Thirteen (Physics and Chemistry)
Heroic Ethics & Law – v - Aizawa
Japanese/ Modern Literature – vi - Cementoss
Heroic Art History – v – Midnight (crosses over with literal art and with her history lessons and even elements of ethics, religion, economics etc)
Physical Education – v – whoever, most often Hound Dog, Aizawa or Snipe (physical ed. is often more about building up and maintaining healthy physique, sometimes includes theoretical lessons on nutrition, muscles etc)
Humanities – vi – Midnight/Thirteen (History), Vlad King (Geography)
Heroics - All Might and Aizawa, with other teachers as necessary/appropriate
Core classes have six time-tabled slots, the more specialised heroics-department lessons have five and these are effectively electives which change each school year, albeit they are mandatory. Other departments will have different subjects and other teachers (typically non-heroes, though still experts), e.g. support course will have one for business management, one for advanced physics/mechanics and the third for the laws surrounding support tech and materials (equivalent to zawa’s hero ethics n laws) – management have another ethics/law, plus economics and marketing/media (they specialise further in second/third year such as the canon venture capitalism) – general education have several options to aim towards specific colleges and career paths (e.g. like GCSEs/A-Levels in UK or electives (??) in the US) such as economics, fine art, psychology, Chinese, computer science and so on.
Support course has Power Loader and other support experts, some retired inventors, along with the standard gen. course teachers (all highly qualified experts in their fields, but standard teachers all the same) for most core subjects (e.g. their science and maths is taught by their department teachers). Similarly, management have leading economists and even highly-successful marketing campaigners in combination with some standard gen. ed teachers (e.g. maths, english and history by theirs, others by gen.ed). For the gen.ed electives, there are again leading experts in their fields (like university professors, pretty much)
Heroics itself isn't always combat training - first term, there is a focus on team exercises, rescue/first aid and basic hand-to-hand. Second year sees the beginning of specialisations, but still elements of all heroics, with more advanced techniques in every element, including weapons and more experimentation/development of support tech. Third year prioritises specialisation and real-world experience, with guest pros coming to train with specific groups of students and so on.
In essence, UA is, unsurprisingly, incredibly prestigious, even for those in management or general education. The expertise and contacts of teachers across all subjects affords students opportunities for industry experience, specialised talks and cutting-edge research that many other schools would be unable to offer.
Notes:
Mon-Fri:
8:30 - 9:30 - Homeroom (often used for announcements, homework help, preparatory studying etc)
9:30 - 10:30 - Lesson 1
10:30 - 11:30 - Lesson 2
11:30 - 12:10 - Break/recess (most students just stay in class with an occasional walk/snack-run)
12:10 - 1:10 - Lesson 3
1:10 - 2:10 - Lesson 4
2:10 - 2:55 - Lunch
2:55 - 3:00 - Second homeroom (literally just a register/checking that the kids are good for likely heroics class)
3:00 - 4:00 - Lesson 5 (if heroics is scheduled, lasts until 5:00)Sat:
1:00 - 3:30 - heroics/exercise/training (varies, and sometimes doesn't occur)This works within a fortnightly schedule - eg they have a Week A and a Week B to balance out all of their subjects.
Their average day is longer than most schools I know, but it does include about 2hrs of break/homeroom, the latter of which accommodates helping with homework, to ensure they still have time and support necessary. Other courses tend to have shorter days with no Saturday lessons (barring Support, which does, although it's often optional)
When applying, the kids and parents are made fully aware of the rigorous schedule and are informed how important it is that yes, the students are still teens, but they need to maintain good diets and sleeping schedules, else the school will be forced to intervene (although there are also provisions for helping those with money struggles or the like, helping students like Ururaka afford enough meat and other more expensive foods to get sufficient and appropriate nutrients).
Chapter 16: XIV - Finale
Summary:
Starts soft, then gets violent, then (surprise surprise) fluff again. Fight on!
(Today was meant to be an Overactive update, but dammit I wanted to give you guys the final fight so badly that I couldn't help myself! Next week, I'll definitely go back to my usual update schedule of every Tuesday, rather than the mish-mash of this week! Enjoy everyone; love you guys!)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Izuku, kiddo, you need to wake up now," Aizawa mutters, a gentle hand coming to card through those green curls, carefully staying on the left side of Izuku's head, scrutinising the minute expressions that can be seen despite the bandages as his kid comes round, making sure that he isn't in too much pain. And whilst the teen does groan a little upon opening his eyes, squeezing them tightly shut for a few seconds before trying again, his pupils are reacting properly and there's only a slight grimace twisting at his mouth and brows.
"Da'..."
"Hey there brat. You've got about ten minutes until you need to be up for the fight." The hero doesn't insult him by asking if he feels up to the final round; he knows Izuku is determined to prove himself, to prove that being Quirkless doesn't stop him kicking ass, and dropping out now - even if Aizawa already thought Izuku had done more than enough, was already incredibly proud - would be going back on that, from Izuku's point of view. So Aizawa would just have to support him.
"Mmkay." And within five minutes Izuku is sitting with Hitoshi and Shouto at the entrance to one of the tunnels. They were meant to enter from one each, but they had tacitly agreed that there was no point to that. And, quite frankly, they'd gotten this far together, so they should finish it the same way, even if they were about to be fighting directly against each other. A three-way fight would be fun.
For now though, they sit on the floor together, uncaring of dignity, Izuku's feet rhythmically bumping against their ankles, the silence as comforting as the hands that they hold together in Izuku's lap. Eventually, after what feels like an age, Present Mic's voice comes through the speakers above them,
"Well hello again listeners! Hope you've enjoyed your break and the re-runs of some of the best moments so far! Now, then, the moment we've all been waiting for has arrived!" By this point, the three have made their way to be stood right by the tunnel exit, barely remaining in the shadows. They have yet to let go of each other's hands.
"Please welcome in our three ferocious finalists! It's the Terrifying Trio: Midoriya, Todoroki and Shinsooooooouuuuuu!" And as their names are called, they all step out together, uncaring of the crowd, simply walking in perfect pace with each other until they reach the centre of the arena. Then, all with firm nods and slight smiles for the other two, they break apart, each taking five steps back to form a triangle, ready and waiting. Intent. They don't listen as Mic goes on, or as Midnight speaks, not until those all-important words:
"-three, two, one: FIGHT!"
They don't move. None of them so much as twitch. Then, with a lazy smirk, Hitoshi asks,
"Don't suppose either of you want to answer a question for me, do you?" In lieu of replying, Shouto sends a bludgeon of ice crackling forwards, but Hitoshi dodges it comfortably, darting closer to Izuku. Yet in the next second, he is ducking, stumbling back from a flying knee that comes towards his nose.
"Really green bean? At least avoid the merchandise!" All he gets is more ice, although it manages to separate him from Izuku, who had bounded back a few paces, so there's that to it. But now the ice is uncomfortably close on both sides. Fuck, looks like he'll have to go for a frontal attack.
Shouto isn't surprised when Hitoshi comes racing towards him, violet eyes scanning him and the surrounding area, clearly not forgetting that Izuku has somehow disappeared from view already. Must be behind the ic- A painful jab to his back sends Shouto forward a few paces, ice flaring up all around him in spires, panicked and haphazard. Izuku- But then a flash of movement in front of him has Shouto focusing on the purple-haired insomniac who is already kicking some of the ice stalagmites straight into his face, and he activates just enough of his fire to melt them, but the water and steam blind him to the kick that comes straight for his gut and doubles him over, winded.
"Come on Peppermint, you can do be-!" Shouto is already doling out a punch of his own, still winded but thoroughly used to working through it, and catches Hitoshi straight across the jaw. And then, double-whammy, there is a flash of navy as Izuku takes Hitoshi's legs out from under him, sending him crashing to the floor. Then in a move so flawless it must be practiced, Izuku stomps on Hitoshi's wrist and pivots, gaining the perfect momentum to kick Shouto in the still-exposed armpit, his right shoulder immediately seizing up with the hit, spikes of pain echoing down his arm. Goddamit Izu, he curses internally, sending out a blobby mass of ice to repel the shorter teen because he can barely control it right now. He normally directs his ice with his hand and arm primarily, and the greenette knows it. Took full advantage of it. But at least his last ice attack got Hitoshi's legs, keeping the half-dazed boy frozen solidly to the ground and thus the first to be out of the round.
Apparently Izuku and Shouto register that fact at the same time as they both halt, meeting each other's eyes.
"And it looks like Midoriya and Todoroki have stopped! Gotta wonder why folks!" After a moment, they both nod to one another, although it is Shouto who raises his voice to ask Midnight,
"Can we get Hit- Shinsou out of the way first?" She visibly startles, although the crowd goes absolutely wild and Mic is gushing something about friendship and being true gentlemen or something. Shouto and Izuku just don't want to leave Toshi under the ice for too long.
"I'm sure we can darlings. Just wait a second first though. Shinsou, please confirm that you're unable to escape the ice?"
"Uh, mm, yeh..." he grumbles, half-unconscious and barely aware enough to really be answering. As soon as he's said that, Izuku and Shouto are crouched at his side, the latter awkwardly so with his right arm still pretty much refusing to move, although that doesn't stop him from delicately melting the ice around the purple-haired teen's legs, as Izuku steadies Shouto, all whilst murmuring softly to Hitoshi. Within a minute, Midnight is supporting a woozy Hitoshi off of the arena to some medbots that are waiting by her podium, and the very instant the two have left the actual arena space, Izuku is darting forwards already, a quick foot aimed for the side of Shouto's calf. Pressure points again, really? But Shouto doesn't have time to articulate the thought as he steps back out of the way, sways to avoid a jab for the throat, then lashes out with a flurry of his own kicks, adjusting smoothly, if not entirely easily, to having one arm out of commission. And yet Izuku dodges and deflects them all with a tumbling sequence, back-flipping over one kick, then a second, crouching with crossed arms to block the third, easily bending backwards and flicking his legs up, one deflecting Shouto's fourth kick, the other foot successfully catching under the heterochromatic boy's chin, earning a grunt of pain as he falls back a few paces, stance defensive. He's in pain. In comparison, Izuku doesn't even bother to right himself, easily maintaining the handstand that his uncompleted backbend has left him in, spinning one hundred and eighty degrees on one hand to be looking at his opponent.
Then, before Shouto can even think to use his ice again, too busy with 'what the actual fuck Izu', the greenette falls neatly out of the handstand, oscillating into a low sweeping kick that picks up various bits of ice debris and sends them hurtling towards Shouto. The taller flinches back, sweeping out with his left arm to melt them, knowing that he fell for this once with Hitoshi but not knowing what else to do. And yet there is no blow to his back. Wha-
Then there's a shadow above him and Shouto desperately throws a hand up, but it's nothing to Izuku who twists in mid-air, contorting immaculately past the move, and still manages to grab ahold of the limb and yank Shouto down, slamming him down to the floor, Izuku somehow landing on top of him, crouched on the balls of his feet, flexible boots digging into the taller's collar bones, a vicious grin in place, framed by bandages, scars and freckles, and holy shit this boy is hot. Dazed and breathless (not entirely from the combat, he can admit) Shouto can only slump against the ground. And when an elbow smashes into his temple, he can only smile. Second place to Izuku isn't a bad place to be at all.
Twenty minutes later, coming to in the infirmary, Shouto is privy to the delightful sight of Hitoshi and Izuku curled against each other on the next bed over, both sat up to face him, but the greenette comfortably tucked under a long arm.
"Hey Peppermint."
"Hito. Izu," he greets in return, then flushes slightly upon remembering how Izuku had been crouched on his chest with those glowing green eyes and Kami above, did that really happen?
"You lucky bastard," Hitoshi says with a salacious smirk, and whilst Izuku makes a confused noise, Shouto knows that Hitoshi was thinking of exactly the same thing that he himself was.
"You don't say," he mutters, and starts to push himself up. His shoulder flares in pain, and Izuku is quick to be stood and nudging him to lay back down.
"I- I, uhm, went a bit too far Shou, so you're gonna have to be really careful of that shoulder, okay?"
"Okay?" he replies, a bit dumbfounded. Izuku rushes to go on,
"I'm really, really sorry Shou! I wasn't thinking! My depth perception's wacky as fuck right now, I was relying on muscle memory alone to be honest," Izuku confesses, tone ending up somewhere around sheepish. Shouto and Hitoshi can only stare in disbelief.
"Wait, that was just on instinct alone? The whole fight?"
"Pretty much yeh. Couldn't think up a strategy with my head killing me."
"Why didn't you get some painkillers you idiot?" Hitoshi scolds, immediately zeroing in on their friend failing to take care of himself yet again.
"They make you woozy. That would have been worse in a fight, particularly against you two!"
"Green bean..." Hitoshi sighs, sharing an exasperated glance with Shouto. Because that's true, in a way, but that doesn't make it any better and it certainly doesn't mean that they have to like it. Their friend is an idiot sometimes.
"I suppose it doesn't matter right now, so long as Recovery Girl at least gave you something after our fight, didn't she?" And there's definitely a threatening note to Hitoshi's question. Good, in Shouto's opinion. Izuku needs a bit of help in taking care of himself, particularly when Aizawa-sensei isn't around to do so.
"Yeh, some ibuprofen for now. And she'll finish healing me up after the ceremony, if I'm not too tired."
"Right. Okay. I'll got tell her that Shouto's awake too now, so they can do the closing ceremonies." As Hitoshi leaves, Izuku rounds on Shouto once more, wringing his hands nervously.
"I really am sorry Shouto. I can't believe I did that! Normally I know not to hit anyone bu- anyone in certain places, but I really was working half off of muscle memory and now you're hurt and you'll probably need at least a couple of rounds of physiotherapy - although maybe not with Recovery Girl I'm not sure - and it's all my fault and Kami Shou I'm really so-"
"You're sorry Izu, I get it, but it's fine." When Izuku stares sceptically at him, clearly not believing a word, Shouto goes on,
"It was a fight, I was expecting to get hurt. And I'd rather it was you or Hitoshi than anyone else because at least then I know that it's only because of the fight, the circumstances, not something else."
"I- Okay. At least let me help you up?" And even if he'd wanted to, there was no way the heterochromatic boy would have been able to resist those eyes. And so, after a nod of confirmation, Shouto finds himself being supported by Izuku as he pushes himself up with his left arm, and then he's sat up and can easily swing his legs off of the bed and stand up. Fortunately, he's not too light-headed, and he doesn't even need Izuku's help to walk out of the bed area to find Hitoshi awkwardly waiting for Recovery Girl to finish speaking with what sounds like Aizawa. Oh, so that they can get ready for the awards ceremony. Fun.
Actually, it's not too bad. The three of them easily make their way back to the arena along what is already a very familiar set of corridors. All of them are sporting some bandages, and Hitoshi has a limp that's definitely not as bad as Shouto's numb arm that probably should be painful, but apparently the nurse had given him some low level painkillers for now. But still, despite or perhaps because of their obvious war wounds, the three proudly enter the stadium to a deafening round of cheers and take the steps onto their individual section of podium, Present Mic yelling out,
"And here you go folks! The culmination of UA's First Year Sports Festival! Across a day of clever tactics, stunning Quirks and killer moves, these three little listeners have risen to the top of the bunch with incredible skills! All Might, take it away!" And then the blond hero comes hurtling down into the arena, sticking a heroic landing, before virtually bounding over to Shinsou, a bronze medal and broad smile on show.
"Thank you Present Mic! In third place, we have Shinsou Hitoshi of 1-A; a truly brilliant job my boy, and masterful use of both your Quirk and hand to hand training! Congratulations!" And the number one hero loops the model over Hitoshi's head and then pulls the boy in for an abrupt hug, to which he squirms for a moment, arms trapped by his side, but then sags against the muscles, resigned, and half-heartedly pats what he can reach of the man's back. Then All Might is gone, instead standing in front of Shouto, offering that same grin.
"And in second, Todoroki Shouto, also of 1-A! You used your Quirk with great skill and didn't back down when things were tough! Well done my boy - congratulations!" And yet another medal and awkward hug ensues. Although, kudos to the man, he is very careful of Shouto's shoulder and arm. Then All Might stands before Izuku, who isn't quite sure what to do. This man had tried to deny him his goals, if with honest intentions, and yes, he was still a good person overall, and Izuku wouldn't deny one of the best heroes to have ever been known. And yet he can't make himself smile. Still, All Might doesn't seem put off, only bowing a little to the greenette, voice booming,
"The truly worthy first place winner is Midoriya Izuku of 1-A! With astounding technique, keen intelligence and a genuinely heroic heart, you have done everybody proud my boy. Congratulations!" And when he places that heavy gold metal around Izuku's neck and brings him in for a deliberately gentle hug, Izuku suddenly registers that the man's words sound like as much of an apology as they do a well done, at least to him. Maybe... maybe All Might was really saying-
"You will make a great hero my boy!" And then All Might is turning away, talking to the crowd, although Izuku doesn't take a word of it in. Because All Might had just announced that he thought Izuku - Quirkless little Izuku - was going to be a hero, Quirk or not. And a great one at that.
Once upon a time, if he hadn't already received support and comfort and love from his Dad, that knowledge would have sent Izuku to his knees in tears. Once, before coming to UA and making friends, surviving a villain attack with his classmates, he would have latched onto that one admission alone. But Izuku, hardened from years of hardship and vigilantism, softened by a father and good friends, merely accepts All Might's apology and encouragement with a vague smile and a warm heart. He doesn't need the acknowledgement, but it's nice to have. All the same, there is something that he's really waiting to hear. Something he needs above all else. And he won't get it on this podium.
An hour later, as everybody is piling back into their classrooms, Aizawa silently pulls Izuku aside, guiding him to an empty side corridor.
"I was meant to wait until we got home, but I couldn't be bothered to wait-" couldn't bare to wait, then "-to say that I'm proud of you kiddo. You did everything you set out to do and more. You proved yourself. Good job kid." And it's that, those words are what Izuku had been craving, and with the faintest of sobs, the teen crashes into his Dad's chest, feeling arms curl around him and keep him close. He inhales, breathing in the comforting scent of home, and calms down quickly. But he still doesn't pull away. Not until Aizawa finally mutters,
"We'd better go before your classmates get curious and send out a gossip-party. A search-party. Whatever, all the same with that lot." The greenette snickers and steps back without complaint, darting ahead of his Dad to find Toshi and Shou leaning on the wall outside their classroom, waiting for him, and with a grin as wide as he can manage past the bandages, he heads into class with them. And when they walk past Bakugou, Shou and Toshi flanking Izuku as usual, the shorter doesn't even feel the need to cringe away in the slightest. He's proved, once and for all, that he's stronger than the blond, even if it still won't always feel like it. Because he knows it for a fact now.
"Right hellspawn, settle down," Aizawa drawls out as he enters the room, "First things first, good job today. Whilst some of you were undoubtedly reckless and pushed yourselves too far, it was a decent showing. From this, there will be internship offers - it was technically the whole point of the event, as you should remember. Many of you will be getting offers, some likely more so than others, but know both that it doesn't necessarily reflect your skill levels and that the school will be organising suitable agencies and heroes for those of you who need it. It's often a finicky thing, so don't take too much from it either way." And that is probably the closest to congratulations and reassurance the class is going to get. Most of them smile at it anyway.
"Regardless. You all have the next two days off, plus the full weekend, to rest and recuperate. Keep training to a minimum, understood? If you're bored, do some homework or something. Watch the second and third year sports festivals. Any of you still due treatment sessions with Recovery Girl had better attend them, or risk expulsion. I won't keep students who fail to look after themselves. Dismissed." And with that abrupt end, the class is free to go. All the same, most of them linger for a while, chattering, speculating on internships or weekend plans. Izuku, Hitoshi and Shouto, after accepting the initial round of 'well done!'s and 'so cool!'s, intend to leave, but get caught up. Izuku manages brief, stuttered conversations with Kirishima, Tokoyami, Yaoyorozu and Asui, a small smile on his face, whilst both Shouto and Hitoshi do the same with various others. It seems like the day has managed to endear them further to the class, who had already liked them a - in their opinion - weird amount considering how few interactions they had day-to-day. It was nice though. To feel accepted, to be a part of the class, was something unfamiliar but, as of yet, definitely not a bad thing either.
Well, Izuku thinks later, leaving with Toshi and Shou to either side, gently bumping shoulders with every other step, today has been a pretty good day in the end.
Notes:
Izuku was not meant to dominate like this?????? Literally, I was gonna have a proper full-on blow-by-blow fight that would be like 1000-2000 words but then Izuku was just like 'hey I can beat these guys in about a minute flat' and proceeded to do so... I've tried to extend it but at this point I don't even know how to feel, honestly. And to think I ever debated him not winning!
Also, I can't imagine that Shouto and Izuku wouldn't be more worried about Hitoshi than their fight, even if they were the ones to take him out in the first place. Particularly knowing that he might end up more hurt because of them, unnecessarily so. They gotta protect their boi!
Oh, and for anyone questioning why Shouto doesn't use his ice through his feet in this round, there's two reasons:
a) he's seen Izuku avoiding the softening quirk in earlier rounds - there's no way he wouldn't be dodging any attacks Shouto used
b) he's created a lot of ice already, and between being less proficient with his feet and (a), it's more likely to detriment him over Izuku
so basically he's trying to conserve his energy and not, you know, drop down half-dead from hypothermia.All Might is a thing? A very unplanned thing? I don't know, I just suddenly remembered halfway through writing the awards ceremony that it was meant to be All Might, not Mic and Midnight, so then I debated making it Aizawa, realised that wouldn't really make sense, and was just like whelp All Might it is. And then the whole apology/recognition thing happened and uhm okay? But I like how it turned out!
Hope you all enjoyed the fight and found it satisfying! I really enjoyed writing it, and the surrounding fluff, and I can't wait to see what you guys have to say about it! Hugs and love, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 17: XV - Home Is The Heart
Summary:
Dadzawa and Kidilante spend a quiet few days at home together.
(Pseudo chapter title: Ultimate Dad)
(Also I lost half this chapter when I only had like two paragaphs to go, so if some of it is a bit disjointed, that'll be why. Not very impressed!)
Notes:
Oh, and a warning for talk of a depressive episode with some dissociative elements, watch out for it after the check up - look after yourselves!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa slumps into the flat, struggling not to bump his messenger bag and therefore laptop or, the more concerning option, his kid's head on the door frame as he shuffles in sideways, glad that the cats aren't interested in escaping, and gently kicks the door shut behind him. The cats are instantly swarming around his legs, although they mercifully keep quiet. Perceptive weirdos. Doesn't stop them from trying to trip him up as they wind in between his ankles with every step, and he resists the urge to mutter curses at them when he nearly falls flat on his face at least twice. They're lucky that they're cute and Izuku likes them. Adores them. Whatever. Speaking of the brat, bedroom or sofa? Well, it'll be easier to keep an eye on him if he's in the main living area, so sofa it is. Accordingly, Aizawa comes around the edge of the furniture, and slowly squats halfway to deposit the kid in a way that won't have the bag on his shoulders swinging all over the place, ignoring how his knees protest the movement. Ugh, he's getting too old for all this. But then Izuku is settled and Aizawa pulls the thick woollen blanket off the back of the sofa to tuck it around his brat, allowing a little smile to escape when Izuku curls up in his sleep, snuggling into the soft fabric, and then widens it when the cats, despite their pervious mithering for food, end up leaping up beside the teen to plaster themselves all over him with quiet, rumbling purrs. Glancing furtively around the room, despite knowing that there's nobody to be found, Aizawa presses the briefest of kisses to his kid's curls before abruptly straightening, depositing his bag against the coffee table, and moving away to put down some cat food and grab his laptop charger from his own room. He does need to finish consulting Nedzu on Izuku's schedule changes, and he owes Tsukauchi a summary report from dealings with a gang over the last few weeks. Normally he'd ask Izuku if he wanted to add some of his own analyses, but between the day his brat's had and the series of villain analyses that the brat's done for Nedzu over the last few weeks (from Elysium to Stain to Daydream), his kid deserves a bit of a break to say the least. All the better if he's actually sleeping.
A few hours later, a bit past their usual meal time, Izuku starts to grumble and fidget, gradually coming around. Aizawa watches him out of the corner of his eye, continuing to scroll through his lesson plans for next week, making any adjustments and addendums needed to suit his current class. Unfortunately, certain things had been switched around this year, new priorities made, as villains had targeted 1-A. First aid, for example, had been bumped up from the second term to the first now. And that meant curriculum changes, which meant minor changes to day-to-day content as they would lack certain adjacent and background knowledge that now wouldn't be learnt until later on. It was messy, but doable. And very time-consuming. Which had the unfortunate side-effect of making Aizawa detest doing it, and thus it was all the easier to refocus his attention on Izuku as the kid pushed himself up, careful of the cats even when half-asleep, hair mussed, bandages still clear, and turns his head towards the man beside him.
"Alright kiddo?" he murmurs, keeping his voice low and soothing because judging by how Izuku squints towards the light from his laptop - the room's dark curtains were pulled shut to let the brat sleep - he's still light-sensitive. Aizawa saves his document as he speaks and puts the screen down, plunging them into very faint light, leaning forwards to abandon the device onto the coffee table and grabs the TV remote whilst he's at it.
"Mmrph."
"Articulate," Aizawa snorts, unable to help himself.
"Itches."
"The bandages?" Izuku only nods in reply, and Aizawa grimaces in sympathy.
"Sorry kiddo, I'm afraid we can't take them off yet. Want a distraction?" he offers, irrationally annoyed that he can't directly soothe the brat.
"Mmyeh."
"Got it," Aizawa smirks, and carefully tugs the kid to lay his head in the man's lap, face up to stop him from pressing on the bandages, and begins to gently rub his fingers against Izuku's scalp, keeping his touch light but firm, soothing against the kid's skin in something akin to a massage, and revels in how, after a few minutes, Izuku goes utterly boneless, positively purring at the delightful sensations.
"Want the telly on?"
"...Quiet? Brightness down?" And the muted, hesitant reply only makes the man smirk, in lieu of more damnable smiling, and he turns on the TV, fortunately already at fairly low points for both settings from their late-night watching not even twenty-four hours earlier. After flicking through a few channels, he finds some kind of documentary, this one on pre-Quirk musicians that Hizashi no doubt loves, or would on the unlikely chance he hasn't already seen it, but that offers soothing background noise, almost quiet and nondescript enough to be white noise, if not for the occasional low-volume clamour of a particularly raucous song snippet.
"Not too much?" he asks all the same. He receives a grunt in return, albeit one that melts into a very purr-like sound as he soothes over a particular part of the kid's scalp, somewhere behind his ear. Kami, his brat is just too much sometimes. And he'll have to remember that spot if it makes the kid relax like this.
At some point, they both must have dozed off, because Aizawa suddenly wakes up to find it even darker, the TV screen-saver having activated to show the time. 23:46. Fuck. And they never did eat dinner. But, quite frankly, he didn't really want Izuku to eat now, not this late, or at least not a full-on meal, because he knows it wouldn't agree with the kid, but maybe a nutrient pouch would be okay? After the strenuous exercise and sheer pressure of the day, Problem Child would need something. And something light at that. But they didn't have much by way of groceries, because they normally did a food shop over the weekend, and trying to cook pretty much anything now would have them eating at least twenty minutes past midnight, which would be utterly ridiculous, even for insomniacs like themselves. Although quite frankly, even he would probably never admit it, having Izuku in the flat, particularly when in the same room so that he could hear the kid's breathing and sometimes, as with now, feel his warmth and steady heartbeat, actually helped Aizawa to sleep too. It was one of very few things that did. Izuku, the cats, and that one white noise machine that Oboro and Zashi had combined their pocket money to buy for his birthday, years and years ago now.
With a deep sigh, because waking Izuku up is never a fun task (sue him, he empathised with the kid, okay? people waking you up when you were already exhausted is shitty), he still begins to run his hand through green curls, then nudging very carefully at the teen's shoulder. And whilst it takes a solid minute, Izuku does blink awake, looking adorably confused, even in the barely-there light of the dark living area.
"Sorry to wake you kid, but you could do with having a nutrient pouch and actually getting to a real bed. Me too, for that matter." Because sleeping upright had done his spine exactly zero favours but apparently about sixty different coupons for stiffness and aches had been awarded and redeemed in the four or five hours that they'd slept.
"Mmk," the kid mumbles, unintelligible, but awkwardly half-rolls, half-sits-up until he is out of Aizawa's lap and slumping heavily against the sofa, head drooping and swaying periodically. With one last little hair ruffle (the loose curls are soft, okay, even after all the shit it went through today - ugh, speaking of, he needs to get the kid to shower, but that will definitely have to wait until morning) Aizawa stands, wobbles for a moment on numb legs, but then spends a moment twisting and stretching some, snickering when a series of nasty cracks and pops have Izuku jolting awake, green eyes wide and reflecting even the dimmest lights in the near-darkness. Aches sufficiently, if not completely, dealt with, the pro ambles into the kitchen and collects four of their many nutrient pouches, ferrying them all back to the sofa, depositing two in Izuku's lap. He would have gone for half juice pouches, but a bunch of sugar is the last thing either of them needs right now, frankly. Then he watches on, slurping his own, as Izuku somewhat clumsily sucks his own up, then ushers the kid to his actual bed with quiet words and deliberate nudges. Finally, he fusses with some of the blankets, tucking Izuku in, but not too tightly because he doesn't like that, and then spends a long minute just brushing fingertips through his kid's hair again to soothe him back into sleep. Well, time to take himself to bed too.
The two spend Thursday on the sofa, the second years' Sports Festival on the TV, Aizawa half-watching, half-working on his computer, whilst Izuku scribbles into his most recent notebook - this one a more practical and pretty one of soft leather, thicker than most of his composition notebooks, but still light and small enough to not take up too much rucksack space; Aizawa had picked it out especially - and occasionally pauses to stroke one of the cats when they come over, meowing loudly like the needy little bastards they are. He loves them. That afternoon, a good few hours after the Sports Festival was over, the two headed to UA, meeting Recovery Girl at the main infirmary so that she could check Izuku over. Fortunately, when she peels the bandages off, they reveal only sore red skin that looks irritated, but nothing like the gruesome burn that had originally marred the skin. No scars to match the scattered shiny starbursts along Izuku's back, thank Kami. Aizawa is already struggling to treat Bakugou with some kind of impartiality, if he had yet again scarred Aizawa's kid... Well, he wouldn't blame himself for dragging the blond down a dark alley and beating him up some. Screw being a hero, Bakugou had relentlessly abused his son. But still. Taking a deep breath, Aizawa reminded himself that Izuku was learning to stand up for himself and Bakugou was learning to control both his temper and use of force. The hero trusts Izuku to come to him now, or to at least beat the blond up himself, and that would have to be enough. Perhaps he could get Chiyo to give him a scare though...
"Aizawa Shouta, I know that expression; focus on Izuku please," a voice scolds, and he jolts out of his thoughts to see said woman glaring at him, syringe cane raised in warning. He ducks his head into his capture weapon, muttering a platitude or two. Well, at least the kid gets a giggle out of it.
"So Izuku-kun, I've healed up all but the superficial burn currently left. I would continue with another treatment today for that, but I worry that your stamina will suffer for it, you are generally tired to begin with, let alone after such a high-stress event such as yesterday's, so I believe I've done more than enough with my Quirk, particularly between the perforated ear drum and concussion yesterday. I'd also like to confirm that your eye and ear are definitely responding correctly and have, in the latter's case, healed up as thought, so I'm just going to do a few minor tests. Alright?" Izuku nods his permission, and she works through said tests, mainly just observing reactions to various stimuli, and she is apparently satisfied with what she finds, much to Aizawa's relief.
"Looks like everything has recovered well. Now, young man, I want you to be honest, how much pain are you in? Have you had any dizzy spells, blurred vision or the like?"
"Not really? My depth perception was shot yesterday, but it got better after you healed me the second time and once I'd slept some. Uhm, pain's not bad. Showering made me a bit dizzy but I just made it colder and it cleared up so that's fine."
"I'll be the judge of that! However, it was most likely just a combined reaction to the heat and standing up for a prolonged time. So try to take quicker, cooler showers over the next few days, just until we can comfortably say that you're fine, understood?"
"Okay, thank you."
"Hm. At least you're polite, unlike some of your yearmates. Shouta, you will bring him in if anything gets worse, I'm sure," and whilst that is worded almost questioningly, her voice is steel, and the man nods, not wanting to interrupt,
"And I won't currently be prescribing you any painkillers, stick to over the counter for now and take them as needed, not religiously, and your Dad will keep an eye on how many you're taking and when. Any questions?" Both Aizawas shake their heads, and with a slight smile, she shoos them out.
"Go on, off with you then. You'd better not be back in this school until Monday, either of you!" Izuku snickers and doesn't hesitate as he leaps onto his Dad's back the moment they're out of Recovery Girl's sight, Aizawa automatically looping his hands beneath the kid's legs to keep him comfortably in place.
"Come on brat. Shops, then home." It's coming into evening now, and they still need to pop to one of the local grocery shops to pick stuff up for the next week, tonight's dinner included.
Two days later, after lazy days with only one short patrol for Aizawa on Saturday evening, and the man painstakingly shaving one side of his head for him, Izuku wakes up to find his limbs heavy and thoughts distant, unable to move. His skin itches. Something about his fingers and toes feels disconnected, unreal, yet he still wants to fidget and move. Is he still asleep? Did he ever wake up? Is it even still the weekend? Is there really any point to getting up either way? He's only a Deku anyway. There's a voice in the back of his head, tinny yet omniprescent, that is chanting it, that's telling him to just stay in bed, to stay out of the way, not to take up more of his Dad's time, space, home, food, cats- Not to take up anything. Even the air he breathes is probably a waste. He really should just stay in bed and wait to wither away, shouldn't he? Nothing better to do after all. Saves him being a problem for anyone else...
A period of time later - a minute, a week, a year, it's all the same, all painfully eternal with his brain and body refusing to respond or cooperate - there is a noise. A knock. Wonder who that could be? Oh, wait, did he reply? He's not sure - it felt like his mouth moved but who knows if there were words, sounds, syllables, or if he simply made a movement. It was tiring either way. In fact, he could almost go back to sleep, if only his eyes would close, rather than staring at the ceiling- Oh. What's that? Dark strands, dark eyes, pale skin... Oh, of course, it's Eraserhead. Aizawa-sensei. Dad. That one.
"Yeh, kid, that's it, it's Dad. You back with me?" And now Izuku is more aware again. He can feel his body, for all that it is lethargic, and registers that there is a careful hand pressing against his forehead. It's nice.
"Glad you think so kiddo. Wanna come have breakfast with me? We can make pancakes, the lighter ones and everything. We bought raspberries."
'Okay,' he signs in reply, fingers clumsy, but the movements are easier than keeping track of teeth and tongue and throat. And his Dad's worried expression seems to soften a little when Izuku actually consciously answers him, so he should probably keep doing that. Whatever lessens the burden on the man.
"I'll let you get up. We can have another pyjama day. Come and join me in the kitchen whenever you're ready, got it kiddo?" Izuku offers a lopsided nod, and his Dad ruffles his hair, just once, before leaving the room, cats in tow. Huh, when had they got in? Izuku hadn't noticed... Had he missed anything else? Had his Dad- Oh wait. He was meant to be getting up, wasn't he? Right. Yes. Getting up. He could do that. Maybe if he just rolls over first, that'll be a start, then he can rest for a little while longer...
And so Izuku does. Or at least, he starts to. He does roll onto his side, uncaring of how one leg falls off the bed entirely, blankly staring at the muted colours of his room, at his half-open door, only aware of his breathing - is he meant to be breathing? it might be better if he stopped, mightn't it? - until something flickers in front of him. Oh, a cat. One of their cats. Caitlin. Their little baby.
"Hey love," he murmurs, barely conscious of doing so, reaching out a floppy hand in a vague attempt to pet her. It doesn't reach, what with her being in the doorway, but Izuku really wants to cuddle her, so he brings his other leg out of bed and stumbles onto his feet. She trills at him, approving somehow, but turns and trots away. What...
Next thing Izuku knows, he's sat at the bar table, Caitlin purring in his lap, a bowl of pancake batter and a spatula in his hands that he's stirring. How...? Well, it doesn't really matter. At least he's probably helping out; better than being utterly useless.
"Think that's done Izuku?" A voice asks, and he looks up to notice his Dad, a bowl of raspberries in hand - they should be more colourful than that, shouldn't they? they look diluted, desaturated, faded - and then blinks down at the batter. The flour is mixed in, so...?
"Good to hear. Thanks for doing that kiddo. Look after Caitlin for me whilst I cook, would you?" Izuku nods, silent, and feels himself zone out a bit again, everything distant and grey but for the repetitive rumbling of the cat in his lap, and the feel of her fur beneath his fingertips.
As Aizawa finishes up the first pancake, plating it up with some raspberries and cream, a spoon on the side, he turns back to Izuku and can't help but frown a little. Then he squares his shoulder, blanks his expression, and puts the plate down gently.
"Hey kid, reckon you could help me with something today?" Izuku looks up at him with eyes slightly brighter from curiosity. At least partially aware then. Well, it's a start.
"I wanted to go through the kitchen: clean out the cupboards, wipe them down, check that everything's in date. Reckon you wouldn't mind giving me a hand?" Aizawa knows better than anyone how Izuku is utterly unable to deny people help, particularly those he cares about. So hopefully a productive but low-energy task like cleaning together will help pull him out of this episode a bit, or at least ease his way through it. Kami, he hates seeing his kid like this. And after having such a good week too... Well, he tries to reassure himself, progress is rarely linear and Rome wasn't built in a day, or whatever the phrases were. But then Izuku signs a brief,
'Sure,' and turns his attention to the food in front of him, eating slowly and methodically. Aizawa allows himself to slump a little in relief. At least Izuku's eating at all. Satisifed that the kid is doing more or less okay, considering the circumstances, Aizawa hurries through making himself another pancake and scarfs it down in time to make Izuku a second one, barely a few seconds after finishing the first. He'll look after his kid today, and hopefully Izuku will feel better in time for school tomorrow. Or maybe even sooner.
Notes:
I haven't got personal experience with depression, anxiety or PTSD (all of which Izuku suffers from, although he isn't currently diagnosed) beyond that of friends and what I've researched on the internet, so anyone comfortable with sharing insights, experiences or good resources to find out more, I would love to know!
With this, I've tried to balance Dadzawa allowing Izuku to have a bad day - validating his feelings, respecting that he's in a bad headspace, comforting him - and also trying to get him past it, to push him to do things and keep going rather than allowing him to wallow in the dark, even if it's 'only' getting out of bed or mixing some batter. Weighing these up with how he treats his kid is a bit of a juggling act, but I think I managed!
So, hope you all enjoyed the update that was meant to be Tuesday but I had the urge to post it so uhm yeh. I'll try and find some time later tonight to reply to your comments! Love to you all, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 18: XVI - What's In A Title?
Summary:
Izuku hasn't quite recovered from his bad day, and some names get introduced.
(Alternative title: Izuku Is Very Loved)
Notes:
So, this is a... a chapter. A big chonk, if you will. I was gonna split it into two but honestly meh - you guys deserve a longer chapter for all being so lovely. And it's quite emotionally charged, with two things going on at once, and I think splitting it into separate parts might have made it confusing, so here you go! Enjoy!
Oh, and thank you to all of those comfortable sharing their experiences last time - it was very, very much appreciated and I hope you guys (and everyone else, honestly) are alright even in the messed-up world we're currently living in!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The moment Izuku enters homeroom, a bit later than usual, Iida is on his feet and approaching him, exclaiming,
"Midoriya, I have been informed that it was your analysis that was sent out to heroes acting in Hosu!" The taller boy's hands are chopping frantically, eyes wild and hair in unusual disarray. The bags under his eyes are dark too. Oh, of course, Ingenium had been attacked and barely survived.
"Uhm- a-about Stain?"
"Yes, that is correct!" Izuku nods hesitantly in confirmation and their class president goes on,
"Then I am in your debt!" And the serious boy is suddenly in a deep bow, head almost to the floor,
"It was your analysis that saved my brother's life! Should you ever need or want anything, please inform me and I will do my utmost to aid you in your heroic endeavours!"
"I- uh- wha- you're w-welcome?"
"You are too kind!"
"N-no? I- I j-j-just did s-some a-analysis?"
"But still! You are clearly of great mental prowess as well as physical and you have saved at least one life! You are truly a hero and-"
"I-Iida, p-please-" For some reason, Izuku's breaths are hitching and his hands are trembling. He knows - he knows - that he should be smiling and happy and excited but all that he can feel is the cold, stone weight of his heart beating a crushing tattoo against his lungs.
"Midoriya, with me," Aizawa abruptly calls out from the classroom door, before even Shouto and Hitoshi can try to comfort him. And Izuku is quick to stumble away from the surprised Iida and duck out of the door, beneath his Dad's arm. The pro hero almost immediately steps through behind him and allows said classroom door to slide shut in their wake. Even quicker, he has his capture weapon loose around Izuku's neck and his brat's head tucked firmly against his own shoulder.
"Breathe with me kiddo, come on. In, one, two, three, four; out, one, two, three..." As he counts their breaths, keeping his tone soothing and low, he crouches just a little and hauls his kid up so that the brat's legs latch around his waist and Aizawa can settle him on his hip to carry him somewhere out of Jirou and Shouji's earshot. Just because he has faith in those two not to gossip, doesn't mean that he wants them to know about everything unnecessarily. Bad enough that the faculty are all aware, albeit under threat of an official gag order courtesy of Nedzu, he doesn't want to add to the already too long list of people in the know. It's probably a matter of time, knowing these hellions, but still. He'll give Izuku as much reprieve as possible.
Approaching the staff lounge, Aizawa shoves the door open with his foot, and is quick to go and seat himself at their usual sofa. Fortunately, almost every single first year teacher has a homeroom, whilst Yagi isn't there yet and Ryo must be in his counselling office. So the room's empty.
"Kiddo, Izuku, come on. Talk to me here kid. What was wrong? Was it stress? Was Iida too loud? Izuku... I need you to talk to me kiddo," Aizawa coaxes, carding a careful hand through his son's curls. Izuku only whimpered and attempted to shove his face further into the crook of the pro's neck. But at least the panic attack had faded. And Aizawa, whilst grateful for that, hadn't missed how distinctly upset Izuku still was, shoulders and hands shaking, his grip on the man's jumpsuit too tight and desperate.
"Please Izuku?"
"I- He was-" But the greenette's voice gives out and he sobs, just once, in frustration, no tears yet but anguished all the same.
"Hush, it's fine kiddo, it's fine. You have time," Aizawa coos, tone soft and oh-so-gentle; most people hearing it wouldn't have believed that it was him, but for his kid he couldn't care less about what he sounded like, or even about his reputation. Not when something was so obviously wrong.
"Izuku, can you let up? I want to be able to see you. Sorry about having to look at this ugly mug, but I could do with talking to you here kiddo." Without a word or gesture, Izuku unlatches his legs from around the hero's waist and then allows Aizawa to manhandle him until he's sat sideways across his Dad's lap, tucked into a safe little ball, head leant on the his collar bone, his Dad supporting him, holding him close and steady.
"D-Dad?" Aizawa hums softly, not wanting to interrupt him, but still acknowledging him.
"I- He- Iida called me a- he called me a hero and I- I know I should be happy but-! But I'm not! I've hurt people and I- I'm just some stupid u-useless Deku wh-who could barely manage t-to be a fucking v-vigilante and now-! It's not right! And it- it wasn't enough a-anyway 'cause S-Stain's still out there s-so-! I- Dad, I can't-!"
"Izuku, kid-" Aizawa stops himself, clutching his son closer and taking a deep breath of his own. God, his kid.
"Izuku. Listen to me," he starts again, tone firm and steady, almost demanding. It is still caring, considerate, but it is overwhelmingly a command. And Izuku does stop mumbling, although he doesn't stop trembling and there are tears now, big fat globulets tracing over his scars and freckles and eyebags. No, Aizawa's heart isn't breaking. Shut up. It's yours, honestly! Why would he feel his heart splinter and shatter at the sight of his kid falling apart in his arms, knowing that this comes from years of abuse and bullying and loneliness that he can't erase?
"Izuku, my precious brat, you are more than a 'Deku'. You are top of your class, a personal student of Nedzu and perform professional analyses used regularly by hero agencies - you are not stupid. You have acted as a vigilante for three years; preventing and interrupting innumerable crimes, including deaths, mine too, during that time; you have motivated and protected your classmates; you have given me a son that I could not cherish more - you are not useless. You may be Quirkless, but every single day you prove that it doesn't matter, that you are just as worthy and strong as others, that you are more than enough. You won the Sports Festival. Kid, I love you - every part of you. I believe you fully worthy of being here at UA, of being a hero. Have I ever lied to you Izuku, truly? Do I do things illogically without incredibly good reason?" The teenager doesn't reply - can't - but judging by the renewed tears, he fully understands what Aizawa is saying. And when he peers up at his Dad, eyelashes clumping together, bangs threatening to hide his verdant gaze, feverishly bright, there is something there. A vibrancy. Izuku - his Kidilante - had always been made of steel and ice and fire, tempered and bent and somehow never quite broken. But he had always been damaged. Yet now, something in his eyes seems healed - or perhaps stitched together, not yet healed, that will take more time, but something that Aizawa has said has helped, granted him that little bit of self-acceptance that he had been lacking before, that had started to come into existence only last week.
"Kid..." Aizawa trails off, genuinely not sure what else to say. Then he decides that no, he's said enough, and instead reaches to push Izuku's bangs back, out of the way, and holds his hand against his kid's forehead for a minute, then slipping it down to cradle his tear-stained cheek and stroke a thumb just beneath one of those stunning eyes, trying to convey how much he cares for his brat with every touch. This is his kid, his precious Kidilante, and he wants nothing more than to help him feel confident, happy and loved. If anyone deserves it, Izuku does.
For a long time, they simply sit there, silent but comfortable, not moving even when the bell for the end of homeroom rings out. And they continue to sit there after the bell chimes and, a few minutes later, Midnight, Snipe and Ectoplasm open the door, discussing one of Nedzu's new policies. And promptly freeze upon seeing the father-son pair sat together, both with tear tracks down their cheeks. Aizawa looks up at their entrance, heedless of how red his eyes are and the marks upon his own face, and nods them in with a faint scowl. They tactfully ignore how Izuku is half-asleep, leant heavily into his Dad. When Midnight goes to approach them, a packet of wipes in hand, Aizawa shoots her a warning glare. He knows that anyone coming close will rouse Izuku - his vigilante instincts are hard-won and, by now, very much hard-wired too. Suddenly seeming to understand, she nods and offers a smirk, turning away again and re-initiating her conversation with Ectoplasm and Snipe in hushed whispers. At some point, Izuku fully slips into sleep, and Aizawa eventually follows.
An hour or two later, Izuku is the first to wake up, finding himself slumped against his Dad. At some point or another they had shifted to lie lengthways on the sofa, Izuku tucked under his Dad's familiar, protective arm, face buried in the man's capture scarf. The elder looked exhausted... and were those tear tracks on his face? Huh, those were a rare sight. His dry eye pretty much prevented him from physically producing and releasing tears, so why-? Oh yeh. Izuku's little breakdown. Kami, how embarrassing. But at least he felt lighter now, the bands around his chest and throat and wrists had eased off somewhat, not quite right, but a lot better all the same. Wait, how long has it been? He must have missed homeroom and some lessons too- fuck, fuck, fuck. And all because his self-esteem was so low that he couldn't even handle being called a hero... Yet still, his Dadzawa had comforted him, reassured him. Said some things that Izuku genuinely wanted to believe, that he could perhaps begin to trust in, if only a little. After all, Aizawa Shouta did not lie. And there was no way that the serious, sincere man would make something like this a logical ruse. Huh.
"Kiddo?" The soft, sleep-rough voice breaks through Izuku's thoughts and he looks up at his Dad, humming a near-silent acknowledgment. Neither move.
"Feel up to class?" Izuku pauses at that, genuinely contemplating, before nodding a little,
"Yeh, I think so. I'm more settled, lighter, head's shut up a bit. I... Thanks Dadzawa," he mutters, voice almost inaudible, but Aizawa offers a little grunt in response all the same. Then, with stiff, careful limbs, the man pushes them both up into sitting positions, and they both automatically scan the room, eyes catching on the couple of teachers - all studiously ignoring the pair - and then, of course, the clock. Damn, it's already second period. He's missed English.
"Want me to come along, or just give you a note?"
"A note'll probably be fine. It's Cementoss-sensei, so he won't make a big deal out of anything."
"Alright kid. Gimme a second."
Twenty minutes into Literature, Izuku quietly enters the classroom with an apologetic expression, note in hand, and offers Cementoss a short bow along with the piece of paper, various classmates eyeing him in worry. But the pro hero merely nods with a slight smile, passing the note back to him, and continues with the lesson as Izuku settles into his seat. Fortunately, they seemed to be recapping their previous work, so he hasn't even missed too much. And Shouto and Hitoshi, upon being offered a wobbly smile from the greenette, immediately relax somewhat themselves. They must have been worried. Still though, the lesson passes quickly, and then the bell rings for break. But before anybody can even think to ask after Izuku, Aizawa is rattling open the classroom door and speaking, despite poor Cementoss-sensei still being halfway through leaving,
"Right everyone, attention. Stay in your seats. Sorry that you're missing break, but I'm sure you'll survive. You'll remember that after the Sports Festival, I reminded you all of the impending internship offers. Well, I'm going to be handing out said offers. And I will reiterate, whilst many of you got offers, some did not and this fact will only partially reflect upon your skill levels. And the school will be organising suitable agencies and heroes for those of you who need it. We'll have another matter to deal with after, but for now, see this." And with that, Aizawa stands to the side and, with a press of the remote suddenly in his hand, a projection comes up on the blackboard.
"Todoroki, you got 4,578 offers. Bakugou, 3,003. Yaoyoruzu, 681. Iida, 503. Tokoyami, 360. Ururaka, 242. Kirishima, 198. Kaminari, 173. Sero, 102. Midoriya, 76. Shinsou, 41. Everyone will receive a packet, either of the forty UA-affiliated agencies or for their nominations. Consider them carefully, ask advice as you need, and don't make any stupid choices. You have until Friday homeroom." As a murmur runs through the class, and a few students cry out in triumph or anger (the latter being Bakugou about 'that fucking icyhot got more than me?!'), several with confusion over Izuku and Shinsou gaining so few, Aizawa gives them a few moments to get it out of their systems then activates his quirk and demands that they shut up. Everyone complies.
"And third on the list of things to do is a lesson on Hero Informatics. It's not my speciality, so Midnight-"
"-IS HERE TO HELP!" The woman crows, bursting into the room to a garbled mess of surprised and pleased cries from the class.
"You little terrors are going to be picking your hero names! And do be careful darlings, because it might stick with you for your entire career, right Eraserhead?" she purrs, but the man only grumbles incoherently, stepping over to the corner and slithering into his sleeping bag. Izuku has no doubt that he will only be lightly dozing at most.
But then Izuku registers just what Midnight had said. Ah fuck, hero names. He'd already messed this up once. Except, he kind of hadn't? Kidilante had become his name. It was the one that the police knew, that the villains feared, that his Dad had been calling him for nigh-on three years. It was his first hero name, even if it was Present Mic who semi-accidentally gave it to him and even if it had belonged to a vigilante. It was a name that symbolised all the good in his life, everything he had achieved. But did he really want to be known as Kidilante forever? It was, obviously, inherently, quite a juvenile name. So maybe if it was the title rather than his name? Ugh, this was so much effort.
"Toshi, Shou," he murmurs, only just loud enough for them to hear,
"Do you have any ideas?" Shouto twists in his seat with a slight shrug,
"Maybe just Shouto? He wants me to have something like Flash Fire or Flame Frost so that's a no." Hitoshi snorts and Izuku offers a quiet giggle, although both of their gazes were sympathetic.
"What about Equilibirum? Or Entropy? Maybe Duality-"
"What was that one?" Shouto interrupts, visibly perking up a little.
"Entropy? Duality?"
"Hm, Entropy. Thanks Izu."
"You're welcome?" A questioning lilt bleeds in from the shorter's surprise, but Shouto only offers a slight smile before grabbing his board and scribbling the name down. Izuku and Hitoshi look to each other, both a little shocked, but not unpleasantly so. Then they share soft smiles at their friend's enthusiasm, subtle though it might be. It's good to see.
"And you, Toshi?"
"I was debating Mind Blank, but that feels too suggestive about my quirk. Puppeteer is too... you know."
"Yeh, I get what you mean. Maybe Siren? It's kind of misleading but still accurate. Or something relating to purple?"
"Oh what, so are you gonna be called Green Bean?"
"Tooooooshi," Izuku whines, half-playful. He only receives a grin in return, and a second one, albeit smaller, when Shouto turns back around to keep on talking with them.
"I might go with Siren for now. Dunno. You?"
"I've got something, I think. Maybe. It's got meaning, but I'll see."
"You gonna tell us what it is?"
"You can wait."
"Nooo, I'll die from the anticipation!"
"Then perish," Izuku deadpans, before all three of them being to snicker, attracting a few fond, if bemused, glances from their classmates.
Ten minutes later, Midnight is calling them all to attention once more. They go through the class, person by person, with a variety of brilliant to highly questionable names, when they get to Shouto.
"For now, I want to be known as Entropy, the Elemental Hero. It's my own, given to me by someone I consider important. I like it," he says simply, face blank, but with the slightest flush to his cheeks. Midnight laughs loudly, but only comments on the good alliteration of the name.
"Catchy," she approves. Shouto only nods, face completely neutral once more, and returns to his seat. Izuku is up next. Coming up to the front of the classroom, he abruptly finds himself nervous. What if they recognise the name? His vigilante persona is only really known by the police, local heroes and the underground. So they shouldn't do. Fuck it, it'll be fine. And so he forces down his stutter and stands with the posture of someone experienced, self-assured, when he is at the podium and turns his board around.
Hemlock, the Kidilante Hero.
"I want to be primarily known as Hemlock, but I couldn't abandon my first 'hero' name."
"Oh? Your first hero name?" Midnight questions, on auto-pilot, but then shuts her mouth almost as quickly, a glint of guilt in her eyes. She'd clearly realised the answer to said question as soon as she'd asked, and knows exactly how much Izuku couldn't afford to say on the matter.
"Yes. It means a lot to me." Izuku replies, ignoring the little smattering of curious titters from his class, simply staring down at his board as though he could read through it. He is sure. Being a vigilante is what he's got him here, his 'Kidilante' self is about sixty percent of his being, maybe seventy, even eighty; he can't abandon it now. Not to mention it's what brought him his Dad and, ultimately, his friends too. He is Kidilante and always will be.
"Well, I see nothing wrong with it. Cool name kid! Next!" And they continue on through the class again, Hitoshi up next.
"I wasn't too sure, but for the time being I'm going with Siren. I, uh, don't have a title yet."
"That's alright darling!" Midnight chirps,
"You've got plenty of time for that - it's the name that really matters and what you need for now. And that's a good one!" Hitoshi just nods, scratching at the back of his head, and ambles back down the aisle. Well, at least that's over with.
Yet again finding themselves sat in a cat café after school, the trio are settled in their usual cushioned corner, shoulder to shoulder, cats sprawled over and around them. One small tuxedo tomcat has managed to wile its way on top of Izuku's head, curling up amongst the fluffy green hair. Hitoshi had taken far too many pictures and spammed every group chat available with them. But after a while they settled down, simply basking in the quiet and companionship of each other and the cats. Eventually though, it is Shouto who speaks up,
"Are you alright after this morning? Aizawa-sensei looked after you, yes?"
"Ah yeh. Uhm, had a panic attack, talked through some stuff; my head was already in a bit of a dodgy place, had a bad day yesterday. It- it was a mess, but I'm doing okay now, I think. Better at least. S-sorry if I worried you or anything."
"It's not a problem green bean. We just want you to be happy." Izuku can only offer them a tremulous, hopeful smile at that. Kami, his friends...
"On a more optimistic note Izu, you said that Kidilante was your first hero name? Is it something you'd be okay with sharing?"
"I don-" Then Izuku cuts his intinctive 'no' off, taking a moment to truly think it through. He knows neither Shou nor Toshi would judge him for it. He knows that. Is he even allowed to tell them? Well, he hasn't really broken any laws, and it's not like information is illegal, or at least not this information, so it should be fine...?
"I, uhm, I'm just gonna ask someone something quick." And Izuku carefully digs his phone out of his pocket, making sure he doesn't disturb any of the cats. And, even without being asked, neither of his friends peer over at his screen as he brings up the group chat that holds his three parental figures. Nobody better to ask than them.
Parental Problems (TM):
ProblemChild : [Do you guys think I can tell Shouto and Hitoshi about stuff?]
PolygraphWho : [depends what you mean by stuff but probably]
ChaosCreature : [I can have gag orders ready as needed.]
ProblemChild : [About being a vigilante. And thanks Nedzu-sensei, although they shouldn't be necessary. It's only Toshi and Shou.]
PolygraphWho : [doesn't affect me Izuku. up to you so long as you trust them. they seem like good kids]
ProblemChild : [thanks Tsuka. Dadzawa?]
ToiletpaperFather : [Go for it kiddo. They're good friends and they know that I'll make their lives difficult if need be.]
ProblemChild : [Bad Eraserhead! That's not how you treat your students!]
ToiletpaperFather : [But it is how I treat people that hurt my kid.]
ProblemChild : [Aww, someone's gone soft.]
ToiletpaperFather : [Fuck off brat. Oh, and bring more litter home with you.]
ProblemChild : [fine, fine. and i'll tell them.]
ToiletpaperFather : [Okay. Good on you kid.]
ToiletpaperFather : [And Tsukauchi, look what you've done. His texting has gotten worse - it looks like yours.]
PolygraphWho : [shut it Aizawa i'm too busy for proper text speech]
ToiletpaperFather : [So am I but you don't see me lacking capital letters.]
PolygraphWho : [No, I see you carrying around an eyesore of a sleeping bag.]
Izuku, snorting, turns his phone back off before he can get sucked into more banter with the three. Sue him, he thrives on spite and sarcasm.
"I can tell you."
"Do you want to? You've already had a day and a half," Hitoshi pushes, both his and Shouto's expressions verging on concerned. And that is enough for Izuku to know that he really is sure.
"Yep. What do you two think of vigilantes?"
"Why…?" The suspicious question is only answered by a pout. Hitoshi and Shouto exchange glances over Izuku's head, already beginning to suspect where this is going, but not daring to voice it yet.
"I think they're brave, but some of them take it too far."
"Endeavour hates them, so I tend to like them."
"Well that's good, else you'd probably disown me."
"I don't think we can disown you," Shouto frowns, distracted by the fact that they're not Izuku's parents and thus not able to disown him.
"I know that Shou. That wasn't the point. My point was that I'm a vigilante and if you hated them then this would be pretty fucking awkward."
For a long moment, the three of them blink at each other. Despite all the evidence, none of them had quite expected Izuku to just come out and say it like that, not even the greenette himself. And now he's shrinking into himself between them, shoulders hunching and face shadowed by his bangs, threatening to topple the cat from his head. That just won't do.
Sharing another glance, this one more concerned but determined, Shouto and Hitoshi twist, shuffling around on the ground until they're facing Izuku head-on.
"Izuku, green bean, can you look at us?" Hitoshi prompts, one hand slowly coming up to rest just above the greenette's knee, glad that Izuku doesn't jump or move away from the telegraphed affection.
'I don't want you to...'
"To what Izu?" Shouto asks, voice so impossibly soft and smooth.
'I don't know.' And the signing hands are starting to tremble; neither of the taller teens are happy about that.
"It's fine green bean, I promise. You know what else is fine? You being a vigilante. Actually, that's pretty fucking cool."
"I think so too."
"R-really?" And Izuku peeks up at them from beneath bangs and eyelashes. It would be heart-stoppingly adorable, particularly with the cat still on his head, if not for the glassy film over the vibrant green eyes and the dullness behind it.
"Of course Izuku," Hitoshi reassures the teen as both he and Shouto reach forward to gently grasp Izuku's hands, interlacing their fingers, trying to soothe the shaking of the smaller boy's freckled limbs.
"So..." Hitoshi starts who knows how long later, when they have all slumped into each other once again,
"Where did 'Kidilante' come from?"
"Present Mic. Although he didn't know that I knew at that point."
"Oh?"
"Yeh. I was stalkin- waiting to meet up with Eraserdad on his patrol and I overheard him with Present Mic. He called me Kidilante and I liked it, so it stuck."
"How old were you?"
"Just thirteen. I'd been a vigilante for a few months by then."
"Thirteen?" Shouto reaffirms, eyebrows scrunched up in something akin to worry. Izuku nods, silent for a long second, staring down at their interlaced hands,
"It all kind of started by accident - the first few incidences, I was still twelve actually. But then I just started making patrols, got some decent pseudo-Kevlar cloth off of a 'victim' that I saved who insisted on repaying me somehow - I reinforced a couple of hoodies with it, sto- bought a proper mask, picked up a utility belt, kept a few knives from villains, got given a few more. Stole a good frying pan from the home. Eraserdad gave me a bo staff. And I've been working ever since."
"Even now?" There's no judgement in Hitoshi's words, only curiosity interlaced with faint concern, and Izuku can't flinch at that.
"Yeh. I get... restless. Antsy. So Dad lets me patrol with him half the time, normally a few times a week. If not, I bug Tsuka or do research or something to occupy my brain. And I've been doing the occasional analysis for Nedzu-sensei since Dadzawa adopted me, in-including the one on Stain. Although I've been doing unofficial stuff for Eraserdad for ages. Since he began to trust me, pretty much."
"And that was how he knew you? Why he adopted you post-USJ?"
"Well that and the group home I was at before wasn't exactly great, I guess."
"You guess?"
"Yeh," Izuku breathes, suddenly exhausted. Immediately catching on, Shouto and Hitoshi exchange a fond glance. They had more questions, but it can wait.
"C'mere green bean, give me your legs," Hitoshi prompts, nudging Izuku to lean against Shouto's warm side and tucking the greenette's half-folded legs over his own lap, feet on his thigh, where he casually, naturally, curls a hand around a freckled ankle, brushing his thumb soothingly over the protruding bone there.
"Sleep Izu. We'll keep you safe until it's time to go," Shouto adds, slinging his arm carefully across the front of Izuku's chest, waggling his fingers in the air for a second until Hitoshi catches on and brings his free hand up to interlace their fingers, settling their intertwined hands on Izuku's shoulder. It should probably be a bit uncomfortable, but honestly that's impossible to even consider when their friend is so cutely curled up, snuffling softly as he slips into sleep, relaxing fully against them. At one point, one of the employees that almost always has a shift when they visit, comes to stand a good five or six metres away and gestures with a camera, a questioning expression making her intentions obvious. With a slightly flustered smile, Hitoshi nods at her and doesn't feel said smile falter, even as she takes a few pictures.
(Neither he nor Shouto notice her taking a couple more, another ten minutes on, when they're both staring down at Izuku with the softest of adoring expressions - it's only later, when their time is up and they've gently woken Izuku up, meeting her at the counter to get both print-outs and digital copies of the photos that they see them and all three splutter, shocked and blushing furiously - she simply adds the extra copies for free.)
Notes:
Any other suggestions for Shinsou's hero name are more than welcome! I do like Siren, for the reasons listed above, but I'm far from settled on it... Any ideas?
Oh, and for an explanation of how Izuku saved Tensei - hdid an analysis on Stain for Nedzu which got sent around Hosu-acting agencies (and that of surrounding areas in case Stain moved on early) - meaning that Ingenium had a partner with him and back-up close by due to adjusted patrol routes and schedules - he survives with bad shoulder and thigh wounds - will need a bunch of physio and may choose to retire anyway, but should be able to return to heroing with some time and effort. Tenya is very, very relieved.
And before I forget - for those of you that read Overactive and liked the Kitsune! Izuku idea, I should start posting that this Thursday, hopefully, so please keep an eye out if you think you'd like it - it's called Tsune (I'm Always Here For You) and sorry for the self-promotion but I'm really excited! Thanks to all of you as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 19: XVII - Offers Of Friendship And Internships
Summary:
Some interactions with the class again ('cause our bois need friends) and some discussion of internships as well.
Notes:
So I am, theoretically, back onto my regular update schedule of every Tuesday for this fic - enjoy guys! Love to you all - Ota.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next morning's homeroom see the class working through their stacks of paperwork. Each student, regardless of whether they got outside offers or were relying on the UA contacts, had at least forty double-sided pages to work through. Poor Shouto had been given a tablet, Aizawa stating,
"I couldn't be bothered to print or carry all of yours, so have this. Password is donteventryitkid. No capitals, no punctuation, no spaces. Bakugou, same for you." And the man sends Izuku a knowing glance as he speaks, receiving a cheeky grin in return. At least the brat knows how the password is aimed at.
"You are permitted to discuss amongst each other, but keep it down and don't get too distracted. Hellspawn," he chides, even as he slips into his sleeping bag, yet again in the corner of the classroom. And almost instantly, Kaminari is on his feet and bounding towards Izuku, Shouto and Hitoshi.
"Mido, Shinsou, you know you guys did really super good, right?"
"Bit of an understatement, considering Izuku won the whole thing," Hitoshi comments, but Kaminari only nods along,
"Exactly! So why don't you two have more offers? You completely kicked as- butt, I don't get it," he pouts, looking genuinely put-out on their behalves. Several of their other classmates nod along, similarly confused. Exchanging a glance with the greenette, it is Hitoshi who answers,
"Izuku is Quirkless, and the obvious lack of a Quirk probably put most heroes off, particularly above-ground ones, even if it was never explicitly said that he was Quirkless. And they will either think my Quirk is weak or villainous, I bet."
"WHAAAAT?!" Kaminari cries, ignoring how Aizawa sends a glare at him,
"But you're both so strong and cool - you're not weak or villainous or anything! That's so dumb!"
"You would know," Jirou snorts, but all of their class look blatantly shocked and offended. A few of them, like Kouda and Shouji, are clearly quite sympathetic as well.
"We know that, you know that. Most people are just too blind and caught up in the idea of ultimate Quirks to notice. Bastards," Hitoshi mutters, flushing a little when it earns him a giggle from Izuku, who can just about hear him when he gets that quiet.
"Aw man, that really sucks," Kaminari, pouts, tacking on,
"And it's really unfair. But! You shouldn't let it get you down, 'cause we all know you're super-duper amazing, and you're gonna show them all, right? Show them that they're wrong?"
"That's the plan," Hitoshi agrees, and the matching smiles, sadistic, spiteful yet all too pretty, from he and Izuku have a lot of the class shuddering in their seats. Kaminari titters nervously, before bouncing away again, breaking the moment. Nobody forgets it though. And several of them promise themselves that they will try to make sure that their classmates are treated fairly whenever they're around to help, to hopefully help change public opinions once they're heroes in their own rights. To have first and third place in their year receive less than a hundred offers each doesn't sit right at all...
Ten minutes later though, Izuku abruptly straightens, hands clenching around one particular piece of paper,
"Wait, D- Aizawa-sensei, isn't NightVeil your agency?" Izuku's question is loud, carrying across the classroom, and for 1-A that is a very rare experience. And so of course everyone whips around to face him, shocked. But Aizawa merely nods, expression blank,
"A couple of the others - several of them actually - saw your performance at the Sports Festival and were interested. They asked me and I confirmed that you were aiming to go underground. And so we put an offer in."
"But- I-"
"Problem Child, don't explode your head thinking about it. You can either accept it, or choose a different offer. There's no pressure - and this applies to all of you - to choose one agency or hero over another for any particular reason. Be sensible and focus on improving your weaknesses or trying out a field that you think would suit you."
"Wait, sensei, you said 'the others'; why not your boss then, if I may ask?"
"Hm. Good question Yaoyorozu. Underground agencies work differently to those of aboveground, limelight heroes. You standard agency, such as, say, Fatgum's, is based around one high-ranking hero, or even mid-ranking depending on specialities and such, who then has a series of sidekicks who may or may not eventually debut themselves as individual heroes who would then typically start up their own agency. In contrast, due to our lesser numbers and broader skill sets, along with the type of crime we generally deal with and, quite frankly, our higher death rates and lesser need for hierarchy, underground heroes form collective 'agencies' which, at a base level, are a large group of heroes who deal with underground and nightly crime in a district. NightVeil, my agency, covers the Kanagawa and Tokyo regions. Being part of the agency gives us more options for raids, for intelligence and for back-up, whilst allowing us to coordinate patrols and share information both internally and agency-to-agency more easily. It's a web of similar-level heroes, rather than what is essentially a business headed by an individual or a team. It also helps to keep corruption and death tolls down, as we are all accountable for each other." The class sit, clearly rather shocked, some verging on horrified at the sombre information.
"So, is there no seniority? Surely you must have something in place for any large-scale operations or political upheaval or something."
"In a sense. Most underground agencies do retain an aspect of hierarchy, but usually in terms of experience with particular fields. If we're running a human trafficking bust in Musutafu, I might well be the lead hero. But if it were fighting rings in Hosu, then Slipshod would take point; or ImGlo would go undercover for a drugs bust. Most of us prefer to work alone or with select partners and teams, so leadership isn't often an issue. And worse ways things can always be settled with a spar, unofficially."
"That's..."
"It's effectively a different job to a limelight hero. Neither option is better or worse necessarily, it's just what a person is more suited to doing. My Quirk works best in a surprise ambush and my fighting style suits quick, small-group fights. My... unofficial work partner is much the same, hence working together. But All Might prefers taking on large groups and or heavy-hitters, whilst his size and flashiness would work poorly for a three am patrol in back alleys, hence him being an aboveground hero. It's all very logical."
"Wait, sensei, you have a partner?!" Ashido yells, apparently having focused on the only part of his entire explanation that he would have wanted her not to.
"Of sorts. We share patrols and busts regularly. But as they're a vigilante, it's an unofficial collaboration."
"But they're illegal!" Iida cries, blatantly scandalised. Aizawa pinches the bridge of his nose, already feeling the impending headache,
"And so are the villains. However," he stresses, sending a pointed glance throughout the room,
"Some vigilantes avoid breaking laws by only acting in defence and, even then, some such as my partner, will avoid relying on Quirks, thus bypassing legalities. The police are aware of them. But I must make this very clear to all of you - should a single one of you mention that fact to another soul, or even amongst each other, beyond this classroom or worse, should you possess the true stupidity of daring to fight villains by yourself without direct supervision I will expel you with no hesitation, and I will ensure that Nedzu blacklists you from all other hero schools for breach of conduct, amongst other associated issues. It is beyond dangerous. Seasoned pros die regularly, and I will not have any of you putting yourself into unnecessary risk, is that understood?" Aizawa's deadly tone, in combination with his hair and weapon floating lazily around him and the glowing crimson eyes of his quirk, sends shivers down the students' spines as they all hurriedly nod and announce their agreements. It is only Izuku, unnoticed at the back of the class, who does not. But Aizawa is hardly going to single him out over it.
"Right, back on track you lot. Just remember my warning." The words and tone are bland, but the fierce glare hasn't abated and, without a noise, all twenty of them bend their heads and go back to studying their lists of agencies. Gradually, the usual chatter blurs back into existence, a few people getting up to compare and debate offers, and Izuku is internally muttering over a few select options when he registers that whoever was approaching their corner of the room was heading for him. Who-? Oh, it's Yaoyorozu.
"Midoriya, I was wondering if I could ask for your opinion on a matter?" She asks, as polite as ever, though clearly a little nervous in how she tugs at her bangs. Izuku, noting the small sheaf of papers in her hand, nods with a slight smile.
"I've been debating between three main options. Of course I'm very grateful for all of them, but I'm rather torn."
"Wh-what's your main goal?" Izuku asks, voice hushed but still with barely a stutter.
"I- In what context, sorry?"
"What do y-you want your int-ternship to achieve? Or help y-you with?" Yaoyorozu opens her mouth to answer, then pauses, closing it again. Finally, after clearly struggling with herself a little, she speaks up,
"I... I suppose I want to gain confidence in myself and my Quirk, more than anything else. I had thought I might go with Uwabami, but upon second thought..."
"I sh-shouldn't want to o-overtake your p-process but sh-she is very f-focused on media image and sponsersh-ships which wouldn't be bad p-per se, but you would p-probably do really well under s-someone like Fatgum - similar Qu-quirk - or a good all-round hero who does l-lots of p-public patrols because experience h-helps build confidence and qu-quick-thinking... uhm, does that h-help?"
"Oh, thank you Midoriya, that sounds very sensible! I have a lot to think about, but that really helped make things clearer... Thank you again!" And her smile is bright, wide and genuine and oh- Is this what it feels like to make another friend? Huh. Normally he just sticks around people until they like him or hurt him. And he's gotten a Dad and three friends out of it so far, so it can't be that bad really, right...
"No w-worries Yaoyorozu." Thank Kami he managed to at least say her name without stuttering, that would have been embarrassing.
"Oh, call me Yaomomo. We're friends after all, r-right?" And they're both very awkward, clearly, but Izuku nods with a genuine grin all the same.
"Call me Izuku th-then. Anyone I'm close to does," Izuku returns, a little part in the back of his head wanting to say 'call me Aizawa', but no, no, no. Well for one, it would be pretty damn confusing in class. But also just because, well, only Shouto and Hitoshi know that it was their teacher who had adopted him, rather than some random stranger. And Izuku would rather avoid the hassle of them all knowing and asking what would inevitably be incessant questions that he just didn't want to answer.
"Of course Izuku! Thanks again!" And with that Yaoyo- Yaomomo returns to her seat, a smile in place, and it doesn't take his best friends more than a moment to turn to look at him, blatantly amused, for all that their expressions are fairly blank still.
"So green bean, you replacing us?" Hitoshi teases, and for one awful second, Izuku's heart drops, but then the joking tone registers and he snickers,
"I couldn't, even if I wanted to." And if all three of them flush a bit in the next moment, it's coincidence, okay? Pure chance.
"Nor could we," Shouto murmurs, once he's patted the flames on the back of his hand out. None of them notice the side-eyes from some of their classmates, who are tittering over how goddamn cute they are they have no right this is unfair why are three of the hottest boys in class so adorably in love with each other- Instead, Izuku refocuses on pulling a few select pieces of paper out of his small stack, and then spends some time snickering with Hitoshi over the veritable book series that Shouto is attempting to make sense of.
That lunch time, settled beneath their usual tree, Izuku, Shouto and Hitoshi find themselves approached by Ururaka, Iida and Asui, all with bentos in hand.
"Hey you three! Mind if we join you?" Ururaka chirps, bright and bubbly as ever. Izuku, Hitoshi and Shouto spend a long moment exchanging glances, and the fact that their three classmates stay stood back at a respectful, if friendly distance, is what clinches it.
"Y-yeh, th-that's be okay," Izuku offers with a smile. Ururaka beams, bounces a few times on the spot, before plopping down almost immediately, Asui settling down beside her, Iida hesitating a moment, eyeing the grass, before he too sits, albeit very properly, legs folding immaculately, bento balanced carefully in his lap.
"Why did you want to join us?" Hitoshi asks, never too fussed about politeness when it comes to protecting himself, and now his two friends. Still though, he manages to keep his tone perfectly civil, suspicion only in his eyes. Iida splutters for a moment all the same, and it is Asui, also blunt, who replies,
"We don't know a lot about you three, and you're clearly very close, but we like what we do know and thought it would be nice for both of us to expand our friend groups a bit, particularly as we've gotten along well with you all so far."
"Reasonable," Shouto allows, reaching across Izuku to steal a piece of chicken out of Hitoshi's bento. The purple-haired boy groans, and nudges Izuku until the shorter grumbles and takes one of Shouto's octopus sausages, dumping it in Hitoshi's bento for him. But he puts it with the salad just to be spiteful.
"Your arms are more than long enough to have done that yourself," he chides, carefully ignoring how their three newcomers look a little surprised at his stutter-less speech. Hitoshi only laughs.
"But why do something myself when I could get you to do it?"
"Why am I friends with you?"
"'Cause you wuuuuuuv us!" Hitoshi teases, draping himself dramatically over Izuku until the shorter has to collapse into Shouto's side, who doesn't even react, only blinking once, continuing to eat, deadpan. Ururaka loses it. And once she starts cackling, Iida and Asui join in, if less hysterically, then Izuku giggles some, muffled by Hitoshi, and even Shouto exhales sharply, just once. But the previous tension has been lost, and everyone begins to eat, once they've calmed further. And it doesn't take long for a few small conversations to pick up, Izuku hesitantly asking Asui about her Quirk, Iida and Ururaka discussing combat with Hitoshi, mainly the two boys explaining some forms and styles to Ururaka, who was talking about how she was thinking about going with a combat-based hero, which was generally seen as a good idea by the group. It was a pleasant lunch time, even if the larger group was still a bit uncomfortable for the three. But Ururaka, Asui and Iida were kind and considerate, didn't move too close into their space, nor ended up too loud or moved too quickly, and it was... It was nice.
"Hey Dad," Izuku says, hopping onto one of kitchen stools, Cadaver and Caitlin happily mushed together in his arms, both purring like plane engines.
"Yeh kid?"
"I think I might have made more friends today. Maybe?"
"Oh? Who?"
"Yaoyo- Yaomomo. And then maybe Iida, Asui and Ururaka too."
"They're all good kids," the man observes, nodding as he took some more ingredients out of the fridge. Looks like it would be stir fry for dinner...
"They're nice. And they don't seem to care that I'm Quirkless, or that I'm quiet, or anything. It's weird."
"Kid, that's not weird, it's right. It's how things should be. Buuuuut people are fuckers and ruin it 'cause they too far up their own arses."
"They are," Izuku snorts, but he buries his head into the mass of feline in his arms, and Aizawa takes a moment to watch him, deciding that he is mostly okay, not about to start crying or have a panic attack, so he lets the kid work through it by himself. He trusts that Izuku will come to him if need be. And even if Izuku doesn't, he'll look after him. It's a Dad's job after all. And he wouldn't have it any other way, not when it meant that he got to have this wonderful demon child in his life every day.
Notes:
Okay, so I have fully taken the concept of agencies and underground heroes into my own hands here, because, quite frankly, their entire concept is wildly underdeveloped and I love the whole potential background for them. So I hope this all made sense!
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And so you know how Shouto is super bad at interviews? I just thought of this:
Interviewer: So Todoroki-san, who do you prefer to work with out of your two underground hero friends, Hemlock or Siren?
Shouto: They could kill me or kiss me and I would thank them.
Interviewer: O-okay. That wasn't quite the question, but-
Shouto: It was the correct answer though.
Interviewer, at camera men: Can we switch to studio now?
Shouto (in the background): Why? Was it something I said?
Interviewer: Please? I'm begging-
Host: And here, back at the studio, we now have the weather report for you...
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And lastly, as though there wasn't enough author's notes or I hadn't already self-promoted last chapter (big oof, it's so cringey) - my Kitsune! Izuku fic is finally being posted and any of you who're interested, please do check it out! Here's the link, and thanks to those of you who have already read it and commented (both here and on Tsune!) Love to you all, hugs, Ota. Xxx
https://archiveofourown.org/works/23894383
Chapter 20: XVIII - As Part Of Your Internship
Summary:
The first day of internships! (Honestly, just a bit of fun before things get serious)
Notes:
I've tried a sparring scene in here that has a lot of dialogue - I thought it really suited the Dadzawa dynamic, but if it's really confusing, then let me know and I'll change it around to work differently next time there's something like it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It's just over two weeks later when Aizawa looks over his gathered class and resists the urge to either sigh, nap or usher them all back to UA where they should be relatively safe and under control. In lieu of all this, he speaks,
"Right hellspawn, I've already lectured you on behaving, staying safe and not running off. Do not think that I still won't expel you if you're reckless idiots or embarrass yourselves and UA, so be sensible. Do you all know where you're going?" Luckily, all of them nod or call affirmatives, and he can see that they all have luggage and their hero costumes. That's a start at least...
"Okay. Good luck, learn lots, don't get into trouble." He pauses, scrutinising them all one last time, then waves a hand dismissively,
"Off with you." And he pretends not to hear Izuku snickering about how he is 'such a Dad'. He'll get the brat back for it later. Well, once the kid's done hugging his two best friends goodbye, and they've gone to their own destinations...
And indeed he does. The two head to the renovated industrial district, to one of the still-rundown warehouses backing onto a junkyard that, upon entering through a small side door, reveals a massive training space.
"Kid, this is a property owned collectively by NightVeil, all of us have access to it for training and the occasional meet-up. Don't break anything."
"This is pretty cool Dadzawa," Izuku mutters, gaping at the free-running and gymnastics area in particular, although the firing range and sparring sections haven't escaped his attention either.
"It's half-funded by the government, so I'd hope it would be. And it's where we're going to be spending the morning." And Izuku abruptly tenses up at that, warily eyeing up his Dad.
"We're going to be beating the shit out of each other, aren't we?"
"You said it kiddo. And mind your language, brat," Aizawa teases, Cheshire grin in place.
"English then, Dad."
"Fuck off."
"Rude! And what was that you said about language?"
'I said: mind your language, brat.' They both snort at the sign, tacitly conceding that neither of them were going to win this one, and Izuku heads into the changing rooms he'd noticed to put his hero costume on. No point getting civilian clothes sweaty and gross.
Okay, sweaty and gross was an understatement. Within ten minutes, both of them had been sent face-first into the mats at least twice, so dusty has to be added to the list. As Izuku pushes himself back to his feet, wiping away the blood from a split lip, he sends a half-hearted glare at his Dad,
"I bet StringMeister isn't doing this to Toshi." Even as he opens his mouth to answer, Aizawa is already leaping forwards, a kick flying towards Izuku's face, who dodges and tugs at the man's ankle. Off-balance, Aizawa nearly stumbles, but easily regains his footing.
"They're focusing on Quirk control and you know it brat, so no complaining."
"True," Izuku huffs, barely swaying away from a throat jab, retaliating with a vicious elbow strike that grazes the man's ribs.
"And at least Todoroki followed your recommendation."
"What, to avoid the flaming shitbag? Yeh," he agrees, ducking low and rolling, abruptly popping up with a roundhouse kick that caught Aizawa perfectly in the gut,
"Although I don't like him and Toshi being in Hosu." His Dad doesn't reply for a few moments, a barrage of punches forcing Izuku back enough for the man to catch his breath again.
"Neither. But he's with a decent hero, and he's sensible." Izuku nods a little, even as he blocks the last of the punches and bounds a step back to get the momentum to flip up and over his Dad, latching a hand into his loose hair to pull him down to the ground, commenting,
"It's worse that Iida's in Hosu, but I actually think he's handling everything pretty well." Aizawa hisses in pain, but bends backwards into Izuku's attack, showing his own flexibility. A neat twist keeps his face out of the path of a knee, and a palm strike dislodges Izuku's grip. Twisting further, Aizawa shifts his momentum into a bent-elbow cartwheel, unpredictable enough to keep Izuku from striking.
"Nedzu and I did agree that he should be fine to go with Manual. He's angry, but not to the point of vengeance, I don't think." On his feet again, Aizawa eyes up the kid as they both breathe heavily, warily watching each other. Waiting.
"Exactly! Good thing too."
"You don't say. Imagine the fucking paperwork something like that would create." And then Izuku leaps forwards, knee heading for Aizawa's stomach, hands coming to try and latch around his neck. One-man pincer attack, basically. The man ducks under the hands, blocking the knee with his forearms, already pushing his kid back.
"Lucky you. At least you get paid," Izuku grouches, landing easily, assessing how best to attack next. Aizawa only smirks,
"Don't start that shit again kid. You're a vigilante and a student, you're not meant to be getting paid. And I give you an allowance!" This time it is the hero who moves forwards, going for a more uncharacteristic tackle that nearly startles the teen enough to work. But then he jumps up and back, one foot lashing out the catch the man in the temple.
"Oh hush." Aizawa sways a little, but retorts all the same,
"You hush." And they grin, even as they both circle each other again.
After a solid two hours of sparring, and another hour of talking Izuku through some gun basics 'just in case', the two change into fresh clothes and begin to head out for the train station. Interrupting the comfortable silence they'd fallen into, Aizawa speaks up,
"As the second part of your internship, we're going shopping."
"Dadzawa, can I honestly and whole-heartedly say, what the actual fuck?"
"Don't look at me like that Problem Child. We'll use it as stealth training, but we genuinely need to get you some more clothes. And probably notebooks. And some posters or something for your room. Maybe paint."
"Oookay? I already like my room though!" Izuku protests, half because he doesn't want to seem rude, half because he genuinely does like his room. It doesn't matter if the walls are a plain tan, or that there's only a few old black and white posters (he loves those, even more so as Present Mic had stage-whispered that Dadzawa had picked them out specifically for him) and a black and grey shag rug. It's a good room and it's all his and his Dadzawa had put thought into it. Hence the blackout curtains and veritable mountain of monochrome, yellow and green blankets. It was his.
"And there's absolutely no way you could ever like it more?"
"No!" His instant protest is met with a single raised eyebrow.
"...Well okay, I guess so, but I do like it now! There's no point wasting the money on me!" And oops, he hadn't really meant to say it like that, even if it was true, but it was out now and damn, there was no way that the underground hero missed the nuances to his words.
"Kiddo," ah fuck, he sounded deadly serious - stupid Deku, had to open his mouth,
"You are more than worth spending some money on. It's your home as much as mine now, because I want to share it with you - I want you to feel safe and comfortable and for you to have a space of your own to retreat to when needed. Money means nothing, particularly when I've only ever really spent it on the cats before now and for all that they're little brats, they don't cost a lot. I have plenty saved up, and plenty more coming in all the time, you hear? And regardless, I would still want to treat you to things, because you deserve to be happy and, within reason, have the things you want, understood?"
"Oh..." And dammit, now his eyes are watery.
"Ah, c'mere kid," Aizawa grumbles, the words more akin to a purr than his usual growl, as he tugs Izuku against his chest and simply holds him close for a minute, letting go once Izuku starts to pull away again. Frankly, the teenager is just proud of the lack of a wet blotch on his Dad's scarf or jumpsuit. Well, he's also pretty pleased that they're still in the back-alleys, so nobody is around to have seen their little moment.
"So!" he chirps, bouncing on his feet to distract himself,
"How are we incorporating 'stealth training'? And when are we going?"
"We'll go this afternoon - gives you lunch to figure out what extra things you might want. And effectively, it'll be a combination of evasive manoeuvres and stalking."
"Couldn't have phrased that aaaaany better, could you?" The greenette snorts. The man simply rolls his eyes in return.
"Not really, no. I'll be following you and vice versa. Also, it should help train your instincts further; they're decent now, but rough around the edges, particularly in a crowded environment. And we can only train this through experience - hero training just isn't going to provide that, not until third year at least, when you all begin to specialise further and lessons begin to reflect that. Until then, you can only utilise work experience and internships to focus on specific heroic aspects. Though your patrols put you at an advantage with that." Izuku merely nods, thoughtful, before poking his Dad in the ribs.
"So, what's for lunch?"
"Hm... maybe one of the cats?"
"Dadzawa!" Izuku shriek-laughs, loud and unguarded. Aizawa revels in the familiarity between them; in how open and honest Izuku allows himself to be around him, and in how easy it is to let his own walls down for his son in return. So what if Izuku's not entirely at that point with his friends yet? He's getting far with one person - even better, a responsible adult in a position to help him as needed - and that's a start, far better than he could have hoped or expected. One good thing came out of the blasted USJ incident after all. And, even if he's not as close to Todoroki or Shinsou yet, he is still more of himself than around anyone else. They know about him being a vigilante. And Hizashi and Nemuri see a lot of him, and Nedzu some too. The latter will definitely end up getting to know him far too well after these internships - Izuku is going to be missing English classes in favour of private study with the principal and whilst it should be a good thing for the kid, the sheer feral chaos of the two regularly interacting is not something Aizawa is really looking forward to. It's already bad enough with them having talked properly a grand total of four times. Still though, the kid will enjoy it, so who is he to deny him?
"Come on kiddo, we can make onigiri. Then we'll go to that mall."
"Hey Dadzawa, slate grey or charcoal grey?"
"Don't ask me kiddo. 'S all just grey, grey or grey to me. And it's your room don't forget." Izuku stiffens at that, but just as quickly relaxes and sways to bump his shoulder against the man beside him.
"Hm, charcoal then. And could we- uhm- pick up some silver acrylic paints too? From a craft store?"
"Sure. We can do a 'race to the objective' in there. Kami knows it'll probably be big enough for it." And whilst his agreement ended in a grumble, Izuku was bouncing on the balls of his feet all the same, clearly delighted and, judging by the alarmingly gleeful glint in his eyes, had a plan of some description. Unfortunately, there was no way to tell if it was for the exercise, the room, or both. Ugh, something was going to be a mess. He could already tell - call it a parent's sixth sense for impending doom.
Indeed, only ten minutes later, they are stood outside the nearest arts and crafts store, eyeing each other up.
"Nothing illegal or that we might have to pay for. No fighting. Technically it should be no running but I doubt either of us would stick to it. We're looking for silver acrylic paint, yes?"
"Yep!" Izuku chirps, rocking in place, hands fidgeting. They don't often have the time for... friendly competitions, but they had occasionally raced over rooftops before, and it had always been good fun. Not to mention their semi-regular stress-relieving spars over the years. The latter had honestly become a habit whenever they were particularly antsy or out-of-sorts, if they had the time for it.
"Well then, ready?" Aizawa receives a nod, and begins to count them in:
"Three, two- oi brat!" Because Izuku is already off and running, only calling over his shoulder,
"Logical ruse you hobo!" And Aizawa is pelting after him, making sure to try and read any signs he can. Paints, paints, paints - hah, area four! Now then, where has Izuku gotten too, is he also headed in the right direction? Fuck, he is... A quick glance around confirms that there's nobody in the direct line of fire, so Aizawa shoots out a loop of capture weapon to hook Izuku's ankle. It catches, and the kid goes tumbling head-first. But he also seems to realise what's happening and swings his leg with the movement. Aizawa staggers to the side as the fabric around his shoulders tightens and tugs at him. Then he careens straight into a display of paintbrushes. Whoops. Probably should have been looking where he was looking, rather than at his kid.
"Fuck you Dadzawa!" comes the call, and Aizawa rolls his eyes, even as he leaps to his feet and propels himself off of the end of a set of sturdy shelves that may or may not have swayed with the force, sending some more stuff to the floor. Fuck it.
"Right back at you kiddo!" And now they're both running, practically side-by-side, headed for the furthermost corner of the shop. Some rows of easels and something like oil paints are visible, even from so far away. But then, in between one step and the next, a sharp elbow jabs into the man's side, and he wheezes. Although he doesn't stop running.
"You little shit!" he manages, voice a loud gasp. Out of the corner of his eye, he can see the vicious smirk on Izuku's face, and who can blame him if he retaliates at the sight? So he trades several more elbow strikes with the kid, each more painful than the last. Holy shit, they're going to be so bruised up tonight. But for now he still just wants to win. And maybe he shouldn't be getting so competitive with a teenager, but right now Izuku is as much his work partner as his son or student, so he can't bring himself to give a flying fuck-
"Area four!" Izuku abruptly crows, pivoting with a neat little skid to run down a perpendicular aisle. Cursing himself, Aizawa does the same for the next one down. Fuck, acrylic paints, acrylic paints... A shadowy blur of green catches his eye; the shelves don't have backs, he can see straight through to where Izuku is, still keeping almost exact pace with him. Well, no harm to a bit of sabotage. With this thought, Aizawa lashes out with a carefully angled slap of capture weapon, shoving plastic bottles of paint through the shelves at Izuku. The brat stumbles and curses at the sudden onslaught, furious glare coming to level with the man in the gaps. But then the kid is gone- has he fallen? Hearing the sound of flesh against metal, Aizawa utters a few expletives of his own because no, of course Izuku couldn't have simply fallen, he's now climbing the industrial-style shelves. And judging by the echoing footsteps and long shadow from behind and above Aizawa, he's running across the top of the thing. Dammit-
"Hah!" Shit, the kid must have spotted the silver acrylics- Pushing himself to run faster, Aizawa dashes around a corner, now running next to the wall, able to see the metallic paints, only a few metres away, there's a literal display of the golds and silvers- The thud of powerful footsteps alerts the hero to Izuku jumping from the top of one shelf unit to another, and they're pulling even against each other, one above and below, so close-
Aizawa dives forwards, reaching for the silver acrylics. He over-reaches though, ploughing straight into the display. Vaguely, he registers that he's also crashing with something warm and bony- what?
"Dad, I think we might have tied."
"Fuck that," he groans, slumping more heavily into the uncomfortable pile of plastic bottle and teenager limbs on the floor. After all that, they tied...?
"Sirs! What on earth have you been doing?!" Fuck.
In a train car s good hour later, headed home for dinner and a nap, Izuku takes the time to message his group chat with his two best friends, seeing that they're both online. Good.
Sinnamon: [Guys, guys, I got banned from an arts&crafts shop today! banned for life!]
insomn-i-am: [the fuck green bean?]
Shouto: [I thought you were with your Dad?]
: [And why do you sound proud?]
Sinnamon: [He's banned too! And it's kind of his fault anyway. Well, the race was his idea.]
: [And I'm kinda proud? It was some good chaos. :D]
insomn-i-am: [ooh sounds like tea]
Shouto: [What race?]
Sinnamon: [A race to the paint! It was training!]
Shouto: [...Training? Paint?]
Sinnamon: [Yep! Evasive manoeuvres and situational awareness and stuff!]
: [And paint for my room - I want to paint some constellations in there I think, Dad's letting me!]
Shouto: [And what bit of all that actually got you both banned?]
Sinnamon: [Oh. The fighting. And knocking over some displays. And the loud swearing. We had to clear up the stuff we knocked over. And buy the bits we'd broken, but luckily there wasn't a lot of that.]
Shouto: [I don't even want to know anymore. I give up.]
Sinnamon: [Aw Shouto don't say that! And honestly me and Dad gave up years ago. We're just messes.]
Shouto: [You don't say.]
insomn-i-am: [you haven't given up on me too, have you Peppermint?]
Shouto: [I suppose not. Unless you got banned from a store too?]
insomn-i-am: [Nope!]
Shouto: [Fine.]
: [And Izu?]
Sinnamon: [Yep?]
Shouto: [I hope you won.]
Sinnamon: [Ha, I knew you hadn't given up on me! And it was a tie!]
: [How did you two get on today? Liking your heroes?]
insomn-i-am: [StringMeister's Quirk really is similar to mine, even if it's more puppeteering than brainwashing so I guess their tips are pretty useful.]
: [and their agency has that resident cat i sent pictures of earlier]
: [its the best little demon to ever exist and i worship him now he is my new god]
Sinnamon: [mood though. I would die for our cats]
Shouto: [But the cats wouldn't care?]
Sinnamon: [Honestly, that's half the attraction.]
insomn-i-am: [best bastard gremlins. all of them]
Sinnamon: [speaking of gremlins, Dad wants me. Talk later?]
Shouto: [Of course Izu.]
insomn-i-am: [you got it green bean]
Notes:
Also, low-key used this chapter as an excuse for a Dadzawa chapter, but meh. Next time will be more plot-propelling!
Oh, and Hitoshi is working under a Hosu-based twilight hero (not quite underground - more of a limelight hero that prefers to work at night and on evening/dawn shifts and who isn't overly bothered with rankings) called StringMeister who has a puppeteering Quirk - physical contact, even just glancing skin-to-skin allows them to control a person's body - their mind is still completely free, but it has now power in its own body - they're pretty cool, honestly, and know how to help Hitoshi with basic control of both a controlling quirk and how others will perceive it.
As for Shouto... I honestly haven't decided on too much, beyond that he's working with a more minor fire-quirk-user who is always based in Hosu, keeping him away from Endeavor but still helping him to develop his underutilised fire side!Have I just given you guys spoilers? probably. Do I care at half one in the morning? fuck no! Enjoy! :D
Chapter 21: The Best Brat - Interlude III
Summary:
This wonderful, wonderful thing was prompted by Nami - I couldn't not! Thanks love!
Notes:
Okay, so I know I promised a plot-based chapter for the next update, but I didn't consider the chronology of what I'd already written and there's no way I'm not posting this in the right place because I'm nitpicky like that and I don't want to change the actual timing of its event because it's logical so I'm posting it early and then you guys will have the actual plot-based chapter for the usual Tuesday update! I feel pretty shit about doing this, cause you just had a non-plot-propelling chapter and I was dumb, but it's too late to change everything now, so here you go! (Although actually, something fairly important does happen here, which I'd forgotten...)
Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
On the second day of the class' internships, Aizawa has to leave Izuku for the late afternoon to attend a parent-teacher conference. Every year, he and the rest of the Heroics Department staff had to sit at tables and tell parents what was good and bad about their kids. And just hope they didn't get their heads bitten off.
So here he is, trussed up in a fucking suit, capture weapon reluctantly wrapped around his chest, under his shirt, a tad too tight but hey, at least he has it with him. He'd set his kid to napping at home - like the brat would actually do it, but meh he could hope - and then analysing some training footage of the current third years. It should keep him out of trouble at least. Although if he got a rant-text from Tsukauchi, Aizawa would not be surprised. In fact, the chances of his kid not resorting to bothering the man were very low, dammit, he probably should have warned the man that Izuku was going to be left unattended for several hours. He'd no doubt be mithering the detective the minute he'd finished his analyses.
"Shou!" His thoughts were interrupted by the sudden presence of Hizashi, loudly entering the hall. Sighing heavily, Aizawa slumped down further. So what if the plastic chair was far from comfortable and his back was screaming at him? He didn't want to be here.
"So, you looking forward to this? You ready? This'll be the biggest first year - well, 1-A - conference in, like, ever! It's weird having all of us here."
"Kami, Hizashi, shut up." Aizawa didn't bother to look up to see the blond's exaggerated pout, nor did he react when the taller man leant over dramatically to flop against him, weighing far more than he had any right to. Luckily, before the blond could begin to rant, Nedzu's voice rang out,
"Good, good, everyone's here! According to the camera feeds, Ectoplasm is already meeting all of the parents at the gates. Are we all ready?" There is a chorus of replies, ranging wildly in enthusiasm and volume. Nedzu beamed at them all from his table at the back of the room, facing into their large circle of furniture, the tables interspersed with tactically placed chairs. Honestly, this was pretty much just a social event. There were clusters of seating for the parents to talk to each other, then three chairs at each of the six teacher's tables, including Nedzu's. They were expecting about thirty parents across the whole class. Far too many, if you asked Aizawa.
At first, everything goes okay. For a solid forty minutes, Aizawa is alright, just talking to one or two parents at a time, mainly able to say that the kids have potential, they can be little terrors, but they're all clearly dedicated to heroism, even if many are struggling with developed arguments in Hero Ethics and Laws. Yes, Ururaka-san, your daughter is eating enough, her friends and Recovery Girl have been ensuring it. No, Sero-san, he won't need any tutors. Yes, we'll contact you if it does become a concern. No, yes, your son has made friends, no, yes, yes, your daughter's best subject is Literature, yes, no...
Everything is okay. Going well, even. Then it is, of course, Bakugou Mitsuki who starts it, from Ectoplasm's table:
"Well of fucking course! My shitty brat's the fucking best, after all!" Instantly, the dozen or so parents in hearing range immediately swivel to face the perceived threat.
"About that..." Jirou Kyotaku begins,
"My Kyoka is the best daughter a man could ask for, and-"
"Now see here, Kouji may be quiet but he'll be the best hero-" Aizawa's eye twitches.
"Hitoshi has faced things none of your-"
"Shouto is the best-"
"Tenya is the most dedicated-" All of the parents are joining in now and the underground hero would be stupid to miss how Hizashi is leering at him for his clenched jaw and developing glare. They're all wrong...
"Listen, my daughter-"
"Yours? My kid is the best-"
"Katsuki is the best little shit of them all-"
"Hey, Present Mic, who's the best in your class?" Someone asks, and everyone shuts up to listen to the pro's answer.
"Well, Jirou, Yaoyoruzu and Midoriya are all fairly fluent, although there isn't a single bad student in the class." There are various sounds of frustration and disgust, along with two victorious crows, then the question is turned on Nemuri.
"Tsuyu, Kouda and Tokoyami all have wonderful knowledge and artistic viewpoints. As do Midoriya and Yaoyoruzu. Why don't you ask Eraserhead here?" Immediately, thirty seven heads turn in his direction, several voices beginning to speak at once, almost every parent out of their seat and making far too much noise and they're all fucking wrong anyway, so-
"ENOUGH!!! Your kids are fine, but mine's the best, so sit down and shut up," he glares, his classroom voice in full force to accompany the red eyes and floating ponytail. Every single adult does so. Then they stare at him in bewilderment for a few seconds. Nemuri and Hizashi are positively dying of laughter. And- oh, fuck. He should not have said that. Emotions were so fucking irrational, what the hell, why did he-
"Oh, Eraserhead, you've got a kid in the class too?" Ashido's mother coos. Then, less than a second later, she goes on, with a sly grin splitting her purple-skinned face,
"It must be, hm... that Midoriya-kun, right? He's the only one unaccounted for. Different last names?"
"Adopted. And safety reasons," he grumbles, knowing there's no way out of this now. Nedzu won't let him flee yet.
"How sweet!" exclaims someone, with a round of approval going through the room. Now then, which would be more rewarding; killing his so-called friends, or killing himself? One got him out of the situation, but it also left the kid alone. Oh well, the fucking traitors it wa-
"Is there a partner helping you, perhaps?" Kami, they're almost as bad as the media. When the fuck did this turn into 'question Eraserhead' time anyway? It was meant to be a bloody parent conference!
"No, there is not. Now-"
"Wait! Your son must be Shouto's Midoriya Izuku! He and a Shinsou Hitoshi are all he ever talks about nowadays!" A white-haired woman suddenly pipes up. Ah, Todoroki Fuyumi.
"Yeh. Your brother's been good to him. Thanks, I guess," Aizawa grunts out begrudgingly. It's true, but saying it here is awkward, to say the least. Even moreso when two more women, one with navy dreadlocks and several piercings the same shade of bronze as her eyes and the other with a golden pixie cut and orange eyes, make their way over to the two.
"So you're Izuku and Shouto's families? Those two boys are a godsend - Hitoshi adores the both of them." Seeming to sense the more private conversation, the rest of the parents have begun to drift back off to separate conversations. But it doesn't stop Aizawa from dying internally because, fuck, these are the parents - well, one is a sibling, but whatever - of his kid's friends and Kami this is so awkward can't the ground swallow him up or a villain attack or could Tsukauchi please call him complaining about Izuku trying to interfere in a case again Kami please-
"He's never really had many friends before now, thanks to his Quirk, which is so stupid, really, but we've worried about it a lot. To know that our Hitoshi has two friends like your kids is such a relief!" Pixie-cut goes on, then flushes slightly, the colouration oddly orange, even on her fair skin,
"Oh - sorry! I'm Shinsou Maki! And this is my wife Shinsou Haruka - we're in your care!"
"Todoroki Fuyumi - I'm Shouto's older sister. And I'm in yours." Fuck, introductions as well.
"As you know, Eraserhead, Aizawa Shouta. Call me whatever," he hesitates a second, not wanting to be too rude, thinking through what to say,
"I hope Shin- ah, Hitoshi and Shouto can continue to be friends to Izuku. They... they've done well by him, so far, and he by them, I hope."
"I'd say so!" Maki chuckles, sharing a fond glance with the stoic Haruka,
"It's wonderful to see Hitoshi so much more open and excited about school and his friends. They've got lots of cute pictures together."
"Yes, I know what you mean," Fuyumi offers with a softer smile, clearly more hesitant,
"Shouto has always been very... reserved, but his eyes light up when he even just mentions about your boys. They clearly mean ever so much to him. Kami, after that USJ incident..." All four of them shudder at the mention of it, even Aizawa, though his is more subtle.
"We must thank you for that, Aizawa-san. You were willing to die for our children." They are the first words he has heard Shinsou Haruka say, and they sound all the more sincere for it. How illogical.
"It was nothing. My duty, my choice." He tries to brush it off, because of course he was willing to die for the kids; no point in being a pro and their teacher if he wasn't.
"And all the more worthy for it." And before he can try to dismiss her again, Bakugou Mitsuki interrupts, because apparently she has the hearing of a bat or some shit,
"Yes! You kept our brats alive, thank fuck!" And now, for some Godforsaken reason, he is the entire focus of the room again. Why?
"It was nothing. And they kept themselves alive. Then, if it wasn't for Izu- for Midoriya, I'd be dead. I only did what I could." But, judging by the instant uproar, that isn't acceptable.
But then, maybe all of his prayers to the cruel gods finally pay off, because his phone rings. And it's one of the only ringtones that can always get through, in case of emergencies. Thank fuck.
"Tsukauchi? What's happened?" he demands, voice urgent, phone to his ear in an instant and already standing to leave the room. The parents and teachers, suddenly silent once again, simply stare after him, with a few gasps and cries when he throws himself out of the abruptly-opened third-floor window, capture weapon naturally creeping its way out from under his suit with barely a thought or twitch. He doesn't spare the building or its inhabitants a second glance at this point. This could be an actual emergency after all.
[Aizawa, I swear, your kid is gonna be the death of me.] Ah, or not.
"Are you okay-"
[No!] comes the frustrated shout,
[He's been tailing me for an hour already, sending me selfies the whole bloody time! I swear-]
"Anything else?"
[No, so there's that to it- No. No, I lied, because there's a new folder on my desk with one of those sakura post-its he uses. Aaaand, yep, he's solved another fucking case. But, hey, he's left me a coffee so he's somewhat redee-] Tsukauchi cuts off into choking and spluttering, liquid splashing, and Aizawa sighs in sympathy.
"Was it tea?"
[Fuck, it was. Disgusting.]
"I know, he's done that to me a few times now. I'd say it was a prank, but he genuinely seems to be worried about my coffee consumption. Well, his version of worried. Heathen. And hypocrite, actually, because he and his zombie friend have almost as much," Aizawa laments, already hopping over rooftops to get to the police station. No doubt Izuku will be nearby. Actually, the brat is probably lying in wait for him like the little problem child he is.
"Just be grateful it wasn't this hemlock tea he's developing," the hero goes on, already half-way there.
[The fuck?]
"You're telling me. His official hero name is going to be 'Hemlock, the Kidilante Hero' and he's really taken it to heart."
[You don't say.]
"Yeh, he's my problem child alright."
"You said it Eraserdad!" A voice chirps from a few roofs away. Aizawa only huffs, half-fond and half-exasperated, and hears Tsukauchi bark a little laugh of his own through the phone.
"Kiddo, what's this I hear about you harassing Tsukauchi?"
"Aw, you know Tsuka loves me! And anyways, I got you out of the conference, didn't I?" They're travelling side by side now, only a few blocks from the police station.
"You did," Aizawa concedes, ignoring the continued laughter from the phone he's still holding,
"On that note, got any ideas on where to bury two bodies? Full-grown idiots. Currently fully deserving deaths."
[Do I need to be hanging up? Plausible deniability and such.]
"I wouldn't bother Tsuka - we both know he'd never actually kill them!" Izuku giggles, voice still loud enough to be clear over the phone.
"I bloody would. They practically outed us to all of the parents."
"Outed-outed, or family-outed?"
"What do you think, brat?"
"Does that mean that the whole class is going to know?" Aizawa doesn't miss the note of fear in Izuku's abruptly quieter voice.
"Tsukauchi, we'll see you in a minute," he offers, barely waiting to hear the 'sure' before hanging up and shooting a hand in front of his kid to stop him.
"Izuku," he murmurs, itching to hug his kid but fully aware that at six in the evening they're pretty frickin' visible, not to mention on a roof opposite the police station,
"They're your friends and classmates, if - when, probably - they find out, it won't matter. We aren't the first father-son / teacher-student pair, and we won't be the last. It won't matter and none of them will ultimately care, so long as they know we're both fine and comfortable with each other. They certainly won't bully or abandon you over it, okay?" He knows that threatening the other kids right now won't help, even if he would mean it.
"But..."
"But?" He keeps his voice quiet, eyes no doubt stupidly soft.
"But nothing, I guess." For a long few seconds, Aizawa scrutinises his kid, meeting his gaze and assuring himself that the brat really was alright,
"Alright kid. Any worries, come to me, got it?"
"Yeh, yeh, whatever," Izuku dismisses, even as he offers a brief flash of a smile for his Dad, before darting past and laughing as he literally throws himself off the edge of the roof, quick to catch himself and clamber down by hands and feet, but not even considering how Aizawa freaks out for a fraction of a second. Kami, his kid.
Yet even when Izuku does give him heart-attacks and the undoubtedly-incoming grey hairs, he still reckons that the teenager is the best brat around.
For those who might have been wondering/unsure, here's an actual list of attending parents/siblings:
Iida - parents and Tensei (should make sense by this point, although he's still in a wheelchair)
Tsuyu - mum (her dad is looking after her siblings, as she's at her internship)
Ururaka - her mum, over a skype call on Tsuyu's mum's phone (they couldn't get there in time, what with work)
Todoroki - Fuyumi (Aizawa, at Izuku's urging and under his own gut feelings, didn't even contact endeavour)
Shinsou - both of his foster mums (these ones are lovely, promise)
Yaoyoruzu - both parents
Jirou - both parents
Bakugou - both (they have heard from Bakugou that Izuku is in his class, but he also told them to leave off, hence not flipping out at the name)
Kirishima - one of his Mums (the other is working, then picking up his twin younger siblings)
Sero - dad (single parent)
Kaminari - both (his older brother is off at college)
Ashido - mum and one of her two older sisters (only parent, older siblings basically like her second parents as mum was working)
Hagakure - both parents (her Mum is invisible in the light, visible in the shadows, it's weird)
Aoyama - mum
Ojiro - dad (mum looking after his little sister and their family dojo)
Satou - both parents (closed the bakery for the afternoon)
Tokoyami - both parents (his mother's limbs seem to be made of shadows, his dad can turn into a bird (any bird, but prefers crows, ravens and jackdaws))
Shouji - dad (another single parent, although his gran lives with them too and she's really cool)
Kouda - both parents
Oh, and Nami's brilliant comment that prompted this - I fell in love with the idea instantly! Thanks as always love!
Lol, imagine one day, just a whole parents' conference with the teachers, and almost none of the parents have been told that Eraserhead is also a parent.
Then, one of the parents is like: "No, my kid is the best fucking kid. Fite me."
Then a whole debacle of "no, my kid is best" starts and everyone's super passive-aggressive. Yamada and Kayama are trying super their best to not burst out laughing since Aizawa looks constipated trying not to blurt out: "No, my kid is clearly superior."
Anyways, the argument escalates, the staff just look amused, and one of the parents just look to the teachers and ask, "Hey, whose kid is best in your class?"
Yamada and Kayama just look at each other and say, "Huh, I don't know. Personally, I think [insert random student here] is the best. What do you think, E r a s e r h e a d?" (Because those two's sole purpose in life is clearly to annoy the fuck out of Aizawa.)
And Aizawa just can't take it and just slams his hands down, "nO, clearly m y kid is the best, nEmUrI-"
And he just realizes what he says. Cue the parents looking very shook.
Aizawa wants to simultaneously melt into the floor and commit two homicides.
Cutting through the silence, one parent says, "Holy shit. Eraserhead's probably hitched."
It all goes to hell from there, with people asking "who's the lucky girl" or "who's the kid", and any semblance of professionalism the staff previously held just evaporates then and there.
Izuku sees Aizawa getting home that night both tired as fuck, and asking how to hide a few bodies. Izuku doesn't ask questions as he silently pulls out a mug of tea for Aizawa (because "Dadzawa if you drink any more coffee, I swear, I'll be down another dad. No one wants that.")
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I love this chapter. I don't know why, but I love Dadzawa fluff so much. wheoaoepjefwii You write it so well, too. h o w
Notes:
Just to reiterate - sorry for the interlude chapter! Tuesday will give you a plot-based chapter, I swear - I've planned it out properly now and everything!
Love to you all, and hope you still enjoyed this chapter! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 22: XIX - Let's Get This Internship Ball Burning
Summary:
Some normal internship, then a certain father-son duo travel to Hosu...
Original interim title for chapter: "there was another idea???? something Dadzawa-y I think?"
Actual alternate chapter title: "the ball is already rolling so let's set it on fire and see how our bois deal"Oh, and this was meant to go up tomorrow but I'm impatient so here you guys go! :D
Notes:
Honestly, I don't know how far Hosu is from Musutafu in canon and, for the sake of this, I'm going to say 'not really far', kay? ;)
Oh, and I've been pedantic about realism by mentioning/including an OC (who probably won't turn up again) from the NightVeil agency - there's no way that Dadzawa wouldn't want his kid training under as many different people as possible, you know?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Right brat, ImGlo is going to be meeting us today, so you can go over her speciality with her." At the mention of another NightVeil hero, Izuku perks up, bouncing along in anticipation,
"Ooh, she's the one with the immunity quirk, right? Doesn't she go undercover a lot? Do you think she'll mind if I ask her about her-"
"Kid, she's acting as a mentor for you this morning, I'm sure she'll answer any and all questions. Quirk-related or otherwise."
"Kami, I hope so because boy oh boy do I have questions."
"Kiddo, please tell me those words did not just come out of your mouth. Disgusting."
"Caterpillar hobo, please tell me you aren't going deaf in your old age," Izuku returns, rolling his eyes at the man. Oh look, they could already see the training warehouse.
"It's going to be your fault when I start going grey kid. I can feel it in my bones."
"Oh what, your creaky old-man bones?"
"Shut it brat. Coffee will keep your growth stunted."
"No Eraserdad that was the attempted starvation."
"Geez kid."
"Hey, you mentioned it!"
"And you're the one who- Oh. ImGlo." The pair abruptly shut up, having just opened the facility door to see a woman with short ashen hair stood at a foldaway table. She turns to them at the sound of the door and his voice, a slight smile on her face.
"Eraserhead! And you must be Hemlock. Or should I say Kidilante? I've heard a fair bit about you over the last few years."
"Go with either," Izuku offers, genuinely not minding either way, before twisting to offer his Dad a saccharine grin,
"And Eraserhead, you've been telling people about little ol' me? How sweet!"
"Shut it kid, you already know I do," Aizawa grouches, hands getting shoved deep into his pockets, face hidden in the loops of his capture weapon. He wasn't fooling either of them.
"Kidilante, the entirety of NightVeil practically knows you already. Between Eraserhead here, and then him confirming that it was you who won the Sports Festival, we all feel like you've worked with us for a year now at least."
"Huh. Cool. And, uh, thanks I guess?" Izuku manages, suddenly feeling very naked without his mask on. He's gotten used to not wearing it at school, including for hero training, but talking to a hero that has worked with his Dad for years, who knows about him, puts him on edge. But everything he knows about ImGlo is good, and his Dadzawa trusts her, so he swallows away the tightness in his throat and asks the questions in his head that were begging to be answered.
"So ImGlo, your Quirk is a hyper-productivity of immunoglobulin proteins, right? So antibodies? And this manifests in an immunity to most pathogens and foreign substances, including both poisons and illnesses?"
"You said it," she replies, her blue eyes glinting with something like surprise. But there isn't anything negative, so Izuku ploughs on,
"Have you ever attempted to have your blood analysed? To see if there could be some kind of trigger or chemical within your cells that could be replicated and produced, particularly for those of weak immune systems or the like?"
"When I was..."
And so the two delve into a discussion on Quirks, ethics and biology for nearly an hour. Within the first ten minutes, Aizawa had wandered off to the parkour area and, when the two were finally winding down, Izuku having scribbled out another three pages in his latest notebook, the man heads to the shower rooms and comes back, clean, just as their last bit of debate concludes.
"Glo, you want to tell Kidilante what we're doing for the rest of the day?"
"Oh yes!" she says, smiling a little,
"As I know you're already aware, I do a lot of undercover work, particularly in drugs rings, or with overarching smuggling operations. It helps if the undercover agent can't be drugged up - prevents a good portion of the offense and interrogation potential of that sort of villain and therefore makes my job a lot easier. Well, simpler is probably a better term. Regardless, undercover work always requires a minimum of disguises to help keep me safe and the mission less compromisable. So: we'll be going through basic disguising techniques."
Another hour later, this one a whirl of simple make-up, basic accessories and some brief tutorials on adapting body language, and ImGlo deems Izuku versed enough in the foundations of disguises to go out and test the new skill. And so the three head out to a more densely populated shopping precinct, where Aizawa splits off from ImGlo and his kid, settling on a bench to wait the two out. It doesn't take a minute for him to pull out his phone and start addressing his email inbox, waiting for the text that will tell him-
[He's ready.]
Immediately, Aizawa casts his gaze about, taking a preliminary look about the crowd. Spotting any one person amongst the throngs wasn't exactly the easiest thing ever, but the gaps between individuals and little groups was enough to make it possible.
Now it would just be a matter of identifying Izuku in particular.
Theoretically, the scars, if nothing else, should make his job easy, but ImGlo had some kind of foundation or something, he couldn't remember, that smoothed out the skin and blended the tone in until, unless within a few metres, the difference was barely noticeable. So that put the scars out of the window. Of course, curly green hair that was still half-shaved should be another indicator, but wigs solved that. Freckles: make-up. That left posture, height, body language - the physical tells of what made his kid Aizawa Izuku. And so the pro hero keeps his eyes moving, takes in every little detail of any androgynous person that's relatively short.
That one? They're around the one metre sixty mark, long red hair, fairly masculine... No, they look too anxious, and their body proportions are wrong.
The next candidate is a decent possibility, until they turn their head and the tentacle mouth-beard-something that makes up the bottom half of their head becomes visible, so that's another no.
Ah. But the third likelihood might just be the charm. A fairly boisterous gait, but still the right height and proportions. Shorts over black leggings, entirely possible... And then Aizawa sees how the person watches the crowd, how they take in every detail with an analytical blue gaze, and that clinches it.
Fishing his phone back out of his pocket, he sends a text off to ImGlo:
[Blue contacts, aggressive walk, white shorts and a pink jumper, plus a white wig. Make-up, obviously.] It only takes a few seconds for him to receive a reply,
[Correct! We'll go again.] Aizawa doesn't bother answering to that, simply going back to his emails and awaiting the next round of their training game.
By the time they've gone through another five disguises, almost every one improving upon the last - barring the fourth, which had been a disaster when Izuku's wig had legitimately slipped off because the idiot brat had been trying to wear heels and may or may not have toppled over spectacularly, which had Aizawa cackling, once he'd rushed over and picked his kid up, brushing him down to ensure he wasn't hurt, beyond a scrape on his palm and a lightly twisted ankle - it begins to take the pro hero a good few looks at his son to actually identify him. A lot of it was down to how much Izuku could adapt his posture and little tells, such as the awareness of those around him.
His habits had been a part of Aizawa's life for three years, so they were pretty damn recognisable. As they should be, in the man's opinion.
Regardless though, Izuku had been improving with each attempt, and had successfully pulled off a pair of even higher heels on the sixth round, which Aizawa refused to think about too deeply, but they worked to both mask his gender and his proportions, so they were clearly pretty damn useful for the disguise. By now, Aizawa has gone through his emails twice, then some lesson plans, and has now resorted to his photo gallery. The development was... startling. Only a year ago, most of the photos were screenshots of useful things, the cats, or selfies that his friends had stolen his phone to take. There were one or two images of a certain vigilante in full costume, usually with some particular villain passed out at his feet, but very few. But in just the last year, the vigilante had popped up more and more, including some selfies that the brat had taken, half of them with Aizawa himself scowling in the background. Yet it was the last month where the difference was stark.
Image after image, some selfies, some taken and sent to him by others, of his kid. Pictures of a yellow caterpillar with tufts of green tucked under a stubbled chin. A selfie of a certain vigilante limpeted onto his back. A solid dozen different examples of the kid interacting with the cats, sometimes curled up together, sometimes playing, and Aizawa's personal favourite of Kimchi in Izuku's hair, Cadaver draped around his shoulders, whilst the brat cradled Caitlin in his arms as the baby she was. The kid's freckled and scarred cheeks were lightly flushed and chubby with a bright grin, green eyes literally sparkling like something out a manga and it was fucking adorable. Even better than the couple of pictures of Izuku with his two friends at the cat cafe. Although there was another type of sweetness to those, to seeing his kid branching out and having good people in his life.
Aizawa's scrolling is interrupted by another text for the new round. Hiding his smile in his capture weapon, he looks up to scan the crowds once more. Damn, he loves his kid.
Late that afternoon, the two Aizawas take a train to Hosu and drop their bags off at their hotel for the night, before heading out to do an informal patrol of the area. In the morning, they'll be meeting up with Slipshod to go through some more formal elements of working as an underground hero, but there's no point lazing about for an evening when they could be patrolling.
Hence being on only a few streets away when three Nomu materialise out of whirls of dark mist.
"Shit-!" The two instantly race over the roofs towards the main street, unable to do anything but watch as one of the beasts destroys a train car, deliberately ignoring how Endeavor has turned up and is shooting out fire everywhere, instead focusing on the Nomu that looks far too much like the one from the USJ attack. It's closest to them, and also closest to a crowd of fleeing civilians. It needs to die.
"I go high, you go low?" Izuku asks, two knives at the ready.
"Deal."
And then they're attacking. Izuku leaps down from the roof, aiming himself to land on the Nomu's shoulders. Even before he's fully settled his footing, he's stabbing down, aiming for the brain, but the Nomu is shaking itself, trying to dislodge him and dodge the binds of Eraserhead's capture weapon simultaneously. Shit- One of the blades sinks halfway into the pink flesh and Izuku grins a little. But the other misses, skimming a shallow scrape down the side of its head, and then it's toppling over and Izuku has to jump off, unable to go for a second stab. As he flips forward to land beside his Dad, he yanks his knife back out with him, tracing an arc of foul-smelling blood after himself.
"Alright Kidilante?"
"Yeh. Don't think it's out for the count yet though. Unfortunately." And he's right, judging by how the Nomu is thrashing and turning on the ground, trying to push itself back onto its feet.
"It's harder to kill for some rea-" But Izuku cuts himself off, attention abruptly fixating on something he can hear from the sidekicks that are ushering civilians away a ways behind them, for all that he's still watching the downed Nomu.
"Where are Manual and the intern? We need every hand we can get here!"
"They were patrolling the alleys! If they're not back here yet, then-"
"Don't say it, you'll panic the civilians!" The first voice chides as the two move out of hearing range. But Eraserhead and Kidilante have heard enough as they look to each other, both grimacing, and the awful truth is rapidly dawning on them: Iida and his mentor are probably facing off against Stain right now. But the Nomus here need dealing with, and the two of them have the most knowledge and experience with the creatures. It's a catch-22.
"With the Nomus here, I can't - I'm more use - fuck, fuck, fuck," Aizawa takes a deep, steadying breath, and pauses a second to abruptly yank his kid against his chest, heedless of the chaos around them, clutching Izuku close and safe, because he's not going to be soon, but what choice does the hero have?
"Kid - turn on the GPS tracking on your phone. I'll follow and send more back-up as soon as I can, okay? Just- kiddo, survive. Save your classmate if you can, but remember that your life is worth something too, yeh? Kid?" And dammit, why is he close to tears, this is illogical, but yet so crushingly logical at the same time.
"Got it Eraserdad. Don't die."
"Don't die," he returns, and they both let go, exchange Cheshire grins, and turn in opposite directions.
It doesn't take more than a minute or two for Izuku to catch sight of three figures - two prone - in an alley somewhere below him where he's once again running over rooftops, one person stood over another, their gleaming sword raised. He knows exactly what he's looking at.
"Oi, Blood Kink, get the fuck off of him!"
Even as he yells, distracting the villain, Izuku is jumping down, frying pan at the ready to parry any blades. It's wide circumference lets him use it more like a shield than anything else would, although it can be a bit unwieldy. Still though, he manages to deflect the katana that's aimed for his guts and lashes out a vicious kick that clips Stain across the back of the head and sends him stumbling to the side. Bounding back out of range, Izuku settles lightly onto the balls of his feet. Directly between Stain and his victims.
"Iida, Manual, status?" he demands. His classmate groans out a barely comprehensible,
"Paralysed. Largely alright. Don't let him cut you." But the lack of reply from Manual tells Izuku that the man is either dead or unconscious. Neither is favourable. Shit. Okay.
"Once you can move, you get Manual out of here immediately, understood? No idiotic heroics," Izuku warns the other teen, gaze focused on Stain, who is watching him in fascination, manic eyes roving across the greenette, taking in the utility belt, the frying pan, the determined expression, the fiery eyes.
"Have you come to die too, little hero? Because that's a wish I'm more than willing to grant." Well, this is going to be such fun.
Notes:
Do you guys hate me now? I feel like you should, but... *shrugs*
Hey, if it helps, I'll be posting the next chapter whenever I finish it, which will hopefully be before Tuesday, so you'll get an early update? But I gotta know, did you guys like me hurting poor Dadzawa like that, because I legitimately cackled when I wrote that bit... Such fun! ;)
Love and hugs to you all, Ota. Xxx
PS: And, according to the analysis on Stain that Izuku did for Nedzu (the one that got sent around the Hosu agencies) he included a theory that quirk cancelling won't be overly useful against Stain, as it will only prevent further paralyses whilst in effect, it won't likely remove current quirk effects as they are relatively independent of his actual quirk once initiated - allows him to paralyse so many people at once. Aizawa is aware of this and agrees with his kid, hence deciding to be the one to stay facing the Nomus - he's more use there, in comparison. But the decision still kills him to make.
Chapter 23: XX - Fight On!
Summary:
Guess who's updating again? ;) Enjoy the fight guys!
(Oh, and please don't miss the chapter that went up yesterday, else this'll be a bit of an abrupt change from the what you last read!)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Oi, Blood Kink, get the fuck off of him!"
Even as he yells, distracting the villain, Izuku is jumping down, frying pan at the ready to parry any blades. Its wide circumference lets him use it more like a shield than anything else would, although it can be a bit unwieldy. Still though, he manages to deflect the katana that's aimed for his guts and lashes out a vicious kick that clips Stain across the back of the head. Bounding back out of range, Izuku settles lightly onto the balls of his feet. Directly between Stain and his victims.
"Iida, Manual, status?" he demands. His classmate groans out a barely comprehensible,
"Paralysed. Largely alright. Don't let him cut you." But the lack of reply from Manual tells Izuku that the man is either dead or unconscious. Neither is favourable. Shit. Okay.
"Once you can move, you get Manual out of here immediately, understood? No stupid heroics," Izuku warns the other teen, gaze focused on Stain, who is watching him in fascination, manic eyes roving across the greenette, taking in the utility belt, the frying pan, the determined expression, the fiery eyes.
"Have you come to die too, little hero? Because that's a wish I'm more than willing to grant." Well, this is going to be such fun.
"Don't bet on it, Voldemort." For some reason, that actually gets the villain to pause. Good, in Izuku's books, because it gives him the time he needs to tuck his phone back into the padded pocket of his utility belt. Hopefully help will be here sooner rather than later.
"...Voldemort?"
"Yeh, the Dark Wizard from a pre-Quirk fantasy series? Noseless, pale as fuck? No, not ringing any bells in that headband of yours? Whatever. Look, Stain, I can respect your ideals - you want to eradicate the corruption in society, right? In the hero industry? Then why are you killing and maiming people to do that? Including a student?"
"They're all fakes! They only want the fame and the glory, after the next publicity stunt to get them up the ranks, uncaring for true heroism!" Izuku snorts at that,
"Oh yeh? What about underground heroes? They're hardly in it for the glory."
"But they still buy into the hero industry. Only All Might is a true hero! He is above such petty things as money or fame, he-"
"Told a Quirkless boy to give up."
"What?" And again Stain hesitates, his righteous vitriol cut off, although his grip on his katana stays strong. Shame.
"All Might told a Quirkless fourteen year old to give up in his goals, that he needed a Quirk to be great."
"He wouldn't-!"
"Oh but he did. Not in so many words, but-"
And maybe that was the wrong thing to say because, in between one breath and the next, Izuku is forced to twist and parry, his pan deflecting the wickedly sharp blade with a clatter of sparks.
"All Might is the only true hero! I will eradicate the fakes, starting with you three!"
"If you're so fucking determined, then stop making martyrs out of them all!" But Izuku is done with talking, for now, as they start their fight proper.
Stain is fast and unpredictable. But, that's Izuku speciality too, so when the man comes lunging towards him again, he sidesteps, sweeping low and wide with one leg, pan still ready as a shield. And good thing too, because Stain pivots, easily takes the brunt of the kick on his calf, even as he slashes with his katana, the force of the swing sending pins and needles racing up Izuku's arm. Damn.
"Bet you're into impact play 'n all, aren't you?" he taunts, then internally winces. Shit, he had to stop antagonising bloodthirsty people before it could be useful. All the same, Izuku slides one foot back, then jumps, flipping over Stain, parrying the katana that comes after him, and promptly jabs the butt of his frying pan into the back of Stain's head. The villain stumbles forwards a pace, then a second, and Izuku pulls a throwing knife. But even as he goes to aim it, the man recovers, turning back in time to deflect the knife away. So Izuku throws two more, in quick succession. And even as they fly forwards, so does he, frying pan swinging for Stain's wrists. It's risky, more chance of getting cut, but he needs to get the villain to drop the katana-
"You're fast, little hero."
Izuku manages to catch Stain's wrist with a solid blow, and the katana goes careening away, but the greenette doesn't dodge back fast enough to avoid the dagger that gets buried in his abdomen.
"Fuck," he hisses. It hurts like a bitch, but it's not the first time he's been stabbed so he smoothly flips back, out of reach, one knee coming up to dislodge Stain's grip on said knife. If it stays in the wound, it'll probably deepen it, but that's better than bleeding out in the next minute. Or, you know, more of his blood spattering anywhere that could be licked. So the dagger stays.
And already they're fighting again, exchanging blows as Izuku manages to prevent any more stabbing or cutting. Although, he's only wearing Stain down, too busy trying to not get knifed to be able to land any finishing hits that would end their battle. So on they go, for a solid minute. Izuku will jump or twist or kick, trying to get a strike onto a pressure point or weak joint; Stain will dodge and deflect, suffering blows to less vital spots that will bruise him, slow him down, yet ultimately never be able to take him out by themselves. And all the while, the villain is landing hits on Izuku too, fortunately only the blunt force ones that the greenette can't evade when he's preoccupied with not being stabbed again. Still bloody hurts though.
"You're quite a feisty one, aren't you? And remarkably resilient too." The two have separated for a moment, weapons raised, stances ready, both recovering their breath some, eyeing up each other's developing weak spots.
"Look, Stain, Stendhal, whatever," Izuku starts, trying to buy as much time as possible,
"I know you're determined to cleanse society, but don't you think you should at least let the decent heroes, or the young ones that are still changing, go? Manual and Iida are both good people-"
"And yet the young one charged at me! The instant he saw me, he wanted revenge for his pathetic older brother, as though that were so noble a thing. I'm surprised he wasn't seeking me out himse-"
"And that's my point about martyrs, right there, you imbecile! You're only propagating the current heroic ideals! Like, what the fuck dude? You're literally juxtaposing your own-"
"I can see that you're intelligent, for a hero, yet so very blinded. Indoctrinated. You-"
"Stain, I was a fucking-"
Both Izuku and Stain pause when the sound of metal scraping against something hard rings through the alley. Shit, Iida, you had to pick now to recover? It couldn't have been whilst they were still actually fighting, oh nooooo...
"Iida, get Manual out of here! Now!" Izuku commands, feeling more than a little desperate all of a sudden because he doesn't trust Iida to do exactly that, and if the idiot tries to save him then it's going to make Izuku's job a whole lot harder.
"You-!" Before Stain can finish, Izuku leaps towards him. Now that the katana is off somewhere else in the alley, he holsters his frying pan and pulls out his bo staff in the time it takes him to be above Stain, deflecting away three of the man's daggers and bringing down an axe-kick towards the juncture of Stain's shoulder. But the man is too fast, and it only clips him. Still though, the knife that Izuku throws does stab the villain through the palm, as desired, and he lets out a grunt of pain, jumping back to avoid Izuku once again, yanking the knife back out as he does, ready to turn it on its owner.
Then they're both moving.
Izuku runs towards a wall and ricochets off of it, aiming to jab his staff into the man's guts, but ends up forced to bat away two more knives instead. In lieu of that, he lashes out with another kick. Stain sees it coming though, and grasps ahold of his ankle, trying to yank him closer, tongue reaching out grotesquely.
"DisgUSTANG!" Izuku yelps, half as a distraction tactic, and he brings his bo staff around for a brutal hit at Stain's throat that - thank fuck - lands. Immediately, the villain stumbles back, choking, releasing Izuku's ankle, and the teenager presses his brief advantage. One staff blow to the side of the knee, another to the sternum, a third- A strong hand catches the metal staff and twists it. Izuku is forced to jump backwards, yanking his weapon with him, lest Stain keep ahold of it and gain another mid-range offensive. For a long second, the two face each other down, eyes equally fierce, both battered, but neither anywhere close to giving up.
"Your little friend abandoned you hero, left you all alone to the mercies-"
"Oh shut it Blood Kink, you know I told him to."
"And yet he could have-"
"Izuku!"
The greenette's eyes widen as, from behind him, two very familiar voices call out for him. Shit! No, what if they get hurt, he can't- He'd meant to send the alert to Dadzawa, not them!
"Don't! Wait for-"
"Shut the fuck up Izuku!" Hitoshi chides, and suddenly they're both next to him, staring down Stain together. Both Toshi and Shou have their bodies angled inwards, protective, yet they can't look at him properly without taking their eyes off of the villain. So they don't notice the knife still in Izuku's gut. Good. And, as much as he doesn't want them here, facing down a serial killer, there is a part of Izuku that relaxes to have them warm by his sides.
"Two more naive students? My my, you are out in force today, aren't you?" The man smirks, long tongue darting out to swipe at the traces of blood around his mouth. Thank Kami that's not Izuku's. Now would be the worst time to be paralysed.
"Look, Stain, why don't you just let us leave?" Hitoshi asks, stepping half a pace forwards with a placating gesture.
"And why-" Stain falters, then goes slack where he stands, still hunched over, still holding a dagger with one hand reaching towards a pocket, but he comes to a stop all the same.
"Drop your weapons and-"
Something goes wrong then, because Stain does go to drop his weapons, but the movements start and stop, his limbs juddering, and his eyes glint in the dim light. And then Hitoshi hunches over, a hand coming to grab at his own hair,
"Shit, no. Freeze him Peppermint, he's in pain and fighting!"
But it's too late.
Even as a veritable glacier of ice starts crackling towards him at high speed, Stain becomes fully cognizant again and throws the knife he had been reaching for, simultaneous with dancing back out of the way of the ice. And, unable to see their enemy now, Shouto has to stop his attack. The villain is too fast for it to have caught him. And that's proved right only a second later, when Stain comes leaping up and over the ice now obstructing the alley.
"You two, get back. Wait for an opening to strike long-range." When they both hesitate, Izuku none too gently shoves them back. They know he's a vigilante, they know he's got far more experience with actual fights where death is a possibility, but that doesn't mean they want to let him fight Stain in close quarters. Still though, Izuku is determined not to let them get hurt, so he pushes them further until they move by themselves, and has his bo staff ready in time to catch the spiked boot aimed for his own face. It's on again.
Stain darts at Izuku, and the greenette slips away to the side, trying to leave him open to another ice attack, but the man is wise to it and immediately jumps back, sneering at Izuku over the low barrier of ice that had just formed. He's less wise to the fire that follows it, yet the distance is too great for his instincts not to kick in and the villain evades that as well, jumping high into the air, then kicking off of the alley wall to rocket back towards Shouto and Hitoshi. Izuku's having none of it.
In a flash he's headed straight for Stain, bo staff abandoned where it has been used a vaulting pole to accelerate him towards the villain faster than he could reach Toshi or Shou. Izuku grabs one of his own knives and slashes it out towards Stain, who twists in mid-air to parry it.
"Stay the fuck away from them," the teenager growls, and something in his expression has Stain grinning maniacally, long tongue darting out again.
"You are a true little hero, aren't you?" Before Izuku can reply or even think, Stain has thrown something away from them, a cry of pain echoing out, and then they're grappling, crashing into the ground, Izuku on top, and neither of them kept their grips on their daggers so they're wrestling on the floor, tumbling over each other in a flurry of punches and knees, never getting quite enough time to grab another knife. Izuku yanks at the man's hair, who barely flinches, instead retaliating by jabbing a punch towards Izuku's gut.
It lands.
With a gasping cry, Izuku rears back and away, hacking, hands scrabbling at his own stomach, trying to do something, he doesn't know what, just something, anything to stop the pain, stop the bleeding, but he can't do anything, and then Stain is on his feet above Izuku, another dagger in hand.
Aizawa is running. He can barely feel his feet and he knows that he's bruised up with probably some fractured ribs from the Nomu he took out, but right now all he cares about is getting to the location that had been pinged from his kid's phone. His fucking kid, who's fighting Stain right now; who could be dea- No, it doesn't bare thinking about. So instead, the pro leads the way through streets and alleys towards his kid, three other heroes and two paramedics following him, and he hopes to Kami that his son will last out for him to get there. That Izuku will survive.
Notes:
I realised only a few hundred words into this chapter just how similar Stain and my Izuku are in terms of fighting style? Both favour knives, although Stain also has his katana and Izuku also has his pan and staff. Both of them are agile, cunning and unpredictable. What Izuku comparatively lacks in experience, he gains in the fact that he doesn't end up relying on a Quirk with very specific activation conditions that he's got to try and meet. So all in all, they're pretty evenly matched and who wins will come down to luck and external factors...
I'll update again in a day or two, kay? Hugs and love - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 24: XXI - Blood Equals Feral
Summary:
As the wonderful hannahbal has said: #BloodKinkGoingDown ...well hopefully ;)
Alternate title: 'two feral Aizawas have been sighted, your options are A) flee or B) die - good luck'
Notes:
Yet again, I prove that I have exactly 0% patience. Enjoy guys! :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"You are a true little hero, aren't you?" Before Izuku can reply or even think, Stain has thrown something away from them, a cry of pain echoing out, and then they're grappling, crashing into the ground, Izuku on top, and neither of them kept their grips on their daggers so they're wrestling on the floor, tumbling over each other in a flurry of punches and knees, never getting quite enough time to grab another knife. Izuku yanks at the man's hair, who barely flinches, instead retaliating by jabbing a punch towards Izuku's gut.
It lands.
With a gasping cry, Izuku rears back and away, hacking, hands scrabbling at his own stomach, trying to do something, he doesn't know what, just something, anything to stop the pain, stop the bleeding, but he can't do anything, and then Stain is on his feet above Izuku, another dagger in hand.
But when Stain leaps forwards, it is towards the two shocked - horrified - teenagers stood only a few metres away, and he slashes out at the heterochromatic boy, catching him along the base of his neck, and the villain leans in, tongue lashing out and lapping up blood, even as he turns towards the brainwashing boy, not needing to look to see how the elemental kid has toppled to the ground, paralysed. Helpless.
"Really? Couldn't you have-" But Stain knows better already, and cuts the purple-haired one off by lurching at him, one hand reaching for the knife still buried in the meat of his shoulder. Smirking, the villain dodges a desperate kick from the boy, still reaching out. Stain proceeds to evade a punch as well, before he pivots, one hand curling around and finally grasping ahold of the knife and pulling it out, raising it to his face. Chuckling darkly, the sinister sound echoing through the alley like a jumping record, he meets the terrified, determined purple eyes of the teenager as he licks the knife. And that's the second one down.
"Oh true hero, your friends are down and out I'm afraid. Are you still so determined to-"
"Yes," Izuku chokes out, already knowing the question and in exactly zero doubt as to the answer. There's not a chance in hell that he wouldn't want to protect someone, let alone his two best friends, to his dying breath, if that's what it took. Just because he had people to live for now didn't mean that he would ever be willing to live in their stead.
Hence pushing past the pain in his abdomen to straighten up and fall into a fighting stance.
"I will protect them with everything I have. So leave them the fuck alone, understood?" Stain stares at him, taking in how his eyes positively glow with toxic defiance, how his face is set in a fierce scowl that manages to highlight the scar spanning one cheek. Izuku looks feral. And the villain is absolutely revelling in it.
"Ah but little hero, I can see that you are true and noble. And I will fight you, but I no longer want to see you dead. Won't you leave this alley and let me have these two?"
"What the hell do you think, Blood Kink? And wouldn't that be a direct contradiction to your apparent criteria for a true hero?"
"I suppose it would," the villain acknowledges, and his grin spreads inhumanly wide,
"It really would."
"Look, fucker, repeating yourself isn't going to make you sound more dramatic or whatever it is that you're going for-"
Izuku's words halt as the man blurs towards him. By now, they've both taken injuries, but it's undeniable that Izuku's are worse. And whilst some back-up had come, it is entirely possible none more was going to. So Izuku will have to end this himself, before things can get worse. That means finishing up quickly. And therein lies the problem; his mobility is beyond hampered right now. Yet Toshi and Shou come first.
It takes less than a breath for Stain to be practically on top of him, a knife in each hand, tongue lolling grotesquely, and Izuku steps to the side, deflecting the blade still in range with his own knife, pulled from beneath his hoodie. He's only got a few left now, and whilst he expects Stain can't have many more either, it's still all the more reason to end things now.
Which is why he does something stupid.
Heart a racing war drum, breaths too shallow, Izuku sets a Cheshire grin on his face and croons out a low, genuine,
"You're going to regret hurting them." And then he's attacking. In lieu of his usual precise, lightning-fast slashes and stabs, Izuku follows pure instinct. Within a few seconds, he's scored shallow hits along the villain's arms and twisted his way around and past the man's return strikes, shifting and bending himself further than he should be, knife still stuck in his guts screaming at him, but he's not thinking, he's moving, he's attacking, he's protecting his people. And then one of Stain's strikes is aimed low, a second go at his stomach, but Izuku doesn't care. He's seen a weak spot. A chink in Stain's armour. So, as another dagger slashes along his hip, Izuku is lunging upwards with his own knife, and he cuts the tip of Stain's tongue straight off.
For a long, tense moment, nothing changes: neither of them move, nor speak, only staring into each other's eyes and recognising the blood lust to be found there.
But then Stain is toppling sideways, arching over like a felled tree; as he clatters to the ground, two more knives fall out of their sheaths, the monster's limbs frozen stiff and expression torn between fury and glee beneath the blood that is gushing from his open mouth. Stain is down. Paralysed. Holy shit - he's done it. It had been a stupid gamble, but somehow it had paid off. The thought has Izuku choking up a hysterical laugh, but he hurries to take every dagger for himself, cursing under his breath at the pain that's beginning to really annihilate his adrenaline, then stumbles over to his fallen friends, collapsing to his knees between them, not registering how they're talking to him through their own paralysis, only able to stare at them, at the shallow rise and fall of their chests. Because they're alive. Somehow, through the shit-storm of the last however long, they're alive and, whilst they're both bleeding, he can recognise that it's not too heavy. He protected them.
"KID!" A familiar voice, drenched in desperation, shouts for him, heralded by the echo of many footsteps, but Izuku can't turn around to look. He's too tired and everything hurts and he just wants to go home to his Dad and his cats where it's safe and warm and his vision isn't greying out, his head isn't pounding furiously-
Aizawa has been running through the maze of alleys for far too long, his legs protesting angrily, but it's all worth it for the sight of Izuku. Izuku, kneeling by his downed friends, hunched over, but his son, alive. Stain is on the ground a good few metres away from the three, but right now Aizawa couldn't care less. Well, if he happens to directly trample over Stain to get to his kid, then who is he to notice? It definitely isn't deliberate that he feels a cheekbone and possibly a wrist crunch ominously beneath his boots on the way past. Obviously not. (And if you ask him, it's a shame there wasn't a nose to crush as well.)
"Izuku, kid, are you alright? Kiddo?" Why isn't his son answe- But then he rounds to be in front of his kid and- well, shit. Shit, shit and shit again, because that's a lot of blood.
"Paramedics, here, now! Kidilante is bleeding out from an abdominal wound. Other lacerations visible, but don't seem serious. Someone else, restrain Stain, ensure his weapons are taken, and don't you fucking let him go! The paralysis will only last for so long!" Every single order is a harsh bark, but it gets people moving, and Aizawa helps the paramedics settle Izuku back so that the brat's head is in the pro's lap, cradled carefully, whilst they can access his stomach to deal with the knife still buried there. By Kami, what the fuck had happened? Well, that was a stupid question, he chides himself, but still. His kid-
"D-da...?"
"Yeh kiddo, I'm right here. Just stay still, okay? The paramedics are going to get a start on your- your stab wound whilst the ambulance is getting here, alright? Just stay still for me, both of your friends are fine, they're being patched up too, but I need you to stay awake. Got it brat? I know, I know," he rambles, carding a trembling hand through sweaty green curls, not even wincing,
"I'm normally all for sleeping, but we need you awake right now kiddo. I promise your friends are alright, so just keep listening to me, okay? Focus on my voice. You're safe now, I'm here, I'm staying now, we're all fine."
Holy fuck, why had he ever let his kid go off by himself? Yes, Izuku was incredibly capable. But this was his kid and now he's nearly dead, again, on Aizawa's watch and Kami, it had been utterly awful when they were still just vigilante and hero, before he knew that his son's favourite food was katsudon or that he called every cat he met 'love' and that he always wrote every essay twice, even during an exam, because he needed the chance to ramble before he could address the question directly and by Kami this is his son bleeding out-
"Eraserhead, sir, he should be relatively stable now. Temporary stitches and heavy bandaging will see him through for the ambulance's ETA in one minute, with an additional two minutes to get the stretcher set up in this alley, so please keep him awake and as comfortable as possible whilst we check over the other casualties... Eraserhead?" Aizawa drags his bloodshot gaze up to the paramedic who is still stood by them both, and offers a terse nod, before hunching back over Izuku and beginning to talk to him once more. His son's alive. And for now, that's going to have to be enough.
Four hours later, Aizawa is sat in a family room in the hospital, having seen his kid and other three students all sleeping in their hospital room, and having asked their main doctor to go through the teenagers' list of injuries with him. At least as their teacher and a hero he has a legal right to. So far, it's been relatively okay: Todoroki had suffered a nasty but simply cut just above his collar bone, at the base of his neck, but he would only need to keep his bandage on for about a week to ensure that everything stayed clean, and even that length of time was more a precaution than a necessity. Shinsou's wound had been a bit more serious, but only because it affected deeper muscle tissues in his shoulder and had nicked at the end of his collar bone, in his shoulder, with nothing majorly impacted. Whilst he would need a sling for a few days to support the half-healed muscles, there was nothing life-altering or even particularly long-term about the injury, albeit the thing might well scar which was... unfortunate, but honestly it's an occupational hazard that yes, Aizawa wishes didn't have to affect the kid so early in his career, but it can't be helped.
Beyond the two major injuries, both Todoroki and Shinsou only had a variety of bruises, scrapes and shock to contend with. Iida and Izuku were where things started to get more complex and dangerous.
"Iida-kun will need non-urgent surgery in the near future to repair some damaged nerves in his bicep, which we'll send him in for as soon as his guardians grant permission due to its lack of said urgency, but it shouldn't be too major an operation and his recovery time will only be a few weeks, particularly with the aid Recovery Girl has offered. His other puncture wound, to the right thigh, wasn't severe; it didn't catch the major arteries there so whilst it wasn't superficial per se, it was a simple matter to have Recovery Girl heal up the worst of it, and then we applied some stitches to the more surface-level wound left over. Again, it should heal up within a few weeks."
For a moment, Doctor Hinata leans back, sighing, then settles forwards again, settling his elbows on his knees and steepling his fingers. Aizawa fights the urge to shudder at the tense atmosphere.
"It's Izuku-kun where things were most severe, as I'm sure you're aware. He was brought to me in shock, with a number of shallow tissue lacerations, bruises, abrasions and an aggravated abdominal penetration wound. And I use the word aggravated deliberately Aizawa-san. Your son must have been stabbed early on in his fight, because the damaged area was torn as much as pierced; he was incredibly fortunate that he only suffered from hollow viscus injuries, internally, considering how, frankly, messed up the wound was. Statistically, a penetrative abdominal wound is far more likely to affect, for example, the small intestine as it did for Izuku-kun, than it is to reach the stomach, but your son blatantly continued to jostle the area, knife still in place, and he appears to have been punched only an inch from the wound, most likely post-injury. And without Recovery Girl, his recovery would have been long and painful. As it is he will still require several sessions with her along with some relatively strong medication for a time. And for the next day or two, we'll need to keep him on an IV to be entirely sure that his small intestine is recovering well," Doctor Hinata pauses again,
"I trust I don't have to further express how lucky he was?"
"No," Aizawa chokes out, fists tight to keep his hands from shaking, refusing to let his voice break and waver,
"You don't, Doctor. Thank you for looking after my kids - all four of them. Is there anything else you need from me?"
"No, thank you Aizawa-san. I will be around the ward should you need me, or of course ask a nurse. Look after that son of yours, he's a remarkably resilient young man." But the pro hero can only nod as the doctor leaves. Holy shit.
Aizawa comes into the kids' hospital room only a minute later, sees them all awake and beelines for the chair beside Izuku's bed, promptly slumping into it, burying his face in his capture weapon for a long few seconds, one hand coming up to massage at his temples. Then he looks up with a piercing gaze and speaks.
"They must be shitting me kid; you're fucking shitting me. Because you did not fight the Hero Killer whilst stabbed in the stomach. You just didn't."
'Sorry to burst your bubble Dadzawa-' But the greenette pauses when Hitoshi blurts out a panicked,
"Wait, Izu, what? You were stabbed before we got there? I thought that happened when you were wrestling him?" Both he and Shouto are tense and sickly pale, even more so than the alarmed-looking Iida on the bed opposite the greenette's.
'No, that was when I got punched next to the stab wound,' Izuku corrects, utterly unrepentant. But, he isn't smiling, which is a relief. Maybe his brat is becoming a bit less callous about his own injuries. Not enough so, although it's a start.
"Kid, you're going to give me a heart-attack."
'Dad, it'll be the coffee, not me,' Izuku signs, expression belligerent, but there's a mischievous glint to his eyes.
"Whatever brat. Just- holy shit, just try not to get stabbed next time, okay? This was worse than bloody Scorpio and that cult put together!"
And there must be something in his tone, because everything about Izuku softens and gives way at his Dad's words, and he soundlessly raises his arms in the universal gesture for a hug. The pro hero doesn't hesitate to oblige his son. If he murmurs reverential nonsense and cards a slightly trembling hand through now-clean green curls then frankly, it's indulging himself too because right now the only way to convince his body that the kid is okay is to be holding said kid close, where he can feel the beat of his heart and the steady movement of his lungs. Izuku survived. And Aizawa couldn't be more grateful for the fact.
Notes:
Oof - guys, we're finally over the fight! Can't believe I wrote this lot in like four days, but honestly it's been so worth to have all the wonderful comments; you guys are amazing, every single one of you, and it's so lovely to know that you love this fic just as much I do!
And I've realised that I genuinely kind of like Stain? Like, logically, I probably shouldn't, and his reliance on his Quirk annoys me, but I find him really interesting and quite fun to write, particularly when matched against Izuku!
Also, I was SO FRICKING tempted to have Aizawa be the one to obliterate Stain, but I wanted Izuku to have his BAMF moment, so I let him do it. But Aizawa couldn't resist the urge to 'accidentally' break a few of Stain's bones on the way 'past' and frankly I can't blame him. Oh, and sorry for anyone who wanted the Nomu bit, but Izuku was in an ambulance and the Nomu, partially thanks to Aizawa being there and being able to say that the brains were the weak points, were all taken down before Aizawa and the other three heroes (two of whom were Stringmeister and the unnamed fire hero, the third being one of Manual's sidekicks) left to follow Izuku's GPS location thing (which he accidentally sent to all contacts, because I don't think I ever explicitly explained that).
Right! I'll stop rambling and let you know that the next chapter or two will largely be fluff, with a bit of plot, kay? Love to you all, and I hope that I did the climax of this arc justice for you guys - Ota. Xxx
PS: I did some research into abdominal stab wounds because I was pretty convinced than you can be stabbed 'in the guts' and not have any major organs much damaged and, judging by the following excerpt, I was right, which is good because I want Izuku to have a serious injury, not a debilitating one:
"In penetrating abdominal trauma, the most common mechanism is from knives and guns. In either case, hollow viscous injuries are more common than solid organ. Stab wounds, as opposed to gunshot wounds, tend to follow the track of the wound and have more predictability."
Chapter 25: XXII - Hospital Conversations
Summary:
Some explanations, some guilt and some comfort.
Alternate Title: 'not as fluffy as intended because there are Questions(TM) to be answered but still kinda cute I think?'
Notes:
Sorry if anyone ended up previewing the next chapter instead of having this - I posted the wrong thing and had to change it! Enjoy the RIGHT chapter...
Also, I literally have no patience?! I had less than 48 hours to go, and I still couldn't help but post another chapter today...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eventually, Izuku and his Dad pull away from each other to find the room's other occupants awkwardly staring out of the window or fiddling with their phones. Aizawa clears his throat, hiding a slight flush in his capture weapon, and speaks up in something closer to his usual gruff tone,
"Have all of you talked to your parents, or other relevant people?"
"Yessir!" Iida affirms, barely stopping himself from chopping his arms,
"I've been texting with both my brother and my parents; they were concerned but apparently the doctors have also contacted them and assured them that I am largely well. They will be visiting first thing in the morning! Oh, at which point they will consult with the doctor over likely further surgeries."
"Good. Do I need to talk to them, or will it wait until then?"
"I imagine it will wait Sensei, as a hero family we are relatively calm about such matters, although the worries will never abate, as my mother says!"
"Yes, I'm sure she does," the man smirks, then turns his attention to Shouto and Hitoshi with a raised eyebrow.
"My sister was alerted by the hospital. I've calmed her down and she'll come in the morning once she's talked to her work. My brother's away with college, so there's nothing to consider there."
"Right. Shinsou?"
"Same kind of story really. Mum and Ma will be in as soon as they can tomorrow. Ma was annoyed about not being able to come now, but they're just glad that I'm alright. Oh, they hope everyone's mostly okay and said that you, green bean, need to be more careful so you don't give your Dad an aneurysm or something." Izuku snickers quietly at that, even as said Dad slumps back in his seat with a silent huff. All four of them studiously ignore how Iida is gawping at them all, brain whirring but apparently coming up with nothing. After a few minutes, Iida splutters, no doubt with a hundred different questions, and settles on,
"Midoriya-kun, Aizawa-sensei, may I ask what was referred to when Sensei mentioned a... cult? And something called Scorpio?"
Aizawa and Izuku look at each other, something unreadable passing in between them.
'Dad, can you translate for me? I don't want to say. The truth that is, although I can't really bring myself to speak right now either way.' Izuku takes a moment to be incredibly grateful that Iida doesn't understand sign language, because it'll make this a lot easier. And he hadn't even thought that Iida could have understood the conversations they'd already had. Kami, that would have been awkward.
"Sure thing kid. Iida, I'll let Izuku explain, but I'll translate anyway, alright?"
"Of course Sir! Thank you for indulging my curiosity and concern!" Aizawa simply waves him off, focusing on Izuku's signing.
"Izuku lived in a rougher area towards the outskirts of Musutafu for several years - it's around my patrol routes - and, quite frankly, the brat is a trouble magnet. Yes, yes I know you didn't say that- just let me add the details in kid - anyway, there's a lot of villainy around there and Izuku would end up wandering around at night for various reasons, at which point he got caught up in a good few villain attacks. One of which was getting kidnapped by a particular cult that had largely been sacrificing heroes, but they picked up a few civilians too, and on the night our raid was planned, they stumbled across Izuku and decided to take him. I was the one to cut him free and get him to medical help. Over the years, there have been a few other incidences but there was a singularly nasty villain called Scorpio - he stabbed Izuku with his stinger tail - scorpion Quirk - it took Recovery Girl to heal him. Not fun for any of us. There's been other more minor incidents, but nothing as bad as those two."
Knowing about Izuku's vigilantism, both Shouto and Hitoshi were able to fill in some of the gaps, but it didn't make it any less scary to hear about. Today really hadn't been anything like the first time Izuku had come close to death, had fought for the lives of himself and those around him, and it had taken this for it to sink in for the two.
"But Midoriya-kun, please say that you live somewhere safer now! You said during the Sports Festival that you've been adopted recently, so surely...?" Iida trails off, his conviction fading into genuine concern. In the face of this, Izuku nods emphatically, offering a warm smile.
"It's fine now, he's actually only a fifteen minute train ride from UA."
"Good, good. I'm happy for you Midoriya-kun!" Izuku continues to grin at that. It's nice to have someone, no matter how much or how little they know, be genuinely pleased for him having a family now.
Right at that second though, Izuku's phone begins to ring loudly, Iida looking scandalised as 'Hey Mr.Policeman' blares out through the room. The greenette however is grinning wildly as he grabs the device from his bedside table where it had been charging and accepts the call.
[Kid, that had better be you and you had better be alright! I saw on the news that Stain got taken in with UA students involved and I know Aizawa was taking you to Hosu tonight and you're a trouble magnet and those co-ordinates and for Kami's sake Izuku you had better be alright-]
"I-I'm okay Ts-Ts-Tsuka," Izuku croaks out, forcing the words through a tight throat, but still smiling softly all the same. It's nice that the man's so worried for him.
[Oh kid. You were involved, weren't you?] The detective's words have lost all of their panicked anger, melting into concern and resignation,
[Want to pass me on to Aizawa? We can let him explain most of it.]
Wordlessly, Izuku hands the phone over to his Dad, who accepts it with a deadpan expression.
"Hey Tsukauchi. We're in Hosu general, the hero ward; they're not letting anyone visit tonight, it's too late."
[And tomorrow?] comes the immediate question. The hero has to suppress a smile.
"If you can get off work, the brat would probably like to see you. Yes, yes, definitely, not probably - geez, kid, stop it, I'm literally on the phone," Aizawa chides, flapping a hand half-heartedly at Izuku who pouts, despite clearly being pleased that he got the pro to change his words with his exaggerated signed protests.
[I'll probably turn up around lunch then. I've got an interview scheduled first thing, but I reckon I'll be able to get the afternoon. How is he, really? It must have been pretty rough if he's nonverbal. And I assume you're mostly okay too, I saw you up against more of those bloody Nomu?]
"I'm fine. Two cracked ribs, Quirk-healed in the kid's ambulance," Aizawa ignores the glare he gets from Izuku at that because there's a reason he hadn't told his son about it,
"But the little idiot got stabbed in the guts right near the beginning of his largely one-on-one fight with Stain and continued to fucking fight. Got lucky though, no major organs badly damaged. Fuck knows how."
[You're right, he is a problem child. The other students? How were they involved? Don't tell me they were his friends...] Tsukauchi trails off, all to aware that it's a vain hope.
"What do you think? One of them and Manual were caught up with Stain, I had to fucking send Izuku after them to help whilst I dealt with the Nomu - I assume you got the location notification too? - yeh, two of his friends responded to that too, got involved, injuries not too severe. Izuku took the bastard down though. Little shit cut off part of his tongue to paralyse him with his own Quirk." And admittedly, there is a distinct hint of pride to Aizawa's voice at that because it really had been an inspired move.
[Damn Aizawa. We really need to stop leaving him alone.]
"You're telling me."
[Right. It's late, they'll need sleep, and so do we. I'll come over tomorrow, as soon as.]
"Sure. I'll pass you back onto the kid quick."
[Thanks Aizawa.] The detective waits a few seconds, then speaks up,
[Hey again kid. That was stupid, okay, but I can see why you did it and I'm definitely glad that you're alright. I'll come and see you tomorrow, whenever I can get off of work. Sleep well Izuku.] And with that Tsukauchi hangs up.
Later that evening, once Aizawa had been grudgingly shooed away by nurses, although still managing to promise them all a lecture for the next day, the four teens are left alone in their room, and conversation inevitably starts up again, even though it's nigh-on midnight.
"I feel the need to apologise to the three of you! Whilst I didn't intentionally seek out Stain, I allowed my anger to overtake me upon seeing him. And then he- he paralysed Manual and he toyed with me, taunted me, until you arrived, Midoriya-kun. So, again, I'm very sorry for my actions!" Iida suddenly exclaims, awkwardly bowing as deeply as he could in his bed. Both Izuku and Hitoshi splutter a little, trying not to laugh because this is serious, but the sight is quite comical, so they can't entirely help themselves. Shouto merely cocks his head, intrigued.
Still, they control themselves after a few seconds, Izuku signing to Hitoshi,
‘Tell him he’s fucking dumb for attacking a serial killer rather than retreating.’
"Do I really have to tell him that?"
‘He deserve to know the truth,' Izuku insists.
“Izuku says you’re fucking dumb.” Hitoshi stops, then rolls his eyes at the warning glare he receives from the greenette, both studiously not acknowledging how Iida is gaping, red-faced. The brainwasher finishes up,
“Well, dumb for attacking a serial killer rather than retreating. Happy?” He adds, raising a cynical eyebrow at Izuku who only offers a shit-eating grin in return.
'Not quite. Let him know he's an I-i-d-i-o-t.' Both Hitoshi and Shouto snort at that, the former promptly dissolving into cackles that have him nearly rolling off of his bed.
"I-Izuku also wants you to know that you're an Iidiot!" He eventually sputters, then bursts into even greater laughter at the confused expression on the robotic boy, as though he doesn't know whether to be offended or amused. Knowing Izuku, he should be both.
Once the laughter has died, Izuku signs once more,
'But he is forgiven, so long as he agrees to go to some counselling with Hound Dog. Dadzawa or his parents can organise it.'
Hitoshi parrots it back to Iida, minus the 'Dadzawa' wording, and for a moment the other teen hesitates, but then he slowly nods, clearly deep in thought.
"I think that such a thing may indeed be beneficial to my wellbeing and thus my schooling and future career. Thank you for the wise advice Midoriya-kun!" And the four settle down in companionable silence again. But eventually it is Iida who speaks up again.
"Midoriya, forgive me if it's rude, but I cannot help but wonder why Sensei was so familiar with you? And may I also ask how you became quite so... proficient in confronting villains? Even with him saving you several times, it seems as though you are incredibly close."
As Izuku signs, Hitoshi once again translates for him, a little grin on his face the whole time:
"Like we mentioned, I lived in a rough part of town for years. You pick stuff up. And, well, I've known Aizawa-sensei a few years now and he's helped me lots too, cared a lot more than the workers at the home or any teachers at school. So he adopted me. I'm legally Aizawa Izuku now. As Dad's civilian identity is fairly well-hidden, despite teaching at UA, we decided it wasn't too great of a risk to change my name." Izuku is smiling softly as Hitoshi translates, and all three of his roommates can appreciate the rare, ridiculously sweet expression on their friend.
"I see... May I ask when and why exactly you were adopted? I understand if it's too delicate a matter!"
"Well he didn't adopt me until after the USJ when school realised that where I had been living... wasn't exactly great. Beyond just the area."
"Ah. Thank you for trusting me Midoriya-kun! Oh, should I...?"
"Nah, no worries - I've been a Midoriya for the last fifteen years, it can wait until the whole class knows, or when we graduate or something. He's stuck with me now and that's what matters. Actually, you can call me Izuku if you want. We definitely count as friends now." Hitoshi's grin widens at that, becoming more shit-eating, and he tacks on,
"Aw, green bean, look at you, all grown up and making friends!"
Hitoshi receives a half-hearted glare for his efforts. But Iida is smiling at the greenette, who offers his blinding sunshine-sakura one in return.
"Of course Mido- Izuku-kun! Now, might I suggest we all attempt to sleep? It's been an incredibly taxing day, and a full eight hours, or as close as we can get to it, is optimal for a speedy recovery!" Izuku and Hitoshi exchange amused glances at that - they are both insomniacs after all - but the three oblige to settle into their individual beds, Shouto and Izuku dragging themselves out of Hitoshi's where they had gravitated once Aizawa had left. Who knows, maybe they really will manage to sleep?
Yeh, okay, that was a hard 'no' apparently. After an hour of laying in their quiet room, only broken by the occasional snore from Iida, Izuku sits up in his bed and turns towards his best friends.
'Can we sit together?' he signs, the motions barely visible in the dim moonlight that's streaming in. Immediately, both Shouto and Hitoshi nod, the latter gesturing for them both to come and settle on his bed again. So they do, turning off and unhooking apparatus to sit cross-legged in a little triangle, knees pressed together, fingers interlocked, scrutinising every inch of each other's faces, unspeakably glad that they're all still there and well enough to do so.
"I'm very relieved that you're alright Izu. That we all are," Shouto breathes. The boy in question nods in agreement, a soft smile setting his cheeks flushing slightly, freckles seeming to glint in the silvery light, scar a stark contrast but somehow far from unattractive. Hitoshi, however, is silent, staring at Izuku as though he was something foreign. Then he whispers,
"I'm sorry Izuku, green bean, I failed. I failed you. We barely helped at all."
They all freeze at that, Hitoshi looking away, but neither Izuku nor Shouto allow him to unlace their hands.
Still though, after a painful time of silence, Izuku does extract his hands and begins to sign once more.
'I have three years of experience on you two, okay? And you've seen some of my scars; it's a lot when it comes to fighting with villains. A hell of a lot. Not to mention that my fighting style is better suited to that kind of opponent and situation than either of yours. So don't beat yourselves up over not as being fast or capable or whatever. You're both brilliant, but you've only just started out.'
"Then how come he killed so many seasoned pros Izuku? By that logic, shouldn't they have been able to take him down too?"
'They weren't protecting someone precious though.'
And for a long, long minute, none of them move, just sat in their little triangle, hands intertwining once more. But then Hitoshi straightened up, eyes blazing, barely keeping his voice quiet,
"Izuku, I was still utterly useless! All I did was fail to use my Quirk and get in your way!"
"I too was useless. We were distractions at best," Shouto concurs, meeting Hitoshi's similarly forlorn gaze.
They had attempted to come to Izuku's aid and, honestly, they had done little to help, instead only creating more opportunities for Izuku to get hurt, all in the name of protecting them. And neither of them could stand it.
"D-don't say that," Izuku mutters, choking the words out through a throat laced with vines of ivy. Almost blindly, he grasps at their hands,
"D-don't ever fucking c-call yourselves useless, ok-kay? I've been useless, I've been the D-Deku and it's shitty and unfair and s-so not true. You two are b-both so st-strong and kind and you c-c-came to t-try and help me, and it gave me s-strength and it-t's more than most people c-can say so just don't." His tone had started off defensive, righteous on their behalves, but it quickly descended into something more exhausted, more resigned, that tugs at their heartstrings. Because Shouto and Hitoshi understand what he's saying, they really do, but it's so difficult to quantify their failures with not having been useless.
Seeing how neither of his friends could bring themselves to refute or agree with him, Izuku offers them a wobbly smile,
"C-cuddle pile?" And how can they say no to that?
Notes:
So uhm I low-key stole 'Iidiot' off of Hannah (thanks love), but I doubt they'll mind - hopefully it gives some of you guys the laugh it gave me! :D
Oh, and the song for Tsukauchi's ringtone is this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLRWXD96_yU
I think Izuku would find it hilarious! And Iida would be very scandalised, even just at the chorus, let alone at the little verse by the bloke or the whole 'discipline' thing later on. I can imagine him, his first night back home, looking the song up out of morbid curiosity and just reflexively yeeting his phone across the room when he sees the video or something! :DNext time, more fluff, less angst, and some sneaky Izuku one-upping authority figures, as per his speciality ;)
Hugs, Ota. XxxPS: it doesn't get mentioned here, but Aizawa stays the night on Hizashi's sofa because he can't bear the thought of going back to their flat without his brat filling up the space - he'd already enlisted Nemuri to feed the cats that day and the next, so he doesn't have to worry about them either.
Chapter 26: XXIII - Cuddles And A Chief Of Police
Summary:
Some cute hospital fluff, and the police come a-knocking...
(And to those who have already read this, I've extended it, added some more, so it's worth re-reading at least the second half of the chapter! Sorry for the mix-up in the first place!)
Notes:
Oh, and please don't have missed the chapter I posted on Sunday - I know AO3's notifs have been up the spout, so if you're unsure, just go back a chapter, kay? Enjoy guys! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa enters the hospital room of Izuku and his friends the next morning, technically an hour before visiting times (perks of being a certified sneak), to find a rather comical sight.
All piled up on Shinsou's bed, the trio are - despite no-doubt aching wounds because none of the idiot brats are still hooked up to their IV or pain relief drips - tumbled over and amongst each other. Shinsou is flat out on his back, head on the pillow, but one leg is stuck straight in the air from how Todoroki's lower half is tucked underneath, the two-tone hair hidden beneath Izuku's entire torso and somehow he isn't suffocating? Well, Aizawa can hear him breathing, so he must be fine. And then there is Izuku himself. Quite simply, he is sprawled atop the two taller teens, legs and arms akimbo, face smushed into the crook of Shinsou's neck, with a total of four arms wrapped around in him various ways. One - clearly Shinsou's - is curled naturally around his waist - that one is normal. One - obviously Todoroki's - is hooked just above Izuku's knee, bending his leg up awkwardly. The two other arms, and Aizawa can't honestly tell which belongs to which boy, overlap across Izuku's back, their fingers interlaced. And then his son's arms, respectively, are curling down across Todoroki's side at what should be an uncomfortable angle, the other tossed out to the side, but then bent back to tangle through Shinsou's hair. Damn, these kids...
If they don't realise that they like each other soon, the pro is going to have to engineer something because by Kami the pining... With a soft sigh, and a glance over at Iida to ensure that he too is safe and stable, Aizawa may or may not snap a few photos then trudges over to Izuku's bed and slumps on it himself. If the kids are all still sleeping soundly, then he might as well doze some himself. He trusts his own instincts to wake him up should any threats arrive.
Of course, the pro hero hadn't accounted for non-threats arriving. And so, he blinks awake to find the trio sat up, legs still intertwined, and signing with Shinsou's mothers and the Todoroki sister. Iida is still asleep.
"Dadzawa!" Izuku exclaims, immediately switching out of sign, face open and bright for all that his voice is hushed. Both he and the pro carefully ignore how all three of the other adults startle at the sound of his voice, even as he continues talking aloud,
"Honestly, napping in a hospital room - where's your shame?" he teases. Glad that the brat is coherent and clearly feeling better, Aizawa smirks,
"Probably with your common sense. And self-preservation. And dignity."
"Damn, that's harsh. Triple-whammy," Izuku huffs, voice still quiet in respect for Iida but his grin is wide and sincere, and he leans into the hair-ruffle that Aizawa reaches carefully past Shinsou to offer. Still unaccustomed to their rather high levels of banter, the rest of the group watch on, the women all clearly a little shocked. But hey, they're not frowning and their body language is more bewildered and amused than wary, so who cares.
"All three of you feeling alright?" Aizawa asks, allowing his voice to soften a tad from its usual gruffness. He receives two 'Yes sensei' s and a shrug in return. Hm.
"Problem child. You should still be on your IV for a start..." he grumbles, quirk flashing into brief activity. Izuku just offers a little grimace,
"I am okay." But then he switches to sign, regardless of everyone in the group being able to understand it,
'Just very aware of my injuries.' The pro grunts at that, but then decides, for once in his life, to brighten the mood.
"Well, you were fine earlier, judging by how I found you three."
"Wha- Dad-!" But Aizawa has already pulled his phone out and is pulling up the photo, brandishing it in front of the teenagers and Cheshire-cat grinning at the instantaneous blushes and the round of embarrassed groans.
"Aizawa-san, would you-" Maki-san begins, no doubt wanting to see. Aizawa keeps his grin.
"This is what I found earlier. Cute, aren't they?" he teases and turns his phone so that the three women can see. Maki-san coos softly, eyes glittering with something between adoration and sadistic amusement. Meanwhile, Haruka-san allows her neutral face to fall into a little smile. Fuyumi-san gasps once, then visibly brightens, turning soft eyes to her little brother.
"Aw, Hitoshi, you and your friends are adorable!"
"Mum! Ma, please, tell her!" he exclaims, with much the same tone as Izuku had only a minute before.
"It's good to see you so affectionate with each other," Fuyumi offers, clearly directing it largely to Todoroki, but her smile is for all three of them.
Once everybody calms down a little, and Aizawa somewhat begrudgingly is given three more phone contacts so as to be able to share the photo with the three women, it is Izuku who first speaks up. Or, well, starts to sign.
'Dad, what's the official statement about- uh, about everything?'
"Currently, that four UA heroics course students were involved in the take-down of Stain. And that more would be released pending statements from the involved parties. So nothing much beyond media speculation so far."
'So Endeavor hasn't managed to claim all the credit yet just for being in town.' It's a statement, not a question, and sometimes Aizawa sees that glint in Izuku's eye and has to suppress a shudder, because chaos is sure to ensue. Right now included.
"No, he hasn't."
'Cool. Because I was acting fully within the law as a Quirkless, beyond the fact that a certain clause in our internship contracts allow us to act in defence of vulnerable persons without explicit and recent permission from our mentors.'
"Why wasn't I aware of that?" Aizawa demands, straightening up because what the actual fuck?!
'Because it only references an obscure law from the dawn of the hero industry, rather than directly wording it within the contract. And it was amongst a bunch of other, similar references that are more mundane. Nobody bothers to double-check all nine of them. Normally they wouldn't need to be invoked anyway, and Nedzu likely wouldn't choose to under most circumstances.'
"And you know this because?"
'I read the contract of course. And I somewhat know Nedzu-sensei's thought patterns.'
"Brat," he chides, albeit without any bite,
"But, that is good news."
'Yep! Is Tsuka on the case?'
"No. I believe it's one of the local superintendents."
'Awww,' Izuku pouts. Aizawa doesn't miss how his brat's two friends flush a little at the sight.
"With a clause like that, it won't matter."
'Well, no, but any excuse to see Tsuka is a good one.' Aizawa only snorts at that, then realises that their conversation is being observed with no small amount of confusion.
"Ah. We have a good friend in the police. Detective Tsukauchi. Unfortunately, he isn't involved in this case. But, brat, don't forget he's visiting this afternoon," he explains. Just because they all understood sign wouldn't make 'Tsuka' or a few of the less common words comprehensible.
"Oh yes, I suppose you would. I know father is somewhat familiar with certain officers," Fuyumi offers, and Aizawa resists the urge to scowl. But then, as though the conversation topic had summoned them, there comes a firm knock on the door. Aizawa is immediately on his feet, capture weapon at the ready, shunting the door open with one curl of his scarf.
"Tsuragamae-san," he states, backing down, only Izuku able to make out his surprise. They'd been expecting somebody of lower rank, but, well, considering how high-profile the Hero Killer was, not to mention the involvement of three legacy students, this probably shouldn't be a shock.
"Ah, Eraserhead, good day - woof. I see you are here to visit your students and intern. Hello all, I'm Tsuragamae Kenji - woof - Chief of Police for the Hosu region." The students all return his small bow, although Izuku winces with the movement.
"Is - woof- now an acceptable time to receive your statements on the events that occurred?" He goes on, looking around the room, eyes catching on Iida, who is currently still asleep.
"I believe so," Aizawa returns, already plodding over to Iida to wake the boy up.
Ten minutes later, Tsuragamae is sat on one of the visitor's chairs, Aizawa perpendicular to him, thus effectively in between the kids - of whom all four are perched along the edge of Shinsou's bed - and the dog-headed officer. As much as he trusts both parties, his protective instincts may or may not be in overdrive. The other guardians have been politely dismissed to the cafeteria for the next hour or so.
"So, may I ask each of you to recount your paw-spectives of Thursday evening? Woof. And, if you take no issue, I shall be recording your statements." Each of the students nod, and then Tsuragamae pulls out a voice recorder and establishes who is there - barely even raising an eyebrow at Aizawa's correction of Izuku's last name - the time and such.
"If one of you would like to begin?"
There is a long moment of silence, then Iida sighs softly and starts to speak. He tells of how he had read his classmate's analysis of Stain, how he had been in the alleys with Manual on patrol and how, upon seeing Stain, he had rushed forwards in blind anger, Stain shooting past him to take his mentor straight out. And then Iida had been even angrier, had begun to rant at the villain, who had only sneered at him, taunting, then allowed him to try and attack, riling him up even further. He had been a fool. With a voice choked with shame, Iida tells of how his actions were selfish and sloppy, attacking again and again even as it was obvious that Stain was letting him get close, only to rebuff him again. He hadn't landed a single hit in the five or so minutes that Stain had been toying with him. But then the villain got bored, stabbing him in the thigh, followed by the bicep, and finally standing over him as he lay paralysed, ready to sever his spine.
Just when Iida had given up hope, a voice had come from the alley entrance. Izuku had arrived. Once his paralysis had worn off, Iida followed his classmate's orders and ran with the unconscious Manual to the first medical help he could find, although it wasn't very quick considering his own injuries.
And so on they go, telling of how everything had unfolded. Izuku's voice immediately gives out, feeling vulnerable without his vigilante self, but he takes a deep breath, finds his hands clutched by his two friends, staring into his Dad's blazing eyes, and he draws confidence from them all, easing himself into talking without his stutter after only a sentence or two. When it is Shinsou's turn, his voice also wavers, fluctuates, fighting him, but once Izuku tugs him to sit sideways on the edge of the bed so that one of his arms can be easily stretched past Izuku to be held by Shouto too, he also finds strength in his friends' comfort and talks quickly, without the warble of before.
"Thank you for your statements. Whilst I commend you for your heroic actions, I am afraid that for all of your bravery, your names cannot be announced to the pawblic - woof. The heroes directly involved - yourself Eraserhead, along with Manual and those who arrived with you - will be credited with the apawhension. Also-"
"Sorry sir, but no. That won't be necessary," Izuku interjects, a small smile on his face. It isn't a pleasant smile; there are far too many teeth gleaming with far too much righteous malice for that.
"Personally, my status as Quirkless exempts me from all of the possible vigilante laws applicable. Furthermore, there is a clause in our internship contracts that references Article 17, subsection 4 of Heroics Law section 3. It permits internship students - referenced to as any hero in field training - to act in defence of vulnerable peoples regardless of explicit recent permission for Quirk use and individual action. As such, we were well within the law and thus are fully able to take the credit we deserve. Although I would assume that it would be better to officially state that we were simply 'acting as expected of us' - vague wording won't promote awareness of the laws and thus should limit similar future circumstances, which I expect is preferable for the police. Of course, should we not, in light of this, be awarded the credit we alone deserve, then I'm sure Nedzu and I can organise something to rectify such a matter." And damn, that's a threat, no matter how bland Izuku's tone might be.
"I see," Tsuragamae begins. But then his ears prick up as though excited,
"I must confess to being rather paw-leased at that. I apologise for my ignorance and I - woof - shall see to it that the official statement credits the four of you as it should, although I expect it will be only under your hero names, for safeguarding pawposes. Do you have any further questions?" he offers to the clearly surprised students. Aizawa is the one to speak up though.
"What is happening to Stain now?"
"He has already been transpawted to Tartarus, where he will remain throughout his trials. Woof - I doubt he will ever leave."
"Good," the teacher can't help but reply, tone vicious, and certainly not missing the slightest bit of tension falling away from his kid's shoulders.
"If there is nothing else, I shall leave you all to your recoveries. Thank you four, for all of your efforts and bravery." And within a minute, the Police Chief is gone.
"Mi- Izuku-kun?" Iida inquires, clearly hesitant. The greenette only leans forward a little to see around Shouto.
"Again, thank you very much for saving my life - even when I was foolish enough to be blinded by my own anger. I didn't wish to interrupt the statement with it, but please don't doubt my sincerity!"
"Ah - uhm, it- it really is okay. J-just our job, right?" And if that wasn't forced through a tight throat, Aizawa wasn't a Dad.
"All the same!" the boy exclaims, arms starting to chop before he flinches and stills himself,
"This is the second time that you have saved an Iida life, in only a few weeks. You are truly a magnificent hero! It is only right that-!"
"Iida - p-please-" Izuku begins, looking uncomfortable, but is saved by his Dad interrupting.
"The word foolish is more than correct. Iida, I expect you to take these events to heart, understood?" Aizawa pauses for a moment, waiting for Iida to raise his head and look at him, to see just how serious the pro is being right now,
"Your choice to give in to your emotions made you act recklessly. That same recklessness forced me to send my son after you, alone. In doing so, I compromised his safety and potentially the safety of the civilians in the Nomu attack, where Izuku's knowledge and prowess would have been of almost the same use as my own, given the USJ attack. Not only that, but had Izuku been any less capable, or Todoroki or Shinsou not helped him when they did, it might have been his life that was compromised. And that is utterly unacceptable. Following the path of a hero will result in dealing with deaths, both of allies and villains, but an internship student should not yet have to see that, let alone be the one stabbed in the stomach."
Aizawa paused then, letting his words sink in. Even when Iida's eyes began to gloss over with tears, his hands fisted at his sides, the pro hero didn't flinch, merely observing. But, after a long minute of silence, he finally speaks up again,
"Between your own injuries and your shame, I believe you have largely been punished enough. However, I will be assigning you a four thousand word essay on the situation and how else you could have dealt with matters to limit bloodshed and trauma, due in for next Friday, although that can be extended if medically necessary. Additionally, you are to write an apology letter to Manual and his agency. Is that understood?"
"Y-yessir!" Iida replies, his usual vigour is lacking. Although, he clearly isn't lacking in conviction, a steely undertone to his cowed tone.
Apparently satisfied with that, Aizawa nods curtly and turns his attention to the other three teenagers.
"You three also acted recklessly - kid, you should have tried to find another way to fight that would have better compensated for your injury; Todoroki, Shinsou, the two of you should have brought adults with you or better yet, sent them in your stead. However, I can see why the three of you acted as you did and your injuries, again, have you suffering more than enough. Izuku, I want a thousand word essay on the dangers of being stabbed and the consequences of being injured during a fight. Todoroki, Shinsou, a thousand word essay on the same subject as Iida's. Have I been clear enough?
He receives two quiet agreements and a nod from his kid, so he considers his job done for now.
Honestly, he's still just overwhelmed with relief that his son and students are alive.
Before any new conversations can be started up, the door rattles open again to admit the Shinsous, Fuyumi and the three newly-arrived Iidas, chatting quietly to each other. But upon catching sign of their son, the latter dart forwards,
"Tenya!" And the blue-haired boy finds himself tucked into his father's embrace, dragged up off of the bed, his mother stroking his hair from beside them. Ignoring how his glasses are digging into his face, the teen buries his face against his father's shoulder and fights the urge to cry.
"Oi you two, let me at him!" And his big brother sounds so normal, all playful and teasing and caring and Iida bursts out of his parents' arms to awkwardly lean down and receive the hug from his brother.
"Ten-nii," he starts, choking.
"Hey now Tenya, it's alright. We're all fine, okay?"
The rest of the room's occupants are tactfully averting their gazes, signing quietly amongst themselves to give the hero family a semblance of privacy. Aizawa has carefully scooped his kid up, despite half-hearted pokes to his face and neck in retaliation, and deposited the brat on his own bed in preparation for the nurses, who should be coming round fairly soon, and who will be able to hook his idiot kid back up to his IV. Which, considering it contains the pain medications and nutrients to support his stabbed small intestines, is pretty important.
'Problem Child, I'm not having you neglecting your health, understood?' the man signs, starting the moment his son is tucked half-under the bed sheets. And for all that Izuku rolls his eyes, he doesn't protest anymore. Good, Aizawa thinks viciously. About time for him to be able to actually look after his kid, after the shit-storm of the last twenty-four hours.
Then the whole room gets distracted by two nurses coming in to the already-crowded room. All of the family members shuffle into corners and against walls to get out of the way, Fuyumi trailing Shouto back to his own bed before doing the same, and Aizawa is quick to explain,
"These three decided to remove their IVs and monitor pads for some midnight conversations. Apologies." Even though his tone is brusque, the words themselves earn an amused giggle from one nurse and a warning glare to the room at large from the other.
"Please make sure it doesn't happen again." And Aizawa has a glare of his own at that, aimed at his kid in particular,
"Trust me, it won't." If he deliberately times his words to distract said brat from having the needle slid back into his arm, then nobody would dare pick him up on it. Least of all Izuku himself, who merely scowls at his Dad. The hero raises a single eyebrow in challenge.
"Idiot brat."
"Old bastard."
"Gremlin."
"Hobo."
"Devil chi-" Aizawa cuts himself off, abruptly very aware of their audience, and can only glare at Izuku again. Such a Problem Child. All of the other families are going to think they're so weird and dysfunctional and that they're-
His thoughts are halted by a gentle tug at his sleeve. Rolling his eyes, the man perches on the edge of his kid's bed, glad that the stricter nurse has moved on to Shinsou, talking to the purple-haired boy's parents, and allows Izuku to settle against his shoulder, face turned just enough into him to be breathing right next to the capture weapon.
"Want it?" he murmurs, barely audible. Izuku hesitates, then shakes his head, just once. Aizawa hums, low and deep in his chest, knowing that it always helps the kid relax a bit, a sign that they're safe, that they're together, and shifts a tad to better accommodate Izuku's weight.
It's reassuring for both of them. They're fine, alive, safe, and that's more than either had been expecting for a while there.
Twenty minutes later, both nurses have left, one with signed paperwork for Iida to have the non-urgent surgery to help repair some damaged nerves in his arm, leaving the four families to sit around, at first rather awkward. Until Tensei speaks up.
"So Shouta, when were you going to tell me you had a kid? It's Izuku, right? Did you know that Shouta shouted that you were the 'best kid' at the parent-teacher conferences on Tuesday? Or that, when we were still in UA-"
"Tensei. Don't think I won't tell your brother about that time you tried to tell that gi-"
"Okay!" The man yelps, jumping in place in his wheelchair, flushing brightly,
"Mutually assured destruction, I get it!" And here he turns his attention back to the junior Aizawa,
"Your Dad's harsh, eh?"
Nobody is expecting how Izuku scowls fiercely at that, trying to curl himself in front of Aizawa protectively.
"Quite the opposite, actually." His tone is ice and iron, and several of the room's occupants shudder at it. Not to mention the heavy miasma suddenly seeming to fill the air.
"Oi, kiddo, he was joking. Mostly. I told you I've known him since we were your age, okay? 's fine. And stop ruining my reputation, you brat." Izuku seems to blink awake at his Dad's words, the malignant aura disappearing, and he tilts his head back to smirk up at the man.
'I bet I have more blackmail than him already. Particularly if I dug through the UA archives that I know I can access.'
"You wouldn't... You would, who am I kidding? If you do, get some on Zashi and Nem too, alright? They deserve it more."
'Only because it means more blackmail overall. Oh, wonder what I could get on All Might? I know Nedzu keeps everything from pretty much ever, and definitely the things he finds amusing, so I can guarantee that there'll be something in there. I'm gonna have to do that now-'
"Kid, maybe keep your scheming away from everyone else," Aizawa advises, the ducks his head to murmur near-silently,
"Look at them; the poor people are confused."
Izuku snorts at that, and a cursory glance around the room shows that those who understand sign are looking pretty confused, which is most of them. Whoops.
"So green bean," Hitoshi starts, breaking the awkward silence,
"Got any more stories about Kimchi trying to maul you? I'll trade you for when Dusk got stuck up a telephone pole." And with that, the room gradually falls into easy conversations, a few different pockets of interaction forming and developing, all based around the kids and the family members that are wrapped around them. Iida's parents, after helping Tensei up onto the bed with his brother, have settled in two of the visitor's chairs available, talking with Fuyumi where she's sat beside Shouto, one hand stroking against his wrist. The heterochromatic teen is signing Hitoshi's more reserved mother about... soba? Whilst Hitoshi's other Mum is sat beside him, one hand threading through his wild purple hair, as she watches Izuku and her son sign together, the greenette curled up against his Dad.
Of course, the group gets interrupted again. It only takes an hour or two for it to be lunch time, and nurses wheel in four meals, with Iida Aoi, Fuyumi and Shinsou Haruka heading across the street to a bakery to pick up some food for all of the adults, and maybe a treat or two for the kids too. Before they return though, another visitor turns up.
"Hello, is this- kid!" And Tsukauchi is rushing into the room, scrutinising Izuku and his visible bandages, not to mention the couple of bits of medical paraphernalia he's hooked up to.
'Hey Tsuka!' is accompanied by an impish grin. But the detective only frowns at him, looking dubious, and turns to Aizawa.
"Is he really fine?"
"Except for being an incurable idiot- don't poke me, brat, I'm right - he's more or less okay. Stab wound 'only' hit the small intestine, plus lots of scrapes and bruises, a few minor cuts too. Damn lucky."
"Well, some of it was skill," Tsukauchi comments, reaching down to ruffle Izuku's head with a fond smile. The greenette, for all his pouting, does lean into the touch, eyes bright.
"Some," Aizawa allows, and there is a proud glint to his dark eyes. They know him too well to be fooled by his gruff tone.
They're family after all.
Oh, and here's some art! The first one was very kindly done by JasonTodd_fangirl - hopefully it worked! Gotta love a Dadzawa and his boy.
And this second one is mine (please ignore how short Hitoshi's legs are and the fact that none of them have bandages, oh and that how they're laying isn't entirely accurate - I drew it without referencing my own writing, so...) because I had to draw these three boys being cute and fluffy.
Notes:
Iida getting told off just be like: (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) yessir sorry sir never again sir!
Also, the fricking verbal tics of Tsuragamae were simultaneously so painful and so fun to try and fit in - cringeyness at its finest I suppose! (By the way, he, like most police officers, doesn't know Aizawa's name, only Eraserhead, hence not questioning Dadzawa on Izuku's name)
Also, can you tell that Dadzawa and Kidzu are low-key unsure how to deal with virtual strangers being privy to their dynamic? It's different when it's all teasing between a vigilante and an underground hero, but when it's people who only know them as the two Aizawas... Well, it makes them a little uncomfortable and definitely a bit self-conscious.
Oh, and, just to mention - I'm trying to portray Tsukauchi as part of their family (in case you couldn't guess!) but not quite a second father - more like the really close uncle that visits every week, I guess? He doesn't see them all that often outside of work, but they do work together a lot, so they know each other at their most tired and stressed out and hurt, which creates some pretty strong bonds, you know? Legally, Izuku goes to Tsukauchi next should Aizawa die (not in my plans, don't worry) before even Mic or Midnight, for all that the two are Aizawa's best friends... Hope that makes sense! :D
Chapter 27: XXIV - Home Again
Summary:
Just some time at home with family.
Alternative chpt title: 'Uncle, Auntie, Broccoli, Kale' :D
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shouto and Hitoshi are both discharged the next day. Technically so, in the morning, but they both stick around as long as visiting hours last, Fuyumi and Hitoshi's parents aware of their plans to do just that, and they spend a long few minutes hugging Izuku tightly when they have to leave him and Iida for the night.
And if Izuku then spends a near-sleepless night trying not to toss and turn, clutching one of his favourite knives that Dadzawa had snuck under his pillow for him, then they don't need to know. After all, they'd only worry.
Regardless, Izuku is discharged after lunch on the Thursday, or what was meant to be the fourth day of his internship, and his Dad drives them both back home, a prescription of painkillers in the glovebox and a total of three knives in the main pocket of Izuku's hoodie... possibly a fourth tucked in a holster underneath said hoodie as well. Forgive him if he's feeling a bit vulnerable, okay? Trying to sleep in a busy, unfamiliar environment with only a single injured friend for company wasn't easy. Hence Recovery Girl not being able to heal him any more this morning. 'Too little energy', she'd said. Izuku had been suitably unimpressed but thanked her for making the journey all the same. At least he got a few gummies for the trouble.
And now they're home at last. Dadzawa is clearly trying not to hover as he walks right beside Izuku, up the few flights to their floor, the teen enjoying the fresh air, Aizawa then ushering Izuku into the flat ahead of himself and locking the door once again behind them. Immediately, Izuku is swarmed by three fluffy, purring bodies that tangle around each other and his legs, meowing up a storm. Giggling quietly, and very, very glad to be home, Izuku carefully gets down onto his knees to greet the three. Once they're largely satisfied, Izuku shuffles to sit back, feet now in front of him, and starts to lean forwards to unlace his shoes. Yet before he can get halfway there, his Dad is crouched in front of him and unlacing the black hi-tops with precise movements, and gently pulling them off rather than tugging at them like Izuku himself would have. Something about the care and attention his Dad takes in such a stupidly small and simple task has Izuku tearing up a little.
"Thanks Dad," he rasps out. He may or may not be annoyed with himself for getting a bit emotional, but at least he's not having a panic attack or anything, like he used to once he finally felt safe after a particularly harrowing vigilante experience.
To be fair to him, Aizawa doesn't falter or hesitate at seeing his son getting watery-eyed, only reaching forwards to gather Izuku up into his arms, making sure to support his back and prevent any painful or stitch-bursting contortions of his abdomen, and ferries him over to the sofa, all three cats following like little ducklings, and then the man is settling down, son in his lap, cats gathered around.
"You're alright now kiddo, you hear me? You're safe, alive, at home. Your friends are fine, Manual's fine, I'm fine. It's all over now, so just let it out, okay kiddo? I'm right here, I'm not letting you go again..."
And so on it goes. Both of the Aizawas lose all track of time as Izuku silently cries, suddenly so very aware of how on edge he'd been, but even more so of how close Iida had come to dying, not to mention his two best friends, all because he sent out his co-ordinates to every one of his contacts, not just his Dadzawa. And Kami, his Dad, who is still murmuring quiet platitudes to him, every single one fully sincere; who is carding a steady hand through his hair, scratching occasionally at his scalp, with his other arm keeping Izuku tucked in to his chest, held close and tight and secure, but never suffocating. Izuku is safe. Izuku is home.
Once Izuku has calmed down fully, he takes a long moment to bury his face even further against his Dad's neck, curls catching on stubble, breathing into the man's capture weapon, before he leans back a little and swings his feet to the floor.
"These bandages are the fancy waterproof ones, right?"
"They are. You going to shower?" Aizawa asks, fighting the urge not to accompany his kid to the bathroom. Yes, Izuku is hurt. But the hero knows that hovering over his son will do no good, and only make the Problem Child feel suffocated and uncomfortable. So he stays on the sofa as the kid shuffles into his room to grab some more loungewear - of which that 'Put Your Hands Up' radio shirt is definitely stolen off of Aizawa, who had admittedly been reluctantly forced to accept the bright yellow thing in the first place - and then shuts himself in the bathroom. But, to his Dad's relief, he doesn't lock the door. If Izuku somehow slips and hits his head or re-opens his stitches, it would be better not to have to break the door down to get to him. Although he wouldn't hesitate to do so.
Two hours later, Izuku and his Dad have settled at the kitchen bar table, each with a plate of macaroni cheese because, as the man had said in his defence, it was 'easy to both eat and cook and wasn't it meant to be comfort food anyway?'. Which, yes, in America, but Izuku wasn't going to turn down a home-cooked meal, not after having lived off of hospital food almost exclusively for the last day and a half. Not fun.
"Anything you want to do over the next few days kiddo? As your internship technically isn't over, I thought we could go out and do some analysis of civilians tomorrow or Saturday, but if, in all seriousness, you'd rather not, then that is absolutely fine. Understood?" And perhaps that sounded a little too forceful, but the pro didn't want Izuku to push himself at all. Partially after his minor breakdown earlier, but also partially because Izuku was just generally proficient enough in most areas, at least in comparison to the average student or even hero, that they could afford to take an actual break for a few days. Or at least, a non-hospitalised break.
"I don't think I'd mind the analysis. I mean, I enjoy it, and fresh air is probably good?" Izuku paused for a moment, not noticing some of the pasta falling off his fork,
"And I was thinking about coming up with another code, or updating this one. Maybe-" and he faltered, gaze unusually hesitant as he looked over to the man,
"Maybe you'd help?"
"Sure. If you think you can keep up with me at least," Aizawa teases, trying to lighten the mood. Judging by how his son snorts loudly, then shovels in more food, it worked. Good. It wasn't too often that Izuku felt insecure around him, or uncertain of his place or of being allowed to ask for things, but the tendency did crop up sometimes and it crushed something in Aizawa's chest a little every time. He hated it with a passion, utterly loathed that his kid was so unused to being given things and being allowed to ask for even basic items that he often had to force himself even with Aizawa, even with the person he trusted most.
Now, don't get Aizawa wrong. It isn't Izuku's fault. And the hero had spent three years giving the brat food, coffee and weapons and, in more recent months, anything that he could possibly want, from notebooks to clothes to a home, just to help him, to get him accustomed to the fact that yes, even Quirkless little Izuku deserved kindness. Of course, they were both fairly minimalistic, but that wouldn't stop him from buying an arguable excess of certain items. If said items happened to be practical things like high-quality notebooks, well sue him. He knew what his kid liked.
Regardless, that gave them a thing or two to occupy them for the next few days. Although, he should probably warn the brat...
"That's a point kid: Nemuri and Hizashi are probably gonna burst in here at some point tonight. Well, when school's over at least. They've been texting me incessantly, the idiots."
"Aw, you love them really!" Izuku sing-songs, back to his usual self. Aizawa doesn't allow himself to slump in relief.
"If I do, then they don't deserve it. They're about as chaotic as your class, but I can't escape them," he scowls. It sets Izuku off though, as he devolves into snickering.
Mission accomplished.
Unsurprisingly, when that evening comes, there's an enthusiastic knock on the apartment door, and then it's being unlocked to admit a trilling Hizashi and Nemuri, who simultaneously proclaim conflicting cries of,
"SHOOOUUUU! We've come to see you and the little listener!" Along with,
"Shouta, darling, how are you and your little one?"
Aizawa is already slamming his head back against the sofa, grumbling under his breath, because why did he ever give them spare keys to his flat? Izuku for his part, after a startled second, calms right down and begins to giggle, turning slightly to bury his face in his Dad's stomach, from where his head is in the man's lap, a calloused hand still comfortably buried in his hair. Neither greet the rowdy intruders.
Izuku, phone buzzing in his hands, turns to face the ceiling again, glad that his Dad is keeping a soothing hand in his curls, deciding not to bother sitting up. If the two heroes are comfortable enough to barge in, then they can be comfortable enough to settle themselves in too. Instead, the teen holds his phone up in front of his face and reads through the last few texts from his friends, not really registering which chat they're in.
Shouto: [Izu, are you doing alright back home?]
Sinnamon-roll: [Yeh, no, Dad's with me. He's not got any patrols for the next few days now.]
Insomn-i-am: [good. you taking your meds?]
Sinnamon-roll: [Yes, yes. Two every six hours and Dad's keeping an eye on it. You don't need to worry.]
Insomn-i-am: [thats not gonna stop us]
Sinnamon-roll: [Toshiiiii!]
Insomn-i-am: [Green beaaaaan!]
Sinnamon-roll: [Shou, Toshi's being mean!]
Insomn-i-am: [aw Peppermint, you can't think of telling me off when its Izu and sensei who got banned from a store!]
Shouto : [Hitoshi's right Izu, I really can't]
Just as Izuku starts to type out an indignant reply, pouting, a whole slew of messages come through. What..? Oh. Oh shit!
Yelping, Izuku flails, phone going flying and hitting flesh with a soft smack, even as the teen covers his face and groans in mortification.
"Dare I look?" Aizawa drawls, mostly amused as he dangles Izuku's phone above his face. He must have caught it then.
"Might as well," he grumbles. It's too late now, and it's not the worst conversation that the man might have seen. Still pretty embarrassing that he hadn't noticed that they were in the class group chat.
"You're ruining my reputation again," the man eventually grouches, having scrolled through. Well, at least nothing about 'sensei' and 'dad' being the same person had been said. It's one secret kept. Over group chat would probably have been about the most awkward way for that to come out, so small mercies.
"Not intentionally!"
"Kid, the hellspawn all now know that you and I raced each other in an arts and craft store and have been banned. For life." The two Aizawas studiously ignore Nemuri and Hizashi's laughter at that, instead having a silent conversation. Having Izuku's head in his Dad's lap isn't the easiest way to have said conversation, but it suffices. Then his Dad hands his phone back and Izuku starts typing out a brief and slightly adapted explanation, manages to dodge any questions about his injuries or his mystery Dad's patrols, then begs off on account of needing to eat an early dinner. At which point his classmates turn to Hitoshi and Shouto for explanations. Oh well.
At least the full story about Stain's takedown hasn't come out yet either.
At some point, Hizashi leaps up and bustles around the counter to the kitchen, no doubt rooting around for something to cook them all for dinner. It's Nemuri who speaks though,
"Hey Shou, can I take Izuku shopping with me this weekend? Since you two have been getting banned from shops and all."
"No."
"Aw, come on Shouta, you can let us - Izuku's practically my nephew at this point!" The woman's pouting morphs rapidly into a wide grin.
"Really?" Izuku interrupts, abruptly sitting up with a slight flinch, genuine disbelief lacing over a happy undertone. Only Aizawa notices the mischievous glint in his eyes and has to hide his own smirk at the look. He doesn't know exactly what's coming, but he can guess. It'll be hilarious.
"Aw, of course sweetie, this grump is our brother, which makes you our little nephew!"
"Can I call you Uncle Nem then?" His expression is so innocent, all wide-eyed and hopeful, so completely unaware of what he has just done. Aizawa knows better.
"Ah, uhm, sweetie, you see-" Izuku begins to tear up at her hesitance, lower lip pushing out into the most adorable pout,
"Is- is it not okay?"
"Aw sweetie-" Nemuri falters, looking over to Aizawa for help, only to receive a warning glance in return. Right, no hurting the kid's feelings. Fuck.
"Of course you can Izuku! I'd love that!" She chirps. And well, she is glad to have the term of endearment but also what the fuck? Why is he calling her uncle? Does he not know? How can he not know? Before she can drag Aizawa away to interro- question him, Hizashi bounds back over from digging through the fridge to be instantly greeted with a,
"Auntie Zashi!" The blond freezes, sputtering, utterly shocked. Yet again, Izuku falls into a pout, looking so genuinely upset and regretful that Aizawa almost believes it and is tempted to drag him back into his lap and comfort him. But then he looks into his kid's eyes and can see still that gleam of sadistic delight. His wonderful brat.
"H-hey little listener!"
"It's okay, isn't it? I mean Uncle Nem is letting me call her that, so I just thought..." Izuku rambles, trailing off, but Hizashi is already speaking up to reassure him,
"No no no - it's great little listener! We're honoured, aren't we Nem?"
"Yep!" she rushes to confirm, and it's comical how they both slump with blatant relief when Izuku beams widely at them, bouncing in his seat with pure delight. And to be fair, that delight is genuine, and only half of it is mischievous. Kami, his kid.
"Okay Auntie Zashi, Uncle Nem! And Dad, why can't I go shopping with Uncle?" Aizawa has to fight back his laughter again. This is too good. By Kami, his friends' faces - so crestfallen and yet so happy, so conflicted and yet not daring to say a word lest they upset Izuku and incur his own wrath. Truly brilliant.
"Because both you and I will regret it instantly."
"Why?"
"Because she's a monster kid, and don't let her fool you. She will drag you around at least a dozen shops - you will carry all of the bags, you will try on a hundred or so things that you hate and would never buy, you will have to be around too many people in too small a space, you will be forced into things unmentionably tight and colourful. But hey, if you really want to go..."
"Shouta, don't be so mean! Sweetie, I promise I won't be too pushy! And I'll even drive us there so we can dump the bags whenever we want and I know you need more clothing anyway."
"We got some stuff on Monday though."
"Izuku, sweetie, I assure you that whatever you have is not enough, not if you're half as minimal as your Dad over there. What if you want to go on a date?" Izuku spit-chokes at that, going bright red, and Aizawa freezes, a jerky movement of his arm almost resulting in his phone going flying like Izuku's had. Fuck.
"Um, Nemuri, maybe don't-" Hizashi tries to intervene, but it's too late.
"Kayama Nemuri, you will not intervene in my son's- my son's love life, understood? He does not need your kind of help. Also, any inappropriate clothing will be burnt. In a pyre. In your living room. Whilst you're not at home. Am I clear?"
"But Shou-"
"Did I fucking stutter?" Izuku may be giggling - cackling, honestly - behind his hands, but Nemuri is clearly sweat-dropping. Hizashi looks torn between laughing and dying of second-hand petrification.
"Fine. Nothing to make your green bean even cuter." That abruptly shuts Izuku up as he straightens, then winces before speaking,
"Oh! Uhm, can you- I- that- I don't mind a nickname, but, uhm, maybe not that one?" Nemuri levels him with a questioning look which, to her credit, is suitably concerned,
"I didn't mean anything bad by it sweetie."
"No- I, uhm, I know. I just- that one's already in use, I guess?" The woman does a one-eighty switch, immediately leering salaciously at the greenette,
"Oh-hoh, is it now? Who by I wonder."
"My friends."
"Friends?" she purrs, but leans back and lightens up once he starts to flush again,
"Very well. Instead I shall bestow upon you the title of Baby Broccoli!"
"Wha- Uncle Nem!"
"Yes Baby Broccoli?"
"I- You- That-"
"You alright there Baby Broccoli?" And now Aizawa can't help but cackle. Izuku levels him with a death glare in return.
"If I'm Baby Broccoli, then what does that make him?" he accuses, pointing wildly at his Dad, who is still outright laughing. The brat promptly starts poking him in the shoulder because he's a little shit.
"Hm... Good question. I think Kale Father. It's the hair." And now it is Izuku who dissolves into cackling again whilst Aizawa glares viciously. Kami, this family.
"W-wait Uncle Nem!" Izuu splutters, still laughing,
"D-don't y- you mean k-k-kelp?!" The words are almost indecipherable, but they all stop for a second before Nemuri groans.
"Ugh… Nope! No! I meant kale and I'm sticking to it, no questions asked!" But now all of them are snickering, Aizawa included. What a mess.
Once they've finally all calmed down, Aizawa is the first to speak coherently,
"Kid, you have prior obligations next weekend anyway, remember? Well, provided you don't re-damage your wound too much."
"Oh, shit - that's gonna be so good!" Izuku grins, suddenly all manic energy and sadistic glee far more unholy than what Aizawa had noticed only minutes earlier.
"Wait... what's happening?" And to be fair to him, Hizashi actually sounds cautious. He should be.
"Nothing much. Just a plan coming to fruition. Gotta love getting the Hero Commission in a headlock with poison already in their bloodstream." Izuku's tone is nonchalant, almost blasé, but his eyes are feral.
"Wha-?"
If Izuku and Aizawa dissolve back into slightly maniacal cackling at the horrified expressions of the two heroes, then who can blame them?
Notes:
I don't think I ever got around to mentioning it, but I've always pictured the Aizawa apartment as being on like the third or fourth floor of one of those Japanese apartment blocks where you walk up an outside staircase to like an outside corridor with, say, four flats along its length? I don't know if I've explained that very well, but hopefully you guys know what I mean! :D
Hope you all enjoyed, next update will be Tuesday as usual! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
PS: Just to clarify, the only new thing that the class as a whole know is that Aizawa and Izuku, during his internship with "Aizawa-sensei's agency" got banned from a store that they were doing a training exercise in. And that Izuku is now at home with his unnamed 'Dad' due to injuries. Dadzawa hasn't been entirely revealed just yet! ;)
Chapter 28: XXV - The Return To Abnormal Normality
Summary:
The return to class. And an alternative-to-kidilante-canon scene... :D
Notes:
Oh, and Turbium is Iida's hero name for now because his brother is intending to come back to heroism within the year, once he's undergone more physical therapy, so he couldn't be Ingenium, but...? Oh, I don't know, but Turbo Ingenium got mashed together, kay? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (¬_¬ )
Oh, and sorry this one's a bit shorter but it's to allow me to segue into the next little arc more neatly. Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Coming in to school on Monday isn't the best fun ever. Friday had seen the 'full' story of Stain's takedown being released across both national and international news sources. And with that, references to how Manual and hero-in-training Turbium had been attacked, the latter managing to rescue his mentor and bring him to medical attention thanks to the cover of other hero-in-training Hemlock, who was later joined by Entropy and Psiren. It fortunately didn't list their respective wounds, which Dadzawa was begrudgingly pleased about, although somehow some of the journalists had gotten ahold of Stain's announcement that Hemlock was a 'true hero'... Kami knew what that was going to result in, long-term, but for now it went largely ignored by the Aizawas in favour of dealing with colleague and classmate reactions.
Put it this way, the group chat had blown up.
Izuku had left the majority of the explanations to Iida and his two best friends, lurking but not really sure what to say. He'd never really dealt with concern from people before, or at least not people his own age and it was... disconcerting. But, not unpleasant. He'd smiled a little upon the initial awed disbelief, flushed when Shouto had interjected into Hitoshi's explanation with a 'Izuku was very brave. He faced Stain one-on-one for most of the fight', flushed further at the round of congratulations, exclamations and good-natured scoldings from his classmates, and finally typed something himself to simply say 'Aizawa trampled Stain to get to us - broke a wrist and his cheekbone' which had been met with a genuine virtual round of 'hip hip hooray' which had Izuku sniggering and shoving his phone in his Dad's face.
Aizawa had just groaned for a solid minute, then buried his face in Cadaver's fur.
So, coming in to school on Monday was a... thing. A palaver, honestly. Predicting the media crowd that would swarm the front gate, Nedzu had Hound Dog, Ectoplasm and Present Mic stood at the gates, keeping the majority of the reporters back and helping the kids get in relatively undisturbed. Aizawa had declared that he and Izuku were driving in today, but last night had offered to Izuku,
"Kid, you can ask Todoroki, Shinsou and Iida if they want to me to pick them up from the train station tomorrow morning. Should keep the media off of you guys if they've managed to figure out who exactly you are, or puzzle it together from all of your injuries."
Hence the poor man now leaving the train station car park with three extra children in tow. Seeing them all in the back seat together, slightly squashed with their school bags in the boot, was actually quite amusing, and he has to bury a smirk in his capture scarf more than once. If Izuku notices, he isn't being a complete brat because he doesn't say a word.
"Iida," Aizawa says, cutting the boy off mid-thank you rant (his second one this morning),
"Did the corrective surgery go well? Tensei told me not to worry but he's an idiot." And poor Iida splutters for a moment, clearly caught between denying such a fact and agreeing with it, but eventually just opts to answer the original question,
"Yes Sensei, thank you for your concern! I am to wear the sling for approximately one more week, then it should be sufficiently rested and recovered for me to return to a relatively normal training regimen."
"Right. Good. And the two of you?"
"Just bandages to keep the wounds from opening back up. Recovery Girl healed it almost completely," Shinsou replies, then adds on,
"Same for P- Shouto."
"Hn," is all Aizawa manages, focusing fully on the roads once more, but his shoulders are a little less tense and Izuku fights the urge to call him out on being such a Dad.
Getting out of the car, once in UA's underground car park, well-hidden thanks to its entrance a street away from the school itself, Izuku holds in a flinch. Because he'd realised earlier, when leaving home, that he'd twisted a bit too much and pulled one of his stitches, but he hadn't felt any blood, so he'd honestly just ignored it. Now however, he must have done the same thing again, because another stitch or two had just done... something. Glancing around, his Dad has just unlocked the boot for everyone to get their bags, so they're all distracted, and Izuku probes around the edge of the wound for a moment. It feels like it's bleeding a little, and it hurts more, but there's no blood soaking through to his shirt, so it's probably not that bad, right?
Yeh, it's probably completely fine.
Okay, Izuku decides, sitting down at his desk with a swarm of his classmates crowding in on their corner, maybe it's worse than he thought it was. Because it's hurting even more now, quite badly in fact, with a burning type of pulse in time with his heart, and there's the gross sensation of some of his bandages becoming damp. But hey, he reassures himself, his shirt still isn't bloody, so he'll just wait until break to go to Recovery Girl. That's only about three hours, it'll be fine.
With that decided, Izuku tunes back in to the loud chatter around them. Luckily, it seems like most of the initial excitement and energy over the matter had been expended over the group chat during the weekend, but several of the other students were still talking about it, and loudly so. Izuku listens, nodding or shaking his head here or there, but then the discussion turns to Stain as a person, and Kaminari put his foot right in it.
"Stain was a bad dude, but he was still kinda cool though, don't you think?"
The whole class starts, several people starting to speak, but they all freeze when Izuku snorts derisively, atmosphere suddenly heavy, the greenette standing up with deliberate stillness. Everyone watches him.
"Kaminari-kun, is a man that did this really cool?" And he yanks his shirt up, revealing a thick set of bandages around his stomach, a clear blood patch having soaked through at one point.
It's silent. Still.
"Izuku, you better not have burst your stitches!" Hitoshi abruptly scolds, tone slightly too shrill in the gobsmacked quiet. Shouto is already on his feet, trying to usher their friend out of the room and to Recovery Girl but the shorter boy stands his ground, still talking,
"I understand that many people admired him, and some of Stain's ideals weren't incorrect, per se, but his methodologies were cruel, temporary measures that would never have been enough to fix the corruption in society. He killed or maimed forty five heroes, including us four. We were lucky not to sustain life-changing injuries. As is, I've still got at least two sessions with Recovery Girl. Iida needed a surgery to repair his arm. How cool is he now?"
The entire room is stock-still, suspended, staring in horror at Izuku. He so rarely speaks aloud, let alone without a stutter and with so much chiding conviction blatant in his tone. And seeing the bandages, then considering the various plasters, bandages and Iida's sling that can also be noticed... Well, it's pretty obvious that they've been through the wars. Or fought with a serial killer.
"Midoriya, go to Recovery Girl. I trust you can get there by yourself?" Izuku nods, flashes a brief smile at his teacher, who had arrived at some point during his speech, and his two friends before leaving the classroom. Everyone is still stood around in shock, even with Aizawa-sensei having interrupted the atmosphere.
"Right hellspawn, into your seats. I see we need to have a conversation." Everyone rushes to sit down, already sensing the angry aura emanating from their homeroom teacher. Understandable, really.
"First of all, when somebody has been through a potentially traumatic event, you should not force the conversation topic on them, understood? Four of your classmates nearly died and that should never be taken lightly. Consider how you felt when other students or strangers discounted your experiences of the USJ attack as luck, a lie or not a real threat," Aizawa stops, waiting for his statement to sink in.
"As for the matter of Stain and the relative morality of his choices..." The hero sighs, pinches the bridge of his nose for a second, although barely hesitating in his speech,
"We will eventually cover this in-depth in Ethics and Law, but I'm going to give you an overview now: there is corruption in our society. The hero industry is no different." Here he does pause, taking in the expressions of his hellspawn.
"It is down to us to be better, to stay true to both our ideals and laws. It is up to you, as individuals, to know which you will prioritise when situations arise that force you to compromise one or the other. Even vigilantes deal constantly with this balance, more so than us heroes; in fact, working with vigilantes is one example of how we may bend laws to better do our job, particularly for Underground Heroes. But," and his voice turns to steel, harsh, unyielding, but still supportive. Then he goes on.
"There is a point at which bending laws becomes breaking them, and when ignoring ethics becomes outright reprehensible. Stain - once the vigilante Stendhal - crossed that line when he first killed, when he first crippled. Yes, some heroes are corrupt. Some are negligent, some have personal motivations that might be condemned by society. It can be argued that their motivations or attitudes don't matter, so long as they complete the job to the best of their ability; so long as they don't exploit their status for personal gain. It is a strongly-debated matter and one of the utmost importance, yet it often gets ignored in favour of the bright lights and money of hero rankings and glorious fights.
Over the next three years, you will begin to explore what, for you, as individual, independent heroes, will be acceptable and for what reasons. You will cement what type of hero you aspire to be. And not one of my students in the last nine years has ever turned 'bad', has been willing to compromise their morals so utterly as those like Stain. I will ensure that none of you will be the first."
A long silence descends over the room. The class are all variations of thoughtful, astounded and determined. Aizawa finds morbid fascination in seeing the differences in their attitudes already and to know where that could take them in the years to come, and the man has genuine faith that this will be a class of great heroes. Even Bakugou, Todoroki, Kouda... Those who do not seem like the ideal heroes in attitude and mannerisms - too violent, too cold, too quiet - have a ridiculous amount of potential to be powerful heroes, both in raw strength and the ability to inspire new generations. This class may be a hell class already, but by Kami are they going to make good heroes.
Abruptly, the classroom door slides open, the sound quiet but practically a gunshot in the silence. Every head whips to face Izuku who freezes at the attention.
"Midoriya, did you really see Recovery Girl? It's only been five minutes."
"Uhm, Era- Aizawa-sensei, it's been over ten. It only took her a few minutes to re-do two stitches and kickstart my healing a bit."
"Hmph. Return to your seat, we'll be going over some feedback forms for your internships. It's to document what you think you've improved and learnt, which will then be compared to what your mentors report. We've got first period to spend on this as well. Hand the sheets back," he instructs, dumping sheaves of paper on each of the front desks.
"Iida, I've got a tablet here for you to use. Password's nohackingthisizuku, no spaces or capitals. The PDF is saved in the main document section," he goes on, ignoring the chattering at the password. It’s not his fault that Nedzu always set community passwords that fuck with at least one teacher. He wouldn’t be surprised if it was something about that Hatsume girl next week.
Regardless, he's attempted to teach his class an important lesson today.
He can only hope they've listened to it.
So, the following scene is an alternative scene to the actual adoption reveal coming up in the next five or so chapters, kay?
This is NOT canon to Kidilante, but it's such a brilliant idea (thanks Rainbow and Whale, you two are genius!) that I HAD to write it up anyway, so I present to you a brief scene of "how the class COULD have very easily found out about the Dadzawa/Kidzu adoption"!!! On with the amazing idea:
It's only the second day back at school, and Izuku is muttering half-sarcastically about how his Dad had been an idiot the night before and left their clothes in the washer. Iida is looking more and more scandalised with every word, and finally begins to scold him,
"Izuku-kun, whilst I can understand your frustrations, as he is both your teacher and your father, you should show Aizawaaaaiiit- Uhm- Ah- I meant-!"
But it does no good. Iida's words, loud and carrying as usual, have rung throughout the entire classroom and sixteen heads have jerked towards their little corner. Not a word is spoken, for all that several mouths hang wide open, and they all sit in stunned silence. Until the classroom door slides open, and everyone instead turns to look at the interloper.
Aizawa, tired as usual, blinks back at them all.
"WHAT???!!!!" Several of the class suddenly burst out with similar exclamations, all at the same time, and then it's a free for-all.
"Sensei, you adopted-?"
"Midoriya is an Aizawa?"
"He's your son-?!"
"Why didn't we figure-?" The cacophony of teenage demands is apparently too much this early in the morning as Aizawa doesn't even glare at them all as he turns on his heel and leaves, door clattering shut behind him. Silence yet again falls. Until a quiet, rhythmic thudding makes itself known.
"Izu, you're going to hurt yourself," Shouto chides, frowning minutely in concern.
"He was already stabbed Peppermint, he'll survive this."
"But what if he gets a bruise? Or a concussion?"
"Fair point. Oi, green bean, quit-" But before the two can finish scolding their best friend, or one of them can slide a hand in between Izuku's head and desk, the class yet again bursts into noise. The questions, a combination of confused, gleeful and horrified, easily overrun their gentle scoldings and Iida's flustered apologies.
Because how is their teacher Midoriya's Dad, adopted or not? Surely they should have noticed before now...
Izuku flinches at the return of the clamouring and stumbles to his feet. And, before any of the class quite realise what he's doing, the window is already open and he's half-out, expression utterly blank. Hitoshi and Shouto have both lurched to their feet, reaching out, but they're easily beaten by several strips of off-white cloth that curl themselves very carefully and precisely around Izuku and proceed to pull him up and across the classroom, skimming just high enough to barely avoid Shouji's tenctacles and Yaorozoru's ponytail as he gets unceremoniously reeled in to his Dad's arms.
"Dad senses," Aizawa deadpans, cradling Izuku, and then the two are gone. Nineteen students are left behind, utterly flabbergasted, none entirely sure what the crack-hallucination of the last ten minutes was. But there's one thing they can all agree on.
"What the fuck just happened?"
Notes:
I'm sorry Kaminari, I love you really, but I needed that interaction to happen!
OH - and I think I've made a fanfic discord server? Maybe? ugh, I've literally only used Discord for like two hours two years ago, but I had a few people ask about Discord in general, so I dug out my old account and this should be a link to my main fanfic server?
(Hi, this is future Ota from Jan '22, but I've taken down all direct links for a time - if you're 16+ and interested, please feel free to go to my ao3 profile to contact me via tumblr or discord and I can send you an individual link!)
Also, Aizawa gets home at like, dawn, to find izuku wide awake on the sofa, a shit-tonne of scribbled-on papers everywhere (I mean everywhere, they find some behind the TV next time they do a full clean) and...
Aizawa: *walks in*
Izuku: *turns to him with a gentle gasp* Trash!
Aizawa: *walks back out*
Izuku: *scrambling after him in a flurry of paper* wait no Dadzawa I didn't mean it- I was just- come back hobo caterpillar!No, Izuku was not helping his own case there like, at all. He's sleep-deprived. They both are. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Chapter 29: XXVI - Mementos And A Murder Letter
Summary:
A little bit more aftermath, but also signs of events moving on. Enjoy!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The second day back sees both Aizawas in school at the ungodly hour of seven forty, Izuku signing with Present Mic about... sound equipment, apparently, whilst his Dad is catching up on some paperwork from the week previous. Or rather, suffering through the disgraceful state of 2-B's Laws & Ethics essays regarding rescue differentiation. If there are two people about to die, you cannot simply 'save both' every time. Now don't get the man wrong, if the students could have come up with a viable plan where 'saving both' was at least somewhat feasible, he would allow them that and mark them accordingly. But bull-headed overconfidence was only going to get them a failing mark. Idiots. His class could do better than this, honestly...
The underground hero's less than kind thoughts are interrupted by the arrival of Nedzu in the faculty office, the creature dropping out of the vents straight onto Ishiyama's desk. Nobody flinches.
"Ah yes, Shouta-kun, I had something to discuss with you, before things got rather... derailed last week, would you mind popping over to my office with me?" The pro hero in question simply grunts in acknowledgement, half his attention still on the paperwork strewn across his desk, but he stands up all the same, scooping his employer up casually and offering Izuku a hair ruffle on the way past.
Once they're both settled in Nedzu's office, the creature nursing a steaming mug of tea, the principal jumps right in,
"Bakugou Mistuki asked me if I would let yourself and Izuku-kun know that she still has a number of mementos belonging to Midoriya Inko which ended up with her rather than Izuku-kun, along with an invitation for the pair of you to come over for dinner at some point in the hopefully near future. She appeared rather sincere." For a long second, Aizawa only blinks, taking that in,
"Wait, what?"
"Bakugou-san and Izuku's mother were 'best fucking friends' as the good woman phrased it. And I don't believe Izuku-kun has many things remaining from his childhood?"
"No, he doesn't," Aizawa mutters, glowering into the middle distance.
"...Did she mention anything to do with Bakugou - Katsuki, that is?" He asks, unsure where to go with this conversation.
"Not in so many words. A brief comment about her son 'being a right little shit' and her being glad that we managed to force him into the anger management classes that her husband and she could never convince him to attend."
"Right. Okay. I assume I can use the mobile number on file to contact her?"
"Certainly Shouta-kun!"
"Guess I'll do that then," Aizawa mutters, scratching at his cheek as he stands to leave Nedzu's office. He'd better talk to Izuku tonight. But he does have a patrol, so maybe during dinner...?
"Oh, and Shouta-kun!" the creature calls out, prompting the man to stop and turn back with a raised eyebrow.
"Please ask Izuku to come and see me once he's seen Recovery Girl this morning - I presume you can cover anything necessary from homeroom with him in your own time?"
"Sure. Do I want to know why?" the man dares to ask, almost dreading whatever answer he might be given.
"Oh, it's nothing much. Just wrapping up some of the preparations for this Saturday. Things are going quite marvellously."
"Right. Good to hear." And he's not lying, that is good to hear. But sue him if he, rather sensibly in his own opinion, is a bit wary of the whole 'challenging the entire hero industry' thing that his son and employer are working towards. It's a good thing - fucking brilliant actually -
"And I believe today has one of your physical education slots? Expect him to be with me for then as well."
"Hm," Aizawa hums, trying not to be too dismissive. After all, he'd already assumed that Izuku would end up off somewhere else during PE today, what with the stab wound and everything.
Although, should his healing sessions with Chiyo go as planned, it would be dealt with by Thursday. Hopefully. His brat was already getting antsy and that made his insomnia play up, which meant that he didn't have always have enough stamina for Recovery Girl to heal him, which only prolonged the inactivity and, all in all, created a very vicious cycle that was no fun for either of them.
(Aizawa wouldn't admit it to anyone, but his patrols are a little bit lonely without a silver-flashing shadow by his side, flinging out sarcastic one-liners and kicks interchangeably, never still, rarely silent... Never away from his side anymore, until now. The thought twists uncomfortably in his guts, not releasing its tension until he gets home to find Izuku half-asleep with the cats, notebooks and pens scattered around, re-runs of the news lighting up the room. The kid's not aware enough to truly register it when Aizawa presses a brief kiss to his curls, and the man wouldn't have it any other way.)
"Hey kiddo, you know how your mother and Bakugou Mitsuki were friends?" Izuku startles at his Dad's words, nearly choking on his mouthful of tonkatsu which - whoops - he probably should have timed that better.
"Yeh, 's the only reason I was ever friends with Ka- with Bakugou... Why?" And there's something in the kid's tone, wary and kind of hurt. Conflicted, like he's had an awful thought and is trying to convince himself it's wrong... What could- Oh. Oh shit, if he really thinks...
"Kid. This has nothing to do with me being your Dad, because that will never change, but Bakug- ugh, stupid family names - Mistuki, her, the woman - asked Nedzu if we'd like to go around for dinner and probably bring back some of your mother's things that she has. Wait," he warns, before his son can go spiralling, his eyes no doubt soft even with the gruff tone,
"Let me finish first kiddo. Because, as far as I'm concerned, this is completely your choice, and it is a choice. You matter to me, not another family's feelings. If you're happy to go have dinner with them and grab some of your mother's things, that's fine with me and I will be there beside you as much as you want me. I won't be offended that you want more things from your mother, okay? I reckon, if you wanted extra support, we could ask Tsukauchi or Hizashi or Nemuri along too. If you're not comfortable with dinner, then either I or both of us can go and just pick up some of her things. Or, if you don't want either, then I can message the woman to decline her offer but ask her to keep any of your mother's things in case you want them when you're older because, in my opinion, if she's kept them this long she could keep them for another five or ten years. Alright kid? So take your time, think it through. I'll be better off messaging her in the morning anyway, so don't rush yourself. Understood?"
Aizawa had been expecting a nod, or a shrug, or maybe even some defensive snark, not for his son to stumble to his feet and crash into his Dad, silent tears dripping down the freckled face, hands trembling where they grip the back of his shirt.
"Hush kiddo, hush. It's all fine, it's all alright. You're okay, I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere, hush now, it's all your choice here, you're safe..." He accompanies his quiet words with a strong arm holding Izuku close, and a gentle hand carding through green curls, encouraging Izuku to keep his head tucked in the crook of his Dad's neck, where it's warm and dark and safe.
By the time Izuku slowly pulls away, their meal has gone cold, but they both finish it up anyway.
"I think I'd be alright with dinner? I- I'd like to at least look through some of my Mum's things, particularly any photos, and, as long as you're there, I'd p-probably be okay with the B-Bakugous. Mitsuki and Masaru were always r-really nice at l-least."
"Hm. Alright. I'm still messaging her in the morning though. Decorum and all that shit," Aizawa replies, nonchalant. Neither of them miss how he gave Izuku the time to change his mind if need be, but without discounting his current decision. Hence Izuku grabbing up their dirty crockery before the man could even stand, and nudging him with an elbow,
"It's probably your turn to choose the evening telly."
And if Aizawa happens to pick a re-run of a film that they both like, then who's to complain?
On the way back from school on Wednesday, the two Aizawas pick up their post as usual, only to find one letter addressed to 'Izuku' - no Midoriya or Aizawa, just 'Izuku'. And on one corner, a stamp with the symbol for Tartarus prison.
"Nope. Nope, nope, fucking nope," Izuku mutters, shoving it at his Dad. Aizawa takes it without hesitation, irrationally feeling like having his kid even touch something like that is a bad idea, and even whilst his heart is hammering because why is Tartarus sending a letter to his kid, something in the back of Aizawa's head is crowing in joy because Izuku, when faced with something unpleasant, something threatening, immediately looked to him to solve the problem.
He trusted Aizawa. Unthinkingly, he relied on him. And that means a hell of a lot, particularly when coming with someone with as high walls as Izuku has.
Regardless, Aizawa is quick to shove that bit of childish glee away in lieu of focusing on some bloody letter from the highest-security prison in Japan. The one addressed to his kid of all people.
"I don't trust it," he states, peering at the innocuous envelope in his hand.
"Me neither." They both pause, staring at it, then look up to meet each other's eyes, speaking in tandem,
"Nedzu."
Ringing the creature up reveals that inmates whose Quirks cannot affect objects, or be directed through objects, are allowed to write monitored letters to the outside world. Well, have them be typed up by a guard apparently. And, judging by the timing, this would be a letter from Stain which is... interesting, arguably; the whole thing definitely has Aizawa more than a little discomfited, but he is curious. Izuku is even more so.
"We might as well open up the murder letter if Nedzu says it'll be safe."
"Kid, you calling it that does not help."
But Izuku only shrugs with an impish grin spreading over his face, and he heads into their home first leaving the door open for his Dad who, after the necessary sigh and headshake, follows the brat in, shutting the apartment door with his foot before any of the cats lose enough interest in Izuku to randomly make a run for it. Just because they don't usually bother doesn't mean they never will. Or maybe he's just paranoid. And Izuku's,
"So, murder letter?" really does not make the whole thing any easier to compute.
"I'm getting there kiddo, at least let me get in the do-"
"You're already through the door Dadzawa. Look, it's closed and everything!"
"Kid, no. Just no." And he promptly has to ignore the obviously not adorable pouting of his son as he heads into the kitchen. If he's going to be dealing with fucking murder letters, then he at least deserves some coffee to get him through it.
All the same, it only takes them ten minutes to be changed into lounge clothes, coffees in hand, cats around them, and the bloody - not literally, thank Kami - murder letter on the coffee table in front of them.
"Might as well get it over with-"
"Kid. You can say no, because it is your letter, but would you mind if I read it first?"
And for all that Izuku hesitates, it's clearly out of confusion, not doubt, but he looks at his Dad, takes in his neutral expression and the fire of protectiveness in his eyes, then seems to realise something and nods, gesturing for the man to go ahead. So Aizawa puts down his coffee and takes up the envelope instead. Kami, he is not looking forwards to this.
To Izuku - or Hemlock, rather,
You are a true hero. I verbally acknowledged this during out fight, but I wish to reiterate the statement now. You, like All Might, are a rare credit to the hero industry.
Being in Tartarus for even just a week has allowed me to ponder some of your words. Well, those that weren't rather pointed insults. (You should know, I do NOT have a blood kink.)
It was Eraserhead that you were mentoring under, correct? Who quite literally trampled over me to get to you, his students? I find that, perhaps, he is not a fake hero. And with that line of thinking comes that of other heroes, particularly those underground, at least having an element of true altruism and dedication to them.
I don't regret my actions, as either Stain or Stendhal. But I can regret having to fight you, for all that it has made me realise some of these things.
You, Izuku, Hemlock, are a hero worth following.
As such, I hope you don't mind that I spread word of your true heroism as best I can. Well, you have little choice. Even in a heavy-duty prison such as this, word spreads quickly and words such as mine quickest of all. The name Hemlock will be feared and revered amongst villains and with this reputation, I expect you to do truly good things - I expect you to help reform this disgusting society we languish in, to reform the crippling hero industry into something worthy of yourself and others like you.
I think I will end this letter here, with an assurance that I am only spreading your hero name, not 'Izuku' - it was easy enough to put together from the guards' stories and the little media we're allowed access to that you're Hemlock. Rest assured, I will keep your given name a secret only for myself.
Your admirer,
Stain,
Akaguro Chizome.
"Well, that isn't creepy at all," is Izuku's first comment upon being handed the single typed sheet of paper. Aizawa, for his part, is still staring into the depths of his now-empty mug, half-wishing it had been alcohol instead.
"I don't like it."
"I mean, neither really, but at least it's not a death threat? Although the whole 'I expect' and the fucking 'your admirer' are a bit ominous. Do you think he's aware of Valentine's day, because, really, if he's going to do a letter like this, he could have at least kept the whole thing thematic."
"Izuku, kiddo, brat: that is not the point."
"But it is a point!"
And that breaks the stiff, sullen tension that had descended on the room. Because okay, the letter was creepy, but it wasn't inherently bad. Well, not entirely at least... Kami, the whole thing is messed up, but Aizawa is honestly just grateful that his son is still here to be getting some fucking murder letter.
And with that thought, Aizawa nudges Izuku to abandon said letter on the coffee table for now, even as he himself picks up the TV remote and settles back on the sofa, curling a comfortable arm around his Problem Child's shoulders to tuck him into his side. Izuku is fine, is right here, right now, safe beside him, and in quiet celebration of that exact fact, the man reckons they can switch off for a few hours in front of the television together.
And so they do.
Notes:
Can you tell that I had no idea how Stain would write? And that it was made even more awkward because I knew that it was monitored so he couldn't speak entirely freely on top of that? It was Not Fun to write, but I love the concept and the chaos of it, so here we are. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Chapter 30: XXVII - Fruition
Summary:
Izuku has some work to do, and neither the HC or Endeavor are going to enjoy the results ;)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It's just after lunch that Saturday, and Izuku is laying on the floor by the sofa, phone in hand and Cadaver and Kimchi sprawled across his chest. Caitlin is nestled against his neck, her whiskers tickling his jaw.
Sinnamon-roll: [Shou, you're definitely alright for everything to go ahead today, right? There's still enough time to prolong things if you want.]
Shouto : [Wouldn't that mess up your plan though Izu? You've already sent in all that analyses and blackmailed people and everything.]
Sinnamon-roll: [And you think that's more important than you?]
Insomn-i-am: [Green bean's right Peppermint]
There's a long pause then, three little dots letting them know that Shouto's typing. They give him the time.
Shouto : [I've got you two either way, haven't I?]
Sinnamon-roll: [Never doubt it.]
Insomn-i-am: [always Peppermint]
Shouto : [Then I'll definitely be fine. Me and Fuyumi'll be watching Izu, promise]
Sinnamon-roll: [Please do!]
:[But also, if it ends up triggering or if things get really nasty, turn it off. Don't force yourself]
Insomn-i-am: [do you and your sister want to come to mine for the night? my Mums won't mind]
Sinnamon-roll: [Or even at UA? I know there's a few rooms near the infirmary?]
Shouto : [We'll be alright, thank you. We're staying at Natsuo's this weekend anyway, his roommate's away.]
Sinnamon-roll: [Alright.]
Insomn-i-am: [message us if you need to talk though, yeh Shouto?]
Sinnamon-roll: [What Toshi said. Even if it's about random stuff.]
: [Or ring.]
Insomn-i-am: [just talk to us if you need]
Shouto : [I will. Thank you both.]
Izuku and Hitoshi spend the next five minutes explaining how Shouto absolutely doesn't need to thank them but that he's welcome all the same, then they very deliberately shift conversation to lighter topics. Cats, for example. But then Izuku starts cackling, although at this point Aizawa doesn't even bother looking up from his paperwork. He needs to catch up before the mess tonight is going to be.
Sinnamon-roll changed Shouto's name to PrettyThermostat
PrettyThermostat: [I... What?]
Sinnamon-roll: [Well Toshi and I have been trying to give you a suitably appropriate chat name.]
: [And you're literally a thermostat with a pretty face.]
: [So I'm christening you PrettyThermostat. Rise from your husk and be even more amazing.]
insomn-i-am: [what green bean said, but more deadpan and less sparkly]
Sinnamon-roll: [Shut.]
insomn-i-am: [make me bitch]
Sinnamon-roll: [Fine. Monday. Just let me talk to Sero first.]
insomn-i-am: [shit shit shit peppermint help me i'm gonna die]
PrettyThermostat: [Izu. Be nice.]
Sinnamon-roll: [Fiiiiiiiine. So mean.]
Six hours later, Izuku is half-way through intervening in a very public villain attack on a highstreet. It's a good few hours before his typical patrols, but Izuku wanted this to have the full impact possible. As much publicity too.
And so, quite simply, he has let himself be caught.
He has already faked being knocked out by one of the villains as the police were arriving and ushering civilians away. And of course, they were obligated to take in the vigilante. Following standard procedure, one of the officers clasped his wrists together in front of him in Quirk-suppressant cuffs. Not a problem there - just what Izuku had been planning on in fact! And then Endeavour arrived on the scene to finish apprehending the last of the villains, alongside the more minor hero who had already been doing so.
Using Endeavour's boisterous arrival as a distraction, Izuku is quick to shear the handcuff's chain down on a sharp bit of rebar near him, and then scarper into the shadows at the edge of the fight. After a few seconds hesitation, he pings his planned alert to his Dad; this is probably about the point where he'll need him soon.
Just as Izuku is slipping his phone away, two of the knocked out villains begin to rouse, both well behind Endeawhore and therefore well into his blind-spot. The other hero is gawping at the flame hero - useless, in other words. Sighing, Izuku darts forwards, out of the shadows, trying to analyse the two before he starts actually fighting them. The woman's legs look like they belong on a goat or a sheep or something, plus she's got curly horns - wicked sharp - and horizontal pupils. So, definitely a sheep/goat mutation Quirk then. And the man beside her... He's trickier. He's wearing a band tee, and his ears look slightly grey-toned, so perhaps some kind of sound or music-based emitter-?
Oh shit. Ow, okay. The man definitely has a sound-based emitter, judging by how loud everything just got.
Izuku flinches for a split-second, then keeps on moving, already bringing his bo staff around, aiming at the goat girl's throat, trying to focus through the deafening cacophony of screams and heartbeats and flames and shouting. Fortunately, it only takes a couple of rib batterings and a solid strike to the temple for goat girl to go down, then Izuku turns most of his attention to emitter guy. Excluding a nasty cut down the outside of his wrist, he's fairly uninjured, not including the half-migraine from the auditory overload, so he's not too worried.
Until there's the incoming sound of rushing flame and he's too slow to fully avoid it, even as he jumps to the side. Fucking Endeawhore! The worst part is, emitter guy took a fair bit of damage, judging by the choked screaming and the flaming clothes. And dammit, Izuku wants to help, even if the man is a villain, nobody deserves to burn at Endeavour's brutal hand, but he has no choice but to spin and face the number two hero instead. He'd be no use to anyone if he let Endeawhore kill him today. And hopefully Dad would be here soo-
Then Izuku is jumping and dodging and ducking, trying to avoid the worst of the fireballs and flaming fists. Can't do much about the insults though, and it's all he can do to snark back as the lump has a go at him:
"Useless vigilante. No better than a villain!" Oh yeh, 'cause Izuku's never heard that before,
"At least I'm not abusive scum! Hey, that's a point: Mr. Endeawhore, what do you know about Section 2, Article 15 of Subsection 47?"
"WHAT?! " Welp, now he's even angrier. Good going Izuku.
"How is your wife? Still in that mental hospital you shoved her in? On that note, what about the entirety of Marital Law? And, for that matter, other types of domestic abuse? Or, back on the vigilante route, Articles 17 and 21 of Subsection 44?" And he's talking quietly enough that only Endeavor can hear, what with the roar of blasting flames all around them, but it still enrages the man further.
"YOU INSOLENT BRAT; HOW DARE YOU? I'LL KILL YOU, YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING LAW-BREAKER! I'VE BEEN ITCHING TO FOR YEARS NOW!" Damn, Endeawhore's really going off on one here, Izuku thinks, his internal tone mild even as he outwardly spills acid back at the man, full volume,
"Ah, but you see, Mr. Endeawhore, what if these vigilante laws only apply to Quirked people?" And Izuku is smiling now, the grin vicious and victorious all in one, a wolf with its prey inches from its jaw.
"What-" But a shout from amongst the police cordon cuts him off,
"He's still fighting with Quirk suppressant cuffs! He must be Quirkless!" And now the entire crowd is roaring, there's a news helicopter above them all, plus various phones are lifted high in the air to capture it all as Endeavor tries to kill this Quirkless vigilante kid. Then, Izuku trips. And oh shit, that flame is incredibly close, fuck-
"Kidilante!"
Thank fuck, the flame is suddenly gone, blasting uselessly against a sheet - no, strips and strips - of capture weapon. Behind it, bodily protecting Izuku's prone form, is his Dad. Eraserhead, in all his Underground hero glory, is stood there, protecting him. Thank Kami.
"Endeavour! Cease and desist immediately!" A different voice rings out - Tsuka, from the sounds of it. Ah, Izuku's favourite detective. Although he can't really be pleased about it when Endeavour is still charging at him and his Dad, flames sputtering out for a few seconds, then coming back in, and now he's looming at them from only a metre away, but a blast of noise ("YYYEEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!") sends him back a few paces. Then he's coming back again, Quirk still fluctuating with Dad blinking every few seconds, the brightness of his flames no doubt making it worse, and Mic shouts again, then somebody else - Edgeshot, maybe? holy shit - comes barrelling in and lands a few good hits on Endeavour that get him to his knees.
Izuku's Dad is quick to send his capture scarf forward, even as Endeawhore's trying to stand, and manages to restrain him long enough with the fire-proof alloy for Edgeshot to get a pair of ironically familiar suppressant cuffs on him. The man is still roaring and raging, but hey, he can't do much now. And then Midnight vaults over the police cordon and is waving her hand near his face, emitting pink gas, and then the behemoth is knocked right out and Izuku can finally breathe.
"Kid, you're okay right? Kami, you look awful, don't-"
"Wow, thanks Eraserhead. Not as though you permanently look like a hobo caterpillar or anything. I've seen your cat pyjamas!" Izuku teases, trying to lighten the situation. And yeh, Dad snorts once, but then he's straight back to fussing over him.
"How bad are your injuries? Want me to ring Recovery Girl? We can-" And wow, now that his Dadzawa's mentioned it, his everything hurts. His hearing is... kind of wobbly? It keeps on fading in and out and his ears hurt and his back and shoulder and leg and- well, lots of places, really, feel pretty badly burnt. Maybe he'll need to stay in the infirmary this time...
"Oi, kid, stay awake!" But he's already slipping into darkness.
Izuku wakes back up again to a comforting hand carding through his hair, a warm body sat on the edge of his bed, and the chattering of a news channel on in the background, just loud enough to take the edge off of the aggravating heart monitor beeping. Ah, wonderful, the UA infirmary as predicted. Recovery Girl is probably very unimpressed with him right now.
"Hey kiddo."
"Hey Dad," he rasps in return, finally opening his eyes and yep, no surprises here. Him, in a bed, plus his Dad, now standing to fetch the glass of water from a pitcher on Recovery Girl's desk across the room. And Dadzawa's laptop is on his rolling bed-tray-thing, playing a news channel which is rolling footage of a certain fire hero shouting about killing a certain now-revealed-Quirkless vigilante. Who also happened to be a teenager, judging by size, voice and name. Nobody on the program's panel was saying anything in Endeawhore's defence. Good, in Izuku's obvious opinion. And, judging by the smug edge to his Dad's slightly worried frown, he agreed.
"Todoroki and Shinsou have been messaging you. Incessantly. I texted them back to let them know you're more or less alright, but that's it."
"Wha- Oh shit, yeh, they were probably watching. Thanks Dad," Izuku rushes out, grabbing at his phone from where it's sat, screen down, beside his Dad's laptop. Then he winces, because that is a lot of notifications.
Sinnamon-roll: [Guess who's alive, bitches?]
Sinnamon-roll: [But, no, seriously, I'm fine you two. You don't need to worry.]
insomn-i-am: [green bean!]
PrettyThermostat: [Of course we did, Izu. That was... terrifying to watch.]
Sinnamon-roll: [I'm sorry Shouto, I told you to turn it off if it was too much!]
PrettyThermostat: [You think I could stop watching when it was you getting hurt?]
insomn-i-am: [peppermint's right Izuku]
: [it was scary. like watching a car crash or something]
: [can't look away but you can't bear to watch it either]
Sinnamon-roll: [I'm sorry you two, really, I didn't realise it would look so bad]
: [But if it's any consolation, I really enjoyed the fast half!]
: [And then Dadzawa arrived, so I was fine]
PrettyThermostat: [Izu, you only just woke up, right? You were not fine.]
Sinnamon-roll: [Ah but, Shou, consider this: ]
: [I was]
insomn-i-am: [green bean, now is not the time to memeing at us. we were worried]
Izuku pauses then, gaze drifting over to his Dad, who has draped himself over the bottom of his bed, Izuku's shins included, email app open on his phone. He must have worried them all again, mustn't he? He should probably try not doing that.
Sinnamon-roll: [Sorry you two, really. But I promise, I'm mostly alright. One or two sessions with Recovery Girl and I'll be as good as new.]
: [And now my plan's fully in motion]
: [I got confirmation from the HC that my blackmail was successful]
: [Endeawhore's going down, bitches!]
There's a solid minute of Shouto's icon showing those three little dots, and Hitoshi and Izuku easily wait for him, but what comes is a simple statement.
PrettyThermostat: [Thank you Izuku. For everything.]
Sinnamon-roll: [It was my pleasure Shou. Now, I'mma nap again.]
And, before anything else can be said, Izuku switches his phone off, then wriggles his legs around until Aizawa looks up at him, only mildly concerned. The teen's grabby hands are a pretty obvious question.
Accordingly, with a huff more fond than anything else, Aizawa gets up then slides back on to the bed, sat against the headboard, and waits for Izuku to curl up with his head in the man's lap, arms wrapped around his Dad's knees. Then, he carefully threads a hand through his kid's hair, a heavy, familiar weight, and sets to scrolling through cat memes. The rest of his work emails can wait.
Izuku can't help the malicious grin spreading across his face. Everything was coming together beautifully. Between his blackmail-stroke-help of the Hero Commission, the public statements he'd enlisted Nedzu to prompt from certain heroes, along with the new preachings of Stain spreading through the underground, he was currently turning elements of the hero industry completely on its head. This had been literally months of work, and something he had abstractly considered for at least two years now, so seeing it come to fruition was... satisfying to say the least.
And it all started with the downfall of Endeavor.
The Hero Commission, having been sent all of his relevant analysis files through a heavily encrypted temporary email server he himself set up - don't even ask, Nedzu and therefore UA's resources had been a massive help with that one - had little choice but to try and keep up with the tsunami Izuku was cultivating. By sending in-depth reports on the brutality of Endeavor - his high villain-death rate, the untold levels of property damage, and (to those higher up in the HC) documented counts of domestic violence, child abuse and bribery of government workers - he had forced their hand into bringing Endeavor to account. Or, in his own words, he 'would do it for them, and not in such a pretty light as they might choose to pain it'. Was it blackmail? Hell yes. Did Izuku care? Not in the slightest. It got Shouto and his siblings safe. His choice of blackmail ensured that the Commission would find a way for Fuyumi to gain custody of Shouto and for none of the family to go unsupported. Endeavor had a lot of money after all.
And, beyond his personal reasons for taking down Endeavor, there was the added major benefit of his disgrace being a symbol. Not a symbol of peace but of justice. Truth. Izuku was forcing the Hero Commission to reform their worst heroes - to put those with overtly villainous tendencies onto probation with a good chance of losing their licenses if they didn't undergo and pass several corrective and reformative training courses.
Now, Izuku knows that some of this will backfire in some way. Undoubtedly, a few of the heroes who get called out will go rogue. But, the Commission will know exactly who to watch, which will help negate any actual harm. And there will be civil unrest for sure. But, for the most part, people will get behind this. After all, they got behind Stain's ideals of true heroism. So, by taking some of Stain's baser ideals and twisting them into something legal and supposedly voluntary, the Commission gets to look good, and Izuku gets the changes he wants made.
Technically, it's a win-win. Although Izuku knows himself to be the truest victor.
(At that thought, Izuku starts cackling, rocking back and forth, and doesn't shut up until his Dad comes into his room, Quirk blazing, and throws not one but two cats at him, with the simple comment,
"It's three in the morning kiddo, shut the fuck up." Izuku does so, but only because Cadaver and Caitlin won't stay if he doesn't.)
Transcript from 'Public Denouncement Of Anti-Heroic Heroes', a public statement given by a Hero Commission Representative, Tanaka Ryusoke (29/05/XX).
[As part of our societal reforms, in light of recent events and previous failures of the system, we are 'purging' the hero system. To begin with, we are exposing the hero Endeavor for, primarily, consistent use of excessive force and damaging of property both public and private. As of this week, he has been stripped of his hero license and will be facing court trials for his wrong-doings.
The Hero Commission has seen the outcry resulting from the actions of the villain Stain, who killed thirty seven heroes and maimed eight more. We have been making changes in the background for many years to ensure the continued true altruism of our heroes, who dedicate their lives to protecting our citizens. However, in light of recent events, we have concluded that we need to take more major action to prove to you all that our top priority is the safety of the people. And to maintain that, we have initiated an internal scheme to take down these 'fake' heroes who have gone to great lengths to exploit our dedicated system.
We are recognising the intentions of Stain and both factions of his fanatics; the words of several vigilantes and both aboveground and underground heroes; the statement of our number one hero, the Symbol of Peace All Might. We see that there are a small number of these 'fake' heroes to be found within our ranks, and we are exposing them. Through legal, morally-right procedures, we are bringing several heroes to justice.
The Hero Commission asks that you, the public, respect that while this does take time, we are expediting the process as much as possible whilst retaining its integrity, and know that once decisions have been made on each case, as much detail will be shared publicly as possible and safe.
Good day from the Hero Commission: we are always here.]
Notes:
Are the HC smarmy bastards who low-key stole All Might's catchphrase but with a more ominous twist?
Yes, yes they are.Basically they're twisting Endeavor's downfall into a positive, into the hero industry seeing people like Stain and his fanatics and listening, but dealing with it properly by legally exposing and taking down 'fake' heroes - of course, they don't look at those with the incorrect motives, but those with actual villainous tendencies are at least put on probation - due to its high profile nature, Endeavor loses his license entirely - it's all Izuku's plan, if admittedly adapted post-Stain to extend further.
Nedzu and Aizawa couldn't be more proud of their chaotic manipulator child blackmailing government organisations. :D
Oh, and on a side note: the Stain thing. In relation to Izuku, he's only spreading word amongst the underground that there's an up-and-coming hero called Hemlock who is a true hero. It's a bit like how, after a few years of working, many underground heroes gain a reputation as ones to watch out for - boogie men for the villains, who you would warn newbie villains about? I'm not sure if I've explained that well, but.... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Basically, it's like how many villains in Musutafu will know OF eraserhead, but they don't actually know much about him still - they know even less about Hemlock, only that he took down Stain and that Stain is now calling him a 'true hero'.
Hugs, hope you all enjoyed! Ota, xxx
PS: Aizawa comforting himself with physical contact and cat memes? We stan a relatable boi! (also, izu, love, please stop terrorizing your loved ones with injuries and potential death)
Chapter 31: XXVIII - Dinner With The Bakugous
Summary:
Izuku deals with going to the Bakugous and all the... things that brings up for him. Dadzawa just does his best to support him through it all.
Also, the relative level of swearing in this... Like, I thought it might be a little less than the Bakugou blonds would usually go for, as it's meant to be dinner and with a teacher/guest/pro hero, but they ARE still the Bakugous, you know? :D
Notes:
Just a note - Izuku isn't acting very much like the Izuku we all know and love in this chapter. He's in an enclosed space with his childhood tormentor, and two adults that he used to trust, that he used to call Auntie and Uncle, but they don't truly know him anymore and for all that they've always been kind to him personally, it's still their son who he is simultaneously scared of and proving himself above.
It's... a bit of an internal conflict for Izuku, to say the least. And that makes him unsettled, which in turn may or may not make him clingier with Dadzawa ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa stomps into the faculty office with steps that are somehow still quieter than the average person's, scowling fiercely,
“Has anyone seen my sleeping bag? I could have fucking sworn that I left it in class but apparently not and if those hellspawn have taken it again-"
“Might want to tone it down,” Ishiyama warns, a smile on his face. And now Aizawa is suspicious.
“What’s that supposed to m- ah shit.” Because a yellow teenager-shaped lump on one of the sofas has caught his eye. He doesn’t even need to see the green curls tufting out of the face-hole to be able to tell exactly what has happened.
Sighing heavily, and studiously ignoring the snickers of his co-workers, Aizawa ambles over to his kid. Unsurprisingly, once he gets within a metre or two, Izuku startles, abruptly half awake and he shifts just enough to be able to squint out at the room. Coming to crouch beside him, Aizawa cards a hand through his kid’s hair, glad to see him relax straight away.
“Reckon there’s room for one more?”
“Mmmaybe.”
“It’s my bag you brat, so there’d better be.” And then with slow, smooth movements, Aizawa unzips the bag and slides in behind Izuku. Once he’s made sure all of their limbs are tucked in, he promptly zips the bag back up before rolling them over so that Izuku is half on his chest, half laying beside him, tucked against the back of the sofa where it’s safest.
“Go back to sleep kiddo. They’ll wake us up in time to eat.” And with that, the Aizawas easily fall asleep. They're going to need the rest if they want to be coherent for dinner with the Bakugous tonight.
Standing on the pavement, only a few metres from the Bakugou's front door, the underground hero looks down at his kid's curls beside him and can't help but ruffle them,
"Want me to knock kiddo?" Izuku, mutely, just nods, hands fidgeting. Aizawa resists the urge to give him a knife. Kami, that really should not be a habit he's gotten into, but it's too late to worry about it right now.
"If you need to Izuku, we can walk away, no questions. I'll just text her that we got caught up in something."
And the man means every word. If his kid isn't ready for this, there's no way that Aizawa cares enough about societal expectations or other peoples' opinions to sacrifice his kid's wellbeing.
But when Izuku squares his shoulders, takes a deep breath, and offers him a wobbly smile in answer, all Aizawa can do is ruffle his hair yet again and knock on the door.
"Katsuki! Get the fucking door!" echoes from inside, immediately countered with an equally loud,
"Shut the fuck up hag, I know already!" The two Aizawas exchanged glances, equally deadpan, but the hero doesn't miss the flicker of shadows in Izuku's eyes. Before he can act on it though, the door is being wrenched open, revealing Bakugou - Katsuki, that is - wearing a button up shirt with a pair of jeans. His socks are pink.
The blond freezes.
"...Hag?" The teen calls, eyes uncharacteristically wide and caught on Aizawa.
"What, shitty brat? Why aren't you letting our guests in?" But Katsuki doesn't reply, still just staring at his teacher, apparently not even having registered Izuku.
Then, from down the hallway that can be seen past the blond, a woman comes into view.
"Katsuki, don't be fucking rude! Hello Aizawa-san and- oh Izuku-kun, you little shit, let me look at you properly!" And Mitsuki is bustling past Katsuki, reaching for the greenette, who automatically ducks behind his Dad, peering around him like a little kid.
"H-hi Bakugou-san," he gets out, and Aizawa blindly reaches behind him to catch ahold of one of Izuku's trembling hands with his own, squeezing lightly. Mitsuki examines them both for a moment, then lets her arms drop fully back to her sides, smile softening a little.
"Bakugou-san-"
"Both of you stop that formality shit! Call me Mistuki, or Auntie Mitsuki if you want Izuku-kun. It's-" she pauses for a moment, takes in the blank expression and nervous eyes, the eyebags and scars,
"-it's really fucking good to see you kid. Why don't you both come in? Oi, Katsuki, stop standing there like a fucking idiot! Go lay the table or check on the food or some shit if you're just gonna stare!"
Seemingly on autopilot, the blond boy walks away to do exactly that, and Mitsuki steps back to let the two Aizawas in properly. Izuku doesn't let go of his Dad's hand, even when taking their shoes off. The hero finds that he doesn't really mind.
"Thank you for coming Aizawa-san, Izuku-kun. I hope katsudon's still your favourite! I'll never match up to Inko's, but I do a pretty good fucking job of it all the same. Oh- MASA!" she yells at the stairs, and there's some clattering to be heard from above them as she shakes her head with a smile, all gleaming teeth. It's not cold or vicious though, just... a little aggressive.
Aizawa can see where Baku- Katsuki gets his... everything from.
"So Izuku-kun, I dragged Inko's things down from the attic and grabbed whatever shit was around the house. I'd like to keep some things, but if you want all of it then fucking go for it, alright? Although I thought we could leave that until after dinner. Kami knows Katsuki gets an even shittier temper if he's not on the right schedule." As she chatters, Aizawa takes in the home around them. It's nice. Middle-class, lived in but neat, with what Nemuri would probably call good taste. Although one wall does have a scorch mark. Not surprising, really.
"So you must be busy a lot, Aizawa-san?" Ah, small talk, wonderful.
"You can drop the honorific Ba- Mistuki-san. And yes, but Izuku was aware of that before I took him in, and we'd known each for a while anyway." Sue him if he's a little defensive, he keeps his tone even and that's more than enough, in his own books. Whatever keeps Izuku calm.
"That's not too shitty then. Good. And- Oi, Masaru, Izuku-kun and his Dad are here!" Both Mistuki and her husband easily ignore how a series of explosions promptly ring out from the other room at that, but Aizawa's a bit preoccupied with drawing firm circles against the back of Izuku's hand with his thumb, having felt how his kid jumped and shuddered, trying to keep him grounded. Something in it must be working, because he feels Izuku take in a deep breath, then another, before the greenette steps properly out from behind him to smile shakily at the brunet who was just walked in.
"H-hey Masaru-san."
"Hello Izuku-kun." And Aizawa approves of the genuine, soft affection to be found in the man's tone.
"We caught a glimpse during the Sports Festival - congratulations on that by the way - but you really have been through the wars, haven't you?" There's no pity, only sympathy, and perhaps that's what lets Izuku smile a little, both of the Bakugous' eyes catching on how his handprint scar tugs and stretches with it. Izuku, as per usual, doesn't flinch or shy away from attention to any of his scars, but his hand flexes, just once, in his Dad's grip.
"I h-have. Given Dad a few h-heartattacks, to s-say the least."
"You really have kiddo." And the look Aizawa levels Izuku with screams 'I wouldn't have it any other way'; neither of them particularly care if the Bakugous pick up on it as well, not when Izuku can so easily smile at his Dad for the sentiment.
(Both Mistuki and Masaru do notice, actually, and they exchange relieved glances at the realisation. They knew Eraserhead was a good person and a good teacher, but they hadn't really been able to tell if he was a good father to the child they used to call their nephew. Seeing them interact like this was a welcome relief. They could visit Inko's grave without having to offer apologies this year, they could offer happy news instead. Izuku has someone to call 'Dad' with a smile, so even with scars and bags under his eyes, one side of his hair shaved fairly short still from the Sports Festival, from their own child's attack, they could smile at each other with lighter hearts.)
"So then! Let's head into the dining room, Katsuki should be about done by now, the brat. How do you find having him in your class Aizawa? He's a right little hooligan, isn't he...?" As Mitsuki talks to the pro hero, Izuku still dogging his Dad's steps, clutching at his larger hand, Masaru accompanies the greenette directly.
"When did you get adopted Izuku-kun? You and Aizawa are clearly very close; it's wonderful to see you with a good family. We still regret being unable to take you in ourselves."
"A-ah, Masaru-san, it's f-fine! I w-was never your resp-ponsibility a-a-anyway! And, it w-was after the USJ incident, a-although I knew Dad for a w-while before school."
"Oh? How did you meet?" And that's such an innocuous question, genuinely well-intentioned, that Izuku feels a little bad for lying to the man when he says,
"The g-group home w-wasn't in the best a-area, and I w-would go w-w-wandering at night. Ended up g-getting saved from villains a-a few times."
"Izuku-kun..." But the teen only flashes another brief smile at the man, taking a moment to lean towards his Dad's back, drinking in the familiar warmth. This whole thing is harder than he thought it would be, but it's still manageable. For now. Izuku can only hope it will stay that way - it would be pretty embarrassing to have a panic attack or something.
"Right, you two sit down with Masaru, the little shit and I will bring everything in."
"A-are you sure w-we can't-"
"Izuku-kun, honey, fuck off." And with that, Mitsuki swept away into the kitchen where, judging by the clattering of cutlery, Katsuku had retreated to avoid them.
Kami, this was going to be awkward, wasn't it?
"So Izuku-kun, how are you liking UA? It's been doing wonders for Katsuki."
"It's g-great! I've got my Dad, and T-toshi and Shou, p-plus a few other friends a-and th-the lessons are h-harder w-which is fun."
"You always were very bright. And how do you find teaching a class with all of those... strong personalities in them, Aizawa? Mitsuki and I have met a few of Katsuki's friends, and they're certainly characters."
"It's tiring. But they've all got potential, so it's worth it. My Quirk helps."
"So does your glare."
"Brat."
"Hobo cate-" Izuku cuts himself off, smirk evaporating, shifting in his seat so that he's pressed shoulder-to-shoulder with the pro hero, sending a sidelong glance at Masaru. But the man only smiles, eyes crinkling behind his glasses.
"You've changed Izuku-kun, but that's not a bad thing. I think Inko would be proud of you."
And oh. Izuku had never really dared to think about that before, or at least not in the last few years, too scared of what conclusions he might come to. But to hear that from someone who had known his Mum for so long, it was...
"Th-thanks. A-and for a-all of this," Izuku gets out, immeasurably glad when Aizawa shamelessly loops an arm around his shoulders and tugs him in close.
"You're welcome Izuku-kun. And if you ever want to pop round, even if it's only to talk about Inko, we'll always be happy to have you. I-" Masaru pauses, eyes up the doorway to the kitchen, but then he goes on,
"-I know Katsuki probably hasn't been the kindest to you over the years - both Mistuki and I are sorry for it, that we could never do more, because we've tried our best to get him in line, but nothing's particularly worked before now, with that principal of yours getting him into anger management. He's not calm, but he never will be I expect, it's not in his nature. Same as Mitsuki. All the same, he's improving and I hope he gets the chance to prove that to you, to both of you."
Aizawa resists the urge to snap at the man. Bakugou has said and done awful things to Izuku. Has scarred his son. But, the blond has been improving and that's already something that the pro has acknowledged. It doesn't mean that Bakugou and Izuku are going to be allowed to train directly against or with each other for a good while yet, but it does allow the explosive boy to keep his place in 1-A.
"For now, we're just keeping Ba- Katsuki separate from Izuku, to negate any temptation or opportunities for... bad habits to make themselves known." Masaru winces at that, but nods all the same, no hint of outrage to him. Good, in Aizawa's opinion. At least the man seems to understand that his son has been in the wrong, even if he seems unaware of even more details than Aizawa himself.
"Dinner's ready fuc- everyone!" Their conversation is cut off, perhaps for the better, by the re-emergence of Mituski, Katsuki trailing behind her with a firm scowl fixed in place. He doesn't look at Izuku or Aizawa. Bowls of katsudon are promptly distributed and Izuku easily takes the opportunity to avoid conversation by chewing slowly, gaze focused on his food. His Dad's arm might have retracted from around his son's shoulders when dinner arrived, but now the man taps against his leg, just once, in question. In return, Izuku knocks their knees together twice. Yes, he's alright for now, and willing to stay until after dinner. But it's the brief elbow nudge that says thank you.
After a few minutes though, conversation starts up again, Mitsuki asking about homework and course workloads, which Izuku succeeds in answering without too much of a stutter, mentioning how he helps with some police case work in preparation for becoming an underground hero. That prompts an inquiry into the differences between above- and underground heroics, which Aizawa easily takes over answering to give Izuku a bit of a break again, and the man is quite pleased with himself when, despite his own social failures, he manages to turn the conversation onto the Bakugous' jobs in the fashion industry, and then links it to hero costumes and support to keep it going. He hasn't missed how much more hesitant Izuku was to even speak with Katsuki in the room, and it rears an ugly creature of anger and resentment in his chest. But, he's developed patience for a reason, so he pushes it down and focuses on keeping as little attention on his son as possible. It works.
Or at least, it works until everyone has finished eating, and Mitsuki offers Izuku one of her softest smiles,
"I've got Inko's stuff in our spare room, if you'd like to look it over now. If you need a minute first, that's fucking fine too."
"I'm a-alright th-thank you," Izuku assured her,
"B-but please let m-me h-help with the plates."
"Izuku-kun, you're a fucking guest!" But the greenette didn't even reply, only standing up and taking both his own bowl and his Dad's, then Masaru's from his left as well, dodging easily around one of Mitsuki's hands, not even looking at her to do so. For a long moment, the woman gapes at his back, Katsuki and her own crockery piled in her other hand, but then she barks out a laugh that inwardly startles both Aizawas, and follows the teen into the kitchen.
Aizawa, having watched the interaction with eagle eyes, relaxes a little, although he keeps an ear out, and now takes a moment to scrutinise his student.
Katsuki looks... restrained. As though he's containing himself from exploding the entire house into rubble and smoke. But now he glares over at across the table at Aizawa, folds his arms and, finally, speaks,
"So you're the shitty nerd's Dad now?"
"I am Izuku's father, yes."
"For how long?"
"Since the USJ. His group home was... lacklustre."
"What the fuck does lacklustre mean you shitty hobo?"
"Katsu-!"
"Frankly Baku- Katsuki, you're not one of my son's friends, nor someone with a legal need to know, so I won't tell you. And you will not hound my son over such matters, else I will push for you to be moved into either 1-B, or to the general education course if you break the terms of your probation. Understood?"
Aizawa doesn't like the way that Katsuki concedes but is still blatantly seething, clenched fists popping ominously. But then Masaru sends his son a look, and the blond boy huffs, offers his teacher an infinitesimal nod, then stomps away upstairs somewhere. At this point, the pro will take that much and be grateful for it.
"I apologise for him. He's a good kid and, in most areas, he's trying, but there's something about Izuku that has riled him up for years now and nothing we've done has successfully curbed that in him." Aizawa scrutinises the man in front of him, decides that he truly is sincere, and waves away his apology,
"Baku- Katsuki isn't the first student I've had with a temper and he certainly won't be the last. It's simply more unpleasant to deal with when said temper is aimed at your own kid. And he's on his second chance already. So it'll be up to him whether or not he blows it." But before their conversation can go on, Mitsuki strides back in, Izuku following behind, green eyes immediately latching on to his Dad.
"Masaru, Aizawa, are you two joining us?"
"I'll wash up instead," the brunet replies, but the pro is busy exchanging a look with Izuku.
"Want me to come up too kid?"
Izuku, in silent answer, steps forward and tugs at the single loose end of his Dad's capture weapon, eyes shadowing over.
"You got it kiddo." Accordingly, Aizawa trails behind Izuku as Mitsuki leads them up the stairs and to the immediate room on their left.
The pile of stuff in the bed isn't tall. There's what seems to be a small collection of clothing, largely jumpers and something like skirts or dresses, judging by the fabrics, atop which two books - a photo album and a personal recipe book - are sat. Beside all that is a small chest, probably a jewellery box, its lacquered black surface decorated with leaves and purple sakura. It's not a lot, but still far better than the two photos and single bracelet that Izuku currently keeps squirrelled away in the back of his desk drawer.
"I'll leave you and your Dad to it, Izuku-kun. Don't fucking hesitate to get me, yeh?" But Izuku doesn't reply, frozen in place. When Mitsuki shuts the door behind her, he stumbles back, bumps into his Dad's chest, then whirls around and stands on tiptoes to bury his face against the capture weapon.
"C'mere kid," the pro mutters, just audible, and hikes Izuku up so that the teen is limpeted to his front, balanced partially on his hip so that he can have one hand free to card through sweet-smelling curls, then switches to soothing circles along a knobbly spine, turning his head to nudge his nose and chin against his kid's hair and forehead, mumbling out a low rumble of reassurances, just waiting for Izuku's breathing to even back out, damp breaths pressing against the side of his neck.
It takes a little while, but Izuku does mostly calm down, luckily never spiralling into a full-blown panic attack. A shuddering exhale precedes a firm tap to Aizawa's shoulder and he crouches a little to lower Izuku more easily to the floor.
'Thanks Dad.' He really shouldn't be surprised at the sign - Izuku's been close to going nonverbal all night - but Aizawa is still a little saddened over it.
"No worries kiddo. Shall we look through these?"
'Please.'
And so they do. The photo album and recipe book are only skimmed through, the few letters, ticket stubs and notes that are tucked in amongst their pages checked over to be sure they belonged to Izuku, then replaced and another page turned. Aizawa keeps an eye on his son, taking in how his body language is tense but neutral, not allowing himself to be overly emotional. Not the healthiest option, but likely the most sensible for now. A breakdown can wait until they're safe at home.
As such, Aizawa says nothing to Izuku as they put the photo albums to the side, then move on to the clothing. As expected, it's primarily jumpers and skirts. All of the sweaters and cardigans are immediately put with the albums for Izuku, and then Aizawa patiently waits as his kid separates the remaining items into two piles. One with things for Mitsuki to keep - the only blouse, a denim skirt and two of the dresses - and keeps the other skirts and dresses for himself, with a signed explanation of,
'I think I might repurpose them. Make tops or pouches or maybe a quilt out of them?'
"It's up to you kiddo and you have plenty of time to figure it out, but a quilt would definitely last well." Izuku nods along thoughtfully, and folds the last few items neatly.
'Would you pass me the box?' he signs and Aizawa shifts up onto his knees, leaning on the edge of the bed to reach said box from where they're sat opposite each other on the floor.
"It's fairly heavy," he warns, and Izuku takes it easily, setting it down gently, then unlatches the top.
"Oh," he breathes out, immediately recognising the silver bracelet embedded with a single pearl, and the pretty emerald earrings that are both settled on the top. His Mum's favourite jewellery pieces.
"Kid?" Aizawa enquires, clearly a bit concerned as he leans forwards to look at the jewellery box's contents.
'It's fine. I'm fine. Just... a lot.'
"I bet it is. If you'd rather sort through it later, that's fine, I can always bring anything you want the Bakugous to have back around another day."
'I... please.'
"Got it. Why don't you take the clothes downstairs and put them in the car- let me- here, have the car keys. I'll leave the things for Mitsuki-san in the hallway and bring down the rest of it, alright kid?" Izuku nods mutely, offering a slightly softer expression that isn't quite a smile, and stands to leave, stack of clothes in hand.
Unfortunately, at the genkan, he meets Katsuki, who for a moment looks like he's going to keep on walking past. But then he sees the clothes - Inko's clothes - in Izuku's hands, and his expression twists.
"That hobo-looking fucker is really your adopted Dad?" Izuku bristles inwardly, because only he gets to insult his Dadzawa, but he nods in answer all the same.
"Since the fucking USJ shit went down?" Izuku, again, nods silently. Bakugou seems even more frustrated by it though, teeth grinding.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Deku, why won't you answer me?" Izuku opens his mouth, but his throat is filled with tar, ivy winding like bands of iron around his ribs, and he can't speak. He tries, because he knows the blond won't pay a lick of attention to him finger-spelling, but-
"Fucking answer me!"
This time, Izuku goes to snarl at Bakugou, fed up, overwrought and defensive, but even as he straightens up, the taller boy lashes out, swiping Inko's clothes out his hands. And neither would think any more of it, not in the moment, if not for the quiet popping sound that accompanies the movement, and the subtle scent of scorched fabric that follows the pile to the floor.
They both stare at the fallen clothing, eyes wide. One skirt is laid out above the others, a perfect little starburst scorching the pastel floral pattern of it.
There's a quick thudding of feet as Aizawa rushes down the stairs, the rest of Inko's things in hand, Quirk flared into life and immediately focused on Bakugou. Neither teen moves though, both still transfixed by the damaged skirt.
"Izuku, are you-" But a growl from Katsuki cuts the man off, as oddly glistening crimson eyes focus on the greenette, popping fists clenched at his sides.
"Look, I- ugh, fucking hell- I didn't mean- I'm sorry alright?! I know I've been a shit or whatever and that was Auntie Inko's fucking stuff and you didn't deserve my fucking shittiness all these stupid fucking years and it's fucking good you've got a Dad but- I- You- ARGH!" And then he's gone, storming up the stairs past them, leaving both of the Aizawas blinking at the empty space left behind.
Only when she bustles over to pick up the damaged skirt do they notice that Mitsuki - with Masaru in tow - had also come running at the shouts and small explosions.
"Kami- I'm so sorry Izuku-kun, Aizawa. He-"
'It's fine. At least he... apologised?' Izuku signs, crouching beside the blonde to help pick up the clothing.
"Perhaps. You Midoriyas always were soft-hearted though," Mitsuki huffs, distinctly fond. All the same, at this point Aizawa is more than eager to get Izuku home, so he rushes them through the remaining pleasantries, mentions that he might drop a few more pieces off once the teen has been able to go through them all the properly, then ushers Izuku out the door.
Having tucked everything safely in the back footwells, both Aizawas slump into their seats. Without a moment's hesitation, the pro dumps his capture weapon around his son's neck and presses a knife into his hands, clasping the trembling fingers in his own for a long few moments, until they're a little more still and curl naturally around the knife handle.
"Home?" Izuku ducks his face further into his capture weapon, but nods all the same, verdant eyes peering up at his Dad through thick lashes.
"Good job today kiddo. We can relax once we get home, alright? I bet Cadaver and Caitlin will want lots of pets tonight, what with Kimchi getting all the attention earlier..." And as he starts to drive them back to their flat, Aizawa keeps on talking, a steady stream of near-meaningless words that do their part in grounding his kid.
He isn't much looking forward to the rest of the night.
Notes:
I officially like Bakugou Masaru. And to be honest, I quite like Mitsuki too, even if in person she would probably do my head in. I just headcanon that she's soft for any and all Midoriyas, you know? And Masaru is clearly a saint.
I... don't know where I was going with Bakugou (Katsuki) here? On one hand, I wanted Izuku to get some closure on it all (eg the apology), but on the other I still don't like Bakugou, or at least not the one I've written... Oh, I don't know, he's controversial at the best of times. His canon redemption feels too weak to me, with a lack of justification/acknowledgement for his past actions, but then I do feel like Bakugou can be an amazing character when given the right redemption, or if just made to not be shitty in the first place... But, in here, neither of those things have happened, and I'm not writing a whole arc focused on him and Izuku because I have Dadzawa and Todoshindeku and new friendships to focus on, so... Hope you liked this, because it's most of what we're getting for Bakugou in quite a while. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
And if he's coming off judgey then it's because he's confused and offended - he genuinely loved his Auntie Inko and doesn't want to see her replaced, has very little idea how to deal with his own emotions, is shocked over his hardass pro teacher being Izu's Dad and is frustrated that Izuku won't just talk to him.OH OH OH - I don't think I've mentioned this before, but Kidilante Izu is shorter than canon - he's probably around 158-160 cm tall, not 166cm, which puts him at around 23-25cm shorter than his Dad (almost a foot, or like 2/3 of). It's because of not being fed enough in the home, and often dumpster-dived food has lost a lot of nutrients or is fast food to begin with. This also means that he gets to be an extra cute bean ;)
Anyways, my actual point is that canon Izuku's face is about level with Dadzawa's neck/capture weapon - take another eight or so centimetres off of that, and it's easier for him to stand on tiptoes or just limpet on to his Dad is he wants a safe, warm place to hide his face. Also, he just likes the excuse to have a hug, but let's not call him out like that :DAnyways, now that this end note is super long, I'll sign off! Love, hugs and gratitude to you all - hope you enjoyed! Ota, Xxx
Chapter 32: XXIX - Bad Day Made Better
Summary:
Izuku's having a bad few days, but lots of Dadzawa and cat fluff help to make them a bit better.
As a side note: Dreams, this entire chapter is one of those favourite scenes we were talking about, I reckon. ;)
Notes:
This is only more-or-less edited, because I'm on my phone and I hate using AO3 as a writer on it, but I thought I'd post this now and wake up to you guys' reactions! On that note, hope you all enjoy! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
PS: please ignore that the lessons don't fit in with my schedule, I wrote the majority of this way before that (like, the second half of this was probably the second full scene I ever wrote for Kidilante, so...) Let's just say they had a temp. schedule change! ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa hadn't been entirely wrong. Saturday night, after the dinner, didn't result in nightmares. Instead, it resulted in an all-nighter from Izuku, despite the man's best efforts. But cats in the kid's lap, tucked into his Dad's side with an old hero documentary, then one on dolphins, on the telly didn't do it. And when the man finally succumbed to his own exhaustion, he woke up three hours later to find Izuku sprawled on the floor, texting and scribbling in his notebook alternately. It was still dark, not quite the grey of pre-dawn, and judging by the veritable mountain of blankets piled atop of his now-prone body, Izuku had settled Aizawa down himself. Perhaps the number of blankets was excessive, but he wasn't going to begrudge it. Izuku had cared enough to bother after all.
"Did you get any sleep kid?"
If the way Izuku jumps isn't telling, nothing else would be. The answer's a definite no. Dammit, Aizawa had some hope that he might have, but he should have known better, after the evening they'd had.
"Hey kiddo, once you've finished that bit of analysis, fancy trying to update your code together? We never did finish that up." When he sees those the shadows in his son's eyes fleeing in the wake of a burst of delighted vibrancy, Aizawa allows himself a soft smile, and he reaches over to brush Izuku's curls back from his forehead, nearly toppling off of the sofa to do so.
Izuku's failure to flinch, and then the little giggle he lets out when his Dad nearly overbalances, lighten the awful weight that had settled in Aizawa's chest hours ago. Izuku will be alright. He'll make sure of it.
Of course, being there for his son doesn't solve everything. It doesn't stop Izuku from being sleepless and restless, from fidgeting with his pen like he would a knife, and Aizawa doesn't hesitate to sling his capture weapon around his son's neck, and then drags their favourite blankets from the pile on the sofa - he hasn't missed how Izuku's trembles are interspersed with shivers - and drapes them over himself and Izuku, now lying next to each other on the floor, sides pressed together, safe in a little huddle of warmth and soft words as they assign symbols and debate syntax, taking the kid's original code and adapting it, bettering it, challenging themselves to make it something Nedzu would have to take time to solve. It's fun. Admittedly, not exactly conducive to sleep, and they're very much still awake well after dawn breaks, but to see the tension drop out of his son minute by minute is more than worth it in the pro's eyes. Hopefully Izuku can stay this calm.
It's not to be. Sunday, for all that they're tired, starts off well enough. They eat, do some homework and grading respectively, then head out to spar at NightVeil's warehouse, dropping a coffee and pastry off for Tsukauchi on their way back home. But when they get back, Aizawa showers first, followed by Izuku. Yet Izuku doesn't come out of the bathroom, and the shower doesn't shut off.
Concerned, Aizawa stands outside the door and calls out. A strangled whimper replies, and he almost barges in at the awful sound, but he restrains himself.
"Izuku, kid, do you need anything? Can I do anything?"
There are a few painful beats of silence, the background of the shower muffling Izuku's breathing, but then his son gasps out a dull,
"K-keep talk-king." And so Aizawa does. Hand on the door knob, he talks about what he's planning for lunch, and how he thought they could nap afterwards, and how Hizashi would call doing so a 'siesta' because of his obsession with Europe and America, but Aizawa thinks that's illogical because a nap is a nap and they are sacred and always valid, so why should he bother giving it a different name at a different time because really, he can't be bothered to learn more vocabulary at his age, thank you very much, let alone the fact that most people here in Japan wouldn't understand him...
By now, the shower has shut off and there have been a few squeaks and shuffles, all overlapped by Izuku's beleaguered breathing. Is Aizawa worried about the nigh-on panic attack sounds? Definitely. All the same, he keeps on talking, reassuring himself with the fact that Izuku is clearly moving around and hopefully getting dressed and the sooner that happens, the sooner he can pull his son into a hug and figure out what happened.
When the door is finally pulled open, the underground hero almost falls after it, but he catches himself without a thought and crouches a little to be eye-level with his kid. The haunted haze over his eyes is not promising at all.
"Hey kiddo, wanna say what happened or just go and sit down?" By Kami Aizawa wants to know, but he refuses to push Izuku too hard over it just yet.
'Water went cold... Bad memories. Couldn't get out.' Whether that means he couldn't get out of the shower or out of his own head, or even both, Aizawa doesn't know, but none of them are good.
"Alright kid. Let's settle back down, okay? Do you want space or touch?"
'Spa... Just close?'
"You got it." And so Aizawa stays beside his kid, not quite touching, as he guides Izuku towards the sofa and prompts him to sit down, draping a few of their blankets around his shoulders, careful to avoid any actual contact, and is relieved when Caitlin heads over to the greenette of her own volition and has settled against his thigh, purring steadily. It clears a little of the dazed glaze to Izuku's eyes, and Aizawa will take that. For now, it's enough.
The next morning, Izuku jolts awake to his alarm, and manages to flop a hand at his phone until the blaring noise stops. But then he stops again, muscles unwilling to comply and lacking enough willpower to force them to get him up. Instead, he lays there, staring at nothing, and drifts.
Less than a year ago, he wouldn't have gotten out of bed. The workers at his group home would have ignored him. School would've probably just marked him in without checking. But now, he has a Dad. And he doesn't consciously think of it, but a part of him knows that the man will probably be worrying about him. Which, honestly, he feels awful about, because he worries the man more than enough already, and really he's not worth worrying over and-
"Kiddo, you awake?" Aizawa's voice comes through the door, a gentle knock accompanying it. Izuku can't bring himself to reply.
"Izuku?" He goes on, pushing the bedroom door open. His often dead-pan face is neutral, but the furrow of his forehead and the depth of his eyes show his worry. Normally that would prompt some kind of cheekiness from Izuku but right now, utterly exhausted both emotionally and physically, he can only blink up at the man apathetically.
"Kid? I know you had a rough night, but are you up for school?" Izuku can only shrug. The movement is largely hidden by the numerous blankets piled on top of him, but his Dad doesn't miss it. He frowns further in response.
"Want me to sit with you for a minute?" That one Izuku can nod to.
"Alright then. Budge over a little, brat," Aizawa prompts, nudging his kid's shoulder until he rolls from his side to his back, leaving a good portion of the bed clear for the man to settle on. And so he does, depositing his utility belt on he bedside table, then goes to sit on top of the blankets, only pausing when a single whine issues from his kid. What...? Oh. He can do that.
Glad that his hero uniform was fresh out of the drier this morning and therefore clean, Aizawa lifts up the edges of his kid's blankets and slips under, quick to tuck them back down after himself as he's half-sat against the headboard, keeping as much of the warmth in as he can. For him, it's a bit stuffy, but he can see that Izuku is craving that same heat, so he won't complain. Instead, he shifts a hand to lie, unmoving, as near to his kid's curled up form as he can get without touching him. It seems like one of those days that he's going to be funny about touch. Poor brat. Still though, Aizawa is gratified when it only takes a count of thirty-nine seconds for a hesitant, trembling hand to meet his own beneath the sheets and clasp on with desperation. He soothes his thumb over the back of his kid's knuckles with slow, rasping strokes, heedless of the small ridge of a scar.
"It's alright kiddo, I'm here, whatever you need," he offers, not surprised to receive no reply.
Over the course of the next minute or two, Izuku reels himself in, his grasp reaching further up Aizawa's arm, shifting slightly closer each time, until eventually his grip transfers from the hero's arm to his waist, and he latches on even tighter, curled into his side. The man resists the urge to sigh, simply wrapping his now-free arm against the kid's back. Izuku sniffles. Ah, fuck, hopefully the kid doesn't start crying - they're both exhausted already and it's the last thing the brat needs. But then, before any tears can start trickling, a loud meow echoes from the doorway. Looking over, Aizawa is surprised to see all three of their cats there, looking oddly intent. And, as though prompted by his attention, they all pad over and leap up onto Izuku's bed with the two of them. Izuku startles, then relaxes once they all start purring. Weird creatures. But Aizawa will take that, when considering that said weirdos are pawing and kneading at the blankets on and around the greenette, each settling against him and purring like three little engines. Even Kimchi. And at first Izuku doesn't react. But then, second by second, a tension that Aizawa hadn't even noticed seems to leach out of him, and something about Izuku's apathetic expression melts to somewhere in between relaxed and melancholy. Still not good, but somewhat better. He'll take it.
Unfortunately, ten minutes later, Aizawa notices the time as his phone pings from his belt and he can't help but sigh.
"Sorry kiddo, but it's getting late. You want to go to classes today?" Hopefully, Izuku will want to, but when his mental health problems kick in like this, Aizawa is more than willing to give him some leeway on things like classes. Izuku is clever and capable, both academically and heroically, and if it helps him emotionally, the pro hero is willing to allow him to miss a day or two.
"I-" But Izuku's voice gives out, soft and hoarse to begin with. When he looks vaguely frustrated with himself, Aizawa takes a moment to push their blankets down a little, making it easy for Izuku to reveal his hands and sign, and also takes the chance to brush his kid's hair back out of his face, smoothing calloused fingers over the brat's forehead. He allows his face to soften further when Izuku leans into it.
"Kid?" he prompts. After a moment, Izuku worms his hands out of the blankets and begins to sign, hands a bit unsteady,
'I don't want to be alone.' Oh, kid...
"Teachers' lounge, or classes?" he offers instead.
'Teachers-' he hesitates, shakes his head a little then goes on,
'Classes. But- But I can leave?'
"Of course you can kiddo; I'm proud of you for being willing to push yourself. Just don't push too far, understood?" Izuku blinks once in reply, shoves his face further against Aizawa's side for a long second, then releases his grip and slumps a little in place. The cats continue to purr around them. And finally, Aizawa gets up and shuffles around Izuku's room, grabbing his kid's uniform, pants and long-sleeved undershirt and piling them on the desk. As he leaves the room, he picks up Izuku's bag to dump by the front door - the easier he makes the brat's morning, the better, and he knows that everything is already packed.
A minute or two later, as Aizawa is pulling out jelly pouches and the bentos he had made last night, putting the latter away into his messenger bag and the kid's school bag respectively - Izuku is never hungry on mornings like this and, quite frankly, neither is he. Jelly pouches will at least give them nutrients. The cats come trotting into the living-kitchen area, heralding Izuku's shuffled arrival.
"Here kiddo," he says, pushing two of the four pouches across the bar. Izuku neither replies nor looks up, but he does grab them and begin to half-heartedly suck them up. Aizawa takes it as a win. Turning at Cadaver's demanding cry, Aizawa feeds the cats and fills up their water, offering a few pets for them too. They're good, for little demons.
Ten minutes later, Aizawa and Izuku are getting into the car, their bags in the back and a classical radio station on quietly as background noise. Neither of them talk, but it doesn't bother the hero, knowing that, whilst not ideal, it is fairly standard when Izuku is having a bad day. Hopefully it gets better.
Entering UA through the car entrance, a street away and underground, Aizawa parks in the - by UA's standards - small car park and turns to his kid,
"Want to wait in the faculty room with me?" Izuku visibly hesitates, thinking, then gives a single nod. With a small grin, no hint of Cheshire malice to it, Aizawa slowly reaches over and carefully ruffles Izuku's hair.
"C'mon then kiddo."
And so they meander up to the teachers' lounge, relishing in how quiet and empty the corridors always are at half seven. Homeroom doesn't start until quarter past eight, so they're half an hour ahead of most student schedules. Of course, half of the teachers are also arriving around now. Regardless, it isn't long before Aizawa is sat at his desk, slightly hunched over both because of the fucking paperwork he's trying to fill out and half because Izuku has decided to sit on the back of his chair as though it was the seat of it, balancing without thought or effort, solely focused on where his back is pressed against the shoulders and head of his Dad, clearly craving any and all safe physical contact. None of the other faculty had yet to comment - however, these were the quieter, more reserved teachers such as Thirteen and Ectoplasm who were less likely to make a point out of something. Aizawa was not looking forward to when Nemuri and Hizashi arrived. They were sure to make a racket and probably startle him and the kid and then-
"Shou- WHAT THE FUCK IS IZUKU DOING?!?!" Hizashi yells, various objects jumping up at the reverberating sound. And so does Izuku. In fact, he somehow pushes himself off of the back of Aizawa's chair and ends up balanced, crouching, on top of Aizawa's head. Feeling his neck crick and tensing his shoulders to compensate, Aizawa grits out,
"Kid- get down please." His voice sounds harsh but he can't help it because this hurts. Izuku yelps, then whimpers softly and Aizawa realises the problem.
"Grab on," he grits out, raising his arms to either side above his head. Immediately, Izuku latches on and tucks his legs up, now holding himself in a ball above Aizawa's head, their arms locked to keep him suspended. Then, awkwardly, carefully ignoring the stares of the other teachers, Izuku stretches his legs out in front of him and tenses his grip, just once. Understanding the signal, nonverbal though it may be, Aizawa begins to stretch his arms back behind his head, lowering Izuku somewhat until the kid lets go and pushes off, just enough to easily land on his feet behind the hero's chair. Knowing his kid, Aizawa immediately turns his chair and pulls the kid close. Izuku is already signing - 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry' - and his hands keep on bumping Aizawa's chest but he doesn't care, just keeps a careful hold on his kid.
"Kid, it's fine. I get it. At least you had good balance," he praises, hoping to distract Izuku. And it works. Well, somewhat; at the very least, he stops signing apologies and only sags against his Dad. Keeping him tucked close with one hand, Aizawa turns his head to face Hizashi - as well as Snipe and Nemuri, who are stood beside him and look just as shocked.
"Shouta..."
"Yes." It's not a question, nor an invitation. But at least it's a reply.
"Kami, I'm sorry Shou. Is he- are you both alright; you're not hurt are you? I'm so sorry! Do you want me to get Recovery G-"
"Hizashi. Shut up. Don't bother apologising, accidents and all that shit. Just try not to do it again." Hizashi nods rapidly, looking ridiculously relieved to have not been verbally flayed alive, or physically for that matter. At that, Aizawa returns his full attention to his kid.
"Why don't we head to homeroom now, kid? Whilst the corridors are still fairly empty?" Izuku shrugs a little, then nods. Aizawa gently pushes him away,
"Go grab your bag then." And he gathers up his own sleeping bag and takes a moment to clap Hizashi's shoulder on the way past. It's not his friend's fault that he's an idiot, nor that today is a bad day, or that last night had been a bad night, so he probably doesn't deserve to tear himself apart with guilt. But by the same token, Izuku is his priority right now.
Accordingly, the father-son pair make their way to the classroom. Izuku is still shuffling along, bag carefully slung on his back, visibly leaning towards his Dad, even as they walk. Aizawa resists the urge to either scoop his kid up, or at least lay a comforting hand on his head or shoulder. Something to comfort him. But Izuku was clearly feeling a bit skittish, not to mention that they were in the middle of the school corridors. So instead, they simply walk side-by-side, silent.
It doesn't take long to reach 1-A's door and Aizawa shunts it open in his usual way - in other words, silently, without slamming it against the door jamb. He enters first, immediately scanning the room for threats, or rather for loud, misbehaving students, and finds only a half-full class of chatting teenagers. Aizawa takes the necessary fraction of a second to signal 'safe' behind his back, for Izuku's sake. Taking the room in properly as he walks in, Aizawa registers that in the far corner, where Izuku sits, Shinsou and Todoroki have already arrived, with Todoroki turned in his chair as they sign to each other. Whereas usually he would be able to feel Izuku perk up merely at the sight of them, nothing about his kid's aura changes, and he can't help but scowl at the fact. Fucking hell, his kid really is having an awful day. As he quickly wriggles into his sleeping bag and settles in the corner of the room, able to see the entire class and only a dash down the length of the room to get to his kid, he takes note of how Izuku skirts around the edges of the room, simultaneously hyper-vigilant and staring down at his own feet. As he approaches his two friends, they both look up with open expressions - Shinsou actually outright smiling - but they immediately fall into concern upon seeing Izuku.
'Green bean-' Shinsou falters, gaze flicking to Aizawa for a second before going on,
'Anything we can do? Was it just a bad night?' Aizawa doesn't miss how as Izuku comes to a stop beside Todoroki, the heterochromatic teen makes an aborted move to hold the greenette's hand or wrist, but stops himself.
'Bad everything,' Izuku signs in return, Aizawa just able to make out the movements at the awkward angle and- Kami, his kid. He hates days like this.
'Touch?' comes Todoroki's abrupt question. Izuku hesitates, falters, goes to reply, then merely shakes his head once. The other two teens scowl and frown respectively, but neither push and when Izuku seems to crumple in on himself, both get up to crouch slightly in front of him, signing rapidly. It's a myriad of 'it's okay', 'green bean', 'Izuku', 'don't worry' and 'we understand' - it's nothing but reassurance and validation and Aizawa is so fucking thankful that Izuku has found good friends. Understanding friends. Kami knows the kid needs them.
Half an hour later, homeroom has begun and some forms are being handed out. Okay, maybe it's more of a pop quiz, but sue him - he's got to keep the hellspawn on their toes somehow. But then the kids are all getting out pencil cases and from the back of the class there is a loud meow. What the-
Fuck. Fuck, fuck and fuck again because for some reason Izuku's backpack is now open to reveal fucking Cadaver, of all things, poking his head out and meowing loudly. Really?
"Problem child," he begins, signing along as he speaks out of sheer habit,
"Why is there a cat in your bag?" And actually, he would like to know. Surely Izuku knows better than to bring one of the cats into school, no matter how rough he may be feeling. Maybe Cadaver snuck in? But surely one of them would have noticed...?
'I don't know. Must have snuck in. I'm really sorry.' And Izuku looks so very done. The bags under his eyes are entire luggage trains, and Aizawa despises the defeated slump to his shoulders. But maybe he can do something about that?
"If Kouda can get him to stay quiet, you may keep him in class. If not, he's going to the faculty room. Understood?" Izuku nods, eyes just that tiny bit brighter, and Aizawa mentally pats himself on the back for a job well done. Now, so long as Cadaver stays pretty quiet, all should be fine...
The instant Izuku picks Cadaver up, to a round of coos from throughout the classroom, the grey tomcat shuts up and carefully bops the greenette's nose. Izuku tiredly half-smiles for a split second before settling the animal in his lap, whereupon Cadaver promptly starts purring softly and, presumably, begins to doze off again. Looks like they won't even need Kouda to talk to him.
"Good enough," Aizawa reports, then redirects the class' attention to the handouts. They do actually have some work to do.
The second the bell rings for lunch, Aizawa is back in the classroom, startling Ectoplasm, who had been teaching them, and makes his way over to Izuku. Thankfully, his arrival does exactly what he had hoped - it stops the rest of the hellspawn crowding around his kid to see the cat. Izuku does not need that on a day like today. So instead, Aizawa opens the door the instant the lesson ends and reaches his kid in a matter of seconds.
'You still alright kiddo?' he asks, angling himself so that only those closest - in other words Shinsou and Todoroki - would be able to tell what he's signing.
'Cadaver helped.' Well, that was one good thing about their bastard cats, they were pretty damn comforting, Aizawa should know.
'Good. Still up for afternoon classes? You don't have hero training today.' Izuku hesitates a moment, face utterly blank, before shrugging with a nod. Aizawa pauses, glances around the room, glaring slightly at Ashido and Kirishima who are lingering, likely hoping to see Cadaver, and they sulk off at his warning. Now alone with his kid and his friends, he reaches over to ruffle his kid's curls.
'You know what I said this morning brat,' he reminds, because it is very true. He is incredibly proud of his kid - always is - but days like today highlight the fact. He has a very strong son. Now he turns his focus to his brat's friends.
"Please continue to look out for him. Thanks," he grunts, then straightens up, pats Cadaver and then Izuku on the head, and leaves. Luckily, none of the hellspawn have decided to lie in wait outside the class. He would have murdered them.
Fifty minutes later, or rather just under that, Aizawa may or may not be hiding in the vents above 1-A's door, watching out for his son and his two friends. He'd kept them from being ambushed on the way to lunch, now he's going to do the same for the way back from lunch. He had noted with some approval that Izuku had decided to wait until the last minute to arrive, so that it would be more likely that Nemuri would be around to prevent any overwhelming situations, as she had been warned to. In fact, she was already in the class and, from what he could hear, occupying the hellspawn that had already arrived, which was a suspiciously large portion of them, with gossip and salacious questions. No surprises there. And either way, it worked, so he'd take that. And yep, as expected, Izuku, Todoroki and Shinsou arrive at the door a minute before the bell, longer for a few seconds, then Todoroki enters first, making a path for his two friends, with Shinsou flanking the greenette to physically block Izuku from their classmates. Perhaps they're a little overprotective, but Aizawa can't help but approve. He's probably the same, although he'd never admit it to anyone but the kid in question. He has a reputation to keep after all.
An hour later, Aizawa enters the 1-A classroom to take over for their Hero Ethics & Laws lesson. And he is relieved to see that Izuku, whilst still visibly tired and apathetic, hands somewhat trembling, is overall alright. He doesn't look panicked or overly unsettled, and Cadaver is no longer in his lap but instead draped around his neck like a scarf. Hm, probably reminds of him of Aizawa's capture scarf. Or well, the weight and warmth of it likely does. Good. If it helps, it helps. Slumping at the podium with a stack of papers, Aizawa holds in a groan at the various expressions of horror and zeal amongst the class. Ah, they know exactly what these are then. Forcing himself to straighten up once more and slouches forward to begin handing out the sheaves of paper.
"Right hellspawn, you're getting your essays back. Overall, the standard was acceptable," so what if he makes it sound like acceptable is bad? The brats need some motivation, for the most part,
"But a few of you are going to be re-writing these with actual research. I'm not stupid, only tired, I can tell when you've bullshitted. Conversely, some of you produced exceptional work. Good job." Never let it be said that he won't praise the hellspawn when they do something well. Maybe Izuku really has softened him.
That evening, upon returning home, Izuku immediately lets Cadaver down onto the floor from his arms, then stumbles to collapse face-first onto the sofa. Aizawa would have been worried, but this was a common occurrence from both of them, honestly. But Izuku is still in his uniform.
"Hey kiddo, might want to get changed," he prompts, leaning over the back of the sofa to gently prod at his kid's shoulder. Izuku merely twists onto his side and draws his limbs up into a foetal position, groaning.
"I know, but you'll just end up uncomfortable. Go put some joggers on or something." Pyjamas probably wouldn't be a good idea, would likely only make his kid more lethargic, but comfortable lounge wear was always a good idea in Aizawa's opinion.
"Mhm," comes the immediate grumble. The man only pokes his shoulder again, a tad harder.
"...borrow?" And that single word is enough.
"Sure kiddo. I've got a pile of clean stuff on top of my dresser."
With slow, apathetic movements, Izuku heaves himself to his feet and wonders off further into the apartment. Aizawa follows the sound of Izuku's footsteps, even as he goes into the little kitchen area to start thinking about dinner. His own room, a little shuffling, then Izuku's room, some more shuffling... silence. And continued silence. Better go check.
"Hey kid, you alright in there?" He calls, voice low and carrying instead of loud, knuckles tapping once on the barely-ajar door. A muffled sigh, too noncommittal to be positive or negative, is all the response he gets. Eyebrows scrunching together a little, he goes on,
"I'm gonna come in Izuku, that alright?" Receiving even less of an answer this time, he shrugs to himself and gradually pushes the door open, leaving plenty of time for Izuku to protest, albeit no such noise comes forth. With the door open, Aizawa can see how Izuku is simply sat on the edge of his bed, uniform discarded on the floor, a pale green pair of joggers on but then one of Aizawa's cheesy cat hoodies on over the top. The dark grey thing, covered in pastel chibi cat faces, reaches almost to his knees, his hands utterly swamped in the material, and it would be adorable if not for the worryingly vacant expression on his kid's face.
"Hey kiddo," he offers, voice soft and almost sing-song as he steps forward and slowly moves to crouch in front if his kid,
"You wanna come join this old man in the living room? Thought we could watch another one of those old crime movies together."
Something, either his words or his mere presence, seems to bring Izuku back to himself somewhat as those green eyes clear a bit, actually focusing on him now, and the brat nods, once, in reply. Aizawa allows a small, warm smile to escape. He rises to his feet at roughly the same rate as the kid does so as not to risk startling him and with careful, telegraphed movements, he stretches his arm across Izuku's shoulders and tucks him in close to the man's side, unspeakably pleased when the greenette lets out a little contented whimper at the warmth and familiarity.
So what if his kid has been having a bad day? Aizawa will be here to make it as much better as he can and nothing will change that. Nothing.
Notes:
Okay, first, I wish I could've shoved more Todoshindeku in this, but I checked my word count and it was at 5,000 and I was just like- oohp. Should probably chill on adding any more in :D
(Also, when Cadaver booped Izu on the nose? They died. Their funerals are scheduled for two weeks time; the sight will haunt them for weeks, if not months.) (None of the class missed their blushes, even if Izuku did)I haven't managed to draw the faculty room scene, although not for lack of trying. If any of y'all wanna have a go, please do! :D (just, the mental image of Izuku frickin crouching on his Dad's head... I cannot...)
Hugs, love and gratitude to you all, you wonderful loves - Ota. Xxx
PS: this is 3 weeks later, but I did some research regarding what a person can carry on their head and this is what I ended up with:
It has been found that some Luo women can carry around 70% of their own bodyweight on top of their heads. Of course, Dadzawa doesn't regularly carry things on his head, so it's probably safe to reduce this percentage down to something more around 50-60%. In turn, we'd then have to consider dadzawa's weight, which I would put to be around 90kg - he's fit, muscular, relatively tall without too much body fat, so I've put him in between the average Japanese man for his age and my own Dad, who's got a more similar build (to my eye) but is older.So, let's say 55% of his bodyweight, that would put him at easily carrying just under 50kilos, which is around what I would put Izuku at, possibly even closer to the 40-45 kilos mark due to prolonged malnourishment, natural short stature and having lean muscles more than built. Thus, it's totally feasible for Izuku to be crouched on his Dad's head for a minute or two ;)
Chapter 33: XXX - Chaos
Summary:
You guys finally get what you've been asking for ;) Or well, some of what you're waiting for... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Also, just some of Izuku having chaotic times with people he loves, because he deserves some fun.
Notes:
Well, I hope this lives up to you guys' anticipation... Fingers crossed and enjoy! :D
Also, I'm posting this technically early and before I go to bed again because I loved waking up to you guys filling up my inbox! Thank you all so much for being lovely human beings (^///^) (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next Friday, now only three weeks before the class' final exams, they have the first of a few pro heroes come in for a guest lecture during random periods, this one being before lunch. Aizawa gestures Trapler, the Tripwire Hero, into the room and hands him the newly-printed attendance sheet for reference, then settles in a chair that he'd dragged in for appearances' sake. Shame he can't nap, really.
Twenty minutes through the period, the guest speaker glances down at his attendance sheet and asks,
"Hm, let's see, can I have Aizawa-kun come to the front for a demonstration, please?"
"Oh- yes," Izuku replies, rushing to his feet to get to the front of the classroom without a thought.
Then he freezes as everyone turns to stare at him.
"Fuck."
From a corner of the room, his Dad snorts, perfectly in sync with Hitoshi. At his swearing, the rest of their classmates only look more incredulous.
"Language, brat. Hellspawn, we'll address this later. Keep your mouths shut and pay attention to Trapler; Iida, you're up." And with that, they get back on track. The lesson with the guest hero is fascinating, but Izuku finds it hard to concentrate past the rush of panic through his mind. He should have known better than to legally take his Dad's name - it was bound to result in backlash sooner or later. And Kami, what if there really was a traitor within the school? Maybe this would let them find out who his Dad was - that would put them both at risk. Fuck, he was so stupid. Just because he wanted to feel like he belonged, feel even closer to his Dadzawa, he allowed himself to put them both in danger like an utter imbecile. Kami, why did he ever-
"Izuku, kiddo. Chill out." And suddenly there's a swathe of warm, rough fabric around his neck and he ducks his face into it, breathing too heavily. If his Dad is here, they're both fine. They're safe.
Once he's brought himself down from the beginnings of a panic attack, Izuku dares to look up at his classmates. At some point, the guest speaker must have left, with his Dad now standing beside his desk and, judging by the empty seats and two presences he can feel behind him, Shouto and Hitoshi have come to stand by him as well. Everyone else is eyeing the four of them up. There's a combination of curiosity, incredulity, bewilderment and understanding, ranging from person to person, with more than one pair of wide eyes focused on the capture weapon that has been deposited around Izuku's neck and that he may or may not be clutching tightly.
"Right hellspawn, listen up, 'cause I'm not going to be repeating this. Izuku is legally Aizawa Izuku through an adoption carried out post-USJ, due to previously unsatisfactory living conditions. Please continue to refer to him as Midoriya, for our collective safety. I trust I don't need to impress upon you the very real danger of revealing our true relationship to the world, even in passing?" And thank Kami their class is actually pretty sensible when it comes down to it, because everyone nods in agreement at that, even Bakugou, many shooting concerned glances at Izuku himself. Untucking his face from the folds of the capture weapon, he offers them a wobbly smile and allows himself to lean sideways, against his Dad. Several of the girls coo at that, particularly when the man shifts slightly to accommodate him, a hand settling on his back, and Izuku can't see it, but he can feel how his Dad activates his Quirk at the impertinence, the hero's offence palpable.
"Aw, don't you think we're cute though?" he teases quietly.
His Dad immediately steps away, leaving Izuku falling to the floor, support gone, before he grabs the capture weapon that is still looped around the brat's neck and shoulders to halt his fall halfway down, staring down with the beginning of a smirk amongst his smirk. Well, two can play at that game.
Squirming in the capture scarf's hold so that he was looking up at his Dad properly, his back to the floor, Izuku allows a shit-eating grin to escape and then, quick as a snake, he reaches up to grip his Dad's arm and, on pure strength and flexibility, flips himself up and over the pro's shoulder, now with his front to his Dad's back and, even as he prepares to land, one foot lashes out to take the man's knees out. Aizawa's legs give in, but as he starts to fall, he finds his own grip on Izuku's arm and yanks him back over his shoulder, this time bringing him crashing down on a desk.
Both of them stop at that point, a bit winded, having completely forgotten about their audience.
"That was cruel," Izuku pouts, head hanging upside down over the edge of his desk, eyeing up the pro hero with faux-hurt.
"You attacked first," The man retorts, rearranging himself into a more comfortable cross legged position on the floor, ready to banter, his Cheshire cat grin at the ready.
"I warned you!"
"Only with a smile, you little shit."
"Well you're meant to be a teacher. You shouldn't slam the students into classroom paraphernalia."
"I'll school you any time, brat."
"Caterpillar hobo."
"Problem child."
"Cat fu-"
"Uh, you two, sorry to interrupt, but..." They both inwardly startle a little, suddenly very aware that all of that had an audience and stare at each other for a long few seconds. Then they groan in sync. Fuck, they're so dumb sometimes. The problem is, old habits are hard to break and old habits include initiating random spars whenever one, or both, of them is feeling a bit antsy. Like right now.
Abruptly, Aizawa just flops back further to lie down, nearly braining himself on Shinsou's desk leg, muttering,
"Just let me die here."
"Then perish, bitch," Izuku giggles. At this point it's far too late. They have no dignity left. The whole class is aware of their relationship, up to a point at least, and they've just seen them spar and banter like- well, like a pair of teenagers. Kami, Hizashi and Nemuri are never going to let him live this one down, are they?
"Right. To conclude, this one's my problem child. Keep your gossip-mouths shut or there will be consequences. No questions." The class merely continue to stare, gobsmacked.
Heaving himself to his feet, Aizawa scoops his capture weapon up off the ground and shakes it out above Izuku, still prone on his own desk. The collected dust and two pieces of fluff from the floor it had accumulated fall on his face and uniform, and he shoots to his feet, hacking, glaring at his Dad.
"Bastard. I'll set Cadaver on you."
"Bold of you to assume Kimchi wouldn't stop him."
"Kimchi's a bitch, she wouldn't protect anyone, let alone you after sitting on her last night."
"Fuck. Fine. Bold of you to assume I won't put Caitlin in the way."
"No!" Izuku gasps in horror as the man starts to walk away,
"You wouldn't do that to the baby!"
"Try me, kiddo. Fucking try me." And with that Aizawa is gone, headed to the staff room for lunch, leaving Izuku the sole focus of the class' collective freak out. (Okay, so maybe he waits outside to make sure it doesn't get too loud and overwhelming for Izuku, but he'll leave soon, alright?)
"Wait, there's a baby too?!" Kaminari asks, as confused as everyone else but clearly focusing on that.
"A baby? Yeh, I guess." And Izuku barely resists cackling at the further outcry that rings out at that. After all, Caitlin is a baby. But like, the 'this cat is the most innocent, adorable princess in the world and needs protecting' kind of way. Certainly not the 'wailing, ugly infant' way. But hey, if they choose to misinterpret that, then who is he to tell them differently? And Kami, this is too good - now Ashido is exclaiming that,
"Of course, that makes sense! Because Sensei and Midoriya are so tired all the time - and babies are awake all through the night and stuff. " And best of all, some of their classmates are agreeing with her.
'Can we go?' Izuku signs to his two best friends, noticing that Hitoshi too seems close to bursting out laughing. And they nod, prompting the three of them to hurry out, lunches in hand. By the time they're a few metres from the door, none of them can resist laughing at least a little. Kami, that was too good.
It gets even better when, on Monday, Kaminari, Sero and Ashido present Aizawa with a box of baby supplies - some bibs, some toddler outfits (one is hilarious and says 'My Daddy's a hero but he still taught me to say fuck' which, in a way, is the height of irony) and a veritable pantry of mushed baby food. Aizawa just stares at the box's contents, blinks twice, fastens the trio with a heavily suspicious gaze, then dumps the box under his podium to be dealt with later. That evening, when Izuku and the majority of the teachers are in the faculty room, Aizawa drags the box in and dumps the mess of baby food out on the coffee table.
"We're playing a game. Each time you lose you have to eat one of these. The others choose it for you. I don't think they're poisoned."
Once the instant uproar dies down, Izuku is by his Dad's side and grinning. The sensible teachers shudder at the sight of the matching ready-to-devour-young-children smiles. The brave ones simply smile in return. Fools. They will soon perish.
And indeed they do. The father-son duo rarely lose a round of dares. They know no fear, chaos is in their blood and, quite frankly, they have the power of sleep deprivation on their side. Even when they do lose, Aizawa, well-used to his jelly pouches, doesn't even flinch at the baby food. And Izuku, who may or may not have resorted to dumpster-diving once or twice (semi-regularly), has had far worse for actual meals. Many of the faculty develop a healthy fear of the two that evening. If Present Mic, All Might and Thirteen can't look at either Aizawas without flinching for several days, or even weeks... Well, who needs to know why?
To the relief of Aizawa's sanity, not too much actually changes with the revelation of Izuku's adoption. For the rest of that first day, several of the class do continually glance between him and Izuku, but the lack of difference soon has them bored, and they seem to move past it.
Of course, after a few days of being polite, Ashido finally breaks and approaches Izuku's little group during lunch, the rest of the Bakusquad in tow, some more reluctant than others.
"Hey guys! Alright if we sit with you lot?" Ururaka, Asui and Iida look to the quiet trio for confirmation, but it is Izuku who, after a long moment, nods his agreement.
"Cool! So, Mido, mind if we ask what it's like to live with Aizawa-sensei? Is he still really grumpy?"
"...Kinda? M-more sleep-deprived than a-anything."
"Wah - probably should have guessed that!" she chirps, and Sero and Kirishima both laugh, because yeh they really should have. This is Aizawa after all.
"Also, turns out all of our parents knew already? Like, it came out during the parent-teacher conferences and Nedzu put it under a non-disclosure agreement! Like spies or something."
"Because p-people want to kill us?"
The laughter stops at that.
"Uh, why did you go with him then? Like, weren't there other families? Like, Sensei is badass and literally the class dad, but you're super clever and cool, so surely you had other o-"
"I'm Quirkless though." And the mood becomes even more sombre at that, Bakugou visibly flinching where he's sat as far from Izuku as possible, and Shouto and Hitoshi shift even closer to Izuku, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and waist respectively. He offers them a shaky smile and speaks once more,
"But I've g-got a family now, and you guys, so it's fine. L-like I said at th-the Sports Festival."
"Well, you definitely still have us!"
"Dude, you're super manly!"
"We love you too Mido - you're awesome!"
"Aw, man, you're too pure!" Ashido, Kirishima, Kaminari and Sero's immediate proclamations are accompanied by blinding grins, spilled food and a quietly grumbling Bakugou and Izuku can't help but duck his head, trying to hide his own flush. But then he gives in with a quiet squeak, and yanks Hitoshi and Shouto in front of him, trying to hide behind them.
Which backfires because he pulls them too hard and smashes their heads together with a painful thud.
"Ohmigod I'm so sorry!" Izuku yelps, trying to simultaneously examine both of their heads from where they're straightening up with groans, but just ends up with trembling hands buried in their hair and a frantic expression. The three ignore the raucous laughter from around them as they stare at each in mortification and bewilderment respectively.
"Check Hito over first, if you want. He needs his brain more than me," Shouto deadpans, utterly serious, and Hitoshi squawks in some kind of indignation,
"Peppermint, what the he-!"
"Toshi, hush. Bend down for me, let me look."
"Fine, fine," the taller insomniac grumbles, and obligingly hunches, tilting his head so that Izuku can kneel and parse through his thick hair to find the neat little bump at the crown. Izuku runs gentle fingers around and then over it, murmuring soothing nothings when Hitoshi hisses with too much pressure.
"I'm really, really sorry Toshi, but at least you're not bleeding-"
"With his thick skull that's -"
"Hush and let me check you for concussion," Izuku admonishes, no-nonsense, and proceeds to block as much sunlight from Hitoshi's eyes as possible, then jerk his hand back away,
"Right, probably no concussion. Shou, your turn." By now, the rest of the group has devolved to half-watching, trying to cover up their interest and amusement with eating, but largely failing. Izuku doesn't notice all the same. He's rather wrapped up in a little bubble of Hitoshi and Shouto after all; their attention is focused on each other without exception. It's endearing. Also kind of frustrating.
Luckily for Izuku's guilt, both Hitoshi and Shouto are pretty much fine, barring the bumps hidden amongst their hair. It doesn't stop him apologising five more times, nor their friends and classmates from laughing, but it's not too bad. And in the back of his mind, Izuku is very relieved to find himself still being treated the same by everyone, for them to have all accepted his Dad with barely a pause and to still be talking and smiling with him.
His classmates are wonderful people.
"-and then Tsuka, get this, they just tell me that they care about me?! That I'm really cool? Like, why? How?!"
"Kid, that's exactly what Aizawa and I have been telling you for years now," the detective chides, tone too soft to be truly authoritative, and Izuku blinks at him, expression perfectly visible with his mask abandoned beside him on Tsukauchi's desk. Is he swinging his legs like a little kid? Yes. Is Tsukachi going to call him out on it if he kicks the desk one more time? No doubt about it.
"Yeh, but you two are family. They're just classmates, or, well, friends for a few of them. People my age haven't been nice to me since I was four years old, so UA has been... a thing, you know? They're all so genuine."
"Kid, that's what you deserve. And from more people than just us," Tsukauchi reassures, reaching up to slip a hand under Izuku's hood and ruffle his hair. The greenette leans into the touch.
If that makes Tsukauchi grin and rest his hand there for a few unnecessary extra seconds, then Aizawa isn't back from his coffee run to call him out yet.
Although, the moment Tsukauchi retracts his hand, Aizawa does arrive, tapping the door in that pattern that the three of them memorised over a year ago for an even-numbered Tuesday, then shunting it open without further fanfare. It stops Izuku from having to faff with his mask, or from alarming any of them. They'd learned the hard way that panic attacks aren't fun to deal with.
Regardless, Aizawa enters, a takeaway holder of three cups in hand, and he takes out Izuku's first, passing it over.
"Yo, Eraserdad, you shouldn't have!" Izuku cries, snatching up the proffered cup, but as he raises it he pauses, eyes squinting at his Dad. Damn that deadpan face.
Popping off the lid exposes exactly what he'd expected: fucking tea.
"No, really, you shouldn't have," Izuku goes on, voice utterly flat, and both of the men snort at him, sipping at their fucking coffees. Oh, this is not on. He will not put up with this blasphemy!
"Meanie," he huffs, putting the tea down and flopping back across Tsukauchi's desk as dramatically as possible, crushing several papers without a thought, hood falling back as he stares up at his Dad who is sporting a far too self-satisfied grin. In contrast, the detective isn't laughing anymore, squawking about his paperwork, putting his own coffee aside to shoo Izuku off of them. Of course, Izuku takes advantage of this as he stands obligingly, but immediately dodges behind the man to steal his coffee and chugs half of it at once. Sweet, sweet victory. And oof, actually, Izuku had forgotten how sweet Tsukauchi likes his coffee. Way too heavy on the sugar and cream for Izuku's taste; no, he'd much rather something bitter and black... something like his Dad's. Hm.
Izuku fears no god, Quirk or demon after all.
The greenette keeps his own shit-eating grin as he brandishes Tsukauchi's coffee in front of him, the man positively pouting at him.
"Aw, Tsuka, are you stuck with tea now-"
"Brat, don't be facetious," Aizawa chides, Quirk flaring for a fraction of a second. Coffee is sacred, and they all know it. Which is why Izuku's plan is guaranteed to work, so long as he gets this just right.
"Facetious, me? No, I'm paying homage to the coffee gods-"
"Sacrilege!" His Dad cries, putting his coffee down to jump over the desk at his son. Tsukauchi is too busy catching his kicked-over computer monitor to interfere as Izuku drops his coffee at the perfect moment, knowing Aizawa will go to catch it and give him the time to bounce off of the wall, flip past the pro and snatch up the second coffee cup.
"No." There's warning in Aizawa's tone, like when he's telling Kaminari not to poke a socket whilst touching Bakugou, interlaced with a subtle horror, but Izuku is well-versed in quite simply not listening to his Dad.
"You lose, trickass bitch." And Izuku promptly downs the majority of his Dad's coffee as well. Honestly, the man deserves it for getting him tea of all things. This is the thanks he gets for trying to look after their health?
"I guess you can have the dregs," he comforts, stretching over the desk to offer the mere inch of coffee left with a saccharine smile.
"I will get you, Problem Child. Don't think I won't, because I will. Just you wait," Aizawa growls, snatching the remains and drinking it all at once, kind enough to give Tsukauchi back what's left of his as well. Then they all stare at the monstrosity abandoned on the desk.
"Bagsy not me!" They all cry out simultaneously, then glare at each other, scowls suspicious and mistrusting.
"...truce. Give it to Sansa," Izuku finally comments, breaking the stalemate. It takes another moment, but both of the men nod, then Tsukauchi picks up the cup, holding it as far from his body as possible, and Izuku grabs his mask quickly, tugging his hood up as he opens up the door, and lets his Dad hold it open so that he can lead the way along the corridor to the main communal office area.
"Sansaaaaa," he singsongs,
"We come bearing a gift - it's not been tampered with, it's just vile!" All of the officers look up for a moment, but upon seeing the familiar sight of Kidilante and Eraserhead with Tsukauchi, all go back to their work or conversations. The station is well-used to the trio's chaos by now.
"Dare I ask what that actually translates to?" The cat-headed man asks, eyeing the three of them up with amused eyes but a reasonably wary posture. Wise man.
"That utter heathen bought me tea, even though he should know better. I could feel it in my bones. Suffice to say, we very much don't want it," Izuku reports as Tsukauchi deposits the tea down with a vaguely repulsed expression. All three of them immediately take a step or two back from it. Honestly, it's a miracle Dadzawa could stand to carry the thing casually enough to try and get Izuku to drink it.
"So you're giving it to me?"
"Of course not. It's on your desk for decoration," Tsukauchi replies, perfectly polite and cordial. Izuku high-fives him behind their backs; it is not a quiet sound. All the same, Sansa shrugs, and takes the tea.
And... drinks it?
The trio stare in something like morbid fascination as the cat-man sips for a minute, lets out a little purr, then keeps on drinking. He's enjoying the evil leaf water? Is that even anatomically possible? Bewildered and mildly offended by the mere sight, they return to Tsukauchi's office. They do have some actual casework to be getting done after all. And some nightmares about drinking tea to cultivate.
Notes:
Uhm, don't know if bagsy is just a British thing but it's basically dibs, or like guaranteeing yourself something if you say it first? I don't know how to explain it better than that :D
Also, I don't know why they hate tea so much, but they do. It's fun and I love a father-son-uncle-also-friends-and-colleagues trio being Chaotic(TM), you know?
Double-also: Izuku, love, please stop lying on tables? Well, desks. I know you're the super cool 'Kidilante' and all but, like, please. Iida is going to have an aneurysm.
Triple-also (holy cow I need to stop) I'll hopefully attach a stickman comic of the little Aizawa spar sometime tomorrow, 'cause it's kinda confusing I think... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯(。_。)(*^▽^*)
Hope you all enjoyed this hot mess that was half-edited on my phone (and I swear, I made myself laugh way too much writing it overall)...
Hugs - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 34: XXXI - Training Time The First
Summary:
A lil' training for their final exams.
Also, so, uhm, you know how we've been saying that Izuku needs to stop getting injured and worrying everyone...?
I think I should probably apologise in advance here? It's not too bad though? ...Yeh, sorry...
Notes:
Also - if I haven't replied to your comment on last chapter - I promise you I've read it, but I've already answered like 40 of the comment backlog in the last two hours and I'm too tired to coherently do any more tonight so: tomorrow, I promise. I look forward to whatever reactions this chapter elicits! Enjoy - hugs, Ota. Xxx
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The class, now with two weeks until their exams, or just over rather, have come into school for a long Saturday of hero training and revision support. After a warm-up, or what most of them would refer to as a hell exercise, what with Aizawa forcing them to run an obstacle course six times in their hero costumes, and the concrete thing left bruises if you fell, they were now gathered in one of the main gyms.
"Right - no support gear for today’s lesson. We’re fighting fully quirkless hand-to-hand."
There’s am immediate round of groans and cheers as all the students pile their gear along one wall, behind. But Aizawa narrows his eyes at the mere four knives that Izuku has deposited with his pan and bo staff.
"Midoriya- all the knives." His call-out attracts the other teens' attentions and Izuku pouts,
"I’m not gonna use them!"
"Nope."
Izuku only pouts further, then wilts under his Dad’s stare. One after another, he pulls out three more knives from under his shirt, a fourth from behind his thigh holster and a fifth from his boot.
"And the others."
"What others?" He asks, innocence personified. Ashido looks ready to coo adoringly at him. Aizawa, for his part, only activates his Quirk and raises a sceptical eyebrow in challenge.
"Fine, fine." And Izuku proceeds to take four more out - one from his other boot, then one from the sole of each. And one from the small of his back, beneath the hoodie.
"You expect me to believe that's really it?"
Glaring now, Izuku reaches for the back of his head, beneath his stubby braid that may or may not be a piece of his best friends' combined handiwork, and throws the procured knife to stab into the ground between his Dad’s feet, quivering from the sheer force despite being sunk halfway to the hilt in the hard-packed dirt.
"Happy?"
"Quite," the man returns, Cheshire grin in place. What he wouldn't tell anyone is that Izuku actually giving up all of his knives means that he feels safe. Here, surrounded by people that he's only known for a matter of months, Izuku feels safe. It could be because his Dad is here, because he's familiar with his classmates, perhaps even that he's more confident or some combination of them all, but it still means a lot to Aizawa. It's good to see his son doing well.
"Oh fuck off Dadzawa. Toshi, fight me."
"I had pairings, brat!" Doesn't mean that he won't gripe at the kid though.
"I know, and you had me up against Toshi first anyway." Aizawa's cackle jolts the class out of their combined horror and amusement, and they promptly scramble across the gym as the pro proceeds to bark out their sparring partners.
Of course, something goes wrong, as it's wont to do. Kirishima and Ururaka's spar gets a little out of hand, which wouldn't be a massive deal, until the redhead accidentally hardens one of his punches. It promptly tears one of Ururaka's half-fingered gloves and she doesn't realise. Why would she when's she busy twisting around Kirishima, throwing him easily for someone of his weight even without her Quirk active. But then it does activate, partway through the arc of his trajectory, and the change in weight has Ururaka dropping him.
Which sends Kirishima flying across the gym.
Whilst Aizawa's Erasure gives Kirishima his weight back, it can't stop his momentum entirely. Which, of course, sends him ploughing towards Izuku and Hitoshi, who could have dodged if not for Izuku automatically shoving his friend away without thinking.
And so Izuku takes the full brunt of a flying Kirishima to the head, sending them both tumbling to the floor, barely cushioned by the first few meagre loops of capture weapon that have been thrown at them by a sprinting Aizawa. The redhead is mostly alright, already sitting up and rubbing at his hair, a bit dazed but otherwise fine. Izuku, on the other hand, is prone and the floor and bleeding. From a head wound. Because of course he couldn't avoid injury in pretty much any situation, could he, oh no he was too busy worring his Dad into an early grave-
"Call Recovery Girl over here. And clear a space around Iz- Midoriya. Iida, Yaoyoruzu, Ojiro, help Kirishima to sit up against the wall with some water. Assess any injuries. The rest of you, collect up your things and stay out of the way for now," Aizawa pauses for breath, already kneeling beside his kid, before tacking on in his strongest teacher voice,
"No questions."
The class, thankfully for his patience and their abilities to remain breathing, obey with only worried murmurs amongst themselves. Although Shinsou and Todoroki do linger a few extra seconds.
All the same, Aizawa has to force himself to ignore the way that many of them are staring as he carefully looks Izuku over, checking his pupils - a concussion, no surprise - whist stemming the blood flow one-handed with his capture weapon. It's certainly not the worst wound, or even head wound, he's seen his kid with, but he's kicking himself for allowing it to happen during a bloody school exercise. Although right now, it's far more important to oh-so-gently shift Izuku's head into his lap, uncaring of the blood now trickling onto his legs, and focuses on keeping the pressure firm and constant. It's just a waiting game, for either his kid to wake up or for Recovery Girl to arrive. Lucky him.
Izuku comes around five minutes later, eyes still cloudy, to see his Dad's face hovering above him, hands somewhere out of sight, a worried pinch to his brows. Distantly, there's the sound of low chattering, but it doesn't really register past the pain and confusion. And the need for sass.
"Aw, is Eraserdad worried about a lil' vigilante? How sweeeeet," he coos loudly, sounding positively drunk. Eh, probably the head injury.
"Kid, you got knocked out-"
"No shit-"
"-in class." Oh fuck.
"You said it," the man snorts. Whoops, must be speaking aloud. Hope nobody heard that and- oof, wow, his head really stings.
"That'll be an understatement, judging by the blood that's busy staining my jumpsuit, I thought we agreed to stop doing this?" And Aizawa's words are snarky, positively upbeat, but his tone is carefully blank. Izuku hates it.
"What? Me bleeding out on you? Forever and always Eraserdad, you're stuck with me now. Don't think I won't burn the receipt."
"I didn't pick you up from the shops you idiot brat." Ah, good, Izuku hazily smiles to himself, because that so-incredibly-done-with-your-shit tone is what he was waiting for.
"Shops, ssstreets, rooftops, 's all the ssssame." And Izuku is slurring again, because the world is spinning which is really not fun, and oops- now everything's getting louder which is also not good because did he mention that his head hurts? And ooh, darkness, that would be nice right about now-
"Fuck's sake kid-" It's too late; Izuku is already passing back out.
"Aizawa-sensei, Recovery Girl's here!" Someone calls - Kaminari? - and the man nods distractedly, very relieved, but keeps his focus on applying pressure to the gash on the crown of his kid's head. Because maybe they've just been bantering like usual, and it's eased some of his concerns like it always does, but the sight of blood matting his son's green curls is never going to be a pleasant one.
An hour later, they're all back in the classroom for cooldown and some revision, when the classroom door abruptly shunts open.
"Dadzawa!" a familiar voice cries, and suddenly a blur of green and black is darting into the room and limpets straight onto Aizawa's back, who doesn't even flinch, hands automatically coming up to support the legs of the mysterious figure- Oh. It's Izuku.
"Kid, you're meant to be with Recovery Girl." And damn, Sensei sounds so incredibly done. There are sniggers throughout the classroom. They only increase as Izuku pouts, hooking his chin over the man's shoulder, clever fingers delving into the capture weapon to pull out a juice pack. He sucks half of it up in about half a second, then nudges the straw at his Dad's face until the hero gives in and drinks the rest of it even faster. Kami, they really are father and son.
"Thanks Dad. Hey, you teaching? Soooooorry! Ooh, look, look, it's Toshi and Shou!" And then the greenette is off again, wriggling easily out of the man's grasp and bounding across the classroom towards his two best friends, grin wide for all that his pace is unsteady. Is he drunk...?
"For crying out loud - Izuku, either settle down at your desk, or go back to Recovery Girl. You know she had to give you the stronger painkillers this time, you're clearly half-high on them."
"But Daaaaaad," Izuku whines, that adorable pout back in full force, even as the teen is carding his hands through two-tone hair, then begins to twist a few little braids into it, muttering something about 'why isn't it turning pink? I'm mixing red and white...'. Shinsou snorts loudly, hearing that. Aizawa only sighs.
"But what? You're disturbing the lesson."
"Aw, I thought you loved me? Do you not love me anymore?"
And dammit the brat is actually getting teary-eyed, and every single member of the class, Bakugou and Kouda included, is glaring at their teacher.
"I said until I die kid; I meant it. Now come on, Todoroki can take you to Recovery Girl, and you can take a nap." His tone is stern, hand already in his capture weapon. Izuku, however, is suitably unimpressed by that, or perhaps blessedly unaware,
"Nooo, that's no fun!"
"It's logical."
"A logical ruse?" comes the hopeful question. As though Aizawa wouldn't be encouraging sleep at every available moment.
"Kid, Recovery Girl."
Speak of the devil and he shall come - or in this case the saint - a distinctly unimpressed Recovery Girl strides into the room, cane waving rather menacingly before she takes in the sight before her and huffs out a long-suffering breath.
“He’s high on painkillers.” Her mild comment is deceptive.
“You don’t say,” Aizawa mutters, bitter as a curse. But then Izuku stops playing with Todoroki’s hair, apparently bored already, and is on the move again. Yet he’s not headed to the door or even the vent cover in the ceiling- Fuck. Aizawa grunts, leaping forwards, capture weapon reaching ahead but he’s too late and Izuku has already rattled the window open and thrown himself out. Of course, he easily catches himself on a tree halfway down, swinging from a few branches to slow his momentum, until he hits the ground running - literally - and darts off in a blur of black and green.
“Bloody problem child. Chiyo-san, Midnight's here somewhere, get her to cover their revision,” he calls over his shoulder as he follows in his son's figurative footsteps and leaps easily out of the window, one curl of his capture weapon closing the exit behind him.
He has an idiot kid to retrieve.
'Cause my brain wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it, have a snapshot of what would happen if Aizawa got injured on patrol and was in the infirmary on some strong painkillers the next day. (Izuku refused to leave him and is in there with him, but poor baby is tired, so Aizawa may or may not have had the opportunity to escape and access a printer...)
Halfway through one of Mic's enthusiastic English lectures, the door to 1-A's classroom slides open to admit a stumbling Aizawa-sensei.
"Zasssshi, look'it, look'it, 's my kid! M'son!" he rasps out, shoving some papers in the blond's face. To his credit, Hizashi only blinks once, smirks, and backs up a step to properly look at the papers.
Which are all printed out photos. Of Izuku. Izuku with the cats, Kidilante on his Dad's back, Izuku in a stolen Eraserhead jumpsuit, Izuku sleeping curled up against the man's shoulder... Just Izuku being Aizawa's son. And here Aizawa is, having apparently printed them all off somehow, and he is now determinedly making the Voice hero examine each and every one.
"They're rockin' photos Shouta, you know I think baby broccoli's adorable, but don't you think you should go back to the infirmary?" the blond tries.
"But... But then I can' show you m'kid!" And the underground hero is, genuinely, pouting at his friend, although the expression is quite... odd, when combined with the eyebags and stubble.
"Still Shouta-" For once in his life, Hizashi tries to be the voice of reason and so, of course, Aizawa is the one who decides that he should utterly abandon logic.
Spinning on his heel, nearly falling, but catching himself with something resembling his usual grace, the class' homeroom teacher offers them all a Cheshire smile that's slightly softer and more lopsided than usual, then fans out the pieces of paper, only a few hidden behind others.
"My kid!" He crows, gleeful.
By now, most of the students are laughing, and several have stood up to come and get a proper look at the A4 sheets being proudly flaunted by the man. Little groups spring up as they take the pictures and coo over them, chattering to each other about the adorableness, the sweetness, the sheer fluffy goodness of Izuku with cats and so on, Aizawa standing over them all with folded arms and an approving nod, apparently feeling very validated over forcing others to acknowledge that his son is the best thing on this planet or so help him... Hitoshi and Shouto are running damage control, having quickly swooped in to claim any pictures they can spot of Izuku in his vigilante get-up, or what they assume it to be, which is luckily only three, but still. They're busy fending off Mina when the classroom door slams open.
"Dad-! Oh, thank fuck. You, hobo shithead, are meant to be in your fucking bed, not wandering off! And what- Oh holy shit, you did not, you are literally a child on pain meds, Dadzawa, why didn't I handcuff you in there when I had the chance, fucking hell, everyone-"
"Kid!" And then Izuku is staggering under the full weight of his Dad who has draped himself over his son from behind, clutching him close and burying his face in green curls, the man's longer hair practically a wig for the teen as Aizawa rocks them both slightly from side to side. Izuku almost smiles.
"For fuck's sake- right. All of you, give those to me right now. Every single one." Nobody even hesitates to obey Izuku because right now, he is terrifying, eyes positively glowing, a snarl on his face, arms folded menacingly. His short stature, cute face and currently-being-cuddled-to-death status affect nothing about that. If anything, they make him more intimidating. Because somebody that adorable should not be able to sound so deadly.
And so, within approximately a minute and a half of entering the room, Izuku has been handed back all of the photos, including those from Shouto and Hitoshi, has sent an exasperated frown to Hizashi with a,
"Can you believe this idiot, Auntie Zashi?" thrown over his shoulder, which may or may not cause another outcry from the class, and then he leaves, towing his Dad along easily.
Honestly, the hero seems to be just as happy to actually be with his son as he was to be shoving pictures of him in people's faces.
Notes:
Sometimes Izuku is the only one who can corral his Dad, fight me.
And the class 100% filmed like half of it, and it's both blackmail and a meme now. Many memes, actually.Oh, and does this count as teasing you guys? Probably. Do I regret it? Not really. Am I sorry all the same? Yes.
Okay, this chapter *was* originally meant to be the vigilante reveal scene, but before I finished writing it, I started writing another bit later on and fell in love with that so that one's staying around and this one was put in a slightly different direction... Sorry!ALSO GUYS - IF YOU HAVE AN OPINION on who you want Izuku to fight with and against for the final exam, lemme know over the next few chapters, 'cause it's coming up quick and I don't know who's going up against who yet :D
Hugs and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 35: XXXII - The Terrifying Trio
Summary:
Izuku has friends. Simple as that - or actually, maybe not.
And one of the terrifying trio ends up pretty terrified himself...
Notes:
I wrote the second half of this... Kami, probably like five or so months ago? It's been so hard not telling you guys about one of the things you've been most eagerly waiting for, but it's finally here! Or, well, the beginning of it is ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day, Aizawa smirks at Izuku as the brat laces up his black high-tops in the genkan, and passes along an extra knife. And then a second. Sue him, letting the kid leave by himself has the pro's instincts screaming because his son gets hurt way too often; even knowing that Izuku probably has around twelve blades on him right now isn't enough to still his furious heart. Yet he refuses to ruin his kid's afternoon with his worries. Well, not beyond reason.
"You got your GPS on?"
"Yes Dadzawa," Izuku replies, clearly resisting the urge to roll his eyes because he knows exactly why the man is worrying, and they both know better than to call each other out on it.
"Right. Have fun and all that shit," the underground hero grumbles. Izuku beams, scrambling to his feet, and leans into the hair ruffle that Aizawa offers. Then, unable to help himself, the man simply pulls Izuku's head against his chest, hand still buried in green curls, and drops the briefest of kisses into them.
"I'll be home for dinner." The words are muffled in Aizawa's jumper, that may or may not feature several bright purple cats, but he hears his kid and appreciates it all the same.
"Right. Send pictures of the cats."
"Will do Dad," Izuku reassures, reaching up to pat at the man's cheek before he flies out the door. He's got friends to meet after all.
The staff at this cat café are more than familiar with Izuku, Hitoshi and Shouto by now. So are the cats. Hence, upon paying for two hours, Izuku immediately being swarmed by several familiar furballs. Giggling, the teen crouches down, encourages a solid five of them to drape themselves over his shoulders, curling up in his hood and hair, and then carefully stands back up, glancing through the room to see Hitoshi and Shouto staring at him, phones raised as they flush and smile at him. Izuku blushes at their attention in turn,
"You two!" He admonishes, rather too embarrassed to sound particularly threatening.
"Yes, green bean?" Hitoshi asks, sly as a fox, ending whatever recording he was taking with a flourish. Shouto, far less flamboyant about it, also tucks his phone away, after fiddling for a moment or two. Neither of them seem inclined to apologise though.
"Mrk," Izuku gets out, unintelligible as he pads over to them and carefully crouches, then settles down properly, pout fading into a smile as his friends' legs shift to press either side of his thighs and yet more cats gather in the cradle of his crossed legs. They've got an hour until any more of their friends arrive, having deliberately scheduled things so they'd have some time together first.
And they intend to make the most of it.
Ultimately, they spend the hour quietly, content in the company of each other and the two dozen cats that have migrated to them. They don't talk a lot, quite happy just being. The lead-up to their exams is intense to say the least, so being able to cuddle some cats, legs pressed together, in the quiet warmth of their café is an opportunity too wonderful to be missed, ignoring their responsibilities for a while, recharging. It's wonderful.
It can't last forever though and, at exactly three o'clock, the café door opens to admit Iida, who is talking and chopping his arms at Yaomomo, presumably having caught the same train from the wealthier parts of town. The pair spot the three of their friends already surrounded by cats and wave, but have to go and pay first, soon coming over to join them. Fortunately, Iida is quick to tone down his arm chopping, though judging by the twitching of his fingers it's no easy task, and the new arrivals settle down, smiling perhaps a little indulgently at Izuku getting up to wriggle in between Hitoshi and Shouto, despite there being plenty of space for all of them. It's cute.
"Good afternoon! I trust you have all been well since yesterday, yourself very much included Izuku-kun! That head wound looked quite unpleasant, although we couldn't hear Sensei talking to you over the general hubbub." Already there is a tuxedo - Bow - circling on Iida's lap as he's sat in seiza, and both a ginger tabby - Zest - and a black cat - Kiki- draping themselves against Yaoyorozu, undisturbed by the still slightly-loud tone.
"I'm fine n-now thanks. W-wonders of Recovery G-girl."
"Ah, but of course!"
"We're glad," Yaomomo adds, tone and smile soft, and Izuku beams at her. The girl is intelligent and kind, very properly spoken, and her calm demeanour is always a good balance to Iida's enthusiastic energy. Izuku appreciates it. Appreciates them. Friends are still such a foreign thing sometimes, novel, and it has certainly been an adjustment for him. Not an unpleasant one though. Just... different.
Their dynamic isn't anything like what he's had with Tsuka, Dadzawa and other officers like Sansa that know him well; his class-friends are built up on shared school experiences, mainly good, some bad, on idle chatter and lunchtimes. It isn't based on protectiveness and banter, late nights and snack breaks on rooftops under starlight, bloodshed and fighting hard to trust each other like they do now. And okay, maybe these friendships don't mean quite as much as what he has with Dadzawa, but they mean a hell of a lot all the same, and Izuku wouldn't trade them for the world, particularly not Toshi and Shou... Huh, he really wouldn't.
That thought has Izuku burrowing even further into Shou and Toshi's sides, clutching their arms close, uncaring that they can't pet the cats with said arms because they're his now, thank you very much.
The five fall into the unsurprising conversation topic of revision and what they're having problems with, waving at Uraraka and Tsuyu when they arrive only a minute or two later. And apparently find their bills for the hour already paid.
"Yaomomo, Iida, you didn't need to do that!" The brunette scolds, although she's sporting a flush that seems as pleased as it is embarrassed.
"But Uraraka, we wanted to. It's no trouble, really; consider it thanks for giving me that ginger chapstick the other day."
"Yaomomo, a chapstick is hardly the same as an hour at a cat café," Uraraka points out, firm but a tad pouty.
"Perhaps. Perhaps not." And the whole group has to laugh at that, or at least smile, so Uraraka relents, and Tsuyu offers a short thank you herself, her usual kero punctuating the words.
With that, they're all settled in for an hour of relaxation together. They manage to pull the conversation from revision to a more de-stressing discussion of pop culture and then, of course, cats. Yaomomo, Shouto and Izuku get an education in films, music groups and various TV shows or comics, all things they'd missed out on for various reasons. But then Izuku turns the tables, Hitoshi as his back-up, with a wealth of meme and vines knowledge, Iida chipping in occasionally thanks to his brother's influence, apparently. That unexpected knowledge at least elicits some extra laughter. Eventually though, they come back round to cats, the trio detailing various escapades and antics of the café cats, able to point out and name all of them, and by the time they've told the others about that one time that Orange Peel had sat on Hitoshi's face for a solid twenty minutes and refused to get off, their hour is up and there are trains to catch, with smiles and promises of seeing each other at school tomorrow.
Later that evening, with Aizawa dragging odds and ends out of the fridge for dinner ingredients whilst Izuku is sat on the sofa, a quizzing app open on his laptop, the man asks,
"You feeling alright with everything so far kiddo? UA's exam season is an intense one, no matter how intelligent you are, and it's coming up quick now."
"Oh thanks for that choice of wording Dadzawa." And yeh, okay, Aizawa has to wince at that, because he probably could have phrased it with less sense of impending doom. But he'd meant what he said.
"Humour me all the same?" Izuku huffs quietly in immediate reply, leaning his head over the back of the sofa to stare deadpan at the man,
"'S alright, I think. I pretty much know it all, it's just technique and shit now."
"Good to hear kid," Aizawa offers, snorting at the middle finger that gets flashed at him.
The man won't say it out loud at risk of sounding like a sap, but this kind of domesticity, snarky or not, has his chest warmed right through, the contentment seeping right down to his aching bones. The pro has wanted to have his Kidilante as part of his daily life, a part of his home, for years, and to be enjoying such simple familial interactions - no blood, no villains, no other students - is a true kind of happiness that Aizawa never thought he'd get to experience. He's glad he can now.
The following Tuesday lunchtime, with rain pouring outside, sees Hitoshi and Shouto settling down in an abandoned classroom, waiting for Izuku to join them.
And so of course it's natural for their conversation to turn to their cryptid cinnamon roll. Yet only a minute or two in, Hitoshi freezes in place, hands stilling mid-gesticulation. Then he bursts to his feet, leaning towards his heterochromatic friend,
"Holy shit Shouto, we both love him, don't we? Like really love him. This isn't some random crush or anything: we love him." Hitoshi's eyes widen with every repetition of his own words, hands trembling in something like anticipation and nervous joy.
"Of course. And each other too." For once the other boy doesn't sound sombre and serious, although he is still sincere and blunt. Best of all, Hitoshi knows that he's right. They do love each other, and they both love Izuku.
They fucking love each other!
High on the burning warmth that's surging through his chest, Hitoshi can't help but lean forward, inching closer every half-moment, until he's breathing the same air as Shouto, staring into those beautiful eyes, only ever this bright for him and Izuku.
"Can I...?" he lets himself trail off as Shouto's stunning eyes flutter closed and they're meeting in the middle, lips brushing like butterflies' wings, then becoming more firm, more insistent, as they lean further into each other and relish in the shared sensation. The shared lov-
A loud thud shocks them apart, both whipping to face the noise. Stood in the now-open doorway is Izuku, bag fallen to the floor. And they would be utterly delighted to see him, but that's impossible with the look on the greenette's face. Izuku looks distraught. Destroyed. His teary eyes are perhaps the most vulnerable they've ever seen, outside of when Aizawa-sensei got so awfully hurt by the Nomu. And there's something about his slack expression and tremulous limbs that just scream heartbreak. The very sight makes their own hearts shatter inside their chests, so bright and full only seconds ago.
"Green bea-" Hitoshi starts, but before he or Shouto can move, Izuku is gone. And they are left staring at any empty doorway. What have they done?
Izuku is running and running and all he knows is that he hurts, he hurts so badly and nothing can fix this splintering and spalling of his heart and soul. But even if he can't fix it, his Dadzawa will keep him safe. Surely he will. He always has before.
So Izuku's running and he's hurting and he needs his Dad so, so badly. Then he sees a flash of black and the trailing end of something white and scarf-like, and Izuku is dashing around the corner and throwing himself at his Dad, limpeting on with a desperation he hasn't had in weeks, not since the night of Stain, burying his burning face and already-pouring tears in the rough, familiar fabric of the capture weapon, too wrapped up in his pain to even register how the pro hero staggers under his sudden weight, frantic hands coming to hold him and stroke through his hair, an urgent, reassuring voice attempting to coax him out of his sobs and into coherency. But Izuku isn't listening. He can only cling to his Dad and cry his broken heart out.
Toshi and Shou are together. They won't want or need him. He should have known he had been too greedy, too fortunate. Who was he, stupid, worthless Deku, to think he deserved friends and possibly more? Let alone two of them? And people who might love him back? Kami, he'd been so fucking blind. He should have known and now they're going to leave him and he'll be alone again and it hurts. Why didn't-
Aizawa is freaking the fuck out, and that is an understatement. He'd been walking through the school corridors, just debating where he could next take a nap, his sleeping bag in his arms, when there was the sound of running feet. Continuing to head to the faculty office, he had made sure to be towards the side of the corridor. He didn't want to get mown down by some idiot stude- But then he nearly falls, dropping his sleeping bag, as a body throws itself at his back and clings. The fu- Oh, it's his kid. No worries.
Except, fully registering his kid's presence, there's the realisation that the back of his neck is already wet and he can both hear and feel sobs wracking through his kid's body. Holy shit-
"Kid, the fuck? Kiddo, I need you to try and talk to me, are you okay? Izuku, what can I do? I need you to breathe for me. Kid- Kid! Come on Izuku, try and calm down some, what is it? Are you hurt? Kiddo, breathe, please, you're scaring the shit out of me- Brat, come on-" He keeps on talking, reaching back awkwardly to try and soothe him, unable to stop, even as the teen doesn't seem to react. If anything, he seems to be sobbing harder by the second and the way that his chest is heaving against Aizawa's back is all too similar to a panic attack.
Unsure quite where to go from here, Aizawa comes to the conclusion that, well, he's got to do something, so he sets off at a light jog towards the faculty room, not even bothering to try and lean down and pick up his sleeping bag. He can send Nemuri to get it later. Or Hizashi. Whatever. Someone. Right now he needs to get his kid off his back - literally, that is - and in a position to actually be able to talk him down from whatever shit is happening right now.
At his quicker pace, it only takes a minute to reach the faculty room and he bursts in, hurrying over to his usual sofa, already speaking,
"Zashi, help me get the kid off so I can actually help him. Everyone else, either shut the fuck up or get the fuck out. Nemuri, my sleeping bag is somewhere near the tech rooms - fetch it."
Nobody questions his orders - most heroes, in a sudden situation, know better than to waste time hesitating or doubting each other - and the room is instantly nigh-on silent. Well, except from Izuku's continued heart-rending sobs, quiet as they are, muffled further in his capture scarf.
"Hizashi, transfer my capture weapon to his neck first, it should help." The blond does so, looking close to his own tears at the sound of the utterly distraught teenager, even as takes the front of the scarf and lifts it over the duos' heads, settling it carefully around the problem child's shoulders. Everyone else watches on, silent. It would be impossible to look away from Dadzawa and his incredibly upset child. From any child so visibly and audibly hurting.
"What else can I...?" Aizawa shoots a 'wait' look at his best friend, and turns his head as far round as he can, hefting his kid up a little, hands under his legs, trying to loosen his death grip some,
"Hey kiddo, reckon you could let go for a second? I could do with being able to see you, you know? You'll just have to deal with my ugly mug, I'm afraid." But even the snark that would initially elicit a snort-laugh, no matter how upset his brat is, doesn't seem to be working. Kami, what can he do? Perhaps being stern...?
"Izuku - get off." And fuck, he should have known better than to try the strict approach, because the kid lets out a single wail, possibly the loudest he's ever been outside of a nightmare or fight, and only sobs harder.
"Hush kiddo, I'm sorry brat - you know it's fine, we're fine, I promise. I just wanna see you. Come on Izuku, please." If Aizawa hadn't been hyper-focused on his kid, he would have taken offence at the various incredulous glances exchanged between his colleagues for his pleading tone. But as it is, he's too busy panicking over the teenager's panic. What a fucking pair they make.
"Zashi, we're gonna have to pry him off. Just- fucking hell- just try not to hurt him. I don't think he's injured, but-" he cuts himself off before he can sound too upset himself, gesturing hopelessly. For once, the taller hero doesn't protest his own capabilities, simply nodding before reaching for Izuku and starting to grapple with the teenager.
"Just get him on my front, at least then I'll be able to fucking hold-" Aizawa interrupts himself pre-emptively again, doing his best to loosen his kid's arms from around his neck, to make it easier for Hizashi to twist the brat around his body. It takes long enough that Nemuri has returned, silently depositing his sleeping bag on the arm of the sofa that they're still stood next to before retreating a few metres, watching with intelligent eyes. The moment her friend gives the signal, she'll knock the kid out. Because, judging by his ever-rapid breathing, he's quickly working up into panic attack territory.
But then, finally, they manage to work Izuku around, still limpeted onto Aizawa, but this time to his front, and there's no hesitation before the pro is wrapping firm arms around the teenager, pressing him just as close as the kid is clinging, relieved to be able to murmur directly into his ear and card a hand through his hair. And so, even as he sinks backwards into the sofa, glad to finally sit down, he is talking the kid through it, allowing his hair to envelop them both in a curtain of protective darkness,
"Hey Izuku, can you feel me breathing against you? I'm right here, with you, and we're both safe. So I want you to try and match my breathing, can you do that? Please kiddo, you need to do this. I'm here, breathe with me, that's it, come on-" Aizawa loses all track of time and the people around him as he slowly, oh so slowly, works his kid down from the sobs and semi-panic attack, into something still clearly distressed, but at least partially coherent.
"There you go, good job brat. Had me shitting myself for a hot minute there." And finally, the snark prompts Izuku to peek up from where his face is still buried in the capture weapon, bloodshot green eyes still filmy and half-uncomprehending, tear tracks smeared across red cheeks and pale scars. His freckles almost blend into the darker skin tone.
"Hey there kid. Fancy seeing you here." And there's something then, close to amusement but too tired and melancholy to quite count. Resisting the urge to sigh, Aizawa bumps his chin against the brat's forehead affectionately. His hands are still pre-occupied with practically cradling the teen after all.
"So what happened kiddo? You can sign it if it's easier." But the problem child only shakes his head, hiding back away in the capture weapon.
"Okay. It can wait. But you're definitely not injured, right?" He receives no reply,
"Right?" And thank Kami, Izuku shakes his head again. Aizawa could not deal with physical injuries on top of whatever the emotional wounds are right now.
"Well, that's a start. Want to stay here for a bit?" Izuku, yet again, resorts to simply nodding. Well, it's better than being unresponsive, so Aizawa will take it. Doesn't stop him worrying though.
Speaking of worrying, the rest of the staff in the room are still watching on as Aizawa sags back into the sofa cushions completely, giving the room a once-over. He wants to snarl and snap at them for staring, but it's only natural given the weird-as-fuck circumstances. Not to mention that it would probably both alarm and embarrass Izuku, and he's not having that. So instead, he makes do with glaring viciously over the top of his kid's head, until all bar his own two best friends look away and busy themselves. In contrast, Hizashi and Nemuri just stand a couple of metres back and meet his gaze unflinchingly.
After a few seconds, Zashi starts to sign,
'Do you want us to get either of you anything? Or anyone?' Knowing who Hizashi is referring to, Aizawa simply shakes his head. No need to overcomplicate things with two extra teenagers, particularly when classes start back up in- fuck, in ten minutes. He's meant to be teaching his hell class Hero Ethics and Laws. Well shit. Nedzu will just have to cover for him.
Seeing his annoyed gaze, now focused on the clock, Zashi returns to signing,
'You've got a class - his?' When Aizawa nods slightly, he goes on,
'Do you want All Mig-' He's already glaring viciously, so the blond changes tact,
'-Nedzu to cover it?' This time receiving an affirmative response, Hizashi leaves to organise just that. Nemuri takes over now,
'Are the lesson plans on your desk? Okay, that's easy. Anything else Nedzu will need to know?' Aizawa lifts a sceptical eyebrow, looking definitively down at the still-shaking mass of problem child in his lap.
'Well obviously Shouta - we weren't not going to tell him about the baby broccoli. Other than that?' When he shakes his head at her, she nods, eyes unusually soft and worried, before offering him a grin and flouncing away to grab the papers from his desk and follow after Hizashi. Well, at least that was the rest of the class sorted. Now he just had to look after his personal brat.
What the fuck had happened to his kid?
Notes:
You guys ready to kill me yet???? I know I warned a few of you that Todoshindeku wouldn't be an easy ride, but were you expecting this? Lemme know - I crave validation and screams, okay? As I've said in the discord, I breathe in chaos and breathe out unadultered fuckery, so your screams fuel me! (❁´◡`❁)
And to think this chapter started off so light and fluffy too... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Also, Dadzawa, I'm so sorry to have worried you like this love! Your kid'll get through it, just you wait and see!
Love to you all! Ota, xxx.
PS: Please keep on sending your thoughts on possible final exams! I had a few ideas, and they've changed and adapted with you guys' comments so I have a fairly decent (I think!) plan in the works, but more input may change those again, so... ;)
PPS: Izu totally has this shirt now - thanks Hannah!
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Chapter 36: XXXIII - The Terrifying Trio, Less One
Summary:
We see the immediate aftermath of the misunderstanding.
Notes:
This isn't going to be a quick fix I'm afraid. But Dadzawa's here to bring Izuku through it.
Also, I was *not* meant to post again this quickly, but I just decided 'fuck it', finished up the chapter, replied to as many comments as I could and posted this. Enjoy guys!
PS: thing edited at midnight aren't the best-edited, so forgive me any errors :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Can I...?" Hitoshi lets himself trail off as Shouto's stunning eyes flutter closed and they're meeting in the middle, lips brushing like butterflies' wings, then becoming more firm, more insistent, as they lean further into each other and relish in the shared sensation. The shared lov-
A loud thud shocks them apart, both whipping to face the noise. Stood in the now-open doorway is Izuku, bag fallen to the floor. And they would be utterly delighted to see him, but that's impossible with the look on the greenette's face. Izuku looks distraught. Destroyed. His teary eyes are perhaps the most vulnerable they've ever seen, outside of when Aizawa-sensei got so awfully hurt by the Nomu. And there's something about his slack expression and tremulous limbs that just scream heartbreak. The very sight makes their own hearts shatter inside their chests, so bright and full only seconds ago.
"Green bea-" Hitoshi starts, but before he or Shouto can move, Izuku is gone. And they are left staring at any empty doorway. What have they done?
In their shock, they stand there for far too long. But then Shouto whimpers, quiet and pained, and Hitoshi reaches to grab his hand, squeezing for a moment before pulling him up.
"We've gotta go after him Peppermint. We- he-" Now it's the heterochromatic boy's turn to be the calm one,
"Breathe, Hito. He'll probably have gone to Sensei, or if not then Sensei will know where to find him. We can apologise, explain." Hitoshi pauses, takes a deep breath and squeezes Shouto's hand,
"Yeh- Yeh, no, okay, let's go to the staff room."
And with that, they're off. They grab their bags and Izuku's, left at the door, and run, still hand in hand, towards the faculty room. Surely, if they can just get to Izuku, then they can explain. They can tell him that they love him, love each other, and reassure him that he doesn't need to look so sad, so heartbroken, that they're both here for him, no matter what. Now if only they could find him.
A few corridors along, they instead come across Midnight picking up Aizawa-sensei's sleeping bag from the floor and shaking it out. They wouldn't pause, wouldn't stop, but she turns to them, sees Izuku's bag in their hands, and they know to stop running.
"What are you boys up to?"
"I- We- Midnight-sensei, Izuku-"
"Sensei, we messed up. We need to explain to Izu that we love him too." And that bluntness has Hitoshi blushing, but he nods along all the same.
Midnight, unlike her usual self, doesn't grin or leer at them, clutching Aizawa's sleeping bag closer to her chest with the slightest of frowns.
"...Baby broccoli is with Shouta right now. And as much as I want to shove you two in there, he's going to need some time to calm down first. I don't know if ba- Izuku will be in for last period, but probably not," she pauses again here, takes in their blatant upset,
"I'm sure you didn't mean to hurt him, but the bottom line is, you have. Izuku's going to need some time first, alright? I'll talk to Shouta after school, let him know that it was unintentional and that you'll want to explain things to Izuku yourselves, once he's calm again. But for now, go to class, alright? Izuku will need notes for what he's missed."
And despite their reluctance, their worry, that last line clinches it. Unintentional or not, they've hurt their third, and right now, he probably needs his Dad more than he needs them, at least if he's panicking. It's an unpleasant thought, an awful thought, but there's not much they can do about it right now.
So, they'll go to class. They'll sit there and they'll worry themselves stupid, but for Izuku's sake they'll take notes and give him time. Midnight has promised them that she'll talk to Aizawa-sensei, so hopefully he'll give them a chance to explain.
Kami knows what they'll do if he won't...
Once all of the other teachers have left for their lessons and any without them have made themselves scarce anyway, Izuku eventually surfaces from the capture weapon and speaks with a hoarse voice,
"...Dad?"
"Mm?"
"I... I think I like someone."
"Okay?" Aizawa replies, surprised at the seemingly random statement, then realises that he probably sounded a bit too hesitant and goes on,
"That's fine kiddo. You can tell me more if you want to, but you don't have to."
"What if... even if it's more than one person?" Whelp, if he didn't already have an inkling as to who it might be, he certainly did now.
"Kid, that's still fine. Polyamory's a thing, if that's what you're after, and regardless, they're your feelings. That makes them valid."
"But it's wrong, isn't it? And they wouldn't like someone like me anyway, even if they didn't already have each other. And then the whole class will hate me, just like it's always been, and I'll be alone again! They'll hate me Dad!"
"Izuku..." Aizawa pauses to gather his thoughts because fuck, if that wasn't heart-breaking to hear his kid say.
"Listen to me kiddo," he presses on, bringing his hand up to gently tilt Izuku's face back until Aizawa can look at him properly, meet his teary gaze and allow his conviction, his care, to bleed through the eye contact, seeping in between them, stroking his thumb comfortingly back and forth over a scarred cheekbone,
"You are a kind, strong, beautiful kid. There is no 'someone like you' and, no, you're not perfect, but holy shit kid you come pretty damn close, do you hear me? These people you like are bound to see that. If they don't, it's their loss and it will hurt, but that hurt will fade with time, with new people. I'm not saying you're wrong to like them either way, because I suspect that they already like you very much, if this is who I'm expecting, but I am saying that whilst it might not be fun, it might not be bad either. And whether or not they like you back, that absolutely would not be your fault, or your lack of something, understood? It will simply be that their feelings don't line up with your own. You are worth every bit as much as anyone else - well, more in my opinion but I suppose I'm biased - and you are just as likeable, okay kiddo?"
And fuck, he had rambled, hadn't he? Did that even make sense? But he hadn't lied - he had sincerely meant every word with every fibre of his being because his kid practically was perfect, okay? Fight him.
"B-but Dad..."
"But what kiddo?" he prompts, keeping his voice soft. He wants to dismiss it, because there are no 'but's in his mind, yet there clearly are in the kid's head, so he should probably deal with them rather than brush them off.
"I'm... I'm just me. I'm scarred, my hair's horrific, I'm useless, I'm quirkless, I can barely speak, I always look like a zombie, I'm pathetically traumatised. I'm just me," he reiterates and by Kami Aizawa doesn't know how to feel. He knows Izuku has self-esteem issues, he knows that his kid has a painfully low opinion of himself that's only recently begun to improve, but hearing it all laid out like this, spoken from his son's own mouth... It does things in his chest that are far worse than being stabbed.
"Izuku, kiddo- please, please listen to me when I say this - none of that is your fault, and not all of it is true to begin with. You are you and it is you that I love, that I spent years wanting to adopt." He pauses for a fraction of a moment, confirming that Izuku is listening, taking in his truths,
"It's you who is Quirkless and yet so fucking strong, despite outsider's expectations. It's you who has saved hundreds of lives from hundreds, thousands, of crimes. You have scars that show you suffered, yet are still here fighting. You have eyebags and messy hair and trauma because you have lived. You have top grades, friends that adore you, a promising career path, a pseudo-family in your class and teachers, you have me. Got it? And no matter what happens kiddo, no matter who you love or who loves you, no matter if you have scars or trauma or no quirk, you will always have me. I'm your Dad now. I will be here until I die, and I will do whatever I can to stop that from happening for as long as possible, just so I can stay by your side, give you a home to come back to, do you understand kid? You are worth so much to so many people Izuku, and you may forget that, but I won't. None of us will. I love you. We all love you. Okay kiddo?" And fuck, his voice broke on that, but he can't help it as he buries his face in Izuku's curls, holding him closer again, ignoring the burn of his eyes as he cries onto his kid's head.
Having dry eyes normally physically stops him crying, but at other times... Sometimes it's just too much.
For a long while, they huddle together on that sofa, silent but for the occasional hitched breath. The greenette has his face firmly buried in the crook of Aizawa's neck, the skin there sticky with drying salt, the capture weapon around Izuku's shoulders and being clutched in one hand whilst the other hand, trembling, is twisted into his Dad's top. Aizawa, for his part, is still resting his cheek on top of his kid's head and his neck is going to hate him later, but fuck it. Meanwhile, one arm is cradling the teen close, keeping them plastered together, the other hand is soothing slow circles across Izuku's upper back, carefully timing the movement with his own inhales and exhales, maintaining a steady rhythm that surrounds the kid to keep him firmly away from panic attack territory. That was the last thing they needed.
And, just as Izuku's breathing is slowing into sleep, Aizawa murmurs once again,
"Love you kiddo," and is glad to feel the beginnings of a drowsy smile stretching against his collarbone.
A while later, after the final bell for the day has rung out, several of the teachers turn back up, all peering cautiously around the door before entering on quiet feet, taking in the softly-snoring greenette curled up against his half-dozing Dad and deeming it safe. Nemuri turns up pretty quickly and, standing a few metres away, waves her phone at Aizawa until he looks up, fully awake. Getting the idea, but wondering why on earth she isn't just signing whatever it is, Aizawa manages to repurpose one hand for digging his phone out, making sure any vibration or sound alerts are turned off, then gestures with it impatiently. Honestly, sign is so much easier...
When the initial texts come through, Aizawa is abruptly very glad Nemuri decided to message him rather than sign. Most heroes understand at least rudimentary JSL, the rest of the faculty included, and his kid's private matters are not something he would want them seeing. Reading. Hearing? Whatever. And- fuck, fuck, fuck, he should have known something like this would happen...
Anti-NoonMadness: [Before you flip, let me explain the whole thing - that I'm aware of at least, alright Shou?]
: [Baby Broccoli's friends - Todoroki and Shinsou that is - did something. Made a mistake. Reading between the lines, sounds like they confessed to each other before Izuku got there, and Baby walked in on them, misunderstood, and ran to you. They told me they 'need to tell him they love him too', so Baby's not getting rejected or left out, it was just bad timing.]
: [You'd better not kill them for it Shouta.]
: [It wasn't their fault. Or at least not their intention. They're all only kids, no matter what they might have gone through.]
: [They're going to mess up.]
For a long few minutes, Aizawa has to gradually push down his incandescent fury, letting the heat in his chest spread and dissipate until he can think past it. See through it.
Quirk? Sleep? Whomsts?: [I know. I'm pissed but I know.]
: [Fuck, I knew something was bound to go wrong sooner or later. I should've talked to him.]
: [He didn't know polyamory was a thing Nem.]
: [He thought he was wrong or broken or something for it. That they'd hate him.]
: [I know that shit and it hurts. I let my kid believe that.]
Anti-NoonMadness: [No!]
: [Shou, shut the fuck up. That isn't your fault. How were you to know?]
Quirk? Sleep? Whomsts?: [He's my son Nem.]
Anti-NoonMadness: [That doesn't suddenly make you aware of everything he's ever learnt or come across, idiot.]
: [Just worry about making sure that he knows *now*.]
Aizawa pauses, taking that in, seeing the logic in it, and tries to engrave it into his brain. Feeling guilty won't help Izuku, nor himself, which therefore makes it pointless. Kami, why are emotions so fucking illogical? It's a pain.
Quirk? Sleep? Whomsts?: [I guess.]
: [Thanks Nem. And for bringing his bag.]
Anti-NoonMadness: [Course Shou. Look after the Baby for us.]
: [If he needs any non-Dad advice, he can message or ring me. Same with Zashi, I bet.]
Quirk? Sleep? Whomsts?: [Right. Thanks again.]
Nemuri only grins at him, blows a kiss, and flounces off to her desk, dropping Izuku's bag off at Aizawa's station on the way.
They don't get home until quite late that night, having waited to leave until Izuku woke up naturally, and they grab a takeaway meal en route, Aizawa definitely not interested in cooking tonight. Izuku, unfortunately, is still quiet and Aizawa is torn. On one hand, he could just tell his kid not to worry, explain what Nemuri told him and doing so would be so very easy, knowing that he would be shortening his son's pain. But, it isn't really his place, surely? Izuku needs to talk to them himself, to be comfortable enough again that he feels ready and able to do so on his own terms. And yet in turn, would not telling him be a breach of Izuku's trust?
Kami, it would almost be better not to know.
Well, that's inaccurate too, he chides himself. It's better for Izuku that Aizawa knows about the situation as a whole, that he's in a position to best look out for his kid, even if it isn't as easy as not knowing would be. So, for now, he'll only talk about whatever Izuku brings up, and let the kid make his own decisions when he feels ready to make them. And in the meanwhile, he'll do what he can to comfort his son.
Of course, Aizawa hadn't been betting on a night full of bad dreams. Ones that have Izuku pacing, knives flickering through his fingers and the air until Aizawa physically drags him to the sofa, touch firm and insistent for all that the kid could have squirmed away if he'd truly wanted, and settles with Izuku tucked into his side, the cats draped around them and the TV on quietly, a documentary on whales, along with the cats' purring, offering the best background noise possible to keep Izuku calm and at least vaguely content.
It doesn't solve anything, not really, but it helps them both all the same. The physical comfort does wonders, unsurprisingly, and then the cats would occasionally do something funny, a blep-tongue or boop-paw or some funny sound, that would drag the tiniest of giggles from Izuku, and a responding soft expression from Aizawa.
But come morning, they're both still awake and quiet, exhausted. Izuku apologises at least five times even before their nutrient packet breakfast, Aizawa brushing all of them off. It's not like Izuku wanted to be distressed. And Aizawa certainly isn't going to judge or be angry over his son's emotions, let alone allow him to feel bad over said emotions, regardless of his own emotional... stuntedness, at times. Often. Well, pretty much whenever his kid isn't around. Or at least whenever there are people not his kid nearby... Regardless, Aizawa ruffles his hair, keeps him close and lets Izuku know that he never needs to apologise for having bad times or needing help, it's what the man is here for. He doesn't revel in it, but he certainly isn't going to not do it. It's his Kidilante after all.
"How you feeling about school today kiddo?"
"I-" Izuku pauses, falters, eyes darting up to meet the familiar darkness, warm and concerned,
'I guess. Exams start in less than two weeks, I don't really want to miss lessons.'
"Alright. Anything I can do for that?" Aizawa offers, voice low and soothing. If there's even the smallest thing he can do, there's nothing that's going to stop him.
'...I don't think so? I might hide in the vents? I- I don't want-' He cuts himself off, fisting his trembling hands into the hem of his slightly too-long blazer sleeves, and Aizawa instinctively reaches out to clasp them, firmly sliding his own fingers under the fabric to loosen the tension, circling his thumbs over the protrusions of bone on Izuku's wrists, hating how they're still that little bit skinnier than they should be.
"Izuku, kid, avoiding your problems rarely solves them." And before Izuku can even open his mouth, Aizawa pushes on,
"But, if you need time and space to sort through other problems, related or not, first, then that's important too, understood? I'm not saying you have to talk to them first thing today, not if that's pushing yourself too hard. But just keep in mind that you're going to need - and want - to talk to them sooner or later. That all make sense?"
And even though the kid scowls faintly, clearly unhappy, Izuku does nod. Even better, he leans into his Dad's chest when Aizawa gently tugs him forwards. The man can't have messed up too badly then.
It still sits uneasily in Aizawa's stomach when Izuku waits in the vents until the last moment of homeroom to enter 1-A's classroom, dropping lightly from the ceiling just as the bell rings out. He must have been able to hear the concern over his whereabouts from the other students, their discussion of the trauma of having Nedzu as a teacher for even a single period and 'Mido spends Englishes with him, right? How's he still sane?' along with the couple of questions aimed at Todoroki and Shinsou for the dark bags - or worse-than-usual in Shinsou's case - under their eyes that they brush off with as few words as possible. The class as a whole is tense. It's not a nice feeling at all, everyone able to sense that dynamics are off balance and that one missing member has left a glaring empty space.
Aizawa's bad feeling stays leaden and uncomfortable all day, a heavy whirling in his guts when lunchtime sees Izuku huddling in the faculty room, not even on their usual sofa but rather stealing his Dad's sleeping bag and curling up against his legs under the man's desk, hiding in the warm little space. Aizawa, after a few short replies, mainly a single-tap yes or double-tap no against his leg, gets the hint and leaves Izuku to it. If he keeps a hand settled atop green curls all the same, then only they're to know. And luckily for Izuku, a Week A Wednesday lunch-time feeds straight into Heroics which, today, is with Aizawa himself, so the kid can get changed ten minutes before anyone else, and promptly starts parkouring in the gym before his classmates even arrive. His Dad, scowling faintly, watches on with eagle eyes, trying to make sure his Problem Child isn't being too reckless or unaware, relieved to find that whilst Izuku is clearly using it as an outlet, it doesn't seem to be a negative one. Thank Kami.
However, by Thursday night, when Izuku has avoided not only Todoroki and Shinsou, but also all of his other friends, for two days straight, Aizawa takes the initiative again. At this rate, his kid will only be isolating himself, and that just won't do.
"Kiddo, I’m not trying to push you, but have you thought more about talking to them? You know them better than I do, but I can tell they’re still going to care about you Izuku, and the sooner the three of you talk through everything, the sooner you'll all be back in a good place, one way or another. They're feeling miserable too."
And Aizawa genuinely hadn't intended to guilt trip Izuku, but judging by the awful look on his kid's face, that's exactly what he's just done. Shit. Right, okay.
"Izuku, kiddo, wait a second. Let me rephrase that, alright? ...I'm not saying that you're making them sad, I'm saying that being apart from you and the fact that you're hurting is what's upsetting them. Does that make sense?" For all that it takes a long minute, Izuku nods slowly, eyes glossy again.
'I'll try and-' He stops himself, worries at his bottom lip for a moment, then offers his Dad the wobbliest of smiles,
"I- I guess I'll try s-speaking to th-them tomorrow?"
"Good on you kiddo."
With that settled, Aizawa shoves his capture weapon at his kid, then shoos him over to the sofa. They can eat dinner there, for a treat. Now he only has to hope that tomorrow will make things better. Not, Kami forbid, worse. He doesn't want to have to actually murder Shinsou and Todoroki after all, this time came close enough.
Notes:
Y'all better not hate on my best uncle Midnight for looking out for Izuku, kay? :) He needs time to settle down in himself before he'll be comfortable talking properly with our boys and she knew that.
Also, also, I think "no, you're not perfect, but holy shit kid you come pretty damn close" is probably my favourite Dadzawa line I've ever written because oof yes- soft Dadzawa hours are here and I'm thriving-
Anyways! Love and hugs to you all, Ota. Xxx
PS: When Dadzawa says "I know that shit" in reference to Izu feeling wrong/broken for being polyamorous, he's referring to his own asexuality, *not* being polyamorous or something himself. As an ace person, I feel pretty comfortable saying that it can make you feel kinda dodgy about yourself/your emotions sometimes, particularly at first, so yeh :D And just a note to anyone who feels like they're wrong or broken because of something like their sexuality - your worries need to shut up, because *they're* wrong, not you. Obviously it's not easy to teach yourself that, but just know it's true! Love to you all!
REx
Ankha
Cherry
Roscoe
Kiki
Rolf
Bangle/Bianca?
Tarou/Axel?
Lucky
Shep? a smug one
Cyd/Del/Dobie/Fang/Kyle/Punchy
Chapter 37: XXXIV - The Terrifying Trio Together Again
Summary:
(❁´◡`❁)
Alt chapt title: 'Ota making up for being an evil author'
Notes:
I was gonna post this earlier, then I decided that I wanted to end with another extra bit, so I wrote that this morning/tonight (it's like half one so ehhh) and here we are - enjoy!
Oh, if you had any questions/concerns/confusion over the last two chapters about how and why Izuku didn't know about polyamory or even realise his own crush previously, then hopefully this ramble of mine from the Discord will help make it clearer:
The thing with our Izu is that YES - he's intelligent and has had access to internet via public libraries, and now at home. But before now, he's never had any crushes, not really, and never on more than one person at a time, and never anything that he's really realised he felt until it's been shoved in his face by seeing them kiss each other, you know?
so he's figured out his own pansexuality, but the idea of looking up 'more than two people in a relationship' has never occurred to him
I was kinda the same - I never thought to look up asexuality until it got shoved in my face by someone wanting to kiss me that- oh, wait, I've never found people attractive. weird.
And, unlike me, Izu has had neglect, vigilantism, near-death and extreme bullies to deal with before UA and even meeting TodoShin. *Then* once he got to UA, he finally got adopted by his dadzawa, had the LoV and Stain to deal with, actually making friends and so on. Our boy hasn't even had the chance to realise he might love both of his best friends...Right, now I've rambled, I hope that makes sense and on with the chapter! :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku is trembling. To be fair, it feels like he's spent nearly three days shaking constantly now, fighting against everything the snide voices in his head scream at him, in the tones of caretakers and Ka- Bakugou and his once-father, barely staying together with the security of his Dadzawa to ground him. And now he's promised to talk to his- well, his best friends. Who may or may not also be his crushes. Izuku had felt so greedy, so selfish, when he'd first seen them kissing and wanted to be stood in the middle, but Kami, he doesn't know what to feel now. Polyamory is... a thing, which on the surface is good. Brilliant. But it still doesn't mean that Izuku of all people deserves to love Toshi and Shou and have them love him back, as much as he might want to.
For all that his Dadzawa has tried to tell him differently, only part of Izuku has been convinced by it. The logical part of him has acknowledged his Dad's words, has thought them through and seen the truth there. But the rest of him, a mess of emotion and trauma and heart-over-head, is trying to drown that logic out in a dark miasma. It's heavy, suffocating and so, so confusing.
But now Izuku has his phone in his hand, Cadaver squished in the space between his legs and front, knees tucked up by his face, staring at the backlog of their little groupchat. 'Pastel Kitties Pretty Please'. It's a dumb name borne of too many hours in the cat café, and Shouto buying them all matching cat plushies in pastel pink, purple and green respectively and seeing it has a melancholy smile creeping unbidden across Izuku's face. The smile twists further at seeing that the last thing that had been sent in the early hours of Wednesday morning.
insomn-i-am: [Green bean, whenever you're ready to talk, we'll be here. we promise]
PrettyThermostat : [What Hito said, Izu. We're okay to wait, just look after yourself. Or let Sensei help at least.]
: {deleted message}
: [Just, whenever you're ready.]
insomn-i-am: [we'll wait as long as you need. for anything you need Izuku]
Reading those messages viscerally hurts. Because how could he ever believe that people as kind as his Toshi and Shou, who have been beaten down themselves, time and time again, would ever leave him? Sure, Izuku doesn't really like himself, but he knows that his friends and family like him, and that's kind of enough. Oh, his Dad would disagree, but for now, it's got to be enough. For Shou and Toshi's sakes, if nothing else.
So Izuku gathers his courage and his words, and types a message out.
Sinnamon-roll: [Can you two come into school early tomorrow? I- ]
: [I'd like to talk to you. If it's okay.]
And it only takes a few seconds before they're both typing as well.
PrettyThermostat : [Of course it is Izu.]
insomn-i-am: [definitely Green bean]
: [where?]
Sinnamon-roll: [I guess at school? Uhm, maybe that classroom again?]
Perhaps that isn't the best choice, but it's fairly out the way and they all know where it is, so it'll do. And it's only a two minute walk from their homeroom, so they'll have plenty of time, particularly with going in early in the first place. It's easy.
insomn-i-am: [that's fine. early?]
Sinnamon-roll: [Whatever works train-wise.]
insomn-i-am: [one gets in just before half seven for me]
PrettyThermostat: [I've got seven twenty-five. So maybe half seven then? Izu?]
Sinnamon-roll: [That's alright.]
: [Thanks. Sorry.]
insomn-i-am: [don't be Green bean]
PrettyThermostat: [We don't mind. We're just glad you're ready to talk to us.]
: [You are ready though, aren't you? It's understandable if you aren't, not yet.]
insomn-i-am: [we do want to talk to you Izuku. but we can still wait]
And that offer, that consideration, is what finally clinches it for Izuku. His logic overtakes the negativity and he allows himself the smallest of smiles, buried in Cadaver's fur.
Sinnamon-roll: [I am. As much as I can be.]
: [Sorry I wasn't before.]
insomn-i-am: [Green bean that isn't something you have to apologise for]
PrettyThermostat: [Hito's right. Never, Izu.]
Sinnamon-roll: [...Okay.]
He pauses another moment, hesitating, but then adds to it.
Sinnamon-roll: [Thank you both. So much.]
PrettyThermostat : [You're more than welcome Izuku.]
insomn-i-am : [of course. always]
He hesitates a second time, wanting to add more, but utterly blank as to what. Eventually though, exhausted, he goes for the easy option. The safe one.
Sinnamon-roll: [Night then, I guess.]
PrettyThermostat : [Goodnight. Hope you have no nightmares.]
insomn-i-am : [nuh-night. may the cats cuddle you]
Sinnamon-roll: [You two too.]
Izuku abandons his phone to the side, wrapping steady fingers around his own ankles, holding his curled-up form, Cadaver still purring in the little gap. And when Dadzawa knocks on his door and peers round, he raises a single eyebrow, not invading the space yet. Izuku manages to smile, for all that his Dad can probably only see how his cheeks push up with it, and pats his bed. The pro doesn't hesitate to come in then, Caitlin mrowing prettily at his heels.
"Hello love," Izuku croons quietly, lifting his face out of Cadaver's fur to greet their lovely little baby. Aizawa, for his part, scoops her up and then dramatically drapes himself along Izuku's bed, his shoulders and head leant up against Izuku's shins, both facing the door.
"Oomph. I'd ask if I'm too heavy, but I'm not moving again yet," the man drawls, lazily scratching along Caitlin's back.
"Fair enough," the greenette mutters, shifting just slightly to better balance how his Dad is laid back against him. Dadzawa stays quiet though, waiting him out, giving him the time and space to say whatever he wants or needs to get out. Izuku appreciates it, needing that chance to work the words up and past his tight throat and leaden tongue.
"Can... Can we be in for half seven in the morning?"
"Sure."
"...Would you stay nearby? Just in case..."
"If that's what you want kiddo, then 'course. Be warned, your Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem might try and join me," Aizawa replies, still laying there, grounding but leaving everything open-ended. He doesn't say it, never wanting to undermine his kid's worries, but he genuinely doubts that Izuku will need him. Those two boys of his kid's have moped incessantly for the last two days, for all that Izuku had barely been around them enough to truly notice, and there was practically no way that they would turn his son down.
But if they do break his heart, then Aizawa will take full advantage of being close by. And actually, even if it was positive, he might have to take advantage either way, if only a little...
Getting into school the next morning, the place thankfully empty still, Izuku leaves his Dad at the turning for the corridor, getting a parting hair ruffle and almost-smile from the man in good luck, and trudges to the classroom, the door still half-open. Inside, Toshi and Shou are sat on three desks that have been shoved together, their bags abandoned a few seats away. They look nervous, leaning into each other's shoulders, silent. But then Shouto glances at the door and sees Izuku, immediately perking up. Hitoshi follows his attention and beams at Izuku, before visibly toning himself down. offering a very awkward half-hand wave.
'H-hey you two,' Izuku signs hurriedly. He definitely doesn't trust his voice right now. He just... needs a second or two first.
'Hi Green bean,' Hitoshi returns, and slides to his feet with a questioning look. Izuku, in response, takes a deep breath and nods, even as he steps forward until he's only few feet from them, sliding the door shut behind himself. Then, hands trembling a little again, he raises his arms in a request for a hug.
Within a few seconds, he finds himself sandwiched between the two of them, pressed into Shouto's chest, Hitoshi plastered to his back.
They stand there for a few breaths, but then Hitoshi secures his grip around the both of them, squishing Izuku just that wonderful little bit more, and he begins,
"We love you Izuku. And we love each other too, that's what- what we realised the other day. And we think - we hope to Kami - that you like us both too. That you would want- want be with us. Both of us. All of us together." And those are the words Izuku has been wishing for all week, but they're still so hard to believe when hoarsely spoken into his curls. Too good to be true, surely.
"I- really? You're not- joking? Or just saying it? Or- or, I don't know, pitying me or something? I still don't understand how..." Izuku trails off, but the way his voice wobbles and fractures has already given away just how vulnerable he's feeling. It breaks their hearts further. Their friend - their potentially-something-more - has so little self-confidence that he can't believe that his best friends love him and it hurts them to know that.
"Izu, Green Bean, we couldn't love you more. We really, really couldn't. We've all been hurt too many times before to lie or joke about something like this. You brought the three of us together, and we want to keep it that way, but maybe even better. Do you think you'd- you'd like that?"
"I- obviously, now- now that I've thought about it, b-but I hardly deserve-"
"Izuku," Shouto interrupts, abruptly leaning back a little, although still keeping his arms around the other two. The greenette looks up at him, eyes wide and a little wet. They widen further when the heterochromatic boy stoops slowly, then gently kisses him.
Izuku is being kissed by one of his best friends - boyfriends? - and it is more than he could have ever wished for. Ever dreamed of. It's soft and warm, with a little thrill of chill, and it's so goddamn perfect. And by Kami, why haven't they been doing this for longer?
"Oi, my turn," Hitoshi teases when they pull away a little to stare into each other's eyes, the purple-haired boy's arms flexing around them. Izuku and Shouto both snicker, flushing, even as the greenette twists a bit, leaning his head back. Hitoshi immediately leans down, tilting his head to the side just enough to be able to press a sideways-upside-down-perfect kiss to Izuku's mouth, a little bit firmer but still so incredibly loving that Izuku can't help but melt into it. Shouto makes a little murmuring noise, clearly appreciative, and they smile against each other's lips at it, unable to help themselves.
"You deserve everything, Izuku. We want to give you everything," Hitoshi says as they pull away from each other a little, just that little bit flushed and oh. That's even prettier somehow.
"You two do too," he retorts, tugging Shouto closer again so that he can bury his red face in the heterochromatic boy's chest, shifting his hands along the boy's back until he finds Hitoshi's and interlaces their fingers over Shouto's spine. Above his head, the taller teens exchange soft, relieved smiles before nuzzling into those adorable green curls, clumsily pressing their foreheads together with the same motion, and then the three simply stay there, absorbed in each other.
Who knows how much time passes before a weird little aborted sound comes from the doorway, followed by a victorious crow of 'HA!'. The three yelp, stumbling apart, yanked from their blissed-out states to the sight of three of their teachers stood at the open door, including Izuku's Dad. Who's glowering. Fuck, should they be worri-?
"I suggest you put those flames out and settle the fuck down," the man drawls, and suddenly Izuku and Hitoshi realise that Shouto's ear and hair have gone up in flames, likely out of embarrassment.
"Shou!" Izuku yelps, stepping forwards but then simply flapping around, not knowing what to do. Hitoshi meanwhile snorts, then grabs ahold of the heterochromatic boy's own hand and uses it to pat the flames out, gestures gentle for all that he is smirking at them in blatant amusement. Once that crisis is averted, and Aizawa has firmly shut the door behind himself, albeit leaving Nemuri and Hizashi outside with strict instructions not to eavesdrop, thank you very much, the three shuffle together, expressions sheepish but not apologetic. Good, that would have been more worrying, in the pro's opinion. They wouldn't dare be ashamed of his kid - he'd castrate them. Hm, might not be a bad idea either way, that one. Considering.
"Explanation." His voice is utterly flat, and he may or may not slightly regret that when Izuku winces a little.
"I knocked, but apparently you didn't hear. Now you're not in trouble, unless I don't like what I hear. But I'll like it even less if it isn't truth, understood?" And they all have the dignity to look a little affronted at that at least.
"I- we're t-together now. I think?" Izuku's hesitancy is met with two disbelieving faces.
"Of course we are Green bean! We didn't confess our love for nothi-" Hitsohi freezes up when he suddenly remembers their teacher's presence, but Aizawa can't help how he's already snorting at them. Kami, these kids. They'll be the death of him, one way or another, he has no doubts.
"About time. You nearly made me lose the bet we had going, you know," he teases, Cheshire grin in full force. For a long moment, all three of them gape at him, but then Izuku is cackling, sounding a little hysterical but still overall clearly delighted. The taller teens remain gobsmacked.
"Look, there's nothing to punish or reprimand here," Aizawa goes on, tone level enough to almost be bland,
"So long as the two of you continue to treat each other and my son as well as you can, continue to support and protect him as much as he might need it, I'll be happy for you and we'll have no issues, understood?" His voice may or may not have darkened again by the end, but he can't help it. Shinsou and Todoroki are good kids, of that he has no doubts, but they need to comprehend just how very precious Izuku is - no matter if they're his students or not, if they hurt his kid they will see the consequences, and they won't be pretty, to say the least.
"Yes sir," they both nod, tones completely serious, even with Izuku pouting at Aizawa from between them. He'd thought his Dad was helping them sort their problems out, not warn them off-
"Izuku, if they hurt you then they will suffer - no questions. You're my Problem Child, and even though you are perfectly capable, I will protect you with everything I have and no less. Anything other than that is utterly unacceptable. Got it kiddo?" And dammit, now his brat's tearing up.
"C'mere kid," he prompts, voice softer, and he meets the other two teen's eyes over Izuku's head as he holds his son close. Both of them meet his gaze unwaveringly, offering resolute nods even as they step closer to each other and clasp hands, clearly itching to step forwards to Izuku but restraining themselves when he was wrapped up in his Dad's embrace. Good. He knew they were decent brats. Now they would just have to keep it up until the end of time - no feat should be too large though, in Aizawa's opinion, so long as it was in the name of his kid. And judging by their resolution, they seem to be thinking along roughly the same lines. Acceptable, for now.
And Izuku is clearly happy. Which, in all honesty, is all Aizawa truly wants in life nowadays.
When Izuku walks into class five minutes before homeroom, his fri- boyfriends either side of him and Aizawa following a few paces behind, a shy little smile on the greenette's face, a quiet cheer goes up from a few of their classmates. Still, despite the grins, waves and relieved glances that get shared throughout the room, their class know well enough to leave them alone for now, and only a few of their closer friends follow them over to their little corner.
"Are you doing better today Izuku-kun?" Yaomomo asks, one hand pressed to her cheek with something like relief. Izuku, nodding, goes to sign a brief reply, but pauses.
"Y-yeh thanks Yaomomo." The smiles throughout the class are renewed at the sound of his voice, for all that Izuku fails to notice the correlation.
"That's a relief!" Uraraka chirps, waggling her eyebrows a little at Shouto and Hitoshi, the latter of whom has sat on Izuku's desk to be between them both. Sue them if they want to stay as close as possible right now.
"Indeed it is, Izuku-kun! We have missed you during lunches and breaks!"
"O-oh. Sorry?" comes the sheepish reply, and Hitoshi pokes Izuku's cheek gently, before he can start biting at his lip at all.
"You need not be! It was only an expression of appreciation for your company," Iida goes on, hand-chopping a tad more restrained than usual. Izuku is grateful for it.
Frankly, he's just grateful for all of his friends. And classmates. Oh, and his Toshi and Shou as well, of course. Even just a year ago, with Eraserdad, Tsuka and a few officer friends-of-a-sort, it seemed impossible that he'd end up with a full family, two beautiful partners and a whole group of friends and classmates that genuinely seem to care about him. So no, Izuku really couldn't be more grateful.
The continued conversation pulls him out of his reverie before he can get any more sentimental and potentially teary. Crying would only renew everyone's worries.
"Iida-kun is right, kero," Tsuyu assures, prompting a little round of agreeing nods and murmurs and Izuku feels warm inside at all of their concern and kindness. From the sheer joy still radiating through his chest, elation pulsing a pretty second heartbeat between his lungs, part of him still basking in the pure wonder of being wanted, not only by Toshi and Shou but by every single one of these lovely people. It's a glowing emotion that he can hardly name, still unfamiliar in a not-family context, or really any context beyond his Dad and three uncles-aunts. But Toshi and Shou put words to it for him: love.
Izuku feels loved. And there's never been anything better in the world, he's sure. Nothing.
Notes:
We finally got here y'all! Hope you enjoyed :D
Also, the actual getting together scene was meant to be during lunch or after school, but can you imagine the awkward tension as they waited for the conversation to happen? Yeh, no, I've been cruel enough to them already!Also-also, the most inconsistent thing in this entire fic is my capitalisation-or-not-capitalisation of
Green bean... Whoops?Triple-also, Dadzawa and Nem/Zashi knocked, intending to let them know they only had around ten minutes until homeroom started. But when nobody answered the knock, they opened the door because *concern*, just hoping they wouldn't be faced with their Baby Broccoli kissing someone, or, you know, all three of them gone, and found the three just stood there cuddling? :D
Hugs and love to you all, as always! Ota, xxx.
PS: in case you hadn't guessed, Todo's deleted message was 'we love you' - but he didn't want to pressure Izu or have their first time saying it to him be over text, so he deleted it before Izu ever saw it.
Chapter 38: XXXV - The Final Lead-Up
Summary:
The final lead-up to their physical exam, and a little glimpse into their academic exams.
Notes:
I promise I was good Dust! Really, I promise! :D Thanks for your help, and for restraining my more evil impulses ;) Poor Izu probably doesn't need me shoving yet more trauma at him...
Oh, and sorry that I was slow on replies this week. It's been busy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Arriving at the café ahead of Toshi and Shou had a different feel to it somehow, now that they were together. It was an intangible thing, subtle, but it had Izuku feeling giggly and light, curling up and encouraging the cats to pile on top of and around him. The furballs obliging him only furthered his good mood.
Which means that Hitoshi and Shouto enter the cat café to find a pile of fur, bits of black leggings and sleeves poking out from beneath the mass of cats, the whole lot giggling occasionally. It is, quite frankly, adorable. And, even better, when they go up to pay, Miyo-san who so often has a shift when they were there offers them each a print-out of the scene. If they immediately tuck the photos away into their bags, then Izuku isn't to know.
"Hey Izu," the heterochromatic boy offers as they both approach the blob, and the single visible eye peers out from a gap in between a calico, a tail and their fri- boyfriend's hood. The gaze that meets theirs is bright and happy, content, shadows shoved aside in favour of that contentment, and it has them both grinning unreservedly themselves, subconsciously reaching for each other's hands as they settle down opposite Izuku, waiting for him to eventually emerge from the pile. For the time being, they lean into each other, shoulder to shoulder, watching with warm expressions as Izuku snickers and wriggles occasionally as fur tickles him from within the mound of cats.
Still, after about half an hour, some of the cats grow bored and wonder off, a few gravitating to Hitoshi and Shouto, and Izuku finally teeters to sit upright, then, after a moment's contemplation, collapses forwards against his boyfriends, deliberately angling himself to end up curled half in their laps, carefully avoiding any felines already in residence.
"Hello there," Hitoshi murmurs, smirking down at him, and Shouto begins to card his cool hand through Izuku's hair, brushing not-quite-frosted fingers against the greenette's brow.
"Hey you two," Izuku returns, as much a content sigh as fully formed words.
"Happy? You've got us trapped here after all, at the mercy of your evil whims." Izuku huffs, but it's still good-natured, much like Hitoshi's teasing.
"Very."
"Oh no, whatever shall we do!" the insomniac wails, volume low but drama high and he, in turn, flops sideways against Shouto who grunts under the weight, unable to balance himself properly with Izuku anchoring his legs in place, and then they're all toppling, sprawling on top of each other with no small amount of discomfort.
None of them can be bothered to move all the same.
Instead they stay tangled up on the floor, the cats that had left in protest gradually heading back over to curl up on top of them, finding little nooks and crannies where elbows and knees are bent. At some point, Shouto takes up a quiet, inconsistent humming, from some kid's cartoon that his siblings used to watch, and it has the half-remembered nostalgia of most children's programmes, adding another layer of sweetness to their simple afternoon.
Eventually though, their time runs out, and yet again they're presented with photos they weren't expecting at the counter, Miyo-san offering them all a wide grin as she shoves the shop camera at them and presses the play button. Because apparently it could take videos too and she'd successfully filmed their interactions from when Izuku flopped on them to the moment they all went slumping to the floor and stayed there. It's... cute, honestly, if a little embarrassing.
"You boys finally got your act together then?" she asks, still smiling broadly as she sends over today's file.
"Uh, yeh, we did," Hitoshi confirms, blushing a bit, but not as badly as Izuku. Shouto is the one with the flames flickering at his eyebrow, but he's quick to pat them out again. He's learnt from Friday.
"Wonderful! Oh, that's lovely. You three are always welcome to come here, you know? It's good to see such a sweet trio, let alone one that the cats adore so much and who are so photogenic. I'm glad for you!"
And huh, that's genuine. Izuku doesn't quite know what to do with it, and apparently he's not the only one, but Shouto just shrugs a little and thanks her and then they leave, hand in hand.
From the cat café, the three head home to the Aizawa apartment to do the revision they'd promised that they'd get done today, but knew they wouldn't manage at the café. Only five minutes into the walk, Izuku's phone buzzes and he yanks it from his pocket, always on high alert when his Dad texts him, just in case.
Dadzawa: [The evil ones are dragging me out against my will.]
: [Any decent excuses for me?]
Although apparently it isn't necessary this time. Well, better than the alternative.
ProblemChild: [Nope!]
: [Have fun, as difficult as it'll be without me there to brighten your scruffy face up. Tell Auntie and Uncle I say hi!]
Dadzawa : [You're a brat. I'll be back for dinner. Probably takeout, if you're alright with shifting your cheat day.]
ProblemChild : [Your brat, remember? And yeh, it's cool.]
Dadzawa : [My brat indeed. Enjoy your date.]
In lieu of replying to that, Izuku buries his burning face in his hands with a long groan, almost dropping his phone that Shouto thankfully snatches and tucks back into Izuku's hoodie pocket for him.
"Alright there?" Hitoshi asks, meeting Shouto's eyes with something between amusement and mild concern.
"Dad's being embarrassing," Izuku mourns, peeking up at them in turn with a pleading gaze. His boyfriends, cruel traitors that they are, only snort at his pain. Oh, the injustice.
"See if I let you cuddle with the babies when you're being mean." Hitoshi gasps, indignant,
"Wait, what? Green bean, no, you can't do that, the cats-!"
"We're meant to be studying Toshi," Izuku reasons, perfectly rational. It only earns him a scowl.
"Izu, what if he's allowed to cuddle them, then study?" Shouto bargains, trying to hide his amusement.
"Study, then cuddle," the greenette agrees, a smirk creeping in. Hitoshi pouts, sighs, pouts again, but nods mulishly. Then, with a sudden burst of energy, he lurches forward, dragging Izuku directly and Shouto via Izuku, their hands all still connected, with a soft, victorious exclamation of,
"The sooner we get there, the sooner we're done, the sooner I get more cats!"
And for all the Izuku and Shouto roll their eyes at each other, their thoughts are fond and obliging. Hitoshi wouldn't be Hitoshi without his intense love of cats after all.
Of course, it only takes the insomniac a few minutes to realise that he doesn't actually know where he's going and he freezes, mid-step, prompting Izuku to twist around him to avoid running into his back, but that doesn't save Shouto from doing exactly that, letting out a quiet 'oof' of surprise. Izuku immeediately reaches to steady them both.
"Uh, whoops?" Hitoshi asks, all having let go to laugh and check each other over. After that, they're a little more sedate. Still though, they had missed one turning, and Izuku easily puts them back on track to arrive at his apartment block.
Opening the door, Izuku is quick to shed his shoes and ensures that Shouto has locked the door behind them before leading them further in. Forgive him if he's a little paranoid.
"Welcome to our home, I guess?" For all that he's awkward, Izuku is rewarded by two smiles. But then Hitoshi asks, eyes a little wide,
"Is your Dad in?"
"Nah, Auntie and Uncle dragged him out. They probably wanted- hey loves!" Izuku chirps, interrupting himself to drop to his knees and gather Cadaver and Caitlin close, smiling at Kimchi as she darts past to settle behind the sofa cushions,
"Cats?" Hitoshi asks, already leaning over Izuku's shoulder, reaching out for the furry goodness but Izuku, smirking, stands and dances away.
"We agreed studying then cuddles, Shinsou Hitoshi."
"We did," Shouto concurs, nodding sagely. The insomniac, for his part, looks between them in disbelief, then huffs and puts his bag down next to the table, carefully not sitting where Kimchi's tail is poking out from behind the cushions.
Still, despite his pouting, they all settle down to work around the coffee table, shrouded with blankets and pillows, pens and papers strewn everywhere and the radio on in the background as they worked through practice questions and various formulae and theorems. Their first academic exams are tomorrow after all, and everyone has been cramming for them, but Hitoshi, Shouto and Izuku had tacitly decided to avoid the class-wide study sessions, knowing that being in an unfamiliar environment, surrounded by lots of people, just isn't going to be conducive to their learning. And Izuku would rather not end up flaunting Nedzu's work in front of them, his slightly different timetable is enough already; he's still not entirely comfortable with being shown up as different from his classmates.
Just because 1-A is full of kind people, it doesn't erase years of ostracisation. Yet every month Izuku spends at UA has him more comfortable with his class, more likely to speak up or laugh or offer opinions than he's ever been before, finding that he likes being part of the group, having friends and teachers that listen to him.
Izuku and Aizawa drag themselves home Monday and, no hesitation, collapse on the sofa together, Aizawa on his back, stretched out and letting out an almost painful breath when Izuku unceremoniously flops down on top of him.
"You survive today kiddo?" he gets out a while later, once Cadaver has curled up on Izuku's back, purring, and Caitlin has settled in the pro's capture weapon, Izuku's breaths ruffling her fur.
"Yeh... Maths was fine, just had to know the equations and apply them. Memorisation. History's the same. I'm more worried about Nedzu's analysis exam tomorrow."
"Kiddo, you should always be sensibly cautious, but I don't think you're gonna need to worry too much about an analysis exam. It's a speciality of yours for a reason," Aizawa says, blinking down at his son's curls. He probably shouldn't be surprised, all teenagers worry over exams, but still. He has no worries over how his kid is going to do.
"I guess," Izuku grumbles, propping his chin against his Dad's collarbone, very much digging it in, intentional or not, to meet his dark gaze. He finds reassurance there, sincerity, and his Dad's confidence in him helps to boost his own.
"No guesses about it kid. Logical conjecture however? Pretty damn useful for analysis, I'm willing to bet." This time, Izuku finds himself smiling a little, shifting to yet again bury his face in the capture weapon. Hopefully Nedzu's exams really will be okay.
By the time they're both dozing off, Kimchi waltzes into the room, meowing up a storm, and Izuku groans as Cadaver leaps off of his back and he can roll off of his Dad, deliberately falling onto the floor and then, despite his intentions, promptly decides not to get up. His Dadzawa, for his part, steps over him to head into the kitchen and feed the hellions.
His footsteps return, and Izuku, even with his eyes closed, can practically feel the man's smirk,
"As good as it is to see you relaxing kiddo, didn't you have something you wanted to do tonight?"
"Fuck, yeh, I was gonna go back over some of the English shit. Ugh."
"Your two afternoons are biology and physics, right?" Aizawa checks, as much to be sure that Izuku knows as anything.
"Mmyeh."
"Alright. Want a quizzing partner? I know it's hard to keep up with my massive intellect, but I'm sure it'll do you some good." And that, finally prompts Izuku to snort with laughter and heave himself to his feet, heading out to collect some of his materials from his room. Going back over English is one of his least favourite things to revise because it's tedious when he knows the content. It's largely exam technique. School English isn't the same as being fluent in standard, day-to-day English, more's the pity.
But first, physics.
Thursday morning has all of 1-A gathered, in their hero costumes, at Gym Epsilon, being greeted by almost the entire heroics faculty. Nedzu is stood on Aizawa's shoulder, lower half hidden in the capture weapon, smile already bordering on creepy.
"Now then, do any of you students know what your physical exam is going to entail?" Nedzu's question is met with several cries of 'robots' and his maniacal smile only grows. Izuku stays silent until Nedzu gestures at him, all of the other students quieting at the direct movement.
"Fighting t-teachers?"
"Indeed Izuku-kun, you shall all be engaging your teachers in combat! Now then, can you tell your course-mates why this is?"
"Probably b-because of everything th-that's a-already happened th-this year? W-w-we all need m-more of a realistic challenge." And yes, he does deliberately use the word 'all' to include 1-B. Just because he holds a bit of a grudge against Monoma, that doesn't mean that he can't respect the skills of the class as a whole, whether they're here right now or not.
"Exactly! I knew my personal student would figure it out! Which is why there is a second extra challenge this year - a separate exam, which for most of you has the potential to act as extra credit but will be the sole exam for you, Izuku-kun."
There's a moment of silence, then several of his classmates start shouting, confused and surprised. After a few seconds of it, Nedzu nods at Mic, who draws a deep breath and yells,
"YO, LITTLE LISTENERS! If you'd PAY ATTENTION to your principal, please!" The air vibrates with it, but the shout works and everyone settles back down. Izuku, not liking how several people are staring at him, even if they are familiar faces, shifts to stand more solidly between his boyfriends, fingering at some of the knives tucked into his costume. Seeing his discomfort, his class drag their attention away. He appreciates it, but still thoroughly wishes that Nedzu had at least deigned to warn him about this whole thing.
It's logical that he would need a separate exam, he was kind of expecting it, but he'd figured that Nedzu would go for a regular exam and then a secret second one, perhaps giving him an extra objective, or having him analyse the other fights or something. Not a blatantly different exam... Well, at least the creature covered it up with a logical ruse of being his personal student which, whilst true, and he did actually have a few extra academic exams as a result, he hadn't been expecting as a story to give him an overtly different practical exam.
"So, whilst you are all to be fighting your teachers, Izuku will be leading a team of yourselves against my team of teachers!"
Oh, Izuku is so fucking screwed. So. Fucking. Screwed.
ALSO - Look what Dust did on their phone - how is it so good on such a tricky little media? I am confusion, but proud confusion, so enjoy!
Dadzawa be struggling, you know?
Notes:
Yo, do the trio ever meet anywhere but the cat café? Like, babies, please, be more imaginative than this. What about one of your houses, or a park, or just something new? Like, I get it, the cats, but... Well, at least I managed to drag you to the Aizawa apartment. I do need to shove all the fluff in whilst I still can after all :D
SO THEN - did that surprise you at all? I know I kinda hinted that the exam structure for our boi was gonna be wack, but... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ What can I say, he needs a challenge ;)
Speaking of challenges, wish me luck with actually writing this exam because I can already tell that I've dug myself a deep, deep hole with writing an even larger-scale team fight... RIP my sanity y'all!Hugs, love and gratitude to you all - Ota. Xxx
PS: Kimchi is the bitchy grumpy one, Caitlin is literal baby, Cadaver is the chubby lazy one. That's it, that's their personalities. Izu loves them all. Everyone loves them all.
Chapter 39: XXXVI - So It Begins
Summary:
As it says on the tin people! ;)
Notes:
Guys, I was more than vibing to Street Fight whilst writing this. It suits Kidilante so well, and this chapter being an all-out fight (at least for the last third or so) just makes it even better, you know?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh3ZwwdM-qsCheck it out, 'cause Adam Jenson is brilliant, and this song is a whole kick-ass mood :D
Oh, and just a brief explanation of their exam week as a whole:
Week of exams: across the first three days, they have three/four exams every day, each 1-2 hours, for all ten subject sections (lawNethics, english, maths, biology, chemistry, physics, geography, history, art, modern lit.) and then on the Thursday have the primary physical exams, then on Friday have Izu's (giving teachers and students a chance to recover) which is more strategy-based. The other students know he’s Nedzu’s student (that's the half-true explanation) and he’s been set up against Nedzu as a result, but also actually because of his vigilante experience.
And on we go! Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku watches through the monitors, comfortable settled on a two-seater sofa with the non-fighting teachers scattered throughout the same room, as his friends and classmates, battle after battle, go up against various faculty members. His Dad is sat beside him, and only grumbled a little when Izuku threw his feet into the man's lap, too focused on Kirishima and Satou getting ready to go up against Cementoss to really complain. Izuku, for his part, arranges his newest notebook across his thighs, pencil in hand, and gets ready to plan.
Kaminari and Ashido against Nedzu is... painful to watch, honestly. Beyond the slightly more obvious exit the creature afforded them, Izuku's analytical mind had him listing other uses of their Quirks and specialities that might have given them more opportunities, or at least more options. But still, he can't whisper tactics to them from the observation room, so he makes do with writing them down and hoping to talk to them at some point.
Seeing Iida and Ojiro work together against Power Loader is a bit more inspiring. Their combo, unpolished though it was, had a lot of merit and Izuku jots down potential variations of it for the future. No harm in being prepared, right?
And, the way that Dadzawa loses some tension at some of the students finally passing has Izuku smiling a little. Honestly, his Dad is such a Dad.
Next up are Jirou and Koda against Auntie Zashi which, at first, seems to be going awfully, and another fail for the students. But then Kouda works past his own fears to take advantage of Present Mic's, and the bugs he sends out allow them to overwhelm the pro hero, grabbing the two a pass. And if it unintentionally reminds Izuku of how powerful psychological warfare is, then, well, at least it'll only be used against villains or in an exam situation. Nothing wrong with that! Just some creativity and a penchant for chaos.
Aoyama and Uraraka successfully use Thirteen's Quirk against them, setting up a trap of sorts and, whilst admittedly using a very risky move, they do pass by ultimately cuffing the teacher and Izuku wants to applaud them for their cunning. It highlights their improvements in all the best ways.
Seeing the synergy of Tokoyami and Asui is nice, and getting to view Ectoplasm's limits and ultimate move in person, or, well, through monitors, gives Izuku both ideas and some sense for the kind of things Nedzu might be planning. The conniving creature will probably do a better job of predicting Izuku's teams, match-ups and tactics than Izuku could of him, so he's going to have to be careful. Of course, it would help if he knew more about the parameters but apparently he wasn't going to find out anymore until tomorrow morning. Nedzu really is a little shit.
Sighing, Izuku returns his full attention to the ending of Asui' and Tokoyami's exam, glad to see them finishing it off successfully. They deserve to pass after their good showing.
Izuku watches with hidden flinches when it comes to Bakugou and Shouto go up against the overwhelming strength of All Might, neither quite managing to work together properly, but forcing themselves to at least plan for the blond to be the distraction whilst Shouto gets to the gate, satisfying Bakugou's need for guts and glory, but still ensuring them a win. And with enough ice in the way, and an explosive opponent, All Might doesn't manage to intercept Shouto before the gates. Suffice to say, they pass.
And then Sero, Yaomomo and Hitoshi are left to face up against Eraserhead. Halfway through Shouto and Bakugou's fight, with a brief hair ruffle for his kid, Aizawa gets up and trudges out of the room, headed to their cityscape. And now, he's up on the screen, other monitors showing each of the students and then two more giving wider views of the areas as a whole. It's a good set up, and one that lets Izuku see how Sero and Yaomomo are establishing traps, Hitoshi directing them with his knowledge of how Eraserhead fights, as they steadily head towards the exit. It's a solid plan, but Izuku knows his Dad well enough to predict it's ultimate failure.
Quite correctly too, as his Dadzawa notices every strip of tape, tripwire and little pressure pad and, undoubtedly grinning beneath his capture weapon, evades all of them, catching up to the three quite quickly. Well, at least they made some headway.
Izuku is focusing intently now, trying to surmise what everyone has planned, enjoying the thrill of watching from a distance as his Dad swoops down on his classmates, Yaomomo already with a staff in hand thank goodness, and Hitoshi slips on a set of brass knuckles that Izuku knows he's been toying with lately. Extra momentum and impact are nothing to dismiss. And ah, Izuku can see what they're doing now. Yaomomo and Hitoshi are the distractions whilst their most mobile member tries to get away, taking advantage of their numbers which, to be fair to them, more or less works. Whilst Sero does resort to sprinting out of sight, he doesn't get caught, only sent flying by a single loop of capture weapon that catches his ankle, still managing to escape when Hitoshi slashes at the stretch of alloyed fabric with a Yaomomo-made knife. Well, at least their pre-emptive planning had been up to scratch.
Which is probably why his Dad doesn't just throw his caltrops or knife at their faces and swing straight past them like he would have a real villain. But, well, this is a school exam, and their strategy is a sound one.
All the same, Eraserhead puts up a good fight and doesn't go that easy on the pair, getting past them far more quickly than they'd probably like, but he still doesn't have time to catch up with Sero before the passing announcement chimes out, the exam ending. Well, Izuku was pretty pleased with that, and he's got far more ideas for his own tests tomorrow, particularly regarding Yaomomo's Quirk and intelligence. If he ends up having to command most of the class, she would be a solid secondhand and support, and any resources or tools they might need could be accessed through her Quirk, within certain limits. And what if there aren't any set limits on pre-timer Quirk use? They might be able to produce extra weapons and...
Izuku is later dragged out of his thoughts, pencil still inscribing coded thoughts with barely any notice, by a familiar figure crouching in front of him.
"Hey, kid, you ready to go home? You don't have any plans this evening to my memory, and I know you've got a thousand strategies whirling in that fluffy head of yours, but we do need to get home to the cats."
"Oh, yeh, sure, lemme just-" Izuku cuts himself off, finishing up the last few sentences before stuffing away his notebook, nodding to the other teachers still in the room and following his Dad out. He's got all evening and night to plan for whatever eventualities may come, and he's honestly looking forward to it.
Izuku takes that back, he is not looking forward to having his exam today.
"Right, kid, you've got homeroom to form a team from any volunteers and strategise from there. If you've got any problems, text me. Hellspawn, either volunteer or don't, but if you interfere in any way then that will mean disqualification from your own exams yesterday, understood?" There's a round of assent and Aizawa scans them all, nods, then throws a booklet at his son, leaving with a,
"Good luck kiddo. Hellspawn."
"So Green bean, what's actually happening with your exam? Those are your rules, right?" Hitoshi immediately questions, leaning over his boyfriend's shoulder to peer at the booklet that Izuku is already flicking through, Shouto turning round in his seat to also look at it.
"Most of it's the same as you guys yesterday. No lethal force or lethal weapons, although my knives are... well, they're my knives. I have to personally deal at least one finishing blow on one of the four teachers. Said teachers will be Nedzu, plus three others of his choosing, whilst it'll be me plus five volunteers that I choose; half the challenge is pre-emptive strategising to suit who I think he'll choose and vice versa but still make whatever we do work within our team. No time limit, just whoever knocks out and/or handcuffs every member of the opposite team first. It'll be messy." By the end, the whole class is listening in, unreservedly staring. Izuku, jolting a little, looks over them all, sees their smiles and curiosity and nerves. It's like they want him to do well- Oh, yeh, they probably do. Huh.
"Uhm, w-would any of you g-guys w-willing to take the exam l-let me know? It's fine if you're not! B-but, uhm..." Before Izuku can go on any further, there's a clamour of noise, half the class calling out agreements even as most of the rest nod or give him thumbs-ups.
"Oh! Thanks, then. Uhm..." Izuku trails off, abruptly very overwhelmed with both the massive show of support and also the pressure of needing to choose only five people. They're all amazing fighters with amazing Quirks and, if that wasn't bad enough, he has to not offend anyone which-
"Izu, this is your exam. Do whatever you need, we'll understand." And oh, Shouto's right. He needs to think like Izuku, like Kidilante. Not Midoriya.
And so the class watch, confused and more than a little horrified and awed both, as the greenette straightens in place, one hand fiddling with a knife that appears seemingly out of nowhere, a cold, analytical gaze scanning each of them in turn, occasionally returning to one or another, other fingerspelling half-letters rapidly. Then he freezes and shoots out of his seat, crouching up higher on the open windowsill, pulling a notebook out of nowhere, knife disappearing as he starts to write.
After a solid minute of this, the class begin to relax again, a few conversations forming, albeit faltering each time Izuku looks back up at them. This only lasts for quarter of an hour before Izuku heaves a great sigh and nimbly jumps from the windowsill to the top of his desk, leaning down to rummage through his bag and pull out a UA tablet, which he... probably shouldn't be allowed to have. As he starts to type, he speaks, not a stutter or waver in sight, his cool tone demanding attention that's easily given.
"As you're mostly all volunteering, could I ask for Toshi, Shou, Yaomomo, Sero and Tokoyami to work with me? It'll give us a wide skill and Quirk basis, and should fit pretty well with what I expect Nedzu to have planned out. Or well, the top three teams that have an average of sixty-four percent possibility put together, which is significantly higher than most of his combinations. I know he wouldn't be so foolish as to rely entirely on his predictions of what I might do because he's always complaint-complimenting me on my sheer randomness, so he'll know better than to rely on statistics alone. With that considered, he'll probably have picked up All Might for overwhelming strength and a decent chance to take out multiple people in one early blow. Wise. He'll also probably avoid Dadzawa and Uncle Nem because of their relative bias and effectiveness. Gas masks cancel out Somnambulist sufficiently; Erasure is useless against me and minimal against Hitoshi; Dadzawa and I spar too often to really be serious opponents, we'd probably just break each other's arms, plus any third parties might try to invalidate the scores of a Quirkless person based off of supposed nepotism if they were to look into it which considering my blac- actions a while back, the HC might just do..." Izuku trails off for a moment, peering more intensely at his tablet.
He hasn't registered the flabbergasted stares of his class, hearing his stream of words but none entirely understanding them because what is their classmate? Well, no wonder he has a separate exam from Nedzu is this is how he plans and thinks, picking everything apart in minutes. Plus his sheer knowledge.
"So that takes care of two of his four, including himself. Out of those left, I doubt he'll go with the simpler Quirks such as Hound Dog's or Snipe's, or those that are intensely volatile and easily turned like Thirteen's. That leaves Present Mic, Cementoss, Ectoplasm or Power Loader. Well, there wouldn't be much to do with Cementoss except get him away from concrete which, if this is the cityscape I expect, will be difficult at best, at that point I'd be relying on you two, Shou, Yaomomo. Auntie Zashi... I could probably deal with him, although... No, that should be fine. And Sero's tape would be useful too... Power Loader's pretty versatile, but Shouto or Tokoyami could flush him out and he's less familiar with Toshi therefore easier to brainwash- Hah! Got the plans, ooh, yes it really is a cityscape and if that's not a bottleneck point then I'm not a v- Oh, right. Sorry. Ectoplasm would need containing and overwhelming and, again, he's less familiar with Hitoshi... Okay, this should work," Izuku declares, finally looking up at his classmates.
He finds a lot of shocked faces.
"Uhm... D-did I say s-something wrong?" he asks, abruptly losing that confidence and blatant competency to uncertainty. Tokoyami is actually the first to react, murmuring an almost inaudible,
"What a mad banquet of darkness," before going on,
"I would willingly aid you in your quest Midoriya. You are clearly a leader of your own shadows."
"Thanks!" Izuku chirps, apparently understanding the cryptic message. And the little interaction jolts everyone else back into coherency. And from there, it doesn't take long for the rest of Izuku's proposed team to agree as well.
Izuku, flanked by his chosen team, all kitted out in their hero costumes plus some extra goodies, enters yesterday's observation room without hesitation, gaze immediately latching on to Nedzu, with All Might, Ectoplasm and Present Mic sat directly around him, the rest of the teachers gathered more loosely throughout the room. Good, his predictions had been solid.
Offering his Dad a brief, toothy grin that's returned with its usual shit-eatery, Izuku turns his full attention to Nedzu.
"We're ready when you are Sensei."
"Oho, I see that you are Izuku-kun. And that my predictions were largely successful."
"So were mine," Izuku returns, and for a long moment, something akin to bloodlust rises between them, swirling oppressively through the room, teachers and students shuddering at it. It only widens their polite smiles into something more feral.
There's a reason that Dadzawa once feared them meeting. A very, very good reason.
"Now then, Izuku-kun, you are all clear on the rules for our fight?"
"I believe so," the greenette concurs, turning to offer a raised eyebrow at his team who all nod or shrug their affirmatives.
"Excellent! the creature chirps, clapping his paws. It doesn't detract from the predatory gleam in his eyes,
"You will be afforded ten minutes to move around, orient yourselves, for which we will have no access to technology, direct or indirect. Then Cementoss will get us into position and the exam shall begin, yes?"
"Got it." And with that, they leave once more, Izuku and his Dad sharing one more grin, a silent message being passed between them.
Fuck shit up kiddo.
Bet on it Eraserdad.
On the bus to their cityscape, Izuku takes his teammates through their strategies once more. He reiterates the back-ups for the specific teachers that are now confirmed opponents - grappling hooks and nets if Ectoplasm breaks out, taping Present Mic's mouth, waiting All Might out and so on - then they go over the primary plans for a final time, getting their individual roles and timings sorted out, then confirming that their comms are all linked up and they have any equipment they're likely to need.
They're as ready as they can be. Now to see how they'll actually do.
Being let out at the entrance to the exam grounds, the incredibly high dome offering a false twilight, dim but not dark, Izuku offers a small, sharp smile to his team, patting his utility belt briefly,
"You all know your points? Sero, Yaomomo?" They both nod, and when Izuku looks to Tokoyami and his boyfriends, he receives nods from them too.
"Cool. You've got your comms, keep everyone posted. You have the individual channels for me if needed and you're definitely comfortable with the strategies for if I'm taken out early?" There are clearly more nerves in their affirmatives to that, and for all that the greenette can understand why, it doesn't stop his from trying to boost them up a bit,
"I'm only one part of this team. We're all strong enough to be 1-A students, and I asked you five to join me specifically based on your personal merits, okay? You're all capable and we'll be fine. Now: go beyond-"
"Plus Ultra!"
And with that, they're off, all jogging down the main road, branching off one by one as they head to specific areas that Izuku had highlighted for them, trying to preserve as much Quirk use and energy as possible. They've got just over eight minutes until their opponents appear. And now that his adrenaline is starting to kick in, Izuku is ecstatic. It helps that he's already scaled a building and is now free-running to the heart of the cityscape, ready to go wherever he might be needed, climbing to the roof of the tallest building, a pair of heat vision goggles in hand.
He's the mind and soul of his team, but they're all different limbs, no less essential, each with their different roles. And he'll do whatever needed to see them all passing.
For the rest of their preparation period, the team get into their positions, ready and waiting for the teach- the enemies to turn up, traps established in their pre-planned spots, and now they all wait, stretching and jogging on the spot occasionally, ready to jump into action.
"Thirty seconds everyone!" Izuku calls, and hears their breathing slow, any shuffling of feet stops. Twenty seconds...
"Entropy?"
"Ready," comes the instant reply, Shouto's tone cool and calm. It's reflected in the whole series of replies:
"Psyren?"
"Yep."
"Creati?"
"Prepared."
"Tsukuyomi?"
"The darkness awaits."
"Cellophane?"
"Ready to go."
"Then let's go guys!" Izuku yells - Kidilante, Hemlock yells, just as a familiar voice booms from near the heart of the city,
"I AM HERE!" And so it begins.
Izuku, for his part, is moving. For now, his job is to make sure everyone's got an opponent and that it's the correct opponent for whom they have good support and decent chances against.
"Entropy, head further into the western sector, Ectoplasm is a few blocks down and west of you - one of those bottleneck points is in between you, use it. Creati, I reckon you can tell where All Might is, keep going for traps. Cellophane, Present Mic is two blocks up from you, occupy him. Psyren, get in close to All Might, but stay out of sight. We need him off-guard. Tsukuyomi, get in with All Might too. Cellophane, I'm headed your way, but I've got a rat to locate first. ETA four minutes. Keep each other updated."
Izuku is scanning the city scape with his long-range goggles, tapping away at his phone, hardly needing to look as he easily free-runs towards Sero and Present Mic. He needs to be ready to trace any disturbances in the cityscape's network to find Nedz-
"Argh-!" A half-grunted scream comes through the comms, a hideous wail in its background and- Shit, that light's bright. Dark Shadow will have more than withered under it.
"Cellophane, head straight to the lit-up area, rescue plan T. I'll head in for Present Mic. Psyren, within two minutes your phone will be pinged with a location, have All Might direct a long-range attack in that direction. All understood?" There's a series of affirmatives, and that's all Izuku needs. He's truly running now, phone zipped away, goggles clipped onto his belt. Gusts of wind buffet against him but they only have him grinning maniacally. Kidilante is in his element: jumping from rooftop to rooftop, zeroing in on an enemy that needs taking down-
Explosions, not large but still carrying, echo from behind Izuku and yes. All Might's been caught in one or more of Yaomomo's traps. Good. And then Izuku catches sight of Sero, the peak of one of his swings carrying him towards Tokoyami from several streets away. Even better.
Indeed, Sero is heading out to help Tokoyami. The boy's location has been made obvious by the street that's been floodlit, the brightness stark in the artificial dusk. It's harsh enough to have Sero blinking and squinting. And even worse, Nedzu is doing something to keep the bright lights following Tokoyami, now two streets away from where the light first began, Dark Shadow a whisper at best, cowering beneath his cloak.
"To- Tsukuyomi, here!" Sero yells, already untucking the large blackout sheet from where it had been folded up impossibly small for his utility belt. The black fabric billows behind him as he swoops down into the street, draping it over his teammate completely.
"Cellophane, my ally from the light, I offer you thanks," comes the solemn tone from beneath the sheet.
"Yeh, thanks dude!" Dark Shadow chirps, the fabric bulging and writhing as he grows in size beneath it. Sero, for his part, grins at them and crouches as planned to let Tokoyami clamber onto his back. Thank Kami Yaomomo could make one-way fabric.
"Climb on you two - I'll get you to where you need to be. Tape Transport!" With that, they're headed towards the 'SMASH's, explosions and demolition sounds from the heart of the city.
Meanwhile, Shouto is stood on top of a building, easily stepping off of his high ice walls and onto the roof, staring down at the twenty five or so Ectoplasms on the roundabout below him. They're busy assessing the four thick ice barriers blocking off the only exits to the large space. But this was one of Izuku's approved locations - Bottleneck D - and so Shouto has complete faith in it. The doors on all of the buildings are fake, and the windows are bulletproof glass, which, whilst not unbreakable by any means, certainly isn't an easy or practical option. Plus the ice walls are a solid few hundred feet tall, the tallest being Shouto's personal one, reaching the top of the skyscrapers surrounding the roundabout. Oh, and he made them all a good two metres wide at the base.
Ectoplasm isn't getting out of this any time soon.
Yaomomo, grappling hook at her waist, bo staff in hand, is running. She's been running and jumping and flying through the air for the last five minutes or so, leading All Might in circles, trying to get him to catch their traps. Sero's tape has been strung between buildings. She's covered sections of roads with minor explosives, covering them with a thin layer of matching tarmac. She periodically throws flashbangs or tear gas or empty matryoshka dolls behind her, whenever the hulking man gets too close. It's terrifying and a challenge and exhilarating. Yaomomo's never had so much fun or been so scared in her life. It's quite an adrenaline rush, really.
Although that adrenaline is threatening to crash sooner or later, and possibly her immediate fat reserves with it. But she's not too worried about that, because Shinsou - Psyren - is close by and Izuku-kun's plan is nearly ready to come to fruition. Or at least this portion of it. They just need Toko- Tsukuyomi to arrive for her back-up and have Entropy ready first, then they'll be good to go.
Just as she's thinking that, All Might gets caught in a third mine patch, his English cursing loud and almost violent as his feet get scorched and he's thrown off course, head-first into a building. If he hasn't gotten a concussion by now she'd be surprised.
"Creati!" And thank Kami, Sero's here, a fabric-shrouded blob on his back.
"Hemlock, Cellophane has arrived with Tsukuyomi, ready for taking down All Might. Am I switching?"
"Creati, Entropy, switch positions. Entropy, wait until she gives a one minute ETA, to be on the safe side. Psyren, be at the ready. Tsukuyomi, are you both fully recovered? Good. Keep going. Cellophane, support Tsukuyomi for now, as discussed. Tape will help slow All Might down." They've got their marching orders and they all scatter to follow them, Yaomomo using her grappling hook to swing from building to building, metal staff a reliable first point of impact, for all that it judders at her shoulders with each too-hard swing that she has to catch herself for. But soon she's getting close to Todoroki's location.
"Entropy, ETA one minute. Switch time."
"Got it Creati," comes through the comms, and there's a few blasts of fire nearby, a shadowed figure at their head.
"You two sorted?" Hemlock's voice is half-muffled by wind but it's clear enough for them both to reply positively and they can practically feel his feral grin in the,
"Excellent," that follows.
But then Yaomomo's on the roof of a skyscraper, ice to either side, and there are thirty or so Ectoplasms down below, hammering at the ice walls. Ah, thirty one to be precise. Letting out a grim little smile of her own, breathing still ragged, Yaomomo pulls out some of her stockpiled flashbangs, their heat and concussive force minimal, and lobs them into the centre of the mass of them. They scatter like bowling pins, several clutching at their eyes. Well, that's a decent start. She runs along the top of the one of the ice walls, the metre width safe enough, grabbing a container out of her belt. Nothing like learning from your enemies, she thinks to herself as she scatters a few hundred caltrops on the ground in front of, and a few on top of, the Ectoplasms. Well, that's one wall that's better protected at least.
Halfway across the city, Kidilante and Present Mic stare each other down, both smiling but for entirely different reasons.
Then Izuku moves.
Notes:
First things first: I, in full honesty, hadn't intended on leaving you on a cliff hanger? I was going to have the entirety of Izu's exam on here, but then the word count was getting high and, well... I'm not nice enough to take pity on you all ;)
With who faced Aizawa, I went with pairing up capture/support specialists against him. Yaomomo doesn't need as much of a confidence boost in this fic, as she had a supportive, productive internship along with doing well in the third round of the Sports Festival, so I had less to focus on for her character arc, which, as much as I utterly adore her character, *was* a lot easier for me. Hitoshi had to go up against someone he admired who knew about his Quirk's mechanisms, making it a bit of a double-whammy for him. Sero had to face someone with certain similarities to himself and be able to pick them apart and, in a way, beat Aizawa at his own game. And then of course, all three of them benefitted from A- not being able to rely on their Quirks and B- having to communicate and strategise effectively together.
And I felt the need to share it, so here is my legitimate plan for this exam/fight (it's two A3 sheets (totals to 11.7in x 33 in) which seemed excessive until I actually started...) and which has hopefully been edited enough not to give you any spoilers...
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Hugs, and the next chapter'll be out as soon as I finish it - Ota. Xxx
PS: I couldn't find any 'true' examples of one-way fabric on the internet, but they're like 200-300 years in the future so ehhhh gimme the benefit of the doubt this time ;)
Chapter 40: XXXVII - Final Exam The Second
Summary:
:) :) :)
Notes:
A quick re-cap:
Ectoplasm is trapped, Yaoyoruzu keeping an eye on him.
Shouto, Hitoshi, Tokoyami and Sero are keeping All Might distracted, trying to avoid taking any hits.
Izuku has just come up against Present Mic.
Nedzu is technically in hiding, orchestrating his own team.Whew, so this was A Thing (TM) but it's done now! Took me like four hours this afternoon because I haven't had internet for like 30hours or so which meant I *couldn't write* and I was stressing but then it came back around lunch time today so here you go- Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Across the city, Kidilante and Present Mic stare each other down, both smiling but for entirely different reasons.
Then Izuku moves.
Two knives hurtle towards the blond, but a single Quirked scream has them clattering off course. One gets lost, but Izuku is already leaping, catching the second and re-throwing it, darting to the side, forcing Mic to turn and keep track of him, starting a dance of blades and noise, Izuku kicking off of buildings and signs and lamp posts, dodging sonic blasts and catching his own knives, several managing to nick the hero but never quite cutting him. Not for the first five minutes anyway.
It makes Hizashi careless. And that's what gives Izuku the chance he needs.
Instead of leaping up and against another building, he flips up and over Present Mic, bo staff abruptly in hand and swiping low and sharp. It swipes immaculately against the back of the Voice Hero's knees, buckling them. He's falling, twisting, attempting to scream. Izuku is faster. He pivots even as he lands, bo staff sheathed in favour of another knife, this one rubber-handled, that he stabs straight into the directional speaker, sparks flying and smoke trailing, the greenette darting away again. He doesn't get off completely unscathed however. Mic, almost desperate, launches an attack regardless of his support gear being damaged and the feedback-laced scream is aimless and loud, catching Izuku in its waves.
Crashing into a building isn't fun, no matter how many times it happens, and Izuku curses to himself, ears ringing, falling further into Kidilante and out of Hemlock.
"I bet you're a screamer in bed too, aren'cha? How much did the soundproofing cost you?"
And for the brief second that Mic gapes at him, Izuku is already moving, rushing forwards, staff yet again in hand. But it's a distraction as he throws it like a javelin, aim not brilliant but more than sufficient as the blond raises his arms to deflect the seeming blow, faltering in regaining his feet. That leaves him at the perfect height for Izuku to run almost past him, but he latches onto the leather-clad shoulder, swinging himself up and around with the momentum, spinning in a tight curve around the hero to crash his knee straight into the hero's nose. It shatters with a splintering crunch. Present Mic falls back, choking on a muffled cry, blood arching from his face, sparks still flickering from his speaker. The air smells of ozone and iron. Izuku grins.
"Good fight Auntie Zashi!" he chirps, already latching the exam handcuffs around one of his teacher's wrists and bounding away. He's got a team to support.
"First sequence, report. Present Mic is out." Even now, he's forcing himself back into a more Hemlock-mindset, more serious, less playful, still utterly deadly.
"Creati: Ectoplasm still contained and distracted. No major injuries."
"Cellophane: currently helping to distract All Might. No injuries."
"Psyren: waiting for chance. No injuries."
"Entropy: aiding distraction and containment of All Might, fire only. No major injuries."
"Tsukuyomi: confr- confronting All Might. Slight weakening due to fire. Working around each other."
For half a second, Izuku takes all of that in, weighing up the situation.
"Right. ETA of one minute. When I attack, Entropy fall back, remain ready to use ice. Psyren, speak as Nedzu whenever best, you know what to say. Cellophane and Tsukuyomi, continue, but be careful not to cause friendly fire. Creati, keep us updated. All clear?" A round of affirmatives comes through the comms and Izuku's grin widens further again, rolling as he lands on one roof, leaping onto the next one with ease.
"Good job so far everyone. ETA forty seconds."
Already, he can hear and see the flares of Shouto's fire, the screeches of Dark Shadow, the shouts and blasts of All Might. It's crunch time.
Izuku flips down from a roof, frying pan held in both hands, fierce gaze taking in the positions of his team as he comes down at All Might's back. He lands a velocity-powered axe kick on All Might's neck, the man grunting. Instantly, Izuku is swinging his pan full force at the hand that comes up to grab him, using the clash of metal against knuckles as a grounding point to flip himself up and over All Might's shoulder, over the hand, and grabs a knife that promptly gets stabbed into the hero's thigh. Just because Izuku carefully avoided arteries and tendons, doesn't stop the leg from giving in under the man and he lashes out. Must be panicking.
"Detroit Smash!" But all of the team are already out of the way, following Izuku's tactics perfectly.
"All Might, retreat a block, followed by another long-range attack, understood?" And that might be Nedzu's voice, but it's Hitoshi's words, spoken clearly but with the slightest tininess as though coming through a communicator. Perfect.
"Very well, Nedz-"
Everything freezes. All Might is slack and gormless, eyes with a silver glaze. Hitoshi steps out fully from around a corner, hand fiddling with his voice changer, briefly double-checking something on his phone, the rest of the team poised, ready to jump straight back into the fight should All Might break out. But a few seconds pass, safe, and Izuku gestures at Sero and Tokoyami to go. As they start to leave, the streetlamps - or well, those not destroyed - start to flicker on, full brightness, and Dark Shadow cowers with an annoyed cry, but the other boy simply covers Tokoyami with the blackout fabric once again, and then they're gone, swinging towards where Ectoplasm and Yaomomo are.
"Go ahead Psyren," Izuku acknowledges. He idly observes how the floodlighting follows the figures of Sero and Tokoyami, but for now it's fine. They don't need Dark Shadow at this moment and Nedzu will be down and out soon, unable to interfere anymore.
"All Might, aim a strong attack towards your right, enough to take out at least five blocks." The hero, of course, obeys, and Izuku bounces forwards on light feet, knife in one hand, with handcuffs at the ready in the other. The crashing and rumbling of a good dozen buildings collapsing goes easily ignored.
"Entropy, use your goggles, ice the whole area," he commands, careful not to be within arms reach of the Number One Hero. He doesn't want to risk breaking Hitoshi's control early.
"All Might, knock yourself unconscious." A fist collides with the blond's head with a solid thump and then the man is crashing to the floor, eyes closed and breathing slow. Izuku happily comes forwards to handcuff the man, clasping his wrists together carefully, trying to subtly avoid straining his chest. Stabbing the man in the leg was probably enough for one day, he doesn't need to be worsening any older injuries of the hero's. Not that he'd know anything about anything like that, obviously not.
"Got him Hemlock?"
"We did Psyren. Perfect timing, thank you."
"It was your idea."
"Oh hush," Izuku chides, bumping his hip against the taller boy's as they both step back, watching All Might be sunk down into the cement ground with satisfied smiles.
"Entropy, you done?" he asks, busy nudging Hitoshi to start climbing the nearest stable building.
"Affirmative Hemlock. The heat signature's been completely covered."
"Brilliant. Head back to Ectoplasm's location, we're headed there now." Then Izuku switches to the team-wide comms channel,
"All Might and Nedzu down and out. All still well with Ectoplasm?"
"Yes, so far. He's more desperate now, sacrificed some clones to get back at the ice wall and has picked about halfway through it, maybe a little less. We've kept him at bay between the three of us," Yaomomo reports, clear and calm. Izuku appreciates it, thinking everything through. They've got all of their team remaining, but Yaomomo and Shouto will be close to their Quirk and physical limits by now, and they'll need to be careful not to put too much more strain on Sero or Tokoyami. Okay, he can work with this.
"Good. ETA one minute for myself and Psyren. One and a half for Entropy. Maintain your positions until our arrival, prepare for takedown E-4. All okay?"
Aizawa has to bury yet another snicker in his capture weapon as his class burst out into cheers as All Might falls still and slack under Shinsou's control. Admittedly, the screams and jeers and miscellaneous yelling isn't half as loud as their prior reaction to Izuku teasing Present Mic, nor to when Izuku had smashed his knee into the blond's face, but it's still pretty good. Their 'ooh's and 'ahh's for Todoroki's containment of Ectoplasm had been amusing too.
And now the general consensus of 'hell yeah' goes up, several of the teachers themselves cackling and shouting along as All Might destroys a whole swathe of city at Shinsou's command. Nedzu, of course, is in amongst that rubble somewhere but both Aizawa and Izuku know the creature well enough to know that he'll have accounted for possible destruction when he stationed himself, so the chances of him being actually crushed are low. And his brat is a clever, cunning thing, because he's got Todoroki up high, scanning the destruction with heat vision goggles and he focuses in on an area, sending ice to it. The initial slender crackle snakes out, randomly ballooning out over one pile, but judging by how Cementoss sighs across the room, raising a hand against the concrete of the single exposed wall in the observation room, the heterochromatic teen must have successfully frozen Nedzu over.
Huffing, Aizawa pulls out his phone for a moment, letting Tsukauchi know that there's gonna be an... amusing video file headed his way sometime this afternoon. After all, he knows the detective is a friend of All Might's as well, but he also knows that sometimes Tsukauchi can be pretty frustrated with the blond regardless, so there's no harm to sending him a clip of All Might getting his butt kicked by their vigilante and some other teenagers.
Accordingly, Aizawa sends a slightly ominous message to their group chat, glad that Izuku had to block all of his messaging apps for the duration of the exam.
ToiletPaperFather: [I'll send you a video file later. Watch it. And don't @ the kid.]
PolygraphWho : [okay?]
: [and it's a school day so obviously i wouldnt. has he had his exam yet?]
ToiletPaperFather: [It's still going, but going well. I'm sure he'll tell you all about it later.]
PolygraphWho : [good]
: [thanks i guess?]
With that arranged, Aizawa tucks his phone away once more. Ah, good, Izuku and the rest of his team are just about getting to Ectoplasm's iced off area.
Izuku comes to an easy halt on the top of a skyscraper, keeping half an eye on Hitoshi, who is scaling the last twenty metres of the side of the building. Admittedly, Izuku does have a rope that is attached to his teammate's costume, but he'd rather not need it. And look, there's Shouto. A short burst of flames propels him from the nearest roof a few stories lower, coming to a slightly messy landing beside Izuku, panting a little. Like Izuku'd thought, the beginnings of Quirk exhaustion. Not surprising really, considering. But hey, at least a semi-equal use of fire and ice over the exam has kept Shouto from overheating or getting frostbite.
"Entropy, take Psyren's rope. Don't pull him up, preserve both of your strengths. Shout if anything happens, we'll start sorting ourselves out, confirm the plan."
"Got it," the taller teen nods, securing the offered rope himself.
With those two okay, and giving Shouto the chance for a breather, Izuku sets off to the other three of his team, assessing them for injuries even from a slight distance and finding himself pleased that they seem to be doing okay. A bit battered up and Yaomomo in particular is visibly a bit thinner, but they're still bright-eyed and standing straight which Izuku will take more than happily. He knows that his stamina is comparatively ridiculous, used to four to ten-hour shifts through the night, so he understands that the rest of his team are more worn out than he is, or at least showing it.
"All alright?"
"Hemlock," Yaomomo greets, offering him a brief smile, even as she pops a few more little flashbangs and drops them off of the side of ice wall.
"The darkness is thriving for the time of present," Tokoyami adds on. From below, Dark Shadow screeches joyously, swooping down to snatch up one of the clones, soaring back up and throwing it across the ice-formed arena. Sero nods along, one hand steadying Tokoyami just in case, the other arm shooting out short strips of high-stickiness tape into the crowd of Ectoplasms, forcing two or three of them to pause and untangle themselves every time. Good, they've been wearing the hero down nicely.
"We'll be starting takedown E-4 once the last two join us. Any questions?"
"You sticking with your initial predictions?" Sero asks, squinting down at the crowd of clones, still with a good twenty plus of them swarming below. Many of them glare back up. Izuku can't help but smirk and wave enthusiastically at them, knowing they probably won't be able to see his expression but the wave would be obvious enough. He ignores the slightly disbelieving noises from Sero and Yaomomo.
"Yeh. Still far more likely than not. Us all being here will make him more desperate as he'll, quite correctly, assume that he's the only teacher-member left. He'll want to take us all out as easily and quickly as possible. Else he's doomed to failure."
There's comfortable silence after that, all of them occasionally sending a bit of tape, flashbang or smoke bomb down, Izuku digging into the small supply of the latter in the back of his utility belt, patiently waiting for Hitoshi and Shouto to join them, at which point Izuku speaks up once again,
"Takedown E-4, same predictions. Yaomomo, can you get us some more rope?" Within a minute or two, they're all descending from the side of the nearest building, rather than the ice wall they'd been watching from. Several of the Ectoplasm clones have broken off from the pack and are now stood at the base of the building, waiting, circling. When there's only another ten metres to go, only just safe, Izuku nods to Shouto.
"Entropy, go for it."
A massive burst of fire has the clones darting away again, giving the team the time and space to get onto the ground and ready. The last of the flames flicker out to reveal all twenty three clones at the ready, fighting stances held, eyeing up the students. Then they start to rush forwards.
Izuku immediately leaps ahead, flipping over the first clone and landing a kick to the back of its head, even as he throws a knife into another's throat. He lands, spins a kick into the side of a third clone, ducks under the punch of a fourth, and rolls backwards, popping up with a knife to the back for said fourth clone. Izuku promptly turns back to the third and bashes it over the head with his pan, not bothering to watch as it slumps unconscious before also dissolving back into the viscous fog. By now, the rest of the team are also charging forwards to engage with the clones. Judging by the ever-jerkier movements though, the hero is about to give in and-
From the back of the crowd a massive cloud of that thick fog starts to billow up, Izuku letting out a cry of warning before all of the clones dissolve, fading into the growing mass. The team brace themselves, Shouto crackling out some protective ice layers, and then the arena itself seems to throb. Air moves back in a massive rush, howling and pained cries filling the air as a massive shadow manifests, the remaining fog clearing to reveal a gigantic Ectoplasm.
Well, at least Izuku was right.
Less fortunately, Tokoyami and Sero have been caught up in the blast of air and pressure, crumpled at the edge of the space, clearly unconscious. But there's no pools of blood, so Izuku refocuses on the rest of his team. Yaomomo is practically wobbling in place, a hastily-made barrier allowing her to keep her footing, and Shouto and Toshi are near Izuku, protected by the same ice. This is workable.
"Creati, stay back, offer support, keep an eye out for the other two! Entropy, Psyren, cover me!" Izuku calls out, already running forwards. They had three main plans for giant Ectoplasm, and luckily their primary one should be completely viable still.
Accordingly, Izuku reaches Ectoplasm's foot, dodges the stomp that attempts to catch him, and latches on. Then climbs. A moving person is more difficult than a building, sure, but he's done similar things on smaller scales before, and a knife stabbing someone a good lot bigger than the average person is more like a needle's pinprick honestly. Hence Izuku scaling up the leg, then the torso, of the giant with zero compunctions. He's forced to pause occasionally, trying to keep a better grip when Ectoplasm swings or stamps to try and take out Shouto and Hitoshi, or when the giant pauses long enough to swat at Izuku, but the greenette easily reaches the collar of the trenchcoat. The jaw guard provides good climbing apparatus too and then Izuku is attached to Ectoplasm's face, his largest knife held by the man's eye, a smaller one lodged in his cheek to help Izuku stay in place.
"Ectoplasm, reply to Psyren! Stabbing you in the eye, even in your giant state, would do significant damage you know. Might need more than a kiss better," he taunts. The hero tenses, pausing.
And falls straight into Izuku's trap.
The giant begins to shrink and dissolve, dislodging Izuku almost immediately, knife slipping out of his cheek, losing his footing on the jaw guard. Yet, even whilst Ectoplasm is shrinking, Izuku doesn't lose contact with him, doesn't fall away or off, doesn't drop his knives. Instead, he latches on. He keeps a grip and, as the hero returns to his usual size, about to let out more clones, there's a weight on his shoulders, a pressure across his throat, a knife yet again at his face.
Of course, said knife is the size to gauge his eye out completely, and then a rush of crackling cold has the man's legs and torso encased in thick ice, Hitoshi coming forwards with another pair of cuffs in his hands.
"Thanks for making our job easier! You gonna listen this time?" Izuku chirps, tone bright and casual. He could almost be discussing his favourite snack or hobby, but his legs are tight around Ectoplasm's neck and the ice around the majority of his body is sinking chill down to his bones. Suffice to say, the hero allows Hitoshi to cuff him without any difficulties.
"Student team wins! Would all participants please remain in place, a tunnel to the observation room will be opening up for those of you conscious. Medical bots have already been deployed for everyone else!" And that's Nedzu's voice coming through speakers that are probably set up high in the ceiling. And, huh, that's the exam over, just like that. Weird.
"Green bean!" Izuku, only just jumping down from Ectoplasm's shoulders, is immediately bowled over by his boyfriends, all three of them clattering to the floor with slightly hysterical laughter and grins. Before they can chatter or get up to check on their teammates, the aforementioned med bots appear out of the ground, the concrete opening up for them, and Izuku scrambles out from beneath his boyfriends to watch as Tokoyami and Sero are taken away, along with Ectoplasm. Hitoshi and Shouto both keep ahold his hands as he walks over to Yaomomo, smiling to one another.
"Yaomomo, go with them too, please? At the very least to let Recovery Girl give you some of her gummies," Izuku asks, tone polite and slightly concerned, a far cry from the analytical commands of only moments ago. It earns him a smile either way, and when Yaomomo raises one arm slightly in subtle question, the greenette does actually dart forwards to give her a brief hug, carefully tucking his face against her shoulder, squeezing lightly before he steps back again.
"You did really well, we all did. Thanks Yaomomo."
"I enjoyed it Izuku-kun, so of course!" And with that, she sits on the fourth stretcher, allowing the med bots to take her to the Infirmary too.
"Back to the observation room?" Izuku asks, offering his hands back to his boyfriends. For all that Hitoshi rolls his eyes and Shouto pouts a little, which is fair considering Izuku let go in the first place, they take him back and all head into the tunnel that's opened up for them. Time to face their class.
Well, the tunnel does literally put them in the observation room, opening up on the single bare wall, opposite all of the monitors now showing an empty cityscape, half destroyed.
Everyone is still sat around the room, and it's Aizawa, Jirou and Shouji who first hear the three of them coming up through the tunnel. The man is immediately on his feet, weaving through the room to be stood opposite the opening. Izuku, for his part, bounds up to his Dad, smiling wide and pretty, but pauses, abruptly very aware of their watching audience.
Then his Dad is stepping forwards, swinging him up into a great big hug,
"Good job kiddo. I'm so fucking proud of you."
And for all that his words are quiet, and both of their faces are buried in capture weapon and each other's shoulders, several of the people closest to them grin, whispering amongst each other. The two Aizawas ignore both that and the general clamour that springs up, Izuku hiding a wobbly smile in the familiar scent and worn-soft-rough feel of his Dad's capture weapon, heart burning warm and bright in his chest with the echo of those words. His Dadzawa is proud of him, thinks he did well, and that's really all that Izuku can ask for. More than.
Notes:
So, was that satisfactory? Did it meet your expectations? I sure hope so! :D
(And yeh, no, I had to end it on a cute Dadzawa moment because this is me and this is Kidilante, so...)Oh, and here's a non-blurred but possibly still illegible version of the plan:
Hugs and love, Ota. Xxx
PS: If any of you guys are Tsune readers and I haven't replied to your comment yet (I've read them though and they're super lovely) then I promise I'm doing it tomorrow, but I wanted to reply to the last chapter's here before I posted today's Kidilante chapter, so my order's a bit out of whack :D
Chapter 41: XXXVIII - Their Idea Of Family Fun
Summary:
Just a bit of proud Dadzawa and The Chaotic Trio for you ;)
Notes:
Exactly as I said - we're setting up for some real fun times, so I thought I'd give you some fun and fluff first! Oh, and I had one particular line that I absolutely *adored* in this - I wonder if any of you guys will mention that one? :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
That afternoon sees Izuku and Aizawa returning home, ready to take a nap. Well, they both have a nutrient pouch first, Aizawa feeding the cats whilst Izuku heads into the bathroom to shower, but then they pile up with blankets, cats and each other on the sofa, Izuku curled up against one arm of the furniture, head pillowed on his own arms, and Aizawa unabashedly drapes himself over his son, hair getting all in the kid's face, one arm curling along the line of Izuku's, providing another width to the kid's makeshift pillow, other arm trailing off of the sofa entirely, fingers just brushing Kimchi's fur. Cadaver and Caitlin settle on top of Aizawa, three blankets not thick enough to block out the wonderful vibrations of their purring.
"You trying to squash me?" Izuku grumbles, huffing out a great breath that lifts Aizawa's hair out of his face. It falls straight back of course.
"Mmph," the man offers, not bothering to answer properly. He knows that the kid doesn't really care, or at least not in any negative way; they both thrive off of casual affection after all, as much as they might deny it to most people.
Hence them happily napping like that for a few hours.
All too soon though, the incessant racket of Aizawa's alarm has them both grumbling and shifting, the cats leaping away pretty quickly. Aizawa finally leans off the sofa far enough to bat at the phone, Izuku groaning and complaining with how he's being squashed in a different way, wordless but his aggravation all too obvious. Huffing, Aizawa cranes his head down to plop a noisy kiss on the kid's brow then scrapes his stubble over the spot a little before rolling over the brat, sprawling onto the floor and lying there for a long few moments.
"I'm not as young as I used to be," he mutters, groaning as he heaves back up to his feet, stretching aching muscles and rubbing at aching joints. Izuku, hair mussed, a little dried track of drool on his chin, blinks up at him. Then lashes out with a half-hearted kick. Admittedly, it only skims Aizawa's thigh, but the hero scowls down at his brat all the same.
"You've basically embedded me in the sofa, you great lug of a caterpillar hobo. Help me up."
For all that he snorts, his Dadzawa does smile and keep Izuku steady while he does exactly that, practically picking the teen up before he can unfold his own limbs and begin to stretch too. They really need to stop sleeping on the sofa.
"You tired, or still up for patrolling tonight? It's only until two." The man asks, headed around the counter to root through the fridge and drag out the half-prepared ingredients for a quick dinner of fish, rice, soup and veg. It's healthy and easy to both eat and cook, and there isn't much else to it. Good for nights like tonight.
"Both, as per usual."
"Ah, a mood."
"Why the fuck did you say it like that? You're not posh, you hobo," Izuku retorts, the note of genuine curiosity easily overriden by his judgeyness. Rude, in his Dad's opinion.
"Kid, you've gotta stop calling me a hobo when we literally share our home."
"Meh. It's kinda true though," Izuku muses, coming to start frying the fish for him.
If he hipchecks his Dad none-too-gently on the way, then it's a given that the man elbow jabs him a moment later.
"Kid, how the fuck is that true?"
"Shit be shit."
"I'm not even gonna bother with that. I'm just not." Instead, the man turns his attention to the soup. Honestly, his kid.
"Oh no..." someone groans, just loud enough to be heard over the general hubbub of the main workroom for the local police precinct, everyone immediately looking up to see two very familiar figures strolling casually into the room.
"Hey Takada!" Izuku chirps, mask and hood on, bounding over deposit a large box of cookies on said officer's desk, almost an apology. Or perhaps a bribe. The officers will take it anyway.
"You just here for Tsukauchi?"
"Unfortunately for you guys, yep! See you round, don't eat too many cookies! Oh, and remember to save Sansa one of the peanut butter ones, else he'll start scratching everyone's chairs like last time. All your moaning got annoying." And that earns a well-deserved round of shudders. The Cookie Retribution Incident hadn't been fun.
Not even five minutes later, Takada knocks briefly on Tsukauchi's door, steels himself, and heads in.
He walks straight back out again, files clutched close to his chest with a white-knuckled grip, and Haruki is already on her feet and bringing him the precinct trauma blanket. It takes a few minutes and the penultimate peanut butter cookie, but he eventually looks up at them all with clear eyes,
"So Eraserhead was stood on Tsukauchi's desk, right?" There's a round of acknowledging murmurs, everyone pausing their work to hear the latest story. Some of them are shivering already. The detective's desk is sacred.
"And he was just holding Kidilante up by the armpits, all Simba-you're-the-king-now style, and Tsukauchi was just... sat there? Sipping coffee, calm as you please. Nonchalant? Didn't even bat an eyelid when he would've stabbed us with that chunky pen of his. And they-" he hesitates, shakes his head a little, eyes haunted, but continues,
"They were humming that lion king song, you know the one, but they were all at different pitches and speeds and energy levels and it was so wrong but it kind of worked?"
“Probably due to the chaos.” Sansa offers, tone sage and oh-so-done despite having only come into work three minutes ago.
“Probably,” Takada nods,
“I’ll... I’ll go back in ten minutes or so.”
“I'd go for fifteen, just to be safe. Maybe twenty.”
"Yeh," he pauses, joins in the room-wide sigh,
"Yeh, I think I'd better."
Meanwhile, Izuku has twisted in his Dad's hold to squint at the closed door over their shoulders.
"Yo, Tsuka, who was it? They didn't stay for long."
"Takada, I think you traumatised him again, I almost feel sorry for the ma-"
"Us? Tsuka, you letting someone even touch your desk is like some high-level bribery shit on our part. We all traumatised him together." The smug tone has Aizawa dropping his kid. Well, his arms were getting tired too. But still.
"Bastard," the kid snarls, landing in a neat crouch and popping back up to latch a hand onto his Dad's wrist. Of course, he yanks hard on said wrist, pulling his Dad down from the desk. Before they can initiate a sparring session in the detective's office (it would hardly be the first time) Aizawa's phone starts buzzing and, with a disgruntled huff, Izuku releases the man to allow him to answer it. Caterpillar hobo got off easily this time.
"So Izuku, kid, we've probably got a few minutes now. Want to tell me about your exam?"
"Hell yeh I do!" Izuku exclaims, burning off some energy by falling into a neat handstand, starting to wander around the room like it. Shame there's not more floor space really.
"So, I had a team from my class and Nedzu had himself and three more teachers, right? I got to choose from anyone who volunteered which was all bar Bakugou which, weird, but I'll take it. I ended up going with Toshi, Shou, Yaomomo, Tokoyami and Sero, you remember them all from the Sports Festival? People I know I can worth with. And it gave me an ace, a powerhouse, a support, a good all-round fighter and then mobility. Plus myself, that was gonna work pretty well against whatever Nedzu was gonna throw at us: All Might was kinda a given, you know? Oh, wait, you're friends with him, aren't you?" Izuku asks, curving back onto his feet, face a little flushed from the headrush. His mask is still abandoned on Tsukauchi's desk.
"We are, have been for years. But he can be a bit distant from everything, so it's always fun to see him brought down a bit in private."
"Hah!" Izuku snorts, completely comfortable once again. There are many reasons he and his Dad have ended up so close to Tsukauchi over the years, and that kind of attitude is a perfect example.
"So, anyway..." The re-telling goes on, not interrupted by the return of Aizawa who comes back in through the window he'd left through, easily catching the knife that got thrown at his neck, having expected it. Damn brat. All the same, when the tale draws to a close, the pro asks,
"You tell him about the screamer comment?" The way that both Izuku and Tsukauchi snicker is answer enough.
"Sounds like you did well kid," Tsukauchi offers, once they've all shut up again. Before Izuku can reply, Aizawa interjects with a,
"Damn right he did." And if Izuku curls up in the corner out of embarrassment, then the two men will only take a few photos before moving the conversation on.
When said conversation shifts to boring topics, Izuku pulls out his phone and opens up the class group chat, noticing how the volume of notifications is even greater than normal. Oh, yeh, that mall trip everyone had been planning. It's kind of a shame that he and Hitoshi have already agreed to go with Shouto to visit his mother, Rei. Although, honestly, Izuku is quite excited for it, despite his nerves. Reuniting with the woman over the last few months has had Shouto smiling and, in his boyfriends' opinions, anything that can do that is worth both the time and effort.
At least they're not going until ten in the morning. It will give Izuku the chance to catch up on some sleep and not be completely dead first. Small miracles.
He's pulled from his scrolling of the class messages by his Dad standing up.
"Ready to go Kid? Shift starts in fifteen, just long enough to grab one more coffee."
"Got it Eraserdad!" Izuku chirps, grabbing his mask from the desk.
"I've still got two weeks until my respite, haven't I? One of term, one of your near-constant presence?" Tsukauchi asks as they all converge towards the door.
"Aw, Tsuka don't you love us? Don't say you want to be rid of us; I'm hurt! I'm offended!"
For all that the detective rolls his eyes, the gentle way that he squeezes Izuku's shoulder is far too telling.
"Go away, you gremlins." The Aizawas do exactly that, nodding to the various officers still scattered throughout the main room. Six hour shift here they come.
Three hours or so in, they come across an honest-to-Kami bank heist. It's clearly been planned, if not well, judging by how they're all positioned, weapons at the ready, herding all of the customers into one corner, plus all bar one of the tellers, one man left to tap away at his computer, one of the villains hanging over him. Right, hostage situations are never fun. Still, they're also not new.
"I take distraction, you take extraction?" Izuku - Kidilante - asks, already holstering his pan in favour of his bo staff in one hand, several knives in the other. Aizawa barely hesitates, logic overwhelming the instant of putting my kid in danger no no no, as he nods, already headed for the windows behind the hostages. This won't be their first operation like this, nor, doubtless, their last. Hence Izuku casually jumping down from their current rooftop, flipping and sticking the landing before popping up to stroll jauntily into the bank, nodding to the one guy stood by the door, who for a long moment just gapes at the kid casually walking past him.
Then of course, he seems to wake up, rushing forwards to hold his gun against Kidilante's head, cushioned by the black hood but still distinct. Izuku only smirks beneath his mask.
"Hey there boyo! What you guys up to on this fine Friday evening?"
"You better behave! This gun is-"
"Against my head, yeh, I gathered that from, you know, being able to feel it. Duh. Anyways, I'm just your local neighbourhood vigilante," Izuku went on, casually strolling further into the bank, forcing his companion to keep up with him, eventually latching a too-tight grip around Izuku's bicep. He hasn't noticed the knives and, apparently, has dismissed the bo staff as some stick or something. Idiot.
Even better, Kidilante's dramatic but gradual entrance has attracted the attention of the entirety of the bank. Including the civilians. And that glimpse of black is his Dad. Perfect.
"Just some two-bit vigilante?" The apparent ringleader jeers, circling back around the tellers' counter. Well, that's one more person in less danger.
"Well, two-bit's a tad rude. But yeh, I'm a vigilante. Just gotta get that beating up bad guys rush, you know? Adrenaline and shit." And they can't see Kidilante's feral grin, but they can feel the miasma of it, heavy and pervasive. Izuku's captor tenses with it. Is it time ye- Ah, it is. Fun.
Izuku bursts into a flurry of motion.
He flips forwards, halfway between a martial arts back kick and a forward walkover, one boot coming up to smash under door guy's chin, sending him back with a chunk of something - probably tongue, lovely - going flying, gun clattering to the ground, Izuku easily yanking his arm free with the movement. And the other villains are beginning to open fire, a hail of bullets and- and fucking popcorn, what the hell - headed for the vigilante. But Kidilante brandishes his pan even as he rolls away, dodging and deflecting most of the bullets. A few scrape his limbs, but the burn is only that. He's barely bleeding. As he rolls, he sends out several knives, one being pushed off course by a rogue bullet, but three of the villains still go down. Only four to go now.
Well, three, judging by how one mutant, skin blue and weirdly squishy, even at half a glance, gets yanked back by strips of off-white, smashing heavily into a wall. Good on Eraserdad.
Izuku promptly gets distracted by another round of gunfire aimed at him, this time running forwards into the onslaught, pan braced to take them, all aiming at his chest like the fools they clearly are. The recoil hurts like hell, but it's not the end of the world. Particularly when he gets the chance to flip up and over one man's head, who immediately falls to friendly fire. Whoops, hopefully he's not dead. Still only two more- No, one more, Eraserdad got another.
"Kidilante, how you holding up?"
"Pretty good. Run of the mill, you know? Although one guy had fuckin' popcorn shooting out, if you can-"
"Oi! my Quirk's amazing!"
"Wait- oh holy shit, Eraser, this one's Popcorn Pinkies." The only villain left, glaring at them both, the ringleader - he was the one shooting popcorn from his hands earlier. Popcorn.
"You're taking me to the cinema next week now, no question about it," Kidilante comments idly, he and his Dad easily setting themselves up to be stood at an obtuse angle to each other, able to keep the whole bank in sight between them. No blind spots. But with the advantage of having popcorn pisser caught between them.
"The fuck I am."
"Hah! I win," Izuku chirps, already darting forwards. Do they regularly use banter to determine who gets to attack first? Yes. Does it work? Hell yes it does.
Case in point: Kidilante rushes forwards, brandishing his pan to distract popcorn pisser from the capture weapon looping behind him, latching around his neck and yanking him back, shooting popcorn wildly but uselessly as the alloy strips wrap all the way down his arms and hands too. And that's the heist dealt with.
"Yo, Eraser, you got some spare cuffs? My ties are running low." Izuku catches the two sets tossed to him, quickly bending to latch them onto the nearest crook. Well, that was a productive ten minutes.
Unfortunately, the next twenty are far less so, some of the local officers arriving, all more than familiar with the pair, nodding and offering smiles or grimaces, depending. At least because the officers know them, and also know that Izuku is technically acting within the law, easily taking his and Eraserhead's statements as they load up the villains, piling up their guns. Outside the bank, the customers and tellers, including the one who had been at the computer, are being checked over by medics, police dotted amongst them as they talk to people. Beyond that, there's a gathering crowd of media. Fuck, really?
"Hit the roofs?"
"Let's hit the road Jack, and don't we come back no more, no more, no more!" Izuku singsongs as they both leave through the window where the civilians had been gotten out, easily climbing a fire escape in the side road to get up to the roofs and continue their patrol. Well, once his Dad has managed to sit Izuku down long enough to dress his bullet scrapes and ruffle his hair beneath the hood.
What a fun start to the evening.
And a little bonus scene (thanks Hannah) ;)
23:47, Date Unknown, Detective Tsukauchi's Office, Local Musutafu Police Station:
Aizawa cackles louder as the split screen shows Nedzu's expression, caught between indignation and glee, as All Might turns under Shinsou's mind control, winds up, and lets loose with a blast of power that levels five blocks, including Nedzu's, the creature disappearing under rubble with an undignified squeak. At his side, Tsukauchi practically chokes on his popcorn. Even on the sixteenth replay, this is still far too funny.
It gets better when All Might collapses to his own fist.
"Wait- it's like that riddle!" The underground hero suddenly exclaims, sitting up straight, finger pressing into the screen with how furiously he points at it,
"If you punch yourself and it hurts, are you weak or strong?" They both pause for a moment, eyes meeting.
"Weak."
Their simultaneous answer has them collapsing with laughter again, delirious off of sleep deprivation, overly-sugared popcorn and good old-fashioned humour.
This is the sight and sound Sansa walks into. The cat-headed man stalks over, snatches away the popcorn with a scowl, muttering about 'over-tired imbeciles' which, rude, before powering down Tsukauchi's computer, even as he glares at them both.
"Go home, both of you. Else I'll tell Kidilante to replace all of your coffee with tea for a week." They groan and grumble at him, neither truly replying.
"It's two weeks now. Go." And judging by how his phone is already in his hand, the officer means it, so they both shuffle around to collect up their various scattered belongings. Yet even as they leave, Aizawa mutters,
"Weak." It has them both cackling in time for the other night-shifters to glare and point at the exit. Well, they know where they're not wanted.
"Want to come back and watch it again at ours?"
"Hell yes I do." And that was their plans sorted for the next two hours. Hopefully they wouldn't wake Izuku up but, even if they did, the kid would probably just join in. Chaos was in their blood after all.
Notes:
AHHHHH SEVENYAAAAAAAA-
Ahem. I've watched the lion king maybe twice in my entire life, I'm not massively into Disney movies (please don't kill me, I'm just not fussed) but that one frickin line- I sing it wrong, I sing it loud and I sing it far too often. The chaotic trio get to join in on that fact, okay? :D
Hope y'all enjoyed, love and hugs to you, I'm gonna go sleep - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 42: XXXIX - A Mother And Another 'M'
Summary:
Ah, so many of you sweet summer children seem to have forgotten what's coming. But first, Shouto visits his Mum, boyfriends in tow.
Notes:
Oh, and just as a note:
On one hand, I feel like Shouto would probably call Rei 'mother' because he's an overly-formal awkward bean but, also, they're not under Endeawhore's thumb any more and I want them to be close and comfortable with each other, so she gets to be Mum. Also, as a little side note, I've only ever mentioned it briefly, but he's been visiting her since the Sports Festival, and nigh-on every weekend and occasional weekdays since Endeawhore's public arrest.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Shouto knocks on the door, glancing back to offer his two boyfriends a warm glance. Hitoshi and Izuku, for their parts, exchange a nervous look, but still follow behind the heterochromatic boy, hand in hand.
"Hello Mum."
"Shouto! Oh, hello darling." And damn, they can really see the similarities in the soft voice and pale looks, fine-fingered hands and straight-hanging hair. But most of all, the kind eyes. Calm eyes.
"And you two must be Izuku-kun and Hitoshi-kun. Is it alright if I call you by your first names?" She's looking at them with a fond expression, if perhaps a little hesitant too. Izuku immediately wants to allay any fears she might have,
"Of course Rei-san."
"Wonderful. Thank you both for being so lovely and looking after my son, despite my not being able to." She bows to them, as much as she's able whilst sat on her bed. They're having none of it.
"Mum, that isn't your-"
"Rei-san, you shouldn't-"
"Rei-san, don't say-" The three teens pause, looking to each other. And promptly fall into snorts and giggles, leaning in close together as they laugh, Rei watching on with a smile both relieved and content.
"Honestly, Rei-san," Izuku starts, once they've calmed down,
"Thank you for Shouto. He- he makes us very happy."
"We wouldn't be without our Peppermint," Hitoshi tacks on, squeezing both of their hands slightly.
Of course, they aren't expecting Rei to tear up, raising a trembling hand to rest delicately over her mouth, wide-eyed and staring. Did they say something wrong? What is it? What can they do-? Looking to Shouto, they find him just as confused but, after a moment, it clears and he leaves them to step forward and settle on the edge of his mother's bed, offering her his cold hand with the faintest of smiles. She takes his hand without pause, folding it loosely in her lap, brushing a soft thumb over his knuckles. The interaction reminds Izuku a bit of his Dad. That thought has Izuku smiling properly and Hitoshi, glancing down at him, smirks a little, looping his arm around the greenette's shoulders to tuck him in close to his side as they stand back from the bed. It's good to see Shouto so comfortable with someone beyond themselves.
Regardless, after a few minutes, everyone has fully calmed down, and their boyfriend is the first one to speak,
"I can't remember if I told you yet Mum, I don't believe I did, but do you remember that a hero student called Hemlock was instrumental in gathering evidence against Him?" Oh no. Izuku has a very bad feeling that Shouto's about to expose him.
"Why yes, I do. A very clever young person they must be too."
"Well, guess what Izuku's hero name is?"
"Oh, surely not- Oh! Thank you, thank you so much-" And when Rei opens her arms in a clear invitation, Izuku only hesitates for half a moment before coming forwards to accept her embrace, soothing a hand in small circles over her shoulder. It doesn't feel like she's crying, but still.
"You've both done so much for us all, for my son, I really can't thank you enough!" One of her arms leaves Izuku to beckon Hitoshi forwards as well, and then they're both being hugged by their boyfriend's mother, her gratitude evident in every soft arc and tense line of her body.
"It's the least we could do Rei-san. Honestly."
"We only ever want to help Shouto. We really care a lot about him." Their words are muffled against her and each other, but she hears them and, for a long moment, holds them both tighter for it. When she loosens her hold, they easily step back, Shouto meeting them with a soft smile and outstretched hands.
At this point, the three settle down on the small two-seater sofa that's set beneath the window near the woman's bed. Or, well, Shouto and Hitoshi sit down and, before Izuku can say a word, they tug him down with them so that he ends up sat partially in both their laps, across one of their thighs each, bright red and burying his face in his hands even as they both loop an arm around his waist, smirking to each other in victory. Rei simply muffles a laugh at their antics.
But then she takes pity on Izuku by distracting his boyfriends with questions,
"So how do you all feel your exams went? You had the last of them Thursday or yesterday, didn't you?" And everything flows from there. The teens talk about lessons and their friends and give great detail about some of the more chaotic exploits of their class, picking out some of the funniest and easiest to explain from the very, very long list of options. Rei is engaged and clearly happy, eyes shining as she looks at her son and his partners. Now and then she'll reference some other story or detail that Shouto's told her before, keeping the conversation more interactive, and they all grow more comfortable and relaxed by the minute.
However, they're interrupted after barely more than an hour by the knock and entry of one of the nurses.
"Rei-san, your appointment's been moved- Oh, hello, apologies for interrupting." The woman smiles at the three boys but turns her attention back to Rei.
"As I was saying, Doctor Nagisa has had an opening for twenty minutes time and thought you'd like to take it. We'd be able to move up your paperwork by a day or two if all goes well." Whilst that doesn't mean much to Hitoshi or Izuku, they feel the way that a buzz of veritable excitement seems to shoot through Shouto and, after a few seconds, realise what the nurse must mean. Rei is meant to be discharged from the hospital in the next few weeks, provided all of her psych assessments are passed which, judging by how she has long since recovered from her mental breakdown, if perhaps not every symptom of her long-term abuse, shouldn't be an issue at all. She'd be able to move in with Shouto and Fuyumi. To go home.
The nurse is still talking to Rei when they focus back in,
"-but if you're busy now, we can just as easily stick with your original time."
"Don't do that on our part Rei-san!" Izuku blurts out, feeling Shouto instantly relax a little beneath him. Or beneath his left side. Whatever.
"Really, we can come and visit you any time but doing so will be even easier if you're home sooner, so please go ahead! We honestly don't mind." Hitoshi nods along,
"Gree- Izuku's right, Rei-san. Shouto wants you home, so we do too." And oh, they hadn't meant to make her tear up again.
"Thank you Kushina-san, I'll take that opening today then. Will it still be in Room C-7?" she addresses the nurse, flickering one more grateful look to the three.
"Yes, it will. I'll let Doctor Nagisa know."
"Wonderful, thank you very much." With that, the nurse departs, offering a far brighter smile to the teens, apparently impressed by their thoughtfulness. Honestly, they only care that Shouto is visibly happier. That's what matters.
"We'll leave now Mum, unless there's anything else?" Shouto asks, nudging Izuku fully onto Hitoshi's lap so that he can stand.
"Oh, no Shouto darling. You three run along, make the most of a free day. You all work more than hard enough to deserve it; Izuku-kun, Hitoshi-kun, I'll look forward to seeing you again?"
"Sooner rather than later, hopefully!" Izuku chirps as he stands up, no saccharine sweetness to it, just genuine kindness. He likes Rei. She- Well, she reminds him of days long gone. People long gone.
"Definitely. It's been lovely to meet you Rei-san," Hitoshi continues, offering her a short bow.
Rei only opens her arms for another hug, albeit a far briefer one this time. Then Shouto gets a longer hug, the woman carefully smoothing fingers through his fine hair, the motion repetitive and practiced. From the way that Shouto melts so easily, it probably is.
With that settled, they leave the hospital, only to end up sitting in the park down the street, trying to figure out their day.
"What do you two wanna do?" Hitoshi asks,
"We've got plenty of time and options."
"It probably depends on how much energy we've got for social interactions; the class will still be at the shopping centre if we wish to join them," Shouto comments, pulling his phone out of a pocket.
"Oh, that might be fun. And we could get lunch there!" Hitoshi, in lieu of replying, also digs his phone out, opening up the class group chat.
Izuku, feeling impish and restless, immediately steals it.
{insomn-i-am changed their name to MintLover}
PrettyThermostat: [Izu, give Hito his phone back.]
MintLover: [Tell me that in person you coward. You're literally sat next to me.]
: [Well, not any more.] Izuku adds on as he dances away from Hitoshi's reaching grasp, heading towards the nearby trees.
PrettyThermostat: [No, you'll do something.]
: [I don't know what, but something.]
MintLover: [You fucking bet I will.]
: [And no. He'll just change his name back. It's too accurate to change.]
KirbyBeFloats: [Don't you just love when they forget anyone else is around and are just adorable?]
Dwayne: [Hell yeh I do! So manly!]
Izuku nearly falls out of his hastily-climbed tree because this is embarrassing. Very, very embarrassing. Ah, why do they always do this, like the idiots they are, exposing their fluffy stupidity to the rest of the class?
MintLover: [What! No! Don't say that!]
ASSqueen: [they bes being v cute]
DumbassPikachuMeme: [Relationship Goals (TM)]
PrettyThermostat: [Izu, don't you dare fall out of that tree.]
MintLover: [I'd be fine!]
PrettyThermostat: [...Fair, you probably would.]
: [But you'd give me and Hito heart attacks so don't.]
MintLover: [Fine.]
Their back-and-forth gets interrupted by Kirishima, giving Izuku the chance to make sure he's higher than Hitoshi would be able to climb. He's safe. There are some advantages to still being short and barely at-weight for said height.
Dwayne: [hey, what you three doing anyway? thought you were visiting a parental unit or smthn.]
MintLover: [We had to leave early.]
: [When you guys getting lunch?]
SANIC: [We're meeting up to eat in 32 minutes Izuku-kun!]
MintLover: [ Ah, coolio thanks. We'll probably meet you then? It's only like a twenty minute train ride]
SANIC: [That would be an excellent opportunity for further bonding!]
MintLover: [Take that as a yes then.]
: [We'll be there.]
PrettyThermostat: [If Hitoshi doesn't murder Izuku over his phone-stealing ways first.]
ASSqueen: [Yayyy!!!!!]
DumbassPikachuMeme: [See you soon guysssssssss]
KirbyBeFloats: [Cool beans. Don't die Izuku!]
Izuku switches Hitoshi's phone back off to peer down at where his boyfriend is glaring up at him. The whole half-pout, half-scowl is honestly adorable. Definitely drowned kitten vibes.
"Hey, Toshi, catch!"
And Izuku leaps.
Hitoshi, despite his grumpiness, immediately reaches out to catch him, but they both would've fallen if not for Shouto dashing forwards and supporting Hitoshi too. As it is, they lean back dangerously far before Izuku pulls back enough to counterweight them, giggling all the while. And when their little gremlin is laughing so freely? Well. The other two certainly can't stay annoyed for long, merely exchanging long-suffering glances before pulling Izuku close in between them until he calms down.
"You're such a little shit, Green bean."
"You two's little shit."
"I'll give you that," Hitoshi grumbles, all too obviously half-hearted in his grouchiness. And the last of it fades when Izuku, smile still wide and bright, peers up at him from where he's chest to chest with Shouto, curls pressing against Hitoshi's sternum, caught in between the circle of their arms and bodies. Huffing, the taller boy leans down enough to press a couple of kisses across Izuku's forehead. They're both smiling by the time Shouto gently butts Hitoshi's head away to do the same.
Once Izuku has calmed down and they're stood, just holding each other close, for a solid few minutes, Izuku starts wriggling,
"We gotta go catch our train. The only other one's in forty minutes or something, I think."
"How do you even remember all the train times for the whole area?" Hitoshi laments as they finally pull away from each other, if only far enough to still hold hands as they leave the park.
"Eh, gotta do something after a three-am shift when I'm still restless."
"Huh, I guess."
"Do you always patrol with Aizawa-sensei?" Shouto enquires, looking down at Izuku with an expression bordering on concern. Understandable, arguably. Although Izuku thinks it's a bit misplaced. It's probably a good thing he isn't telling them about, for example, having had a gun to his head last night, with several bullet scrapes still adorning his arms and legs today, all treated by his Dad. They'd only worry. Well, more than they already might.
"Nowadays, yeh. I used to go solo sometimes, but I'd usually meet up with Eraserdad at least half the time. We became known as a bit of a duo in the local underground."
"Is that why you know that detective? Tsukauchi, wasn't it?"
"Yeh! Oh, we had the best fun last night! So, the local station is kinda low-key traumatised by us three being chaotic, right?" And so Izuku spends the walk to the station, and the first ten minutes of the train ride, rambling to his boyfriends about some of the Chaos Trio's antics. It earns some snorts and outright laughter, so Izuku's content.
Later, they're instead smiling because of the mess of nineteen teenagers trying to order food and sit down. Well, mess is an understatement. Some of them are comparing purchases, others eating, on their phones or, quite simply, chattering away, all settling around three large tables in the far corner of the food-related floor. Everyone had greeted the three with smiles and laughter, beckoning them to a few saved seats at the far table.
Ten minutes larer, it's the faintest sound of rushing air that has Izuku moving.
"Izuku-!" Tsuyu cries out, the first to see why, but Izuku has already sprung to his feet, half-turned to face the person who, before the teen can do anything else, has latched a hand around the his throat. But Tsuyu's shout has at least caught the whole class' attention immediately, as they all stand up, ready to fight.
But there is only Izuku being turned back around and dragged back two paces by Shigaraki, a pale hand digging into his neck.
The greenette, for his part, doesn't even look scared, fierce eyes scanning their surroundings, likely checking for any other villains, looking over each of his class in turn, not an ounce of fear or hesitance in his gaze. That, in itself, reassures them a little.
"Ah, the guild of 1-A. I thought I'd come on a side-quest and have a little chat with you all. Did you miss me?" The rasping voice has several people shuddering, harking back to the USJ.
"Why are you here? Let Izuku-kun go!" Iida demands. But the moment he goes to take a step forward, arms chopping, Shigaraki lowers his fifth finger a fraction. Everyone freezes up. Beyond them, in the rest of the mall, the civilians continue on, utterly unaware of the threat in their midst. The group of standing teenagers, all facing one direction, should attract attention, but they're in the corner of the fourth floor, so for now they go unnoticed. Arguably, that's better. Less chance of an innocent unknown with no training getting involved at least.
"I'm only here to chat. Maybe I won't even hurt your little Nomu-killer here." The class remain silent, paralysed. What can they do? Shigaraki is less than an inch from disintegrating Izuku's throat. Even if he didn't manage to kill him, it would be gruesome, painful, and would probably scar. Their friend didn't need more scars from this particular villain. The USJ might feel forever ago, but it's been mere months, truly very little time at all, and none of them will ever forget the sight of their classmate blood-soaked and fighting to breathe.
So they can do nothing but stare in horror, unable to hear with the quiet volume but loud background noise of the mall as Shigaraki leans in close to Izuku, crooning in his ear,
"You've made quite the stir in the underground, haven't you little Hemlock? Your defiance of society could almost be called villainous. Blackmailing the government? Tut, tut, tut." Izuku can't help but tense up, because fuck that isn't a good thing for the League to know, even as Shigaraki straightens up again, hand flexing. The added pain snaps Izuku back to himself, trying not to choke. Right, now isn't the time to worry about that. No, right now he needs to-
"So then brat, tell me: why is Stain more popular than us? What did he have that we don't to have two factions even from prison?" His louder tone carries to the rest of the class, for all that his words are clearly still aimed at Izuku. Banter time.
"I mean, some actual skills, for a start? Is that really what you want to know? I thought it was kinda obvious." Several of the class start at Izuku's nonchalant mockery, opening their mouths to stop him, but they don't dare interrupt Shigaraki,
"No! You're such an NPC, you don't understand at all... Dammit, I have questions, so give me answers!"
"Well, why didn't you just say so?" Izuku retorts and Hitoshi steps forward at that, opening his mouth to speak, to try and redirect Shigaraki's mounting anger.
"Hey, it's Shigaraki, right?" he pauses, hoping for an answer, but goes on when the man only glares at him,
"Why don't you ask all of us? We'll try to help if you don't hurt our friend. Please?" And Kami, it almost physically pains him to speak so politely to the villain with a hand wrapped around his boyfriend's throat, but if there's a chance it might help...
"Shut up, shut up, shut up, I don't care about any of you! It's this one who will have the answers, isn't it little Hemlock?" And fuck, none of that registered as a response...
"Ooh, you know my hero name. I'm impressed! Go on then, as a reward, I'll answer one of your questions properly. Make it a good one!" Izuku taunts. Better not to bring up the first little bit in front of everyone. And whilst Shigaraki scowls fiercely, it does seem more thoughtful than furious. Kami knows how.
"Why do people not understand our goals? Why don't they flock to us as they should? They-"
"Really Handjob, you had to be greedy and ask two questions? You could have just sent me a letter or something if it was going to be an entire interview!" Izuku reaches up and pinches the villain's wrist gently, mockingly. The class, all frozen in horror, suddenly gape at Izuku. None of them expected him to just- just do that.
"You NPC! You're really trying my patience; you'd all better listen to me, or your friend gets it!"
"Oh yeh? And what are your demands? Want a dummy to suck on? I mean you clearly need some chapstick and mouth wash, but I don't think you know what they are."
"You brat..." Shigaraki growls, hand flexing around Izuku's throat. The greenette doesn't even flinch though, only widens his Cheshire grin and twists his head a little to look the villain in the eyes. Shigaraki doesn't notice him signing for the class to 'get the crowd out of here, on my signal'.
"Oh, brat, huh? Want me to say 'choke me Daddy'? Because that's kinda gross, gotta be honest."
With a shriek of rage, Shigaraki twists Izuku around to throttle him with both hands, but the moment that his grip shifts, the shorter is ducking, pivoting, and brings up a lightning-quick kick that easily nails the underside of Shigaraki's chin, snapping his head back and, as the villain struggles to comprehend what is happening, Izuku does two things.
One hand whips behind his back - beneath his hoodie, for those that can see - and pulls out a wicked sharp knife which is promptly jammed into wrinkled flesh, right at the base of Shigaraki's fingers. In the drawback, Izuku neatly grabs onto two of Shigaraki's other fingers and bends them back until they crack and snap, now hanging limp and crooked. That's one finger severed, two half-attached, and two more thoroughly broken, only in place from flesh and tendon. Good.
Izuku, whilst doing this, has lost his Cheshire grin, instead glowering with a grim expression, bloody knife at the ready, heedless of the spatters decorating his skin and clothing. He can't let his guard down.
Admittedly, Shigaraki is currently busy howling and cursing a few metres back, his hands drawn in close and blood dripping from his lip, but Izuku doesn't trust it. He might try to attack any second. And whilst Izuku is fairly sure that his friends and classmates are ushering the crowds away, to safety, he refuses to take any chances. His Dad will flip if he gets hurt. Plus, he doesn't have anything to tie the bastard up in, so he's going to have to try and keep Shigaraki physically contained until police or his Dad or someone turns up, which will hopefully be before- Shit!
Just then, the dark whirl of one of Kurogiri's portals comes into existence, swallowing up Shigaraki, even as Shouto and Hitoshi are racing to flank Izuku, and there are the voices of their other classmates behind them. But then Shigaraki is completely gone - Izuku's last-second thrown knife that had been embedded in his shoulder going with him - and it's too late.
"Well, that was a thing," Izuku croaks out. Hitoshi and Shouto turn to him, snorting in disbelief, even as they both crouch a little to examine his neck.
"You alright green bean?"
"Think so," he offers, reaching up to tenderly probe at his throat. It's sore and undeniably going to bruise, but the grimy, greasy feel is worse. Before he can say anything else though, the entire class comes swarming around, all asking questions and commending him and reassuring him. It's too much, honestly. He doesn't take a word of it in until someone says,
"Aizawa-sensei is on his way now, said he'd be five minutes. And the police are already here. I guess they're just coming up to this floor now."
That snaps Izuku back into focus. He immediately heads towards the stairs, glad that the class easily part for him, and that Shouto and Hitoshi stay close and warm on either side. He scans the uniformed officers, looking for that particular hat and jacket that mean- there!
"Tsuka!" he yells, voice cracking in the middle, the final straw on his aching throat, but the man is still immediately shoving his way through his colleagues, making a beeline for Izuku.
"Kid!" he returns, and catches the teen with only a small stumble when he limpets on as he usually would his Dad. A careful hand comes up to ruffle his hair, the other settling low on his back. Supporting him. Izuku can't help but lean into the touch, burying his face into the detective's neck, before squeezing tight and dropping back to the ground. Even just that had helped.
"You alright Kidilante?" Izuku barely even registers that Tsukauchi has defaulted to his vigilante name, too focused on being relieved and itching for his Dad to arrive quickly.
"M-more or less," he replies verbally, barely understandable, then switches to sign as his throat grates and burns,
'It was Shigaraki. He wanted something - answers of some sort. Advice even? I don't know. We stalled, then I made an opening and took it. He nearly got me Tsuka. He- he had his hands around my throat. Could've killed so many people.'
"Fuck, kid. But the blood isn't yours then?" And Izuku looks down at himself, realising that his hands and front are spattered in blood, some patches big enough to look like he was the one wounded.
'No. Took off one of his fingers. Broke some of the others.'
"Good job then kid-" Izuku loves that Tsuka doesn't flinch away from dirty underground tactics "-is Aizawa aware yet?"
'One of the class has called him. He'll be here soon.'
"Good. You alright to come talk through everything with us?" Izuku simply nods, leading the detective and his colleagues over to the bloody seating area where everything had happened, blind to the incredulous, worried and aghast gazes of his classmates.
Nor does he notice that some of the police officers are muttering between themselves about how 'this can't be Kidilante?' but then 'the clue is in the name' and 'he's practically Eraserhead's protégé anyway, right? makes sense if it's one his students' but 'they're only first years' and 'Kidilante's been active for like three years, right? that would make him twelve or thirteen when he started? my son's fourteen and she can't handle a spider in the bathroom!' until Tsukauchi rounds on the bewildered officers with a pointed look and they all hurry away to start putting up a police barrier.
"Oi, Tsukauchi, Eraserhead's here!" But the call is redundant as the hero has already swung his way over the floor's balcony and is storming over to his class, gaze burning crimson.
"Is Izuku hurt? Are any of you hurt?" he instantly demands, scanning the crowd of his class for his kid that he can't see why isn't- But then a body slams into his back and he easily catches ahold of his kid's legs, instantly relaxing.
Until he notices the bloody hand now clinging to his top.
"Kid? I swear to fuck if that's your blood-"
"Aizawa, it's fine. It's Shigaraki's. Kidila- Izuku got a bit throttled, so he's not speaking right now, but otherwise he's physically fine," Tsukauchi interrupts, having followed Izuku over, smiling a little at the grateful look said teen throws him.
"Sensei, it was awful-"
"Shigaraki was-"
"We were only meeting up for lunch-"
"Sensei, he-"
"Izuku was really cool-"
"It was so scary-" Aizawa flares his Quirk again for a second.
"Everyone, hush. One at a time please. Shinsou, Todoroki, I thought the three of you were busy visiting Rei-san?"
"We were sensei, but we had to leave early so we came to meet up with everyone for lunch instead. I think Izuku messaged you?" Hitoshi explains, a deep frown marring his face. He's clutching Shouto's hand, their gazes fixed on Izuku who still has his face buried in Aizawa's capture scarf, green curls and blood-spattered limbs all they can see.
"Alright, thank you. And could one of you please explain what exactly happened? As much detail as possible." After a moment's silent hesitation, Todoroki gently nudges Yaoyorozu and she steps forward with encouraging nods from her classmates.
"We had all sat down with our food, spread across three of the tables, and Izuku was along one of the edges of our group, with his back to a wall. But then I think he felt Shigaraki behind him, or maybe heard one of the portals, because he jumped to his feet. But it was- it was too late because Shigaraki already had a hand around his throat and- and Sensei none of us could do anything, else he would have killed Izuku! And when Shinsou tried stepping forward, tried talking to him, he only held on tighter and stepped further away from us. None of us would be fast enough to stop him, so we just tried to keep him talking. Well, it was pretty much all Izuku. And then Izuku began to- to provoke him, I believe. Yes, he definitely provoked him-" The whole class either shudders or grins at the memory of 'choke me Daddy' ,
"-and when Shigaraki tried to properly strangle him, Izuku got out of his grasp and kicked him under the chin, then, well, he cut off one of his fingers - the middle right I think? - and broke the index and middle from his left hand too whilst we started to get the crowds away. Todoroki and Shinsou stayed close though, in case something more happened, but all that happened is that Shigaraki got warped away. I think Izuku threw his knife after him at the last second too?"
Aizawa taps against his kid's leg in question, prompting Izuku to nod against him, then simply pats his Dad on the right shoulder.
"Got him in the shoulder?" Another nod.
"Good job kiddo. Might help stretch thin whatever healing they have at their disposal."
"'xac'ly," Izuku mutters against his neck, voice hoarse. The pro has to resist the urge to growl at the painful sound. Fuck, his poor kid.
"Alright you lot. You handled it very well, considering the situation. Hostages - even when they're capable - complicate villain incidents massively, so keeping calm and minimising damage as you did was the best thing you could have done. Do any of you have anything to add to Yaoyorozu's account?"
"Uhm, sensei, the way Shigaraki was talking, it made it seem like he was jealous of Stain? He was saying stuff about 'why was Stain more popular than us? why did he have that we don't?' and 'why don't people follow us'- no, sorry, uhm, it was 'flock to us'. None of us really got the chance to answer or anything, 'cause we wanted to get Izuku and the crowds safe, but, well, that seemed to be what he was after," Jirou reports. Aizawa nods in understanding,
"Right. Again, hellspawn, you did well."
He doesn't miss how most of them slump a little in relief at that. Silly brats.
"For now, I'm going to come back to UA with you all - I know it's the weekend, let me finish - and we'll contact your guardians to pick you up from there. Anybody who lives alone or without consistent adult presence, I'd ask that you stay with one of your classmates for tonight. Your guardians will still be made aware of the situation regardless, but I'm not having any of you by yourselves right now, understood? I'll let you decide amongst yourselves who's staying where. I'll be back in a few minutes. Stay put."
He leaves it at that then, turning with Tsukauchi to ferry Izuku back to the other police officers where Sansa is holding an evidence bag with a finger in it. Charming.
Just over an hour later, 1-A is sprawled throughout one of the outside courtyards, mutedly chattering amongst themselves. Ashido, Kaminari and Kirishima seem to be bickering though, eventually culminating in her springing to her feet and trotting over to Izuku's little group.
"Izuku, you don't have to answer me, but why did that police officer call you Kidilante? And you hugged him like you do Aizawa-sensei!"
Bleary green eyes blink up at the pink-skinned girl from where Izuku is curled up against Shouto's warm side, fidgeting hands buried in Hitoshi's wild purple locks where the taller has head pillowed on Shouto's lap. He's clearly exhausted from Recovery Girl healing up his throat, but he's still awake. And now he hesitates, looking around at the class who have all clearly heard the loud girl's question, yet the worst expression to be found is curiosity. And Bakugou isn't here, so...
"I- You know how Dadzawa mentioned that he had a vigilante work partner when we were all discussing internships, back after the Sports Festival?" There are a round of nods, although they're clearly confused by the seeming tangent.
"Well, that vigilante can't be arrested because he's Quirkless. He's been operating for over three years now, and has been helping out Eraserhead regularly. Present Mic referred to him as Kidilante one day, which he overheard, and it stuck. Hence knowing Tsuka and a few of the other officers."
And even though he has talked around it, it's pretty damn obvious what Izuku is trying to say.
"Green bean, you did a better job when you told us," Hitoshi snorts, adding with a sly grin,
"And that was still a mess."
"Sh-shut up Toshi! It's awkward, okay? People know Kidilante as this sarcastic kick-ass who does flips off of fifteen-story buildings at two in the morning, not Quirkless Midoriya from the hero course!"
"People know Kidilante? I've never heard of him! You? You know what I mean!" Kaminari cries, a little confused.
"I did make it my hero epitaph! But, uhm, yeh, I stay pretty anonymous. Most of my cases are in Eraserdad's or Tsuka's name 'cause we mainly work together. Sometimes Nedzu-sensei's or Hemlock's, now. I don't tell victims who I am, so only people I've worked with or beaten up know who I am, and sometimes not even then. But I bet in the local prisons my name is quite commonplace!" And Izuku should not sound so cheery about that.
"Izuku-kun, whilst I can commend you on your heroic spirit and acknowledge that you are technically within the law, surely there were better choices than becoming a vigilante at the age of- twelve?"
"Not really Iida. I'm Quirkless. I don't get choices, except shitty ones. If Nedzu hadn't managed to change the admission policies for the hero course just over a year ago, after eight years of trying mind, I wouldn't have even been allowed to apply for UA, except the Gen Ed course. Most hero schools I still can't. There's a lot of discrimination about. And I didn't actually intend to become a vigilante in the first place!" Izuku protests, flushing.
Shouto casually catches his flailing hands and threads them back into Hitoshi's hair.
"Wait. You… didn't intend to become a vigilante?" Izuku doesn't even register who spoke, too caught up in his own head. He's not sure if he regrets telling the truth or not. He doesn't like being the centre of attention, of his decisions and secrets being exposed, but he allowed this to happen, he chose not to lie, so here he is.
"No! I accidentally helped a mugging once. And then I interfered with some random pervert. And then like a week later I stopped somebody from trying to sneak up on Eraserdad and it just kind of snowballed until I had a patrol route and a name and some weapons and a costume and then I was helping Tsuka and Eraserdad with analyses and trafficking rings and I'd patrol most nights and it all just kind of happened. I felt useful for once! I could do something, you know? And Dadzawa would give me food and knives and my bo staff and they'd both try to stop me drinking coffee so I'd just steal theirs and it was all a thing and there was no way I could stop and now here we are and I'm rambling oh Kami please don't hate me or anything because you guys are all really lovely and you actually liked me for some reason and now I've probably fucked it all up-"
"Izuku, Green bean, breathe for us," Hitoshi interrupts, sitting up and turning to firmly tap twice at Izuku's collar bones. And the greenette gulps, then takes a few proper breaths, before shuddering and shifting to bury his face in Shouto's shoulder, one grabby hand latching onto Hitoshi and tugging him close too, until he shimmies over the heterochromatic boy to instead plaster himself along Izuku's back.
Once the three are situated, Izuku quiet and calming down in between them, barely visibly to their classmates, it is Shouto who first speaks up,
"Izuku has trusted you all with this information. Please respect him. He is exactly the same person you all knew before and he likes you all very much. Treat him differently for this or spread it around, we will hurt you. Aizawa-sensei may kill you. It would undoubtedly get Izuku targeted if it becomes common knowledge. Please bear that in mind." And holy shit, that sends shivers down the entire class' spines because Todoroki means it, even if he was perfectly polite. And he's right. Aizawa-sensei would absolutely obliterate them if they were to treat Izuku differently. And that he might end up in danger because of them...
A damn good thing that none of them were going to then.
"Nah, it's fine. Actually, that's pretty cool! Our class cinnamon roll is even more of a badass now!" Ashido crows, doing a little happy dance. Most of the class laugh at her antics, and all of a sudden the tension is gone. Izuku, in between his boyfriends, breathes steadily once again. Kami, he loves this class so much.
Notes:
Damn, Izu really be out here kinkshaming people *once again*! Honestly, I'd say he needs to chill out but I have way too much fun writing Kidilante snark, so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
But, look! He chose to try and *not* get hurt! Admittedly, only because he didn't want to worry his Dad, but it's a start :DWell, that was a lot. I forgot, until editing this, just how much happens in this chapter. At least I resisted the urge for a cliffhanger! (and I was tempted, with the wordcount, believe you me!) :D
Love and hugs to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 43: XL - Keeping The Peace
Summary:
Aizawa brings Izuku home and tries to keep him distracted and calm. It more-or-less works.
Notes:
Hhhhhhh this feels kinda disjointed by eh have it anyway. I do still like it, so hopefully y'all will too! :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa, for once, is grateful for how Recovery Girl's Quirk saps the recipients energy as Izuku fell into a veritable coma halfway through the drive home. So of course the man fails to stifle a soft smile at the sight of his son snuffling and letting out the odd little snore. It's cute, but honestly rather too distracting for driving through busy Saturday afternoon roads. Well, he's not going to wake the teen up. He'll make do.
All the same, they make it home safely and he scoops his kid up, carefully cradling him close, more than a little gratified, as he always is, when Izuku curls in against him, actually accompanied by a near-incoherent mumble of 'Dad' that obviously doesn't have his heart melting just that little bit more in his chest as he walks slowly up the stairs, awkwardly juggling his kid as he unlocks their front door, clicking his tongue quietly at the cats and making sure to firmly shut the door. From there it doesn't take long to settle Izuku on the sofa, snap a brief photo of all three cats sprawling out over the brat, and head into the kitchen put some coffee on. Sue him, he's stressed. Asui had called him, talking about how Shigaraki had been holding his kid hostage and had gotten away, how he needed to get to the mall now. So he had. Thank Kami he'd been fairly nearby to begin with, only needing to take a five or ten minute run over the rooftops to get to the shopping centre, to check all of his kids were okay, absolutely ready to jump in an ambulance or throw hands if needs be.
He can only be grateful it wasn't necessary.
What he isn't grateful for is how Izuku is clearly unsettled. Fingers crossed, with Chiyo's Quirk he'll be too exhausted to get nightmares for now, because Aizawa doesn't doubt they'll be on their way. It's always situations like this, where Izuku has been at the mercy of someone else, in a position of protecting those he loves, where he's most likely to crumble afterwards. The USJ being a prime example. His Dad, of course, is determined to minimise that breakdown this time.
Hence settling by his kid's feet to catch up on some paperwork, trudging through some of the kids' grade sheets, then police reports and finally a request from said police for the agency to look into a weapons trafficking ring in their area. Which has been directed to him and 'anyone else he desires'. A job for him and Izuku then. Well, at least it'll provide a good distraction for his son, and they can go through the intelligence and data already collected together, see what patterns and suspects they can come up with, then head out to patrol tomorrow night...
"Hey, kiddo?"
"Mm?" replies Izuku. Or rather Kidilante right now, with the two of them perched on the edge of a roof, waiting upon the arrival of the gang members that are meant to be meeting here in about quarter of an hour.
"Reckon you're comfortable sharing some of your history with me?"
"Hmmm," Izuku sing-songs, hiding his flinch behind an over-exaggerated shrug, although Aizawa still doesn't miss it. And fuck, maybe he should've waited longer to mention this, after yesterday's events, but he'd already been planning on it, so, well. Better to get it out there. Make sure his son knows that he's willing to listen to anything and everything.
"I suppose you've levelled up enough to unlock my Tragic Backstory."
"Oh, you reckon so?" The hero snorts. Well, the kid's still being a brat at least.
"Yep!" Izuku chirps. If he pulls out a throwing knife to keep his trembling hands busy, Aizawa's not going to call him out on it.
"It doesn't have to be tonight - yeh, yeh, this morning, whatever," he shoves in, sensing how, beneath the mask, Izuku is already opening his mouth to correct him with an abundance of snark,
"But at some point, I want to listen to anything you want to share." And that does have his son freezing for a moment, stuttering in place for all that he isn't actually flinching or scowling, and that alone gives Aizawa hope that he hasn't pushed too far too soon. After four years of knowing each other, after saving each others' lives so many times, it shouldn't be too soon. Yet even now it can feel like he's pushing his kid too much. And that's something he almost refuses to risk. He knows when to stop.
"What I... want to share?"
"Kid, at this point do you really think-" He cuts himself, huffs out a breath as he tries to find less seemingly-accusatory words,
"Iz- Fuck, sorry. Problem Child, you are my problem, and I like it that way. I want to know whatever you are comfortable with me knowing, because knowing about things will help me know how to understand and support you."
"There were too many 'knows' in that," Izuku sniggers. Both of them ignore how it's a little wet-sounding.
For a quiet five minutes, the two simply sit there, leaning heavily into each others' shoulders, even as the teenager is still flipping and flicking the throwing knife, hand to hand, finger to finger, occasionally throwing it up to catch again. But then Aizawa's phone vibrates, just once, in a padded pocket of his belt and he straightens up.
"They're headed our way in the cams now." At his words, Izuku immediately tucks his knife away, where it won't catch in the light of the moon or the distant street lamps, and shifts back some, so that only part of his hooded head is above the line of the building. Aizawa is already doing the same. They've got a gang member to stalk.
The two traipse home at three that morning, bone tired and a bit aggravated because yes, they had been able to follow the gang member back to the base. But the other gang had then of course turned up in force, starting up a full-on gang war. And, whilst sending out an alert for back-up, the two had to jump into the fray. Because they could have let the villains have it out between themselves, then intervene later and take out the last few from each side, and that had been their tacit plan, what they were going to do.
But then one man had died, then a second, a woman, a third man...
So, sending out that back-up signal, Aizawa and Izuku - Eraserhead and Kidilante - burst out of the shadows and start taking down whoever they can. Nine people are already prone on the floor - four of whom are indisputably dead - but there's another twenty-odd left. More than ideal, but not more than manageable.
Jumping into the fray, Izuku instantly slams his frying pan into the back of one woman's head and she's out for the count, clipping another man in the elbow on the back-swing, then he jumps and lashes his foot into said man's nose. As he lands again, light on the balls of his feet, he takes a moment to glance over at his Dad. Hm, three opponents, one is a mutant. And so, even as he springs back a step to ignore the chains of his own new opponent's Quirk, Kidilante smoothly draws his throwing knife out of his belt and sends it at the hulking mutant that his Dad is fighting. On target, it pierces into the- damn, the narwhal mutant's eye - cool - and he falls to the ground with a deep groaning cry that echoes through the courtyard. Izuku has exactly zero regrets.
Fully returning his attention to the chain-whip guy that he's been fending off with his pan, despite half off his attention being across the battle, Kidilante grins wickedly beneath his mask.
"Dayuuum boi, you must be kinky as fuck with chains like that," he taunts, sending his voice salacious and sultry like Midnight, cackling when the villain falters and gives him the perfect opportunity to flip forwards, swinging his legs around the man's head and twisting, butt of his knife striking a temple and kicking away before his leg can get trapped beneath the fallen body.
And so on he goes.
His second throwing knife gets one woman in the back of the knee which, judging by her stone arms, will be enough to keep her out of the way, and he instantaneously takes a running jump, split kicks two more, sending them reeling back into their allies and enemies alike as though they were ugly meat-sack bowling balls and oh Izuku, that was not the way to think of that - gross but regardless, that's two more down. Izuku whirls as a presence is suddenly at his back, foot raised in a roundhouse, but the thug is already falling away, yanked to the ground by merciless strips of white.
"Thanks Eraserhead!" he calls, unable to resist tacking on,
"Did narwhal like my present?"
"Maybe try giving him a giftcard next year!"
"I'll remember that!"
And even as they exchange banter, Izuku is smashing his elbow into the temple of a tiny woman who has green skin and petals for hair, knocking her out cold, then jumps, ricochets off of one guy's arm, then flips mid-air to axe-kick said thug at the same spot, felling him just as easily. As the teen falls, he twists, catching a glimpse of Dadzawa easily taking care of a couple more emitters.
Just as he lands and begins to bound forwards again, the ringing of police sirens screams out, and there are cries of panic amongst the dozen still conscious although only - hell yeah, there are only four fighters still up and running. Oops, and they're literally running. No thank you!
Izuku shoots out his last throwing knife, taking another one out at the knee. Simultaneously, Aizawa catches two in his capture weapon. Fuck, one is getting away.
"Should I?"
"Better do. Bring 'em back here."
"Mmkay!" Izuku chirps, already sprinting after the man who was fleeing. Fortunately, there was no speed or agility Quirk in sight, and it only takes a few alleys for Izuku to Tic Tac and shoot himself at the escapee. The guy tumbles and rolls, uncontrolled, coming to a harsh stop against the brick wall with a little series of snaps and crackles.
"Mate, are you Rice Krispies or something?" Izuku smirks.
Then sighs upon realising that the villain is unconscious.
"For fuck's sake, really? That was funny. And you missed it; so rude. Aaaand now I'm gonna have to drag your grown-up arse all the way back, aren't I? Dammit. You're gonna weigh a McFrickin' tonne - yep," Izuku wheezes, latching on to the guy's collar and physically drags the man behind him.
As soon as he can see the blue flashing lights again, he wails out,
"Eraserhead! Get your lazy arse over here; I'm not getting paid for this, unlike a certain someone, and this bastard weighs a shit-ton!"
"Quit complaining, Kidilante!" Aizawa calls out as he wanders over, Tsukauchi at his side. With an unseen pout, Izuku slouches against the side of the alley, letting the unconscious thug drop gracelessly to the floor. The detective visibly winces at that and Izuku barks out a laugh in return.
"Can we head out again yet Eraserhead? I've got places to be in the morning you know!" And Aizawa fishes out his phone and immediately scowls. The brat's not wrong -and it's Sunday night, or rather Monday morning already - they have classes in around five and a half hours. Great.
"The kid's got a point Tsukauchi - alright if I send my report over tomorrow? I've got a break or two during morning classes I can get it done in."
"You know what, sure. You owe me coffee though."
"Thank you Tsuka!" Izuku trills, springing forwards to pat the detective's cheek, then stepping away again before the man can swipe at him,
"I'mma get my pan. And knives," he informs the pair, darting away to do exactly that. Twin sighs follow him.
"You two doing okay?"
"Yeh thanks. We'll meet up with you off-duty sometime soon. Without a bunch of dead and unconscious villains everywhere. Or fingers."
"Sounds good to me Eraser. That's a point though, you looked at therapists yet? I know you mentioned it yesterday."
"Unfortunately not. I was meant to ask, but things keep on coming up. It's never-ending. But at least he's trusting me with more details and shit, over time."
"Oh yeah? How bad is it really? I know we've suspected, but..." The pair exchange weary glances, then focus on the kid once more, who's having a brief chat with Officer Sansa. He seems happy enough. Honestly, he probably is right now. Adrenaline always seems to improve his mood.
"Pretty fucking bad so far; I'm expecting it to get worse, honestly when he properly talks about it."
"I bet. Still, at least he's with you now. It didn't need to, but yesterday really proved how much better off he is for it," Tsukauchi reassures, for all that his tone is nonchalant.
"I guess," Aizawa grunts. The detective knows them both too well, not to mention is too well-trained, to miss how the gruff man buries a fond little smile in his capture weapon. It's good to see.
"Right, I'll let you go for tonight. Send that email over to me before lunchtime, please."
"Will do."
And by now Izuku is back, frying pan in hand.
"See you Tsuka!" he calls over his shoulder as he and Eraserhead climb the nearest fire escape to head home.
"Bye kid!" he returns with a grin. Izuku might be a right little brat, but it makes the detective all the more fond of him. Well, most of the time.
Twenty minutes later, they are traipsing into their apartment, making sure to lock the door again behind them. Scrutinising their relative levels of blood stains and scuff marks, Aizawa speaks up,
"You shower first, just leave your stuff outside the door, I'll chuck it in with mine. Don't forget to take you pyjamas in!" he tacks on to the end. It wouldn't be the first time Izuku has done exactly that post-patrol. And whilst it didn't really matter, he would rather his kid not get a cold from forgetting to put on a shirt of all things. Better to just remind him beforehand. Luckily, judging from the kid's freerunning and parkouring on the way home, he didn't have any serious injuries. Oh, they'd both definitely have some bruises and probably some minor strains too, after taking on at least half a dozen villains each. But hey, at least the gang members had also been taking each other out, what with the whole gang war thing. Made their job significantly easier. Still fucking tiring though, particularly after a previous two hours of standard patrol and half an hour of tailing the original member. They'd snuck a nap in before leaving and after dinner, yet it never quite seemed enough on days like today. And he should really stop letting Izuku join him on patrols, but the alternative chaos and pouting would inevitable be worse, not to mention a hundred times more exhausting. Plus it was their main way of bonding, in a weird kind of way. Or perhaps just a 'them' type of way.
Dragging himself from his thoughts, Aizawa heads into his room to shed his uniform. Stripping down to his boxers and donning a pair of old, hole-filled sweatpants that he often uses for the interim between getting home and showering, he grabs Izuku's pile of reinforced hoodie and leggings to throw in the washer alongside his jumpsuit, then tops up the cats' food and water and finally slumping onto the sofa to wait for Izuku to finish up in the bathroom. Before he knows it, his eyes are slipping shut and his head is drooping, a bit more than half-asleep.
But then he jumps awake at the sound of a camera shutter.
"Brat..." he growls, eyes glowing red. A damp-haired Izuku grins impishly, hand hidden behind his back, and has the gall to simply inform him that the shower is free now.
"I wouldn't have guessed."
"Asleep you wouldn't have," comes the immediate retort. Aizawa's too dead inside to continue the banter,
"Hush problem child. Try and get some sleep of your own, if you're so focused on it."
"Sir yes sir!" And they're both asleep by four.
Unfortunately, they're also awake again by seven. Or well, quarter to. And those fifteen minutes seem to make all the painful difference as Aizawa forces himself out of bed, blindly slapping at his phone to shut it the fuck up. Kami, does he really have to teach today, even if it is only recapping weak topics? To which the obvious and immediate answer is yes, but still. More sleep would be good. And, judging by the drawn-out groan of misery from his kid only a few minutes later, Izuku agrees.
"Sorry kiddo, but it's our own fault."
"I know, I know," comes through the door. Whilst his tone is resigned, it isn't regretful; somehow the underground hero fails to be surprised at that. He feels much the same way after all.
By the time Aizawa has driven them to school, they're both ready to sleep, but they drag themselves up through the corridors all the same, splitting up to head to the classroom and faculty room respectively. Arriving in class, Izuku isn't surprised to see both Iida and Shouto already in class, the latter in his seat with the vice president talking animatedly, standing beside him. At the quiet sound of the door, both turn to look at him, and neither bother to hide their winces, although the heterochromatic boy's is accompanied by a soft little smile.
"Midoriya-kun, you appear very tired! Did you have insufficient sleep last night!"
"Uhm, yeh," he mumbles, trudging to his desk. And before he can attempt to come up with an excuse, Shouto asks,
"How much?"
"Maybe three hours? And a two hour nap in the evening. Not too bad honestly."
"Midoriya-kun, whilst I understand that sleep does not always come easily, I must implore to you to rest more! As heroes in training, it is essential that we receive the proper amounts of sleep and nutrition without over-exerting ourselves so as to be at our best for both classes and our futures! I-" The robotic boy cuts himself off as the door slides open once more, to reveal a gaggle of their classmates, all seemingly having arrived more or less together. Izuku takes the opportunity to flop his head on his desk and doze. He can't be bothered to explain they were patrolling.
Nearly three hours later, second period was over halfway done, and Aizawa, just finishing up a re-cap lecture on Hero Ethics, zeroes in on his first target for class discussion. Or interrogation, as some of the hellspawn liked to refer to it.
"Problem child, come up here and answer this," Aizawa grumbles out, glaring at Izuku, who is half-asleep and draped at his desk, pencil listlessly held in hand but not having written much down this lesson at all. Hopefully this will wake him up a bit. And, at his Dad's words, he looks up, bleary-eyed, and proceeds to shamble over to the front of the classroom. His peers watch, a few giggling quietly, as he sways tiredly with each step.
"Mm," he murmurs, unintelligible, as he takes the chalk from Aizawa. Then, without hesitation, he begins to answer the question, his scratchy handwriting sprawling across the board in a distinctly diagonal path, lopsided. Which would be bad enough. But he's writing the whole thing in his fucking code. And, idiots that they are, the hellspawn are all staring at shock. Then, after the fourth line of the seemingly nonsensical symbols and characters, Kaminari suddenly cries out,
"He's possessed! We need to get the spiri-" The rest of his words are drowned out by the resounding outcry from the rest of the class as they join in, standing and pointing at the greenette, all variations of scared, gleeful and confused. Only a few stay seated, but even they look disquieted. After a few long, loud seconds, Aizawa finally spins on his heel to face them all, and activates his Quirk. Almost instantaneously, they all die down into murmurs, sinking back into their seats. Thank fuck.
Although he could have done without Kaminari's,
"Sir - point that at him, not us!"
"Everyone, silence. Izuku, try that again. Less chaotically this time," he adds, rubbing the brat's argument off of the board. At his verbal prompting, Izuku seems to blink awake somewhat, eyes wide as they stare at him with at least some light of comprehension in them. Good. Maybe this time...
Izuku turns back to the board, and starts off on what seems to be a perfect answer. Barring one minor thing. It's also in perfect English.
"For fuck's sake," Aizawa mutters under his breath to himself, before shooing the kid back to his desk and rubbing off the entire board again.
"To translate that back into Japanese for the rest of us, the moral dilemma of not going overboard on a villain versus knowing that they will not be getting back up in time to surprise you is a difficult one to balance, and one that many professional heroes struggle with, even those who have been in the business for quite some time…" The kids don't need to know that it was the code he was translating from, not the English.
Half an hour later, once Izuku and his friends are sat at the base of their tree, it is Uraraka who questions the still drowsy Izuku on what had happened in class earlier.
"But, Midoriya, what was that? It looked like absolute gibberish! Quite fun, in an unusual sort of way..." she ponders, finger tapping at her chin as she begins to dig into her onigiri.
"My brain just wasn't thinking in Japanese." The tone is perfectly sleepy and serious, if a little blank. Truthful.
"You were thinking?" Hitoshi questions, half-sarcastic, half-serious. Izuku simply shrugs in return,
"Yeh, that was the problem. And that my brain doesn't like Japanese today. Vibe checked."
"Oookay," the insomniac snorts. He's not the only one that looks amused. Although to be fair, Izuku doesn't seem to care, probably too tired to. A mood, honestly.
And as they all begin to chatter softly and eat as usual, Izuku manages about three mouthfuls of Katsudon bento before he slumps, asleep, against Shouto's shoulder. By halfway through lunch, he's slid even further to have his head pillowed on the heterochromatic boy's lap, Hitoshi bringing Izuku's legs up and over his own lap so that the greenette can be comfortably lying down across the two of them. Hopefully with this, he might catch up on some sleep. If his drowsiness in class wasn't enough, the deep bruises beneath his eyes and the pallid tone to his skin would make it plenty obvious that he's over-tired and needs all the naps he can get. Not to mention how stiffly he was moving.
So, his friends are more than happy to accommodate him. And, well, if Shouto and Hitoshi's cheeks are tinging pink and red at having their cute boyfriend in their laps, then nobody is going to mention it. Well, not where Izuku might wake up if they're too loud about it. Uraraka has already one-hundred percent decided to bomb their phones with pictures and teasing comments tonight. She knows they'll save the pictures; she's counting on it. Maybe she'll send one to Aizawa-sensei too...
Notes:
Just so you all know, there's probably another three or so chapters before we really get into the training camp arc, kay? It depends on how exactly they pan out, but it'll be two to five I reckon (famous last words). Hope you all enjoyed today's chapter and are looking after yourselves as best as possible! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 44: XLI - Bumbling Along
Summary:
Just a short and sweet one :D
Notes:
I know I haven't gone through my inbox yet and you have my apologies, but my internet keeps on going out ever since a thunderstorm earlier this week (late last week? whatever) and I was in a rush to write this chapter for today, so I'll try and do that tonight, kay? But I've read and appreciated them all so thank you! :D Hugs!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa and Izuku have been somewhat-deliriously debating the best way to hide bodies since two this morning. It is now half eight. They walk into class, barely before the bell, muttering and signing furiously to each other. The class, for a long moment, simply watch on.
“Sensei, Izuku-kun, I must ask that you cease your conversation in respect for our school schedule! The bell has just gone for homeroom!” Iida cries, abruptly standing up, arms chopping. Neither of the Aizawas are fazed.
“Iida. You’re a sensible person, pre-dug grave or cement foundations?” Izuku asks, although he's still signing something else to his Dad.
“I- what?” Two pairs of bloodshot eyes, both intent upon resolution, bore into the poor Vice President and he wobbles back to his seat, clearly disturbed. The two Aizawas don’t even appear to register his retreat, instead rounding on each other once more.
“Tsuka agreed with me! And he can’t lie!”
“Kid that’s not the way his Quirk works... I don’t think.” They both hesitate for a moment.
“Oh. Fair point. But still! A pre-checked police dug grave still has issues!” Izuku exclaims, pulling a knife out of nowhere and idly stabbing it at the man. Aizawa steps smoothly back,
“Well so do concrete foundations, brat.” A loose curl of capture weapon takes the knife, but Izuku snatches it right back,
“Less so when you take our environment into consideration: we all live in a large city thus there is a lack of easy-access, non-suspicious options for grave plots. Wait-" Izuku cuts himself off with a scowl, thinking deeply,
“-What about a compaction quirk? Even if it were relatively weak, you could at least half the size of the body. Small enough and close enough to time of death, you could give it to a dog or still bury it somewhere and just full on have a lesser chance of having it found. And-“
“-it would be less recognisable. Good point kid.”
Everyone is staring at the two, and continue to do so as both Aizawas traipse into their sensei’s nap corner and collapse on top of each other, not even bothering to get into the sleeping bag.
For a long minute, everyone waits, utterly bewildered, before Izuku lets out an adorable snuffle, nuzzling further into his Dad’s capture weapon, and with a smattering of giggles and coos jolts the class back into awareness.
“What should we do?” Yaomomo asks, hesitantly standing up to peer at the two. As she goes to walk closer, Hitoshi calls out softly,
“Don’t get too close, Sensei will probably wake up. Izuku too, honestly, and we all know they haven't been sleeping. Maybe if we get Mic sensei?”
“That sounds like a good idea. Iida-kun?” The robotic boy nods enthusiastically and strides away, although to his credit he is very careful to keep the door quiet. of course, the instant he’s gone, several of the class pull out phones and start snapping pictures. To be fair, it is adorable to see Izuku sprawled across his Dad, the man automatically curling a protective arm along his son’s back, the two so very comfortable and familiar with each other. Not to mention it will be good blackmail later.
Lunch time is spent with Izuku sat at his desk, slowly working his way through the convenience store bentos he and his Dad had grabbed on the way in this morning. Although he also has one of Shouto's onigiri and two little octopus sausages from Hitoshi. Not that he and his boyfriends dote on each other or anything, no, of course not. Don't be absurd.
"Green bean, please tell me you're actually going to sleep tonight?" Hitoshi asks, reaching across to take his boyfriend's hand. The class is a bit rowdier now, everyone back for the last five minutes before Ethics starts, and the noise feels safe. Izuku accepts the contact with a vague smile, but ends up fidgeting with the insomniac's hand instead, tracing patterns on the soft palm, bending and flexing thin fingers, not looking up at the room when he answers,
”We ended up patrolling four nights in a row, so we’ve been a bit... delirious. But we did take down the trafficking ring last night, and the agency’s insisting Dad take a few days off, particularly after the mall incident. They’ve sorted our shift covers already, the bastards.” The exasperation in his tone attracts a fair bit of attention.
"Trafficking ring?" Shouto asks, joining his warm hand to the bundle of digits on Izuku's desk. And now everyone's paying attention.
"Mmhm. Only weapons though. And we took most of them out Sunday night. And some of a rival gang too. We were gonna leave it, but people started dying, so we went in. Kept it down to five, at least."
There's a long moment when the class stutters to a standstill at that.
"Five people died?"
"Yeh. S' shitty but-" Izuku is interrupted by one small, but literal explosion at the front of the class, Bakugou rocketing to his feet, but not attacking, for all that he's scowling fiercely,
"WHAT THE FUCK NERD?! What the actual fuck is this shit? You're fucking patrolling with hobo sensei? We don't get inter-"
"Bakugou, I'm a vigilante. Legally so. Shut up."
If the dry tone isn't enough, the knife buried in the wall, quivering, behind the blond, a few of the pale strands swaying to the floor, is more than sufficient to shut Bakugou up. To pause, draw a deep breath.
"Wait, you're what?" It's no apology, but he's clearly making an effort not to lash out. Izuku, for his part, isn't shaking, but that fact alone would've calmed him down if he was. As is, he's quite calm.
"A vigilante. It's not an internship, don't worry."
"I wasn't," Bakugou scoffs, derisive. But some of the tension falls from his shoulders and he turns to sit back down. Yet before he can actually sit, he speaks up again.
"Was it because of Auntie?" The low tone could almost be called dangerous but, honestly, it's more strained.
"No. Started nearly five years after, actually."
"Fucking good." And then the blond takes his seat, kicking his feet up and digging out a bag of spicy crisps. Quite cordial, really.
"Izu...?" The heterochromatic boy sounds utterly neutral, but the gentle warmth is there beneath, trickling to the surface. Neither he nor Hitoshi have let go of Izuku's hand yet.
"Yeh Shou?"
"That was-" Shouto cuts himself off, taking his boyfriend's pleading gaze seriously, and changes tact,
"Are you okay today?" Hitoshi nods along to his question, emphasising its importance to them, yet the greenette only tilts his head a little,
"Why wouldn't I be?" comes the blithe reply. The whole class jolts at that.
"You encountered openings of the dark veil, Izuku-kun. That rarely leaves those privy to it unscathed, particularly in the immediate term," Tokoyami comments, words slow and measured. And despite his peculiar syntax, nobody misses his implications.
"I'm fine. It is awful, and heroes and vigilantes have nightmares and PTSD and things for a reason, but you get used to it. You can deal. It's... okay, so long as you're not desensitised to it. Then you have a problem." The greenette's tone is sombre, almost blank, but there's an undercurrent far too raw to be missed. To be ignored. And if it prompts his boyfriends to hold his hand tighter, resisting the urge to huddle together, then who can blame them?
However, before they can do so, another voice rings out,
"Izuku's right." All of their attention snaps to Aizawa-sensei, the man stood in the doorway, sharing a rare smile with his son, albeit the tilt to it is sad, eyes darker than ever,
"You'd all do well to remember that; if you ever see someone die - ally, civilian, villain, vigilante - and feel nothing, you're overdue a long holiday. One where you get back in touch with people. Where you go out with friends and family and see a therapist and do community work and charity events until you're human again, until you cry over stupid movies or tear up at do-good stories or whatever. If you don't, then you'll lose yourself as a hero. You'll be a soldier. And that's not what we need, not what I'm raising you to be. Soldiers are trained to kill; you're trained to save first, incapacitate second and to kill only as the most final of resorts. Do you all understand?"
The room is heavy with a silence thicker than smog. But then one person nods, followed by another, until they've all acknowledged their teacher and he nods to them in return.
"Well on that cheery note, you've got a lesson hellspawn."
That's where Aizawa leaves it for the day, focusing on their recap lesson instead, but he can tell that his little speech has had an impact, and it looks to be the right one. These kids are exactly that: kids. He refuses to see any of them turned into people who are desensitised to death, to those who would kill without remorse, wouldn't fight to protect every person possible. They're to be heroes, but they'll still be humans, young ones at that, and they need to remember the fact, or at least remember it for each other. Anything less would be an outrageous failure on his part, and he can't accept that. They're his Hell Class after all.
Getting home that night, the Aizawas find an official UA envelope in their mail. The pro, upon seeing it, groans aloud, pinching the bridge of his nose because, quite frankly, Nedzu's an overdramatic little shit.
"Blasted rat, what a waste of resources," Aizawa mutters, but Izuku just blinks up at him, curious.
"What is it? Why'd Nedzu bother sending you post when both of us were in school today?"
"It's your grades kiddo."
"It's my- Wait, what?" the kid yelps, suddenly nervous. Or, well, judging so by the way he reaches for a knife up his sleeve, other hand getting shoved deep in his pocket to hide the shaking, bottom lip bitten to shut himself up. Aizawa, for his part, grins down at his son for a moment, face soft, and gently taps at the brat's chin until he releases his lip. Good, it's not bleeding.
"Kid, you'll have done well. And either way, you put a lot of effort into them, so I'll be proud." That, accompanied by a heavy hair ruffle, has the greenette leaving his knife in his sleeve and ducking away. Then spinning to stand behind the man, he easily leaps the short distance to wrap limbs around the familiar torso, snickering when Aizawa lets out a massive gust of breath, more than a little winded.
"Brat, your bag makes you like twice the weight." Izuku just continues to snicker, his smirk pressed into the man's neck, tucked into the capture weapon,
"Fight me, bitch."
"Then get off me you little shit," the pro bargains, tone too snide to be fully genuine.
"Hm, nope!"
And if Aizawa is already wrapping gentle hands around the kid's legs to keep him secure, then Izuku won't call him out on it. Not this time at least.
Regardless, he ferries his son up to their apartment, veritably dumping him once in the genkan, but of course the brat lands easily, not the slightest bit unbalanced by his schoolbag, and has his shoes off in time to greet the cats. From there, they all head into the kitchen, Izuku already getting out the cat food, when his Dad drops something hot pink and sparkly on the side. Weird.
"Since when have we had a magnet?"
"Who's to say you've just never noticed it?" The man challenges. And Izuku refuses to take this insult without retort,
"Dad, it's a pink, glittery cat. I'd've noticed it."
"...Fair," Aizawa huffs,
"Zashi gave it to me this morning. Said I'd need it and, well, for once the idiot wasn't wrong. Don't tell him I said that though, else no dark chocolate for a week." The kid pouts for a moment, before perking up again.
"What you gonna use it for then? What would you put up on the-" Izuku cuts himself off, eyes wide. Because his Dad is opening up the UA envelope and pulling out the papers, leafing past one sheet to get to the second and what if he didn't do well? What if he's disappointed his Dad? He said he would be proud whatever but Izuku could've failed and how would he be proud then-?
A laugh stops Izuku's spiralling thoughts off. The pro is cackling, eyes crinkling shut with the force of it and the true, bright grin on his face; oh, maybe, hopefully, if his Dadzawa is so happy-
"Kiddo, you did so well!" And then Aizawa is pulling Izuku in close, holding him oh-so-gently, yet so very fiercely, against his chest that's still heaving with genuine joy and oh. Oh. Surely this is good, isn't-
"I'm so proud of you Izuku, kid. So incredibly proud of you, you don't even know." No, Izuku really doesn't know, doesn't understand, but anything that makes his hero this happy must be good, must be whole-hearted, so even if the teen doesn't understand his Dad's pride, he can revel in it all the same. It's a good feeling, a warm one, pulsing in his chest like a second heartbeat, in time with the one pressed against his ear. His Dad's proud of him, proud of the work he put in and whatever grades he achieved, and Izuku couldn't wish for anything more.
Eventually, Aizawa pulls away, offering one last hair ruffle and wide grin, and shoves the piece of paper onto the fridge, placing the magnet with a quiet little clack. And so there, pride of place on the white door, is a list of 'S' grades, all in the nineties range. The lowest is ninety-one percent for Modern Lit, but there's a ninety-eight percent for Heroics, Analysis and Biology. Not unexpected, really. Yet damn, an entire set of Exemplary grades is quite something. Is it any wonder he's proud of his brat?
Notes:
Our baby's such a clever bean! Look at it, so cute and cunning and cuthroat! The little sweetie...
Oh, and here's a lil' reference chart that I used for Japanese grades - not much different to what I would've guessed, but eh. For the sake of it:
Oh, and just one thing I feel the need to state - Aizawa's speech was in absolutely *no way* meant to be disrespecting, dehumanising or lessening soldiers. I believe people who choose to join their country's defence services to be incredibly brave and admirable - it's certainly nothing I'd ever manage to do - however I do believe that they are most often forced to desensitise from death and killing until they're home and safe once more, and sometimes even then. This doesn't make them inhuman or immoral. No, it's a survival instinct, a coping mechanism, and it's awful they need it. Aizawa doesn't want to see his kids - not a single one - adopting that. He's kept Izuku away from that precipice for years now, and he'll be damned if he doesn't see this class, even more than most, with the coping mechanisms that are as healthy as possible to deal with the incredible stress of the job he's bringing them into. They're his most precious responsibility as a teacher and he refuses to fail them. Never.
Anyways! Like I said, I'll start actually replying to you guys' lovely comments now, although I can't guarantee I'll finish 'em tonight ;) Love, hugs and gratitude to you all, as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 45: XLII - Braid, Plait, Can't Take It Back
Summary:
Izuku has a not-so-nice evening. And another one a few days later. Poor baby.
Notes:
Sorry that this was kinda late in the day but I had, no exaggeration, eight (8) hours of work to do for my summer school today (apparently Cambridge is no joke...) I got some of it done yesterday but then I had some of tomorrow's to do and- yeh, holy cow today's been a Day(TM). Hope you all enjoy regardless!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Friday, for the last day of term, is miraculously still a normal one, but for Aizawa being texted halfway through the school day by the agency with a request to join a raid last minute. Which, fine, whatever, not like they were both exhausted and meant to be off-duty for at least another day. Or so was Izuku's immediate response, when his Dad calls him during lunch.
"You alright with it kid? I can turn it down."
"Dad, you're a hero. You can go do your job, so long as you come back in one piece; you know the drill. When you got to go?"
"Not until after dinner time. We'll eat, then I'll head out."
"Mmkay," Izuku murmurs, leaning more heavily into Hitoshi's shoulder and smiling when his Dad mutters a brief,
"Love you kid," before hanging up. He hates it when the man gets dragged into limelight investigations and raids because it means that Izuku can't be there, can't help ensure his own Eraserdad's safety and, honestly, there's no worse thought.
"Everything alright Izu?" Shouto asks when Izuku huffs quietly and drops his phone onto the grass. The rest of their group seem to share the heterochromatic boy's concern.
"Yeh, 's fine. Really. Dad's just been dragged into some shitty limelight op - no offense, you guys - and we hate them. Aboveground ops don't tend to be as thorough as underground, for all kinds of reasons, and that means more danger, in many ways. And I can't go," he tacks on, pouting a little.
"Why ca- Oh, they'd try and take you in, right?" Izuku merely nods morosely, drawing comfort from Hitoshi's arm around his shoulders and the warm hand that settles against his calf, a gentle, insistent heat even through his uniform. His Dad'll be fine, but that doesn't mean he has to like it.
Home that afternoon, once he's shoved the sweet potatoes and fish in the oven to bake whilst his Dad naps, Izuku settles down on the sofa, notebook and pen in hand, and locates the TV remote. Cadaver isn't very impressed when he's shoved off of his perch for the greenette to be able to use the device that he's curled up on.
"You're the one who slept on it, silly love." The cat only flicks his tail and wanders off. Izuku, snickering to himself, starts flicking through the channels, finally settling on one of the handful of hero-oriented news channels.
This is common practice for him. Analysing fights and Quirks from a third-person perspective is different than doing it mid-fight yourself. On the fly analysis is rushed and, whilst largely reliable when you're as practiced as Izuku, isn't always right. And mistakes can be fatal.
Hence so often going back to the news, to recorded fights, and doing in-depth analyses that give him the practice in noticing little details, in making logical conclusions, until he can do it quickly and without thought, all the better able to combat new Quirks and new villains. Right now, for example, a female hero - Rain Dance, Quirk Hydroboost - is up against a plant-based villain. And she's doing well, using her enhanced speed and strength to grapple with the vines. But then there's a little kid, scared and crying, and Izuku lets out a soft curse at the sight. Civilians make things so much more dangerous.
It's even worse when Rain Dance has to rush in, messy and dangerous, to bodily protect that child. One vine punches into her gut, doubling her over, a second lashing around her wrist, another both of her knees, the final tangling through her hair. She struggles whilst the villain cackles, but she still sags in relief when the kid finally runs away, the villain too caught up in his own victory to even notice. Saying that, her stillness attracts his attention and he smiles, maniacal, and drops her. Except for the vine in her long, loose hair. Glossy and dark blue, it's now in knots and snarls, pulled brutally tight. Painfully tight.
It gets worse when the villain smashes her into a building. He swings her by the hair, a few bloody clumps of hair fluttering to the ground, and Izuku feels sick. Absolutely fucking sick. Fuck, it's awful and Izuku's seen something like it happen before, but it's normally to civilians being attacked and dragged around, not a hero. Not someone with practice fighting people, not someone more than capable of handling themselves in battle.
Not someone like his Dad.
Izuku stares, near-sightless, as another hero jumps onto the scene, prompting the villain to drop Rain Dancer carelessly to the floor, yet more hair falling away, some with tiny spatters of blood following. It- A sudden switch to a news anchor snaps Izuku out of his daze, abruptly aware of how his chest is heaving, the cats swarming his legs and nudging at his chest, mrowing and purring, trying to comfort him, get his attention. But they can't stop the encroaching panic attack, can't hold him close and give him the weight of knives or a capture weapon and he needs his Dad- Stumbling to his feet, not even bothering to apologise for the cats he dislodges, he scurries to his Dad's bedroom door and peaks in, keeping his erratic breathing as quiet as possible.
The man is breathing. Eyes closed, hair splayed out to match the limbs, blanket half-off already, fast asleep. No blood. His Dadzawa's fine, he's right there, and something around Izuku's chest loosens at the sight. Another something brushing against his leg has him jumping, nearly knocking the door, but it's just Caitlin. Just their baby.
"Hey love," he murmurs, soft and breathy. He feels almost faint, but he pushes that back in favour of logic. If he can't go with his Dad tonight, then surely there's still something he can do to protect him, to keep him safe and with a chest that rises and falls and soft smiles hidden in his capture weapon and callused hands ruffling hair and- He just really needs to keep his Dad safe. Really, really needs to.
Shaking himself, he leans down to scoop up Caitlin and hold her close, warm and purring, as he heads back to the living area, idly switching off the TV without looking at the screen again. Irrational, but probably wise all the same.
"What do you think, love? I know he gets headaches, but maybe if I look up styles to help prevent that?" The cat, sweet as ever, butts her head into his chin with a little meow, and Izuku lets out a big breath. Fine, he can do this. He'll help keep his Dad safe and it'll be fine. It will.
"Let's get researching then."
An hour later, Aizawa blinks awake to the sight of his son, curled up right on the edge of the bed, one hand outstretched to latch in the man's shirt. It's cute, but not expected. Definitely makes him wonder if the kid's alright; he's usually comfortable enough to entertain himself, even when Aizawa is going to be heading out without him.
Trying not to move too much, he fishes for his phone on the bedside table, revealing that it's not long until their dinner was meant to be ready. Well, it's only baked fish and sweet potatoes with some leftover vegetables, so it doesn't need attending to per se. He can let the kid sleep a little longer. Accordingly, Aizawa rolls over a little, just enough to be properly facing his kid without dislodging the hand curled in his top, and can't resist taking a quick picture and sending it off to Hizashi and Nemuri.
LetMeSleepAndExpelChildren: [Brat's napping too.]
LowcutHighstrung: [awwww baby broccoli!!!!!!!]
VoiceBeVoicing: [BBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
YAGI: [THatS a swEEt pICTURE AizAwa]
YourLastHaw: [Your kid's cute when he's not being chaotic]
LetMeSleepAndExpelChildren: [Fuck.]
And to think he'd teased his son for sending messages to group chats rather than private ones. Honestly.
VoiceBeVoicing: [awww no don't say that]
LowcutHighstrung: [hahaha your softness is being even more exposed]
LetMeSleepAndExpelChildren: [Shut The Fuck Up You Two]
LowcutHighstrung: [noooo i'm his uncle i'm meant to take the piss out of you]
NarutoSkeleton: [Uncle?]
LowcutHighstrung: [ahhhhh yeh well you see-]
Huffing, Aizawa switches his phone back off and abandons it, turning all of his attention to the kid. He doesn't like to wake him up, not when he's sleeping so peacefully, but the kid will only get grumpy if he wakes up alone. And he doesn't want to leave a grumpy Problem Child home unsupervised. Kami knows what kind of pranks the brat would pull. So feeling only a little bad, he reaches forwards to brush a light touch over Izuku's forehead, skimming over the hair that, thanks to a Quirked hairdresser, had finally grown back in fully a few weeks ago, after a good few months of one side being short. Izuku seems happier with it all one big bush again at least.
Even as he drifts that soft touch up and down, curling just beneath the hairline, Aizawa allows himself a little bit of a smile at the kid making a few incoherent noises, tiny mumbles and murmurs that are warm and trusting, childish in all the best ways, nose screwing up, tugging at the handprint scar but highlighting the freckles.
"Mmdad?"
"Hey kiddo, you alive there?"
"Mmhm," the teen gets out, abruptly shifting forwards until he's tucked firmly against Aizawa's chest, curls tickling at the stubbled chin.
"Hello there," he comments, idle and vaguely amused. Izuku just murmurs unintelligibly again. The man grins properly now, only a portion maniacal, and rubs his chin against the kid's head affectionately. Then more vigorously.
"MmfineyehstopIgetit-" The pro snorts at the slurred mess but does pause. And if he lets out a long, quiet rumbling noise, then it has nothing to do with how Izuku leans further into him for a moment, sighing contentedly, before rolling away, throwing his arm up to cover the green eyes. Overdramatic little shit.
"Did you start dinner earlier?"
"Mmhm. Veg need to go on."
"Thanks kiddo." That's good, not too long a wait then, or no more than half hour or so. He'll have long enough to eat the whole meal with his son, thankfully. The alternative would've put them both in absolutely shitty moods, as though having one of them heroing alone, or rather without the other, isn't already doing so.
It doesn't take too long for the pro to usher his yawning kid out of the room so that he can change into a fresh uniform, for all that he only has two in the first place, and he trudges into the living area to find Izuku peering at the bowl of vegetables suspiciously. Just staring.
"What you up to brat? They're not off already, are they? I could've sworn they were only from Wedne-"
"They're vegetables."
"Good observational skills there," Aizawa snarks, although he can't help the gently amused tone that creeps in, even as he reaches over to pluck the bowl out of Izuku's hands and starts setting them up to cook himself. Izuku's clearly a bit distant. But it's not dissociation, so he reckons the teen'll be alright. Worst ways, he could always ask Tsukauchi or one of the two idiots to check in during the raid. If need be.
Aizawa's promptly dragged out of his thoughts by the kid speaking up,
"Hey, Dadzawa, would you let me do something tonight?"
"What kind of something?" Aizawa asks, reasonably suspicious but still open to hearing whatever his kid’s idea is.
"I wanted to try braiding your hair? I- I know you- it gives you headaches, b-but I did some r-research?"
"Oh?" Well that’s surprisingly mundane, quite frankly; Aizawa will take it.
"Y-yeh. Would that... not be okay?"
Aizawa scrutinises his kid for a second, taking in the averted eyes and trembling fingers. Izuku isn’t only restless, he’s nervy. This goes beyond the usual general anxiety and need to do something, there's some level of actual panic there, logical or not. Well, that makes his answer obvious.
"Sure kid."
"Thanks!" The greenette chirps, bouncing on the balls of his feet, hands now wringing as much in excitement as in nerves. Good. It's a start.
And so, with a soft huff, the pro settles on the ground before the sofa, sleeping bag padded up as a seat, laptop in his lap, reading over the last of the current data on the place they're raiding this evening. The kid sits behind him, hooking both of his legs over the man's shoulders, feet pressed atop his thighs, toes wriggling beneath the laptop and nearly dislodging it.
Deft fingers, trembling at first but gradually becoming steadier, surer, begin to work through his hair, gently detangling knots and separating out sections. Aizawa doesn't have a clue where the hair ties come from, but there's a fair few of them as his son begins to braid sections, never pulling too tightly. It's soothing, actually. Sedate even, sitting there in comfortable silence together, Izuku working away with increasing ease, Aizawa skimming over the raid information one last time. And it only takes ten or fifteen minutes for the kid to shift back some and start probing at some of the plaited hair, probably testing its security.
"D-does that feel okay?"
"Fine. Bit weird having the weight of it, but not distracting or tense or anything." Which is true, surprisingly.
"Oh! Uhm, g-good. But if- if you g-get a headache d-during dinner you can take it out."
"Kay, thanks kid." There, keep it casual, noncommittal. Something must have prompted this, judging by Izuku's nerves at the very least, let alone how out-of-the-blue it is, so Aizawa's determined to accommodate him. If it helps his son, he'll go along with it.
Although, to be honest, he actually hasn't got a headache yet, which is already a rarity. A basic low ponytail would normally be enough to make his head hurt with the tension, let alone a bun like this seems to be, judging by the lack of trailing hair, yet it's simply a different weight distribution to normal. Weird, but definitely not bad.
"Right kiddo, let's get dinner plated up," he states, waiting for the legs to unhook from over his shoulders before pulling himself to his feet with a great groan. Kami, he's tired.
He still feels tired an hour later, lacing his boots up firmly in the genkan. His hair's still up in the plaited bun, neat and set at the crown of his head, secure too, and Izuku is fidgeting, all three cats sat to either side of him. Well, at least Aizawa can rely on them to look after his kid. He reaches forwards to rub a heavy hand through his Problem Child's hair, gentling the movement to cup the scarred cheek for a moment, revelling in how Izuku leans into the touch. Sweet little shit. Yet before Aizawa can open the door, a body slams into him, sending him a pace sideways, shoulder bumping into said door, but he just grins and holds the kid close and tight in return, carefully ignoring the trembling hands and tension. The brat won't appreciate being called out on it. And Aizawa knows Izuku will be fine and if he asks Hizashi to check in with the kid regardless, it's because the blond's dropping round some paperwork, obviously. Nothing more, nothing less. Just looking out for his precious brat however he can.
Hizashi whistles jauntily, knocking a distinct pattern that Shouta had taught him over phone only an hour ago, before he uses his key to unlock the Aizawa door.
"Yo, baby broccoli! Your auntie Zashi's here to drop some boring stuff round for your Dad! But guess what?" He isn't phased by the knife that embeds itself in the wall beside him, quivering, instead raising a hand, bag dangling. He doesn't move to take his shoes off just yet.
"I also brought ice cream!" Still, he waits. Patient, something most people wouldn't think him capable of, to keep the kiddo as comfortable as possible.
"Auntie Zashi?" Ah, there's that sweet voice, hesitant though it may be.
"Yep!"
"...Hi. Ice cream?" The man cackles now, carelessly shoving his boots off and bounding into the living area, grinning at the teen who peers at him from over the back of the sofa. Such a cute kid, honestly. Although, hm, Shouta was right, the baby's tense and skittish, green eyes scanning the room before skipping back to the visitor, then scanning again. He's unsettled. Well, he'd better settle the sweetie then, right?
"Exactly that Lil' Listener! I got chocolate and then raspberry 'cause I wasn't sure which you'd like but Shou likes both of them, so..." Hizashi trails off, wiggling his eyebrows in blatant invitation. Izuku's shoulders sag a little, a second knife disappearing back into his sleeve and he picks up Cadaver to follow the blond into the kitchen area. The hero studiously ignores that the laptop on the coffee table is playing police radio chatter and how Izuku's phone is buzzing a lot. No point to calling the baby out.
Almost an hour later, Hizashi leaves again, leaving two half-cartons of ice cream in the freezer and two packets of truly miscellaneous paperwork on the counter for the cover-story. He wants to hug Izuku close and tight, to squeeze all of the anxiety and negativity out of the trembling body, but he can tell the teen wouldn't like it, would flinch and shake right apart, and he won't do that to the baby but he doesn't have to. Although his chest aches with the fact. Poor, sweet kiddo, so worried over his Dad because, yes, Shouta is more than capable, but they'll always worry over each other because they're all family and seeing the baby doing exactly that only slams the fact home once again. The kid trusts Hizashi, but it's not enough right now. He can only offer him ice cream and smiles and a little bit of happy distraction.
"Thanks Auntie Zashi." But, oh. Apparently that's enough for Izuku, judging by how he's smiling softly at the man, head tilted just that bit in hesitant offer. No way the blond's not going to take him up on it.
"Anytime, baby broccoli!" he chirps, grin just that much smaller, softer, more heartfelt than ever, as he gently ruffles the fluffy green mess. Then he waves vigorously, shoves his feet back into his boots, and is gone.
Izuku is already turning up the police radio chatter that he may or may not have slightly-illegally tuned into and digging out his phone, opening up the class chat once again. He, Hitoshi and Kaminari had been meme-warring before Auntie Zashi arrived, but he'd logged off with a brief 'my auntie's arrived gimme a bit' which had, apparently, sparked an immediate debate over whether he meant Dadzawa's real sister (non-existent, but good try) or Present Mic. Or maybe Midnight? Well at least they hadn't forgotten the grand total of one time Izuku called Mic 'Auntie Zashi' in front of them.
Knife-amonRoll: [It was Auntie Zashi. He bought me icecream.]
MintLover: [jealous]
Knife-amonRoll: [Your mums bought you that fancy ice cream after our exams Toshi, shut.]
MintLover: [make me]
Knife-amonRoll: [Sero, I'm borrowing some of your tape-]
MintLover: [okay, okay, im sorry, i take it back]
ASSid: [whipped]
PikaDont: [dude be whipped]
TapityTape: [whipped man]
Knife-amonRoll: [leave Toshi alone. I'll stab you]
TapityTape: [....that doesn't feel like an idle threat]
Knife-amonRoll: [I'm anxious as fuck, so no it wasn't idle]
: [Ignore that]
Fuck, why doesn't he have a brain-to-mouth filter? Brain-to-finger? To hand? Whatever, he needs to get one, but there's too much in his head right now and it probably won't matter. He trusts the class for a reason, so it'll be fine. It will.
PrettyThermostat: [When is Aizawa-sensei due home?]
ASSid: [aizawa's out?]
LeKermit: [Kero, are you alright Izuku-chan?]
Knife-amonRoll: [a few hours yet. the police chatter's got nothing either]
: [I'm fine thanks Tsu]
TapityTape: [police chatter?]
PikaDont: [oooh illegal things?]
Knife-amonRoll: [uh yeh ignore that too]
: [Please.]
ASSid: [sure!]
: [you guys can all keep kami's addiction to sherbet licked off of plugs secret too right?]
PikaDont: [MINA NOOOOOOOOOOOO]
: [YOU PINKY-PROMISED]
ASSid: [...whoops?]
Snickering somewhat hysterically, Izuku looks up from his phone to check the room again. He hates feeling so antsy and paranoid, particularly when he knows he's safe at home, but he can't help it. He's spent too long not feeling safe to be able to relax all the time.
Huh. That's a point. He really does feel safe here, in this little pocket of the world for just him, his Dad and their cats. It's home. A safe haven where bad things don't really happen, or at least nothing serious, and there's blankets and food and space to roam around but still be cosy enough to be theirs and it's something so foreign, in so many ways, yet he's never loved a place more. Not even when he lived with his Mum, probably, because he didn't know what it was to have nothing and nobody, then to have light and laughter and love gradually shown to him until he had a whole family and boyfriends and a class that he would kill for. A Dad that loved so much it could hurt, but any hurt was always worth it because it came from that love and- Kami, he's home. He trusts this space and this man to look after him, no matter what. Maybe... maybe he really can tell his Dadzawa everything. Not tonight, but soon. Soon.
It's that Sunday when Izuku works himself up to it. He and his Dad have some nature documentary on, Izuku idly watching, the man going through some of the last plans for their training trip in a week's time and with no school or training for that next week, it's as good a time as any to have such a heavy discussion, right? Well, he's already gotten all tense in nervous anticipation, and his Dad's noticed, judging by how the pro's leaning into him more heavily, so no time like the present.
"Hey, Dadzawa." The underground hero grunts in return, the sound harsh but Izuku knows the true meaning of it.
"You wanted to hear my Tragic Backstory, right?" And now the tension lining his kid's limbs makes more sense.
"Only what you wanted to share, yes. And when you wanted to share it."
"And- and if that's right now?" Aizawa taps save and sets his laptop, screen shut, on the table,
"Then I'll turn the TV down or off and listen." Instead, Izuku reaches forward to turn it off in his stead and then, oddly, twists in his seat on the sofa until his back is against his Dad's shoulder. This way they can't see each other's faces, but they are still pressed together reassuringly. If it helps, Aizawa won't say a word.
"If I repeat stuff you already know, or had guessed or whatever, sorry, but I don't think I'm gonna be able to start again if I stop." And, taking those hesitant words to heart and cradling them there, close inside his chest Aizawa simply reaches up with his left hand to briefly scratch soothingly at his kid's scalp, then drops it again, leaving him to his own words.
"So, uh, obviously I'm Quirkless. And when I was diagnosed at four, things went to shit. Everything had been alright before that - I can remember having a few friends, Ka- Bakugou included, and Mum and my father were happy, even if he worked a lot. I think. But then I didn't get a Quirk and my life just- got fucked, I guess," Izuku cuts himself off to laugh bitterly for a second, the sound cracking and wavering already. Contrary to his every instinct to help his brat, to comfort his Problem Child, Aizawa stays still and quiet, glad that Izuku is at least leant against him. He's doing something. But knowing it's enough is very different from it feeling enough.
"My father slapped me around that night, gave me my first scar actually, and was gone by morning. Probably for the better, honestly." And there's that awful laugh again.
"I started getting bullied - left out, called names, beaten up, you know. Shitty shit, but normal shit. But, uh, well, I was six the first time someone told me everything would be better if I was gone." Fuck, if that doesn't make Aizawa absolutely fucking furious. He wants to tear down Musutafu until he finds whichever little shit said that the first time. Let alone the others. Kami, the others. How many? But then Izuku is still talking and he can't afford to miss a word,
"Mum... She tried her best, and she still loved me, but she started working more. And- and all she could do was say 'I'm sorry'. It was never what I wanted - needed - to hear. All I wanted..." Izuku trails off, deep breaths shuddering through his body.
Yet before Aizawa can do anything, his kid soldiers on,
"And as I got older everything just escalated. The bullying got worse and worse. Then- then Mum died. Villain attack at work. I was dumped in a group home - yeh, the same shitty one - and that was that. Do you want to-? I'll just- Uh-" Izuku chokes for a moment, startling the man.
"Basically, I didn't get fed a lot, I was always getting locked up in a cleaning closet or my room, so I learned to pick the locks and also got good at wriggling out of windows that really should be too small. I got quick running from bullies and other kids. I needed more food, so I started dumpster-diving when it got too bad. I couldn't bring myself to actually steal food, not when so many people throw pretty much completely fine stuff away. I would steal medicines out of the home's supplies, but not from shops - most of it was pretty unused anyway. I did have to nick my mask though. Ended up leaving money in the shop like a month later that I took off a drug dealer. I did occasionally break into this dance studio that I used to go to as a kid, I'll admit, but their windows didn't have locks, so it was fair game really. It was good for practicing flexibility and even some parkour-based dance stuff. Uhm, anyway, I still got beat up sometimes, and I was definitely told to kill myself or that I should be a villain or something a lot, and I probably internalised some of that, and I don't even know what I'm saying anymore but uhm yeh I guess stuff was pretty shitty and I've probably been depressed for years but I've got you and Tsuka and Toshi and Shou and the cats and stuff so I'm mainly alright? Uhm, I'm just gonna stop talking now because holy shit, fuck, I just told you all of that and I'm sorry Dad, I'm so fucking sorry-"
"Ssh, kiddo, you did so well, life was so awful to you but you're so strong, it's not your fault, you survived, you've got so many people that love you, c'mere kid, just let it out, hush now, you did so well." And Aizawa nudges and gently tugs at his kid until Izuku turns around and collapses down on the sofa to bury his head against his Dad's stomach, torso in his lap, words barely audible for being muffled in the man's shirt, even as the kid continues to apologise and thank him and mutter meaningless syllables. It's obvious that his son needs the comfort so there's no way that Aizawa won't be giving him exactly that. His poor, poor, precious kid.
Accordingly, he begins to card a gentle hand through his kid's hair, countering Izuku's mumbling with soft platitudes of his own, praising him, reassuring him, not acknowledging the cats when they all come to drape themselves on and beside the kid, purring loudly, and he's incredibly grateful for them because their weight and warmth and noise always seems to soothe Izuku some, now included. And so he'll hold his son close like that until they both fall asleep, curled into each other, feeling safe only for the warmth of a familiar body. Tomorrow will come and some things might change, but one thing won't.
Aizawa really, really loves his kid. Unconditionally and irrevocably so.
Notes:
Uh, see what I meant by 'poor baby?'. Yeh... Sorry if you weren't expecting him to have a little breakdown, but, honestly, when you think of how much stress he's been under for the last few months (well, years really...) Yeh, it's not all that surprising. But his Dad's here to look after him, kay? Dadzawa'll look after him!
And All Might can't type, fight me. (its the thumbs yall im telling you)
Oh, and Izuku learnt the braiding from video after video of hair tutorials, many for tying up young girl’s hair so that it’s both gentle and secure. Izuku is too anxious to be amused by the comparison. And he has no filter when tired, anxious and typing over a phone. Sue me. Or him. Meh.
Also, I apologise *again* for not getting through all of my inbox replies - I'm getting there but life is life and I am but an overwhelmed person with a shit-tonne to do (。_。) <(_ _)>
Regardless, know that I've read and appreciated your comments and existence, and that I hope you all have a wonderful day/night! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 46: XLIII - Nothing's Simple With A Problem Child
Summary:
Izuku is a trouble magnet, nicknamed Problem Child for a reason. His Dad is used to it. Still doesn't enjoy it though.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa wakes up with a drawn-out groan, something heavy and warm laid out across his chest, feeling more than a little suffocated but honestly revelling in it. The weight atop him is very familiar after all.
Finally opening his eyes, the man looked down at his kid, not sprawled out as usual but rather clinging to him, limbs thoroughly intertwined with his Dad's, face buried in his capture weapon, unsurprisingly. And there's barely a single hint of the tears from the night before. Good, really. Very much so. That had been... heavy-going last night, to say the least, and he really needs to get on and ask Izuku about seeing a therapist. It'll definitely help the kid. And Nedzu has emailed him a list of therapists deemed both safe and appropriate for teenagers with high levels of trauma. A better match for his son than his own therapist at least. Although he hasn't seen her in a few years...
Focusing back on the Problem Child sleeping atop of him, Aizawa takes a moment to assess the kid. Scrutinises the scars he can see, which is only a few, considering the stolen jumper and 'Put Your Hands Up Radio' trackies, and thinks upon the rest hidden beneath the fabric. It's too large a number really. Particularly for a fifteen-year-old. But by Kami, his son hasn't seemed that young in a long time, not really, or certainly not fully. Izuku's mature, for better or worse, and whilst he's still a kid and still has childish tendencies and is very much someone the hero wants to protect and nurture, he's too fiercely independent and capable to be treated like the rest of his class. Not even a single therapy session can or will be mandatory. It's going to have to be up to the brat himself to go, although there's no way that Aizawa won't make the option as appealing and safe as he possibly can. If it helps his kid, then he'll encourage it with every breath.
Before he can further contemplate just how he's going to do that, Cadavar twists, stretches, then lumbers up, walking along Izuku's back to sit atop the green curls and paw at Aizawa's face. It has both of the humans groaning.
"Bastard, go away. You can survive another half hour or something," Aizawa chides, voice sleep-slurred and rumbling. Izuku, despite the heavy weight on his head, settles right back down at the noise, nuzzling further into the capture weapon, sending Cadaver swaying. But when the cat continues to mither, Aizawa huffs out a sigh. Fine. Whatever.
"Izuku, kiddo, it's that dreaded time again," he warns, batting Cadaver away to run a firm touch through the kid's hair; not rough but still insistent, a common way to help rouse the brat.
"Wake-up time?" The words are muffled and near-incoherent in the first place, but he understands them.
"Wake-up time," the man confirms, voice grave. It earns a half-sarcastic sigh at least. And to be fair, Izuku is fairly quick to lever himself halfway up before contorting weirdly, well past Aizawa's flexibility level, to end up with his head pillowed on the opposite end of the sofa, legs still atop the man's. Little shit.
"You better save enough room for me, brat."
"Mmyeh."
And when Aizawa returns not even ten minutes later, the cats all fed and watered, the kid has shifted to lay along the entire sofa, pressed right against the back. He's not subtle at all.
That doesn't stop the pro from obliging and lying behind his kid, leaning on him heavily, tail ends of his capture weapon tucked over his son's shoulder, just below his face, both relaxing instantly at the grounding contact.
"Nap time?"
"Nap time," Izuku returns, mimicking the man's earlier grave tone, and it turns out to be quite true.
They wake up again later to an alarm pinging on Aizawa's phone, vibrating atop the coffee table, and their grumbles are indistinguishable as Izuku pushes at his Dad, trying to get the man to 'shut that fucker up'. The man easily obliges. Well, willingly, for all that he doesn't want to actually move or wake up, but he definitely wants to be in a quiet room with his kids and cats. And then, before he can sag back into the sofa, he remembers why there was an alarm in the first place. Hence the long, drawn-out,
"Fuck," followed by Aizawa turning to hide his face in his brat's curls, not wanting to attend this bloody meeting. But, it's about the safety of his class, so he won't skip out on the hassle. It'll be worth it. When they get their training camp and get to work together and enjoy their training and be absolutely bone-tired by the end of the day, it'll be worth it. But first, he'll need to get up.
"Hey, kid," he mumbles, waiting until he gets a half-asleep grunt of a reply before going on,
"I've got that meeting in an hour. Yeh, shitty I know," he goes on, commiserating with the kid, because they'd both forgotten about this meeting,
"You can tag along if you want kiddo. You know Nedzu won't mind." Izuku seems fully awake now, although he doesn't move. Doing so would probably mean headbutting his Dad's face though, so that's probably for the better.
"Nah, 's fine. Really. I want to spend time with the cats before camp next week." Which they both know is true, albeit probably also just an excuse for some alone time. After last night and how overwhelmed the kid had been with his mini-breakdown, Aizawa isn't exactly surprised.
"Alright then kid. Don't forget you can invite those boys of yours over if you want, or a few of your other friends. It's fine either way." As he speaks, he shifts to sit up, the brat latching onto his arm to pull himself up as well.
"Thanks Dadzawa." And that is true gratitude, Izuku leaning sideways a little to gently headbutt the man's arm, a soft grin spreading across his face. Aizawa doesn't bother replying, simply reaching up to ruffle the teen's hair. Silly Problem Child, as though Aizawa wouldn't do anything he possibly can for his son's health and happiness.
It's two hours later, when Izuku has showered and swamped himself in more stolen - well, borrowed - clothes, messaging his boyfriends and listlessly lounging around, just trying to soothe his own aching mind, when a villain comes knocking on the apartment door.
This villain is very unremarkable to look at. Dark brown hair, shaggily trimmed and probably uncombed, but not noticeably so. Dark grey-blue eyes, again not too bright or dark or- anything, really. Plain features, all in a typical Japanese skin tone and wearing a cheap suit, looking like the average salesman or skint salaryman. Completely normal. Far too normal. And far too familiar for all of the wrong reasons.
Within about three seconds of looking through the peephole, Izuku has a pretty solid idea of who the guy is. And then after a good ten seconds of actually opening the door, he knows for certain. Hacker. A deceptively simple name, much like the person himself - he possesses a tech-based Quirk that allows him to bypass many types of security - firewalls, passwords, you name it. Hacker can get through it. Then, he has an unfortunate tendency to track down heroes and physically hack them to pieces with a butcher's knife. One of the big, blocky ones for cutting bones and gristle. So yeh, Hacker. And now Izuku's letting him into their apartment when Aizawa is halfway through a three-hour meeting. Fun. Whoo. Yay.
"So, can I get you anything to drink Nakamura-san?" Izuku chirps, having opened the door and been greeted by the man, offered a series of outright lies. And the teen carefully keeps the teeth out of his smile.
"Ah, no thank you, I'm alright-"
"No, no, I insist! I make the blend myself, it's very calming. Good for insomnia, you know," Izuku assures, tone sweet and bubbly in a way it hasn't been since he was five, eyes wide and innocent, playing up the cuter elements of his small, seemingly delicate physique. He's definitely glad that he's wearing one of his Dad's ugly cat sweaters and a pair of over-large jogging pants now. The loose, baggy clothing hides his muscles and makes him seem even smaller than he actually is. All the better for being underestimated.
"Oh, ah, okay then, thank you," the man seems a little caught-off guard. Or maybe he's just playing it up. Either way, he's willing to drink the tea that Izuku's already setting up, so that's the important bit.
"I'm sure you'll love it!" Izuku goes on,
"It's a bit of an eclectic blend, but it really is lovely. There's some parsley, some fern, even conium maculatum!" And okay, maybe that's a little bit cocky, but the chances of a computer geek knowing the Latin name for Hemlock are fairly slim...
As the two fall into fairly easy conversation, Izuku finishes serving the tea and sets down two cups on the table. This particular tea blend is a lovely pale green, largely translucent, and smells primarily of mint and faintly earthy, with a depth of something- forest floor. Rotting, actually, if you take the time and it was stronger. That's the hemlock, but Hacker doesn't need to know that.
Sitting and taking up his cup, Izuku fakes taking a sip from his own, just small enough that the lack of level-drop isn't noticeable, and smiles brightly at the man as he talks about- something. The heating system of the apartment block? When he pauses for breath, Izuku is fairly quick to drop a question in, rambling it, extending it, making sure that it's long enough to prompt the man to take a drink out of sheer awkwardness if nothing else. Three more sips and seven minutes later, Izuku decides that the dosage will be about right for a man of Hacker's height and approximate weight, then takes a second to fumble his own cup and spill them both in his klutziness. He still hasn't drunk a single drop of his own.
Apologising furiously, Izuku makes a bit of a song and dance out of clearing up, making sure to avoid any skin contact with where the man had touched the mug and trying to keep the handle out of the tea itself. Perfect - evidential finger prints. And, hopefully within half an hour, the man should be fitting on the floor.
Taking his time with setting the two cups and their saucers down next to the sink, Izuku spends a solid five minutes rummaging through the cupboard, keeping it just quiet enough to be able to hear what Hacker is up to, not to mention watching him in the reflections of the metal fixtures - not the easiest way to watch someone, between the small size and distinct warping, but it's enough for a general image of the man. All in all, he's killing time, waiting for the hemlock tea to kick in.
"Oh Kami, I'm so sorry, that was the last of that blend! Can I offer you any other teas? Or another hot drink? It's quite cold out today. My Dad loves coffee, no matter the time of year, but most of all in winter-" And Izuku keeps on rambling, and delights in the way that the villain tenses just a little at the mention of his Dad. Hm, he can't help but wonder if the villain is tensing out of guilt or anticipation. Curious how he'd neglected to investigate the child of his hero target. But the question goes away as soon as he meets Hacker's eyes and sees the glimmer of... hunger - blood lust - that's there, barely discernible but still there.
"I'm alright thank you, there's no need - we've nearly discussed everything we needed to-"
"No!" Izuku sounds worried, with a hint of offense for good measure,
"I spilt your cup and ruined your drink, you must have another one! Oh, unless you're in a rush to leave? This is quite a big apartment complex after all. I'd understand if you needed to go now, of course, but else you must let me apologise. I feel awful!" And fortunately, the man seems to buy it.
Accordingly, Izuku manages to prevaricate for another quarter of an hour as he makes a pot of normal green tea and grabs them two new mugs out of the cupboard. Bouncing on his toes to reach them definitely adds to the whole innocent and guileless impression he's busy cultivating.
"So what does Aizawa-san do?" The villain suddenly pipes up when Izuku is pausing to pour the tea. Izuku hides a vicious grin by ducking his head further into his - well, Dadzawa's - jumper, tucking his chin away in the turtleneck like his Dad does in his capture scarf. It's a sensible tactic after all. Suppressing the smile, he turns around again and delivers the normal tea.
"He's a teacher at a local high school - mine actually! I ended up in his homeroom, which is great fun! Well, he's really strict with me 'cause he knows my limits, but it's really cool. And it was really, really funny when all my friends found out 'cause they all freaked out so bad. Very confused!" And maybe he's pushing his luck a little, but he's barely able to resist.
"Sounds like fun," the man replies, tone flat and noncommittal. Izuku only smiles wider.
"Yep! What about you, do you have kids? Though, maybe you're still a little young?" He goes on, largely out of curiosity on how the villain is going to approach this one.
"No, I'm not a father." Mr 'Nakamura' stops at that point, looking quite woozy. And indeed, his eyes are getting dilated and a little sweat is gathering at his temples. When he goes to pick up his cup, it clatters against the saucer for a few seconds before he manages to move it far enough away. So the trembling has arrived too. Waiting a few moments, Izuku speaks up again,
"Are you okay Nakamura-san? You're looking a bit ill; would you like a glass of water instead? Let me just grab you one." So he stands and moves towards the sink, deliberately leaving his back wide open and studiously ignoring the soft scrape as the villain stands up from his seat and begins to come up behind him, a bit unsteady on his feet but not terribly.
Judging him to be about two paces away, Izuku abruptly whirls around and round-house kicks the guy in the side of the head, the gap between the counters just wide enough to accommodate his shorter legs with the movement. And Hacker topples against the side, out cold.
Breathing a sigh of relief, Izuku double-checks that the man is definitely unconscious before finding his phone again, exiting the messages to get to his contacts.
"Ah, hey, Tsuka?"
["Kid? Are you okay?"]
"Yo, yeh, I'm fine. I may or may not have Hacker here? Turns out he was that Kiragi bloke. Called himself Nakamura though." There's a long pause, filled only by a fond sigh from the detective.
["Fuck kid. And you're definitely safe? Not hurt?"] Izuku's quick to appease that note of fear in his Tsuka's voice,
"All good! Just getting him some handcuffs now and, well, he's got some minor hemlock poisoning. Normally he'd die, but it's diluted enough that lots of fluids should keep him going. A bit unfortunate for him, but, hey, kept him from killing me or ruining the apartment or whatever. Huh. Wonder where his knife is, that's-"
["Maybe just be grateful he didn't attack you with it?"] The dry tone jars the kid out of his ponderings,
"I mean, fair point. How long you lot gonna be?" He hasn't missed the background chatter and introduction of an engine.
["ETA's five minutes, provided- Oi, Sansa, tell Hanahi to hurry up, would you? He's always a bloody slow driver,"] Tsukauchi mutters, probably not intended for Izuku but earning a laugh from him all the same.
"See you soon Tsuka!"
["See you kiddo. Make sure those handcuffs are done properly."]
"Yeh, yeh, I will," Izuku reassures, still smiling faintly.
He promptly hangs up, drops his phone and sets to cuffing the villain, quite happily leaving him on the kitchen floor. This man has killed several colleagues, some quite close, of his Dadzawa's: he doesn't deserve to be left on the sofa. Oh, thinking of, he should probably ring his Dad. He really doesn't like to disturb him, but well.
Aizawa, bored of this meeting and its minutiae, with the discussion of the training camp already over with, sits bolt upright when the ring tone for his kid's phone screeches from his pocket. He doesn't even bother to apologise as he goes to stand, phone already at his ear.
"Kid, you alright?" His tone is urgent, perhaps getting close to panic, but Izuku wouldn't ring him during a meeting without damn good reason.
["I'm fine Dad, I'm okay. Just figured I'd let you know that I've got Hacker knocked out in the kitchen."]
"Fucking hell kiddo. The hemlock tea?" He pauses now, stood by the windows with his back to the rest of the room. He can tell they're all listening.
["You know it."] He can hear the smirk in his brat's voice and it takes the edge off of his own worry, eases some of the tightness in his chest,
"And you've contacted Tsukauchi already?"
["He'll be here in about three minutes."]
"Do you want me to come home?" And it's not a patronising question, nor a condescending one, but his serious tone let's Izuku know that he means it and that it comes from a place of care, of warmth.
["No, don't worry. You'll be done, what, in an hour or so? Just enough time to meet me at the station once I'm done with my statement and stuff."] There's genuine certainty in his son's tone, not a dismissal but a reassurance.
"Okay kiddo. Be careful and tell Tsukauchi thanks from me, got it?" He has to respect his child's strength. Izuku is a force to be reckoned with, emotionally exhausted or not, and Aizawa will offer him the dignity he deserves. Kami knows the brat wouldn't accept anything less.
["You got it Dad."]
"Love you kid," he offers, uncaring of the rest of the heroics faculty, needing to make sure that Izuku knows it, never doubts it. He doesn't think the kid doesn't know, but he'll say it all the same. As many times as he can.
Even if it has several of his colleagues grinning at him like idiots.
Notes:
Guess what starts next chapter... ;)
Oh, and apologies to those of you who've read Overactive, but hopefully the changes, minor or more major, were enough to make up for it!
Hugs and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 47: XLIV - Really, It's Not
Summary:
There's some naps, some fun and a couple of realisations to accompany!
Notes:
This might seem a little... hm, jumpy? I'm going for an almost training montage kinda vibe because A - training montage and B - I really, really wanna get into Things™, you know? ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa huffs, shifting a little to keep Izuku settled comfortably on his back. Their duffel bags have been dumped beside them, Aizawa's with his laptop wadded up in between his sleeping bag and second jumpsuit, both bags with at least a few knives. Fairly on-brand for them.
A car pulling up outside UA's side-gate attracts his attention, just visible through the line of trees separating where the bus is parked up and the clear grass border inside the school's walls. Yaoyorozu climbs out, but waits, facing off to one side. It makes sense when Iida and Uraraka walk into sight, only recognisable by the hair and mannerisms from this distance, and Aizawa debates if he should wake Izuku up already. But at that moment, the kid snuffles, tucking his face even further between his Dad's neck and capture weapon, nuzzling into the warm space there. And sue the man if he doesn't have the willpower to wake his kid.
(The lingering exhaustion and heart-ache of a night full of poor sleep and nightmares don't help, tinged bittersweet by comforting his son when the teen is afraid and anxious, with trembling hands and dark eyes.)
So, as the first three of his class scan through the side-gate and head over to the bus, Aizawa slips a faint scowl on his face as though he doesn't have a softly-snoring brat plastered to his back.
"Good morning Sir!" Iida exclaims, hands moving with their usual enthusiasm for all the his tone is- not quite hushed, but a blatant attempt at it. The man nods in acknowledgement.
"Keep your bags with you for now, we'll be putting them overhead. And you might as well settle down, we have a while to wait yet. Some of you hellspawn are bound to be late," he grumbles, the girls muffling their giggles even as Iida lets out a scandalised huff of acknowledgement. They sober fairly quickly though, all of their gazes catching on the sleeping teen, for all that they can only see his messy curls, clinging arms and legs held up only by his Dad.
"Aizawa-sensei, is Izuku-kun alright? He appears..."
"Dead to the world? He's alright, not the greatest night." And the man leaves it at that. It's not his place to expose his kid to the other brats, but he's not going to deny his son's problems either, or at least not entirely.
"Well, if you say so Sir!" The students step away a little then, falling into their own conversation, occasionally with their phones in hand, and Aizawa leans his head against his kid's and fights the urge to doze or shift the kid. Half-dead arms mean nothing in the face of Izuku actually sleeping for any length of time. Although by the time that just over another dozen of the class arrive within five minutes of each other, right on time, to add to the six, including Izuku, already present, the teen begins to cling tighter to his Dad, grumbling quietly. It is louder now after all.
"Brat, your boys are here if you want to say hello to them," he informs the kid, words an undertone picked up only by Izuku and, judging by Jirou's snicker and the twitch of Shouji's limbs, the two more sensitively-sensed hellspawn as well.
"Mm don' wanna get up."
"Kiddo, we're already outside. It's a bit late for that."
"Fuck that." Aizawa muffles a snort in his capture weapon, something in his chest still warm-sweet with his son's breaths puffing against his neck, the little shit holding on tight enough to almost bruise.
"Nope, c'mon kiddo. I'm not ferrying you around all day; we're getting on a bus, not roof-running."
"Mmmkrmph."
"I'm in awe of your articulacy."
"Fine, if you don't want me," Izuku mutters, poking his Dad's cheek viciously before wriggling back and away, stumbling a little on numb legs as he lands, much as Aizawa shakes out his arms, rubbing his hands together to get some feeling back into them. Izuku, for his part, staggers over to his boyfriends, stood close by, and immediately slumps into the open arms Hitoshi offers him, arching his neck back to encourage Shouto's warm hand to bury further into his curls, a sleepy grin amongst his freckles.
Aizawa very carefully doesn't smile at the sight.
From there, it doesn't take long for Kaminari to arrive, apologetic but beaming, and Asui only a minute behind him, croaking more than usual with explanations of her younger siblings being upset to see her going for the week. Aizawa brushes them off with a careless gesture, unbothered because do they really think he wouldn't have planned for at least a few of them being a bit late, and instead demands the entire class' attention with a single clap.
"Right hellspawn. Do a brief check of your bags - at the very least, make sure you have underclothes, a toothbrush, phone with a charger and your gym uniforms. We won't be able to stop over at any towns, during the journey nor once we're there. I want all of your phones in airplane mode for now, just in case. You'll be able to take it off later. But if any of you do so early, you'll be writing at least two essays, a minimum of two thousand words each, and going through a new and improved Hell Course as punishment. Got it?" There's a low round of complaints, but everybody does so. They've been in too many attacks, in too much danger, to take anything that they know might compromise their safety lightly. They're teenagers, sure, but not stupid. Not in the ways that matter, not really; and the threat of another Hell Course would be enough motivation alone.
As such, they're soon ready to board and Aizawa unlocks the bus, texts the driver that the kids are loading up, and then initiates exactly that, handing Izuku his duffel when his son files past and grins in thanks, easily hefting the bag onto his shoulder without catching the heterochromatic boy walking behind him with it, the three headed straight to the back so that they can settle beside each other on the back bench, Iida taking up the fourth seat there, Yaomomo and Jirou taking up one of the double seats in front of them, Uraraka and Tsuyu taking the other.
Aizawa, of course, takes the very front seats for himself, but stands in the aisle first, watching as all of the kids chatter and laugh, shoving their bags under seats or into the overhead compartment, buckling seatbelts and bickering playfully over who sits where. It's good, to see them all smiling. Happy. They'll end up exhausted soon, and likely grumpy with it, but for now, they're just kids looking forwards to a trip away, training or not. And for now, there's no reason not to leave them to their joy.
Once they get moving, the chatter swells, various snacks and games being shared. The teacher easily slumps against the window, legs draping out into the aisle, and dozes off, not quite fully asleep, more aware than that, but still getting some level of rest, leaving the kids to it.
"Hey, did you guys hear about that villain, Hacker?" Izuku straightens at Hagakure’s words a few seats forward. Neither Shouto nor Hitoshi miss it, exchanging suspicious glances over his fluffy head.
"Oh yeh, apparently a hero student took him in! Knocked them out when the guy tried to kill them in their own home," Kirishima adds, twisting around to lean over the back of his seat and join in the conversation. Bakugou, in the seat beside him, just huffs and stares more determinedly out of the window.
"Wait, what, I didn’t hear that bit - is the person alright?"
"I dunno. Hope so. Apparently it was really local though. They might be a UA student!" Izuku slumps down in his seat some, resisting the urge to just yeet himself out of the window. He’d survive them travelling at fifty miles per hour easily, surely.
"Yeh, but Hacker was really clever, right?"
"Not really," Izuku interjects before he can help himself, then fights the urge to shrink under his classmates’ curiosity as a good dozen of them turn towards their row, suspicious of where exactly this is going..
"What? But he accessed all kinds of confidential information, didn’t he?" And dammit, there's no getting out of this now, is there? Maybe if he just plays it off as knowing about the case...
"Quirk. And it didn’t stop him getting poisoned; that's how the student took him in. He wasn’t a very subtle villain anyway, because the police already had firm suspicions as to his identity so I recognised him in abo-" Izuku clicks his mouth shut, a flush rising to his cheeks because fuck he’d pretty much just admitted to being the one who took the villain out. And now the whole class is listening in.
"You recognised him." Hitoshi's tone is dry as a desert, his single raised eyebrow considerably unimpressed. Izuku feels a strong sense of impending doom. Oh, he wishes he wasn't so sleep-deprived.
"Y-yes?"
"As in you recognised him because he turned up at your house and tried to kill you?" Nobody seems surprised, but the concern, exasperation and horror are obvious. It has something in Izuku's guts squirming. Huh, remorse.
"I mean, kind of?"
"Where was Sensei?"
"At a meeting. It was fine! Dosed the bloke up on some hemlock tea and once it was taking effect I left my back open and just knocked him out when he was in reach. It really was fine! And he’d killed some of my Dad's colleagues - people I knew, that I've worked with - so no regrets, you know?"
"Izuku-!" Hitoshi cuts himself off with a frustrated noise as the class just gapes.
Shouto is the one to finally speak up, hands taking a gentle hold of Izuku's arm, thoughtlessly caressing the skin there, running over freckles and little scars. On the other side, Hitoshi does the much the same, keeping Izuku carefully secure between them, where they can know he's safe and alright. With them.
"And you’re definitely not hurt? At all?"
"Nope! It really was fine."
"But he came to your house Izu! What if he’d just outright attacked you?" Shouto frets, his worry blatant. Hitoshi's grip flexes around Izuku's hand.
"He didn’t. It’s not his MO anyway - not to mention he was more after Dadzawa than me. Didn't even know I'm a hero student. And I'm more than capable of fighting one person, particularly with both surprise and environment on my side."
"That doesn’t make it better!"
"It does though?" And Izuku is thoroughly confused. His friends all look horrified and he just doesn't get why. He can protect himself, he had felt in control enough of the situation to feel safe, even when being attacked in his own home, he'd had his Dad and Tsuka only a few taps away. He'd had his knives and the tea and the cats waiting on the sofa. It had been fine.
"Izuku, Green bean, you could have been hurt, and that's the problem. You were in danger and none of us could've protected you. We know you're capable but it's still terrifying to think that a serial killer was in your home with you, somewhere you're meant to be safe and comfortable and we didn't even know and-" Hitoshi's voice gives in, splintering around the edges, eyes burning violet, glinting silver, with a fierce kind of hurt that matches the blaze in Shouto's eyes. It has that remorse returning to Izuku's guts, whirling slowly with the dawning realisations being presented to him.
"Izu, you know how you felt when Stain was attacking us? Even though you know we're strong ourselves?" Mutely, Izuku nods, not sure where this is goi-
"That's how we feel, hearing that there was a serial killer after you."
And oh. That... that makes awful, awful sense.
Izuku has begun to grasp things like this before. He knows that his Dad has been terrified for him over the years, whenever he comes close to dying, just like he gets for his Dad, but it's his Dad's job to worry over him, and vice versa. Expected. Izuku hasn't even contemplated that his friends and boyfriends would get the same way over him. He'd never felt worth it before. But, perhaps, he isn't just a Deku and, perhaps, he loves his Toshi and Shou and friends enough, and they him in return, that fearing for each other is logical. Not an obligation but still necessary. Huh.
"Sorry you two. I... I think I get it now," he murmurs, feeling a little trembly, shaking off their gentle holds on him so that he can instead interlace their fingers, offer a wobbly smile to the rest of their class who are watching, and then shuffles to rest his head on Hitoshi's shoulder and hook his ankles with Shouto's. After a few moments, they both begin to relax, leaning into him in return, pressing together despite their seatbelts, and their friends, after offering a few 'glad you're alright Izuku's, leave them to it. Forcing himself to ignore the nasty guilt in his guts, Izuku sighs, eyes drifting closed, and sinks further into the affection offered by his boyfriends. He falls asleep to two kisses, one pressed to his temple, the other to his cheek.
(Waking up an hour later, he'll find several notifications for the class groupchat, a solid half-dozen photos of the three of them asleep in amongst the coos and chatter there. He flushes, pouts, then saves them anyway.)
The class pile out of their bus, a bit grumbly about needing to move or glad for the chance to respectively, and gather before their teacher, all of them at least eyeing up the car parked on the opposite side of the viewpoint. Izuku, hands entangled with Shouto and Hitoshi's, stands off to the edge of the crowd, squinting at the car before relaxing somewhat, apparently satisfied with whatever details he's noted of those barely visible within. Aizawa doesn't miss his brat's attention, glad to see that Izuku's paying enough attention to his surroundings still, even when surrounded by friends.
"Right hellspawn, you've got some people to meet."
Izuku is one of the few who doesn't react at all to the two Pussycats' vibrant introduction, although there's a gleam to his eye and he shares a brief Cheshire grin with his Dad. The kid's looking forward to this training, Aizawa knows. The part about being away from home, sleeping in a room with others, without cats or familiarity or his rooftops near, isn't something Izuku's been very happy about, evidenced in their poor night's sleep, but the actual chance to just be active for nearly a week... Well, Izuku's been enthusiastic about that much. Although, to be frank, Aizawa's own zeal for seeing his class improving to the point of collapse, to be getting stronger and more confident through intensive training, has probably exacerbated his son's own interest.
At this point, Izuku zones back in to the two women.
"-lodging is at the foot of that mountain over there." There's a cry of 'so far!' throughout the class, but Izuku has already offered his boyfriends a smile, sharp with too many teeth, and before they can worry about it, he darts away to limpet onto his Dad.
"Brat, really? I thought you were excited for this training?"
"Oh, I am. But I wanted to steal a few juice packs first."
"Fine, fine," the man grumbles, for all that clever fingers are already rifling through his capture weapon, digging out all three of the little boxes.
Even as they chat though, some of the kids start cottoning on to the Pussycats' ploy and turn to run back to the bus. They're gone before they know it. Izuku, for his part, snickers and pats his Dad's head before hopping off and carefully tucking the juice packs away, then taking out two of his sturdiest knives.
"See you later!" he chirps, waving to the women and his Dad, before happily jumping over the now-jagged edge of the cliff. Huffing at his brat's antics, Aizawa goes to greet Mandalay and Pixiebob, noting the child next to them. Looks grumpy and recalcitrant. Great. Better leave it alone for now, if that's the Water Horses' kid.
Meanwhile, Izuku has free-falled the first half of the cliff, laughing to himself, before he flips, kicks off of the cliff behind him, and then starts to ricochet from tree to tree, getting lower each time, circling around his class and slashing two heads and a hand straight off of some of the beasts, glad that he kept his eight inch knives in his thigh holster.
"Took your time Green bean!" Hitoshi calls, and the greenette flashes him a middle finger, assessing the class. Nothing worse than some bruises and scrapes. It's workable.
"The lodge is that way - Jirou, Shouji, can you keep us oriented?" He's offered a tiple-thumbs up and an affirmative call from Jirou, even as he beheads another earth beast, Bakugou explodes a second and Shou ices up a third.
"Then let's close ranks. Mobile and long-rangers, take point. Close combatants, take the flanks and rear, watch our backs. Those with less appropriate skills, stay in the centre and support. Help co-ordinate everyone. Any problems?" For a moment, Izuku stutters in place, surprising himself because oh Kami, had he just really ordered his classmates about? Sure, he has experience in a fight, but he really shouldn't have-
Then his eyes catch on how everyone has grouped up like he suggested already, no complaints or hesitations. Still very much distracted, Izuku doesn't notice the beast swinging at him, only whirling around at the loud explosions echoing behind him, clods of dirt flying.
"Fucking watch yourself Midoriya!" Huh. Today's really full of surprises, isn't it? That tone wasn't even nasty, more just a... neutral scream, if such a thing exists.
Pushing it aside because, frankly, he has better things to ponder, Izuku settles a more secure grip on his knives and lunges forwards again, running up a spire of ice to get above a beast and plunge his blades down into its shoulder, severing an arm. They have a lodge to get to.
It takes longer than the Pussycats had predicted for them to stumble out of the woods, all of them breathless except Izuku, to everyone else's surprise. When, only half an hour before reaching the lodge, Sero had asked him how he wasn't tired, Izuku had grinned, Cheshire smile easily slipping into place,
"I regularly patrol for up to ten hour shifts and we take maybe three breaks in a full shift? So that's like nine hours of moving constantly. You get some stamina." Those in earshot had stared at him, but then Izuku had shot off to deal with a beast trying to get past Ojiro and Kouda and that had been the end of that.
Regardless, they come out into a clearing, mostly exhausted, to be greeted by all four of the Pussycats, Aizawa, and another little kid.
"Ah-ha, you guys were super quick!" Pixie-bob chirps, paws - well, gloves - flexing, practically kneading the air. Ragdoll takes over then,
"You, greenie, were good for organising your classmates and you all arranged yourselves sensibly. And you three also charged ahead, no hesitation!"
"They've learnt that hesitation can get them killed," Aizawa comments, tone deceptively bland. The Pussycats do hesitate for a moment then, something in their gazes sharpening, but it's the kid stood a ways off who comes forward, glaring up at them all. Izuku, fairly subtle, shifts to be just a little in front of his friends, not much liking the glower on the child.
"You stupid wannabes are ridiculous."
"Now, see here, that's very-"
"Iida, it's fine. He's probably got a reason for his opinion," Izuku interrupts, offering his friend a half-hearted smile. But before anyone else can speak up, the kid growls,
"Whadda you know, jerk?" And runs forward, fist raised.
Izuku easily dodges the hit, flipping casually right over the kid to land in a handstand behind him, watching with a little bit of amusement as the kid whirls around to scowl at him.
"That was kinda rude." In lieu of answering, the boy aims a swinging kick at Izuku's face, but he cants himself to the side, half a cartwheel putting him back on his feet, staring down at the brat. Kind of like a baby Bakugou again. Hm, that hardly endears him to the kid, it has to be said. But by the same token, there really must be a reason that he's so angry, so against heroes. And that tends to mean some kind of trauma when it comes to little kids who are usually so enamoured by heroes and strong, flashy people who go around laughing and beating up villains and who get featured on cartoons and stationery packs.
"Kouta! Stop that!" One of the Pussycats yells, but Izuku's still focusing on the kid. Trauma can't be easily fixed, but hurts can be soothed. And they're going to be here for almost a full week. That's long enough to maybe do something. To help.
For some reason, Izuku hasn't even thought about the bathroom situation with this trip. Or rather, the bathing situation. He kind of regrets not having thought about it now because he isn't embarrassed or ashamed of his scars - they're a part of him, of his life, of his identity, how could he be? there are only a few that he hates, truly, and those for good reason - but he knows that the other boys will probably freak out upon seeing them all, if only due to the sheer volume of them.
Yet he's already been dragged into the changing room. It's a bit late to be worrying about it now.
So, huffing to himself, Izuku sheds his top and undershirt, tucking them into the cubby, shucks the socks and trousers, wrapping his towel around his waist before the pants can join them. Everyone else is still too busy getting changed themselves to have noticed yet. Or well, so he'd thought.
"Izubro, those scars on your back are manly as hell!" It has him jumping a little, but he turns to face Kirishima, more surprised at the volume than anything else.
"Ah, I-"
"Kirishima-kun, you should not bring up others' scars unless- I..." Iida trails off, gaze caught on Izuku's chest. And not in the admiring way either.
"Izuku-kun, not to be a hypocrite, but I cannot help but notice that those are rather serious."
"These? Nah, they're not too bad. Old now."
"But that- that looks almost infected, Izubro," Kirishima accompanies the words by gesturing towards his hip and, to be fair, that Scorpio scar has always looked particularly nasty.
"Got it maybe a year ago? An arms smuggler had a scorpion Quirk but his toxins stained so when Eraserdad got Recovery Girl to heal it up, the area just stayed green." By now, he very much has the attention of the whole room and that, more than anything else, has him squirming a little inside. He hates being the centre of focus. Harder to escape.
"All of these are from being a vigilante?"
"N- Pretty much, yeh." And Izuku refuses to feel bad for lying about that. They don't need to know about the origins of the three starbursts, two across his shoulders, one around his ankle, nor do they need to know about the pinpricks down one leg or along his spine, nor even the cause of the talon scratches on the inside of his bicep. Let them believe it to be villains, it's easier to explain away.
"That's..."
"It's a lot Green bean," Hitoshi comments, and the raw concern in his purple eyes has Izuku melting, reaching up to trace a brief touch along his boyfriend's jaw, across the faintest of scar indents there, before turning to Shouto and brushing a thumb along the bottom of his burn scar too.
"But it was all worth it to save people."
The room is sober at that. Sombre. They're all here to be heroes, they've all had pain to push through and difficulties to work around to get even this far, but it's different to see those hurts painted across the skin of one of their own. To have tangible proof of the dangerous profession they're diving into. It doesn't deter any of them, but it jolts them all the same.
Later that night, when they've all settled on futons, Izuku not-so subtly forgoing his to lie upon the overlapping edges of Hitoshi and Shouto's, holding their hands beneath the blankets, the three will wait until the room is filled with snores and sleep sounds before the two taller boys roll onto their sides, looking at Izuku and each other beyond him. And they both soothe their fingertips along Izuku's skin until they find a scar each: Hitoshi's is a simple nick across Izuku's knuckles, Shouto's a jagged thing by the greenette's elbow. They press gentle kisses there, then speak,
"We- We love you so ridiculously much, Aizawa Izuku."
"And we're very glad you're with us now."
There's not a lot to be said to that and so, not fighting the trickles of tears falling into his hair, Izuku tugs them both close until they get the message, each resting their heads upon his chest, Izuku's heartbeat reverberating in their ears, and the shorter teen loops his arms across their shoulders, keeping them close and secure and pressed against him. Hitoshi and Shouto, for their parts, hold each other's hands and smile with the contented sort of melancholy inherent to hurts long healed, and they fall asleep like that. Safe, warm and, most importantly, together.
The next morning, the classes gather around the base of the Pussycats' obstacle course. There's a rubble pile, log walls, tall wooden poles, barely thick enough for balancing on, an elevated rope section... It's good practice for dealing with various terrains and, according to Aizawa and a more begrudging Vald King, the perfect warm-up for the day. It's Ashido who comments,
"Those look like the poles from my dance studio."
"Huh, they kinda do," Izuku replies, face scrunching up a bit. Several of the class laugh at them, but it is, of course, Kaminari who starts the true chaos,
"Yeh, but I bet you couldn't dance on those."
"I couldn't, no," Ashido pouts, adding on an explanation,
"I haven't learnt pole-dancing yet." But whilst most people are spluttering over the 'yet', Izuku has adopted a Cheshire grin. Because he didn't only sneak into his old dance studio for ballet and parkour purposes. Oh no, he'd been more varied than that.
"Toshi, hold my shoes."
"Green bean, what-" But Izuku is already jogging forwards, stretching his arms as he goes, and flashes Kaminari a brief wink over his shoulder. The rest of the class, plus his Dad, just stare because surely he can't- He won't-
The greenette does a quick few sidesteps, then brushes his hands off on his gym uniform before reaching for a high hold on the pole. And then he's moving, easily leaning forwards, his hands a solid support, a point from which he kicks up off the ground in a deceptively gentle movement, legs rising through the air until his back is pressed against the wooden pole, held up by his upper and core strength alone, midriff only covered thanks to his tighter undershirt. After a few seconds and some whoops from his class, he wraps his ankles around the pole too, more secure. Then he twists to the side, one arm flowing outwards, hand immaculately flat, reflected by a leg, almost forming a large' 'k' with his body. From there, it's easy for him to curl halfway back in. When he begins a series of aerial tumbling that his him travelling several metres further up the pole, nothing particularly provocative but all of it graceful and stunning, there comes another series of 'ooh's, 'ahh's and whistles from his class, and even a few from 1-B, for all that they're a good dozen metres further away.
At one point, the teen pauses, clinging on by the knees and ankle, chest and head held out almost perfectly horizontal. Then Izuku bends, back arching as he gets a grip further down, unlatching his legs and falling into a slow, graceful arc, feet neatly pointed out as they descend. From there he twists around the pole, tucking his legs in, and everyone continues to watch, transfixed.
But then Izuku yelps loudly, yanking one hand from the pole and nearly falling. Before anyone can call out to him, he tumbles deliberately down the pole, each point of contact brief and hurried but clearly controlled, and he's on the ground within moments, scampering over to Aizawa.
"Dad," Izuku whines quietly, pouting with teary eyes as he scampers up to the hero, clutching at his hand, offering the man his thumb,
"I've got a splinter. Look!"
"Kid, you’ve literally been shot and barely flinched. What the fuck." His voice is a fair bit louder than usual, unintentionally setting the students to chattering. He barely registers the fact.
"It hurts Dad," the greenette whimpers, completely genuine.
"No shit kiddo, no shit." But even as he snarks to the brat, he takes Izuku's hand carefully, squinting at the little bead of blood upon the pad of his thumb. And, no hesitation, he squeezes the little shard of wood out, a second drop of blood pooling out, and somewhat roughly pats the little shit's head in amused consolation.
"All better?"
"Mm. Stings though."
"There, there," he snorts, not unkindly, and roots around in his belt to dig out the blasted Hello Kitty bandaids that the brat himself had chosen as a joke.
"Here you go then."
"...I regret my life decisions." Yet he doesn't resist the bright pink plaster that his Dad carefully wraps around his finger.
"I don't," Aizawa assures, if in a slight undertone, patting the fluffy hair again before turning the brat around and nudging him over to the rest of his class, who have been watching their interaction with some kind of morbid humour. Well at least the 1-B kids had been too far away to be able to hear the conversation, still gawping at Izuku because of, presumably, the pole dancing. And possibly over the 'been shot' comment that they may or may not have heard thanks to Aizawa's exasperation.
Although it's probably the pole-dancing that's the reason for why at least twenty of the thirty-nine kids gathered around are blushing to some degree. Aizawa, noticing the flushes, feels something in his chest heating up, bones practically vibrating with it. Managing to keep his snarl to a scowl, he activates his Quirk, glaring around at everyone. For a start, his kid has two boyfriends already, and that's more than enough. Beyond that, he doesn't like people eyeing up his kid. The urge to start hitting people grows and his eyes flare even brighter, eliciting several flinches. Hm. It'll have to do.
Or he could have the oglers run the course a few extra times. Perhaps five for good measure...
Notes:
YALL I FORGOT - in my original notes for this chapter I had the phrase 'those thighs could crush a Nomu and it would be grateful for it'. It's a travesty I forgot to include it, but here you go. Izuku really is a sinnamon-roll ;)
I thought I'd bring this ancient image back, for those of you who probably haven't seen chpt.7 since it was first posted ;)
It's not all of Izu's scars, but it's most of the ones from the front!Anyways - Izuku finally starts to realise that him being in danger hurts those around him, intentionally or not. Silly baby, it took a while to sink in despite his Dad's worrying, but now he really does seem to be thinking about it. Habits won't go away as quickly, but at least he sees it now.
Bakugou generally stays away from Izuku still, but now and then we get to see glimpses of how much good his anger management, therapy and the influence of Kirishima and the others has done. He's not great yet, and he'll always be... a big personality, and probably never be friends with Izuku, but he's getting better. Slowly. We just won't see it often because he's not a major point here I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
And as for the fluff, fun and chaos of the rest of the chapter? Well, you guys deserved some laughter for now ;) Loooooooooooooooove you! Xxx
PS: I often see Kouta's parents spelt as 'Water hose' but the manga I read had it as 'Water Horse' and, well, I both like water horse better and found this (Their databook entry spells out their name as "Water Horse") in the wiki, so I guess it's somewhat interchangeable at this point ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Chapter 48: XLV - Two 'M's
Summary:
And no, they're not mall, murder or masochist ;) Well, probably not...
Notes:
So, this isn't completely edited and some of the dialogue from Kouta is relatively aligned to canon but, well, I didn't want to diverge too much for that part, you know? :D Enjoy guys! Xxx
Oh, and the END NOTES ARE IMPORTANT in this chapter - my update schedule's changing!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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It's dinner time already and Izuku, eyes sharp and mind quick, body barely edging into exhaustion despite the day of constant training, sparring and analysing the two classes, doesn't fail to notice the child sneaking away from the lodge, hat obvious amongst the dark bushes, and he frowns. Looks over to where the heroes are eating. Hm, Mandalay's clearly noticed, but she's leaving him to it. Even though Kouta hasn't eaten yet.
"Are you alright Izu?" Shouto asks, gently nudging their knees together. Izuku doesn't quite startle, but it's a close thing, looking up to offer both of his boyfriends, and then the rest of their group, a small smile.
"Mmhm. Back in a bit, I'm going to take the kid some food."
"If he has left of his own accord, then perhaps-"
"I'm not letting a child miss even a single meal if they don't have to." It probably comes out a little more snappish than he meant it to, and there's some not-so subtle glances to Izuku's wrists where they poke out of his sleeves, still a little thin and bony, even now, after months of living with his Dad, and the reason behind his waspishness doesn't go unrealised. His friends leave him to it then.
"At least take your own food up with you then," Hitoshi asks, eyes gentle but unyielding. In answer, Izuku feathers a brief kiss to both of their foreheads as he stands up and leaves, picking up his own plate with a playful eyeroll towards Uraraka. Hitoshi and Shouto are wonderful, but they don't half worry.
(And if Izuku's honest, that feeling of being worried over is... nice. Has his heart warming beneath his ribs, beating at a slightly faster rhythm, a flush threatening to bloom.)
It doesn't take too long to plate up another serving and then follow the well-travelled little path, not an obvious one but still very much discoverable, and wonder along it until he's a decent way up the mountain. And there, of course, is a small figure, sat at the edge of the flat area.
"Hey, Kouta, I brought you some food," Izuku calls, not quite soft-toned, but close to it. He waits until the child has turned to scowl at him before coming up onto the plateau proper.
"What do you want, jerk?"
"Not two dinners for myself, that's for sure." And okay, maybe being sarcastic with the kid is a risk, but it worked with him and Dadzawa, right? So it can't be too bad of a model to follow, particularly when paired with the offer of food. If it could lure in a traumatised teen vigilante, then it'd work for a kid orphan, most likely.
Or, well, Izuku doesn't immediately get a punch or insult thrown at him, so small victories.
"Sorry if it's not very hot still, this isn't the closest spot. Can't blame you though," he immediately tacks on, gazing out over the forest,
"It's a good view, and quiet too, so I'm going to shut up and enjoy it." Which is half true. But it's also true that leaving people in silence can give them either the security or the frustration to speak up, to get something off their chest. And Izuku wants to provide that space for Kouta. He really, honestly does, because this is surely the Water Horses' kid, and it's the kind of story that Izuku can relate to, in some capacity or another. Well, for the most part.
And eventually, when Izuku has finished his plate and is leaning back on his hands, staring up at the constellations and trying to name them, Kouta does speak up.
"You all just kill each other with your stupid Quirks and dumb names like 'heroes' and 'villains' and leave everyone else to-"
"I'm Quirkless." Kouta whips around, staring up at Izuku with wide eyes that are quick to narrow back into a scowl.
"You're lying."
"No, I'm not. I'm Quirkless and- Kouta, can I trust you to keep something a secret for me? A genuinely important one?" He knows that treating the kid like, well, a little kid, won't do any good. No, it'll drive this traumatised kid away, but Izuku wants to pull him closer, to show him that there's a way past his hurts, no matter how long and difficult that might be.
"Depends on the secret." Fucking petulant brat. Izuku'll take it.
"I'm a vigilante. Have been for a few years, and I've seen people dying over and over again, nearly died myself. Heroics, and everything related to it, is dangerous and dirty and terrifying."
"Then why-" Kouta sounds distraught, the strength of his tone cracking with pain and confusion. Izuku empathises.
"Because there are people out there than need to be saved. That need to be offered a hand and a smile and a back to be safe behind. That's what I do as a vigilante, and it's what we're learning to do as heroes-in-training. It's not to fight, or not really at least. We're learning how to save people. It's an awful job in so many aspects, but knowing that somebody is still breathing is worth it. Even if, in the worst case, sometimes we no longer breathe ourselves. The worst part, worse than our own death, is when those we love have to deal with the consequences of our actions. And that hurts everyone."
Izuku keeps himself calm, his words steady, but he isn't afraid to let Kouta see the slight shaking of his hands, the way that his eyes glisten a little. Lying, even with his body language, would be a disservice to the child. And he refuses to do that. This kid has lost his parents and Izuku can relate to that, can remember the bewildered ache and constant pain of knowing that the most important person in his life was gone-
"And Kouta? My Mum died in a villain attack. As a civilian, not a hero, but I was only a few years older than you and sometimes? Sometimes it still hurts and there's no shame in that because we love them so much, they leave a hole in our hearts and lives and that'll never go away completely. The trick is to let it hurt, then surround yourself with anything and anyone that can help. I... It took me almost five years to find someone who loved me from that point, and it took him three years to adopt me 'cause he's a silly grump, but you've already got people that love you. Four of them. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but one day I hope you can start to let them in too. They can't solve everything, but they can help."
The kid isn't sobbing, but he's turning his face away from Izuku with hitching shoulders, and the teen takes the message and stands, ready to head back down the mountain, very much wanting to find his Dad. Digging all of that up... well, it hurts, just like he'd said, and he could really do with a hug right now.
"Come get me whenever you want Kouta. I'll make time, whilst we're here or afterwards; the Pussycats will be able to contact me through the school. I'll be person number five. If you want." Izuku leaves it at that, not wanting to overwhelm the child any more, and stands, gathering both of their crockery, and descends back down the mountain. Hopefully all that will have helped the kid.
Almost exactly twenty-four hours later - Izuku having spent a few hours with his Dad and then cuddled with his boyfriends all night - most of the two classes have gathered at the edge of the forest, albeit the remedial kids have been literally dragged away by his Dad for lessons, and now they get to have a test of courage. Izuku's never done one before; nor have Hitoshi or Shouto though, so it's not so bad. Until they receive their pairings and Izuku's alone, because of course he is.
"Green bean, why don't you just come with one of our pairs? It won't be a problem." Izuku shrugs, fingering one of the knives up his sleeve.
"Nah, 's fine. I'll just go round quick so I can sleep."
"Mood," Hitoshi murmurs, apparently accepting Izuku's answer and leaning over to fold his arms atop the greenette's curls, settling his chin on them. Shouto lets out a soft smile at the sight which is probably the only reason Izuku doesn't wriggle away with indignation.
"You shouldn't use your height for evil."
"And you shouldn't use how unfairly adorable and hot you are, yet here we are."
"T-Toshi!"
"Yes?" He purrs, smirking in a way that Izuku can't see but has Shouto blushing, a few flames licking at his eyebrow. Huffing, Izuku ducks away faster than Hitoshi can balance himself, pivots to the side, and easily pins his boyfriend to the floor, knee against his spine, arm tugged up and back painfully.
All of Shouto's red hair bursts into flames.
By now, all of the other students, both 1-A and 1-B, are laughing or looking vaguely concerned. Or caught between the two.
"Don't be so mean Toshi," Izuku warns, although his tone is more teasing than serious. His grin is sharp enough to make up for that though, even as they both turn to Shouto and prompt him to put his hair out. There's even more snickering now, although 1-B are leaving to start setting up their traps and tricks. And it doesn't take much for Izuku to convince the rest of his class to let him go around first. He really does want to get back and sleep. Even with Hitoshi and Shouto, sleeping peacefully in a room with other people, including the 1-B boys, even if they are in the other half of the room that's partially walled off, is difficult. And maybe he can nap in his Dad's bed before everyone else makes it back.
Starting out on the path, Izuku huffs, not expecting any of 1-B's tricks to actually scare him. He's more concerned that he'll accidentally stab or kick someone, if they do manage to surprise him.
And yet, not even half an hour later, having failed to react to every single jumpscare, Izuku pauses. Something feels... off. A kind of anticipation-cross-dread that he usually feels when headed into an unknown fight, one where the terrain is unfamiliar and so are the villains and- Hm. He'd better hope that's not too accurate an analogy.
Pulling his phone out, he's glad to see even just the single bar of signal. Enough to text his Dad.
ProblemChild : [Something feels off.]
: [Instincts are... hhh, you know.]
ToiletpaperFather : [Hm. Be careful kid. I'll keep an eye out and let the Pussycats know.]
ProblemChild : [Thanks Dadzawa.]
ToiletpaperFather : [Better safe than sorry kiddo. Love you.]
Izuku grins, tucking his phone back in his pocket. His Dad's soft for him and there's no warmer feeling.
His grin evaporates when, not even a minute later, he comes across a shadow hunched in the middle of the pathway up ahead. And that's not a shadow that could come from any of his classmates, nor from 1-B. It's a person in maybe a straightjacket or the like. And they're... scenting the air?
Izuku, slow and sure-footed, backs up until he's just out of sight, barely able to make out the figure. If they move, he'll be able to see. Until then, he needs to- Dammit. No signal. Because of course, now that he has solid evidence, a tangible presence, he doesn't have the chance to warn anyone about it. And, even better (even worse, even fucking worse) there's a solid chance that this person won't be alone. The chances of a lone villain stumbling upon or tracking down their location without either enlisting help or being enlisted themselves are so stupidly low even Izuku dares to discount them. And, like his Dad had said, better to be safe than sorry. And that means preparing for the worst.
Accordingly, Izuku types out and sends a mass text, to those both his classmates and his Dad, ignoring the 'unsent' notification because he knows that his phone will keep on trying every few minutes until it dies or succeeds. Content with that, Izuku takes a quick inventory of his pockets and various hidden sheathes. He's got about twenty knives on him and... dammit, none of those new hemlock darts Hatsume and he had been developing, more's the pity, but he has a couple of his Dad's flashbangs, and one special little explosive treat he'd brought to test out for Hatsume, away in the forest where nobody could get hurt.
Well, perhaps one person can get hurt. One very specific person, once Izuku's ascertained he won't be wasting it on a resistant Quirk.
Knife in one hand, flashbang in the other and grenade in easy reach, Izuku stalks forward, assessing the villain further. This isn't the time to go easy, but retreating wouldn't be a bad idea either. Unless the villain can still go after others. Hm, compromise, it's the secret to every good relationship, prey and predator or otherwise, right? Well, maybe not quite, but Izuku's too busy throwing his knife straight for the side of the villain's neck to care.
It nearly lands. But no, at the last half-moment, the villain twists, something shooting from his face to parry the blade. A tooth. A- Shit, Izuku knows that Quirk: Blade Tooth. Which means that this is Moonfish, a cannibalistic serial killer who he really doesn't want to fight, particularly without the reliable back-up of his Dad who would be able to nullify the growth and movement of the teeth, making the whole mess far simpler. No, Izuku has to do something alone, even if he perhaps doesn't take the villain out completely.
"Flesh~?" Ooh, a creepy motherfucker. Wonderful.
"Yep, but I'm not sharing with you!" Izuku chirps, darting behind a tree when the villain shoots two teeth-spike-things at him. And then he dodges again, further back in the forest. And again, and again, until Moonfish is in the forest proper too, off the path and movements at least somewhat restricted. His Quirk relies on speed and, effectively, size, but those are more restricted in between trees. Which gives Izuku that tiny bit of advantage that he very much needs.
"Give me... your flesh!" With a scream, the villain is attacking again, his teeth shooting forwards and branching out, curling towards in Izuku, glinting like knives. Honestly, they're far too aptly named for his comfort.
Regardless, Izuku is dodging, up and back, swinging himself up into the thickest part of the canopy, not completely out of sight but as good as. Although if Moonfish is actually using his eyes is another matter because Izuku can't see them - part of his harness seems to be covering them. Hm. Harness.
"Flesh? Where is the flesh? Give it to me, give it!" But Izuku is still and silent, staring down at Moonfish's back as the man casts around, saliva dripping, most of his teeth contracting to look more like fangs than fucking twenty-foot swords. He switches his grip on his weapons, knife in his left hand, a flashbang and the little grenade in his right. He doesn't want to miss after all.
"Yo, BDSM motherfucker, you into vore or what?"
"Flesh-!"
The cry is cut off as the villain jerks back, teeth all stabbing inwards together, catching the flashbang before it can explode in his mouth. They form a neat little ball of enamel for the grenade to hit and explode into shards.
Shrieking, Moonfish falls back, parts of his costume sliced, pieces of broken teeth embedded in his face, neck, chest, the stumps of them far more intact than Izuku would like, but still. It's the chance Izuku needs to, from a distance, send another few knives forwards. One stabs the villain in the crook of his elbow, another in the second elbow. The angle's wrong to get his knees though. And damn, those screams are getting louder, who would've thought. And still about flesh too. Obsessed or what?
On silent feet, approaching from what seems to be upwind from the downed man, just in case he really was using scent, Izuku creeps close enough to lunge forwards and slam the butt of his knife into the villain's temple. Moonfish immediately sags in place, out cold thank Kami.
"I mean, you didn't say you weren't into vore." Huh, maybe sarcasm really is a coping mechanism.
Glaring at the unconscious villain, Izuku does another check of all of his pockets. Fuck, he really doesn't have anything to restrain Moonfish with. No Quirk suppressant cuffs, not even any cable ties for his ankles or a way to close up the mouth opening in the straightjacket's hood. Which means that leaving him here runs the risk of him being retrieved or some of Izuku's yearmates finding the man which wouldn't be good. At all. Particularly if he wakes up first. Fuck, he's just going to have to leave it, presented with no other options. He can't drag the villain around with him.
Izuku, huffing a sigh, crouches and tugs out the knives embedded in Moonfish's elbows, then spends a long five minutes finding most of his other knives. Well, he ends up back at eighteen, so that's most of them. And it'll have to be enough, he decides, darting back down the path. There's something in the air here. It's still faint, not enough to be more than a trace, but the faster he's away from it the more chance he'll have of it not affecting him and whilst he wants to turn back and help the others with whatever Quirk or technology is causing the scent, he knows he's poorly equipped. Or rather not equipped. He really should get a portable filter mask of some kind.
The sound of fighting up ahead drags his attention away from his own musings. Izuku promptly speeds up even more, recognising the voices of the Pussycats. Or Tiger and Mandalay at least, plus another two that are utterly unfamiliar. Damn, must be more villains. He's hardly surprised.
"Mandalay-sensei, the villain Moonfish is knocked out, tell the students to avoid any downed bodies they don't recognise! There's also gas encroaching into the third quarter of the path, likely originating towards the halfway point!" Izuku yells, bursting into the clearing with a knife thrown at the neck of the long-haired villain. It's parried by the reptilian though. Shame.
"Mi- Kid, head back to the lodge!"
"No offence Mandalay-sensei, but fuck off!" Izuku returns, still locked in a staring contest with the scaly villain.
"Kid-" But Izuku doesn't even deign to listen, too busy dodging the massive blade collection of his enemy, ducking beneath and twisting to the side and flipping backwards. He sidesteps another swing and leaps. His move visibly startles the man who mouths something far too close to 'Hemlock' for his comfort but Izuku's preoccupied with carefully running along the blade-mass in two deliberate lunges. A neat pivot mid-air has him over the villain's shoulder, knife gouging a path down the scaled neck and shoulder. Not as deep as he'd like, but enough to hamper the man.
"Get out of here, you're a student!" Izuku barely resists the urge to roll his eyes. Limelight heroes, honestly. Even the competent ones can be so incredibly illogical and aggravating.
"So? I can fight! I'm not like Kouta, too young to have to. Stop protes-"
"Kouta!" The panic in her gasp tells Izuku all he needs to know. Bloody hell.
"Is he at his spot?" he demands, his tone authoritative. Commanding.
"He is! But I don't know-"
"I do, I'll go," Izuku interrupts, already dodging one of his enemy's blows, spinning on his heel and running. Mandalay is moving to intercept the reptilian villain, covering him, and the teen barely pauses long enough to retrieve his first parried knife before disappearing into the forest once more. Fortunately, not towards the gassed area, but adjacent to where that cloud of smoke, visible over the tree line in the clearing, is billowing from. At least Kouta should be away from most of the attacks up in his isolated little plateau.
And yet, not even five minutes later, his hopes are utterly dashed, a raft against jagged cliffs. Because there's a hulking figure up there, one that is looming over the far smaller shape of a trembling little boy. Kouta. Growling under his breath, Izuku ups his pace, snatching up the first decently-hefty fallen branch he comes across, shoving it down the back of his hoodie even as he climbs the angled cliff face. It's somewhere between a slope and a cliff, truly, and that's his saving grace.
"Oi, lout, the hell are you doing leering at some kid? Don't tell me you're a paedo!" he shouts, both Kouta and the villain turning towards him. The poor kid is teary-eyed, trembling, fists clenched at his sides dripping with water. But it's the man that Izuku focuses on. Who, with his cowl being pushed back, is now recognisable. Another Quirk that's not easy to deal with via knives and flashbangs because why would he get anyone he could fight easily? No, it's all the serial killers with overpowered Quirks. Literally in this case.
"Ah, another child. Although..." The villain trails off with a teasing lilt, smirk deepening.
"I reckon you're that Hemlock brat."
"So what if I was?"
"Well then I might not be quite so tempted to kill you. To see your blood. Or maybe I will, whatever that punk Shigaraki wants. You're just another hero brat after all, enamoured with some sense of justice and righteousness. You'll be fun to tear into bloody pieces." Kouta, juddering, stumbles back a pace, and Izuku is quick to meet his eyes with a resolute gaze. He can't promise that they'll both survive this encounter, but he can guarantee the kid that he'll do his best.
Not only the overpowered serial killers, but he really did get all the sadistic creeps tonight, didn't he? Fun.
"Like dude, what's your name? Chunky McChunk or something?" Izuku taunts, buying some time. And thank Kami, Kouta gets the idea and backs away slowly, towards the relative safety of a rocky outcrop.
"Hah?! You don't know who I am? I'm-!"
"Ugly as fuck and half-blind, yeh, I'd gathered." Ah, nothing better than enraging an opponent to the point of stupidity, Izuku muses, darting to the side again, calculating how many knives he has on him. It should be... fifteen. Not as many as he'd like, but enough. Hopefully.
His Dad'll kill him if he gets hurt, but he might not have a choice in it.
Notes:
Did I manipulate the exact timings for certain encounters a bit? Yes. But to make this whole thing work according to the map in the manga, I had to. Whoops? :D
Also, was this chapter meant to be the Muscular fight? Yep! Then I realised that Izuku was where Moonfish would be and therefore on the opposite of the map to Kouta and, well, this chapter happened. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ALSO GUYS - this is kinda important, kay? I'm starting up with school today (Tuesday) and I've got major exams at the end of this school year. I don't know what's going to happen to my update schedule with three WIPs and my OSs too. I *want* to continue my every Tuesday plus extras for Kidilante, but I've been able to look at my timetable now and one Monday and one Tuesday seem more realistic so I'm going to half-swap the update day after this week but hopefully keeping the once a week? If anything else changes, I'll keep you all informed! (^///^)
UPDATES NOW ON ALTERNATING MONDAY/TUESDAYS!!!! just in case that ramble was too incoherent ;)
Love, hugs and gratitude to you all, as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 49: Birthday Boy - Interlude IV
Summary:
So, this chapter is a birthday present to myself - something fun and a bit fluffy before the main chapter - but I had no internet yesterday, so it's being posted a day late and is relatively unedited - sorry!
(also yeh that does translate to the Muscular fight being posted tomorrow, hopefully - I haven't had the chance to really write for it as intended because of the ~internet thing~ but I'm hoping to get enough written tomorrow!)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku wakes up before his alarm to the weight of all three of the cats draping themselves over him, warm and purring. With a happy sigh, he burrows further into his blankets, one hand sneaking out to pet the nearest furry body, revelling in the delight that is affectionate morning cat cuddles. Still, his alarm does eventually ring out, prompting the cats to scatter and Izuku to groan. Time to get up.
He's surprised, not even a minute later, when he comes out of their short hallway to find his Dad looking... shifty, almost hesitant, in front of the kitchen counter. Well, to most people he'd just look more grumpy than usual, but Izuku knows Aizawa's tells better than his own at this point. What- And oh, of course.
"Happy birthday kid." His gruff tone has the warmth that Izuku is so familiar with, the genuine care that makes him feel so safe and loved, and he can't help but step forwards and tuck himself into his Dad's chest, a single hitching breath accompanying the moment that familiar arms wrap around him. This, right here and right now, is the place that he feels safest, the most cherished and worthy. In his Dad's arms, nothing can touch him and nothing would even dare try. The love is a burning heat in his veins and, even now, after years of knowing each other, months of being official family, it still hurts that tiny bit, but it's so overwhelmingly good that he can do nothing but bask in it. His Dad loves him.
Eventually they're interrupted by a demanding Kimchi and Aizawa buries a groan in his kid's curls then draws slowly back, swooping in with one brief forehead kiss before gently shoving Izuku towards the breakfast bar and not-so casually strolling away. Izuku, of course, can't miss the small pile of things on the table that very much don't belong there. Nor can he miss his hero's not-so subtle hint to get started. Emotional energy saver.
The first thing is a card. No envelope and very much generic, albeit not a hero-themed one, which is kind of an accomplishment in and of itself, stands before a green canvas roll of somethings, a ribbon-tied stack of leather notebooks and an un-branded box of somethings. Huh. That's more than he was expecting.
Izuku picks up the card first, finding a full paragraph inside.
Kid. Izuku.
I'm not a word person, but happy birthday kiddo. And thanks for letting me spend it with you, letting me be a part of your life. It's
an honourmore than IIt's a lot. A good lot. You're worth so much to so many people kid, but no matter what else happens, you're my son. My Kidilante. Even when I'm too old to fight beside you anymore, I hope you'll still call me Eraserdad. So happy birthday - I'm glad I'm here to see it.
Love you Izuku,
Dad.
Izuku isn't even conscious of the tears running down his face, bumping over his scar and tracing amongst freckles. He can only stare at those words and feel. But then that pair of arms comes to wrap around his shoulders again, this time from behind, a capture weapon looped around his neck, a face tucked atop his curls.
"Was- Was it too much?" And the genuine hesitance there is utterly unbearable. Hence Izuku carefully depositing the card back onto the countertop and then turning in his Dad's embrace to once again bury himself into the man's chest, clutching him back with a too-tight grip, barely managing to get out the,
"Perfect," that clogs in his throat.
Once Izuku's calm again, they pull away, and his Dad ushers him to sit down, plopping a plate of chocolate cake and a nutrient pouch in front of him. Izuku's questioning look is only met by a shrug and the hint of a Cheshire grin. Well, no complaints from him then. Shovelling in the first forkful of cake and struggling not to cry again because it's been so long since he had a birthday cake, or presents, or a card, or a family, Izuku unravels the canvas roll. To find a very, very nice set of knives.
Sufficiently distracted from even the cake, Izuku pulls the fabric holster towards him and takes out one of the knives. Its gleam and tempering is immaculate, well weighted, clearly perfectly made, with the faintest of green-black sheens when he tilts the blade and it catches the light. The hilts and grips of the set are a mixture, some black rubber, heavy-duty, whilst some are a matte black metal. Perfect for using at night and against a variety of Quirks. His Eraserdad has given him a few dozen knives over the years, but this set... They're literal masterpieces and Izuku can't wait to use them. And so, not even bothering to restrain his own wild grin, he tucks the knife he'd pulled out back away and, with one final brush along all of their handles, rolls the canvas scroll back up, tying the little laces to keep it closed and safe.
But when he looks up at his Dad to thank him, smile still very much in place, the man just offers a little quirk of his own lips and silently gestures for Izuku to go on with the other gifts. And, well, that is logical.
The notebooks, once he's untied the silver ribbon around them, turn out to be his favourites of the various brands and sizes that he's tried since his Dad first gave him a few days after his adoption. Although he's never actually said aloud that they were his favourites. Honestly, trust his Eraserdad to pick up on whatever minor differences there must have been in his note-taking from book to book and to draw a correct conclusion about his favourite from that. And so, despite the slight temptation to tease the man, Izuku again directs his grin at his Dad,
"And you think I'm the clever one in the family."
"Kid, I know you're the clever one." Dammit, is his Dad really trying to murder him with emotions? Because it's working pretty well if so.
Pouting, Izuku moves onto the unmarked box. It's not very big, some normal paper taped over whatever labels might be on it which has Izuku sniggering quietly, although he does restrain from actually teasing his hero, and when he opens it, shifting cardboard flaps out of the way, it reveals a bunch of hair things. There's a couple of combs and brushes, a myriad of hair ties, most black but a good few in bright colours and metallics, and probably a few hundred pins. Alongside the more practical items are some more fun things though. Three decorative pins, albeit all notably sharp, with flower designs in green and red and silver. Half a dozen scrunchies, largely in fun patterns. Ooh, a neon leopard print. How delightfully hideous.
"I wasn't that sure about those, because it seemed kind of like a present for me rather than you, but I figured-"
"You figured right," Izuku interrupts, tears once again threatening to spill over. Because his Dad knows him too well. Tying Aizawa's hair up before a patrol has become such a thing for them, regardless of whether or not Izuku is patrolling too. It's a way for Izuku to be affectionate even whilst helping to keep his most precious person safe, to calm both of their nerves and be by each other's side regardless of physical distance, and there's no better way to acknowledge that than this gift.
Fucking hell, he loves his Dad.
Izuku can't help his wide grin when he comes into homeroom that morning. Aizawa has spoiled him rotten, in his own opinion, but it's such a wonderful feeling that he can't even let his guilt overtake the joy. Because holy cow, this is so amazing.
"Yo, Izubro, happy birthday!" Kirishima sees him first and calls out, prompting a round of greetings and congratulations from the others of their class who have so far arrived. And Izuku only stutters in place for a moment before his smile returns.
"Th-thanks everyone!" Unthinkingly, he makes a beeline for his boyfriends, both quiet thus far, only to squeak loudly when, upon dumping his bag under his desk and moving to sit beside Hitoshi on said desk, he's pulled up into the insomniac's lap, bracketed in by Shouto, and thoroughly hugged, absolutely surrounded by them.
"Toshi, Shou, you-!"
"Green bean, shut up and let us cuddle you or you're getting kissed."
"But-" The heterochromatic boy leans forwards and plants a gentle kiss on his lips which Izuku can't help but melt into, the cold-warm sweetness so very wonderful. He doesn't hear the cheers and whistles from their classmates, not even when Shouto pulls away a little, smiling softly, and Hitoshi nudges at the greenette until he's sideways in the taller teen's lap and being kissed again, a bit rougher, firmer, but no less loving. And damn. He loves these two so much. How did he get this lucky; when did he reach a point of such intimacy and trust with so many people? It's... Kami, it's a lot, but he can't help but revel in it.
Still, they release him eventually, only to present him with a rather large package. The paper is messy, tape everywhere and clumping, but Izuku already loves it. And when, with the strongest flush he's had in a good while, he manages to open it up, he finds his near-permanent grin widening again. Because the attention they must pay to him, to listen to his rambling, so as to know that he didn't have this book yet, the newest ,installation in a Quirk analysis series that he might have mentioned twice. Twice ever.
The fabric beneath is also promising, mainly black and green, but he's distracted by the something sat below the book.
"Oh..." They both jolt, stood either side of him, and Izuku doesn't hesitate to go on,
"I- This is really lovely; I remember that afternoon." And indeed he does. Their first date had seen them sprawling on the floor together, surrounded by cats and laughing, limbs as entangled as their hearts. Delighting in the company of each other. Of their newly-realised feelings. There is no more lovely reminder than having it framed in simple black wood, decorated a little clumsily in acrylic-paint hearts and cat faces and their names, the picture kept safe behind clean glass.
It'll look perfect next to the two frames of his Mum, holding him as a baby, creased but well-loved, and the more recent addition of a selfie of Izuku napping on his Dad, cats around them, taken by the man himself. Yes, the perfect addition.
Five minutes later Izuku had donned his new hoodie, blazer abandoned, and has spread out his new knife set, still in their canvas scroll, to show to his boyfriends. The majority of their class had gravitated over, whether due to Izuku's blatant excitement or simply the sight of twenty two knives, and are now gathered around, exchanging a combination of horrified, pleased and bewildered looks. Overwhelmingly though, they're just pleased that Izuku's pleased. The greenette is so happy, exuberant and chattering, explaining the weighting he looks for in a blade to Yaomomo and Tokoyami, going through the differences between knives that can be thrown or used for hand-to-hand or both. All the while, he fingers the blades, running the most delicate of touches along them, barely leaving marks on his skin despite their wicked edges.
He's so happy that everyone else can't help but smile too.
~~~
Aizawa ambles into homeroom and is thoroughly unsurprised that most of the class are gathered towards the back corner of the room. Or Izuku, rather.
And promptly rolls his eyes when Izuku grins at him, bold and bright, and signs across the room,
'Look what Toshi and Shou got me!' The hoodie he's donned in place of his blazer is a dark green with yellow and black marbling. Tie-dye? Something like that. Don't ask him.
'And I suppose the school rules mean nothing to you.'
'I suppose that's sarcasm.' The grins they share at that point are more than a little feral, acknowledging their mutual chaos, and the majority of the class can't help shudder some. Good, they're learning.
'And Dadzawa, I've got an idea.'
'Oh?'
'Spar. Lunch time. Gym Epsilon will be free today. I can test out my knives.' And their grins are all the wider now. They don't often get the chance to spar properly and doing so at school means that Chiyo can heal them up which in turn means that they can go all out. It's been too long since they've been able to.
Those in the class who don't speak sign have already returned to their own conversations by this point and Aizawa raises a single eyebrow to his kid. Izuku's palpable excitement is answer enough.
"Hellspawn, if you want to watch a real fight at lunch, come to Gym Epsilon." There's an eruption of cheers and questions, but Aizawa crawls into his sleeping bag. He's got at least ten minutes to nap after all, might as well take advantage, particularly if he's fighting his kid later.
Izuku and Aizawa walk into the gym side by side, with a gaggle of the class following behind, the greenette's boyfriends and friend group right at the front. The instant they enter the gym's arena, they fall into lunging stretches, perfectly in sync. The class, all nineteen of them, stutter in place for a moment, but tacitly head up to the surrounding stands. Best to let the two get on with it.
"You ready, brat?"
"You bet, hobo caterpillar. Sure you're not getting too old for this level of fuckery though?" Izuku retorts, even whilst he helps his Dad to stretch further, the man easily grasping ahold of his own feet. As they swap positions, Aizawa snorts at him,
"Little shit. Sure you're not too short?"
"Bastard, you know that's not my fault." The teen easily shakes off his Dad's helping hands and draws one leg around, out of the seated toe touch and into the scissor splits. Several pained hisses emanate from the stands.
"My apologies, oh mighty child."
"Ew, not mighty. That was a low blow and you know it." Izuku scowls over his shoulder at the man, seamlessly standing up and then accepting the hands offered to him, jumping just enough into the air that he ends up doing a handstand, balanced atop his Dad's hands, both of their arms locked to keep things simple. A part of him registers the cheers and whistles from the class but, honestly, this is a pretty basic warm-up for them. They both, though Izuku in particular, do too many tricks and flips to not get the blood flowing and his head oriented first, given the choice. Hence all this.
"Not as low as your kicks-" Izuku tumbles neatly out of the handstand and lands behind the man, already replying,
"I'm more flexible and you know it, you great lug of a gremlin!" And he tugs at the quick braid he's weaving his Dad's hair into, causing the hero to awkwardly bat at him, the movement lazy at best,
"Says the literal vent gremlin."
"Says the father of said vent gremlin."
"You're-"
"Ladies, ladies, you're both pretty!" Hizashi chirps, Nemuri snickering from beside him, the door slamming shut behind them. Both Aizawas glare at them for a moment, before the teen brightens considerably.
"Auntie Zashi, Uncle Nem, have you come to watch me kick Eraser's arse?"
"You bet we have Baby broccoli!" That prompts a Cheshire grin from the teen, matched by one from his Dad. This is going to be fun.
The instant that Nemuri's foot touches the bottom step of the stands, the two combatants are racing forwards. A loop of capture weapon is knocked off course by one of Izuku's knives, the man flicking the alloy to prevent it getting stabbed right through and pinned. He's still moving though, side-stepping a second knife. And rolling low beneath the third, even as he flings several more loops out, most missing but one catches Izuku's ankle and yanks.
And so Aizawa surges to his feet with a punch already aimed at Izuku's throat.
It connects, but it connects poorly. Izuku, familiar with his Dad's capture weapon and its momentum, knowing his fighting style with a terrifying detail, works with the momentum, twisting even as he's pulled forward, both feet aimed for the hero. A punch skims his shoulder, his own strike catching Aizawa's arm. And then, as he continues flying past, readying to land, capture weapon falling away, Izuku pulls out another knife. In the instant he lands on one hand, he's already pivoting. His knife slices straight through the strand of alloy headed for him, cutting a decent length off that he loops around his own wrist with an easy flick, landing neatly on the balls of his feet.
"You, kid, are such a little shit."
"Your little shit."
"Fuck off brat, you're mine to take down." Izuku, snickering, jolts forwards, instantaneously shifting his weight back again to pre-empt his Dad's kick, flipping onto his hands. His feet kick up to catch Aizawa's ankle. And yet the man anticipates his move, avoids the unbalancing hit, and pivots to aim an elbow for Izuku's back. Damn.
Shifting his weight onto his right hand, the teen flexes his wrist just so. And even though it's relatively short, the length of stolen capture weapon does as intended.
"You-!" The alloy has been wrapped around the hero's outstretched elbow, up to both wrist and shoulder, binding the limb in its folded position.
"Oh shut up, hobo bastard," Izuku taunts. He takes the time in which his Dad has to dig his knife out to dart forward, brandishing his own blades, and successfully catches the slightly sloppy kick aimed at him with a knife, taking some of the hardened rubber off of the sole, and stabs forwards, aiming for the base of the throat.
Aizawa twists away, last second.
"Oh, fuck you," Izuku groans, still moving forwards, this strike aiming for the wrist, trying to knock his Dad's knife away before he can free himself. And yet this time it's the man's turn to tumble as he bends just that little bit at the knee, enough for Izuku to dodge back in case of an attack, before the hero backflips away, cutting through the capture weapon binding his arm even as he does so.
And so they're back to where they started.
Neither have been registering the cheers and jeers of the class and staff watching, the disbelieving gasps and impressed whistles. Nor do they start to notice when they square up and begin to circle each other, a knife in hand, Izuku with a second, Aizawa's capture weapon at the ready. No, their eyes are intent, focused. And their Cheshire grins are in full force, that maniacal tinge bright and gleaming. Every so often, one of them will shift forwards enough to score a shallow hit, but they both know it's practically feinting, even with the small smatterings of blood. Testing the waters. And then, in perfect tandem, they truly burst forwards. Izuku jumps high, legs swinging around his Dad's neck, tangling in amongst the capture weapon, both an advantage and a disadvantage, a knife brandished at the hero's throat even as a loop of the scarf settles around his own neck, just on the loose side, a knife at his knee.
For a long, drawn-out second, they remain still. The gym is silent.
Laughter breaks that silence, both of the Aizawas cackling, even as knives are sheathed and the capture weapon settles back in place, Izuku easily rolling back off of his Dad's shoulders, hands hitting the floor first before, instead of popping back up, he sprawls onto the floor, cackling and half-breathless. The man flops back on top of him, his own laughter as much snorts and snickers as anything, getting louder when Izuku intersperses his own laughter and panting with groans and grumbles.
They're still ignorant of their spectators when they begin to talk again,
"It's been ages since we've sparred properly. Fought," Izuku grins up at the distant ceiling, eyes half-lidded and hazy. His Dad is a heavy weight across him, but far from an unpleasant one.
"It has, hasn't it kiddo? Good fun though."
"Hell yeh it was. Wanna go see Recovery Girl?" He can't help but check, even though his hero tenses up a little at the mention. Ah, probably worry for him, not for the man himself. Silly Eraserdad.
"Mmph. You need that now?"
"Mmnope." Which is true, he only has some bruises, cuts and probably a sprained ankle. Nothing that bad at all.
"Then we can wait a minute." And so they do, right up until a phone gets shoved down at their faces, currently replaying the moment that they outright charged at each other.
At that point they start chasing the soon-screeching Hizashi.
oh, and just my overall notes for this thing:
zashi and nem get a dark green sleeping bag that can zip up with zawa's
izu shows off the *twenty two* knives that his Dad gets him. the class are caught between terrified, bewildered and pleased for him. izu is so blatantly happy, grinning and fingering the blades, really delighted, and they're just happy he's happy
the boyfriends buy him a hoodie, a newly-released book on quirks and worked together to decorate a picture frame with one of the sweetest images from their various trips to the cat cafe
Notes:
I low-key headcanon that when Izuku and Zawa fight, neither rely on a lot of sarcasm or insults. There's a bit of back-and-forth of course because this is them but Kidzu largely uses it as a tactic and a coping mechanism all in one - a way to rile villains up, a defence, a distraction, all of the above and sometimes more. With his Dad? He doesn't need that. They can simply fight each other, down to the basest sense, and it's a release for them both. They avoid triggers for each other. Injuries that, even if healed, might compound previous issues. They avoid anything RG's Quirk wouldn't be able to heal. They're careful and considerate but they can still let loose when against each other. It's a chance they both revel in.
Anyways, like I said, this was supposed to be up yesterday as a birthday present to myself, but my Izuku gave in.
Hope you all enjoyed, and I'll put out the Muscular chapter tomorrow, with any luck! (^///^)
Love, hugs and gratitude - look after yourselves loves - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 50: XLVI - Ships Passing In The Night (Lit By Fire, Burning Bright)
Summary:
We see, primarily, the Muscular fight. (with a warning for some body horror? shouldn't be too bad, but it was picked up on - look after yourselves - skip to the scene break if you're worried)
(Two things - I love this chpt title and, second, I wanted to make it longer, but it felt right as-is, so enjoy!)
Notes:
Mucular and his Quirk were so fun to look into for this, you wouldn't believe! With that, the end notes have a bunch of my thoughts/rambling/not-quite-analysis on it because I had fun with it, but don't skip to them unless you want spoilers ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Like dude, what's your name? Chunky McChunk or something?" Izuku taunts, buying some time. And thank Kami, Kouta gets the idea and backs away slowly, towards the relative safety of a rocky outcrop.
"Hah?! You don't know who I am? I'm-!"
"Ugly as fuck and half-blind, yeh, I'd gathered." Ah, nothing better than enraging an opponent to the point of stupidity, Izuku muses, darting to the side again, calculating how many knives he has on him. It should be... fifteen. Not as many as he'd like, but enough. Hopefully.
First thing, Izuku decides to himself, flipping over another wild punch, tree branch falling out of his hoodie and flying away somewhere, is to determine how resistant these muscle fibres are. If they can be cut easily, then some strategic stabbing will work, but chances are...
Ricocheting off of the cliff face, Izuku traces a bloody path from armpit, across the fibrous back, down to the man's opposite hip, finding a grim smile at the enraged roar of his enemy, but simultaneously very disappointed by the drag of his knife. These muscles are heavy-duty. Not surprising, not by far, but fucking annoying all the same because that makes things ten times harder. Although, muscles don't all fall under one category, do they? And there was that one patch... Well, that might be an idea then.
From there, their dance truly begins. Izuku moves quickly, very quickly, desperately trying to keep ahead of Muscular's reaction times. One or two full-on hits from this villain could put Izuku out of commission and he's painfully aware of the fact. He can't afford to let that happen. So he pushes himself to move faster, knives glinting in the gold-red of a distant fire, in the silver of dusk-turned-starlight. Izuku ducks under one punch, kicking back and up to knock away the hand that shifts down to hit him. It barely deflects the blow but barely is good enough. It remains good enough when he pivots on his heel to avoid the other arm reaching, knife stabbing at the skin between Muscular's fingers and the sudden pain of the strike has the man rearing back a little.
"Ha! You're a fiery little punk, aren't ya Hemlock? Still, dunno why that Shigaraki was so interested in you when you just scamper about with little toothpicks like that." Izuku doesn't raise to the bait. Instead, he takes the chance to stand back, staring up at his enemy, and assess him.
He has a plan. Whether it's a good one, something that will work, remains to be seen.
"Well, at least I'm not some meathead like you! Thick as shit I expect, and did you ever actually say who you were?" Not his best insults, far from it in fact, but a solid portion of his brain is still preoccupied with scheming and plotting.
"I'm Muscular, you brat! The Carnal Murderer!"
"Ooh, which type of carnal? You do know your doubtlessly tiny little dick doesn't have any muscles to make it less pathetic, right?"
"Wh-" Before Muscular can say or do anything else, a knife is aimed at the centre of his chest. And when he belly-laughs, expanding the muscles on his chest rapidly enough to take the three-inch blade without a problem, his own noise covers up the near-silent sound of Izuku rushing forwards, knives in both hands.
And yet, despite his distraction, his battle prowess becomes obvious in how Muscular lashes out to catch the attack, jabbing straight forward. Izuku is experienced too though, and not prison-dulled or bulk-hampered, for all that he is smaller and weaker.
Weaker isn't the same as being bound to lose though.
Hence Izuku kicking off of the ground, low and head-over-heels, bounding off of Muscular's arm to aim almost directly for the ground. Except that's where the villain's legs are, rolling along the rough floor, to slash at the man's knees even as he passes between them. Not the best of hits, but a good start. A test. One that Izuku couldn't be more grateful to see a success because it gives him that little bit of hope that he really needs right now.
The man, now behind him, is roaring in indignant pain, lumbering around to face Izuku as the teen pops up from the ground, both knives still held at the ready, a few drops of blood hitting the floor. Well, at least Kouta's not watching now. No need to traumatise the poor kid further.
"Yo, Carnal-san, I thought you liked a bit of blood?"
"You insolent brat! I want your blood, show it to me!" Muscular charges forward, fist cocked, and Izuku turns and sprints at the moutain side,
"I'm thinking after the fifth date?" Then he leaps up. One ricochet off of the cliff face has him twisting, legs in position to loop around Muscular's neck, knives held at a deliberate angle.
But before he can get the man in a hold, almost but not quite sat across his shoulders, there's a strong grip crushing around his ankle. Biting back a scream because it fucking hurts, Izuku stabs down. The blade hits that sweet spot - for Izuku at least - of the flesh between the villain's thumb and palm, deep enough to gouge Izuku's own leg a little but he couldn't care less when it means that he's released. And his lack of momentum doesn't allow him to settle properly into the headlock, but he makes do, digging his nails into Muscular's good eye with a ruthlessness that he doesn't want to control. The hoarse cry, half pain, half outrage, that he earns only validates the move, despite the sick wetness coating his fingers now.
Although Muscular shifting and bucking still sends Izuku flying.
Tumbling to the ground isn't quite as controlled as he would've liked, but he doesn't go absolutely sprawling either, regaining his slightly-unsteady feet in time for when Muscular turns around to face him. His ankle is probably fractured and his shoulder didn't like the fall, but Izuku's fought in far worse condition before and he'll do so again. Well, he hasn't got much choice. And even if he would be able to get away himself, he can't leave Kouta. So fighting it is.
"Your little toothpicks sting, don't they Hemlock?" Muscular easily plucks out the knife still buried in his hand, dangling it between his thumb and forefinger with a leering grin before he tosses it away, off the cliff edge. And damn, that doesn't half annoy Izuku. That was one of his birthday knives, he'd better fucking get that back-
"Aw, did the little boy not want me to throw his little toothpick away?"
"Mate, you can fuck right off," Izuku snorts, going for dismissive but perhaps not quite managing it.
"Or I could fuck you up. My eye burns you know, and you've almost left me with one yet again - those pathetic Water Horses would be proud of their son's so-called protector!" His single bark of a laugh is cut off by another knife flying towards him.
This one, smaller and sharper, Izuku's smallest in fact, pierces straight into the mechanical eye. And, judging by the cry of pain, it gets to some of the tissue behind too, or whatever nerve endings might be attached.
The teen promptly rushes forward, running low and fast, another blade in hand again, and is very much focused on one thing. One target. This is a fight that he needs to take step by step, to win in increments if he's to win at all. Hence staying low, curling around to Muscular's now-blind side, and he slides past, precision from years of vigilantism coming into play as he stabs at the villain's leg. Specifically, at his knee.
Even more specifically, the thin knife slips home between knee cap and cartilage with an awful grinding sensation, juddering through Izuku's arm and mind, and the man's cries escalate, a haphazard hand lashing out and down, swinging for Izuku. It connects. Even as the greenette gets sent into the mountain side, a sharp exclamation of pain echoing Muscular's, the man staggers, leg nearly giving in but just keeping his feet.
"Pretty good for a toothpick, huh?" Izuku gasps out, struggling upright, back literally against the jagged wall. His whole body aches, ribs probably not broken but definitely a few fractures in there, and his ankle is already worse. Ugh, this is not fun. And yet he grins, spits some blood out from a torn lip and bitten tongue, then keeps on grinning. It's chaos and determination to the sadism and fury in Muscular's smile. Bastard.
The villain moves first this time, punch slightly lopsided with his off-balance stance, and it clips Izuku's foot as he leaps nearly straight up, landing on Muscular's arm with a familiar move and shooting forwards. A knee hits the man's nose dead-on, crunching and bloody, hands lacing against the blond buzzcut as an anchor point. The rush of air from a rapidly-reaching hand ruffles at his back, but Izuku has already made a tight little rolling flip over Muscular's head, pulling out yet another knife even as he begins to fall, practically against the villain's back.
And then he stabs.
This isn't a precision shot, not like the knee, not really; it's a timing matter, going for that moment where he'll hit that one area with little to no muscle, although he avoids the spine, for better or worse, and any major organs, but it's enough to be pretty damn painful. And when Muscular rears back, tries to turn, his knee grates and gives in and he staggers, thankfully away from Izuku who has landed badly. His injuries are screaming at him, ankle having turned beneath him and the likely-fracture is probably a bit more than that at this point. He's going to need to get on with this now. Really get on with it. He's so close, gotten so far already, and he just needs to get Muscular immobile or unconscious, that's all he-
"That hurt, little Hemlock. We were meant to take you, or that fiery little blond brat, but I haven't seen enough of your blood, you know? It's my turn!" There's a tension in Muscular's voice, a tightness that comes with pain and stress, but the sheer menace there is far stronger. And the villain himself is far stronger than his own pain, lunging at Izuku with a swinging hit.
The punch lands.
Izuku near-screams, the hit sending him up and sideways, a ragdoll that's utterly helpless against the force of the massive uppercut. And it is an uppercut because he ends up in the air, then against the craggy mountain, rolling down another bit of slope until his head and a hand flops over the edge of a ledge. It's not a plateau, not like the one Muscular is on below, but it's wide enough for him. Well, him and that tree branch he'd had earlier. Oh shit, his tree branch.
"Oi, little Water Horse kid, where are you? Too scared to go down like your dear dead parents and the Hemlock brat?" And that's it. That's absolutely fucking it, because if the villain manages to lure Kouta out, then it might well all be too late and Izuku needs a moment, not even a full minute, to gain just half a breath and his coherency. He probably only has one last chance now; he intends to make full use of it. No matter what.
Staggering to his feet, biting his lip until there's fresh blood on his tongue just to keep back any tell-tale sound of the fresh pain, Izuku scoops up the branch and peers down over the ledge. It makes his head woozier and there's something bad happening with several parts of his body, but it's not enough to stop him, staring down at Muscular and making that last bit of assessment. Analysis.
And so Izuku (Hemlock, Kidilante, desperate and scared and positively feral) dives down, makeshift staff first. One perfect hit. All he needs is this one perfect hit and they'll be safe for Kami's sake. One damn perfect hit.
Muscular, still attempting to draw Kouta out and injured, has yet to move away, almost exactly where Izuku needs him. It's going to have to be good enough though, because the teen is already plunging off of the ledge, brandishing his makeshift staff above his shoulder, at the ready. He manages a mid-air flip despite his wildly protesting body, tucking everything in close, and then extends that little bit again, any slight increase in momentum worth it because Muscular is too slow to realise and that puts Izuku in the position he needs to be in, at the villain's back. The man tries to turn but his knee finally gives way completely, putting Muscular near the ground and allowing the teen that tiny bit more velocity. Power.
The branch shatters on impact, splinters digging into his hands but Izuku can't whine and get a plaster from his Dad, not this time, too busy panting, tense. Stood over the felled man, half unconscious beneath him. And yet the foul, sour scent tells Izuku that he's done enough damage for Muscular's bowels to have released. It's disgusting, but reassuring all the same. Blunt damage to the spine like this should, theoretically, cause temporary paralysis and that, if nothing else, will stop the villain from following them, from getting back up long enough to hurt anyone else.
It's the time and opportunity he needs to get Kouta back to some kind of safety. Although, from up here, he can see how an entire swathe of the forest is burning up, even getting close to said lodge, and how there's still a faint trace of that purple gas further round the barely-distinguishable pathway. Fucking hell.
"Kouta?" Izuku calls, offering Muscular one more vicious kick to the head to ensure he's unconscious, uncaring of how his ankle throbs viciously. His adrenaline is still fierce in his blood. So is terror.
"Mi- Midoriya?"
"Yo kid, ready to head out? We'll aim for the lodge I reckon, but I might need your Quirk to help with some of the fires. You up to that?" He carefully keeps his tone neutral, no pressure or patronisation to be found. Things would be easier with a water Quirk at their disposal, sure, but he'd figure out something else if necessary, no hesitation. If he can avoid traumatising the boy anymore, then he will. It's just whether or not it's up to him that might be an issue.
Aizawa has already destroyed a clone and driven away a real villain of the same person, half his capture weapon burnt away in the latter encounter, and has aided the Pussycats before heading out to find his son. But it's Izuku who finds him. His kid, already covered in blood and soot and bruises, face creased with pain and Kouta clinging to his back, the few little dark smudges marring the child's pale face all too telling.
"Da- Eraserhead! I need to find Ragdoll, Kouta can help you with the fires - with your capture scarf half gone I'll be fastest. Have a couple of knives too." Before Aizawa can protest that he doesn't give a flying fuck about that because he wants his kid safe more than anything or anyone else, hero and teacher or not, Izuku is already in front of him and passing Kouta over in a chaotic flurry of limbs, half a dozen knives being casually thrown into the the ground at his feet.
And, even as he fumbles to keep ahold of the child being shoved into his arms, Izuku already moving past him, Aizawa registers the ghost of quiet words being murmured by his ear,
"I love you Dad."
And then his son is gone, racing off into the burning woods once again.
Notes:
It's a minor detail, but that's the first time Izuku has ever said the words 'I love you Dad'. Keep that close to your heart, kay? ;)
The Muscular fight gave me David and Goliath vibes, in a way? Or at least like Jack and the Giant because Izu, baby, you're a smol child, please. My Izu is only like 5'3" or something, Muscular is 6'7" and that's not a good combination.
"Mate, you can fuck right off" feels so incredibly British, but I love it, so it's staying :D
At various points, Izuku: stabs other eye (or digs nails in - no point wasting a knife on it???)//, smashes nose//, cuts achilles tendon xx, stabs side of knee (slide under kneecap for extra gruesomeness?)// and lumbar region of back, entering from the thoracolumbar fascia where there are only thin layers of (I think?? mmyep) non-skeletal muscles//.
Right, logically, Muscular should only be amplifying his skeletal muscles. If he were to amplify his smooth or cardiac muscles (those more internal, as it were) he would most likely choke his own organs, for lack of a better term. There's no way that Izuku *wouldn't* pick up on that and take full advantage.
So, he combines two plans into one tactic: force Muscular to internally use his Quirk, if it's possible, and to target the areas not covered by skeletal muscles, eg joints/exposed organs/fascia areas. Overwhelm the villain. Hence the choice of eye, knee and lower back for stabbing and smashing his nose. (also, all of these wounds are generically debilitating and painful, which should help lower chances of Izu and Kouta being chased by Muscular). Additionally, "a blunt injury that jars the spinal cord may cause temporary weakness, which can last days, weeks, or months", hence Izuku just full on jamming his makeshift staff into the man's back, even at risk of dislocating his own shoulders, for the chance to at least kinda paralyse the villain.The muscles around the knee are around it, above and below, and no matter how much they might bulge and grow, they won't be able to completely cover all that much, by my reckoning. And the knee is such a debilitating point to target, Izuku wouldn't be able to resist.
Also, on a related but technically non-Quirk point: I learned through my research for this that "When we walk, the load on our knees is equal to 1.5 times our body weight. When we squat, the load on our knees increases to about 8 times our body weight" Which, damn. I knew knees were important but they take a lot of shit. And with the kind of weights Muscular must reach when using his Quirk, this ratio must increase even more.
Also-also, Muscular's Quirk must also strengthen his tendons, right? Because they're effectively the anchors of the muscles, to my understanding, and if you increase your muscle mass so much in such a short period of time without reinforcing the tendons somehow, then I can't help but think they would just snap, or at the very least the newly-formed muscles wouldn't be truly attached somehow? I don't know, but it's a really interesting thing that I noted.
Triple-also, why doesn't Muscular use more kicks? My first thought is that he has a limited ability to reinforce his feet, ankles and knees so he's cautious of using them too offensively, but I'm genuinely not sure he's put that much thought to it. Generally, legs are stronger than arms, if only thanks to general gravity, so his Augmentation could be even more impactful with it versus the punches that he clearly favours. It's a bit of a canon-Izuku vibe, you know - legs do exist y'all!
Anyways ^^' Love to you all and I hope you're looking after yourselves as best possible - Ota. Xxx
PS: I changed a lil' bit of what happened in/around the lodge with Aizawa in particular, but it's not actually important, or at least not significant. Suffice to say that his capture weapon was partially burnt away by Dabi, but not much more.
Chapter 51: XLVII - Old Habits Die Hard
Summary:
The conclusion of the Training Camp Attack.
(I'd apologise but I wrote part of this over seven months ago and I'd probably be lying if I did?)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Da- Eraserhead! I need to find Mandalay, Kouta can help you with the fires - with your capture scarf half gone I'll be fastest. Have a couple of knives too." Before Aizawa can protest that he doesn't give a flying fuck about that because he wants his kid safe more than anything or anyone else, hero and teacher or not, Izuku is already in front of him and passing Kouta over in a chaotic flurry of limbs, half a dozen knives being casually thrown into the the ground at his feet.
And, even as he fumbles to keep ahold of the child being shoved into his arms, Izuku already moving past him, Aizawa registers the ghost of quiet words being murmured by his ear,
"I love you Dad."
And then his son is gone, racing off into the burning woods once again.
~~~
Izuku, personally, thinks that he's doing quite a good job of ignoring his injuries so far. Well, he's still running despite the definitely-fractured and little-bit-stabbed ankle, plus various other tiny things (fractured ribs aren't really a big deal, although his Dad and friends would likely disagree, he knows, and normally he would try to consider that but right now there isn't time to be safe and sensible). And fortunately, the point where he'd met his Dad isn't too far from where that main clearing is so, mentally re-counting the knives he's got on him, he continues to run. Then curses. Fuck, really, he's down to five knives, he'd known that giving his Dad some was depleting an already small supply but... Five of over twenty. Of course, he forgets the one hidden in the back of his hair. And he could've sworn he had a second flashbang, but apparently he's lost it somewhere along the way because it's not in his pocket anymore. Damn, okay. He can work with this, even though it’s not ideal.
In the same moment that the greenette resolves this to himself, he’s bursting into the main clearing, calling out even as he assesses the ongoing fight with Mandalay against the reptile and Tiger the magnet one. Fuck, he'll have to let them handle themselves.
“Mandalay, send a message around – they’re looking to take Bakugou! He won’t stand to be protected, but he needs company to be taken back to the lodge.” It’s an awful, awful reality of his own self-worth that, despite how much he’s learnt of looking after himself, if only for the sake of those he loves, that Izuku genuinely doesn’t consider telling her that he too is a target. It doesn’t even cross his mind, and what a shame that is.
And, the very instant that Izuku receives an acknowledgement in the form of the telepathic message reaching him too, he’s gone again, running deeper into the woods. He knows roughly where Bakugou should be, so it’s not difficult to aim for that part of the path.
It’s explosions that he hears first, of course. And a girl screaming, but it sounds more like delight than pain, and it’s definitely an unfamiliar voice, which has Izuku pushing himself to run faster, ignorant of his pains and aches. He can’t let Bakugou be taken. He just can’t.
“Get the fuck off them you crazy bitch!” The shout is heralded by another round of explosions and now the greenette can hear other voices too, can see flashes of green hair and a pink top and ice and a blonde girl that’s-
“Aw, c’mon Blasty, I just wanted a little blood!”
“Fuck off you psycho! Crawl back in whatever fucking hole you came from and DIE!” Explosions ring out and Izuku doesn’t have time for the slight phantom ache across his shoulders as he rushes forward to parry away the knife that’s headed for his classmates.
"Izu, you-" But Izuku can't listen to his boyfriend, not right now, all of his focus on the grinning girl in front of him,
“Don't suppose you'd like to fuck off, blood kink the second?”
“Ooh, you’re a pretty one, lots of- Hhh!” Her squeal of delight has Tsuyu flinching where she’s stood on the opposite side of the path, a movement that Izuku doesn’t miss. This villain had better not have hurt his frie-
“You’re Stainy’s Hemlock! Oh, I’ve been wanting your blood for months now, and when Shiggy mentioned you would be here I was so excited~”
“Damn, chill out Second, verging on creepy there.” And yet she only leers at him, cat-like in all the worst ways.
“Aww, do you not want to be my friend? But I thought Hemlock was Stainy’s friend?”
“Bitch, no. He sends me fan mail, sure, and started some kind of pseudo-cult in the underground, but I don’t want to be friends with either of you.”
He ignores the ‘Hah?’ and various cries from Bakugou, Uraraka, Asui and Shouto in favour of darting forwards to meet the villain. They clash in the middle, slash for slash. Blade to blade. Yet they both immediately back off a pace, eyeing each other up, before shifting forwards again, her needle stabbing to his knife's swipe, neither getting a cut in. Izuku would normally beat her easily, he can tell, but he’s fucking exhausted and he doesn’t trust his ankle to support many of his usual tricks. Not to mention that with every knife he throws, he chips at an already too-low number of them, making that a last resort.
So it’s easy, when Bakugou moving catches his eye, to feint at her and then flip over and past, messing up the landing some but leaving the ideal opening for the exploding palm that strikes her in the ribs and the ice that spikes forwards to spear at her legs.
The girl shrieks, dancing away and drawing her arms in close, cradling her side, hopping from foot to foot with a grimace, little ice fragments falling to the ground.
“That was mean you know. I only want to be friends!”
“Shut the fuck up, psycho babble. You’re outnumbered, so scram!” For a moment, Bakugou's snarled warning seems to have worked as she fades back into the shadows, pouting. But then there’s a rush of movement in the middle of the path and Izuku whirls towards it, a knife already cutting through the air, burying itself in a masked man’s shoulder even as the villain reaches forwards, staggering from the blade but still brushing a touch over Bakugou’s hair.
The blond disappears into thin air.
Lunging forwards himself, Izuku has his last two knives in a too-tight grip, aiming for the masked bastard’s hands. A touch-based Quirk might well be triggered if he's threatened with losing said fucking hands and right now that’s all that matters.
But the teen is forced to dodge back as a knife comes for his thigh and another for his head. He wouldn’t be able to parry both so he has no choice but to dodge backwards, leaving the masked villain to his classmates, even as his ankle gives way and he crumples inelegantly to the ground, barely catching himself on his elbows, ready to throw another knife. But both the villains are very much gone, and Shouto is leading his friends in rushing over to him, even as Shouji and Tokoyami are running from further down the path towards them, most likely having heard the fighting. Good, the more of them the better.
“Izu, please, what are you doing? Your ankle-?” The taller boy crouches beside him, hands fluttering, unsure what's safe to touch with the faintest of frowns tugging at his scar. Izuku manages a strained smile for him.
“I’m fine. It doesn’t-" The smile dissolves in lieu of a scowl, realisation hitting to jar against his spine, clawing there with a desperate urgency,
"Fuck. Shou, sorry, it doesn’t matter right now, which direction did they go in?”
“I don’t-"
“That way,” Asui interrupts, pointing away, into the woods, with a trembling webbed finger. Izuku nods in thanks and pushes himself to his feet, brushing off any helping hands and sheathing his two knives. He lets out the hiss of pain when standing on his ankle, too distracted to care about the concerned glances that get passed around.
"Right, let's see... Uraraka, can you make most of us weightless, then have Tsu and Shouji fling us after the villains? It's not the most foolproof, but-" Everyone is already moving, rushing to do exactly that and Izuku barely has time to be a little surprised before they're in the air, clutching onto each other, headed more-or-less towards a clearing that's not actually too far away, several figures visible in the light of distant flames. Must be the remaining villains.
They land on the ground less than gracefully but it doesn't matter because they're ready, naturally falling into a loose formation, prepared to attack the four villains before them, masked one included, and get their classmate back, no matter what it takes.
"Oh-ho, would you look at that, some of the brats have tailed you here Mr Compress!" Scars and staples tug a little as the villain talks and it doesn't take Izuku more than half a moment to recognise him. Dabi. The one with Cremation flames, his Quirk and stapled skin rising to recent infamy in the worse circles.
"Scars has an incredibly strong fire Quirk," he mutters, just loud enough for his classmates to hear. He's hyper-aware to the point that their slight shifts of acknowledgement feel like shouts in his ears. Kami, they need to get this just right, else they could lose even more of their number.
Izuku really wishes his Dad could be with him right now.
"You want to return our classmate? Or you gonna be stubborn little shits?" It's a hint of bravado, but the longer he keeps them talking the more time to plan and for reinforcements to arrive. Although that goes both ways of course. Bloody hell.
"I reckon you're the stubborn brats-"
"We're not little shits! We're the smallest shits!" And o-kay, gimp suit weirdo has a personality disorder or something. And Izuku wouldn't like to pick someone up on a potential mental health problem, but that outfit? That's fair game.
"Yo, leather gimp suit, that a kink or a fashion choice? 'Cause, dude, it's not doing anything good for you. A proper turn-off in fact." Several of his classmates sputter, vaguely horrified, but so do the villains and it's the chance Izuku needs to burst forwards, one of his two knives in hand, ignoring the agony of his ankle and how it literally crunches with every step, already up in the so-called Compress' face and slashing.
The same moment that his knife buries itself in the man's chest, point scraping down to a rib, Izuku is forced to dodge back and away, a reaching hand merely tracing along his knife blade, drawing yet more blood but his weapon evaporates in his grip, something small and glinting falling away. Cursing, Izuku continues to dodge back, a burst of bright blue fire barely stopped by a jagged mass of ice, Dark Shadow a bit thin but darting over to wrap around Izuku's waist and help him back to the group. Dammit. That's the element of surprise gone, along with his penultimate knife.
Only seconds later, the last knife is lost to deflecting the blonde girl's attack, buried in her forearm in the same movement. And yet she yanks away, taking his blade with her. This... this isn't going well. Not at all.
Aizawa is running, using the scrappy remains of his capture weapon to speed himself up. He just needs to get Kouta back to the safety of the lodge, then he can go after his students. His son. He needs them to be safe so viscerally that it's an ache in his stomach, a pit of fear yawning so wide and deep that he's almost consumed by it. Izuku is capable, more than, and all of his kids are incredible, but these villains are so fucking strong and the very thought of his kid already being injured and fighting to protect his less experienced classmates- Kami, it hurts.
But then Aizawa heaves in a deep, unsteady breath, coming out in front of the lodge and dodging a blade of blood that nearly gets him in the chest, already lowering Kouta carefully to the ground,
"Kan, look after Kouta; he'll be able to help control the fires too. I'm going after the kids!" And he's already turned on his heels, running once again. He needs to get to his son, he needs to fight by his side and then hold him close.
He just wants his kid safe.
Before anything else can happen, the villains seem to get distracted by some kind of comms, keeping an eye on the students but clearly not about to attack and Izuku takes the chance to start forming a proper strategy.
"Shou, when I say, mass-freeze them, but avoid Compress' top half. Alright?" Izuku is all too aware of the frost dusting his boyfriend's face and hates asking for more ice, but it's one of very few options they have. Using more fire would only lose them Dark Shadow and there's enough of a risk with that from Dabi, let alone thinking about possibly trapping themselves in the clearing with burning forest all around, if things go really wrong. Far from preferable.
"Uraraka, Tokoyami, can you two and Dark Shadow protect us, primarily? And Tsu, I'm going to attack again - use your tongue to get the marble, or me if I get it?" He receives low, affirmative murmurs and a croak in reply and lets a slightly grim Cheshire smile overtake his face. One last attempt. One last try to get Bakugou back.
Accordingly, when all of the villains turns their attention back onto their little group, they're ready. Waiting.
"I suppose, as a parting gift, we could give you a little glimpse of our new recruit, don't you think?" There's a distinct cat-got-the-cream lilt to Dabi's words and it has Izuku silently snarling, tensing up.
And then Bakugou is there, gasping, with a tight grip on his shoulder, red eyes wide, his hands held roughly behind his back, presumably pressed against himself to stop him using his Quirk. Fuck. Still, him being present should actually make their attack even easier. And yet, as Bakugou snaps and writhes, the greenette can only feel his anger rise, an ugly thing deep in his guts that screams, defiant of any logic or plans or reasons. He needs to save him.
Without warning, Izuku springs forward, weaponless, reaching for Compress’ throat, ready to choke the bastard and get Bakugou free.
He doesn’t hear the shouts of alarm behind him, nor notice the ice that crackles into existence, only seeing the villain and its victim. And his hands are clawing at the man’s throat even as he viciously kicks Bakugou to the ground. It only takes a second. Compress’ grip on the blond is gone, too busy trying to stop Izuku from throttling him, the greenette’s momentum toppling then both back into the portal.
The last thing Izuku registers is bloody flesh beneath his hands and his Dad’s voice, raw and desperate.
“IZUKU!”
And then everything is gone, lost to a whirl of darkness.
~~~
Aizawa-sensei isn’t crying but he looks like he should be. There’s a terrible sadness to his face, clearly distraught, knelt in the mud, something open and vulnerable about his slack posture that just rings with distress like a death knoll, heavy and constant. And his scream. Kami, when he had screamed out for their classmate, the pure agony in that one word had set their teeth on edge, tugging at tear ducts and heartstrings alike.
Izuku is gone. So are the villains, all lost to dark warp gates and the unknown.
It takes a good minute of them all being stood in silence, frozen, before eventually Aizawa staggers to his feet, face utterly blank, and robotically walks over to Bakugou, checking him over without a word. Then, he turns to the rest of the students and finally begins to speak,
“We’re going to return to camp now. All the uninjured, support the others. Walk in front of me.”
Every single one of them immediately obeys, even the usually fiery Bakugou, trooping back down the main path towards the lodge, collecting several other students on the way. Aizawa-sensei does not utter another syllable and nobody dares to speak up, both their shock and their teacher’s anguish too overwhelming.
It takes far too long despite being a blur, but the lodge comes in to sight and everyone rushes out to greet them. Front of the pack are Kirishima and Shinsou. But the purple-haired boy freezes when he sees Aizawa and Todoroki without a certain greenette. Hitoshi's trembling is a whole-body thing.
“Sh-Shouto, Sensei- where... Izu...?”
“Hito,” Todoroki whimpers, sounding uncommonly vulnerable, then he’s running forwards and it’s all the insomniac can do to catch him and hold him close, even as they dissolve into matching tears, leaning so heavily into each other that they topple to the ground. Aizawa-sensei stares at the two, stony-faced, heedless of the other students around them that are in shock, crying, looking after each other.
It takes them a while, but the Pussycats, Vlad and the uninjured 1-B students manage to usher the distraught teacher and children back into the lodge. When they try to urge them into the separate boys’ and girls’ room, Aizawa suddenly comes back to life, the charred remains of his capture weapon flashing out to block the doorways, a green-glinting knife appearing in his hand.
“No. Together.”
“Eraser-"
“No.” He interrupts,
“Together.” His eyes are flickering red, hair ends lifting and dropping constantly, quirk fluctuating and fluttering with his rapid heartbeat. He needs the kids to be safe. His kid is- Kami, his brat is gone, he can’t let these kids go too. He needs to know they’re safe, that they’re still here.
“Um, Mandalay-sensei, I think Aizawa-sensei is right. It’d be nice to- to stay together.” Yaoyoruzu’s words prompt a round of nodding and agreements. The class rep herself is stood carefully beside the silently crying Todoroki and Shinsou. Mina is clutching onto Kaminari and Sero. Iida and Ururaka are stood firmly against each other, the latter holding one of Asui's hands. Ojiro has both an arm and his tail wrapped around an invisible form. Seeming to suddenly notice this, Vlad nods to the Pussycats and nudges all of Class 1-A (not all, one’s gone, and none of them can forget that) into the boys' room, calling his own students to collect their stuff and get it out of the way. Fuck propriety, everyone needs some comfort tonight.
“Aizawa, do you want me to call-"
“Whatever. I’m staying with my k-" he suddenly chokes, blank expression twisting into something awful, before it settles into neutrality again,
“-with the students.”
And so he does. Or rather, he perches on the roof just past the large windows, staring out into the forest where his kid was taken. He stays like that, wide awake, as the four Pussycats go out to collect the unconscious villains scattered around, as stars and the vestiges of smoke are the only sight, until morning dawns and his students begin to fully rouse. It has been a fitful night, with too many tears and nightmares, but he could not bring himself to do more than watch over them. Still though, they had comforted each other. It would have to be enough.
It's not long into the morning when several cars, including police cruisers and a few ambulances, all without sirens, come down the mountain to the camp. Aizawa watches them all arrive listlessly, barely taking anything in, just registering enough to assess that they are not threats to his k- to the students. It is Tsukauchi who first sees him, sat upon the roof as he has been on all night, and shouts up at him,
"Aizawa! Are you alright? And Izuku?" Unable to speak, nor particularly wanting to, the teacher merely cocks his head, barely reacting, gaze blank and awful.
"Aizawa?" Tsukauchi prompts again.
But all Aizawa can think is that Izuku loves Tsukauchi, thinks that pranking the man is hilarious, adores him like another family member and they all know that the detective has a distinctively soft spot for the brat. Tsukauchi is their go-to within the police, and a good friend besides. Family.
"Shouta!" comes the sudden yell, cutting through the stagnation of their one-sided conversation. Hizashi is rushing over to stand beside Tsukauchi, both staring up at him in blatant worry. Aizawa doesn't deign to reply. Instead, he only watches on as the Pussycats and Vlad filter out of the building, followed by a few of 1-B, presumably to lead the paramedics to the still-injured students. A conversation is held between Vlad and the police and it only takes a few sentences that Aizawa can't hear for Tsukauchi to suddenly stumble back, paling then flushing almost instantaneously, whipping to face Aizawa. The horror on his face matches that in the teacher's heart.
"Aizawa, Kami, is he really...?" And finally the pro responds, albeit with a single, sombre nod. Tsukauchi looks close to tears, then draws himself together, standing straight, and offers a stiff nod of his own.
"We'll get him back," he vows, before turning to his colleagues, leaving Aizawa to his brooding.
Vaguely, Aizawa is aware of how his class are moving about in the room behind him, can just see them in his periphery, in the gap of the largely-closed windows and curtains. They all look weary and worn-down, but not too upset. A night's sleep, patchy as it might have been, has calmed them all, distanced them from the horrors of the previous evening. A few of them come to peer through that exact gap in the window and a shout goes up, then the clattering of many footsteps. Not enough footsteps, Aizawa can't help but brood. Then, finally turning to look properly into the kids' room, he shakes himself out of it. Okay, Izuku is- he's gone and right this very second, there's no helping that. But that doesn't erase the other nineteen children under his care. Some of whom are injured, all of whom are suffering.
And that is the moment that his eyes land on Todoroki and Shinsou, his son's two boyfriends, who are now clinging to each other, even as they are standing to leave the room in the wake of their peers. By Kami, watching the two collapse into each other last night had been the last straw, the final nail in the coffin of his strength. But now they will be his strength, Aizawa determines to himself. He will be strong for his students, and even stronger for his kid.
Izuku might be gone, taken by the League of Villains, but he will find him - they will find him. They have to, Aizawa will accept nothing less.
Notes:
With the Toga scene, Shouto didn't attack more because he didn't want to catch Izuku or any of the other students in his attacks or the debris from them being exploded/otherwise destroyed. He was being sensible, even though he desperately wanted to interfere.
And everyone's suffering, but the bit for Dadzawa in the clearing - fuck, yeh, I hurt my own heart writing that. Very much so.
I wrote the actual uh, "portal scene", for this back in early February. As in within a few weeks of starting this fic. I've waited seven months for you guys to read this and when I say that I've struggled so hard to not spoiler it through excitement I'm not exaggerating in the least. There are at least five separate occasions when I've nearly said something ^^'
So, yeh, I look forward to waking up to your screams - they'll motivate me for my maths exam! Xxx
Chapter 52: XXLVIII - Home Is A Funny Thing
Summary:
The aftermath. Or part of it at least.
Notes:
This is early because I somehow blitzed through it instead of replying to your wonderful comments and I couldn't bare to wait on uploading - enjoy! (^///^)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa can't help but scowl as he sees off more of his students. Whilst four of the class are still in the hospital, largely for exposure to Mustard's gas, the last of the other sixte- fifteen have just left to go home with their parents and it has the awful weight in his guts sinking deeper, grating against his spine, spiking up to rattle in his head.
He's jolted out of his blank melancholy by a gentle hand tapping lightly at his shoulder, the touch familiar enough that he doesn't lash out, even with the tension pervading his very bones.
"Hey, Shou, why don't you head on home for a few hours? I can stay here for the other listeners and you can get showered up and-" But Aizawa has already lost himself to his head yet again. Home. What a... funny word. An odd concept. His apartment with his cats and bed and that sparkly pink magnet pinning grades on the fridge... Home doesn't sit right now. Nothing does.
"Hey, uh, actually, Hizashi, reckon I could crash at yours? I- The thought of-" His words fall flat, bitter on his tongue, uncharacteristically hesitant, but his friend's eyes hold a world of sympathy. No pity, but a shared pain, an understanding.
"Sure you can Shou. Nemuri will love to keep visiting your little furballs too! Here, if I can find them- Ah, here we go!" he chirps, offering up his car keys,
"Borrow my car, head back to mine, shower, I'm sure some of your stuff is in one of my drawers somewhere if you want to change, crash a bit too if you wanna, kay? I'll ring you in, say, three hours, so you can come back over here before I need to leave!" The blond injects a level of cheer there, but they can both hear the shake to it, how Hizashi's fingers are clenched a little too-tight around the keys, his smile that slight bit lopsided.
Aizawa appreciates, silently and with a vague detachment, that his friend is trying so hard to keep everything together. It helps him do the same.
"Thanks 'Zashi," he grinds out, stone tongue slow and dreadful, clutching the blond's hand for a second before actually taking the car keys, sharing that little bit of physical affection that he can bare. But then he pivots on his heel and ambles away, face tucked in his capture weapon, hands shoved in his pockets. He doesn't consider how cold his back feels or how empty his ears are. Kami, he misses his kid so fucking much, and it hasn't even been twenty four hours yet.
He can only hope Izuku is handling everything better than he is.
{10:27pm, Wednesday, the night before}
Izuku, spitting and snarling, doesn't let go of the villain's neck, even as they fall back and down, his Dad's voice ringing in his head. But then there are hands reaching for him, an aura that feels all too familiar in the worst of ways, and Izuku has to release Compress to roll messily back and away, going to regain his rather painful footing before someone else has a knife to his throat and a surprisingly strong hand around his wrists. Fuck, that blonde girl.
And, in front of him, Shigaraki, sinister smile already waiting, one hand still outstretched. Izuku doesn't hesitate to spit in his face. And hell yes, a perfect strike to the eye, that's got to be worth at least fifty points, right? But then, wiping away the spittle, grin widening, Shigaraki turns away to talk to Dabi. Which, rude. At least acknowledge his fuckery!
"I thought you'd acquired the blond explosion one?"
"Last minute swap, shall we say?" Dabi snarks. Izuku snickers at that, even when the girl's knife jabs a little more at his skin, a hot trickle of blood tracing down to settle at his collarbone.
"Oh yeh, totally deliberate of you. Not like I was the one that forced the swap or anything, fucking bitch."
"Don't-"
"All of you, be silent. Let me greet our guest."
They are simple words, spoken from a TV sat on one end of the bar, but the sheer presence of those words, the thoughtless authority, has everyone obeying and turning to look at the static screen. Who the hell is he to have so much power over-?
"Ah, Hemlock. What a pleasant surprise. I must say, I didn't think that the Vanguard would be able to detain one of your apparent prowess."
"Well guess what, they didn't detain me. I attacked them. Poor positioning though, more's the pity." Izuku refuses to tremble in the girl's grip, nor to look away from that blinking red light, although his attention doesn't narrow in. That would be dangerous. Well, more dangerous than the situation as a whole.
"Hm, yes, I'm sure you think so. Although I would hope you to soon learn the error of such an opinion; to learn how great you would be as one of us, with no inhibitions or restrictions, free to take down those who would oppre-"
"Bitch, you think I have inhibitions now?"
There's a long, stagnant silence then. The shock in the room is palpable. And yet the television gives off an amused vibe - which in itself is weird, because a voice from a TV shouldn't have this much presence - like a parent that's a little exasperated by their child's stubborn defiance. It rubs Izuku the wrong way. But it does also give him a bit more perspective on the League's dynamics, which is useful. Every little helps after all.
"I can see that you are not in... the most receptive mood, shall we say? Tomura, I trust you to keep him safe?" And that doesn't have an ominous lilt to it.
"Dude, can you, like, shut up? I hardly need keeping 'safe' or whatever shit. Way to make your creepy one-way voyeurism even weirder. I bet you're a fan of gangba-" Izuku's mouth snaps shut, a hand curling under his chin, index finger barely held back from his skin. Toga, behind him, still restraining his arms, her knife dipping to the base of his throat, giggles in his ear as Shigaraki leans down to glare at him. The heat of their bodies, the iron-dust-perfume-sweat scent of them... It's all overwhelming and claustrophobic and beyond uncomfortable but Izuku hasn't flinched yet and he refuses to do so now. Death is an old friend, one he's danced with a thousand times and always once again, so a Quirked hand to his jaw is fine. He can deal. He has to.
"You will not insult Sensei! He is a thousand, no, a million times more worthy than you, you insignificant little brat, and to have you interrupting him, insulting him-"
"Tomura, leave the boy alone. He is young, even more so than yourself. He has time to learn, although hastening his education a little would not hurt. Not much at least." There's a brief, sinister chuckle and Izuku can't resist the urge to roll his eyes.
"Wow, fucking cliché or-" A mockery of a gentle touch traces at the point of his jawbone, just below his ear, and there's a flash of pain, something hot and wet trailing down his neck. Izuku, teeth bared and a snarl at the back of his throat, stops the insults. Fine, he'll be quiet. For now.
It isn't even an hour later that Izuku is largely alone. He has been searched, rather messily, for weapons, but all of his knives had already been lost during the attack earlier that night - and by Kami, it feels an age ago already, already far too long since he has hugged his Dad or been wrapped up between Toshi and Shou - and any other weapons alongside them. His body too, his second-last weapon, is rather damaged. For some reason, they've promised to heal him up in the morning, although Izuku doesn't really want to accept that.
Still though, being healed means being capable and that means being more able to escape, to get home. So he'll take it. Pride is nothing in the face of being back with his family.
Accordingly, Izuku will bide his time. He wants to escape now, but the ever-present pain in his ankle is a blaring alarm that once he's out of the building (because he has zero doubt that he will get at least that far) he won't be able to actually run any distance, particularly not with parkour. No, better to wait. To listen, observe, try to get a feel for where he is, beyond the generic dingy bar, and see if he can form any more plans based off of that. Strategies for escaping and being caught, plots for how to sneak onto trains or to run rooftops if he's already close enough to somewhere safe. Izuku is quick and he knows it. It's just a matter of being able to take advantage of his own strengths and their weaknesses.
Such as their stupidity. Because they've actually left him alone in the main room, admittedly chained up and getting those off quietly is going to be a bastard of a hassle, but really. Not even a cell, he's a little offended.
His offense isn't enough to keep him from dozing though, the night long and dreary with paranoia (it's not paranoia when they're really out get you, Izuku's mind chants at him and it's not wrong) and pain. He refuses to sleep right now, but he can conserve energy, dropping in and out of shallow naps. And, when light finally begins to filter through the dirty glass and wooden boards of the windows, the greenette starts examining the room in earnest. Nothing really significant. Except then he sees it. One the underside of an open box flap, the cardboard likely still half-full of alcohol or something, part of an address. A postcode and an area. East Kamino Ward, 〒335-1829. That's a general area at least, and a type of building; not a bad start at all. And if he can't escape then maybe he can at least send a message somehow? They'd smashed his phone last night, then fried the remains in blue flames, so that was pretty useless. And in a bin across the room. Definitely no use. But maybe if he could gain an ally, or even...
"Good morning Hemlock!" The cheery tone is matched with an itching neck and papery grin. Izuku only continues to look around the room, for all that he is utterly aware of Shigaraki's every movement. No point giving the villain the satisfaction of his pain or hesitancy.
"Now, now, that's a bit rude, don't you think?" The man-child goes on. Izuku yawns at him,
"Hardly, you-" And again, he's stopped by a hand to his jaw. Honestly, this is getting a little old already.
"We have a job to do this morning, Hemlock. Don't make me hurt you more beforehand."
"Oh fu- fine. Sure, whatever." Izuku shrugs, casual as can be, a Cheshire smile that's only a little forced sliding into place.
"Good, good. Kurogiri will be along soon, then we can begin!" The villain says it with all the excitement of a kid at Christmas and it has frosted spiders like those Shouto makes creeping up Izuku's spine, nestling into his hair.
Wait, his hair. His fucking hair has a knife in it! Kami, he's thick as a plank sometimes because he forgot one of his own knives. Dadzawa would be so done. He's so done.
Now still isn't the time though. Later. All good things come to those who wait, right? And his Dad came into his life eventually after all, he just has to hope things are lot quicker this time around.
{3:00pm, Thursday}
Aizawa leans back in his seat, groaning aloud. They have a few leads on the League as a whole, but nothing about his son in particular, and he knows it's early days - it hasn't even been a whole day yet - but he's itching to just go roof-running in the hope of somehow spotting something.
But that's illogical, so he hunches back over the papers. They've got some preliminary information, some rumours and hints, yet none of it feels solid enough to be reassuring, to make him feel like his son is in reach. And by Kami, how he wishes his kid was within reach, that he could have his brat tucked into his side or curled up against his chest, where he's safe, where he belongs-
"If all present faculty could come to my meeting room. Immediately."
Nedzu's voice over the intercom startles the man, pulling him out of his spiralling head and prompting Aizawa to shuffle his mess of papers together and shove them in the top drawer, uncaring of the state said drawer is left in, and trudge out, Snipe and Cementoss close behind him. A lot of the staff are at school, liaising with police and press and external agencies. The kidnapping of one of their own is a disaster. Not to mention that it's more than one of their students, it's also one of their colleague's children.
Family is beyond cherished in the hero society, above and underground.
And, upon reaching the room just down the corridor from Nedzu's office, Aizawa finds Nemuri already sat down, to Nedzu's right and opposite All Might. Without hesitance, the pro ambles over, the fine tremor of his hands hidden in his pockets, much like how the forlorn edge to his frown is buried in his capture weapon. The way that both Nemuri and Nedzu eye him tells of little success though. And yet he can't bring himself to care. It's insignificant in the grand scheme of things, truly.
"Nedzu, why are-"
"I genuinely apologise Shouta-kun, but may we wait until the last few people arrive?" The tilt to his head is sincere, the folding of his paws a little hesitant, and that in itself has Aizawa acquiescing. Fine, he can be logical. Probably.
Huffing, he slumps into the seat beside the woman, quietly relieved when neither Snipe nor Cementoss take up the seat beside him, instead settling beside All Might, leaving the space free for the loud blond who enters next, Power Loader and Recovery Girl not far behind.
"Right then," the creature claps, the sound soft with his toe beans, and draws their attention with a rare grim expression, no smile in sight.
"I believe this is all of us, for now, so if we can begin? I- Well, to be frank and succinct, the League have contacted us. A video file. If anyone doesn't wish to watch something potentially very disturbing, then I will ask you to leave now. Shouta-kun, everyone, I have yet to watch this." The meaning behind that is all too clear. This video could be anything - it could be as simple as some meme off of the internet, taunting them, or it could be something horrific. It could be the death of his kid. And just because Aizawa's heart screams that his kid is alive doesn't mean that his heart is right. Sometimes logic is a curse.
Regardless, there are no protests. Nobody leaves, nor says anything, only turning their seats to face the screen behind Hizashi and after a long moment, Nedzu nods and half-turns to tap for a moment at his laptop, the largest of the many screens flickering to life. For now, it shows mere shadows, nothing truly distinguishable beyond two dark blobs, one half-obscuring the camera.
"I will play it now." And, with those words and a single key press, the shadow covering half the camera begins to move away, the darkness remaining until a near-silent click filters through the speaker and a yellow-tinged light fills the filled room.
And there's his son.
He doesn't even comprehend that he's on his feet, capture weapon writhing, one hand rising up, reaching, before the video has frozen again and everyone has turned to him. Aizawa doesn't care to apologise, nor even notice in the first place, every bit of his attention focused on drinking in the sight of his Problem Child, alive, green eyes open and mouth a Cheshire smile. There's an awful bloodiness to his kid, injuries obvious, and there's a hint to something in his expression that Aizawa can't quite read when still, but it's his Izuku. Kami, his son.
Taking in the sight of his kid allows Aizawa to lose a millimetre of his tension, releasing a juddering breath as he slumps back into his chair, one hand pulling out a green-tinged knife and beginning to flip and fidget with it, not quite with the grace of his son but close all the same. A comfort. Now he registers his companions' gazes, but he still couldn't care less.
"Nedzu?" The underground hero prompts, already impatient again.
"Of course Shouta-kun."
"Ah, there we go. Hello heroes!" That voice is all too familiar and Aizawa doesn't even realise that he's slammed Izuku's knife into the table before it's quivering against his grip. Whoops. Luckily, Nedzu knows better than to pause the video this time, allowing it to play on.
"It's Player One here - or Shigaraki, as I'm sure you know me! And I've got Player Two here as well, although I think you should know him well yourselves. Hemlock, or Midoriya Izuku, yes?" And oh. Oh, the League have been lazy somewhere, if they haven't called out Izuku for being a hero's son, for being Aizawa Izuku. That's good. One less reason for them to- for them to hurt his son.
"Anyways, I thought we'd have a little chat, just between us. Your Hemlock is quite the fierce little brat, isn't he? Such a mouth! And almost ruthless enough to be a villain, wouldn't you say?" The pale man itches at his neck even as he leers at the camera and Izuku, behind him, is so strong and vibrant in contrast, eyes so alive, thoughts racing there with golden light. Aizawa couldn't be prouder. His kid has got a plan, probably more than one in fact, and he is yet again in awe of his son's pure strength and intelligence.
"Shut up already, Fuckhands McMike. Man, you're such an attention whore," Izuku taunts, mouth a smirk but his eyes are screaming. And Aizawa, for all that his pride grows exponentially, also knows exactly who those silent pleas are for. Kami, it hurts. No matter how strong his kid is, Izuku is exactly that, his kid, and what he wouldn't give to have the teen here, safe, with him... But all he can do, for now, is sit and watch as his brat goes on,
"You actually think you've got a chance in hell of getting anywhere, even with that fancy Sensei of yours? I've fought muggers more dangerous than you. Crusty bitch." And oh, the genius in that little body.
"Shut up..." Shigaraki mutters, barely audible over the video feed, hand scratching at his neck again. But Izuku isn't stopping, is still smirking and trolling the villain. Aizawa's precious little shit.
"Like really dude? I can understand having a nervous tic - like, mood - but does it have to be so fucking disgusting? News flash fucker, moisturiser exists and-"
"SHUT UP!" Shigaraki roars, turning away from the camera to begin advancing on Izuku. Aizawa loses whatever breath had still been in his lungs. But then, between one moment and the next, his desperate eyes catch on something. Izuku is tracing patterns on the leg of the chair he is chained to, his hands trapped near his knees. It's hard to make out, particularly at the largely side-on angle, but there's some kanji, an arrow, a spiral...
"His code! Nedzu, he's tracing his code! If we can't fucking rewind this..." he growls and, out of the corner of his eyes, he notices the other faculty around him flinching away. But he can't look away from his kid.
"No worries Aizawa-kun!" Nedzu chirps from elsewhere in the room and there's almost enough pride and fury in his voice to match Aizawa's own.
"-I -N -O -B -A -R- Fuck!" Aizawa curses as Izuku stops writing, then snarls viciously as he notices that his kid's hand is now coated in red that is dripping off of his fingers - fuck, no, no - and, following the trail up, he can only stare in rigid horror at how Shigaraki has latched onto his kid's shoulder and is squeezing, even as rivulets of blood are streaming from the wound and somehow Izuku isn't screaming or even whimpering, his eyes feverish and hyper-focused on the camera lens - on his Dad - and by Kami is this killing Aizawa. How can he just be sat here, safe and uninjured, when his problem child, his Kidilante, his Izuku, is being tortured? How can he call himself a father when he has done nothing but-
"Let that be a warning, brat. Stop trying to talk your way out of this. You are ours now. They won't save you. I'd be surprised if they even try. And soon, they'll all be dead anyway. All Might, Eraserhead, your principal - we will kill every single one of them and you will watch. Then, Sensei will give you a Quirk and you will join us." Shigaraki hisses the threat, almost too quiet and sibilant to be heard, but Aizawa catches it and he knows that Nedzu's advanced senses will have too. Fucking hell...
After flexing his hand once, causing Izuku to buck in pain, even as he still refuses to cry out, Shigaraki steps back and turns back to the camera. Aizawa has to wrench his focus away from his kid, and then away from the bloody hand of the villain.
"So, heroes, here is your precious little student. Are you going to try and save him? Or leave him to his true fate, with us? It's up to you - you'll die either way." And with a sadistic grin, half-masked by the hand on the man's face, Shigaraki waves - little droplets of blood flick away at the movement and Aizawa fights the urge to throw up - and then the video feed cuts to black. Izuku is gone once again.
Snarling, Aizawa pushes to his feet and takes the single step needed to be able to smash his fist into the screen, right where that bastard's face had been. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
"Shou-" But he isn't listening, already slumping to the floor, bleeding fist curled in tight to his chest, head bowed. Kami, his son, his Izuku, Izuku, Izuku.
And whilst Aizawa himself doesn't seem to have realised he's doing it, none of his co-workers can miss his keening, the long, low whimpers of their student's name - his son's name - that are echoing through the conference room like a widow's weeping. And- oh, he is weeping. His face might be hidden by his hair, a dark curtain pulled shut, but the hitching of his slumped shoulders and the way that little splashes of water are striking the floor are dead giveaways.
For a long minute, they all sit there, lost. Yes, they are experienced heroes. But to see somebody normally so stoic and neutral - somebody that most of them have never seen cry - well, to see him so utterly destroyed is startling to say the least. Off-putting.
Finally, it is Chiyo who moves. She is the one to have seen Aizawa at his Kidilante's bedside time and again; she has seen him so focused on his teen that he barely breathes. And so she stands from her seat and carefully kneels beside him, her old joints cracking in protest.
"Shouta, I'm going to touch you, okay?" He doesn't respond and her frown deepens. But she tries again.
"Shouta, I'm looking for a verbal response here - can I touch you?" She doesn't mention healing his hand; she's not entirely sure that he's really conscious of how he punched the screen, or of how there is glass still embedded in his hand. Luckily though, something in her tone seems to have worked, as his keening halts in favour of croaking out a belligerent,
"Fine." Keeping her movements slow all the same, the doctor reaches forwards and gently tugs at his wrist to untuck the hand from against his chest. It comes easily, the man still half out-of-it, silent tears continuing to drip steadily down his face that she can just about see from her lower angle. Kami, he looks destroyed. Her poor, poor boys.
Still, ever practical, the heroine is quick to pull out her little belt first-aid kit and extract the clean tweezers from it. Then, with efficient movements to limit the pain that Aizawa doesn't even seem to be registering, she extracts all of the glass she can see, setting it into a bloody pile against the wall, then proceeds to kiss the only clean part of his wrist.
The man still doesn't react. Not even when all of the cuts close up and Chiyo takes an antiseptic wipe to his hand, carefully scrubbing all of the half-dried blood away, out of the creases and cuticles, from below short nails and over knuckles.
"Shouta, do you think we should watch some of that back? See what Izuku-kun was trying to tell us?" And maybe that's a bit below the belt, but Chiyo knows this man. And his kid, for that matter. And she knows that if she gives the hero a task to focus on, a guiding light, he will be quick to set himself back onto the path of getting his son back. And indeed, she is right, judging by how the man's head suddenly shoots up, staring intensely at her, gaze almost unseeing but the tears have dried up, leaving horrifically bloodshot eyes in their wake. But those same eyes are focused, intent. And she'll take that.
"Aizawa-kun, I have the recording ready, and there's a pen and pad on the table for you," Nedzu prompts. It takes barely a second for the underground hero to retake his seat and he blinks for a moment at the screen with a hole punched right through it. Then, without a word or hesitation, he swivels his seat to look at the next largest screen, which does in fact have the video paused on it. Once he has his pen at the ready, and everyone else is also facing the monitor, Nedzu starts the feed.
Aizawa forces himself to look away from his kid's face - from those green, green eyes that are begging for him, even through the camera - and focus on what he's tracing, etching down each one and the translation underneath.
"H - Q - E - A - S - T - K - A - M - I - N - O - B - A - R - 3 - 3; their HQ is a bar in the east of Kamino Ward. The postcode, most likely, starts with a double three, but that's the area code. Not very useful except as confirmation of the Kamino Ward. Still, it's probably where they're keeping Iz- keeping him too. Clever, clever kid," Aizawa mutters. Just down the table, Nedzu pipes up yet again,
"Exactly what I got too! Looks like we have a good area to start searching then. I shall call Detective Tsukauchi over and we can begin to digitally comb that postcode, cross-referencing with any known bars, yes?" Exhaling deeply, and subtly wiping his cheeks against the inside of his capture weapon, Aizawa offers an affirmative.
It'll be fine; Izuku will be fine. He knows better than to die.
Notes:
Lookit the baby, insulting villains left, right and centre! He's such a little shit and I love him but also, Izu, sweetie, please, anger isn't the most sensible route right now, you know?
Oh, and I know I flip a little bit with both POVs and time in this chapter, but I promise it won't be all over the place in the future. There'll probably one or two POV/narratives a chapter, and very little if any time jumping, so nothing should get too confusing! :D
And as a fairly important note - this isn't Dad For One, nor is Dabi a Todoroki (although I high-key headcanon that) nor am I going to introduce Oboro into this. I would love to, genuinely, but it doesn't fit into my plotline and I don't want to change up an arc I planned months ago to suit more recent canon developments, you know?
Anyways! Just thought I would put that out here now, before anyone can get their hopes up for things that won't, for this fic at least, be happening - sorry y'all! ^^'Also, you guys seem to be under the impression that this kidnapping arc is gonna be quick? I love you guys, genuinely, and it won't be a constant angst-fest because that'd hurt *me* too much, let alone y'all, but this isn't going to be a quick fix. For now, I'll leave it at that :)
Love, hugs and so much gratitude - Ota. Xxx
PS: toshi and shou will be about in future chapters, but Dadzawa is my thing so I wanted to focus on that first! :D
Chapter 53: XXLVIV - No-Face
Summary:
Primarily, we see Izuku.
(sorry that I haven't edited this but I need to sleep sooner rather than later if I want to at least half-function tomorrow ^^')
Notes:
Uhm, a minor WARNING for Toga being a creep in the final part of the chapter? It's not the worst thing ever, but please be careful of yourselves! Along those lines, this arc is and will get bloody, kay? Look after yourselves!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hitoshi and Shouto are curled up on the Shinsou family sofa, the TV a low drone in the background, just audible over the near-silent whimpers of sleepy sobs. The heterochromatic boy is chest to chest with Hitoshi, his hands twisted in the shirt of the teen beneath him. They're both exhausted, caught up in their shared grief and helplessness. What can they do after all? Their green bean's Dad is working with their other teachers to get their boyfriend back and, yes, that does genuinely reassure them. Eraserhead is their class' hero after all.
And yet it doesn't take away the agony of knowing Izuku is gone.
Which is why they're sprawled out together, Shouto allowing himself to keen with whining sobs, breaths hitching and shoulders juddering, even as Hitoshi's shaky hand smooths broad circles across his back, having woken up to the heterochromatic boy having a nightmare. A memory. He hadn't been tossing and turning. Instead, Shouto had been tense and quiet, a low whining escaping his clenched teeth, and Hitoshi had woken up to it, felt that pain down to his own bones, and immediately started to soothe his Peppermint.
Eventually, they fall back asleep, still atop each other as they'd been all night, this time to sweeter dreams of cat cafes and a small body safe between them, warm and sunlight-saturated. Sweeter dreams indeed.
The camera switches off and Izuku finally allows himself a little gasp of pain. Fuck. His shoulder burns, worse than it did at the USJ, fire lapping at his bones, blood boiling, the angry heat edging up his neck, down his arm, winding through his lungs in a choke hold. It hurts.
"Ah, I suppose we did promise to heal you, didn't we little Hemlock?" And when Izuku opens his mouth to retort, to snark at the villain, but then there's a gentle touch by his eye and he freezes up. He's in pain and he's scared and really, above all, he wants his Dad. He trusts the man without hesitation, has no doubt that the underground pro will pick up on his admittedly-incomplete message, but that doesn't mean that he'll be rescued in the next hour, that's for sure. He needs to stick this out. To find a way to escape.
"Oi, brat, don't act like a NPC now." The growl has Izuku glaring up at Shigaraki, refusing to flinch at where four fingers drum a little pattern on his cheekbone.
"What?" His tone is short, terse, almost bored. Very carefully dismissive without being antagonising; all things in moderation after all, particularly when your shoulder is pulsing and hot and like you should be screaming on the floor.
"Bah, I've got half a mind to tell our healer to leave you. So what if you'd make a good Player Two? You're not shit."
"Yet I beat your ass several times over." And whoops, that definitely verges on antagonising. Might as well keep on going,
"Although maybe you like that, with how often you keep on coming back for more? A little bit of a masochist, are-"
"Shut. Up." Before he can reply again, likely with an 'ooh so scary' because he can hardly help himself, Izuku focuses on the pain of the disintegration and grounds himself. Right. He needs to focus on getting healed and then getting out of here. Getting home.
Kami, there's nothing he wants more.
There's a sigh then, pulling him out of his aching need for his home and the numbing agony of his shoulder.
"Well then Hemlock, as you're still a rare item, I guess I'll bring our guild healer in." Before he can get a word in edgeways, Shigaraki moves away, leaving him in his shackles, still opposite the switched-off camera but otherwise in an empty room, and he huffs out a massive sigh, sagging his head back on his chair despite how it tugs at his neck and makes him want to scream. The blood is hot and the remnants of his shirt cling to his chest, the smell of iron and dust and rust making Izuku feel ready to choke. The scent might be familiar, but it's heady. Sickening.
Trying to distract himself from the overwhelming everything of the situation, Izuku stares up at the ceiling and counts the spiderweb cracks in the concrete as he racks his brain. His first instinct is to ingratiate himself, to slowly tone down his sarcasm until he seems thoughtful, broken, or both, then pretend to join them. But Shigaraki just mentioned giving him a Quirk when he converted and Izuku... Izuku trembles inside and out at the thought, genuinely scared. He's worked so hard for so long, suffered so much for his Quirklessness, to prove, if only to himself at first, that it doesn't mean being useless. The idea of being given a Quirk now... Maybe it should be something he'd crave, something he would be relieved and grateful and glad for, but it only makes him feel more sick. He doesn't want a quirk. And he doesn't need one, surely? His Dad still patrols with him, calling him his son and giving him knives and hair ruffles and so much love; Toshi and Shou still kiss him and hold him close, offer him those beautiful smiles; Tsuka and Nem and Zashi laugh with him and tease him and gang up on his Dad together.
No, Izuku doesn't need or want a Quirk. He needs and wants his Dad. His boyfriends and family and cats and home. But he can't have that yet, he knows, but that translates into getting out of this situation.
Before he can plot or plan or ponder further, the door is creaking open again, Shigaraki followed by a lanky man in a lab coat. Oh, bloody hell, this doesn't seem fun at all.
"Ah, I see we do indeed have a patient! Hello there, Midoriya was it? I'm the doctor - or healer, as our Shigaraki-kun is so fond of saying - and I've got quite the handy little Quirk for you, okay? Just stay still now- Oi!" The man yelps, hand drawing back when Izuku snaps viciously at his fingers, teeth clacking shut and shoulder protesting madly. The teen still doesn't regret it. He wants the doctor to be scared of him, or at least wary. Might make him less likely to try and fuck Izuku over.
"Let him heal you brat, else you'll be in for a whole world of pain until you're unconscious and he can heal you without interference."
"You're such a dramatic bitch," Izuku comments, perfectly idle and casual as though commenting on a stranger's choice of jacket. It earns him a snarl from the pale manchild, but the doctor is already moving forwards again, shoving his hand against Izuku's forehead.
It makes Izuku very aware of the beads of sweat there, how his curls are bloodied and dirtied and matted, and some vague part of him is vaguely gratified that this fucking villain doctor is dirtying his hands with Izuku somehow. It's the little things.
Then he loses every bit of coherency to a rush of cotton - no, it's steel wool, harsh and grating and painful - through his mind, all blurring and woozy, losing almost all of the feeling in his body, arms and legs distant. It's too similar to dissociation for his liking, something about it like his body isn't his own, and his wounds might be healing, his ankle grating and grinding, but he barely senses it, only a distant knowledge as though he's been told about it rather than feeling the healing himself. Izuku hates it so much. He doesn't feel right in his own body, too much like when he wakes up with voices overwhelming his mind and limbs of stone, when he used to be left to wallow but now has cats and his Dad to cuddle him and keep him going. He doesn't feel present, head woozy and incoherent.
Before he knows it, there are hands around his wrists, tugging him up and leading him on as he stumbles, struggling not to let his mouth gape or his knees collapse. It's a blur from there. There are people and voices and shadow-light-dim-bright and then he's not on his feet anymore, something still somewhat aching as he's pushed (falls, dropped, lowered? there's sensation but no connection) into a seat and something cold brings him a little down to earth, feet on the ground but head still in the air.
He's shackled again. Chains once around his wrists, looping further and back around his chest. It's almost as bad as the iron ivy amongst his lungs, barely loose enough to allow him each breath. It's a lot yet not enough. Not anywhere near enough.
All the same, he returns to himself in bits and pieces, waves and currents. There are moments where he has sharp eyes and a matching mind, catching details of unlocked windows or discarded weapons, glitches in relationships and personalities of the various people that seem to hang around. He doesn't miss the jibes and jeers aimed his way, although he likely doesn't pick them all up, losing himself to the white grating clouds in his head. Entire changes in lighting when he surfaces again, people gone and arrived and drinking and chatting and bickering- At some point, his head is tilted back, water trickled into his mouth. He wishes for food, some actual bloody sustenance, although he's not quite hungry enough to care whether or not any potential meals might be drugged. Later, when he's still a bit vague, a bit slow to react, that voice comes back through the television, static reflecting the feel of his limbs.
The man's asking for him.
"I want to see him in person. Is he coherent?" Izuku barely resists shuddering. That voice has more sheer presence than Stain, than All Might, and Izuku is aware enough to be painfully aware of the fact.
"More or less, Sir. He was subject to Doctor Masui's Quirk."
"Ah, yes, I should imagine the effects would still be lingering should Tomura have had much fun with him."
"I did have a little bit of HP-depletion time Sensei," Shigaraki grumbles and Izuku wants to snap at him, to snark that blood isn't quite the same as HP but to go off mate. Yet that voice is speaking again, almost hypnotic. Overwhelming.
It's even darker than the portal that swallows Izuku up with a tipped-up chair, losing the chains but keeping the cuffs, ending up on wobbly feet in a dim room filled with beeps and hisses and- And a person. The leader. Oh, fucking hell. There are blinking lights, some red, some green, and a pale yellow tinge to the whole space; it's close and small and the rasping of the figure's breathing fills the air. This man is... a lot. Izuku hasn't often come face-to-face with major leaders of organisations but when he has, they haven't been a fraction of this man.
"Well hello there my dear Hemlock. How nice of you to... drop in." And damn, if that awful pun doesn't push Izuku back into awareness,
"Dude, like, no. That was awful, seriously."
His goal certainly hadn't been to make a supervillain laugh, but that's what Izuku gets.
The laugh itself is a pretty ugly sound, rasping and wheezing, a cacophony of rustling and whistling air, Izuku finally able to pick out the mass of tubes and machines that flow back from the man's head, gathered along the wall behind him. Fucking hell, this bloke's been through the ringer a few times, that's for sure. And yet the power that he maintains... This doesn't bode well, not at all.
Still, he cools down, laughter dying a rather sad death, and Izuku forces himself not to mock the man. And then said villain's speaking,
"Ah, do come here dear boy." Well, that definitely deserves a retort,
"I'm not your 'dear' anything, asshole."
"My my, what a mouth on you. No wonder Tomura took such a dislike to you; quite the insolent brat."
"Didn't take you long to change your tune. Wishy-washy weirdo." Ooh, he enjoys that bit of alliteration. Machine man doesn't seem to so much,
"Now, now. I have allowed you to de-rail our conversation far enough, Midoriya-kun. May I call you Izuku? We shall know each other well-enough soon, I assure you."
"Only so long as I can call you No-Face." And Izuku is vindicated to see that the villain clenches his teeth at that, just for a fraction of a second, before calming almost instantly. Still, he got a reaction.
"I see you're not in the mood for a civil conversation, my dear Izuku. How about we try this instead?" And then, before Izuku can even flinch, can move out of reach, there is a hand gripping his face and everything goes dark he can't breathe there is nothing nothing nothing everything's gone he's not breathing what-
His brother is lying in bed, sickly and fragile, hair spread out like a pale halo. Surely he can aid him somehow?
The woman that he loved can't have felt the same, not if she did this to him. But what about their child? Where would his daughter go? His angel! So what if he had a Quirk? That shouldn't mean losing his only child...
So what if he had killed a few people? They had been targeting those with Quirks - he was only protecting those who couldn't protect themselves. And maybe he brutally murdered the targets, he could admit that, but he needed to send a message, a warning. He needed to be heard and seen and heeded. What was killing anyway, but the cessation of an unworthy waste of air? Better to keep it for those who deserved it. Those more evolved, more developed, more powerful. The strong. And it just so happened that those who would oppose him would face his strength, would be presented with the evolution of humanity and forced to acknowledge it or die.
A few followed him now, but more would come, he knew. He had killed enough to attract attention, to send a message. And it was finally being heeded, if only by some. Those without Quirks who understood the disgusting, worthless nature of their own existence; those Quirked and ostracised, left in ditches and kicked to curbs; they all fell into the underground and thus under his ever-larger shadow, hearing the whisper of his name (All For One, All For One, Saviour, Monster, Ours) until it wormed into their minds, until they saw their hope in his form. Joined his ranks, offering up their Quirked services or asking for a Quirk so as to offer exactly that themselves. The unworthy, those like-minded with the Quirkless norms, had their gifts re-appropriated, granted like salvation to those with potential, those that banded in this shadow of his. He was a general, a king, a god.
He had amassed so many. Hundreds, thousands, all Quirked and worthy, all willing to kill and threaten and steal under his banner; all manner of Quirks writhing beneath his own skin, immortality and strength and intelligence and so much more. A god was the least of it.
Izuku falls to the ground, breaths catching in his throat, choking him, hands trembling with the chain between them rattling as he clutches at his hair, curling into himself on the concrete floor. What had...? How...? Those couldn't have been the villain's memories, surely? But they were. He'd felt the anguish, the bloody hands, the triumph...
"Did you enjoy that Izuku? A little taste of the so-called 'other side'. Do you see our similarities now? Do you understand, my dear boy, how I grew from someone like you - young, helpless, weak, yet so desperate to do what was right - into the master of the underworld? Into a man so powerful not even All Might could face me and win?"
"Do what was right?" Izuku spat, still too shocked to even censor himself or plan his responses, still all too close to a panic attack,
"None of that was right! It was sick and fucked-up and twisted! You-!" He clacks his mouth shut, knowing he's said too much, been too provoking, but it's too late now.
"Izuku, my dear boy," the villain begins, the words pleasant but a threat in every muscle as he carefully crouches down in front of the teen, tubes shifting behind him with a paper-plastic-rustling sound,
"You are clearly still in denial," his hand darts forwards to grip at Izuku's chin, digging in to the scar on his cheek, pressing in until he can feel his teeth and jaw begin to creak, pressure building painfully behind his eyes,
"We are so very alike. And for that, I know that you are stubborn and intelligent and determined, so I shall refrain from pushing you further today. But remember what I showed you today, remember what I can offer you - a poor little Quirkless boy, systematically abused and abandoned by society - and remember that you belong to me now. Kurogiri, take him back to his cell." And then the villain - All For One, he had learned that from the memories, All For One - was stood and Izuku was falling through the floor into the cold wind of Kurogiri's Quirk and then he crashes into another concrete floor, barely-there injuries flaring with the jolting of striking the hard ground awkwardly, half-twisted in an attempt to catch himself.
And already there's a knife in his arm, a hand against his back, slim legs straddling the back of his thighs.
"Oops!" The giggle drips saccharine sweetness and Izuku feels it trail down his spine, pooling beneath that small hand on his spine like acid. Or like the blood that gets licked from his bicep, the t-shirt that he'd worn beneath his hoodie keeping any fabric out of the way. He almost whimpers because oh, ew, there's something so incredibly awful about the blonde licking him and he turns his head to spit in her face only to get a kiss planted on his cheek, lips to plump and moist and he recoils back, temple smacking into the wooden floor with a hiss of pain.
"Oh, Izu-chan, be careful!"
"Fuck off, Second."
"Hey, you called me that earlier Izu-chan! Is it a nickname? You've given me a nickname already!" Her chirpy tone curdles his stomach, not helped by the handcuffs digging into his guts with how his arms are trapped beneath him. Her weight is so far from comforting like that of blankets or cats or loved ones; it's an anchor, dragging him deep and drowning. Another awful sensation to add to the series of them.
"You're Blood Kink the second. I mean, there's a lot- a lot of villains with blood related Quirks-" because their society is messed up, but he's not going to say that now, when they're already trying to recruit him,
"-But it's you and Stain that I've fought. You're nothing on him though."
"Aw, thank you Izu-chan! But, well, I think I'm even cuter than Stainy, don't you?"
When Izuku manages to spit in her face in reply, he's met with the butt of a knife to his other temple. And he's lost to a darkness filled with steel wool, glinting in pale yellow light and blinking red, a wheezing laughter lingering behind him, always. It can hardly be called sleep at all.
Notes:
And so Izuku has met All For One! Ooh, you can see what the villains are trying to do, can't you? Shigaraki wasn't just bluffing for the camera now was he~ ;)
Izuku... he's managing. He's got a plan, of sorts, or he's trying to put a few together. It's just whether or not he gets the chance to act on those plans.
Hugs and love, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 54: L - Red Lights; Red Eyes
Summary:
Nearly left the title as a spoiler for later on in the arc - whoops! Enjoy seeing some Nedzu and Izuku in the mean time! ;)
Notes:
Sorry if some of the paragraphs are a bit chunky here, or if I've missed anything in my minimal editing - I've had a bit of a time with this one ^^'
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The second full day of Izuku being gone sees Nedzu stood at a podium, confronted with rows upon rows of people and cameras and those blasted microphones, forcing the most neutral expression and body language he can. The media, much like the Hero Commission, are a group of people that he rather detests, finds irritating at best, and right now satiating their metaphorical blood lust is incredibly low down on his wish list. His to-do list, though, sees it fairly high up.
"Thank you all for your attendance. If I could have your quiet and attention, we shall begin with this press release." The hush is almost instantaneous. Small mercies.
"I am Nedzu, Principal of the UA high school for Heroics and Excellence and I have some rather upsetting news to share with you. Again, our first year Heroics classes have been targeted, this time whilst off school campus. During this event, the overall injuries were minimal and several major villains were taken down thanks to the efforts of our faculty, the Wild Wild Pussycats and, once given a hero's permission to defend themselves due to the potentially-mortal danger they were in, the students themselves. The prolific serial killers Muscular and Moonfish and the villain Mustard are all in police custody. As for the students," Nedzu pauses, takes in a breath, assesses the reactions of the journalists and camera-people so far. Not great, but not absolutely awful either. Hm.
"The majority are uninjured, or already fully healed from minor harm such as smoke inhalation. However, the League of Villains had a specific goal beyond the general harm of our students. They had two targets for kidnapping. In saving their classmate, one of our students was taken."
There's an immediate uproar, questions and horror and indignation being thrown at Nedzu in a manic frenzy. The principal takes it all in, only skimming the surface of the words being thrown at him, rather more focused on any potential issues or discrepancies, just in case.
"If you would allow me go on?" There's an undeniable point to those words, not quite the stab of a dagger but still with the hints of it, sharpened with his toothy smile, and his seemingly polite request is gradually acquiesced to. Nodding his approval, the creature speaks once more,
"This student is Hemlock. No, we at UA shall not be disclosing their personal identity as they are a minor and their relevant family members, with our approval, have requested any personal details be limited severely. This is to be respected. Hemlock, for all of their intelligence and strength, is a minor. As are our other students. UA is on high-alert for the safety of said other students, particularly those in 1-A due to their blatant targeted status, and the media will also find themselves being escorted away and lawfully punished should any of our students be harassed, regarding this matter or otherwise."
There's a long pause then, Nedzu sweeping a fierce gaze over the room, meeting every single camera lens and pair of eyes, warning everyone that these children are his territory, as it were, and that he will protect them however he can. He's their Principal after all. Anything less would be utterly unacceptable and, to his own view, he has already failed too many times over the last few months.
Then Nedzu leans back a little, clapping his paws to return to the matter at hand, satisfied that his intimidation has been successful,
"What I shall confirm, however, is that Hemlock is the same hero-in-training who participated in the takedown of Stain and the analyses of the dregs of hero society, Endeavour included, as you have no doubt gathered already. They are both a truly wonderful student and person; it is for this reason that the League of Villains will most assuredly fail in their goals. Through the intelligence gathered and reports from the attack incidence, we have safely concluded that the League intends to attempt converting our student. Hemlock is far stronger than they will have accounted for. Let it be known that we at UA have no fear nor doubt that Hemlock will give in to them. Our Hemlock is a true hero." The drawn-out silence at that is expected and Nedzu easily waits it out.
"Why do they believe they can recruit this kid in the first place?" It's the first question of many, and Nedzu finds that he dislikes Nanako of Seven News a little more every time he sees the woman with the viper tongue. Literally and metaphorically, that is.
"Because Hemlock's intelligence and preference for underground heroics may leave one with the impression that they are cold-hearted and... malleable, shall we say, due to their age. Those that know them personally tend to find quite the opposite. No aspersions to his character on the media's part will be tolerated, I assure you."
"And how was this training camp attacked in the first place? Surely..." Nedzu forces himself to listen, to play his role.
Yet the memory of sharing a cup of steaming tea and a chessboard with a bright young man lingers in the back of his mind.
{Third day of kidnapping, beneath an unnamed bar in Eastern Kamino Ward}
Izuku isn't too impressed with his new accommodation, he has to say. It's dark and damp with the kind of mouldy smell that makes the air feel thick and cloying and, quite frankly, he's bored right now. A box of a room, all cement with an unfortunately-reinforced wooden door, isn't his idea of a great place to be.
It doesn't help that he's hungry and tired with twinging thumbs from getting out of his cuffs and he wants his Dad badly enough that it's an ache between his lungs, cutting deeper with seemingly each breath. Being left utterly alone, no contact even when his meagre meals are left via portal, isn't doing Izuku any favours. Not really. People have weaknesses to exploit, something that Izuku considers himself quite an expert in. Concrete walls? Less so. Far less so. And being alone in silence has him losing all sense of time and reality, only grounded by the pervading chill of the floor and corner that he's tucked himself into and his own quiet babbling. He rambles to himself about many things. Tries to recall every detail of his last date with Hitoshi and Shouto; tells himself stories of the Chaotic Trio and their nightly shenanigans fuelled by coffee and adrenaline and humour; elongates essays that they have written for class until they would surely be thousands of words over the limit, devolving into new topics entirely. He whiles away what must be hours doing so, judging by the two meals that have been granted to him thus far.
Izuku is fairly sure that it's been far too long for him to be getting two or three meals a day, so surely this is his second full day being taken. And he knows, surely, that his Dad will have picked up on his message in that video. One part of that is most certainly desperate desire to be saved, something towards wishful thinking, but the rest of Izuku knows, much like how he knows that his Dad loves him, that his Dad is also an incredibly intelligent and observant man and hero. Aizawa won't miss it, he won't.
That leaves Izuku with a few options: the whole video was a set-up. Fake. It's certainly possible, a way to mess with his head, give him cruel hope, a different spin on the overdramatic monologue of announcing their intentions. Another option is that they caught his code and edited it out somehow, whether or not they'd somehow managed to decode it. But surely he would've been punished then? Being isolated like this definitely isn't Shigaraki's idea of punishment... All For One's though... Perhaps it is. But this awful isolation could be for so many reasons, serve so many bloody purposes, some literally so. Fuck, this is so confusing.
What Izuku wouldn't give to be able to talk through his thoughts with his Dad right now. Or simply to be safe.
But no. He's here, trying desperately to stay grounded. Sometimes he drifts and dozes. It's not the same as that horrible healing quirk from before; no, this is a potent combination of exhaustion and mindless vacancy. Izuku knows that he is bordering on the edge of dissociation frequently, whenever his voice fades out and gives in, the quiet leads way to a grey blur, the stained green of his shirt blending into the same cold as the walls beside him, his vibrant yellow socks no brighter than the cement floor. Static fills the silence more than his own words ever can.
Izuku doesn't eat the first meal he's given, pushing it in front of the door, but by the second his stomach is an ache almost as painful as that in his heart. And when that one doesn't seem to be drugged, at least as far as he can tell, Izuku takes the bread from the second as well. It's stale, but it's food. Having no appetite doesn't allow Izuku the luxury of letting himself weaken, not if he wants to successfully escape.
It's that thought that has him on his feet, wobbly and stiff, and forcing himself to stretch. Technically he isn't injured anymore, even though the pain of them lingers inexplicably, and so the greenette works through some kata and then some basic gymnastics moves. A two metre square box isn't ideal, but it's sufficient.
And yet, halfway through a backbend, there's a noise on the other side of his door and it startles him badly enough that he almost sprawls to the floor, probably would've if not for his muscle memory, yet he's quick to lower out of the move and sit down against the nearest wall, watching. Alert. Because the person at the door could easily just be a distraction, what with those stupid warp gates. Izuku honestly doesn't think he's ever hated and simultaneously admired a Quirk more.
"Izu-chan~ Sorry I'm so late to get you but Shiggy was a teensy-weensy bit of a grumpypants this morning!" That voice has Izuku shuddering inside, the skin along his arm itching from where she'd licked that bit of blood away after stabbing him. He does not like Toga, that's for sure. He still settles a suitable scowl on his face, ducking away from the headpat she tries to drop in his curls, shifting to his feet. And damn, they're almost exactly the same height. It feels so silly to be bothered by it, but for someone used to patrolling from rooftops and hitching a ride on his hero's back, a bit of height is always reassuring.
"Oh no, don't worry about lil' old me! In fact, feel free to walk right back out, Second." His offer, sadly, isn't taken up. And a knife nearly gets buried in his chest, barely dodging quickly enough to scrape his back against a wall but still avoid another cut in his t-shirt. Or in his skin. When she tries again Izuku doesn't hesitate to reach a hand up and grab her wrist, leaning in to sneer at her.
"I call you Second for a reason, bitch. Back the fuck off."
Golden eyes widen, something between fear and glee glinting there, and Izuku keeps up his aura, that mal-intent that he feels down to his very bones exuding from his stance, his expression. And Toga gives in. She steps back, head tilting a little, knife left in his grip, although her fingers twitch to take it back. Izuku, contemptuous, throws it away behind her, embedding in the wall behind his ajar door. Fingers crossed she forgets it's there by the time she leaves. With how she almost cowers, even whilst her tongue darts out to lick her lips, there's some hope to it.
"Are you to just be a sadistic bitch, or is there an actual point to you interrupting me?" Izuku is perfectly aware that he wasn't up to much, but no need to call himself out. Not when he's still barely on an advantage.
"Well I mean the Sensei-boss man wanted to see you, Izu-chan, so-"
"Fine," Izuku spits, barely resisting the urge to bodily shove her out of the room.
The way that he maintains his overwhelming malice has Toga hurrying out of the door all the same, even though she does pause to check he's following, barely seeming to register that he's not been wearing his handcuffs this whole time. Well, that's something at least. And depending on where she takes him and who's around, this might be exactly what Izuku needs. He's almost literally itching to get out, to leave, to run.
But fuck, no, of course the sight of flaring purple and the gleam of yellow greets them at the top of the rough wooden steps. Izuku, still following behind Toga, scowls even more fiercely at the sight of Kurogiri. The warper is the last person he needs to see. And said warper has turned to face them both,
"Ah, Toga. Thank you for retrieving our guest; although, I don't believe I gave you the key to his restraints?"
"Eh? No, you didn- Oh! Izu-chan, when did you get out of those?" Her chirpy tone and posture has returned with being surrounded by allies and Izuku being alone amongst five villains, seemingly weaponless and vulnerable. He's not very pleased with Dabi, Spinner and that Compress all up here as well. The greenette had been hoping for an opportunity here, but nope, why would he have good lu-
"No matter. Sir will be more than capable of handling our guest regardless."
And yet again Izuku falls.
“I must say Izuku, I am most curious as to your motivations in blackmailing the Hero Commission." The teen has barely found his feet, barely even had time to register being warped, before he has to take in those words and continue to listen,
"They have certainly straightened some since your interference; I have faced some actual challenge in planting my people in their ranks.” There's almost a hint of being impressed there, of appreciation, and Izuku detests it. It's so far from his Dad's soft, manic pride that results in hugs and grins and hair ruffles; this is insidious and self-satisfied and sickening. This nauseating feeling is one that Izuku is quickly getting used to when it comes to All For One.
“They’re meant to be protecting people, or at least facilitating that protection as much as possible, No Face. I could hardly just leave them to it.” That awful satisfaction fades at the nickname and Izuku lets loose a Cheshire grin in return. The villain doesn't really seem to pick up on it. Huh, interesting. Izuku really needs to try and analyse what type of Quirks the man must be using for his sight, or whatever is his equivalent of.
“Ah, but you could have. And what of those who could have done the same? All Might, for example?”
“Dude, you’re so incredibly not subtle sometimes, what the fuck?” Izuku sneers because damn, if that hadn’t been some of the most transparent manipulation he’s ever seen. That caretaker with the needle quirk had done a better job of twisting his mind.
“But I guess, to answer: I had the opportunity. Why wouldn’t I take it? We can’t all rely on the Symbol of Peace, no matter how strong and useful he might be.”
“Every pillar eventually crumbles, child. Clinging to false figures, temporary figures, like All Might is a futile effort. And when pillars like he falls, so to does society.” Fuck, Izuku feels half-mad. He really isn't in the mood for philosophical politics debates. But the only way to get information is to keep playing the game, to try and play the man however he can. It's avoiding getting played in return that's the issue.
“Yes I know. That’s why I acted. A hero makes people feel safe. They support society, ensure that it won’t fall when that pillar finally crumbles. It’s my job, even now as a- student. Already. If civilians and allies can’t feel safe at my back, because of the industry’s failures or my own, then I’m not doing my job. So of course I was willing to blackmail the government. For the sake of others’ safety, not simply my ability to do so. Not for personal gain. Never.”
There’s a long moment then, delicate as spider silk hanging between them, and Izuku can feel the villain’s attention like a blanket of pinpricks over his skin.
It has nasty memories spinning with their conversation in his mind, following some discordant song as they whirl together, the steps of their dance the panic-attack percussion of his heartbeat and Izuku wants nothing more than to fall to the floor and scream out the anguish that the dance trails behind, acid paths through his thoughts.
But he refuses. Not right now, not when there’s so much happening, even in their second of stillness. This meeting is a battle of wills as much as a conversation and Izuku refuses to lose. A draw is acceptable, forcing a retreat even better, but above all else he refuses to relent. He's in for the long haul as it stands. And Izuku, for all of his stubbornness and endurance, is usually a quick fighter and a faster thinker. Only part of that lends itself well to his current predicament. Being faster than some kind of genuine evil mastermind? Well, he'll damn well try, if only for the sake of getting out of this mess alive and able to look his Dad in the eyes.
"Izuku, do you not see the lines blurring already? Child, the laws are twisted; you, as a Quirkless, must undoubtedly experience this in mere day-to-day life: shops you cannot purchase from, recreation you cannot enjoy, life choices closed off to you. People who will not respect you, will not help you, will not love you-" That voice goes on over the rasping of medical paraphernalia, gesturing with passion and charisma, but Izuku registers none of it. Because oh, those words were another knife in Izuku's chest, even as something like a cat's purring vibrates in his bones. Because for so long, Izuku did see that awful reality. But he's also seen such genuine love and care from people; has found a family like none other, both for and despite his Quirklessness. So, even as he zones back into All For One's words, he feels steel and ice pour down his back, lacquering there with an unyielding will.
"-do you not think?"
Izuku brings that sneer back onto his face and into his voice,
"Pardon? Couldn't quite hear you over all the machinery shit. Tad noisy." And damn, yep, that's a sore spot, much like he thought it might be. Success. After last time, he's reasonably sure that his interactions with this villain can't result in anything worse than that fucking flashback sequence that had felt all too real.
"You... I see you are still not feeling particularly amenable to civil conversation, Izuku. I do hope this trend doesn't continue." The villains sounds genuinely disappointed, as though he had so much hope for Izuku. And perhaps that would have once had Izuku squirming inside, faltering, but he's grown a lot since then, seen a lot. He doesn't care for this man's pity and false familiarity.
"Kurogiri, please return Izuku to your location. And tell Tomura to have some fun, if you will; some compliance could be learnt." Izuku falls through yet another portal whilst cursing up a storm.
Straight in front of a grinning face and outstretched hand.
Without thought, Izuku flips backwards, feet kicking up to latch around a thin wrist and yank, his momentum carrying Shigaraki forward and stumbling. And when that weight overbalances, Izuku releases and twists on his hands, not-quite toppling to the side as he dodges the falling body, catching a glimpse of blazing eyes as he pivots and then flips back over, regaining his feet. And stares down, almost shocked, at the fallen form of the manchild on the floor.
Before he can move again though, a foot swipes at his ankles and something comes at him from behind. Allowing the trip to take him and thus avoiding the- fuck, yeh, the knife, that had nearly got him in the back, Izuku tries to control his fall, settling into something akin to a crouch but more lopsided but before he can lash out or jump back up, another knife is aimed at his hand and to avoid that impaling his palm his balance collapses and Izuku is sprawled out, a hand at his shoulder in a flash of crumbling flesh and numbing agony.
"Not so hot now, hm Hemlock? You're not a tank, not at all. A rogue perhaps, if I was feeling generous." And bloody hell Izuku isn't a gamer but he wishes he was, if only to be able to insult the villain in his own language.
"Oh fuck off, flakes." Peering back over his shoulder, ignoring the sting of his cheek being ground into the wooden floor of the bar, Izuku smirks.
"A new nickname? Is that all you can do, repeat the same old tricks; surely your inventory should've expanded further than this alr-" Shigaraki is cut off when the greenette bucks in place, throwing off the Quirked touch that had been lingering painfully on his shoulder.
The blood is slippery and too-hot beneath him, with a distant part of his mind wondering, again, about the mechanics of this disintegration Quirk.
He's distracted pretty quickly by the giggling of a blonde girl and the clanking of chains that she holds in her hands as she approaches. Before he can use Shigaraki's loosened grip to escape or fight further, a tight shackle latches messily around one of his wrists, scraping into bloody place and - fuck, he hopes that doesn't get infected - when he's pulled by it, forcing him to contort into a position uncomfortable even for him, and another loop ends up around his chest, the second cuff finding his right wrist before he can work his way out of it.
Shigaraki has regained his feet, looming over Izuku, and the teen gets an awful sense of foreboding. His shoulder pulses in time with the memory of arrhythmic popping. And there's something maniacal, almost depraved, in that red gaze and it has Izuku near a flashback, on his back below someone with dangerous hands and a horrible fire in their eyes, cruel and sadistic. This... this isn't going to be fun. Not at all. And he wishes he could at least fight back, snark and flip with a knife in hand, wishes that he wasn't vulnerable.
More than anything else, Izuku just wishes he was home.
Chapter 55
Summary:
Two sides of the story I suppose.
(Also, this is the beginning of what I would consider the truly bloody part of the arc - if you're getting to the point of finding the violence/situation overwhelming, which is completely fine, then you may want to skip to chapter 65 or 66! There'll be a summary of this arc in the start-notes of 66)
Notes:
Sorry it's a bit late y'all, life's been rather busy ^^' Hopefully, I should come back and edit this throughout the day though! Enjoy~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Shigaraki has regained his feet, looming over Izuku, and the teen gets an awful sense of foreboding. His shoulder pulses in time with the memory of arrhythmic popping. And there's something maniacal, almost depraved, in that red gaze and it has Izuku near a flashback, on his back below someone with dangerous hands and a horrible fire in their eyes, cruel and sadistic. This... this isn't going to be fun. Not at all. And he wishes he could at least fight back, snark and flip with a knife in hand, wishes that he wasn't vulnerable, on his back with chains round his wrists.
More than anything else, Izuku just wishes he was home.
That wish certainly isn't going to be granted though, not right now. No, instead, there's that gentle touch tracing a simple path up his throat, tapping a blatant threat against his pulse point, and Izuku bares his teeth, not daring to speak up with such a clear danger but not willing to lie back passively.
"Little Hemlock... Sensei hasn't appreciated your attitude and as our guild leader, he's in charge. He is more powerful than a little rogue like you can hope to understand and I'm his right-hand, see? His heir-" And oh, isn't that an interesting piece of information. Izuku's learnt a lot over the last few hours, over the last few days, even with the awful situation overall. Maybe that Quirk-stealing can be passed on like One For All? They're clearly brother Quirks. Or maybe...
"Oi, brat, pay attention." There's the briefest five-point touch then, just to the side of his neck, and Izuku feels his breath fluttering there, almost trying to escape from the now too-thin flesh, more hot blood pooling beneath him, some soaking into his curls in that way the greenette knows will be a dry matted mess later, painful to pull apart without utterly soaking it first. Somehow he doubts that he'll be allowed to spend half an hour in a shower.
"Now look what you've made me do," the manchild huffs, clearly grumpy, and Izuku almost flinches at the old words, something like spiders on needle-stilts clattering down his back. Fucking hell, he really needs to pull himself together.
"Oh yeh, 'cause I totally forced you to disintegrate my fucking neck, didn't I flakes? Like damn, no need-"
"Shut up," the growl is a literally feral thing, the glisten of spittle on those cracked lips which, huh, probably explains at least part of why they're so cracked. And damn, Izuku, you really need to focus, he chides himself. Indeed he does, as Shigaraki goes on,
"I'm in charge of you now, brat, you're mine to toy with. To teach a lesson. We call Sensei exactly that for a reason, you know?" Izuku doesn't like those words but, even more than that, he doesn't like the tone. That self-satisfied malice that's less 'cat that got the cream' and more 'cat that got the canary and violently ripped it to pieces'. And Izuku feels like the canary moments before disaster.
Indeed, only half a second later, Shigaraki shifts back from crouching over Izuku, very deliberately tracing that Quirked touch down the outside of his bicep, leaving blood and static in its wake, before he stands and steps back. That grin is sharper than the glint of Toga's knife, barely visible in the corner of Izuku's eye. And oh, how he wishes it was only one of them in here with him. More chance to take them out and escape then. But as-is, two people means that in the time it takes him to incapacitate one, the other will already have attacked or called for help; it simply wouldn't work out. No point to increasing their ire unnecessarily.
Although it might be too late for that, judging by how Izuku is yanked rather painfully back into full attention by a high-topped foot stomping down on his knee, unable to bend it backwards but still grating it to the side. The teen can't control his grunt at the unexpected agony of what must be a dislocated kneecap, leg burning and that distinct wrongness pushing at his skin that comes with a dislocation.
"Bit- rude," he grinds out, fighting the urge to double over and protect himself. He can't help the snark. Labelling it as a coping mechanism and it would probably be calling Izuku out, but he doesn't need to acknowledge that, not now at least. There are more important things to think about.
"Not ruder than you've been to Sensei." The sneer is an angry one and Izuku lets out a wordless growl in return. The supervillain isn't his Sensei, far from it. His sensei is his Dad. A man with far fewer homicidal tendencies than most people would believe; a hero, a softie, his Dadzawa. To have All For One daring to share the title of 'sensei'... Izuku wants to curse and slander and protest, but doesn't dare. Not when that foot still grinds into his knee and those red, red eyes burn down at him, a forest fire in their depths.
In lieu of a proper protest or comeback, Izuku settles for a more bland tone, albeit spoken through gritted teeth,
”And if my idea of a teacher differs to yours?”
”Then you will learn.” And doesn't that bode well?
As Izuku discovers only moments later, it certainly doesn't. Shigaraki's foot leaves his knee only to immediately swing at his ribs and whilst they don't crunch or crack with the first hit, they do by the fourth. Izuku's coherency starts to splinter around the edges in synch with them. He's losing enough blood from his arm and neck to already have that slightly woozy tinge to his thoughts and the perverse numb-screaming-dead-vivid signals from the disintegrated areas are messing with his perception of his own body, a dissonance. Dichotomy. Add on the too-familiar but still stupidly painful creaking and cracking of his ribs being repeatedly kicked, Izuku attempting to curl up only to find a knife waving before his face... Well, it's far from fun. It's only made worse by his own flinching, each wince jarring his injuries and bringing that lingering blade ever-closer to his cheek or eye.
Izuku blurs out then. It's not dissociation, nor an utter pain-haze. It's something close though as he stares up at the ceiling, past the knife keeping him prone, past the swaying of blue-white-grey hair and gleaming red eyes, past it all and up to the ceiling. It's not a familiar ceiling, but it is wood. And wood is something that Izuku can trick himself with, can pretend that he's on a rocking boat during a storm or even in a UA room on a hammock or the like, leg swinging to shift his entire body. It's a lie, but a precious one. A farce that might have his Dad a room over, his friends down the corridor, his home within reach.
"-ell, brat, have you learned anything yet?"
"Hm? Didn- Didn' catch tha'," Izuku snickers, trying to keep himself from hacking or coughing, even as his breaths catch in his tight throat and he almost convulses in place. The greenette forces a long breath through his nose though, sagging back against the floor, eyes sliding almost accidentally to meet Shigaraki's gaze. And oh, the villain looks angry. Whoops?
"I asked if you'd learnt anything. Just a fucking NPC, aren't you, just-"
"Bah," Izuku chokes out, bloody teeth bared in a macabre grin, a perfect match to the halo of blood no doubt circling his curls,
"'m no'a NPC," he hisses on,
"You'a bitch." Ooh, he shouldn't have said that. The pale face above him is twisting in an incandescent rage and Izuku has the delirious urge to laugh.
So he does.
It hurts. Oh, it hurts, but it's worth it all the same. Because there's air whistling through lips, lungs all tight and bruised feeling, something seeming to scrape but maybe that's just fanciful thinking, and the teen laughs in Shigaraki's face. It's a hoarse cackle, admittedly, strained and burning and ugly, but bitterness lends him volume and hysterical amusement only adds to it.
"You-"
"M-me!" Izuku gasps out, still laughing. Toga has backed off a little by now, rocking back on her heels with eyes too bright and predatory, fingering her knife with a toothy smile, although that falters as she glances up at her own companion.
"Shiggy, he's not as fun like this!"
"Shut up!" gets snarled back. And still Izuku cackles.
A kick to the neck shuts him up. It's vicious, aimed straight for the disintegration wound, and it elicits the closest thing to a scream that Izuku has let out in a long, long time as he bucks off of the ground, the sound choked off by something in his chest catching all wrong and then he can't breathe right, everything wet and rasping and shallow and shit. Fractured ribs are now broken ribs and must now have pierced something in his ribs because nothing's right-
"Whoops," the villain mocks, simply staring down at him with a slight grin. Malice settles around the manchild like a cloak, a miasma that chokes Izuku further as he attempts to glare up at him. The greenette's too busy wheezing to really manage it.
"Shiggy, should I-"
"He hasn't learned yet-"
"Shigaraki Tomura, may I advise you bring in the good doctor? Perhaps he hasn't learnt yet, but Sensei would not wish for you to kill our future asset."
"Than's bu- no' a' asset," Izuku manages, still gasping and rasping. Shigaraki thoughtlessly steps on his hand, barely even glancing down at him, looking over at Kurogiri who has appeared back in the bar at some point.
"Fine. Whatever, take him to the healer." His tone is dismissive at best, releasing Izuku's hand from beneath his grinding weight and simply walking away, leaving Izuku in his blood and choking lungs. Toga, still crouched by Izuku, leans forwards enough to kiss his cheek and lick a dribble of blood off of his chin before smoothly standing up and skipping out of Izuku's sight.
He blurs out again afterwards, vision greying in a mess of simply trying to breathe, until there's something that might be a touch pressed to his forehead and then Izuku really is gone.
Aizawa is dragged out of a haze of CCTV footage and too-clear maps of Kamino ward, around two dozen locations pinned upon its digital service, by a hesitant knock on the faculty room door, despite the door being pinned wide open to accommodate the near constant stream of teachers and officers. He looks up, bleary-eyed and stubble far closer to a beard than usual, to find what must be over half his class. It's a wonder he hadn't heard them all earlier, silent or not.
"C'mon in hellspawn," he grunts out, gesturing the dozen kids over to the main sofa area, barely resisting the urge to flinch at seeing he and Iz- seeing that one sofa that he spends the most time on. Regardless, the gaggle of teenagers scuttle in, several clinging to each other still, all wordless. That, more than anything else, is what allows the man to soften and slacken, dragging his chair over to be closer to them, more personal with his arms crossed across the back of it, carefully settling his capture weapon fairly low, face visible and distinctly gentle. The kids deserve that much at least. Bad enough that he's clearly a bit... disshevelled (he's a mess, he knows, unable to bear going home because it's just an apartment filled with ghosts that will hopefully never be realised, the pro instead relying on Nemuri to keep his cats fed and clean and watered, crashing at UA or Hizashi's when he does sleep or go to shower) in front of them all.
"Sensei, are you alright? You-" Aizawa nearly snaps at the concern, barely stilling his tongue and blanking his face before he lashes out at his students. They definitely don't deserve his emotional upheaval,
"I'm managing Yaoyorozu. Don't worry about me; I'm used to a poor schedule."
"But not when your son's missing," Shinsou comments. Aizawa doesn't know whether to hug or strangle the kid. Bloody brat. All of them. Kami, one of them so much more than the rest.
"I'm an adult. A hero. It's my job, give it a few years until it's yours too, alright hellspawn? I know we've fucked up, else I- he wouldn't be gone in the first place, but-"
"Sensei, no!" There's a whole round of protests at his words, Kirishima, Todoroki and Uraraka on their feet with their vigour, all glaring at him with something more hurt than truly angry in their expressions. And oh. He should have known that his stupid, soft class wouldn't like hearing him blame himself, whether it was true or not.
"Fine, whatever. Look, kids, I know you're all capable else I would've expelled you months ago, but don't put him in the position of feeling guilty if any of you get hurt or even slightly strained in his name. You all know he'd hate that." He's definitely not wrong. Yet he isn't expecting his class to turn his logic, so rational and calm, right back onto him.
"And he wouldn't be upset that you're clearly struggling?" Todoroki accuses, eyes red with something other than flames or scars or eyelashes. The puffiness and pain there matches Shinsou's almost perfectly. Kami, his kid's boys. So strong but so bloody young.
"He would, but I'm his Dad-" His voice doesn't break then, it doesn't. It's- it's dehydration or something. A frog in his throat.
"So he cares even more about you Sensei." And fuck, he hates it when logic works against him.
"Look, kids, let me repeat myself - this is my job. Let me worry about myself and you look after each other; you can always come to me, but right now you need to be there for each other, alright? We've... Well, I can't say much as it's technically an ongoing investigation and, quite frankly, I don't trust you lot not to try and interfere, even if I threatened you with expulsion because you're all hellspawn for a reason, but we do have the beginnings of a location and we know Iz- we know he's alive. That they intend to keep him alive. That's so much more than we would normally have in a kidnapping situation, understood? It's not hopeless."
Some of them do begin to relax some at that, Shinsou and Todoroki clasping desperate hands as the heterochromatic boy collapses back into his seat, practically in the insomniac's lap, huddling close together much like many of their classmates are. It's a good sight for Aizawa, if a sad one. At least his class have each other, despite the absolute mess of the situation as a whole.
"As you're here, is there anything you all need? I know you've all had preliminary appointments set up with Hound Dog which, might I remind you all, are mandatory, but is there anything else? Anything, no matter how big or small?" His voice is low and somehow almost urgent, a genuine care lacing through the questions and several of the kids shift and stutter in place.
"Uhm, we just thought we'd let you know that a few of us have moved in with Yaomomo? Her parents are still working a fair bit and I didn't want to be home alone all the time," Uraraka begins. And Aizawa hadn't expected that to be said, nor had he expected a portion of the weight on his shoulders to roll away. That's one of the things that's been niggling in the back of his mind.
"Good. Which of you exactly?"
"It's only Uraraka and Shouji with his gran on a more permanent basis, but we've been having sleepovers a lot of nights. It's nice to have everyone together." The girl sounds almost shy about it and the pro wonders if they realise some of the underlying psychology to that, harking back to the first night after the ki- after the attack. Well, he's not going to call them out on it, that's for sure. Poor kids. Fuck, this class have been going through far too much, it's not even ironic or cynically amusing. It just hurts to think about.
It still hurts less than thinking about his kid though.
Aizawa is pulled from the risk of any such thoughts by his students speaking up once again, some of their hesitance clearly fading.
"Aizawa-sensei, is is true, what Nedzu-sensei said in that conference?"
"Which part?" he clarifies, barely resisting the urge to roll his eyes. Teenagers will always be teenager. No, he wouldn't want to change that for the world, not whilst they're still first years, but still.
"Kero, that the League wants to recruit Izuku-chan." The man barely hides his own flinch at Tsuyu's words. Because fuck, he hates that those bastards could even contemplate his son being anything less than a genuine hero through and through, vigilantism and underground tactics irrelevant.
"It is." The two words are simple, measured, no inflection at all. They simultaneously crush and relieve the teenagers.
"Oh."
That thought hangs heavy in the room for a moment then and the underground hero lets it wallow, lets the kids have a little bit of time to process.
"Well, at least we know Izuku is way too manly to ever give in to them, right?" It's half cheery and half desperate, but Kirishima's point is met with various nods and agreements.
"He's stronger than they could ever imagine," Aizawa reassures. Because it's true. His kid is far more resilient and stubborn than the League could ever hope to overcome, truly, it's just if they stop trying make Izuku bend and instead start trying to make him break. Although the man most certainly doesn't need to mention that to the kids in front of him.
"Anything else hellspawn? You have my contact details if there's something that crops up later, and you can still come to campus like today." There's a few unsure glances then, but Shinsou and Todoroki abruptly rise to their feet and shuffle over to the man, just to the side of his chair. And, before his eyebrow gets even halfway raised in question, Aizawa understands.
He'll never admit it, but he genuinely hesitates for a split second, heart aching even more viscerally because they're not his son, before he shifts to his feet and nudges his wheelie chair away with his foot, opening up his arms with a vaguely soft expression. Two largely-warm bodies, not that much shorter than him, practically fall forward, faces tucked into his capture weapon far more easily that his kid ever manages, wrapped around each other and pressed up against him. With a barely-there sigh, far from grumpy about the situation, Aizawa closes his arms around them, keeps them close. Safe. If he promptly bows his head, just in case the fierce burning in his eyes decides to manifest as anything more, then nobody will call him out on it whilst he holds his son's boys close and careful. And if this hurts as much as it helps, then he's the only one to know.
It hurts a little less when, after what must only be half a minute or so, more bodies gather around the three and, when he simply opens his arms further, the other kids press into each other as well. Aizawa's arms might not reach around all of them, but the group hug as a whole easily includes everyone, gives all of the hellspawn some measure of comfort and reassurance. A sense that they're safe. That things will be okay. And just because the pro can't guarantee them that much, not verbally, that doesn't stop him from comforting them with everything he can bear to give.
Eventually though, they all draw away from each other, studiously ignoring the few sniffles and puffy eyes that get dabbed at, Aizawa taking a moment to oh-so delicately clasp his kid's boys on the shoulder. It's a loose grip at best, more akin to resting his hand there, all too aware of their pasts, and he's a little relieved when they take it well, offering him a jerky nod and wobbly grin respectively, leaning into each other with what must be all of their weight. The pro gets the sense that goes beyond the literal sense too, honestly.
"Right hellspawn, you lot all sorted?" Perhaps it's not as gruff as usual, but they're not going to bring it up. Not when several of them are still misty-eyed.
"Thank you Aizawa-sensei, kero."
"Yes, thank you Sensei. It's silly perhaps, but it's appreciated."
"It's not silly kids. It's being human." That seems to hit them hard for some reason, perhaps a reminder that being a hero, being an adult even, isn't all being in control and being okay. It's hurting and struggling and fighting so fucking hard too. It's just a travesty that his hellspawn are having to learn it so early, in Aizawa's opinion.
Regardless, there's a series of nods and further thank you's then, the teens all shifting and coming up to him properly in turn, beginning to chat a little between themselves, before they all leave. Aizawa, somewhere between relieved for their departure and aching even more for it, slumps back at his desk.
Of course, he's only given a few moments' rest before a blond head, hair down but leather jacket on, bounds into the room, phone in hand and a fairly bright grin in place, one of the only true ones that Aizawa's seen since coming back from the training camp. Huh, weird. Not bad, it's good that Zashi's clearly happy about something, but still odd. Oh well, he dismisses, reaching to turn his computer monitor back on from where he'd switched it off to keep the hellspawn from gawping at it.
"Shou, look what I've got!" There's an energy to Hizashi's voice that has been lacking a lot over the past few days and that, more than anything else, is what has the underground hero looking back up and taking true notice, grunting in monosyllabic question. The blond understands of course.
"Look~" he sing-sings, waving his phone in Aizawa's face. What- Oh.
"You're a bastard." The instant pout is all too telling.
"No! Look how cute you with your little chicks! Never mind hellspawn, they're little baby fledgelings!"
"Shut up and send it to me." The cackling that earns is worth it. Probably. Maybe.
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The teenagers have just left the main building when Yaoyorozu turns her attention to the heterochromatic boy beside her,
"Did you manage to get it into place?"
"I did," Todoroki acknowledges, voice sombre but something akin to hope sparking in place.
"Uraraka?"
"Yep!" she chirps, bouncing along, triumphant grin firmly in place.
"And I managed the one at the desk. Hopefully we will catch something with them." A round of cheers and agreeing murmurs concur as they leave the school grounds. They don't have a solid plan yet, it'll depend on what they overhear, but if there's any way they can help to save Izuku, then they're more than willing to try.
They're heroes in training after all.
Notes:
I'm enjoying Izu's descent into a poor mental state far too much. He's away from his support network in a high-stress environment and it's having repercussions - he's not as good at dealing with pain, with things that remind him of trauma and of things that trigger him. His self-control is slipping, in a way, and it's definitely not helping anything. Poor baby.
And fuck, Aizawa's trying so, so hard not to think too hard about the situation, isn't he? I genuinely didn't mean to write him so angsty - it was meant to be a fluffy bit between him and TodoShin but then it turned into this and honestly I'm not even mad.
And no, he's not going home next chapter. Sorry guys - I really did mean it when I said this wasn't going to be a quick fix and I meant it. Apologies loves~ ;) :)
Chapter 56: LII - Cracks In The Cement (Falling Through)
Summary:
Well, you'll see~ :)
Notes:
Fair warning - Izuku is very much an unreliable narrator for the first part of this. Oh, and the POVs switch around a bit more than usual to prevent me spoilering myself mid-chapter ^^' If you're confused and I don't answer something in the end notes, feel free to ask questions, kay?
Enjoy everyone, and look after yourselves!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku is still incoherent, drifting, when noise and movement vaguely register, too lost in a grey haze to be comprehended.
Then the pain begins. He isn’t really aware of it at first, but then his body starts to scream and scratch, even as his mind tries to soothe. The steel wool in his head is relentless, rounding off the edges of both the pain and his coherency until he’s not sure what’s real. Is he being hurt? Or is he still alone in the dark? There's something, he can tell. It's eating at the back of his conscious, as though he's forgotten something but it's something that hurts.
That's when he forces his eyes open, heavier than wooden doors on ancient temples, to be met with static and a red gaze. The world is distant but that pain is closer now, reaching a crescendo in time with moving lips that make no noise, burning like the glow of those manic eyes. Izuku screams, he thinks. His throat - or is it his mouth? his chest? - feels raw all of a sudden, yet it's overwhelmed by the agony that abruptly hits him like a truck from where it had merely been a knocking at his mind before, now it mixes with the grey static to leave him disorientated and writhing. All he can process is pain and red eyes and steel wool in his head-
"-no use- leave-" Those are words! Words have meaning, surely, but Izuku just can't figure out-
"-guess. Whate- dump-"
The red eyes disappear in favour of something dark and swirling, almost like the pale shadows surrounding his vision and mind, and Izuku is falling. Landing, for that must be what the weight and spike of pain truly is, has him unconscious barely a moment later.
It might be hours after, or even a day, when Izuku registers the sticky, harsh chill of the floor he's laid out upon and almost-hellish heat of his own body in comparison. Everything hurts, his head and shoulder most of all, and for some reason his eyes are stinging and wet, even though he's not actually crying. Maybe he should have included 'yet' in that thought. Because, on top of all of his physical aches and his struggles to understand the signals his body is sending him, to comprehend the spider webs and cracks of the concrete ceiling barely visible above him, there is a melancholic sort of disconnect tugging at him. He feels... Izuku should be home, shouldn't he? He's in pain and alone and it's dark in here and nothing is right. He wants his Dad. He wants cats and blankets and cuddles; a low voice murmuring to him that things are okay and that they're home, safe; strips and layers of fabric bunched ridiculously around his neck and shoulders so that all he can do is breathe in the smells of coffee and vanilla and home rather than too-strong iron and something dry and caking like dust or ash; he wants the grip-warmed surety of a leather knife handle in his hand, shifting between his fingertips with intention and precision and- Huh. Wait. Why does that stick in his mind?
Knives... A knife. Two knives? More than two-? No. Two knives. Something is knocking at his conscious again but this time it's not pain waiting to be acknowledged because that's already blaring at him. No, this is more important. This is a chance.
Toga's knife. His knife. Oh, fucking hell, how messed up is his head if he couldn't remember those for however long he's been laying here?
Eyes peeling open again - he's not sure when he closed them but that doesn't matter, not now - Izuku manages to tilt his head forward, peering down the length of his body. Well, that explains the fire still burning quietly in his veins, semi-distant, and the way that he feels almost stuck to the floor. It's not... an insignificant amount of blood. It's quite a bit actually, even by his standards. Lots of it has clearly been flowing down from his shoulder, presumably he was sitting up at one point, because his lap and front are crusted with the stuff and, frankly, if his t-shirt wasn't already ruined it very much is now. It clings, itches. Those spiders on needle-stilts are making a return, criss-crossing over his stomach and ribs, pooling around his spine and hips. Letting his head fall carefully back to the floor, neck aching, Izuku takes stock of himself. His shoulder is numb-aching-hot, like some kind of evolved pins and needles that always comes with Shigaraki's Quirk, probably because it does damage to his nerves when it gets deep enough and that seems likely, if not guaranteed, with the stupid amount of blood covering him and the floor.
Izuku huffs out a sigh, regrets that decision amongst many others, and then continues to mentally run through his body. So: shoulder, pretty badly off, maybe half-healed at best. They clearly haven't used much of that doctor's Quirk again which is both good and bad. The teen will work with it either way. The rest of his torso seems fine, so do his arms, they must have taken his shackles off during Shigaraki's fun and decided it wasn't worth putting them back on... His knee still hurts, but from the glance he's taken and an experimental shift of his leg, it's no longer dislocated, so it must have been taken care of after that first torture session.
That thought, that subconscious wording, has Izuku faltering for half a second. Kami, it's definitely not inaccurate, is it? ...Fuck it, whatever. It doesn't matter, not now, not when he needs to think and move and plan to try and get out. Accordingly, he briefly notes the awful headache plaguing him and how his right arm, when he tries to move it, is sluggish and sends flares of star-bright agony lancing through him, all emanating from that shoulder wound. He acknowledges them and then dismisses them. If he's being left alone for now, then it's as good a time as any to try and escape. Who knows if they intend to heal him up at all? It's not certain enough to be worth hedging his bets on. Not when he might well have a chance now.
And so, with a long, low groan, Izuku rolls over to his left side, bad shoulder elevated, then pushes himself up into a sitting position, loosely cross-legged, and waits for a few minutes. Nobody comes, no warp gates appear, no noise to be heard but his own admittedly ragged breathing. Cool. Okay. Let's do this.
Standing up... Well, it works. Izuku is glad nobody is around, if only to never have to admit to the indignity of stumbling and nearly falling the moment he gets his feet under him, half-crouched and half-stood, fingers barely away from the ground, although he keeps his right arm tucked in close and careful. No point to letting his shoulder start bleeding again, not if he can help it at least, and so he's slow and careful as he reaches up to double-check that his knife is still pinned in his hair which, miracle of miracles, it actually is, and then looks over with barely-blurry vision to see that, yes, Toga's knife is still buried in the wall to the side of the door. She really must have forgotten about it by now.
Staggering a little, Izuku straightens further and heads over to that knife, leaving his sheathed for now. Once he's got the blade out of the crack in the cement -and thank Kami for his good aim, else it probably wouldn't still be here - he takes the two steps to the side needed to crouch by the metal door. It's a simple thing with, from what he'd seen the other day, only one lock. A big, clunky old deadbolt that could probably be picked with a fairly slim knife like this one. Talk about underestimating the Quirkless kid, like everyone always does, honestly. Just because he can't blast the door down or break the lock with ice or paper-thin fingers or something, doesn't mean that he's some Deku that can't do anything.
And damn, he's really struggling to focus, isn't he? Blame it on the blood loss. Oh, and that stupid Quirk that still has his eyesight kind of greyed-out and staticky, mind full of shadows that don't belong there.
Letting out a long, low breath that obviously isn't a groan of pain, Izuku settles more solidly in his crouch and takes a moment to affirm that there's nothing to be seen through the keyhole. No light or movement and nothing to be heard either. Alright then. This isn't too bad, he thinks to himself, raising the knife and slotting it in, relieved that it fits well enough that, when he jiggles and twists it, something starts to give way. Thank fuck. He's got a lot of experience with lock-picking, but usually he uses hair grips or a stolen key, rather than a random knife. Regardless, happy that this should work, he retracts the blade and waits again for a minute, just to be sure. Again, no movement, no sound, no alarms or lights or anything. And maybe this is being too easy, too simple, but quite frankly Izuku will take that; although, even as he logically acknowledges that they've underestimated him, he can see why they would with his shoulder throbbing like this, like an army is marching at his heart and head. Because moving hurts.
All the same, Izuku waits the perfunctory minute or two, stretching out in an eternity with how tense he is, expecting something to happen, just waiting for that shoe to drop, but nothing does and he allows himself the tiniest of shit-eating grins, marred around the edges with pain and exhaustion though it might be. The adrenaline's starting to go now. He can feel it, cooling the blaze in his veins as he reaches up and slides Toga's blade back into the lock, easily mimicking his own movements earlier as it twists and the lock, old and clunky but still well-oiled, slides back, the deadbolt retracting, and Izuku is left with an unlocked cell door.
Now he has to actually get out of the building. Which is going to be... interesting. He doesn't even have a perception on the time, having been too lost to the isolation, incoherency and blank cement walls to be able to tell or keep track. Fingers crossed that, whoever might be around, he'll be able to sneak past them without too much effort.
Of course, when he drags his door open, stupidly relieved that it hasn't somehow developed a tell-tale creak since he last remembers coming through it, Izuku pauses, listening and squinting down the dark corridor. From one end - that with the stairs that leads up to the bar, doubling back on themselves just once with a single turn - there's a strip of light and something that might perhaps be voices, if Izuku actually trusted his senses right now. Which he kind of really doesn't. It's hard to when your vision is still consistently grey and blurry, echoing the static filling his ears. Regardless, Izuku assesses that the other room further up the corridor - and thank Kami for cement flooring because it isn't warm or comfortable to lie on but it's a damn-sight better than wooden boards for potential creaks and give-aways when walking on it. And so, creeping along in a way that shouldn't be so practiced because sneaking around corridors isn't learnt during vigilantism, Izuku makes it to the base of said stairs.
Here, he takes a moment. Assesses the wooden steps before him. They're dilapidated and cracked in places, other bits sunken and rotten, so he takes a moment to try and plan which side to go up, squinting in the poor light. Okay, the left side has less obvious problems, so the greenette starts there. Balls of his feet, sticking as close to the wall as he dares and refusing to hiss whenever his shoulder bumps into it, he moves slowly, Toga's knife clutched in hand. The sixth step starts to creak the moment he puts the slightest bit of weight down so he freezes. Waits. Winces when taking that weight away makes it squeak again then settles back on his other foot to make it easier to stretch to the step above. Well, at least the stairs aren't massively steep, making it feasible to skip a step or two without toppling over. And, upon getting to the landing where the steps turn back on themselves, Izuku falters properly. The greenette turns to face the door at the top of the other half of the stairs; it's ajar and yellow light is filtering through along with the sound of voices. Several of them, all at different volumes and cadences, and not all are familiar. One sounds like Shigaraki (and Izuku certainly doesn't shudder a little at the scowling, petulant tone, shoulder screaming like a banshee) and another has the rasping timbre of Dabi. The occasional cool words of Kurogiri are also in the mix. And then there must be at least four that are new to him. People with unknown motives and Quirks and abilities.
Damn, okay. Fuck. No, he can deal with this. Just because the bar itself holds most of the main entrances and exits doesn't mean that Izuku has to use them.
Retreating back a little, until the light from the bar room isn't blinding him and the noise of voices is almost an indistinct murmur again, the teen pauses. Looks around him. He either needs a way to hide as he goes past or he needs an earlier out. That, of course, is when he notices the heavy curtains drawn against the wall at the side of the landing. They must be there for a reason, right? Surely not even these idiots would be so redundant as to-
He twitches one of the curtains open, along the edge furthest from the bar room, to reveal darkness. A square of black intersected by pale wood and it's dark. Night-time. The faintest glow of red and yellow from some distant signage, no moonlight managing to get into the alley between tall buildings. But, oh, thank fuck, that's genuinely so much better, if only for Izuku's sanity. Rooftops at night are his second home, his natural territory, and there's no way he won't take full advantage of this. Not if he can help it. And so, no hesitation, he pulls away the curtains until there's just enough room for him to move through without disturbing their dust too much and then he traces his fingers along the seams of the window, the dim light barely letting him see the latch but yes, it's there, and there's no lock on it either. Letting that tiny Cheshire grin creep in again, Izuku unlatches the window and, thank Kami, it swings open with barely a protest. Sure, he's already got a splinter and sure, it's movements are a little juddery, but no hinges have squealed and nothing's fallen apart, so Izuku will take that and run with it. Hopefully as literally as possible.
Leaning out of the window to assess the situation has him feeling vulnerable, exposed, back wide open. But he keeps listening carefully, registering every noise and making sure he knows their cause, even as he tilts his head back. The bar is an old brick building from the outside, three stories high, and that should suit his purposes reasonably well. The alley he'll be coming out into is sunken, with shoddy stone steps leading out onto the street proper, but that's fine. He doesn't intend to use them anyway. Climbing is going to be an absolute bitch with his shoulder, but that isn't the same as being impossible. He should know.
Accordingly, Izuku doesn't even take a last glance back before taking Toga's knife between his teeth, ignoring the slight tinge of cement dust and his own blood on it, and clambering through, using his left arm to steady himself and still moving at an agonisingly slow pace, landing silently on barely-steady feet and turning around to tug the curtains shut again before closing the window as well, relieved when the latch falls naturally shut. He's out. He's actually fucking out of that bloody building. He might not be safe yet, but the ability to breathe cool night air and look up to see the deep blue sky are worth more than he would ever be able to articulate in mere words.
Instead of trying, Izuku takes the time to once again look up at the wall he's planning to climb. The building on the other side of the dead-end alley doesn't have a fire escape, so that's no more use. No matter. He'll take rough old bricks any day, if only for the sheer number of foot- and handholds available. He almost regrets that thought when he secures his first grip and his fingers immediately feel all scraped and raw. He's still got his boots on at least, that'll be a blessing when he has to actually run in a minute. And from there, he pushes off from one foot, boosting himself up, and catches a handhold further up. His shoulder hurts, the pain a steady thumping in time with his heartbeat, alarms blaring at full volume, but he pushes past it and continues up. Hold, lose one point of contact, replace that point of contact, change another one, back to four, down to three, further up, four, three, up, four, three...
He blurs out then. Or he must do because before he even registers it, lost in the swell of a tide, waves of idle and active pain, fingers and knee and shoulder and ribs, his hand hits empty air and he nearly falls back to the ground, three floors below.
Still though, he catches himself, re-balances, leaning forwards and ignoring how his shoulder is being pressed into the edge of the roof to bring his foot another six inches up or so, just enough to easily boost himself over said edge, landing with far less grace than he'd like on the floor. Fortunately, there's nothing on him to clatter, catching Toga's knife in his left hand easily, and he manages to guide his landing to avoid agitating his shoulder even further. Okay, this is good. Tucking Toga's knife in his boot, he covers the handle of it with his trouser leg. It shouldn't fall out like this. And, even better than that freedom of movement, he can breathe up here, protected by the soft silver of moonlight, the faintest glimmer of starlight almost overwhelmed by the yellow-white of lamp posts lining the main streets below, several flickering and broken. It smells dirty and clean at the same time, the perfect city at night, and he sucks in two deep lungfuls, head spinning with them but it's a good dizziness, one like vertigo and falling to be caught, and the teen pushes himself back to his feet, almost no wobble now. He's got this far already. Now he just needs to keep on going.
{Ten minutes earlier, still the fourth day of kidnapping}
It takes far too much time - days, entire fucking days of his kid being gone - of officers and heroes trawling through CCTV footage surrounding the various known bars (known isn't the same as legal, ask any policeman or underground hero) in the eastern quarter of Kamino before something is found. Or rather, several somethings.
The main one being a green-haired figure, with all the haste of hunted man, lopsidedly scaling a building, pausing and then running. Running and jumping and never looking back. The call goes up immediately.
Aizawa is, of course, the first to respond. Dammit if he's not tired and aching inside and out, but damn him further, to absolute hell, if that's going to stop him from going after his kid. He snatches the first comm in sight and runs, headed straight out to Kamino, only a twelve minute dash over rooftops if someone is fast enough. And reckless enough too, but Aizawa is studiously ignoring that. He does slot the earpiece in whilst he swings up to a higher roof though, listening to the chatter even as he travels as fast as he can, the location of that one CCTV camera lodged in his mind as though branded.
"-still going, still moving towards UA. No pursuers in sight. He's clearly injured, likely to the right ribs or shoulder, but it's too dark to distinguish any exact issues. Still clear-" The underground hero doesn't recognise the voice keeping up the running commentary, vaguely registers that it's probably one of the new officers brought in to aid with the effort. He just focuses on the words, his capture weapon, his own footfalls. The pounding of boots against concrete and railings and cutting through air.
It's less than a minute later when he stops dead, nearly falling right off his current rooftop.
"-portal. He's- He's gone. Dammit, the kid's gone everyone. Stay en-route though, looks like-"
Aizawa howls. It's not human, the sound that he lets out, some awful combination of rage and sorrow and absolute agony because no, his son can't be gone again, not out of his sight and reach for a second time, not like this. Surely. But no, that blasted voice is still crackling in his ear, urging some of their personnel to return and two cop cars to continue on to the last seen location. They're going to plan a raid, as quickly as possible, in the hopes that the League won't suspect the need to move tonight.
But the man, limp strands of capture weapon draped over the floor before him, shoulders slumped and hands curled too-tight in his jumpsuit, doesn't move. Doesn't hope. Because, for not even five minutes, he had been so damn hopeful, had truly believed that he'd get his kid back, his stupid, brave, amazing brat of a kid, and knowing that hope to be futile hurts. More than he would ever had imagined. Impossibly so. And if it wasn't for his son, he knows he wouldn't be hurting like this, yet he can't find anyone to blame but himself and those fucking villains. The power-hungry fools following some immortal bastard that think they can turn his Kidilante. Because they've got no chance of moulding such a wonderful, stubborn little hero-in-the-making (he's already a hero, more than a hero) into anything that would suit them, and yet they're clearly trying and that makes Aizawa want to punch someone. Or stab. Yes, stabbing would work: repeatedly, in all the most painful places he can think of, in the name of vindicating his son.
"-zawa. Aizawa, Eraserhead, are you there?"
"Here," he gets out, then realises that the mic on his earpiece must be muted, reaching up to tap the device and trying again,
"Here."
"Can you come to the sighted location? We... It'd be good to have your perspective on it too." That's Tsukauchi who, judging by the background noises, is in a car so he's probably headed to the- the last place his kid was seen too. Well, at least there'll be a familiar face there. (It's not the one he wants though, is it?)
"Fine. Be- be about six or seven minutes." And doesn't that hurt to say? Less than ten minutes- No. No, he can't do that. Can't let himself go off the rails like that, not when Izu- when his kid has been so clever and brave and might have been twice as much so and managed to leave something behind, some clue or hint or reassurance. Anything.
"Alright. Be careful Eraser." He doesn't deign to reply. Instead, he tugs his capture weapon back to him, settling it around his neck where it belongs and leaps away.
Maybe his kid is back out of reach already. But maybe that isn't all that's happened. All Aizawa knows is that he can't stop hoping completely because, right now, that's all he has.
{Two minutes earlier, whilst Aizawa was roof-running}
Izuku pants, strains, and forces himself on. His shoulder isn't burning anymore, instead it's stabbing at him constantly with fire-fed daggers, but he cradles it close with his left arm and keeps on running, heedless of how his own blade nicks at his bicep with every jolt. He must have been going for a good five minutes now, but it feels like an age, tense in anticipation for a portal or shadowy figure, for a knife to be thrown at his back or a hand to reach for his face. The chances of not getting caught are so low if they notice him gone, but so high if they don't notice and he leaps from one roof, already bracing for the no-doubt heavy impact of another roof two stories below-
A portal opens up right in front of him, with no chance to change his direction or slow himself down, knife still in hand, Izuku has a split second to think and a full second to move.
It’s enough time to throw his knife at the nearest telephone pole. Something inside him shatters, in relief, in grief, when it pierces at the top of the pole, pretty much the perfect spot. If his Dad sees that knife, he’ll know exactly what it means. He'll hear Izuku's unspoken message. And that, right now, is going to have to be enough. It has to be. Better than nothing, right?
Izuku's thoughts are cut off by a hand catching around his throat and being body-slammed back into a brick wall, head bouncing off with a sharp pain. Fuck, this isn't going to be pleasant. Shigaraki is pissed.
{Meanwhile...}
It doesn't take Aizawa long to reach Tsukauchi and the four other officers, swinging down to the ground a building or two away so that he seems at least partially civilised and competent when he walks up to them.
"Detective," he greets. Is he defaulting to titles so he can avoid nicknames? Definitely. Are he or Tsukauchi going to call him out on it? Most certainly not.
"Eraser. According to Kanakawa, who was watching the footage as we travelled, it looks like Izuku threw something away from him before- Well," he clears his throat, pauses for half a second,
"Point is, we've got something to find and it seems likely to be on the lower rooftop here, as that follows the approximate trajectory. Of course, it's dark and he was higher than the lamp posts so light was minimal and we couldn't tell what it was or where exactly it landed, but..." The man trails off, managing a strained smile that has Aizawa clapping a brief hand to his friend's shoulder. This might be absolutely shitty for him, it's his kid after all, but he's far from the only person who cares about the brat.
"Right."
And then he's running and jumping, capture weapon rising high to help pull him up onto the indicated roof as he begins to cast around, keen eyes searching for anything unusual, taking mental stock of what Izuku might have wanted to leave behind. It could be anything though - a flash drive, a piece of paper, a scrap of clothing...
It's not on the roof, but the glimmer of metal catches his attention. On the telephone pole, a bit lower than the roof, is a gleam of something catching the moonlight above. Surely not- Fuck. He recognises that. How could he not? He's left at least a dozen knives like that himself over the years, particularly before he gave the kid an old burner phone, sticking up from the top of a pole where he and his kid have been meant to meet, a simple message in the form of a blade for the brat to keep. And suddenly his face is too hot for the frost creeping down his back, hands and feet utterly numb as he steps to the edge of the roof, ignoring the inquisitive cries from the police, and throws himself at the telephone pole, easily crouching on the very top of it, the knife a bare inch below his boots. The dark knife that glints silver-green, this particular example one of those with the rubber handles to prevent conductivity and for better grip. One of his son's birthday knives.
Aizawa refuses to register how badly his hands shake when he reaches down and tugs the blade out, almost toppling with the force needed. Fuck. His kid must have been so desperate, aimed so hurriedly and thrown with as much strength as he dared, and now here he is. Hearing the message loud and clear.
"Eraser? What is it?" This time, he heeds his companions, albeit he doesn't answer until he's on the ground and keeping a tight grip on the weapon, letting them see the play of yellow lamplight and silver moonlight on its tempered surface.
"One of his knives. When Izu- when he was younger and we didn’t really trust each other yet, I would leave a knife in a telephone pole by our agreed meet-up spot if I wasn’t able to come or had to leave early. He’d give it back next time we saw each other, unless I had to leave one two meetings in a row. Then he'd get to keep it. It- it’s an apology and a 'see you later' and- fuck. This kid." He laughs then, he thinks, judging by the bitter ache in his throat and the bewildered horror on the officers' faces, although Tsukauchi is caught somewhere between concerned and sympathetically pained.
"I- Let's head back to UA. Put together a plan with everyone."
"Sure," Aizawa manages, but denies the offer of a ride back. He's full of adrenaline and heartache and whilst there's something distinctly wrong about roofrunning without a silver-glinting shadow at his side or latched onto his back, he would still rather work off some of his frustration (a chance to breathe through the absolute agony constricting his lungs, burning around his heart) before he has to go and be calm and logical and rational when all he wants is to go after his kid this very second. They know what building he left, don't they? It would be so easy-
Aizawa pauses, on top of one of the tallest buildings in the area, and forces himself to choke down one deep breath, then another, and then a third. No. He can't go charging in. Not when doing that might get his kid killed before his eyes and that's even worse. He has to trust his son's capabilities and determination. If Izuku has got two messages to them, even whilst trapped and hurt, then he can do it again. If he's escaped once, he can escape a second time. And the underground hero has to have faith in his kid. He does have faith in his kid. It just hurts so damn much to need to rely on that, to have no other choice like this.
He gets back to UA sooner than he'd like, in many ways, only to be greeted by his two best friends. Neither have forced smiles on their faces, but they keep their shoulders straight and eyes free from tears. Aizawa endeavours to do the same.
It becomes infinitely harder when he's pulled into a tight hug, familiar arms tucking him against Hizashi's chest, a wave of dark hair falling around Aizawa's shoulders as a head settles against the base of his neck and he's held carefully between two of the people he trusts most in the world, loves most, and the scents of citrus and lavender and something that used to be home, before his home grew and changed, but that still has welcoming warmth, clog up his throat and chest, envelope him too and it's all he can do to lean into them both and allow himself a moment in the safety of the darkness between them to grieve. It's not the death of his son, no, but it's the death of his hope, no matter how he has forced it to rekindle already. That crack in his heart still lingers, yawning wider than ever, and it's surely a miracle that his shoulders don't hitch and his eyes don't grow wet.
"Oh, Shouta, darling, it will be alright. It will." They all know it would be a lie to say that everything is alright, but acknowledging that things can get better - will get better - helps more than it has any right to.
"Nem's right. Our broccoli baby is so smart, he'll definitely escape again. And before that, we can do everything possible on our end to get to him first, yeh? We will save him, Shou. We will."
"D'you-" He can't ask the question that sits like lead in his chest. It's an anchor but not a comforting one, no; this anchor drags him down, drowns him in his own doubts and fears and love. And yet his best friends, his wonderful, stupid, heroic best friends, know exactly what has a vice grip on him and answer anyway.
"Of course we really think so. He's your kid Shou. He'll be alright."
"He's the cleverest of us all, so no doubt about it." And now he really does have to fight back tears, eyes burning even worse than usual, squeezing Hizashi around the waist until he probably can't breathe, glad when Nemuri presses in even closer from behind. He has these two by his side, always, and that makes the most important thing even easier: getting Izuku by his side. In their home and limpeting onto his back and in his arms. Safe. If his best friends think that they can manage it then they can. No doubt about it.
"We- We'd better get on with it then. Only logical," he grumbles out. If none of them move for another minute, then they won't mention it, simply holding each other close, Aizawa safe and sound between them. Hizashi is the first to move, only sounding a bit breathless when he gasps out,
"Bagsy the comfy seat!" and darts away, long legs moving slowly for all that he's technically initiated a race. A simple loop of capture weapon has him stumbling and Aizawa and Nemuri, casually strolling along, overtake him easily.
In the end, Cementoss already has the comfy seat.
Notes:
Izuku is clever. Incredibly intelligent in fact. He's quick and cunning and capable. But he isn't infallible and, right now, he's one against many. Escaping isn't going to be easy, that's for sure. But Izuku is also determined, so we all know he's going to damn well try!
Oh, and a lil' explanation of the opening scene - Izuku was still largely under the influence of the doctor's Quirk - it heals the patient at the price of, most simply, their coherency. It leaves them woozy and their vision grey-tinted and struggling to understand and follow things around them. And for Izuku, that's far too close to dissociation to be comfortable. And being largely incoherent and having Shigaraki doing something painful to him? Well, it's a weird, confusing mix of half-dissociation and pain that he can't quite feel right and, all in all, it's not a lot of fun.
Hair grips are the same as bobby pins, kay? The little wavy folded over piece of metal thing- Yeh that. You'll know what I mean!
Aizawa's every other thought is consumed by his kid, no matter how idle, and I genuinely teared up writing some of this which I wasn't really expecting. It's just - fuck - I can't help but write him in this utter agony where every stupid little thing reminds him of his son and it *hurts*. Sorry everyone, genuinely. I hope the fluffy (well, fluffier) bit at the end helps to make up for it a little?
And as for Aizawa not going straight to where Izu was sighted leaving a building? That, there, is the difference between hero students and professional heroes who have been in the job for over a decade. It's the ability to be logical, to follow your head over your heart, no matter how much it hurts at first. Teenagers rush in, get hurt, and are lucky to come out alive. Experienced heroes pause, assess, then rush in or wait or retreat accordingly; it's why they're still alive. It fucking hurts sometimes, but they can also talk themselves into the more sensible options.Love, hugs and gratitude to you all - you're all blessings and your reading and comments means the world, kay? Look after yourselves as best as possible and I'll delight in whatever comments you offer me - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 57: LIII - Hope In Their Hearts
Summary:
An extra update, directly continuing from last chapter :)
(There's at least some bittersweet fluff in this one, kay? Hope that and a brief spot of vindication help a lil' bit!)
Notes:
Sorry if some of these paragraphs are a lil' chunky - I wrote and edited most of this between 11pm to 1am after waking up at like 6 this morning, so, uh yeh. Sorry ^^'
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
(Izuku's thoughts are cut off by a hand catching around his throat and being body-slammed back into a brick wall, head bouncing off with a sharp pain. Fuck, this isn't going to be pleasant. Shigaraki is pissed.)
The punch to the face, slamming into Izuku's cheekbone rather painfully and, even worse, sending his head slamming back into the wall again, is rather a surprise, coming from Shigaraki. It’s not really his style. Still hurts though.
Izuku, opening bleary eyes and baring bloody teeth, registers the near-incoherent screaming then. Followed by a punch to the guts. And another. Then an open-handed swipe near his hipbone, that aching static kicking in around the injury, blood near burning where it starts to run down Izuku's leg. Outside had been so wonderfully cold and clear, nothing like the claustrophobia of pain and bodies and anger all around him, a wall harsh at his back, an this is the closest he's come to crying this whole time because he aches for that night sky, stars close enough to touch, once more. Another urge, not as strong but still very much present, is to buckle over, reach for the knife hidden in his boot, and stab this crusty bitch in the stomach. Or the heart. He'd take either at this point, no matter the consequences.
But his more murderous thoughts - all of his thoughts - are rudely interrupted by a second punch to the stomach, doubling him over until a forearm slams into his throat, jerking him back so that his head cracks against the wall for a third time and, ow, that feels like blood.
"Can you only hit- in like- two places, Fuck'ands McMike?" His voice is more gasp and wheeze than growl, but it gets the point across. And Shigaraki growls enough for both of them, glowering furiously as his fingers flex, scratching at his flaky neck for a second before reaching for Izuku's face-
“Tomura, leave the boy alone. He is not worth your effort, as irritating as his little escapade may have been.” Izuku has never been grateful to hear that voice before but, right now, a small part of him is. A very, very small part though. Physical pain, in many ways, is far preferable to mind games and manipulation. More injury in the short-term, but less pain in the longer-term, at least for the majority of the time. And, no matter what his snark and disobedience might portray, Izuku is all about damage control and mitigation right now. This whole bloody kidnapping is a war of attrition that he's determined, if only for the sake of his Dad and family and class, not to lose.
“But Sensei-“
“Tomura.” There’s a long hesitation then, Shigaraki’s scowl never lightening, but then he grumbles a petulant affirmation. And then roughly throws Izuku to the floor, discarding him like something useless and disgusting, and against all logic, that hurts more than the punches or disintegration. It's an old pain flaring up again, creeping through his marrow with saccharine sweetness, cloying and sickening as molasses. Izuku hates it-
"Just a lapdog, hey Flakes?" -so he fights it.
"I'm the next guildmaster, brat, and you'd better remember tha-!" Two kicks have already been haphazardly delivered, only catching Izuku's limbs hard enough to bruise, before All For One speaks once more, calling Shigaraki off yet again. No wonder Izuku's comment hit a nerve.
"-leave him. We need to prepare to move your base, Tomura. It may be compromised."
"Exactly Sensei, so let me punish him-!"
"Tomura, child, listen to your elders." And, miracle of miracles, that actually does have the manchild shutting his mouth, glaring almost contemplatively down at Izuku. Who's brain is too busy whirring to be paying a lot of attention. They're moving? But they make it sound like the heroes probably don't know where the bar is, just that they might catch it now. Which, to the greenette who is very aware of the intelligence and detailed observation skills to be found in his Dad, Nedzu, Tsuka and many others, along with his own knife and message via the previous video, suspects the heroes will very much know the bar's location by now. Or that they will do within a few hours at least. The question comes down to whether the villains will be moving in such a fast timeframe or if they'll be less cautious and take longer. Well, if they leave transporting Izuku until last then-
"Kurogiri, take our dear Izuku to his new abode now, if you will. I assure you it has been prepared already and Doctor Garaki is expecting his arrival." Well, fuck, that's that plan out of the window pretty quickly. And, even quicker, Shigaraki gets one last petulant kick at Izuku's side, catching on his ribs, just in time for the teen to fall through yet another damnable warp gate, landing with a too-familiar jolt of pain and flash of cold concrete. Is he in his cell-?
"Ah, Master's newest project has arrived I see!" But before Izuku can move, before he can get more than a glimpse of a white coat, metal bars and several pairs of wide, terrified eyes, there's a touch to his forehead and he flinches back, head instantly whoozy and filled with steel wool once more, grating, grinding, soothing even as it burns. And he's gone.
It feels like a short time, somehow, when he surfaces again, at first in flashes and waves, coherency ebbing and flowing, to register that his surroundings don't seem quite the same already. There are still metal bars, but they meld straight into metal walls. Well, at least they're a different shade of grey to the concrete floor and high-above ceiling. A weirdly high ceiling actually and, in the very little light available in the apparently completely-blocked off space, there looks like some kind of metal rafter or beam at the top, like the support structure of industrial warehouses which is... interesting. Not of much use though, not right now. Not when everything else around him is metal and concrete and chilling to the bone. It's so quiet. At least in his last cell, he could occasionally hear something going past the door or the faintest echoes of a fight upstairs in the bar. Here, wherever it is, is utterly silent. The kind of vacuum that rings in his ears like the aftermath of a gunshot; it smells like iron and tastes like it too, all rusty and sickening and dead.
All in all, Izuku is alone again. In isolation of some sort. And he hates it. This goes beyond not having anyone to analyse and exploit the weaknesses of; this is a fundamental issue because Izuku is a thinker, an observer. He sees and he plans and he acts accordingly but dreary, inorganic surroundings give him no stimulation at all and he already feels antsy with it.
Staggering to his feet, still unsteady with the remnants of steel wool rounding off the clarity to his thoughts, he traces trembling fingertips over the bumps of bars amongst the metal walls. He raps his knuckles against it, tries to hear for the thickness of the metal. The dull noise he receives doesn't bode well in that regard. The cement floor is just that, and no amount of stomping will get it to yield, he's sure, so he stops stamping his feet after the second juddering thud of his boot against ground. A quick check, prompted by that very action, at least provides the reassurance of Toga's knife still being hidden in his shoe, tucked beneath his trouser leg. Any weapon is better than none. Even if, right now, there's little to nothing to be done with it.
As he's already on his feet, Izuku falls into a few simple stretches, ignoring the burn of his muscles as he pushes maybe a little too far. Instead, he relishes in how the minor adrenaline burst helps to push away the dregs of that doctor Masui's Quirk and gives him that last bit of coherency back. Of course, his now-healed injuries still ache in that peculiar way that the man's Quirk seems to leave as some kind of secondary-drawback, the echoes of pain still beating their tattoo through his body. Izuku, accordingly, ignores that throbbing. He can feel, in the ease of his movements, in the fairly smooth rise and fall of his lungs and how his once-dislocated knee doesn't give out beneath him at any point, that the wounds are truly gone. They're simply leaving some piece of themselves behind.
Eventually though, he runs through pretty much every variation of stretches and basic katas that he can think of and, considering that his grey box-cell-space isn't even quite two metres by two metres, he can't do much by way of actual exercises, leaving him to slump back onto the floor. Already, he can feel his mind creeping in on him. It's something at the edge of his conscious, an encroaching darkness that feels all too similar to bad days where he can barely contemplate leaving the unobtrusive safety of his bed. He knows he should be doing something to keep himself going, to work his mind or body or, even better, both, but for an eternity, all he can do is stare into the almost-total darkness to the wall opposite and try to keep breathing. He wants to think about something productive like what the high ceilings and brief glance of a room he got before Masui's Quirk put him under might mean. He needs to think about something positive like patrols with his Dad or cuddles with Toshi and Shou in cat cafes, or the absolute chaotic joy of spending time with his auntie and uncles. Yet sitting here, legs curled up to his chest, chin on his knees, he can't even bring himself to pick up a comforting string of words.
For that time, he doesn't make up potential dates for once he's home again and can bear to leave his Dad's side. He doesn't try to remember their class' upcoming curriculum and recount any small piece of information he might already have on the topic. He can't begin to imagine the pure relief and joy of being held close to a strong chest, stubble against the top of his head, warm hands so very gentle.
It's hard to feel hopeful when he's so very alone.
{Also during the fourth night of Izuku being gone...}
Nobody can quite look away from the bundle of juddering limbs that are Hitoshi and Shouto, piled together on one of Yaomomo's sofa. The pair's slow dissolution into silent sobs, upon hearing that Izuku had been taken once again, had been akin to watching a car crash in motion but all the worse because it is the class' agony reflected back tenfold to match and exacerbate the desperate aches in their own chests. Izuku's disappearance has left none of them unaffected.
The rest of the class are also quiet. Some people are quietly fuming, others muffling sobs in sleeves and friend's shoulders, a few quiet murmurs of reassurance being shared all around. It's sombre. Sober. They had been so excited, barely able to contain themselves but working to stay restrained just in case, but then of course that case had indeed been realised, the police officer cursing and announcing that Izuku had been taken once again, and all nineteen of them had shared a moment of stunned silence, utterly bewildered. Because surely their hope couldn't be done so soon? Yet i t was. It was gone, dashed against rocks with all the uncaring efficiency of a tsunami, too big and overwhelming to be comprehended and they had all slumped to the floor and against each other, still there now as they act as the only stability and reassurance to be found.
They don't take in the conversations of heroes and locations and known enemies. Only a few of them give half an ear to the arguments and rush of the UA staff and police officers as they busy themselves with gaining more information about the streets surrounding the bar in question, when a few can be heard to be analysing what they could make out of Izuku's state. No, the class pay little to no attention at all, wrapped around each other in their burst bubble, too hurt to be able to contemplate any planning of their own.
Eventually though, they begin to come out of their daze, one by one. Bakugou rather roughly drags Kirishima into something like a hug but also a bit like a chokehold, hiding the redhead's tears in his hoodie, and grumbles before tugging at Ashido and Sero as well, Kaminari coming with them, until all five of them are piled atop each other, Bakugou wheezing beneath, yet he doesn't truly complain, sweet-smelling hands buried in red hair and latched into a purple cropped hoodie respectively. At the foot of Hitoshi and Shouto's sofa, Uraraka scowls fiercely and, tears still pouring down her cheeks, interlaces her hand with Tsuyu's and curls into Iida's side, making herself a comforting weight whether he likes it or not. To his other side, Yaomomo settles against him, drawing warmth from the solid support of each other, hooking one ankle with Jirou's and letting the shorter girl rest her head against her shoulder, cheek smushing into the soft cashmere of a deep purple jumper. The sofa opposite has Shouji's dupliarms out and proud, growing extra hands until he can comfort Tokoyami, Dark Shadow, Ojiro, Aoyama, Kouda and, judging by the set of empty clothes being hugged carefully, Hagakure too. Hagakure and Ojiro are curled up together beneath one of the arms; Aoyama is laid out, flamboyant in a rather unintentional fashion, hands playing with the fingers of one of Shouji's hands. Tokoyami may or may not be partially in Shouji's lap, legs thrown across with Dark Shadow curled forlornly upon them, sad little croons escaping periodically.
It's somewhere between a nightmare and a dream, to have each other to draw so much comfort and strength from, but to be in such an utterly awful situation.
That's how they spend the night. Curled up together, various limbs entangled, hands clutching at fabric and hair and fingers; at some point Yaoyorozu's father peaks his head around the door, leaving once he notices that the children are alright, if clearly upset and several dozing. None of them are awake enough to hear the more solid plans that get put together over their listening devices. So even as they slip into sleep, some tumbling into dreams and others sliding away into blank darkness, they take comfort from each other.
{2:00 am, the fifth day of kidnapping - approximately four hours after Izuku's escape}
Aizawa doesn't even feel tired anymore and he's long-since lost count of how many cups of coffee he's had. There's something akin to melancholy lining his lungs, every breath a little too tight, but he's pushing past it to continue leading the discussion on choice of personnel for attacking the bar. Every second spent is another second that they might move Izuku to another location, if they've picked up on the danger they're in, and that's utterly unacceptable for Aizawa. There's a logical retreat in order to plan and regroup and then there's pandering to idiot limelight egos. And he's very much fed up of doing the latter.
"Excuse me everyone?" His tone is positively cool and calm, carrying through the room for all that he isn't loud, and every single head turns to him.
"Either we get the fuck on with this, or I'll head out in an hour, by myself or otherwise." It's far from an idle threat (he's been calm and sensible and logical for long enough already; his heart is simultaneously in his throat and falling to his feet and he needs to move) and they can all tell, judging by how several people jolt and frown. Good. (Although the knife that is flipping and flicking through his fingers, twirling casually in the air, catching the light with a green tint, certainly doesn't hurt the image either.) He definitely wasn't trying to be subtle. Practically the whole room knows that it's Kidilante that is missing, that it's Eraserhead's chaotic brat, so nobody questions his uncharacteristic urgency and frustration; the few local limelight heroes that have been called in who are unfamiliar with both UA and the underground are quickly shushed and ignored by the rest of the room's occupants. Rightfully so.
And to match his ultimatum, the dregs of the plan coming together just over forty minutes later. It's pushing three in the morning now and several people are yawning more than talking, but still. Something coherent, something with a chance of working, comes together, and Aizawa's fingers have barely begun to twitch in his pockets when they all start to pile into cars, several unmarked police vehicles that will be far more subtle.
Tsukauchi is driving him, Midnight and Snipe, Mic behind with several more of the limelight heroes that will be of more use flushing out any remaining villains than taking out any guard or look-out types quickly and quietly like Aizawa and his companions will be. Which is why they stop a few streets over, coming to a quiet stop to let the three heroes, along with Cementoss and Ectoplasm from another car, pour out and climb up an easily-accessed fire escape to get onto the roofs. It had worked for his son after all and, quite frankly, a lot of underground operations are conducted or at least initiated, ironically, from up high where there are good vantage points and more opportunities to ambush villains. Which, should all go well, is exactly their plan.
Aizawa, under usual circumstances, would snort at how Cementoss feels the need to mould little bridges between the rooftops that he shifts back away once the others have crossed them. Instead, he ends up a roof ahead, crouching above the alley where Izuku had first been spotted for a good minute before the other four arrive behind him, all fortunately quiet. Well, fortunately for them because he would stab them if they ruined this. No hesitation.
Regardless, there's no need for that, and he starts a short series of abbreviated signs, confirming and very slightly adjusting the tactics they already had planned.
From there, Aizawa and Midnight descend to the ground, right at the dead end of the alley, away from the three windows, one for each floor, that his narrow side of the bar presents. Between CCTV and confirming now, the building they're next to, attached to the bar, is abandoned. Probably for the better, considering the events likely to occur.
Aizawa, at this point, shifts his respirator firmly into place, exchanges an affirming glance with Midnight, double-checks that their three main cover up above are all still paying attention, and then they creep forward. Taking inspiration from the undeniable genius that is his kid, they approach the window that the brat had left from and Midnight rolls up her sleeve and makes good use of the old, decrepit panes with cracks and gaps in them as a pink-purple cloud wisps out, settling in through the window and pooling behind the curtains drawn beyond.
For a minute, they wait, but the curtains are clearly heavy and the gas isn't really dissipating beyond them. Fine, time for the first back-up plan.
The underground pro taps her shoulder, one of his own knives in hand, and they exchange places so that he can jimmy at the frame, managing to find the latch and then moving more carefully to undo it, trying to stay slow and quiet so as to keep everything subtle. Ruining their element of surprise now would be such a waste, let alone potentially damning for their operation.
If their operation is ruined, then his kid's chances of being rescued are ruined too, if he's not gone already.
But Aizawa refuses to contemplate that right now. No, he opens the window for Midnight instead, pausing to listen before he pulls it right open, the only voices audible are distant and rowdy, some kind of argument maybe, so he takes the time to cut a few slits in the curtains, just to help the process along a bit. At this point, he steps back again and Midnight kicks her Quirk in more effusively, a cloud that quickly fades out of sight into the room or hallway beyond the curtain. Even if it's barely enough to put a little into the villains' systems, it will be enough to disorient them somewhat, to give some kind of little advantage.
The voices continue, as expected, and after a good couple of minutes or so, the two nod to each other. Time to go in.
Aizawa pushes one of the curtains aside, knife tucked away and hand ready in his capture weapon, taking in the dim stairway he's now crouched along one wall of and the obvious presence of at least two people at the top of the stairs, judging by the light and source of the voices that he can now actually make out.
"-already gone ahead. Can we go yet?"
"Shigaraki Tomura, did Master not advise-" The underground pro stops listening so closely then. It doesn't matter after all, not when he's halfway up the stairs, Midnight at his heels, Quirk blazing and capture weapon writhing about his neck.
Within a few seconds, he has Kurogiri and Shigaraki both in his sights, focusing more on the warper, a cloud of pale gas billowing from behind him, catching weirdly on the yellow lights of the room, setting everything into something akin to a flaring sunrise glow as Aizawa bursts forward and punches the half-turned Shigaraki right across the face with a more-than satisfying crack, blood and what might be part of a tooth going flying.
That's for his kid.
"Where is Hemlock?" he demands, voice a crackle through the respirator, but Shigaraki only laughs, the noise rasping and hacking, collapsed back against the bar counter.
"Not here. Poor Eraserhead, did you lose your student? He-" Snarling, Aizawa darts forward again, leading with a kick this time, only for Shigaraki to fall back into a portal. Dammit, he'd taken his attention away from Kurogiri like some kind of idiot and now-
Now they're gone.
Just a cool lil' thing I thought I'd share with y'all-
The LOV doctor with the wacky Quirk is Doctor Masui, right? I named him randomly but I just looked up his name and, well, I'm very much pleasantly surprised with what I found:
and
Which, all in all, means that I could take Masui to mean either 'poisoned/sick' OR 'to increase well(ness)' - is that not the height of irony for a corrupt Doctor type? Silly little coincidences like this make my day - hopefully a few of you guys get some satisfaction out of it too! :D
Notes:
FUCK YES DADZAWA GO GET SOME REVENGE FOR YOUR KIDZU!!!!!!
Ahem. Anyways, I wonder how many of you picked up on a certain name that should be familiar from canon? :D Guess where Izu is~
Oh, and was the purple cropped hoodie that Bakugou holding Ashido's or Kaminari's? I'll let you guys decide that one!
Love, hugs and gratitude to you all, I hope this wasn't too much of a cliffhanger for you! ^^' Ota. Xxx
Chapter 58: LIV - Logic (Light)
Summary:
For the 9-month anniversary of Kidilante, have the chapter that puts us at over 200,000 words! Enjoy~
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku jolts in place with a slight groan, eyes flashing open to take in the near-darkness of his boxy space, ceiling high above, bars embedded in the new walls. He must have been asleep, or at least dozing, but now he's wide awake and breathless. All he can hear is the hiss of blood in his ears, pulsating with his heartbeat, an ugly contrast to the wheeze of his dragging lungs. Breathing is hard. Too hard.
It's not quite a panic attack, what he falls into then, but it's uncomfortably close as he curls into himself, limbs shaking around each other, and forces his lungs to keep on moving even though it hurts so much, ribs grating and grinding, hands fisting in his curls with a too-tight grip. Dammit, he knows this isn't dealing well with his current problem, but there's nothing to be done about that when he can barely fit air around his heart in his throat.
"Nnnn- No, idio', nnnn-" He can't find the syllables, chiding himself internally as the words fall flat in the dead air, everything too still and quiet and all he can feel or hear are his own failing organs, mind trapped in a body that is fighting him, falling to pieces.
It takes a long time, surely, before Izuku is settled once more, slumping back against the wall again, ignoring the line of a bar digging into his back, and untangles his fingers from his hair with a long, low hiss.
"Fuck." His scalp is prickling and stinging, several strands of green falling into his lap or to the floor, but he ignores that in favour of looking around him properly again. Then drums a rhythm against his knee, hums a quick breath, and begins to talk to himself.
"R-right. High ceiling, metal beam, looks like a warehouse, so probably not with a lot of the League around? Doubt it's underground, considering. I- I guess it might be something to do with some kind of technology or mass storage? Or- fuck, even Nomu? We know there's already been three, so there's likely more. But why would they put me there? Just because of space? Maybe this is an interim..." He keeps on rambling to himself, refusing to quieten now that he's started, needing that presence in the stale air, trying to think back to being dropped here. What had he seen? The lights had been harsh but distant, and there had been that Doctor Garaki, and then several pairs of wide, gleaming eyes, bright with fear as much as the light and- Oh. Oh, Kami. Those eyes. They were low to the ground, huddled together, all different colours.
They were kids. Children.
Fucking hell, Izuku's blood is already boiling just at the thought. The kids certainly won't be here for any good reason, nor voluntarily, and his fingers twitch with the need to have a knife in hand that can end up in someone's stomach, preferably. Even better if it's several stomachs - All For One's, Masui, Shigaraki, the new doctor... Yes, all of their stomachs. Several times over. Maybe he could snap a few femurs whilst he's at it. And some fingers.
Dragging himself out of his more sadistic thoughts, deserved or not, Izuku tries to be a bit more logical again. So, there's some kids being kept here with him. There's at least two doctors that he knows of, and there might well be more of them. Particularly if there's something to do with the Nomu here. If he escapes, he'll either need to bring the kids with him or ensure that he'll be able to get them saved afterwards. As soon as possible. And those options will depend heavily on the state of the children, if they're badly injured or malnourished, or if they're being kept relatively well. Well, Izuku's ability to unlock or break their cages will also be a problem, but less of one. If he gets out of his, then he should be able to do something with theirs, most likely. Hopefully anyway. There would be nothing worse than abandoning those kids, Izuku knows, even if he hasn't met them properly yet.
Maybe he's picked up even more of his Dad's personality and habits than either of them had realised; and Kami knows they'd already known they had a lot of similarities.
By now, Izuku's mind is slowing down again, settling into a sort of melancholy with the thought of his Dad. And whilst he still wishes desperately, with all of his heart and mind and soul, that he could be home with all of his most cherished people, there's now a part of him that's viciously glad to be here. Because maybe he can be a hero for these kids. Maybe, just maybe, he can show them some kindness and care and human decency, can find a way to protect and save them, both mentally and physically, in the way that his Dad did for him. The way that inspires him every day, that keeps him going, that lets him know he is loved and cherished and cared about. If he can do that for these children, in turn, then maybe this whole nightmare will be worth it.
Aizawa, shoulders tense and frown pronounced beneath the respirator, stalks around the main bar room, noting the several blood stains and scorch marks, along with various patches of disintegration along the counter and on various chairs and tables. The thought of that Quirk, of the pain of its potential, has something in his chest shuddering in place, aching, because he knows it's been used on his kid at least a few times, and no doubt more than they're currently aware of. And with that comes the thought that some of this blood might be his son's.
It's only Nemuri's warmth beside him that keeps him from lashing out.
"We'll scout out the whole place, then bring everyone else in?" he suggests instead, trying to follow some kind of logic beyond the roar in his head.
"Sounds pretty good to me. Shall we bring in Ectoplasm now though?" Aizawa thinks for a moment before nodding,
"Might as well. Got that Ectoplasm?" They've had communicators in this whole time of course, even if they stayed largely silent for the sake of a covert entrance and the possible chance of ambushing some of the villains. The underground pro is studiously ignoring that they let two of the League's main people go because just thinking about it, again, has that fury rearing back to life, a fiery ache along his spine. It's visceral. All-consuming.
"We can go down, he can go up."
Not waiting for a reply, knowing that his companion will follow him without a complaint, at least right now, Aizawa makes his way back to the staircase, and then past the window they'd entered from and down again, to a cement hallway that has several wooden doors. Two the left, one to the right and, with only an affirming glance, Aizawa leads the way to kick in the first door, revealing an empty space, only some cobwebs to be found. The door had hit the wall, so nobody could be hiding behind it either, and with a half-hearted shrug, they move onto the right-hand door, only to find yet more crates and barrels and shelves of alcohol. Midnight puts out a thick cloud of her Quirk, but it's pretty blatantly not hiding people. That leaves them with the second left-hand door. This one is also empty. But it has more than cobwebs. There's a clean bucket in one corner, adjacent to the door, and in the far corner there are dark smears and smudges that any hero worth their salt would recognise as blood.
Aizawa doesn't even register moving before he's kneeling beside the largest pool, a shaking hand reaching out to scrape across it, several flakes coming off to stain his fingertips.
"Sh- Eraser. We- We can't contaminate the scene."
And oh, he knows how logical that is, how rational it is, but some part of him screams in return, absolutely spits and snarls and rages, because how can he react to this? How is he meant to respond to finding what must be his son's blood but not the teen himself, to yet more irrefutable proof that he had been close but not close enough, never fucking close enough, when all he wants is a small, warm body to clutch close and safe.
"Eraser. I don't think there's anything else in here; we should leave it for the forensics." And Nemuri is right but it hurts and Aizawa doesn't want to acknowledge either of those facts, not really. He doesn't want to acknowledge that Izuku, yet again, is out of his reach and, also again, if they had just been that bit faster he might be safe now. It's always the nature of such kidnappings like this, but it's all the worse when it's his own son. Very much so.
Regardless, Aizawa pushes to his feet, hesitates for half a moment before brushing his marred fingers off on his jumpsuit, trying to ignore how he can practically feel rust inching up his flesh from his fingertips, settling in scars and wrinkles, staining invisible swirls up his arm, across his ribs, taking over every inch, even as he and Nemuri leave through the front door of the bar, nodding to Tsukauchi, Sansa and their team of forensic examiners on the way past, and end up piling into a random car with Snipe driving and Mic sliding in beside Aizawa before they can leave. The underground hero doesn't say a word, just keeps on rubbing his thumb over his fingertips in repetitive, irritating circles that he can't quite help.
He lets Hizashi wind an arm around his shoulders, accepts Nemuri's hand on his knee, tapping a pattern there that they all know is good for breathing, and he exists. It isn't pretty or complicated or much of anything really. No, it's neutral and all the worse for it, his anger and heartache utterly drained to leave a forlorn discontentment that makes everything feel disjointed, out of place, reality somehow distant, and Aizawa vaguely wonders if this is what his son feels like when he dissociates. It's something similar, he's sure, judging by the odd bit of description and explanation he's been offered over the months of them living together and the years of knowing each other before that.
Has it really only been months of living together?
"It has, hasn't it? Feels like forever." Hizashi's tone is overwhelmingly fond, for all that it's tinged with something sad. Oh, he must have spoken aloud. He hadn't even registered the vibration of words in his chest, the movement of leaden lips and tongue.
"Shou?"
"Mm." It's all he can offer. All that he can manage without pushing himself over the edge of breaking down. And his best friends can tell, if the way their careful holds on him tighten is any indicator, keeping him close and warm in between them.
"Don't push yourself too much, alright? This is- it's so shitty, but our baby broccoli is so incredibly strong and he's learnt so much of that from you, alright? Just don't- don't lose yourself to this." They are fair words, logical ones; Aizawa listens to them, considers them, then finds himself little changed for them. Because Hizashi is right, one hundred percent, yet he can't help but keep on rubbing his fingers together. He doesn't dare to look down at himself. Doesn't want to see his pale skin tainted red-brown with his kid's blood, see it taking over his body enough to leave a mark on his soul, because there's no way that his failures so far haven't. That the way he's not been enough haven't left something behind-
"Don't think like that Shouta. Never. Izuku has faith in you, in all of us, and we're all doing our best to live up to that. We'll get him back and he'll recover." Isn't that the crucial part though, recovery? Because there's no doubt his son is going to have so much to overcome even once they're home together.
Huh. At least he's thinking in certainties now. He really should be when considering, if nothing else, the sheer tenacious ingenuity of his brat. As has already been proved, Aizawa's son won't stay where he's put unless he wants to be there; he'll keep on escaping, keep on sending out messages; do anything to keep his Dad's hope alive, of that Aizawa himself has no doubt. It's his Kidilante after all.
{8:00pm, the fifth day}
It must be the next day when the metal walls of Izuku's prison shudder and shift. He scrambles to his feet, slipping Toga's knife up his sleeve and into one of his empty holsters there, and quite unintentionally feels a smirk start to cover up the cracks of his composure. Better to present a solid front. Unbothered and unharmed. If it unnerves them, great, but if it at least gives the impression that what they're doing is ineffective and that Izuku is coping well (he knows he's slipping somewhere bad, slowly, in fits and starts, but he doesn't know how to stop it from happening so all he can do is deal, make the best of it he can and try to keep himself grounded but he's so very tired-) then that will do. Anything that might help.
It only takes a few minutes for three of the walls between the bars to retract, practically melting into said bars until they're thicker and stronger, the gaps in between maybe two inches wide. Not wide enough for most body parts, unfortunately. And now he can see something akin to what he expected: a warehouse, this area blocked off by stacks of crates and cardboard boxes, wires and cables criss-crossing parts of the floor, the occasional suspiciously dark stain here or there.
Although he can't see the kids yet. They must be on the other side of the metal wall still to his left-
"Ah, Hemlock, our esteemed guest. I do hope you didn't mind the, ah, solitary confinement, but Master has had rather a lot to deal with and you simply had to be put aside until we had a little more free time-" Something in that kind of stings, but Izuku pushes that away because he knows it's ridiculous. Instead, he revels briefly in the knowledge that they'd doubtlessly been busy because of his escape and, most likely, some of his family and the other UA staff snooping around. Good.
"-but here we are now! And Master has requested that he see you again, so I do believe that one of Kurogiri-san's warp gates should be opening up any moment now for you."
"And if I'd rather not see No-Face? He's pretty boring, gotta be honest. And like, ugh, who'd want to have to sit through another one of his political bullshit speeches? Like, there's only so much-"
But then Izuku's falling and he barely has time to clamp his jaw shut before he can bite his tongue upon landing on unsteady feet.
"Hello again Izuku. My apologies for the delay since our last discussion, but I've been a little preoccupied. Keeping yourself busy as well, I hear?"
"Oh, do fuck off with all your snidely polite bullshit. I'd rather you- what's the phrase? Come at me bro." The genuine confusion Izuku is faced with has him snorting, even though he knows it's stupid to laugh at a supervillain who's been alive for longer than everyone he knows put together, because sometimes laughter is the best medicine. Particularly if the wound is mental. Emotional. And laughing at the person who is the main reason for his current predicament is almost as good as a full-on cure in Izuku's books.
"I see we're still not feeling civil?"
"Well, you're far from it, so I'm only living up to the standard I'm shown." Izuku doesn't shudder when a miasma begins to swirl like fog around his feet, All For One seeming to loom despite never moving. He refuses to show weakness right now. He'd been so close to getting away, to being home, but now he has a potential reason to not regret that loss completely. Not if he can save these kids he's so sure are being held beside him in that warehouse.
"Child, I would ask you listen to your elders." There's a warning note there, one hand shifting forwards to accompany the tonal threat, and Izuku subdues himself enough to listen to it. No point to pushing things. Not yet anyway, when there's no direct benefit to enraging the man.
"Alright, sure. Let's hear it." It's just the right side of flippant. A good balance.
"I suspect you're not yet aware of it, as much as your intellect has no doubt been working, but we have moved you to a new location that is the home of our future and developing Nomu. We take in children with suitable Quirks and store them for a while, until we have a complete set, then they are transferred into development. Of course, what you must understand is that we have rather a lot of Nomu already at our disposal. More than enough. So, with that in mind, I have something of an offer for you, my dear boy. Comply with the Doctor and Tomura, and the children will be left alone." Izuku doesn't miss the unspoken half of that sentence, but they both know he will follow along anyway. If he didn't, he would have already agreed to join the League days ago.
There's a question on the tip of his tongue, yet he knows better than to ask it. Seeming too desperate will only work against him. No, he has to play this carefully. Delicately.
"I understand." There, that should keep it noncommittal enough to be clearly feigned but not strong enough either way to give anything away. The less information All For One gets, the less leverage, and the better off Izuku will be.
"Very good. You are truly a bright child, are you not? Makes one wonder what you could do with an intelligence or observation-based Quirk atop your natural assets... Hm, no matter. Not yet at least. For now, I must direct our conversation to that homeroom teacher of yours-" It takes every inch of control Izuku possesses not to tense at the mention of his Dad; not beyond what the villain is likely expecting anyway,
"-He got in quite the hit on young Tomura yesterday, you know." Ah, so it had been a day or so since the escape. Good to know.
"Eraserhead was rather enraged, I hear. And he asked for you too, although I find it notable that he punched first and asked questions later. And to think I thought him on the slightly more respectable end of the spectrum for a hero..." Izuku is barely listening then. Because his Dad - his grouchy, deadpan, ridiculously kind Dad - had been desperate and angry enough to just go flying with a punch right off the bat, apparently. Izuku isn't entirely surprised though. Getting the first hit in, taking advantage of any element of surprise, is an ingrained tactic in the underground, in a lot of heroics, so it's both logical and, on top of that, kind of expected because Izuku has no doubt that his Dadzawa is absolutely pissed right now. At the whole world, no doubt the man himself included within that. And Izuku, in turn, wants to be furious that some part of the man will no doubt be self-loathing, no matter how illogical, but all he can feel is worry.
He wants his Dad to be alright. He knows that him being gone must be hurting, that there must be a yawning chasm in his father's chest much like the one in Izuku's own, scratching at his ribcage, and yet to have that confirmed, no matter how indirectly... It does something to the teen. Something so warm it burns.
"Sensei is probably the best hero out there," he defends. It's true after all, and certainly the type of reaction All For One will be expecting. All the better,
"Is he though? He has yet to retrieve you, his supposedly precious student. It makes one wonder if they really care or if they are simply looking for more child soldiers to indoctrinate and objectify before cameras. To parade around like trophies. And one that is Quirkless? Well, that's simply inconvenient, don't you think? Too far from the twisted norm that society buys into-"
"You're a bit of a Quirkist yourself," Izuku comments, tone perfectly bland as though mentioning something so incredibly unimportant to him that it almost isn't worth the effort. And even though he outwardly doesn't take offence, All For One's tone is all too telling when he replies,
"Quite the opposite, surely? I see your worth beyond your Quirk status."
"Which is more than most. But it's less than others and certainly not enough, particularly when you phrase it like that."
And who would've thought that Izuku would be arguing over the bigotry of a supervillain with said supervillain? Weirder things have happened, sure, but it's pretty damn bizarre and he nearly giggles hysterically at the thought, nipping at his tongue to keep the laughter at bay. Although he sobers immediately upon feeling that miasma grow again, All For One's fury multiplying in moments to make the room heavy and oppressive.
Instead of falling back or shivering like every instinct screams at him to, Izuku instead steps forwards, resists the urge to pull out his knife, and lets a familiar Cheshire grin bare his teeth and crinkle his eyes. He refuses to be cowed by someone's mere presence.
"You, yet again, never fail to surprise, do you little Izuku?"
"And you never fail to disappoint, No Face," he returns, smile only growing until his cheeks burn with it. He doesn't care though, not when he's got a job to do.
"Truly, you don't. Your politics are pretty far from actually being logical."
"Are they?" the man sounds almost amused, but Izuku doesn't miss how he has yet to dial back the malicious presence. That only leaves the teen to wonder if it's as much a defence mechanism as an attack. Which is an... interesting revelation, if he's right. Very interesting.
"You remind me of my old caretakers, you know." The sudden topic change pushes Izuku's advantage further as All For One almost visibly falters, hesitates, trying to puzzle him out. But Izuku has no need for predictability, least of all right now.
"Oh?"
"Yeh. Hypocritical oldie who thinks they know best when, really, all they have is their ancient bigotry." It's a slight, unashamedly blatant enough to be a slap in the face, and Izuku revels in it. In the reaction just a little bit of his more feral aspects have earned.
"At some point I will stop postponing our conversations because of your inability to be courteous."
"And is that day today?" Izuku challenges.
"It is not. Tomorrow, however, I will have Shigaraki visit you once again. Do enjoy the wait. Kurogiri." And it barely takes a second for Izuku to be falling again, but he manages to kick the seated man in the shins first, warped away in a blur of matted curls and too-wide grin before the man can retaliate.
Of course, it leaves him unbalanced when he lands back in his cage, all four walls mere bars now, and he falls into a messy pile of limbs and quiet grumbles on the floor. It aches but in comparison to some of the pain he's gone through over the last few days, it's nothing and he rolls onto his back to stare up at the distant ceiling, the thick bars stretching up to meet it. Then, after a long few minutes of recovering his breath and orienting himself, studiously pushing aside the lingering threat of Shigaraki because that's tomorrow-Izuku's problem, he rolls his head slowly to the side. And, indeed, there are kids there. Nine of them. Different ages and sizes, some with clear mutations visible in the dim light, all huddled together. Hair cut short, dirty rags for clothing, a few in simple shifts instead of anything distinctive. They're dirty and thin and so very scared. It hurts to look at.
Izuku has looked like that before. Felt like that. Well, not exactly the same, but he's had people shear off his curls because they're too unmanageable; had caretakers refuse him new clothing; been locked away in cupboards and corridors and left outside. Izuku has had people use Quirks and fists and words on him until he was a mere shadow, a shell, going through the motions but hardly even daring to think anything, let alone speak up. He's been punished for his very existence.
And right now, that seems to be what these children have gone through too.
Moving in increments that the kids follow with cautious eyes, Izuku props himself up on his elbows, pauses, then shifts to sit up fully, still facing away from them but his head turned to not quite make eye contact. The worst thing to do would be to spook them when they're so unsure of him, so wary and scared.
Going from there, it's easy to twist and shuffle backwards some, until his spine is between bars, ribs pressing against metal with a too-real chill that keeps him firmly present, and he can cross his legs, resting his empty hands, palm up, on his knees. He's non-threatening, open. Everything that a traumatised child needs to see in order to even consider trusting a person.
"Hey there," Izuku murmurs, keeping his voice low and calm, something like a soft smile pushing at his cheeks. He stays seated though, knowing exactly the type of generic things that will be threatening or calming to distressed children through bitter experience.
"I'm Izuku. You can introduce yourselves if you want, but no pressure at all. I won't be mad or upset either way."
And for a long while, he doesn't get any replies. Cautious gazes stay focused on him, all anxious and examining and some eager. None of them seem to know what to make of him. That's alright. Perhaps it should sting a little, but Izuku can remember being in a position not too dissimilar, sat on the edge of a rooftop with an unopened sandwich pack being pushed towards him, a low voice introducing themselves as 'Eraserhead, but I'm sure you already know that. Got a name I can call you by, kid?' and it had been open-ended enough to be verging on safe. It had been a lifeline. One so very desperately needed, even if Izuku hadn't known just how badly at the time.
If he can be even a fraction of that for these kids, then the pain so far will be worth it.
Eventually, one of the eldest children crawls forward a little, pushing the others back further, and ends up crouching by the bars.
"I- You're I-Izu'?" And fuck, her voice is so rough, hoarse. The teen can feel the grate of unfamiliar syllables in his own throat at the sound, a voice so unaccustomed to speaking that it fails and falters when it's finally used.
"That's it. Izu, Izuku, Zuku. I'll know what you mean."
"Li-like us?"
"Not quite," he returns, offering a soft-sad smile even as he ponders exactly how to answer this,
"The League - these villains - don't like me much at the moment. They want to make me join them. But I don't want to and I managed to escape a day or two ago, but they caught me again. So they're keeping me here with you guys for a bit." That's probably a bit confusing, but it should give the kids the gist of it without giving away too much or making it too gory or detailed for them. They're clearly traumatised already, no need to make it worse if he can help it. And the youngest of them looks to only be around four or five. They don't need more on their shoulders. Not from him at least.
"A bit?"
"As long as they keep me here, I guess. Unless I get out first." No need to get their hopes up before he has an idea of how he might get out and bring them with him. Izuku is still painfully aware that he might have to resort to leaving by himself and sending people back in for the kids later which he loathes the very thought of, but if it's the most logical route then he might well have to take it. More's the pity. Although he'll be damned if he ever did less than that for them.
"O- oh." The girl pulls back some then, retreating back to their huddle and murmuring with a few of the other older ones. Izuku lets them. He pretends that he can't hear them (he can and part of him wants to applaud their discussed caution, even as his heart cracks and thunders with both rage and sorrow for these children who are so scared of his very existence, of their situation as a whole) and lets them have their time. They'll need space to think things through. To make a decision about trusting him, whether that be fully, partially or not at all, without his overt presence pressuring and distracting them. Yes, he just needs to take this slowly. Or as slowly as he can afford, considering the overall situation which might put things at a bit more of a pace than him learning to trust Dadzawa but, really, if he thinks about it, that might not be such an issue. Because he doesn't need 'I would let you adopt me' trust, he just needs 'you'll protect us' trust. And he has to inspire that regularly as Kidilante, to a point. As Hemlock too. Which might not be easy, but it'll be manageable. Surely it will.
It doesn't honestly seem that long until one of the smallest kids stands on wobbly feet, pushes off a hand trying to keep him back, and comes to press one cheek into the bars separating their cages, wide eyes with something like a spark in them. Not a Quirk-based spark, but something much more precious. Curiosity.
"Izuku?" This voice is less worn, less hesitant; no surprise really, this is one of the cleaner, younger kids that probably hasn't been here so long. He only looks five or six.
"You got it kiddo," Izuku snickers, unable to help himself. The laugh earns him the beginnings of a big grin, quickly hidden behind a hand but undeniable all the same, and he revels in that fact.
"Why're you here?" And oh, that's an adorable lisp, even though the kid's grammar is pretty good, and Izuku loves him already. He can't bring himself to think of that as a bad thing.
"Well, you see, I'm a hero in training. The League noticed me after attacking my class a few times. Plus, I'm Quirkless and they don't like that." There, that's pretty PG-13. And even though Izuku had hesitated to add in the Quirkless part (these are children with Quirks too useful for their own good, what if they're like Kaachan- no, no, these are traumatised kids; they need help, not pre-judgement-) he's glad he did. Or rather, it doesn't matter, not at all.
Because all of the kids are at the bars now. And there's light in every single pair of eyes. Success.
Notes:
I wonder how obvious it is to you guys that Izuku is slowly... regressing, mental health wise? If you look over the last few chapters, you can see that he's fighting back less, reminded more of past hurts and trauma, and I didn't really mean to do it but I've noticed and well. I'm not complaining. Y'all might be though :D All that being said, he's certainly not giving in or anything! He's just struggling a little more as time goes on - wonder what the kids will be like for that though ;)
Oh, and the question Izuku wanted to ask AFO is "Is there a way to bargain for their ultimate freedom?" He knows very well that even if he complies with everything and the kids remain untouched for now, that will never be a permanent thing. Even if he remained unbroken and captured, the League would go back on their word eventually. So now it's a matter of getting the kids safe first. Whatever it takes.
Oh, and a side note on the technical introduction of OCs. They're major characters in that they are important to Izuku, not because I'm going to be focusing on them in the traditional sense. They're not focal points of plot or characterisation; I love them all but they're tools for my story telling ^^' I've had them planned for a while as a way to introduce more variables to this part of the arc in a realistic way, so hopefully those of you who dislike OCs (often myself included) can see past that fact and understand that they're necessary, kay? And look - shiny new quirks! ;)
And remember in the notes a chapter or two ago, I talked about the ability to listen to head over heart being a large distinguishing point between heroes and students? Izuku fits into that too. He's been acting as a vigilante - in this case the equivalent of a hero - for over three years now. That's long enough, honestly, to be leaning heavily onto the logical/ head side of things. Admittedly, he's still young and somewhat inexperienced for a full-fledged hero, so if someone like his family is in trouble he'll end up on the heart side of things, but overall he's more rational than that! ;)
ALSO YALL I FEEL THE NEED TO REPEAT MYSELF HERE - we're at 200,000 words. Nine months of posting. I... I don't know how I've gotten this far, not really, but I know a massive part of it is down to all of you and I couldn't be more grateful, okay? You're all amazing, beautiful people, and your very existences are genuine blessings to this world, alright?
Look after yourselves for me - hugs, love and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 59: LV - The Balm Of Children Upon Aizawas
Summary:
The title actually does a pretty good job of explaining it, even though the chapter fought me a fair bit ^^'
Notes:
Also, can I just say that y'all were so lovely last chapter? (^///^) I feel so blessed I can't even- ^^
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku spends all night talking. But this time it's not keeping himself sane, it's soothing broken children instead, and this is so much better. He rambles, not about Quirks like usual because somehow he doubts that would be a good idea, but instead about cats, both his own and those in NekoManjuu. For now, he leaves out most of the personal details, not trusting their surroundings even though he wants to trust the kids themselves (he knows better than to do so, but by Kami he wants to show them every bit of faith that he can) but he can offer them tales of feline antics, funny and cute and overdramatic and everything in between. It takes too long to earn even the smallest giggle, Izuku's voice already beginning to crack and fray around the edges by the time he manages it, but he smiles soft and sweet at them, tapping a happy little tune that Zashi always hums against the bars between them, and he basks in something that almost feels normal. Almost happy.
When he ignores the dim light, the scrapes and dirt and the lingering pains haunting him at least.
Regardless, Izuku talks and keeps on talking. He earns a few quiet laughs, most of them muffled in shoulders and palms, but he catches them and revels in the beautiful sounds, even as he offers small smiles and bright eyes to them. And eventually, one by one, the children start to drift into sleep, slumping against each other with a familiarity that both comforts and hurts the teen watching on. Sooner or later, only two of the eldest are still awake, one being the girl who had first approached him.
"I- I'm Anna," she gets out, and it matches her pale hair and clear blue eyes, and Izuku's smile widens at the trust being offered, even though he restrains himself to simply nodding at her with a quiet sound of gratitude. And then repeats the action when the boy beside Anna far more gruffly comments,
"Ryo."
"Thank you both. If you want to sleep, I'll keep an eye out for now, alright? I'll wake you up if anything happens." It's a carefully planned suggestion, trying to show that he's safe but still giving them respect and autonomy. He won't interact with anyone else without their knowledge, won't be the one to judge if something needs attention; he won't give them false promises of protection that, right now at least, he wouldn't actually be able to live up to. He can give them this much at least.
And whilst the two exchange meaningful glances, neither protest or even look too reluctant, Ryo managing a toothy almost-grin before they both settle, checking over the younger ones briefly before they lean their shoulders together, backs to the bars, Anna burying a careful hand in the too-short mane of the lion mutant that's curled up in her lap, and something in Izuku's chest aches with the awful acknowledgement that these kids really are too old for their age. Too traumatised.
Within ten minutes the last two kids are asleep and damn, they must have been exhausted, but it lets Izuku sag back and finally feel the burn in his eyes. These children are painfully sweet. They're not exactly like he was, they haven't been systematically broken down every day, but they're all too close to that, clutching to each other as anchors. He's very glad they do have each other. It's more than he had and it seems to have been enough to keep them... not okay, but coping. And yet his eyes still prickle, damp and burning at the same time, fingers twitching a spasmodic pattern against his knee, lungs that tiny bit tighter than is comfortable. Izuku hates this. Just because he's relieved to have the chance to help them, it doesn't make knowing that these kids are suffering in the first place any easier. Far from it.
That, of course, is the moment when Izuku's brain decides to remind him that Shigaraki is going to be, what was the phrase? 'Paying him a visit' tomorrow. Well, probably today by now. Which is gonna be so fun, really. No wonder his spine is creaking with ice and iron, the chill creeping through his chest and limbs, veins sluggish and too-loud in his ears, overwhelming the soft breaths and occasional whimper or word from the sleeping kids, all of it too much, awash with despair and dread because Izuku needs to protect these kids and himself, but he knows which he'll prioritise when it comes down to it and that thought has his guts twisting. He wants to get home safe, for his Dad. For Hitoshi and Shouto; Tsuka, Nem and Zashi; Nedzu and even for his classmates. He still doesn't entirely understand why, but Izuku no longer questions the fact that he does matter to these people, just like they do to him, and he has to be alright for their sake, if nothing else.
Izuku stays there for a long time, never taking a full breath, eyes closed against the now-darkness of the warehouse, the dim light only having flickered out a short while ago, not long after Anna and Ryo fell asleep. That must have been the doctor leaving, or something of the sort. Which is a fact very much worth remembering.
But now, instead of pondering that, he's caught up in the tides of his own mind and maybe sleeping would help but he doesn't want to dream, doesn't want to be vulnerable. Nor leave these kids vulnerable. It's stupid and illogical because they've survived without him so far, but now he feels responsible. It's a weight in his chest, an anchor that both drags him down and keeps him grounded all at once, a dichotomy that Izuku's already resigned to. He can't begrudge it.
So he doesn't sleep.
He drifts along the edge of consciousness, head drooping to match his slumped shoulders, woken up every time his forehead or nose bashes a bit too heavily into his knees, drawn up near his chest. It's self-soothing, he knows, being balled up tight and as warm as he can get, but he revels in it all the same. It's a blur but eventually a light flickers on somewhere in the warehouse, past the blockading walls of crates and boxes, and Izuku is on high alert. It's hard not to be, but Izuku forces himself to loosen up a bit, slowly shifting to his feet and doing some of his most basic stretches. It's not enough to be distracting, not really, just a way to get his blood moving. Wake himself up properly.
And he's glad that he did when, not that long after, the sound of distant footsteps, growing louder, reaches him. Fuck, already. Okay.
"Hey, kiddos, you guys might wanna wake up now." The greenette's tone is still soft, careful, but it's loud enough that they start stirring. And he's very glad, because by the time that some of the elder kids - Anna and Ryo included - have roused the youngest, gathered them all in close behind them, barely affording Izuku another grateful glance before settling near the back of their cage, a pale-haired figure has rounded the distant edge of the crate barrier and their overhead lights are flicking on, too bright and they're all blinking and squinting, several of the children whimpering at the too-harsh whiteness overtaking their senses. It burns, after so long in light that has been dim at best, pitch black at worst. The kind of darkness where your eyes play tricks on you, white starbursts and coloured shapes fading in and out, sickening and scary. But no, now it's an awful brightness instead, in so many ways worse.
At least in the dark they knew they were alone.
"Hello brat," Shigaraki purrs, the edge of a growl already creeping in, and Izuku smiles genially in return.
"Ah, Shiggy, my dude, nice to see you! Don't suppose you wanna be a bit of fun for once and go for a fight rather than a torture session? I reckon we both know who's gonna win but it'll be fun to try~" It's mocking, cynical, tugging at Shigaraki's attention and with that, unfortunately, comes a shortening of the manchild's temper. But, frankly, he seemed pretty irate to begin with. Well, Izuku can make do. He's not really got much choice.
"You..." he pauses, scratching at his neck, and Izuku doesn't miss how the kids flinch at the abrupt movement of those Quirk-laden hands and he feels his own anger flare and flutter in his chest, licking at his ribs until his very bones seem to vibrate, for all that he forces it down, condenses his fear and rage and desperation into a rapidly-cooling ball in his stomach that aches with the fierceness of ice so cold it feels like fire, but he doesn't let it touch his face nor mar his posture. Instead, Izuku stands straight, expression the faintest sneer, and lets his eyes tell a story of their own.
Shigaraki, for the barest second falters. Or no, he doesn't falter, but he assesses and seems to regret that fact just as quickly, clearly not liking what he finds in Izuku's defiance.
"You are a brat, aren't you? You know that you're weaker than me, only a mere child in the face of villains, yet you're so fucking stubborn." That growl is fully-fledged now, low and menacing. The greenette resists the urge to utterly howl at the man, in either laughter or fury, instead falling back into sarcasm and snark,
"Never been told no before? Poor baby," Izuku simpers, saccharine. And now Shigaraki stalks those few final metres to loom at the teen, red eyes the same kind of too bright as the overhead lights had been only a minute before.
But Izuku doesn't squint at him, nor blink or draw away, instead more than content with leaning forwards himself, knowing exactly how to feel twice as tall as Shigaraki and look it too, how to emit his own malignance, and he also knows how to make it less malignance and more strength, a threat to enemies but also an assurance for the vulnerable around him. It's a well-practiced balance that Izuku dances along the scales of, to a tune that is finally of his own making, his own rhythm and beat, pushing Shigaraki off-beat and off-kilter, and Izuku Cheshire grin widens, even as he rocks back on the heels of his feet, tucking his hands casually behind him. And if he signs to the kids, not really expecting any of them to understand but wanting them to feel seen and protected all the same, then Shigaraki won't be able to see the steady stream of,
'It's alright kids. I promise I'll do what I can to keep you all safe. We'll be okay. Trust me. Let me look after you. It's alright.' They are familiar words to Izuku, movements that he's had made for him a thousand and one times, each with hands that are gentle despite their calluses, welcoming and warm. That are so grounding when settled upon his shoulder or carding through his hair. His Dad had promised him all of this once, and has never failed to repeat and meet his promise. Now Izuku wants to do just that for these kids.
Shigaraki though, not to be cowed, switches his hand from his neck to one of the random crates near him, still calm and coherent enough not to go for Izuku's cage, even as he scowls fiercely, glaring something malicious.
"You don't know what I've been through, brat-!"
"Everyone's suffered, bitch. Oops!" Izuku yelps, half-turning to the kids, pretty clearly dismissing the villain for the time being,
"Hey, kids, don't repeat that word, yeh? Or the f-word that Flakes said earlier. They're rude and very mean." Protecting whatever innocence they may have left seems very important somehow. And if it makes Shigaraki even more focused on Izuku, then who is he to complain?
Shigaraki jolts forwards, one hand clamping onto Izuku's bars, thumb barely settling over his own fingers to stop the disintegration kicking in, teeth flashing almost as dangerously as his crimson eyes,
"Hemlock, you insult me, you dared to kick my Sensei in the shins-"
"Possessive much? Not got a crush, have you? Because eww, No Face is exactly that and like two hundred plus and-" The villain leans forward again but then wrenches himself away, pacing back and forth, occasionally kicking out at the wall, hands clenching and reaching up to tug at his hair or scratch at his throat and wrist. Izuku, for his part, offers the children the briefest flash of a soft smile, before facing Shigaraki again, settling his shoulder against the bars beside him, leaning sideways, nose a bare inch from the bars at the front of his cage, waiting. It's overly casual. Insulting, really, because Izuku is so clearly bored, as though waiting for a toddler to finish their temper tantrum and, honestly, is that so far off? That thought has the greenette snickering to himself, arms crossed over his chest, and Shigaraki whirls to face him, hands flexing at his side.
"I'm rather tired of your cheek, Hemlock. For a NPC you're trying far too hard to be a rogue and I want to shut you up." Izuku doesn't shudder but instead sneers at the manchild, teeth bared and eyes fierce.
"Oh no, the big scary villain wants little ol' me to be quiet," he sing-songs, the hand that he's quickly weaselled out of his bars making a jazzy little movement. It's deliberately antagonising because he still doesn't like how close they are to the kids. He doesn't like that Shigaraki could decay his way straight into their cage and Izuku would be able to do nothing. So he keeps the focus on him. He'll avoid what injury he can, but he refuses to let the children be the ones hurt in all of this.
Izuku just hopes they won't have to watch him getting hurt. But he knows all too well that he has starlight for hope. It might be beautiful and inviting, perfect for pinning a wish upon, but it is still so cold and distant, and darkness shutters over him when Shigaraki grins like that, all maniacal and far too gleeful. Something is going to happen and it's going to hurt, of that Izuku has no doubt.
He wishes he could tell his Dad that he’s sorry.
The class find themselves all gathered together on the afternoon of the sixth day. Shouto and Hitoshi had texted Aizawa, asking if they could use the school training facilities, and he had granted them permission, along with anyone else in the class, to be there from one until four. Recovery Girl - all of the Heroics faculty, more or less - would be on campus should they be needed, so it was fairly safe. And at least then he knew where they were.
Regardless, the permission had been granted and after some quiet debate between themselves, the two teens put up an invitation to tag along in the group chat. Everyone wanted to come. And so the grand UA gates slid open several times over the course of half an hour to let nineteen students in, all in casual workout clothing, UA badges in hand, several with their hoods pulled up to mask their identities, all making their way to one of the larger training rooms. It's combination of sparring mats, exercise gear and one long circulating obstacle course was a familiar set-up, one where they have trained many times, and even that little sliver of constancy is an odd balm on their nerves. It's hard. Everything's hard, with concerned families and nosy media vultures and the aching awareness that one of their friends is in trouble. The stress on their teachers, on their school, doesn't help either.
"Hello Shinsou-kun, Todoroki-kun."
"Hey Yaomomo," the insomniac sighs, shoulder bumping with his boyfriend's every few moments as they both pause to wait for her to catch up. She jogs up to them and lets her hood slip down with the movement. They'd all agreed to keep their identities as hidden in public as possible. Partially for their own sake, but also for Izuku's. It would only take one determined journalist to compile a list of which hero course students had been seen since the announcement of the kidnapping for them to be able to pinpoint Izuku's real name. And revealing the true identity of Hemlock would be damning in the long run. They want to do what they can to protect Izuku, no matter how little that may be.
They enter the gym to find the sound of explosions already echoing in their ears.
"-up Shitty Hair!"
"Bakubro, dude, just spar with me!"
"Fucking idiot, you think if I don't burn off my sweat first-" The three ignore the rather loud conversation, instead heading over to the cardio machines. Better to get a gentle warm up done first. Particularly if Aizawa ends up dropping in like he'd threatened.
Indeed, an hour in, the door opens and all nineteen heads turn towards the noise.
"Sensei!" Various spars and pieces of equipment are abandoned as they all rush over in a mass of limbs and teenager smell, making the man half-heartedly wrinkle his nose at them all.
"You hellspawn better shower before you go back out into public," he admonishes, dark gaze lingering over them each in turn. Assessing. Checking that they’re alright even as he glares at them.
"Sensei, Sir, we know you probably can't tell us much, but-" Ashido is toeing the ground, almost sheepish, and several of the teens have to stop themselves from grinning. She's a very good actor. Although it is partially genuine because who knows what might have been discussed or discovered away from their bugs?
"Hellsp- Kids. Look, I know this is-" he falters, runs a hand through his hair before it gets caught and he pulls it back out, sighs, starts again,
"-Kids, this is shitty, I know. We've had- He's got a message of sorts out, so we know he's alive at least. We- Fuck, I probably shouldn't tell you this, but we've seen him on CCTV too, alright? He's surviving." He doesn't talk about how Izuku had escaped. Doesn't say how fucking personal the message had been. Doesn't mention the obvious wounds that Izuku had been sporting, nor the sparse blood trail he had left in his wake. Doesn't say that they've lost him again and have had to move their base of operations into UA's largest meeting room, with only peripheral work and actual school-related matters being dealt with in the faculty room now.
The class, meanwhile, are preoccupied with noticing how a knife has appeared in their teacher’s hand, glinting green in the bright lights of the gym. But it's more than overwhelmed by their relief. It doesn't even matter that they've missed this information somehow. Not when they've got it now.
"He- You said alive Sensei and that- That doesn't sound good." Which is a fair point. But Jirou really didn't need to say it.
"Kids, it's not gonna be good until he's back with us." And they can all understand that, can share in the sentiment of not really believing Izuku's alright until they can see him themselves, so they nod, sharing sad smiles and shoulder claps, holding hands and leaning into each other. Aizawa takes all of this in and it hurts, deep in his chest, but it's a good kind of ache. Not healing, not happy, but something akin to a loss of tension and he'll latch onto that. Be grateful that at least these kids are safe. It helps. And right now, Aizawa will take what he can get.
Because finding Izuku is far from child's play now, so very, very far. And there's only so much CCTV one man can watch in a day before his eyes get blurry and burn in protest, when he has to switch to staring at physical maps or talking theories and sightings with other faculty and officers before going back to the footage again. It's a draining cycle, but he can't bring himself to change it. Going home is out of the question, and thank Kami for Nemuri happily looking after the cats because the little bastards don't deserve to suffer because of his weakness, and patrolling just doesn't sit right. Well, on top of that, the rest of his colleagues at the agency have unanimously taken him off of shifts, ostensibly to give him time to work on his current case but they all know his case is Kidilante. They know it's his kid that's gone. Which is probably why Aizawa's still receiving pay as though he was on a long-term mission. Sappy idiots, honestly.
He appreciates it though. Almost as much as their promise to keep an ear and an eye out in the underground. Every little thing helps and sometimes it's the smallest weight change that can tip the balance in their favour; underground heroes are more aware of that than any other. It just has to be hoped that the small thing, whatever it ends up being, will profit them, not the League. Else-
"Aizawa-Sensei, do you have any tips for how to pin an opponent larger than yourself, kero?" He doesn't outwardly startle at Tsuyu's question, but his hesitance in answering is all too obvious to the four students still gathered around him.
"Of course. You and- Kirishima, pair up, I'll guide you through it." Teaching his kids something to help protect themselves is a welcome relief from his own mind, frankly. It's not the same as sparring with his kid because it's been years since he truly taught Izuku any fighting techniques and he'd never needed all that much help anyway, having learnt a lot from observation, library research and sheer necessity. These kids, for the most part, don't have much of that at all, although a fair few have dojo experience, so going through basic hand-to-hand techniques is something unique to them, not reminding him of his brat any more than most things do. Well, it's unique to whenever he actually has a class, but this group manage to stand out even from his previous years. His hellspawn, honestly.
Maybe his kid's right, he really is soft on this class.
Notes:
Oh, fair warning to y'all, I've got some exams next week, so if an update's late or unedited then I apologise in advance - my destressing strategy is usually writing, comfort manga or ACNH but who knows which I'll end up doing ^^'
BUT! On a better note, I've been writing a couple of Kidilante-AU oneshots that are a bit fluffier, which should be linked somewhere below, kay? If you want a bit of a pick-me-up, then I hope you can enjoy those!
Give Me Some Time (I'll Give You A Home)
Their AizawasIf any of y'all have any IDEAS/ PROMPTS for lil' fluffy OSs, then feel free to share, kay? Obviously I can't guarantee anything, but anything that my brain can latch onto would be genuinely appreciated!
Also, there's one line in this chap, or rather part of one, that really got to me when I wrote it? I dunno, but it felt really poignant somehow and I surprised myself with it ^^ Wonder if any of y'all will pick up on the same one? ;)
All in all, please accept my love, hugs and gratitude as always guys - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 60: LVI - Dreaming Of You (Heat Haze)
Summary:
Shigaraki, kids, and Zawa getting some love in that exact order ;)
Oh, and sorry if the editing's a bit dodgy, this has been written in fits and starts thanks to exams ^^;
Notes:
One of the Zawa scenes in this chap is something I've had written for a while (since the 25th of June apparently) and I adore it so much. Wonder if y'all will pick up on the same one?
Oh, and fair WARNING - there's one bit at the beginning of this that might be a bit body-horror-y? I didn't find it to be bad, honestly, but I'm pretty neutral on these types of things. Look after yourselves, and skip the parts between "It's not as bad as the touch that shifts..." and "Izuku barely keeps his feet under him when he's shoved..." if you feel the need. Nothing major gets revealed or anything, so you won't be missing out on any plot points!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Oh, and first, just have an incredibly brief summary of the kids and their quirks:
* Ryo - Mockingbird - can mimic sounds and voices, has feathers in his hair and sharp eyesight
* Anna - Memory Manipulation - can view, sift through and somewhat change people's memories - requires eye contact
// Ina - Lion - a basic lion mutations, including mane, claws, some fur, heightened senses
() Shi (Shibata) - Photosynthetic Musculature - can take in sunlight and, combining with nutrients and water already in the system, use to boost musculature until the reserves run out
// Kage - Ferrokinesis - the ability to manipulate iron-based metals (e.g. steel etc)
// Setsuna - Corrosion - saliva is corrosive - side mutation of tungsten teeth (tungsten is pretty resistant to most corrosives, contains iron)
() Li - Omen - can sense bad things that will happen to a person via touch, the longer the contact the more clear that sense becomes
() Tanaka - Tired Touch - can force someone to sleep through five-finger contact
* Nabe (Watanabe) - Liquid Bones - can turn own bones into a more liquid, largely gelatinous state - side mutation of smaller, more sturdy organs that can survive more compression
"Oh no, the big scary villain wants little ol' me to be quiet," he sing-songs, the hand that he's quickly weaselled out of his bars making a jazzy little movement. It's deliberately antagonising because he still doesn't like how close they are to the kids. He doesn't like that Shigaraki could decay his way straight into their cage and Izuku would be able to do nothing. So he keeps the focus on him. He'll avoid what injury he can, but he refuses to let the children be the ones hurt in all of this.
Izuku just hopes they won't have to watch him getting hurt. But he knows all too well that he has starlight for hope. It might be beautiful and inviting, perfect for pinning a wish upon, but it is still so cold and distant, and darkness shutters over him when Shigaraki grins like that, all maniacal and far too gleeful. Something is going to happen and it's going to hurt, of that Izuku has no doubt.
He wishes he could tell his Dad that he’s sorry.
There's no room or time for apologies though, because Shigaraki is stepping forwards again.
"I'll make you be quiet, brat. Wouldn't want me to hurt those little kids would you?"
"Oh yeh, because it would be so heroic of me to just say 'go ahead', wouldn't it?" The snark is defensive, Izuku knows. But it's all he can do. There's nothing else short of throwing himself at the bars but that would just show off how desperate he is, and he knows that won't do anything to protect these children from the villain leaning towards them, cracked lips grinning and bloody eyes leering, menacing, promising. It's that promise that has Izuku's spine creaking, ribs that tiny bit too tight around his lungs.
"But you're not much of a hero, are you little Hemlock? Just a brat trying to conform. It will never work."
"Why do you think I'm going into underground heroics?" Izuku asks, actually somewhat serious. Because he's actually pretty curious about how much Shigaraki knows. How much All For One has told him. After all, any breakdown in their communications is a little chip or crack in their walls that Izuku might be able to exploit down the line.
"Obviously because you know that so-called society wouldn't accept a Quirkless into their limelight guild." It's so simple to Shigaraki, such a basic fact, and Izuku boils with it.
So it's easy for his Cheshire grin to slip back into place, the tilt to his head predatory. And Shigaraki might be ignorant and self-absorbed but he's far from stupid, registering Izuku's changing aura and pausing to take him in. Analyse him. Izuku, in return, only lets his malice grow and writhe, standing straight, posture ready and waiting for all that he doesn't yet have anyone to fight.
But then something in Shigaraki seems to change. It doesn't waver or falter, but the manchild's own malice falls back, tucks in close, leaving a derisive sneer in its wake. Izuku knows better. Those red eyes are still gleaming too harshly for his liking.
"Going to come easily with me, Hemlock? Or will I have to take one of these brats instead?" And, well, that isn't even a question. Which is why Izuku steps forward, more submissive than he'd like to be, even as he mutters,
"Not really much of an option, is it?" Shigaraki only sneers, even as he stomps twice on the ground and suddenly the front bars of Izuku's cage melt into the floor and he's left with a hand latching around his throat, not dissimilar to back in the Kiyashi ward mall. And some part of Izuku is hyperventilating already, thrashing and fighting and dying, but most of him is steely and straight-backed, icy eyes glaring up at the villain.
He refuses to show weakness. Not in front of Shigaraki, and even less in front of the kids.
"Come on then brat, let's go and have some and fun~" It's singsong and all the more sickening for it. Izuku considers the pattern of pressure on his own throat, decides that it's the index finger that's raised, and uses that logic and focus to ground himself. If the pain helps a bit too, then he won't acknowledge that right now. He's a bit busy being dragged along, carefully keeping his footing, even as he takes half a second to sign one last,
'I'll be back soon kids. Promise. It's alright.' He knows none of them are likely to understand, but it's worth it. It reassures him too after all. Makes a good result seem more realistic, or at least one that isn't him half-dead or worse from blood loss.
Only a minute later, he's regretting that hesitant sort of optimism because he finds himself in chains yet again, attached to another chair pretty similar to the one he'd originally been restrained to in the bar, and wow, Shigaraki is doing a pretty good job of trying to trigger him, isn't he? Intentional or not, Izuku can kind of admire the effort. It's pretty effective after all, judging by how he's having to redirect his trembling into tracing his own code against his knee with how his hands are chained at the top of the chair legs with just enough give to stop him from hunching. It's still far from comfortable though.
"Really Flakes, this isn't very good hospitality, you know? I know I'm not a paying guest, but still, this would one hundred percent earn like a one star at bes-" Izuku is rather rudely shut up by five deceptively gentle fingertips tracing down his arm, leaving blood and static agony, each stronger flicker of that static another slightly deeper point, his arm somehow grey and muted but still so ridiculously painful and, truly, Izuku doubts that he'll ever get used to Shigaraki's Quirk.
And by Kami, he really does wish that he could have apologised to his Dad.
"So disrespectful for a little rogue in the making, aren't you Hemlock? Such a busy mouth. And rude too." Shigaraki muses, drawing back away with a self-satisfied smirk that has Izuku feeling a familiar shudder down his spine, all spiders and ice and old needle pinpricks that haven't physically hurt him in a year but still haunt him. Particularly now.
"I do try."
"Oh, but you'll stop soon, brat, let me assure you. Learn to submit to your new guild leader. And me, of course, as his heir." And oh, there's that bit of information again. Izuku has briefly pondered this at some point over the last few days, but he really does need to look at it more. Even more so when he knows that there are some things All For One hasn't told Shigaraki yet. Gotta love something that can be exploited.
"His heir? Sure, I guess. Aren't you a bit, oh, I don't know, shit?" Shigaraki snarls instantly at that, leaning in and settling raised-finger hands on the back of Izuku's chair, hot breath fanning putrid over freckles and dry, itchy hair falling down to brush against Izuku's face, too disgusting and claustrophobic for the greenette to do anything but try and lean back, breath caught in his lungs until it feels like he's about to shake apart with the awful tightness of it.
Yet he simply can't bring himself to breathe. Not when Shigaraki is so fucking close to him, eyes only a few inches from Izuku's and they burn, all explosions and flames and poison in his veins.
Although it's not as bad as the touch that shifts from his chair and onto his shoulder, right over where Shigaraki had caught Izuku at the USJ. And then his last finger descends and Izuku falls away. A draught has the dust of his own flesh eddying and dancing through the air, shifting before his eyes and when Shigaraki leans back a little, Izuku can finally breathe but he regrets that as soon as he does it because sure, his lungs had been burning and his throat had felt like there was a noose around it because he hadn't been able to breathe with Shigaraki so close, the heat of his body and breaths too much and sickening, but now the greenette sucks in a low gasp of air and inhales dust and chokes.
"Aw, little bratty Hemlock can't take a bit of pain?" Izuku barely hears the taunt, let alone registers it, because he's fighting for air but the air is full of that dust and the smell of iron is thick in his nose, bloated and rusting, sea-salt ruined, and he wishes for nothing more than a cool rooftop under chilly stars. Yet he's forced to stay in reality by the fever-warm chains keeping him in place, the hand that now leaves his shoulder but is still branded there, by the knowledge that the kids are only a minute's walk away. He can't scream; they'll hear. He can't snark; Shigaraki will only hurt him more, or get one of the children to hurt. So Izuku bites his lip even as he coughs, cheeks bursting in some poor parody of eating too much (and how fucking ironic that is when he hasn't eaten in what must be at least a day by now) as he tries to stay quiet despite everything in him wanting to snarl and snap back. But he can't. He knows it, knows the consequences all too well, so for now he'll stay silent. Until Shigaraki is in less of a foul mood at least.
"Ah, look at that, you're learning already. Maybe you'll level up some of your skills like this!" Well, the villain's in a good mood anyway, so surely that makes it alright to offer a little bit of defiance?
"At least I've got skills to level up." It's rasped, choked, but the words are more than clear enough to have crimson eyes flashing and bloody fingers lurching forwards, an almost careful touch to Izuku's chest, all five of his fingers spread and barely touching, almost poised to shove him back, and Izuku freezes in place, knowing that if he writhes with the renewed, redoubled pain, then it will only make it worse.
Particularly when Shigaraki is retreating the touch almost instantaneously, his grin some maniacal thing, bloodlust so strong and so far from satisfied, and Izuku pushes past the agony, past the static numbness that spreads his burning chill across the front of his ribs, the hot trickle-flow-waterfall of blood (he can't tell how much blood he's losing because everything is too numb and distant and present all at once, but he can tell it is far more than he'd like as it scalds down into his lap, tracing his outline in something more macabre than he wants to consider) pooling against him and everything's so incredibly hot it's unreal.
This happens more than once. It's not quite a repetitive loop, interspersed with taunts and rattling laughter, by Izuku tasting naught but blood and dust, with tiny variations in how the manchild hurts him, longer or shorter or deeper or shallower, and Izuku takes to analysing every injury to ground himself. He counts the seconds as though they were panic-attack breaths, tries to tell how many rivulets of blood fall or which finger is first raised before falling and he's swept in the ever-greater tides of pain that crash against him, cresting around his throat and neck with dust thick in the saltwater and he's drowning and burning and nothing is right but everything hurts even though he can barely feel half of his body and he wants to be home (needs to be, craves comfort and warmth and everything being alright when nothing is) but he wants to protect those precious kids even more, so he bites his lip until the blood in his mouth swells to match the waves of his agony and he half-blurs out. Coherency is over-rated, right?
Eventually, maybe in response to Izuku being so close to some kind of dissociation, maybe simply die to his own obligations or boredom, Shigaraki stands back a pace, one bloody hand tucking into his hoodie pocket, the second coming up to scratch idly at his own neck, blood flaking off alongside dry skin even though Izuku hardly registers the fact, barely aware enough to sneer up at the villain, trying to regain control of his own mind and body.
"Oh, little Hemlock, not so chatty now?" Izuku giggles, the sound grating and bubbling with something far from mirth, a groan hidden in the hysteria,
"Y-you're jus' a prissy lil' bitch tha' wan's his Daddy, aren'cha?" And even though Shigaraki scowls, kicking viciously at Izuku's shin with an irony that has Izuku snorting, despite how he nearly convulses with the spike in pain the abrupt movement causes him. Still though, the manchild really must have tired himself out or something, even with the sadistic glee tugging at his cracked lips, because he simply latches a hand around Izuku's throat and disintegrates away his chains with the other. Any dammit Izuku wants to say something, anything, to put the safety of words between them, but he hardly dares to. Not when they're going back to the kids now.
The greenette nearly blacks out when he's tugged to his feet by the neck, stumbling and struggling behind Shigaraki, vision grey and spotty and swirling in a monochrome kaleidoscope, so that he barely keeps his feet under him when he's shoved back into his cage, staggering but still glaring at Shigaraki, unrepentant and unyielding regardless of the absolute fire in his veins, licking at his muscles so that they shake and shudder and screech at him. It hurts, but Izuku refuses to give in to it. Not until Shigaraki has sneered, snickered and left, disappearing back through the walls of crates, and then Izuku takes one painfully deep breath, a second, then lowers himself to the ground in something closer to a collapse than he would ever admit. The whine that stings in his throat isn't allowed to escape. No, Izuku is far too aware of the kids only a metre away, no doubt watching on. His vision is too blurry to check though. It- they can wait. They'll have to, just for a minute, until he's- until he's alright again. Until he can face them with a smile.
It takes him longer than he can comprehend before he manages to roll to his side and then into a rather pathetically hunched sitting position, offering a red-lipped smile to the kids. Their eyes are wide but not surprised, even with the fading horror to be found there.
"You lot alright?" His words might be mangled and twisted, warping past pain and still too-tense jaw, but they're out there now, and he receives an almost immediate response, nods and stuttered affirmatives.
"B-but what about you?" And oh, how that question, spoken with the lingering lisp of a five year old, the fear of a captive and the true care of somebody kind, has Izuku's heart squeezing for reasons far beyond any pain or fear of his own.
"I'll be fine. Bit banged up, is all." None of them believe it, but the kids still relax some all the same. That's enough, in Izuku's eyes. More than.
From there, he sags back and sideways, eyes half-lidded as he watches on as the children begin to calm down and settle into whatever approximation of a routine they normally go through. They comb through their shorn-short hair, some of them getting little braids or twisted patterns that slip apart quickly with little notice, and they chatter in low voices, silly little word games or stories being told. Some of the younger ones - Li and Nabe and Shi - will give their own little additions with the genuine exuberance that belongs to kids their age and Izuku finds himself, quite unconsciously, smiling something soft and sweet at them all. It's simultaneously agonising and beautiful to see these little flashes of personality and individuality from these kids. It shows up in little things, in how Li bounces her foot silently, or how Tanaka sleepily clings to whoever is closest, and Izuku adores every little thing he notices. It doesn't matter that his body screams and splinters under his own weight, not when these delightful children need him to help them.
Although it has to be said that their presence isn't all good. It's not their fault though. No, far from it. They're not to blame for how Izuku sees all the bad parts of them too after all. Hears how their voices are still quiet and they stay close together. Watches as they tense, eyes flickering, whenever a loud noise or change in lighting echoes from over the rim of the crate wall. But the worst part? Well, it's how Izuku can see these kids and their Quirks and immediately put together their potential. He can look at these scared, haunted babies and construct Nomus at a moment's thought. And that terrifies him. What does it mean for him, for them, if he can analyse them and pick out the best combinations to turn them into monsters? To take the Quirks, personalities and souls of these children and force them into abominations designed only to kill? It's a nasty insight into All For One's mind. Into exactly what he has been telling Izuku of their similarities.
But still, whenever Izuku falls too far into such thoughts, eyes glazing to match the haze in his mind, there'll be a particular sound or comment from one of the children, never loud but somehow more obtrusive, that will drag him back to reality. Coherency.
And then a thought strikes him. It's a random thing, but watching them all whisper and fidget to each other, taking up quiet games or companionable silence that most young children shouldn't know, Izuku wonders if he couldn't teach them sign language. Well, not the whole language, but surely some things?
"Hey kids, d'you wanna learn something cool?" They all perk up, turning to him with undeniable interest.
That in itself is enough to have Izuku smiling softly and shifting his cracking-stone limbs so that he's sat leaning forwards, forehead against the cool bars, hands tucked loosely against his chest.
"It's sign language. We can talk silently with it, using our hands. I use it when I don't want to talk, when my throat's too tight or I want to keep a secret," he confides, voice a conspiratorial whisper to match his wiggling eyebrows.
"R-really?" Setsuna, her few inches of ginger curls bouncing, leans in herself, a golden glitter in her eyes. Izuku, nodding, signs in return,
'Yes, really.' There are a few little gasps and tiny, muffled giggles hidden behind dirty hands, and then Anna speaks up too,
"Is that wh- what you w-were doing? Wh-wh-when-"
"It is," Izuku affirms, signing along with himself, more sombre now. He feels awful that the children have to see him like this, all bloody and hurt in their name. They're not stupid after all. They understand why Izuku is being hurt like this, and he can only hope that his reassurances will stop them from blaming themselves.
So, to derail that thread of thought before the kids can latch on to it, Izuku raises his hands again, sits up straighter to give himself room to gesture around his face, then signs a simple,
"Hello," speaking at the same time. Several of the kids immediately catch on and mimic him, mouthing to match the simple movement. And Izuku grins, all Cheshire-sharp and joy-gleaming, the first glint of sunrise on broken glass, then starts to show these wonderful, hurting children a whole new world.
It's surprisingly fast, actually. All nine of them are clearly eager to latch onto something that breaks the monotony, the painful numbness of being locked in a cage with nothing but themselves and their own minds to entertain them, and they all seem pretty quick-witted, for all that some of them have fingers that fumble and bend awkwardly at first. But even when some of them struggle, Izuku simply slows down for a minute, coaxes and coaches, working his hands through the bars in silent offer and waiting for them to come to him, until he can fold his hands around chilly fingers and soft, dirty palms, physically guiding them through the motions a few times, until that spark flares in their eyes once more, one burning on kindling comprised of hope and joy and understanding, and the greenette revels in adding to that spark until it's a full-on flame. Nine flames. It's one of the most stunning sights he's seen in a damn long time. One that he revels in.
At one point, he says,
"It's alright," gesturing to match, and he doesn't miss how several of the kids tense a little. They recognise it of course. They're not stupid. For half a moment, Izuku regrets his thoughtless choice, but the determination and steady hands of the children reassures him just as quickly. Kami, they're strong. So incredibly brave and resilient and so very, very strong.
His next one isn't so much a teaching point as a genuine comment,
"You're strong. All of you." He only signs the first half, lowering his hands for the second, needing to impress his sincerity upon these kids. He wants - needs - them to understand that their resilience and endurance is beyond admirable and that he might hate the necessity of it, but he can still be so very grateful and awed by how they have survived so far. How they will continue to, undoubtedly.
"Y-you're strong too," Li offers, hands clumsily following along with her own words, and Izuku can't help the faint blush that creeps amongst his freckles.
"A-ah, thanks," he sputters, inexplicably embarrassed.
"Pretty too," Nabe pipes up, grey eyes wide and bright even in the distantly harsh light, sparkling up at Izuku, who blushes even more. Kami, these kids are going to kill him. And in the best way possible.
Izuku doesn't have a single complaint. Not when he segues them back into cheery and useful phrases, simple things like 'please' and 'show me the cats' and other absolutely essential phrases along those lines. Things that make them giggle. Anything and everything that will distract these kids from the blood still clinging to Izuku, the driest parts occasionally flaking off, ignoring the tacky gross pools in the creases of his elbows and cuticles, sticking along the contours of his scars. It's not unfamiliar but it only adds to the overall unpleasantness of his injures.
Regardless, ignoring how disgusting and fucking agonising his body currently is, Izuku continues to guide these kids through whatever sign language that comes to mind, until he's barely able to focus anymore, everything telling him that he needs to stop. Needs to rest. He ignores it though, shoves all of the pain and distraction into a tight knot in his guts, pushing against his spine with a kind of pressure that aches even more, sloshing with blood already spilt, and he refuses to acknowledge it, not wanting to show the kids that he's in pain, for all that it must be obvious to them. Despite this, or perhaps because of it, the greenette eventually he finds himself slumping and slowing, head drooping to settle against the bars, movements sluggish. And the children, without missing a beat, start to shift their attention to each other again, only occasionally signing or speaking directly to him, the elder ones recapping some of their favourites with the youngest and, somewhere between a repetition of 'show me the cats please' and 'could you write that for me?' Izuku falls into unconsciousness.
He rouses from a bottomless ocean of ink and tar, all molasses thick and no-stars dark, to find himself curled awkwardly in the corner of his cage, smears of blood around him barely visible in the dim light, with the needed contrast of a little round of whispers reaching his ears, all along the lines of 'Izuku's awake' and he can't help but feel his shoulders slacken some in relief at the sound of the kids. Hopefully nothing has happened whilst he was asleep - unconscious, whatever - then. Because he's not sure he would ever forgive himself if any of these sweet, precious little people got hurt or worse at this point. Not when he sees them all as his now, in whatever capacity. Bottom line is that they're his to protect and help as much as he can.
With a long, barely-audible groan, the teen levers himself up into something more resembling a sitting position, not daring to stand and stretch like he wants to lest he re-open any of the disintegration wounds that appear to have stopped bleeding, and instead turns his attention to the kids, seeing Anna with her mouth already opening to ask him something.
“What’s your dad like?” Izuku tilts his head in question, gesturing for the blonde to go on, a bit confused, because why would she ask-
“You- I think you were dreaming about him.” And oh. Of course he was. What else would he dream of when he'd been in pain, mental and physical, and feeling such ironic nostalgia over finding hurt kids to nurture and protect as best he could, to teach and bring joy and show care to? Yes, his Dad indeed. Well, no harm to telling them some generic things. The thought alone has Izuku more awake, more aware and grounded, than he had been before his impromptu nap.
"He- he’s the best person in the world. I was alone and hurting and he was the only person to see it. He listened to me and helped me and he loved me until I loved him too and then he kept on loving me. Because of him I’ve found an entire family that I love. You guys are part of that too now, you know?" He signs along with himself, largely out of habit, ignoring how it pulls and twinges his chest and shoulder, pain flaring like the ugliest fucking fireworks he ever did see. He also conveniently ignores how his voice is creaking and cracking. He's too focused on thoughts of his Dad. On the sight of these children.
"U-us?"
"Yes, kids, absolutely. Yes." The teen injects every bit of honesty and energy into his words that his tight lungs can manage.
And there's a moment then, hanging with all the delicacy of a traumatised child's hope found in the form of lace spiderwebs, and Izuku winds careful fingers through those silk strands and tangles them, balling them up carefully and safely, tucks them all in close, until he has a little flickering bundle of warmth and hopes to hold in his trembling hands, cradling it to his chest.
"We're here together now kids. And all of us will get out, alright? Someway, somehow. And then- then you can meet my Dad yourselves, alright? He'll love you guys." And seeing their grins, less hesitant every time, has Izuku's little bundle of hopes shifting away from dreams and into something more tangible. Because by Kami, he had meant every word, no doubt about it. These kids deserve such promises because Izuku has zero intentions of letting them be false promises. Not whilst there's heat in his body and breath in his lungs and words on his tongue. Not when he still truly believes that his Dad will come for them, if they don't escape first, because that man is his hero for a reason.
Izuku will see these kids safe no matter what.
Aizawa is pacing. Again. Still. Both, whatever, all he knows is that he's restless but the very idea of patrolling alone feels wrong and both him and Tsukauchi have been locked out of the investigation files for ten hours on the fucking stupid basis that they need to rest but what he needs is to find his kid-
"Shouta, c'mere a sec!" Nemuri calls from across the faculty room, huddled up in a sweater with her laptop, Hizashi by her side, hair down, leather replaced by sweatpants, both frowning at him a little. Growling under his breath, because he doesn't need a distraction, it won't solve anything, Aizawa still trudges over, burying too-tight fists in his pockets.
"What?"
"Look at this!" But of course, when he leans down to see the screen, arms latch around him and pull him onto the sofa with them in a tangle of limbs, Nemuri putting aside her laptop quickly enough to help Hizashi keep a hold of the underground hero, manhandling him until he's laid out, torso and head supported by their laps, legs draped over the empty space.
"The fuck you two?" he demands, part indignant, mostly frustrated. But his two idiots only peer down at him, the half-hearted smirk on Nemuri's face answer enough.
"Shou, you need to look after yourself. Baby Broccoli will be heartbroken when he gets back if you've fucked yourself up, and you know it. Don't do that to him."
"Nem's right. The baby needs you healthy and strong Shou, not driving yourself down."
And trust them to hit him straight in the guts with their words, to hit exactly where it hurts enough to make him listen, and to do it through care rather than spite or malice. Kami, he fucking hates his friends. He hates their care and their warmth and their comfort, and that they know him so well, and that all he wants to do right now, if he can't have his kid, is to give in and let them keep him safe for just a little while. He hates it so much.
He gives in.
With a sigh far too close to a sob, Aizawa twists in their laps until he can curl up some, knees pressing up against Nemuri's side, burying his face in Hizashi's stomach, hands clutching at their respective tops and he fights to breathe. Fights to breathe, not to cry, not to fall apart. Because they were right, everything they said is true, and Izuku is out there somewhere, hurt and in danger and so fucking alone, and all Aizawa can do is pace right now. Or, he can try and sleep. So that's what he does. He lets his best friends hold him close, the quiet murmur of their conversation drifting above him, takes in the smell of Hizashi's leather jacket and citrus shampoo, a familiar mix with Nemuri's lavender perfume, all of it thick in his nose, and he breathes, relaxes and, eventually, sleeps.
He wakes up again, drowsy and heavy-limbed, to fairly small hands running through his hair, starting to braid it, and for a long second he relaxes into his son's touch, enjoying the affection. He's warm and comfortable, they're both safe at home, and they're together.
Then reality kicks in. Viciously.
Snarling, Aizawa abruptly tosses himself off of the sofa and onto his sleep-unsteady feet, capture weapon writhing out in all directions, one of his kid's knives ready in hand, posture low and defensive, a genuine grumbling snarl in the back of his throat. His scalp aches because that wasn't Izuku's braiding and nobody else does it right so who-
"Woah, Shouta, darling, it's alright, it's only me-" That's Nemuri; his best friend Nemuri who he trusts with his life. Fuck. Fuck, fuck and fuck again. He might have just slept but Aizawa is exhausted again already, nearly sagging onto his knees as the weight of the world (of his world being gone) crashes over his shoulders once more. It isn't right, having someone else messing around with his hair. Feels too much like replacing his son, even though that's the last thing any of them would intend, and it has more than just his head hurting.
"S-sorry Nem," he manages, somehow surprised at the way that his eyes burn. And it's not because of his Quirk.
"No. Kami, no Shouta, don't apologise. I thought it would help because of how often you've had your hair up recently but I guess-"
"Iz- The ki- He does it." The wavering strength in his voice is nothing in the face of him being unable to actually name his son. Fucking hell, he's being so pathetic about all of this how in the hell does he dare to call himself-
"Shouta, whatever you're thinking, stop it. I bet it would make Izuku stab you." Aizawa does have to snort at that though because there's a decent chance it's true. Although his kid would probably use a fork or something - more pain, less damage.
"There we go. Silly caterpillar man," Nemuri teases, standing to offer a very telegraphed shoulder squeeze. He doesn't avoid it though, despite her giving him time to. Instead, he leans into the warm touch with a lessening of the scowl marring his face. And Nemuri, judging by the way her posture loosens a little, eyes softening and brightening, is very much relieved that Aizawa hasn't pushed her away. It wouldn't have been the first time if he had. Maybe he really has grown some since finally taking Izuku in.
"Right, you, gonna sleep some more or come with me to find Hizashi?" Hands on hips, whip swaying with the movement, she cuts an imposing figure despite the hot pink leggings. Aizawa isn't intimidated in the slightest.
"I-"
"Those are your only two options Shou. I won't use my Quirk 'cause I know the sheer volume I have to use on you gives you a headache, but don't think I won't bash you around the head instead." She might be serious, face straight and without her trademark smirk, but Aizawa only groans,
"Nemuri, you utter idiot, like that wouldn't give me a headache?"
"Collateral damage," she sing-songs, literally waving off his deadpan comment, her smirk creeping in now.
Fuck, why does he have such illogical friends?
"Because you love us, Shouta. Just like we do, you." And her words might have started teasing, but it falls back into serious. Or, rather, into sincere. And Shouta, in silent apology and gratitude and agreement, all in one, takes the single step needed to simply rest his forehead on her shoulder. It's not an embrace, not even close, but it is still an offering. And Nemuri simply lists her head to the side in return, two sets of dark hair blending together, the sides of their heads pressed together, warm and steady weights, counter-balancing. Grounding. It's enough. It's everything.
"Let's go find the loudmouth then," he mutters, a time later, once his chest is a bit looser again, fingers stilling and steadying without effort. And Nemuri easily steps back, stretches a bit, then sashays out of the room, calling imperiously over her shoulder,
"C'mon then darling. Don't get lost~"
"I literally work here Nem." But she's only around the corner, waiting with a tapping foot, and they set off properly then, side by side. It's not the same as having a short, warm body beside him, all busy hands and bouncing curls, bubbling words and blinks of knives, but it's a good sort of companionship all the same. A familiar balm for the meantime.
It's even better, not even ten minutes later, when they come across Hizashi, balancing a stack of Lunch Rush's trays as he hums something energetic, heading towards them. From there, it's easy to all fall into step with each other, heading for the meeting room, their late lunches in hand. It's a companionship that Aizawa sorely needs.
He knows he's going to dream of his kid again next time he sleeps but, for now, he can ignore that and, in the back of his mind, hope it will be a pleasant memory rather than a nightmare. Real or otherwise. He doesn't want to think about the bad things right now, simply the good things, like how he has Lunch Rush's stir-fry for lunch, and how his best friends are either side of him and, in this moment, he doesn't have to dream of the better times because he's awake and he can work towards getting his kid back, so things are fine. They are.
That's his mantra now, it seems. Because everything will be fine, eventually and until then, he'll work to make that dream into a reality.
Notes:
Just so you guys know, we're about two thirds (2/3) of the way through the actually *kidnapped* bit of the kidnapping arc, kay? I know we all want him home, but there's one more lil' bit I need to make sure I get in first ;) (Also, y'all are gonna be screaming so much when it comes 'round and I shall live seriously-)
my entire plan for a solid part of this chapter was:
have a super fluffy scene with zashi and nem comforting zawa cause his kid is gone
ALSO - zawa keeps his hair down the whole time Izuku is gone, nearly snaps at Nemuri when she goes to braid it back for him like Izuku would. then nearly cries. he's a whole mess. i love him.Oh, and it's an unintentional thing, but there's a certain poetic beauty to there being nine kids, you know? Nine lives that Izuku is nurturing, is strengthening and sheltering and showing kindness to. He may not have OFA, may not be All Might's protégé, but he can still affect nine lives. Bring the power of nine others back into the world. Bring nine spirits (plus his own, in Kidilante's case, rather than included) into the light once more.
So, yeh, this hit me when I wrote "adding to that spark until it's a full-on flame. Nine flames." and I just- hhh. Gotta love weird lil' things like that. Had to mention it to y'all~Do I HC that Midnight's Quirk is based off of attraction over gender for strength of affect? Hell yes I do. Do I also HC that she's at the very least bi/pan, if not fully lesbian? Also yes.
(Hence her mentioning she would need to use a lot on Zawa - he's very, very ace in this, and he isn't very heavily affected by her Quirk as a result. Sure she's aesthetically pleasing, but attraction just isn't a thing for him. And, honestly, mood. Yet another reason to love this wonderfully grumpy man.)Y'all it's probably tomorrow when I'm posting this but I've finished my exams today (Wednesday) after, no exaggeration, five hours of full-on writing with only half hour break in the middle so my hand is dead and I'm blaming any typos on that, kay? Hope you all enjoyed! Ota - xxx
Chapter 61: LVII - Swear It
Summary:
Promises are made. Whether they'll be broken is yet to be seen.
Notes:
I had five or six 100-300 word snippets and scenes for this chapter that I then proceeded to try and mash together into something coherent. Fingers crossed that it worked!
Also, somebody mentioned wanting to see the class? well, you got your wish ;)
Oh! And slight warning for Toga being a bit creepy at one, very brief part of this chapter. It's not particularly bad, but we all know what she's like. It'll be pretty obvious when she turns up and leaves, i think, so just be careful of yourselves as needs be, okay? Hope y'all enjoy~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It's the eighth day of Izuku being gone when Aizawa goes through his utility belt for the sheer sake of a distraction and finds, to his instant horror, a bug. Not one that Hizashi would be terrified of, but rather a listening device. And it doesn't take him more than a minute to be shoving it into the first box he can find, muffled by a stack of paperwork, and then he's hurrying to Nedzu's office, an ever-deeper scowl on his face. Hopefully the rat will be able to trace the bug and whatever it might be connected to because the man has a sneaking suspicion that this is just as likely to be his hellspawn as any villains, but either way it's dangerous. He can't let even more of his kids get in trouble. Get hurt. The very thought of it is unbearable; it becomes even worse when he briefly entertains Izuku's incredible hurt and fear and anger should any of his friends be hurt.
Yeh, he really needs Nedzu to trace this bug for him.
"Nedzu, I need you to do some tech shit, now." For half a second of having burst into the rat's office, he's offered a disapproving frown, but then the principal notes the box Aizawa is carrying alongside his overall body language. Sparking eyes meet Aizawa's own, paws held up in request. The man doesn't hesitate to pass his boss the box, already explaining what he can,
"I've had a bug in my utility belt, presumably for the last six days or less as that was when I last cleared it out. Normally I would do it more often but-"
"No need, Shouta-kun, I perfectly understand." And those words are both genuine and completely polite, but Aizawa isn't stupid. He can see the fury lingering in Nedzu's eyes, all flames and rubble and the glistening spill of oil in an ocean, ready to suffocate and swallow whole.
Luckily, he also knows that the rage isn't directed at him. No, it's already aimed and poised, ready to be unleashed, all against the villains who think they can keep his son captive, controlled under their thumbs. Because Nedzu knows better than anyone what it's like to be a mere experiment, an object or animal rather than a human, something amusing and interesting rather than someone to be respected and interacted with. He knows exactly the type of thing that the hero's son is doubtless experiencing. And that makes his rage all the deadlier.
"I will set to dealing with this immediately." Aizawa, knowing it probably isn't necessary, still feels the need to ask,
"You already know it could be my hell class?"
"Of course Aizawa-kun. If it is, I shall leave discussing the matter with them, and any subsequent punishments or retrieval of possible further surveillance devices, up to your discretion." They both know that's a distraction to be shoved at him, but the man can't turn down the responsibility of his own kids. Not when the search for his own brat is so stagnant and slow. He'll do more good looking after his class.
Doesn't mean he has to like it though.
Instead of protesting, Aizawa merely grumbles near-incoherently and turns to leave, knowing that his employer will at least keep him updated on any and all developments, significant or otherwise. It's something at least.
"Shouta-kun?" He pauses, although he doesn't turn back around.
"It shall be fine. Our Izuku-kun has all of our best traits, yours most of all." Aizawa leaves then, without another word or glance, trying to ignore how his heart is too tight in his chest, bound in iron-wrought roses, blooming beautifully but oh-so painfully because Nedzu is right, no doubt about that, but it doesn't bring Izuku home. It doesn't have his kid in his arms, beaming up at him with a too-sharp smile and too-soft eyes, green curls messy and unruly but so good to run his fingers through, if only for how his son will melt into the touch. So, yes, it helps, but it doesn't do what he needs it to.
Things are no better just under an hour later when he receives an email from his employer, listing Yaoyorozu's home as the source of the signal being pinged back and forth. Along with the two other devices, both in the faculty room. And a little part of Aizawa is proud of his kids' resourcefulness and tenacity, their sheer fucking heroics, but most of him is just angry. Angry that they've done this, and even more angry that they've felt the need to. They're teenagers, for Kami's sake. And not teenagers like his own brat who are half-adult, half-child, that need their capability and independence acknowledged even as they're given all the support possible, but normal teenagers with far too much weight on their shoulders. They need nurturing and guidance. Care and patience and to live without fear. Yet all they've been getting over the last school year is pain.
It's probably that thought that stops him from ranting and raving the moment he finds the bug stuck to the underside of his desk. Instead, crouched beside it with a tone farther beyond weary than even he knew he was capable of, the man grumbles out,
"Hellspawn, meet me at UA within the next two hours. Anyone who cannot come, message me directly; and by cannot come I mean serious familial obligations." He can imagine those who have been listening in all startling, looking at each other with wide eyes and trembling lips, but he cannot regret it. He needs to protect his class, even from themselves.
Fortunately, within an hour there are nineteen students knocking at the faculty room door, met with a blank expression and blazing dark eyes. Which exact emotions are fuelling that blaze, they can't tell. Aizawa, for once, doesn't revel in it. There's no logical ruses here.
"I'm in two minds of this," he informs them. They flinch more at the bland tone than his actual words, yet he can't quite regret it. Particularly not when there's so much blatant defiance, unrepentant, in every molecule of them. Kami, his fucking hellspawn.
"Your plan was... well-executed and not unintelligent." There, keep them on their toes with discontent compliments. It's not inaccurate after all,
"You took advantage of your resources and prior knowledge in the way a hero should. And in the name of protecting others. Also heroic." There's some hesitant smiles here, yet they are quickly dashed to pieces.
"You still shouldn't have done it."
"What the fuck, hobo-"
"But Sensei we-"
"We only wanted to-"
"It was for Izuku-"
"Kids." The single word is low and cold. They all shut up instantaneously, a few shivering with the sudden chill in the room, atmosphere plummeting into something miserable.
"Would he ever want any of you to be hurt?"
"Of course not!" There are other outcries, all reaching much the same consensus, indignant and protesting. Aizawa nods in agreement.
"And has this hurt you?" None of them will lie to him, not now. But they will still-
"Maybe, but it was worth it!" Yes, exactly as he thought.
"Was it? What did you gain?" It's a blatant challenge, in a voice that has enough depth and breadth of emotion that it circles right back around to deadpan again, and the teens barely hesitate,
"Informa-"
"That I would've given you anyway, to a logical point. Hellspawn, kids, look.” He pauses, breaths, runs a rough hand through his hair.
“Iz- He's gone and right now, your job is to keep yourselves alive and well and functioning so that he can come back and feel safe, not upset that you're all hurt. Latching onto something unhealthy like this won't help you. Not like you need it to."
There's a long silence then. It drags slower than a funeral march, and no less morbid, because his class display nothing but shock and pain and frustration. It's a twisted reflection of his own emotions, some part of the hero muses, even as he manages to lose some of the fierce scowl for them.
"Right, will you all work with me here? I've got some suggestions and don't think I won't expel you if I believe you're refusing to listen to logic." It's a feeble warning, more of an inside joke, and it does it's job of raising some wobbly smiles and brief snorts. Good, that's a start.
"Every day, I want all of you over here for at least three hours. One to two hours of exercises, either independent or with one of the teachers, then the rest of the time can be geared towards studying or relaxing. Teach each other some hobbies, or prepare some revision resources from what we've covered so far this year; three hours a day to be productive without over-working yourselves. During those hours, you can ask about the investigation too. But I want a compromise on this." Several stiff nods and stony expressions greet that sentence, albeit with some more open variations alongside.
"You will look after yourselves first and foremost. And that includes trying not to fixate on the investigation. I know-" he rushes out, hand raised to stall the onslaught of protests,
"-I know how difficult that is, but you're still in training. I won't patronise you all and call you children, even though you are all still minors either way, but regardless of any legalities or social expectations, you're still my class of heroes in training. So I refuse to let you act beyond that status. I don't need more kids to be worrying about."
If they'd been hesitant to go along with anything before, it's that final sentence that has his hellspawn sagging in place, agreeing quietly. Aizawa has made no attempt to keep the ache out of his tone, nor the longing out of his expression. They know better than most how much this is affecting him because they're going through something very similar. Too similar.
This hurts. Everything about it hurts, with very little reprieve, because there's no true alleviation but for Izuku coming home. And they don't know when that will be.
Regardless, when the kids approach Aizawa this time, there are no sneaky placements of listening devices, nor any tears. Instead, it's a simple hug. Well, the emotions behind it are messy and painful and all tangled up in knots that pull and protest, but the warmth of twenty people is overwhelming and true. Enough to be a relief, enough to let them all relax into each others' arms, sagging against backs and tucking into sides, a mass of limbs and low murmurs, Aizawa practically in the centre, until one teen steps back, and then another, and eventually they're all gathered loosely around their teacher, waiting for him to say something more.
"Go home for today kids. Stay safe, stay careful, don't be afraid to rely on each other or your teachers. And please don't try to interfere independently again. If there's a role that you lot can play, I swear I will make sure you get the opportunity, alright?" It's the truth, and the vague contentment that overwhelms the upset in his class is well worth it.
Izuku finds himself teaching the kids more sign language. His injuries are cracking and creaking, splinters of pain down to his bones, but they're not bleeding and any amount of pain is worth the genuine fasciation sparking in their gazes. And it’s easier to stay on track, to stay grounded, when there are expectant, enthralled eyes watching him, hanging on every word, gestured or verbal. These kids are saving him, moment by moment, and they don’t even know it.
Even better, maybe four or five hours, give or take, into all being awake, that Doctor Garaki appears from between the crates and dumps a literal bucket filled with a sliced loaf of bread, albeit without its packaging, into the kids' cage, the bars sliding up from the bottom, seemingly melting out of the way, to make room for his hand and the bucket, sealing back down the moment he is out of the way. Dammit, they really do seem to be the effect of some kind of Quirk. Apparently, a long-distance or pre-set one; perhaps one keyed to the approach of certain people? But, no, Shigaraki touched Izuku's bars without them slipping and sliding out of the way. On the other hand-
"You little vessels should be very grateful for your friend Hemlock here. He's taking all the pain that you should be." And with that parting shot, the old man leaves, and Izuku resists the urge to throw himself after the man, metal bars be-damned, because how dare that bastard say something like that to these sweet, sweet children-
"Kids, don't listen to that fu- bas- idiot, alright? He's wrong. You're far more than some stupid vessels and none of this is in anyway your faults, understand me? None of it."
He meets every pair of eyes, ensuring that the fire and certainty in his own eyes is leant out to each of them in turn, keeping their own confidence and happiness alight and blazing. The way that it should be. He refuses to let these kids be any more beat-down than they already have been, at least wherever he can help in even the smallest ways. This really isn't their fault. No, it's so far from it in fact, and it only has that protective urge, all lion-maned and viper-fanged, roaring and hissing in Izuku's chest, poison pushing at his skin, pooling in his gaze, trickling along his spine and spreading out around him, angel wings of deadly feathers. These are his kids, and he refuses to let them be hurt.
Still though, he pushes the dangerous edges of his rage inward, hidden in amongst his own ribs, and only lets the children see the protective curves to his fury, the sweeping gaze and gentle hands. And, when he receives various affirmatives, some signed, some spoken, some hesitant, some unwavering, he manages to lose that last bit of absolute anger and instead offers them a weary grin. This is exhausting, more than, but it's worth it for the kids. He only wishes he could do more.
Izuku is rather abruptly pulled out of such thoughts by a quiet, half-giggled,
"Boop." It accompanies a rather floppy slice of bread tapping him on the nose and he crosses his eyes in the most exaggerated way he possibly can, just to amuse the kids.
"Ahh. Thanks Setsuna." And with that, he tilts his head up a little and snatches the slice in his mouth, earning another few little snickers. Not all of them are muffled and that realisation has the leaden weight in Izuku's guts and the sharp anger lingering in his lungs melting into something still-hot but swirling gently. Calm rather than ready to lash out. Because dammit these children are the most wonderful kids on this earth and no, he's not biased, really he's not.
They all eat then, Izuku insisting, despite the kids' own reassurances, that he only have one of the fifteen slices on the theory that they're growing. The instant comeback of,
"But you need to too," from Shi had him choking on his bread, a rush of heat up his cheeks because how dare his cheeky little imps call him short.
"You, kiddo, are a little snot and I hope the tooth fairy only pays you fifty yen for your next tooth." It's such a nonsensical threat, so unrelated to their very real danger, that it's made all the funnier. Although some part of Izuku aches and strains with the realisation that only one or two of the children share knowing looks at the mention of the tooth fairy. Kami, they're all so young, so bright and innocent and precious, and he wants little more than to be able to gather them all in his arms and hold them close and careful and safe against his chest.
But no. Instead, not too long after they've all finished up their bread and the rather meagre three water bottles that had been beneath it in the bucket, there is yet again the sound of footsteps echoing from the crate wall, and Izuku immediately backs up to sit against the far wall of his cage. The less attached he seems to the kids, the better. The safer they'll be.
"Why hello Hemlock~" Mainly from this utter bastard of a manchild.
"Shiggy, my guy, what brings you to my little corner of the woods?" It's jovial, welcoming, and clearly so very, very fake.
"Ah-ah-ah," the villain tuts, one hand flexing,
"I warned you last time about the consequences of you taking up too much of the chat stream, brat."
"I mean, yeh, but still-" Izuku's snarky protest is quickly cut off,
"Not now brat. I've come to tell you to behave for Sensei today. He hardly needs to be wasting his time on ensuring your discipline and obedience." Oh, what fun. Truly. Isn't Izuku so lucky?
"Then maybe he shouldn't bother trying to talk to me-"
Shigaraki laughs then, a brief cackle as dry as his own skin,
"Ah, but Sensei wants you, remember? You're a future asset. But we'll get a private server just for us two later, so that I can teach you the foolishness of not allying yourself with our guild." It's said as though Izuku should find it to be a gift, but he hardly has time to stagger to his feet, snarl in place, before a pale hand is waving him a sarcastic goodbye and he's falling through yet another damnable warp gate, barely managing to turn his eyes to the kids first, not missing the fear to be found there.
Kami, he's never hated warp Quirks quite this much.
"Ah, Izuku, my dear boy, so kind of you to join me!" Every one of his injuries scream at him for the rough landing, but the teen keeps his footing and attention on the room, enough to reply easily,
"Didn't really have a choice. What'd you want?" His curt words aren't met with any anger or frustration just yet, so Izuku lets himself stay nonchalant. Unconcerned.
"Why, only a discussion with you. First though, do let me heal some of your wounds a little."
Caught off-guard by the words, Izuku barely manages to dodge the hand reaching for him, snatched moments later by a sudden force (and wow, he really did not need the thought of a telekinesis Quirk on his mind right now) that has him shoved against a broad, wrinkled palm and then most of his pain fades out, knees weak, leaving him to sag to the floor and drag himself back a few metres, suspicious eyes fixated on the villain.
"Bastard-" He's spitting and snarling, barely resisting the urge to pull out the knife still hidden in his boot, pupils dilated with the abrupt adrenaline and fear. The villain could have done anything then. And Izuku has never done well with feeling vulnerable.
"Now, is that how you treat your healer, my boy? I should hope not. It was simply for the sake of a coherent conversation. Your bright mind need not be wasted."
"F-fine," Izuku gets out, bitter as a curse, even moreso for his annoyance at his own stuttering, and he shoves himself to his feet. Well, at least his injuries genuinely seem to be less in danger of opening up with any wrong movement. Although they're still far from healed properly. Sensible, from All For One's point of view, but a pain, both literal and metaphorical, for Izuku.
"I believe we have touched upon the topic of All Might before-" The man continues speaking blithely over Izuku's muttered,
"No shit my dude."
"-my dear boy, but I thought to ask you further on your opinion of the man. I'm sure, as ever, you won't fail to intrigue and delight me." And the greenette has regained most of his mental equilibrium now. He's steady again. Words are something he's always been good with, something he can understand and predict and craft; something he can defend himself with.
"Well, he's exactly that," Izuku comments, tone flat and disinterested at best. The villain isn't put off though,
"A man? An interesting thought, do go on." Rolling his eyes, even though All For One seems perfectly unaware of the actual movement, Izuku does so.
"Well, he's fallible. Every pillar crumbles, right? I stand by that. He's done a good job, better than most would I guess, but society was never meant to be supported by one person alone and, honestly, it's a testament to his overarching goodness, his personal heroicism, that the power hasn't corrupted him. It has made him... distant though, I can admit, to some people's struggles. Regardless, he's the Symbol of Peace. Now it's just down to the rest of us to step in and take parts of his burden piece by piece."
"Distant in what way, dear boy?" Well, the villain's reaction to the truth might be amusing at least.
"I mean, he told a Quirkless kid that their dreams were unrealistic, for a start, despite that same Quirkless kid getting into UA not even a year later."
"Ah, yourself then. How fascinating."
"Oi, No-Face, I'm not quite as malleable as that Shigaraki manchild of yours," Izuku sneers, teeth gnashing. He only gets a laugh in return. Although calling it a laugh is... generous, considering how it rasps and rattles, storm winds against loose window panes, something sinfully delighted echoing in its depths, glinting along its surface, as much malice as mirth. It's not a nice sound, that's for sure.
"No, I suppose you are not. For a child, you are far from impressionable."
"You can say that patronising shit again," Izuku snorts, turning dismissively to start idly observing the room. Of course, he's careful to always keep All For One in the corner of his vision at the very least, because acting nonchalant and arrogant isn't the same as being stupid, particularly after earlier, but it does actually allow him to try and examine some of the various medical paraphernalia a bit more. Most of it seems to be stuff for breathing - all tubes and tanks that rustle and whistle occasionally, all sci-fi vibes, and general monitoring. But there's one or two things that are completely unfamiliar and whilst Izuku doesn't dare scrutinise them too closely because it's damn hard to figure out just how much detail the villain can make out with whatever Quirk (or multiple Quirks, but he's not sure how to test that yet) the villain uses, he does try to get the general gist of things.
"Now now, Izuku, I thought you were finally being civil today?"
"Civil by my standards, yep!" He may or may not pop his 'p', just to see how All For One will react. Unfortunately, it's a lacklustre twitch of the lips. Pity.
"Regardless, little Hemlock, I would ask that you think more upon this matter for me. Call it homework, if you will."
"Sure. But I ain't calling you Sensei. You'll always be No-Face to me, you know?" It's saccharine and pretty, dressed in lace and dripping in honey, and it earns that proper twitch that Izuku was looking for. Good. Even better, the twitch is all it earns, and then All For One is waving a dismissive hand, tone slightly louder,
"I sense we are done for the day, and I have other matters to attend to either way. Izuku, my dear boy, I shall see you soon. Kurogiri, return him." And before he can retort with something appropriately snarky, Izuku is falling yet again.
Almost makes him wish he could join them just for the chance to walk through one of the damn portals rather than tumbling.
He doesn't get more than a second to contemplate that kind of crack reasoning though, because he finds himself pushed to the floor with a knife just sinking into back of his neck. Enough to warn him. To keep him still. Though, honestly, it's the giggle in his ear that has his stomach roiling because this is the last thing he needs, really.
"Ah~ Izu-kun, I've missed you! And look, you're covered in so much blood too! I mean, it'd be better if it was fresh but," Toga pauses, inhales deeply, nosing against his neck, tongue darting out to briefly trace along his jugular,
"It still smells super good~"
"Second, you can-"
"Oi, Toga, I said you could see him, not whatever this shit is." And huh, this might be the first and only time Izuku has ever been glad to see Shigaraki. Well, hear him, but the point remains.
Although Toga doesn't get off, still crouched over Izuku, knees either side of his spine, feet tucked along his ribs, bouncing in place like a hyperactive child. Her knife is still barely stabbing his neck, not even two centimetres into the skin but it's enough. Izuku can't move.
"Aw~ But Shiggy-chan, I wanted to make him bleed, you know? Maybe spend a little private ti-"
"Toga, fuck off. Kurogiri, take her back to our save point," Shigaraki demands, tone clipped and frustrated, kicking out at the girl who is straddling Izuku. She dodges up and away, darting to the side and, apparently, blowing a raspberry before she disappears into yet another warp gate, and Izuku doesn't get halfway through pushing himself to his feet, off-balance both mentally and physically, feeling too assaulted from all sides to recover with his usual speed, before there's once again a hand around his throat. Huh, index finger raised again. That really must be Shigaraki's habit.
"C'mon brat, I want you tied up and-"
"Kinky~"
"Shut up!" Izuku gets an elbow to the temple for the comment, but he only wobbles and grins a little to himself, bloody-toothed. Well, he's recovered a bit at least.
"I meant so that you wouldn't try anything, arrogant little brat that you are." And the greenette wants to retort again, but he knows that Shigaraki is verging on flipping out, so he bites his lip and lets himself be shoved into that same old chair. Then suddenly he can barely breathe. It's stupid, he's literally just been rather carelessly made to sit down somewhere that he's been tortured before, but really he shouldn't be this affected-
Izuku finds those chains settling around him again, tight and the wrong side of warm, and then there's a hand in his hair, tugging his head back, and something in his chest withers and trembles. He knows what's coming now. It's already a familiar routine. Not just that, but it feels like he's been stuck in the same cycle for days, weeks, months already. Home is a distant concept. Family is closer but still not real. Not enough so. Not real in that it's incomplete; he has the kids, for sure, but he wants the adults in his family too. He wants Tsuka and Zashi and Nem. He wants his Dad. Wants to be able to relax and lose the weight of responsibility that lies heavy across his shoulders because he doesn't resent said responsibility of the kids that he's put onto himself, but that fact doesn't stop it from being overwhelming and exhausting and just so, so much to carry when he can barely stand himself.
Before he can spiral further down that path, there's a delicate touch to his jaw, two-fingered, and his head is being carefully tilted back. The gentleness doesn't stop the touch from burning and itching and aching, his very skin protesting at the dangerous contact, at the familiar precursor to agony and static.
Yet even that doesn't burn as much as Shigaraki’s next words.
“I’m going to offer you a deal here, brat, as apparently I didn't make myself clear enough last time we DMed-" There's something so wrong with the insinuations of that and Izuku nearly laughs, sick to the stomach with twisted amusement, but then Shigaraki continues talking and Izuku's heart dies in his chest,
"-Consider those little maggots your guild and you’re their tank. The more damage you take silently, the less damage they’ll take overall. But I do mean the silently. You’re going to learn to listen. To respect those above you in the league tables. Understood little Hemlock?”
And oh, how Izuku wants to rant and rave and absolutely fucking murder Shigaraki, to bury knives in his joints and slice every tendon, scrape against every bone, make this nasty manchild suffer and bleed out slowly. Kami knows he deserves it for merely what he's threatening.
If Shigaraki hurts Izuku's kids then he will hurt him back, no matter what it takes.
Luckily - or, well, not really luckily, but it's better than the alternative - Shigaraki only seems interested in hurting Izuku right now.
"I asked if you understood." The demand, spoken through cracked lips and with a raw malice, has Izuku glaring up at the villain with every drop of hatred that starts deep in his marrow and wells up, found in his scalding gaze and bared teeth, even as his throat is tight and tongue leaden.
"Yes." It's short and simple. Perhaps too much so, as it earns him a vicious punch to the cheek, head snapping painfully to the side. He has to bite back both a little cry of pain and a sarcastic quip, swallowing both down with the blood of a bitten tongue and the bile of his shaky sickness. Sure, Shigaraki had implied these types of consequences for his mouthiness before and it had tempered him to some degree, but never so explicitly.
And Izuku is scared. For his kids, for himself, for his family. There's no way out of this without getting hurt but he doesn't want his kids or his Dad or anyone else he cares about having to see him injured, having to put up with the aftermath.
In essence, he wants everything he knows can't have.
So, he determines to be silent. He stares up at Shigaraki, jaw tense, and waits for whatever will come.
"What, cat got your tongue already? Surely the rogue Hemlock isn't so easily silenced?" But Izuku refuses to answer. It starts off as vindictive glee in technically obeying yet so clearly annoying Shigaraki, but it fades into another wave of terror when he sees the look in the villain's eyes.
It's every explosion to ever touch his skin, every pinprick given to him in punishment, every glint of a knife or crowbar or Quirk that has ever been aimed at him. It's caught between fury and sadism and mockery, a pillar raised high upon all three, towering above Izuku, pale as bone and the villain's hair, a white-silver gleam of menace amongst the promise of blood, pupils dilated with anticipation. Shigaraki is so... eager, for the teen's pain, and that's the scary part. Because Izuku has seen villains who take joy in pain so many times, but never before so determined for his specifically. And it's been proven over and over again, already, that Shigaraki has no compunctions about injuring him to something no-doubt deadly, something close enough to death to need an immediate healing Quirk application.
And now he wants to do it again, will do it again. There's nothing stopping him after all.
Accordingly, Shigaraki reaches for Izuku's shoulder once more, then abruptly pauses, both of them turning their heads to focus on the suddenly-there presence of Kurogiri a few metres away, his form shifting and seeming to melt into the shadows of the far wall.
"Shigaraki Tomura, Master wishes to speak with you and the Vanguard."
"What, right now?" That whine has Izuku biting his lip again, not daring to speak. Not now at least. Although the almost-instant change from sadistic villain to a manchild about to throw a hissy fit is almost too good. If it helps to ground Izuku too, then he won't acknowledge that.
"I'm afraid so, young Master."
"Ugh, fine. Brat, I'll be back later for you. Old man, the Hemlock brat is waiting for me in his chair!" With that yelled out into the warehouse, Shigaraki warps away, and Izuku is left alone.
And by alone, he means that literally. Because no reply comes to Shigaraki's call. The warehouse is quiet, most of the lights switched off although the apparent time of day stops it being dark anyway, and whilst some machines are on, there's no sign of human life. Well, assuming that Izuku doesn't count the Nomu, which he can't quite bring himself to.
And being alone means having a chance of escape.
With this, Izuku doesn't hesitate to start rattling at his chains, tugging and pulling but they're tight and sure, dragging against his skin until it's red raw within the minute, and he gives that up in favour of thinking a little more. There are surely better options than dislocating his thumbs, if he can avoid it. And well, flexibility is useful for more than a fight, proved only moments later when he brings his leg back and up some, glad that Shigaraki didn't bother chaining his ankles like last time, and painstakingly gets his calf brushing against his fingertips so that he can tug at the trouser leg, exposing the handle of Toga's knife, and then he has a knife in hand and lots of experience at picking locks.
Suffice to say, Izuku has his right hand free within the minute, and the left another twenty seconds on. From there, it's a simple matter of pausing, assessing the warehouse once more, then running with light feet and pushed-down hope to the crate wall, weaving through the passage, then being greeted by several soft cries of his name.
"Hey kiddos. Let's see what we can do, yeh?" They know exactly what he means, and not one of them, the oldest to the youngest, lacks a spark of hope to accompany the shroud of fear. Or realism. Izuku crouches by the bars, tries to ensure there's no pressure points on the floor, nor weaknesses in the bars or trigger points. He's sorely disappointed. More than, he's utterly crushed, heart fracturing and lungs tight, because he can't see a single fucking way in. Being clever and capable and so bloody desperate does nothing against seamless metal bars that he's too weak to move and too uninformed to manipulate.
His kids are still trapped, even though he's free. And by every god, Quirk and demon, he wishes it was the other way around. Even more that, he wishes they could all be free. Safe.
But he knows that wishes are worth nothing. The fact that, when he forces himself to look up at the children and meet their eyes, every single one of them is still hopeful, even though the awful realisation has clearly hit them too, is both worth the most and what hurts the most. They still have faith in him.
"I swear kids - I swear that I will be back for you, alright? No matter what it takes, what happens, I swear I'll get someone to rescue us all." He doesn't use the word promise because kids like them, kids like him, have heard that word and had their hearts broken (their hearts and minds and bodies, everything about them ground into dust) over it and he refuses to be just another person that makes them false promises. So instead he swears his faith and reassurances to them. The children know just as well as him that he might have to return by force rather than by choice, but he has sworn to still find them rescue either way, and he means it.
These kids. These beautiful, damaged, wonderful children, only smile. They offer signed words that he has been giving them before now (it's alright, we'll be here, thank you, it's okay) and they fucking smile, the perfect contrast to how wet Izuku's eyes are and how his hands tremble, weaselling them in between the bars to pat heads and hold hands and brush away the stray tears that curve down smile-bunched cheeks. And dammit this hurts. Almost more than Izuku can bear. But he knows - he knows - that if he doesn’t go now, he may not get another chance and that chance might just be what saves his kids.
So Izuku goes.
He creeps back the way he came, knife in hand, eyes peeled and steps silent, listening carefully for breathing or footsteps, but he can only hear the rush of blood in his ears and the quiet sobbing of what must be Nabe and maybe Li behind him. Pretending that the sound doesn’t twist like scorpion venom in his guts, Izuku continues on, getting to a wall and following it, looking for- There. A door. Simple and almost too easy, but he’ll take it because what other choice does he have?
It’s locked of course, but from the inside because chances are the League aren’t used to thinking about their captives wanting to escape, let alone being able to, judging by the several tubes and tanks of grotesque Nomu bodies that he’s passed, so it's easy enough to use Toga's knife to jimmy the lock and have the massive warehouse door creaking open, albeit he has to push the heavy thing with more effort than he'd like, glad that the creak is a low, subtle thing rather than a screaming cry of 'he's escaping' as he'd feared it might be.
"Okay, this is getting somewhere," he murmurs to himself; it isn't a lie, but it feels like it when he's all too aware of nine precious people still in a cage. Nine kids that he's leaving behind. And, oh, how that thought is almost unbearable, a weight in his feet, a tension across his shoulders, but Izuku pushes past that with all the determination he can muster because hesitating now will only be worse for them all.
Instead, Izuku urges himself on.
He runs, as fast as his beaten body will allow, into the gaps between warehouses, finding the shadows and sticking to them, not recognising the district he's in yet, but hoping for something, anything, that will give him a clue as he goes on, aiming for where he can see more residential areas, high-rise buildings that are surely the right place to find masses of people where he can hide and steal or borrow a phone.
But before he gets to anywhere like that, he ends up in alleyways and side streets, full of discarded rubbish and empty boxes and the occasional rough sleeper, all a familiar sight in an unfamiliar place, because it's late afternoon, the sun dipping away from beyond the buildings all around him, the sky a pale blue tinted purple, and cities are Izuku's home, but this time he doesn't dare go up to the rooftops. No, he's learnt his lesson from last time. Rooftops make him an easy target for Kurogiri. Instead, he stays in the alleyways, avoiding empty residential streets filled with parked cars and the odd pedestrian. Better to stay hidden for now, until he can find a crowd. It doesn't matter that his lungs are burning, fit to burst, and that there's something wet and hot trailing down his chest. Nor does it matter that his vision is spinning and that he's lost all concept of time beyond the fact that it isn't dark just yet, because he has a goal and a purpose and his injuries don't matter in the face of finding a way to contact his Dad. A way to get himself saved and, above that, the kids saved too.
And finally, finally, heading towards light and noise, Izuku tumbles out of an alleyway to find himself on a high street of some kind, people everywhere, shops and restaurants open and bustling. Thank fuck, thank fuck. Now he needs a phone or something. Anything to keep himself safe and contact Dad-
Someone screams, pointing at him, and several other cries echo out. The crowd is moving away from him, circling him, and, fuck, no, it would only be a crowd that would keep him safe from Kurogiri-
“Phone!” He gasps out, forcing his voice to comply for once, gaze frantically shifting from one person to the next,
“P-please! I- I need my D- Eraserhead. UA. There’s at least two bases, the myth’s in charge and the kids, Kami, the kids-" But Izuku is already falling through the air - through a portal, no, no, no - and he can only hope to whatever powers there might be that somebody was recording him. That his Dad will somehow hear his message and come for him sooner rather than later. He needs to believe it. Because Shigaraki is going to be furious and next time, Izuku might well not be able to get himself out.
Notes:
Hope is fickle, isn't it? But it's not all gone yet~
Zawa's a hypocrite but he's also not wrong? The kids are kids after all and human emotions are messy and complicated so hopefully my portrayal of them still makes sense ^^;
Poor Izu's been on an emotional rollercoaster this chapter, hasn't he? Honestly, I've had more emotions of my own than I expected writing this one, no matter how much the actual writing of it fought me. I think I'm proud of it? Yeh, no, I think I am :D
Oh, and chapters this long aren't gonna be a long-term thing, if anyone was wondering. Well, not really. I've always had the occasional 6000-worder and I'm trying to get a lot done in the recent chapters whilst still telling Kidilante in the way it deserves, so the recent chapters have been creeping up in that department!
As always - look after yourselves, and have lots of hugs and gratitude from me, kay? Ota - xxx
PS: I was gonna have Izu get his knife with his teeth? like, stretching his calf near his face and get the blade like that which, well, I'm sure he'd be more than capable of, but his hands are chained at *his side*. Near his leg. I wheezed when I realised and both my parents thought I'd choked or something ^^;
Chapter 62: LVIII - Hands That Hold; Hands That Hurt
Summary:
A message is heard whilst Izuku and the kids have a far from pleasant evening.
(I cannot tell you how long I've waited for part of this chapter. Seriously, this was one of the first things I ever thought of for Kidilante and writing it hurt so good-)
Half of this chapter:
Izuku, internally: you absolute fucker i wanna stab you ow you bitch fucking ow you have all the grace of a reversing dump truck without any tyres on you absolute fuckwit bastard OW OW-
Notes:
I tried to have a bit of fun experimenting with this to cheer myself up, so meet an OC who only exists for like 300 words ^^;
Oh, and a WARNING - right near the end, this gets a bit... bad? Well, someone gets pretty badly hurt by Shigaraki. Reasonably body-horror-y. There's a distinct build-up to it though, so I'd recommend just keeping track of yourself. If you want to stop, then do, alright? There'll be a brief summary of the bad part in the end notes for you!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku runs, as fast as his beaten body will allow, heading towards light and noise, tumbling out of alleyways to find himself on a high street of some kind, people everywhere, shops and restaurants open and bustling. Thank fuck, thank fuck. Now he needs a phone or something. Anything to keep himself safe and contact Dad-
Someone screams, pointing at him, and several other cries echo out. The crowd is moving away from him, circling him, fuck, no, it would only be a crowd that would keep him safe from Kurogiri-
“Phone!” He gasps out, forcing his voice to comply for once, gaze frantically shifting from one person to the next-
“I- I need my D- Eraserhead. UA. There’s two bases, the myth's in charge and the kids, Kami, the kids-" But Izuku is already falling through the air - through a portal - and he can only hope to Kami that somebody was recording him. That his Dad will somehow hear his message and come for him sooner rather than later. He needs to believe it. Because Shigaraki is going to be furious and next time, Izuku night not be able to get himself out.
Kagami Ino is having a normal, if slightly frustrating day, when she's heading home from work and a boy, all matted curls, bloody clothes and wild eyes, comes stumbling out of an alley and starts asking for a phone. She, like most other people, backs up, more than a bit worried that this is some druggie or something, but even as she moves away, something in the back of her mind registers and her phone, already in her hand, music app open but paused, doesn't get turned off. Instead, she thoughtlessly swipes to her camera app and hold it up to her hip, recording shakily even as she stays with the crowd, wide-eyed and so very unsure. Part of her wants to try and help the kid, the mention of UA shoving the name Hemlock into the forefront of her mind, but she's scared. Everybody else is too. That or uncaring.
Then a portal forms beneath the boy and he's gone, as though he never existed in the first place.
Except her phone camera is still rolling, and her finger trembles when, as the crowd disperses silently, all a little wide-eyed, she pauses the video, and goes on with her evening.
If, on her way to work the next morning, she takes a detour that ends up taking an hour rather than the ten minutes she'd anticipated and she ends up late to her office, she finds herself feeling more relieved, shoulders lighter than they've been in weeks, rather than heavy from the reprimand from her manager, or from the gossip of the bitchy Kanagawa-san two cubicles down. She's done something good today, judging by the sheer relief that had exuded from the trench-coated detective she had talked to at UA.
Accordingly, on the morning of the ninth day, the UA heroics faculty yet again find themselves in their main conference room, broken screen not yet fixed, with Detective Tsukauchi, Gran Torino and Officer Sansa sat with them. Aizawa, seated between Tsukauchi and Hizashi, has his hands clenched tightly together atop the table, eyes fierce and bloodshot, posture far too stiff for his usual mannerisms. Nobody comments on it though.
"Thank you all for arriving so promptly everyone. I assure you this meeting is of the utmost importance regarding both our own Izuku-kun and the League Of Villains. Before I say anything else, I wish to show you a short video clip and hear your preliminary thoughts," Nedzu pauses a moment, his beady gaze settling on Aizawa with a rare grim expression,
"Shouta-kun, I must warn you that Izuku is the focus of this video, although it is of quite a different nature and provenance than the last one we saw." The underground hero flinches a little, knuckles whitening impossibly further, but he offers his employer a terse nod all the same.
"Very well, if you would all direct your attention to the screen there."
The footage, all forty seconds of it, is shaky but clear enough. Clear enough for Aizawa to see the wild look in his kid's eyes, all tight-throat desperation and steel-spine determination; the way that he is hunched over in fear and pain, breathing short with panic and exertion and probably injuries too. He watches, all over again, his nightmares and memories come to life, as his son is lost to a whirl of dark mist.
Kami, his son. His stupid, stupid, brave son who has escaped multiple times, has miraculously managed to get information out, to reassure everyone that he is still alive and clearly fighting.
"They're definitely keeping him at a different location now, and judging by his wording, there might be a third location, to which both have significance to the League. But 'the kids' is... illogical. He wouldn't be referring to his classmates, so he's likely in contact with or being kept with children. This is related to All For One and the Nomus, confirmed by 'the myth', so it might be kids with Quirks that are kept around for future use and are probably being held over his head for misbehaving too, which might mean something pretty drastic will result from this particular escape attempt. Izuku probably wants us to be looking for and saving them too. The brat."
There's silence around the table in response to Aizawa's words, everyone thinking through his logic or already nodding along. Nobody dares to comment on how bloody and dirty Izuku was, nor how genuinely scared he looked as his eyes darted around the crowd. And they certainly don't mention that the first words in the recording were 'I need my Dad'. Because acknowledging that right now might well break Aizawa down and he needs to be focused, needs to be calm and logical, not tearing the world apart in the name of his son like he wants to. Because oh, how he wants to. This has dragged on for far too long already and he needs his Problem Child with him, beside him, in his arms, more than he needs air or food or sleep.
He never thought it was possible to be in so much pain, branded in his lungs, icy claws in his heart, a constant drip of acid down his spine, and still be alive, to not even be injured. Yet here he is.
"I rather concur with Shouta-kun's assessment of the footage. Are there any further thoughts?" Nedzu breaks the silence, although he is blatantly less chipper than usual.
"Uhm, I don't like to ask, but that couldn't have been staged, could it? Not that I'd think that of Mido- Izuku-kun! But might the villains have forced him to do it, or had the Toga girl transform into him or something?"
"It's a fair point," Nedzu concedes, opening his mouth to speak again but cut off by a low growl that reverberated through the room.
"That was my kid," Aizawa grinds out, hair and capture weapon lashing around him as though they were cats' tails. The threat is the same.
Snipe apparently doesn't get the warning, or chooses to ignore it, as he presses his point,
"But how could you tell?" And oh, if that doesn't piss Aizawa off immeasurably.
"Because I know my fucking son. I know how he breathes and moves and thinks and the way that he spoke there, he was forcing himself, but he was desperate enough to be able to, and that's more telling than anything else because somebody pretending to be Izuku wouldn't know to do that because he's a sassy little shit when he's around villains. They wouldn't know that Izuku always favours his left side when he was damaged ribs or other chest injuries, regardless of how he's actually injured, because that's where he'd always get hurt as a little kid. They wouldn't know to reference the myth in such a way, because they wouldn't expect my kid to know that himself. They wouldn't fucking know that Izuku would start to ask for me then cut himself off for something more practical, something safer. Because they don't know my fucking son and neither do you!"
Aizawa is standing now, barely even aware of it, Quirk focused so hard on Snipe that he can almost feel the pressure it's causing, and it's only the two warm hands on his arms that are keeping him from doing something stupid.
"Shou, we believe you. We all do. Let's sit down and keep on digging into this information, okay?"
"Mic's right Eraser. Izuku needs you to be calm so he can be a chaotic gremlin once he's back home." And between Tsukauchi and Hizashi, Aizawa wrangles his Quirk and temper back under control and re-takes his seat, still glowering slightly. Or a lot.
"Ah, well, on a different note, how does 'the myth' confirm the involvement of that All For One character, and the Nomu with that?" Cementoss asks, trying to guide them back to somewhere more focused, more productive. And for everyone but Aizawa, Nedzu and the police officers, it's a shared question. But the attitude of those in the know is sombre, sober, and it adds another darker tone to the whole room.
"Because he's the supposed king of the underground. The ultimate boogeyman. Depending on who you ask or where you hear it, it's a title, a rank. Something to be inherited. Other people insist it's one man with an immortality Quirk. Some even claim, rather illogically, that he isn't a person but somehow a Quirk brought into life. A monster and a saviour. No matter who you ask, they all agree with one thing," Aizawa pauses, not for dramatic effect, but to take in the growing understanding of the room,
"He can give or take Quirks."
"Wait, with his own Quirk?"
"No, with his hair," he sneers, acidic.
"Sheesh, I only asked."
"An illogical question, yes. Which is such a productive use of time-" Aizawa stops himself, digs one of his kid's knives out with one hand, even as he scrubs the other over his face and slumps back in his chair. He knows that arguing with people being idiotic isn't productive either, but by Kami his patience is wearing thin now.
Instead, he fidgets with the knife and lets the continued conversation roll over him, only interjecting when most logical, and fights the urge, yet again, or perhaps as always of late, to go tearing off into the city to find anything and everything he can. But instead, he remains, and he itches and burns with it, even as he stays focused and aware, helping to ensure that their next steps are as logical as possible.
It's not until they've left the meeting that Aizawa thinks upon his own words and clocks one detail, as technically minor as it might be. He'd called his son by his name. He- he hasn't been able to do that since the first night his precious brat was kidnapped and he's mentally beaten himself black and blue over it in almost every quiet moment since. And several louder ones too. On the awful, pessimistic hand, this could be him getting used to his kid being gone (and fuck, there's no worse thought because there's no worse agony than the aching cavern in his chest) or, on the more optimistic hand, this might be him acknowledging everything and being impossibly more determined to sort everything out, to have his ki- Izuku back with him. Home.
Shoving a barely-trembling hand into the knotted mess that is his hair, Aizawa yanks himself out of such thoughts. There's no point trying to psycho-analyse himself. It isn't productive and, quite frankly, can wait until both he and his kid can attend some bloody therapy when all of this is finally over.
For now, he's got some maps to examine.
{The previous evening, of the eighth day of Izuku being gone.}
Izuku falls. There's harsh light above him, disorienting, quiet cries below him, cackles reverberating through the air, and he doesn't get a chance to twist or tumble, to get his feet under him, before he's crashing to the ground, shoulder-first, grunting and trying to roll with it despite how his body howls and protests, head smacking more than a little painfully against the cement. But he's already scrambling to stand up because he had recognised both that rasping laugh and the voices of the little alarmed cries, and that means that both Shigaraki and his kids are here and what if he hurts them-
"Brat," the villain growls, all low and feral with an oily tinge, and Izuku finds himself slightly crouched, ushering the kids behind him with urgent gestures. The vague warmth of them behind him is comforting, despite most of his attention being on the manchild before him. And, truly and absolutely, Izuku doesn't think he's ever been more terrified in his life.
"You escaped for a second time." It's almost bland, and that makes it all the more alarming. Defensive, Izuku steps forward and straightens a little, almost within reach of the bars, not bothering to wonder why he's been dropped into the kids' cage rather than his own, nor having the time to wonder if his desperate message will actually have been received,
"Well, actually Flakes, I-"
"I will remind you of our deal only once more, and this is that time, little Hemlock." And fuck, Izuku knows exactly what is meant by that, so he clicks his mouth shut and stays quiet. Behind him, the children tremble. It's the only thing that keeps the greenette steady, eyes feral rather than fearful, blood echoing in his ears, hollow and ringing with adrenaline. How can he protect the kids like this? Sure, he's bodily in the way but the instant Shigaraki might incapacitate him, they'll be vulnerable again and that's untenable-
"You really have levelled up your obedience, haven't you brat? Good," the villain sneers, smug and shit-eating, and oh how that grates at everything in Izuku that spits and snarls in defiance, but he bites his lip and keeps it in. Keeps his silence.
Somehow though, this seems to enrage Shigaraki further after a minute of quiet. It's broken only and consistently by the almost inaudible sobbing breaths of one of the kids, Izuku vaguely thinks that it's Kage, muffled into something that a split-second glance back reveals to be Ryo's shoulder. That brief glimpse also shows that all of the children are either burying their faces or staring up at Izuku. Dammit, those gazes hurt. They are full of such sorrow and resignation, yet they clearly trust Izuku, those flickering embers of hope still burning bright, and he can't begrudge it even whilst it adds an incredible weight to his shoulders, a too-warm blanket swaddling around his neck. The most comfortable of millstones.
Then he's focused back on the villain again, only to find him bursting forwards, hands disintegrating the bars in perfect time to charge at Izuku. Shigaraki's stance shifts though, elbow leading instead of his hand, except his gaze isn't focused on Izuku but rather on the child closest to the front. Anna. Sweet, darling Anna with pale hair and blue eyes and a kind smile, who looks after the smallest kids like she's their blood sister and who murmurs lullabies oh-so quietly but so very beautifully-
And Izuku doesn't even have to think his priorities through, despite the strike heading for his face.
Even as the elbow blasts pain and sparks and dizziness from his temple, Izuku is ducking low, twisting back, barely swinging his arm out enough to latch onto Anna and bodily yank her out of the villain's path, her near-silent yelp battering at his heart. But Izuku buries his own hurt and words in an incoherent snarl, curling over the girl, arms wide to keep the rest of the kids back. He doesn't dare speak, not when looking over his shoulder reveals Shigaraki to be utterly furious, frozen in place only inches away, but he had to do something.
Although that something has clearly enraged the villain even further.
On top of that, Izuku can physically feel the body heat of the manchild because these cages are small, the kids all crowded into one corner, Izuku barely a barrier before them, and Shigaraki has stalled, still in a lunging pose, one hand outstretched to where Anna's head had been not even ten seconds earlier. The very thought has spider-shudders down Izuku's back, icy and prickling, although he refuses to acknowledge it, carefully gesturing at the kids to get them to stand and clump together, then he sets his back to them once more, hands moving behind him,
'It'll be alright darlings. You'll be fine. I will do everything I can to keep us all safe, alright?' It's genuine, soul-deep, and he doesn't miss the shaky exhalations and soft whimpers behind him. These kids - they still trust him, even after he failed them. They're too good for him, truly. Izuku will just have to try his best to live up to that faith.
"But you're still so foolishly entrenched in your so-called heroicism, aren't you little Hemlock?" Shigaraki pauses, straightens, and Izuku has never felt more like prey.
"Fine. You don't want the maggots hurt? Be their tank." The greenette recognises that phrasing from last time, and something in him withers, even as he remains stiff-spined and fierce-eyed. They both know he'll take whatever Shigaraki might give, if only for the sake of the children. It'll be worth it. It has to be.
So when Shigaraki, moving glacially, apparently savouring the victory for what it is, reaches for Izuku, he doesn't move. No, he lets Shigaraki's right hand settle over his wrist, curling around it in immaculate timing with the next layer of dread around Izuku's heart. Forces himself to breathe. Then the manchild moves abruptly, spinning Izuku in place and twisting his arm tight against his back, forcing him to arch and wheeze, staring down at the kids. So he supresses his pained grimace and manages a wan smile instead, eyes glinting and gleaming with the closest he can get to reassurance.
Then Shigaraki pushes him towards the disintegrated bars, keeping a firm grip on his wrist, and halts them in the gap, tapping his foot against the bars between this cage and what was once Izuku's, the majority of the bars sliding out of the way, and then he grins at the children who tremble but stay where they are. Not a single one whimpers or sobs at the villain's attention.
Izuku couldn't be prouder. Fear beats a second staccato heartbeat in his chest, but he is warmed through with it all the same. These are his kids alright.
But then that pride is shoved down under a wave of nausea, all salt-strong and smoke-thick, cloying in his lungs, because Shigaraki snarls at them,
"In the cage, brats." They obey, all shivering limbs and held hands, and not one of them fails to meet Izuku's gaze with blazing eyes. But then they're in, the bars sliding back, and Shigaraki is moving the teen forwards again, and that fucking chair is here, the wrong side of the crates, and he doesn't want the children to watch him getting hurt. It's bad enough that they've witnessed the aftermath, that they themselves have been threatened and blamed; to have them watch on... It's too awful to contemplate but it's their reality, Izuku already being pushed down into said chair, chains securing his wrists to the arms, in a more natural position with his forearms braced along the top rather than awkwardly on the outside, and this time Shigaraki very much doesn't forget to chain his ankles too.
Kami, what a bastard. Honestly. How Izuku would love to take him apart, knives buried deep between ribs, scoring shallow slices along the planes of a back and leg, see if his Quirk works on himself; do any number of unspeakable things that are very unbecoming of a hero-in-training, but are perhaps fully understandable for a traumatised teenager with nine children to protect. His Dad wouldn't blame him at least.
His attention is caught by Shigaraki speaking once more, and Izuku quenches his malicious glare into something lower and smouldering, still fierce but all too clearly subdued,
"I wonder which is your dominant hand, little hero?" Izuku doesn’t reply, but he does twitch his left hand, just a tiny bit. As though it was an involuntary tic. If something’s going to happen to his hands, then he’ll be better off letting them think it’s his left than his right - he can afford more damage to his secondary hand, particularly in the long run. Assuming, at this rate, he still gets a long-term. (He's determined to. He has a family, fifteen people that he loves and is loved by in return, another dozen or more that matter to him, and he knows that giving up here would be failing them all. So he won't break. Whether or not he'll bend though... It might not be up to him.)
"Hah, I can see you're already learning your lesson, brat. Better keep it up, else it'll be the maggots next, you know?" It's mocking, cruel, and Izuku viscerally burns with it. He knows though, if he lashes out in return, it'll be the kids to pay for it, so instead he clenches his jaw tight, grits his teeth, and fixates his eyes on a point just beyond Shigaraki. Or, rather, onto the children. He can't tell if it's worse or better for them, wondering if they can see the fear in his eyes, blooming in bruise-tinted watercolours, fading into his rage and desperation and aching need to have them all safe with him at home: cooing over cats, his Dad beside him, his boyfriends sorting out snacks in the kitchen, Tsuka, Nem and Zashi organising paperwork to make sure they'll all stay safe where he can visit them whenever he or they want and-
There's a touch, oh-so delicate, to his cheek, and Izuku disintegrates. Part of him shakes apart inside, something rattling loose in his chest and it bites with every rebound, in perfect tandem with his racing, out-of-rhythm heartbeat, but he doesn't dare make a noise, not with the kids so close, not when Shigaraki's touch is a simple cradle of his cheek, barely lasting a second, although it's more than enough.
"What a shame, it doesn't quite match up to the original scar," the villain simpers, all false-sympathy over something saccharine sweet with satisfaction as he peers down at Izuku,
"But I suppose that's your own fault. You broke my fingers after all, and they do sit a little differently now. But my damage points are still the same~"
Izuku's face is already ice cold, simultaneously numb and burning in the way of freezing flesh but there's heat branding its way down his neck, pooling a little at his collarbone, and with Shigaraki's words, his hands start to go numb too. He's wracked by shivers that he barely feels, but his chains are silent, so maybe it's just in his head, and then the villain turns away. And starts walking?
The confused sort of dawning hope is squashed almost instantly, and Izuku flickers his gaze back to the children once Shigaraki has finished calling out,
"Back in a moment, brat. Don't lose too many health points in the mean time~" Regardless of the mocking words, the teenager's attention is on the huddle of small bodies and, for a moment, he opens his mouth to speak to them, hands too tightly restrained for signing, but the first syllable convulses in his throat then dies upon his tongue, rolling over his lips with a bloated corpse weight, too silent and cold to be coherent. The kids see him, meet his eyes, and then it's their hands that are moving and it breaks Izuku's heart.
'It's alright.'
'You don't have to talk.'
'You'll be okay.'
'We're here.'
'Stay strong.'
All things that he's been telling these children. Things that they sign to each other when someone has a nightmare or a crying jag or falls into silence for too long. And Izuku, mouth a bloody mess, licks his lips and smiles at them despite how his cheek thunders with it, gaze no doubt soft and warm because how could it not be, when faced with such sweetness in such a dark place?
Then, of course, the moment is ruined by the returning footsteps of a certain manchild, and Izuku tears his focus away from the kids after the briefest moment of gratitude and request (don't attract his attention kids, please, keep yourselves out of harm's way, I can't-) and he scowls somewhat at the villain, restrained but far from half-hearted. Shigaraki only sneers at him and then Izuku notices it. Is that a... hammer that Shigaraki's holding? Oh shit, fuck, it is. One of the big mallet-types, or maybe a sledgehammer, with a two-foot handle that's meant to be swung. And judging by the creaking, cracking smile that's spreading wide beneath those red eyes, all malice and sadistic mirth, Izuku has little doubt just what the villain is intending to do. It's going to hurt.
The pain scares him a little, but not half as much as the realisation of whatever this might end up meaning for him.
What if he's crippled? What if he can never throw a knife with the same accuracy, or cuddle with the cats, or run over rooftops? What if he can never hold his boyfriends' hands or braid his Dad's hair or- The hammer makes a heavy clatter when Shigaraki carelessly drops it to the ground but Izuku's attention is stuck on it, eyes slightly too wide and unseeing as he stares at the thing, fixated, and can feel something similar to a hammer sinking in his own guts, dragging him down with sickening tugs. He can't quite work out of his shock, despite how Shigaraki is leaning in close, all leers and tongue-darting licked lips. His breath is fetid and too-hot against Izuku's face and he clenches his jaw all the tighter, determined not to lash out and make everything worse. But he's terrified.
"Nothing to say, brat? Not a single word to defend yourself with? Are you actually so useless without your smart mouth-"
"Fuck off Shiggy," Izuku snarls, defensive, regretting his words instantly and then his shoulder burns and collapses, static and agony and freezing flames all from a branded hand over his old scar and it's overwhelming, overstimulation of all the worst kinds because every part of him howls in absolute torment because Shigaraki's Quirk seems to hurt more every single time but he can't scream, can't fight back, can't defend himself. This exact pain proves that.
So Izuku lets his teeth dig deep into his lip, swallows the iron-bile that coats his mouth, and stays silent.
Shigaraki backs off fairly quickly, grinning madly at how Izuku shifts and stills, then again, blood dripping from his chin and his shoulder, chest painted crimson once again, and he fixes his eyes on Shigaraki's red hi-tops for the sake of something to focus on, forcing himself to very carefully not think about what else is that colour (blood and those eyes, the same as old bullies and the hair of old caretakers, all promising hurt beyond measure) but rather to count eyelets and debate how else those laces could be threaded, keeping himself grounded with the nonsensical fixations.
"Hm, that's satisfying, but not quite enough." And the hammer, beside those shoes, gets picked up with a raised-finger hand, pale and skeletal, dry, and Izuku feels so far from prepared for whatever this might be. Well, he thinks that, but he has a sinking, sneaking suspicion and it's getting stronger by the moment. Shigaraki must have asked about his hands for a reason after all.
Izuku's gaze follows the hammer up off of the ground to where it's swung casually at Shigaraki's side, once, twice, thrice, resting halfway through the fourth pendulum. Then the back of the greenette's hand gets poked, almost teasing. He snaps his eyes up to the villain's and finds nothing but anticipation there. It's sickening.
"I'd suggest keeping your hand flat there, brat. Don't want any messy breaks, you know?" And how mocking those words are, false care dripping as poison, engraving itself in Izuku's mind, but he knows the truth to Shigaraki's words.
With barely-there breaths and too much mental whiplash to contemplate otherwise, Izuku flexes his fingers once, sees them trembling viciously but can't do anything about it, and then carefully settles his hand as flat on the chair arm as possible, trying not to be tense but knowing it's a useless endeavour when he feels like he's shaking apart from the inside out. There's something so perverse about preparing himself to be injured. About helping Shigaraki. It's just wrong, battering at his lungs, but he does it anyway.
Better to try and minimise the damage, right?
Yet he tracks it with fearful eyes when Shigaraki shifts in place, hammer swinging up so that he can hold it both near the head and the end of the handle, poised.
"Ready, brat? Don't forget to keep quiet~" In distraction, Izuku mentally snarks back, but then there's a whoosh of air, followed by the most awful crunching noise and Izuku's whole world fractures into pieces.
It's a blinding agony and he wants to scream and curse and cry, but he swallows it like lead, foul and heavy, bites his lip until something gives and then keeps on biting, jaw locked, because if he makes a sound then the kids get hurt and they can't, he can't, there'd be nothing worse-
The pain doesn't stop. It doesn't ebb and flow, just keeps crashing down on him, relentless and oh-so much. He can't think, can't breathe, can't compute anything. At some point, he's clenched his eyes shut, doubling over as much as he can with chains around his chest, the metal biting into him but it's nothing against the pulsating agony of his hand, tearing its way up his arm, emanating throughout him, right down to his marrow, and he's never been in pain like this. Never. Izuku's not even sure he stays quiet, or conscious, lost in a red-black haze, drowning in a dead-end alley and he can barely comprehend what has just happened because everything is numb-alive, burning fiercer than a forest fire.
He doesn't think he blacks out but maybe he does, because he shifts back into coherency with the slowest of drags, gradually pulling together thoughts and emotions, trying to push past the pain but it's an impossible task because the agony is insurmountable. When he blinks blurry eyes open, the first thing he sees is a bloody mess of bruised flesh, fingers crooked and oh-so still.
The teen wants to throw up, stomach roiling, horror curling around his bones and lungs. He fights against it though, able to hear the near-silent distress of the children just under the low sniggering of Shigaraki that rises and falls through the massive space, echoing on the distant ceiling and it makes everything somehow worse.
"Aw, poor little Hemlock. But you did stay quiet!" the manchild chirps, apparently having realised that Izuku is somewhat coherent again. The greenette raises his head, shifts his jaw, and nearly cries out again because his face hurts too and despite being nowhere near as bad, it adds to the overall mass of agony even as Izuku just about registers that his lip is... wrong, but he decides to not think too much about that and instead looks at the villain who looks so fucking satisfied that he wants to scream. The idea of moving anymore is awful though. In lieu of that, Izuku meets those red eyes, fights the urge to flinch, and waits.
"I suppose I could reward you, couldn't I? Hm, we are meant to be allying you with our guild after all..." Shigaraki trails off, making a show off pondering the matter. All Izuku can do is internally beg for that reprieve. Maybe it's weak of him, but he's so very, very exhausted and he wants to be able to be weak, to not have to be quiet and stoic and unaffected when every molecule of his being just wants to have his Dad holding him close.
Izuku doesn't get that of course. Instead, he gets Shigaraki leaning in close and making him flinch back into the chair, even though the villain simply reaches for his chains and lets them slide off, to the ground, the metallic clamour breaking the silence like- Well, that doesn't matter. Because Izuku is free and being hauled to his feet, the abrupt realisation of gravity on his hand spiking the agony there, multiplying it exponentially. Although he doesn't dare do as much as whimper, gritting his jaw and barely remembering not to bite his lip again because he's done something to it whilst trying to keep himself quiet, and lets himself be shoved into the same cage as the children.
He sags onto his knees almost immediately, hardly managing to shoot a warning glance to the kids (don't move, don't get his attention, wait, please, wait) before he catches Shigaraki's parting slight of,
"Not such a bratty rogue any more, are you?" And then his footsteps are leaving, silence falling in his wake.
It takes Izuku a long minute to look up at the kids again, and the sheer volume of tears he finds there shatters his heart. Summoning up the closest thing to a smile that he can, the teen shifts his left hand down and to his side, out of the way, refusing to acknowledge yet another rise in the pain that causes, then opens his other arm up wide, fingers beckoning.
It doesn't take more than a moment for several small bodies to be piling against his chest, all careful to avoid his left arm and right shoulder, collapsing against each other's backs until all nine of them are crowded in close and Izuku can tuck his good arm around them, managing to get around most of the group, and settle his left cheek atop the short curls of Ina's mane, tilted to avoid the blood still leaking from his lip getting into the coarse hair and just breathes.
For now, that's all he can do. It has to be enough, for the sake of these precious children.
Notes:
Y'all were so sure it would be the kids who got hurt - you both overestimated and underestimated my evilness. But, to be fair, you probably don't know how ridiculously attached I am to canonZuku's hand scars~
BUT we are so nearly there, alright? I promise we're only one to three chapters away from safety now, alright? We so close now! (And I say one to three genuinely because I have a plan but this lot have a mind of their own and who knows how long the couple of little plotpoints are gonna take?)
Also, I wonder if y'all will have picked out the same particular lil' bit that I wrote in here that just grabs me every time I re-read it. Sometimes the things that happen whilst writing, the imagery that forms, is so far beyond what I knew myself to be capable of that just- hhhhh yeh. Thanks to all of you for helping me to get to this point, you know? It wouldn't be the same without every single one of you here! (^///^)
Anyways! You lovely lot had better look after yourselves, kay? Love, hugs and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
PS: for anyone who wanted it - Shigaraki brings a hammer and, quite simply, crushes Izuku's left hand with it. There's clearly some broken bones and a lot of pain, but I'll leave it at that for you.
PPS: at some point later today, I'll post a fluffy TodoShinDeku date OS, kay? Something to help you recover a bit ^^;
Time Well-Spent Is Time Spent Together
Chapter 63: LIX - His Hero
Summary:
We have a break, and an opportunity. Enjoy!
Notes:
I lost a large part of the heroes/Zawa section of this a week or two ago, and re-writing it was neither easy nor fun, along with making me forget it was meant to blend into the last meeting the UA facutly had, but hopefully it isn't disjointed or missing anything ^^;
Oh, and WARNING - there's a very brief implied suicidal tendency? Kind of? It's not how I intend it to be, not how Izuku was, I don't think, but it's something that could be inferred and I'd rather warn you all than not. It's relatively ambiguous in the first place, and historical and indirectly referenced beyond that, but just watch yourselves, alright? If Izuku mentions being tired, skip the paragraph. Look after yourselves please!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
{Eighth night; ninth morning}
It doesn't take more than a moment for several small bodies to be piling against his chest, all careful to avoid his left arm and right shoulder, collapsing against each other's backs until all nine of them are crowded in close and Izuku can tuck his good arm around them, managing to get around most of the group, and settle his left cheek atop the short curls of Ina's mane, tilted to avoid the blood still leaking from his lip getting into the coarse hair and just breathes.
For now, that's all he can do. It has to be enough, for the sake of these precious children.
Eventually, Izuku has to sit up straight again, far too aware of the tackiness of the lingering blood, itching at his skin, and the kids pull away as he does, all carefully shuffling back, giving him space. He appreciates it, but the rush of cold air around him has him shivering even more than before, the full-body judders jarring his hand but he only tightens his jaw once again, lip and cheek flaring at the movement but it's worth it to not worry the children even further. Such fun.
Moving very, very carefully, Izuku wobbles onto his knees and shuffles past the kids to settle against the far bars, facing the crate wall, then beckons them all back over, smiling softly despite the strain no doubt all too obviously.
"I-Izuku..." Anna trails off, biting her own lip, and that sight hurts. Instead of gently chiding her though, the greenette only extends his good hand and taps her chin gently, until she releases the soft, red flesh and manages something like a wobbly smile of her own.
"That's it," Izuku says, but it doesn't leave his mouth. No, his lips move, his throat tightens, and he's silent. And that bothers him, wrong to the core, but it's also right. It's safe.
But the kids don't deserve him not to be talking to them, so with slow, telegraphed movements, he gently pulls Ryo's hand towards him, gently prompting him to hold it flat in the air. The boy doesn't hesitate or protest, only furrowing confused eyebrows. But then Izuku begins to fingerspell somewhat clumsily, using Ryo's hand in place of his own left, simply making do with a short,
'Be alright. Thank you all.'
"Are- are you really going to be okay?" Oh, it's a sweet question, full of innocent naivety, because he knows that this is the kind of injury that might well be debilitating for life and yet, even as exposed to horrors as they've been, the kids don't seem to know that, to comprehend such long-term consequences. And all Izuku can do is smile again, nodding. He is going to be okay, eventually. It just won't be until they're all safe and his Dad with them, healed up and home.
Of course, he's not going to actually say that to the children.
Instead, he nudges some of them in closer, ushers Anna, Kage, Shi and Tanaka a little backwards and then they're all sat in a circle, the youngest all clinging to Izuku, Anna or Ryo, and he starts a game. It's pretty simple really, one they've played before so he doesn't have to explain any rules: rock, paper, scissors. Izuku points to himself, then four of the others, so they play first. Of course, it takes a few rounds until they only have rock or paper between all five of them, and then the two papers lost - that being Ryo and Tanaka, leaving Izuku, Kage and Li left. But then Li wins out of them, prompting the next lot of five to go. Nabe wins, little five-year old hands still a bit chubby despite everything, and he bounces silently in place as he and Li face off.
It's a good game. Easy on Izuku and with a different outcome every time. And yesterday it was also a chance to teach them some more sign language for basic items: stationary and natural things, primarily, with river and rock, scissors and sky all in the mix. To some people it might have been more practical than 'Show me the cats' but Izuku knows all ten of them would argue otherwise. And with good reason.
Eventually though, the kids do begin to wind down, emotionally exhausted no-doubt. Izuku finds himself beyond tired, although he tries to keep a certain level of energy and awareness up, if only to reassure them that yes, he's hurt (and by Kami does he hurt; his hand has been pulsating for however long the kids have been distracting him, and it's like a wild thing in his blood, biting along his forearm, up to his shoulder, spines digging into his heart, slipping between his ribs with all the ease of a hot dagger; Izuku should know) but he's whole. Coherent enough that it seems like everything will be okay.
Although, as much as he refuses to not believe in his Dad, that feels so far away. So distant and impossible.
And Izuku is tired. It's done-with-everything tired, the type that first had him on rooftops, before he had people to rely on, that cared about him. Before he had such wonderful tethers, before he had his Dad and his family and his boyfriends and his class. Now though? Now he has all of that and more, so much more, and he refuses to give into that marrow-rich exhaustion that sinks through his mind, urging him to run, leave, escape.
Instead, he gestures the kids in close again, stretching out his legs in front of him and grinning as they hesitate, waving them down. With the blatant permission, uncertainty fading, several of the children settle against the right side of his chest, tucked under his arm, and the rest curl in and around each other on the cold floor, heads and torsos pillowed on his legs. Someone picks up a quiet little hum, stuttering rhythms and wavering notes, but it's sweet and welcome all the same. Comfortable. That little piece of normality, of freedom, that they all need so desperately.
Sooner or later, Izuku starts to fade out, spots of darkness filtering in over the distant lighting from the other side of the crates. They're wisps of shadow, flickering in front of him, ever-larger, ever-darker, until sooner or later everything he sees is darkness and he's not aware anymore.
It's an aeon of something akin to incoherent dozing, pain never letting him truly sink into the sleep he craves, when Izuku blinks open heavy eyes, hazy-minded and blurry-visioned, to see a dark figure crouched low before him. The kids are out of sight and reach, but somehow that doesn't panic him, and... What? His- his Dad's kneeling in front of him, dark eyes warm and worried, mouth moving silently, and Izuku leans forwards, into the callused palm that reaches to gently cradle his uninjured cheek.
Kami, he's never choked back hotter tears, nor felt so utterly boneless with a pure shot of relief so potent that it's a reverberation through his body, down to his marrow, all molten and bittersweet, because he finally feels safe.
Noises begin to filter in then. It's a confusing mixture of syllables, ringing in his ears yet somehow soft, sullen, secretive. On top of everything is that gruff voice, all contentment and fear and concern,
"You're alright kid. So strong Izuku, you know that? I love you kiddo, Kami, you don't even know-" But beneath that is a low undercurrent of other words, spoken in quiet tones but high voices, childish. Izuku refuses to focus on those though. Instead, he revels in the thumb brushing back and forth beneath his eye, over a freckled cheekbone that sticks out a little more than it did not even two weeks ago. It's warm and so wonderful. Safety in not even a few inches of contact, and Izuku can't help the tears that finally spill over, burning with renewed fire down his injured cheek, brushed away on the other, even though his face still feels wet all the same, the corner of his mouth irritating.
That irritation becomes more like an itch in only a few moments. Then it reaches a crescendo to match the urgent, unexplained touches to his shoulder and legs, to reflect the hushed tones that seem so desperate in the quiet of his Dad simply staring at him, and something in Izuku screams that this is wrong. So very, very wrong.
Blinking solves the problem because dim gloom overtakes everything, heads of almost indistinguishable ginger and blond and black and green shifting in front of Izuku, nine pairs of worried eyes staring at him, their trembling hands urging him back to them. And the teen's throat is beyond tight, tongue a deadweight, but he dredges up a grimace for them. The kids are so clearly relieved that his heart stutters and sputters between his lungs, spasming in opposite timing to each other.
Then the realisation crashes over him. He was dreaming. Or hallucinating or something, because of course he was, his Dad couldn't actually be here, they couldn't actually be safe yet, no, they don't get that kind of miracle-
Dammit, no. That's unfair to his Dad. Because his Eraserdad is his hero. Sooner or later, he'll be here in all of his glowing-eyed, capture scarf glory, kicking Shigaraki in the balls and clutching Izuku close but so very careful, talking to the kids in soothing tones. He'll be here. They just have to wait with their kindled faith burning in their chests. Izuku can only hope they won't be burning on nothing before the man gets here, won't flicker and die out, leaving them decaying from the inside in a sick parody of what Quirk-laden fingers can do.
"I-Izuku?" Anna speaks up, getting his attention so that she can go on,
"Are you o-okay? You're crying?" Dammit, these children are too kind for him, truly. For them, surely, he can speak?
"F-f-fine. Dream." Well, it's better than nothing, and they visibly perk up at both his voice and the reassurance, even though it's hard to make out in the near-absolute darkness of the warehouse at something ridiculously early in the morning. Letting out a silent huff, Izuku carefully tugs a few of the kids close again, shifts until they all get the message and settle down once more.
"Togeth-th-ther h-helps," he rasps, the syllables grating his gums, tumbling messily over his glassy tongue and worked through his locked jaw, audible all the same. It's enough for his children as they sag against him once again.
From there, it isn't easy to fall back asleep. Not for the greenette at least. In lieu of proper rest, he counts heartbeats and pain-pulses and nine sets of breathing, feels cold bars against his back that logically should be warm but are still icy, sinks into the shivering warmth of nine living bodies, no matter how painfully small, that are piled on and around him in the best kind of weighted blanket.
He grounds himself. And, eventually, between one gritty-eyed blink and the next, there's lights on beyond the crates and thin strips of light from the boarded-up windows so high above, and nothing is quite right but not everything is wrong either. For the time being, Izuku will take that. And will keep the hope alive in his chest for his hero to arrive soon.
He could really do with his Dad actually being here to give him a hug.
{10:24am, the ninth day of the kidnapping}
It's barely over an hour after their meeting when the school announcement system crackles into brief life, calling all of the faculty, along with Tsukauchi and Sansa, back to the meeting room, much to their bewilderment. The relatively grim countenance of the rat isn't too promising either. Regardless, they all settle back into their seats without a protest or question, waiting.
"My apologies for calling you all back so soon, but there have been further developments. Although first, I'd ask if there's been any progress within the short time frame?" There's a moment's silence before the underground hero speaks up.
"Not particularly, we were going back over the video," he explains, because it's true. They'd wanted to make sure they hadn't missed anything before moving on.
"But now that we've got a general location to look into, could we not bring in Shiretoko - Ragdoll, that is - or someone else with a relevant Quirk to expediate the process? There was too much ground to cover to bring someone in before, but now..." Aizawa lets the words trail off, inviting a further suggestion to be made. But their employer beats anyone else to it,
"Ah, yes, on that note, I suppose I shall have to move straight to the rather unfortunate news I have to relay." Nedzu's tone is perhaps the most grave it gets, his eyes flashing dangerously. It's moments like this that Aizawa has no doubt that whatever hybrid his boss it is, there's some serious predator in there. No doubt about it.
"Dare we ask what it is?" Cementoss' comment is dry, wary. Aizawa can relate.
"The Commission has seen fit to deny us access to any other hero agencies. They have forbidden that any non-UA heroes aid us, directly, officially or otherwise, at risk of having their own agencies uncertified or defunded. It would be untenable for them to help us."
There's a long pause then, pained and stale, fragile enough that a poor temper might crack it like lightning in the sky.
And indeed, Aizawa surges to his feet, knuckles white where he grips the table edge,
"But surely some people would still be willing to help? And NightVeil is technically partially mine, so surely-"
"Shouta-kun, twisted logic will not see us through this, I'm afraid. The Commission have been delightfully clear." The sarcasm is sharpened, glinting. Yet utterly useless.
"But after the kid blackmailed them-"
"Not all of the corrupt members of the various boards could be removed, of course, if only due to instability. And it would appear that those who had been left behind in Izuku's sweep have retained a grudge. We have the unfortunate luck of one of those being the specific woman in charge of heroic deployment and large-scale case sharing."
"Fuck," Aizawa curses, succinct and worthy of the series of murmured agreements that it earns.
"Okay then, what about the police? At least they have manpower and-"
"Only the personnel directly assigned to Izuku-kun's case already. That being yourselves, Tsukauchi-san, Sansa-san, but none others." The underground hero's fury is only a wordless growl this time, both hands abruptly featuring green-black knives that have become far too familiar a sight for the rest of the faculty.
"Fine. Okay, then. Did they specify anything about the students?" It's not hopeful, barely a question, too busy being full of gravel, sharp little pieces of determination.
"Shou, should we really-"
"We can't bring in chi-"
"Shouta, you can't think-"
"No, they didn't." Nedzu's reply cuts neatly through the outburst, immaculately bland. Aizawa is far from fooled.
"And my class doesn't have any standing agreements with any agencies, making their only official affiliation UA itself, which is within your phrasing of the restrictions. So, with appropriate supervision, we can have them help. They get to feel productive, useful, rather than constantly guilting themselves over their friend being gone, and we'll have more contact with them, more chance to ensure they don't pull another stunt."
"It's certainly rather logical, phrased like that. I had considered the possibility, but believed you would be against it," Nedzu muses, still frustratingly bland.
"Aizawa, those children are already traumatised and inexperienced on top of that. You can't honestly think this won't make things worse-" The blood hero isn't entirely wrong, but he's certainly not right.
"Kan, with all due respect, fuck off. My kids are different to yours. Maybe it would be worse for Monoma or Tsuburaba or someone - and I'm not trying to insult them, I wish my class hadn't gone through this shit - but knowing my hellions, they're itching to do something, anything. They've been traumatised repeatedly, not just at the camp, and they've changed because of it. Scanning some CCTV footage and possible escorted scouting missions is nothing to them. Not to say that I would allow them to be exposed to any more danger, mental or physical, but I know it will do them more good to help than to not." His voice never raises, but it does rumble, a low threatening noise, throaty and belonging to thunderclouds. Everyone else pays heed. As they should.
And well, he is 1-A's homeroom teacher after all, he'll have a better idea than anyone else will. Even now, with his son the one kidnapped, they all know him to be logical, practical. He wouldn't damn his class for the sake of his kid. Even if he would, his brat would murder him for it, and that most definitely would have put him off in that case.
Luckily, it's not going to come to that. Instead, Nedzu grants his permission without too much grumbling from the other teachers, and it's not long before their meeting disbands, Hizashi and Nemuri accompanying the underground hero back to the faculty room, a few of the others trailing behind them, although Sansa and Tsukauchi remain with Nedzu for some bureaucratic rubbish. Aizawa is already digging out his phone, messaging app open. The kids don't know it, but he added himself to their group chat using Izuku's phone earlier this week, after he found out about their bugs, and he takes advantage of the fact now.
Eraser: [@everyone Hellspawn, don't bother with work-out gear for today. And tell your parents you'll probably be gone for a few extra hours.]
: [I'll explain in person.]
He doesn't want to be spreading potentially sensitive information over a messaging app and the kids will know better than to not do what he's asked. Although, judging by the influx of questions and exclamations, most of them excitement over the change or mortification over their teacher being in their group chat, they don't know better than to be rowdy hellions. Well, he shouldn't have expected any differently.
Eraser: [Kids, I don't give a fuck about this chat except when I need it. Don't bother making a new one or anything, I don't want to read this one.]
: [Don't be late. It would be illogical.]
They know him well enough to take that seriously. Which is probably why he receives a series of affirmatives, of various levels of enthusiasm and gravitas, before he switches his phone off and moves to stand next to Hizashi, shoulders bumping, both behind Nemuri, who already has Nedzu's email with the file embedded open on her computer - and heavily encrypted, of course - and she looks at what their employer has already stated regarding the location of the kid. From there, she pulls up the CCTV network they have access to, inputting the co-ordinates, and taps her nails without a beat until she gets several pings in reply, six camera codes coming up.
"Email them over to me? I'll do the middle two. Zashi, you gonna do the last two?" His friends don't hesitate to acquiesce, the blond shooting him a barely-tremulous grin to match the enthusiastic thumbs-up as they migrate to their own computers and set to work. They've got an hour until his class arrive, give or take, and by then they should have a trail to follow back to somewhere that hopefully still has CCTV. If it doesn't, they'll have to resort to some kind of scouting missions, but that's a debate for later on. They've got a lead. A chance to get to Izuku and whatever children might be trapped with him, which means that they've got a chance to rescue them.
And Aizawa is going to be his son's hero, no two ways about it.
The next step of that commences when an alert turns up on his phone, the first of his kids - eight of them, all arriving together - have come through one of the side gates, so with a low groan because he really needs to stop hunching over his desk like that, Aizawa heaves up to his feet and goes to meet them. Hopefully the rest will appear within the next ten minutes, it'll keep them from having to wait around for too long. The sooner they get to work, the better. And at least they've actually got work to do now.
And he's in luck, because the rest of his class arrive pretty promptly, not taking much more than another five minutes. It's good because Aizawa can already feel the need to move or search or just something itch at him, hands shoved deep in his pockets to hide their faint twitching because how he needs to be productive, to work on finding his kid and getting him home, safe. For now though, he has to make do with running an assessing gaze over his hellions, ensuring both their wellness and attention. Satisfied, he turns on his heel and starts to speak,
"Right hellspawn, let's get going. I'll explain on the way."
So he does, starting with the most important detail of all,
"He got a message out to us." There's the instant uproar of course, all cries of where and how and what, but he doesn't have time for it so, after a few moments, he raises a hand over his shoulder,
"Not now. He temporarily escaped and a member of the public filmed him when he came across a high street yesterday evening. He's... Izuku's alright. What we could see of his injuries weren't severe." The underground hero doesn't share their speculation of how badly Izuku might be hurt now, because these are teenagers and they don't need that. What they need is motivation and reassurance and a measure of protection, so that's what they'll get. He wouldn't allow for any less.
"Regardless, I'd rather none of you asked to watch the video because, quite frankly, it doesn't help. It doesn't," he stresses, pausing in their walk to turn and face the kids. And dammit, he should've known there would be tense shoulders and teary eyes, clutching hands and leaning shoulders. They really are just teenagers. (Aizawa refuses to acknowledge the following logic that his son is a teenager too, vulnerable and hurting and young. Because yes Izuku is young, deserving of protection and nurturing, but he is so far from innocent already and he has the experience and endurance to deal with this all so much more than any of his classmates. But dammit, he's still his kid.)
"I know that you want to watch it and I understand why, but you will already be seeing him, to a point, in the task we're asking for your help with, without exposing you to anything sensitive. It's only logical." That, of course, only inspires more questions, several shouted, and at this point the pro activates his Quirk, glowering. He hardly needs them all to be brats, even if he's not expecting perfect behaviour. There's still a certain standard.
"It was my vouch that even allowed for you to be brought in at this point, alright? If I don't believe you're able to handle this, then you won't be involved. I don't say this as a threat, nor even as a warning, but just so you know; if you can't be productive, or it's detrimental to yourselves, then you won't be involved. Understood?" Aizawa gets some rather meek and reluctant nods and grumbles in return, and that's more than good enough for him.
"We've located the filmed location on CCTV networks. We're now working to trace him back to the League's base, wherever that might be, but there are patches without CCTV where we have to check every direction he could have gone, cross-referencing with maps of the area, which is time-consuming and best done with multiple people. Do you see where you will all fit in now?" Oh, how that sense of begrudgement and melancholy have faded now, melding into determination and expectation, all hope-thick and desperation-laced, rolling and roiling, the beginnings of an avalanche.
Aizawa had known they'd want to be involved.
With a sharp nod, he starts walking again, with barely half a second before he's followed by nineteen sets of other footsteps behind him. And then Hitoshi speaks up, voice set with a hesitant curiosity,
"Not that I'm complaining or anything - we want to do this, we want to help, need to - but why aren't you just using Ectoplasm-sensei's clones? I mean, I'm glad, but-"
"Asking him to sustain nineteen clones for several hours isn't the most reasonable expectation, particularly when we will be relying on him for our generic manpower upon any raids."
"And other heroes?" Here Aizawa pauses mentally, weighing up the pros and cons of letting his hellions know the truth of the matter, but giving them a different target to hyper-focus on that isn't directly productive probably isn't the best idea. And the Hero Commission at that... Hm, no.
"You'll have to trust me when I say that you don't need to know hellspawn. Focus on Izuku." That does the trick, of course, and he hadn't expected any less.
"One more requirement, before we get to the tech room," his tone remains grave, turning to face them all again. If he lets a little of his presence intensify, not malicious but dark all the same, then he doesn't miss the subtle tension that it brings. Good, let them understand the gravity of the situation.
"If any of you abuse this privilege to seek Izuku out by yourselves, you will be expelled, no logical ruses or threats about it. Putting yourselves in unnecessary danger is unacceptable, most particularly in a situation such as this where the experienced heroes - experience with hostages and raids and kidnappings, not just villains in general - are aware and available. Jeopardising Izuku's safety on top of your own is unconscionable and is more than fair grounds for expulsion. I wouldn't fight Nedzu on it." When he judges them all to have heard and understood with no excuses, when he has met every single pair of eyes and seen the comprehension there, he turns to walk once again, pausing for a final statement.
"We've got a lead now. That means we've got an opportunity, understood? Let's not waste it." Judging by the enthusiastic agreements that earns, his class are thoroughly determined.
They'll all be Izuku's heroes.
Notes:
Dadzawa's appearance wasn't the power of a Quirk or anything. No, that was Izuku's imagination taunting him with what he can't have, and I'd apologise for it but we all know I wouldn't mean it.
Oh, and looking at pre-Dadzawa Izuku, the Izuku who lived in a shoddy group home with no friends and no family and no prospects but plenty of bullies and adults who either didn't care or wanted to punish him for existing, I know he was exhausted. Whether that led to him simply being tired, wanting to run away, or hide, or get away permanently, I honestly don't know. I'd like to think it was less a permanent solution and more a temporary escape he was looking for though. That he'd hop rooftops to feel free for once. In control. And then he saved a person, then three, and then he had a purpose and people and everything went from there.
Anyways! On a far brighter note, there's light at the end of the tunnel now, and we're driving just under the speed limit, so hopefully we'll get out soon~
Love, hugs and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 64: LX - Bound To Be Bittersweet On The Tongue
Summary:
We creep ever-closer to the light.
(Sorry this is late, I've had/got no less than four major deadlines/ events this week so yeh bit of a mess. And I was gonna include two other scenes in this, but then I think it would've messed up next chapter, so take an unedited chapter and, hopefully, enjoy!)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
{Morning of the tenth day}
Aizawa huffs, the sound turning into a long groan as he pushes to his feet, surveying the room. Yeh, the kids need a break.
"Oi, hellspawn, come with me." After the second or third time of this already-familiar routine, they had stopped trying to argue with him over taking a break. Just because he's letting them help and is grateful for said help doesn't mean that he can or will allow them to drive themselves into the ground by poring over CCTV reels and maps and property records, a haze of numbers and words and cartographs, and at the very least they need to rest their eyes and backs, even if he can't force their brains to shut up for them.
Dammit, he wishes he could. And his own too.
But that's not possible, so instead he ushers them all out of the room, checking that Hagakure has actually left and not sneaked out of his sight for any nefarious purposes, and very firmly locks the tech room door behind them. They're hellspawn who can very much get past a mere lock, he knows; the point is more symbolic. Herding nineteen kids requires a lot of weird little things like that he finds, and it's no different now as he eyes the brats ambling their way through familiar corridors, already knowing to head outside to one of the large garden-like areas of the grounds. Fresh air will do them good, he knows. If it gives him a chance to breathe properly too, then it's a only bonus side effect.
Watching the teens splay out in the grass, a few half-heartedly shoving at each other, some curling into each other, the underground hero takes the chance to think back over what they've managed in the last hour or so. Finding the end of the CCTV trail had been both frustrating and rewarding. They have a good general location now, a large industrial district, but the standard surveillance cameras don't go into the area as it's all private lots, rented or otherwise, and whilst many have private systems, with the Commission breathing down their necks, they can't afford to take the quick route and hack them. No, instead, they have to send out requests to the individual owners and hope for compliance, a slow process with limited success at best and it's beyond frustrating. Of course, they've also been able to investigate the various owners and try to find any that seem suspicious, but when there are over seventy different firms and people to look into, it again takes time.
Aizawa has rarely wanted to storm somewhere so badly. Never, in fact. Even if it's several somewheres at once with a bunch of colleagues and children behind him because they have a beyond-frustrating lack of intelligence still.
Regardless, he makes sure the kids actually relax for a solid twenty minutes and then, when he next gets offered a pleading look, he nods, Uraraka immediately springing to her feet with a loud cry, attracting everyone else's attention as she tugs Iida and Tsuyu with her, a genuine grin in place. Yeh, Aizawa knew it would be good for his kids to get to be productive in a controlled, or at least in a supervised, situation. It's probably the safest they're going to be. (He refuses to not make sure at least these children are safe; if he can't protect his son right now then by every god, demon and Quirk, he will look after those within his reach. He wouldn't stand for any less.)
Once they are all settled back into the tech room and have managed to examine the CCTV or owners of a two further industrial lots, it actually isn't long until they're once more interrupted, this time by the arrival of Midnight and Thirteen. The underground hero doesn't miss the almost-urgent tone to their postures and the woman's hurried knock on the door.
"Shouta, Nedzu's managed to discount a few more places. Between that, us, and you lot here, we've got it down to a couple of potential warehouses. The principal is calling a meeting to establish a scouting plan." And oh, that more than deserves some urgency. It's what they've been waiting to hear since yesterday morning.
"Right. Class, can I trust you to wait in a room and not interfere whilst doing so? I've already informed you that, when appropriate, we'll bring you into matters and I trust I've proved that fact by now?" A dark eyebrow is raised, a parody of the floating hair that accompany sunset-glow eyes, washing over all nineteen of them. Fortunately, he receives nineteen nods or verbal affirmations, and that's enough for him to guide them all out of the room again, ensuring that the computers are logged out of and the door locked, before settling them into a spare classroom not too far from the meeting room. It should be just out of Shouji's or Jirou's hearing range, by his reckoning. And if, when first coming into the meeting room, Aizawa still leans down next to his boss and quietly requests half an eye be kept on the camera in the corridor outside the kids' room, then it's only a reasonable precaution to his view.
And if he also requests that Lunch Rush go to give his hellspawn some food, both to occupy them and keep their energy up, then Nedzu at least has the grace to keep it for later blackmail.
"Hello again everyone. I have the fortunate news that we have sufficiently narrowed down the possible locations to five separate warehouses, ostensibly owned by three firms between them, with a two-two-one ratio, that is. With this, it now seems reasonable to deploy ourselves and, with their own and Shouta's assessment of their safety and suitability, class 1-A as well. Are there any objections to this much?" As expected, there are none. Which is probably good for everyone else, because Aizawa may or may not have a knife in hand beneath the table, half a second moment from cutting hair or clothing should it be necessary.
Of course, he would let any protestors speak first, just in case they really did have any logical points, but beyond that, he's certainly not above a bit of hastening along of events.
Luckily on all parts, there are none. And from there, it's not too slow a task to talk through the five warehouses, all within three distinct little pockets of the industrial district, and to divide their people through said three areas. Admittedly, assigning three of Ectoplasm to each is perhaps unnecessary, but it bulks them out a little with capable fighters who aren't perhaps the best to withstand a prolonged fight, but that will certainly work well as dispensable distractions should the need arise.
In other words, should All For One become a problem. They're all painfully aware of the possibility, particularly considering that Izuku appears to be being held with Nomu-intended children. That, in turn, puts him likely somewhere relatively close to any doctor-types of the supervillain's and, according to All Might and Tsukauchi regarding the kind of state the man must be in, that will likely mean the supervillain too. Who knows how someone who had been near-death would have dealt with the inherent instability of warp gates like Kurogiri's? Having him close to doctors and equipment would only make sense. Too much painful sense.
All For One irrelevant, the League as a whole has the potential to be a major issue. The heroes need numbers to combat that, not just skill and strength. And by Kami Aizawa does not want his kids facing the villains, never again given a choice, but he knows the realities of the situation. And beyond that, there's also a certain loophole that the Hero Commission very deliberately left: any public villain attack will invite the interference of other local heroes. Of course, the Commission can't let it be known that they've restricted the investigation into Izuku and the League and, should any combat become a public spectacle, any heroes that turned up and somehow turned away would be a massive scandal, particularly considering the genuine chance of the UA faculty losing, or at least suffering casualties to a degree.
So, all in all, if they manage to draw the villains out whilst saving Izuku and any other captives at the same time, then they'll be set. It's just a rather big 'if'.
Aizawa refuses to let that fact perturb him though. Instead, he plots and plans with his colleagues, argues his class' case for them, and soon they have three teams set up and a strategy established, along with the necessary back-ups. Then a few extras, because Nedzu, Izuku and himself are cut from the same cloth in that they need as many contingencies and alternatives as reasonable. Or logical, rather.
"Shouta, if you would bring your class in?" The underground pro grunts his affirmation, already levering to his feet, knife casually tucking back into one of his utility belt pockets. Opening the door to the class' room has him faced with nineteen expectant faces, several of the brats already on their feet, his approach clearly noted before he'd even got to them.
"C'mon hellspawn, you've got search parties to join." Aizawa ignores the mixed whoops and murmurs behind him as he immediately turns on his heel and strides away again, smirking a little at the mad scramble to follow him. Kami, they really are kids, aren't they? Mature and capable to a point, but teenagers still. And yet he can't regret implicating them in this. Not when they're being supervised. It's as safe as they'll get. Because the pro isn't naïve. His hell class would have no qualms, after over a week of Izuku being gone, about going off on their own and trying to find him, possible expulsion bedamned.
Which is exactly what Aizawa told the other teachers only twenty minutes ago.
Speaking of the other teachers, Aizawa taps briefly on the meeting room door before opening it, giving Yagi time to reactivate his Quirk before the kids have any chance of seeing him, and then gestures them to gather against the wall, lacking the seating for more than a few of them.
"Brats, listen carefully to Nedzu, alright? If you can't behave and obey, you'll be pulled off of this mission and kept supervised for its duration." The latter is something of an idle threat because they lack the manpower for that, but his class don't know about the Commission's ban on further personnel and is now very glad he didn't tell them. Logical ruses are perfectly reasonable in the name of protecting them.
From there, it doesn't take too long for Nedzu to go over their plans, occasionally gesturing to different maps, all displayed on the big screens around the room, or to various faculty. Then he gets to the lists of groups, a typed-up copy flicking to life on the largest screen. Well, the second-largest, the largest still features a punched hole, but it's been very deliberately ignored by the teachers and the kids, thankfully, are following suit.
"We've put these groups together based on co-operation, numbers and skill bases. Read them over now please students, do you have any issues?" Nedzu finishes there to give them time, but Aizawa speaks up anyway.
"If you have any problems or questions, bring them up. Better to have raised potential faults here rather than be caught out mid-op." Thoughtful nods and more enthusiastic thumbs-up greet him and he'll take it. It's true after all, and a painful lesson to learn. Now isn't the time for them to learn it by experience though. It really, really isn't. Not when Izuku and an unknown number of other people, children, are at serious risk. Even without the personal attachment, there's also the potential apprehension of one of the most prolific villains of several centuries, or at least the damage to a significant part of his operations.
Definitely important. But by Kami, nothing in this feels as significant as getting his kid home and whole and hale, these kids preferably alongside, and some people would objectively agree, which at least gives Aizawa the internal reassurance that he isn't being utterly illogical due to his own emotional compromise. Because that's what it is, no doubt about it, but still. It's allowable, given the situation.
Aizawa tunes back in fully at the voice of one of his students, Hitoshi the one speaking up,
"Are any of the locations more or less likely to have Izuku?" A fair question, but one that receives a negative from Nedzu,
"They're within five percent of each other." Which, Aizawa knows, is a slight lie because the single warehouse is less likely than either of the two pairs, but he isn't going to call the rat out on this particular distinction. Better for the kids to not be at risk of raising hopes or lowering expectations respectively. Resisting that urge becomes easier with little else but experience, and that's the one thing these teenagers really haven't got.
From there, his class only have a few other questions, all easily answered by Nedzu, before everything seems to be ironed out, and there's a fire in their eyes, bright and fierce and ready to consume. Aizawa can only hope it's the villains that get burned.
When the warehouse is light once more, daytime certainly in full swing, Izuku waits for the kids to rouse one by one, grinning when they're all eventually awake except for the ever-sleepy Tanaka, who stays adorably drowsy in the greenette's lap, not even half-awake with little fingers wound into the raggedy remains of his bloody t-shirt. It's cute. Well, as cute as a dirty, too-thin little boy shivering atop his dried-blood lap can be.
Yeh, it's still pretty sweet.
The other kids stay as quiet as ever, signing or muttering to each other. Anna and Shi set to twisting little braids and twirls into Ina's mane and Setsuna's curls, Li watching on with bright eyes and twitching fingers. Ryo is guiding Kage back through some of their favourite signs, along with those the younger boy had been finding most difficult, whilst Nabe amuses himself by showing off a combination of hand stretches, shadow puppet-shapes and signs for Izuku's approval. It's... strangely domestic. It hurts in the softest, sweetest way possible, bitter and pith-tinged yet with that pleasant edge still, and, quite frankly, the teen will take it. Better than focusing on the now-dull agony of his hand that pulses with every breath, or how his other injuries pull and twinge in tandem or, even worse, on how they're still stuck here with the constant threat of Shigaraki returning or a portal suddenly swallowing someone up. No, that's not a good thing to think about at all.
Instead, Izuku focuses back into having Tanaka all cat-like in his lap, stroking barely-trembling fingers through the fine, short-shorn dark strands, marvelling in how they're silky despite being laden with dirt and general grime. It's a pleasant sensation. A stark, wonderful contrast to the overall discomfort of his injuries and having sat in the same position for who knows how many hours. Yeh, a lovely contrast indeed.
Eventually though, Nabe runs out of gestures to show Izuku, whilst Ino and Setsuna grow too fidgety to sit still and have their hair played with, prompting a little game of Shiritori to start. The combination of verbal and signed words manages not to be too messy, the greenette acting as referee, tapping a jaunty four-beat rhythm against the floor whenever someone repeats or misspells a word, too up-beat to truly be an admonishment. For Izuku himself, it's made sweeter by the reminder of his family, found in word games with his Dad, or in little things that his Uncle and Auntie hum. Sharing those with the kids seems right, somehow.
And if it makes him feel closer to home too? Well, there's no complaints from him about it, that's for sure.
They have moved on from Shiritori to Chinese whispers and then again to their guessing game. Izuku, with vague recollections of being young and forced into group games when they had inspections at the home he'd been in, had introduced it the kids a few days ago now, and they haven't played it often, but they seem particularly antsy today and it's a little more energetic for them. Kami, he's never sounded more like his Dad talking about his class, although Izuku refuses to focus on the thought because he knows- he knows it will only upset him, so he chooses the next kid to move to the corner and face away whilst another gets to be 'it' and an easy stretch from Anna has her tapping the back of, this time, Ryo, who turns back around and then carefully puts himself in the centre of the circle, eyeing them all carefully.
Behind his back, Shi's green fingers begin to rap an even pattern on his knees, then the rest of the circle all pick it up, Izuku included, and Ryo's eyes narrow, suspicious, whirling around and trying to get a sense for everyone. Just beyond his vision, Shi switches to a funny little hand-waving motion, a few giggles picking up around the circle as everyone copies and Ryo scowls a bit, peering at Nabe and Shi.
But he points at the wrong boy, who shakes his head with a broad grin, then Shi very deliberately widens his eyes a little and, slightly-awkwardly at first, pretends to copy a short sequence of three head pats and a nose boop, making the movements smoother with the repetition. Of course, by the time Ryo spins to see whoever Shi seems to be copying, they're also partway through the movements. The clever acting has Izuku snickering silently, eyes glinting. Sneaky little imps, the lot of them. He loves it.
Regardless, Ryo's guess of Kage is incorrect and has him out of the round, prompting Shi to bound to his feet, about to head into the corner for his turn as the guesser. The sound of footsteps has them all freezing in place. Then Izuku bursts into movement, silently scrambling onto unsteady legs despite the shattering agony that lightning-strikes through him from leaning on his hand to do so, already ushering the kids behind him. Fuck not being obvious about his attachment. It's more important that they're protected, that they're safe, because he's been through this much already what's a bit mo-
It's not Shigaraki.
Izuku nearly collapses in spotty-visioned relief, lowering his crouch in front of the trembling bodies a bit more, right hand still raised defensively. Ready. But it's the doctor with a familiar bucket with bread and water that gets deposited through the smallest gap that could possibly form in the bars, although the teen doesn't move, shaking faintly in place. He doesn't flinch at the vicious words dripping poison-pretty through the air (useless, injured, worthless - futile attempt - brats - so very useless without a Quirk-) nor the eager, depraved stare, simply remaining a bastion between the bastard and the kids. There's at least one face buried in his thigh, two more in his back, and several shaking hands twisted in his clothing. Izuku's glad for it. The children ground him, guide him, even as he does whatever he can to try and minimise their pain.
He wishes - oh how he aches with the wish, all tender-bright-tugging in his chest - to be able to properly protect them. But that's not possible, not like this, between their imprisonment and his injuries and every other awful little detail of their situation, but he will make do with things like this.
With a final wave of venom and filth, thinly-veiled threats, the doctor turns and leaves, taking his bucket with him this time, but fortunately leaving the water and bread. It's sustenance, what he and the kids so desperately need, so when everything is finally quiet again, footsteps long-since gone, Izuku dares to relax a little and turns to gather little bodies close with his good arm, ruffling hair and chucking under chins. Brief, sweet affections that are worth more than words. After all, when they only have each other to cling to, physical warmth and weight is the most blessed thing of all.
It doesn't take them all long to settle down again, dividing up the bread and water a little more equally this time, although Izuku still makes sure the kids eat perhaps a bit more than him, proportionally, because they're tired, cold little bodies and he might have already lost the weight he gained since living with his Dad, but it can be gained once more. It will be. Because he has to think positively, remain optimistic, if only for these bright souls relying on him.
With their bellies full and hearts slow once more, Izuku gestures for the kids to surround him, much like last night, and he offers them a slow half-smile, trying not to tug on his disintegrated cheek because eating and chewing has most certainly already aggravated it enough for one day.
"Nap time?" Anna murmurs, a bit more subdued than the teen would like. He understands though. Doctor Garaki's visit has successfully startled them all in the worst of ways, paranoia springing back up, but Izuku doesn't have to sleep to make sure the kids rest. No, he'll get them all settled for a nap of sorts, regardless of almost all of them most definitely being too old by the average person's terms. But they're honorary Aizawas now. They need to know the incredible validity of whenever-naps; it's only a shame they can't learn it with ugly yellow sleeping bags and cats curled up on their backs.
One part of their little naptime that Izuku hadn't bet on was falling asleep himself. Blame it on the renewed pain in his hand, swollen angrily, worse than before thanks to his mad dash to his feet already over an hour previous, or his utter exhaustion in general, but he eventually slips into a convoluted darkness of his own, discontent and filled with moments of awake-light, surrounded by the softest snores and sweetest snuffles, but largely rest all the same.
Until of course, he's interrupted by something awful in his throat.
He chokes on it, the substance crawling up his throat like cold, congealed blood, thick and oh-so sickening. What even- Only vaguely able to hope none of the kids will be hurt by it or his movements, Izuku wriggles out of the pile of bodies, staggering to his feet as he hacks and coughs. But the more he gets out, the more comes, clinging to his skin, and past his own haze of panic, Izuku can hear the worried cries and see the glassy eyes of his kids and he tries to sign despite his hand screaming at him, tries to tell them that it's alright, he'll look after them, that he'll save them somehow, even as part of his mind is wondering if this Quirk that must be affecting him is a teleportation or a remote assassination and will contact with it hurt the kids, will they have to sit here with his dead body, and he didn't form half of the nuances of the signs because his left hand barely moves because it's broken, shattered, hurting, and his kids look so determined and worried and they must have understood him and he needs to live up to their faith but how can he when-
Izuku chokes one final breath of not-blood-surely-not, and then all he can see is darkness. He's gone.
Notes:
Hhhhh you can see how close we are to the end of this bit. But I think there's one thing most of you haven't considered yet (or at least haven't mentioned) that you've probably clocked from the end of this chapter, so that'll all be fun!
Look after yourselves, yeh? Lots of hugs and gratitude - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 65: LXI - Promises, False Or Otherwise
Summary:
Well, you'll see ;)
Notes:
There are some POV switches in this, but hopefully they manage to all make sense - believe it or not, this is with me trying to limit them ^^;
Oh, and forgive it's unedited state but I'm desperate to post so I'll go back over it tonight or tomorrow! ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The teen can hear the worried cries and see the glassy eyes of his kids and he tries to sign despite his hand screaming at him, tries to tell them that it's alright, he'll look after them, that he'll save them somehow, even as part of his mind is wondering if this Quirk that must be affecting him is a teleportation or a remote assassination and will contact with it hurt the kids, will they have to sit here with his dead body, and he didn't form half of the nuances of the signs because his left hand barely moves because it's broken, shattered, hurting, and his kids look so determined and worried and they must have understood him and he needs to live up to their faith but how can he when-
Izuku chokes on one final breath of not-blood-surely-not, and then all he can see is darkness.
Izuku falls, collapsing onto concrete with jabbing knees and ankles, curling in over his hand, but there's a vast presence at his back, noise nearby albeit muffled, and he has no time to think before there's a rough palm over the back of his neck, keeping him knelt on the floor.
"My apologies for the rough arrival, dear boy, but I'm in a little bit of a rush, as I'm sure you understand."
"U-u-understand?" Izuku asks, the single word one of the most difficult he's ever spoken because the deep bite-cut-gouge running along the bottom of his lip burns and seems to shift, alive like worms under his skin, and they writhe down his throat, choking and strangling, something so horrific that his heart stutters over it, but that's stupid because it's just a word, so he forces it out all the same. Better to keep on All For One's good side. Particularly as something seems to be happening right now. Presumably something big.
And Izuku can't help but hope that the something might just be a rescue.
There's no pride here now, after all. No room for stubbornly wanting to save himself, nor for being the deciding factor in a fight or escape; Izuku's past that, has been for days, because he so desperately wants to be safe, with the kids and his family all together, that no matter the ins and outs of getting safe, he'll take it without a thought. It doesn't matter who or what saves them, nor how it happens, so long as it does.
Izuku is yanked out of his rushing thoughts by the hand on the back of his neck pulling him upright, almost onto his toes although his legs tremble violently with the abrupt use and tension.
"Yes, little Izuku, understand. That noise, out there? It is not the usual rabble, nor some misguided fool believing themselves a rival to my empire, oh no, that is your precious heroes and they are going to die." The bolt of fear down Izuku's spine is all-consuming, a fire in his lungs and marrow and mind, and he's frozen solid until the hulking man lashes out with his free arm, the flesh bulging and rippling with something dark and awful, and the wall in front of them blasts apart as though exploded, a deafening rumble and crashing of breaking cement and steel beams, rubble clattering to the ground, and below that a single low cry of pain.
"Pity, I had hoped to catch more of them in it."
By now though, in the space of single moments, Izuku has regained some equilibrium, his terror morphing and twisting, wrapping in shadows around his bones that almost feel strong, his shakiness dying a quick death, swamped by a familiar calm.
Kidilante leans forward a little, All For One's grip just about loose enough, and then he moves. Head lashing to the side, he bites fast and hard, tearing at soft underarm, a fresh flood of iron in his mouth, but it's nothing, not when he's also kicking, pivoting in place and ignoring the awful weight of a hand on his throat (his skin will flake and decay and blood will flow but this isn't Shigaraki, no, it isn't the same, he needs to focus, focus, fight-) Izuku brings up the most vicious strike he can muster, muscle memory aiming the blow perfectly to the inside of the villain's elbow and then there's no skin-crawling touch on his neck, he isn't being held, so he stumbles back and away and out.
There's sunlight streaming around him, orange-yellow with the barely-there birth of dusk, and more noise now, chatter and people and something distant that sounds like a helicopter and the sheer volume of stimulus has the teen struggling to move, barely able to keep his footing as he staggers away. This- this might be a chance, but his kids aren't with him, and Kami knows where he is now, if he's even in an area of or around Musutafu any more-
"Oh, little Izuku, do stay close, won't you?" That fucking voice is still there though, too close and booming and with that presence that has never once faded, whether it's a defence or an offence or both, but that doesn't matter now because if there are heroes here and Izuku is out in the open, then surely, surely, surely, he can get away. So what if this is the myth of the underground world, the saviour-monster-man that gives and takes Quirks and controls hundreds of people with strings so fine and strong that they're steel spider-silk, the most vicious web in all of the underground, because Izuku wants to get home and by Kami is he going to manage it somehow.
He just needs his luck to not run out.
{Fifteen minutes earlier; 4:50pm}
Hitoshi isn't holding Shouto's hand but it's only because of practical reasons as they pick their way through back alleys and then gaps between warehouses, sticking to the shadows developing in the beginnings of evening, an Ectoplasm and Midnight ahead of them, Kaminari, Ashido, Tokoyami and Shouji behind them, along with a further two Ectoplasm clones. Their group is headed for one of the paired warehouses, hoping to find some windows to look through when they get there.
The reality that Izuku might be there, might be mere metres from them soon, hasn't entirely sunk in yet. Hitoshi's hands aren't trembling after all, nor does his throat feel tight. Although there's a heat in his guts, urgent and roiling, and he knows they're going to find Izuku.
Of course, Hitoshi is also painfully, agonisingly aware that might be false hope, too-high expectations like pale clouds above a desert, a false promise of safety and salvation, but oh, what if it is false, what if Izuku isn't here, or even anywhere else? What if they can't save him? What if he can't save himself either, and then their boyfriend is-
"Hito, stop, please?"
The teen sucks in a low, deep breath, finding a cool palm settling on his wrist, and neither of them stop following their teachers, even as Hitoshi turns his head enough to meet concerned blue and grey eyes. And there's fear there too. Because of course there is; they're all scared for Izuku, Hitoshi and Shouto more than most, although it's far from a competition when they've all been suffering. Izuku, no doubt, most of all.
"Sorry Peppermint. Head's busy, you know?" His boyfriend only hums, finally actually curling his fingers around Hitoshi's wrist and it's oh-so grounding, cool but not cold or biting, the soothing of an ice drink on a hot day, and Hitoshi revels in it, twisting his hand a bit until he can brush his fingertips over Shouto's skin in gratitude. From there, they continue on without another word. It's better now though. Hitoshi feels a bit more solid somehow, more sure even, and the well of fear in his guts is beginning to trickle full of determination too.
But then Midnight raises a pale hand and they all halt, only the leading Ectoplasm clone going on. They know, from the plan lined out to them in great detail prior to leaving for this scouting mission, that the clone is going ahead to check the perimeter of the warehouse, to check for villains or Nomu, along with Izuku and the kids that are supposedly being kept in the same place.
And hadn't that been odd to hear? They've all been so focused on Izuku, on their classmate, that hearing about him being kept with other people, the idea that this goes beyond the League that they've already tangled with time and again, seems so bizarre. Not impossible, but unlikely. The knowledge of the broader context here had brought reality home to them all. This is a full-blown heroes' raid. It's about more than them and their priorities, this is something so vast it could affect all of Japan, and they're part of it. Sure, the thought is a little scary, but they have their teachers and each other, they have their comms and, above all else, soon they might just have Izuku too. So maybe this is a big deal for more than just them, but that doesn't stop it being a big deal on a personal level.
Hitoshi and Shouto are going to have Izuku back in between them, where he belongs, sooner rather later. They just know it.
Neither of them can fall far into such thoughts though, because Ectoplasm's clone comes back, telling of a clear perimeter and some high-up windows that might be boarded up, but the planks look old and rotted. Easy to displace.
And so they all move forwards once again, gathering beneath said windows with Tokoyami and a clone guarding one side, Kaminari and a second clone to the other.
"Todoroki, can you create your ice quietly?"
"Stairs or pillars?" Shouto asks, already shifting his foot, itching to start.
"Two pillars, we haven't got a lot of room. One for... yourself and Shinsou, the other for me. Below these two windows here, got it?" The heterochromatic boy simply nods and with a nearly inaudible crackle, two ice spires begin to form, lifting the three of them up the several metres needed to have the boarded-up windows just at head height.
"Good, thank you. Find the weakest board and if it resists, don't force it. Stealth over speed, alright darlings?" Hitoshi takes over now, working away diligently at one looser piece of wood, and then he gets it off, a second half-falling with it only to be caught by Shouto. And the gap is more than big enough to look through now, grimy though the glass may be.
They see cages. Just the two, not very big, but the important part is the stumbling figure with dark curls that just might be green, who is choking up something massive and dark and dripping. The figure sounds like they're dying, all wet, rattling half-breaths, but they're doing something, trying to sign because oh there are kids there, little children on their knees and feet, clearly so scared but all wanting to reach out.
Izuku. Izuku and the kids he's been kept captive with but the dark mass is taking over their boyfriend and maybe one of them cries out, or even both of them, because they're watching as the precious person they've only just found dissolves into something unknown, and there are only sobbing children left behind.
From beside them, Midnight is talking frantically into her comms, something about 'getting more heroes' and 'some Quirk dammit' and 'kids are here' but neither Hitoshi nor Shouto hear it. Instead, they stare at the dark stain on cement where their boyfriend was mere moments before, and they fight back tears of their own, hands clutching at each other with something beyond white knuckles and straining tendons. Izuku- Izuku is gone and the fractures in their hearts widen and gape, open wounds, but there's something about the children that they can see are crying but can't hear, because the reason they can't hear them is muffling sleeves and silent sorrow, not distance or obstacles. These are tiny humans who know how and why to keep themselves quiet, no matter how much pain they're in.
Kindred spirits.
So the two flex their grip upon each other in strength rather than sadness, and turn to Midnight, determination fierce in their eyes.
"We're going to gas the warehouse entrance from the front, distract anyone on the other side of those boxes. Most of the League are guaranteed to be elsewhere, another team has visuals on them. For us, you two, Shouji and one of Ectoplasm are going to break in through these windows and wait with the kids, or extract them as necessary, understood?" The two teens nods, resolute, and everyone sets to work. They've got children to save.
{4:50pm}
The warehouse that Aizawa is scouting out, alongside Thirteen, Snipe and the original Ectoplasm, is nearest the edge of the industrial area. Closer to the public, to civilians, hence having several long-range and rescue heroes in their team, along with some of his class - Jirou, Yaomomo, Sero, Kirishima, Bakugou. Nedzu had easily placed one of the more reconnaissance-based teens in each of the groups, but Jirou goes un-needed as, after an Ectoplasm clone had checked the perimeter of this warehouse and had been on its way back to them, all waiting just within sight but ready to duck back around the corner if needed, when an entire wall had blown out with a truly massive noise.
The clone had disappeared, a cloud of paler smoke amongst the dark grey dust and rubble, shrapnel flying out too, and the teachers don't hesitate to push the students back around the corner for cover. Simultaneously, Ectoplasm creates another clone, sending it out to check on the situation, and they all wait with tense, baited breath. Expectation hangs, sharp as a guillotine blade, in the air around their heads, and Aizawa doesn't miss how the kids clearly want to charge in themselves.
The pro offers them a single glare, red-flaring and warning.
Idly, he registers how Snipe is talking into one of their comms, no doubt relaying the situation to their employer, and from somewhere the sound of a helicopter seems to fade in, almost too distant to be distinguishable, but all Aizawa can focus on is the sounds from back around the corner, from the warehouse. There are more voices, and then Ectoplasm twitches from beside him,
"My clone was destroyed. At least some of the League are there." Distantly, the underground hero registers the low growl from Bakugou, the sparks as Yaomomo begins to create weapons, Snipe still talking to Nedzu, but all he can think about is a rapidly-forming plan of attack.
"I'll go over the rooftops, check for Izuku or any other captives that need extracting, if there are none then I'll engage any ringleaders. Thirteen, stay back, on the periphery, act as support and keep in contact with Nedzu and others. Students, Snipe, Ectoplasm, fight the rest. Kids, protect each other and yourselves first though. We're pros for a reason, fall back if you need to or if any of you get injured, no arguments. Back-up is already on its way, so you're stalling, not looking to win, understood?" Grim nods, thankfully genuine, greet his demands, and Aizawa barely pauses long enough to nod to his colleagues before he's swinging up and over, onto the roof of the warehouse, and on he goes from there.
Staying low and silent is easy, practiced. It's a large building but he's following the short edge and then he can see the dust-choked clearing, a large area clear of buildings but full of rubble, and at one end there's a gaggle of the League. The other end though, there's a tall, broad man, suited but with some kind of mask over most of his face, a partner to the breathing apparatus. Before him is a small figure, no particularly defining features from here amongst the bruises and blood and dirt, but Aizawa knows, deep in his bones, exactly who it is.
He's speaking into his comms immediately, directing most of his fellow heroes and their students to head for the other alley entrance, the one now revealed to be closest to the majority of the League.
It's swinging down from his rooftop when he can finally make out the small figure properly. And oh- oh, fucking hell, that's his kid. His precious child, his son, all green curls and fierce eyes and such beautiful, beautiful life, air in his lungs and blood in his veins because sure, it's obvious that Izuku's hurt, pretty badly from the look of it, more dried blood than clothing or freckles, but by Kami he's alive and there's nothing more that Aizawa could wish for.
Which is why, without a single thought, not even acknowledging to himself that a thousand shadows have lifted from his soul, leaving something painfully hopeful in their place, Aizawa yells out, at the top of his lungs, and sprints towards the centre of the battlefield,
“KID!” He's heading straight for his son, who is crouched, teeth bared at the greatest villain of all time, gaze ferocious and posture defensive, hands seemingly tucked in close to his chest. At his shout, Izuku’s eyes widen a fraction but they do not soften, remaining fixated in a vicious glare on All For One. After all, the villain has one hand raised, reaching out for Izuku, completely ignoring Aizawa’s presence. Well, all the better for them.
As soon as the timing feels right, with his years of practicing his Quirk, Aizawa sets his eyes to glowing, hair streaming, focusing his all on protecting his kid. He knows Izuku - his kid wouldn’t want a quirk. Not after everything he’s been through. He doesn’t need one. So Aizawa will do his utmost to protect not only his kid’s life, but his kid’s determination. Some fucking idiot with too much power is not going to change that.
Now that he has activated his Quirk, All For One finally turns towards him, half-masked face eerie. But Aizawa just keeps on running, refusing to blink or flinch, even as the villain fully turns towards him.
‘Izuku, can you run?’ He signs, fairly sure that no matter the Quirk, AFO shouldn’t be able to distinguish the minutiae of sign. Instead of signing back, Izuku only nods, now watching his Dad with something approaching hope. Thank fuck.
‘When I signal, run. Try to get back out of sight, safe, you know I'll find you. I’ll leave as soon as All Might gets here.’ And Aizawa is close enough now that he stops running. Instead, he stands his ground, staring down AFO. He’s got a son to protect.
Shit, his Quirk is starting to pull and flicker in his grip. Ten seconds left. Well, now is as good a time as any.
‘Go!’
~~~
Izuku is glaring at All For One, poised to fight or run at a moments notice, left hands cradled in close, trying to ignore the almost-idle chattering of what sounds like Toga and Twice from somewhere nearby when there's suddenly an Ectoplasm clone (a UA hero, oh Kami, oh fuck, are they here, is his Dad here, please, please, please-) coming from one of the wider alleyways, creeping into the area and surveying them all, but then a burst of blue flames incinerates it, and Dabi is there too, standing just ahead of Shigaraki and Kurogiri, although the three disappear into a warp gate the next moment, re-appearing a ways behind Izuku, judging by the squeals of Toga and low growl of a grumpy Shigaraki. That voice admittedly has spider-legs down Izuku's spine, an entire horde of them, all prickling and bloody and setting his mind ablaze, but Izuku ignores it. Tries to.
Okay, he's surrounded. Most of the main members of the League are at his back, if a distance away, and All For One is in front of him. But at least some of his family are here, nearby, and clearly know at least a little bit about the situation because they're here. There's something overwhelming the taste of iron in Izuku's mouth, something bittersweet and acidic, almost like bile in his throat, and maybe he does feel sick because this is all happening so fast and he's not with his kids but if he can meet up with the heroes then he might be able to get them out and that'll be enough. It will have to be.
But then, before he can get any further, before All For One can start to monologue, or the League can get closer, or even before Izuku can start to form a proper plan, there's a flash of something dark-pale atop a warehouse. And a rush of people - mostly Ectoplasms, but Snipe and, oh Kami, and some of the teen's classmates too - from two alley entrances, all converging on the League behind him.
If Izuku hadn't noticed the maybe-hopefully-it-must-be-familiar figure on a rooftop then he would have run towards them already. As it is though, All For One demands his attention.
"Izuku, my dear boy, look how they go to fight, rather than coming straight to you. Surely this must be the final proof you need that your true place is with us, Quirked and doing what you wish, enacting the changes you desire upon this broken world?" Ooh, this bitch did not just say that. Any of that.
Before Izuku can dredge snarky words past the labyrinth in his throat, let alone over the rough-hewn granite of his tongue, there comes a shout. It's not his name, but it's as good as when it's his Dad's voice calling for him. And shit, it really is his Dad, on the other side of All For One and getting closer and Izuku barely dares to look (it's real this time, it must be) instead keeping his attention on the villain whose hand is beginning to reach up, to loom, but then he pauses and oh Eraserdad's Quirk is active. As the villain turns, the greenette can just make out the signs from his hero and he manages to nod in reply. He trusts his Dad. Izuku's hero is here now and that, more than anything else, is a promise of safety that he so badly needed.
Izuku runs.
~~~
'Go!'
At his own sign, the sight of his kid turning tail and running towards safety, Aizawa leaps forwards with a roundhouse kick, whilst AFO is distracted just for a split second by Izuku pelting away. The hit actually lands, taking out one of the tubes at the villain’s neck and Aizawa resists the urge to snarl in bloodthirsty victory.
That- well, that was for his kid, and nothing could have been more satisfying.
Notes:
OH, and can I just say - yes, Izuku ingested some of AFO's blood, but he has not taken his Quirk. I was writing and realised that it might give that impression, but he hasn't I promise.
Anyways! How you guys feeling now? Happy, annoyed, excited, tired, something else all together? Lemme know, yeh? ;)
Hugs and gratitude, Ota. XxxPS: literally as I was writing this chapter, Kidilante got to 200,000 hits!!!! HOw??? Well, it's down to you guys really, so thank you all so much, and I hope you all continue to enjoy, yeh? I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Look after yourselves for me (^///^)
Chapter 66: LXII - Together
Summary:
And so Izuku, and his kids, are safe once more.
(To those of you who have, understandably, been waiting until the end of the arc, know that this is now a point where Izuku is safe, with his Dad, and no longer at risk from the villains. Hope you enjoy your catch-up!)
Notes:
And for those who would rather just read from here and skip the angst, there is a doctor describing Izu's injuries to his Dad in this. Also, please know that for a decent part of his captivity, Izuku was held with nine very, very sweet children that have also been rescued. He taught them games and sign language and told them about his family - Zawa's basically a grandad already ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
At his own sign, the sight of his kid turning tail and running towards safety, Aizawa leaps forwards with a roundhouse kick, whilst All For One is distracted just for a split second by Izuku pelting away. The hit actually lands, taking out one of the tubes at the villain’s neck and Aizawa resists the urge to snarl in bloodthirsty victory.
That- well, that was for his kid, and nothing could have been more satisfying.
The villain, perhaps strangely, takes his time in straightening, his whole body turning to face Aizawa once more, focusing in on the underground hero with an immense pressure, all gravity-dense and storm cloud-rich. But Eraserhead doesn't care. Not in the slightest because sure, this is technically the strongest villain he's ever faced up against, but it won't be for long, and when he has enough high terrain around him to make dodging via capture weapon easy? It's fine. The priority was getting Izuku out of the villain's sight and mind. And with that, his kid is gone but for the first time it’s a good type of gone. Izuku will be safe in a quickly-developing crowd of police officers and medics until Aizawa can get to him.
Until then, the hero focuses on his opponent, refusing to be cowed by the malignant aura, allowing his own to flare and flurry in response, all the burn of too-cold ice, a red-tinged blizzard around him, dancing in tandem with his streaming hair and waving capture scarf, furiously rivalling the ominous shadows of All For One, the thousand ghosts that seem to loom up behind the man. The monster.
Then they begin to fight. Heedless of the now-near helicopters, at least two hovering above with spotlights glancing down on the area, nor paying any attention to the periphery fights, heroes against the League although the students seem to have retreated, Aizawa and All For One both move. The hero swings out three separate loops of capture weapon, simultaneously dodging black digits that reach for his face, his own attack latching onto the villain, one loop onto a sturdy steel beam protruding from the broken-down wall and he pulls with all the strength he can manage and then some more, tugging the man back and round.
All For One only flashes a genial grin.
"Little Izuku said you were the 'best hero' you know. Such misguided faith, truly." Maybe that's meant to be an insult, demoralising and infuriating, but its effect is quite the opposite. Instead, something burns and warms in Aizawa's chest, a wildfire around his heart, because despite everything, his son has had faith in him. Strong enough faith to proclaim it to a supervillain. Little else could be more encouraging for the man.
Seeming to register that his words haven't quite worked as intended, All For One scowls lightly, almost curious or chiding rather than furious to reflect the shuddering sense of his presence, and he slowly turns his head to, presumably, examine the two strands of capture weapon anchoring him back towards the building he had burst out of. When he cocks his head a little, the faint rushing and whistling of air seems to peak, swell, but he hardly appears to be aware of it. Aizawa is though. And, well, the bastard must have breathing apparatus for good reason. It's definitely not a fashion choice.
Which is probably why he activates his Quirk, right as he sees a flash of something gold-red-blue from high above them.
"No-Face bastard, you distracted already?" Aizawa calls out, and he gets more of a reaction than expected, that head snapping towards him, aura pulsing, words already spilling, almost unbidden, from too-pale lips,
"That child truly must idolise you, he used the exact same weak insu-"
All Might crashes atop All For One with a booming cry and a radius of cracking concrete.
There's blood and hissing medical equipment and the crunching groan of ruined ground, the force of All Might's attack sending Aizawa himself flying back, anchoring himself with new strands of his capture weapon, and then the dust begins to settle, revealing one figure crouched, the other bounding a pace backwards, words already swelling to fill the space between them, and the underground hero takes the number one's arrival for the chance it is and runs.
His capture weapon back around his neck, Aizawa moves faster than he himself can comprehend, no time for stumbling on broken ground or for taking in a single danger around him, nor even considering using his support gear as he simply obeys instinct (Izuku, Izuku, he needs to get to his son five minutes ago, now, now, hurry, run, run-) and puts one foot before the other until he reaches the newly-established police line, vaulting over it because he needs to find his kid more than he needs air right now, more than being logical or sensible because this is his Kidilante and he can't bear another moment- There.
And he’s already running again in an instant, ignorant of officers and civilians and paramedics, shooting straight towards his son. Towards Izuku, who startles for half a moment when his Dad skids onto his knees in front of him, trembling hands reaching up to cradle his kid’s face, and then they both seem to sag in place the moment they feel each other, swaying closer because holy shit they're together.
"Izuku, Izuku, kiddo, I’m here, you’re safe kid. Kami Izuku, I’m right here..." Aizawa cups one freckled cheek, but knows better than to touch the nasty wound on the other. Instead, he very carefully settles his hand at the crook of his kid’s shoulder, not quite high enough to really be on his neck. No need to bring up more trauma, at least nothing that he already knows about, and now isn't the time to figure out what might be new; there are far more important things to focus on.
"D-Da'." Kami, his voice. So hoarse and sore, fracturing around the single syllable, but this is his kid, he’s here, he’s safe-
"Right here kiddo. I’m not going anywhere, trust me. I love you so much kid. So, so much."
But this time Izuku doesn’t speak, silently meeting his Dad’s gaze, sombre and sad but still with such light. Tears well up in the green eyes and it’s all Aizawa can do to wipe them carefully away on the unharmed cheek, the simple back and forth of his thumb desperate for all that it is soothing and familiar. Kami, he genuinely hadn't been sure he would get this again, not with warm skin and vivid eyes. Not with Izuku alive.
"Excuse me, sir, but the boy looks to need immediate attention." Aizawa barely spares a glance for the woman in a paramedic uniform who has approached them, now hovering just behind his shoulder. To say his kid needs treatment is some kind of understatement, but she's probably worried that they're both in shock. There's too much adrenaline and sheer joy rushing through the man's veins to be anything like in shock,
"Fine. But I’m staying with my son." He doesn't quite intend to sound so fierce, an undeniable growl marring his words, but the woman isn't bothered, only nodding,
"I should hope so sir. What’s his name?"
"Izuku. Aizawa Izuku."
"Alright. Izuku, my name is Kiyoko and I’m going to do everything I can to help you, okay? You look to be stable, if in pretty bad shape, so I’m gonna ask you to walk to the ambulance with me and your Dad, got that?" Izuku, through the tears and dazedness, nods a little. It’s a start.
The pro, still crouched in front of his kid, immediately speaks up again,
"Want me to carry you kiddo?" He doesn't get a verbal answer but somehow he can't quite care, not when there's a desperate grip twisting suddenly into the front of his jumpsuit, something almost a smile tugging at Izuku's lips, ruined though the bottom one seems to be. Aizawa cares about that, about all of the obvious damage, but it's nothing in the face of being able to slowly move until he can scoop the teen into his arms, cradled against his chest with a delicacy he didn't entirely know he was capable of. This is his son, safe and secure in his arms and oh, how the teen is as frail and fragile as porcelain, trembling in place, yet still he's so strong. So very, very strong.
"I love you kid. Kami, more than I can say, you know that Izuku? I love you." It's a reverent murmur, lost to the rush of the growing crowd around them, but there are matted curls pressed against his neck, hot breaths puffing at the gap beneath his capture weapon, and there's a solid grip on his jumpsuit, all the perfect match to the physical weight in his arms, grounding for both of them.
No wonder a soft little kind of smile is stretching at the man's cheeks, staring down at his son. His Kidilante, safe in his arms.
It doesn't even take five minutes to have them in an ambulance, headed to hospital, Aizawa more than reluctantly relinquishing his hold on Izuku to settle the teen upon the bed in the ambulance, although he does take the hand previously clutching at his top and instead holds it in his own, wondering at the way the small thing curls inside his own, feeling the calluses of Izuku's dedication, little scrapes and scars, but most of all the scant weight and warmth to the appendage, because they're enough to be so clearly alive. Kami, he and his son are together again.
One of the first things the paramedic - Kiyoko - does is set up an IV drip for Izuku, sedatives included according to a brief murmur she offers Aizawa in explanation, and he nods. It's... it's probably sensible. His son's clearly in pain after all, and the chances of more tears or even a panic attack are far higher than he'd like and just because he could calm his kid down doesn't mean he wants to need to.
Then, just as Izuku's eyes start to slip shut, there's the shadow of a word on his lips, and it's only the hero's intense concentration on every breath that Izuku takes that has him noticing the fragile 'm'ki's?' and understanding it. Of course his ridiculous, soft, oh-so heroic Problem Child is worried over the kids he had been with more than himself. Accordingly, Aizawa takes the time to shortly pull his phone out and send a text to Nedzu demanding that any rescued kids be sent to the same hospital, shoving the device away just as quickly, hunching further over Izuku's hand.
Like this, the hero, busy clutching his kid's uninjured hand, gaze intent and unblinking on the now-bandaged face of his precious Problem Child, the too-sharp slope of cheekbones and deep eyebags and so many freckles hidden under dirt and blood and over a week without sunlight, doesn't pay attention to the media coverage of a certain fight. He doesn't see All For One stand up from All Might's initial attack. He doesn't watch with baited breath as the two men talk, one a deep bellow, the other smooth and silken, nor the first punch thrown by the villain, all bulging black muscles and the faint hissing of breathing equipment that isn't quite doing its job. Aizawa misses the flurry of blows, the spatters of blood and gritted teeth, and finally he misses the victory.
All Might, triumphant but far from gleeful, stands over his felled rival, one fist raised to the sky, wasted body revealed, and he does not promise peace. He offers hope. In a few simple words, he gives Japan what it needs: "I am still here. But it is the young ones who will remain forever. Trust them." It isn't truly a grand declaration, not directed at any one person, but it is enough. More than.
Aizawa, for his part, only sees his child, breathing, sedated, and feels the already too-warm hand in his, the buzz of his phone in his belt. They're only a few minutes from the hospital when he finally drags enough of his attention from Izuku to once again pull out his phone and briefly send a mass-text, a simple acknowledgement that Izuku is with him and being treated. It's enough, and any of the heroes and detectives on the scene, or rather their family, will know exactly what hospital the raid will be delivering people to. They'll be able to follow. Aizawa, for his part, can't bear to take his eyes off of Izuku for more than a moment at a time because he can't let his kid disappear again, never, and staying together is the only way to be safe, truly.
Which is probably why, when they arrive at the hospital with a rush of staff outside to meet them, Aizawa doggedly follows the trolley that his kid has been delicately deposited onto, never losing sight of Izuku even amongst the swarm of hands and words and machines that begin to get set up. When the actual treatment starts up, he watches the surgery on his son's left hand from the observation room; he watches them sterilise and bind disintegration wounds, a skin graft being taken for the monstrous thing on his shoulder, and part of him is absolutely incandescent with rage and sorrow so strong it feels like a tsunami swallowing up his lungs, salt burning in his blood, pushing against his ribs, but he shoves it away.
He focuses instead on the sheer relief of being able to watch his son in real time, in person, breathing.
It's well over an hour, maybe two or three or four even, before the major treatments are finished up, and then Izuku is wheeled into a private room on the hero ward, Aizawa clutching the rails of his bed as he can now walk beside his child, and two nurses and the main doctor transfer his kid to a stationary bed, made easier and smoother by the levitation Quirk of one of said nurses, and then that man leaves, only the second nurse and the doctor remaining with them. Part of the hero begrudges the lack of privacy, but then the woman starts to use some kind of cleaning Quirk on his kid, layers of blood and grime stripping away from his hair and untreated parts of his body, all thanks to a simple touch to his hand, and Aizawa can't pull his eyes away, even when the doctor starts to speak.
Although the distracted father certainly snaps to attention when the man gets over the pleasantries and asks an all-important question,
"Would you like me to inform you of Izuku-kun's injuries now, or later on?"
"Now," he instantly demands, then forces himself to soften it,
"Thank you Doctor." He gets an easy nod in return, so any slight has been forgiven already, and then the man launches into an explanation that hurts Aizawa to hear.
"In his left hand, three of the metacarpal bones are shattered, the fourth has a hairline fracture, whilst the two central proximal phalanges are also shattered and the hamate, trapezoid and capitate bones towards the base of the hand were chipped and shattered respectively. Izuku-kun was very fortunate as we had a bone specialist on shift so whilst we had to perform extensive surgery to access the bone fragments, as you saw, the actual bone injuries are almost fully healed, barring some fragility. It is the surrounding tissues that suffered most - a lot of the muscle, skin, tendons and cartilage have been torn and damaged. This will require extensive physiotherapy and will exhibit significant scarring but the preliminary healing went well and so long as the physio follows the same route, he should regain the majority of his fine motor skills over time."
"Thank fuck," Aizawa murmurs to himself, relieved for even the tiniest positives in this shit-storm. But the doctor is still talking, so he zones back in.
"Whilst his hand is the most significant injury, there were also a number of worrying disintegration patches. The worst, by far, was that on his shoulder, a site of previous injury, which complicated matters somewhat. Additionally, it appears to have been subject to several repeat traumas with only partial healings in between, presumably at the hand of a Quirk or even two, and the healing tissues had to attach to the edges of the previous scar, which has made said healing a bit more delicate and left the site rather... messy, but there are little physical implications once it has fully scarred over, beyond the usual tightness and itchiness of a contracture scar, although judging by the nature of the wound, we're watching out for it to develop into a keloid type." The doctor pauses, seeming to gauge that he has Aizawa's comprehension and at least some of his focus still,
"They're more likely in that location and for Izuku-kun's age and considering the unusual source of scarring... It will be worth keeping an eye on, both here and once he's released, as we should be able to prevent it worsening if we catch it in it's earlier stages. Then, on his face-"
But then a gasp from the nurse has Aizawa's full attention whipping back to his kid and what- Oh. Oh Kami, surely it's just... Barely conscious of his own movements, the hero steps up and brushes a slow, reverent, shaking touch through his kid's hair. And now it's no longer matted, no dirt and blood staining it an ugly sort of grey-brown, there's white there.
Dead, fragile, all the silver-white of spun starlight, the colour curls, half-hidden in amongst roots and the occasional full strand, just enough to give an ethereal glow to the green-black and some part of Aizawa idly notes that it's kind of pretty, a sort of otherworldly beauty that's rare even in a world of Quirks.
The rest of him is bone-deep horrified to see what must surely be Marie Antoinette's syndrome exhibited in his own son. It's something in torture-survivors, those held captive for weeks and months and years, who have seen and experienced horrors and been under such immense stress that their body tries to reflect that, everything rebelling, and obviously he'd known that his son has suffered, the doctor's interrupted explanation had been driving the already very visible point home, but adding this to it? No wonder Aizawa's eyes are burning something fierce. Acknowledging his kid's pain hurts, and even more so when an ugly little voice in the back of his mind insists that if he'd just been better, stronger, faster, he might have had Izuku out sooner, might have prevented at least some of his son's suffering, even as the rest of him knows it's illogical to think like that. It's been and done.
All he can do now is be here for Izuku in the aftermath, as though he would have accepted anything else either way.
"Aizawa-san?" He can only grunt in return, but the affirmative is clear enough that the doctor - and maybe he should've listened when the man introduced himself, but he can always steal a look at some paperwork later - continues on with his run-down of Izuku's injuries.
"There were some shallow, small patches of disintegration that, at least for the majority, shouldn't scar at all from here, thanks to the treatment and relatively low severity. All of the minor cuts and contusions, many seeming to be from falls or general rough handling, have been left to heal naturally, as we focused our Quirk-based efforts on the most serious injuries and whilst that will likely have Izuku-kun stiff and sore for a good week or two, it should only be a minor issue," here the man pauses again, waiting for some acknowledgement from Aizawa. Receiving a brief nod, he continues on,
"Slightly more concerning though is the damage to his face, the jaw and mouth area in particular. He has a series of minor cracks in the enamel of his teeth, largely molars, that have been healed, but the reasons for it are typically from grinding or tensing one's jaw, implying that Izuku-kun may have some unfortunate habits developed that you will need to watch out for. The same goes for his lip. We Quirk-healed this too, as it was deep and entering infection already, but there is a minor scar left that is unlikely to reduce with time. Also infected was a shallow stab wound to the back of his neck, although this one is simply being treated by a round of antibiotics and some stitches."
There's a long pause then, the doctor apparently re-reading his own summary sheet, and Aizawa struggles to take all of the information in. How... how neatly Izuku's suffering has been parcelled up, all put into tidy little words with symptoms and treatments and warnings and none of it feels like enough somehow, even as it's all too much because this is his son that's so badly hurt, yet none of it quite feels real.
So he continues to brush a reverent touch through now-clean curls and he allows his heart to shake apart in his chest, even as he turns his head to offer the doctor a genuinely grateful nod.
"Thanks." It's gruff, terse, but the undercurrent to the single word is so heavily appreciative, all honey-low and bitter-melancholy, with a depth of emotion that the man only offers a brief smile to the hero for.
"Of course. Page us should anything happen, or you need any further information or requests. Is Izuku-kun's list of contacts up to date?"
"Yeh. Detective Tsukauchi, Present Mic, Midnight," Aizawa reels off, barely comprehending his own words but knowing that he'll want their family as close as possible as soon as possible, and with that, he's left alone with a sleeping teenager.
It's nearly an hour later when said family all pile into the room. Aizawa has barely left Izuku's side this whole time, even though his kid is just sleeping and, according to the doctors and the effects of the various healing Quirks, along with some mild sedatives, it should be at least forty-eight hours until Izuku is awake.
So, in their terms, that's probably more like fourteen hours.
Still, that's enough time that when Tsukauchi, Hizashi and Nemuri all arrive within ten minutes of each other, faces pale but eyes alight when they see the sleeping teen, Aizawa doesn't hesitate to turn to them all and offer something that might be approaching a smile. Then he has two bodies barrelling into his, nearly sending him crashing off of his chair beside his kid's head, and there are two voices - thankfully at low volumes - babbling in his ears, a mess of 'Thank Kami's and 'Shouta, he's home'. Hardly able to make anything out through the veil of mixed blond and black hair, Aizawa can just make out how Tsukauchi slumps in the other chair, this one beside Izuku's feet, and settles a light hand on the kid's ankle.
This, Izuku will be safe with this. And he has another job to do that might not be as important as his kid, but it still pretty essential. Maybe, with these three here...
Zashi and Nem pull away then, turning to truly look over Izuku, and a soft gasp from the woman and a keening from the blond tell Aizawa what they've noticed.
"Shou, his hair-?"
"I know. It- fuck, it's exactly what you think it is."
"Oh Kami, our poor baby." There's a silence then, morbid and mourning, until the underground hero remembers his resolve from only minutes ago and pushes to his feet.
"Can you three watch over him for a few hours? His kids-"
"Oh Shouta, they're the sweetest. They recognised me and Baby Broccoli's boys just from things he'd told them about us, the darlings. I think they'd love to meet you." Somehow, that has something in Aizawa's chest lifting, lightening, and he takes Midnight's comment as the affirmation it was.
Instead of simply walking out, because he knows he wouldn't be able to bear that, leaving without something to keep him going, Aizawa takes a minute to lean over Izuku, pressing a kiss to his forehead, one hand curled delicately against a rising-falling chest, and the man stays there with his own eyes closed, relishing in just being so close to his kid, faint breaths puffing against his neck with how they're positioned. After a minute or three, he tears himself away, standing up straight. Or, straight for him. None of his friends pull him up on the lingering affection, only offering sympathetic smiles before they all settle properly around the room, Tsukauchi pulling out some paperwork and Hizashi and Nemuri their phones, once the blond man has fished a spare folding chair out of the room's cupboard.
"We'll look after him Shou. Go get on with whatever it is you needed to do, alright?" Not really wanting to speak but not quite able to explain why, Aizawa just nods, inwardly acknowledging that it's only all three of them in here together that's allowing him to leave his son's side. Just one less would be too little. Stepping out of the room feels like a betrayal, aching in his chest.
But one thing Aizawa knows is his kid. And there's no way that Izuku wouldn't want his Dad to look out for the children he'd been protecting.
When he walks into the private ward adjoining to the main hero ward, one usually reserved for families of patients or for exhausted heroes to crash and hence having a dozen beds, he finds nine pairs of wide, wary eyes facing him. Oh, how that look in their eyes is familiar. He can see exactly why Izuku would latch onto these children, would be so desperate to help them, save them.
"Hey there kiddos," he says, tone low and soothing, signing slowly along with himself, and doesn't fail to notice how they all perk up a little,
"I thought I'd let you all know that Izuku's alright. He's asleep now, safe with some of our family, and they're looking after him."
"Y-y-you-" A pretty little thing, all blue eyes and pale hair, speaks up, a fire in her eyes that has her trying again despite the clear struggle,
"Izuku's D-Dad?"
"I am, yeh. I know he was looking after you all, so thank you for giving him something to focus on." Saying that has an effect. Every one of them - all nine little people - perk up, losing a decent portion of their hesitance, leaning forwards in their beds, the beginnings of smiles creeping in. Seeing the effect Izuku has so blatantly had one these children, knowing that his kid has talked about him positively enough for said children to know about and trust him somewhat, it has the underground hero's heart throbbing, hot and heady and almost sickening with how strong the blessed feeling is.
Izuku loves him, just like he said that night in the forest, almost two weeks ago now. Aizawa had never doubted it, never, but the evidence of it here, in the eagerness of nine kids, is astounding. Heart-warming.
"I'll need to go back to him later, but I can spend a few hours with you all if you're comfortable with it. Saying no is allowed though, at any point, understood?" Half of them nod or sign an affirmative, a few speaking aloud too, and Aizawa manages a little not-scowl for them, verging on a true soft smile. Then he takes one of the few seats near the door and pulls his phone out.
"If I know my kid, he probably told you about our cats. I've got a lot of pictures on my phone, so I'm going to open up the album for you and you can all look through my phone, if you want? Just scroll left and right."
The childish excitement may not be surprising, but it's still a relief for the man. So he does pull up the main photo album on his phone, this one full of his cats and kid, all of them home-sweet and sleepy-soft, with the occasional thing that's bubbling with chaotic energy, and it's perfect to tuck into a loop of his capture weapon and gently deposit onto the bed of the little blonde girl. She's one of the eldest and boldest, along with the closest, and he really doesn't want to spook them.
Accordingly, Aizawa watches on as the children all pile onto the blonde's bed, she and the boy with some kind of bird Quirk gathering them all close, and they begin to flick through the pictures. At first it's a quiet process, low little murmurs and mumbles between themselves, but then there's a tiny giggle, followed by a second, and it devolves from there. Snickers and soft comments, high-pitched in childish voices, increase by the minute, and when Aizawa catches the question,
"Which did Izuku say was Cada- Cadaver?" he takes the chance to speak up again himself.
"Cadaver is the grey tomcat; Kimchi is the ginger tabby - stripey- one and Caitlin is the little fluffy calico." There's a round of 'oh's and 'ooh's, all cooing over the cats, and some part of Aizawa is almost hysterically amused that all of the Aizawa family really does like cats. Oh. Oh, all of the Aizawa family. He probably shouldn't be thinking that, not when he's only just met them. Some of these kids must have parents, family, surely?
At this point though, even if they do, he knows that it won't stop Izuku from seeing these children regularly. Nothing would. So yes, dammit, these kids can be family, no matter what, and he'll fight anyone that tries to insist otherwise, both for Izuku's sake and for theirs.
Notes:
Dammit, Aizawa's continual awe at being reunited with his son had me near-tears a few times. He's so, so relieved - we all are, I think - and it's the most sweetly painful thing. We're there guys. Really and genuinely, we're there.
Izuku's home.
With that, I bid you all a good day, night, or anything in between - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 67: LXIII - The Cumulation Of Faith And Hope And Agony
Notes:
I wrote a 2,000 word scene for this chapter then realised it would work better in the next one or maybe even the one after that again, so that was fun! ^^' On top of that, I had lots of editing to do for a OS and some schoolwork (honestly yall, 26,000 words in total between the two my brain is fried-) so yeh sorry this is a bit late!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa spends, to even his own surprise, three hours with the kids. With Izuku's kids. They're sweet things, the lot of them, little flickers of personality creeping in the more comfortable they become with his presence, and he revels in it. Eventually the cat-kid photo album on his phone had run dry and, figuring they were maybe a bit young to truly appreciate the majesty of cat memes, the man instead took his proffered phone back with a curl of capture weapon and asked, signing along with himself, if they had any questions or requests.
His heart aches in all the best ways when the immediate reply is,
"Wh-when can we see Izuku?"
"I don't have a proper answer to that because it depends on what the medical staff say," he replies, measuring his words, trying to walk the fine line between truth and reassurance,
"But I can make sure that it's as soon as you lot or he are allowed to move around enough to be visiting each other. If that ends up taking a while, I can help get a video call or something set up for you, alright? So you can at least talk or sign to each other." That seems to satisfy them, although a few of the younger ones pout to each other, little scowls on scrunched up faces and dammit, they really don't deserve to be this cute.
"Izu's Dad, what's gonna happen to us?" Another heavy question of course. He shouldn't be surprised but it doesn't make it any more pleasant to answer.
"That depends on each of you. If you have a good family you want to go back to, then that will happen once we know you're healthy. If you haven't, then there's a plan being put into place to make sure you stay together and safe, alright? Either way, we want you all to be able to see each other and Izuku whenever you want to." Silence meets his words, not quite what he was expecting yet somehow he isn't surprised. They're practically babies after all, traumatised or not. And he has no doubt that at least half of them can't have decent families, if any, else he would surely recognise more of their faces and names from missing persons reports or something. No, these are mostly kids who have fallen through the cracks.
Kids like his own. No wonder he feels so viscerally protective of them already, even beyond knowing that Izuku had no doubt risked torture and likely dying to save these children.
For a little while after that, he simply plays games with them, overseeing a rock-paper-scissors tournament with rules that an energetic girl called Li explains, in her six-year old lisp, how to play, with their rules and set up that they had devised together with Izuku. From there, they go on to Shiratori, a mess of signing and verbal words and Aizawa joins in himself this time, even though it leads to a few pauses in the game when he signs along to a new word for their JSL vocabulary and they all spend ten minutes coaching each other through it until all of the children are beaming with a new word to sign and the game can resume once more.
Eventually though, Aizawa tears himself away, fingers now itching and heart pounding with the need to get back to his kid. It's only been a few hours, sure, and he's genuinely enjoyed getting to know these children, but he needs to get back to Izuku, to physically reassure himself that his son is still safe, still alright, still protected and surrounded by family.
So he bids the kids a gentle farewell, dredging up a soft not-scowl for them, and leaves.
He may or may not speedwalk back to Izuku's room at the opposite side of the hero floor of the hospital, ignoring his friends upon arriving to instead perch straight on the edge of his son's bed, taking in every sleeping feature and allowing himself a sigh of relief.
"He's been fine Shou. Slept the whole time." He only grunts to Nemuri, knowing she won't take offence, and makes the abrupt decision to shunt his capture weapon up and over his head, pillowing it against his son's cheek, some folded over his shoulder, all to the less-damaged left side, and his heart does something weird and gooey when the teen snuffles, even in a medicated sleep, and twitches a little towards the pile of familiar fabric. Kami, his precious Problem Child.
"Were the children alright?" The hero jerks himself out of his thoughts at Tsukauchi's voice, turning a little to face his friends as much as his kid.
"Yeh. Not great, but pretty good under the circumstances. Very attached to Izuku." The others hear every undertone to that: the resigned acknowledgement of trauma bonding; the absolute pride in Izuku doing so much for the children; the soft sort of something that isn't quite parental affection but isn't mere idle kindness either. Care.
"Understandable," Nemuri croons, breaking the not-quite tension that had fallen over the room, and the little snorts and giggles that pass as agreements have them all cheered up a bit. They've got Izuku back, alive and on the way to recovery. What more, really, could they ask for?
From there, they all take up a quiet conversation about the last twenty-four hours. Nemuri properly explains how she and her team, Izuku's boyfriends included, had seen him and the kids in their cage (oh, how the thought of his son and those bright souls being caged, kept within bars and concrete and the cold, grates at Aizawa, eyes flaring red and hair ends dancing up) and then launched an attack of their own. Nemuri herself had been one of those to come in the door of the warehouse, attacking and distracting the old man to be found there, a doctor, fortunately before he could order any of the Nomu found in tanks there to counter-attack them, at the same time that some of the students and an Ectoplasm clone had come in though the windows in the back, talking to the children, keeping them calm and explaining the situation whilst waiting for Midnight to either give them the all-clear or an extraction order. The woman also tells of how, despite their blatant pain at having just missed the broccoli baby, they had found soft smiles and slow signs for the children. Had even laughed when the kids spoke of Izuku telling them silly stories about the two.
Getting the kids to be comfortable when the ambulances arrived had been a different matter though. The mention of doctors had several of them flinching, teary-eyed and suddenly too still-silent-sad for words, but explanations and reassurances of these being good doctors had worked after a while. Being told that they could stay together had helped, and that Izuku would hopefully be in the same hospital had too. All the same, Nemuri had remained with the children until they had been settled into their ward.
It's Hizashi who tells their friend about the students. For now, they've all been looked over the medics that came to the scene, with the most major injuries being some minor burns, a concussion, and a long gash that shouldn't scar. It's... not great, but it makes Aizawa feel a lot better about not having been able to go and check in with his hellspawn in person yet.
"Right. And emotionally?" Nemuri and Hizashi exchange a glance then, but the blond ultimately shrugs with a slight grimace,
"Not too bad, I think? Shouta, it's hard to tell where the little listeners are at because I'm not their pseudo-Dad, although I know they're all staying together or with their parents tonight, kay? They're safe, they have support, and I'd bet your phone's charged and ready to rock if they need'ya!" Scowling, Aizawa digs out said phone, peering at the percentage then grunting quietly, content with a sixty-four. That'll last a fair while.
"Do you want me to enlist someone to drag some of your and the baby broccoli's stuff over?" Nemuri offers, standing from her seat to stretch for a minute, handcuffs clinking on her wrists and Aizawa abruptly clocks that he and his friends are all in their uniforms still. It's not so bad for Tsukauchi because he's in a button-up and slacks, his overcoat and hat abandoned haphazardly over the back of his chair, but none of them are comfortable.
"It would be logical. If you want a shower or to grab some food, you can go yourself, but either way," the underground hero suggests in return, knowing that all of them are tired and probably with at least sweat and grime in their costumes, and in Nemuri's case some blood too. And his own, actually. Delightful.
"I-" The woman pauses, eyes cutting to Izuku, something in her expression steeling even as her shoulders slump,
"I'll go. He's in good hands now. Gotta be logical, right?" she teases half-heartedly, managing a smirk to match the snort from Tsukauchi and the snicker from Hizashi. Aizawa, for his part, only rolls his eyes, but when he nudges her knee with his foot, it's more gentle than harsh.
"Hizashi, can I-" Before she can even finish the question, the blond is getting out his car keys and chucking them over.
"Be back soon I guess. Any further requests? Shou, I'll get your sleeping bag and chargers. Izuku's phone?"
"On me. But his charger too, and don't bother with any of his stuff - except underwear - I reckon he'll be stealing most of mine for a while." The words objectively seem grumpy, begrudging, but all of their family see how Aizawa turns a fond look on his son, his thumb smoothing over the unbandaged knuckles, and they empathise with yet.
"Coffee!" Hizashi exclaims, drawing them all back to the conversation at hand, and Tsukauchi adds some pastries of some kind to the little list, and then Midnight shifts easily on her feet and moves past Aizawa to brush back Izuku's bangs and press a kiss there, giggling when it leaves a little smear of lipstick that she wipes back off, before she flounces out.
The three continue their quiet conversations after that. Aizawa messages his class' group chat via his own phone, unsurprised when he gets an absolute onslaught of replies.
Dad-Sensei: [Izuku's alright. Not awake yet, but treated and safe.]
: [Also, whoever changed my name on here, you'll be getting detention when we're back at school.]
The immediate round of over sixty messages gets skim-read by the man, and when the brats take up a chant demanding a photo, he rolls his eyes with a huff. Then Hizashi is by his side, peering at his phone, and before Aizawa can do anything about it, the Voice Hero has stolen his phone and danced back a few paces, dodging an attempted trip and Aizawa standing to chase after him, and snapped a picture, cackling, the flash making the underground hero falter and blink, and then the blond is crowing victoriously.
"I mean it's mostly you and you're blurry as all hell Shouta, but they can just about see the baby too!" He sounds far too pleased with himself, but he hands back Aizawa's phone all the same, and doesn't hit back when he gets cuffed around the back of the head.
"Idiot." Tsukauchi, the traitor, is simply laughing in the corner, half of his paperwork on the floor. Kami, Aizawa really is surrounded by imbeciles.
Speaking of, the chat is- Oh, what's the term? Blowing up? That.
ASSid: [Sensei! You look feral! I love it!]
Sanic 2.0: [Please do not kill whoever it is that took this Sensei!]
KamiKamiChu: [Mic sensei? or maybe Midnight?]
ASSid: [guys guys guys you can see Izuku in the background!!!!]
KermitWhomst: [Izuku-chan, kero!]
GravityWhomst: [ohmigod!!!]
Goddess(TM): [Oh my! Izuku]
KamiKamiChu: [fbdbskpklagowwubgobgogfeaigogfeghoekoplpnn]
PurePrettyBoy: [ o((>ω< ))o ]
BassBitch: [damn he actually looks kind of okay?]
Aizawa should probably put a stop to this before his class can spiral too much, shouldn't he?
Dad-Sensei: [He's pretty banged up hellspawn. But they've healed a lot of the worst of it.]
He doesn't truly ignore the resulting storm of messaging, simply tacking on that he won't go into detail over a messaging app and that he'll inform them once they can visit, although it likely won't be for a few days yet, between hospital protocol and depending how his son is mentally when he wakes up. Of course, the pro doesn't mention that part to the kids because they're exactly that. They will need to know the realities of cases like this, but they'll no-doubt end up seeing it later anyway. No need to exacerbate that now, when he isn't with them to see their reactions and able to form a plan based off of that. No, for now, he'll protect them until he can be sure they're in a safe, appropriate environment to be comforted and given help should they need it, because even if they're all together or with their families, he'd rather know they have heroes - their teachers - with them. People who have experience with this kind of shittiness.
From there, he eventually tells the kids to go to bed because it's almost midnight, and it's pretty perfect timing for Nemuri returning, her hair still damp and now dressed in a pair of joggers and one of her big fluffy jumpers, a big duffel bag slung over her shoulder.
"Hey Mr. Dad Man, have some clothes and shit," she snarks, clearly feeling a lot better for having showered and changed and probably got some fresh air too. Aizawa's brain now takes the time to remind him that he could technically do with the same, even if he really doesn't want to move from his perch on the edge of his kid's bed.
"Aizawa, go shower, else your stench might wake him up," Tsukauchi grumbles, already overriding the offended grunt as he goes on, more serious now,
"We'll be with Izuku."
"Yeh Stinky Caterpillar, go away!" Hizashi singsongs, but when Aizawa grunts an affirmative, the three all turn to each other to give him a little privacy with Izuku.
"I'll be back as soon as, kiddo. Kami knows I don't take as long as you in the shower in the first place." With that, and his heart most definitely not aching at the lack of retort or knives being thrown or cats being hogged in retaliation, the hero pushes to his feet, pauses to run his hand through green-white curls, then scoops up the duffel bag that Nemuri left for him and goes in search of a doctor or nurse he can ask about the nearest shower or locker room.
It's not even half an hour later when he returns, but it is past midnight, and Aizawa makes a point of telling his friends that they can leave and come back whenever. And despite all of them hesitating, a raised eyebrow is enough that Tsukauchi sighs, rubs a hand down his face and starts to gather his paperwork, though how much of it he's actually been able to get done is debatable,
"I've got a shift tomorrow afternoon. I'll be in afterwards and- well, maybe before, depending on when I wake up."
"You three are allowed in whenever, so don't bother telling me all that kind of shit," Aizawa dismisses, sounding grumpy but his friends aren't fooled. And they more than appreciate being told that they're welcome to visit Izuku any time because sure, he's Aizawa's kid, but they're his aunts and uncles. They're family too.
It's not until they're gone, all having given some affection to the still-sleeping Izuku and each having pulled the underground hero himself into hugs of varying lengths, when said hero pulls Hizashi's now-vacated chair closer beside the head of his kid's bed and slumps into it. This... It's a lot. The heart monitor is quiet but incessant and it's half a relief to hear, half beyond aggravating but Aizawa can't actually begrudge it. Nor anything else about the fact that his brat is with them, safe and healing.
Quite unconsciously, the man reaches out to clasp Izuku's good hand between his own, tracing nonsensical little patterns across his palm, carefully avoiding where the IV drip and some other wire are both attached to the kid, and fuck good posture, he wants to be close to his son, so he hunches over the same hand, tilting to the side so that he shouldn't be able to roll over and squash any of said wires. If it lets him easily watch Izuku's face, bandages, eye bags, white curls and all, then it's simply an added bonus. Aizawa can’t help but stare at his kid. By Kami, his kid was gone for so long, and now look at him. Tortured, caged, hands crushed. And Aizawa had barely kept him from being forced to have a Quirk, and what if he had been too late? Izuku has worked too hard for too long to prove himself, to even his playing field enough to get into the top hero course in the country, to have all of that undone, invalidated in a moment... His kid is strong, Aizawa knows, but that might well have broken him. But it won't have the chance to. They- He got Izuku back. They're together now. And so, lulled by that thought, in between one blink and the next, exhaustion weighing heavy on his limbs even as his heart is light, filled with starlight seen from rooftops, eyes lit by street lamps below, Aizawa falls into a dreamless sleep of his own.
Aizawa is awake again, if barely coherent, the next morning when Izuku, true to form, wakes up far earlier than the medical staff predicted. The teen aches, apparently in half-elevated position with how his head pounds from simple gravity, yet his limbs are distant and full of static but it's different to Shigaraki's Quirk and there's no steel wool in his mind and wasn't- wasn't he safe? His Dad had been with him-
Eyes opening in a blurred hurry, the teen can see a dark figure off to the side and maybe it's too indistinguishable to technically know who or what it is yet, but he knows with every fibre of his being that this is his hero and he needs him.
"Da-" His voice shatters under the weight of fear and relief and exhaustion but Izuku is already reaching out, desperate, heedless of pain and stiffness because he wants his Dad.
"Fuck, kiddo," Aizawa croaks, instantly moving to get up, to be sat beside his kid, be able to hold him close, together in that way that he's more than missed,
"I love you so much kid. Izuku, fuck, I love you."
Izuku, skin burning at the touch, the heat overwhelming and painful and oh-so beautiful, keens, leaning into his Dad, soaking up every inch of the aching affection. This, this is being home. He wants their cats and his family and his boyfriends too but this, his Dad, is what he needs and wants more than anything else.
Seeming to sense how overwhelmed Izuku is, his hero tries to pull away a little. But no. No, no, no, he's what Izuku needs, no matter how much it is- The teen reaches out, latches on, clumsy with a heavily bandaged hand and wires feeding into his wrists, and tries to tug the man closer again.
"Hey, hey, careful on yourself Problem Child, I'm right here, I'm staying, we're safe. Gentle, that's it. Kami kid, I'm right here, we're together." And how Izuku has needed those words, that reassurance, all spoken in the soft, deep voice of his most treasured person.
"Lo- you Da-" he works out, fighting the mantra screaming in his head. He's taught himself silence, but now he's safe and he needs to tell his Dad those three simple words, no matter how cracked and warped they might be when they get out. Because he means them with all his heart. His entire being.
"Love you."
"I love you too kid. So, so much." It's spoken like a prayer and a sob all in one, the man almost as overwhelmed as Izuku himself because he had spent so long fearing that he would never get to say this again to his son.
It's been agony. More than.
They don't stop clutching each other for a long, long time. They wouldn't have stopped for a good while longer if not for a knock on the door and the arrival of a doctor.
"Aizawa-san, Izuku-kun's vital- Oh, hello Izuku-kun. You woke up already, what a pleasant surprise. I'm your Doctor-" Izuku half-flinches, half leans forward, something like a growl reverberating through the room, and Aizawa is on his feet, protective, gesturing for the man to stop as he himself turns to his kid, noting with a plummeting heart how there's a glaze over the green eyes. Fucking hell.
"Izuku, kiddo, you're safe. You're in Musutafu General Hospital, the hero ward, and I'm right here, Dad's here, nobody can or will hurt you or your kids here, alright? Kid?" It takes a minute, but then his words seem to register and Izuku lets out a shuddering, wounded breath, crackling in his throat as he reaches up for his Dad once more, opening his mouth yet silent. The frustration and fear warring in those green eyes is too much for the man to bear, so even as he offers one hand for Izuku to cling on to, he pulls his phone out with the other, opening his notes app for the kid. Aizawa- he doesn't know why his son has been struggling so much with speaking since they got him back, now even more than before, all broken syllables and bitten lips, but that can wait. For now he needs to prevent the impending panic attack.
And so, with a violent tremble that can barely press the right keys on the screen, Izuku types out his fears. Aizawa tactfully ignores how those wide eyes constantly flicker up, catching on the doctor's white coat. Instead, he settles a firm, warm hand on Izuku's knee and waits patiently, reading the developing message upside-down and oh how it breaks his heart even further again.
[But he's a doctor and how do we know he's safe? What-]
"Kiddo, I'll be here the entire time either way, but Nedzu has done background checks on top of the standard for those employed by the heroics ward. These are good doctors." It's true, all of it, and the hero can only pray that it will be enough to allow his son to feel safe.
Izuku, for his part, above his fear and panic and desperation, knows that he can trust his Dad. So if his Eraserdad has just promised that Nedzu-sensei has ensured that the doctors here are safe? Maybe, just maybe, he can trust that.
He still types and backspaces several short replies, eventually ending up with a simple,
[Okay.] And he doesn't smile at his Dad, but he does abandon the man's phone to hold his hand once more, tilting his head a little to breathe deeply against the capture weapon still piled against his cheek and neck and shoulder. His gaze, narrowed at the doctor, is still wary. He listens to the man introduce himself though, jerks his head in half-hearted greeting, and only flinches a few times in the rundown of his own treatments and injuries. Aizawa squeezes his hand every time. Izuku, fortunately, seems to draw strength and comfort from that, listing further towards his Dad with every minute, though the man most definitely isn't complaining.
The doctor leaves soon enough, telling them that he and a nurse will be along this evening for a proper check-up and Izuku's trembling picks up a bit again, but his face remains blank and his mouth shut. Aizawa doesn't like it, but doesn't push just yet. What he does bring up is the kids though,
"I met your kids yester-" Abruptly, Izuku's spine is steel, gaze fiery and good hand clutching at his blankets, looking ready to leap right out of bed,
"The kids! Dadzawa, I swear to fuck if my kids aren’t alright- please- they’ve got to be safe- someone must have-" Izuku stops, choking on the frantically croaked words, barely coherent, lip tugged between his teeth but eyes flaring and flashing. Aizawa can only nod in return, his own eyes a bit wide at his kid’s sheer desperation, chest beyond aching with what Izuku has obviously gone through, and tells him everything he knows about the children rescued from the labs. By the time he’s explained the official report and his own meeting with them, Izuku is slumping, whole body shaking. It kills Aizawa to see his son like this. It's not weak, far from it, but it is hurt and damaged and aching inside-out.
Izuku's got a long way to go, but his Dad will be here every step and stumble of the way, no hesitation. It's his Kidilante after all, his son, and there's nowhere he'd rather be.
Notes:
This chapter didn't go where I wanted it to go, or really do anything I wanted, but hopefully it doesn't sound too stilted because of it! ^^'
I know I haven't replied to the comments on last chapter but I really need to say thank you all? Even just getting something short like 'oh I'm glad he's safe with his Dad!' means ever so much, and the number of people there was beautiful and overwhelming and astounding, so thank you all again. It made my week!
Anyways, if I don't post again beforehand, I wish you all a happy holiday season, Christmas or otherwise, and hope you're able to stay safe too! All the love and hugs and appreciation, Ota. Xxx
PS: next time, we see more with the class and more with the kids. Oh, and cats too ;)
Chapter 68: LXIV - Reunions
Summary:
Kids, cats, and a certain pair of our boys ;)
Notes:
I know a good portion of you probably don't read the manga but HHHHHHH I'm so mad right now. I never realised how attached I was to her until now like damn. Nothing like that's happening in Kidilante, believe you me.
(Also, if you choose to comment on this then please don't spoiler things for anyone else, kay?)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
After Izuku being so... zealous is a poor word for it, Aizawa knows, but it will do. After Izuku being so zealous about his kids earlier that morning, the hero makes a point of asking, when the doctor comes round to perform some minor checks a few hours later, if he can take his son to visit them. The man hesitates, looking between the two Aizawas, and though he seems unsure, he can apparently read the penchant for both chaos and stubbornness in their features.
"I suppose, so long as Izuku-kun doesn't try to walk or do anything strenuous."
"Thank you," the hero returns, knowing just how much this means to his kid. It's made all the more obvious in how those green eyes are practically glowing now. It's a vibrancy that Aizawa revels in because this is Kidilante mischief and Izuku warmth and so much light and personality and emotion that sure, his Problem Child is barely speaking, but he isn't gone. Nor lost, simply a bit distant.
“I’ll get a nurse to bring a wheelchair for you.”
“Don’t bother. I’ve got a better idea,” Aizawa interrupts, Cheshire grin sliding into place as he meets his kid’s gaze,
“Want a piggyback ride kiddo?” And well, even the doctor can’t say no when Izuku’s face lights up like that.
Accordingly, five minutes later, Izuku is being carefully held on his Dad's back, temporarily taken off of his IV drip. Aizawa is more than pleased though. There are ribs and hips digging in more sharply than they have in Kami knows how long, but it’s nothing against having a warm body plastered against his back, one arm hooked over his shoulder, a face tucked firmly between his neck and capture weapon. Having his Kidilante on his back... It's beautifully, painfully familiar, something that they've been doing for years, sometimes injured and sometimes not, and despite everything or perhaps because of it, it's truly wonderful.
And when, not even halfway to the children's room on the opposite side of the hero's ward, Izuku trails his hand very deliberately over his Dad's heart to write the kanji for three simple words, then the man doesn't hesitate to return the sentiment with a low,
"Love you too kid." He gets a smile pressed into his neck for it. And Kami, his heart has never felt so full, his chest so warm that it suffuses throughout his entire body, potent relief mixed with adoration and affection and just the tiniest bit of grief because this is his kid, no matter what scars he has gathered in the last two weeks or so. And well, at least he's gathered some joy too.
Speaking of, they're just outside the children's door now and Aizawa pauses, turning his head a little to offer Izuku an option,
"Would you like me to set you down and we can go in together like that?" There's an immediate nod so the hero bends his knees, resisting the urge to groan as they creak and protest at the movement, and oh-so carefully helps Izuku slide the last half a foot to the floor without pulling any of his injuries.
"Ready kiddo?" Even as he speaks, Aizawa slings a gentle, firm arm around his son's waist, encouraging Izuku to lean against him. Although frankly the encouragement is unnecessary. Izuku very much doesn't want to leave his Dad's reach. Not at all.
Moments later though, they're knocking and sliding the door open, stepping in, and there's half a second of stillness.
"Izuku!"
Nine voices all cry out at once, variations of his son's name, and every one of the children is running forward, leaving their beds - many stumbling - and Izuku crashes to his knees to meet them, arms wide despite all the aches and pains, and he grins as the kids come careening into him, not one of them crying out at the inevitable pain and that fact would tug at Aizawa’s heart - definitely will later - but he’s too focused on the obvious joy and relief that his kid is showing right now to care. If every other piece of evidence pointing to these nine kids having latched onto his hadn't already been enough (which they more than had of course because there was a hell of a lot) then this would have been the final straw.
He's a grandad. And at the ripe old age of thirty one.
The underground hero certainly isn't mad at the fact though, so once the initial round of tears and mumbled reassurances has died down, most of the children backing off a little bit to greet Aizawa himself with sweet smiles and nods and a few 'Hi Izuku's dad', the man kneels beside Izuku and, once he's sure the kid can understand what he's about to do, scoops the greenette up in a bridal carry before walking over to Anna's bed and gently depositing the teen there. Pre-empting more than two of the children scrambling up beside Izuku, Aizawa speaks, tone gentle but firm,
"Would you lot mind waiting a minute? I was going to push another one of the beds next to this one so you can share properly." Their half-second of fear and hesitation bleeds away just as quickly, and they nod, several scurrying to pull blankets and pillows off of their own beds to add to the growing pile, Izuku snickering near-silently at their antics. And at his Dad fighting with a hospital bed for a minute before realising it had brakes on its wheels that he needed to flick off first.
Aizawa is just glad that his kid is already more emotive.
It isn't long, from there, until there are two beds shoved together, Izuku just before the centre of them, and all nine of the kids pile around him, leaving a suitably large space to his right for Aizawa himself to settle. It's warm and endearing, several of the children signing to each other, all of them ten times more at ease in the man's presence than last time, likely due to their hero being here too, and it's all so very lovely.
So Aizawa, willing and even eager to do whatever these ten beautiful souls could ever ask of him, goes around the room and fetches all of the random books - many of them picture books - that have apparently been brought up from the paediatrics ward and dumps them in a haphazard pile beside his spot on the beds.
"You kids have a favourite? Or shall I start from the top of the pile?" There are shrugs and averted eyes, before Ryo fingerspells that starting from the top will be fine. So the pro picks up the book - Winnie and Wilbur; The Magic Wand, apparently, with a cat and rather kooky woman illustrated on the front - and starts to read. It's a bit juvenile for some of the children, and definitely for Izuku, but they all snicker and gasp and sign the odd word anyway. And, when he gets through the book and instead of passively letting the man choose whatever's next on the pile, one of the smaller girls - Li, he thinks - signs to ask for 'another one with a cat please' he doesn't hesitate to oblige her. It's reassuring that she dared to ask. Because sure, she's tucked under Izuku's arm alongside Tanaka, and she's one of the more outgoing ones to begin with, but it shows a level of comfort and ease in Aizawa's presence too. An adult man - hero or not, Izuku's dad or not - that they've only met once before.
Suffice to say, he's honoured. And that honour doesn't waver as they work through the books, sometimes pausing to explain certain concepts to some of the kids, or to teach them a requested word in sign language, and they manage to get a good way through the pile when a head of blond hair pokes around the door.
All eleven people instantly turn their attention to the door, Aizawa letting go of their current story to grip his capture weapon, but there's only a beaming grin and a phone being tucked away,
"Hey Listeners, sorry to interrupt everyone!" Hizashi, even with his usual exuberance, manages to keep his tone low and soft, and the way that the two Aizawas relax have the children calmer again as well. It probably helps that the greenette's good hand gets extricated from the pile of bodies to wave vigorously at the man.
"Kids, this is Present Mic. He's Izuku's Auntie Zashi."
'Auntie?' Anna asks, confused. Izuku is the one to grin widest at her, winking. The children all giggle at that, muffling the lovely sounds in shoulders and sleeves but still laughing all the same, and apparently they understand Izuku's wordless communication because none of them seem confused any more. The two adults simply share a bemused glance.
"Anyways. Like I said lil' Listeners, I'm sorry to interrupt, but apparently our Broccoli Baby here needs to go back to his room, ya know? But he can come back soon!" Hizashi is quick to add on, seeing how there are several pouts and scowls already forming. Before any of the kids can speak though, Izuku is finding a sad little sort of smile for them, and turning his wrist to tap at the plaster where his IV drip belongs. They catch on quickly. And then several pairs of bright eyes are flicking over him, undoubtedly taking in his bandages and plasters and new scars. Scars he got protecting them and himself.
"I-Izu, don't visit us if it hurts you more. We don't want you getting more hurt, not again. It- it hurts us." Izuku opens his mouth, silent for an agonising moment, before he scowls fiercely and reaches over to bop Anna on the nose.
"N-nnn-no. Alw-w-way' w-w-worth f-for 'ou." The words are distorted, worked out of a clenched jaw and leaden tongue, but they are there, hanging in the air with something soft and beautiful like clouds, taking the form of what these babies need to hear, and maybe they're damp with melancholy but they're ever so pretty too. Aizawa couldn't be prouder.
That doesn't mean that he can't also do his part to reassure the children though, so he takes this moment to make his own point,
"It's not actively hurting him kids. He's alright to go a few hours a day without the IV and even if he wasn't, we could just bring it with us, alright? Either way, he wants to spend time with you and that's his choice. Any ramifications - anything that causes - isn't on your shoulders, it'd be mine for letting him be silly, alright? Do you think you could all pinky-promise me something?" Aizawa asks, firmly ignoring how Hizashi's phone seems to have made a reappearance,
"If you see Izuku being silly like that and you're not sure if I've noticed yet, will you tell me? We can all look after him together that way." And oh, that seems to have been the final thing he needed to do to earn their trust, because not one of the children hesitates to nod and stretch their hands out. One by one, the hero links his pinky finger with theirs, completely serious.
But the almost-comical pout on Izuku's face when they're all done alleviates that sombre note in place of something light and teasing and easy.
Before leaving the hospital room, Aizawa gets manipulated into promising to come back tomorrow with Izuku to finish the books (and if by manipulation, he means Ina, Nabe and Li unleashing kitten eyes and adorably clumsy signing on him, then nobody has called him out on it yet) and then he piggy-backs Izuku back to his son's own room, Hizashi chattering happily at their side, after a brief moment to nuzzle at Izuku's hair, sharing an affectionate grin with the teen. Though neither man misses how a lot of Izuku's energy seems to have evaporated once they were out of sight of the children, and it doesn't surprise them either. Instead, they share a rather soft glance and Aizawa carefully tightens his grip on his son's thighs, keeping him firmly in place. Safe.
Outside of Izuku's door, Nemuri is lounging up against a wall, but she bursts forward at seeing Izuku awake, a gentle hand hovering just by his head. The teen, eyes a little wide, leans forward, just enough to invite her hair ruffle.
"Hey Broccoli Baby, it's really good to see you awake darling." For half a second, it seems like she's going to tease him about something, but the mischievous gleam mellows into contentment, and she presses a lingering kiss to his forehead, yet again having to wipe away a lipstick smear. Izuku just pouts at her for a moment before hiding his blushing grin in his Dad's capture weapon.
Both of the Aizawas startle a little upon actually coming back into Izuku's room though, seconds later. Because, curled up on the teen's pillow are three mounds of fur, one already sitting up to meow at them.
Izuku, excited and apparently re-energised, is already flapping his good hand against his Dad's shoulder, a happy noise eking out of his throat.
"You two brought the cats," the hero deadpans, carefully turning his back against the bed to gently lower Izuku on top of his own blankets. Oh, and they really are his own blankets, brought from their home, with the cat hair and colour scheme of grey and greens and yellows to match.
"Ye-es," Nemuri drawls, eyebrows shifting to accompany her smirk. Hizashi just fidgets, nervous grin in place.
"Thanks." They both relax at his drily amused tone and the word itself, and then all three of the adults turn their attention to the adorable sight that is Izuku being tearily overwhelmed by several sets of fluffy paws, whiskers and waving tails as Kimchi, Cadaver and Caitlin swarm over his lap, rubbing and butting their heads against him, purring nonstop.
"Do I even want to know how you got them in? I sincerely doubt you got permission." His eyeroll is met with winks from both of his idiot friends, and he can't be asked to scowl at them. Not when Izuku is happy enough for the odd huffing breath - a laugh, no doubt - to be escaping him.
"Well, ever heard of a large coat? And possibly having a bag filled with both blankets, a few books and possibly-maybe a cat?"
"Kami, you two, you're idiots." And sure, his words are harsh but the man's tone is soft and silken, very much mellow and a bit sorrowful too, gratitude overlaying it all. Nemuri stands and draws Aizawa in close and usually he'd complain bitterly about having his cheek pressed to her décolletage because it's a bit too close to her boobs to look alright in public, but he doesn't really care right now. Until she starts patting his head a bit heavily, teasing, and he grumbles, shoving her back, a foot around her ankle to trip her.
Admittedly, he also keeps a hand latched in her soft jumper to ensure she won't actually be able to fall from his push, but that's inconsequential.
Batting her across the face with a short strand of capture weapon, the man turns his attention to his son instead. Izuku is hunched over the two cats in his lap, and even Kimchi - so often stubborn and distant - is firmly settled against the side of his folded leg and they're all purring their little furry butts off. It's adorable. Aizawa, for once, actually hopes that Hizashi is taking pictures because this is fucking cute, okay?
It also looks warm and comfortable and like it will ease some of the ache still lingering in his heart, so the underground hero has no qualms about sprawling out behind Izuku, head almost hanging off the bed, feet still on the floor, and stretching one arm out to follow the line of his kid's other leg, an easy affection, thoughtless. Even better, it prompts Izuku to turn towards him and, scooping all three cats up in his arms, the teen curls up into his Dad's side, head settling on the man's shoulder, unbandaged hand twisting tightly into Aizawa's top, knees pressing against the man's hip, and it's familiar. Safe. A way to comfort each other after an awful patrol, or when waking up with nightmares and surfacing from panic attacks. Their cats sprawl out or cuddle in close as they please, all still purring, and it's family. They're together.
Maybe that's why, despite the giggles and chatter of Nemuri and Hizashi, the two Aizawas slip into sleep, pressed together and content. It's dreamless and warm and ridiculously perfect. The best rest either of them has had in a long while.
However, it can't last forever and even in deep sleep, both of their instincts are too high-strung, particularly recently, so when there's a knock on the door followed by a nurse entering, they both startle awake, sitting up in a sharp movement. And they immediately curl around each other, eyes flashing, capture weapon lashing through the air, ready to protect each other.
It's unnecessary, luckily. And it takes them both a moment and a few deep breaths, but they straighten up again, disentangling to a point, although Aizawa's arm stays, careful and steady, around his kid's shoulders, keeping him close.
"Ah, hello everyone, sorry to disturb." The nurse gets a small round of nods and greetings in return, walking up to Izuku and his Dad.
"Hi Izuku-kun, I heard that you've been off your IV since this morning? It's been a fair bit longer than it was meant to be, so I could really do with hooking you back up now, alright?" The greenette nods, eyes fixed on his knees, but he offers his arm up anyway, tucking further into Aizawa's side in the same movement. The man revels in the proximity, even as he nudges Izuku to move them both further up towards the head of the bed, so that the line of the IV won't be stretched at all.
From there, the nurse also attaches another bag to the drip, mentioning briefly that it's a pain relief medication, and she does a brief check of his vitals too, noting them down in his file before assuring them all that it's fine and that their boy's alright, still recovering as he should be. It's not an absolute reassurance as she hasn't checked the individual injuries, but his overall health is reasonable, despite everything. It's good to hear. And Aizawa doesn't falter before settling a hand on Izuku's unbandaged cheek, thumb brushing beneath his eye,
"Good, isn't it kid?" His son only leans further into the touch in silent reply.
The little scene is cut short though, because Izuku fidgets, shifting away from a slight bulge in his pillow, good hand already skirting carefully under the edge, trying not to catch his wires. And then he pulls out a certain green canvas roll. And grins.
"I thought you'd want them," the underground hero comments, not missing the glee on his friends' faces as they watch on,
"So I asked Nemuri to get them when she was collecting clothes and chargers and shit." Izuku pauses, grin faltering the tiniest bit, and stops unknotting the roll's tie to instead circle his finger through the air, then pointing at his clipboard at the end of the bed, waiting for his question to click for his Dad. It doesn't take long,
"This is a hero ward kid, they'll be a bit more lenient on stuff like this. And I'd like to see them actually keep your knives from you, hey Kidilante?" Oh, how those green eyes sparkle at that.
It matches the gleam and glint of the single blade that he twists through his fingers, as easy as ever albeit only with his right hand, his entire attention caught on the weapon and his own handling. He's got more than wits and damaged hands to protect himself with now. And Aizawa knows it's the mentality of it as much as physically having more options at his disposal. His kid's knives have long since been a grounding point, a reminder that he can look after himself and protect others, that he is capable and amazing and so very strong that even now, even injured and after having been held captive, he is fine. Or has the potential to be. It helps. Just like Aizawa thought- no, knew it would, because there's nothing he knows better than his own son. Knives are always a safe bet, ironically enough.
Even better, it earns the hero wide arms from his kid, a request for a hug that Aizawa doesn't hesitate to grant, and that Hizashi and Nemuri add to, all careful not to press too much of their weight onto the teen, even as they all crowd in close.
It's a few hours later when the two limelight heroes have had to leave, going to help Nedzu sort out some of the post-raid logistics and legalities, resulting in the two Aizawas being left in Izuku's room alone. The man ends up pulling out some squares of fabric, many of them floral-patterned, and a thick reel of green velvet ribbon an inch wide, along with the beginning of a face of a quilt and the sewing kit that he'd bought Izuku a good while ago now.
"Want to work on your quilt together? If I'm going to try some sewing, I think I might need a supervisor, don't you?" He wasn't sure of this at first, of trying to help his son with the quilt he'd started making out of Inko's old clothing, because he doesn't want to... interrupt somehow, intrude, but he also thought it would be something to keep Izuku entertained, something calm and enjoyable to do. And hopefully without the chance of triggering the kid either.
Judging by the nod he gets, slow at first but abruptly eager, it wasn't a bad idea at all.
A while later, they've managed to attach two new squares, the stitching not quite as neat as his kid's but still good enough, according to said kid himself. Which is good because his Dad has only sewn as a kid and teenager, closing up holes in clothing where it just had to be a decent job, rather than immaculate and pretty like he wants it to be for his son's quilt. They're interrupted though, with Izuku blinking at the knock on the door and his Dad, after a brief affirming glance, gets up, leaving the quilt so far on his seat, and peers around the door, not opening it fully yet. But his shoulders relax almost instantly.
"Hitoshi, Shouto. He's awake right now. Kiddo, do you want to-" Those dark eyes have turned back towards his son, and instantaneously some kind of soft expression overcomes his face and he steps aside, pulling the door open in the same movement.
And oh. Izuku had somehow almost forgotten how incredibly beautiful his boyfriends are, but now he can see them again, and his hands are already rising, arms wide and a smile beginning to tug at his bitten lip and bandaged cheek.
"Izu-!" They're instantly beside him, then on the edges of his bed, hesitating before they can duck in close like they so clearly want to.
"H-h-hi." Two sets of hysterical, relieved laughter follows Izuku's hoarse greeting, and then he leans forward enough to invite them to finally fall into him, still careful of his wires and obvious injuries, and they collapse into each other.
Aizawa stays by the door, silent with his heart caught somewhere between aching and bursting. Izuku and his boyfriends are crying, judging by the hitching shoulders and muffled sobs as they cling to each other, but the sight is still so very, very sweet that it's almost unbearable.
His kid is home and nothing could be better.
"Izuku, Green bean, holy shit- look at you, you're here, what the fuck, what the actual fuck, I'm so glad-" Hitoshi gasps out, finally leaning back enough to get a proper look at the greenette, gaze catching on the white hair and bandages and scarred bottom lip but those mercury eyes are so full of relief and affection that the horror and regret is utterly lost. For the better, really.
"We both are. Izu, never do that to us again." Shouto is a little more sombre, but no less relieved and joyous, judging by how bright his eyes are. And then they both, moving slowly, lean forwards to press oh-so gentle kisses at each corner of Izuku's mouth, giving him all the time to pull away but he doesn't. He closes his eyes and sighs softly into the affection instead.
When they give him room once more, sat either side of him, by his hips, each with a hand or two resting against him, be it on his thigh or his arm, Izuku takes the time to simply appreciate the sight of them. Shouto's hair has been growing long lately, much like his own, but today it's apparently long enough to be pulled back into a little stubby ponytail, a few white strands falling free and they shine like silver in the sunlight-flooded room. Izuku, already smiling, feels it soften and sweeten at that, at the grey and blue eyes gleaming beautifully. His focus switches to Hitoshi, the change both reluctant and eager, and he takes in the deep, fierce purple, studded with and centred around a silver darker than Shouto's hair; he sees the hint of teeth of a true Hitoshi grin, matching the slope of his eyebrows and tilt of his head, hair defying gravity as always.
These are his boyfriends. His partners.
'Missed you both,' Izuku writes, tracing his good hand over his blankets to form the upside-down kanji for them to read. It's a slow form of communication, but one that earns him returned sentiments and smiles that are somehow even more stunning than before.
"We're just happy to have you back, aren't we Peppermint?" They share a look, something desperate still lingering, bloody and raw like worried lips and picked cuticles, the fear of midnight catastrophising, but it fades when they face Izuku once again.
"Very much so."
At this point, Aizawa comes back over to join them, a tiny smile of his own in place, and ruffles each of their hair in turn. It might have the unfortunate effect of drawing the two's attention back to the white strands in Izuku's curls, and they hate them but it's pretty too (although Izuku could never be ugly to them, not when he's so beautiful, all elegance and chaos and something more, always something more, full of sunlight and starlight, those sakura, fleeting and so incredibly alluring too, ever-present in his features) but they don't call him out on it just yet. They're all too aware that he might not even know himself. He's not been awake for long after all.
The important part, to their minds, is that Izuku is here in the first place. They have their boyfriend back.
Notes:
Oh, and to anyone that missed it, there's another Kidilante-AU oneshot that you can read if you want!
A Kidilante ChristmasAizawa is just so caring and- and patient and gentle with Izuku right now and I swear he's writing himself like it and I'm here for it. It's a balm after the last arc honestly. He just so desperately wants Izuku to be okay and is willing to go to ridiculous lengths to ensure that, it's lovely. Really lovely. Ahhhh my heart feels so full after writing this chapter, you know?
Also, he's a good grandad. Fight me.
And you can also fight me over the validity of Winnie the Witch existing in the Quirk era. I loved her as a kid and she has a cat so maybe she got a re-boot or something ^^Anyways! Hope you've all had a wonderful holiday season, Christmas or not, and that you're looking after yourselves as best you can - hugs and love, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 69: LXV - Where Words Are Said And Proposals Given
Summary:
Nobody's getting married yall, it's not that type of proposal. ;)
Notes:
I only realised whilst writing part of this chapter how little direct Izuku-POV I've written since he got safe again? Welp, this chapter should help rectify that, at least a little bit! (it went back to Zawa faster than I intended but oh well-)
Also, this is a bit more serious, but there's still fluff, so don't worry! ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku doesn't know what wakes him up, whether it was a noise or pain or a nightmare, or maybe just his Dad shifting in his sleeping bag on the tiny foldable sofa that got put in the room, but he blinks awake some time during the night and it's dark. And quiet. Everything feels too close, too empty, too much like his back is pressed against cold metal bars and there's cement beneath him and he's alone, so alone and-
"Da- It's d-dark Dad. It's- wh-wh-where are y-you? Dad, p-please, I-" Izuku is begging, he knows (he needs to be silent, don't make a sound, don't let him hurt them-) but he can't help it because he's alone again and there's cement and metal and there's nothing, nobody-
"Izuku, kid, kid, I'm right here, I promise, we're together, you're safe..." Those words, combined with the light of a phone, has the iron bars around Izuku's chest slackening some, but they don't let go until the room's light is flicked on and his Dad is sitting on the edge of his bed again, a warm hand beside his, just waiting for Izuku to cling on. And he does, no hesitation. Clutches tightly to the solid heat of another person, a real person, his Dad. The one person that most truly means that he's safe.
"Oh kiddo, I'm right here. You're safe Izuku, we're here. Together. It's not dark anymore, see? We're safe."
"M-mhm-" Izuku manages, voice cracking and throat tight. He's not allowed to- No, he is. He's safe now, he can talk. He doesn't need to be silent anymore.
Yet his tongue still feels stuck to his teeth.
In lieu of getting out the words that sting in his throat, the prickle of nettles and thorns, Izuku tugs the hand that's clasping his until his Dad gets the message and begins to rearrange them both so that the man's sat up against his headboard and his kid is half-curled in his lap, head pillowed on a solid shoulder, legs slung over Aizawa's lap, his hero holding him close and careful and so incredibly tenderly. At some point (when Izuku still can't get past the voice in his head whispering, begging, screaming for him to be silent, to protect them, to keep his kids safe no matter how much it hurts-) his Dad starts rocking them gently from side to side, something between a murmur and a hum wrapping around Izuku like a second embrace, just as warm and precious, and it helps.
Enough so that (despite how it makes every injury he has gained, healed yet or not, throb and writhe, worms beneath his skin but somehow they bite) Izuku finds words bubbling upon his tongue.
"I- I was 'lone Dad. Was 'lone and 'fraid and hurt an' they locked me up, called i' solitary 'finement an' there was nothin'. Hated i'. Had'a talk t'mysel' 'cause i' was so wrong." The words are slurred, barely intelligible, because they're worked past a locked jaw and the urge to bite his lip, but he needs to get them out, needs to tell his Dad what he was afraid of because Eraserdad is his hero and he'll protect him, stop it happening again, reassure him.
He isn't disappointed. No, his Dad brings him in impossibly closer and takes up a litany of quiet words, spoken with an aching affection that's laced with pride and relief and anger and hurt and it mirrors the teen's own emotions well enough to comfort rather than hinder.
"Kami kiddo, you've been so brave. So strong. You don't need to be now though, you held on, you survived, and now you're safe. I won't let you be alone again Izuku, never, I'll always be with you, alright? Even if I'm physically somewhere else, I'll think of you, I'll be waiting for you, I'll be coming back to you. You're my son. Kami kid, I've never loved something or someone like I love you and that'll never change. I'm right here kiddo. Always. You won't have to be alone again, I swear. I love you Izuku. So, so much. We're safe, we're together, and nothing is going to change that kid, nothing..."
It goes on like this for a while. Izuku blurs out, registering the words and letting them wash over him in a constant tide of reassurance. Logically, he had known that his Dad would offer him comfort like this, heart-felt promises that would never be broken, but to actually hear them... It's the affirmation he desperately needed - needs - and that he had been begging for with every fractured syllable.
Now though, his heart and mind settling, Izuku finds himself slumping somehow further into his Dad, not quite letting his eyes slip closed because he can't face such total darkness just yet.
"I- Dad, I’m so tired. So fuckin' tired, I-"
"Hey kiddo, c’mon, you’re safe now, we all are, the children too. You can sleep, okay? I’ll stay here, I won’t leave, you’ll be safe, so just sleep. Everything else can be sorted tomorrow. I'm right with you kid. Always."
Izuku doesn’t make another sound, barely managing to offer his Dad one long, slow blink of understanding before he’s gone, unconscious but safe. And by every god and demon and Quirk, Aizawa will keep him that way. He won’t let Izuku go ever again.
Hours later, the hero dozing but never truly able to sleep between his own thoughts and the lights of the room still being on, a nurse knocks and peeks round the door, entering at the man's nod. Within two paces of him entering the room, Izuku rouses some, head shifting against Aizawa's shoulder, good hand clenching more tightly in his top.
"Hush kid, it's just a nurse. We're okay, we're safe." Izuku, clearly still half-asleep, lets out an incoherent mumble, and is pliant when his Dad shifts them around, accommodating the nurse as he checks over medical paraphernalia. From the silent nod and small smile he offers the hero, nothing is wrong.
Whilst Izuku is still vaguely awake, Aizawa rearranges them enough that he's still sat against the headboard but Izuku is tucked under one arm, rather than sprawled across him, and it means that he can use his capture weapon to bring over his laptop and set it across his thighs, logging in one-handed and clicking open his emails. Might as well get some work done, given that it's already... six thirty-eight in the morning. And he needs to ask his kid about the proposed dorms, and there's other things too, but maybe they can be left a bit longer? Well, he'll take things as they come when it comes to most of the impending serious conversations. Not overwhelming his son is more important than getting everything sorted out today.
After a good few hours of working and occasionally scrolling through cat memes or staring at the sleeping face of his kid whenever he needs a break, Aizawa's attention is finally caught by the soft little snores stopping, Izuku's breaths beginning to speed up and shallow a bit, the greenette shifting to curl further into his side. Huffing to resist the urge to press a kiss to the curls, the hero then decides that's stupid and cranes his head down to drop a lingering kiss there anyway. Murmuring incoherently, the sound almost the rumble of a cat purr, his kid tilts back into the affection, eyes still closed. Aizawa grins into the curls before straightening again. For a second, Izuku pouts up at him, but is quickly distracted when the man sends out a loop of capture weapon for a juice pouch, stabbing the straw into it before offering it up. Izuku takes the proffered pouch with his stiff, bandaged hand and raises a questioning eyebrow in return.
"Should've known you'd pick up on it before I even got a word out. I've got a question for you, but can we wait a bit? Just half hour or so, I need to finish reading over this paperwork first." Izuku nods, but points insistently at the bedside table with his good hand.
"Wh- Phone?" Aizawa gets another nod and passes over the device and they both settle back down. Izuku is scrolling through the class groupchat, from a quick glance, and the hero is glad. He was barely able to get permission for Hitoshi and Shouto to visit, let alone the whole bunch or rowdy teenagers, and they've most certainly been worried about his kid.
None of these children should have faced this. None of them.
But what's done is done, and hopefully the new plans being put into place now will ensure that it can't happen again. No family or class - although Aizawa knows his hellspawn would argue that they are a family, and he might quietly agree with them - should have to deal with the fear, pain and uncertainty they have had to in the last two weeks.
With that in mind, once he's skimmed back over the main document and is sure that Izuku's properly awake, drained juice pouch discarded atop the bed sheets, Aizawa shuts his laptop and dumps it on the bedside table.
"You good for a somewhat heavy question kiddo?" Those green eyes, so full of life and love despite their shadows, come up to meet his gaze, and there's a genuine surety there that reassures the man. So he asks.
"Nedzu - well, all of the faculty - have agreed on implementing a dorm system. Everyone should be there, so long as the parents all give their permission, and it will be individual rooms in class buildings. How would you feel about that?"
Izuku's eyes are wide and thoughtful, albeit a bit troubled, and he gestures towards the man. Oh, of course that would be his first thought. Honestly, this kid. Such a precious Problem Child, really.
"There's a few options for me - if you're okay with moving in fully, then I'll go to the teacher's dorms. Alternatively, you could have both a room at the student and teacher dorms, only the teacher dorms, or I could have a room at the student dorms. Nedzu is fully flexible on the matter and so am I. I'll need to be close to look after the rest of you hellions either way, and thanks to UA's budget and Cementoss, adaptations could always be made if we change our minds later." He pauses, not sure quite what else to say, slightly alarmed at the almost panicked glean to his kid's gaze, sickly pale light over the rich green.
"Izuku, kid, you know that I will never leave you, never let you be trapped or isolated or uncomfortable," he assures, picking his words as carefully as he can,
"You aren't a burden on me, I just want you to have all the options you can. This is something I want. Any of those arrangements are things that I'm entirely willing and happy to do - you won't be forcing me into a bad situation with your choice, but I will be upset - with myself mainly - if you end up uncomfortable with your living conditions," he slowly reaches forwards and rests his hand in those green and white curls, gently rubbing at his kid's scalp, soothing him, keeping his tone low and calm,
"So don't hesitate to think of yourself first, understood?"
Izuku blinks once, slow and long, in agreement, tears not quite falling, as he sniffles once, then taps his leg four times. Aizawa thinks back for a second, then confirms,
"Us two in the student dorms?" Izuku blinks again.
"Sounds good to me kiddo. I'm pretty sure Nedzu said we would be on the ground floor - not standard, but it is logical as the teacher, and unless you wish otherwise I thought it would be your preference too. I expect that we'll have Todoroki and Shinsou closest, on the floor above. We'll have a bathroom to ourselves, as each floor will, which the other hellspawn will know not to use," he doesn't audibly hesitate but does assess where Izuku's at, how much he's taking in,
"And according to some of the preliminary floor plans, there will be a wall separating our doors from most of the common area, as it would be the ground floor, for a bit more privacy. Anything you want to change or ask about?"
Izuku hesitates, biting at his lip, and Aizawa drops his hand to carefully and oh-so-gently tug the lip away from his teeth, offering a faint chiding look that quickly softens back into comforting, bringing his hand back up to settle on the greenette's head once again, waiting patiently for his voice to come through.
"...R-really alr-right?" The words are quiet and hoarse, but they're there and it brings a small smile onto the man's face.
"Yes Izuku, it is. You're my kid and I want to be here for you. And if I'm in the dorms, then at least I'm close enough to mitigate most disasters before they can happen." Izuku snorts at that, his mirth instantaneously twisting into a moment of tense fear, breaths catching, eyes wide, before he sags under the gentle head pats and low murmuring from his Dad.
'Patrols?' He traces out the kanji on his blanket rather than speaking, but he doesn't bite his scarred lip again, so Aizawa will take it. Little victories. Little steps towards recovery.
"The agency has given me a month off - partially so I can be here for you, partially to get the rest of your class settled and sorted out, as well as myself. After that, and once you've healed up some more, I'll be going out again and you can join once Recovery Girl deems you ready to." Izuku pouts at that, earning a short chuckle from Aizawa. Kami, it's good to see his kid emoting more and more by the day, even with the occasional back-step. A fucking relief, actually.
"Anything else about this kiddo? You can ask later, but right now..." he trails off, giving Izuku a bit of room to think for a minute, but then the kid shakes his head in dismissal. The hero, in return, nods, and they quietly return to their activities, enjoying the tranquility of just spending time together again.
It remains quiet all day. Nemuri and Hizashi are caught up in work, same with Tsukauchi, and the class have all been asked by their families to stay home today, including Hitoshi and Shouto, for reasons that they don't know. Aizawa has no qualms about letting his kid know that it's for the sake of the meeting scheduled with UA this afternoon, largely addressing the establishment of the dorm system.
Before lunch, Izuku's doctor comes back in to re-dress his main injuries. Now, only the mild infection, two larger disintegration patches and crushed hand are really issues. Well, there are still a fair few bruises and contusions, but nothing that the kid can feel over the painkillers dealing with the worst of his pain from his hand and disintegrations. Overall, it leaves him a bit sore and drowsy, but it's not too bad. The Aizawas are counting themselves lucky.
Although it was hard to think like that when the hero saw his son's injuries without their coverings once again. The raw, crumbling red of his shoulder and cheek, slowly fading into a vividly pink scar rather than what had been bare muscle and bone; the macabre, almost grotesque, way that the scars on his left hand lance along his skin to almost perfectly depict the bones beneath, very obviously following the same pathways. It's as though a child had drawn an image of the skeleton on in crayon, all messy and with extra out-of-place lines, but still managing to distinctly show the bone structure beneath. It makes Aizawa sick to the stomach, rage flaring to boil the vitriolic bile there because how dare that monster hurt his kid like this. He knows about the bloody hammer found near the kids' cages. He can figure out what must have happened all too easily and dammit he wants to wrap his hands around a dry neck and squeeze tighter and tighter until he can feel the last flutters of desperate air-
But no. The hero's place is here, with his kid. Holding him close, offering him hair ruffles and forehead kisses and a hand to hold. That's far more important than any villain, no matter what they've done or to whom.
It's with that attitude that he keeps Izuku entertained and reassured. Offers him Cheshire grins and soft not-scowls and bright eyes with a thousand words in them as the doctor pokes and prods and wraps more bandages around his son, then when the man leaves with a report of everything healing well enough so far, Aizawa joins the kid on his bed once again and brings the quilt with him. Although it isn't needed for long because the prior tension and renewed bag of painkillers have Izuku sleepy at first and gently snoring not much later. It's cute, honestly. And it's actually pretty good timing for Aizawa because he only has an hour or two, by now, until he has to deal with the parent conference alongside Nedzu. At least he gets to attend it virtually instead of in person. Makes it easier to get away with things like ignoring personal questions.
And, as it turns out, wearing a suit. Because, a few hours later he is staring at the guardians of his hellspawn through a screen and he knows he looks far from professional, in sweatpants and a cat-themed jumper, capture weapon around his neck and hair barely brushed, but he couldn't care less. Not to mention how he can't help his gaze drifting to Izuku at least once or twice a minute, but the parents all know exactly who was kidnapped, just like they all know that it's his kid, so hopefully it won't affect their opinion on what he's saying too much. And, well, even if it does, Nedzu's there in person to help iron out any kinks.
"Good afternoon everyone!" The creature chirps, starting the conference officially,
"Thank you for joining myself and Aizawa here. As I'm sure you are all aware, in light of recent events, he is unable to attend in person, but he wished to be part of this meeting regardless, hence this monitor here." At the cue, Aizawa nods,
"Thank you Principal. It's good to see you all again." And, actually, that isn't entirely a lie. He's not friends with any of the other guardians, only having talked to some of them through email, along with the Shinsou women and Todoroki Fuyumi over message to talk about their three boys, but seeing them all is reassuring somehow. Akin to seeing his students themselves, in a sense.
He gets a quiet round of greetings in return, although nobody brings up Izuku and he can't help but be grateful for the fact. The hellspawn know his kid is okay and that's enough, as far as Aizawa's concerned.
Regardless, the meeting goes on from there. He and Nedzu address some general questions that are initially asked, many being about the students' role in the raid, which Nedzu easily explains as a negotiated choice on both the teachers' and teenagers' part, calculated to allow them experience and productivity without exposing them to unnecessary danger. Which is actually true. Aizawa hadn't wanted to lie to the parents, not about the safety of their children, and fortunately Nedzu had agreed. From there though, the homeroom teacher takes over to initiate one of the two main discussion points of the conference.
"In response to everything these children have gone through on top of their typical trials of being teenagers, we are mandating that all of 1-A attends a month of counselling sessions." He pauses there, letting the initial reaction mellow out, and then continues on,
"This is something that would be heavily encouraged during second year and made essential in third year anyway, without outside interference such as that the League has presented this year. As such-" Aizawa freezes, eyes settling beyond the camera, and then he abruptly speaks up again,
"Excuse me one moment," hand reaching out to press something on the laptop even as he leans out of the frame, albeit staying in his seat for now. The microphone picks up his voice though, and everyone quite unintentionally listens in.
"Hey kiddo, wasn't expecting you to wake up yet. Wait, kid, Izuku, slow down a second, there we go..." He stands up and moves out of sight entirely, but they can all still hear the keening whimper in the background, just beneath the continued reassurances from the teacher, and it takes a long minute before Aizawa settles back into his chair, capture weapon gone, some of his sombre expression overridden by something a little warm, a little worried.
Aizawa goes to press the unmute button, realises he wasn't muted, and they can all see the half a second of a scowl on his face, although it's quickly swallowed up by indifference.
"Apologies. As I was saying, all of the class are being given a mandatory month of therapy and counselling, with two sessions a week for the first fortnight, and then one or two a week for the second half, depending on their preferences and the assessment of the professional," he takes a breath, flicking his attention to Izuku, whose eyebrows are furrowed a little,
"Continuing beyond that month will also be down to the combined discretion of the student and therapist involved. As guardians, you are free to contact us about any concerns for their mental health anywhere along this timeline, but you cannot prevent them attending." The hero lets that sink in, forcing himself to keep his attention on their reactions rather than constantly looking at his kid, and goes on when he's sure he'll have their attention once more.
"Regarding the therapist themselves, UA has two for the hero course students but we also have a list of contacts for those dealing in heroics. You will all be emailed this list, to which we're asking that you go through it with your child to choose who they would first like to trial with. The costs, of course, will be covered by UA as an institution, so money should not be a factor in your decision-making, only what will most benefit and support the kids. If they want to switch, or try two people in the first place, that is also completely acceptable and will be accommodated."
The hero halts for a moment, draws a deep breath, and finds strength in the sight of his kid half-smiling at him from behind the computer, buried in a pile of capture weapon,
"This class has done far more than any first year class should be expected to. Seen far more. They're capable for their age, but they need help and guidance. Talking to all of you, should they wish, will help, although please understand that there can and will be confidential details that they should not be sharing with you. If they do then it is essential you do not discuss them with anyone but those already aware, for the safety of everyone involved. Heroics isn't the pretty industry so many make it out to be. And whilst all of these kids are strong and brave and so incredibly brilliant, they are still kids and they've learnt that fact far too quickly, far too harshly. They need and deserve this help."
There had been a few sceptical looks, the odd guardian looking unsure or dismissive, but something in his words must have convinced them, because there are nods and grim smiles. Understanding. Aizawa nearly sighs with relief.
Then he realises that this was meant to be the easy part of the meeting. Joy.
First though, he gets a breather as Nedzu has the mentioned papers handed out, assuring all of the families that copies will also be emailed out, along with additional information that may be of use to them, and Aizawa takes that time to drink some water from the glass that's meant to be his kid's, even as he stabs another juice packet, below the sightline of the camera, and briefly leans forward to give it to his son, one eyebrow raised. Izuku smirks at him, still a bit drowsy, and takes it before drinking it in a way that is somehow obnoxiously quiet. How he manages it, Aizawa doesn't know, but it has him half-scowling at the brat anyway because really? Such a Problem Child.
It's only a few minutes until the papers have been handed out and apparently briefly looked through by the parents, and the teacher has to speak again,
"We, as a school but also as heroes and fellow parents, are going to do everything we can to protect our students, and my class in particular. I won't go into details but our security has been upped again and again, we have put specific systems in place to combat known entities on top of the general measures, and the leader behind the villains is very much out of the picture, as I'm sure you have all seen on the news. This doesn't eradicate the threat entirely, but it certainly helps and one thing that I would ask you all to be aware of is that these children are already a target, whether they continue at UA or not. They're friends and allies and family to each other. That won't go away now, no matter what school or career they go for, so please allow us to keep teaching them. To ensure they can protect themselves now and in the future, even as we work to keep them safe."
He hasn't got to the point yet, but there is already an interesting combination of relief, fear and resignation amongst the adults, blatant even through a screen. Aizawa simply goes on,
"With this in mind, we have established a proposal for a dormitory system. The students will have individual rooms in buildings dedicated to each class, split in half by gender with communal living space and kitchen downstairs. Laundry, internet and food will be provided by the school, possible thanks to a change in funding agreement with the government. Whilst there will be a minor increase in school fees, they will be covered absolutely by an accordingly increased bursary for those already under the scheme. If changing circumstances - personal or with this increase - make the bursary a preferable option for those not currently enrolled, we have a renewed period of two weeks from today for it to be applied for."
The man lets that sink in for a minute before continuing on,
"Should you agree for your children to live in the dorms, they will stay there for the weekdays. The weekends and afternoons where there is no mandatory training, they can get permission from a relevant staff member to leave, be it for an hour or Friday night through to Sunday evening. This can be for seeing family or friends. With this, their schedule is also being arranged somewhat, with their original few hours of Saturday Heroics training being moved to an extra hour on the end of the school day for Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. This will leave their weekends entirely clear of scheduled learning. Homework and coursework demands won't change though." At this point, Aizawa lets the principal take over. His employee briefly details how, for now, this is only being implemented for the Heroics course but there is a strong possibility of all courses being moved on-campus. It's being discussed and brought to the Board, parents and students.
Then, of course, come the questions. Fewer of them are harsh than Aizawa expected, more of them general information or specifics relating to certain student's needs, and it's encouraging. Reassuring even. Because UA has failed his class, he's failed his class, and sure, he knows that he's fought for them time and again, risked life and limb, but they've done that too, for themselves, and that makes it redundant to his mind.
Although judging by the scrutinising look Izuku's levelling him with from amidst a pillow-stroke-scarf of capture weapon, his kid's picked up on that exact thought pattern and intends to set him straight later on. Honestly.
But eventually the questions peter out, and Nedzu hands out the final sheaf of forms and information, again affirming that copies will be emailed along just in case, and the parents are told that the deadline for the decision is in three days. Not long by some measures, but enough for it to be given serious consideration and to still give the school time to actually get the logistics down before the beginning of term-time. Aizawa can only hope that the families will trust them one last time with the hellspawns' safety.
Notes:
So I hope you all enjoyed this unplanned extra chapter! :D
The ending wasn't meant to be so cliff-hanger-y so I might as well tell you all now that the kids will all end up at the dorms, kay? The parents, as a whole, are a fair bit more forgiving- or maybe understanding? - in this because they're watching Aizawa say all of this from a hospital room with his own son that he clearly dotes on and cherishes, puts before anything else.
They know how precious Izuku is to their own children and they're watching this man who has nearly died for their children, who so blatantly adores and wants to protect and guide his students as both teenagers and future heroes, promise them that UA is trying its best and that, this time, they're going to make it work no matter what the villains throw at them. It's hard not to believe him.
And I hope that wasn't too heavy-going to read? I wanted to make it realistic, but hopefully it wasn't just boring! Sorry if it was but I wanted to get that detail in there, you know? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Also, it kind of annoyed me in canon that it seemed like the parents had to decide on the spot whether or not to let UA have their kids in dorms? Like, from the telling a story perspective, it makes sense for it to work that way, but realistically it grates a bit, you know? ^^;
Anyways! A massive Happy New Year to those of you that I haven't said as such to yet - you're all precious, lovely people and I hope for you to be happy, safe and healthy! (^///^) Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 70: LXVI - Warding Off Worries
Summary:
Soft Zawa and protective Izu, pretty much ^^
(Make sure you check the last chapter - that was posted on Friday - if you think you might've missed it, kay?)
Notes:
This ended up far longer than intended, which is probably why it's also out later than intended ^^' But I didn't want to cut it off in an awkward place, so I just let it run :D Hope you guys enjoy!
Oh, and fair WARNING - if mentions of life support are a bit delicate for you, then you'll want to skip Izuku and Aizawa talking about AFO. It's not a major thing, nor a long conversation, but it will likely feel quite callous if it's something unpleasant for you. Look after yourselves for me!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
I tried digital art for the first time this weekend so have my first ever piece ^^; I really love having the chance to show off Izu, more or less as he is in my head right now! (also he is one hundred percent growing out his hair - it should be a bit darker than this and it makes him look more like his Dad which he loves)
It's the morning of Izuku's third full day in hospital when he and his Dad arrive at the kids' ward room and get a bit of a surprise.
"Izu-pa!" The first thing when they come into the kids' room is nine voices crying out his name. Except it's not quite right.
"Izu-pa?" Aizawa questions, supporting Izuku the last few metres to Anna's bed like the other two times they've visited. Even just in the twelve hours or so since they were last in here, the room was gained a good few more books and soft toys. The staff here have absolutely fallen in love with the children. Not as much as Aizawa and his kid adore them though.
"Is- Is it n-not good?" Ina asks, worrying her lip with a fang.
"Don't worry kid, I didn't say that. Just wondered where it came from." Aizawa keeps his tone level and gentle, a cadence to it that's more soothing than sombre, and the slight blush on Izuku's shocked face seems to be enough to encourage Anna to speak up this time,
"We- we were talking about it yesterday and most of us don't have families to go back to but you- you're our family now, right? And it's dads that are meant to protect you and teach you and tell you funny stories so we thought you'd be our Dad? So we want- we want to call you Izu-pa. Is- is that not alright?"
"D-Darlin's," Izuku manages, a smile so wide it must hurt pushing at his scars and freckles,
"'s fine. Love it. B- But," he goes on, a mischievous glint creeping in that has the children wide-eyed but hesitantly beginning to smile themselves,
"Whassat make him?"
He's pointing at his Dad.
"Zawa-jii!" The response is instant, and the kids have clearly got this all figured out between now and their visit last night and it has Izuku, after a long moment of silence, hunching over and cackling. It's a beautiful sound, rusted through and pockmarked with darkness and pitfalls but it's so very vibrant and fierce and loud, a laugh truly befitting his son, and Aizawa can't help but laugh a bit himself, absolutely revelling in Izuku's joy.
For a good ten minutes, all eleven of them giggle and snort and snigger, and Aizawa idly knows that half of it is relief, is feeling safe and at home more than direct amusement, but it's utterly delightful all the same.
Once they've all calmed down and settled against each other on the two beds that Aizawa has yet again shoved together, the man re-gathers the pile of books and, before he can even ask if they have a starting place, Kage pipes up in his ever-soft tone,
"Zawa-jii, can you do the voices for the fairytale book? Your voices were really fun yesterday!" And dammit, he can't say no to those wide eyes, grey-blue like a newborn kitten's, so the hero huffs, lips already twitching up, and nods. There are some smiles and bouncing feet, little bodies all excited and energetic and it's such a contrast to even just the first time he met them that Aizawa feels everything inside of him go stupidly gooey, all molten sugar coating his bones, warming him right through, soft-sweet and so very lovely. Yeh, he doesn't mind the cutesy nickname. Not when it's this lot.
And it's certainly a damn sight better than Kale Father.
He and Izuku stay with the children for a good while, going through a comparatively thick book of old folklore and fairy tales, and Aizawa deigns to adapt his gruff, low tone to something at least vaguely attuned to different types of character, and he's very glad that his friends aren't here to record it for later blackmail because he's putting way too much effort into it to ever be able to recover from. He only considers that potential nightmare for a few moments though, easily pulled away from musings by the turning of a page, the steady heat and solidity of his son curled into his side, of the weight and titters and energy of the kids gathered around them, all leaning on legs and each other and the whole room feels intimate and tender and timeless, like this little snapshot of family could last an eternity and then another. Aizawa wouldn't complain, honestly.
No, this is an instant to cherish, a moving photograph to fold into fragile fractions and tuck into the cracks of his heart (those made of blue clouds and lonely days walking alone on child-short legs) and to be kept safe until there's nothing else to know but this contentment.
When they get to the end of the fairy tale book, Izuku is half-dozing, a sleepy little smile setting his whole face in a warm light, a good match to the mixed contentment on the younger kids. Ryo and Anna are still wide awake, and grin up at the man when he stops, setting the book aside and looking over the children. Setsuna, Kage and Shi are also fully coherent, or as much as they can be when part of a rather large pile of limbs and smiles, in contrast to the drowsy lion girl and youngest kids. Dammit, how are they so constantly adorable? Delicate little people, so full of strength and sweetness.
All ten of them.
The charming scene has to end though, more's the pity, but luckily for Aizawa's heart - and the children's opinion of him - it's a nurse that comes to say that Izuku needs to go back on his IV. The staff on the floor are already becoming very much used to watching how long the two Aizawas spend with the kids after they overran the first two times. It's so easy to slip into a tranquil, endless pace with them, no thoughts of unpleasant things like medication or villains to be found, and the man kicked himself both times, but now he can at least half-rely on the nurses and Izuku's doctor, and it's a good back-up. Plus it means that he isn't the one to break up their visits.
Finally both he and Izuku have received the necessary number of hugs each, which takes longer than the nurse apparently expected, although she has a rather indulgent smile on her face rather than a scowl, so Aizawa figures she probably doesn't mind, and then she walks back to Izuku's room with the two. Or, well, with Aizawa who once again has his kid settled on his back because there's no chance they won't take full advantage of every opportunity for the familiar affection. She leaves once the teen is hooked back onto his IV drip with a fresh bag of medicine, letting them know that the doctor probably won't visit until fairly late this evening. The hero thanks her before sprawling over the foot of Izuku's bed.
Not long later, Aizawa startles a little at the socked toe that pokes him in the shoulder, but he turns his full attention to his kid easily enough, eyes catching on the phone being waved at his face.
[What happened to AFO? And what's going to happen with the kids.] Oh, of course Izuku would ask that. And some of that is far from easy to answer. But the kid asked about All For One first, so his Dad will explain that before anything else.
Sitting up properly and turning to fully face his son, Aizawa begins with the simplest parts,
"All Might fought him and he's in custody now. Apparently, due to me kicking out one of breathing pipes and the injuries he sustained from fighting Yagi, he's now braindead. Enough so that even passive Quirks can't activate, which means that he won't be able to heal himself from that point. And, well, the guards in Tartarus aren't the kindest. It wouldn't surprise anyone if his life support was randomly turned off in an accident." That sounds awful and harsh, callous at best, but Izuku is both accustomed to such realities and in need of the reassurance, even if that reassurance is of the inevitable death of someone. Because Aizawa himself would argue that All For One hasn't been human in a long time, that he is a monster in scarred skin for everything he has done in his few centuries of living and particularly in the last few weeks of it, but the hero is admittedly biased.
The important thing, to his mind, is that Izuku and his kids are safe, no matter what that takes.
Speaking of Izuku, he has... an interesting expression at the information. There's a cool acceptance, a relief, but also something more like lingering anger, not bloodthirsty or feral or furious, only that kind of aching resentment that comes with being hurt and scared and frustrated and it pains the man to see, although he's glad there's nothing vengeful there. He knew his kid would handle it well, sure, but seeing it in practice is still gratifying. Still comforting.
"As for the kids," he starts, once he's sure that Izuku has processed as much as he needs to,
"Tsukauchi's been heading a small task force to track down their previous homes. I believe there were three families - for Nabe, Setsuna and Tanaka - but otherwise just group homes and foster placements." The greenette's frown deepens at that, comprehension lighting his eyes. It's hardly a surprise that most of the kids come from backgrounds where they would have been easily missed, so to speak, where there were few people likely to put effort into a search for them, and those with families are three of the youngest. Those whose Quirks have manifested within the last year or so, most likely. Even if they do have loving families that would put in a heavy search for them, the risk would doubtless have been worth the reward in the eyes of All For One, Doctor Garaki, and any others that had input into the specific kidnappings for Nomu creation.
[Looked into families? Homes?] How Izuku manages to make a few typed words so demanding, Aizawa has no idea.
"Tsukauchi is currently collaborating with social services for the families as far as I know. As for the children in the system, there's a bit of a... plan for that." Izuku leans forward, the beginnings of a glare darkening his features and Aizawa knows that his son can and will fuck people up if he doesn't like the sound of this plan. Good thing it's something resulting from Nedzu, Cementoss, Hound Dog, himself and social services. Maybe Izuku, though he'll surely be incredibly exacting and protective over what happens to his kids, will be able to accept this.
"UA has decided to not only introduce dormitories, but also an official Ward system."
There's a moment then, tension crackling between them like lightning, before Izuku sags back into his pillows, something like a sob escaping him, face screwing up even as he brings up his hands to cover his eyes.
"Th-thank-" It cuts off, the desperation and relief in the failed words deeper than an ocean, and Aizawa is already on his feet, reaching out for his son, carefully tugging his hands away from his face, cradling the bandaged appendage to his own chest, delicate as he can be.
"I told you kiddo, you're all safe now. We're gonna protect those children, alright? They're honorary Aizawas now, aren't they?" It's only a little teasing, more serious than not, and he gets a little gasped affirmation for his efforts. Feeling that smile creep back in, the man perches beside Izuku, still holding his hands, and waits until the good one latches into his jumper to shift his own now-spare hand to gently wiping the tears that have started to gather and fall, tracing the barest glimmers of silver over bandages and freckles and dammit, this precious kid of his. He really does have a heart five sizes bigger than his body.
It doesn't take Izuku long to calm down, his watery relief gradually morphing into curiosity, and he wordlessly asks for all of the details so far. Cheshire grin settling into place, Aizawa stands to grab his laptop from the little sofa where he'd dumped it earlier, and sits beside his son on the bed, already opening his documents up.
"It's effectively an extension of the current system that the school has for Heroics students and that is occasionally used for those in Management, Gen Ed and Support too, wherein at enrolment UA is contractually granted half custody of students, which is typically for health and safety reasons - which is why it's mostly for the Heroics and Support kids, but it also has the benefit that if a student brings abuse or neglect to us, or we gather enough evidence on a suspected case, then UA can contest for temporary full guardianship, where one of the faculty they know will foster them for a time, until we can get them a vetted home." He rounds up his prelude with his gaze settled on his kid, watching Izuku take in that information. Then the teen nods, glancing up at him with eyes alight, and the hero goes on.
"The Ward system will be a sort of group home wherein UA as an institution takes custody of children - of high school age or not - that have been the victims of villains or abuse. For the case of our kids-" He phrases that very intentionally, trying to reassure Izuku both that he cares about the children and that they will be alright,
"-This means that they will be living in a large house that will be built on-site, probably near the dorms but with a decent bit of separation for privacy's sake, and they will have caretakers checked by Nedzu, attend the local elementary and middle schools and so on. It's been negotiated that UA will receive government funding much like any group home, along with a portion of what might go towards the carer of a child in witness protection. Izuku, we're going to keep on taking in kids. Children that have been kidnapped, that have been raised by villains, that are being abused. All of the UA staff, at various points, have been involved in cases where there have been children that, afterwards, just get dumped back in the system. And maybe we won't be able to save them all, but we'll be doing more than before, and- Well. What do you think kiddo?"
And, strangely, Aizawa is nervous. This scheme was initially something that he came up with, and brought it to Nedzu the moment he realised he couldn't let Izuku's kids go. His boss, with continual input from himself, social services and their police contacts, namely Tsukauchi, had drafted this rough idea and then the creature took it to the HC and blackmailed them into agreeing. And the hero wants his son to approve of it.
He had nothing to fear, apparently, because there's a sheen over those green eyes. A little damp, melancholy, but largely bright with a fierce kind of joy, lion-proud and oh-so pleased. A reflection of the freckles that glow golden and the toothy grin.
But then, of course, comes yet another question,
[How'd Nedzu get this approved so quickly?]
"Blackmailed the Commission in true Kidilante fashion," Aizawa smirks, idly delighting in the chaotic glee that spreads over his kid's face,
"They tried to prevent us from rescuing you by limiting the case to only UA faculty and directly-assigned police officers. But between ourselves and your classmates, we were able to rescue ten minors and take down a large part of the deepest, oldest criminal network in Japan, if not the world. The League isn't gone, but they were only one part of All For One's schemes. The face of it. The majority of his Nomu operations are dead and he's out of the picture. The Commission nearly stopped that because of a personal grudge. Prime blackmail material, wouldn't you say?"
Izuku, still grinning, nods, and leans into the hair ruffle his Dad offers.
"Anyways kid. This is the official proposal for the Ward scheme as we have it so far. It's signed in as me, but if you have any edits or suggestions to make, shove them on as a comment like I've being doing, just put a K or H after to distinguish them as yours. Nedzu will be looking it over a lot, so he'll notice." With that, Aizawa slides the computer onto Izuku's lap instead, before temporarily getting up retrieve his phone. He'd better check his emails again. No doubt some of the hellspawns' parents have had questions about the dorm system or therapy that he needs to answer.
By the time Izuku has gotten through almost the entire document it's been a fair few hours. He's added a number of comments, the rather large volume of which really shouldn't surprise his Dad and yet it manages to. He doesn't feel at all offended though. This scheme is important and all of the people inputting so far have been adults. Heroes and police officers and social workers, sure, and Aizawa had kept Izuku in mind as much as possible, but someone that's been living in a group home for several recent years, who has been abused, attacked and outright tortured, has a very different perspective than someone who simply hasn't. And maybe he wishes that his precious son hadn't gone through any of that, but he wouldn't take the experience away from him, it would be a disservice to his strength. To his ability to help others.
Their quiet work is interrupted by a knock on the door and a nurse pushing it open.
"Do you two need lunch today?" The hero doesn't miss the slight face his kid pulls, but he nods and stands to take the food anyway. Izuku's eating habits have deteriorated thanks to the general lack of meals whilst he was captive and getting the teen's appetite back up has been a silent struggle for the man over the last few days. At least, between nutrient and juice pouches on top of the nutrients in his IV drip, the kid should be getting enough vitamins and such. Now it's just re-establishing habit and routine. A painful process, but well worth it.
"C'mon kiddo. At least this hospital has good food," he nudges, putting both trays down on the rolling bed table and pushing said table to hang over Izuku's legs, before sliding back on top of the covers himself. It means that their elbows bumps and their legs are pressed together, but it's far from an issue in their books.
Izuku's finished his chicken and sweetcorn soup and made a reasonable dent in the rice before his Dad stops deliberately nudging him whenever he goes to push the meal away, and he settles back more heavily into his pillows with a huff.
"Good job Problem Child." The half-hearted glare he's sent in return is dripping with sardonic gratitude, yet the man doesn't miss the amused, somehow pleased gleam in those vivid eyes. Good. At least the brat knows that he only nags for a logical reason rather than just the sake of it.
It's not much later when there comes another knock on the door, and a familiar face pokes around, coat folded across one arm, hat held in hand.
"Hey, kid, Aizawa." Izuku perks up from his food-heavy drowsiness, waving enthusiastically with his good hand. Tsukauchi doesn't hesitate to come over and lean down to hug the teen close into his chest, a little tension dropping out of his shoulders as he does. It's reassuring to feel the warmth, the rise and fall of a breathing chest, the thud of a heartbeat and a small hand twisting into the back of his shirt. It's good to have Kidilante, Izuku, safe. Home.
Pulling back from the hug, Tsukauchi nods to Aizawa, neither of them without small smiles, and he's turning to get himself a chair when he notices the document pulled up on the laptop on Izuku's legs.
"I see you're reading up on the UA Ward system." The greenette's entire posture radiates a feral satisfaction in simple answer, and the detective finds himself leaning in, pulled into this kid's orbit like always,
"I trust you're happy with the general gist of it?" Izuku opens his mouth, but no sound comes out, and he covers it up with a hasty thumbs-up and a significant look for his Dad. Aizawa huffs, more fond than anything else, and explains for him.
"Kid's been making comments for his suggestions. My account, but he's put a- what did you end up with? An H initialled on those comments."
"Ideal," Tsukuachi says, nodding to the teen,
"Your perspective will be far more useful than most. Thanks kid." Izuku shrugs, a little bashful, but neither man misses the glint in his gaze. The three fall into comfortable silence for a few minutes then, before Tsukuachi straightens a bit in his chair.
"I had another reason for being here, beyond actually visiting. I'm sure Aizawa's already told you that three of the children have families they were taken from? Said families have now been looked into and contacted. All three of them have agreed to come and visit their children today at five, to account for the working day and travel times. I-" A steady, rippling growl settles through the room, hanging low and heavy like sea mist, and the detective pauses, exchanging a glance with Aizawa. This noise isn't chaos-feral, no, it's animal-feral. Absolutely protective.
"Izuku, kid, listen to me. Nobody is taking our kids away, alright? I need you to calm down and breathe properly for me, c'mon kiddo, Izuku, listen to me, everyone's safe, you need to breathe-" There's a desperate tinge creeping into the hero's tone, but it fades out as Izuku begins to register his words, snarl being swapped for slightly erratic breaths that have Aizawa soothing steady circles over his back, following the smooth up-and-down of his own chest, knowing that his son responds even better to demonstrated breathing than counted, though both help, and the edges of the incoming panic attack give way into a constrained calm.
"That's better kiddo. Let's listen to the rest of what Tsukauchi has to say first, alright? Then we can react." And Izuku can only offer his Dad a single, deliberate blink in affirmative reply, his whole body feeling nerve-raw with tension. But his hero stays by his side, looping an arm around his shoulders and passing over his capture weapon before using his spare hand to easily take one of the knives from behind them, beneath Izuku's pillow, and pushes it firmly into the teen's right hand.
Izuku holds onto it tightly for a few moments, grounding himself, then lets the familiar movements pick up, the blade twisting and flicking and flipping, before focusing an intent gaze onto his Tsuka.
"I've managed to get them all agree to meet with you first Izuku. It'll let you and Aizawa get a sense for them. And I'll be here the whole time, so we'll know if they're lying about anything too. We're going to help you protect those children of yours, alright kid?" And oh. That's a relief for Izuku. More than. To have his work partners and his family here, all rolled into one, to help him assess if these people are worthy of having their children returned to them, is genuinely brilliant. Because he knows that he's going to be... a bit biased, to say the least, because he's hoping and praying that these are wonderful families that love their children dearly but if Izuku has even the slightest suspicion that they're not, then he'll fight tooth and nail and crushed hand to make sure his babies don't go with them. Maybe he's overprotective- well, no, he knows that he definitely is, but the greenette has good reason to be and he's not going to dampen that for the sake of others' comfort. And he's got his Dad and Tsuka here to be his logic. All in all, he trusts that, together, they'll be able to keep his kids safe.
This conviction doesn't prevent, a few hours later, when the detective has left again to collect said families, Izuku feeling anxiety clamp down on his chest, those iron bars winding between his ribs, moving to whims beyond his own like those bloody cages did, and it hurts in a way, but he isn't alone. No, Dadzawa is still sat beside him, though they've moved to be perpendicular in the bed, legs hanging over the edge, and the man is holding his hand.
His hand is so small in his Dad's, utterly engulfed, and yet it makes Izuku feel so strong. The heat of a living person, the calluses across palms and fingertips and knuckles from a career of punching and manipulating a capture weapon, the firm grip, never too tight but always comfortingly present... It adds up to make the perfect reassurance for Izuku. One that has his throat empty and his tongue not quite right but far from leaden. His lip itches and he wants to bite down, clamp teeth around flesh until he can never make a noise again, but this whole meeting is to protect his kids. If he can stand up to Shigaraki for them, alone, he can do the same to some random adults with his Dad and Tsuka at his side.
And then there's footsteps in the corridor, echoing from beyond the ajar door, and both Aizawas tense a little, exchanging a brief affirming glance. Voices come with the footsteps, growing more distinct by the second, and it's an unfamiliar woman, although the way she drawls her 'r's reminds Izuku of Tanaka's lisp.
"-we'd like to thank him of course, the poor dear-" The door is open now, Tsukauchi stepping through and past, and the teen takes the chance to speak,
"Don't need thanks." The woman stops short, at the front of the small group of people being led by Tsukauchi, with a little gasp. Izuku feels all of their attention on him, gazes burning pathways over his hair and bandages and pallid skin, but he keeps his expression carefully set, not quite blank, and sits straight. His jaw is tense but not clenched, and that's enough to get the words out that are clogging in his throat like tears, that taste like nosebleeds and feel like hammers discarded on the floor.
"Those kids are worth it either way."
"Still," the first lady manages, blue eyes glinting under heavy lids and that must be Tanaka's mother, particularly with the girl, maybe ten or eleven years old, that's stood at her elbow, pale with stark hair and eyes.
"Thank you, but I only did what I could. What I had to do." They're simple words, about the most he can manage right now, but his Dad squeezes his hand, the heat of him only adding to the comfort, and Izuku refrains from biting his lip.
"Well then, not to be rude, why are we seeing you before Setsuna and the others?" One man demands, with ginger hair just like his daughter, and Izuku can understand the aggravation, can see the emotional logic behind it, but it has part of him snarling all the same. He keeps it in as best he can, falling back onto words instead,
"Because I’ve been tortured to protect these kids and whilst I absolutely don’t hold it against them, I’ll hold it against you if you don’t let me continue to protect them now. Just because we’re supposed to be safe doesn’t guarantee it and I will not see them hurt. Never again."
There's a horrified silence then, broken only by his Dad letting out the quietest of exasperated chuffs. He keeps his hand wrapped around Izuku's though, still sat with him, and that means more than any resignation to his kid's bluntness.
"You think any of us would have-" The indignation, again, is understandable. Izuku appreciates it, even as he rails against it,
"I don't know. I'm only asking you to show me. Those beautiful little people deserve more than shi- shoddy homes to go back to. You only need to prove you'll be good rather than bad for them. I hope you can. They deserve to have their families back," he interjects. He keeps his tone level, drawing on every ounce of his Dad's usual deadpan that he can, and keeps his words and posture calm. He's not trying to antagonise them. Izuku just wants - needs - to know that his babies will be alright.
Apparently picking up on his growing unease despite how hard he's trying to mask it, his Dad chooses that moment to speak up himself.
"I... understand how you're feeling, and those are not empty words. Izuku was taken by exactly the same people, kept in a cage with your children, and he got these injuries in a deal to stop your children being hurt. He- It's disgusting and awful but taking it out on my son instead won't help your kids. It'll only hurt them more. Understand?" Whether it's the surprisingly soft note beneath the harsh-teacher demeanour, or the unrelenting conviction with which the man speaks, Izuku doesn't know, but something in all of that has a lot of the tension dissipating. There's a void instead, empty with a hopelessness of those who are grieving, and the Aizawas give them time.
Setsuna's father speaks up again, but his words sound more defeated than frustrated now,
"They’re going to have to live a life you know. A normal life." And oh, how easy the answer to that is,
"A life without cages and experiments. A life where the worst pains are nightmares and crushes and fights with your friends. A life they don’t need protecting from. A life they deserve to have, both the good and bad. And if I don’t believe you’ll give them that, I’ll make sure they end up safe elsewhere." The ginger man falls silent, only for the shorter woman beside him to pipe up,
"And what about when they do come home to us?"
"I'd ask that they still be able to see the other kids. Me. Things like this, they- It-"
He struggles with his words for a moment and it's in that, though he doesn't know it at the time, that makes the families see Izuku as he really is. How young he really is. A scared, scarred teenager. A boy that's fighting to protect their own children from anything and everything, necessary or not.
"-It makes you attached. I would die for them, any of them, in a heartbeat," and kill for them, but that's perhaps a bit too macabre for civilians,
"I- I've taught them sign language and told them about my Dad and my friends and my cats, and they gave me something to hold onto when I was so fucking close to the edge I couldn't see how I'd get out alive but I knew I had to do something for their sakes if nothin' else, they- They're good kids. Hurt kids. If you tear them away from everything that comforted them then, it won't be fair to them. You'll hurt them."
It's a jumble of thoughts and feelings, stitched together into something painful and barely coherent, but Izuku more than gets his message across, judging by the wide eyes and sombre frowns. The understanding. Thank Kami; he's not sure what he would've done else, his jaw already beginning to seize, and he can barely fight the instincts screaming at him to bite his lip. To be quiet, silent, to not let them be hurt don't let him no no-
"Very well," a lithe woman offers, jolting him out his internal conflict. Nabe's mother, surely. Or maybe his aunt, judging by her next words,
"You've protected my nephew and I'm grateful for that. Very much so. I'll make sure you and the other children can stay in contact with him. Now, what did you want to know about our home lives? Anything in particular?" Her voice is lilting, lyrical, a contrast to her brusque phrasing, but it's the words themselves that have Izuku sagging further into his Dad's side, abruptly exhausted. And when he taps the man's knee with just-trembling fingers, Aizawa catches on quickly enough.
"We know that social services are checking over your homes and records and such. The main goal was to meet you all. I suppose if you'd be willing to simply sit down with us for ten minutes?" The families all acquiesce, unfolding some of the spare chairs that had been brought in and set by the door for this exact purpose. Izuku, through slightly hazy eyes but his mind still on full-alert, watches all of them. Sees how Tanaka's mother gets a chair for her daughter before herself. How Nabe's aunt is graceful, moving like a dancer, and how she smiles at the teen himself, something kind in her eyes. Setsuna's father, gruff and impatient though he might be, sits close to his wife and settles a hand on her knee without thought, the plain gold of his wedding band glinting in the light. Introductions begin then.
"I'm Aizawa Shouta. This one's Aizawa Izuku," his Dad starts off, ruffling his hair gently as he speaks. Now isn't the time for being subtle about their own relationship, nor for being too cautious about their legal names. And Izuku revels in every ounce of affection.
"Watanabe Kanami. My nephew is Watanabe Fumitaka, though he prefers Nabe because it sounds coolest apparently." There's no derision there, only a glimmer of amusement, and it reassures both Aizawas quite a bit.
"Kubo Daisuke. My wife, Kubo Aina." He doesn't say any more, but Setsuna's father is pretty far from hostile again now, so that's not such a bad thing.
"Is it my turn? I'm Kirimoto Miori! Tana-tou's my little brother and I can't wait to see him!" Her mother flushes a little at her daughter's enthusiastic cry, but she doesn't chide her,
"And I'm Kirimoto Sae. My husband works overseas currently and he wasn't able to get a flight to be here today. But he has one booked for this weekend. He- well, he won't appreciate me telling you, but he sobbed like a baby when we got the news about Tanaka."
It's a slightly stilted start to their conversations, but it eases quickly enough. Izuku takes it all in, studying these people that are the blood of his kids, and he finds himself alright with it. None of them set off any instincts in him. Well, not beyond the general wariness of anybody that's not his own circle of family approaching the children because he'd very, very much meant it when, back in that cage, in the dark and the cold when they only had each other in reach, he had told them that they were Aizawas now. They always will be, no matter what other family they might also have or find. It doesn't have to be mutually exclusive.
Izuku just wants his kids to be okay.
By the time the offered ten minutes is more or less over, Izuku is utterly drained and it's getting dark outside despite the relatively early hour. Not once has Tsukuachi indicated to the Aizawas that a lie has been told, and neither the teen nor his Dad have found any reason to feel like denying the families their children. So Izuku, with his jaw beginning to clench once more, manages to get out an intelligible,
"Thank you for meeting me first. I'm glad they've got good families to be with." And with that, after a short rounds of nods and shallow bows, along with some genuine promises of letting Izuku and the other children visit their three kids, they all leave, Tsukuachi briefly ruffling Izuku's curls before leaving as well to take them to the children. The teen kind of wishes he could go too, but he's tired, the sort that sinks like frost down to his bones, numbing him inside-out, and he trusts Tsukauchi to observe the direct interactions that will be ensuing, and to make any follow-ups needed.
For now, Izuku instead flops to the side, head and torso over his Dad's lap, and curls up carefully, making sure not to trap his left hand or IV drip whilst burying his face into the man's shirt. It smells like cats and coffee and their detergent - it smells like home, and there's a cat hair poking at the corner of his eye and it's exactly what he needed. Plus, it gets even better a moment later when the hand that he had been holding until only a minute ago buries into his hair, scratching lightly at his scalp and carding through his curls.
Eventually though, they're both stiff and aching, judging by how Izuku's side is cramping and the hero is shifting minutely beneath him, so the greenette carefully pushes himself up, turning to settle back against his pillows. Patting his knee, Aizawa gets up from the bed entirely, going to retrieve them both a nutrient pouch from his duffel bag of stuff by the sofa. They stay in silence, comfortable, and leave each other to their respective thoughts.
After dinner and a brief visit from his doctor, when it's truly dark outside but the little cat-shaped light Hizashi and Nemuri brought them yesterday is casting its yellow glow across the room, Izuku looks up from his phone, having just closed his group chat with his boyfriends, and briefly typed in his notes app.
"Da'," he gets out, the word a mangled hiss but unmistakeable to the hero all the same, who turns to him with a single raised eyebrow.
[Stay with me tonight?] Judging by his Dad's soft expression, he knows both exactly what Izuku means and exactly why, after the utter exhaustion of forcing words out in front of strangers, he wants that extra bit of comfort. It's still a blessed relief to the teen when, no hesitation, his Dad nods, already coming over to his bed, and gives an answer that couldn't possibly do more to warm his heart and steady his trembles,
"I'll always stay kiddo. Always."
And so Izuku falls asleep that night, curled up against his Dad's chest, capture weapon loosely settled on and around both of them, the man's arms oh-so carefully holding him close. It's perfect.
Notes:
Zawa (or should I say Zawa-jii) would 100% kill a man, or as many people as it took, to protect his son and grandkids and I love him even more for it.
Izu-pa was very carefully chosen - some of the kids still have a Dad in their life, or don't feel right replacing the one in their memories with someone new. Also, partic. for Ryo and Anna, some of them aren't massively younger than Izuku, even if they have very different mentalities and life stages, and that made me hesitant for them to call him Dad too. In fact, I nearly went with Izu-nii which would've been adorable too, but Izu-pa just sounds so cute in itself? I don't know, I like saying it aloud so I went with it ^^'Also, I'm really proud of this Ward system? I thought of it when I first came up with the kids because I knew they'd trauma-bond with Izuku and I loved them too. And then I thought, well, what better than giving them their own dorms, and then making it a scheme for more rescued children. A legacy for UA to continue for years, raising not only hero hopefuls but also simply the next generation. I don't know, something about it brings me a quiet kind of joy, and I'm really glad that my brain decided to shove it at me so many months ago!
If you skipped over the AFO paragraph, it was simply that AFO is currently braindead and unlikely to live for a long time. He is, genuinely, out of the picture permanently.
On the topic of Izu's selective mutism - I'm treating it a lot like bad social anxiety in how I write its occurrence, if that makes sense? So he, in general, finds it very, very difficult to remind himself that he's safe now, his kids are safe, he can make noise, he can speak. Overrunning that logic is beyond hard. But, a bit like many people's anxiety, if it's for the sake of others, he can find the strength to speak. It's still difficult, working past bitten lips and clenched jaws and so much dread, but he can do it. It's for his kids, you know?
There was one sentence I wrote in here that just... hhh, it hit right, somehow. Zawa-jii brings me a soft, mellow kind of joy that's simple and beautiful and so satisfying because somehow those words came from my mind? Heavens knows how, but I'm very grateful for it.
Lots of hugs, gratitude and love to you all, okay? Ota - xxx
Chapter 71: LXVII - Frost and Fondness Lead To Sweet Dreams
Summary:
This had way more fluff than I expected and I revel in it ^^ (then writes an angsty scene and goes hhhh whoops?)
Notes:
For some reason, this chapter took me a while, and it certainly didn't help that I didn't really start until yesterday afternoon, but we're here now! Enjoy~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku is beaming the next morning, waking up to find his face utterly buried in between capture weapon and warm skin, the contrasting sensations of a reassuring heartbeat and the less pleasant crust of dried drool between his face and his Dad's neck. There's a heavy arm crushing his ribs and his knees are digging into the soft flesh of a stomach, a hip bone no doubt bruising Izuku's shin in turn. It's absolute perfection.
"Hn," Aizawa grunts, probably in response to the slightly gross sensation of Izuku peeling his drool-stuck face away from his Dad's throat, and Izuku finds himself kept close by strong arms. It doesn't feel like a trap though, not dangerous or restrictive. No, it's just being held close by his favourite person and the greenette has no inclination to pull away, to struggle, because he feels safe and cherished here. Kami, he really is home.
"Dreaded time."
"Dreaded time," Izuku snorts, too sleepy to register the voices in the back of his head, his own words muffled sweetly into a pulse point.
His hero simply grumbles again, dragging his stubbled jaw roughly through soft curls, digging in and rubbing, all feline affection and gruff fondness. Izuku giggles, the sound lopsided and messy but completely heartfelt.
"Your boys are visiting this morning, yeh?" Neither of them have moved any more yet, Aizawa settling his chin atop Izuku's head again.
"Mmhm." The hum is warbling and content, reverberating in the scant space between them.
"Good. They'll be happy to see you again, you know?" Izuku doesn't bother replying this time, not needing to, and instead finds himself content to stay curled in close to his Dad, half-wishing that their cats could be with them like usual, but it's only an idle thought rather than a fierce need, and he's happy to wallow in the soft, sleepy contentment of waking up so very safe.
They do eventually move though, Aizawa finding that his joints have been seizing up and Izuku clocks the growing tension and knows that his hero won't move unless he's sure the teen himself is alright with it, so he's the one that draws back a bit, grumbling all the while, careful of the bandages on his left hand and the IV in his right wrist, and his Dad watches on with eagle eyes, thoughtlessly reaching up to re-adjust the drip's wire for him.
Something in the easy care and intent behind that, the way that his hero's entire being seems to focus on Izuku and looking after him, has his heart squeezing almost painfully. Kami, Aizawa loves him so much, and Izuku couldn't feel luckier.
Something about his expression must give some part of his emotions away because the man shifts up onto one elbow, the other hand reaching up to cup gently at Izuku's bandaged cheek and some part of the teen screams that this should hurt, should be triggering him, but it's not even close to anything negative. (No, the greenette feels like nothing can hurt him ever again, like logic and reality and trauma don't matter, because here is his hero, his Dad, and there's nothing that could possibly overcome that, nothing that could mean more to him than this person's love and comfort him more than his hero's presence.)
Regardless, once he's sure Izuku isn't flinching away from the touch, Aizawa leans forward, almost curling over his kid, protective rather than looming, and presses a lingering kiss to the teen's hairline, his own knotted hair enclosing them in a safe sort of darkness, just with enough light to make out each other's features but to feel secure and close.
"Love you kiddo. So much."
"Love you too," Izuku murmurs, no hint of fear or hesitance for letting his words out. How could he be afraid here, now, when he's with his Dad like this?
A few hours later, when they've pulled apart, Izuku reading one of his favourite analyses books, his father attending to yet more work emails on his laptop, there comes a soft knock on the door and Shouto appears through the door first, a distinct smile on his face, eyes fierce and bright and soft in the moment he sees Izuku, and the greenette's attention is still caught on him when Hitoshi gets through and shuts the door.
"T-Toshi?"
"Hey Green bean." The words are sticking in Izuku's throat again, cloying but not grating yet, so instead he just gestures vaguely at Hitoshi's head.
"We all match now!" The insomniac sounds far too smug at that, all cat-like satisfaction, squinting eyes and all, but Izuku can only continue to stare at his boyfriends.
There's a moment then, delicate as dewdrops on fern fronds, sweet and cool with the expectation of something new, and eventually it's Aizawa who speaks up,
"I was going to dye my hair too, but I'll get enough greys in soon that it would be illogical." It takes a fraction of a second too long for Izuku to compute the words, still caught up in the sight of his boyfriends, and then he's laughing. The sound is vibrant and unrestrained and alluring, echoing through the room and ringing beautifully in his companions' ears, utterly perfect.
It's cut off short though, because almost as soon as it starts, Izuku leaning into an arch of joy, head thrown back, he freezes up, tense and wary and terrified, curling into himself with submissive eyes and utter fear blatant in every line of his body, breathing too heavy, ragged. But he looks up enough to see the vestiges of delight on his Dad's and boyfriends' faces and it allows him to relax again almost as soon, offering them a tiny little smile. A sweet, exposed thing, soft as a kitten's underbelly. And just as vulnerable.
Aizawa reaches over to ruffle his hair briefly, then shifts up and away to give Hitoshi and Shouto the room to move in and settle either side of their shorter boyfriend, that delight prompted by his laugh returning to them with the sight of his smile.
Izuku, happiness solidifying into a steady grin, reaches up to brush a hand through the frosty ends of Hitoshi's hair, the white a charming contrast to the vivid, deep purple. Shouto, for his part, leans in closer to hover one hand over Izuku's hair, waiting for permission, and the teen tilts into the touch, enjoying when his boyfriend begins to twirl his fingers through the curls, examining the mix of white and green much like Izuku is doing for Hitoshi. It's simple affection, no words needed, and the three revel in it. In simply being sat together, somewhere safe and calm and without expectation. The hero is on the sofa, typing quietly on his computer, giving them time and space. Izuku, revelling in all of this, takes comfort in having so many of his precious people here at once, in feeling secure and treasured.
A question is burning at him though, so he stops carding through Hitoshi's hair to instead reach under his pillow and dig out his phone from amongst the knives, notes app still open from talking to his Dad last night.
[Have the class seen it yet?]
"No," the insomniac replies, suspicion heavy in the dragged out syllable. Izuku only offers a small Cheshire grin and glinting eyes, already tugging Hitoshi to sit next to him properly, gesturing at Shouto to do the same from his other side. Then he passes the heterochromatic boy his phone, camera app open, with an eyebrow raised in silent question. Snickering at the fact that Hitoshi hasn't clocked what they're doing yet, Shouto takes the proffered phone, holds it up, and takes an only slightly blurry photo at the perfect moment for both Izuku's peace sign and Hitoshi's face to go from confusion to betrayal.
He's still caught in betrayal when Izuku snatches his phone back and starts sending messages. And whilst Izuku has messaged the class chat a few times over the last couple of days, it was pretty overwhelming each time and he hadn't really known what to say. This time though? Well, this is easy.
Knife-amonRoll: [Guess who lived, bitches?]
: [Also, look - we all match now!]
Knife-amonRoll sent an image
RaRaRaRa: [ohmigod Izuku!]
TapityTape: [yo, yalls hair!]
Bakubro'sBro: [thats so manly guys]
PikaDont: [Izuku Izuku Izuku]
KermitFiteMe: [Izuku-chan, it's very good to see you, kero]
The teen can't help but smile a bit at the stream of messages that starts to come in, Hitoshi and Shouto leaning even further into him to read along too.
ASSid: [damn, relationship goals!]
DarknessReignDown: [A darkness upon my soul has lifted with the sight of your combined radiance.]
Mom-o: [It's a relief to see you doing well Izuku. And very stylish, Shinsou.]
LordExplosionMurder: [Fuckin' nerd you better be ready to fight me soon.]
SometimesOctopus : [Hello Izuku. Do you know when you can have more visitors?]
RaRaRaRa: [Yeh! We wanna see you in person too!] And oh, for some reason that request surprises him a bit, because it's only been talked about when he wasn't directly involved in the situation, the others presumably not wanting to pressure him or something, so he hasn't really had to think about this yet. So, after a moment of assessing if he really wants to ask himself - if he can - Izuku taps briefly on Hitoshi's thigh, eyes wide and pleading.
He needn't have looked so sweet and hopeful, because Hitoshi only grins at him, pauses to press a kiss to Izuku's temple, and then leans forward a little to be able to look at Aizawa properly,
"Sensei, do you know if the rest of the class can visit Izuku?"
"Ah, about that - the hero ward's not good on allowing lots of visitors, but I reckon there'll be something I could get sorted if you want, kiddo?"
As he speaks, the man levers up to his feet, coming to settle by his son's feet, dark eyes already complex with thoughts and possibilities, debating what might be done to help his kid.
Izuku, in turn, grins, half at his Dad's response and half at the thought of seeing the rest of his friends in person. It might end up being too much, maybe, but he knows his Dadzawa will be there the whole time, will protect him from even his own classmates should he need it, and that's enough to convince and comfort him, nodding in response. The man waits, critical gaze taking in everything about Izuku's posture and expression. It's not a sign of distrust, the teen knows; his Dad isn't doubting him, nor unwilling to help him, his hero just needs to reassure himself that Izuku is sure about the decision. So the teen gives him time. Though he can barely resist the fierce urge to cackle when his boyfriends tense beside him, seeming to worry that his Dad is critical. Izuku knows better however, and he does give in to the snickers bubbling up in his chest, rocking in place to bump shoulders with both Hitoshi and Shouto respectively, prompting them to glance at him and register his laughter.
After a second, they seem to realise why he's laughing, and the heterochromatic boy huffs to match Hitoshi's eyeroll, tacitly deciding to twist and drape themselves over the shorter teen, burying him carefully under their weight. Izuku only laughs harder, shoulders shaking from the combined force of the giggles and his partners leaning on him. He gets a glimpse of his Dad sporting a soft smile before his vision gets covered with a short curtain of red and white that smells like vanilla, the scent of eucalyptus creeping in too, and these are his boyfriends, his best friends, and he's so incredibly glad that he's with them again, that it's these two that he's surrounded by.
Hitoshi and Shouto stay for lunch as well, giving both of the Aizawas bentos apparently made by Haruka-san as they eat together, talking quietly and if they both feed Izuku as much as he feeds himself, then it's only because of his bandaged hand, of course.
One other thing before they can leave though, is taking them to meet the kids once again. Sure, they had been there when the children were rescued, had been with an Ectoplasm clone and Shouji to keep them calm and safe before they could be brought to the hospital, but it's far from the same as truly meeting them as Izuku's boyfriends rather than hero students there to rescue them. Which is why they're behind the two Aizawas, smiling at each other when they hear the happy cries,
"Izu-pa!"
"Zawa-jii!"
"Aizawa-san, Aizawa-kun." There's a man here apparently, and when Hitoshi and Shouto peer over Izuku's shoulder, they find him to be a burlier ginger man, probably around the same age as their teacher. What...?
"Kubo-san. These are Shinsou Hitoshi and Todoroki Shouto, also part of the rescue effort for Setsuna and the others."
"Right. Thanks for your work then. Appreciate it." His tone isn't quite harsh nor dismissive, and the man's eyes keep shifting back to the little girl that's clearly his daughter, posture gentle, so neither of the teens hold his generally rougher wording against him. Plus, well, neither of them are social butterflies either.
"We only did what we could," Hitoshi returns, finding himself reaching for Shouto's hand as they turn their attention to the room at large. And find nine sets of eyes turned on them in turn.
"Hi there. Dunno if you remember us, but I'm Hitoshi and this is Shouto; we're Izuku's boyfriends."
There's a hesitation then, because whilst they clearly all recognise the pair, they look to Izuku first. Who simply grins at them, bandage wrinkling, and steps away from his Dad to be instantly taken in by two sets of arms, his partners supporting him without thought, just like the man had been. All of the kids relax.
"Shou and Toshi?"
"That's correct," Shouto returns, a small smile settling amongst his otherwise blank features. His eyes, though, are warm, and they match Hitoshi's in that. They know, up to a point, what it's like to be hurt children, to have adults break your trust and your skin and your heart, and they most certainly know what it is to find something of a saviour in one Aizawa Izuku.
The kids, judging by how they abruptly light up, one by one then all at once, can see that kindred spirit too, can sense it in the lines of their faces and shadows of their eyes, in how carefully they cling to their shorter boyfriend, and everything suddenly seems so easy.
Hitoshi and Shouto keep Izuku close as Aizawa shoves three beds together, and they listen carefully to each of the babies introducing themselves, committing the names to memory, then stay beside Izuku, taking some of his weight, as they pile onto the pushed-together beds. The greenette ends up in the middle, his Dad on his left and the two taller teens to the right, and then all of the children settle in too. At a gesture from Aizawa, Kubo-san comes to sit on the foot of the beds, his daughter in his lap, and the other kids all sprawl out in little groups, with a good five of them on top of the two Aizawas' legs, a gap-toothed Li bold enough to settle against the warm solidity where Izuku's shoulder is pressed to Shouto's, half in each of their laps.
"Why don't you kids read today instead?" Aizawa asks, which for some reason makes Izuku snicker, shooting the man a look that only has him rolling his eyes, but the blonde girl - Anna - nods with a smile and ignores their antics, asking Nabe to pass her one of the books in the pile as he's closest to it, and so the early afternoon progresses. Aizawa signs along to the story and it's clearly as much a lesson as anything else, because the kids constantly pause to request learning one of the new words, and Hitoshi and Shouto find themselves smiling properly as they help too. It's calm and pleasant, the whole room warm and relaxed, and when Setsuna's father has to leave an hour or so in, it's to a long hug from his daughter and a brief exchange of pleasantries with Aizawa, though clearly neither are overly fond of or apt at vague niceties. If he also nods to Izuku on the way out, then it's an added bonus.
It's not quite getting dark outside yet when the father and son find themselves back in Izuku's room, the teen hooked up to his IV once more, shoulders lax and smile small but thoughtless. Content. And then he prods his Dad as the man sits down beside him and deliberately flicks half of his hair in Izuku's face. That turns quickly into a prodding war, and then the greenette manages to catch that one ticklish spot just above his Dad's hip and the man jolts in place, trying to force his grin into a scowl,
"You, kid, are a right brat."
And it takes a second, but Izuku freezes, his breath stuttering and Aizawa is immediately tense. And when Izuku’s teeth bury themselves in his abused bottom lip, and his breathing hitches and stutters, the hero is quick to lean forwards, making sure not to loom, and oh-so gently tugs the bleeding lip free with a careful thumb, even as he begins to talk the kid through the encroaching panic attack.
"Hey kiddo, don't be doing that, gentle on yourself for me, yeh? I'm sorry kid, I won't call you that if you don't want me to, alright, I'm sorry love, c'mon kiddo, you're alright, we're safe, be careful with yourself, it's fine. Kid, Izuku, love, you're safe, we're together."
How dare Shigaraki taint one of his nicknames for his son? How fucking dare that monster ruin a part of their relationship, no matter how small?
But Aizawa pushes his absolute fury down and instead keeps up his reassurances, left hand gently grasping Izuku's unbandaged one and pressing it against his own chest, holding it there until fingers twist into his shirt and he moves his own grip to instead curl against the side of Izuku's head, more than relieved when the teen lists into the touch, those glazed green eyes brightening even as they slip closed, the kid sagging into his Dad's affection, slumping forwards into his chest at the same time, pressing his freckled forehead beside his own palm, revelling in the heartbeat there.
Aizawa, for his part, brings his other arm around his son's shoulders, holds him tucked in close, and keeps up his meaningless croons, barely even conscious that he's already replaced 'brat' with 'love' and that the latter is ridiculously sweet, because all he can think about is how his kid has changed, been forced to change and sure he's the same brilliant, bubbly teenager and the same analytical, fierce hero, but he's also even more traumatised than before. More hurt. And dammit he really needs to get them both into therapy. And the rest of the class. And the kids and probably Tsukauchi, Hizashi and Nemuri too-
A whine cuts through his thoughts, prompting the hero to instantly focus all of his attention back on the teen curled into him, and Aizawa registers that the sound wasn't desperate, only pleading. So he shifts his left hand to card through white and green curls instead of simply resting amongst them, scratching lightly at Izuku's scalp and delicately working out any knots he finds.
"Want a knife kiddo? Would that help?" Usually it would, he knows, but he's managed to trigger his son not even ten minutes ago (and fuck, he knows there's no chance he could've guessed but causing his kid this pain is stabbing at him, twisting and sharp and agonising, because he did this, he hurt his son, and nothing can take that away) so he doesn't want to risk adding to it. Which is probably why it's such a relief for him to get a nod rubbed over his collarbone, and he stops brushing through curls for just long enough to drag one of Izuku's knives from under his pillows. Then pauses.
"Let's shift around a bit kiddo, hey? Get more comfortable." He doesn't quite hurry to move them but soon enough he's sat up against the headboard again with Izuku curled properly in his lap, right shoulder against his ribs, head pillowed on capture weapon, and then he presses the knife into his son's hand, glad when the kid instantly latches onto it, grip tight on the leather hilt. Luckily it's not quite white-knuckled. Aizawa will take that, honestly, because it's reassuring in itself. He does want Izuku to find comfort where he can, and knives have been something that provide that for a long time, and to know that this fact hasn't changed is delightful.
So he tugs out more from the bit of the pillows not squashed under himself and then they have five knives between them, a few on the blankets as they tap blades and feel out weights, flip knives between each other, tiny throws and catches that eventually culminate in Izuku grinning as the two manage to start a silly little bit of juggling between them.
Their juggling peters out eventually, as the two end up drifting further into drowsiness. They're still fiddling with the knives though, the dim room brighter only thanks to the yellow-gold cat light, when Hizashi and Nemuri walk into the room later that evening.
"Hey, there's my favourite Listeners!" The blond's greeting is blessedly subdued, but no less sincere for it, and he's greeted with two pairs of sleepy eyes blinking up at him. Izuku's soft smile returns to a grin, wobbly with incoherency though it may be. He's exhausted, between lots of social interaction and the edges of a panic attack earlier, but there's enough enthusiasm there still to comfort his Auntie and Uncle.
"Hello darlings," Midnight purrs, even as she leans down to flick Aizawa's nose and kiss Izuku's forehead in the same motion, barely retracting her hand quickly enough to stop her friend from biting her fingertips, wagging her finger at him before snorting at the realisation that, yet again, she left a lipstick mark over the pretty freckles.
"Really Nem, as though you haven't left enough smears of lipsticks on this poor kid?"
"Oh hush you old grump. Here kiddie," she grins, smile wicked-sharp, and snatches up an end of capture weapon and tries to use it to wipe away the lipstick. The fabric-alloy bucks in her grip though, and another part flicks up to slap her wrist. Literally. She pouts, retreating, and Aizawa snickers, even as he reaches for some tissues off of the bedside table to get the red mark off for his son's sake. Izuku grumbles a bit himself, half-heartedly kicking out at his Uncle Nem, but he stays happily curled up with his Dad, head pillowed on his hero's shoulder.
"Lo," the teen manages, and is rewarded by bright grins, Hizashi bouncing on the balls of his feet, even as Nemuri goes back to the door to turn the room's proper lights on, calling out a jaunty warning as she flicks the switch. Izuku whines, half-playful, burying his face back in the capture weapon. Meanwhile, the new arrivals end up dragging chairs over again, the man rocking back to kick his boots off and put his vibrantly-socked feet up on the edge of Izuku's bed, and they all settle into casual conversation, carried more by Hizashi and Nemuri, but it's comfortable and light. Easy.
Enough so that Izuku finds himself lulled into sleep, soft and sweet with clouds tinged the same tone as Hitoshi's eyes, holding the same warmth as Shouto's left side, and the hope of nine children, all wrapped up in the rough-soft-worn of capture weapon, with a smooth knife hilt in hand and callused fingers in his curls, the chatter of his Auntie and Uncle bubbling distantly in his ears.
He has sweet dreams that night.
Notes:
Damn, Zawa and Izu are just so vulnerable with each other? They're each other's safe space and I just- I love writing these two so much. It hit me when Izu woke up with his face buried against his Dad's throat because when you consider their instincts and the amount of times they have been strangled or punched or simply had people go for their most vulnerable places to kill them, letting someone dig their nose or knees into those spots is an incredible kind of trust. Truly incredible.
The kids' parents visit where and when they can. Setsuna's Dad (Kubo-san) has fairly long lunch breaks because he starts work early in the morning, so he's promised to visit her every lunch time he can, particularly as the hospital is only a ten minute bus ride from his workplace (also I kind of think he might be something in construction - not an architect per se, maybe something more like a general project manager, but it's just the vibe I get, you know? Although it doesn't actually matter at all).
Lots of love to you all as always~ Hope you're having a good week and enjoying good food, good sleep and good mental health! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 72: LXVIII - Gifts
Summary:
Izuku gets some gifts and some giggles.
(Sorry this is a bit delayed but my internet has been lacklustre at best and I've been using what I have to attend what online lessons I can, or to email teachers work from the lessons I've been unable to attend and hoo boy, has it been a bit of a palaver - either way, have this chapter and enjoy!)
Notes:
Before we start, have this absolutely stunning piece of fanart from lost.in.wonderland on the Discord server! This is so beautiful and really accurate to what Kidzu looks like and, just, how amazing is this?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku wakes up the next morning to sunlight and the soft snoring of his Dad. Blinking awake, he rolls over, shifting to make sure he doesn't crush his hand under himself, and is greeted with the honey-gold flooded sight of his favourite person bathed in sunlight. Sure, it highlights the shadows of his eyebags, the beginnings of permanent wrinkles around his eyes and the slightly overgrown stubble across his jaw and cheeks, but those wrinkles are smile lines as much as scowl and it's certainly not the worst his eyebags have ever been.
And either way, his Dad is breathing, sleeping peacefully, and with Izuku, and the teen could want nothing more.
Instead of getting up or even fishing his phone out from beneath his pillow, the greenette instead curls up further and watches his hero breathing for a while, the simplest yet most poignant reassurance he can think of. It's not exactly entertaining, but in a drowsy morning haze, Izuku doesn't need it to be enthralling. He just needs it to be there.
At some point - be it ten minutes or an hour later - Aizawa begins to stir, shifting in his sleeping bag and grumbling, face screwing up a bit. He comes around properly to the sound of his kid giggling, sweet, adorable and fucking cheeky.
"What's got you snickering?" he grouches, tone too soft to really come across annoyed. Izuku only laughs more, though never raucous, and is met with a bleary black gaze, eyelids heavy as his Dad blinks at him. The smile on his face, brightening the still too-pale complexion, has Aizawa haplessly smiling in return, an even smaller and softer thing than his son's, utterly delighted to see Izuku happy and open. His son most certainly deserves to find joy in anything and everything, even if it is at the man's own expense. He'll take it.
After lunch, Izuku takes a shower, bandages wrapped in hospital-provided plastic by his Dad so that he doesn't have to worry about them getting wet, and finds himself sitting cross-legged on his bed with his head tilted back, unashamedly revelling in the careful mussing of a towel through his curls. The movements are a bit rough, a tad clumsy, and it’s very much obvious that his hero is far from accustomed to drying other people’s hair, but his ministrations are slow and considered, filled with so much care and intense attention that the warmth of it almost burns, the glory of sunlight and log fires when stood too close.
The constant sensation of fingers shifting against his scalp, with the towel in between, is soothing, and something like a contented grumble – obviously not a rather poor, unintentional parody of a purr – begins to slip out and Izuku sags further back into the wonderful touch, nearly toppling as he leans too far into it, one hand leaving his hair to settle at the base of his spine, supportive for as long as it needs to be. There’s a simultaneous low chuckle from behind him and the sound inexplicably reverberates through Izuku's chest, echoing and building until it feels like his ribs are held out and solid, his spine unbroken, unbent, and his heart steady and content in his chest.
His Dad’s alright, so Izuku is too. Together, they’re strong and safe and happy.
It’s not long after Izuku’s hair has been more-or-less dried and he’s stolen one of the hero’s jumpers to slip on over his own t-shirt when there’s a knock and his two boyfriends walk in, Hitoshi with a rucksack slung over his shoulder, both with stunning smiles, and Izuku beams up at them in return, very much delighted to see them again, even if it was only yesterday when he last did. If he could keep all of his family and friends safe in one big house together all the time, he would, no question about it, but that's unrealistic at best, so he makes do with holding up his hands in blatant invitation for the dual hug that gets wrapped around him, Hitoshi and Shouto each burying their face in one side of his neck, hot breaths reassuring and delightful, if a bit ticklish.
Izuku slips his arms around their waists in return, fingers finding the planes between their shoulder blades and settling, just able to get the faintest hint of their heartbeats through fabric and ribs. They combine into a familiar rhythm that the greenette hadn't quite noticed missing so much. Although now that he has it back, it manages to be all the more precious than before.
Still though, after a minute or two, his partners draw away, a tension lost in their shoulders, and they greet Izuku's Dad with quiet words and nods. It takes a moment of assessing the three of them as he returns the nods before the man heaves to his feet from the sofa and strides over to settle a hand in green curls, oh-so gently tilting his son's head back, eyes dark and warm.
"Kiddo, if I shower quick, do you think these two will be enough to keep you in check?" He chooses his words carefully, trying to make the question teasing rather than concerned. Because he doesn't really like the idea of leaving his kid's side, not at all, but Shouto and Hitoshi are capable, Izuku has his knives and phone and wits, and Aizawa himself will only be in the adjoining room; he needs, as soon as his kid's genuinely alright with it, to start building his son's confidence and independence again. And this should be a safe way to do so. If Izuku is feeling up to it.
The hero is three-parts proud and one-part worried when the teen pauses, thinking, before nodding in agreement, pushing his head into the callused palm, inviting the hair ruffle that follows.
"Right. Won't be long, you three," Aizawa drawls, turning to dig out a pile of spare clothes from the large duffel bag they're both practically living out of, before heading into the room's private bathroom that Izuku had showered in not even an hour ago. The room is still steam-warm. Somehow, that fact manages to be soothes the man as he pushes the door shut, but he most certainly doesn't lock it, much like how he makes sure his phone tone is on full volume and his capture weapon is within reach of the shower cubicle before digging a fresh towel out of the small linen cupboard and checking that his son had left their shared shampoo actually in the shower, bustling around in an effort to reduce his own anxiety. It doesn't really work, but he goes on anyway. This is about Izuku, for Izuku, not him.
Meanwhile, said teen is also rather anxious. It's fine for the first few minutes, whilst he can hear his Dad moving around, the soft shut of doors and the slight scrape of a shower curtain, but then the water switches on and it drowns out anything that indicates life and Izuku tenses, good hand curling into his blanket and his left hand twitching, tightening until it begins to hurt.
"Green bean?" The voice, close and far louder than the tiny little noises that Izuku is straining to hear, has him startling a bit, beginning to curl up until he registers where he is, who he's with, and he forces himself to loosen up some, almost in perfect timing with a warm body settling either side of him.
"Izu, it's alright. We're here and Aizawa-sensei's just in the next room. Your Dad is safe. We all are." The words, combined with how Hitoshi gently pulls Izuku into his chest, helps. The insomniac tucks the greenette's head under his chin as he draws him in slowly enough that the shorter boy has plenty of room and time to move away. Their boyfriend doesn't flinch or protest though, leaning into Hitoshi with a sigh; he sighs a second time when Shouto plasters himself over his back, leaning more with his warm side than his cold, and the heat and heartbeats and low, murmured reassurances from the both of them mean the world.
Izuku manages to relax, content enough between his boyfriends to be able to push aside his lingering worries in favour of enjoying their closeness. At some point, Shouto picks up a soft hum, more of a reverberation than a true sound, and it's a peaceful thing, subtle and delicate, quiet enough beneath the sound of the shower that Izuku can still comfort himself with the presence of his Dad as well, minimal though it may be.
But he distracts himself from running circles in his own mind, from trying to pick out the minute sounds beneath the rush of water, by nuzzling further into Hitoshi, the weight of Shouto across his back grounding him.
That weight lessens a minute later though, the heterochromatic teen leaning back a little, tapping chilly fingers against Izuku's wrist,
"Would you mind if I went to get something from Hito's bag briefly?" The words are breathed against a freckled ear, and the greenette pauses, thinking it over, knowing that neither of his boyfriends will be bothered if he asks them to stay exactly as they are, but after a few moments, he decides that it's fine and nods, patting Shouto's knee. As he pulls away to get whatever the thing is, Hitoshi grins, a hint of nerves lingering around the edges, and re-adjusts them both so they're sitting up properly. Well, Izuku is still firmly curled into his side, but that was a given.
Poking Hitoshi's thigh has the insomniac looking down to see his raised eyebrow. Both the smile and the nerves grow,
"Well Green bean, we might have brought gifts with us." That's when Shouto turns around from rooting through the rucksack, two little gift bags in hand, and he perches down to sandwich Izuku between them again,
"We haven’t wrapped them properly, so here you go." With that, Shouto deposits said bags in his lap.
Looking down, he can see glimpses of silver, one with red-blue and one with purple. What...? Careful of his stiff hand, Izuku reaches into first one bag then the other, holding an object in each palm. They're bracelets. He lets out a low murmur, wordless but appreciative, raising his hands to eye level to look at the accessories properly. They’re fairly similar, interwoven strands of silver silk along with a coloured, more coarse fabric. Hitoshi’s is a bright, rich indigo, Shouto’s a pastel red-blue-white tie die; the former has a silver charm of a lotus flower, the latter of a sakura flower. Both bracelets look like a fairly snug fit and Izuku can’t say if that’s a good or bad thing. They're gorgeous either way.
"What do you think?" And oh, they're so pretty, and, and-
"Beau'ful," he breathes, voice reverent despite how hoarse it is. He misses the absolutely ecstatic look his partners share over his head.
"They can be adjusted to be tighter or looser - there’s a solution that you soak them in, with hot or cold water. We didn’t want to remind you of anything, so we figured that'd be best; you should be able to make them comfortable this way." The warmth in Izuku's chest grows with every word, as the care and attention and consideration of his partners sinks into him, down to his marrow, as delightful as infused honey, sweet-savoury and so very lovely. After a moment, he gently drops the bracelets into his lap and shifts forwards, twisting to root around under his pillow, notes app open in a blink,
[Thank you both. I love them] he types out, looking up to smile properly at them, even if the expression tugs painfully at his handprint scar. Moving slowly but eyes eager, both taller teens lean forwards to press tender kisses to his temples and, when he lets out a soft laugh, they begin to smatter his face with more kisses, each one featherlight and avoiding his bandages but they tickle and set his face ablaze with delighted warmth as he giggles and snickers.
It’s this sight that Aizawa comes back in to see, standing in the doorway with hair dripping and a damp towel around his shoulders to watch on as his son laughs and blushes at his boyfriends’ playful affection. He definitely sneaks out his phone for a few pictures and one short video before, in between breathless giggles, Izuku notices him stood there and gasps out a half-embarrassed, half-delighted,
"Da'!"
The man is already moving forward again, unable to help but sit beside his kid's feet, a callused hand curling around the bony protrusion of an ankle.
"Hey again kiddo. Hitoshi. Shouto." He lets warmth bleed into his tone, too glad to see his precious brat so happy to bother conforming to his reputation. The chill of anxiety that had been burning incrementally further down his spine with every heartbeat is retreating again, withering under an onslaught of bright green.
"What are these?" He goes on, raising an eyebrow at the bracelets, leaning forwards to tap beside one of the accessories with his free hand. Izuku grins even wider, typing rapidly before shoving his phone at his hero.
[Shou and Toshi got them for me. Aren’t they pretty?]
Aizawa leans forward a bit and scrutinises them. They are pretty things, clearly made to represent the two other boys, and are an odd combination of soft-smooth and rough, some of the fabric being silk and some akin to denim.
"They’re meant to be soothing and grounding," Shinsou explains, no doubt noticing his exact scrutiny. Hm. Seems logical, the hero muses. Examining them further, he adds,
"Are they adjustable?" Shouto and Hitoshi fidget a bit more, but are still clearly comfortable enough,
"Yeh. We didn’t want them to be a trigger or anything."
"Good," he grunts, offering the two a nod as he stands up and leans forward to caress his kid’s head, skimming through curls.
"They’re nice. Look after them kiddo." Izuku nods in return, blinking slowly, lethargically, his previous excitement apparently fading under a rush of drowsiness. Not entirely surprising, given how much energy he'd been putting into being emotive. Cute, if a shame.
"Tired?" The greenette only nods again, abruptly dim-eyed once more and Aizawa stops himself from frowning at the realisation, not wanting to guilt or shame his son for something both understandable and involuntary. Poor kid. He's been on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for the last few days and it's not set to stop just yet. Maybe the man will be better off postponing his own gift giving.
"Go to sleep then kiddo. Have a nap. We’ll be here when you wake up." And this time Izuku doesn’t even nod. Instead he just nudges the bracelets towards their bags, still in his lap, and wriggles down a little in the bed, dozing within moments, head lolling against the warmth of Shouto's hip, bandaged hand lolling to rest over Hitoshi's knee.
The hero lets out a fond huff at the sweet sight, and thinks to look at the two taller teens' faces soon enough to catch the fluid combinations of worry and fondness as they both shift a little, trying to accommodate Izuku's now-prone position whilst also staying plastered to his sides. Aizawa offers them an approving grumble for it, returning to his sofa and sleeping bag to dry his hair enough that it might stop the irritating cold drips down his neck. It's almost two hours until he and the kid are meant to be meeting the majority of the hellspawn, so he'll have to wake the kid up for that. Well, probably.
'You two going sooner or later?' The terse words are softened by a distinct not-scowl, and the two teens exchange a glance.
'I have to go in an hour, Ma needs help with sorting something out. I think Peppermint's the same?'
'Yes. Appointment with Hound Dog.' Aizawa nods, glad that neither of the kids are neglecting their own health and relationships with Izuku in hospital. Telling them off would be a pain.
'Right, thanks.' He pauses, wondering if the kid's boys will mind him asking the question lingering in his mind,
'Was he alright?' Aizawa's not too proud to be able to admit that he's relieved upon getting nods from them both.
'He was really nervy, but he calmed down with some distraction. And, uh, affection,' Hitoshi adds, pink dusting his cheeks but soft smile unrepentant. Shouto managing not to smoke surprises them both.
The next hour is spent peacefully. Hitoshi and Shouto continue to sign, chatting between themselves, and Aizawa gets his hair more-or-less dry before settling into a doze of his own, messaging a bit with the newly-established "family group chat". Honestly, his bra- his Problem Child is exactly that, having added all of his aunts, uncle, grandma and whatever-the-fuck-rat along with his Dad to a chat simply labelled "Fuckery". Silly kid. Cute and funny, don't get Aizawa wrong, but silly all the same. Chaotic, even.
Eventually though, the full hour is nearly up and the hero is very much fed up with the volume of dumb meme and vine references being made by Zashi and Nem. So he turns his phone off and turns his attention to the three teens on the hospital bed.
"You two can wake him up if you want," he offers, wanting to show them some trust and faith. They're good for his son, for each other, and the man feels like he needs to acknowledge that somehow. And, well, actions speak louder than words, particularly when someone can be as automatically harsh as he is. These two have seen him be stupidly soft with Izuku either way, so he's not really got any reputation left to save in front of them by now. The hero can't really begrudge the fact.
Regardless, he gets nods in return for the offer, and Shouto twists to run a cold hand through Izuku's hair, brushing along the hairline with such a tenderness that Aizawa has to shove down his urge to smile at them. It becomes an even fiercer fight to keep it away as Hitoshi bends low, starting to murmur to the greenette, all in a purring tone, rolling and lilting. The combination of the two clearly works well, as Izuku wakes up easily but gradually, listing into the gentle touch and smiling at the soft words, sleep fading in wake of contentment.
Aizawa pretends he can't hear the litany of pet names and affectionate coaxing. Better to leave them a bit of privacy.
It only takes a few minutes for Izuku to be sitting up, still between the two and pouting half-heartedly at the knowledge that they're leaving in a minute. Though he still nudges their shoulders, lips twitching into a little smile, when for half a second they seem to be taking his pout seriously. But then something seems to occur to the kid and he scrambles for his phone, abandoned upon the blankets and tucked between his and Hitoshi's thighs, typing frantically, something negative radiating from him, remorse lingering like sea mist, salt-panging.
[I'm sorry! I didn't mean to sleep the whole time you were here. Are you-]
"Green bean," Hitoshi cuts off, reading over their boyfriend's shoulder, and frowning without thought at the self-deprecation to be found.
"We're just happy to spend time with you. Not to mention getting to see your pretty face," he adds, fully sincere but half to lighten the mood.
[But I-]
"No offence Izu, but nothing. We were happy to be here and we would stay longer if we could, but we have things to attend to. And I believe you're meeting the others relatively soon?"
"In forty minutes, give or take. If we can still be bothered," Aizawa butts in, not to be rude but rather to remind Izuku. And to emphasise that they can still back out if the kid wants.
"There you go then," Hitoshi smiles, a molasses expression, all slow and sweet.
Izuku pouts at them, genuine this time, only to receive a gentle kiss to his forehead in a rather unusual reprimand. It works though, judging by how his kid can't help but melt back into Shouto, grinning up at the insomniac before abruptly shifting forwards to press his own kiss against the taller boy's jaw, turning in place to offer the same to the heterochromatic teen as well.
Aizawa can't fight his smile now, so he hides it in his capture weapon instead. Damn kids, being adorable and sappy and shit. How dare they, really.
It's not long later when Izuku is on his hero's back and leaving his room, trembling a little as he tucks his face further into his Dad's neck, the man's just-damp hair clinging to his freckled forehead, but that minor discomfort means nothing in the face of warmth and a heartbeat and the familiar soft-rough-worn of a capture weapon.
"You doing alright kiddo? They won't mind if you don't feel great about this," he offers, tone low and soothing, a rumble of words that purrs through Izuku's chest in the best way. It's soothing. And so he takes a moment, assesses the beginning of spider-pinpricks down his spine, how his jaw is tensing up without intention, but none of it is very bad yet, and he knows his Dad will be here the whole time, won't leave him to look after himself, and that makes it alright.
So the teen turns his head just enough to nudge his nose deliberately against his hero's neck, a nuzzling approximation of a nod. Aizawa lets out a snort, far from mean-spirited, and taps his thumbs against Izuku's thighs in easy acknowledgement. Simple actions, natural affection, and all of it is exactly what Izuku needs right now. In gratitude, he tightens his grip on his hero, curling in impossibly closer even as he tries to keep his weight low, on Dadzawa's hips rather than his shoulders. The man is certainly used to ferrying him around like this, but Izuku still wants to minimise the strain of it.
Then they get to the lift and it's fine. Really, it is. Until the doors close and the air conditioned chill sinks through his stolen hoodie and the subtle metallic sounds shoves the feel of bars and cement at Izuku until he can taste blood, trying to push his face even further into the crook of his Dad's neck because he knows he's fine. He has to be. There's no way his hero would allow him to be put back in a cage, let him be alone in the dark and the cold where talking to himself is the only solace he could possibly ever find-
"Izuku, kid, love, we're alright, we're together. Dad's here kiddo. You're safe." Aizawa accompanies his hasty reassurances with a careful bouncing on the balls of his feet, jostling Izuku as gently as possible, hoping that the rhythmic movements will pull the greenette back from whatever headspace he has started to fall into.
It doesn't help the underground hero's worry that there's something hot and wet starting to pool against his skin and he has a sinking feeling that it won't be dribble but rather blood. Dammit.
"Be gentle on yourself kid. Hey, hey, Izuku, kiddo, think you could say my name for me quickly? It's alright if it goes wrong, but could you try love?" It's the only thing he can think of to get his son to stop biting his lip without putting Izuku down. He's sure releasing his kid from the familiar safety of a piggyback would be a very, very bad idea. Aizawa just doesn't want the teen literally tearing himself apart either.
It takes a painful few seconds, the man still bouncing in place, but then the kid shifts his head back the tiniest bit, allowing him the room to keen out a tight-jawed,
"Da'." And it hurts to hear but it's good too, and his hero is quick to praise him, thanking Izuku, urging him to stay careful with himself, and more than relieved with the whimpering acquiescence he receives. The smear of blood upon Aizawa's neck starts to dry, only the tiniest fresh bit being added as Izuku tucks his face away properly once more, and before the man can do any more, can say anything else, the lift doors are dinging open, and there are people in the corridor, voices and bodies and busyness.
Yeh, the piggyback was a good idea in every aspect.
"We'll be in the room in a second kiddo," Aizawa soothes, bouncing the kid just once as he steps out of the way of the lift and the people trying to get in it, standing in the corner of the corridor for a moment so they can both gain their bearings before he tilts his head just enough to rest against green curls for a moment, then he straightens up, settles Izuku more securely, and they set off down the hall. The door to the large family room is easy enough to find, and the window reveals a mass of his students, clearly chattering and laughing, if blatantly nervous in many cases. The entire seventeen of them. Kami above.
"Ready for this love?" The hero is utterly unashamed of how gentle and coaxing his tone and words are, of how soft he is for his kid, because Izuku deserves to have his affection be obvious, deserves to know that he's loved and cherished and that Aizawa will protect him from absolutely anything. Hellions included.
But he doesn't need to, not yet at least, because he feels Izuku nod against his neck before propping his chin where his face had been hidden just before, carefully nudging at his Dad's hair to keep from trapping it.
"C'mon then kid." And with that, Aizawa slides the door open with his foot, balancing easily despite the teen on his back, and instantly has seventeen heads whipping to face them both.
"Hellspawn," he intones, deep and rumbling as he steps into the room properly and slides the door closed behind them. Then the noise starts.
It's a messed rush of names and exclamations and questions that instantly has the man activating his Quirk, glaring at the class as Izuku shudders against him. Between his rather harsh glare and the blatant discomfort of his son, the room falls quiet within a second. Yaoyorozu is the first to speak up again,
"Izuku-kun, are you alright? You have some blood-" Aizawa bites back a curse, with no irony intended to it, and taps his son's thighs with his thumbs in wordless question. The teen nods against him, face warm with embarrassment, and the man crouches enough for Izuku to easily slip to the floor, standing by himself as his Dad turns to face him once more, not even hesitating before kneeling in front of his son, reaching up with a careful touch to rub tender circles over the dark smears on his chin and cheek, flaking the blood away.
Aizaawa pushes away the reminder of finding blood on a cell floor, of rust-iron that still clings to his hands when he wakes up to darkness, or in moments where all he can see are the bandages and scars and shadows of his kid, and instead starts talking, pitching his voice to carry to the class but to make sure he isn't too loud for Izuku,
"Still in hospital for a reason hellspawn. But, we're getting there, aren't we kid?" He doesn't add the 'physically at least' that lingers in the back of his own mind, because it's far from necessary and even further from kind. It's from a place of frustration, he knows, of anger at the situation as a whole, but never at his kid nor his class, so he instead he winks with the eye that none of the hellions can see and earns a giggle for it in return.
"We are very glad to hear that Sensei! We- The class has missed your presence, Izuku-kun!" Iida cries, hands chopping and expression serious, but there's a telling glossiness to his eyes that is very much not light reflecting off of his glasses. And Aizawa keeps his attention on his kid as there's a series of agreements, far softer and gentler this time, albeit one of them still filled with growls and expletives, and Izuku is frozen for a moment, eyes roving over the rest of the the class, taking in their expressions and body language, no doubt assessing how genuine they are, trying to translate the care in their words to reality.
Which is probably why, after a long time of assessing his classmates - his friends - Izuku smiles. It's a simple thing and all the more stunning for it, full of constellations in the darkest nights, falling stars that are worthy of the wishes they might grant, and it's utterly ethereal.
With such a sight as this, it's easy to look past the eyebags and bandages and new scars, and only find the freckles and pretty curls and bright eyes of the boy they know.
Glad that his kid is alright so far at least, Aizawa quickly judges that the bitten lip, whilst not ideal, isn't bleeding any more and the worst of the blood has been flaked away. And, well, the blood that must also be on the junction of his shoulder is covered by capture weapon and hair, so that doesn't need to be a concern until they get back to Izuku's room.
"Sensei, would you like a wet wipe?" Well, it certainly won't hurt, as the girl's offering.
"Sure. Thanks," he grunts, holding a hand for it when the tell-tale light of Yaoyorozu's Quirk catches his eye, and he makes quick work of getting rid of the rusty remnants on Izuku's face. It's an idle thought, but he finds himself somehow gratified that his son doesn't squirm and lean away from the affectionate doting in front of his friends, not too full of teenage pride to accept Aizawa's care.
It's not a surprise, but it still has something warm trickling down his spine, blossoming in honeysuckle and sorrel and chamomile.
"Izuku-chan, kero, we brought some presents for you," is the next thing to break the silence. The teen immediately flaps his hands in response, trying to convey that they really needn't have, though he stills his left hand within a fraction of a second and tucks it to his chest. Getting to his feet once more, Aizawa rests a hand on the greenette's back, flat against a knobbed spine in a way that reassures them both as they move forwards, joining the loose grouping of the class as a whole. If they end up sitting down on an armchair that, whilst large enough to hold many types of people with mutant Quirks, isn't quite big enough to stop Izuku being pressed firmly against his Dad, then it's not a completely conscious decision. Just a bit calculated.
Not even ten seconds later, Uraraka, Kouda and Ojiro are coming forwards with various stages of confidence to place a stack of cards and a rather sweet little basket in Izuku's lap, to the greenette's hesitant smile.
"We wanted to put something together for you, so we all did bits and pieces of it together, you know? We, well, we really hope you like it!" The brunette's energy ends up a little subdued by the end, nerves clearly creeping in, and Izuku finds himself smiling again already, despite all of the expectant gazes on him. The small pile of things in his and his Dad's lap weighs heavily upon him, yet he truly doesn't mind. This- this was done out of love, he can tell. Whether or not he deserves that, he might still waver on, but there is nothing but good intentions here, and the realisation has his hands the tiniest bit shaky even as he reaches for the first, and largest, card.
It has all of them on it. Them being the class of course. Some of the drawings are awful, messy things that couldn't be better than a five-year-olds but there are bold colours and bright writing and smiling faces. Both of the Aizawas have both been drawn by the same, very skilled hand as Tokoyami's image, which gives the impression that he was the one to draw all three, but Izuku loves it either way. How could he not?
He wants to say that, wants to tell them in his own words and cracking voice how grateful he is, but his lip still itches, jaw still aching, so instead he nudges his Dad, grinning broadly up at him. He gets rolled eyes and the beginnings of a Cheshire grin in return,
"He likes it at least. I suppose it's decent." The man's tone doesn't quite do his gruff words justice, and the class let him know by cackling and whooping and for half a second some part of Izuku shrivels up, shrinks away, but the direct warmth of his hero keeps his grounded, so he focuses on the smooth card in his hand instead, carefully flipping it open to read the messages inside. And oh, somehow he's surprised that there's one from every member of the class, and even from each of the Heroics faculty too, including Nem and Zashi, all wishing him to be healthy again soon, some with promises of trips to get ice cream or to the beach or to train together. And really, it's a miracle he's not crying right now.
A year ago - even six months ago - Izuku would have felt lucky to be missed by two people. Now though? Now he literally has dozens of people that care about him, that will go out of their way to show that fact, and he's never felt more blessed and overwhelmed and amazed at the same time.
From there, things calm down a little. The larger card gets carefully set aside, as do the rest, admired and read one by one with the class oohing and ahhing over each others' decorations, good or bad though they may be. And then the pile is done, leaving the basket.
"Want me to open it kiddo?" Izuku nods, glad that his Dad immediately offered to deal with the little tie on the lid of the thing, but then he's distracted again because the pro removing said lid reveals a very cute black cat soft toy. A toy that has white around its ruff, short black whiskers and red eyes to boot. The teen is immediately swiping it up and turning as much as he can in their shared seat to shove it up beside his Dad's face, snickering at the perfect similarities to be found, and he hears the click of phone cameras in the background that multiply when he snaps his head around to share his giddy smile with his friends, the plushie still shoved against his Dad's cheek because this is hilarious.
Everyone but Aizawa clearly agrees because the room rings with laughter, be it titters or deep chuckles or cackles, along with everything else in between, and eventually even the hero has a rather distinctly twitching lip, although he has his distinct glaring eyebrows in place, trying to scowl. It doesn't convince a single one of them.
There's laughter later as well, after the basket has been emptied and re-packed of its calming teas and soft blankets, books about Quirks and laws and the lovely little cat soft toy. It's Uraraka who once more bounds to her feet, a rather large kid's gift bag and a fierce grin both in place.
"We also got something for the children! The ones that were brought in at the same time?" she chirps.
"It was Shouji's idea!" Everyone laughs again, good-natured and amused, as their biggest classmate gets something of a flush along the edges of his mask, all six arms shuffling.
"They were strong kids. Deserved something nice." The words are simple but heartfelt and Izuku doesn't even think before he's on his feet and standing in front of Shouji, arms out to his side just enough to be an obvious request. The taller boy doesn't hesitate to enfold the greenette in a mass of limbs, one large hand - not an eye or ear, thankfully - patting low on his back, careful and calm.
"Than's," Izuku gets out, muffled in his classmate's shirt, but nobody misses it in the quiet of the room.
They don't miss the rasp to his voice, nor how it's spoken through a tense jaw, nor even how there's an incredible level of pure gratitude in the single syllable, and they're all suddenly hit with the realisation that their friend must have been kept with those kids. And that there's no way their Izuku - their fierce, feral, oh-so kind Izuku - wouldn't have done everything in his power and beyond to protect children that he was being imprisoned with. That he would have looked after them as best he could. The injuries that bloom over his pale skin in dark watercolours and new scars are more than testament to it, painful a sight though it may be.
"Can we join the hug too?" It's asked tentatively, understanding already clear in Hagakure's tone, but her clothes are shifting quickly enough to show how eager she is and Izuku hesitates before moving a little to settle his left hand in a safe alcove between he and Shouji before nodding. Then the whole class is piling in.
They're sensible about it, not rushing around him, gradually surrounding Izuku in pairs and threes and sure, most of them don't actually get any contact with the greenette, but they don't really mind. It's enough to all be with him, to have the pleasant pressure of each other as they gather together and know that the chaotic, kind soul of their class - of their family - is back with them once more. Safe and closer to sound than they'd dared to hope he would be.
A while later, they begin to pull away again. However, it is Bakugou who unexpectedly speaks up first,
"You better fuckin' let the hag know you're as annoying as ever, nerd."
"Bakubro, that's not the most manly thing you could have said!" Kirishima laughs, swiping at the blond's shoulder and instantly getting a growl and hands that reach for his hair. Izuku sees enough to be glad that Bakugou doesn't go for the throat because he's not sure he could deal with that sight over the top of how high-strung he feels with all of his class around him, with so much heat and low noise, no matter how gentle and considerate they're all trying to be. It's nice to see them all though, to listen as several small conversations start to pick up, and it's even nicer to be able to retreat to his Dad's side and watch on, never quite an outsider but not in the thick of it either, occasionally being shared in a joke or asked an easy yes or no question. It's... good. Really good.
There's something about it, maybe his own high levels of emotions or just the gentle lulling of chatter and contentment that's filtering through the room, but it's not long before Izuku finds himself blinking more than focusing, head lolling against his hero's shoulder, breathing into the edges of the familiar capture weapon. He's safe with his friends, comfortable and secure, and he knows his Dad will always keep him safe. So it's more than easy, if still unintentional, for Izuku to fall asleep right there.
Jirou is, perhaps unsurprisingly, the first of the teens to notice, undoubtedly clocking the change in heartrate and breathing and looking over to see that the greenette isn't just resting or bored or out of it, but simply asleep, entire body leaning in towards their Sensei. She doesn't call the man out on the soft, slightly melancholy not-quite-smile that he can't hide as he stares at his son, shifting his capture weapon to better surround Izuku, every movement measured and gentle and so very paternal that she feels bad about interrupting the moment.
Mina, apparently, has no such compunctions, because she squeals as quietly as she's likely capable of - which, to be fair, is fairly restrained and definitely not enough to wake their classmate up - and already has her phone out, continuing to film even as a fearsome red glare gets turned on her.
"You're fucking b- hellspawn, the lot of you." The few of the class that pick up on his abrupt word change, subtle though it may have been, don't call him out on, merely exchanging glances amongst themselves in tacit agreement to discuss the slip later, and instead begin to voice their teasing support of Mina and how sweet Izuku looks and doesn't it deserved to be memorialised Sensei? To which his response is merely a dismissive grunt. But, well, it wasn't disagreement per se, and by kami this class know how to run with that. Which is probably why half the phones in the room ping a few seconds later, the hero's included.
Mina's grin is utterly unrepentant under the scowl that she next gets faced with.
The lighter mood is warped some though, only minutes later, because Kaminari pipes up with a furrowed brow, tugging at part of his fringe, distorting the lightning bolt,
"Is- Sensei, is Izuku really okay? Like, obviously he's not gonna be great yet, but..." He trails off, clearly trying not to sound too downtrodden, with almost all of the class nodding along and voicing quiet agreements. Aizawa, for his part, hesitates, trying to figure out the right balance between truth, reassurance, and protecting his son's privacy,
"I meant what I said earlier. He's getting there. And some days are easier than others, but they're all getting better overall." There, that should do it, right?
Apparently he can't have been too far off the mark, because there are nods and teary smiles and one or two murmurs, one which might contain a few more swear words than strictly necessary for the average person. But none of his class are average, even if some of their grades are, and their presents have been kind and thoughtful and heroic in the softest, sweetest ways, and so he can't help but offer them one short sentence of praise for them, that he will later deny to his dying breath.
"You did well kids, I'm proud."
He can only hope that his son will take his own present so well.
Notes:
"You did well kids, I'm proud." He's such a Dad, I swear, and I love it more with every chapter I write. No 'hellspawn', no 'logical ruses'. Just a class Dad being proud of his kids for looking after each other and understanding that Heroics isn't just the punching villains part, it's the aftermath and run-up too, you know?
Oh, and on the subject of gifts, have another Kidilante AU one-shot! For those of you that haven't yet read it at least ^^'
You Going To Stick Around? (Am I Going To Remember You're Gone?)
Honestly, it's *way* less angsty than it sounds - it's mostly chaos and some fluff from their pre-UA, vigilante days :DAlso, I deliberately chose honeysuckle, sorrel and chamomile! With the Victorian flower language, they respectively mean "devotion, love", "patience in adversity" and "affection". I think that, particularly for this chapter, but with Dadzawa and Kidzu as a whole, it's an appropriate combination! ^^
As for the class? Well, I think they did a pretty good job. Sure, they got caught up in the moment once or twice, and there will be things they do without even realising that might put Izuku on edge, but they care an awful lot about their friend and they really, really want to see him okay and happy (it also didn't hurt that Hitoshi and Shouto gave them a brief crash course on things they really needed to avoid, such as touching his throat or left hand). They are heroes in training after all!
Again, sorry for this is late but with minimal internet and a chapter that kept running its length (seriously, I had a third thing that I was gonna include in this but then it was getting to 5000 words, then 6000 and well, now we're here), I think you'll have to forgive me ;) Hugs and love to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 73: LXIX - You're Gonna Be Great Kid (Lucky)
Summary:
There's some rather important news and a rather important gift.
Alt. title: the Aizawas just kinda appreciate what they've got, and it's so full of hurt/comfort that it's fit to burst.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The racket of Aizawa's phone abruptly ringing out has both Izuku and his Dad startling inwardly, heads snapping to face the direction of the obnoxious noise. After a second, the slightly shrill noise of Hizashi's specific ringtone prompts the hero to scramble to get to his phone where it's been abandoned on his sofa.
"Zashi?"
"Shou," there's an urgency to his voice, something sombre and concerned and there are few tones that Aizawa hates to hear more than a worried Hizashi's,
"You might wanna check out the news. Like, now. It's talking about All For One and All Might, dunno if you want Izuku watching it but you need to see-" Even as the blond is talking, Aizawa is digging out the largely-unused television remote and turning to Izuku.
"Kid, there's something about All For One on the news. Are you okay to see it? Your choice, no repercussions either way." Izuku stares up at him, wide-eyed, but he doesn't bite his lip or tense up much, and so when he nods Aizawa trusts it. And switches on the telly.
"We're watching it Zashi. Thanks."
"Course Shou. If you and the baby need any of us, then let us know, yeh? Please?" That's a bit too pleading for Aizawa's liking and he doesn't hesitate to agree when his best friend sounds so worried,
"Sure. You still visiting tonight?"
"No question 'bout it Listener!" And that's their Hizashi again, bright and bold and so fucking chirpy. Aizawa's glad.
Doesn't keep him from hanging up without another word though.
But then both of the Aizawas are turning their attention to the television, flipping through the channels and almost immediately finding a news anchor with a severe expression, shuffling their papers with blue-green hands and nails that are definitely too dark to not be some kind of mutation, latent or otherwise, although Izuku is pulled from such thoughts abruptly with the arrival of an image of All For One collapsed at All Might's feet, all rubble and smoke and the long shadows of twilight, displayed behind the news anchor.
He can almost see himself, where he had stood in front of the then-upright villain with teeth bared and no-doubt fear in his eyes, but that mental image is overriden by his Dad abruptly crouching in front of him, a fearsome protectiveness flaring in his eyes, no different from that night, but it's a sight that will never fail to make Izuku feel safe and cherished and protected. A supervillain between them or not.
"I can turn it off love, at any point, you just need to say the word-"
"Nnn-No. 's fine Da'." Izuku assures, frowning a little because it is fine. He wants to know, needs to know, what has happened and he trusts his Dad to tell him everything if he decided not to watch and asked for the overview instead, but he still wants to hear it for himself. Well, whatever it is.
With a tiny smile that's a bit more melancholy than intended, Izuku reaches out with an unbandaged hand, palm down, and doesn't have to wait a moment until a larger, warm hand comes up to meet it, clasping slightly trembling fingers between the man's own two hands, a callused thumb brushing circles over the teen's knuckles for a moment before Aizawa slowly rises up from his crouch to sit down beside his kid, never letting go of his hand although he retracts one of his hands, even as he puts his arm around Izuku's shoulders. He's careful to do it over his son's head though, guiding Izuku to fold the teen's shorter arm over his own chest to facilitate the contact. From the way the smaller hand flexes inside the hero's own, it's appreciated.
"-of the populace are already aware, the maximum security prison Tartarus released a public statement late last night reporting the death of notorious supervillain All For One. It occurred due to a reported failure in the life support equipment. This equipment was ensuring his survival after his previous conditions along with injuries gained in fighting All Might at the Kamino Ward Incident left him in a vegetative state unlikely to be recovered with. Following that announcement - within twelve hours in fact - All Might himself had called for a public announcement of his own. It has been suggested by several media analysts and heroics experts that this fact is no coincidence, particularly given the apparent personal nature of these two giants' fight." The news anchor pauses here and the screen behind them changes, no longer displaying the ruins of Kamino's industrial district but rather a still image of All Might in one of his mustard yellow suits, navy tie adding a more sombre note to it. His lack of smile hardly helps matters.
"You are now going to see an excerpt from his speech, given at eight this morning from UA High School. It is unedited for clarity's sake, although we will have the full video available on our website." And then the whole screen is taken up by All Might - by Yagi Toshinori - and he still looks grave but his eyes are as bright an electric blue as ever.
"I am retiring, effective as of today. I have dedicated my life to heroism, to protecting and saving any and every person I can, and I have no regrets in that. However, it has had its toll. My first fight with All For One was not publicised, was not witnessed or known of by many but those who dealt with the aftermath. This second one was a rather public affair, prompted by UA's efforts to rescue our student and nine other minors from the League of Villains, and did, as you have all seen, have rather vast implications for both myself and All For One," he pauses, draws a deep breath that isn't quite perceptible to an untrained eye.
"My Quirk is an odd one. In fact, it can be passed on. I received it from my mentor, and she from hers and so on back until almost two hundred years ago. I am the eighth holder of my Quirk. And the last. I had been looking for a successor and whilst there were many worthy candidates in UA's walls alone, I had not reached a decision yet when the hero-in-training Hemlock was kidnapped and our collective efforts hyper-focused on retrieving our precious charge. This means that now, due to my injuries and Quirk's unusual nature, and with not having yet passed on my Quirk as I originally intended..." He halts again, this time distinctly, drawing himself up with something caught between a glare and a smile, landing squarely in determination,
"I am Quirkless again, just as I was born."
Aizawa's hand flexes around Izuku's, the teen trembling violently as his Dad curls further around him, protective. This- this is the end of an era. They're watching it play out in front of them, can practically feel the tremors of the very earth beneath them, rumbles of thunder and a thousand feet, because this is going to change Japan irrevocably, but maybe - Kami, hopefully - for the better. Neither of the Aizawas want to contemplate the alternative.
They zone back in a moment later though, because All Might is talking once again,
"As a result of my injuries - not my Quirkless status, I should emphasise - I have made the decision to retire as a pro hero. I wish to turn my focus on charity work and the future generation. I want to continue teaching at UA, whilst also raising awareness of Quirkless discrimination and of the mental and physical health of pro heroes in particular. I feel them to be topics I have something of an insight into. However, any worthy cause that I have the time to support will be included, beyond that scope or within it. Statistics for discrimination of all types have worsened in the last decade in particular and I find this fact untenable. I would ask all of you, as your former number one hero, to please do your own parts in this. Be kind to each other and trust in the new generations of heroes for they are our future and our salvation." He bows with that final sentence, blond hair falling to shadow his vivid eyes, but his presence is far from diminished.
Then All Might straightens and he has stoked that earlier determination back into something fiercer, almost defiant,
"For those of you who may now shun me for lacking something you view as evolution, as necessary, then consider that these are the same hands that once saved you; the same mouth that has smiled and the same person who wants to save as many people as they can. I'm simply taking a different route to it now. I hope that whilst I will no longer be a pro hero, you will still consider me the hero I will try to be."
"That's the most eloquent I've ever heard Yagi be. Normally he's a stuttering fool." The dry comment breaks the tension in the room, snapping it decidedly and far from subtly, and it has Izuku snorting even as he leans more heavily into his Dad. Hearing words like this from the hero that once offered Izuku his Quirk because surely, surely, Quirkless little Izuku would want such a flashy Quirk to become a hero... Well, it means a lot. Not even necessarily in the personal sense because some part of the teen will always resent All Might for being just another adult who thought Izuku had to change, no matter how well-intentioned he may or may not have been, but to overall know that the number one hero is going to defend and support Quirkless people? Even from the most selfish point of view he could find, Izuku wouldn't be able to begrudge it. Shame it didn't happen sooner, really.
That isn't a good thought-path to go down though, so Izuku pulls himself away from it and instead slumps across his Dad's lap, revelling in the hand that automatically comes to rest in his hair. His hero gives him several minutes of peace and quiet, of simply assimilating the mess of information that has just been thrown at them both, because it's a lot.
All For One is dead, first of all.
The first time he and his Dad discussed this only days before, it had been a painful thought, but a reassuring one. Now it's only comforting. A bitter balm to his racing thoughts and cracked heart, like supportive bandages around his aching ribs. Maybe it's awful of him to take something positive out of a man's death, but All For One was far from a man. No, he was a monster caught up in suits and wrinkled scars and he hurt Izuku, hurt so many children and adults and people who deserved better in life, and now he only lives on in the villains he inspired and the scars he left.
More than one of Izuku's nightmares in the last week or so have been of All For One's memories, of bloodshed and cunning and manipulation. And he- he should probably tell his Eraserdad- He wants to tell-
"Da'." His hero only hums in return, the sound reverberating through Izuku's chest where he's sprawled across his lap. It's better than words, right now, and it loosens something at the base of his tongue, along the line of his jaw. His Dad knows that. Intended it, no doubt.
"I- He showed me his memories. Some of 'em. He hurt so many people. Killed. An' some of 'em thought he was a saviour. Was sickenin'. So fuckin' shitty."
"Oh kiddo." The sheer sorrow in those two words is what has Izuku finally giving into his sobs, curling up tightly, turning his head down to fully bury his face in his hero's thigh, and his hitching shoulders have his Dad jostling in place as the man folds over his son, all arms and hair and a steady heartbeat, surrounding him utterly in a warmth and darkness and safety that's so absolute and that he needs viscerally. His hero provides it without thought. Fuck, Izuku couldn't be luckier. Really.
They stay like that a long time, until Izuku's tears have dried and his Dad starts shifting minutely, just enough that the greenette can tell his back must be twinging. So he carefully pats the man's knee in silent message and tactfully ignores the low groan as the man sits up and stretches. But his Dad doesn't dislodge him, so Izuku has no qualms about staying exactly where he is, draped over the hero's lap, drinking in every bit of heat and comfort he can. It calms the aftershocks of horror still shuddering through him.
They stay like that for another good while, content in the silent presence of having the other pressed close, when eventually the hero shifts a little. Izuku glances up to look at him and finds dark eyes catching across the room before coming back down to look at him. The teen manages a wan smile at the attention, and he doesn't know it but his Dad silently admires how his son manages to look so very stunning, so incredibly strong, even with red-rimmed eyes above dark shadows, tear tracks down his face and a rather thin smile that wobbles along the edges. He's so very lucky to have this amazing person to call his son, truly.
In that moment, he makes a decision. He doesn't want to wait to give Izuku his present, not when the teen could do with what will hopefully be a pick-me-up for him.
"Hey kid, there was something I wanted to give you. You don't have to use it if you don't want to, it was only a thought, but I figured you might like it." The almost-ramble gets cut off abruptly, Aizawa clearing his throat and ducking his head just a little. Izuku, for his part, snickers and reaches up to only half-sarcastically pat the man's head. He gets an eyeroll and poke at the elbow in retaliation.
"Problem child," Aizawa retorts, no heat to the words, only something syrup-sweet lingering there, thick and rich,
"Let me up would you?" Huffing, Izuku pushes himself back upright and fidgets impatiently as his Dad stands and goes to rifle through the bag of stuff that Hizashi came over to drop off yesterday, unfortunately whilst the greenette was sleeping. Whatever it is, Aizawa tucks it against his chest and straightens, not yet turning round.
"Cover your eyes for me kid?" The teen frowns for a moment before doing so, tapping his foot rather firmly against the bedframe to get his compliance across. He can practically feel the Cheshire grin that must slip into place on the hero's face as footsteps approach him until the man is stood directly in front of him, a safe presence that echoes down to every bone in Izuku's body.
"Open your eyes kiddo."
For half a second, Izuku is very confused. The man isn't holding anything except part of his capture weap- Oh. Oh.
"Dad," he croaks, trembling hands rising to stroke across rough-soft material, a pale green-grey tone that's just the slightest bit different to his hero's support gear and surely this isn't for Izuku? Surely not?
"I figured it'd be about time we got you one kid. You're able to do as much with my weapon as anyone can without the DNA component, so you've clearly got something of an aptitude for it, and I thought it'd make good physiotherapy for your hand too. You don't have to use it, or even accept it, because you're not me and you don't need to be, but you are an Aizawa and, well, I figured that it-"
"Thank you." The words aren't spoken through a tense jaw nor a bitten lip, no lisp or rasp or hesitancy to be found because his Dad, his hero, has just trusted him with something so massive, a legacy and a bond and a way to protect himself, to save people, and there's nothing that could mean more.
"Izuku, you don't need to thank me. You deserve to have all the training and weapons you could want - knives, capture weapon or otherwise - and, well," he adds, pausing for a short moment, something almost flustered rising beneath his stubble,
"I thought it'd be a nice thing to share with each other."
"It would," the teen returns, lip wobbling not in fear but in an overwhelming joy, finally tucking his unbandaged hand fully in amongst the folds of the green-tinged capture weapon rather than brushing over them, marvelling in how it has a slightly different texture to his Dad's, with a little less give that would undoubtedly develop with use and wear.
"I want to learn. Please?"
"Of course Izuku. You're my kid after all," comes the easy reply. The words are spoken through a small smile that is perhaps one of the warmest Izuku has ever seen on his Dad's face.
There's a pure, overwhelming joy in his hero's expression and the teen is sure it matches that in his own.
Wordlessly, the greenette ducks his head a little, curls falling around his face, and it doesn't take his Dad even a full moment to catch on before he is shuffling with his son's capture weapon and then he lowers the fabric-alloy around Izuku's neck and shoulders. It offers a wonderful weight, comforting and precious, that grounds Izuku immediately. Oddly enough, or perhaps not, it feels like coming home.
One large, callused hand shifts to straighten some of the strands, whilst the other comes to cup Izuku's cheek, brushing away the remnants of tears even as he gently tilts his son's head back, just enough to be able to meet that green gaze, so full of light and delight and life.
"Welcome home kiddo-" And of course he knows to say that, knows exactly how this feels for Izuku.
"-I love you, you know? My Problem Child, my Kidilante, my son." And oh. Of course his Dad just had to add to the sentimentality of the moment with that reference. Grin impossibly wider, freckled cheeks pushing against his hero's palm, Izuku fishes under his shirt and his capture weapon to retrieve his necklace, part of him idly glad once more that he hadn't been wearing it on the day of the kidnapping, and presents it for his Dad's appreciation. The man, in return, takes back the hand that had been resting in Izuku's support gear and pulls out his own.
"Eraserdad, Dadzawa, my Dad."
Somehow, they have turned those words into a promise, an oath without further words needed, and Aizawa doesn't hesitate to step completely into his kid's space, arms open, and Izuku wraps a steady grip around the man's waist from where he's sitting, pulling himself firmly into the hero's embrace, burying his face in a warm, solid stomach and relishing in the rise and fall, the faint thumping of his favourite heartbeat, in the arms that settle around his own shoulders, against the capture weapon. It's perfection.
Izuku is honestly half asleep when they eventually pull apart from each other, swaying forwards to follow the leaving warmth and embrace. His Dad snorts at him, the meanie, but ruffles his hair in silent apology.
"You're getting most of your bandages off tomorrow which means your PT will probably start soon after, and I was going to ask your therapist if we could work in some time with this instead of some of the manual therapy, if that's okay with you? If not, we can wait until after the majority of your strength has built back up. Your choice kiddo, and not one you have to make right now."
The teen has no immediate answer to that, the pros and cons of both whirling through his mind, and he wants to just immediately accept the idea because it sounds brilliant. But he's not sure what physiotherapy is going to entail exactly. He doesn't want to agree only to find that it's utterly awful and not an experience he wants to let taint learning how to use his own capture weapon with.
"Can I try first?" His question is lacking a little because there's a frisson starting at the hinge of his jaws, sparking uncomfortably, but he manages to keep the words he does say clear, and there's a proud gleam in his Dad's eyes for the fact.
"Course kid. If you want to incorporate it at any point, let me or the therapist know, and we'll work it in. If not, we'll figure it out later." The easy acceptance isn't surprising, but it means a lot all the same.
Dammit, how does his Dad always seem to know his every need or want? It's more than Izuku deserves. Or, perhaps, just maybe, it isn't. It's nice to think that everything his hero offers him is exactly what he deserves and no less. He hopes he's worthy of Dad's love; he tries to be.
(Of course, Aizawa is thinking something along the same lines. He hopes against hope that his son knows how much the man treasures him, knows how very worthy he is of every bit of love and affection and energy dedicated to him. That he knows how lucky his Dad feels to be exactly that. They're a silly pair, in this respect, because nothing is more obvious to each other or those around them that they love the other down to the very bones. Nothing more obvious at all.)
Notes:
All Might has grown a fair bit in the background of this fic - it started after the Sports Festival, when Izuku shoved the worthiness and capability of a Quirkless in his face. Between Izuku's continual actions, his own research, and both Nedzu and Aizawa trying to educate the man since, he has grown. With All For One dead and his own Quirk a wisp at best, All Might has had a lot to think about over the last week. A lot to realise. And one of those things is that he doesn't need to be an active pro to still be a hero. Plus, there's a certain poetic end to it, you know?
And with the decision for both AFO and OFA to die, the main thing beyond not wanting Izuku to possibly feel guilty for not taking the Quirk, was that I wanted the Quirk to die around the same time as AFO - it's a legacy that I didn't want to survive beyond the "fated villain", you know? I really don't like that the heroic society has become based around rankings, that their society is so weak that the fall of one man, one human being, could prompt so much unrest and dissolution as in canon - I want the world that Izuku becomes a hero in to be a good one, one that relies on all heroes equally and where there is less discrimination, more kindness. That probably sounds a bit grand, but I needed the legacy of OFA, the mindset that one person has to be a pillar for everyone to die for that. Hence *gestures* this. ^^
Also, "You're not me and you don't need to be, but you are an Aizawa"? Fuck, that hit me hard when I wrote it because that, to me, is kind of an epitome of what parents should expect from their kids. They should want to be close, to have things they can share together, but they shouldn't require their kid to be a carbon copy, or to live vicariously through their child. Zawa's giving Izuku options and space and comfort all at once and damn, does that do things to my heart.
Tomorrow there should hopefully be a little anniversary present out for His Kidilante because guys - and I really can't believe this - it'll be A WHOLE YEAR since I posted the first chapter of this thing! It's insane that twelve months and almost 300,000 words later this is where we are, and I couldn't resist wanting to write something to commemorate the occasion. Hope you all enjoy it and thank you all ever so much for being so consistently brilliant, kind and all-round wonderful~ (^///^)
A Year By Your Side (A Lifetime of Love)
So much love, hugs and gratitude to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 74: LXX - A Story Is Told, For Better Or Worse
Summary:
Tsukauchi visits Izuku and Aizawa, but not for the reason he wants to. None of them want to have this conversation, not at all, but it was bound to happen sooner or later.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku doesn’t sleep well that night. Aizawa can’t quite regret warning his kid of the coming events though, because he knows that his son would rather know about something in advance, no matter how much he may worry about it, than be caught off guard. Hence his Dad telling him that evening about the police interview that is to take place the next day. It’s getting to the point now where Izuku has been safe and recovering for long enough that the hero and Tsukauchi can’t reasonably argue against said interview much more. The higher-ups want to know what happened with the Quirkless teen held by the League for nearly two weeks and they will no longer take ‘no’ for an answer.
At least they managed to negotiate for Tsukauchi to be the interviewer, albeit on recording. It should keep Izuku from having to make any public testimonies though, which is reassuring. It calms some of the teen’s nerves.
Although not enough of his nerves, judging by how he still fidgets with knives and his new capture weapon for half the night, curled under his Dad’s comforting arm, head settled against the man’s shoulder as they vaguely listen into Hizashi’s late night radio segment, and half the time he’s not faffing with weapons, he instead holds one of Aizawa’s hands, flexing fingers and tracing wrinkles, parsing which calluses are from punches or knives or capture weapons. It’s a… soft sort of analysis, calm and simple. It helps. More so than the fitful dozing he gets in during that last portion of time, where exhaustion has his lids heavy and muscles limp, sagging against his Dad with all the strength of damp paper and about the same weight too. It’s certainly going to take a fair while to build up the weight and strength he’s lost.
“Doing alright there kiddo?” Aizawa murmurs, the words low and rumbling, somewhere between a grumble and a purr, very much gruff affection, and the greenette blinks up at him, having just jolted awake again from the beginnings of a nightmare.
“Mmhm. N’fun.”
“No, it’s no fun at all,” the man agrees, arching his head down to rough a stubbled jaw against soft curls. He’s more than glad for the creaking giggle he earns himself for it. Izuku’s getting stronger by the day, emotionally and physically, and the hero couldn’t be prouder of his son for that fact, regardless of the sleepless nights and utter heartbreak that watching his recovery has wrought. It’s accompanied by sheer joy and relentless satisfaction after all. His kid is amazing. No question about it, not even one.
“I reckon we could ask your Tsukauntie to bring a cat along with him tomorrow, don’t you? Cadaver or Caitlin, probably.” The teen under his arm straightens some, heaving a deep breath in, clearly delighted,
“The baby?”
“Caitlin it is. I’ll text him in the morning kiddo, kay? The spoiled princess will love to curl up in your lap as always, little fluffy b- imp she is.” Izuku, so very tired, misses his Dad’s near-slip, and the man’s very much grateful for the fact. Triggering his son is the worst thing. The absolute worst.
[I’m nearly done for the night y’all! Thanks for being such wonderful listeners like always – I’m gonna take two more calls, kay?] The bright chirp from the familiar blond, at the end of one of the soothing instrumentals, jolts them both out of their reverie. At least the familiar voice isn’t an alarming one.
“Hey kid, wanna try ringing in?”
Aizawa’s eyes are alight with mischief, something golden gleaming in the dark gaze, cheeky and bright, and Izuku finds himself Cheshire grinning in return, already pawing at his Dad’s phone, sweet snickers spiralling through the dim yellow light of the room, all pretty and lyrical. Aizawa dials the number for their Hizashi’s radio show – which he obviously doesn’t know off by heart – and is abruptly very glad that the agency-cum-radio show has a system that recognised certain numbers to prioritise, a neat little intervention of the blond’s after Aizawa had once rung the radio show when concussed and with a fractured ankle in an alleyway during patrol.
[Ooh, this is an important number guys! Yo, hey, grumpy listener, how you doin’ tonight?] There’s a hint of real concern in the words, barely discernible. The Aizawas share admittedly softer smiles at the fact.
“Fine, Mic. A certain kid wanted to say hi.” There’s the faintest of sighs across the radio, pure relief, followed by a chirpy reply,
[Hey broccoli baby! I’d say you should be sleeping, but we all know you take after your Dad. You okay tonight kiddo?]
“Mm. Nn-nervous.” The words are low and hesitant but they’re there. Aizawa can imagine the aggravatingly bright grin that Hizashi must be sporting at them.
[Broccoli baby, you are a blessing upon this Earth that we hardly deserve and you will do absolutely great tomorrow! Your Dad’s right there with you lil’ listener! I bet all our other listeners will wish you good luck too, you know? Love ya~] The call times out then, but part of Izuku has calmed and settled at the interaction.
Aizawa thought it would. He knows his son well after all, and a reminder of the family he has is one the most reassuring things of all.
“Than’s Dad.” The words are hidden in capture weapon and a sleepshirt, but the man can make them out all the same,
“Course kiddo. Anytime.” No answer could come easier. And it earns him a tighter squeeze from the arms that have snaked around his chest to clutch at the hero, keeping Izuku pressed close.
“Love you.”
“You too Dad.”
Izuku might be calmer, yet sleep doesn’t come much easier to him. The knives get slipped away in favour of hands and capture weapon alone, but every set of footsteps travelling past the room or voices quietly conversing have the teen stirring again, painfully aware of everyone that isn’t immediately familiar and therefore trusted. Safe.
Eventually though, morning comes, and with it Aizawa texts Tsukauchi, breakfast arrives, and Izuku gets a brief check-up. The doctor finally removes the bandages on his cheek, leaving the rather painful looking scar bare but almost entirely healed, and several of the layers on his left hand go too, enough that the greenette can begin to stiffly move his fingers. It’s clearly a bit painful and difficult to do so, but it’s a start that has the two Aizawas smiling at each other. Progress, no matter how large or small, is worth commending.
It’s not even an hour after the doctor leaves with reassurances that Izuku is doing fairly well, when the hero’s phone pings with a tone they both know well.
“Tsukauchi says he’ll be here in half an hour. And he’s got Caitlin with him, probably tucked in his coat or something like the idiots did.”
“G-good.”
“Indeed,” Aizawa intones, falsely heavy and grave, almost ceremonial, and it grants him the snort he had hoped for, his son half-pouting and half-grinning over at him. The hero only rolls his eyes in return. Izuku’s not stupid, he’ll know that his Dad is trying to keep him cheered, or at least on an even keel, but he won’t begrudge the fact.
No, instead he’ll hold out his unbandaged hand, twisting in place to do so, and easily get a hand meeting his own as Aizawa rises from the sofa, laptop in tow, to come and sit on his bed with him once more.
“You ready for this kiddo?” It’s a gentle question, absolutely open to any answer, and it makes Izuku’s answer all the simpler.
“Mmhm. Be ‘right,” he manages in return, releasing his Dad’s hand to instead slump down, pillowing his head on the man’s lap, not quite having the energy to laugh when Aizawa starts grumbling about where to put his computer now that his legs are thoroughly occupied. It’s domestic and easy and tender, a soft mess of limbs and emotions. It comforts Izuku more than he thinks he could express with words.
In lieu of that, he makes do with settling further into his Dad’s lap, pressing back into his stomach without any risk of winding the man.
A knock on the door a while later precedes a trench coat and hat-wearing man scurrying into the room, a slightly odd bulge over his stomach. Both Izuku and Aizawa snort as Tsukauchi rushes to the bed and quickly unbuttons his coat, revealing Caitlin tucked in what seems like an old, rather loose belly warmer. The small cat doesn’t hesitate to wriggle up and out, landing lightly on the bed and nosying her way straight into Izuku’s waiting arms, curling against his chest and purring her little butt off, head pressing up against the underside of his chin and jaw. Aizawa and Tsukauchi share a fond glance as the teen smiles brightly and giggles a bit.
If the detective also happens to snap a few quick pictures of it whilst Izuku is distracted, then nobody has to know. Well, the hero doesn’t miss it, and the rather pointed glance towards Aizawa’s own phone as the detective shrugging, a sheepish smile crossing his face as he messages it over.
“You don’t need us sat up properly or any rubbish, do you?”
“I just need the camera to clearly see Izuku, so you might want to sit up against Aizawa instead of curling up kiddo. Okay?” The tone is gentle, not quite with the same coaxing lilt that the hero tends to manage, but it has the same overall note, that forgiving, inviting part that does more than reassure the teen. In fact, it gives him the strength to do just that, shifting up to once again sit tucked in his Dad’s side, one of those strong arms slung over his shoulders to give him that grounded weight he so desperately needs.
“Kay Tsuka.”
“Good going kid. We don’t need to rush this, alright; we go at your pace.”
Izuku only nods in reply this time, and Aizawa takes the time that their friend then spends setting up a small recording camera to comfort his son. The trailing ends of both of their capture weapons get draped over the teen’s shoulder, in easy reach of already-shaking hands, and the man gently ruffles the green and white curls.
“Anything you want first kiddo?” A shake of the head comes in reply and the hero gently squeezes his kid’s arm in silent acknowledgement.
“You’re strong Izuku. But respect your own boundaries too; I’ll be proud of you no matter how much you do or don’t get around to explaining today.” The words are carefully chosen, never mentioning how short this might be or how little might be said because that implies that Izuku would be doing something wrong if he asked for the interview to be ended without every little no-doubt gory detail recounted. No, Aizawa wants his son to feel comfortable to pause or stop completely at any time. And he’s determined to ensure that.
“Okay, if you two are ready to go?” The question is noncommittal, far from pushy, and it seems to strip away one of the layers of tension gradually building up in the line of Izuku’s shoulders.
“I think so Tsukauchi, yes.”
“Alright, I’ll start the recording then-“ He leans back to press a button on the camera, checks the recording light has started up steadily, then settles more comfortably into his seat again.
“-Detective Tsukauchi of the sixth Musutafu precinct. The time is nine forty-seven am…” And on he goes from there, making a brief account of the date, location and people present, along with the general purpose of the interview, speaking more formally than usual,
“Aizawa-kun, may I call you Izuku?” The teen nods, the briefest flash of a smile belying how his fingers still tremble and, for half a moment, he almost goes to bite his lip.
“Thank you Izuku. Now then, today our main focus is a brief overview of your time with the League, and perhaps some details on some of the first or most important days. I fully expect the overarching detailed interview to take a series of sessions due to the length of captivity and need for detailed information on the villains in question. Does that all sound reasonable to you?” And so on it goes.
They start relatively simple, honestly, going all the way back to the attack on the training camp. Somehow, it’s not even been three weeks since that event, and yet it feels more than a lifetime ago. But Izuku manage to talk through how he had a bad feeling partway through his walk, had texted his Dad and then the class as a whole, albeit without reception at the time, whilst watching the villain Moonfish from a distance. That he’d fought the creep with knives, a flashbang and a small grenade he’d brought to test out for a support course friend. That he’d retrieved what knives he could before ploughing on, wanting to find his friends and make sure they were all safe. He goes on, barely giving detail, but it’s enough for Tsukauchi to be satisfied apparently, so it must be corroborating the evidence and other testimonies given about that night.
But then he takes a deep breath and starts to talk about being taken itself, new territory for both of his family members.
“-still stranglin’ Compress when we fell into the bar, but Shiggy was reachin’ for me so I le’go, rolled away, but fuckin’ Toga got me instead. Met All For One through that telly thing he liked usin’. I was snarky enough that he delayed actually talkin’ to me, apparen’ly. Uh, what… Oh, right, they took the last of my knives, missed the one in my hair, and roughed me up a bit in the process. Nothin’ too bad. Chained me up in the actual bar but were dumb enough t’leave some delivery boxes out. Could see some of an address. And that mornin’- well, I guess he must’ve sent the video, right?”
“He did kiddo, he did. We got your message, Nedzu and I translated it. The whole recording was- Kami, Izuku, it was fucking awful to watch, but you were so strong already. Pretty clever too, you know? Sneaky little shit.”
“It was awful,” Tsukauchi murmurs, eyes a little hazy as he stares vacantly at the pair, at how Aizawa is gradually curling further around his son, keeping him safe in his arms. It’s a balm on both men’s lingering horror.
But the detective’s next comment does a rather good job of lightening the mood,
“Bet you didn’t think that Aizawa would punch the monitor the video was being played on, did you?”
“Wha- Dad!” Izuku cries, most of the word a laugh rather than an admonishment of any sort. The bitter-fear-anger edge to the mirth is easily ignored by all three of them. The mini-breakdown the underground hero went through just after punching the screen also goes ignored and unmentioned. No need to burden Izuku with that knowledge.
Regardless, they settle back down from there, and Izuku draws a deep, shuddering breath in, ignoring how there are worms burrowing in his skin, around his wrists and in his lips and along his throat and shoulder, and instead focuses on the warm weight that is his hero keeping him safe.
“Anyways Izuku, what happened after the video?” The detective hates the flinch that question earns, absolutely loathes that the kid’s eyes glaze over a little, something aching and distant in their depths, but the teen still gathers himself and replies,
“They had this Quirk. Doctor Masui’s Quirk. It- it was a healing Quirk but it was fuckin’ miserable. Accelerates healing process even more’n Chiyo-san, but you- you lose your coherency. Bit like dissociation but so much worse; hurts. S’probably a bit like being drugged?” There’s a waver to the words, a pain, and Aizawa can figure out exactly why.
Izuku likes to be in control. Losing control, particularly of himself, is something that he hates more than most things because his kid knows how dangerous he is, and he also knows how far into darkness he can fall at times, usually of his own mind but sometimes of anger and fear and something vicious. Vicious and heavy and heady, bloodlust and iron-dense, and an understandable response given the sheer volume of stress and trauma of being an abused child and a vigilante from a too-young age, yet a response that Izuku himself doesn’t like in the least.
So to have a Quirk used on his kid that puts him somewhere close to dissociation, blurry and woozy and hurting? There aren’t many things more awful.
“I- I don’t have an exact t-timeline or a-anythin’, ‘cause I was out of it sometimes ‘cause of the Quirk, bu’ overall, I probably spent a-about four days at the bar, then the rest in the warehouse, maybe?” Izuku hesitates, frowning, and when he goes to bite his lip, his Dad spots the hint of teeth and is quick to gently tap the teen’s chin in silent reminder. Izuku tilts his head back to offer a very-much wobbly grin, quick and quavering, before facing Tsukauchi and the camera once more.
“Yeh, it was probably about that. I came ‘round from the Quirk in the bar with AFO askin’ to see me. Got warped over and tried to distract him, get whatever info I could. An’ he- He showed me some of his memories. It was- fuck, was disgustin’, he had hurts but then he just killed people for his beliefs and it got twisted an’ twisted til he was a monster. Well, supervillain,” Izuku snorts, wry and pained rather than truly amused.
Neither Aizawa nor Tsukauchi miss the tremor of fear that has the teen curling tighter into his Dad’s side, how small hands clench around the ends of capture weapon and tangle there, tightening to the point of white knuckles and a pained keen.
“Hey, love, gentle on yourself,” the hero chides, soft and patient rather than scolding, and he wraps his own hands around Izuku’s, oh-so delicately working fingers between bandaged appendages, forcing them to loosen as carefully as possible, trying so hard not to hurt his kid further even whilst preventing him from subconsciously hurting himself.
“S-sss-sorry.”
“Don’t be kiddo. Kami, never be sorry for this shit kid, never.” The man vaguely registers that Tsukauchi is pausing the camera, but he’s too caught up in tucking Izuku’s head more firmly into his shoulder, a steady hand curling against the back of the teen’s head, fingers gently scratching through curls as they rock side to side, Aizawa continuing to offer low, murmured reassurances, all comfort and kindness to match the purring of Caitlin from Izuku’s lap.
Eventually, both of them calm down and Aizawa no longer wants to punch every villain in Japan – a minimum of three times each, preferably – so when Izuku pulls back a bit, twisting again to no longer hide his face in his Dad’s shoulder albeit staying tucked under the man’s arm.
“S-sorry Tsuka.”
“Don’t be kid. I said we could take breaks or finish up whenever and I meant it. If you’re happy to continue then we will, otherwise the camera goes away and I just stay for a while as Tsuka alone.”
It’s what Izuku needed and wanted to hear, so it’s more than good of his Tsukauntie to say, and it gives him the strength to get out his next words,
“’s alright. Really.” Both of the men scrutinise him then, gazes heavy but not overbearing, simply making sure for their own comfort. The greenette finds a confidence for them in return.
“Okay kid, we’ll keep going for now.”
“If you want to continue where you left off, no need to re-cap unless you wish to,” the detective offers, settling into his seat again.
“R-right. So I got showed creepy memories. No Face started talkin’ about how we were similar, I told him that he was messed up, he said- said I belonged to him now, then got Kurogiri to warp me away again. Dumped me in an actual cell this time; figured out later that it was below the bar. Toga was there, did her weird kinky thing, then knocked me unconscious when I spat in her face. Woke up alone, stayed alone for a day or two. Food got dropped off, had a bucket…” The teen keeps on talking, and with every word he loses the emotion and slur, sheds fear and pain as water flows over earth, wearing away and carving its path even as it disappears, and the blankness is worrying to his Dad and Tsuka, but it allows the teen to get the information out. To get the hard part over with. He glosses over a lot of the details about himself, almost skipping his own pain, but factually listing his injuries with each encounter does nothing to distance his hero from the hurt that Izuku is valiantly pushing past.
Now, see, Aizawa had known that having to listen to his child explain how he had been tortured would be, as unironically as possible, a painful experience. But fuck, he didn’t know it could hurt this much. He hadn’t realised how his ribs would constrict, tight and aching as his heart hammers to be free, a war drum beating in his chest; nor had he realised how his stomach would feel hollow and writhing, an abyss yawning wide with the teeth of something white and gleaming, bone and moonlight and the pallor of death, leaving him swallowing back bile because his son has been viciously hurt for days on end and here he gets to listen to it in excruciating detail.
And yet he can’t not listen. It would be an injustice to Izuku, a disregard of his suffering then and unfair to his pain now, so the hero forces back the iron-bitter bile rising in his throat and instead gently tugs the kid fully into his lap, winding gentle arms around a too-thin waist and revelling in the trembling hands that settle over his own.
Izuku’s words do stay blank though, utterly void of cadence or feeling, and it’s an awful contrast to how he seems to be shuddering apart in his Dad’s hold.
Finally, after maybe half an hour of talking, of that monotonous voice that’s so dead recalling the dozens on ways that his son has been hurt, the underground hero is blessed with the tale coming to an end with his own arrival. He forces down thoughts of hammers and cages and dark silence sat through alone, and instead tries to focus on the teen curled up on his lap, breathing too heavy and beginning to grow erratic. No, he doesn’t want the kid to fall into a panic attack now. Kami, he wishes Izuku could just magically be fine, could be free of the trauma of this whole mess and instead be able to go home right now to nap with cats and carefree dreams.
But that’s not possible, so instead he hunches over and around his son, aware of the remaining injuries, IV drip and the cat still atop Izuku’s thighs, pressed into his stomach. It’s good. It helps. It’s enough, along with a deep, steady breathing of his own, to stave off the strains of a panic attack, and after a few minutes the greenette instead slumps into him, losing tension and that rise of emotion again.
Aizawa, movements achingly slow, leans back a little, and gently tilts his son’s head back, brushing away the long fringe of curls to clearly see those green eyes, resting his palm over a freckled forehead. And oh, what a sad sight they are, lacking any light or life in favour of a rather horrific blankness. A void.
“Oh kiddo, love, let’s get you settled instead of all over like this, yeh?” It’s more of a rhetorical question than not, because there’s almost no reaction at all, only a brief flicker in Izuku's eyes and a rather lacklustre movement that could perhaps be called the beginning of a nod. He’s pliant and easy under his Dad’s touch, only barely making sure that Caitlin stays balanced and un-crushed in the curve of his body. From there, the man carefully guides Izuku beneath the blankets, letting the teen curl up on his side with Caitlin in his arms, against his chest, face shoved into Aizawa’s hip, hot breaths heavy enough to be felt through the thick, soft fabric of the man’s sweatpants.
The hero, for his part, keeps a simple hand on his son’s shoulder, steady and sure, and fights the urge to cry as the room falls into a soft silence, a little too empty but not tense for it. Tsukauchi takes the camera off of the tripod, checks that the recording has been stopped and saved, and quickly packs the two away again.
“Aizawa, do you two want anything? Can I do something?” The questions pull the hero from the strong emotions washing over him, and he clears his throat quietly.
“Not really Tsukauchi. I know we were pushed to do this, but, fuck, I wish we pushed back har-” The self-deprecation is cut off by a rare scowl from the detective,
“Don’t do that to yourself. Idiot. They weren’t going to give up and if we’d managed to delay the statement much longer, then it wouldn’t have been me doing it. I don’t think Izuku would’ve…”
“No, probably not,” the hero huffs, the words caught somewhere noncommittal with the sheer volume and contrast of emotions.
All of this is… a lot. An absolute tonne. Aizawa most definitely doesn’t begrudge his son for it, he never could, but it hurts to witness all the same. There’s a pervading weight to having to watch his precious Problem Child hurting so much, struggling for breath and health and happiness; a weight that feels like all of their love for each other compounded into itself and surrounded by spikes that dig in, a chestnut with that sweet, untainted centre but dammit, if it doesn’t stab into him right now.
Right now though, the ache of his son’s pain echoing in his own heart isn’t the important thing, so instead Aizawa presses a kiss to his own hand before brushing it over his kid’s hair, and says their goodbyes to Tsukuachi. For now, he’ll just look after his son. It’s all he can do.
Luckily, it’s something he always wants to do, no matter what. It’s his Kidilante after all. But if he lets his eyes burn and dampen when his friend has gone, then nobody is to know except himself.
Notes:
Sorry for the minor cliffhanger! It wasn't really meant to be ^^; But this felt like a good place to cut the scene, so I decided to let it be as-is (^///^)
So, it had to happen sooner or later - but re-living his kidnapping, no matter in how little detail or how much he tries to distance himself from it, was never going to be easy. The fact that he managed to say it all out loud in the first place is remarkable and something Aizawa is very, very proud of. It just hurts that his son is hurting.
But on a brighter note - calling into Hizashi's radio show? Mmhm that was some good stuff to write! I loved it and just the idea that the agency/radio show would have the numbers of specific heroes fast-tracked to the studio in case they've had trouble, and that the idea for that was prompted by a concussed Aizawa ringing the show for help at two in the morning one time... yeh, it was a bit of backstory that came out of nowhere, but I'm glad it did! :D
Anyways! Lots of love, hugs and gratitude to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 75: LXXI - Idiots and Semi-Evil Creatures
Summary:
What it says on the tin - Izuku still isn't quite right, but his Dad has a plan.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
There's blood on the concrete and he needs to keep his hand still, keep it flat, minimise the damage, don't give the bastard the satisfaction, don't let him hurt them, don't let him hurt anyone, better himself than anybody else, and the hammer is swinging down and is he screaming, he can't tell, he needs to be quiet, be silent, don't let the villain get them, get close, be quiet-silent-shut-that-mouth-brat, but there's so much pain, so much blood on the concrete, he needs to keep still, silent, keep it flat and watch the hammer again and again and again-
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Aizawa wakes up to the sound of whistling whimpers.
He lies there in the near-darkness for a minute, waiting for another rendition of whatever noise roused him, and then it comes. A high-pitched, reedy thing, escaping from what must be the slightest of gaps between lips, and the instant he recognises the sound for the whimper it is, the man is tumbling off of his sofa and perching on the edge of his son's bed, squinting in the dim light.
"Izuku, kiddo, you're safe. C'mon kid, it's Dad, I'm with you, you're alright, we're all safe. It's Dad, love- Izuku?" He cuts off with a question when hazy eyes flutter open. But there's as much black as green there, pupils blown in abyssal fear, unseeing, and the teen doesn't stop writhing beneath the blankets. Caitlin had been entrusted to the children for the night but now Aizawa regrets that decision. A small, purring body does wonders for moments like this.
"Hey kid, love, you're okay. We're safe. You're with Dadzawa, kiddo, we're together..." the hero keeps on talking even as he shifts one hand to his capture weapon, quickly deciding to scoop it up from the bedside table where he'd left it the previous evening, pillowing it with familiar motions beside Izuku's head, and he stretches his other arm over to the kid's right side, settling his spare hand beside the twitching fingers there.
And it takes a painfully long minute, the man's hope for a peaceful awakening waning and flickering in his chest with all the strength of a blustered candle, struggling but still alight, yet then, finally, some vague, clouded coherency bleeds into those eyes, the spasms of dread and pain that had kept Izuku jerking and shifting die down, slip away to leave behind a heavy-limbed child trembling, blinking up at him. But it's his child, so Aizawa can only smile down at him, tone keeping its velvet cadence,
"Hey there, love. You doing a bit better now?" He gets no verbal reply though. No, Izuku merely stares up at him and, after a long, aching moment, curls up on his right side, back to Aizawa, keeping the hero's hand firmly within the circle of his body, and huffs quietly. There's no discernible message in any of that, but he knows his kid.
Without another word, Aizawa shifts to lay down on the bed as well, fitting the curve of his body around Izuku's, hunching around his son, plastered along his back, hand tucked in amongst thin arms, pressed against prominent ribs and a still-too-fast heartbeat. In wordless response, the underground hero picks up a low hum, nigh-on tuneless but a steady reassurance all the same, and he lilts it to match his own heartrate, forcing both to slow and deepen for the sake of the shivering child in his hold.
Eventually, some part of it must work, because the bird-fluttering, drum-pounding heartbeat calms, the shoulders stop hitching and shifting, and Izuku doesn't say a word or acknowledge him otherwise, no sign of coherency, yet Aizawa is reassured all the same. A tranquil Izuku, overall, either means that something is rather wrong or rather right but in this moment, curled up with his kid, safe, together, in the security of a dimly lit room, the man can't help but think it must be alright. Surely it must?
Well, he reasons to himself after a minute's thought, there is nothing more to be done right now either way; they're both exhausted after yesterday's statement-giving, so the hero makes do with ensuring that he is the most comforting weight he can be, maintains his humming, and hopes that Izuku will fall back asleep into something with more peaceful dreams.
Aizawa, rather against his own intentions, must fall asleep himself at some point, because he blinks gritty eyes open to find that the room is bright with sunlight rather than the golden cat lamp, and there's a nurse peering in around the now-ajar door. She smiles at him, but waits for him to nod her in before actually entering. Within a few footsteps though, Izuku shifts, a soft noise of distress making itself known, and his Dad is already talking.
"Hey, kid, it's just a nurse, we're still safe, promise. Izuku, kiddo, can you look at me?" He injects a soft sort of demand to that, already sensing that his son is somewhere vague, that he's teetering on the precipice of dissociation, the lethargic movements and glassy eyes a dead giveaway even if the aura wasn't. Fortunately, the more insistent tone does its job, jolting Izuku that bit closer to reality without being harsh, and that freckled face turns towards him, flowers blooming towards the sun, gaining some degree of light, vivacity, when the verdant gaze finally clicks with Aizawa's.
"There we go. You good for the nurse to check over some stuff?"
"Y-you...?"
"I'll be here the whole time kid, no question." That apparently satisfies the teen, because Izuku slumps even more against him, another little murmur escaping, and Aizawa can only brush a gentle hand amongst tangled curls, unknotting a few strands here and there as the woman steps closer again. Keeping Izuku distracted is worryingly easy.
Although it's also worryingly easy for Izuku to tuck his bottom lip in between teeth and start to bite down. He doesn't even seem aware of it.
His Dad, in comparison, is more than aware of it, and immediately feels his heart jolt in his chest at the sight. Shifting the hand from the kid's hair, Aizawa gently brushes knuckles down the side of Izuku's face, over freckles and scars, and finally settles his thumb on the freckled chin, tapping insistently there for a few moments.
"Kiddo, be gentle on yourself. Can you say my name for me, hm?" This ploy worked last time after all.
"Da'." And again, thankfully. Aizawa huffs a barely-there breath of relief, and leans forward slowly until their foreheads are just pressed together, his own mess of dark hair curtaining around them, and he shamelessly stares down at the closed eyelids, the freckles and scars surrounding the eyes to match the deep shadows, and he revels in the slight rise and fall of the body halfway beneath him. His kid, no matter the issues, is alive and awake and with him. That's going to have to be enough for just now.
The nurse makes haste to get through the necessary checks on the various pieces of medical paraphernalia, swaps out Izuku's IV bag, and leaves without a word, only offering Aizawa a brief nod when he pulls back from keeping Izuku grounded to glance at her. It's enough to reassure the hero, and he's quick to turn all of his attention back on his kid.
"Izuku, kiddo, would a knife or your capture weapon help? Your new bracelets?" Not a noise gets made in reply, but the way that the kid's hand clenches is all too telling.
Less than a minute later, Izuku is bundled up in two blankets - one remarkably fluffy, one weighted - with one of his smallest knives in hand and his head against his Dad's chest, ear pressed firmly to the heartbeat resonating from beneath the jumper the man has shoved on. Said man has his phone in his unoccupied hand, already opening up his messaging app, eyes caught on the top of his kid's head, on the strands of white tumbling amongst green, pretty and painful all at once. Yeh, maybe some company will do them both some good today.
SleepyDad: [I know we agreed you idiots would probably be better off not visiting today, but I think we should change that.] It almost literally takes no time at all for two typing icons to turn up.
OnlyUncle: [does that mean he's doing better or worse than expected?]
SleepyDad: [Worse really. Still a bit dissociative, nasty nightmare. Kept going to bite his lip.]
: [Think he could do with a distraction more than anything else.]
LoudAuntie: [we'll be there then!]
OnlyUncle: [definitely. poor baby broccoli :(((( ]
Aizawa huffs to himself at that because he agrees, this is shitty, but also his friends had better not come in here and face his kid with pity in their eyes. He thinks they should know better, but he still feels the need to be absolutely certain; he'll prioritise his kid over his friends' pride any day. At least they would expect no less.
SleepyDad: [Just don't pity him. It'll only make him feel bad.]
: [Worse.] He amends quickly. He can't help but glance back down at Izuku, tilting his head a bit to check that he hasn't gone back to biting his lip.
LoudAuntie: [of course not!]
OnlyUncle: [fuck no, Shou. we know better.]
SleepyDad: [Good.] And he pauses, watching the blinking cursor, before adding on to that.
SleepyDad: [Thanks.] He gets a brief chorus of affirmations and dismissals, and they offer to turn up in an hour or so, offering to bring along anything the Aizawas might need. And, well, he has one idea. Whether or not it will prove to be a good one, let alone of any use, remains to be seen, but it's one of fairly few things he can think of right now.
With that arranged, he doesn't bother signing off before closing his phone off, dumping it by his side, and then pulls over the television remote with a strand of capture weapon.
"Hey kiddo, you up to a documentary or a film or something?" There's a vague hum in reply but nothing negative, and Aizawa actually kind of craves a noise to fill the quiet void that would normally be occupied by teasing or humming or muttering, so he can't help but feel the insistent need to turn the telly on, muting it immediately and opening the guide so that anything upsetting that might possibly be showing will be unnoticeable for the kid. From there, he finds some educational kids channel, from the looks of it, and they have something on about the history of civilisations that were deemed ancient before even Quirks were introduced. Ancient Egypt with fertile plains and kooky gods and pyramids, and the presenter is some kind of rat? Not like Nedzu but rather a puppet of some kind. Well why not, really?
The hero wallows in an idle sort of worry once it's switched on and he's reduced to learning about a civilisation from over five thousand years ago, regularly inclining his head just-so to let him check that Izuku hasn't returned to biting his lip. And it takes a little while, but at one point the teen shifts a bit until he's blinking up at his Dad with a small smile, eyes brighter than earlier if still a bit vague,
"I like Rattus," a little giggle escapes,
"Accu-rat." Aizawa snorts in return because this actually is pretty funny, with lots of whacky anecdotes and surprisingly witty commentary from the rat-puppet host. Maybe the kid would like some more of this stuff... Surely there'll be a whole series of these types of documentaries, or maybe an accompanying TV series or something? And the children would probably enjoy it too...
He's dragged from his thoughts by Izuku settling back down, the shifting of the head pressed against his chest prompting the hero to realise that he's got a soft little smile not-so-hidden amongst his stubble and yet, instead of forcing himself to scowl like usual, he lets the smile grow, glad that Izuku is coming back to himself a bit after the last day or so of constantly verging on dissociation. Yes, Aizawa lets himself smile, and if he hunches over awkwardly to press a tender kiss to the crown of curls, then it only earns him a contented little murmur from his kid. Nobody else has to know.
Except, of course, that's the moment that a slight movement of the room's door registers and there's a fucking phone visible in the crack, the case an obnoxious yellow and the camera catching the light.
"Yamada Hizashi, I will not hesitate to tie you to that fucking door if you don't delete that!" There's a yelp and the sound of limbs and a phone clattering to the floor. A familiar voice snickers and the door slides open to reveal Nemuri stepping over their fallen idiot and sauntering in, dropping a bakery box and a small toiletries bag on the bedside table nearest her.
"Bit kinky there Shou. And in front of the baby too~" Even as she speaks, her eyes are taking in the teen and, when Izuku has clearly registered her presence and that she's safe, the heroine steps forward again, right up to the bed now, and leans down to gently bop the kid's nose, ignoring Aizawa's snarky reply. The barely-there smile that she gets in return for the affection has Nemuri leaning in closer, briefly rubbing their noses together instead.
"Ah, I'm blessed to have such a cute nephew, aren't I? The beauty of youth!" she cries as she shifts back again, clasping her hands dramatically to her chest, eyes sliding back to meet Aizawa's less-than-impressed gaze.
"I don't know how our grumpy cat earned himself such a sweet baby broccoli, do you Zashi?"
"Huh?" The blond, by now, has staggered to his feet once more and closed the door behind him, readjusting his leather jacket and hoodie combo.
As Nemuri, only rolling her eyes at him, drags the pair's chairs back over from the corner behind the door that they tend to get unceremoniously shoved in between visits, Hizashi takes his turn to greet the kid.
"Heya lil' listener! This big lug isn't being too boring, is he?" The greenette doesn't even try for a verbal response, but the slight head shake is answer enough, accompanied by the kid sagging even further into his Dad, knife flickering as he rapidly shifts his grip on it before settling once more.
"Coolio! I'd hate to have to sneak in something fun for you." Izuku reaches forwards in response, just enough to pat the hand settled on the edge of the bed, and the two Aizawas are faced with an absolutely blinding grin from the blond in return.
"Kami, Zashi, turn down the wattage a bit, would you?" Aizawa grumbles, a strand of capture weapon reaching out to rather lazily slap across the other man's mouth, only to earn snickers from both of the idiots.
"Aw, does caterpillar man not like the light?"
"Yeh! Shou, do you not treasure the sunshine nature of our best friend?" The underground hero only huffs at their antics, although Izuku is smiling a bit, eyes brightening, and that's all he could ask for.
Quite a while later, with the pastries the two had bought having been eaten already, their conversation is interrupted by a knock on the door, and the four exchange glances at how it sounds odd and low down, before Aizawa waves at Hizashi. Grinning, the blond springs to his feet and opens the door a little, peering out.
"Wh- Nedzu! Hey boss-man, what're you doin' here?"
"Sensei?" Izuku murmurs, squirming to sit up a little straighter against his Dad. By now, Nedzu has already made his way past Hizashi and is nodding to Nemuri on his way over to the bed.
"Why hello Izuku-kun! My apologies for not visiting you in person earlier, but I'm sure you understand that there have been a lot of logistics to arrange. And, frankly, I knew Shouta-kun would be looking after you." The edge of forced cheer to the polite words belies how rapidly the principal uses Hizashi's vacated seat to literally leap up onto the teen's bed, immediately coming to stand beside him, beady eyes gleaming. That analytical gaze doesn't miss a single inch of the child, taking in the body language and lingering injuries, the slight tremble when he waves in return.
Maybe that's why Nedzu then steps forwards and, moving very deliberately, takes up that unbandaged hand between his paws and kneads at the freckled skin for a few moments. Izuku startles for a fraction of a second, but almost instantly melts into the touch, managing a weary, slightly vague smile for the creature, and slowly curls thin fingers around the paw beneath his hand. The fur is soft under his touch, the toe beans a little rough, and the two together are a grounding combination that the teen can't help but revel in.
It only lasts a little while though, and Izuku knows better than to hold on when Nedzu starts to pull away again, given that the creature is known for not being fond of human contact most of the time. But then, before anybody can say anything more, the principal produces a flask of what must be tea out of literally nowhere, and proffers it to Aizawa with a toothy little smile,
"There should be enough for a cup each, Shouta-kun. Do the honours?" Face blank because they're all far too used to the creature's peculiar antics, the hero only nods, gesturing impatiently for Nemuri to pass him some of the disposable cups from the side of the room. With that, it's not long until all five of them are sat with cups of tea (rose and lemon balm apparently, and Izuku is going to tactfully ignore that those are both good for relaxation and reducing anxiety) whilst Nedzu slips straight into polite, meaningless small talk that neither helps nor hinders the greenette from staying calm. Rather, it's a familiar ritual that he might sometimes find annoying but really can't right now. Izuku has no doubt his Dad feels the exact same way. Normalcy can be underrated.
Regardless, they all sip at their tea, and the two Aizawas watch on as their three companions prattle on about random, meaningless stuff until eventually, both their cups and words run out, leaving a reasonably comfortable silence behind.
"Izuku-kun, I understand if you may not feel up to it at this exact moment in time, but please know that next time I visit, I would very much like you to introduce me to your children. They're to be UA's wards after all." There are so many things right with that sentence that the teen in question can't help but find that sweet little smile again, offering up a brief nod in silent acknowledgement.
Before anything can get awkward, Nemuri interjects with a rather satisfied smirk,
"Ooh, Nedzu, did you know they call this grump 'Zawa-jii'? It's the cutest thing ever!"
"And how exactly do you know that," Aizawa demands in instant disapproval, more a statement than a question, scowling fiercely at the heroine, who only winks back at him as Nedzu cackles.
"I can't reveal my sources, Shou, you should know better than that by now!" Her smirk is only growing as she languidly examines her nails, lounging back in her chair, nonchalant with a side of feline amusement. The man, in contrast, is just about hissing,
"I swear to Kami - Nemuri, I can and will bury you eight feet under-"
"Eight?"
"Did I fucking stutter?" By now both Izuku and Nedzu are cackling madly, their laughter worryingly in sync, and it doesn't take long for Hizashi to join them, albeit with an out-of-time wheezing, and even Aizawa struggles to maintain such a fearsome scowl at the ugly, discordant, utterly beautiful racket.
They all calm down sooner or later though, and Nedzu checks his watch briefly, allowing his smile to slip a little.
"I must apologise, but I shall have to leave momentarily if I wish to avoid aggravating the Commission before even expanding on our most recent blackmail." And though Izuku's own smile lags for a moment at the first half of that, it is immediately rejuvenated upon the principal mentioning his blackmailing of the Hero Commission. Because of course Aizawa's little hellion would delight in that knowledge.
"That's fine Nedzu. Thanks for coming by in the first place or whatever," Aizawa offers, trying to temper the gruffness with the genuine gratitude he feels. Hearing his son laugh a minute ago, whole-hearted and unrestrained, had been partially down to the rat bastard after all, and he's not petty enough to not be grateful for it.
"But of course Shouta-kun. I'm simply glad to have finally carved out the time to visit my favourite student in person!" Nedzu chirps, eyes gleaming. For once though, it's not glee or sadism or satisfaction there; no, it's something genuine and deeper than that. Something very much human and very much instinctual all at once.
"Only studen'," Izuku interjects, pouting a bit.
"Ah, but consider this Izuku-kun: my only student because you are my favourite, rather than vice versa." The bland tone does nothing to hide the tenderness with which the principal leans forward to once more pat a paw against a freckled hand. Aizawa, for his part, is half-bewildered and half-amused by the exchange, but it's well worth it to see Izuku smile once again, something true and bright for all that it's nothing on his usual grins. It's a start. And considering the back-step of the last twenty four hours, any type of progress is incredibly reassuring to witness. Proof that his son is so very strong and that strength might have been tested, fractured in places, but it's still solid.
Izuku is still his Kidilante, his Problem Child, his kid. There's just parts of it hidden behind aching, open wounds for now. And the hero (his kid's hero) wants nothing more than to help those wounds heal with gentle, unfaltering hands, to keep his son calm and happy and content for every moment possible. He'll enlist every idiot or semi-evil creature he knows to do that, if that's what it takes. The chaos is worth it for his kid.
Notes:
I love how Rattus Rattus happened to come to mind in the same chapter as Nedzu - it brings me great joy. (also if yall know that reference then I will love you forever - or even more but still forever, I should probably say?)
On the subject of Nedzu - I personally headcanon that he generally can't stand human touch, but that with a select few people, he's really quite comfortable with it so long as there's an express purpose to it (e.g. hiding in Zawa's capture weapon for the element of surprise). Comforting his personal student? Definitely a good reason. Just not for too long, preferably, hence him pulling away after a minute or so!
Also, another HC of mine is that he would have some kind of Quirk-affected/crafted/enchanted flask that he can store in a pocket dimension or summon instantaneously or something! A dumb, fun little idea but I love it :DThere was another scene I was going to include in this chapter that still gets alluded to very, very vaguely, but I changed my mind - I think I know just how I'll expand it next time ;)
Hope you enjoyed this chapter - let me know what you thought, yeh? (^///^) Hugs! Ota - xxx
Chapter 76: LXXII - Neon Scrunchies And Modelling Clay
Summary:
Some fluff, a sprinkling of angst, and some comfort. Izuku's making progress!
Alt. title: "ugly neon scrunchies and modelling clay, oh, these are a few of my favourite things~" a song by A. Izuku
Notes:
This is unedited because I finished writing it at about 2am, you know? But hey, I churned out 2000 words in 2hrs, which is pretty good by my reckoning ;) I'll come back to it later! :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Hey kiddo, don't suppose you wanna do something with me?" Aizawa's question is met with only a vague hum, but he's not put off by it with the way that Izuku turns to look at him, eyes bright and alert, hands settled without a tremble or twitch. With their dinner eaten and their visitors gone - Nemuri having gone to pick up Caitlin from the kids on the way - the two Aizawas now find themselves with the telly on once more, an already-familiar rat offering up facts about Tudor England. Now and then, a song will feature, and by halfway through each of them Izuku starts humming along, head swaying to the beat.
Aizawa can only find himself with a soft not-smirk at the sight. And if he occasionally taps along to the rhythm himself, then it only earns a snicker from his son each time.
It's a good while later when he asks that question. Izuku turns away from the telly, easily offering his Dad his full attention, one eyebrow raised.
"You don't have to and just a plait'll do, but do you want to do my hair?"
"Oh!" The surprise almost instantaneously melts into pure energy, Izuku practically vibrating in place as he shifts onto his knees and moves back up the bed to kneel next to his Dad, a truly massive grin settling into place.
"Y-yes!" And, oh, how infectious that smile is. His Dad can't help but return it, albeit with a smaller, softer one of his own, and he leans past the kid to reach the small box Hizashi had put on the bedside table for them.
Placing it in his own lap, he opens it, and reveals a foldable hairbrush and almost half of their hair-accessory collection. Most of it is scrunchies, hair ties and grips, but of course the blond decided to include a lot of their ugliest things, included but not limited to a neon pink leopard-spotted scrunchie and a series of holographic metal pins and grips. Yes, all of the obnoxious things. No surprises, really, given that they let their most flamboyant friends collect stuff for them in the first place.
Regardless of Aizawa's opinion on his friends' choices, he can't claim not to have been the one to buy them all in the first place, nor can he really be grumpy given that his son is still vibrating in place, fidgeting and bright-eyed. Dammit, it's cute.
"Have at it," he grumbles, not bothering to even try hiding the thick warmth in his voice, and he turns in place, setting the box beside his hip, in easy reach for the kid. His feet settle on the floor and he leans back a bit, hands propping him up from either side of Izuku's knees.
"Than's!" There's nearly a minute of silence then. The rustling and clattering noises makes it obvious that Izuku is rifling through the box of bits and pieces, no doubt selecting his ties. The hero lets out a silent sigh, closing his eyes as he sinks into the domestic-sweet noise and waits for the coming affection.
"Can..." the kid trails off, and Aizawa opens his eyes again to find the folded hairbrush being held out beside his face.
"Course. Keep a hold of it," he requests, shifting all of his weight onto his left hand so that he can pull the top half of the brush and flip it out for the kid. At least Izuku asked rather than trying to put too much pressure on his bad hand already. Particularly given that he's meant to be starting physical therapy tomorrow.
From there though, the man lets such thoughts and worries drift away, instead simply enjoying how his hair is gathered loosely at the nape of his neck, before Izuku starts gently working the brush through the tips of his hair. It's far more knotted than usual, a snarled mess from two weeks of barely ever combing it or the like, and the brush will probably be clogged with an unfortunate amount of hair by the end, but for now Aizawa simply lets himself appreciate the care and attention being paid to him. It's a familiar affection between them, a way for Izuku to feel productive and supportive of his Dad rather than it all being one-way (which is a stupid idea, at least in the hero's opinion, but they're his son's feelings so he tries his best to accommodate them rather than risk invalidating them) without doing anything that's actually strenuous or stressful for the teen. It's a perfect compromise for them.
And so Aizawa lets himself sink into the sensation of the brush and thin fingers carding through his hair, small hands against his scalp to pick at particular tangles, and though there's a stiffness there, it's still very much his kid, and the man can't help but absolutely revel in that fact.
"S'a braid 'kay?"
"Sure kid, go with whatever." He can't help both the pride and contentment that bleed into his words because not only is his son doing his hair, the kid's also talking again which, given the state he'd been in this morning, feels like some kind of miracle. Aizawa's more than happy with the change though. Because obviously Izuku's going to have bad nights or days or even weeks, and sometimes the lows are necessary for the highs to come later, but it still hurts to have to watch his kid go through them.
Regardless, Izuku is doing fairly well right now, and Aizawa allows himself to smile, tilting his head back a bit more. He can practically feel the returning grin from Izuku, the matching happiness to his own, and the whole room feels warmer and lighter for it, all sunlight tones and blanket softness.
"Dad." The hero only hums in acknowledgement, noncommittal enough to give Izuku the time and space to say whatever he has in mind,
"Mm?" His son's smile hasn't faded yet, judging by the contentment still found in steady fingers,
"There's some fun thin's I could share." Oh? Well this is either about to be awful or hilarious, isn't it? He'll let the kid share whatever it is either way, if he feels the need to get it off his chest now,
"If you want to, kid, then sure."
"Le'ssee... I kicked No Face in the shins."
"You... kicked All For One in the shins?" Aizawa has a long moment of stunned silence before twisting around, hands shifting to keep him supported, all heedless of how his hair tugs out of Izuku's grip, something approaching horror on his face.
But then it crumples, giving way to an absolutely delighted cackle, loud and unrepentant, and Izuku settles back, revelling in the gorgeous sound, rough and aching and full of so much raw joy it's unreal. It’s rare for his Dad to full-on belly laugh, but it’s always brilliant when he does and, right now, nothing could make the teen feel more at home again. Because there might be a lot of sounds that make up home - cats purring and their rattling dishwasher and the sound of his Dad's heartbeat - but this goes beyond that. This is proof that his hero is happy and safe and alright, and this one person is impossibly more of a home to Izuku than any flat might be, no matter how cherished their shared space and all of its elements are to them both. His Dad is his home, and here they are. Together. Izuku's more then blessed for that fact, he knows.
"You, kiddo, are a precious little shit and I love you for it, you know?" The words are gruff, warped around the edges with the remnants of laughter, and Izuku can only grin back at his Dad. Can only stare into those dark eyes, all black and amber and so very bright, and know that he's safe and appreciated with his hero. With Aizawa, even his flaws end up being loved.
So it's easier than breathing to reply to the man,
"Love you too."
He gets a smile for it, and his Dad briefly ruffles his curls before turning back around again. The beginnings of the man's braid has very much slipped apart already, but Izuku can't bring himself to mind. Instead, he briefly runs the brush through it all again, trying to decide on any other bright points he can describe to the man.
"Hm, we played a lotta rock, paper, scissors. Li pro'ly won half of 'em."
"She's a clever kid. Lucky too, at that," Aizawa remarks, notably amused, even as he tries to keep still so that he won't mess up how Izuku is gradually threading more hair into the growing braid.
"Mmhm. Oh. I taugh' the kids how to sign 'show me the ca's'."
"A wise decision. We'll have to take them to NekoManjuu as soon as possible. Oh, and that's a point, kid." The man stays in place, apparently not deeming the conversation too significant, and that in itself keeps Izuku calm, so he hums in wordless question.
"We're going to be able to bring the cats with us to the dorms. Nobody's allergic or anything. And Kouda's applied to bring his rabbit too, so we won't be the only ones with pets."
"Mmkay," Izuku murmurs, rather vague. He's not sure if he's bothered necessarily, but he is incredibly glad that they'll be able to bring the cats with them. He can't imagine not having their babies around.
"I know your boy - Hitoshi, that is - was debating asking to bring one of his cats along, but he decided that ours would be enough, apparently. All of your class are hellions, you know? I thought one of you was chaotic enough."
"Love us," Izuku chides, gently tugs at the locks in his hands, even as he gets to finishing up the braid.
"I do," the hero sighs,
"My son and his hellspawn friends." And if he hadn't already known his Dad was feeling all soft and sentimental, then those words would be indubitable confirmation.
"Sap," the teen murmurs, not quite able to put the teasing edge into it as intended.
"Problem Child."
"Pro'lem Father." His Dad snorts at that,
"Too right. And I'm one problem you're never getting rid of, understood?"
"Mmhm," Izuku confirms, content, even as he ties off the plait and tucks it over his Dad's shoulder so the man can see the tail end of the braid.
He's expecting the instant attack he gets. Yet he still squeals in something caught between delight and shock when his hero almost instantaneously whips around, loops of capture weapon simultaneously cradling and shoving at the teen so that he's laid back on his bed, his Dad looming over him with a Cheshire smile and fire in his eyes. The vivid pink of the leopard print scrunchie is stark against the otherwise monochromatic palette. That sight has Izuku giggling uncontrollably, utterly unable to help it, and the giggles turn to full-on laughter when nimble fingers slot against his ribs, darting beneath his shirt and then up and down his sides.
"Fucking imp." The so-called imp in question is too busy writhing with breathless laughter to reply. Neither of them care though, not when their hearts are swelling with a sweet, overly-sentimental sort of joy that belongs in childhood dreams and the inevitable affection of loved ones, with a reassurance that even grey skies will give way to sunlight somewhere, somehow, and that nothing lasts forever except what one chooses to hold safe in their heart.
A few hours later, when Izuku is drifting and limp-limbed where he's sprawled out over his Dad's chest, one ear pressed to the heartbeat, right hand tucked up beside his head and twisted into the soft top, the man settles one hand of his own at the small of his kid's back, a warm weight anchoring him in both place and reality. With the other, he turns the brightness on his phone as far down as he can, knowing that the harsher light will do his kid no favours, particularly if it overwhelms the gentle yellow-gold tone of the cat light, and opens up an online shopping website. Surely there must be some kind of boxsets or compilations for this programme?
Five minutes of searching reveals that, yes, there is a boxset. And a book series. Well, the kids will no doubt love them just as much as his son, so Aizawa barely hesitates before putting them both in the cart, and then may or may not add a few more education books in too. And some Legos too. He knows that Izuku, Hizashi, Nemuri... well, pretty much all of his family and friends, honestly, is going to take the absolute mick out of him for being a "doting grandfather" or something, but he can't really help it. Most of the children will have even less than Izuku first did, and obviously UA will be buying the basics (which, when it comes to Nedzu, will inevitably be far more than the average) but they deserve to have lots of things to enjoy. Things to call their own. Sure, maybe they'll grow out of the stuff sooner or later, but if they get to have fun for at least a while, then it has to be worth the money. Them having even the tiniest bit of joy is, really. So the man easily ignores the nearly twenty thousand yen total and places the order. It's a good thing their building just takes all the mail and parcels and stores them; saves him having to be there in person to accept the delivery.
That arranged, Aizawa decides that the softly-snoring teenager splayed out over him has the right idea, and sets his phone aside. Tomorrow might well end up pretty tiring, so they could do with all the rest they can get. With that thought in mind, the hero carefully draws one of the blankets over them both, tucking it low and loose around the kid's shoulders, and tucks his free arm under his head, muttering into the quiet room,
"Goodnight, love." Five minutes later, he joins his son in a thankfully peaceful sleep.
Neither of them are feeling quite so peaceful a few hours after waking up though. Izuku has been fidgeting rather a lot, both excited and nervous for his first physical therapy appointment. Apparently, it will be more of an evaluation than anything else, but still. It's a big step towards being able to go home sooner rather than later.
And so they both get dressed in something vaguely more presentable than usual, Aizawa's hair still in the same braid, and five minutes before Izuku's appointment they finally leave. This time, Izuku doesn't hitch a piggyback ride. He's been walking around more and more, partially to work some muscle again, partially to regain a little bit of independence, and the trip down the corridor to the lift and then down two floors isn't too big of a deal. The teen's legs aren't even shaking by the time they find the correct nameplate and knock.
It swings open within moments, a fairly tall, willowy woman with tanned skin and bright blue hair smiling at them both.
"Hello, Aizawa-san and Izuku-kun, yes? I'm Abe Fumino, the physical therapist assigned to you," she ushers them in as she speaks, clicking the door gently shut again behind them both,
"Whilst I hope it wouldn't be the case, please do know that you can request a transferral at the end of this session if you feel I don't suit you, alright?" Izuku can only nod, not quite unable to speak but not quite able to either. But the gentle hand on his shoulder squeezes briefly, and Izuku sways further into his Dad's side with the gesture, managing a smile and nod for the woman.
"Thanks, Abe-san," Aizawa offers as he and the teen sit down in the two chairs beside her desk. The room they're in isn't massive, just a standard small examination bed against one wall, her desk against the opposite wall, a filing cabinet with matching cupboard, and two chairs perpendicular to her desk. It's clearly designed more as an office than the therapy room itself. Yet the couple of posters and one landscape painting add a little interest; the two framed photos on her desk contribute to personality, and the horse-patterned cushion on her desk chair adds even more.
"Of course! Now then, if I may get straight to the point, I've read through your file and whilst your rather sparse historical records make it difficult to judge accurately, by your status as a hero course student, I take it that you're highly active and fairly dextrous?"
"Highly on both counts. Kid's main weapons are knives, he's been throwing them for, what, about three years?" Aizawa replies, not trying to hide the amused undertone. And Izuku nods, flashing a bit of a grin of his own in reply.
"That's good to hear. Would there be any footage that I could access to get an idea of exactly how you did this?"
And well, Izuku can't help but turn to his Dad with a question clear in his eyes.
"Go on then," he grumbles, because if this freaks the woman out then she won't be a good fit for his son, and it's better to know now than later.
Permission granted, Izuku flicks his right wrist, knife instantaneously in-hand, and he easily starts to flip and twirl it. All of his usual tricks, spinning it around his fingers, tossing it, just enjoying the familiar weight of the weapon and glide of the leather-bound handle.
"Kid's ambidextrous, although his right hand is his writing hand most of the time, so the level of skill and use is pretty much equal to this." His Dad's explanation seems to bring Abe out of her shock all of a sudden, pale eyes clearing and zeroing in on the knife in question. Yet she doesn't hesitate or flinch away, only leaning a little closer, tilting her head for a better perception of the exact movements. A point in her favour.
"Alright. So definitely more dextrous, with a higher range of motion, than the average," she comments, jotting them down on a notepad,
"I assume your grip strength is relatively high too?" Izuku nods, even as his Dad replies verbally for him,
"Fairly." After a moment, Aizawa goes on,
"Some of his basic physical capabilities are on UA files. Would it help to have them sent over to you after this session?"
"Immensely so, yes. If Izuku-kun's alright with that?"
"Y-yeh," he gets out, sheathing his knife again. The woman seems genuine, and she barely even freaked out over the abrupt display of knife skills, so she definitely isn't too bad so far. And she's not treating him like a little kid or an invalid, always including the teen himself in her questions and attention, which only helps.
"Good, thank you. It will help me establish a baseline of what we should be working towards. Today, it would also be good to go through a standard assessment of where you currently are. I'll mainly go through palpations, range of movements and strength. Later on, we may end up needing to look more at functional mobility depending on your progress, but for now it's those three areas I want to focus on. Before we go any further, do either of you have any questions?"
Even as Izuku shakes his head, the hero nods.
"If it can be worked in at some point, we wanted Izuku to be able to work with his capture weapon for part of his physio."
"Capture weapon?"
"One of these," Aizawa explains, tucking a hand beneath his shirt and prompting the entire coil of fabric-alloy to unwind from under his shirt and instead piling in his arms, which he offers with only a little reluctance. He hates letting anyone examine the weapon, but it's for his son's sake, so he can't really begrudge it.
Abe doesn't really hesitate to reach forwards and run a hand over the material, before scooping up a coil and getting a sense for the weight and tensity of it.
"And you can control this?"
"I can fully, Izuku only up to a point. We were hoping he could do some basic training with it as part of the therapy." The woman hums at the reiteration, eyebrows furrowing briefly,
"I won't guarantee anything, and it would probably be better if you could give me some level of demonstration later, but at this point I don't see an issue with it."
"Than's!" Izuku chirps, jaw tense but shoulders slackening by the second.
"Of course," she returns, and the smile on her face is clearly genuine, even as she turns to her computer and starts typing, referring back to the couple of notes she's already made at points.
"Right, that's all added to my file for you. What do you say we get on with this evaluation?" And so they do.
They move into the room adjacent, finding a very large room with lots of different equipment there, one wall mirrored. It's hard work, honestly, more so than Izuku had been expecting. They go through some basic full-body stuff, mainly walking and pushing large medicine balls of increasing weight. They follow that with some flexibility exercises and then, finally, they instead focus on his hand. For now, his left hand is still bandaged, if far less so than originally, and whilst flexing it and curling his fingers is still pretty easy up to a point, making a full fist is genuinely impossible, leaving his hand trembling and pain lancing up to his wrist when he gets only a little over halfway.
But even worse is when he tries to force it flat. He's fine, physically managing it, until he has to straighten his fingers, and something in his mind clicks. Or maybe falls out of place. Because within a moment the pain in his hand is that overwhelming crush of agony, his teeth are buried in his lip, and he's shaking apart from the inside out.
"Kid, Izuku, kiddo, you're fine, safe, we're together. Izuku. Kid, you're with Dad, we're safe, I swear. kiddo?" There are arms around him, his face is being pressed into the soft-rough-worn of a familiar scent, and Izuku suddenly registers where he is. His hero's got him. He's- he's in the hospital and he doesn't need to be silent and nobody's going to hurt him because his Dad's here and that means everything must be okay and he-
"M-mm." It's all he can manage. But apparently it's enough acknowledgement for his Eraserdad, because the man draws back a little, hands shifting from his back to his upper arms, that dark gaze finding his.
"Good job, kiddo, you know what that was about?" He wants to bite his lip, lock his jaw, bury his face in that safe warmth once again, but the greenette forces his leaden tongue to comply, frogmarches the single syllable past arctic lips,
"Fff-flat."
"Fuck. Yeh, okay, kid, I got it. We- we'll do something about that."
There's a pause then, a moment of stillness where Izuku can see the hurt in his Dad's eyes, the pain there, and it makes the ache in his own heart worse, but then the man finds a Cheshire grin from somewhere.
"Honestly, Problem Child, you always keep me on my toes, don't you?"
"M' job." And thank Kami, that gets a snort out of his hero,
"Nobody else is going to do it, no. Though the hellspawn certainly give it a try." And now they're both smiling, wobbly though the teen's might be.
After another moment of simply staring at each other, both relieved to find more light in the other's gaze, Aizawa slips his arm around Izuku's shoulder and they both turn back to the therapist, who's frowning. Although, concern clearly overwhelms any aggravation or anger, so at least that stops the teen feeling too bad about it.
"Ah, sorry Abe-san." The undertone to the man's voice is a familiar one to the greenette and he has no doubt that his Dad is, at most, only apologising to her for the abrupt disruption.
"Not at all. Are you alright, Izuku-kun?" He nods, keeping that shaky smile. If he notes that her tone is a little softer than before, yet with no hint of pity, then it's an observation than can wait until he's alone with his Dad to be stated outside the privacy of his own mind.
"Good. If that's a trigger for you, then we can work around it up to a point, okay? Not on a permanent scale, but certainly for now. Regardless, I only wanted you to do a grip test for me quickly, then we're done with the physical evaluation for today. Are you happy to do that?"
With Izuku's acquiescence, they do a grip strength test done, not much differently than his Dad's Quirk assessment from the beginning of the year, and then they head back into her office where she once again starts typing up her notes.
"Overall, Izuku-kun, you're at a pretty good point for someone with the range and severity of injuries as you sustained, particularly with your hand. However, it is still a severe impairment to your mobility, and as I believe you have a few more weeks until you officially return to school, I'd like to ask for you to attend sessions with me five times a week until then. Two will be whole body, three focusing on your hand. Depending on your progress, we'll probably drop this back to two or three with a similar ratio of focus once the school term kicks in again. Does that sound reasonable to you both?"
"Fine with me. Kiddo?" Izuku doesn't have any qualms, so he nods with a low affirmative murmur. The more physical therapy he can get it, the sooner he can get back to full mobility. Well, up to a point. He knows that it won't be an exact correlation, that sometimes it's just going to be awful and repetitive and painful, but if he works hard at it, then at least he'll have direction.
"Brilliant. With that all said, do let me know if you have any concerns or questions, here's my hospital contact details," she adds, offering a business-like card over to the hero,
"And with that, do you have any last questions before the end of our appointment?"
The two Aizawas turn their attention to each other for a few seconds, and the teen abruptly wiggles his fingers. Of his right hand, of course.
"Ah. Is there anything that Izuku can casually do to help build up strength?" Abe smiles a bit at that,
"I'll be teaching you some daily exercises next session, but you could always get some modelling clay or the like. It's malleable, fun, and very good for exercising your hand without stressing it."
"That'd be a good one; the kids would love it." And Izuku's eyes light up the moment his Dad says that, an excited shiver running through his shoulders, and the man can only grin in return.
With that in mind, the first thing they do upon getting back to their room, Izuku on his Dad's back this time because he's understandably rather tired, is to get the man's laptop and start finding something along those exact lines. By the time Aizawa's placing the exact order, his son is snuffling in his sleep against his shoulder, but he certainly doesn't mind. He's just glad that Izuku has a path for recovery to follow. That he can already see progress in his kid in such a short space of time because whilst it will never be linear, some progress is better than none. And either way, he'll be so ridiculously proud of his kid. No question about it.
Notes:
That paragraph where Izuku got his Dad to laugh, and he started thinking about home? That means a lot to me, personally, because I'm someone who would be at home in a cardboard box in some back-alley if it was with my parents. I know Kidzu would be exactly the same in that: Aizawa is his Dad, his person, his home, and nothing is more important to Izuku. Nothing. And, well, I hope I did that feeling justice, that I explained it as I feel it, how I know Izuku feels it.
The characters for Abe (her surname, but I'm following Japanese customs with the phrasings there) means "peace" and "part" respectively, which I felt worked well for a physical therapist, you know?
Also, her having first Izuku then Zawa just pull weapons out of fucking nowhere must have been such a trip. Like, she works mostly with teens, right? So not often heroes in training - having a kid and his Dad just pulling potentially lethal shit casually from under their clothes must have had her "wtf"ing inside so much and that thought brings me way too much amusement :DOh, and if there are any major errors about PT, to your knowledge, feel free to enlighten me! I did a fair bit of research, but I've never actually had to have physiotherapy before, so I may make mistakes ^^;
All in all, take my love, hugs and gratitude, and enjoy your day/night! Ota - xxx
Chapter 77: LXXIII - Soft Perfection
Summary:
We have some family fluff, to nobody's surprise! ;)
Notes:
This was kinda slow-going, probably because I'm back at online school this week after technically having last week off, but I got there in the end! ^^
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku has the next day off from physical therapy and, given how he wakes up full of aches, velcro catching in his joints and the beginnings of thorns winding around his bones, he's rather grateful for it. Most of that ache is in his hand, but it doesn't seem any more than what Abe-san said to expect, so he instead decides to concentrate on the fact that his Dad is snoring beneath him.
The man's eyebags are starting to return to their usual levels of deep and dark, rather than the abyssal pits they'd been the first few days after Izuku got back. The fact that he's sleeping well and often enough for that slight recovery makes the greenette feel significantly better about how often he's been keeping his Dad awake, between his nightmares and anxiety. Logically, he knows that Aizawa doesn't mind, or at least not beyond the fact that he doesn't like Izuku being distressed, but it doesn't stop the teen from feeling bad over it.
"What're you thinking so hard about, kiddo?" The words are slow and sleep-rough, startling Izuku. He... He hadn't even clocked that the snoring had stopped and the man had woken up. But his jerk of surprise doesn't dislodge him, because the arm slung low on his back stays steady and strong, reassuring, and damn Izuku loves his Dad.
"You."
"Nothing too awful, I hope?" There's the hint of a Cheshire grin accompanying the question and the teen helplessly relaxes at the sight of it.
"Mm. Jus'... gra'eful." The words are more of a murmur than anything else, deadened further with how Izuku's chin is propped up on the hero's chest, no doubt digging in as he talks, yet he only gets a hair ruffle.
"I mean, I'll take it, but you don't need to be, understood? I'm your Dad, Izuku."
"Yeh, you are." The words are lethargy-slow, sap-sweet, and he only gets a gentle kind of smirk for them.
"Imp," the hero chides, and promptly rolls over just enough that the teen flops messily onto the blankets, one arm and leg still sprawled over Aizawa. He tilts his head back at a slightly awkward angle to pout up at his Dad.
"Mean."
"Also part of being your Dad." Bastard. He knows that phrasing it like that makes it infinitely harder for Izuku to be mad at him. So the greenette makes do with thumping his heel into the man's calf as he shifts upright, snickering at the grunt it earns. Then, of course, fingers jab into his ribs, jolting Izuku in place with a cry, and he flips the man off over his shoulder before stumbling out of bed. He needs the bathroom. Plus it'll cut off their rapidly-developing bout. Honestly, Izuku is itching to be able to run and parkour and properly spar again, despite how his body directly contradicts that. He's ever-more restless.
Trying to push down the move-act-fight urge that crackles along his skin, the teen instead takes care of the bathroom necessities, splashes some cold water on his face with his right hand, very much glad that he no longer has bandages on his cheek to interfere with such basic actions, and goes back into the main room.
His Dad is half-asleep again, still splayed out on the bed, and it's a good sight for Izuku. He's safe, and so is his hero, and they're going to spend the morning with the kids, and things are okay.
It feels like it's been far too long since he could last think that and actually believe it, even in the privacy of his own mind. But right now, with sleepy sunlight filtering in and gilding his Dad in the precious tones that the hero is so worthy of, with rowdy snores and drowsy contentment lingering in the air... well, it's a moment that Izuku can't help but cherish. It's little things like this that make up a family, moments with little imperfections that are all the more perfect for it.
His Dad's snores really are obnoxious though, even when half asleep.
Izuku decides he'd rather not disturb the man, so he instead moves over to the sofa and curls up neatly in the sleeping bag there, shoving his still-damp face into the yellow fabric, breathing in deeply: coffee and cats is a good smell. Assured, he hooks the edge of the material up and over his shoulder, tucking himself in just enough to feel warm and secure.
From his new position, he shamelessly watches his Dad as the hero slips further into sleep. It's a wonderful thing to watch.
He's not even conscious of it at first, but at some point the teen picks up a gentle, jagged humming, wavering a little but following a rhythm all the same, and it's a call-back to several of the last 'Put Your Hands Up' radio segments, songs from trending artists combined with pre-Quirk alternative and everything in between. Arguably, it's a disjointed mess. Auntie Zashi would certainly say so, but it only increases the gentle joy growing root in his chest, the butterfly-brush of petals blossoming around his heart, and it aches yet it's so very sweet. The perfect accompaniment to a lazy early morning. Although sooner or later Izuku also starts to drift back off, his humming fading into the silent glamour of strengthening sunlight, and it's with contentment that he lets himself doze, always just about aware enough to be sure his Dad is okay and sleeping peacefully.
It's a good while later when they're both startled fully awake by a knock on the door. Aizawa is immediately rolling to his feet and rounding the bed, capture weapon in hand. Izuku only curls further into himself under the sleeping bag, a knife in one hand, and watches on, perhaps more ready to throw it than he should be whilst in hospital. But, well, at least if anyone gets injured then medical care is close by?
Moments later, the door opens to reveal a nurse, smiling sheepishly at Aizawa, eyes flickering to Izuku on the opposite side of the room.
"Hello Aizawa-san, Aizawa-kun, I've got some breakfast options with me?"
"Right," the man grumbles, clearly still half asleep,
"Kid, you want..."
"Miso and rice, fruit, or onigiri," the nurse lists for them, stepping aside so that they can see the trolley he has with him.
"Mm, 'giri," Izuku requests, setting his knife aside and settling back more comfortably on the sofa, relaxing a fair bit.
"Two sets of onigiri and, uh, apples I guess, thanks."
"Of course."
As soon as the door slides shut again, the hero's hands full of two plates with some onigiri and an apple each, Izuku shoves himself up from the sofa, wincing a little at the pull on his sore muscles and joints. His Dad clearly notices that fact, but he doesn't pick him up on it just yet.
Instead, he puts the plates down on the rolling table that swings out over the bed, and drags it with him as he comes to sit on Izuku's bad again, taking the foot end. With the beginning of a Cheshire grin falling into place, the teen sits up against the head of the bed, very much glad for the pillows cushioning his sore body (and dammit, his Dad must have done that deliberately, mustn't he? Soft bastard) and instead of thanking the man, he leans forward and snatches the man's apple and one of his onigiri.
"Kid." The tone is immaculately deadpan, neutral and somehow all the more offended for it.
"'S more r-red!"
Izuku resolutely doesn't add that, whilst the apple comment is true, he'd noticed that one of the man's rice balls had a pickled plum filling, judging by the patterns of seaweed wrapping the hospital tended to use, and well, what kind of son would he be if he didn't save the hero from his most hated flavour?
Grinning to himself, Izuku bites down on the umeboshi onigiri, and nudges one of his own two kombu balls towards the man. Aizawa might huff, but he takes the offered onigiri all the same. They eat in easy silence, quite content without chatting to each other. And if Izuku stretches one leg out enough to press a foot against his Dad's shin, then it's only another thing that doesn't need to be acknowledged right now.
Still, they finish up their food soon enough, and Aizawa ushers Izuku to go and shower first, telling him in no uncertain terms to take his time for once, if only because the hot water will help relieve his aches and pains. Well, the greenette can't fight with that logic.
So he lets his Dad cover up his hand-bandages in some of the plastic wrap, and then the last of his bandages on his shoulder get the same treatment, and Izuku goes to shower. The hero, of course, was correct. The steady pressure and heat of the water pounding over him really does help, loosening strained muscles and plastering his curls against his face and neck. It's silly, a foolish psychological tic, he knows, but it's such a tangible reassurance of how long his hair has gotten now, something that reminds him of his Dad rather than the old caretakers, and it's grounding in its own way. A physical insistence that Izuku is the one with control and choice now. With people that care about his opinions and well-being and happiness.
And after the last few weeks? Well, it's a given that he only needs that even more at the moment. Thank Kami his Dad is so aware and observant because if he was oblivious to Izuku's needs and wants, if he was ignorant, wilfully or otherwi-
Probably better not to think about it really. The point is, Izuku insists to himself, he's lucky now. Safe. And with that ringing in his mind, the greenette shoves the more negative thoughts away, because he really does revel in the shower and how so many of his aches, physical and mental, are being washed right away. Although, he doesn't want to stay for too long because there's something to look forward to today. Well, two things actually: the kids, and his boyfriends.
So, rinsing away the last of the shampoo, Izuku is quick to dry the worst of the water off and shoves on an old UA t-shirt of his Dad's to go with his trackies and fluffy cat socks. His hair's still sodden, but that's just a tad calculated.
"Da', can you...?"
"Sure kiddo, sit here," the man replies immediately, tapping at his laptop briefly before pushing the lid down and putting it to the side. Izuku bounces over, genuinely happy, and perches on the edge of his bed, grinning when his Dad takes the towel from around his neck and starts to shift his dripping curls, squeezing the tail ends in the towel to begin with. As Izuku tilts his head back into the touch, the hero shifts from dealing with the no-longer-dripping ends and starts to rough through the main mass of hair, scratching carefully against his scalp and gently separating out larger clumps.
Izuku can't help but grumble under his breath, something closer to a purr than he'd ever choose to admit, and easily sags back into the affection. It's familiar and all the more perfect for it.
He's drowsy again by the time his hero stops the ministrations, only for the man to instead shift callused fingers directly through his curls, smoothing them out as best Aizawa can before gathering them loosely at the nape of Izuku's neck, pausing for a moment.
"Mind if I try something, kiddo?"
"Mm," he hums in return, too dreamy-content to really care, mind having slipped into somewhere quiet and empty. Not dissociative, just... calm.
"One night - morning, really - I actually got bored of cat videos- yes, I know, first time for everything" he adds, at Izuku's quiet snort of disbelief,
"And I decided to go looking for some of the hair tutorial type things that I know you've watched, and I think I've picked up some of the basics."
Well, Izuku certainly can't deny his Dad this. Not when it's either going to be a wonderful, affectionate thing or something so utterly atrocious that he can blackmail the man with it.
With permission granted, his Dad starts to shift through Izuku's hair again, separating it out into three simple sections at the hairline and beginning to plait them, judging by the gentle tugs that periodically pull at his scalp. It never comes close to hurting though, far too careful for that, and honestly the slight pull is more grounding than painful. It makes it easy for Izuku to sink back into that peaceful place, less aware by the minute but completely content in that. He's safe with his Dad. Looked after. At least right now, he wants for nothing more than this.
Even if, twice, the hero curses quietly and restarts from the hairline once again.
After a while, Izuku's hair is successfully plaited. Or braided, rather, and he can only smile and roll his eyes when his Dad tucks the braid over his shoulder for him and the teen can just about see the vivid leopard print scrunchie despite how short the braid is.
"Revenge is sweeter than strawberry jelly packs."
"Mmhm," he hums disbelievingly, levering to his feet to go and look in the bathroom mirror. And to be fair to the man, he's managed a semi-decent french braid. It wavers a little at one point, slinking towards the left rather than straight down the middle, and there's more than one bump or lump, and it's all tied off with their most hideous scrunchie, but it's comfortable and cute and his Dad did it.
All in all, Izuku couldn't love it more.
He darts back into the main room with a broad grin, easily ignoring how the expression tenses the skin around his freshest face scars, instead throwing his arms around his Dad.
"Than's!" he chirps right in the man's ear.
He can tell it must mean a fair bit to the underground hero because, instead of grumbling about the racket, his Dad only chuffs out an amused breath and curls arms around him in return, settling loosely with hands between his too-sharp shoulder blades.
"You're welcome, kid. Probably about time I returned the favour, I reckoned." Izuku can only press an ever-wider smile into the man's neck. Damn, he really is lucky to have his hero. To know that he can always rely on the man for anything and everything, whether it's fumbling through braids or rescuing him from a centuries-old supervillain. It's his EraserDad after all.
They draw away from each other sooner rather than later though, Izuku having been a bit too hunched over to be comfortable, and the man goes to shower next.
He comes out with barely-damp hair though, clearly having decided not to wash it today, which makes it quicker for Izuku to put it up in its own braid, hand moving more smoothly than the last time he did this despite the short time interval, and he grants leniency in his choice of hair tie. After all, the vivid yellow could be just as much a reference to Aizawa's goggles or sleeping bag as Auntie Zashi.
The man in question clearly picks up on both, judging by his sceptical look, but he doesn't truly complain and, instead, locates both of their phones and tucks his laptop away before ushering Izuku out of the room.
"C'mon kiddo, we've got babies to see." That's an invitation Izuku will never say no to.
It doesn't take them more than a minute to round a corridor corner and get to the familiar door, knocking before sliding it partway open, letting the kids see them before they enter. The expected calls of 'Izu-pa' and 'Zawa-jii' go up, and then there are nine little bodies all rushing over, crowding around them. Well, Anna is almost up to Izuku's shoulders, but some of the kids are no taller than hip height on Aizawa, and that's simultaneously adorable and saddening. Right now though, it's mostly adorable.
"Hey darlin's," Izuku smiles, and he opens his arms wide to accept enthusiastic, albeit careful, hugs from four of the kids all at once. The other five do the same with his Dad, and the teen idly wishes he could have taken a photo of the precious moment.
Instead, he makes do with accepting his own second round of hugs.
Then Tanaka is clutching his good hand, tucking in close to his side, and Nabe is tugging him forward by the hem of his shirt.
"Izu-pa, come'n see! Your Uncle Nemmy picked up the kitty, but she gave us prezzies!" The teen hums in wordless question, checking over his shoulder to exchange a confused glance with his Dad, but the man clearly has no inkling either. Odd.
They finally look to the beds at that point, and find that every single one has a cat plushie on it, clearly brand new with shiny eyes and luxurious fur, some black or grey or ginger, some calico or tabby or tuxedo. Several of them are buried in amongst new fluffy blankets or are on top of pillows with cute, childish designs on. Nothing is hero-themed, but maybe that's better. For now, at least.
"Like 'em," Izuku manages, stroking the soft head of the calico that Nabe shoves up at him.
"Have you all named them yet?" Aizawa asks, holding two of them to his own chest, apparently offered to him by Ryo and Shi for inspection.
"I haven't!" Li pipes up, brandishing a ginger tabby bearing a remarkable resemblance to Kimchi. Hopefully the soft toy isn't as much of an outright bitch.
"We'd better get you some ideas then, hadn't we?" The hero muses, and Izuku adores the indulgent smile on his Dad's face. It's good that the teen himself isn't the only one so incredibly weak for these wide eyes and apple-sweet cheeks. Maybe it's just an Aizawa trait now.
With their first activity of the day decided, Aizawa makes quick work of shoving the usual beds together and they all sprawl out together. Izuku takes advantage of the fact that he doesn't have to be quite as careful with himself now, and enjoys being able to interact with the kids more, ruffling hair and offering the occasional easier sign.
It doesn't actually take all that long to name the three cats still lacking appellations. Li's tabby ends up being 'Spot' on the logic that, well, it's a stripy cat, so of course it should be called Spot. Izuku simply loves the chaos of that fact. Kage's black cat gets titled as 'Mr E' after Anna says that Li's naming process was a mystery. Finally, Shi pouts over his brown and white tabby for a long while, smiling for his friends-siblings-family when they find their cats' names, yet his expression always dampens again afterwards.
But then he suddenly perks up, a quiet sort of glee to his face, and he reaches over to tap at Izuku's knee rapidly.
"Mm?" The greenette turns almost his full attention to the boy. One hand is still playing with Ina's mane, working out a tangle or two.
"I- I think he's Bean."
"Suits him," Izuku agrees, a gentle smile of his own falling into place, and he bops first Bean's nose then Shi's. The green boy doesn't flinch or hesitate. No, he only giggles, all sweet and soft, and reaches forwards to do the same for Izuku. It's adorable.
With all of the cats successfully named, they move on to discuss a very important matter: whether they want to play Shiratori or Rock, Paper, Scissors.
Consensus decision puts it at Shiratori, and Aizawa is secretly rather glad for it because, well, education is important. And if the kids can learn new words from each other and both of the Aizawas whilst having fun, then all for the better.
'Cat,' Setsuna starts, and everyone laughs for a minute before Izuku takes his turn,
"Telly."
"Yoghurt," Aizawa jumps in, signing along with himself, not wanting the kids to have to deal with a y-word, preferably. Izuku cuts an amused glance at him, but he only rolls his eyes in return, most of his focus on Anna's next choice.
They wile away several hours with games and the odd anecdote, all of the kids picking up a few new signs through the course of their many, many Shiratori rounds. To himself, the underground hero acknowledges that, most likely, with any other children he would be bored to death already, probably to the point of at least pretending to nap if not completely going to sleep.
And yet here, now, with these ten amazing, weird little people, he finds himself smiling more easily than perhaps ever before. It just... Well, they make Izuku happy. Make him happy. Sure, Nemuri and Zashi have done exactly that for years, yet there's something about these kids, with their eyes full of so much shadow and light all at once, with small smiles and hesitant hands, that are becoming ever-more confident in their own safety and sanctity. It feels like a blessing to be around them. To know that his kid saved their hearts, that more of their family saved their lives, and now they all have the chance of, quite simply, living full and happy lives.
It sounds so mundane, Aizawa muses to himself, as he watches Tanaka's head droop further and further against Izuku's shoulder, fine hair falling across his half-lidded eyes. But a good life is a miracle in too many cases. And, frankly, if anybody has the capability and determination to make sure these kids end up happy, it'll be his son.
On top of that, the man himself will be there every step of the way, no matter what; there's not a chance in hell that he would let them suffer any more. These children are all Aizawas in some form after all. Family.
Notes:
For some reason I feel like I need to warn you that we'll be moving partially out of this kind of "recovery" phase within the next, hm, maybe three chapters or so, if I haven't forgotten about anything. It's not a bad thing! We're just going to return to a bit more of the direct plot with a continuing recovery alongside. Hope I haven't alarmed anyone ^^
Also, this is the kinda video I expect Dadzawa had been watching, kay?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwEVQU3ffYMAlso-also, the kids picking up on calling Hizashi and Nemuri the technically-wrong names? Mmhm, I'm so pleased with myself for realising I could do that! :D
And yes, Izuku, darling, it's *definitely* an Aizawa trait to be way too soft on cute kids, okay?
Anyways - lots of love and hugs to you all, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 78: LXXIV - Dawn And Dusk Aren't So Different (Growing In the Sunlight Between)
Summary:
I figured we deserved some gay fluff again - I've missed my boys ^^ And we get hints of canon-based plot coming back in! ;)
Notes:
Sorry this was a little late - I probably could've finished it last night but it was late, and I had lessons today, and all in all it seemed better to come back to it today, so that's what I did! ^^'
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The two Aizawas get back from Izuku's next physiotherapy appointment with one list of daily exercises and another of things to buy. Abe-san had suggested getting some natural oils, maybe coconut or almond, that can be warmed before massaging it into his hand and around his scars prior to exercises, to help ease the muscles and to get some blood flow going. The hero, listening to this, had idly thought to himself that it might help Izuku work past his triggers to at least some degree, which certainly doesn't hurt.
So, now that they're back in the kid's room, the hero sits beside his son on the bed and, once again, opens up an online shop. This one was suggested by the physical therapist as an affordable brand that has both trial packs and larger bulk buying options available, and Aizawa knows his kid will be more comfortable with something that's not egregiously expensive, so it seems like a good option. Then, of course, they actually have to choose specific oils, and neither of them really have a clue about what they should choose. Or even what they want to choose.
Sharing an exasperated look, Aizawa flicks through the trial packs until he comes across one that just has three different types and glances back at Izuku. The kid squints at the screen for a second, then looks back up at him and shrugs. Well, that's good enough for him.
With the order placed, Aizawa shoves his laptop off to the side and abruptly flops over his kid. Grumbling wordlessly, the teen wriggles to stop the hero's chin from digging into his shoulder, even as he sags against his Dad in turn. They end up a messy pool of limbs in the middle of the bed, buried under each other and breathing easily. Aizawa is oh-so careful of where he lets himself put pressure, avoiding joints and neck and a certain left hand, knowing that Izuku is a bit sore. But being overly and blatantly careful of his kid would only hurt Izuku inside.
Well, frankly, it would hurt both of them. Aizawa's not ashamed to admit that if they were a bit co-dependent and inseparable before, then they definitely are now. And one day they'll have to start growing past that again, but not today or tomorrow, so it can wait.
For now, he grounds his kid with his own bodyweight, both revelling in the contact, and they simply rest together.
They don't move again until a long while later, blinking blearily at each other when there's a knock on the door. Groaning, Izuku wriggles off of the bed before his Dad and stumbles over to the door, leaning forwards against it as he slides it half-open. Just as Aizawa gets to his feet, capture weapon instinctively in hand, the kid throws himself forwards, easily being caught by his two boyfriends.
"Hey, Green bean."
"Hello Izu." The hero relaxes at the two familiar voices - and very distinctive hairstyles, though they're now ducking in close to his kid's head - so he simply turns away to give them a moment and instead busies himself with grabbing his laptop to shove it on charge.
Behind him, Izuku has firmly wrapped his arms around his boyfriends' waists, tucking himself in close, and feels himself go boneless all over again when there are matching kisses pressed into his curls, strong arms settling around him, and he can hear the steadiness of two familiar heartbeats. Kami, he loves these two so much.
After a minute though, Izuku pulls back, because his knees are honestly a bit wobbly. Although he can't help but giggle a bit, good-natured, when both Hitoshi and Shouto sway further into him, following his warmth and touch. Instead, Izuku brushes fingertips along their cheekbones, tender and affectionate, just caressing against the base of a burn scar and the slightest indent of where a muzzle once lay, gently guiding them each down a little further so that he can kiss them both, first the thin, soft lips of Hitoshi, then the warm-cold sweetness of Shouto's, revelling in their blissed-out expressions before stumbling back over to his bed.
"Hey Sensei."
"Hello, Aizawa-Sensei." They both notice the man then, having been pushed a little out of Izuku's orbit, and finally taking in the rest of the room.
"Just call me Aizawa in private. Or Shouta, I guess. Whatever," he dismisses, nodding to them both. Hitoshi and Shouto exchange a look, then glance to Izuku, before there's a crooked grin on Hitoshi's face, and a certain softness to Shouto's,
"Thank you, Aizawa." They still don't quite dare calling him Shouta yet though. He is their partner's Dad after all, and most definitely a protective one; even if they're fairly sure he likes them and isn't bothered by formalities, it seems like playing on the safe side is better for now.
With that interaction over with, Izuku pipes up, carefully patting the bed either side of him,
"Cuddle!" He demands, simple and sweet in a single honey-toned chirp, and neither of them are going to deny it. No, they settle onto either side of him, each settling a chin atop fluffy curls, and curl their arms around him together, huddling in close. Izuku melts. A hand gets settled atop each of their warm thighs, nothing salacious, simply affectionate and easy, and he wriggles to get them to collapse impossibly further into him.
Aizawa, seeing this and unable to help the soft expression that settles on his face, picks up the telly remote and steps over to drop it by the teens' legs, trying not to snort when he notices how the limbs are all intertwined, draped over each other in one big tangle.
"Shove something on if you want. We're not due to see the kids until after lunch."
"Than's Dad." Aizawa doesn't really mind that he can't ruffle his son's hair this time, because the sight of him huddled up between his boys is cute enough to make up for it. So long as they don't always hog him.
Not that the dad would ever get jealous of his kid's boyfriends for monopolising affection. Obviously not.
No, he doesn't get jealous of actual children, so Aizawa turns his attention to his computer, letting the three have their time. Because he doesn't want to leave the room, no matter how capable all three of the teens might be, and he's content enough to give them the facsimile of privacy that him attending to some online paperwork provides.
And it really is adorable that Izuku is so content between the two taller boys, all gentle and soft and very obviously sweet together, and Aizawa is glad for it. Hitoshi and Shouto have always been some of the more mature in the class, but the man would be lying to say that he hadn't worried over their reactions to Izuku's new trauma and scars. They're kids, all of them, and the rigours - and beyond - of heroics is a lot to ask of them. To expect them to handle gracefully. Yet here the two are, perfectly able to accept and work with how their boyfriend has changed, inside and out.
Seeing all three of them with white in their hair just epitomises it, really.
Whilst Aizawa is caught up in ponderings, the three in question are staying huddled close together, Hitoshi the one flicking through channels in search of something decent. Then, of course, there's a special heroics documentary on an education channel, and even if they didn't feel the way that Izuku practically starts vibrating beneath them, they know their boyfriend well enough to be aware that they simply cannot pass up on such an opportunity. Plus, to be frank, the two are just revelling in having the greenette safe and happy between them, already more emotive and verbal than he had been the first time they'd seen him again. It's amazing to see his progress already.
Content, everyone settles in, attention caught between each other and the telly, and it's simply nice. Not stressful or tiring or trying, but rather quiet and calm and all-round lovely.
Nobody mentions it aloud, but all three of the others notice when, nearly twenty minutes into the documentary, Izuku starts to mutter. And Kami, it's been a long time since they last heard this. Maybe... maybe the first full day of the training camp, when he first got full exposure to 1-B's Quirks? Or even before then, at the physical exam? Either way, it's been far too long. Because oh, how they've all missed this sound, the low consistent noise of syllables being enunciated carefully in a hushed tone, unobtrusive and distinct all at once, perfect for being able to listen closely to or ignore depending on how close someone is. It's Izuku and Kidilante and Hemlock all at once, and it's utterly wonderful.
None of them mention it to him though. Undoubtedly, it would both interrupt his chain of thought and possibly make him realise what he's doing. That he's making noise. And all three of them have picked up on that being an issue, although Aizawa by far the most so. Being silent is being safe now.
And that goes against so much of their Izuku that it's painful to even think about, because there's an intrinsic wrongness to the notion of it. What's done is done though; now they're left to help the teen work through the aftermath, to return to himself day by day.
Even this soft atmosphere can't last forever though, and it's hard not to begrudge that the documentary ends and, with it, Izuku's rambling.
"It's about lunch time now, do you kids want to eat?" Aizawa asks, cutting off any comments from the taller teens, just in case.
"I could," Hitoshi comments, shifting back a little to be able to look at Izuku. Who, of course, has pulled the slightest face, before shrugging, shoulders digging into his partners' ribs.
"Izuku, kiddo, you know the drill," Aizawa comments, apparently having noted the movement despite the awkward angle, the words not chiding but rather empathetic. The pout it earns is adorable enough to have Hitoshi and Shouto exchanging an absolutely besotted look. Their boyfriend should not be allowed to be this beautiful. And adorable. And attractive. Entrancing. All of the things; every single one.
They can't appreciate it as much as desired though (well, given the choice, they would probably never stop simply being like this, curled up together and able to shamelessly stare at the beauty that is the other two, more than glad for what they have with each other, the security and joy and love they share) because it's at that moment that Shouto's stomach chooses to growl, startling all of them.
"Sen- Aizawa, I have another bento to share in my bag that you can get?"
"Thanks, kid. You've told your mother that we appreciate it, right?" Hitoshi nods, not minding that his teacher is currently taking out the hoodie and charger that are on top of the bento in his rucksack, dumped by the door. It's only Izuku's dad after all.
There are four sets of chopsticks in the little drawstring bag that accompanies the layered bento box, and Aizawa passes them around as he sets the different layers up on the swing-around table.
Subtle though he may be about it, the hero keeps an eye on Izuku as they all eat. He finds, despite the kid's earlier reluctance, that he's incredibly weak to either of his partners offering him something, and this is definitely something that Aizawa is going to remember for future reference. Izuku's appetite has never been brilliant (and the hero knows exactly why, and dammit he still wishes he could've burnt that supposed home to the ground) but it has definitely worsened over the last two weeks.
If Shouto and Hitoshi can get him to eat purely by being ridiculously adorable and ever-so-slightly sickening to even just pretend to not pay attention to, then it's worth remembering.
Regardless, they all finish up the food and, much to Izuku's clear excitement, are ready to head over to the kids' room. Aizawa assesses the teen, trying to make sure he's not too wobbly on his feet, and is glad that the greenette seems to have a bit more energy and vigour to him again after the draining physical therapy session earlier this morning.
"You two'd better not let this imp run wild, understood?" All three of the teens hear the subtext to that, the request beneath the teasing, and the small smile on his kid's face speaks of Izuku's gratitude for looking out for him but not embarrassing or pushing him in any way.
They get to the childrens' room without incidence though, the greenette happy to link arms with Hitoshi and Shouto rather than their usual hand-holding, and they're greeted with lots of cries of 'Izu-pa' and 'Zawa-jii'. Then their company gets registered and, after a moment, there are softer greetings along the lines of 'hello Toshi-chan, Shou-chan' and dammit, they're already so vert weak for Izuku's kids. It's hard not to be, really. Particularly considering all of the wide, bright eyes and just-round cheeks, lisps and fidgeting hands.
If it wasn't for their relative ages, Shouto would definitely already be creating secret love child theories for every single one of these kids, because they're the exact same sort of perfectly adorable as Izuku.
Unfortunately, Izuku is too young and the kids are too old, so instead Shouto follows the others into the room, and isn't even conscious of the soft expression that overcomes him at the sight of the greenette interacting with the children. They swarm around him, reaching out and hesitant all at once, so careful of his still-obvious hurts, but otherwise absolutely ecstatic to be with him, clamouring for his attention without fighting over it, and it's something unfamiliar and warm all at once for the heterochromatic boy.
"It's kind of hot, isn't it? That he's so good with ki-"
"Hito!" Shouto whispers, both in exclamation and apprehension, unable to help how one hand smokes, and his left cheek frosts over a little, because his boyfriend can't just say that randomly, no matter how true it might be, and really, is he trying to embarrass them- A low, enquiring hum interrupts his thoughts, and Izuku is staring up at them both from his place amongst the kids, kneeling on the floor with his lap and arms occupied by two of the girls and one of the boys. The adorable sight doesn't help Shouto with controlling his Quirk in the slightest, and he turns to bury his face in Hitoshi's shoulder instead. The gentle pats on his shoulder help a bit; the scents of eucalyptus and faint-Izuku help even more.
"Is Shou-chan okay?" He whimpers into Hitoshi's shoulder at the cute voice, utterly unable to process how he should handle it, and a second hand comes to thread through his hair as well,
"Yeh, don't worry," the insomniac laughs, soft,
"He just can't handle you guys' cuteness."
"Hito-" Shouto whines, not wanting to be called out yet unable to argue because it's all too accurate.
The room swells with laughter, all in sugar-sweet response to his misery.
After a few minutes, there's some chatter and shuffling around once more, and Hitoshi starts nudging Shouto along so the heterochromatic teen finally peaks out and deems it safe, with most of the children gathered around the two Aizawas, signing and babbling rapidly with some heady mix of excitement and nerves. And a few seconds of attention makes the subject matter clear: the kids are moving out. Or, rather, moving in.
It's only just as Shouto and Hitoshi are sharing a look at that, already worrying for Izuku's reaction, when Aizawa interrupts, tone gentle but insistent,
"You're moving into your homes tomorrow?" There's a series of affirmatives and nodding heads, and neither of the teens miss how Izuku abruptly leans further into his Dad.
"And you're all happy with this? Or at least alright with it." Now the answers become more hesitant, a lot of general stammers before Anna speaks up,
"The principal - N-Nedzu? He- he said we'd be together, 'cept for Setsuna and Tanaka and Nabe, but they can visit, and, Izu-pa, we'll live near you!"
"Will, darlin's, yeh," he manages in return, their mixed emotions seeming to affect him too. There's a sag in the line of his shoulders, not defeated but rather Atlas-bearing, and the gleam to his eyes has gone from joy to intent, the spark of flames rather than glint of sunlight, and the change is stark, somehow.
Sometimes the little things speak more than volumes; and every person in the room has seen enough suffering to pick up on those volumes.
Perhaps that's why the kids swarm impossibly closer to Izuku again, piling into his lap and against his chest and each other, a few settling in Aizawa's lap, and one intrepid little soul - Ina, they will remember in a minute - reaches a hand out to the two teens waiting by the door still, grabby-handing them over. And who are Hitoshi and Shouto to say no?
From there, it only takes a minute for everyone to get settled.
Hitoshi and Shouto press up against Izuku's right-hand side, his Dad to his left, and the children largely centring around the greenette's lap but spilling to either side, and they simply cuddle for a long few minutes. It's clear that Izuku needs it, revels in it, just as much the kids, and it's only that realisation that has his boyfriends clocking that Izuku hasn't been more than two minutes away from them this whole time. Well, on the way over to the hospital, but the teen was probably barely coherent for that, not like now. No, now he has time and space and awareness enough to overthink, to run through every possible thing that could go right or wrong (so wrong, if he's not there to take the attention, to take the pain, who will? What will stop his babies from getting hurt, who will keep them safe and happy, dry tears and ruffle hair and-) and to fret over the sweet little souls that he has thrown so much of himself into protecting. This... this was always going to hurt.
And it takes him a while, fingers fidgeting to card through growing-out hair, tracing along the childhood-round cheeks, always as delicate a touch as spidersilk, lingering and fragile, but eventually Izuku speaks up again, working the words out with an effort almost too great to watch,
"UA... 's safe. Kind." He then knocks his head against Aizawa's shoulder, and the man easily takes up the silence,
"Izuku and I have had some input into the Ward house; that means we've helped them decide how it's going to work and what you lot will have, or be able to do, or be kept safe by. And in a week or two, Izuku and I - all of the hero students - will be moving into the student dorms."
He pauses then, assessing their reactions thus far, and after a moment continues on,
"There will be distinct separation between the Ward house and the student areas, but we can visit all the time, and there'll be enough spare bedrooms that we can even sleep over sometimes. Although not on school nights, because all of you need to be looking after your education," he adds, mock-stern, and it earns him a round of giggles and snickers, the whole room seeming to lighten.
"But Zawa-jii! I'm five," Li exclaims, laughter warping the words. The hero simply reaches over to bop her nose,
"And very serious school is at that age, too." When she glances over to Izuku with a pout, he only nods, grave.
"Fine. But," she bargains,
"Only if Izu-pa helps me learn my kata- katakaha."
Both Aizawas snort, Hitoshi and Shouto sharing an amused glance, and the man smiles gently to match his tone of voice,
"Katakana, kid, katakana."
"That!" There's some more giggling throughout the room, though Shi doesn't hesitate to add,
"We can all help with katakana. And kanji and hiragana."
"You can all help each other; you can ask us for things too, understood? We'll always be willing to help you. All of you."
It amazes the two teens how the children react so easily to the change of atmosphere; how they pick up on the small variations and respond in kind, bright eyes meeting the Aizawas' with all the gravity their small bodies can hold.
It should probably be sad just how much gravity that is.
The moment passes though, and Aizawa sends Nabe off to pick a book out for them all. Before they can start reading, with most of the children paying more attention to their discussion over their choice of story, the hero turns to Izuku's boyfriends,
"You two will never speak of what's about to happen, understood? I can and will make your whole class run the Hell Course, and I'll let them know it was because of you." Maybe that should feel more threatening - Hitoshi and Shouto can certainly tell it's not an idle promise - but really it's just amusing as much as anything else.
They both agree though. Because the Hell Course is not a fun training task by anyone's standards - barring Izuku, of course, because their boyfriend is almost certifiably insane when it comes to his idea of fun training, which shouldn't be surprising given that he's known their teacher for several years - and they don't want to subject themselves or their rowdy classmates to that awful obstacle race.
Particularly when there's a strong possibility several of their classmates would seriously consider murder over such a fate. Sharing whatever's about to happen is not worth having to avoid attempts on their lives for the first week back at least.
By the time they've both nodded, glancing down at Izuku for any sort of support and explanation only to be offered a very distinctive Cheshire grin, Aizawa has a book in hand, and the kids have all settled down again, clearly eager for the story. And when the man starts reading, they understand why they were forewarned. Because their teacher, gruff and rough and unyielding though he so often is, reads it with all of the voices for the characters, be it lilting and soft for the witch, or rumbling and menacing for the dark knight, all of it a little overdramatic and even more delightful for it. The children are enthralled.
In some ways, Hitoshi and Shouto are too. It's one thing to see Aizawa interact with Izuku, with all of their banter and affection and intrinsic knowledge of each other, but it's another thing to see him throw himself into telling a simple story for nine kids, clearly doting on them without an ounce of shame. Secrecy? For definite, but the hero's not embarrassed outwardly at all.
The next few hours go on as such, but Izuku is clearly drifting a bit, and Hitoshi's train is due in twenty minutes, so they all wrap the visit with the kids up. Stories and shiratori and I-spy were easy and familiar; Shouto has now been introduced to the strange hilarity that is the so-called "detective" game, with one of the kids closing their eyes as another is chosen to be the leader, and they all have to follow the leader's actions without getting caught. It's fun, and simple, without the earlier tension of knowing that the kids are going to be moving out so very soon. Well, at least they know that Izuku shouldn't be far off discharge too.
Still, they have to leave, and both Hitoshi and Shouto are the happy receivers of several hugs and hand-pats, even if they both freeze up a little with it because, well, what if they hurt the tiny bodies, or they upset them or something? Then Izuku would be upset and probably furious and- Their runaway thoughts are interrupted, thankfully, by a hand catching up both of theirs, mashing their fingers together so that Izuku can clutch two hands with only one of his own. It's incredibly adorable.
After all the hugs are given - with both of the Aizawas getting at least two from each of the children - the four depart, heading back to Izuku's room. The greenette is pretty clearly tired again, and there's something a tad discontent to the turn of his mouth, the cadence of his steps, just that tiniest bit reminiscent of a march, automatic as much as conscious. It's worrying, honestly.
He brightens up when they get to the room, perching on the edge of his bed with a soft smile and vivid eyes, the green oversaturated like dewdrop-decorated ivy, and watches as Shouto helps Hitoshi carefully re-stack the bento and slide the chopsticks back in their bag, then placing it all in the rucksack. His Dad occupies himself on the opposite side of the room, so when Izuku's boyfriends step in front of him again, giving the shorter teen their undivided attention, he can pretend not to be paying any attention. The boys appreciate it, Hitoshi and Shouto stooping in turn to kiss him. Shouto is quiet and comfortable, a brief press of the lips that's oh-so gentle and the warm-cold is a thrilling undertone, sending a pleasant shudder down Izuku's back; Hitoshi is a bit firmer, present and insistent without being demanding, a hand carefully settling at the base of Izuku's neck as a counterpoint. Both are utterly perfect.
Izuku's quiet bliss, however, doesn't stop his Dad, the moment the door slides closed behind the two, from walking over and gently poking his cheek.
"Those boys of yours always get you flustered, don't they?"
"Da'!" The greenette whines, pouting, but the emotion fades after a long moment, and he instead slumps forward to bury his face in the man's stomach. Not out of self-consciousness or even mortification, no. Rather, it's from that place deep in his guts that is absolutely howling at the though of his kids being away from him.
It's stupid, Izuku knows, the height of illogicality, but he truly can't help it because he's worked so hard to keep his precious ones safe, to take any and all harm that could come to them onto himself, and now he's not going to physically be there to do it. And he knows, with the aching reluctance of a realist whose heart is too big for their chest, that he needs to let them go in some degree, needs to let them grow up and be okay without relying on him all the time, but Kami, does it hu-
"I know, kiddo, I know it hurts. I'm sorry Izuku. Fuck, kid, I'm sorry. It'll be alright in the end, you hear? You've done so well, love, but they're going to have lots of people helping them now, protecting them-"
And oh. Maybe Izuku said all of that out loud, or maybe his Dad is just that good at reading him, but there's an arm around his shoulders, a hand in his hair, and the heartbeat to the chest his face is buried in is steady. Constant. Much like the stream of words that reverberates through the teen, soothing him from the inside-out.
"-they'll be okay. Those kids have so many people now, there's no way they won't be kept safe; it's not all on you now, love. Izuku, kid, it hurts now, but you're going to get to watch them grow up. They're going to be brilliant human beings, you know? And you've given them that opportunity, kiddo, and you did it so well, but you're allowed to step back now. Enjoy being with them, rather than taking on responsibility for them. You hear me, kid? You can do the fun parts now. Leave all the boring stuff you can to the adults and paper-pushers, and just spend time with them. Kami, Izuku, they love you so much. You saved them. They're Aizawas now, all of them, just like you and me, and that's never going to go away, no matter where any of us live. And they'll be close by, protected by everything that we and Nedzu and Tsuka could think of, remember? They're going to be okay-"
That's the moment Izuku bursts into tears.
Notes:
This was never meant to be a cliffhanger, so sorry? ^^
And for those who might've missed them, check out the three Kidilante-based OSs I've posted in the last week! (no I don't know why I wrote so many but ehhhhh)
Two Very Different Types Of Uncle, Neither Of Which Are Actually Uncles
Butterfly Ripples Are The Prettiest, Ugliest Things
Problem Child Is Purring And It's Cute, Okay?This chapter didn't go to plan at all because I had about four other things I wanted to include - the fluff overtook it, what can I say? Well, until the end at least ^^'
Regardless, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter - hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 79: LXXV - All The Places To Be
Summary:
We get some comfort, some contemplation and a tiny lil' bit of chaos! ;)
Also, the word count on this kept on creeping up, and I need to sleep, so I'm going to have to edit it tomorrow - right now I've just been worried about getting it out today! ^^;
Notes:
We got those reposts on ff.net taken down guys! Thanks to all of you that helped with reporting them - I know I'm not the only grateful author! Anyways, on with the chapter (^///^)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
And oh. Maybe Izuku said all of that out loud, or maybe his Dad is just that good at reading him, but there's an arm around his shoulders, a hand in his hair, and the heartbeat to the chest his face is buried in is steady. Constant. Much like the stream of words that reverberates through the teen, soothing him from the inside-out.
"-they'll be okay. Those kids have so many people now, there's no way they won't be kept safe; it's not all on you now, love. Izuku, kid, it hurts now, but you're going to get to watch them grow up. They're going to be brilliant human beings, you know? And you've given them that opportunity, kiddo, and you did it so well, but you're allowed to step back now. Enjoy being with them, rather than taking on responsibility for them. You hear me, kid? You can do the fun parts now. Leave all the boring stuff you can to the adults and paper-pushers, and just spend time with them. Kami, Izuku, they love you so much. You saved them. They're Aizawas now, all of them, just like you and me, and that's never going to go away, no matter where any of us live. And they'll be close by, protected by everything that we and Nedzu and Tsuka could think of, remember? They're going to be okay-"
That's the moment Izuku bursts into tears.
Aizawa doesn't pause or stiffen, instead only hunching in closer around his son, starting to sway from side to side, and keeps up his reassurances, all soft and soaking up the sobs of his precious kid. Kami, he hates this. Hates that Izuku has been so hurt by the world, by the League of Villains and the people in his past, that the mere knowledge of being separated from the kids, no matter that most of them are going to somewhere nearby and nigh-on guaranteed to be safe, it still hurts him so much to hear. To feel how his child is shaking apart in his arms.
Hapless to do any more, the hero simply keeps Izuku buried against him, the fabric of his shirt rapidly dampening over his stomach, but he can't find himself minding, not really. Izuku needs to get this out.
Now that Aizawa thinks about it, as he rocks in place and continues to murmur, Izuku has only cried a few times since they got him back, perhaps twice? Hm, something like. And considering the clear and multi-level trauma he's survived, maybe that's something to worry about. Although Izuku has never, at least in recent years, been much of a crier. More of a fight or dissociate approach which, honestly, is relatable for the man (and he can save the existential crisis for if Izuku has possibly picked up coping mechanisms from him for later, consciously or otherwise) if still not ideal.
He really needs to get them both into therapy. And the kids. And the class, although there's at least a start on that, plus probably the rest of their family... Yeh, Aizawa needs to email Nedzu and Hound Dog.
For now though, the hero quickly double-checks that Izuku isn't currently hooked up to the IV drip, and after a moment shifts his grip on the teen to be able to scoop him up, to prop the sobbing kid up on his hip, curled in close to his chest but with his cries now muffled into Aizawa's capture weapon instead of his stomach, and the hero lopsidedly clambers onto the bed, one strand of capture weapon curling out to scoop up his sleeping bag from the sofa.
The bright yellow fabric is easily swaddled around them both, and the man carefully tugs out Izuku's braid so that he can properly card a hand through the curls, playing with the ends as he leans in a tad more to rub his chin over the crown of Izuku's head, a wonderfully familiar affection. Hopefully one familiar enough that it will help his son to calm down a bit.
"You're alright kiddo, everyone's fine. We're going to look after the kids. They're family now. Izuku, love, we're going to make sure they're okay, no question about it. Problem Child, I'm going to do everything in my power for our kids, no matter what, and we can protect them, understood? It's going to be alright, we..." He keeps on talking, keeps his chest steady and his words constant, though they're warbling rather comically with how his chin is wedged atop the kid's head, and never lets his hand still in amongst the fluffy curls.
He does everything he can to calm Izuku down, and talks him through the tears until they run dry, and he's got an exhausted, too-quiet teen slumped against him. Dammit, these last few weeks have been too rough for his son. Far rougher than the kid deserves, that's for sure.
Despite the negativity to his thoughts, the hero finds himself with a melancholy kind of smile, because the kid is cute like this, all pouting lips and lidded eyes, although the too-flushed cheeks and salt-clinging lashes aren't so lovely to see.
"You can nap if you want, kid. I'll keep you safe." It's a simple promise and all the more sincere for the fact; it does its job. Because Izuku glances up at him properly, the canopy in his eyes overshadowed by night-silhouetted mountains, and the chasms in Aizawa's heart widen some (his kid is hurting and that knowledge hurts him too, how could it not, because the teen is meant to be bright and vivacious and sarcastic, not falling apart) even as Izuku manages a little nod for him.
With that acknowledgement, Aizawa picks up his hair-running movements again and slunks down in the bed some, so that they're almost prone, with Izuku sprawled over his chest, the unzipped sleeping bag spread over them both, and doesn't even hesitate before beginning to hum something slow and pretty. Calm.
Fortunately, all of it in combination must work, and the kid's breathing deepens minute by minute, until he's snuffling with gentle snores, salt-sticky cheek pressing against Aizawa's throat.
Sighing silently to himself, the hero pulls out his phone, keeping it turned away until he can manage to shove the brightness all the way down and bringing it up towards his face. He has an idea. Whether not it's a good idea, or even possible in the first place, is questionable, but for his kid - for all the kids - it's worth at least figuring out the logistics of it.
This in mind, the hero messages Nedzu, then opens up the class group chat once he gets a reply.
Dad-sensei: [You hellions up for a mission tomorrow?]
RaRaRaRa: [what sort of mission?]
ExplosionMurder: [FUCK YES]
ASSid: [ooh will it be fun?]
RedSpikyDwayne: [i bet its super manly!!]
Sanic: [A mission of what sort, Sensei?]
TapityTape: [....logical....ruse???]
Of course the students are just as chaotic as ever, and the thought may or may not bring a slight smile to his face, because some things never change, and it's for the better, no matter how many headaches and heart-attacks they give him on a regular basis.
Dad-sensei: [Most of the kids are moving into a Ward House being established on campus. Having some literal children help with the smaller details might not be entirely illogical.]
KermitButWithHair: [That'd be lovely, kero.]
ASSid: [ahhhhh that'd be fun!]
Pika-dont: [we r not kidssssssss :( :( :( ]
Mom-o: [That sounds wonderful.]
ToHugYouWith: [Will you and Izuku be there too Sensei?]
Pika-dont: [yh yh sensei u gonna be there?????]
Sanic: [An excellent idea! We may be able to provide a unique perspective in comparison.]
RedSpikyDwayne: [Can we see Izuku again please sir?]
ASSid: [Pretty please!]
FeastInShadows: [A mad banquet of darkness indeed.] Well, he should have known that this would be one of the first things they would ask, and he wishes that for once they weren't quite so astute.
Dad-sensei: [Depends on what the doctor says.] It's not a lie, but it does miss out that it will also depend on how Izuku feels. If their night ends up being as rough as the hero is currently predicting, then it really might not be a good idea. But Izuku is his precious Problem Child for a reason, and Aizawa knows that denying his son anything will only result in fearful discontent from the teen and guilty resignation from himself, which honestly isn't worth it in combination. Not if Izuku is determined to go at least.
That isn't a problem for right now though. No, for the time being he simply reads through the slew of understanding messages and the exuberant hopes for Izuku to be able to come, and the reassurances that the hellions will do their best for the children regardless of Izuku's attendance.
Yeh, these hellspawn will make good heroes.
Dad-sensei: [I've got stuff to do but I'll message you a time to be at UA before morning. Don't stay up too late, imps.] He ignores the heckles about his name being "so fucking accurate like damn" and instead ensures that at least a few of the teens acknowledge his message seriously before clicking out of the group chat again.
With the hellions sorted out, he switches away to the family chat that Izuku set up a few days ago, and sends out a request,
ToiletPaperFather: [Are any of you free tomorrow morning? Probably a bit earlier on, maybe around nine or ten, if Izuku's willing.]
OnlyUncle : [willing for what?]
: [also no, not me, got agency stuff :( ]
PolygraphWho?: [I should be, my shift doesn't start until five.]
LoudAuntie: [I was gonna sleep in but I could!]
: [ahhh if Tsukauchi's free then no worries actually]
: [s'long as you and the baby are sorted!] Aizawa has to repress a snort at the instant, too-fast messages from Hizashi. It's pretty normal for the other hero and all the more amusing for it.
ToiletPaperFather: [If you're meant to be sleeping, Zashi, then I'll take Tsukauchi up on that. We're only going to UA, if the kid's up for it.]
PolygraphWho?: [Because of the wards?]
ToiletPaperFather : [Yeh. Kiddo's freaking out a bit over the whole moving out thing, which I get, so I thought that if we could scout the place out and make it more homely first, then it should help him get settled about it.]
: [It's only going to be a week or so until we're in the dorms anyway.]
LoudAuntie: [true, true]
OnlyUncle: [good idea, Shou! sounds like it should help the baby]
PolygraphWho?: [Seems reasonable. And I can definitely take you guys over.]
: [I wanted to see the Ward House anyway.]
With that more or less arranged, Aizawa decides that talking to the doctor can wait until morning proper, and instead abandons his phone somewhere on the bed, and settles to sleep himself. Hopefully they both have sweet dreams, or at least bland ones, and it's with that thought the hero finds himself in darkness, the gentle glow of the cat light and remaining sunlight all lost to unconsciousness.
That wishful thought, of course, is far from granted. It takes several hours, judging by the pitch black of the outside sky, artificial light creeping in from the city around the hospital, when the fierce trembling of the body plastered over the top of his own brings Aizawa to awareness once again. There are near-silent whimpers and twisting fingers and full-body shakes to be found, his son falling apart at the seams in his sleep, and the hero is already starting to talk, one hand slipping into messy curls, the other circling over a knobbly spine.
"Hey, Izuku, kiddo, you're all safe, it's Dad, we're all safe. Nothing's wrong, you and the kids are safe, it's alright..."
He goes on, unfaltering despite how his heart is aching so fiercely, full of fire that licks molten-hot at his ribs, and does everything he can to slowly wake Izuku up and then soothe him in turn, not letting him wallow in the nightmare.
And it works, thankfully and not truly surprisingly, with the teen whimpering, shoving his face even further against his Dad's chest, brow pressed to a collarbone barely padded by sleep-shifted capture weapon, little nose digging against the top of his sternum. It probably hurts a bit, but given that the close press should be keeping Izuku from biting his lip, the man will take it. Some things are simply more important than others right now. One of those being that, after several minutes of clearly being awake and aware, his son, finally shifts enough to turn his face into open air, hints of vivid eyes gleaming up at his hero even as he's still facing the door instead, and Izuku heaves a deep, jerking breath, then a second, before seeming to steel himself.
"C'n... talk?" The question is missing half the words, let alone the syllables, and what does manage to permeate the air might be slurred but it's there all the same and Aizawa catches all of it, holds the jagged request close between his cradled hands, burying it along the curve of his own spine, and answers without hesitation.
"Of course, kid. Did I- did I ever tell you about when I got my first cat? You never met Spindleshanks, but I've got a few pictures of him. He's that long-legged black thing, all scraggly fur and missing an ear. Cute little bastard, really. I met him when I was halfway through patrol, actually, and..."
So Aizawa talks and doesn't stop.
He tells Izuku about his childhood, about any hero stories the kid doesn't know, about a bright boy called Shirakumo, about cats, about random facts that he's picked up from Kami-knows-where over the years, about anything and everything. It takes two hours, or thereabouts, for Izuku to finally look up at him with clear eyes, exhaustion lacing every line of his body, but there's a clarity there once again by the end of it. A coherency. It's all that Aizawa could wish for, in this midnight-dark moment. Admittedly, he has no idea how much of Izuku is actually taking in, let alone will remember. Although saying that, the kid does occasionally react to things, tensing at the more worrying moments in stories, or making little appreciative murmurs in response to a particularly sweet or interesting point. He even manages a half-hearted snort when his Dad mentions face-planting no less then five times in his first hour of trying to use his original capture weapon.
The reactions, comparatively lacklustre though they may be, are a massive reassurance to the hero that he is managing to ground Izuku, to keep him present and somewhat content, and it's with that knowledge that he can't help but let something that's all tender and not-smirk creep across his face. The kid is absolutely drained, that much is obvious, so he's not surprised when, only a few minutes after his words first trail off, the teen does so too, eyelids more closing than blinking, though never entirely either.
After a few moments' thought, and all too aware of how his own voice is starting to crack and give from two hours of constant words, the hero retracts one hand from its place in Izuku's curls and digs around for his phone.
"Up for your Auntie Zashi's radio show? He'll still be on for another half hour." And, despite the blatant sleepiness and sluggish movement, it's definitely a nod that gets nuzzled against the hero's chest.
They both spend the next hour or so dozing. At first, it's the familiar too-early voice of their sunshine idiot that lulls through the room, soft with night-time quiet, and most of the songs are more instrumental than lyrical, nothing too rowdy or aggressively-paced. It's pleasant, and perfect for a time when they don't want to sleep or be fully awake either, preferring to drift through the in-between.
It can't last forever though, and the host that follows Hizashi doesn't choose such consistently soothing songs. Between this fact and the burgeoning restlessness that has thin fingers tapping and bare feet shifting, Izuku ends up digging his chin into Aizawa's sternum, peering up at him with eyes a tad too shiny. Maybe it's time to give up on sleep for now.
"Want to shift around a bit, kiddo? We can switch to that playlist that Jirou sent into the group chat for everyone. Should be a bit less obtrusive." The hero has to wait several seconds longer for a reply than the expected response time, but it's far from a problem, and the kid does hum a wordless affirmative in the end.
Hunching in on himself awkwardly, Aizawa manages to press a brief kiss to Izuku's forehead, and then gently nudges him to slip off of the man's chest, allowing him to push himself into a sitting position.
"You get yourself re-settled, love, I'm just going to get your quilt if that's alright?" The kid pauses, nods again, and offers the hero a lopsided almost-smile. He doesn't hesitate to roll back over himself, plastering himself over the greenette and trying not to entirely squash him with his weight as he rubs his chin over his son's head, automatic and affectionate. And he keeps it up until the kid starts to snicker.
With the sweet sound squashed between them, Aizawa carefully moves off of Izuku and shoves himself up from the bed, going to turn one of the two ceiling lights on, and then digging through their main bag, and pulls out the swaddled fabric of Izuku's developing quilt.
It might be verging on four in the morning, but they're both more than capable of focusing when tired and at ridiculous times of the day. Or night. Both work, of course; quite literally so. It's not unreasonable, given this, that the man gathers up the sewing stuff, clothing-patches included, and comes to settle beside Izuku once again. Aizawa revels in how the kid instantly leans into him, curling into his side with a sweet little murmur, and hooks an arm around his shoulders easily enough, folding his forearm over the kid's chest so that he can use both hands easily enough.
"Purple'ne?" Izuku manages, voice creaking like wooden steps that start to rot underfoot, weary and worn, weak under their own weight.
"The purple one? Sure," his Dad returns, no time needed for thought or hesitation,
"Next to these green and blue ones? Right near the middle?" The fluffy curls shift up and down against his shoulder, and Aizawa smiles to himself.
Over the next hour, he gets no less than five pinpricks that jab into his fingers, and he sucks the beginning of the blood away so that it can't get onto any of the fabric or bordering ribbon, hissing to himself as Izuku giggles, the sounds lopsided and catching but all the more adorable for it.
The hero only continues to sew, careful and considerate of the delicate fabrics that many of the panels are made of because these were Inko's - once belonged to his kid's mother - and that makes them more precious than a few bloody fingertips or aching wrists. He doesn't mind the slight pains though, because Izuku is slumping ever-heavier against him, watching the rhythmic movements with slow blinks and twitching fingers. Aizawa doesn't interrupt him, except for asking his input on the next patch whenever he gets to that point, and it's calm, at least. An improvement on nightmares and panic attacks, that's for sure.
Every quiet moment feels like a victory now, in the same way that every raucous moment does. It's silence or hushed hysteria that are bad.
Neither of those are currently worth worrying about though, so Aizawa doesn't bother doing so, it would only be illogical, and instead curls in a little closer around his son and keeps on sewing, waiting for the moment when heavy blinks turn into closed eyes. His patience is rewarded as, sooner or later, the heavy head of a sleeping teen slumps further into him, pillowing onto his stomach instead. The hero is more than glad that Izuku is finally asleep because, if his plans work out, then the kid will probably need all the rest he can get before their "class mission". Between the travel, the social interaction, and the pervading emotions over the situation of the kid moving out as a whole... It's going to be a lot for Izuku. And it's his Dad's job to help him through it, to guide and support and protect him without being overbearing.
He certainly doesn't begrudge the fact.
It's around four hours later when the hero has a certain teen hitched up on his back, both of their phones shoved in his belt, and they're heading out of their room, meeting Tsukuachi just as the detective is about to step out of the main lift.
"Hey kid, Aizawa." The greeting is simple, but distinctly warm all the same.
"Tsuka," Izuku mumbles, and despite how subdued his voice is, his tone is soft-sweet with a hint of glee, and the men exchange amused glances at that fact. Same old Kidilante, regardless of everything.
"Tsukauchi. Thanks for this."
"No problem. I wanted to see the Ward House too, considering. Your kids deserve the world, Izuku, really." And the grin he gets for that is absolutely blinding, the height of childish validation and pride; it's stunning.
Before he can get too caught up in either the fact that his pseudo-nephew is beyond resilient or that his boyfriends might need to be warned of just how much attention their partner is going to garner because look at their Kidilante, he's a beautiful kid, all sunshine and shadows and freckles, Tsukauchi finds himself stepping forward to carefully pat the messily-braided curls, and the three of them head into the lift without further discussion.
If the detective, having been forewarned of Izuku's new sensitivity to small, cold spaces, happens to crowd close to the Aizawas' sides, settling a hand on the teen's back that he keeps steady even when the hero starts to rock on his heels, a movement that helps to ground the kid, then it's not something that he's going to be called out on. Not when both of the men are simply focused on keeping Izuku present and aware rather than letting him fall into any sort of flashback or panic attack or something similarly unpleasant.
It seems to work. The greenette shivers against his Dad, tightening his grip on the hero from his piggyback position, but he doesn't bite at his lip or flinch away from them. Tsukuachi, after a tense moment, speaks up,
"Aizawa, when are the rest of your class getting there? We're turning up earlier, right?"
"Yeh," he grunts in reply, and normally he'd leave it at that, however right now he knows what the detective is trying to do and doesn't hesitate to join in on the distraction effort, still rocking on his feet,
"They'll be arriving around an hour after us. Gives us time to have a proper look through the building, maybe meet with Nedzu if he's free."
"Ne'sei?"
"The very one, kiddo. The rat bastard will probably be busy, at least for the some of the time, but he said he'd "pop by" if he could. Fucking weird creature." A smile gets pressed into his neck, tucking in between strips of capture weapon, and the hero relaxes a little bit himself.
They get to Tsukauchi's car without incidence, luckily, and it isn't too long of a drive to UA before they're piling out. Aizawa, not having really thought about it, crouches beside the kid's car door and Cheshire grins when Izuku fakes a huff before clinging on tightly.
And that grip tightens further when they make their way along a new, two-person wide concrete path and come through a thick line of trees, each in a circle of fresh dirt amongst well-kempt grass, and they're faced with a large building. Well, for UA's standards it's relatively small at four floors high, but it's still clearly got a lot of floorspace. Which is definitely a good thing, considering that it's already going to have six children living there, plus caretakers. And there'll be even more, one day.
"Ready to go in, kid?" Aizawa asks, tone gentle with a hint of his own excitement creeping in. Izuku, still staring up at the building, takes a moment to be glad that the cement has been painted a pretty sort of blue, not quite the sky but perhaps somewhere between clouds and water, pale and distinct all at once. Leaving it grey would not have been a kind reminder.
"Mmhm," the greenette offers instead of a comment about that fact, and watches as Tsukauchi goes ahead of them to open up the glass-and-blue-metal doors.
There's a large genkan with both walls featuring a set of primary-coloured shelves, all segmented into large cubes that are clearly designed for shoes or bags. But Izuku's attention is quickly pulled from the shelving to the living area that the genkan leads onto.
It's a pretty massive space, though luckily it's not too high of a ceiling - Nedzu had apparently listened to the comments Izuku had offered on the proposal document, though that fact isn't entirely a surprise - and most of the space is occupied by a central seating section with one large corner sofa and three armchairs that are probably big enough for seating two of the children, all in a dark green leather. They surround a round wooden coffee table atop a large plant-patterned rug. The back wall, albeit with a diagonal top that follows the staircase, features a series of cubbies much like from the entranceway, except several of these already feature books and board games stacked up, and they're all a pale green rather than the vivid red, blue and yellows of the genkan shelving.
All of it is the right balance of calm and childish, everything clearly built to last albeit not utilitarian, and Izuku finds himself smiling as he slips down from his Dad's back, moving forwards into the room and peering around more specifically.
There's a pile of still-packaged bits and pieces on a long dining table that seems to act as the separation between the living area and a large, bright kitchen where half of the counters are a dropped height clearly designed for kids (Izuku remembers writing that involving the kids in the making of their food would hopefully help with appetite and maturity and feeling safe; so many things that he didn't get when he was younger but has revelled in with his Dad) and there's a stack of several brightly-coloured stools against the end of one part of the counters.
From there, the teen heads upstairs, having noted the large television with, wisely, no dangling wires, and the fact that there's still a fair bit of empty space to either be filled or left, helping to stop the living area from feeling too cluttered. And the incomplete furnishings will help the children in being able to make it their own. To make it a home.
Keeping that thought close, Izuku continues to assess the rest of the building. The first floor features a large room with desks, a massive whiteboard and stationery, clearly designed to be a study room of sorts, along with several bathrooms and adult rooms, three of which already contain bags and a few scattered belongings. The teen makes a mental note to make sure that he can meet the caretakers as soon as possible. Well, preferably within the next six hours or so, before his kids are actually being brought here to settle in.
Still, for now he tries not to focus on what will come, and instead inspects the rooms on the next two floors. Each long corridor features nine doors, four on one side and five on the other, along with a tenth and eleventh at the end of each hallway that, revealed by a brief peak around, turn out to be further bathrooms. None of them have doorplates yet, which is probably good. Hopefully it means that, again following a suggestion of Izuku's, the kids will be able to select their own rooms rather than being assigned them. On top of that, there was a rather large stack of various paint cans in one of the spare adult rooms, in all sorts of colours, which implies that the children will be able to choose their own room colours on top of the location. Granting any measure of control and choice like this, even for things that might seem minor at first, goes a long way to helping someone who is scared and unsure and fighting for every bit of comfort they can find. Particularly when a large part of that comfort comes from each other. Separating them by age and gender, whilst understandable, would be far from preferable too, so the self-assigned rooms will help in that aspect too.
Overall, the greenette concludes to himself upon coming back downstairs to slump onto the large sofa, the Ward House seems good. Like it can be a warm, welcoming home for his babies. Somewhere they won't have to worry about doctors and villains and watching their protector bite himself bloody to keep them from torture.
"Hey, kid." Tsukauchi's arrival doesn't quite startle Izuku, he's too vigilant for that, but it still draws him out of darkening thoughts. Patting the sofa beside himself, the teen can't help but smile a little as the detective settles in the spot, and settles an arm around Izuku's shoulders after a second. Humming quietly, he sags into the touch, and watches with glassy eyes as his Dad hooks up a laptop to the television, some sort of screen share booting up. Then he starts typing, and the words come up on the television,
[Hellspawn, keep an eye on this. Izuku can talk to you all with it, and a list of the basics you're going to be doing will follow.] Snickering, the greenette in question nudges his Tsukauntie with a raised eyebrow, and gets a simple smile in reply.
"Your class are arriving in maybe quarter of an hour already. Aizawa thought this would be easiest for you." And well, the idea certainly isn't a bad one, and Izuku makes sure to beam his approval when the hero glances back at them, clearly having heard the detective's half of the conversation.
And indeed, it's not long later that there's the sound of bright chatter coming in from the now-open front doors, and a crowd of colourful hair and flailing limbs is visible through the windows. Izuku, from his current place sandwiched between the two men, forces himself not to tense up, and tracks every noise as his class flood the genkan in a mess of "take your shoes off" and "this is so cool". Frankly, their usual exuberance is only reassuring right now. It's his class, bold and bright and bloody chaotic, judging by the laughter and shrieks and a few thuds from what is most likely thrown shoes, and then Shouji, Hitoshi and Shouto are calmly coming into the living room proper, their eyes instantly catching on the three on the sofa.
"Izu." At his boyfriend's single word, the greenette finds himself lurching to his feet and hurrying forwards, falling into a familiar hug with both of his partners, burying his face in the warm wall that their pressed-together shoulders provide.
They all step back fairly quickly though, and there's a brief blur as Izuku is enthusiastically, and thankfully carefully, greeted by the rest of his class. Some people simply nod to him, like Bakugou or Jirou, but others offer hugs that he manages to accept with barely any hesitation, and there's a lot of chatter and general hubbub until a low voice calls out.
"Hellspawn, settle." The response is instant. Everyone shuffles into a loose group rather than bouncing and hanging off of each other, and those that had retreated to the the sidelines come in closer again, and they all face Aizawa, Izuku safe in their centre. The hero, of course, takes no issue with that fact, because his son is clearly quite happy with the position, and so he gets on with his announcement.
"You're all here for a reason. We're helping to put some of the finishing touches to the Ward House, pending the six children's arrival this evening. I'm sure I don't need to impress upon you how important it is that the kids are able to feel comfortable here?" 1-A, for all of their chaos and energy, know when to be serious. They know when their teacher is like this, with steel beneath the deadpan and intensity in his voice, they need to listen to him.
So that's what they do, nodding along with the odd smile or frown as the hero briefly details the sort of things that they're here to do, which primarily amounts to sorting out books and games and soft furnishings. The little things better done from a non-adult perspective, effectively.
It's following the basic rundown completed that the hero ushers them all over to the sofas, glad that Tsukauchi silently moves over to one of the armchairs after greeting the group at large, and then he lets his son settle in the beanbag that he had dragged over to the laptop and television earlier. As the kid sits down, Aizawa takes the opportunity to add on one last point,
"Don't forget that Izuku knows these kids personally, as do I. If you're unsure about anything, particularly potential triggers, ask us. Kid, go on."
With that, Izuku leans forward a little, tapping at the laptop that's hooked up to the television, and the class stay quiet as the words blink into place:
[We want lots of things that are soft, and places that feel hidden. Maybe a spot in each of their rooms where they can stash things? Like energy bars and photos and stuff. Definitely a communal place for napping - maybe some kind of blanket and pillow pile?
Make sure there's no locks anywhere, except maybe the kitchen for safety. Definitely no locks of doors that might jam on smaller rooms and cupboards. If any of the toys might have...] He falters for a moment, but then Izuku takes a shallow breath that barely avoids being a gasp, glances up to meet his Dad's gaze, and keeps on typing,
[Just, no cages or hammers. Or doctor stuff. Maybe try and avoid things that are blood red. Fresh or dry.]
For a long moment, everyone stares at the screen, and they simply take in the words. Take in the not-so hidden meaning behind them, the evidence that their friend has been hurt, and so have nine tiny people, children, and this sort of hurt isn't going to evaporate into thin air within a week.
But as the mood heavies, Izuku staring sightlessly at the laptop, Ashido suddenly stands from her spot on the floor, a grin starting to grow,
"Guys, guys, we can make them a nest! A nest!" The atmosphere is instantly flipped for the better, and several of them giggle and cheer out in agreement, rushing to their feet and hastening over to the collection of still-wrapped soft furnishings, largely blankets, beanbags and large cushions, that are on and around the dinign table.
"Izuku, would you recommend a particular spot for the nest?" Yaoyorozu asks, watching over their classmates as she steps up beside him. Izuku, a gentle little smile slipping back into place, casts his eyes over the living area as a whole, and then points to one spot, under one of the large windows with clear paths (not escape routes necessarily but also-) upstairs or either way around the main seating area of the room, and with lots of sunlight currently streaming in, that he knows he would like curling up in after a long day. Or even just in general.
The girl beside him hums briefly, undoubtedly taking in at least a few of the same factors, before nodding decisively and starting to guide the class as such. Directing their well-meaning chaos is no easy task, yet she manages it with grace.
The greenette, still with that smile, finds a familiar arm being looped around his shoulders, bringing him gently into his Dad's side.
"Good job with all of that kiddo. You holding up alright?" Izuku hums, not at all wobbly or uncertain, and reaches for the man's free hand, folding it between his own. Even just thinking about the kids' triggers - his own triggers, dammit - hadn't been the easiest thing, but he'd managed and now he has his class caught up in something productive and joyful, and it soothes some of the trembling ache that chasms through his chest.
Today hasn't been an easy one and it likely won't be getting much easier, but Izuku has his Dad and his Tsukauntie and his class, so the difficult moments are more than worth it. Particularly if they can support his kids in the process.
Notes:
Well, on a brighter note than the whole reposting debacle, Kidilante has officially hit 300k words now!! 300,000 guys, that's insane! I never knew I would get so far, but I'm ecstatic that I have, and I hope you all continue to enjoy reading this just as much as I love writing it. Your comments and kudos bring me so much joy, it's unreal, and I hope you all remember that you're appreciated, okay? Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 80: LXXVI - Home Sweet Home, Full Of Cat Hair Or Not
Summary:
This just ended up being fluff I think, and I'm really not mad at it ^^
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The greenette, still with that smile, finds a familiar arm being looped around his shoulders, bringing him gently into his Dad's side.
"Good job with all of that kiddo. You holding up alright?" Izuku hums, not at all wobbly or uncertain, and reaches for the man's free hand, folding it between his own. Even just thinking about the kids' triggers - his own triggers, dammit - hadn't been the easiest thing, but he'd managed and now he has his class caught up in something productive and joyful, and it soothes some of the trembling ache that chasms through his chest.
Today hasn't been an easy one and it likely won't be getting much easier, but Izuku has his Dad and his Tsukauntie and his class, so the difficult moments are more than worth it. Particularly if they can support his kids in the process.
It's almost an hour later when the class leave. By that time, they've built a nest, tucked a little box into hidden corners of every room that the children might choose for themselves, each box just big enough for a few snacks, photos and trinkets like Izuku had requested, and made sure that there were some clear options for all of the soft furnishings. A few beanbags get strategically placed by the stair-wall shelving, and some new books that Shouji, Asui and Yaomomo had collaborated to bring for the children get added to the shelves. Midnight also drops in, very briefly so, to pass on the deliveries that had come for Aizawa's apartment building. And nobody dares to comment on the sheer volume of Horrible Histories books, DVDs and games, along with a fair few sets of modelling clay and various paints with brushes and palettes included, that the woman has to drag in, the delivery boxes piled comically high in her arms, forcing her to totter even in her current low heels.
Kirishima and Satou, of course, rushed over to take some of the boxes, and Uraraka follows to take all bar the last one, unloading them onto the now-clear dining table.
"Shou, got your shit here! And Broccoli Baby, hi!" she coos, pacing over but pausing just out of arm's reach, letting the teen choose to leave his Dad's side and bury himself into her first. Of course, once he tucks himself close, she squeezes her arms around him, rocking them comically from side to side with a wide grin. Obviously, none of the class take any photos at all. No. And not a single photo would have their grumpy teacher with an unmistakable smile, soft and tiny though it may be.
"Right, if you would relinquish your grip on my son, he and I have packages to sort through. Hellspawn, we'll have some more things for you in a minute." The faint smile has disappeared, but the softness to his face hasn't, even when he rolls his eyes at Midnight's pout.
"C'mon kiddo, want to help?" The two settle at the dining table, Midnight ruffling both of their hair and calling a goodbye to the class before leaving, and they each drag a box close.
"Sensei, do you need a pair of sciss-" Iida is cut off by both Aizawas abruptly pulling out knives and, eerily in sync, turning to look at him with a single eyebrow raised.
"I think we'll be alright."
The deadpan comment earns several snorts and outright laughs, and the pair turn back to their respective boxes, starting to slice them open and cutting away the address labels.
It's not long later that Aizawa is content to have had his orders delivered intact, and then everything gets put away and the class get ready to leave. It's not without another round of brief hugs from the majority of the class before everyone clears out, leaving the two Aizawas on the sofa, studying the room again. It looks more like a home now. There are pillows and blankets and a turned-down radio station on the telly, things filling the shelves and the lid of the kitchen bin left open. It's not lived-in per se, but it's getting there already. Now it just needs some sweet little people to fill up the gaps.
And they arrive, in a clustered group that huddles close with clasped hands and wide eyes as they stare at the UA grounds, the Ward House itself, and at Midnight returning with Nedzu, who are both leading the children, with Setsuna's mother and Nabe's aunt tagging along at the back. It's all familiar faces for now. Once the children are settled, the caretakers will also be introduced, but one thing at a time. The situation as a whole is overwhelming enough.
"Izu-pa!"
"Zawa-jii!" The two Aizawas have come into the genkan to greet their kids, and the pair are almost immediately assaulted by running hugs and smiles and voices that warble with both relief and joy, sweet and sharp. Izuku, after a moment, happily falls to his knees, arms wide as more and more of the group pile into him, and eventually all nine of them push him right back onto the floor, giggling and grinning. There's no pain or darkness or chill. No, it's warm and bright, joy-swelled hearts and laughter-bright expressions, his Dad not-scowling down at them, the amused conversation of the other adults filtering in as they also come into the genkan, presumably starting to take off their shoes, unlike the kids. Izuku doesn't really care, busy snickering, hands butterfly-settling upon shoulders and heads, pressing kisses into the hair and hands near his face.
"Hey, kids. You running these lot ragged?" They glance up again at Aizawa's words, and they all carefully clamber off of Izuku, making sure not to dig into him or each other with elbows and knees, and only Tanaka remains clinging to the greenette, blinking slowly up at him. The rest of the children are already signing or speaking their soft sort of indignation, protesting that they've been "good, Zawa-jii, really!". And, well, the hero can only ruffle hair and raise a teasing eyebrow in return. Then he crouches, scoops Izuku and Tanaka back onto their feet, and starts helping Li with her little laced shoes.
"Shoes off in the genkan, kids. Pick out a column of cubby holes for yours, understood? Then you've got enough space for six pairs with a bag or two." There's a sense of permanence to the statement, an invitation to become comfortable and settled, and it has distinct shimmers in several pairs of eyes.
The next few minutes are a rather chaotic flurry of the children getting their shoes off - and in some cases socks that then have to be slipped back on - before Izuku and Aizawa find themselves in the midst of the throng of the kids coming into the living space. Tanaka, still clinging to Izuku, immediately starts to tug him carefully over to the nest, eyes alight. He's not the only one making a bee-line for the pile of soft things, with Ina and Shi already scurrying ahead, whilst the others all move off in pairs and threes, some to the storage wall and others to the sofa itself.
It's relatively sweet and comfortable, with the children willing to explore a little with just themselves. It's... it's good, really. Hopefully a sign of even better things to come, a sign that this Ward House can become a home for them all, with safety and warmth and love. For now though, time will only tell.
Izuku finds himself slumped over his Dad's back several hours later, reluctantly headed back to the hospital. He'd certainly wanted to stay the night with his kids, after having helped them all pick out rooms to put their new belongings and eaten dinner with them all. But the hospital wanted him back for one last night of IV drip and observation, much to Izuku's chagrin. Still, one more night will hopefully be all he needs before he can be back at home.
And, selfishly, Izuku wants to go home.
He wants to be with his kids, wants to keep them safe in every single way he can, and that includes staying with them as they settle into the Ward House, but as soon as the words "you can go home tomorrow" had been said... Well, the ache that had closed in his chest upon being reunited with his Dad had yawned open all over again, visceral and burning, because he wants to go home. He's been waiting over two weeks now to be safe, to be held in strong arms and buried under warm fur, and he hadn't realised until the thought of going back to their apartment had become realistic that he craves it more than anything else. Because he wants lazy "dreaded times" and cat fur on all of their clothes and evenings of braiding hair before they go out on patrol; he wants his room with the posters his Dad picked out and the furniture his Auntie and Uncle put together, the scent of coffee emanating from the living area every morning and night. Simply, Izuku wants home.
His Dad has almost definitely picked up on that fact, and from the soft, sombre look in his own eyes, he had the same thoughts upon the realisation. Because going home together... it sounds like a miracle, in a sad sort of way. And knowing that it's so close to possible, to real, is amazing. More than.
Still, for now, they're only going to be returning to the hospital tonight, and Izuku is blinking blearily with his arms and legs limp, relying entirely on his Dad to support him because it's safe and secure here, upon his hero's back, and he doesn't need to worry here, with strong arms hooked under his legs, a hot chest pressed to his front, the soft skin of a neck the perfect home for his cheek, able to faintly feel the heartbeat of his favourite person reverberating through him. Izuku doesn't even mind the chatter and bustle of people around them, not when he's so very safe.
Beginning to drift already, exhaustion lining his bones with a sugar-spun weight, airy and dragging all at once, the teen murmurs against his Dad's neck, the syllables buried in both skin and capture weapon, and he gets the reward of the body beneath him rumbling. He couldn't say if it was words or laughter or something else entirely, but it's enough to reassure Izuku that last needed bit, and with that contentment he slips further into sleep, no problems at all.
Aizawa, for his part, feels a similar sort of exhaustion within himself, from a day of worry and busyness and quiet joy, all of it time well-spent, yet he knows it won't measure up to the physical and mental stress his son will have been faced with from a day full of interactions and fears over their kids being gone, at UA though they might now be. Regardless though, the hero is simply glad to have Izuku secure and sleepy on his back, trusting his weight to the man without hesitation or second thought. It's both a blessing and a reassurance because having his kid so blatantly with him is a fucking miracle, as far as Aizawa is concerned. And he couldn't be more grateful for it. Even more so with the knowledge that they'll be home together soon with their cats and sofa and simply everything that makes the apartment that the hero hasn't been to in weeks home again. Yeh, Aizawa really hasn't been able to bear going back to an apartment filled with an unrealised ghost. But now there's a living, breathing boy plastered all over him twenty-four seven again, and it's the most wonderful thing.
Izuku is completely asleep by the time the hero trudges to their room and Aizawa, under the vague thread of faint envy, is more than content over that fact.
Of course, the kid clings in his sleep. So when the hero crouches beside the kid's bed and tries to slide the teen off of his back, he only gets tangling hands and sleep-tight grips, not truly strong yet insistent all the same. It takes a fair bit of twisting and gentle wrangling, the hero ending up half-leaning over the bed in a rather undignified way, shoulders twinging, but after a good five minutes he manages to slip Izuku onto the bed proper and tucks the blankets over his son. He keeps them slightly low across the thin shoulders and not tight at all, leaning in closer as though drawn in, unable to help but hyperfocusing on the way his kid breathes, eyelashes curled against his ever-fainter eyebags and freckles destroyed by a handprint scar but otherwise beautiful constellations all the same.
"Oh, love, how is someone so small my entire world?"
The words aren't a conscious thing, but they linger on his tongue all the same, as warm and buttery as a fresh pastry, divine and luxurious, and Aizawa lets himself revel in them. He meant them with every atom of his own being because this is his son. And he knows he couldn't be luckier than to have Izuku with him, that he's able to reach up like right now and brush careful fingertips against the loose curls framing his kid's face, tucking them gently away from a sensitive nose and eyes.
"It's almost unfair." He knows that he doesn't mind the fact, not really, because he never consciously opened his heart to the Problem Child but the kid wormed into the cracks all the same, no difficulty at all, and he's lodged there now with all the delicacy and strength of ivy. Dammit, he loves his son so much.
Aizawa pulls away then though, wanting to get out of the admittedly loose black jeans he's been wearing all day, but he doesn't miss the little moue of distaste that the sleeping teen develops when the touch is lifted from his brow, eyes scrunching a bit. And the hero can't miss the meaning behind that.
Sighing to himself, more fond than exasperated though a little bit of both, Aizawa instead grabs up his capture weapon and pools it in his hands so that he can drape it around the greenette's head, trying not to let it weigh on anywhere sensitive or triggering, where the kid will still be able to feel it and smell it, to be comforted by it whilst the man quickly runs through getting changed and brushing his teeth, leaving his hair in the loose braid that the kid had gently tugged it into this morning. Easier than waking up with random strands stuck in his mouth. Or the kid's, for that matter, because that has definitely happened a fair few times over the last couple of months.
He's ready to settle next to his son when there's the very faintest of knocks on the door, a pair of sweet brown eyes peering through the slight gap in the ajar door. Ah, a nurse.
"Come in," he intones, low and carrying but hopefully smooth enough not to rouse Izuku, and he settles a hand on his kid's forehead, fingertips scratching at Izuku's hairline again, trying to either keep him asleep or to at least ease it when he wakes up from the nurse's approach.
Perhaps inevitably, that's exactly what happens. When the woman gets within about two metres, or two fair paces, green eyes flash open, a long whimper echoing into the room, Izuku pushing up into the affectionate touch. Aizawa gives way to a point, not wanting him to feel trapped, but still encouraging him to stay down and calm, keeping up the gentle ministrations as he starts to reassure him,
"It's only the nurse, kiddo. It's alright. We're safe, love, and the nurse is just going to put your IV back in and then she's going to leave. She's Matoba-san, alright? The one with the dirt-stripping Quirk, where she can remove specific types of substance type by type, and she..." His Dad rambles about the parts of Izuku's analysis of the woman's Quirk that he can remember, knowing that the combination of familiarity and analysis should soothe the teen. Matoba-san, for her part, moves closer slowly, and waits for the hero's nod before she starts to hook the IV drip back up. Aizawa very carefully ignores her indulgent smile at him rambling to his kid. He knows his reputation has been long-since ruined, alright? No need to rub salt in the admittedly not-at-all aching wound.
Luckily, the process is quick, and Izuku never seems to fully wake up, still blinking slowly up at his Dad by the time the nurse leaves, prompting Aizawa to turn on the little cat lamp, make sure both of their phones are within reach, and then he curls up beside his son, content to simply settle one hand against his, silently awed as always when Izuku automatically, instinctively, grips onto him in return, anchoring with sleepy affection.
The hero could never want for anything more, truly.
The next morning, after an all-clear from the doctor, Izuku is practically vibrating, ducking under his Dad's arm to tuck in close to his side without thought or reason, simply wanting to be close. His Auntie Zashi is lugging their main duffle bag, Aizawa with their rucksack and his sleeping bag slung over one shoulder, wrapping the other arm properly around his son's shoulders, and they're busy thanking the nurses and doctors they pass on the hero ward before getting to the lift. Izuku, for all that he doesn't like the chill and enclosed metal, is too excited to let that dampen his mood right now, with his Auntie chattering from his right, hands expressive and eyes oh-so soft, the underground hero occasionally humming in vague acknowledgements or disagreements, and it's more than enough to ground Izuku right now.
The lift ride is short and not too busy, so the greenette doesn't mind, and then they're leaving the hospital, the air outside crisp with the faintest hint of city-smog and the teen revels in it unabashedly. Leaving yesterday wasn't the same as this; nothing like. This is anticipation and vibrancy, returning to life rather than visiting it briefly, and Izuku absolutely loves that fact, energy coursing through him without forcing himself, and he tilts his head into his Dad's shoulder,
"S'excitin'," he chirps, barely any hint of a slur at all, and the arm around him tightens briefly,
"What, going home? It is, yes." The words are flat on the surface, but beneath that is an ocean of warmth and weight, tidal swelling and distinct. Izuku exchanges a gleeful look with his Auntie Zashi at that fact, because hearing his Dad this soft is always delightful. Nowhere near as rare as it used to be, but endearing all the same.
The car ride is fun, actually. Well, Aizawa grumbles and scowls in the seat beside his kid, but his eyes stay molten whenever he glances down to notice Izuku bopping his head, humming along with Hizashi's quiet singing occasionally, and it's not too long of a journey until they're clambering out of the car to find themselves staring up at their apartment building, the navy door visible even from a few floors below.
The sight of it, simple though a mere door might be, has Izuku's heart squeezing in his chest, too fast for a few seconds but returning to something steady when his Dad knocks their shoulders together.
"Ready kiddo?"
"Mmyeh," he manages, a little bit choked up but they're good tears blurring his vision. The worst of it is overwhelmed; the best of it absolutely ecstatic.
"Wanna see the bab's!"
"Yeh, they'll be glad to see us. Uncle'll be absolutely frantic at seeing you, kid." Izuku literally bounces at that, curls springing with it, and the men share a fond glance at the absolute glee emanating from the teen. It's good to see, honestly. Really, really good.
Not even a minute later, they're unlocking their door, and Izuku goes in ahead of his hero only to almost immediately fall to his knees with a happy noise, arms open to accept the four bundles of fur and meowing that come colliding into him. The small, black form of Uncle stands on her backlegs in his lap, stretching up to nuzzle under his chin, kneading at his collarbones; Kimchi settles against his thigh, loafing with a rowdy purr, whilst Cadaver and Caitlin curl up on the remaining space of his thighs, purring and meowing respectively.
"Oh, loves," he coos, utterly relieved and ecstatic to have his cats all against him in a space that smells of coffee and their floor cleaner and cats, of home, with his heart beyond swelling in his chest, their rumbling racket rattling through him perfectly.
Izuku is truly home, and nothing could be better.
Notes:
I didn't really find a neat point to make it clear, but the kids' caretakers are two retired heroes and two "standard" child-carers that Izuku and Aizawa briefly met with after leaving the kids. Between that meeting and the assurances of Nedzu and Tsukauchi, the Zawas are willing to let them be the ones keeping an eye on their babies. For tonight though, Midnight, Setsuna's mother and Nabe's aunt will be staying in some of the empty rooms with all nine kids there, as the three are people that the kids are more familiar with. Everyone wanted to limit the stress, you know? In a day or two's time, the kids with families will move back out and the caretakers will move in - almost two weeks after that, the dorms will be moved into! ^^;
Also- "how is someone so small my entire world?" was just the bloody sweetest thing and I nearly died when I wrote it ^^;
Oh, and if you don't know where Uncle the cat turned up from, you might wanna find one of the Kidilante OSs - I think it was something along the lines of "Two Different Types Of Uncle, Neither Of Which Are Actually Uncles".
Anyways~ I look forward to waking up to your wonderful comments, and I hope you all enjoyed! Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 81: LXXVII - Sweet As Sun-Soaked Serenity
Summary:
Our boys are home and, really, there's nothing more lovely than that~
(In other words, I write fluff to chivvy myself along because the words have been slow and life busy, but that's alright really.)
Notes:
Sorry for the lack of editing - if there's anything major then I particularly apologise, but I'm tired and want to switch off a bit, you know?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Not even a minute later, they're unlocking their door, and Izuku goes in ahead of his hero only to almost immediately fall to his knees with a happy noise, arms open to accept the four bundles of fur and meowing that come colliding into him. The small, black form of Uncle stands on her backlegs in his lap, stretching up to nuzzle under his chin, kneading at his collarbones; Kimchi settles against his thigh, loafing with a rowdy purr, whilst Cadaver and Caitlin curl up on the remaining space of his thighs, purring and meowing respectively.
"Oh, loves," he coos, utterly relieved and ecstatic to have his cats all against him in a space that smells of coffee and their floor cleaner and cats, of home, with his heart beyond swelling in his chest, their rumbling racket rattling through him perfectly.
Izuku is truly home, and nothing could be better.
As much as Izuku has missed his own bed, his room, it's this, right now, that he has craved with every part of his crooked fingers and tight ribs since he first crashed to a dirty wooden floor with a Quirked hand reaching for him: sprawled on the sofa with his Dad and their four cats.
His hero is laid out on his back at the bottom of the pile, head atop a throw cushion at one arm of the sofa, his feet pressed to the opposite end. And directly atop his, Izuku is laying so that they're chest to chest, his head pillowed on his Dad's chest, ear pressed right over his heart, and one of the man's arms slung low over his back, keeping the teen firmly in place, the hero's fingertips pressing down rhythmically, regularly, in little patterns, a simple, half-hearted sort of drumming at the base of his spine that pushes the warmth that bit further to Izuku's bones. It's wonderful. Not to mention only made more so by the fact that Uncle has curled herself just below the base of the greenette's throat, and her little breaths puff against the underside of his jaw. And despite her proximity to his throat and neck, it's only with hints of cloud-soft fur that is far too fluffy to remind him of anything negative. No, it's all just warm and adorable. Much like how Caitlin is, draped along the length of his Dad's forearm and therefore Izuku's back and hip, a purring delight; Cadaver has loafed his chubby heat over the greenette's shoulder blades, rumbling even louder than Caitlin, and then finally there's Kimchi. She has deigned to bless them with curling up in a gap between the two human's overlapping legs.
Having all four of them is a distinct sort of perfection. Having his Dad with him on top of that? Well, Izuku is practically in heaven right now, easily half-asleep with slow-blinking eyes focused vaguely on the telly. It's showing a... documentary? Probably? To be honest, the teen couldn't care less. He's too happy to. The point is that their living area is dimly lit with familiar, blue-flickering light, and there's the steady drone of the narrator, and it's all a simple pleasure that is far more poignant here than it ever was at the hospital.
Izuku's finally, actually, one hundred percent home, and his heart is soaring with the fact, golden wings and sunlight gleaming between his ribs, an aching, fluttering, bittersweet thing too precious to be held by any hands but his Dad's.
Unsurprisingly, he falls asleep like that. The heartbeat reverberating through him melds into the pace of footsteps in his dreams, walking along a grass-soft path somewhere unfamiliar, hands in his, two comforting presences at his back, and two limelight heroes gesturing at each other in front, the flashes of shorter figures dancing around them all, smiles and sign language, flying hair. It's saturated, all the colours too bright and rich, reflective as water at sunset, tones bleeding together, but the dreams are calm and laced with contentment. They're good. Izuku sinks in to every single aeon-instant, revels in the vague knowledge that his whole family is with him, and he takes the reprieve for what it is.
Sweet dreams like those linger though, and he wakes up at some point to find his limbs and head heavy, mouth a little dry, yet his heart still warm. It's every bit like sunlight flooding his bones, sitting in front of a campfire with blankets around hunched shoulders, marshmallow clinging to teeth and stories bandied about as easily as smiles.
"Mornin', kiddo. 'd say dreaded time, but..." The words are worth a sleepy smile, the teen nuzzling more firmly into the base of his Dad's throat, subconsciously revelling in the rhythm of the heartbeat that seems to settle in the back of his head, a steady pulse to time his thoughts to.
"S'nice," he returns, slurred in contentment.
"It is," the man concurs without hesitation, though the words themselves are lazy and lingering, rumbling through them both. It prompts Cadaver to start purring again, and Izuku murmurs wordlessly at that. That pervading sense of perfection is still glowing in his chest. He hadn't even realised he was so constantly discontent and on-edge. Well, constantly isn't a fair assessment, because there have been so many lovely moments, so much relief and comfort and joy, but it's been found in the people with him rather than the surroundings, however now it's both and that makes it all the better, distinctly so.
"Hate to ask, kid, but I need the bathroom," Aizawa grumbles, one hand coming up to oh-so delicately tug at a white curl, grinning lazily when his son pouts at him, chin digging into the man's chest. It's nice that his next words are distorted by the position rather than a jaw-locked slur,
"'nestly, the audaci'y."
"Yeh, yeh, says the little shit that stole my jumper last night." He tugs at that curl again, just as careful and teasing.
"Your lil' shit."
"My precious little shit of a kid that needs to move if we don't want a new sofa." Izuku hums for a moment, blinking innocently up at his Dad, but then acquiesces and starts to carefully lever up, giving the cats lots of time and space to get off without distress or digging-in claws before he himself slides sideways off of his hero, stumbling to numb feet.
On his way up and past, Aizawa presses a kiss to Izuku's curls, casual as can be, then gently shoves him to collapse back onto the sofa. Squawking, the greenette slumps onto the cushions, arms flailing, yet he sinks into them all the same, more contentment to him than anything else.
He's not going to say it out loud, or certainly not in this moment at least, but seeing his son here, back in their home, has his fingers shaking and his heart stilling, all at once. Because there are white curls and new scars and words that were once affectionate but now dangerous, but regardless of anything that has changed, it's the presence and personality that matter. And that teen is still his Kidilante, still Izuku, still his son in every possible, beautiful way, and Aizawa couldn't be more grateful for it. His son is home. There isn't a single thing that he could possibly appreciate more.
There's a smoky edge to the hero's tongue, wood-sweet yet char-bitter, that has been there ever since he first watched his kid collapse to knobbly knees in their genkan, cats circling him and curls falling around his face, angelic in the moment. It's not a bad thing. No, honestly it's far from it, because that scene had been right, had been the final affirmation for Aizawa that he has his kid back, that Izuku is safe and sound and sure, the teen's a little more worn around the edges, a little bit tender and aching in places, but by Kami his son is with him once again, heart and mind and body, and that's all the man needs. All that he could want.
He comes back from the bathroom to find that Izuku is curled up around Caitlin and Uncle, his shirt riding up over his curved back and eyelids slid shut again, breathing deeply. Uncaring of how soft his expression must be, all crinkled eyes and upturned lips, the hero steps up beside the kid and carefully tugs his top back down over his hip and back, hiding the pale skin, freckles and scars. No point to letting the kid get cold.
"Sleep well, kiddo," he murmurs, brushing a hand over one of the too-thin shoulders, gently pressing a thumb to each of the cats' heads, then goes to feed the waiting Kimchi and Cadaver. Demanding little snots.
Izuku is still napping when, a good hour later, the locked front door clicks open, a loud whisper ringing out,
"Yo, Shou, Baby Broccoli, you guys awake?"
"Shut it Zashi," the hero returns, leaning around the dividing wall between the kitchen and genkan to glare half-heartedly at the blond. But Hizashi only beams at him, turning to wave in a fidgeting Nemuri, and starts shedding his boots, un-styled hair swinging around his face. The woman gets rid of her shoes faster and strides over, reaching over to ruffle their friend's hair. Aizawa, of course, dodges the affection, still glaring. Nemuri only leers at him, before spinning on her heel to find Izuku.
"Aw, lookit the baby~" she coos, clearly restraining herself from going over. Good. It would be annoying to have to murder her for waking the kid up.
"Yeh, he's cute," Aizawa grumbles, his tone rather grumpy for the soft words. He gets matching smirks for it all the same. Hm, maybe he'll murder them both anyway; they do tend to test him, don't they?
"Not a word. If you're going to be here making nuisances of yourselves," he interrupts, just as Hizashi opens his mouth,
"Then at least tell me you've got some food in those bags there."
"You guessed it!" Hizashi chirps, immediately clapping a hand over his mouth and sneaking a glance back over to Izuku, who fortunately hasn't stirred.
"You know where shit goes," he comments in turn, already moving back to the open fridge that he may or may not have been spending the last five minutes staring into, debating if he could really be asked to go and buy food to fill up the very much empty shelves. Some carrots, onions and a pack of yoghurts are not really enough to make a breakfast from.
"Honestly, you'd put visitors to work?"
"You're not visitors, you're pests-"
"-family!" They both cheer, low in volume but too-high in energy, overwhelming his insult, and it has the underground hero frowning at the pair.
"No," he deadpans, staring flatly at them both, with their stupid jazz hands and beaming grins. The two idiots wilt in almost perfect tandem, pouting at him, and Aizawa smartly turns away from them, letting them wallow.
If, two minutes later, he shoves in between them and bumps all of their hips together as he snatches up the eggs, then it's only because they were in the way. Obviously. It's not a form of affection at all, don't be absurd.
"Mm, Da'?"
"Hey, kiddo. The idiots are here," he immediately warns, catching the groggy lack of awareness in his son's tone and not wanting him to be caught off-guard.
"Aun'ie 'n'cle?" The sleepy slur is, frankly, adorable, but Aizawa doesn't join in with the adoring glances exchanged between Hizashi and Nemuri.
"The very same," he acknowledges, sidling past the two to get to the sofa, peering down at his kid over the back of the thing. Bright green eyes blink up at him, accompanied by a pair of blue and orange from within the shadows of the teen's body, and it has Aizawa melting inside, all gooey and soft but he can't help it because, Kami, how is a sight this cute even legal?
"You hungry, kid? I was going to make some omelettes or something."
"Wi' cheese?"
"Of course. If Zashi doesn't try to eat it all first."
"I wouldn't!" The blond cries, bounding over to poke at Aizawa's back, turning pleading eyes on Izuku,
"Baby, tell him I wouldn't!"
"Bu', Auntie, I thought I wasn' menna lie?" His innocent expression and sweet tone are clearly too much, because his Dad snorts and Hizashi wails wordlessly, slumping to his knees with an overdramatic gesture, clutching his hands to his chest. It earns a giggle from the teen, and Aizawa doesn't miss how that fact puts a satisfied gleam to the blond's eyes. Stupid Zashi. How ridiculously soft of him, really.
(Aizawa is tactfully ignoring that he too is being soft, molten inside for the charming sight of his kid and their cats curled up together, gilt in the light of a late morning sun, as pretty as can be.)
Ten minutes later, Izuku is perched atop the kitchen counter, a plate of half-eaten omelette in his lap, fork drooping lazily from his hand. Most of his attention is caught on the egg, cheese and ham currently cooking in the pan. He isn't paying attention to the whinging of the two other adults as they try to convince his Dad to cook for them as well.
"-both fully-grown adults that have invaded our home, you can damn well cook your own meal."
"We literally bought you food though! Surely you owe us?" Hizashi bargains, Nemuri dramatically draping herself over the bar counter from her seat, sighing with great gusto. Aizawa, without pause, turns from his place at the hob, and brandishes his spatula at the woman.
"You, a supposed heroine, have literally taken one of the only two kitchen seats in this house, leaving my actual child to sit on the counters in his own home. Sort yourself out first, bitch." Izuku, no hesitation, bursts out laughing, nearly dropping his plate as the sound rings out through the room, the back of his curls brushing against the cabinets behind him as he rocks back with the cackles. He couldn't care less about the eyes on him, nor how his Dad snorts just once before turning back to the food, nor about the voice in the back of his head that screams for silence, because by Kami was that a perfect comeback, in a classic Aizawa deadpan delivery, and nothing could be more hilarious to him. It doesn't help that, in between joy-squinted eyes, he catches glimpses of his Uncle pouting, hair falling around her face where she's slumped over the counter, and his Auntie is laughing too, only to be quelled by an over-the-shoulder glare from his Dad, and every part of this is sheer delight. He's sat in his own kitchen with his hero within reach, his own capture weapon wrapped around his chest beneath his stolen jumper, and two of his favourite people with them.
There's more than a pure joy to this moment, because it's deepened by relief and contentment and love, and it's gold and silver suffusing through him, molten warmth right down to his marrow.
Izuku is happy and harmonious and home. It's glorious.
"Hey, Baby Broccoli, if you're not going to finish that omelette, can I have it?" The question is drawled, the tiniest bit teasing as Izuku's laughter winds down, and he doesn't even get the chance to snark back before his Dad is yet again glaring over his shoulder at his friends,
"Don't take my kid's food as well as his chair, you selfish potato."
"Aizawa Shouta! You cannot call a woman as curvy as me a potato!" She shrieks in return, arms flailing as she leaps from her seat, stumbling around the seat of a still-snickering Hizashi to try and get at Aizawa. Izuku, casual as can be, sticks a leg out and immaculately catches her in the stomach with the length of his calf. It's not a hard blow or anything, purely a barrier that has her whooshing out a breath and coming to an abrupt stop, an eggy spatula only inches from the bridge of her nose.
"He saved you from death by spatula!" Hizashi crows, already starting to hunch over with cackles again, and Nemuri pouts as she pats Izuku's leg and retreats, metaphorical tail between her legs. The underground hero, for his part, flicks his hair imperiously and turns to take his omelette off of the hob, sliding it onto a plate. Nemuri squawks, indignant, but it has Izuku snorting and Aizawa silently revels in that fact, in the ability to make his son smile and laugh so freely when only a week before the kid had frozen, terrified, at daring to make much noise at all. Now though? Now he has his beautiful boy back, and it does stupid, ridiculous, amazing things to his heart to be able to glance over and see Izuku smiling, a forkful of cheese omelette halfway to his mouth, feet kicking and eyes gleaming.
"Hey, that's a point! Lil' listener, you looking forward to coming back to school? It's only two weeks away now!" Izuku falters a little at that though, taking a nibble of his food rather than the full mouthful, eyebrows crinkling.
"U-uhm, I guess? Be nice to be learnin' 'gain."
"I bet!" None of the adults have missed the less-than-confident edge to the words, the hesitancy, and Aizawa has to push down the discontent following that realisation, the fact that things can't ever be easy for his kid, and the scowl that accompanies the negativity, instead focusing on the fact that it just means Izuku will benefit from some extra support and cheer.
"Nedzu'll be glad to have you back. He likes having a junior cryptid around. Apparently," he continues, glad to find that Izuku has already straightened a little, meeting his gaze unflichingly,
"He has a series of lessons planned for you about infiltration and information gathering. It's going to build off of the psychology and hacking you already studied together."
"Really?" Now, that is the sort of excitement the heroes were all hoping to hear.
"Yeh. I dread to think how much sneakier you're going to get," Aizawa grumbles, though the grin he gets from his kid tells of just how obvious his true feelings are. He can't begrudge it really.
"You'll always catch me."
"Dad senses," he drawls, talking around a mouthful of omelette, moving out of the way for Hizashi to get to the hob, instead shoving himself up onto the counter on the opposite side of Izuku, carefully knocking their shoulders together. Izuku doesn't even hesitate to curl into him, settling his head on the hero's shoulder and heaving a delicate sort of sigh, all winter-breath mist and spider-spun lace. It wavers, fractures. Heaves through the kid like something from deep within him, from his guts and heart.
It's that shuddering breath, light though it might have been, that has Aizawa wrapping an arm around Izuku's shoulders, regardless of how eating one-handed with his plate in his lap is rather more difficult now.
From there, it's a far lighter turn to the conversation. Hizashi and Nemuri pick up the majority of the chatter over the sound of their own cooking and Aizawa's eating, and they talk about not looking forward to grading again but having Yaomomo's calm commentary and Kaminari's good-natured tomfoolery, not to mention everything in between, will be wonderful, and how 3-B really need to kick into gear for their academic subjects because regardless of their work placements they still need good high school grades for any future career changes or additions they might make, and doing so is likely given the inherent nature of heroism as an industry.
But things like that aren't being considered right now. No, they're focused on the antics of overtired teenagers with powers that can level cities, on essays and silly test answers, and it's light-hearted, joyful, easy. It's everything Izuku needs to relax once more. Because here, in this moment, he's in his own kitchen, plastered against his Dad's side with his Auntie and Uncle regaling them with tales of their teaching days, and it's a soft sort of perfection that only belongs to sleepy, sweet mornings spent at home with no obligations and no worries. It's everything Izuku has needed for so long.
So, content and calm, he stays tucked against his hero, and he revels in every sun-soaked moment. He's glad to be home.
Notes:
Hey guys! Fair warning to you all, I've got exams in five weeks now (which is nearly a month earlier than expected...) so my update schedules changing a bit. For Kidilante, I'm hoping to stick to every Tuesday or so, and I'll try to reply to comments, but forgive me if it ends up a bit messier than that! ^^;
Anyways, lots of love, hugs and gratitude to you all - I hope life is treating you well~ Ota, xxx.
Chapter 82: LXXVIII - Protection In Paternal Affection (And So Much More)
Summary:
Honestly, some fluff, some progression, and the sense that we'll be coming back to canon-based plot sooner or later~
Notes:
I hope this chapter didn't end up choppy at all, because I was trying to get it to a point where we can continue with the canon-plot alongside Izuku getting back to good health and happiness! Also, I'll edit it tomorrow, hopefully, or maybe not at all, given that every lesson I have on Thursday is going to be an assessment, but hopefully there aren't any major mistakes anyway ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next week is largely spent relaxing, honestly. Neither Aizawa really wants to think too much about the return to school, or even moving into the dorms, because they've only just come home together, so sue them for wanting to make the most of it whilst it lasts.
Most days, they do have to leave for at least a solid few hours, between the physical therapy sessions and going to see the kids at the Ward House. Luckily, both of those have been going relatively well. The children, or at least the six of them staying permanently at UA, have all been getting on well enough with their carers - two retired pros, two full-time nannies, as it were, so that between the four of them the children will be safe, understood and looked after - and the house itself. All of them had sneakily shown Izuku their little hiding places, filled with granola bars, small water bottles and little trinkets and photos of their families.
Every single on of them has a copy of the same photo, taken in front of the Ward House by Nabe's aunt, featuring all the members of their family. Aizawa has Li on his shoulders, one of her little hands clutched in his hair and the other clearly waving madly. The man's arm that isn't supporting the girl is slung around Izuku's shoulders, his green-white braid caught over his Dad's arm, and, in turn, the teen has Tanaka propped on his hip. Around them, all gathered close, are the other seven kids, swaying in close with bright grins and gleaming eyes. Nedzu had brought in someone with a hair-growing Quirk, allowing them to all have the hair they wanted to have. And sure, Ina had kept her mane fairly short, but Setsuna's curls fall right to the same sort of point as Izuku's, and Anna's beautiful blond hair goes almost to her waist. Ryo's hair is just long enough to protect his feathers, whilst Tanaka's fringe just tickles his eyes. It's good, to see variation in what had been forcefully short-shorn. To see little parts of their personalities creeping into their appearance as well, rather than simply their actions and mannerisms.
It makes the family photo (because that's what it is, no doubt about it) all the sweeter. And if it happens to end up as both of the official Aizawas' lock screens, then they certainly can't be blamed for it. It's too lovely not to be.
Regardless, the kids are doing well, and that gives Izuku the room and contentment to focus on himself. To let his hero look after him, and to support himself as he tries to recover and stabilise again, to find himself beneath the injuries and scars that this has left him with. His physical therapy sessions are more than difficult, honestly. They're physically challenging, of course, and by Kami are they hard work, but it's the mental, emotional, element that is most trying. Particularly with the hand exercises because there's something in his head, a voice that screams bloody murder, every single time he tries to flatten his hand. It's phantom pains, reinforced by the genuine aches, because he had to keep his hand still and flat for Shigaraki, and that knowledge has clung with briars to his mind and heart and bones, drawing blood every single time he has to do so again.
But still, he's working on it. They are working on it, Izuku and his Dad and Abe-san together, and with the two adults' support, consideration and encouragement, he's managed to fully flatten his hand once or twice without even starting to fall into a panic attack, and it's not a lot on the surface but it means an absolute tonne to him all the same. And the fact that his hero is proud of him for every tiny bit of progress he makes, offering him hair ruffles and approving nods, eyes always glinting with warmth, makes it even better. Aizawa has supported him with every literal and figurative step, unflinching and unhesitating, and nothing could have made Izuku feel safer through this whole process.
It certainly doesn't hurt that they've started working with his capture weapon a little. Having a knife in his hand has been one of the biggest possible comforts and reassurances, and Izuku quickly discovers that having his capture weapon feels just the same. Like he can defend himself and save others, like he has some control and security; not to mention that it reminds him of his Dad, of rooftops under starlight, banter with a hero and then chatter with his hero, and finally quiet contentment with his Dad.
Quite simply, having his own capture weapon and learning to use it is just another sign of being an Aizawa in every sense of the word.
Regardless of these sorts of outings though, the pair quietly revel in being home. They get visitors, sure, largely in the form of Izuku's Aunts and Uncle, but several others drop in for at least a few hours through the week, from Nedzu to Hitoshi and Shouto, and it's the week of simplicity that the greenette truly needed to get that bit closer to himself. He has the odd bad day, ones marked by nightmares and silence and clinginess, but the week is more good than bad, and it's what they both craved for getting back to something approaching normal.
Even when Izuku gets frustrated - and it happens, because he's in pain and traumatised and fighting so very hard merely to be himself again - Aizawa is gentle with him. Calls him love and Problem Child and kid, and is nothing but patient.
He spends days just being with Izuku, stitching Inko's quilt together or looking through articles and quirk analyses from their usual spot on the sofa, the news scrolling on the telly, and it all helps. Izuku begins to truly get better. Gradually, the teen regains some almost-full movement in his hand, regains some control over his own behaviour, regains some calm and contentment... He comes back to a version of Izuku that is different, yes, but once again intrinsically himself, and it's noticeable. It's everything Aizawa could want for his kid.
"Hey, kiddo, you want to have a look around the student dorms today?" The question comes two days before they - and the rest of the class - are actually due to move in at UA. And Aizawa knows that, just as much as he himself wants to get a sense for the space and where everything and everyone will be, if only for the sake of his own assurance and peace of mind, that Izuku has exactly the same instinct for scouting somewhere out before any sort of operation.
It's funny, how moving house can be akin to a drugs bust.
"Guess'o," Izuku shrugs, casual, but there's a glint in his eyes that's a bit grateful, a bit nervous and very much determined.
"Right. We can get an idea for how much shit we'll actually have room for. And where we'll put the cats' stuff." The kid had found a softer, sadder slump to his shoulders at the beginning of this, but something in it straightens at the mention of their babies. It doesn't really surprise the hero. Because the mention of the cats might have been rather calculated, if also a genuine comment. Because they're bringing all four of the cats to the dorms with them, just like Nemuri is taking Sushi to the teachers' apartments, or how Kouda is bringing his rabbit. It's a very good thing none of the hellspawn have any allergies.
And so, with that decided, the two Aizawas leave the kids that afternoon and, instead of turning to get to their car and drive home, they head through two thick lines of trees and across a simple field, staring up at another massive building.
It's similar to the Ward House in some ways, a large building that isn't all gleaming glass like the school itself but is instead white-painted concrete and wood panelling, punctuated by surprisingly pretty arched windows and simple Roman style pillars. It has the typical UA grandeur, but it is toned down enough to still feel homely, welcoming. Izuku finds himself pleasantly surprised, leaning into his Dad's side.
"Alright to go in, kiddo?" The greenette merely hums in return, but still latches onto the man's hand and pulls him forward. The entrance is at one side of the front-face, making it asymmetric, the genkan pretty big with cube shelves very similar to the Ward House's lining both walls, albeit in more muted greens and blues instead of primary colours. They leave their shoes on the ground though, and Izuku smiles sheepishly when his Dad kneels to unlace his hi-tops for him, no hesitation or request from the man because it's a small thing, an easy one, but it means a lot for them both. It's Aizawa providing for his son and it's Izuku letting himself be looked after. They've both found, over the last week or so, that it's the little things that seem to matter the most; the things that aren't necessary, not grand gestures, but are all the more cherished for it, simply the small signs of care and commitment to each other, of being family, that are more precious than anything else.
Well, perhaps not exactly; try almost as precious as each other's presence.
Coming into the dorms proper, it's a fairly simple space, the set-up a little different to the Ward House. There are wrap-around kitchen counters directly in front of the genkan, and a lot of seating off to the left, taking up the centre of the room. A television is mounted against the partition wall to the far left, the large corner sofa clearly facing it and the long, low console cabinet against the wall, some of the shelves open and clearly sized for video games, films and consoles.
There's a softer sort of seating area directly to the left, against the wall and before what looks like the lift and stairs, more pillows and beanbags with a lower two-seat sofa rather than the L-shaped or the three-seater over by the telly. All of it looks comfortable, cosy. Well, a lot of it's big in size, sure, but that's a given with UA and some of Izuku's classmates, let alone future possible students, and when he comes forward to brush his free hand - his Dad follows without needing to be tugged, thankfully - and his callused fingertips meet the fabric to discover it surprisingly nice. It's clearly something machine-washable and a little rough with it, almost waterproof at the feel, but there's give to it. And blankets are already draped everywhere, mostly grey and green and yellow, softening the large sofas and it's lovely to have a colour scheme that reminds him of home. It's a bit brighter, sure, but the basics are there. It helps.
"It's not bad, is it?" Izuku hums in mild agreement, not letting go of his hero's hand and instead stepping closer, bumping their shoulders together and letting the man take the lead now.
"These should be our rooms, around here," Aizawa murmurs, as much to himself as the greenette, and he squeezes their hands as they come around the partition wall to find an enclosed corridor. There's a big window at the end, arched, that keeps it fairly bright, and the hero doesn't miss that the partition itself is pretty thick, definitely enough to cover for the worst of the common room noise, and there are three doors.
"Of the two rooms, I thought it might be better if I took the outside one?" His Dad offers, carefully casual but with an intention underlying it. And maybe most teenagers would be offended at it, yet Izuku can only appreciate that his hero is looking out for him again.
"Soun's fine," he replies, liking the idea of the extra bit of privacy.
Furthermore, Izuku knows with zero doubt that he will have nightmares. Well, he has them now. And sometimes his nightmares are loud, screaming and crying and panic attacks, and he doesn't want to be like that in front of his classmates, no matter how non-judgemental he knows they would be. He doesn't want to have to show all the vulnerable parts of himself that only his Dad knows because of sheer proximity; it's not the way that he would ever want to share his history and hurts. To have even a slightly more private room will mitigate some of that, he hopes, and having his hero in between him and the rest of the world is a sort of protection he will always want. He can't imagine truly begrudging it.
That won't stop him teasing the man sometimes though; it's in his nature after all.
"Be close to your hellions," he comments, barely any slur to the words as he grins up at the man. He gets an eye-roll in return.
"Ugh, don't remind me. They're going to be nightmares, I can already tell. My imp's enough for me." The teen has to giggle at that - he's more than noticed that his Dad doesn't call him a brat anymore, and he tries to show his gratitude by revelling in "imp" and "Problem Child" and "little shit" in the glorious, mischievous way that suits him so well - and he leans into Aizawa again, rubbing his head against his hero's shoulder in their easiest affection.
"I'mma han'ful," Izuku snickers, and gets a hair ruffle for it.
"You are, precious little shit that you can be."
The man abruptly writhes his hand out of Izuku's grip, and immediately makes up for it by wrapping his arm around the kid's shoulders, tucking him in close. The greenette completely sags into him, sighing without meaning to, and gets a brief kiss pressed atop his curls for it.
"Alright?"
"Mmhm," he manages, carefully bringing up his left hand to loosely hold Aizawa's hand. He knows better than to grip the actual wrist, but he's quite happy to curl a delicate hold around his hero's hand itself, considerate of his still-healing wounds and wanting to be close in every way all the same.
"Mine first then," he teases, guiding his son towards the first door. Honestly, they'll probably be the same, but still. It's the distraction that counts.
A standard double bed is shoved in one corner, opposed by a wardrobe and chest of drawers, a desk then against the wall beside the door. It's all neutral wood, no soft furnishings or curtains. The far wall, between the bed and wardrobe, features a set of sliding glass doors leading on to what looks like a small walled patio, hedges and stone keeping it hemmed in without being claustrophobic. There's even a small set of wrought-iron garden furniture out there.
All in all, it's remarkably plain, but Aizawa can see how it could approach something like home.
"S'alright," Izuku comments, and his tone is more energetic than the words themselves, although there's a bittersweet edge borne of relief to them still.
"Indeed it is. Want to see if your room's the same as mine?" The line of the shoulders beneath his arm tenses, elastic-taught for a few moments, and he can feel how Izuku forces himself to relax again. Shit. He'd hoped that now they were here, the kid's worries would have abated more than they have, but apparently that's going to take a bit more doing. Which, honestly, isn't bad, it's just a shame. He wants his kid to be happy.
To his absolute credit though, Izuku is already nodding, and Aizawa pulls him in impossibly closer as silent acknowledgement of his strength.
He's been so incredibly proud of Izuku this last week or so, because by Kami has the kid been so very steady and dedicated, has tried so hard to get better and, honestly, it's been working. Aizawa has been able to watch his son grown in confidence and ability and strength day by day, has heard more words and seen less bitten lips. Every part of him has been growing, has been returning to himself, and it has brought the hero so much sheer pride and joy to watch, to be blessed for being part of, that it's frankly ridiculous. To top it all off? Well, the kid can tell how proud the hero is of him (it's obvious in how Izuku's eyes gleam, the slightest hint of a smile here and there through pained grimaces as he works in his physical therapy lessons) and that fact relieves the hero because he needs the kid to understand just how well he's progressing, to know how brilliantly he's doing, regardless of the small set-backs.
The pair wonder through the rest of the dorms in comfortable quiet. They skip the lift, opting for the stairs instead, and are pleased to find the layout just as planned, with two large bathrooms per floor, an equally-sized storage room, and then six bedrooms. There are four floors like that, all the same basic plan, and Izuku thinks back to the massive whiteboard that covers the wall between the genkan and wrap-around kitchen counter. It had featured a list of each floor's occupants, made by his Dad, and it means that his boyfriends, Yaomomo and Asui will be the people on the first floor and therefore directly above him and his hero, which is definitely reassuring. They won't be too pushy or claustrophobic for him, but they'll also be good for calming him down if his Dad isn't around.
Izuku is more than grateful and appreciative of having everyone that he holds close now. Not even a year ago, he had some level of trust with a single hero and a single detective, along with an odd sort of working relationship with a lot of the precinct.
But now? Now he has his class, a precinct, a faculty, his kids, his aunties and uncle, and his Dad. He has an entire family. And Izuku couldn't ask for more, really. He loves them all so very much, knowing without a single doubt that they love him too, so maybe miracles truly do happen. And maybe he even deserves it.
"It's good that the emergency kits actually have the shit that we requested. Knowing the chaos of you hellspawn, we'll need them." Izuku focuses back on his hero at the words, looking down at the case that the man has opened on the floor in front of them both.
"Mmhm," he offers, furrowing his brow as he properly examines the content.
It genuinely does seem to have everything, from the mini fire extinguishers to the acid solvents; the lilac weighted blankets, soft and almost delicate, and the dull silver-blue shock blankets with their slightly more crinkly texture. The panic button has its own case to stop it getting accidentally pressed, but it will flip open easily enough. Strong torches are slotted in beside high-calorie, high-sugar energy bars, and there may or may not be a hidden compartment in the sturdy foam shadowboard that features four knives per case. After all, it's not paranoia if they're truly out to get you, and never let it be said that Nedzu or Aizawas will be underprepared for all feasible eventualities, and even some that are less feasible.
Particularly when it comes to protecting their own.
They don't take too much longer examining everything. Aizawa double-checks that the balcony railings seem high enough, the glass doors sufficiently sturdy, and that the door to the roof is locked with both a key and his faculty card, then that the door to the small gym in the basement actually registers Izuku's card correctly, adding the time to the log that the hero can access from his phone. At least he should be able to keep a decent eye on the hellions.
It's not until the drive back, once they're both calm, content with listening to Put Your Hands Up Radio even though Hizashi isn't currently the one hosting, when Aizawa speaks up,
"Kid, you got enough headspace for a slightly heavy question?"
"S'pose," he replies, after a beat of thought because despite how worried he's been about the dorms, getting to walk around them with his Dad genuinely has helped calm the anxiety thorn-bristling through him.
"Well then. Not to jump straight into it, but, kid, how would you feel about therapy? Your classmates are-"
"Only if you go to see one too." The instant bargaining is a little bit startling, but Aizawa takes it in relative stride, glancing at his son as he pauses at a junction, eyebrows furrowing a tad,
"With you?" He pulls away, indicator clicking off, only to turn into a layby so that they can talk properly. Because he's a bit confused, admittedly: none of this is quite how he was expecting his kid to react. Yet the uncertainty tugging at his guts calms at his son's following words,
"Sometimes? But 's not what I meant," Izuku adds, something determined in his gaze, a banked fire ready to flare up. It doesn't need to, luckily.
"That's alright."
His lack of hesitation, the instant agreement, visibly surprises the kid, and it takes the hero a second to get an idea of why, because the reply was more than obvious to him.
And the realisation hits him hard enough for his heart to ache viscerally, something like claws biting into the soft flesh beneath his ribs because of course his kid would think like this. Of course Izuku would simultaneously be logical and illogical, would be haunted by others' words even as he learns afresh, and the hero immediately reaches forward, palms-up and steady. Izuku only trembles a little when he settles his hands atop his hero's, settling down when Aizawa carefully gets a grip on them, one still partially bandaged, surrounding the teen's hands in warmth and security, demanding all of his attention in the softest sort of way. It's grounding. And that gives Izuku the room to take in his Dad's next words seriously, whole-heartedly.
“Kid, seeing a therapist doesn’t make you weak or damaged or anything; I've been seeing one on-and-off since I was around your age, and I don't think any of the faculty have never been to one. It just means that you’re strong enough to ask for help.”
“Oh.” Aizawa can only smile at that lest he start scowling because that mindset shouldn’t be ingrained in his kid and he hates it. But he’s here. He’ll tell his son that he’s strong every day if he has to. Whatever it takes.
He’d been meaning to ring his own therapist anyways.
Two days later, both of the Aizawas drag themselves out of bed criminally early in the morning (which is, to be honest, hilariously ironic in itself) and spend an hour soothing the cats and shoving the last of their little bits and pieces - toothbrushes and blankets, pyjamas and cat toys - into boxes and bags. Then, luckily, there comes a distinct knock on the door, matching their usual Sunday pattern, and Izuku bounces up from his crouched position by the biggest pile of boxes to instead go and swing the front door wide-open, beaming just as wide.
"Tsuka, Tsuka!" he chirps, throwing himself into the ready arms. The detective rumbles out a chuckle, supporting his new limpet and meeting Aizawa's gaze over the kid's shoulder. The hero can only shrug at him with eyes crinkling some at the corners. They're both concerned about Izuku, but they both trust the kid and trust themselves to know him, so hopefully none of this will turn into too much of an anxious mess.
"Oof, I'm not sure I can carry you and boxes at the same time," he teases, nearly toppling as he toes his shoes off and comes further into the flat, stepping over the stretched-out form of Kimchi. Izuku grins, leaning back from his place latched onto the detective's chest,
"Dad can ha' the boxes then!"
"Kid, we literally asked him along to help with those boxes?"
"Meh," Izuku dismisses, flipping Aizawa off and nearly slipping from Tsukuachi's hold with the lessened support.
"If you break a bone I will take you to Chiyo-san, tell her exactly how it happened, and then proceed to inform the rest of your class." That's more of a threat than it probably should be, and it successfully prompts Izuku to abruptly curl in closer to the detective before wriggling back down to the floor, kneeling down next to Kimchi and cooing at her instead.
It's cute, undeniably, but Tsukauchi can't help but raise an eyebrow at the hero anyway. This is far more chipper than he was expecting the kid to be. The very brief sign that he gets offered explains everything and only confirms his concerns with that,
'Brave face.' That checks. Particularly because, when Izuku had limpeted on to him, the man had found those thin fingers to be gripping a tad too tight, a tautness to his expression, his eyes not as bright as his smile, even if there had been genuine light to both. It's hard to know he was right to find that because he doesn't want the teen to be struggling, but at least they're both aware of it.
To distract from such thoughts, Tsukauchi finds a sadder sort of smile, keeping his own voice fairly neutral,
"Anything you want me to carry down now?"
"The kitchen stuff is all done. Thanks."
The detective nods, pats Izuku on the head on his way past, and scoops up the two taped-up boxes from the kitchen counter. There's clearly not a lot of kitchen stuff coming with them, which makes sense given UA's budget and Nedzu's happiness to use said budget, but if he knows the Aizawas well - and he most certainly does - then half of it is probably jelly or nutrient packs, and another quarter is probably cat food.
They arrive at the dormitory a good few hours before anyone else, and they get the cats in before anything else, Aizawa taking two of the carriers, Tsukauchi and Izuku the last two respectively, and they bring along the babygate and two of their sofa blankets as well.
A nest of said blankets gets made on what will become Aizawa's bed whilst the detective sets up the babygate at the entrance of their partitioned corridor. The cats, if they were incredibly determined, could probably wind through the bars, but it's enough to encourage them to stay in the family area, plus keeping the teens out for now. It will help everyone, cats included, with settling in.
"Izuku, kid, you mind staying with this lot whilst we lug everything else in?" It's not the most subtle way to look after his son, but Izuku clearly doesn't begrudge it as he curls loosely around the nest, nodding with his curls spilling over the bare mattress. Honestly, his kid should not be allowed to be this adorable. The audacity.
An hour later, the majority of the pair's belongings are at least stacked in their respective rooms, or their shared bathroom, and therefore out of boxes, and Tsukauchi has hugged Izuku and briefly clapped a hand on Aizawa's shoulder before taking his leave. He really doesn't want to be part of the mess that will be the rest of the class arriving which, quite frankly, is a wise decision that the hero kind of wishes he could also make.
But no, they're his hellspawn, so instead he and Izuku spend some time helping the cats - and each other, frankly - stay calm and get a bit more settled into their space whilst they wait. It's nice, actually. Aizawa is definitely glad to find that the little body pressed into his side has sagged some, calming, and that the nervous fingers that had twisted into his jean's belt loops have stopped tugging and gentled instead, simply hooked there now. The purring cats definitely don't hurt.
Unfortunately, it can't last forever. No, Aizawa gets an alert on his phone saying that the side entrance designated to his class has been carded open, which means that at least one of his class have just arrived, so he grumbles and nudges Izuku to the side a bit so that he can lever to his feet.
"You wanna wait in here or come straight out kiddo?" It's a legitimate offer, perfectly bland to give Izuku no perceived path to follow, both options available to him, and the teen pauses, hesitates, looking down at the cats with one foot hanging off the bed and tapping idly against his Dad's calf.
"I'mma come?" It's hesitant, lilting into a question, but he does stand up, pressing kisses to each of the cats' heads on the way, and he tucks himself immediately into his hero's side, curling in close yet without a tremble.
And indeed, it only takes ten minutes for the Satous and Bakugous to turn up, Masaru talking to Satou's mother, and all of them lugging some bags, a few of the standard UA robots bringing some boxes behind the two families.
The greetings start up and Izuku carefully tucks himself partially behind his Dad, easily escaping the conversation by merely fading into the background, though he shares a slight smile with Satou, and waves shyly to Masaru and Mitsuki. Luckily they don't press when he stays distinctly with his hero instead of approaching them properly.
The conversation is quick to turn to the exact set-up for the dorms, and Satou and his parents head straight up in the lift, whilst Izuku steps away a bit to get himself a glass of water, if only for the escape of it. He does keep half an ear on the discussion behind him:
"We wanted to visit the little shit, of-fucking-course, but our Katsuki let us know that none of the class were much able to due to the hospital, and we didn't want to fucking impose or some shit, you know? But he's fucking alright, isn't-" Izuku's attention is pulled away when Bakugou - Katsuki, that is - stomps closer to him, hands very deliberately shoved in his pockets, a glare on his face. There's something off about it though. More bitter-twist frustrated than blood-ready rage, and that's become more familiar to Izuku in recent months. Although it would be a lie to say he found either comfortable.
"Hey, nerd, come tal-" he cuts himself off with a wordless growl, nearly spitting,
"I need- ugh, can I fucking talk to you for a minute?" Izuku startles inwardly, glancing over at where his Dad is only a few metres away, still talking with Mitsuki and Masaru.
The hero instantly notes the more focused attention and, even as he starts replying to the other adults, he looks over to Izuku, takes in who's stood with him, and raises a single eyebrow. And that, more than anything else, makes the greenette feel safe. So he nods to his Dad, managing the beginnings of a smile, and then turns and leaves the common room, knowing that Bakugou will follow him.
Part of him dreads what this might be about, but he knows that he will be safe. He has his knives and capture weapon and his Dad within shouting distance; he has all the support and protection he might want, and maybe this will be awful or alright, but either way he'll be fine. He's an Aizawa after all.
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Just to help with the idea of it, this is my rough plan for the 1-A dorms! (Also, I call the ground floor the ground floor, not the first floor, in case anyone gets confused, kay?)
Notes:
Sorry for the minor cliffhanger, but I couldn't help myself!! :)
Just to clarify if I didn't explain it well enough, when Izuku tries to flatten his left hand, half of the pain and difficulty is more of a mental block rather than it being physically impossible (it's more or less possible, physically, it's just difficult and straining). He had to keep his hand still and flat for Shigaraki, and that fact hasn't left him. Far from it. It's a trigger, quite simply.
Oh, and Heights Alliance definitely looks different to canon. It doesn't have distinct wings, and also has five floors, but the ground floor is wider to accommodate the Aizawas' space there as well.
I wonder what you guys' favourite parts of this chapter were? I know I loved writing the parts about Zawa just supporting his kid with every tiny thing, you know? ^^;
Chapter 83: LXXIX - Settling In
Summary:
Our boys and their class settle into the dorms together! But first, there's a conversation to be had ;)
Notes:
Oh, and just a reminder that Maki and Haruka are Hitoshi's adoptive mothers, kay?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Izuku leaves the dorms, not even bothering to toe his shoes back on because the laces will only annoy him, and hears Bakugou pause and grumble behind him, audibly hurried in shoving his own shoes on before he follows the greenette out of the building.
Knowing this part of the grounds well, even with the changes made for the dorms, Izuku quickly walks to the tree line, aware that if this devolves into a fight then having some cover will be very much preferable, and also from here he could probably throw a knife to hit one of the common room windows, which would alert his Dad to any problems, so he feels relatively safe here, regardless of how this conversation might go, and he uses the time it takes for Bakugou to catch up to slip his capture weapon up from under his shirt, where it had been wound around his ribs, to instead settle it around his neck and shoulders where it truly belongs, taking several deep breaths that smell of cats and his Dad and their detergent. It's reassuring. But then, of course, the blond stomps over, and kicks at the ground for several long seconds, scuffing his shoe in what seems to be undirected emotion, scowling down at the grass with an expression that makes Izuku want to tease him (did Mitsuki-san never tell you that if the wind changed then your face will get stuck like that?) and instead bides his time, itching to slip a knife down into his hand. He makes do with fiddling with the end of his support gear in lieu of it.
"Midoriya, nerd, you got fucking kidnapped because of me, right?" There's no breaking in, no prior warning, no hesitation, just a loud jumble of frustrated syllables and fists clenched at his sides. Izuku nearly chokes at the abrupt question. At the demand.
"Nn-no. Were af'er me." He hates that his words are slurring again already, but Bakugou is clearly too caught up to care, so Izuku forces himself to push past it and focuses on the other teen instead.
"Then why did they grab me first? Why the ever-loving fuck would they-"
"You... you were a bonus. I- I was-ss the main t-target. Don' be arrogan'." Maybe that's a bit of a low blow, but it's enough to jolt the blond out of whatever stupid rage that he's fallen into, despite how those popping fists tighten even further.
"They wanted you?" There isn't any emphasis there to make the question derogatory, no derision or condescension, and the greenette can only find a little smirk of his own then, more wry than self-satisfied,
"Hemlock. Quirkless, ruthless. Villainous."
"That's bullshit. You fight dirty, not cruel, stupid fuckers." Izuku can only shrug in response, because he knows that, Bakugou knows that, UA knows that, but they hadn't. And as fucking awful as it was, what's done is done, and at least some good things came of it. Well, nine things, to be exact. He'll take what he can get.
"So this- this clusterfuck wasn't actually my fault?" The underlying vulnerability there probably wouldn't be obvious to most people; Izuku has spent too many years reading the other teen's moods and tones to miss it, even if he hadn't been listening for the nuances. And this is a bit more than a nuance. No, it's nigh-on overwhelming, the undercurrent of the words almost more distinct than the actual syllables, despite how the latter are drenched in sharp, aggressive edges. It makes an already-easy answer even simpler:
"No." But of course Bakugou won't accept that at face value, because why would he?
"Even though it was me you jumped after? You fucking cracked my rib when you kicked me away, shitty nerd." The attempt at petulance is flimsy at best, and they both know it. Izuku indulges it anyway.
"My choice."
The conversation, choppy though it might have been thus far, genuinely falters then, and the blond boy starts scuffing his shoe through the grass once more, hands getting shoved in his pockets. When he speaks, it's with a low tone, subdued, akin to the final smatterings of rain after a storm has passed,
"...Sensei screamed for you." The greenette already knew that. Still knows it. The sound has remained engraved under his sternum since and will likely stay there until the day he dies.
"An' I cried for him." Bakugou almost flinches, barely steadying himself before his scowl returns,
"Don't do any stupid-ass shit like that again then."
With that order, because there's nothing else it could be, the blond turns smartly on his heel and stomps away again, leaving Izuku blinking in his wake. Is that... Is that really it? Where are the punches, the explosions, the pain?
Well, Izuku certainly can't begrudge not having to fight the blond off, and to make it even better, he spots Shouto and Hitoshi walking over the grounds, presumably having come from the side entrance, accompanied by Natsuo, Rei, Haruka and Maki. Plus two sets of the bots that have been ferrying boxes and furniture for everyone. At the sight of them, and satisfied that the blond is far away enough to not have any intentions of coming back, Izuku darts over, waving shyly when he gets noticed by Rei first. The grass is dew-damp beneath his feet and it seeps in even more now, but he doesn't really mind. Not when he gets met with a dual hug from his boyfriends, getting tucked into their warm arms, matching kisses pressed to his curls. In turn, he wraps his arms around their waists and squeezes, smiling into their shoulders.
After a few moments though, the quiet chatter and laughter - none of it mean, but still enough to make Izuku flush - has the three pulling away, smiling softly at each other before Izuku peeks around them both to wave at their families.
"Hello again, Izuku-kun." A part of him is screaming against it, begging with bloody teeth, but the greenette still steps up to Shouto's mother and share a very brief hug with her, both of their touches light. Then Maki-san steps forward a little, a hopeful hint to her smile, even as her eyes are soft in understanding. So Izuku pushes his logic ahead of his worries, draws strength from the warmth of his partners at his back and the weight of capture weapon around his shoulders, and steps forward in turn.
Clearly sensing his hesitance, Maki moves slowly, with telegraphed movements, and presses a feather-light kiss to his unscarred cheek before retreating to stand by her wife again. Izuku can only smile at her for it, gratitude thick in the air, before he darts back to his boyfriends, hooking his arms with theirs, working words up from his tight throat,
"Satou an' Bakugou are already here! Oh, Toshi, Toshi, the cats are in our bit!" The taller teen gasps shamelessly, leaning in closer to the greenette with sparkling eyes because cats. And it might be less obvious, but Shouto has a slight gleam to his own expression. The family members, walking behind them, share fond glances and small grins. It would be hard not to. None of them have seen Izuku since before the kidnapping, so whilst there are the new scars and white hair and near-silence, there is also the light in his eyes when he sees his boyfriends, and the way he naturally tilts into them both as though seeking them out. It's the same teenager they've heard so much about, no doubt.
Izuku leads the way back into the dormitory, tugging his very damp socks off with his unbandaged hand, and scampers straight over to his Dad, who is cradling a mug of coffee at the kitchen counter, watching them all pile in. Aizawa is already shaking his head, raising an eyebrow at his kid's bare feet, but Izuku only beams up at him, absolute sunshine personified, and steals the coffee out of loose-gripped fingers, promptly chugging the rest of the drink despite how it's distinctly steaming. The man snorts, but doesn't comment, instead standing straight to get himself the original coffee pot for a refill.
"Hitoshi, Shouto. And Rei-san, Maki-san, Harauka-san. Then Natsuo, I assume?" His terse, albeit not unkind, greeting is returned by the other adults, and the teacher starts directing their collective attention to the whiteboard wall to his left and their right, detailing floor plans and rules and some empty spaces with headers like "shopping requests" or "this week's reminders". Even as he drinks from his fresh mug of coffee and tucks an arm around Izuku's shoulders, silently revelling in how the teen leans in close, the hero begins to explain exactly what's happening today, and how the families can help their boys set up.
"Call if you need anything; I'll be down here for the most part. Once I've got this one some socks," he adds, tapping his knuckles against Izuku's bicep and studiously ignoring the Cheshire grin he receives in return.
At that point, Hitoshi and Shouto take the cue to lead their families away, not even asking to see the cats first, and Aizawa takes the chance to kiss the top of his kid's head, resting his cheek there afterwards as thin arms end up around his chest. The hug isn't a long one, but it's a comfort for them both.
"Wanna talk about it later?" Izuku hums in return, knowing that his Dad is talking about the conversation with Bakugou, and he definitely wants to let the hero know about it because maybe the blond should have more than just anger management therapy at this point. Well, all of them are due for some therapy anyway.
"I wasn't joking about getting you socks." Yet neither of them move for several more deep breaths, simply enjoying being together like this. They might be in a largely unfamiliar environment that isn't exactly private, but they're still together, and that's a fact they're even more appreciative of than ever before.
"Mmkay." All the same, they do pull apart, and Aizawa shoos the kid away to get himself another pair of socks, reminding him to put the damp ones in his laundry bin or something, rather than staying in his hoodie pocket. If nothing else, for the sake of the knife or two that's doubtless also in said pocket. Although Aizawa can't think about that for long, because through the genkan doors is the sound of what appears to be several more of his hellspawn. Wonderful. (In some ways it genuinely is, because at least if they're here it can calm some of the hero's paranoia, can reassure him that the kids are more safe than not. Here, they're with him, just like his kid is, and that helps more than words can say; it's found in the steady weight along his spine, the faint warmth winding around his ribs. His hellions are safe.)
It's not all that long later when a lot of the class have turned up, parents and siblings in tow, boxes and bags following as well, and everything becomes a bit of a blur of getting everyone and everything to the right rooms, explaining certain procedures and functions to the parents, and a large group of the families ends up in the living area, seated on sofas or beanbags or at the dining table, waiting for the last people to arrive for their scheduled slots before Aizawa can go through the very brief meeting of sorts that's planned. At this point, Izuku has retreated to be with the cats in his room, although he ushers Hitoshi and Shouto out to be with the rest of the class, a faint smile on his face. He's tired, honestly. The levels of noise and people are something he's definitely going to need to get used to again, but sometimes small steps are better. And his Dad has been popping in periodically with snacks and water and coffee, ruffling his hair and stroking the cats' backs, not pushing Izuku but still being there, even with his obligations and responsibilities. It's enough.
Of course, Izuku gets pulled out to attend the meeting. Nedzu-sensei has turned up as well, to lead the presentation, and he waves a paw at the greenette, which Izuku eagerly returns, even as he settles at the edge of the room, in the seat that Hitoshi and Shouto have saved for him. Lots of the class take a moment to grin at him, several with thumbs-ups and waves to match, and Izuku manages to smile in silent response, glad that nobody approaches him, with or without families in tow.
"Hello, everyone! Thank you all for taking the time to be with your children today. I hope there have been no issues so far?" The principal's words are chipper from where he stands upon Aizawa's shoulder, and luckily he only gets positive expressions in return, or at least neutral ones. It's a relief, considering.
From there, the meeting goes on. Nedzu and Aizawa take in turns to go through procedures and regulations, things like bedtimes and visitation rights, what will happen in the case of a villain attack, and how their workloads won't be changing. Lots of questions get asked about both minor and major details that haven't yet been discussed or thought of, and luckily there isn't anything that the teachers haven't considered already, judging by how easily the heroes answer, and Izuku is happy enough to fade into the background with it all, listening and observing. There are some people less impressed by certain elements, such as a few parents being concerned over girls and boys sharing floors, but Aizawa impresses upon them all that there's a curfew and night-time logging of doors for a reason. He doesn't mention that he'll undoubtedly be lenient for nights where the kids are kept awake or woken up by nightmares or insomnia, nor does he mention that a few of the kids don't fit too neatly into those two gender categories. The point is that he'll make sure the kids don't get up to anything, so that's enough as far as he's concerned.
For an hour after the meeting ends, the families linger, often going outside to say more private goodbyes to their kids, and they gradually trickle out until there's only a common room full of slightly too-quiet teenagers left.
After a long second, where the two Aizawas exchange definitely-not-concerned glances, and the teacher takes some level of charge, clapping his hands softly.
"Right, hellspawn, no point sitting around and moping. Why don't you lot finish setting up your rooms?" It takes a few breaths before some of the more exuberant class members leap to their feet, Ashido calling out first,
"Guys! We should have a dorm room competition later!" Her cheery tone and almost-challenge do their job, prompting the other teens to begin getting up as well, smiles and chatter creeping back in.
Looking around everyone's rooms actually turns out to be really good fun. Jirou mentions that she has even more instruments, including a drum set, in the storage room, so her room isn't as crammed as it should have been; Ojiro has a stash of arts and crafts supplies tucked in amongst textbooks and school stationary, and the macramé tapestry over his bed ends up being home-made; Shouto has managed to put down tatami mats, but he has a normal desk and chair, a snowflake-patterned futon folded up in one corner and a framed picture of dried flowers that has Hitoshi and Izuku blushing, because that's from a flower crown they all made together. Satou's chiffon cake is delicious, though Izuku only steals a few mouthfuls of his partners' rather than taking a slice all for himself. Hitoshi grumbles when everyone calls out the sheer volume of cute cat items he has, but he's still grinning all the same. Bakugou tells everyone to fuck off in no uncertain terms, whilst Ashido's is headache-worthy within minutes.
When it comes to Izuku, he genuinely doesn't mind them all seeing his stuff, so he goes first to usher the cats into his Dad's room, then returns to open the babygate for the rest, glad that Hitoshi and Shouto are the first to follow him in.
Sitting at the head of his bed, most of his blankets piled in a nest beneath him, Izuku is joined by Hitoshi and Shouto leaning against the wall perpendicular to him, feet hanging off the edge of the bed, and several of the class pile in to poke around, most of the rest peering in from the door.
"Hey, Izuku, is this you in your vigilante costume?" He hums with a slightly startled non-answer, leaning over to peer at the photo that Kirishima's pointing at. And oh, yes, it's a copy of the first photo album picture, with him on his Dad's back halfway through a patrol.
"Mmhm. S'like two years ago." There are exclamations at that, shock and awe and amusement, that have Izuku Cheshire grinning at them all. He always finds it really funny when they're still surprised by his vigilantism.
But then the collective attention switches from that photo to the far tattier one tucked halfway behind it, also framed carefully.
"And is this your Mum? Oh, shit, is that okay to ask? You don't have to ans-!"
"S'kay. An' yeh," he confirms, unable to help the melancholy sort of smile that creeps in amongst his freckles, a bit morose but also contentment.
"I guess that's where you get your prettiness from," Kaminari comments idly, looking between Izuku and the photo. But then he looks past Izuku, gaze seemingly catching on Hitoshi and Shouto, and promptly squeaks, eyes wide and fearful.
The greenette looks around to find both of his boyfriends scowling at the blond, already reaching out for Izuku, and he lets them pull him across their laps with only an eyeroll, genuinely amused. Silly boys. They hardly need to be jealous.
The attention is snapped away from that by Kaminari stumbling back a pace, bumping into Izuku's wardrobe and knocking off a box clumsily shoved on top of the furniture. It spills to the ground, around two dozen knives clattering over the hardwood, several lightly gouging it, and in amongst them are several notebooks, a legitimate scroll, a large frying pan and several sets of lockpicks.
"Uhh..." The blond blinks down at the collection of things swamping his legs, luckily no blood in sight, and Izuku giggles, springing to his feet without letting anything stab him, and quickly collects everything threatening to cut his classmate.
"Careful," he teases, teeth flashing. A little pale, the blond nods, and scampers over to accept a hug from Kirishima, who pats his back consolingly. Izuku can only snicker.
The dorm room competition goes on from there, and Satou wins because it was undeniable that everybody loved his cake, and by the time they're done it's time for dinner. And if that dinner happens to a mass-ordered pizza takeaway, albeit with some students getting slightly different things like garlic bread, then it's only because it's moving-in day. So it's an evening spent eating junky food together with old hero films on the telly, all sprawled over the sofas and floor and beanbags, Izuku sharing a spot with his Dad, his legs acting as the man's table because they're flung over the hero's lap, and it's fun, almost like a sleepover.
Getting to sleep the first time isn't actually too difficult. After all, moving into the dorms has been emotionally and physically exhausting, let alone having all of the social interactions, from his conversation with Bakugou to cuddles with his boyfriends, so Izuku is one of the first to go to bed that night, tugging on some of his Dad's trackies and one of his own sleep shirts, then collapsing in amongst his blankets, smiling a little when Caitlin and Uncle join him. The last thing he remembers is to turn his lamp on before he lets himself slip into sleep.
Cats and lamps and capture weapon aren't enough to keep nightmares at bay, apparently, because all he can see is frightened eyes and bloody hammers and stacked-high crates, the scent and sound of metal, half of it blood-rust and the rest floor-clattering, and it's no wonder he wakes up barely breathing, lip bitten and tension lining every muscle until all of his scars seem to throb and ache, right down to the marrow, and he can only force himself to keep his eyes open, to stare up at the unfamiliar ceiling bathed in dim yellow light, and fall back on logic to ground himself: surely if nobody has come running to him, and judging by the vicious stinging ache of his bottom lip, he can't have been screaming, which is something. He would have really hated starting off his class' dormitory experience with one of his more disturbing nightmares.
So Izuku lays in his bed, trembling, nigh-on glaring at his golden cat light because it helps, keeps the cold and dark at bay, but it's nowhere near the same as having his Dad within hearing range, let alone within reach, and that's apparently a problem. Even having Uncle curled on his pillow and Caitlin against his hip, both purring faintly in their sleep, isn't helping. Everything is wrong.
Eventually the silence becomes too much, and Izuku scrambles off of his bed, careful not to hurt either of the cats, and scoops up his little lamp, cradling the cat-shaped light as he pads out of his room. He kind of wants to tighten his capture weapon where it's coiled around his chest, underneath his sleep shirt, but he knows that his Dad wouldn't want him to, so instead he just walks to the man's door even quicker, although it's certainly a short trip either way, and immediately knocks. Within the second hit of his knuckles, the door is swinging open to reveal his hero, and some part of Izuku nearly smiles at the fact that his Dad's shoulders slump in relief at the sight of him. After all, it matches how something in the teen's chest melts and gives way in pure relief of his own, and it's without a word that they fall into each other's arms, Izuku burying himself in his hero's chest without hesitation because this is what he needed.
It doesn't even take five minutes for the Aizawas to end up curling in the hero's bed together, the greenette now hiding his face in his Dad's neck. From the bedside table, his cat-light is still glowing, and with the all-encompassing warmth that's settled over him, akin to summer sunlight, Izuku can finally begin to relax. Here, with his hero, he knows that he's safe. And it's that fact which allows the teen to close his eyes, revelling in the scent of coffee and cats and Dad, and maybe it takes an hour or maybe a minute, but either way he is actually able to fall asleep again now, and he doesn't wake up with nightmares again.
He really does love his Dad.
Getting up in the morning is honestly rather surreal. Padding out of his Dad's room to go to the kitchen for coffee is very odd, because Izuku comes through the cat-enclosing babygate to find that several of his friends are already sprawled on the sofa, television turned on low and showing what's clearly the news. In the kitchen, Yaomomo and Jirou are working around each other to make some toast and tea (Izuku is glad to note, not having registered it yesterday, that they have an electric kettle rather than a traditional one) and there's a already low, steady level of chatter. It's not bad or anything, however it's very much disconcerting.
But then he's sitting at one of the kitchen counter's bar stools, and Momo is nudging a steaming mug of green tea towards him, the gentle heat a balm on his aching left hand, the girl smiling in silent greeting, and that settles something for him.
Being here in the dorms might not be perfect, and it isn't home, but it really could become something close to it. Somewhere safe and happy and full of precious people. That's enough.
Notes:
GUYS GUYS GUYS - we're at 300k hits!!! That's astounding, honestly, and I'm so happy about it - so thanks to all of you, because you guys are a massive part of that, you know? (^///^) You're all very much appreciated!
Anyways - loads of love and hugs to you all, lemme know if this chapter gave you any thoughts or feels, be it about Bakugou or the dorms or Izu or something else entirely~ Ota, xxx,
Chapter 84: LXXX - Have A Love, And A New Home Alongside
Summary:
To be honest, this was going to have more stuff in it, but maybe I'll write them as OSs or something - as it is, have some dorm fluff, Izu being a lil' shit, and some cat interactions-cross-gay feels!
Notes:
Sorry yall I was watching Secret Sleepover Society with too much attention to write at my usual pace, then had a bit of a personal funk so, well, this chapter is what it is - fingers crossed I'll be vibing more tomorrow (today, technically, but ehh) and will edit it then ^^'
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Izuku is still sipping at his tea when he perks up at the sound of familiar footsteps. And indeed, he turns around just in time for his Dad to start unclipping the babygate, pushing it closed again behind him despite the sad chirruping of Cadaver.
The greenette doesn't even hesitate to stand up and amble over. The two full-on bump into each other, both half-asleep and unflinching, and wordlessly wrap arms around each other. If Izuku shuffles forwards a little more so that he's actually stood on top of Aizawa's feet, then the man doesn't even hesitate before moving forward. His arms end up low around Izuku's waist, keeping him in place as the man walks them both back over to the kitchen counter. The teen is content to ignore the snickers from some of the others, and just as happy to ignore the low shutter sound of a phone camera, instead keeping his arms draped over his Dad's shoulders. He can practically feel the half-hearted scowl that the hero has adopted, but it's too lazy to be bothered by.
"Dreaded time." The murmur is more of a soft rumble than anything else, barely coherent, and it has Izuku giggling a little as he returns the familiar complaint, even if it is more of an inside joke by now,
"Dreaded time."
Aizawa sidles them a bit lopsidedly into Izuku's previous bar seat then, promptly scooping the kid up properly so that he ends up in the man's lap, curled into his chest and still clinging lightly. A heavy hand pats his curls, and Izuku chuffs out a happy breath in return. He doesn't pay a lick of attention as Jirou offers his hero some coffee, nor as the man nods in terse agreement, tacking on a brief thanks when it gets placed on the counter for him.
Izuku ends up almost asleep again over the next half hour or so, snuffling against his hero's neck, revelling in the steady pulse-point and ignoring the slowly increasing noise levels of the living area. He's comfortable here. And, well, his Dad is with him and every voice is familiar, so he knows he's safe and doesn't have to keep himself overly aware or tense. The hand settled at the base of his back has a thumb that rubs gentle circles against one knob of his spine, and most of his attention sinks into the repetitive motion, almost swaying with them. He really could fall back asleep right now.
But then there's the smell of food starting to creep in, a lot of it seeming to be prompted by how the chest Izuku is leant against is rumbling with words, whilst the arm not keeping him in place is occasionally shifting. It's nice, honestly. Feels a bit like home when Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem visit for breakfast.
"You still awake down there, Problem Child?" The question is pressed into his mess of curls, stubble catching a little, and it's the only reason that Izuku really registers them beyond the pleasant reverberations through his chest. Still though, he only hums in idle reply. It's enough, clearly, because the hand at the base of his spine shifts up, callused fingers briefly tapping a familiar rhythm between his shoulder blades, and then Aizawa is doing something - sliding their seat back? - and Izuku gets picked up properly, strong arms sliding beneath his butt and thighs to keep him settled on his Dad's hip. Mumbling incoherently, he pats the man's shoulder, but then whines when his hero turns on the spot and leans down to deposit him on the just-vacated seat. Blinking open bleary eyes, he's faced with a soft, teasing grin and dark eyes that are far too warm.
"S'mean." He pouts up at the man, grabby hands reaching up. They get gently batted away though, his Dad smirking now,
"You know it, imp. We've got breakfast to eat." That has Izuku frowning properly, because to be honest he's really not hungry in the slightest, but he knows that he's still meant to be getting back onto a healthy eating schedule again, so he doesn't actually complain. Particularly when nodding gets him a brief hair ruffle and his hero sitting down beside him. It gives Izuku the chance to hook his ankle around his Dad's, even as Yaomomo, Asui and Uraraka are plating up tamagoyaki and toast, sliding a portion in front of each of the Aizawas, chopsticks alongside.
"Than's," Izuku murmurs, pausing to start until the man has. Judging by his silent, approving nod for the cooks, it must taste decent, and it's nice to see all three of the girls beaming with the hero's acknowledgement. It doesn't take much further thought for Izuku to put together that his Dad must have been telling them how to make it earlier, which is honestly kind of sweet.
"Such a dad," he teases, listing in his seat to bump their shoulders together, even as he shovels in another bite.
"Oh fuck off, kiddo." It's said through a mouthful of egg though, and that evaporates every bit of grumpiness or chiding to the words. Izuku can only snicker lazily in return.
Over half of the dining table is filled with a good dozen of the class, lots of them eating toast and cereal, a few more eating the last of the tamagoyaki that the others had cooked. Aizawa already seems to be thinking about something again though, his gaze focused on the whiteboard, and Izuku is happy enough to leave him to it. For now, he's just forcing himself to get the food down because it does taste good, it's just tedious when he's not very hungry.
Regardless, they all begin to finish eating, some of them still half asleep, several of the others chatting and snickering over each other's food choices, and a few more people arrive downstairs and pour themselves bowls of cereal or find granola bars or toast. Aizawa had already told them all that he'll be making a mass order online for all of the fresh stuff for the lot of them, things like meat and fruit and dairy beyond the basics of some semi-skimmed milk and three dozen eggs. They don't even have any veggies or fruit yet. Suffice to say, it's one of the first things they intend to get done this morning. Fortunately, Nedzu has informed him that Lunch Rush will be actually cooking lunch for them all and the delivery will be arriving before dinner that night, so hopefully there won't be any problems for that. Although knowing his hellspawn, it won't go entirely smoothly. Few things ever do.
Aizawa's attention catches back on Izuku at this point, glad to see that his kid is pushing away an empty plate, and he ruffles the teen's hair in silent approval. He gets a shy little smile shot up at him in return, before the kid shoves up from his seat, hops over the half-hearted trip that his Dad tries to catch him with, and instead heads back over to their little hallway, dropping kisses to both of his partners' heads on the way past. The thoughtless affection earns him two absolutely beaming smiles in return, bright for all that they're technically small and soft. It's adorable.
Ashido may or may not take a picture that immediately gets sent into the groupchat, startling half of the room.
Izuku disappears, presumably to get dressed or hopefully to top up the cats' food and water, now that his Dad thinks about it, and the hero turns his attention to finding the dishwasher. Two of the cupboards, it turns out, are dishwashers, set next to each other, and Aizawa starts loading first he and Izuku's crockery, then takes the girls', given that they'd cooked for them both. And if he goes around the table and collects some of empty bowls and plates and glasses from the rest of the kids, then it's only logical. He fills up the first dishwasher, digs through no less than four cupboards to eventually find that most of the cleaning-type products are in the cabinets beneath the sink which is actually just like at home, so maybe he should've tried there first but whatever. The point is that he can put the bloody dishwasher tablet in now, and they should all have some crockery again for lunch. Or snacks. Kami knows teenagers eat a ridiculous amount, and Aizawa is no fool. Most of them brought treats with them.
It's half-hour later, when Aizawa has started going through the food shopping link Nedzu had sent him to at least get all the basics on before the mess of letting the kids actually getting individual preferences, that his son emerges again, the ends of his hair still-damp.
Izuku walks past the main living area to collect he and his Dad's post before doing anything else. Earlier, one of the new bots, purposed for helping everyone maintain lives at the dorms, had delivered any of the post that had been re-routed to UA from their homes, delivering it via the cubbyholes in the genkan. They seem to be the only ones with any post, though Izuku doesn't put a lot of effort into checking, and instead picks up their delivery. Oddly, Izuku himself has one to go alongside his hero's two letters, and he starts to tear it open, even as he comes back into the living area. Then he pauses in place, caught off-guard because he recognises the opening greeting, but it's not typed like usual...
"Dad!" Izuku wails, demanding rather than distressed, and the hero looks up from his laptop, twisting his head to squint at the teen from across the living room. Izuku waves a letter over his head, the ink, bright red and glittery, gleaming in the light.
"Another one?" the man sighs, almost fond.
"Yep! An' there's nothin' from Higashi though apparen'ly Stain's got permission to write the letters himself now and everythin'! Good behaviour or sumin'."
Half the class yelp or gasp, snapping around to face the greenette, all utterly shocked and confused. He just blinks back at them.
"I should've known you hellspawn wouldn't be able to handle the true fuckery," Aizawa sighs, distinctly disappointed, and the following affront from several of the class at least lightens the mood again.
"What? Sensei, we are the absolute masters of fuckery-!"
"Language," he chides, almost lazy, and Cheshire grins when Mina sputters and pouts. But his distraction can only last so long, and it's Sero that speaks up,
"Izuku, dude, do you seriously talk to Stain? Like, the Hero-killer one?"
"Mmhm! He's a bit of a bastard, but he's improvin'!" He chirps in return, coming to lean over the sofa behind his Dad, holding the letter around his shoulder so they can both read it at the same time.
"And he started a cult for you."
"Da'!" Izuku splutters, flushing some and snatching the letter back, the pink blush a pretty contrast to his gilt freckles and sakura-pale scars. Several others flush in return, but it's Shouto that speaks up,
"Izu, is he your secret mentor?"
"Shou!" The whine is messy, and the greenette shoves his head down into his Dad's shoulder, curls falling over the place.
"Want me to tie this mess up?" The hero offers, ignoring the class' outrage in favour of screwing his nose up when some of the green mess tickles at him. The wordless hum he gets in reply has Aizawa rolling his eyes, shoving the lid of his laptop down, and reaching back to grab Izuku by the armpits. From there, the man rolls him forward, over the back of the sofa and careful of his head, so that the kid ends up sprawled half in his lap, half on the cushions, snickering silently.
Setting his laptop properly to the side and ignoring how several of the class - namely some of the self-proclaimed Bakusquad, and some of the so-called Izucrew - are watching on, clearly fascinated and amused by their interactions, Aizawa double-checks that he has a hair tie on his wrist. The majority of the hellions look away as the hero starts carding oh-so gentle fingers through the locks and he's quietly glad for it. This is a him-and-his-kid thing, just for them, and braiding Izuku's hair in effectively public is fine, but not when several people are just blatantly watching it. The whole point is that they're relaxing together, caring for one another, keeping each other safe, and all of it in a soft, affectionate way that's become a familiar comfort.
That fact doesn't stop Aizawa from cursing under his breath both times that he messes up the loose braid he's tangling Izuku's curls into. With each time that he restarts, his son giggles and it's simply their usual routine. Honestly, the hero wishes that his callused fingers were a little better at twisting and twining green and white together, but they're both used to Izuku being more dextrous with it by now, even of late, and it's just another part of them. Even if it does mean that Izuku's final plait has a small, annoying bump right at the back of his head. It's not noticeable, really, and they're all spending the day here anyway.
And the hero knows that his kid seems to like any braid of his Dad's, even if it's a little messy. It has him grinning, if only internally, because there are few thoughts better than Izuku being so happy with something so simply from him.
"Hey, Green bean, don't suppose you wanna let us see the cats? It's been way too long since I've cuddled them." Hitoshi is leaning forwards, peering around Shouto with a hand on the heterochromatic boy's thigh, which definitely has Shouto flushing. Izuku smiles at both the interaction and the question, already nodding. He winks to the couple of their classmates that are pouting, clearly having wanted to meet the cats too, because he's happy enough to introduce them later. But for now, he'd rather keep it to people that the babies already know.
With that in mind, Izuku pushes up from his seat and holds out a hand to his boyfriends, giggling when they both reach back, their fingers all ending up a messy tangle together, loosely folded together, and he tugs gently to prompt them both up. They follow immediately, easily, without thought or hesitation, and it has something in Izuku's chest flaring with warmth, a gentle heat that feels like blankets and cats and laughing breaths pressed against his neck. All the lovely things, in other words.
Another lovely thing is having his partners at his sides as he guides them around the edge of the partition wall and unclips the babygate, already leaning down to scoop up Uncle as she butts at his shin.
"S' Uncle."
"The only baby we haven't met yet," Hitoshi rumbles, closer to a purr of his own than a growl, and proffers his hand for Uncle to sniff. She does so, delicate and a little hesitant, then mews quietly and scents his fingertips some, abruptly brazen. It's almost reminiscent of Izuku himself. Likenesses aside, Shouto gets much the same treatment, and Izuku lets Uncle climb up his chest to curl over his shoulders, her purrs reverberating against the nape of his neck. Hitoshi has to shove down the urge to take a photo of the sweet sight. After all, it's bound to become a common one. Instead, he and Shouto follow Izuku into the greenette's room, finding Caitlin sprawled out over the foot of his bed, in a wide column of bright sunlight, the brightness gilding her calico patches. It's almost as pretty as how Izuku gets sun-drenched and golden when he crouches down to wake her up, his thick eyelashes like Icarus wings, curls a snow-laced forest in a new dawn, and Hitoshi and Shouto exchange a hopeless look at the sight. Kami dammit, how did they ever get so lucky?
There's no more time for questioning the blessing that is their boyfriend though, because said blessing is standing up again, Caitlin in his arms, and they repeat the process of greeting her. Then, to Hitoshi's bright-eyed delight, Izuku smiles softly and offers up the cat.
"Have a love?"
"Always," he murmurs, replying to every context of the question that hits him all at once, and he takes the calico without a single hesitation, cradling her close and careful. Even as he sits down on Izuku's bed, it's the heterochromatic boy that picks up the brief lull in conversation,
"Izu, can I have a love too?" Shouto asks, face blank but the tiniest of pouts in his voice. It's enough to have Izuku beaming and rising up a little to press a kiss to the corner of his mouth.
"Course!" the greenette chirps, already leaving the room to find Cadaver.
The moment he's out of sight, Hitoshi pouts up at Shouto.
"You got a kiss," the insomniac murmurs plaintively, soft as he can, and he smirks when Shouto flushes a little, a sweet red blossoming along his cheekbones, and that smirk only grows when the heterochromatic boy leans down to kiss Hitoshi's forehead in return.
"Happy?"
"S'pose so," he grouches, but the smile dimpling his left cheek makes his true feelings all too obvious. It certainly doesn't hurt that, upon coming back into the room with a fat grey fluffball in his arms, Izuku takes a moment to kiss each of them on the cheek, then ushers Shouto onto his bed beside Hitoshi, drops Cadaver in his arms, then sprawls out across their legs with Uncle now curled over his stomach. Between three purring cats and the three of themselves, it's a pretty perfect cuddle pile, quite frankly. Nothing could be better.
It's that afternoon, with food delivered and lunch eaten, when the entire class gather in the common room. A board game gets set up at the dining table, Sero's Switch gaming console plugged into the television for the main living area, and then a few people with books or handhelds in the off-to-the-side area, all bar one of them with headphones on.
Conversation flows pretty easily, and at some point tales are told of childhood shenanigans, varying from baking mishaps to playground tantrums or getting lost in shops. It's Hagakure that asks Izuku a certain question though:
"Hey, Izuku-kun, what was one of the most fun things that have ever happened to you on patrol? There must be some weird things?" There's a half-second of silence, the greenette perfectly still in his seat, before he visibly perks up, a Cheshire grin creeping in,
"Oh, yeh! This one time, Da' got his capture weapon caugh' on-"
"Izuku got turned into a cat once," the hero blurts out, uncharacteristically rushed, one hand reached over to muffle Izuku's following words. He yanks said hand away a moment later, grimacing.
"Did you really have to bite me?" Izuku shrugs, utterly unrepentant,
"What d'you think?"
Their interaction is cut short by a round of laughter from around the room. And, looking away from each other, they find that most of the class is blatantly amused, and Hitoshi, for one, has absolute stars in his eyes. Oh no.
"Izuku, Green bean, love, you were a cat?"
"...No."
"Bullshit." Izuku instantly whips back around to face the man, eyes gleaming, and a strand of his capture weapon snakes out of a sleeve to lash around his Dad's mouth. The man's Quirk flares, and then he's tackling his son, sending them both crashing to the floor. Only those with the sharpest eyes and least shock register how the hero catches a lot of his own weight on his elbows, even as he lands atop Izuku, and then they're both rolling over, grappling. The initial chorus of shocked yells dies down almost instantly, and yet the voices resurge with cheers and jeers for the two Aizawas.
They roll around for a minute to ever-louder shouts, then Izuku gets a knee into his Dad's guts and manages to slip free, kicking off of the floor to end up running along the squishy back of the corner sofa, throwing himself into a roll over the dining table, then pausing, panting a little as he eyes the man up. Aizawa, for his part, has stood up again, eyes fierce and Cheshire smile toothy, his capture weapon rising to circle him like the tails of an angry cat, writhing and lashing in place.
"Outside?" Izuku is grinning back at him within the first syllable, and nods the moment his hero has finished even saying the word.
Then they're both running, the teen chasing his Dad, a tangle of capture weapon abruptly between them as they both attack even as they dash outdoors through the genkan, and the class are able to watch through the big windows as Izuku throws himself forwards in a flip and nearly lands a kick on the man's neck or shoulder, only to be caught and redirected by several coils of support gear. Neither of them gain the upper hand for several minutes as they kick and roll and flip around each other, limbs a blur and smiles quartz-clear, capture weapon lashing around them with the grace of ribbon dancing yet the edge of a knife, and it's the perfect dichotomy for their Aizawas. Speaking of, at some point they end up sprawling into each other, and collapse onto the grass outside with heaving chests and all-over strands of support gear. It's sweet, even with no clear victor to satisfy the onlookers.
(The class group chat still gets a notification at two that morning, containing exactly one picture of a cat - fluffy, clearly young and blinking eyes glinting a sharp green - with its face dripping with coffee and satisfaction, being held up a glowering Aizawa in what looks like a meeting room in UA.
When most of the class come down for breakfast within half an hour of each other later that morning, it's to find Izuku somehow sharpening his knives at his hero, which has most of them shuddering. Their sunshine doesn't half know how to be threatening when he wants and, judging by the wariness to Aizawa's posture, he is all too familiar with it. Maybe that at least means he'll survive.)
Notes:
I wasn't really vibing with this tonight, but I kept writing anyway and got it to a point where I didn't hate it so... *shrug* hopefully y'all liked it anyway.
Oh, and a big thank you to some of my lovely beans in the discord for helping me with dorm shenanigans ideas! I didn't get the chance to use that many of them here, largely because this did *not* want to be written, but I've got them written down for future scenes or OSs! ^^;
Loads of love and hugs guys, and I'd love to know if you had a favourite of these scenes! Ota - xxx
Chapter 85: LXXXI - Soft And Safe And Sleepy, Until The Tea Comes Along
Summary:
A lil' bit of plot movement, with the obligatory soft dadzawa and class moments! ;)
Notes:
Sorry this is late guys, but I've been revising two years of content over the last few weeks, so things have been a bit hectic and this chapter, though I've enjoyed writing it, has been a slow one, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Perhaps unsurprisingly, given both that this is UA and they have Eraserhead for a homeroom teacher, the second day of moving into the dorms, they all get told, in no uncertain terms, that they'll be training this afternoon. The announcement comes at the end of breakfast, because they're all downstairs together at the same time, and most of the class just stare at Aizawa, absolutely crestfallen.
"We... we need to train already?"
"Ashido, are you or are you not a hero student?" For a moment she pouts even more - and she isn't the only one - but then Uraraka perks up,
"Wait, Sensei, we get to work on our special moves, right?"
"You will." Izuku quirks an eyebrow at that because he's seen his Dad's lesson plans, not to mention that he picks up on the almost amused undertone to Aizawa's voice but he doesn't call the man out. He knows better. Plus, even if it's not his logical ruse, he can still take joy from it.
Given all of this, the class end up in their PE uniforms in the nearest open-floorplan gym, chattering as they start on their basic warm-up stretches. They're far enough through the year that this much doesn't need direction, so Aizawa simply watches on, calling out the occasional advice or chastisement.
Once he's apparently satisfied, keeping an eye on all of them for strains and discomfort, he claps to draw the class together again, nodding to them briefly when they're quick to give him their full attention. Their smiles and such evaporate moments later when the man adopts a Cheshire grin, red-tinted glee in his eyes,
"We're not working on our special moves."
"What?!" The immediate outcry is more than loud, and the disappointment and betrayal is palpable. They only get an even toothier Cheshire grin in return, the man's next words overlaying Izuku's snickers,
"Logical ruse, hellspawn. You really think I'm going to let you go straight into testing yourselves and experimenting with your Quirks when we haven't properly trained in weeks? Now, pair up, we're sparring."
Immediately after that, Izuku doesn't hesitate to nod in agreement when Ojiro looks over at him with raised eyebrows, tail swishing.
"I'mma spar with Ojiro," he tells his partners before darting away, waving shyly at the blond that he's to be fighting with. Ojiro simply nods in return, a small smile in place, and they don't hesitate to step over to a clear area, shaking out the last of their warm-ups. The blond gives Izuku a once-over before asking, perfectly neutral,
"How careful are we being of your hand?" It's far from patronising or pushy, so Izuku manages a smile in return, grateful for the simple consideration,
"Lil' bit." The nod is an easy reply, one more question being asked,
"And any other injuries?" Izuku shakes his head, glad that his Dad had braided his hair very carefully back for him today, and the two grin at each other then, a little more toothy than would make most people comfortable.
"Good."
With no more warning, they both burst into movement. Izuku, predicting that Ojiro will lead with something that will take advantage of his longer reach, darts back and pivots low, one arm coming up to hook his elbow around his opponent's ankle. The unconventional hold allows him to twist further, pulling the blond in close and slotting himself along the inside of the taller boy's outstretched leg. From there, it's simple to bring his other elbow up, smashing it right at the top of Ojiro's sternum.
Gasping, the blond tries to grab at Izuku. But the greenette only ducks away, low and careful, getting out of immediate reach to spend a breath assessing his opponent. Ojiro is winded, undoubtedly, and trying to regain a steady footing. Well, better not to let him. With this in mind, Izuku rushes ahead again. Ojiro twists away from the worst of the throat punch, instead getting clipped under the jaw, but is far too disoriented, by now, to dodge or block the knee that crashes into his barely-protected stomach. As the blond falls backwards, Izuku lashes out yet again. The grip around Ojiro's wrist is a deliberate one, and it has him falling exactly how Izuku wants, so that the taller boy is facedown on the matts, one arm pulled tight behind him, a foot pressing on the base of his spine, just heavy enough to be a fair warning. They've both sparred often enough over enough years to be aware of when a particular fight is lost, at least when it's one following rules like right now, and Ojiro flaps his hand against the floor, the distinct three taps enough for Izuku to immediately back off. He steps back and away, leaning down to gently let got of the blond's wrist rather than just dropping it and possibly straining the other boy's shoulder any further.
"'kay?" Izuku murmurs, crouching to help Ojiro sit up comfortably and breathe deeply again, recovering from being winded. The blond simply waves a thumbs-up at him, not at all concerned. It wouldn't be the first time he's been hit in the guts during a spar, nor the last.
Once Ojiro is breathing smoothly and deeply again, they settle across from each other on the mats, ready to fight once more.
The training goes on from there. The class spar with this first set of partners for half an hour, Aizawa walking around between them all with a critical gaze, pausing pairs to correct stances or recommend different strategies and counters. It's not the most obvious thing on the surface, but he changes his own advice for every student, accommodating different reaches and physicalities, knowing that Hagakure and Ashido are highly flexible, whereas Iida and Kouda have long limbs that provide weight and reach. And the man himself might not share a similar fighting style to many of his kids, but he's fought with enough people, be they villains, heroes or students, and has watched enough fights, from school-sanctioned spars to gang executions, to have at least a working knowledge of all sorts of approaches. It allows him to adjust his recommendations per class and per student. For example, watching Izuku and Ojiro for a few minutes, he simply comments that after using a roundhouse kick the blond could try following up with an elbow strike; Izuku could do with considering how one-handed walkovers might be preferable for the time being.
After the first half-hour, they all congregate near the door, sprawling over the ground and each other, devouring fruit and energy bars - and nutrient packs, in the two Aizawas' cases - whilst chugging bottles of water or, in a few cases, some squash or fruit juice. A few icepacks get distributed for those with the worse bruises, and some heatpacks for the couple of slight strains. The hero, with a heavy look, proffers a long, thin one for Izuku, who takes it with a sheepish smile, wrapping it delicately around his left hand. It's much the same process as they go through after any physical therapy session or spar of their own. And if, once he's done the rounds of the hellspawn, he drops down cross-legged in front of Izuku and his boys, silently reaching his own hands out, palms-up, then nobody calls him out on it.
Particularly not when Izuku, with a soft, grateful sort of look, delicately places his hand upon his Dad's. The man gently curls his fingers around the crooked ones, a moment of affection, before he slips away the heatpack and starts to carefully oscillate his son's hand at the wrist, every touch featherlight and deliberately placed. More than one person watch on subtly as Aizawa's expression falls into a concentrated scowl. The gentle movements shift into very careful massaging of Izuku's actual hand, following the paths of scars with a sort of dedication that speaks of devotion and care and tender intensity. Whenever Izuku winces even slightly, the man taps his foot against his kid's shin. It's a silent reassurance that none of the class miss.
Trusting their teacher, most of them are content to look away at this point, leaving the pair to have a little more privacy. From their places either side of Izuku though, Hitoshi and Shouto lean in further, watching on shamelessly. They get a single raised eyebrow from the hero, but he turns his attention right back to his son, leaving them to it. The kid clearly appreciates the weight of them at least.
After a fair quarter of an hour or so, the hero stops, ruffles Izuku's hair even whilst ignoring the foot that pokes him in the knee, and pushes back onto his feet, easily gaining everyone's attention with the movement alone.
"Right, swap partners, hellions. Another half an hour." The class go on from there, a quick few minutes of warm-up segueing straight into a new round of spars, and it's enough to satisfy Aizawa. None of them have lost too much of their edge over the holiday period, nor have they fallen out of the training mindset entirely.
By the end of the afternoon - nearly four hours of training, including their periodic breaks - all of the kids are tired. They have aching muscles and the odd bruise to nurse, yet they're grinning and laughing, slinging arms around each other and bumping shoulders as they all amble back to their dorms. They pass some of the other dorm buildings and, though they don't know it, other students catch sight of them out of the window, see the sweat and strain and smiles, and wonder if Class 1-A isn't just a little insane. Particularly when all twenty of them are there, alongside their teacher, which means that the kidnapped kid must be amongst them. Yet not a single person looks unduly injured or quiet. No more than what's usual for any of them anyway, as far as the other teens are aware, and it's a little surprising. But, again, 1-A are monsters. Everyone knows it.
Aizawa knows it too, but more than that, he knows that they're kids. His kids. So he makes sure everybody has towels in their rooms and a rough order for showering in their shared bathrooms, that they've all done their cooldown stretches and are looking after any injuries. He reminds Tsuyu and Todoroki that the showers run fairly hot, ensures that Jirou will be showering in the girls' bathroom on her floor only once Hagakure is done, and warns Izuku not to let Uncle stay in the bathroom with him whilst showering again. Last time was messy enough.
It's not until dinner that night, with all of them gathered together once more, that Aizawa makes his next announcement.
"Hellspawn, we'll be doing the same times for training until school starts up. However Saturday will be a break day, so you can visit parents or whatever if you want. I'd remind you all that posting on social media about being at identifiable locations is, frankly, stupid and illogical. Just be sensible if and when you go out." None of the kids hesitate to nod and call agreements, which is both unsurprising and relieving all at once, because they're all too aware of the dangers that could still face them. There's a reason they're in the dorms now.
"Wait, Sensei, did we have to fill that form out?" Kirishima calls out just as the agreements begin to trail off.
"Yes. I know it'll probably seem annoying to have to put in times and places, but it's important. If there are any changes to your plans, this Saturday or in the future, then text me directly, not one of your classmates. I know you all have my number and the class group chat, so there's zero excuses, understood?" There's another round of affirmatives at that, and Aizawa lets himself relax a little. Good. He knows his hellions aren't idiots, but that doesn't make them exempt from stupidity.
"Regardless, hellspawn, you'll be working on your special moves later this week - no logical ruses to it - and you've got the Provisional Hero Licensing exam at the end of the month. I know that isn't the longest time, but you're all capable. That being said, you do have a choice about taking part in this; most students don't even try until their second year. However, for the possibility of work studies you will need a provisional licence. Weight it up, talk to each other or your teachers or whoever, and be sure about it." There are more hesitant smiles this time, and despite that hesitance they're smiles all the same, and Aizawa will take that much.
The evening devolves into relaxation from there. Crockery is loaded into the dishwasher according to the chores schedule put together, and snacks get divvied up for the films they're to be watching tonight - lets of childhood classics, apparently, which are very much new to a few of the class, both Aizawas and Todoroki amongst them. Such things aren't a problem though. No, the rest of the class throw themselves - in varying forms, be it by offering more blankets or pointing out easter eggs - into making sure that all twenty one of them get to enjoy it. Aizawa, having dragged one of the armchairs over from the quiet seating area, has Izuku and the kid's boys sat back against his legs. They're pressed together, shoulder to shoulder, legs intertwined, and their heads back against the hero's knees. Even Hitoshi and Shouto seem comfortable being so close to the man (which obviously doesn't make his heart all molten-soft, no, of course not; why would he care if his son's partners trust him this much?) and Izuku is blatantly revelling in having his boyfriends pressed up against him and his Dad's callused fingers buried in amongst his curls, threading and plaiting them in loose little practice braids, more thoughtless affection than anything else.
If Aizawa, instead of ushering them all to bed when the first few start dropping off, all nodding heads and slow-blinking eyes, instead simply slumps further back into his own seat, and blearily watches them all in the light of the television. The blue-white glow plays off of shiny feathers and the sparkle of Aoyama's nails and Ashido's eye shadow. Kirishima, Satou and Uraraka are snoring loudly, several of the others more softly, and Tsuyu croaks quietly every so often.
These are his hellspawn, his kids, soft and safe and sleepy, and it's a blessed sight to fall into his own rest to.
Waking up the next morning, Aizawa finds himself listening to giggles and grimacing against bright light. There's low chatter and something of a familiar sort of fluffy curled around his fingers, and heavy warmth keeping his feet dead. Oh. Izuku and his boys. Huh. And, judging by the level of noise, it must be the rest of his idiot class around as well. Wonderful.
Thinking that, and more than suspicious of just what the giggling might be about, the hero finally blinks his eyes open. And finds there are no less than three of the hellspawn with their phones pointed towards him.
"Scatter!" The cry is loud and immediate, a blatant response to him being obviously awake, and it's rowdy enough to make many people jump, even those already awake. The three teens gathered around Aizawa's legs are very much included at that, woken up abruptly enough that they all scramble against each other, collapsing messily into and over the other two, Izuku's arms luckily too preoccupied for pulling out any knives. Aizawa, on the other hand, has his capture weapon flaring out, lashing to grab phones and ankles. Ashido and Sero thud noisily to the floor, wailing and flailing and generally far too proud of themselves, and Hagakure successfully retreats into the proper kitchen area, in amongst the cooking students and those unloading the dishwasher again.
Two out of three isn't so bad, considering he only just woke up and he can't feel his lower legs. Who knew three teenagers could be so heavy? Grumbling, he retracts his capture weapon and carefully stretches so that he shouldn't be dislodging said kids. In lieu of standing up, he slumps further back into the armchair, ignoring the slight twinges of his distinctly unimpressed back. Honestly, it would've been completely fine if not for being sat upright.
"You're all hellspawn. And I hope you're doing your chores before you're taking photos of people without their permission." Ashido, absolute menace that she is, gets to her feet and absolutely beams at him despite his vaguely annoyed tone.
"There's isn't any laundry yet, sensei! And you fell asleep with us in such a cute way, so that's basically permission." Rolling his eyes, Aizawa takes that as his cue to stop the conversation before it gets any more idiotic, and waves her off.
"Go and bother your classmates instead." She and Sero grin, the girl wrapping around her taller friend as they head over to the kitchen, clearly intending to badger Bakugou. Wonderful.
"You three still alive down there?" The question is drily amused, and the way that Aizawa leans down, folding over his own lap to peer down at them properly, has Izuku looking up at him and giggling lightly, a little wheezy from being partially trapped beneath Hitoshi. Shouto, half out of the pile and half beneath both of the other boys, seems quite content where he is, Izuku's curls fanned over his face. Silly kid.
"Wanna sleep," Hitoshi mumbles, apparently a delayed reply to the man's question, and it has Izuku laughing again.
"Jus' slept, silly."
"Mm, wanna sleep more." Izuku huffs then and, after a second where Aizawa sees the glint of mischief in his kid's eyes and hurriedly retracts his feet regardless of how it has the three boys shifting abruptly in place, the greenette twists and, within a moment, has his fingers darting along Hitoshi's sides, utterly merciless. The heterochromatic boy is clearly quite happy to simply sit up and watch on with a soft smile, a bit too sleepy to want to join in himself. Although that being said, he does catch Hitoshi's foot from helplessly kicking into the armchair as the insomniac snorts and flails, trying to get away from Izuku's onslaught.
To nobody's surprise, he doesn't get away, and instead eventually ends up sprawled on his back, breathless, one hand caught in Izuku's t-shirt, one ankle still gently held by Shouto, and a faint glare for Ashido who is now hanging over the back of the main sofa, phone in hand.
"Awake now Hito?" The deadpan tone of the previously-uninvolved boyfriend gets a pout from Hitoshi and a blinding grin from Izuku. (The class chat may or may not receive another notification after a few seconds.)
It's several hours later - when the two Aizawas have gone for a run together that might have turned into more of a race than anything else by the end but had at least worked away the stiffness of a night sleeping in awkward positions - when Yaomomo is making tea in the kitchen, and she pulls down a small, plain green box, peering inside with a delicate little frown.
“Aizawa-sensei, do you know if this tea belong to anyone in particular?” Looking up from his place working at the dining table (unfortunately, not having patrols has meant that he's taken over more of the administrative side for NightVeil recently, which is far from his idea of enjoyable, even if it is logical) the hero peers at the box she's holding up,
”Which- oh, for fuck’s sake. Problem Child!”
He stands from his seat and waits, arms crossed, for Izuku to pop his head around the edge of the partition wall, the man refusing to acknowledge, even to himself, that his tone had been more fondly exasperated than actually annoyed.
”Mm?”
”I thought I said no tea in the main cupboards.” Again, that stupid softness creeps in, not at all dissipated by his Quirk-flaring glare, at least judging by the way the kid grins, raising his hands up to sign, the movements only a little stiff and lopsided with his left hand,
'So? I thought I said if Toga ever manages to turn up here somehow, it would be a far more efficient take down with less chance of collateral damage.'
”You did, didn’t you?” Aizawa acknowledges, sighing. The kid is right; but unfortunately, so is the man himself. A compromise then.
“It’s a good point. Yaoyorozu, please make a covering of some sort to go inside that tea box so that nobody should use it accidentally. It can and will be lethal. No labels though. Or at least not blatant ones.”
"I... okay, Sensei." Her response is very much drowned out by the various exclamations of surprise and mild fear from the class, but they're only faced with matching Cheshire grins from the two Aizawas.
"You didn't think Izuku's hero name was just an aesthetic, did you?" There are headshakes and shrugs, a few mumbles about having forgotten about Hacker, over a month ago that had been by now, and the teacher can only roll his eyes. One of these days they might actually remember, for more than about five minutes at a time, that Izuku can be bloody lethal when he wants to be. And even when he isn't particularly trying to be, sometimes.
"Regardless, make sure you all know not to use that tea. Keep it at the back of the cupboard. Also, don't try to use it against any possible infiltrators yourself. The dosages have to be very specific and the kid knows them ridiculously well. Leave any poisoning to him until you've gone through the substances course with Midnight, and probably even then." There are some more serious, if still slightly wrong-footed, agreements to that, and a few interested looks at the mention of one of the second year options classes.
Well, maybe he'll have to bring forward the introductory lecture for those, given that this class is one that will probably be taking such decisions even more heavily than most. Still, it can at least wait until after the Licensing Exam. One thing at a time, school-wise, because he can't offer them that luxury in general, so it's only logical to do so where he can.
Aizawa wouldn't say it out loud, but his kids deserve the world, and he'll give them whatever part of it he can.
Notes:
An IMPORTANT NOTE - I'mma be skipping a week of updates so there won't be a chapter on the... 27th this month, because next week is my heavy-exam week so I figured I'd give myself some extra breathing room! I'll be back to normal afterwards, kay?
Also, if you haven't read it, I wrote another Kidilante OS this last weekend for some revision respite:
Family Fueds (Except It's Fluff And Fun Instead)
Chapter 86: LXXXII - Ever-louder, Ever-closer
Summary:
Our Zawas go to a few places, think about a few things, and then the whole class keeps on with their pre-Licensing Exam training!
(Not gonna lie, I'd almost forgotten how to write Kidilante, honestly, and that's probably why this one ended up a bit short and unedited, but by the end I was vibing again! ^^; Glad to be back~)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It's only the third day of living in the dorms when the two Aizawas leave early in the morning, actually before a lot of the class are up, with some nutrient pouches shoved into the hero's small rucksack, along with a few notebooks and pens, the kid's capture weapon and the kid's logbook. Since Izuku's discharge, they've been tracking his recovery day by day. Pain levels, mobility, how much activity he does, sleeping patterns, if he has a good or bad mental health day, eating habits, all so that they can chart his recovery; convincing Izuku to be comfortable in honesty with this hadn't been the easiest thing ever for Aizawa. It had taken a thorough conversation on there being no shame in still having struggles despite having been rescued, in the fact that admitting to his pain has just as much benefit as discussing his successes. His Dad is proud of him either way. Both ways, even. And the man puts plenty of effort into making sure Izuku can't ever doubt that fact.
Regardless, they leave at around eight to get to the hospital for a half-past appointment with Abe-san and Aizawa is pleased to be able to say that Izuku slept decently last night. Well, the kid didn't come to him, nor did any of the cats, and when he knocked on Izuku's door an hour ago he'd received a sleep-slurred call of "dreaded time" in reply.
The hero's car has been parked up in the UA staff car park the last few days, kindly driven over by Nemuri, so they pile in together, contentedly silent. Izuku, prompted by a brief raised eyebrow, rolls his eyes but takes out the tracker book and a pen anyway, flipping to the day's section and starting to fill out his rough sleeping and that he's eaten a pair of nutrient pouches, or, well, he's currently sucking up the first one, and they're both bopping along to the current song on Put Your Hands Up Radio, even though it's a slightly obnoxious pop song for this time of morning. Neither of them really want to talk yet, and most certainly not to sing, but Aizawa hums to the odd snippet of chorus, and Izuku seems to find a little bit more of a smile with each time, soft and drowsy-sweet. By the time he's written out the things relevant so far today, he's more awake and more content, and they're a fair ways to the hospital. Aizawa, for his part, is geed along by his kid's ever-brighter countenance, so they end up leaving the car in a relatively good mood.
"Ready kiddo?" Izuku hums an affirmative, bumping their shoulders together as they walk up to the hospital entrance, and blatantly leans into the hand that settles low on his back, a grounding point of contact that's very much appreciated.
The walk up to Abe-san's physical therapy office is a short and familiar one for the pair, and it doesn't take them more than a few minutes to greet the woman and head into the main work room. The session isn't the easiest one ever, but both of the Aizawas are very much glad that it's a full-body session rather than a hand-focused one, because these are easier on the kid, at least mentally, and the hero does know that Izuku needs to work with and through his trauma, but it's also really nice for both of them to not have to worry about panic attacks or stress today. Instead, they can take satisfaction from a good day, from Izuku visibly progressing. He's managing heavier medicine balls and longer periods of activity with every appointment, and the tangible improvements are just encouraging.
Izuku is getting better, step by step, and sometimes he falters and has bad days, but he's still better overall.
That being said, it's both frustrating yet distinctly unsurprising, Izuku has found, how physical recovery doesn't always correspond to mental recovery. They're interlinked, intrinsic and undeniable, but it's still aggravating because physically he's improving, feeling stronger all the time despite the occasional bad day, and so when he can't lay his hand out flat without hitched breathing or talk full-volume without going to bite his lip, it's just... it's just disheartening.
But, when that happens, when Izuku gets annoyed with himself, or gets triggered by something that seems so small and simple, his Dad is there. His hero will hold him close and tell him that he's proud, that he's here to help, and that this is recovery, and Izuku couldn't love him any more for it. (So, if he takes that love and uses it to remind himself to go to his Dad when he has a problem, if he takes the warmth that lives between them and holds it close to himself, uses it as a rock and a blanket and a place to hide, then he can only be grateful that he has that love and warmth to rely on.)
Coming out of Abe-san's session has Izuku tired but smiling, Aizawa's arm around his waist rather than shoulder so that he has a bit more support, because quite frankly his knees are weak and his muscles aching. It shouldn't take more than a few hours to feel steadier and stronger again, hopefully in time for his Dad to let him join in today's training.
The hero walks him to the passenger door, at which point Izuku slumps into the seat without hesitation, slipping a knife into his hand without thought, flipping and twirling it as his Dad gets into the drivers seat, briefly checking his phone as he does so.
"Oh, kid, looks like the appointment slots for that therapist we picked out have been emailed over." Izuku only raises an eyebrow, trying to remind himself of what his Dad had said the other day, that therapy doesn't make him weak but rather strong. That his Dad will also be attending. That, no matter what, he needs to work past and through and beyond all of the absolute shit he's gone through. If talking to some random person- if talking to a trained professional helps him do that, then so be it.
Apparently picking up on this thought process, because he never fails to practically read the greenette's mind, Aizawa reaches over to poke his kid's leg, somewhat more gently than usual, conscious of Izuku's aches and pains.
"There's not an absolute rush, kiddo. I want you to be better, to feel better, and therapy will go a long way to supporting that, but sometimes you also need to give yourself time and space. And hell knows I need to better about going to see Kaede-san." That earns a slightly damp snort from his kid, and Izuku shifts his leg further into the affectionate hand that has settled on his knee. The hero simply pats his leg then, turning on the engine of the car.
"Ready to go, love?" Aizawa doesn't mean for his voice to end up so soft, but perhaps it's inevitable when he lets himself be so open with his son, all molten-spined and petal-touched, and it's worth it when something alone the line of Izuku's shoulder bows and sways, a sail fluttering in uncertain wind. The loss of tension
"Than's Dad. Love you."
"You too, kid. Always." The man ruffles the braided curls, gentle so as not to tug at the plait, and starts looking around so that he won't run anyone over when he pulls out of the parking spot. Time to go home.
They get back to the dorms a solid few hours before lunch, and Aizawa takes the time to check in with all of the hellspawn whilst Izuku goes to shower and get changed. They've been eating, there isn't too much of a mess anywhere, and a few of them are working on some of their summer homework. Good.
"Kouda, Shouji, do you two want to visit the Ward house later?" Several of the kids perk up at that, but none of them shove their way into the conversation, which is very much appreciated. It's even more appreciated that Shouji doesn't even blink before nodding, whilst Kouda smiles, only a little hesitant.
"If you want, they might like to meet Yuwai. We'll be taking Caitlin and Uncle with us anyway." The offer has Kouda visibly brightening,
'That would be nice, Sensei. She likes children.'
"I'm sure they'll like her too. Little fluffy things are good for them." There's an indignant noise from beside him, and Izuku bounds up next to him, damp curls swaying,
"You better no'be talking 'bout me!" Aizawa grins, Cheshire-fierce,
"I mean, you said it."
"Bastard," Izuku grumbles, shoving their shoulders together. If he also steps on his Dad's foot, then the man barely winces. Kid's too light.
"Regardless," he drawls, rapping his knuckles on top of his son's very wet hair,
"We'll be going in about half an hour, if there's no problems with that?"
"That's fine, thank you Sensei." Kouda nods along with Shouji's words, and Aizawa offers them a not-scowl before ushering Izuku away, already tugging the towel out of the kid's grasp, grumbling under his breath at the silly child.
They spend the next ten minutes with the hero's hands buried in his son's hair, carefully working out the worst of the water so that Izuku isn't dripping it all over the place. Instead of putting it back in a braid though, he simply takes the pale velvet scrunchie out of his utility belt and loosely pulls Izuku's hair back. It's a gentle hairstyle, not too much effort on either of their parts, and as much as they both revel in braiding the other's hair, they're simply not bothered by doing so today. They've got food to eat and kids to see.
And indeed, they make short work of crossing the small field and double tree lines to get to the Ward House, the two Aizawas leading the way. Izuku shoves off his unlaced shoes in the genkan, ahead of his Dad already. It doesn't even take a moment for Li to be the second one to clock them coming in, and she's the first to speak up, noticing Shouji and Kouda yet still darting over with a delighted smile,
"Izu-pa, Zawa-jii!" Izuku takes the little body running into his legs with a grin, swaying slightly but kept up by a hand between his shoulder blades, and Li is gone as quickly as she arrives, instead throwing herself against Aizawa. Caitlin and Uncle wind themselves around the ankles of the kids that aren't currently hugging the Aizawas, purring into the careful hands that pat at their fur. The next few minutes, understandably, turn into a blur of hugs and chatter, the seven kids - Tanaka having apparently slept over for the night - excited to see their family with cats in tow, with three of their four caretakers hanging back, all gathered in the kitchen and apparently working on the kids' lunches for later, judging by the smell of what might be the beginnings of a curry, whilst the two other teenagers hand behind the mass of people, not wanting to interrupt. Fortunately, the hero takes pity of a sort, and leans back from Ryo's hug to gesture to the pair,
"Kids, we've brought two of Izuku's friends to meet you. You might remember Shouji, and this is Kouda. If you want to and she's comfortable, you can meet his rabbit, Yuwai-chan."
There's a pause then.
It's a moment finer than spider silk, the silence of waiting in a hallway at night, all tiptoes and trying not get caught, before Anna, ever-bold for the sake of her pseudo-siblings, steps forward, head tilted up in something like defiance.
"Izu's friends?" The two words have the weight of seven hearts behind them, and neither boy hesitates before nodding, Shouji's gentle voice breaking the resulting silence:
"We are. We were very worried for him, and I was very glad to help find you all for his sake as well as yours. Izuku is important to us, so all of you are as well." It's rather talkative by Shouji's standard, but it clearly goes to good use with how the children relax, one by one and little by little.
It doesn't take more than half an hour for the ten of them to be comfortably gathered around in the living area, bean bags and floor and sofa, both of the Aizawas very much entrenched in limbs and smiles. Kouda introduces his pet rabbit to the more inquisitive kids - which, after not particularly long at all, ends up being every one of them - and Yuwai gets very carefully snuggled and fed little strips of lettuce by hands that shake a little at first but quickly settle. Although sweet giggles from ticklish whiskers does have some jerking hands once more.
At one point, Aizawa stands, leaving all of the kids to it, and walks over to the kitchen, where three of the childrens' caretakers are gathered, now settling at the barseats with cups of tea or coffee, curry on low and rice in the cooker. He and Izuku have met all four of them a few times over the last week or so, but the hero can't help but keep an eye on them. He wants his grandbabies safe and happy after all.
"Morning," he grunts, pouring himself some more coffee. Akira-san waves in return, sipping from her massive mug of tea, whilst Brian and Yami-san both offer short greetings in return.
"The kids all alright? Anything they need?" He's shameless in immediately getting to the point, and they're accustomed enough to his mannerisms not to take offense.
"Everything's fine, and Nedzu-san has been keeping tabs on our reports and anything that seems to be missing," Yami offers, and the hero nods in acknowledgement. Good. That's what he wants to hear.
"Any other problems? I know they started therapy earlier this week."
"Well," Brian hums, the counsellor-turned-nanny taking lead on this one,
"The group session went well; they're good at supporting each other. The couple of individual sessions haven't been as... easy, if you will, but they've been decent. Only a small meltdown or two. The calm room was a good idea of your boy's; having a safe space purely for chilling out has been good for preventing chain reactions and stress build-up." Aizawa merely nods at that, gaze catching on the kids rather than his conversation partners,
"Good. Thanks."
The babies look happy. Much like Izuku, they're going to have bad days and triggers and back-steps, but they've got steady adults to rely on, half a dozen ways of contacting the Aizawas, and a safe, supportive home. They have each other.
Content with that line of questioning, the hero instead chugs the rest of his drink, mutters another 'thank you' to them all as he dumps the mug into the dishwasher, before wandering away again. They don't have much longer until it'll unfortunately be time to head back over to the dorms, so he taps each of the teens on the shoulders with a distinct look in warning. He gets nods from Shouji and Kouda, although Izuku pouts for a second, a hand passing over the silky hair of Tanaka, who is plastering himself to the greenette's side as he so often does.
"I know," Aizawa mutters, the odd melancholic contentment that he often finds around the kids creeping in. The pair share a moment of understanding then, of empathy, because even now neither of them like leaving the children, but the kids are strong and so are they. If it helps, it helps.
In this vein, it's only another ten minutes before his alarm goes off, the sound of duck quacks ringing through the room because he wanted it to be something distinctly disarming rather than concerning, and he doesn't have to fake his scowl. He can't keep it though, not when Li turns her wide eyes onto the taller two teens, an adorable little pout setting in:
"Arms-chan, Bunny man, will you come back again?" Neither Aizawa could possibly miss how both of the boys in question blush at that, red creeping in under Shouji's mask and a deeper peach tone blossoming across Kouda's cheeks. It's sweet, honestly.
"If you wish, yes."
'I'd be happy to. Yuwai-chan really likes you all.' The affirmatives have several of the children smiling again, apple-sweet cheeks and jewel-bright eyes, and Shi gently squeezes the rabbit to his chest, the movement delicate and considerate but clearly revelling in her soft fur. It's cute.
"W-would you like Yuwai-chan back?" His voice is nearly inaudible, almost painfully shy, but the boy is still smiling, looking up at Kouda with only a little bit of hesitation.
'Thank you, Shi-kun.' Green hands carefully shift their grip on the rabbit so that she can hop into Kouda's arms, and the teen smiles in gratitude, letting his pet curl up as she wants.
At this point, Shouji and Kouda's attention falls back onto their teacher and classmate, only to find them both being accosted with another round of hugs. The hero is kneeling on the floor, a faint smile pushing at his stubbled cheeks, with Tanaka slumped against his back and several of the kids plastering themselves to his chest one by one, or sometimes in pairs, being given embraces in turn; Izuku is within his Dad's reach, settled cross-legged on the floor with Anna sitting seiza beside him, leaning in close, and he is also hugging the kids one or a pair at a time, smiling into their hair and murmuring something to each of them. When Kouda glances at Shouji, blatantly inquisitive, he gets the simple reply of the taller boy tapping a finger over his heart. Oh, of course.
From there, it's an easy matter to head back over to their dorms, just in time for lunch. The meal is an easy, comfortable affair. Rather than curry like the children are eating, 1-A instead largely has sandwiches, although a few people bother to toast theirs in a little press that Kaminari brought with him, and the loud chatter is both very different yet just as warm as the more subdued giggles and voices of the babies. That being said, the latter seem to get louder week by week.
The class aren't quite so loud an hour later, when they've all donned exercise clothing and run the Hell Course once. As the last batch, comprised of Aoyama, Mina, Bakugou and Iida, get back to the central area of the gym, Aizawa hands out the final water bottles and fruit, nodding to them all. It's kind of nice to have them less rowdy for a good reason for once.
"Decent job, considering none of you have run it in a while-" There are weary smiles and half-hearted fist bumps at that, although they keep the majority of their attention on him,
"We'll be spending the rest of the lesson on techniques which, yes, does include special mo-" An instant uproar interrupts his announcement, exactly what he'd been hoping to avoid by wearing them out a bit first, but oh well. It's hard to begrudge it, really.
"Yes, it's exciting, now shut it you hellions. As I'm the only teacher available today, we're going to be working in half-rotations. Those of you not working on your special moves will be analysing and advising the half that are. Remember to give both criticisms and praise, all of which need to be constructive, hellspawn, and if anyone seems stuck ask before butting your noses in trying to help. Understood?" He gets a round of affirmatives, and nods to them in turn, before dividing them right down the middle for the two groups, easily ignoring the few pouts that spring up.
"Good. Now get on with it, you've got a Licensing Exam to prepare for."
Izuku, in the second group to start officially developing and practicing moves, blatantly revels in being given full-range to analyse his classmates, and Aizawa doesn't even bother to be subtle about handing him a notebook with spiral binding that can be unclipped, so that the kid can distribute and take in pages as he sees fit. Better than letting him wear his sometimes still-strained voice out.
And, to be fair, the kids do a good job. Lots of them focus on evasive or rescue manoeuvres just as much as plain-old attacking, which the underground hero is glad to see. Those with less offensive Quirks rope some of the observing class members into acting as opponents, target practice or obstacles: Hagakure uses first Uraraka for sneaking practice, then gets five minutes with the more sensitive Jirou before the end of that group's timing; Hitoshi practices throwing his voice whilst on the move, trying to catch Kaminari off-guard; Izuku uses his capture weapon to practically fly amongst the beams and rafters, sometime shooting out a length to snatch up an unsuspecting class member. The more blatantly offensively-Quirked students take their time to shine too: Iida works on his Recipro Burst, blurring with a rev of noise; Bakugou spirals down upon a hardened Kirishima with devastating power; Todoroki creates delicate spires of ice that encircle an opponent in a cage that breaks inwards in splinters.
Aizawa has been blessed with a class of clever, hardy kids, absolute hellspawn that will go more than far. These heroes will be those that change things, and he couldn't be prouder of every one of them. (Even if Kouda does accidentally make Satou and Aoyama cry with a rather large spider that the hero may or may not send an untitled picture of to Hizashi.)
Notes:
Just in case the Shouji choice wasn't obvious, he was the one (along with Nemuri, Hitoshi and Shouto, off the top of my head) that rescued the kids, so they know him, up to a point! Plus they're both gentle giants and the calm vibes were just right for finally introducing more of the class to the babies.
Anyways!! I wish you all every bit of happiness and good luck for the rest of the week as possible, hoping you don't have revision like I do, and that it helps you get out of bed, do something creative, or get through any of your own exams, kay? Have lots of hugs alongside - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 87: LXXXIII - Twenty Beneath The Trees, As At Home As Can Be
Summary:
The class, Izuku included, get settled back into a school routine, and things go surprisingly well for once.
Notes:
me: I'm not gonna write much dadzawa in this one
me, 1.2k or whatever in: dadzawa
me, 1.25k in: todoshindeku you coward...me 2k in: dammit dadzawa I love you but *please* fuck off-
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku stumbles out of his room, literally folds himself across the top of the babygate before slithering over headfirst, and ambles into the common area, already mentally fixating on the voices around him. A vague wave is good enough for replying to the few people calling out his name, because he's far too focused both on being half-asleep still and on the sounds of two of his favourite people.
Accordingly, it's only a few moments later when the greenette gets to one end of the corner sofa and, no warning, flops straight over. He sprawls in his partners' laps as intended, however the faceful of trainers was not a desired side-effect. Groaning, Izuku twists, knowing full-well that he'll be caught, and brings up one hand to shove the offending shoes and cleaning rag off of Shouto's lap, silently revelling in the three hands that are holding him up, two on his sides and one on his thigh, even as he settles again, splayed securely across both of their laps, face shoved into Shouto's warm thigh.
"Morning then Green bean."
"Good morning, Izu." He can hear the amusement in their tones, underlaid by something fond and sugar-spun, forgiving like meringue centres, and Izuku can't resist how he wiggles in place, rapping fingers against thighs in a short rhythmic beat, hiding his own smile in the soft fabric of the expensive trackies that his heterochromatic partner always has. There are a few advantages to Endea-whore's support money at least. High-quality, comfy clothes are one of them; even moreso when Izuku can either steal them or bury himself in them as well.
Any thoughts, sleepy though they might have been anyway, are washed away by the hands that had kept him in place settling again. Fine fingers curl along the back of his thigh, the tiniest bit spine-tingling, and two other hands slip amongst his haze of curls, freed from the loose braid he often keeps them in to sleep. Calluses and neatly-trimmed nails scratch carefully along his scalp, teasing out a few tangles before simply settling into playing with the curls, twisting in little plaits and sections, and Izuku has no hope but to begin to drift back into sleep.
He didn't sleep brilliantly the night before, albeit not badly enough to need anything other than Caitlin, Uncle and Cadaver to keep him grounded and more-or-less comfortable, and slipping into a doze now is more than easy. The casual affection from his boyfriends only adds to the sleepiness, frankly.
It's a good while later, judging by the slight stiffness to his limbs, when the weight of the hands in his hair increases, becoming insistent, and he starts to surface from the deep ink of his half-conscious mind to the sound of Hitoshi talking to him.
"-ean, you there, love?" Izuku hums, wordless, and nuzzles more into the gentle heat of the thigh beneath him. There's a rumbling chuckle that reverberates through him, the just-rough edge of Shouto's voice to it, and it has him sinking even further into their laps.
"We've got class in nearly an hour, Izu, it might be advisable for you to wake up properly." His pout is lost to soft fabric, but not his near-unintelligible grumble,
"Mmmno."
"Mm, yes," Hitoshi snarks, too gently teasing to truly be harsh, and he pokes at the underside of Izuku's knees. What he doesn't realise - or perhaps does, knowing how he can be almost as much of a little shit as Izuku - is that it's the one spot where the greenette is properly ticklish, and it prompts him to abruptly jerk away.
Unfortunately, jerking away has him tumbling to the floor. There's a hand clutching one of his ankles, and another misses his waist to instead grasp his elbow, and Izuku ends up awkwardly sprawled half on the floor, half against Hitoshi and Shouto's legs.
There's an extended moment of silence then, muscles twinging and mouths agape, before the entire room bursts into laughter. Izuku weasels out of the not-quite-helping hands to drape over his partners' feet, cackling unrepentantly, and he can only feel a rush of full-body joy at the raucous sounds of happiness from some of his most precious people. Distantly, he can register that some of their other classmates are asking what was so funny, but the half-dozen or so that had all watched Izuku fall are too busy giggling to really get anything coherent out. The mess of it doesn't subside until several minutes later, when a certain underground hero comes into the common room and stands behind the sofa, looming over all of them with red-flaring eyes,
"Hellspawn, it's too early for this. Also, if you want time for food and uniform, you'll want to get a shift on." The reaction is instant. Uraraka, Kaminari and Sero all scramble to their feet and run for the lift, jabbing at the buttons; Jirou and Hagakure follow with a fair bit less panic, whilst Aoyama simply sits back and composes himself, school uniform already on and sparkling. Hitoshi and Shouto, for their parts, lean down to bodily scoop Izuku up, settling him in Hitoshi's arms bridal-style, both still snickering quietly, and they flee from the half-amused, half-aggravated expression of Aizawa. After all, they've all become very acquainted with the man pre-morning coffee, and it is not worth the trauma. Not in any universe.
It's not much more than half an hour later when every single member of the class is shoving shoes on in a cacophony of shoulder nudges, sleepy murmurs and energetic hollers that contrasts to make something far too loud for Aizawa, but he doesn't bother chiding them. They're kids after all. And, well, after a few minutes most of them have put on their shoes and begun to pour out of the door, not far ahead of the majority of 1-B. Further up the wide path, apparently having left a bit earlier, are clumps of some of the General Education kids that decided to stay in dorms as well, and it's very much an odd sight. Stood at the back of his group of hellions, Izuku holding one of his hands and the kid's school bag hung over the man's opposite shoulder along with his own messenger bag, the hero watches on as everyone makes their way into the main school building, little groups of teenagers gossiping and yawning and chatting.
As odd as the sight is, he's also slightly too aware of how the sudden volume of people and noise, many of those further away being strangers or close to it, is unsettling for his kid. But he's got Izuku from one side, and his son's boys are holding his other hand (or, well, Shouto is, with Hitoshi then on his other side in turn) and Yaoyorozu and Tsuyu keep on turning back to talk to the three of them, so he's surrounded and grounded by familiar people, safe ones, and it's clearly keeping him calm. Good. The first day back at lessons was always going to be a lot for his son; hopefully between the faculty and his friends, they can keep it manageable and productive.
Homeroom manages to be just that. Aizawa runs through a few more house-keeping things, largely confirmations of what the kids already know, such as the dates for specific extra training sessions or for the Provisional Licensing Exam itself, and the rest of the hour gets dedicated to going over summer homework together, the kids splitting off to help anyone with incomplete or problem sections. Izuku, luckily, has been granted something of an extension across the board, although he's simply typed them up and finished nearly all of them anyway, blaming his insomnia. Which, well, is fair. Unfortunate, but fair. And at least Izuku's semi-frequent use of speech-to-text softwares over the last two weeks or so, since he's been talking more and doing hand exercises that can leave him aching, has inspired him to apply to the Support department for a function in his mask where his analyses will be stored as both text and audio files, the latter of which will be made louder and clearer for others' sake, so as to be of more reliable, long-term use both on the field and off of it. No, Aizawa wasn't stupidly proud of his kid for having both the confidence in his own analyses and the smarts to decide on taking advantage of them with his hero costume, don't be absurd.
He's also not proud of how Izuku walks Kaminari, Ashido and Hagakure through a particularly nasty maths problem that they hadn't been confident in.
It would be even more of a lie to say that, upon the end of homeroom being announced by a chiming bell, Aizawa isn't hit by a wave of nerves. In the last several weeks he's never been more than a room or two away from his kid, or at least in sight if one of them was just outside the dorms or something, and this is UA, where most of their family are, where Izuku's fiercely protective classmates are, and where Nedzu has cameras everywhere. There won't be anywhere better to start pushing themselves to be physically apart.
Doesn't mean either of them have to like it.
Knowing that Izuku has a few knives and his capture weapon, along with the other hellspawn, Aizawa heads for the door, bag in hand. Still though, he can't help but pause just before sliding it open, eyes shifting to Izuku without thought or intention. Green eyes, a little bit too damp and wide for his comfort, meet his, and the hero couldn't miss the slightly trembling hands nor the almost-bitten bottom lip. Dammit. Well, at least there's something he might be able to do, if only a small thing, so he pulls out another knife from his own utility belt, the beginnings of a Cheshire grin creeping in, and throws it seamlessly at his son, aimed almost right at the kid's face.
"Be good, hellspawn." Izuku's closest friends - well, all of the class, but those in particular - seem to pick up on the underlying message, several of them nodding or half-smiling at their teacher, and the imp himself simply catches the knife, the movement equally as neat as his Dad's throw had been, instantly beginning to flip and twirl it, something in his shoulders slackening as he does so. Exactly what Aizawa had hoped for.
Leaving the room then, satisfied that he's at least temporarily comforted his kid, the man pauses again upon finding Hizashi already waiting in the corridor, foot tapping and hips swaying to whatever beat is stuck in his head today.
"Zashi."
"Shou!" he yelps, already clapping a hand over his own mouth, a sheepish crinkle to his eyes,
"How's the broccoli baby doing?"
"Not awfully. Unless it's bothering the other kids, let him keep his knife out. You know most of his triggers and problems, so keep an eye out for them. If his breathing seems off, he might've tightened his capture weapon too much, but text me for that, and-"
"Shouta." The single use of his name, almost deadpan in comparison to Hizashi's usual vibrancy, has Aizawa snapping his mouth shut, not even meaning to have started to ramble, muscles tight and heartrate too-fast.
"Fuck, sorry. Just- look after him for me." A hand pauses in front of his shoulder, waiting a moment, and then it settles, the heel of Hizashi's palm pressed against the end of Aizawa's collarbone, gentle warmth and pressure as the blond squeezes, glasses slipping down so that lime eyes meet his, intense and earnest,
"Shou, you know I always will. We all will. And he's with you for Heroics this afternoon, right?" There's a grin creeping in then, and it has Aizawa relaxing against his own desire.
"Right," the shorter man grumbles, shoving his hands into his pockets, trying to hide how much just that reminder has helped to settle him. His son is safe, and for now that's all that matters.
"Thanks Zashi," he adds on, even as he turns and stalks away down the corridor.
If he misses the warmth of a body on his back or a small hand in his, then it's almost-easily pushed aside for thoughts of collecting in the mess that will be 2-B's Ethics essays from over the summer.
Back in the class, Izuku is still playing with the knife, albeit he's stopped the more flashy flips and tricks in favour of simply twirling it around his fingers, still light-catching but far less obtrusive. Just because he wants to feel grounded and safe doesn't mean that he wants to disturb his classmates either. The dstinct but light pressure of his capture weapon being wrapped around his chest helps as well, both reminding him of his Dad and of his own capabilities.
"He-llo listeners!" The shout is sudden, but Auntie Zashi's entrance itself isn't, so Izuku doesn't fling his blade across the room in startlement at the attacker, and instead only manages the beginning of a smile when his Auntie glances over to him. In response to the vague smile, Hizashi's own grin widens, brightening several watts, and a few of the class pick up on it, smiling themselves. The positive vibes, as Hizashi himself would call them, are rebounding through the room, and even handing in essays about pre-Quirk British pop bands like The Beatles can't dampen everyone's mood.
Break time sees Izuku darting straight to his feet, restless, and he does tuck away his knife in favour of crouching atop his desk, capture weapon flowing out from beneath his uniform to instead pool in his hands, some of it slipping to weight around his neck and shoulders, the familiar cat-coffee-Dad scent more than comforting.
"Izu, eat." Shouto is already holding out a pack of cashew nuts - the unsalted, unroasted ones that Izuku prefers despite most of the class declaring them disgusting - that are already opened, and shakes them just once, pointed. Trying not to pout, the greenette reaches out to take a handful, bouncing on the balls of his feet and ignoring the faint burn of his thighs from the movement. He settles down to chew though. If he also pretends not to notice the glance, full of victorious amusement, shared between his partners, then he only does so in order to pay attention to some of their other friends coming over. Hitoshi abandons his own seat, leaning up against Shouto's desk instead, long legs stretched out and earning brief appreciation from both Izuku and Shouto, which leaves the insomniac's place free for Uraraka to settle cross-legged atop his desk, Yaomomo settling primly on his chair, Iida borrowing Shouji's chair and finally Asui leaning forward to pull Izuku's own seat next to Iida so that they're all gathered together without crowding the greenette. The cashews, two packs of crisps and some dried pineapple get shared around the group, passed from person to person with the occasional quiet request or offer, and conversation picks up easily.
Izuku, feeling more settled and comfortable by the minute, ends up sitting properly on his desk, feet swinging and idly manipulating his capture weapon to twist in the air in front of him. It's a bit sloppier than he'd like, but he's still learning, and apparently picking it up quickly, if only from watching his hero using his for several years now, all of that with the added bonus of an easy sort of exercise for his hand, one that feels fun and practical because it's a certain range of movements without being too tedious, and with Izuku's variable attention span that's very much useful.
And the admiration from his boyfriends and classmates certainly doesn't hurt either, even if it is a little disconcerting at times.
It's odd having people be impressed by him. Even now, months into actually having a family and friends, it catches Izuku off-guard when he realises that someone is looking at him as though they're impressed with something he's doing, or when one of his friends asks for his help in something, whether it's sparring, studying or otherwise, because it's so far from the attention he used to get from anyone but his Dad or Tsuka, or the occasional person he saved, and it remains an amazing, bizarre thing even now. But that being said, at least when it's for his growing proficiency with his capture weapon, it's something Izuku himself is proud of. And his own satisfaction in being able to use it makes it far easier to accept any praise or other kind comments about his skill.
Regardless, Izuku spends break time eating the snacks shoved at him, interjecting quietly into his friends' conversations every so often, and messing around with his capture weapon. He replies to his Dad's check-in text with a brief "all fine except for how many cashews Shou's trying to get me to eat" and the simple "good" retort has him grinning at his phone, before giggling properly when, as though on cue, Shouto nudges the bag against his knee again in silent offer. He takes a few more anyway, if only for the warm expression on his partner's face.
There had been no doubt in either Aizawa's mind that going to the hall for lunch on the first day back might well prove to be a bit too far beyond Izuku's comfort zone, but what neither had expected was for almost all of the class to wait before leaving, Kirishima being the one to turn and address Izuku and this partners.
"Would you guys mind if we came and sat outside with you all? It's totally fine to say no or whatever, and disrespecting that would be so far from manly, you know, but we thought it might be kinda cool?" The offer is sincere, all sheepish grins and eager fidgeting, and Izuku genuinely finds himself liking the idea (and not just because of safety in numbers, nor just because if he knows where his people are then he can keep them safe) so he doesn't hesitate to nod,
"Sure!" His glee must bleed into the single word because there are a few whoops and cheers from some of the rowdier people, and everyone starts getting up, arranging to go and get food from Lunch Rush or grabbing their bags and bentos to bring outside immediately. Izuku gets swept up in the tide of first Hitoshi and Shouto then in a solid half of the class, and they all chatter and grin as they walk down the corridors in a large pack, Iida leading the way with Uraraka and Tsuyu flanking him. It's noisy and busy and messy, but it's their class, and none of them can begrudge it.
Luckily though, it doesn't take even five minutes for them to all be settling down on the grass. The so-called IzuCrew form their usual circle beneath one of the large sakura trees, the arrangement familiar for all that it feels like an absolute age since they've been here like this, and the rest of the class sprawl out from there, groups of largely three or four, except a five in the case of the Bakusquad, and it feels like just as much of a home as being in the dorms together. Izuku ends up with his head against Hitoshi's shoulder, a long arm slung around his shoulders and then Shouto's warm arm around his waist in a familiar mirror sensation; he tucks his feet up against the heterochromatic boy's thighs, and he snickers every time one of them feeds some of their own food. Jirou and Yaoyorozu bring up a conversation about music that they've apparently been having all weekend, and the rest of them get dragged into it happily enough.
At one point Izuku perks up, noticing footsteps despite the deadening effect of the grass surrounding where they're all seated, although he relaxes just as quickly, thanks both to his own recognition of the gait and Shouji and Jirou nodding at him. It takes a few seconds to disentangle himself from his boyfriends, but he manages it without any complaints, and he darts past several of his friends to limpet onto his Dad, settling himself on the man's hip before a word can be exchanged.
"Imp." There's a bittersweet sunlight tinge to the words, soft and verging on relieved, and the greenette briefly butts his head against the side of his Dad's jaw in silent acknowledgement, even as he verbally retorts,
"Hobo." Aizawa starts to rock slightly on his heels, one arm tucking under Izuku's butt and thighs to keep him securely in place as the hero surveys all twenty of them.
"Hellspawn." The monotonous reply is enough of a reciprocation for the various waves and greetings directed at the teacher, and the majority of the class turn their attention back onto their food and each other, undoubtedly more than aware of just how difficult it is for the two Aizawas to be apart for even just five hours or so.
"You lot managing to keep this one from running wild?" he asks, directing the question at Izuku's closer friends, and the snickers and smiles are accompanied by a few more serious affirmatives from Shouto and Iida.
"Good. Behave, kid, and I'll see you all in half an hour. Don't be late, hellions," he tacks on, leaning over a little so that Izuku can drop to the floor more easily, yet it doesn't lessen the menace in his tone even the tiniest bit, nor how hurriedly several of the class agree. Silly kids.
Before he can go though, there's a curl of capture weapon prodding the back of his hand, deliberately not grasping his wrist, and it's just enough to have Aizawa pausing. Then there's a knife being pressed into his hand. The hero doesn't even need to look to recognise the feel of the tooled-leather handle as his own knife that he'd thrown to Izuku earlier; he doesn't even need to think to recognise the sentiment behind it either. Izuku's promising to be okay. That he is okay. And that sentiment is surely why the hero leans down, not even for half a second, to press a kiss to his kid's hairline before turning smartly on his heel and power-walki- no, and ambling away at a perfectly usual pace.
It's not like he's trying to escape the teasing whistles and requests for forehead kisses from several of his other kids. Hellspawn.
Notes:
Look at that, we're seeing progress, both for Izuku and in the plot! Who knew? ;)
Anyways - I hope you all enjoyed, and sorry for any missed comments recently! I should be able to catch up over the next few days now that my exams are actually over and I've recovered from my few days of brain-death that followed ^.^/ Look after yourselves for me - hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 88: LXXXIV - Exploration
Summary:
This was going to include the start of the exam, but have a spiral of fluffy times with the kids, fluffy times with Dadzawa, and a lil' bit of chaotic 1-A instead!! ;)
Notes:
Arguably I should stop numbering chapters, or should have a long time ago even, but I like roman numerals so ehhh, I'mma just ignore how long and ridiculous they are now ^^;
Oh, and I'll edit this tomorrow when I'm not brain-dead!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Oh, and just a pre-chapter note: Yami, Brian, Akira and Suzuki are the four caretakers for the kids.
Brian - (he/him) - has been both a counsellor and a nanny - Quirk (Photorefraction) allows him to change the light tones in already-taken photos, even to the point of making them shiny - his eyes are reflective and change colours dependent upon light exposure.
Akira - (she/her) - is a nanny - Quirk (Skim Read) allows her to rapidly read and process information written down physically, but can cause migraines when used too frequently or for too dense information - minor boosts to her comprehension and linguistic learning
Suzuki - (they/them) - is a retired underground pro - they retired due to injury, but more because of lack of mobility etc, can still fight somewhat defensively and in place - Quirk (Stone Steady) gives them the ability to turn organic things to mass-increased, near-invulnerable stone on a short-term basis (time is variable and largely controlled; as is the volume of organic material turned into stone). Type of stone depends upon original material; prolonged exposure to their own Quirk has begun to turn their own limbs to stone.
Yami - (she/her) - is a retired limelight hero - Quirk (Whip Cord) - has permanent mutation of cable-like whips coiled around her arms that can be unlashed and flung out (extendable and flexible, within certain limits; conductible as made of an organically-produced metal alloy) and can use her own iron and calcium to create new, impermanent whips. With age, it's become more difficult to create new cords and even extend her current ones, so she chose to retire. Taught at Shiketsu Academy for several years.
The next few weeks pass in a blur of training, family time and therapy of both sorts. It's exhausting and chaotic and some days all Izuku can feel is the itch in his scars, under his skin, along lips and fingers and shoulders, but he falls back on his Dad, on his friends and therapist and family, and they hold him together until he can stand straight again. If he still chooses to hold their hands at that point, then nobody's complaining.
The day before their Licensing Exam sees 1-A grumbling their way through a mandatory rest day, upon Aizawa's declaration of "You've practiced and you've learnt, hellspawn, and there will be nothing in the next twenty-four hours that will change the progress you've made significantly enough to be worth being dead on your feet tomorrow" and, well, even when they don't like what their Sensei is saying the class know well enough to trust and obey it, for the most part, and so that is what they do: they rest. They don't go to the small gym in the basement, nor do they book any of the school's training facilities, nor do they even set up sparring sessions in the big green outside the dorm. It's sunny, so books and games and snacks get taken outside after classes, and a lot of the class end up sprawled out together. A friendly competition starts up, because of course it does, between some of them. It cumulates in them trying to do the most cartwheels in a row, which Ashido wins, albeit with Izuku in a reasonably close second considering how his hand doesn't really appreciate the repeated impact, and several of the others such as Hagakure, Hitoshi and Ojiro don't do too badly either. Although it is pretty funny when Bakugou, unable to resist the lure of beating other people, tanks and comes in second-last. At least Kirishima, who lost even to Bakugou's measly two, belly-laughs from his place crumpled on the floor. It's fun. Fun and bright and light-hearted, more than enough to distract them all from the looming events of tomorrow.
When the afternoon begins to wear on, and the slight chill of an evening breeze picks up, Izuku checks his phone and promptly rolls to his feet, slipping out of the loose holds of his boyfriends.
"Kids," he murmurs, smile wide and true, and they send him off with nods and, in Hitoshi's case, an almost teasing blown kiss, all smirks and soft eyes. Izuku waves to several of their friends that call out to him as he bounds over to the path, where his Dad has appeared from the dorm building, two packages tucked under one arm. They watch on as their friend immediately slips against the hero's side, the man's spare arm winding around thin shoulders, and the class smile amongst themselves. It's been more than nice to see ever-more domestic scenes between their Aizawas as the two have relaxed into the dorms and living with everyone else. Having their sunshine sin-ammon roll back with them, tangible and effervescent and chaotic, whether he's sleepy or riled up, has been an absolute blessing for them all, and being able to watch how their teacher's eyes and hands and mouth all soften and slacken upon seeing or hearing Izuku, let alone curling up with the kid on a sofa or the floor or somewhere, has been even more wonderful again. This particular instance is no exception.
Meanwhile, the two Aizawas are far more caught up in themselves. Izuku is rambling about the contents of his Dad's boxes - one being a set of modelling clay and acrylic paints; the other a boxset of Horrible Histories episodes that may or may not include a bonus DVD of the songs and accompanying nigh-on dances - and the hero can't be anywhere close to grumpy in this moment because his kid is being his Kid and it's the most wonderful thing.
"Darlin's!" Izuku announces their arrival with a soft call, not quite one of his usual shouts but close enough to have the spirit behind it.
An instant influx of children is the immediate response. There are smiles and reaching hands and babbling voices, and both Aizawas slip into the familiar routine of falling onto their knees and leaning down respectively to accept the many hugs and pats and various items offered to them. The hero very carefully and studiously examines the two drawings from Ina, nodding gravely and proclaiming the colour scheme very logical, before moving on to press a kiss to the forehead of the cat toy proffered by Kage. Izuku, meanwhile, is kneeling among a flurry of limbs. Anna is delicately pawing at his current braid, murmuring about the improvements already found in "Zawa-jii's braiding", whilst Ryo leans over her shoulder to simply settle a hand at the base of Izuku's neck, careful not to overlap with anywhere that they'd watched bruises form weeks ago now. Shi has firmly settled in the greenette's lap, bouncing in place with giggles interspersing his mess of words about something they'd eaten for lunch - with takoyaki as an extra snack - with Li chiming in every few seconds, gap-toothed and clinging to the greenette's arm.
"Hey, kids, you up for making some stuff this afternoon?" There's an instant round of agreements and questions, the children energetic and curious in equal measure, and it has the two official Aizawas exchanging fond glances. Their kids are wonderful, truly.
"Let's go then, babies," Izuku murmurs, soft but unwavering, and he thoughtlessly accepts the hand-up his Dad offers as they all pile beyond the genkan, the man motioning them all towards the dining table, luckily already complete with one of the plastic-based table cloths that were easily wiped off. Probably wise.
"So, kids, how do you all feel about clay?" There are varying levels of reaction to that, but one girl is particularly interested, visibly perking up with eyes like sunlight through ice,
"Clay?" Anna repeats, something very much excited in her voice, and the hero raises an eyebrow, a noticeably soft expression,
"Indeed. Some coloured, some plain. And we've got paint as well." The blonde girl is one of the first to sit down, blatantly enthusiastic, but she still helps Li get settled to one side of her, and Kage on the other. Izuku ends up between Ina and Kage, whilst his hero takes the other side of Li, now opposite Kage, with Shi on Aizawa's left, and Ryo beside Ina. The kids chatter, mostly asking about clay and what they could do with it, whilst the man places the Horrible Histories box on the kitchen counter, out of the way, and gets the packages of clay out.
"Right. You're going to want to be a bit careful not to make one massive brown mess with the colours, but it wouldn't be the end of the world even if you did, so just go wild with it I guess. This grey clay is a different type to the coloured ones, but use what you want. Remember to share," he tacks on, not really expecting them to need that sort of warning, yet saying it anyway. He can't even be annoyed with himself for sounding so paternal. Dammit, all of these stupid, stupid, perfect kids have made him soft. All ten of them. (Or twenty nine, truly, but let's leave him a little bit of his denial.)
Izuku and Aizawa spend the first ten minutes helping the youngest two - Li and Kage - with getting their desired colours and some of the accompanying plastic tools, all little knives (ones that don't look too much like scalpels because the last thing the hero wants would be to risk triggering their children) and rolling pins and such. It's cute. And, once the babies of the babies are sorted out, the pair settle into making their own things as well. With his brace taken off for the time being, and tucked away in his own capture weapon, the greenette sets to simply moulding a lump of the standard clay, forming a sphere first, rolling it around in his palm until it's fairly smooth, most of his attention actually caught on how Anna is already managing to create the shape of something like a horse, with the lumps of shoulders and hips, the former with the beginnings of what could be a neck, and then the separate formation of two legs. She's clearly very good at this.
"Looks good," Izuku offers, grinning at her as he viciously pokes a hole into his sphere, not caring at all for the aesthetics of it just yet.
"Oh!" She startles, smiling up at him with something a little flustered, almost surprised, but she accepts the compliment all the same, a wistful tone creeping in,
"I used to make things sometimes, at my old school. I- I miss it." That statement abruptly reminds Izuku that Anna and Ryo are twelve, the same age when he started vigilantism, and only three or so years younger than him now, and it hurts to hear.
"I won't say you can go back, but you can always have more art stuff, and more friends and family." He forces himself to ignore the urge to lock his jaw or bite his lip, instead focused on Anna, because she is the important thing right here, right now, and there's no way he's going to fail her.
"Mm," she hums, still a little too melancholy for Izuku's taste as she finishes up the rough form of a third leg.
"I think I'm alright with that. I don't really miss any of the people - Ryo's been my best friend since we were tiny." The teen nods at that, glad for it, because none of the kids have mentioned having specific friends or foster-siblings that they want to be reunited with, and it's been asked, but it's still reassuring to hear.
"You'll all be able to attend the nearest school soon, so long as all of Nedzu's checks and procedure requests go through. Several children of heroes attend it and it's only a ten minute drive away, so it's safe for you all whilst still letting you make friends and all that sh- jazz," Aizawa offers, not glancing up from where he's working with Li on her cat, but still reassuring them all the same. And Izuku can only grin.
"Dad's right. And if you ever have any problems of any sort, you've all got us to back you up and kick butts, literally or verbally!" That cheers the tone of the room up a bit, and Anna brightens too, grabbing her next piece of clay with far more vigour again. The two Aizawas, for their parts, exchange relieved looks, because these are their kids who they very much want to be happy and safe and free, but even they quickly slip back into the contentment of an afternoon spent making things with the children, lopsided and lumpy though so many of them are.
Indeed, two hours later - by which time Brian and Akira have come through the living area with a massive collection of food shopping in tow, although they both waved Aizawa to stay with the kids when he goes to help, and Suzuki popped downstairs a couple of time from apparently filling out paperwork in their office on the first floor for snacks and cups of tea - there are many pieces of artwork splayed out over the dining table. A few paintings are weighted down at the corners by some of the dry clay pieces. There are several crooked, brightly-coloured creatures, cats and birds and elephants, and Aizawa will forever deny that several of them were ones that he tried to make by himself, no children "helping" in the slightest. Some of the other creations are a little more finely-finished, defined features and blatantly recognisable shapes. Then there are Anna's two masterpieces: a horse, not quite perfect but still with the right sort of anatomy and proportions, followed by a version of her own cat soft toy, painted to match the ginger tabby markings and with pretty brown eyes. It's gorgeous, particularly for the work of someone so young and out of practice.
Izuku's own eventual decision to make a knife isn't entirely surprising, really. He hadn't felt particularly inspired, although he was very much enjoying the actual process of making stuff with the clay, and if there's one thing he knows well then it's the shape of his knives, although there's variations within them. The vibe is here. And he's been able to get Li and Kage to start painting it in bright colours of their own choices for him; it'll look brilliant displayed on his bedside table.
Beyond that, there's a few more pieces of clay artwork, the remaining ones all unpainted ones made from the standard clay. A notable one is a dragon, wings slumping under their own weight but with spines and horns and a long tail that sprawls over the table behind it, and the collaboration between Ina and Ryo is planned to be painted another day, perhaps tomorrow even. It won't be the only thing, judging by the several other interested looks when getting the paints back out is mentioned. Izuku already knows it will be nice to think about if he gets worked up or stressed out tomorrow. Just thinking about his babies is normally enough to make him smile, let alone knowing that they'll be enjoying themselves. They more than deserve it after all.
Izuku, not all that long after dinner that night, excuses himself from the common room - and, unfortunately, from cuddles with his boyfriends and a purring Uncle - do go and shower prior to the next day. His scars are... itchy, like there's something catching on them, like water trickling along his bones and it shivers and annoys and tickles in a way that's almost painful, and the hot water (maybe too hot, because his skin's going red enough to hide the freckles, but it isn't actually burning him, so maybe it's fine?) eases his tense muscles and pounds away the ache in old wounds until he can think again, breathe again.
He gets out, shivering in the sudden chill of the bathroom in comparison to the hot water, curls clinging to his neck and shoulders, and wraps himself straight up in a large towel, glad for the soft grey material. It's not as fluffy as it once was, but it's worn-in and snug instead, so Izuku still revels in it as he dries off the worst of the water and pulls on some pyjamas. If by pyjamas, he actually means one of his Dad's old UA hoodies and a pair of shorts that he stole out of Uncle Nem's teacher apartment last week because they're silk and purple and loosely comfortable, then that's by the by. For the time being, he keeps a smaller towel around his shoulders, squeezing the worst of the dripping out of his hair and gently tugging at one of the white strands. Seeing himself in the mirror, foggy though the image may be, doesn't cause any dissonance like it used to, years ago. He's familiar with himself, scars inside and out, and maybe it isn't always easy, but it's also him. Whether other people will see it like that tomorrow, however, is another matter entirely.
Dwelling on such things though, Izuku logically knows, isn't of much use. In lieu of wallowing, he takes a chilly drip of water creeping into the hollow of his throat as the prompting he needs to leave the bathroom, door cracked to help the steam dissipate. And comes nearly nose-to-chest with his hero, soft noises of surprise cutting below the ambient noise of the common room. Glancing down, his Dad takes one proper look at him and, wordless but soft-eyed, chivvies Izuku towards the man's own room.
The teen goes without protest or hesitation, merely scooping Caitlin up on the way.
"Where you at, kiddo?" The quiet question is sincere and low-toned, coaxing without pressing, and Izuku appreciates the gentleness even more than he appreciates his Dad waiting those last few seconds for the bedroom door to have closed behind them.
"I..." The words aren't quite there though, or at least not readily so, prompting Izuku to resort to simpler measures: he pivots on his heel, letting Caitlin jump onto the bed within the movement, before shoving himself up against Aizawa, face buried in the man's chest, arms coming up to wrap around his waist.
"Hey, love, what's all this? Silly imp. Everything's alright, we're all safe, nothing's happening," the hero assures, more of a meaningless reassurance than anything targeted or overt. And well, Izuku is too focused on the warm arms looping around him to focus on the semantics, losing himself to the heat and scent and pressure. One large hand settles at the base of his neck, slipping up and under the towel; the second brands its comforting heat on his hip. The teen feels surrounded and small and safe. He's exactly where he belongs after all (he's home, home, home-) and they're together, unharmed, where nothing else can get to them.
His hero has him.
With blanket-mellow words trickling into the empty spaces where arms and hair and kisses can't reach, Izuku slumps further into his Dad, content to stop thinking and feeling for a while. It can't last forever, never will, but it's more than enough for now. Lips are moving against his damp curls, reassurances pressed to the crown of his head as much as kisses are, all of it affection and attention and i'mhereyou'reherewe'resafetogetherhome and perfectly what Izuku needs.
"Da'." He doesn't mean to speak, hadn't even consciously thought about it, yet he does. Regret floods in when it has the man retreating even the tiniest bit, leaning away enough to try to meet Izuku's gaze, to look him in the face. Silence settles between them then, delicate as spider-lace, warm as embers, and it's soaked in patience. Perhaps that fact is what allows the greenette to work past the keen in his throat to instead find words,
"C-can- hair- y-you-" There's a smile at that, subtle and blink-brief, but definitely not his imagination,
"Sure, love, no problem."
With that, Izuku finds himself being guided onto to sit on the edge of the man's bed, toes still curling against the grey carpet, barely registering the question that follows,
"Any preferences about how we sit, kid? It's up to you if you want it to be." Arguably that should be a simple question, but the teen really does not want to have to think properly right now, and why should he bother when a single word encapsulates everything he truly wants right now?
"Close."
"Got it," Aizawa snorts, the amusement all char-tinged and rounded corners, splintering a little to show glimpses of worry yet still overwhelmingly fond.
"C'mere then."
A few blinks later, Izuku realises that his Dad must be sitting back against the wall, their box of hair things on top of the duvet beside them, with himself curled up in the vee of his Dad's legs, back to the man's chest, every breath echoing his own. There's a heartbeat too, a steady thumping like the rhythm of drums and feet and the underlying pattern of a practice spar, and all of that has Izuku relaxing even more. It would be impossible not to.
Hands are in his hair before his next blink, guiding it all back rather than letting it keep falling around his face as well, followed by the towel around his neck being slipped away and hooked over the hero's hands. The careful scratch and scrunch of those hands is familiar, reassuring, grounding; the teen sinks into it the same way he had his Dad's embrace. It's simpler than breathing. Particularly when Caitlin curls herself up across his thighs, purring and kneading against his bare skin in a way that should hurt but barely does with how light her movements are, how little she lets her claws out, and Izuku sighs into it all, quietly delighted. A jagged, just-in-tune hum starts up, a counter-vibration to the cat's purring yet also its perfect match, with a melody that edges into familiarity, a half-forgotten thing of childhood treats and late night comfort, and the teen nearly falls apart with the glorious, gentle strength of it. He's going to be alright; if nothing else, his Dad will make sure of it.
That's how Izuku ends up falling asleep, actually. With a hum winding delicately around his heart, claws pressed against him and callused hands in his hair, he loses the half-hearted battle against consciousness and slips away into simple darkness, content.
It doesn't stop him from waking up twice through the night, groggy and grumbling, muscles too-tight and trembling until that hand comes back atop his head, another cradling a cheek or hand or shoulder, drawing Izuku closer into the curve of his hero's body once more. Back to safety. There are breaths pressed against his hands, words whispered where stubble scrapes slightly across his temple, blankets and cats and a careful arm covering him, anchoring him, all of it together allowing Izuku to sink back into sleep far more sweetly and easily than he ever would have by himself.
And that fact is certainly beneficial, given that the whole class are up early and not-so-bright, judging by the many scowls and grumbles, before seven in the morning. The testing grounds are just about three hours away, and the exam officially starts at eleven, however registration and traffic allowances really need them there at half-past ten at the latest, which isn't much fun. No, quick breakfasts like toast and leftovers and cereal get munched on with that early-morning dullness, people chug milk or fruit juice or coffee in attempts to wake up, and there's a very low murmur of voices as they all fight to wake up before their excitement and nerves kick in.
The peace is very much broken within half an hour of piling onto the unmarked UA bus, more's the pity for Aizawa's sanity. Someone realises they forgot to charge their phone properly - heaven's forbid - and a whole argument ensues about whether or not Kaminari should charge it with his Quirk. Eventually Iida's very energetic, choppy arguments about it being a waste of his Quirk power that he will rely on later today wins out, if only thanks to sheer volume and persistence, and things settle down enough that the entire bus isn't rocking alarmingly, but it doesn't settle down quite the same now. No, there are conversations about just what the exam will be like, about other schools and students. Izuku, at one point, appears to hold a court of most of the class as he once more explains his predictions for the events, not a fretting whisper or voice-tremble to be heard, which obviously doesn't have his hero hiding a proud smile in his capture weapon because this is his son in his element as a little shit of a genius. One who he knows for a fact has most likely hacked the Commission's databases once more just to be sure that he can't be that far wrong. Imp.
By the time they arrive, all of the class have been discussing the exam, the likely rounds, the less-likely-but-still-possible rounds, anything they know about opponent schools, all of it interspersed with random gibberish, as far as the man is concerned, like the most recent All Might film or whether magenta counts as pink or purple. He really doesn't want to know. Not when they've got more important things to think about, judging by the fact they're now turning off of the main road, through a series of gates and into the testing centre's car park.
All around them, the space is teeming with other teenagers, some already in costume though the majority aren't, Quirks flaring and crashing above the general gaudiness and racket of hero students, all of them ebbing and flowing between other buses. Some schools have their logos and mottos emblazoned everywhere, some of them have big enough buses to seat maybe fifty people. Every single inch of the place and the people has Aizawa's skin crawling, instincts on edge. Fuck, he hates crowds. Even worse, he knows he's not the only one of the people on this bus that hates crowds, particularly on a day like today that's already high-stress and tense, all taught muscles and clenching fists before their bus has even parked, let alone getting into or actually participating in the exam. But then the bus is parking, swinging into an empty bay only marked by "Eraserhead", rather than the school's name. Nedzu had been pulling no punches when he made the arrangements this year; the underground hero approves.
Before any of his hellions can even think about starting to stand up themselves, Aizawa is on his feet at the front of the aisle, staring them all down.
"You all know what's happening today, but you've got some other things to remember," he begins, and anybody that hadn't already straightened do so now, all paying full attention with no wavers, no distractions, the weight of the coming events heavy on their shoulders.
"For a start, first years are not usually given this opportunity. That does not mean you should be intimidated, because we only entered you all only due to logically knowing you are capable enough to pass. Don't make me appear illogical to my colleagues." (Do yourselves proud; uphold my faith in you.)
"This is not the only chance you will get to take this exam, but those of you that fail will not be afforded the same privileges as some of your peers." (You work best together; it helps to have others to rely on, as well as yourself, don't forget that.)
"And, finally, this is an experience. We have a goal, but it isn't the only priority." (Make the most of this, learn from it; protect each other, look after each other, support each other; know what matters and keep it in strong mind.)
"Remember, hellspawn, you're UA." On the surface, that seems like an ego-boost, or a further warning to behave, to uphold their school's reputation, but most of the class pick up on the teacher's underlying message and those that don't are quickly informed: they're strong, they're noticeable, and other schools are going to be out to get them. They're a prime target. Not only that, but they're also under the most scrutiny, the most intense focus from examiners and students and pros alike.
Except, 1-A knows, they're not targets. Of course they might be targetable, but they're nothing like victims, nothing like easy pickings, because there is a difference and it lies in the way that they rely on each other, on how they've trained to the bone and then the marrow, and how they have literally fought for their lives to get to this point. No, 1-A are ready, more than, and the only question is whether anyone else is.
Notes:
I'm hoping to get a lil' Kidilante OS posted later this week, so keep an eye out, kay? ;) We've got a good chaotic boi coming our way~
Oh, and a sneak preview for next chapter:
"Eraser! Hey, you wanna get married?" And oh *no*, she did not just try to proposition Izuku's Dad of all the fucking stupid things-
"Hands off our hero, bitch."
Anyways!! Lots of love, hugs and appreciation to every single one of you, and I'd love to know which part of this chapter was your favourite *nudge nudge* ;) Ota! Xxxx
Chapter 89: LXXXV - Storming Through, Slipping Under
Summary:
We see the beginning of the License Exam - but first, some intros!! ;)
(It needs editing 'cause I wrote most of the fighting parts in the last hour but ehhh, it can wait til morning - enjoy!!)
Notes:
me, starting this chapter this morning: ehh, Joke interactions, protective class, this'll be a breeze to write!
me, 600 words in: oh, shit, I don't know much about the exam, and I've made zero strategies for how Izu'n'crew are gonna tackle this... uh oh
me, then counting how many characters there are, and how many of them get intro'd before the exam: hmmm, not as bad as I'd feared
in other words I had a whole palaver writing this because I had no plan, but I didn't need to be as worried as I was at first ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Remember, hellspawn, you're UA." On the surface, that seems like an ego-boost, or a further warning to behave, to uphold their school's reputation, but most of the class pick up on the teacher's underlying message and those that don't are quickly informed: they're strong, they're noticeable, and other schools are going to be out to get them. They're a prime target. Not only that, but they're also under the most scrutiny, the most intense focus from examiners and students and pros alike.
Except, 1-A knows, they're not targets. Of course they might be targetable, but they're nothing like victims, nothing like easy pickings, because there is a difference and it lies in the way that they rely on each other, on how they've trained to the bone and then the marrow, and how they have literally fought for their lives to get to this point. No, 1-A are ready, more than, and the only question is whether anyone else is.
With his announcement done with, Aizawa-sensei steps to the side, letting them all filter out, costume cases in-hand, chattering. Izuku, whether deliberately or not, is the last of the kids to leave, and his Dad steps forwards so that, on Izuku's way past, he can duck down briefly to press a kiss to his kid's temple, disguising it as a normal word in a student's ear, and nobody beyond the bus would be able to tell. Nor would they be able to hear the simple words,
"I'm proud of you, Kidilante."
They would, however, be able to see the absolutely blinding smile that splits apart freckles and scars.
With that, Izuku precedes his Dad out of the bus, only to find that all of the class are shoulder to shoulder, a barrier against a green-haired woman that's making her way over, waving madly. Oh, Izuku recognises that costume, has even seen her in action once or twice, it's Miss Joke, and she's pretty cool really-
"Eraser! Hey, you wanna get married?" And oh no, she did not just try to proposition Izuku's Dad of all the fucking stupid things-
"Hands off our hero, bitch." Izuku is moving, knife in hand and capture weapon rising around his shoulders, using the shoulders of his classmates as a platform to get to the front of their protective crowd because that's his hero, his hero is very much not interested in other people thank you very much and-
"Woah, kid, chill out- Oh. I get it! Yo, Eraser, you already found our kid, good on you! Green hair'n all!" That was not the right thing for her to have said, judging by how both Bakugou and Izuku lean in towards the woman, growling. Aizawa, for his part, has an ever-deepening scowl, furious on his son's behalf.
"Fucking hell Joke, you can't-"
"The fuck did you just imply about Auntie Inko!"
"The fuck did you just imply about my mum?" All three of them have shoved their way forwards now, Bakugou snarling at Izuku's side, Aizawa with a hand on each of their shoulders and a Quirked glare of his own in fearsome place. Behind them, the entire class have Quirks and words of their own at the ready, all bunching up but still in what, if he looked back, their teacher would recognise as one of their favoured attack formations, because if Izuku is this unsettled by something then they all know there's a reason for it, and they're going to back him up with no question. Even if it might be a trauma response, they know there'll be an underlying reason still. They need him to be alright and safe. To feel safe.
If ensuring that means that they're ready to attack a pro hero right before their Provisional Licensing Exam, then so be it.
Luckily, it doesn't seem like it's going to be necessary, because Joke backs up a step, eyes flickering across all of them, lingering on Aizawa, before settling back on Izuku, hands raised in seeming surrender,
"Ah, damn, sorry, didn't mean to hit a nerve, ya know?" Izuku turns halfway to his Dad, still rumbling in discontent, whilst the blond boy only snarls again, briefly wordless as well, hands popping,
"Yeh, well you did, fuckwad."
"Bakugou, either lose the directed attitude or go back with the class, though thank you for the restraint so far. Izuku, I know," and there's a meaning there that most of the class don't know, but they don't need to be aware of it to accept it,
"-but don't worry, she doesn't mean it, not seriously." The low growling noise fluctuating and fading a bit, the greenette leaning back into his hero's touch, eyes never wavering from the heroine in front of them, a sheepish smile having overtaken her previous glee.
"Mmph." He spins his knife, his proficiency with the blade more than obvious, and glares one more time at the woman, keeping himself in front of his Dad,
"He's our hero. Fuck off. Don't care if you're good."
"You know what, sure. Sorry for overstepping, kids. Eraser, I knew they had to be cool for you to still have them, but I didn't realise they'd be this much of a hoot!" She brightens up just in time for what must be her class to come over.
"Well, this must be the infamous 1-A of UA!" The boy's grin only widens at his own words, as though amused by the semi-rhyme, and it has Izuku's hackles rising instantly, as though he wasn't already on edge.
"Guys, we need to get going," Ms. Joke urges, turning to usher her students away, but that one boy simply weaves right past her,
"I'm Shindo Yo!" He's all broad shoulders and dark eyes, glinting with something too calculated for the genial smile on his face, steps forward, reaching out to start grabbing and shaking people's hands.
Izuku really struggles not to flip out when his hands are reached for first, and both of them freeze, staring at each other, still a good foot in between them. Shindo's face changes, just a flicker of something deeper, more sceptical and conniving, and then his smile springs back up again, full force and the tiniest bit more genuine. Also a little more toothy.
"You're Midoriya, right? You lot at UA have had a real rough year, and I daresay you most of all! Good to know that the heroes of our future have such grit and determination~"
Nobody likes quite how he says that, how he seems to have assessed within moments that Izuku might well have been the one that was kidnapped, yet none of them intervene just yet. No, they'll give Izuku a chance to take the lead on this approach first, and perhaps-
"Well, maybe you aren't as-" Both boys are moving then, blinking in towards each other until there's a hand hovering in front of Izuku's chest, and a knife held just under Shindo's chin. Neither is breathing heavily, nor even necessarily angry, yet electricity sparks between them, tension weightier than buildings cracking into place, and both have narrowed eyes.
"You are an interesting one."
"Fake," Izuku spits, albeit with a glean of something almost approving underneath it.
"Scarred child." The hissed words have the class ready to leap forwards, particularly Izuku's partners and Dad, but the greenette is far from bothered,
"Stupid bitch." Then they're both grinning, feral and sharp-toothed, and stepping back from each other.
"I don't like you." The words are simultaneous, and everyone around them blinks, still trying to process the last half a minute.
"Shindo, come on, you guys need to leave UA alone and go get ready, got it?" There's more steel to Ms. Joke's tone now, and the older boy accepts it without a fight or evasion this time, nodding briefly to Izuku before spinning on his heel and heading back over to the rest of his classmates, slinging an arm around a blonde girl's shoulders as they all wander away, Ms. Joke sending a last wave and apologetic smile over her shoulder, promising to see their teacher later.
And just as they're leaving, the woman ushering them all away to get changed, another group move over, one particularly tall boy rushing ahead with a broad, bright grin.
"UA!!! I freaking love UA!!!"
"Yoarashi Inasa," Aizawa intones, a note of curiosity beneath his neutrality that has the class intrigued in turn, all of them gathering closer together again, overall wary of the small crowd approaching them. There's been far too much call to be hypervigilant already today.
"Pardon me, but I believe I recognise you from the recommendation exams?" Yaomomo asks, stepping up. Izuku relaxes a little to have her beside him. He relaxes even more when his boyfriends move up to his other side, Shouto pressing their shoulders together.
They all tense up again in the instant that Yoarashi's gaze settles on Shouto and something like anger has his posture tightening, eyes narrowing. But he still replies to Yaomomo with relative politeness, albeit a metric tonne of energy,
"Yes! It will be an honour to compete against you!"
"Did he not pass the entrance exam?" Kirishima murmurs from further back in their group, but it doesn't get missed, and it has Yoarashi full-on scowling, something in his energetic energy stiffening, straightening,
"I did! With Plus Ultra colours! However, I found some people to be cold! Shiketsu is super heated!" That last part is pointed, a jab aimed right at their Shouto, and not one of them likes it.
Yet before Izuku can even lean in with a knife in hand and Cheshire grin in place, he finds Shouto stepping forwards, curling arms back and around himself and Hitoshi. Protecting them.
"If I've ever offended you, then I apologise, however this is neither the time nor place for a fight." The tone is neutral, just about on the hot side, warning, a slight hint of weight there, and his eyes blaze as he stares up at this taller boy that seems to have a grudge against them, or at least against him. Because the heterochromatic boy doesn't mind people disliking him, but in a situation like this his partners and friends could get caught up in any grudges, and he doesn't want that to happen. Not ever, but particularly not now. They've already got a tense, exhausting day ahead of them, they really don't need any extra hassle.
"Thank you for your apology, but I am not ready to accept it yet!"
"Okay." A moment passes, not quite tense despite still being far from comfortable, however it fades afterwards, and more of the Shiketsu students butt in then.
"Yahoo! Hey, hey, these must be those UA peeps, right?" A girl with a pouting smile and pretty eyelashes waves at them, eyes with a feline gleam, and a third person nearly cuts her off,
"Yes," the other boy grouches,
"Yoarashi, let's go." The taller boy grins wider again, saluting,
"Ahh, okay senpai!"
Everyone relaxes some when this second group leaves, and nobody else approaches, although lots of other students eye them from a distance.
"Remember what I said, hellspawn, all of it." Izuku takes the hidden message offered to him, in amongst the overall reassurance for the entire class, and they all smile, gathering into a circle. Their hero does roll his eyes, but he joins the circle anyway.
"On three, hellions. One, two, three, Plus-"
"ULTRA!!!" They all yell, Izuku included, lacing their arms around each others' shoulders and waists, keeping each other close and supported.
They've got an exam to storm.
It's not much later, when Aizawa is trying not to fidget from his seat in the stands (he doesn't like being so far from his son, nor even the rest of his kids, because this is run by the Commission and therefore not half as secure as he'd like - his kid could hack them, and his kid is admittedly a genius, but he's not the only genius to be found - and he doesn't trust this because sod's law is the one that tends to rule his life) that Ms. Joke plops down next to him with a long sigh.
"So, that was your Kidilante, huh?" Oh, he should've known that she'd pick up on that straight away. She knows him and Musutafu's underground fairly well, considering she works over in Ketsubutsu's area nowadays, and despite the overall minimal information, Musutafu's heroes know that a vigilante called Kidilante is one of their own.
"Bloody twilight heroes," Aizawa grumbles, slouching further in his seat. But he still nods a moment later, hiding a proud little smile in his capture weapon. Joke doesn't seem to miss it.
"He's recovering well then, from what I can tell." At least that's not difficult to answer.
"He is. He's a strong kid." He tries to keep the pride out of his voice, or at least not overwhelming it, but he's pretty sure he fails, judging by how Joke cackles,
"Must be, particularly if he's your Kidilante that the underground in Musutafu is so fond of! I can't get any info on him at all, and I can tell it's not just because I'm a twilight, rather than fully underground."
"It's probably just you," he returns, snide, only to get a cackle in return. Fuck, he'd forgotten how annoying someone that is like a combination between his two best friends with an unhealthy dose of laughter and orange is: extremely annoying. What a pity she's a capable hero.
Their conversation ends abruptly though, when the speakers around the edge of the stadium project Mera's announcements from inside the building - still whole - within the arena that the teachers, unlike their students, are already aware of. (Aizawa can't help but be quietly smug that his kid has hacked the Commission enough to have gained all the plans, invoices and blueprints for the two rounds and terrains. His class, whilst unwarned of the so-called "UA Crush", have been more than intelligent enough to pick up on the likelihood of being a target.)
["...You're all here for the Provisional Licensing Exam. Probably. Hopefully. Else I've wasted my non-REM sleep for nothing. Oh, right... I'm Mera. Commision Officer. We've been overworked and understaffed for this, you must understand. I am... I am very, very tired."] Well, Aizawa has never felt such an immediate kinship to another man in his life.
The introduction goes on. The six-ball, three-target system gets explained, and Izuku is glad to find that nothing has been changed since he last hacked their system (which, admittedly, had been yesterday evening in a last-minute panic, because what if his intelligence was wrong and it damned them all?) and they still have to take out two people each. Good. That means each team will still know how many people they need to gather to be able to pass at least more-or-less at once.
As Mera rounds up his explanation, then seems to fall asleep at his podium for two minutes whilst the boxes of targets and balls first get distributed, then wakes up to announce a final,
["You have one minute to attach your targets and start moving. Any tagging before-time will result in disqualification."] It jolts them to get on with it. Despite the sudden urgency, Izuku pauses for a moment, before carefully tacking a target to each of his collarbones, where they're currently covered by his capture weapon, which is arguably bending the rules a little but not enough for him to get disqualified as far as he's concerned, and settles the third in the centre of his chest. Easily defensible spots, one of which will be a blatant enough invitation that people might miss where his other two are. No harm in a bit of trickery. Particularly not if it boosts his chances of passing, and therefore his classmates' too, if they're able to follow any of their first four main strategies.
With, for now, the entirety of his class gathered around him, Izuku and his friends begin to head out, aiming towards the part of the massive arena where there is a forest to the east (possibility of animals for Kouda; they've fought for their literal lives in a forest and maybe it was traumatic, but it was informative as well), an industrial area to the north-east (rubble for Uraraka, amongst others, a terrain they're fairly well-versed in, particularly in Izuku's case; it's more construction sites than warehouses, so it shouldn't even be too triggering), and a lake at the foot of a waterfall and cliff to the south-east (water for Tsuyu and Shouto, a cliff for rubble and an escape for their more mobile fighters). It should be a relatively good bet to at least head towards. After all, the actual fighting is sure to either redirect them or push them forwards, so surrounding themselves with reasonably sensible terrain in the first place is only logical.
Not even thirty seconds later, when the class have traversed most of the barren rocks immediately surrounding the now-deconstructed room and begun to diverge more into their battle groups, Mera's voice rings out once more:
["Your minute's up. Wish I could nap."]
It takes less than five seconds for Shindo to appear before them, and an earthquake shatters the brief stillness.
He isn't the only one attacking though, far from it, and 1-A's groups begin to shine. Even with the ground seizing and tossing beneath them, those of each group with the longest reach or greatest mobility find ways to get ahold of their other members - Hemlock lashes coils of capture weapon around Creati, Psyren and Entropy; Cellophane grabs ahold of Ingenium and Uravity - and they manage to keep their approximate formations without too much strain.
But then of course, even as Shindo curses at his apparent failure, an absolute hail of balls comes for their group.
Izuku falls back on instinct now, pan in hand and grin in place. Behind him, his class is slipping into similar patterns of their own. Kidilante, Hemlock, casual as can be, flips and spins and tumbles in front of them all, a first line of defence. Anything that he misses with his pan instead gets a strip of tape, pillar of ice or armoured kick to deflect it, and his group start on their counter-attack plan. Those in the other two groups have already scattered, giving themselves room and divvying up all of the other students targeting UA, and Izuku's little team (well, perhaps not so little considering that it's seven of them) are gathered behind him, readying their own plan. It's a Hemlock special after all.
~~~
It's a day not all that long before the Provisional License Exams when the class have been left with a free study period, but they're far busier talking about possible strategies and moves for the exam than anything else. A lull falls over them at one point, some people yawning, others simply chattering quietly, and it's in that near-silence where Izuku speaks up, voice the strongest it's been in a while,
"We don't know much about the other schools. You guys want some brief profiles? And information on the actual exam?" His class whip around, looking at their friend sat in the back of the class, and after a long moment there are feral grins throughout the room.
Their friend can hack after all, and they all know, if only from the media mess after every single event they've been going through, how much of a public face UA has - as 1-A, they're far from exempt to that, if not the opposite, and they know it. Might as well utilise the resources they have.
~~~
"They're going to fucking know our Quirks, aren't they? All those shitty extras." The announcement is met with a ripple of realisation throughout the class, and Izuku only shrugs,
"Not entirely. They won't know our recent techniques, relationships or strategies. We've changed."
"Ha, you can fucking say that again. Shitty extras won't know what's hitting 'em." Several cheers go up then, but they die back down at Ojiro's question,
"Do we have a strategy though?"
"If you guys want it, we do." Izuku pauses, and smiles slightly, teeth and eyes glinting, scarred hand clenching, when there's a chorus of enthusiastic agreement,
"We work best in groups, and we're a target, so if we split down into two or three smaller groups we should be able to maximise our offense and defence simultaneously. A lot us would make good leaders, but I was thinking Bakugou, Tsuyu, and myself in this case, if everyone else is alright with that?" His smile widens, gaining a Cheshire edge as they agree,
"Well then, I was thinking..."
~~~
Here, in the midst of battle, allies at his back and opponents in front, his Dad watching from somewhere above, weapons within reach and hair braided back, Izuku is at home. Or, no, not at home, but in his element, his natural habitat, and there's nothing to fear.
"Why are you all attacking us?" Hitoshi calls, in Sero's voice just in case, and half a dozen replies flood in, most of them derisive and all of them trailing off partway through as Psyren claims their minds,
"Knock yourselves out." Seven people collapse to the floor, and the shock of it has several of their other opponents faltering, hesitating. A few flee immediately. Shindo and any of the other Ketsubutsu students, apparently, have left already, going for easier prey or biding their time.
It's the perfect chance for the most mobile of their group - Hemlock, Cellophane, Uravity and Ingenium - to dart out and restrain or knock out several more people. There are eleven on the floor, almost enough for all of them to pass in one lot, and they split down into their respective goals at this point: retrieval and further combat. Cellophane and Uravity work together to bind and direct the unconscious opponents over to the centre of their group, flanked by Ingenium, with Psyren racing over to help. They meet up with Creati and Entropy, who make quick work of covering up the people with first a sturdy layer of ice, avoiding the tape to stop it from getting brittle in the chill, and then covering them with a tarp so that nobody can snipe their "kills" from a distance.
Up ahead, Hemlock is fighting three further heroes-in-training. One has some sort of webbing Quirk, shooting the liquid traps from his arms (support gear there, possibly to help with output control or the formation?), and the other two seem to have physical mutations - one spider-like, low to the ground with many legs (lots of joints that seem fragile, possibility of extra eyes, mandibles?); the other with tiger stripes and glinting claws (enhanced senses or strength possible; could be easy to distract or push into rage). And he's winning. Coils of capture weapon deflect or restrain physical blows, cushioning impacts. When tiger-kid swipes at his abdomen, Kidilante simply jumps up, flipping forwards with a hand on the opponent's shoulder for a fulcrum point, face passing near feline ears, smirking,
"Guess you're a furry, huh?" A startled yelp precedes a cry of pain as a booted heel gets slammed into Tiger's back, right over his kidneys, and the butt of a knife slams into his temple as Hemlock pivots in place. A long loop of capture weapon is already flaring out, tangling amongst four of Spider's legs, nigh-on tripping them. It gives the greenette long enough to throw a knife into Webs' support gear. It sparks, a few shards of plastic or metal shearing off entirely, and a panicked shout echoes through the area.
The next web is barely formed, sloppy and dripping, and Hemlock jumps straight over it, a kick lashing down onto the junction between neck and shoulder, followed by an elbow to the temple as they both fall. Only Hemlock lands on his feet.
His capture weapon shifts, tugs, and he turns quickly enough to catch the insectoid (well, if it truly is a spider-based quirk then they must be arachnid legs, but there's no evidence to support that they're definitely a spider except for general countenance - the two joints per leg, and almost hooked tips does suggest an arachnid Quirk rather than simply insect-based, however it isn't entirely dissimilar to, for example, a mantis either, so-) leg that was aiming for his face, one of his largest knives clashing with the limb, locking them in a brief stalemate.
Hemlock leaps backwards, turning it into a cartwheel when unsteady rocks give way beneath his landing feet, retracting his capture weapon to settle back around his shoulders all the while, briefly debating unhooking his frying pan again even whilst idly registering how his teammates are retrieving Tiger and Webs, at the same time as Entropy constructs a thin dome around their tarp-covered captured opponents, a deterrent and warning system for anyone new that might try to attack as well. Even as all of this races through the back of his mind, Hemlock lands steadily, a knife in each hand as he squares up against Spider. He sways back from one leg-jab, flips up and over another, slamming the butt of his knife handle against the back of Spider's head and kicking off the base of their spine so that he ends up behind them. And they're clearly disorientated, woozy or dizzy from the hit to the head, and they stagger and slip, needing all of their legs to keep them upright as they turn to face him once again.
"Nuh-night darling~" Kidilante purrs, and darts in close to smash a knee under their chin, head snapping back with the hit.
Then they're unconscious on the floor, and a ball is flying right for Hemlock's chest. It's easily dodged, and there's a few shouts from behind him, presumably his teammates being alarmed or concerned, but the greenette is too distracted to truly register the words, capture weapon writhing around his shoulders and knees flexed, ready to spring forwards or slide backwards. Ready for action.
Because that's the moment when Izuku realises he's facing himself.
Notes:
If anyone's confused about why Izuku was quite so protective of Zawa against Joke's propositions, it's because he knows his Dad is ace (and implied aromantic too) so he hates people trying to hit on the man, and not just because it's his family unit they're intruding upon.
Also, the Shindo-Izu hatred/rivalry/connection was,,,, not intended??? They were meant to just kinda tiptoe around each other and not really like each other but then they just kinda *vibed* and whoops. That happened.
Oh, and for anyone interested who missed it, have the last one-shot:
A Certain Coffee Thief (Kidilante Strikes Again)Also-also, the seemingly-filler characters that Izuku was fighting towards the end (well two of them, not tiger boy) were based off of more background attackers seen in the manga that I extrapolated on!! :D The research for this chapter, and for my plans for the overall Exam that I've now started, is a bit hefty and I've read the same ten chapters of the manga three or four times today, but hopefully it was worth it!! ^^;
I really hope you all enjoyed this, and that you're looking forward to the next part~ Ota, xxx
Chapter 90: LXXXVI - Mirror Images
Summary:
Izuku fights against a certain someone, and the fate of the exams are called into question.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Before we start, have my... fourth ever digital art piece!! I haven't done any in months, so forgive me for being rather rusty at something I never got a lot of practice at in the first place, but I'm super pleased with how this came out ^^; Hope it gives you a good perception for how I see Kidzu~
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Hemlock leaps backwards, turning it into a cartwheel when unsteady rocks give way beneath his landing feet, retracting his capture weapon to settle back around his shoulders all the while, briefly debating unhooking his frying pan again even whilst idly registering how his teammates are retrieving Tiger and Webs, at the same time as Entropy constructs a thin dome around their tarp-covered captured opponents, a deterrent and warning system for anyone new that might try to attack as well. Even as all of this races through the back of his mind, Hemlock lands steadily, a knife in each hand as he squares up against Spider. He sways back from one leg-jab, flips up and over another, slamming the butt of his knife handle against the back of Spider's head and kicking off the base of their spine so that he ends up behind them. And they're clearly disorientated, woozy or dizzy from the hit to the head, and they stagger and slip, needing all of their legs to keep them upright as they turn to face him once again.
"Nuh-night darling~" Kidilante purrs, and darts in close to smash a knee under their chin, head snapping back with the hit.
Then they're unconscious on the floor, and a ball is flying right for Hemlock's chest. It's easily dodged, and there's a few shouts from behind him, presumably his teammates being alarmed or concerned, but the greenette is too distracted to truly register the words, capture weapon writhing around his shoulders and knees flexed, ready to spring forwards or slide backwards. Ready for action.
Because that's the moment when Izuku realises he's facing himself.
It takes him less than a breath to process the likelihoods here: another student might have an illusion-based or mirroring Quirk. Some sort of copycat limited to physicalities rather than Quirks even. Or this is Toga. And Izuku- Izuku doesn't like that potential, not at all, because sure, his Dad is watching on from above, and several of his friends are within a few moments' run, but she's sick and obsessed with him and so fucking dangerous-
"Oh, Izu-chan~ It's been so long since I've seen your pretty face, you know? Makes me wanna slash it all up!" Shit. If there was any doubt about it before, there's no way this isn't Toga wearing his skin right now. And that means that everyone is at risk. That thought alone has his heart beyond racing, ears filled with static and fear a staccato spider-waltz down his spine, because he can't let her hurt them, let alone when she looks like him, because he will never, ever forgive himself-
"Villain! Toga Himiko has infiltrated the exam!" Kidilante yells with a strength of voice he thought he'd lost, and then he's moving. He ignores the shouts behind him in favour of those eyes. Because they're green right now, but there's a glean to them, that feline hint filled with far too much warmth to feel like looking at anything but a fresh body. It's bloodlust at its purest. And all of it is directed at Izuku himself.
He refuses to shudder or break beneath it though, because this is hardly the first time he's ever felt threatened before, and instead Kidilante lowers his stance, boots shifting over the gravel and rubble of the ground beneath them, and switches one of his knives over, movements slow and measured. Toga - green eyes and freckles and scars - watches him, and then they start to dance.
And dance truly is an appropriate word for it. They have some similar skillsets to begin with, all knives and darting movements, fluid, but when they have the same physiques as well, that fact becomes all the more apparent. Izuku runs in, low, arms out to the sides, blades brandished, only to be met by Toga jumping up, knives slashing down. A green knife is thrown upwards, forcing the girl to twist in the air. Meanwhile, her knife is met with a frying pan, metal clashing in a wave of noise that shudders down Kidilante's arm, juddering through his chest. It's grounding, honestly. A familiar beat of fighting, of patrols under starlight, and it settles his heartrate even as adrenaline spikes further up.
"Why the fuck are you here, Second?" The words are spitting, cutting the air as deftly as his knives as he jabs for her face (damn, trying to slash his own eyes is beyond disconcerting) and deflects another blow with his pan, whirling away in an aerial kick that has his knee crashing against her wrist. The blade of her knife catches along his shin, but it barely slides through the material of his costume's leggings, so he focuses on landing instead.
"Oh, Izu-chan, how could I stay away~" Oh, he has not missed her particular brand of creepiness.
"Pretty easily," the greenette grumbles, even as he parries one, two, three strikes, lashing out with his own, immediately blocking a fourth.
He can't afford the time or attention span to truly take in any of the shouts from around them. Not when they're moving this quickly, and every drop of blood is a risk with Toga. Instead, he takes in some of the words (cancel the exams - Toga - League - real villain - fighting for his life - stop), idly acknowledging them, building up a picture of just what might be happening around him, and he falls further and further into instinct. Muscle memory.
He whirls on the spot, foot lashing out in a vicious roundhouse kick, catching the same wrist that he had knee-struck only moments before, revelling in the hiss of pain, even if it is in his own voice. And that's when a thought occurs to him. If Toga is wearing his body, using it, then does she have the same vulnerable places? It depends on if the transformation is bone-deep, muscle-deep or merely surface level, but the change of stature and musculature presses home that there must be some changes beneath the skin, and that gives him hope. A strategy. Because whose body could he know better than his own?
It's with this thought lingering in his mind that Kidilante darts forwards again. He ignores her words ("You look so pretty already, all dirty and sweaty, but won't you let me have just a little more blood Izu-chan? Pretty please?) and instead slashes for her throat, her stomach, following up the long-reaching swipe with an elbow strike. It gets caught, luckily by a hand rather than a blade, and then there's a body flipping over his shoulder, using his own arm as leverage. The greenette ducks out of it, taking away Toga's stability before she can make full use of it. Her next attack is clumsy as a result, knife glancing off of his armoured hoodie rather than biting deep beside his shoulder blade, and simply the thought of that has Izuku half-missing his next breath. This fact isn't helped by her gleeful grin, sharp-toothed and that tiny bit too wide, deranged. Yet it isn't a Cheshire grin either, because there's this tinge to his ey- her eyes that is beyond reason. She's demented. Desperate.
"I can see why Stainy favoured you, Izu-chan!" Her chirped words should have perhaps caught him off-guard, but in lieu of that he lets himself slide neatly back into his fully Kidilante mindset, spinning one knife in hand even as he rapidly sheathes his frying pan and grabs for his retractable bo staff, tucked in his chest harness beneath his hoodie.
He snaps it open to its full length, pinwheeling in front of his torso, just in time to catch the flying blade aimed for his guts. The knife clips off of the metal, ricocheting away, and Kidilante doesn't have the time to consider the cry of pain from somewhere off to the sidelines. Oh no, he's far too preoccupied with jabbing the staff, aiming for that weakening wrist once more, and when Toga pivots and sways to avoid the blow, she falls right into his trap. Another throwing knife - one of his this time - is flung out, heading for her knees, and she barely dodges it, blood spattering onto the dusty floor from a minor cut that Kidilante knows from bitter experience will be stinging like a bitch. And it's the perfect distraction for him to flip towards her, using his bo staff akin to a vaulting pole, feet swinging up and over his head then crashing down again. One heel smashes against her temple, the other just catching the ball of her shoulder, popping the joint painfully, and Kidilante has to push away a Cheshire grin. His left shoulder really hasn't been happy in a long time, not since it got dislocated in one too many incidences, thanks to the combined efforts of villains and caretakers, and he's taking full advantage today. (He can think about the full psychological ramifications of analysing himself for weak points and past mistakes later, preferably in his Dad's room or Doctor Fujiki's office.)
He might have gotten in a fairly good hit, but it isn't enough to have Toga completely down for the count. Instead, her disguise is melting away, freckles swelling into grey liquid masses. The sight is sickening, the sort of thing that honestly belongs to nightmares, and Izuku can hardly even comprehend the sight of himself melting away like wax, but he pushes past it because now seems like the perfect moment for her to be vulnerable, and he hacks with his bo staff, swiping at her guts except the metal starts to sink in, moving at a snail's pace both through and against her stomach, delving perhaps up to an inch in as she reforms into her familiar self, one hair bun very much falling loose, the crazed look to her still there no matter whose skin she's flaunting. It makes Izuku wonder who exactly she masqueraded as to get into the exam (somewhere in the back of his mind, a bubbly girl with too-feline eyes and a Shiketsu uniform registers, but now isn't the time to focus on that) although he centres instead on bringing his bo staff back towards himself, out of her now-fading grey sludge, and flinging a knife ahead of himself as he darts the final two paces in.
Toga ducks the first blade, giggling with a hysterical edge, demented, and her eyes catch the sunlight, nigh-on reflective as she pivots, a leg sweeping out. But Izuku jumps clear over it, steel-toed boot deflecting the knife that comes up for his thigh, and he twists in mid-air, bo staff lashing out again. He crashes it down, slamming it against that weakening wrist again, and her maniacal laughter cuts off into a pained squeal.
He lands, sure-footed, already turning to engage her again, but Toga has slunk back, clearly aware of how there is a crowd of hero students not far from her. She clutches her wrist close to her chest, pouting at Izuku. Yet she's still holding a knife, with more undoubtedly squirrelled away on her person, and he knows better than to let his guard down.
"Your blood's so tasty, Izu-chan. Can't I have just a little teensy bit more?" she begs, fluttering thick eyelashes, but Izuku can't stop seeing green eyes.
"Fuck off, Second. Preferably forever."
"I can't do that! I love you!" It's been a long time since Izuku has heard those words from anyone that he hasn't been able to at least partially reciprocate the sentiment for, and the use of them here has his guts twisting, heart skipping a beat. She just- How could she use words that he cherishes, ones he is blessed to hear from his Dad and Tsuka and boyfriends and everyone he cares so much about, to plead with him? It's just-
Rage has him pelting at her again. Maybe it's stupid, maybe he's overreacting, but he very much can't help it. Not when she has just dared to taint those precious words with her bloody lips.
His first knife is thrown, as his second, and one of them meets its mark in her bicep, burying deep enough to drag a cry from her, even as she pulls it out, and brandishes it against him. A truly stupid move. That's one of his birthday knives. And if Kidilante was pissed off before? Well, now he's absolutely incandescent, hissing under his breath as he continues his charge, abruptly spinning in place, all of his forward momentum translating into a vicious kick that hits her wrist full-force. His knife goes skittering away, his attention caught on that far more than the faint crack of fracturing bones. He couldn't care less in this moment. Not when he's reclaiming his property hit by hit.
Toga has no hope of dodging his next blow, not when his bo staff comes lashing down as abruptly as his kick had been only a breath earlier, and it sweeps her knees out from beneath her. Crumpling to the ground, she barely has time to catch herself on her good hand, pitching backwards on it, trying to leverage up into a backward walkover or kick of her own. It's a short-lived attempt. Kidilante smashes an elbow down upon her knee, joint against joint, but he has the power behind it to do the most damage, and they're both moving back from each other then. If he gets in one last parting hit, a staff-swipe at her jaw, cracking it viciously in a way that, had he been looking at the crowd metres away, had many of the less hardy of them wincing, blood and something white hitting the ground, then it's the final reclamation that he could wish for. Toga has truly been bested.
It's in that moment, of course, when the ground beneath her seems to bruise and swell, giving way to a too-familiar portal, and then Toga is gone, leaving only a panting hero-in-training and spatters of blood in her wake. Plus a single tooth, root and all. Well, at least Izuku gave as good as he got. More than, in fact.
Izuku nearly staggers once he realises that Toga has disappeared into a warp portal, but he holds himself strong for just that minute longer, not trusting that there won't be another portal, another enemy. None are forthcoming though, and he's about to slump in place with perfect timing for some of the crowd to bulge and rush forwards, all familiar shocks of hair and worried eyes, even as several teachers and officials crash through as well, a man in black at the forefront of it all, capture weapon writhing and eyes flaring.
"Kid!" There's desperation in his Dad's voice, something caught at the painful point between fury and relief and panic, and Izuku spins on the spot, ignoring the blood that spatters with the movement, and dives forwards into his hero's chest, shuddering inside-out. There was- Toga- The League had been here, and he could've died, his friends and boyfriends and so many people could have-
Izuku folds into his Dad's embrace, fighting against how overwhelmed he feels because this is meant to be an exam, they're meant to be becoming Provisionally-licensed heroes, not having to fight off the League yet again, and somehow this always happens, doesn't it? He can't simply get a break. No, instead he has to have some fucking psycho bitch that has a blood-crush on him attack him, interrupting the exam and what if the Commission take this as a chance to deny him his Provisional License? They already don't like him, let alone accounting for the fact that he's Quirkless, so-
"-stay back. Class, gather together, stay at the ready. Izuku, kid, I'm here, we're together, all of the hellspawn are with us and she's gone. I'll protect you, love." The hero's attention, that had mostly been on the crowds around them, is centring down and around Izuku now, felt in how he curls his body closer to the teen, hunching over him protectively whereas the man had merely been holding him close moments before.
"She- she-" The words fail him, and he barely manages not to bite his lip, resorting to shoving his face further against his Dad's chest, tucking under the capture weapon somewhat. His fingers don't tremble quite as much once they're locked into the back of his jumpsuit.
"I know, kiddo, I saw. We got them to stop the exam, heroes are patrolling the grounds and surrounding area, they'll be spotted if they try anything else, but either way I'm with you."
It's those last words that have Izuku finally beginning to truly relax. The rush of fear and adrenaline and urgency is lost to something tired and blank, aching, and he presses further into his hero for a second before stepping almost away, still blatantly within arm's reach of each other. Around them, he now registers, the class has gathered up tight and protective, a dense barrier of people, several with Quirks playing an undertone to the general hubbub of rush and panic, that keeps the Aizawas safe in middle of them. They're also acting as a very convenient visual barrier, despite physically being perhaps a foot wide of the father and son. It's enough to stop most of the onlookers from truly being able to see much of their interactions or of Izuku's potential breakdown.
But Izuku is quite busy pushing away any possibility of said breakdown, because here and now is not a safe place for it. Judging by his nigh-on scowl, his Dad can tell exactly what he's doing when the greenette gulps a few deep breaths, holding them, and flips a knife between his fingers for several seconds. Aizawa gives him the time and space though, moments later bringing a hand up to ruffle his hair gently, callused fingers slipping down to guide him by the chin, letting the hero examine his face for any injuries. Somewhere in the mess, he took an elbow to the cheekbone, and his eye is swelling a little, but nothing bad, and he meets his Dad's gaze steadily, green against black, and they freeze for a moment. Izuku tries to convey the fact that he's present and okay, if not exactly thriving, and he watches as it pacifies some of the panic and worry that had deepened already-dark eyes like smudges of charcoal.
"Any more injuries?" The question is arguably redundant, given that the man is already leaning back to look his kid over head-to-toe, eyes catching on the slash along the back of one hand, how his leggings were cut just below the knee, but how he's mostly standing straight.
"No-" the words slip away from him, soap-astringent and sliding on his moss-grown tongue, so Izuku makes do with shrugging a little, head shaking briefly. He really is okay, for the most part. It's just the adrenaline crash that's making him sway a little on his feet.
"Good." The reply is measured, with undertones as warm as a rising sun, bleeding through with pure relief, and the teen has to smile up at his Dad, a tad cheeky, because he knows it will only add to the relief. Judging by the eye roll he gets in return, the attempt is transparent as glass. It still has another line of tension dropping from his hero's shoulders though, so Izuku will count it as a win.
"What on earth is going here?" The voice is demanding and shrill, rising above the rest, and both Aizawas turn some to look at the person in question. Towering over much of the class is a willowy woman, no obvious mutations in sight, with Mera at her side.
"A villain infiltrated your exam is what happened," Aizawa grumbles, before straightening fully and answering properly,
"A known League of Villains member infiltrated the exam field, presumably using her Quirk in combination with their warper, and she attacked my student. She's known to have long-term obsessions with certain targets."
"And your student fought her off?" The note of disbelief there is honestly nigh-on insulting, but Izuku forces himself not to bristle at it, reassured by the mass of his class around him, not to mention the hand that has settled low on his back, subtle but grounding.
"Yes. It'll all be on the CCTV tapes, I'm sure." There's a note to his Dad's voice, something not quite accusatory or condescending, but edging along both, and the woman almost flinches back. Well, that showed her.
"Very well. We will determine the events that have occurred via testimonies and footage. Anybody that witnessed the fight, you will be guided to an anteroom momentarily. Those with injuries, please meet up with your teachers, medical staff will be deployed to each school group. We will ascertain how she entered the-"
"She was one of the Shiketsu students. Camie, I think." Izuku isn't quite sure where he gets his voice from, but the words are rushed out, loud and clear enough to carry to her, and the blonde woman's eyebrows draw close, Mera muttering something about sleep from her side,
"How? What makes you sure of it?" And despite his expectations, she doesn't sound completely disbelieving, nor even dismissive.
"There's this look to her eyes. I got a weird feeling from Camie when we met her outside the exams, and her eyes looked like Toga's. I don't guarantee it, but if not then Camie is weirdly similar."
"Indeed? Right, we shall look into it as one of our preliminary avenues. I expect all of you who saw the fight to give your statements as soon as possible," she reminds, pausing to give them time to say any more, turning neatly on her heel when nobody's forthcoming.
There's a long few moments of stillness for the class, a point of stationary void whilst the crowds around them are ushered away or disperse of their own volition, and after nearly a minute, the teens all turn inwards, and it kicks Izuku's mind back into gear with a painful jolt. And a realisation.
"Wait, Dad, the exam-" The hand on his spine traces up rapidly, twisting him towards his Dad and leading to a gentle grip on each of his biceps, familiar calluses almost felt even through the thick material of his hoodie.
"Fuck, kid, don't worry about that right now. I was watching, and you'd apprehended enough people for all of you to be pretty much guaranteed a pass. If they even decide to continue the rest of the exam, then there's every reason that you should be allowed through. That goes for all of you," he tacks on, speaking loud enough for all of the class to hear. Some of them have already passed, but not every single one of them, and it's a rather stressful thought to realise they could have dealt with all of today's shit to then not even be able to really get a chance at their Licenses.
"Izuku, Problem Child, let's get you to the medics first. And the rest of you hellspawn as well." It's clearly the end of the conversation, all of them content to take their teacher's words at face value, to trust him, and so they stay bunched together as they move away. Izuku shakes his head when his Dad shoots him a questioning look, not wanting to appear weak, but when the hero stops dead, turning his back to his kid and crouching a little, Izuku can't help giving in with a quiet huff. Fine, his Dad wins.
Accordingly, Izuku limps the last bit forwards - and damn, now that his adrenaline is well and truly crashing the cut to his shin hurts rather more than a sting - and drapes himself over his hero's back, arms looping loosely around capture weapon and neck, thighs squeezing lightly above the man's hips, burying a smile away in catcoffeehome-scented fabric-alloy when hands settle under his knees to help keep him in place, Aizawa straightening up once he's sure Izuku is settled firmly and safely. The class, who had once again paused around them, move off once more. Hitoshi and Shouto gravitate towards the centre, settling a hand on their partner's left thigh and lower back respectively, avoiding any of his obvious pains, and Izuku hums a quiet thank you in return, eyes half-closed as he slumps heavily into his Dad, exhausted. It's not the sort of tiredness that can't be overcome with some sugar and a half-hour rest, despite being bone-deep and tripping, a echo to the thudding of his hero's footsteps that echoes through him, reverberating and ricocheting in pellets of aches and weight. He really, really hopes that they'll still have the chance to pass the exam.
"So do I, kiddo." Izuku grumbles wordlessly in return, a tad surprise because he hadn't intended to speak out loud. Before he can think much more, their swarm of people has reached the established medic stations, and then there's voices and the smell of antiseptic and the clattering and squeaking and rustling of paramedics and nurses busy at work.
Amongst it all, safe on his Dad's back, the teen decides that things will be fine. He's got his family with him after all.
Notes:
This chapter was not meant to be so dominated by the Toga fight?? But hey I had fun writing it, so hopefully you guys enjoyed reading it~
Also the blonde woman is the head of security at this particular exam site!! Hence her seeming so harsh, 'cause she's effed up her job ^^; Poor lady.
Hope you all enjoyed - hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 91: LXXXVII - Peel Back The Layers (Small Smiles)
Summary:
We see the true aftermath of Toga infiltrating the exam, but it's not without some brightness~
Notes:
I'm literally dozing whilst editing this, so my ca5ch-up on your lovely comments will be saved for the morning-proper, alongside whatever comes in for this chaper!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The class, who had once again paused around them, move off once more. Hitoshi and Shouto gravitate towards the centre, settling a hand on their partner's left thigh and lower back respectively, avoiding any of his obvious pains, and Izuku hums a quiet thank you in return, eyes half-closed as he slumps heavily into his Dad, exhausted. It's not the sort of tiredness that can't be overcome with some sugar and a half-hour rest, despite being bone-deep and tripping, a echo to the thudding of his hero's footsteps that echoes through him, reverberating and ricocheting in pellets of aches and weight. He really, really hopes that they'll still have the chance to pass the exam.
"So do I, kiddo." Izuku grumbles wordlessly in return, a tad surprise because he hadn't intended to speak out loud. Before he can think much more, their swarm of people has reached the established medic stations, and then there's voices and the smell of antiseptic and the clattering and squeaking and rustling of paramedics and nurses busy at work.
Amongst it all, safe on his Dad's back, the teen decides that things will be fine. He's got his family with him after all.
Being with his Dad and friends is probably the only reason Izuku doesn't freak out upon abruptly being faced with several white-coated people, some muttering medical jargon to current patients and others approaching the class. Not all of the medics are white-coated - in fact, several are in paramedic uniforms or even a few sets of nurse scrubs - and luckily his classmates are quick to take the attention of those in white coats, diverting them all from the main knot of the Aizawas, Izuku's boyfriends, Uraraka and Shouji. It leaves some of the paramedics to bustle around Izuku in particular, talking to both he and his teacher.
"Any hits to the head?" Izuku murmurs a near-silent negative against his Dad's neck, and the man relays it to the woman that's looking over what she can see of the greenette.
"Alright then. You want to get him sat down on one of these cots, and I'll look him over properly?" The question is more of a demand, but Aizawa certainly doesn't begrudge it. Instead, he crouches down in front of one of the many fold-out cots that has been set up, letting the kid slump onto the canvas before turning to look Izuku directly in the eye. Said eyes, typically so effervescent, luminescent, are a little hazy, but it's as much pain as panic, so the hero reaches up and, gentle and careful and oh-so affectionate, to rap his knuckles delicately against his son's forehead; it's soft and sweet, but not too blatant in the presence of so many strangers, and it earns him the toothy curves of a half-smile.
Satisfied that his kid is more-or-less settled, the man pushes back to standing straight, and rounds the edge of the cot so that he can stand vigil from behind his kid, briefly squeezing his shoulder so that he knows he's safe. That his hero is still with him. Although, once he's scrutinised the woman looking Izuku over for a minute, he switches more of his attention to the rest of their class around them, making sure there's no major injuries, nor any fights or fears cropping up. Everyone seems to either be bunched together without any injuries, or accompanying those with scrapes or cuts or strains. They're watching over each other, and that knowledge, though not unexpected, manages to be very much reassuring for Aizawa. His hellspawn are looking after one other, and they're giving him the security to focus just a little more on his son.
"I'm going to use my Quirk to peel back your leggings now, alright? It's a bit akin to a more limited version of Best Jeanist's Quirk, because I can bend and replace fibres within a limited distance; I'll be able to repair them with it, though it won't be as strong as before." Izuku nods, and his Dad can imagine how the kid's eyes must have lit up a bit, intrigued by Quirks as always, and he hides a barely-there smile in his capture weapon, staying close to his son's back. Cute little idiot.
The fond exasperation fades beneath a rush of concern as the leggings around Izuku's cut curl back and away in little strips, revealing the bloody slash, deeper than he'd originally thought (although, given the kid's rather high pain tolerance, perhaps he shouldn't be surprised) and still bleeding sluggishly.
"Hm, not a nice one, is it?" Her wry tone doesn't quite match how delicately she takes a wad of gauze and an antiseptic wipe, starting to stem the bleeding, asking Izuku to hold the gauze in place whilst she cleans up the surrounding area, getting a better idea of his leg and what's going on.
"Well, from the brief glimpse I got and what I can see now, it was a clean cut, no veins or arteries nicked, but likely to need a few stitches. Any questions?" She meets Izuku's gaze first, but slides up to meet Aizawa's as well. The teacher nods a go-ahead, and Izuku manages a little shrug, wincing slightly when the movement affects how he's clutching the wound.
The paramedic tuts at him, albeit not truly reprimanding, and starts to get her packaged needle and thread out before pulling on a pair of latex gloves that have her patient shuddering lightly, a frost-light judder that barely interrupts the pattern of his breathing, but it still has Aizawa listing forwards a little. The hand he settles on Izuku's shoulder is careful and firm all at once, a silent assurance of companionship and protection, that whilst his Dad is here nobody will be able to hurt Izuku, medical staff or otherwise. (Aizawa refuses to think about how often his precious Problem Child gets hurt, even when the man himself is watching on, even when he should be able to help, to keep his boy safe, and how he fails again and again and aga- But it does no good think like that, he knows, so instead he forces himself to concentrate on the here and now, on what he can do to keep his kid grounded.)
Luckily, the actual stitching doesn't take long, and by the time it's done, all of the class are gathering round again, a few sporting some plasters and bandages, but none looking majorly battered. Looking over them all, a hand still carefully resting upon his kid's shoulder, the hero doesn't even think before he finds himself nodding to them all, a single sharp thing. The approval, blatant to the hellions that know his subtle language so well, has so many of them beaming, others returning his nod or nudging each other quietly, flushes and smiles and bright eyes all round.
"You were some of the main group involved in the incident, weren't you?" The voice has them all startling a little, and there are several of the security guards congregating near their group, a few scowling but none of them overly aggressive or threatening. So whilst the class are tense, sceptical, none of them go on the offensive, and Aizawa seizes the chance to take over.
"This will not be an interrogation, correct?" His tone brooks no arguments, because he knows his rights and even more than that, he knows his kid's rights, and he absolutely will not stand for them being interrogated, or even necessarily giving formal statements, without at the very least his presence and permission, if not their own parents'. But perhaps that level of caution won't be needed, because the leading guard raises a hand placatingly,
"No, Sir. Informal statements to ascertain a basis of events. Any formal investigation would be accompanied by the appropriate paperwork and permissions, of course." Eraserhead scowls for a long second more, assessing them all, trying to ensure that every single one of the guards is genuine because he's already let his boy get hurt once today, and he categorically refuses to allow it to happen again, not to any of the kids.
"You can do it here then," he offers, something of a challenge to it, and after a second, the security guard nods,
"Tsukishima, Takage and Matsui, with me. Everyone else, go and be productive." It's a demand, undeniably so, and the rest of the small cluster of men and women disperses, leaving only four of them with the class. And they all bow then, slightly out of sync with each other.
"I'm Okada Eito, head security guard. These are my colleagues, Takage, Tsukishima and Matsui, and we would like to take your unofficial statements so that we could begin our preliminary investigation, should those of you present for the fight be willing?" He has lost some of the formal edge to his tone, and seeing their teacher apparently willing to go along with the man, everyone nods. Izuku's exam strategy group shuffle to the front of the pack, and the individual guards separate off to begin collecting their retellings, notebooks in hands and voice recorders alongside. Aizawa watches on with eagle eyes, suspicion remaining, but he trusts his hellspawn to look after each other, particularly when they're all still within his sightline, so he allows himself to channel the majority of his attention to Okada.
"Good day. I believe you're one Hemlock, the Kidilante hero?" The hero name is spoken in an undertone, the guard having apparently read the appropriate student files to know that there is some level of discretion to be required for this student, and it has Aizawa relaxing a tiny bit more, the loss of tension reflected in how Izuku actually responds with a quiet but verbal affirmative.
"Excellent. You reported to Noguchi-san that you believed Utsushimi Camie to be the villain's imitation of choice, at least for the preliminary infiltration?" The greenette hesitates, one hand shifting the play with the handle of one of his sheathed knives, yet he draws a deep breath despite the blatant anxiety, steadying himself,
"Y-yeh. She had this aura. And her eyes looked a bit like Toga's, even if they weren't gold." Izuku settles and steadies a bit with each word, tone going flat and blank despite how every syllable still catches slightly upon the leaden weight of his tongue. But Okada only nods easily in reply, gaze flickering to Aizawa,
"Understood. Was there anything else you wished to add to that part of events?"
Izuku pauses again, licks his lips instead of biting them, and lists slightly where he's sitting, fingers tightening on the hilt of his knife, very much glad for his Dad beside him and his friends within sight,
"Is the real Camie alright?" Something in Okada's stern face softens minutely,
"I'm afraid that is part of the ongoing investigation, however I can confirm that she does not require hospitalisation." That, apparently, is enough for the greenette, as his shoulders slump and he nods.
"Now then," the guard goes on, apparently satisfied that Izuku is able to continue for the time being,
"Please give me your recollection of the sequence of events during the first round of the exam, beginning either where you feel pertinent or from the beginning of your known encounter with the villain." The teen in question fingerspells rapidly to himself for a few seconds, hunching over a little in clear thought, before straightening fully again and starting to speak, voice steady for all that there's a haze veiling over his eyes,
"I was fighting the spider-Quirked boy and had just knocked him out when another ball was thrown at me. I assumed it was another student at first, and turned to engage them in a fight, but they looked like me. I knew- I knew it might not be Toga, that it could have been someone with a mirroring or illusion Quirk, or even just another transformation-based Quirk, but then she started to talk and- and she called me I- Izu-chan like she does and her aura was there again. It tastes like blood, you know? Dried and heavy, thick at the back of my throat. I fucking- fucking hate it. So then we started to fight properly. I- she- do you want a blow-by-blow account, or more general?" Okada hesitates himself for a moment, yet ends up gesturing vaguely with a slight headshake,
"For now, more general will suffice, thank you, though add whatever details you wish."
"R-right," Izuku acknowledges, that haze thickening,
"Well, uhm, we were fighting and because she was using my body I started to exploit my own weaknesses against her, and continually targeted her left hand wrist to hamper her knife skills, and it was kind of a blur? She cut me twice, but I don't think she had the chance to ingest or harvest any blood to power her Quirk more in the future, although I- I don't know how much she could've collected w-w-when they had me, so m-maybe that doesn't matter? Anyway, uhm, we were fighting, I think I broke or fractured her wrist on top of the dislocated shoulder, and then I got her across the jaw - she lost a tooth to it, I think, w-which should be traced just in case - and then before I could detain her a portal took her away."
Everything about Izuku seems to be wavering, lost in a mind-haze of refusing to dissociate but also exhausted with fighting it off, grounding himself with a knife in hand, not to mention the presence of his Dad and friends.
"A portal?" Aizawa takes his chance to speak now, giving Izuku a break because he hates how the kid is nigh-on shuddering in place, inside-out discomfort,
"They have a warpgate user, Kurogiri. The Musutafu police or Nedzu of UA will have files on him if you need. And Toga herself."
"Thank you, all of that information is very much appreciated. Are there any further additions you would like to make?" Izuku, blatantly exhausted, shakes his head, and closes his eyes, leaning sideways against his Dad, shoulder to thigh with how the man is still standing beside his cot.
"Very well then. Eraserhead, sir, if yourself or any of your students wish to contact us further, this is our security detail's card, with myself and Noguchi-san's numbers and emails; speaking over the phone or in person could both be arranged if deemed necessary. Are there any further questions for now?" Izuku doesn't even blink, and Aizawa genuinely thinks it over for a few moments, but ends up shaking his head, offering a quiet thank you and turning to crouch down beside Izuku, hands coming up to support his son from where he had previously been listing into the hero's side. He barely even registers Okada walking away, nor several of the hellions gathering closer, bunching up at the foot of the cot with quiet murmurs and heavy glances. No, the teacher is far too busy focusing on his boy, struggling to remind himself of how they're in a busy public place so he can't dare to kiss the kid's forehead, or to hug him close. Instead, taking what gratitude he can for the fact that Izuku is only on the verge of dissociation rather than being completely gone or having a panic attack, the man moves one hand from Izuku's biceps, keeping him partially supported but also allowing the man to press a warm palm over his kid's heart, feeling the rabbit-frantic pace of it, and he presses his fingertips along the length of Izuku's collarbone, hoping for that much alone to be enough to pull his son back from his own head.
It's not enough, but Aizawa can't even be frustrated with him, and in lieu of it he starts rapping his fingers in a steady pattern along his kid's collarbone, mimicking his own breathing rhythm, and is more than a little glad when Izuku reaches up to latch a scarred hand around his Dad's wrist, every breath a little smoother than the last, something in his eyes brightening.
"You with me, kid? You don't have to be, but it'd be good if you were." He keeps his tone light and noncommittal for all that it's quiet, allowing Izuku to give a positive or negative reply, or even none at all. No pressure.
"Mm-" The hum cuts off into a juddering breath, yet he leans further into the hand upon his chest. Aizawa ignores how the further weight flexes his wrist backwards uncomfortably, simply continuing his tapping, knowing that it helps. And, Kami, after today in particular, he wants nothing more than to help his son.
"That's good kiddo, keep it up. You want anything? What about swapping capture weapons?" That might seem like an odd offer to a bystander, but Aizawa knows that his is softer, more worn, and that whilst both of them smell a bit like cats and coffee, his own will also smell like him, which always seems to make a difference.
He gets a nod in reward, and the man nearly smiles, burying his hand into his own capture weapon rather than supporting Izuku by the arm, and sending the fabric-alloy to loop around his kid's shoulders, loose above Izuku's own capture weapon. He doesn't miss how the green eyes, still dull, flutter shut for several breaths, and upon opening again, there's a vivacity to them, something like starlight, and Aizawa truly can't help or hide his own smile at that, even as he reaches forward to curl away the kid's own capture weapon, winding it across his shoulders so that they've actually swapped.
"Good job, Izuku. You gonna look after that for me?"
"Yeh." His tone is far more subdued than Aizawa ever likes to hear, but he knows how to be grateful for the fact that Izuku is talking, so he ruffles the kid's hair anyway, aching to hold him close even as he doesn't dare to. Not here. There's too many people here, too many cameras and blatant security holes, given that Toga managed to fucking get in.
Before he can do anything else though, or before he can beckon Hitoshi and Shouto the few paces closer to give his son the comfort he can't, the speakers around the stadium crackle into life, Mera's deadened voice creaking through.
["We will soon be announcing names of those who passed the first round of examinations. Before anyone panics-"] His words disappear for a moment, lost to a yawn,
["This isn't necessarily limited to those who had explicitly passed already. If we could tell that an individual was about to pass prior to the exam being stopped, then they too will be allowed to go on. Should anyone on that passing list have good reason not to compete in the second round of exam today, such as injuries or a decision from their teachers, then they'll be offered a place in a remedial course over the next month or something. This will skew the next round's numbers somewhat, but it'll probably be fine, I guess."]
"Do you-" Izuku's possible words are lost to 1-A's whoops and confused exclamations, immediately starting to ramble to each other about what might count as "about to pass" and if they think they met that criteria. Aizawa, trying to remind himself of the statuses of his various kids pre-Toga. Off of the top of his head, Izuku's group had just detained enough people to each pass, should they manage to keep their opponents which, given Todoroki's dome and their blatant prowess, wasn't really a question. Tsuyu's group had passed only a few minutes before, and Bakugou's was most of the way there, if slightly less certain.
"Hellspawn!" His tone isn't harsh, simply demanding, and all of the kids turn to him at once, quieting down almost instantly.
"From what I saw, and assuming they're at least somewhat logical, you should all be moving on to the next round, hellions. Unless they have incredibly valid criteria, I can and will create problems should they try to deny that fact for any reason, understood?"
There's a pause then, a few too many pairs of wide eyes and small frowns, before the light returns to them all, found in nods and grins and faint flushes, raised fists and grateful cries. Aizawa adopts a Cheshire grin of his own, toothy and feral with the promise of his kids' successes, and it only widens upon seeing that Izuku has a small one of his own.
His students are little hellions, sure, but they're also bright, capable heroes, of that Aizawa knows for sure.
For now though, he shares a fearsome, bloody-minded grin with his kids, and he revels in knowing that they will be fine. None of them are too injured, and they've done well. If nothing else, he's proud of how quickly and carefully they banded together to protect each other, and Izuku in particular; they exercised good judgement, deferred to him whilst still thinking for themselves, not to mention fighting, strategising and cooperating well during the exam itself. He's not going to tell them any of that, or if he does it's certainly not going to be here, surrounded by the bustle of other people. Judging by their reactions to his Cheshire grin though, they get the gist. Hellions, the lot of them.
Notes:
I feel like I wanted to do more with this, but I've been fairly busy, so I decided to just really tackle the second round next chapter! ^^; Hopefully you all enjoyed anyway - and poor Dadzawa, feeling so bad over Izuku getting attacked, even if he does get to be proud over his kids overall :D
Lots of hugs to you all, and I hope you're looking yourselves as best as possible!! Ota - xxx
Noguchi - chief of security lady
Okudo - head security guard
Tokage, Tsukishima, Matsui - security guards
Chapter 92: LXXXVIII - Pride And Prejudice
Summary:
The Provisional Licensing Exam continues!! And concludes ;)
(Have I edited this yet? No, no I have not, but I wanted to post and I've got some housework to do so here you go~
Ha, edited it now!! ...Time to catch up on comments and start my solstice exchange fic...)
Notes:
Just in case anyone finds that certain elements don't line up with canon in this version - don't worry, it's deliberate, and none of it is the focus so should all make sense!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"From what I saw, and assuming they're at least somewhat logical, you should all be moving on to the next round, hellions. Unless they have incredibly valid criteria, I can and will create problems should they try to deny that fact for any reason, understood?"
His students are little hellions, sure, but they're also bright, capable heroes, of that Aizawa knows for certain.
For now though, he shares a fearsome, bloody-minded grin with his kids, and he revels in knowing that they will be fine. None of them are too injured, and they've done well. If nothing else, he's proud of how quickly and carefully they banded together to protect each other, and Izuku in particular; they exercised good judgement, deferred to him whilst still thinking for themselves, not to mention fighting, strategising and cooperating well during the exam itself. He's not going to tell them any of that, or if he does it's certainly not going to be here, surrounded by the bustle of other people. Judging by their reactions to his Cheshire grin though, they get the gist. Hellions, the lot of them.
Before anyone can begin to theorise further, Mera's voice rings out again, directing them all to look at the screens around the stadiums. Everyone falls silent within a breath, shuffling slightly closer together as they turn to peer up at the nearest display, each one with a list of the same one hundred names.
And Aizawa can barely bring himself to look. He knows his class did well, despite circumstances. But a part of him, a too-large part honestly, wants to just wrap up his son in his sleeping bag and their capture weapons, hold him close, and never let him go again. But that isn't possible. Not only would it hamper his kid's progress, particularly in comparison to the other students, but Aizawa knows that Izuku can handle it, and that it would hurt him, probably even knock his confidence, if his Dad were to stop him from achieving his goal. Izuku has fought incredibly hard to get here. And Aizawa- fuck, he can't disservice that more-than-effort by pulling his kid out of the exam now.
So he dares to look for Izuku's name upon the list, and is unsurprised to find it. Izuku's group for the first round had captured enough people to all pass, and that together with how successfully he had fought off a known and highly-ranked villain who had been involved in his kidnapping... Well, even if the higher-ups in the Commission who knew of the Hemlock blackmailing had seen fit to try and interfere, the judges would not have been able to deny the kid's prowess and aptitude.
Damn, Aizawa is proud of his Kidilante, stress and trauma and villains regardless.
He's proud of the rest of his class too, actually, because all of them are up on that board, all twenty of his hellspawn, and it suddenly seems to sink in for them too, because then there's a burst of noise and hugs and shoving, careful of any of each others' injuries but overall just exuberant and overjoyed. Proud of themselves. With every one that bounces up to the two Aizawas, full of relief and sheer joy, the hero simply rolls his eyes. But they lean into the hair ruffles he offers them despite his gruff expression, because they know him far too well. Of course, there's an underlying frisson of tension to them all: they've still got to pass the second half of the test and, not only that, but they're in a room where almost literally ninety percent of the people have failed the first half already. It makes for a sombre undertone.
That isn't entirely fair to them though, because they've achieved so much already, and he wants them to know that, so maybe he grins at them all, crooked and toothy and proud, even as he registers that Mera's voice is filtering through the speakers again; he waits for the announcement to be done before quickly changing his tack, keeping a hand upon his son's shoulder, not quite letting himself tuck the kid into his side like he would prefer,
"I'm going to have to go, kids. Do any of you need anything?" Aizawa can't help the soft lilt to his words. He doesn't let his hesitancy creep in though, just in case it makes the kids worried when they wouldn't have been otherwise, and perhaps that helps the overall positive attitude he gets from the kids, Bakugou even grumbling that he should just 'fuck off already, hobo-sensei'. It earns him a half-hearted glare from Izuku, and it has Aizawa snorting quietly. Trust Bakugou to be grumpy enough to actually bring the mood up a little bit.
But then the hero actually does begin to shift, hands slipping in their firm place atop Izuku's shoulders - not moving away entirely, but loosening - and it has the man's chest aching, twisting elastic-tight, taut. But he's more worried about his son than himself. Particularly because the kid is the one to pull away entirely, turning slightly so that they're standing directly opposite each other, dark eyes against green, both soft. And there's a fragility to how Izuku shudders then, gossamer chills and marrow-deep dread, but he draws in one, two, three deep breaths, and nods. His hand - scarred but not trembling, not quite - darts forward and fiercely grasps at his Dad's, squeezing familiar calluses and scars and knuckles between his own. He doesn't- Right now, in this second, he doesn't need his Dad, but dammit Izuku wants him.
But he also wants to earn his Provisional Licence. He wants to prove to anyone that doesn't believe a Quirkless person can be a hero that he can, that he will go above and beyond in true Plus Ultra fashion, and if he has to be strong for himself and for his Dad and for his kids, then so be it. Whatever it takes.
That whatever means pulling away from his Dad right now - his Dad that he knows will always be there, that he can always return to without judgement or pain or stress - so that's what Izuku does. He squeezes his hero's hand once more, and then he steps away, into the ready cluster of his closest friends, and he lets a Cheshire smile slide into fearsome place with that thought.
"Swap back?" His Dad pauses, assessing him with all of the protectiveness of a father yet without an inch of disbelief or pity, and then he nods,
"Sure." With that, they both lift their capture weapons over their heads, bundling them up as though they weren't semi-writhing within their grips, and they exchange support gear without losing their Cheshire grins. Around them, the class are quiet, but there's something silently pleased to them. They trust their Aizawas after all.
"Kick arse, hellspawn." With that announcement, the hero turns on his heel and ambles away, accosted by Ms. Joke again several metres later, and the class stay close together, a few snickering over his choice of phrase, but generally all trying to acquaint themselves with each others' injuries or strains. Nobody has anything overly bad, just some twists and scrapes and cuts, along with the nigh-on obligatory bruises of any training exam or practice fight, so they settle down a bit. Mera had given them ten minutes until the next round is to start, and all they have to do is stay in the arena whilst the other non-passing examinees, along with any staff and teachers, are cleared out. With this, they watch on as people are carried and led away, quietly exchanging information on any of the other passing students that they know anything about. Then Jirou straightens a little,
"Hey, Izuku, what were you predictions for the second round again? It was mostly rescue work, right?" Everyone crowds in closer then, ready to listen,
"A lot of it was, yeh. But they'd also commissioned Gang Orca's assisstance for the afternoon and, as he clearly isn't part of the security detail or judging, and there were no third parties in the first half, that suggests that he'll slot into here somehow. Admittedly, he could be an ally, directing us all or something, but that would make it harder for them to judge us on leadership, co-ordination and level headedness, so it seems more likely that he'll be introduced as an opponent. Furthermore, there are invoices for hiring a second organisation, and Practice Grunts sounds quite different from the Help Us Company - their names are rather on the nose, from my research. All of this, put together, has an eighty three percent chance of Gang Orca leading an offensive force against us whilst we're trying to get through the rescue portion. We'll want to spread word of a possible further villain attack once the exam starts - preferably within earshot of the Help Us Company workers, honestly - because then we should get points for sharing relevant information that has the chance to help preserve lives, converse to being selfish with our knowledge and therefore endangering people unnecessarily."
There's a few moments of silence as everyone processes the blur of information. Used to Izuku's rambles, Hitoshi and Shouto are the first to nod, almost immediately followed by Momo and Bakugou, and then they're falling into strategies. Gang Orca is known for his mutation, so they begin to prioritise who would be best off focusing on rescue versus damage control versus offense itself, and quickly slot themselves into categories and trios or slightly larger groups that can be split down to make sure that they all stay safe whilst also acting effectively. It's a delicate balance, sure, but they can manage it. They just have to approach the entire event like another training session.
By the time they've gotten to this point though, starting to slide back out of their main huddle as their plans and groups solidify, the final minute announcement rings around them, for the quick pre-exam explanation, and they realise that there are only eighty other people in the arena now. In fact, the small metal room that they'd originally been in is clearly preparing to swing its walls and ceiling back up, judging by the rumbling floor along with the veritable collection of warning lights and buzzers. As they are flipped back up into place, supported by hydraulics, the students are all closed in from the rest of the stadium, and a projection of Mera appears on the wall.
"Hello again students. Thank you for your-" he breaks off into a yawn, and Izuku sympathises far too much with that single action,
"-your patience with the whole infiltration thing. Well done on getting to this half, I guess." Mera straightens up a tiny bit, shadowed eyes seeming to glint beneath his fringe,
"Your fight isn't over yet though. We've got to put you through your paces, so you're going to be opened back up into the stadium, with one objective. Rescue and protect the members of the Help Us Company that have been affected by some disastrous event. Have fun I guess, and be quick so I can sleep."
There's an instant burst of chatter through the room, and Izuku nudges Momo in silent request. A megaphone is pressed into his hand in return. And so, the moment that the walls start dropping once more, revealing a ruined cityscape, Izuku starts to shout:
"Everyone! We need to set up an easily-defensible rescue station - just north of here looks like stable ground and the high cliffs to either side are shored up and therefore have minimal risk of falling; it's also close to the main city. Start setting up a base there. Remember to stick into small groups, co-operate with each other, and don't forget that a further disaster or villains could attack throughout the exercise!" He chooses every word carefully, for all that he's speaking quickly to try and make as much use of their no-doubt limited attention as possible. Luckily though, most of the other eighty people, including some of those they had met earlier, seem to be listening, and then that Shindo bastard nods to himself, raising his voice over the quiet left in Izuku's wake,
"Hemlock's right!" Fuck it, Izuku could strangle the bitch for so blatantly calling him Hemlock in front of everyone, but by the same token Shindo was supporting his point, and having someone not from UA agree seems to be the tipping point, because affirmatives are called out and people start to run to complete self-assigned tasks, talking rapid-fire amongst themselves.
The first five minutes are a blur, honestly. Izuku stays with Momo, Hitoshi, Shouto and Jirou as they head out to start rescuing people. They'll easily be able to split down into two groups, one for rescue and one for fighting, should Gang Orca or any other grunts attack, and for now they work well together. Jirou uses her Quirk to identify people and their locations, as well as any further movements of buildings; Momo and Shouto support and stabilise structures; and finally Hitoshi and Izuku pull them out, sometimes working directly together to support injuries, or other times splitting off if there are several lower-risk people involved. Hitoshi is a little awkward at first, admittedly, but he slips into a calm, controlled aura quickly enough, and Izuku is quietly proud of him, even as he keeps up his own grin and bright eyes, accompanied by soft words and careful hands. He's had a fair bit of experience calming down victims of real crimes, or from guiding random civilians away from danger, and that skill lends itself well to this exercise.
The people that they rescue get "guarded" by the pair whilst Jirou, Shouto and Momo go to the next location, with preliminary first aid and comforting, until the runners of the examinees arrive to fetch the civilians. It's an efficient system, with people good for transportation like Iida or Inasa ferrying those unable to walk between the rescue sites and their medical base, because it saves the examinees who are actually digging people out from having to waste time getting said civilians into more secure and helpful territory.
It's going well, quite frankly. For all of the examinees as well, not just 1-A. After the mess of those first few minutes, everyone seems to settle into their roles with minimal fuss and only a few spats or miscommunications. So, when somewhere around the ten minute mark gets hit, it's no surprise that things start to go wrong.
These things begin with one of the newly-erected walls of this part of the arena that they'd been herded into - the cityscape - crashing open under the massive force of a sonic scream. The wall explodes in a mass of dust and debris, and Izuku is very glad that he suggested the medical base location that he did because if they'd set up from their starting area it would've probably just been hit, if only on the outskirts of it. And Izuku, even whilst thinking that, is already pulling out his gifted megaphone once more, even whilst forcing himself to ignore just how an exploding wall has fear lightning-striking down his spine because it really reminds him far too much of being in All For One's grip at Kamino, from before he knew that he would be safe soon-
"Combat teams, split off!" He roars the words with the same ferocity that he had snarled at a supervillain with, because he refuses to let himself do anything less, and then he's running, Hitoshi and Shouto at his sides. They've got villains to fight.
Gang Orca stands tall in the dust, suit pale-tinged with it, and around him swarm several dozen grunts, in dark costumes with grey and white detailing, plus some sort of thick-barrelled guns strapped onto their arms.
"Watch out for some sort of adhesive, high-pressure water or fire from those weapons! Implosion should take them out!" The cries of acknowledgement he gets aren't just from his friends, and that reassures Izuku a little, even as he glances briefly to each of his boyfriends. Hitoshi is tightening his fists, making sure his tekki - his knuckle dusters, painted a matte charcoal - are in steady place, and his hachiwari blade, heavy and blunt, is slung over his back. Shouto is to Izuku's left, the chill of his stirring Quirk pleasant even through the greenette's hoodie. Having to fight and rescue simultaneously is a tall order for Provisional Licences, but it makes horrible sense. The Commission want, need, lots of new heroes more than ever, but by the same token, they can't have incompetent children ruining the minimal stability that they've scraped back together after the several major upheavals over the last six months or so. And, well, Izuku has caused a lot of that upheaval, albeit only necessary things. So he can't really complain.
What he can complain about though, is when Inasa swoops in above and ahead of nearly everyone else, spirals of fierce winds both supporting him and lashing down, and it has the ammo of all of the villains shifting, but the sludgy, viscous liquid is too heavy and too fast to truly be moved off-path by the winds, and no less than five shots are tearing towards the Shiketsu student.
A high spire of ice fractures and shatters as the shots are intercepted by it, Inasa given the time to dodge the final two that had been slightly later than those that had broken Todoroki's impromptu defence.
"I did not ask for your help, son of Endeavour!"
"And he didn't ask for your bitch arse-ness, but here we are!" Izuku shoots back, even as he throws a knife to jam one of the guns still aimed at Inasa.
"So!" he goes on, darting ahead of his partners so as to flip straight over one of the grunts, elbowing them in the back of the head whilst his steel-toed boots collide with another's elbow, cracking something there,
"I'd suggest you get your head in the game! Entropy, Gale Force, you should be able to work together successfully against Gang Orca!" Never let it be said that Hemlock doesn't understand his own strengths. He has specifically trained himself to fight well against large mutant-type Quirks, because he needs to be able to support his Dad, but he also knows the strengths of his companions, and the weaknesses of his enemies. To target someone with a Quirk that gives him a lot of muscle and blubber will mean that Izuku has to go with stronger, deeper blows - not the sort of things he wants to rely on for an exam - and so whilst in a true fight he might be a fair match-up against Gang Orca, he isn't the ideal solution here. Not when he's experienced in crowd fighting.
Capture weapon writhing from one hand, a knife flashing in the other, Hemlock carves pathways through the grunts. Splatters of cement do catch on him, but he never takes a full-on hit, and he doesn't miss that there are explosions and shouts and ground-judderings from all around him, other examinees also fighting. He keeps an eye out, making sure that nobody within his sight or reach is about to get hurt, and he does pull Kirishima out of the way of one triple-way cement attack, and flips over to kick Shindo up and away from another blast of cement that the taller boy had been too preoccupied to deal with.
But as the battle against the grunts begins to slow down, Hemlock allows more of his attention to fall towards how Shouto- Entropy and Gale Force are fighting against Gang Orca, and is pleasantly surprised to find that it still seems to be more or less on track. Well, the two are glaring at each other, but they're working in tandem to create a tornado of sorts, one of flames and heat and wind, that rises hot and fearsome around the barely-visible silhouette of Gang Orca himself, his hulking figure shifting in both the odd shadows of moving fire and, surely, from his own attempts to get out of the blaze. And it's in that moment that Izuku hears the roar of the pseudo-villain's voice, overwhelming even the rasping of loud flames,
"Ah, you think you have me trapped, heroes? Try again!" Then he crushes something over his head, and almost seems to swell with it, head tipping back and mouth opening, teeth distinguishable even from within the rush of flames.
Then a sonic roar has the tornado bulging and wavering and, after a moment where everything seems to pause, hanging in snap-shot balance, the fire collapses.
It peters out within two breaths, wisping and wavering through the air, no shape or cohesion nor even momentum behind it any more, and then the fire is gone and the heat is following. Shouto is panting slightly, frost coating his face and limbs and chest to try and balance out the flames he's been producing, but the balance blatantly isn't working quite right, and that realisation has Izuku moving before he can even think about it.
"Gale, boost me up!" His cry, as he leaps up into the air, is the perfect timing for Inasa to suddenly register Hemlock joining the fight, and a burst of wind circles tightly behind and beneath the greenette, supporting and pushing him so that he bursts forward from behind Gang Orca, right when the villain is distracted by Shindo darting forwards to send a short spurt of vibrations through the ground. So, even as the man both dodges and uses a sonic wave to try and nullify the taller examinee's attack, Izuku is leaping at his head from behind.
Rather than hitting the back of Gang Orca's head, where there will be thick bone and blubber, not to mention sturdy hide that will cushion any blows, Hemlock flips at the apex of his arc, crashing his heel down directly abovethe opponent's eye. He isn't sure if a killer whale rostrum is half as sensitive as a shark's snout, and he doesn't really want to risk making his attack ineffective, and almost every single animal's eyes are a weak point, so he puts the full force of his momentum and Gale Force's wind into the blow, and it earns him an absolute shriek.
Before he can press his advantage, or anybody else can attack, Izuku busy tumbling deliberately to the side and catching himself with a handstand, a massive alarm blares through the entire stadium, startling everyone. Admittedly, Izuku's sweeping kick that he was halfway through still smashes into the back of Gang Orca's knee and the pseudo-villain stumbles further, clearly in some level of pain for all that he can definitely handle it, catching himself almost as quickly. At this point though, everyone is stopping, coming to a standstill, a little bit confused for a few seconds, ready for another actual villain attack, before Mera's voice crackles through the cityscape, tone no different to before,
"The second and final round has now ended. Please proceed to the main discussion area once more."
Oh, huh. The exam's over already.
Notes:
I feel like that part where Izuku was thinking about proving himself, of doing it for himself and his dad and his kids, was very... intrinsic? Culminative? It just seems to encapsulate Izuku's motives to me, and how they've both stayed and grown, you know? He wants to be Kidilante, but he also wants to be more and different and himself. It just feels like a line that somehow made up so much of this entire fic in one little piece, I guess, and I couldn't help but wanna ramble about it ^^;
Anyways, I wanted to have a bit more fun with this, but Izu's tired and so am I, but I think the differences to canon were still clear enough, so hopefully you guys enjoyed!!! Hugs - Ota - xxx
Chapter 93: LXXXIX - Overflow
Summary:
The results of the Provisional Licensing Exams!!
(This ended up not including a bunch of stuff I'd originally intended for it to have, which made writing it a bit whack, and I haven't fully edited it but I like it and I hope you guys do too!)
Notes:
Sorry this is a day late guys, I've been writing a lot of OSs for events ^^; Enjoy!!
PS, and very minor warning for something akin to unsafe binding? It has exactly nothing to do with dysphoria, but having restrictive fabric wound around a chest is referenced several times and i wasn't sure if it was a bother for anyone so thought I'd mention it here first!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Before he can press his advantage, or anybody else can attack, Izuku busy tumbling deliberately to the side and catching himself with a handstand, a massive alarm blares through the entire stadium, startling everyone. Admittedly, Izuku's sweeping kick that he was halfway through still smashes into the back of Gang Orca's knee and the pseudo-villain stumbles further, clearly in some level of pain for all that he can definitely handle it, catching himself almost as quickly. At this point though, everyone is stopping, coming to a standstill, a little bit confused for a few seconds, ready for another actual villain attack, before Mera's voice crackles through the cityscape, tone no different to before,
"The second and final round has now ended. Please proceed to the main discussion area once more."
Oh, huh. The exam's over already.
The class immediately begin to bunch together again, and Izuku can't help but flush when Gang Orca nods to him, something approving to the movement, even as he gets swept up by his boyfriends, held tight between them and there's laughter in one ear, quiet yet rapid breathing in the other, and Izuku just about manages to wriggle his arms so that he can hold them in return, squeezing at their waists. And before he can say anything, do anything, there are more bodies, more warmth and arms and voices, all centring in and around the three of them, until what surely must be the whole class are glomping each other, several of them stumbling with the weight of each other but they're laughing and joyous and victorious. And yes, some of them might not have passed, but they got this far despite everything, and for their class that means more than anything else.
The rest of the examinees are irrelevant for the time being, and Izuku revels in knowing that his friends are happy. Because they've all trained for long, fought so bloody hard, and they've struggled more than most to get to this point alive and together, let alone into a position where they all have a chance of passing, and that thought alone is astounding. They've done it. They really, really have.
"If everyone could please make their way to their school's changing rooms and then meet your teachers in the stands." Mera's voice, sounding a tiny bit less dead now, interrupts their hugging session, and the class begin to pull away from each other, all still beaming. Even their more stoic or grumpy members are visibly bright. And it's with this, with sunlight bubbling through them all, that the class help Izuku pick up all of his knives before beginning to wander through the cityscape, headed with the rest of the examinees towards the wall that is now lit up with bright red lights, the blatantly-signed exit, and most people are chatting, whether it's to lament their performance or praise it, theorising on their points or on what they might first do with their Provisional Licenses, but for once it's Izuku's class that is quiet. Well, perhaps not quiet, because there are a few soft conversations, but the majority of it is centred around any small injuries, if anyone needs any support walking and such. But apparently they don't, and the class make quick work of leaving, rushing through getting changed in their two changing rooms, and all waiting for each other in the corridor between the two doors, sprawling against each other, leaning heavily and looping arms and hands around each other.
Izuku, predictably, is one of the first out, but he lingers just long enough for Hitoshi and Shouto to be with him. He doesn't want to be alone right now.
But they're with him and their cases get dumped on the floors beside their feet, and Izuku ends up with Hitoshi's arm around his shoulders, then Shouto's around his waist, and their class begin to re-gather around them. The lingering joy is still enough to overwhelm the last parts of his panic and adrenaline, and their affection grounds him in the present, able to smile and snicker along with his friends as they chatter. It's pretty obvious that without their costumes on everyone feels a bit more relaxed, distanced from the stress of the exams and instead able to focus on the more fun sides of what they've just gone through. Kaminari and Sero detail one crotchety old man they'd helped, their words meeting each others and running over, a mess, but it's all fun and bright and warm, a rush of exuberant syllables that echo through Izuku's head, not exactly coherent to his half-attention, yet it's the perfect thing to listen to anyway.
It doesn't take long for everyone to be done changing though, and once they're back up to a headcount of twenty the class start to move off as one unit. Izuku isn't speaking right now, but he's fairly sure if he did the first words would be that he wants to be with his Dad, even though he has his partners' hands in his, and his friends - his family - bunched up around them. His capture weapon, dirty though it undoubtedly is, has been wrapped around his chest, beneath his school uniform, and it's perhaps a tiny bit tighter than his Dad would approve of but he can still breathe just about without obstruction, so the man can suck it up or deal with it once he realises, because Izuku has an internal peace to maintain. For now at least.
"Green Bean?"
"Mm?" The hum is a vague thing, idle. Izuku's just proud that it doesn't hitch or fracture.
"You alright?" He pauses, mentally, and tries to assess how to answer that because he is alright - on one level, he's still buzzing, victory-drunk and ready to cartwheel the rest of the way to the stands - but he is also very much not because on another level he is nervous, lip-itching and finger-twitching because what if the Help Us Company were biased against him, or if he'd simply done badly; and then, upon a third level, he's still breaking down over fighting Toga because there was something so perverse to fighting himself, to analysing his own physical weaknesses but line them up with the mind of an obsessive psychopath, and the memory of it scrapes in the back of his mind, metal shrieking against metal there, and he just- He just doesn't know.
But he doesn't have the words to express any of that right now, or really any words at all, so he shrugs instead, silently revelling in how it tugs at both of their hands, the brief extra pressure a welcome thing, and manages a half-smile for both of them.
"Izu..." Shouto trails off into nothing though, and manages a slightly strained smile of his own instead. Izuku doesn't miss the glance his boyfriends exchange, undoubtedly worried, so he squeezes their hands, trying to convey everything possible through the simple affection.
And, hey, it must work at least a little bit because both Hitoshi and Shouto lose some of their tension, their eyes brighter when they look down at him, and it makes Izuku's smile wider and truer in turn.
Either way, they've been keeping up with their place in the centre of the class, and the changing rooms must not be far from the stadium because now they're coming out into sunlight, the steps for the arena seating not far in front of them, and even from here Izuku can see the dark figure of his Dad, slumped but alert, judging by how his head immediately turns to their class, straightening a bit. Izuku watches on, trusting his partners to keep him walking unobstructed, as his Dad mutters something to Ms. Joke and begins to amble over to them. Some of the class start yelling and waving, only laughing when the hero tilts his head back, pinching the bridge of his nose in a very familiar gesture. Probably because they're attracting a lot of attention.
To be fair, they do all shut up when the man raises his hand, snickering under their breaths instead, and they all meet in the middle, a few rows up in the seating, and Aizawa looks over them all, undoubtedly checking for any injuries that he might have missed whilst watching them during the exam.
"Alright, hellspawn?" There are nods and shouts and grumbles, and before they know it Izuku and his boyfriends are being nudged to the front of the class, where Izuku is in full sight of the hero. His Dad takes one look at him, and then those dark eyes are narrowing, the scowl settling further in, and Izuku knows exactly why. But the capture weapon wound slightly too tight around his chest is half of what's keeping him together right now, and he would like to stay together until they're all in a safe place again. A private one. And his Dad assuredly picks up on every single nuance of this, judging by how he simply nods once, sharp, and taps his wrist. As soon as they're safe, then. Izuku- Izuku can deal with that. He has to. He can't really wait for the three hours plus until they're back at the dorms, however it'll hopefully only be half an hour or less until they're in the bus with its one-way windows and he can begin to break.
Now though, they're all settling into seats, and Izuku somehow ends up in Hitoshi's lap, his hero to one side and Shouto to the other. Behind and below and further to the sides are the rest of the class, and they can see the arena below, all of the smoke and rumbling and general chaos gone now. It's a rather sad sight, actually, just empty landscapes, fallen buildings and toppled trees, unnaturally quiet, but the stands are still full of noise, other examinees and the rest of 1-A chattering, so the greenette sinks into the arms around his waist, the breathing against his back, and the background noise. There's warmth to his right from his Dad, and contrasting chill from Shouto on the left, and focusing on the contrast of it helps too.
All of it together is enough, just about, to keep him settled whilst they all wait for Mera to start his announcement. The screens flicker back to life, and the man's eyebags are shown off in their full glory to them all once more. Izuku pays no attention to the droning voice, trusting everyone else to remember anything important for him, and doesn't zone back into the words, or just coherency really, until the screen changes from Mera to a long list of names, points allotted beside them.
Then there's loud voices in his ears, Hitoshi's arms tightening around his waist, and Izuku registers the characters on the board: Midoriya Izuku - 95 points.
Oh. Shit. He passed, and passed with only five dropped points. Despite everything - Toga and his trauma and his Quirklessness - his actual ability has been recognised by people beyond his friends and family and colleagues, and he's going to be Provisionally Licensed. After four years of working as a vigilante, of dancing upon the lines of legality and morality, grey shadows draped and spinning around him in dizzying veils, after working himself to the bone and then the marrow beneath, he is finally fucking getting somewhere.
"Dad, I did it." The words are near-silent and utterly flabbergasted, lost beneath the clamour of the rest of the class, but Izuku can't process a single other word of it, because he's turning his head to stare, somehow completely shocked, down at the slumped figure of his hero. And the man sits up, eyes oh-so bright, dazzling with starlight and moon-craze, his grin absolutely feral, voice low but fervent,
"Hell yes you did. I'm proud of you, Kidilante." They don't hug, not here and now, but dammit Izuku's Dad, his hero and mentor and entire world, is proud of him, and it's probably no wonder that he starts crying on the spot. And through blurry eyes, he can just about make out that everyone else is smiling, and the only other tears look like happy ones, and Izuku's heart feels so full of warmth and light, and he just knows that Tsuka is going to parade him around the station, and that Nem is going to ply him with ice cream and new outfits, and Auntie Zashi will definitely cry on air about them all, and the kids are going to be so happy because he's not just their hero now and, and-
There are gentle hands - three warm, one cool - turning him around, and Izuku works with them, shifting legs and weight so that he can bury his wet face into Hitoshi's shoulder, Shouto leaning in close to sandwich him in, and Izuku can breathe again.
"We did it. Every single fuck one of us," Hitoshi breathes, the words a perfect rumble, and Izuku laughs, the sound bubbling as he leans into the barely-there kisses Shouto is feathering against his neck, and he manages to get one arm around Hitoshi's waist, pressed along the length of Shouto's arm as well, and his other hand clutching at the heterochromatic boy's thigh, even as he curls more into them both. There are head pats and kisses and hair ruffles from other people, all of the voices familiar and safe and lilting with joy, and Izuku barely even knows how to think right now.
Eventually though, they're all pulled from their emotional celebrations by Mera's voice once more, and Izuku's tears have dried by that point, so he nuzzles into Hitoshi's neck before drawing back some. It's easier to breathe without drawing air directly from Hitoshi's top, funnily enough. Weird that.
"Oi, hellions, pay attention." His Dad's grumble carries, washing over the entire class and they settle down, turning their attention to the boards once more, now split between the lists and Mera's face.
"-will be security members at each school's designated parking space, and they will have the relevant Provisional Licences. Please ensure that every students' card is accounted for whilst still on-site, else you will have to apply for a copy independently of today's exam, and your students cannot act as Provisionally Licensed heroes unless they have their card on them at the exact moment of the event. Further terms and conditions, limitations and permissions included, can be found on the Commission's website, and every school should possess digital copies that have to be passed on to each student. It is a legal requirement that you read them, according to the contracts you signed upon entering the examination grounds today." The man pauses, heaves a great sigh, before continuing,
"That should be all of the announcements, so congratulations or condolences or some such, and don't leave anything behind."
There's a few moments of silence through the stands, everybody caught off-guard with the abrupt ending, but then people begin to gather themselves and their things, piling towards the exit leading out onto the carparks. Despite being rather eager to get home to the dorms, the class tacitly decide to hang back a bit, not wanting to crowd with other people, and Izuku is happy enough to keep his perch on Hitoshi's lap, now with the wonderful addition of Shouto's cool in his own lap, palm-up so that the greenette can trace patterns and flex fingers and drum light beats against the underside of his knuckles. It's soothing and soft-sweet, grounding, because now that he's peaked Izuku is about ready to crash again. And it's not going to be pretty.
He's right about that, as it turns out. Shouto, jaw set and eyes warm, scoops Izuku up from Hitoshi's lap and cradles him close to his chest, bridal-style, and it has Izuku dredging a smile up from the mud-mire of his mind, drifting one hand until it latches onto his other partner's.
"Does your leg still hurt?" The blatant concern is sweet, but Izuku isn't exactly feeling very connected to his body right now, so there's only a vague reverberation through his shin and knee that could be pain but could just be relative awareness, so he shrugs and squeezes Hitoshi's hand tighter in lieu of actually answering.
Then he slips into watercolour-bleeding vision and hazy thoughts, gone.
It's not quite dissociation, not really, or at least he doesn't think so, because before he knows it the steady sway-thud-sway-thud repetition of his heterochromatic boyfriend comes to a stop and then Izuku's blinking to see mismatched eyes staring down at him, the sky over-saturated blue above, and it's pretty, and he kind of wants to lose himself into it, but he's got partners to smile at, and surely in a minute they'll be on the bus and then Izuku can curl up with his Dad, where he's safest, and he won't have to think anymore, or even really exist much, and it'll be so much better than this half-blur he's currently trying to process, except now the pretty sky's gone, and they're in shadows where it's darker and cooler and-
"Kiddo?" That's his Dad, and Izuku blinks at the voice, drawing back into himself, registering that the arms around him are still warm-cold-steady, and that his hand is lax within Hitoshi's grip. Ah. Right.
"M'lo." The scowl fades away into something soft, relief-lined and fond-edged, and there are callused fingertips brushing the babyhairs on Izuku's forehead back, gliding over freckles and a tiny scar.
"Want your boys, space, or up front with me?" Izuku hesitates then, because he kind of wants it all, but he ultimately knows he wants more than the other options, but also-
"We won't be offended, Green Bean, and you can always change your mind either way." Those words are the final push he needs, and Izuku bumps his forehead against Shouto's collarbone, squeezes Hitoshi's hand, and reaches out for his hero.
It must only take a few seconds, because suddenly Izuku is inhaling catscoffeeDadsafehome, and he sags into it without hesitation. There are big hands cradling him - one covering the jut of a shoulder blade, the other the side of his thigh, arm hooked under him to keep comfortably koala-latched to his hero's chest - and breaths rise-falling against him, and the hand on his shoulder shifts, slides, slipping beneath his shirt to loosen off his capture weapon from its tight place around his ribs, rubbing circles over his back for a few moments when Izuku's breathing hitches, catches, falters, until the teen digs his face even further into his Dad's capture weapon, forcing himself to heave in one, two, three deeper breaths.
Before he can sink into dark waters, the chest he's plastered against is rumbling with low words, familiar syllables stringing together into reassurances as pretty as fairy lights, and Izuku lets them guide him home once more, the warm breaths against his curls a perfect match to the brands of hands keeping him close to the body-hot chest, and he might as well be cocooned within his favourite blankets for how cosy he feels. It's blinking awake on a winter morning, knowing that the room is chilled-through, the window is frosted over, yet here, under his covers, still dream-drowsy, he's warm and safe and can languish in the contentment; it's the purr of a cat and the security of being held between his loved ones and the pure joy of revelling in summer sunlight. It's simple yet everything good Izuku can think of, and somehow he manages to think that he loves his Dad impossibly more for it.
It's like this, surrounded by the comfort of his hero, knowing that his class are all safe and happy, that the rest of his family is waiting for them back at UA, that Izuku begins to sway under the border of consciousness, and the words murmured against his now-undone braid are enough to keep his own thoughts at bay. He falls asleep within an eternity-blink.
By the time they're back at UA, Izuku is still asleep in his Dad's hold, face shoved in the man's neck and fingers, even in sleep, twisted fiercely in his jumpsuit. But the hero simply stands up, his son in his arms, and turns to them all, face perfectly blank.
"If you're going to celebrate, nap and eat something proper first." There are quiet whoops and victorious grins then, high fives and shoulder bumps, even as the man turns on his heel, Izuku's case hanging from the loose end of his capture weapon, leaving ahead of them all with a final warning,
"And don't forget anything on the bus else you won't get it back." Some squawks and giggles follow that, a few of the kids immediately rooting around for phones and fidget toys and the like, and Aizawa smiles down at his kid as he leaves, content. His hellspawn have all passed, and they're safe, and he couldn't be prouder of them all.
Notes:
Everyone passed!!! Were you expecting that, or did you think I'd still fail Bakugou and maybe Shouto? :eyes:
Oh, and if you missed it I wrote a very short Father's Day fic for Kidzu and his Dad!! (ToiletPaper)Father's Day
And having looked it up, Momo got 94 points in the canon second round, so I felt pretty validated in making Izuku's score so high!! Hope you all enjoyed~ Ota, xxx
Chapter 94: XC - Sweet Stuff
Summary:
Kidzu and Dadzawa have a chat, and some cuddles, and then the whole class spend some time together~
Notes:
Not gonna lie I only started this at midday today (Tuesday) because I was writing Fic Fight stuff all weekend/Monday (the 22k timeloop OS was worth it though-) so that's why it's not in-depth edited, but hopefully you guys enjoy it!!
Oh, and a fairly MINOR WARNING for reference to Toga being her special brand of creepy towards Izuku - after "psychotic bitch" is mentioned, in the brackets, kay? Please look after yourselves!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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This was made by the amazing Lev in my Discord and just look at him! The scars and the look in his eyes and the hair - it's all amazing!!!
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Izuku is still sleeping soundly, hot breaths seeping through the hero's capture weapon to tickle at his neck, when Shouta gets them both into his own bedroom at the dorms. Uncle and Cadaver are already asleep on Aizawa's bed, and Caitlin pads in behind him, so he doesn't hesitate to lean over and deposit his kid on top of his blankets, reluctantly working the twin grip on his jumpsuit loose, giving Izuku a pillow to cling to in the interim.
"I'm proud of you, kid, you know that?" he murmurs, barely even registering the words himself as he brushes the slightly matted curls back from Izuku's forehead, running his thumb over some of the freckles there. His son leans into the touch, even in his sleep, head tilting and a barely-there murmur settling into the warm air, and he can only smile, a small, soft thing, fond. He can't blame Izuku for breaking down a bit. Not when the day itself, with all of the new people and surroundings and pressure to pass, was stressful enough, let alone with Toga attacking on top of that. And he knows his kid, knows how he fights, and he would have been analysing Toga during their fight, and therefore analysing himself, and not in a constructive way; it can't have been very easy to do, or to deal with.
Maybe he should ask for Izuku's appointment with his therapist to be bumped up a few days if possible?
Well, he can wait until Izuku is awake again to ask. Aizawa's been making a point of ensuring that Izuku has as much say and choice in his medical needs as possible recently, both because of wanting to respect his independence and wanting to try reinforcing that Izuku is free now, that he has choice and time and space to do what's best for him. He isn't under the thumb of awful caretakers, nor is he being held captive. So the hero will wait until his kid's actually awake and aware to try and rearrange Izuku's therapy appointment.
With that in mind, he makes quick work of getting changed out of his jumpsuit, glad that Izuku had never put his blazer on after swapping out of his own hero uniform at the test centre, and scoops Cadaver up so that there's actually room to join his kid on the bed. His sleeping bag, unzipped and spread out so that it can act more as a duvet, gets laid over them both, the fat cat put down again atop the makeshift blanket, prompting Izuku to murmur in his sleep again, curling in tighter. The hero, watching this, softens further. If that also means that he shifts down in the bed, reaching out to curl an arm over his kid, thumb running delicately over a scar in breathing-pattern repetitions, then only the cats are there to judge him for it. And they're too busy purring.
Safe in the knowledge that he's set an alarm on his phone, one that will wake them up in an hour when he expect they'll be getting hungry and the hellspawn might start to get rowdy, Aizawa lets himself fall asleep to the sight and sound of his kid breathing, surrounded by bright yellow fabric and cats. They could do with the rest.
Of course, he curses himself for that alarm when it yanks him away from his rest fifty two minutes later. The noise, for all that it's a piece of random music rather than an actual siren-type alarm because there's no need to reinforce potential trauma on either of their parts, is more than aggravating, and the hero doesn't hesitate to roll halfway over and slam his hand at the bedside table until the racket stops. Or rather until he knocks it off the side and it falls into, presumably, a pile of clothing that successfully muffles the noise that it's only one-tenth of the aggravation as it had been previously.
"Thank Kami."
"S'dreaded time?" Aizawa definitely does not startle slightly at realising that Izuku is also awake, the kid blinking up at him with thick eyelashes and a bleary gaze, so very sleepy still that the man kind of wants to wrap him up in blankets and never let him leave his sight ever again. That, unfortunately, isn't an option, so in lieu of that he just settles a hand in his son's hair instead, chuckling when Izuku tilts back into the touch shamelessly. And laughs even more when the kid sags further into him at the rumbling of his original chuckle. His kid's such a cat, really.
"It is indeed dreaded time," he comments, because whilst this is honestly the best way to spend time possible, he also has an entire class to be watching over, and Izuku really needs to shower and possibly see Recovery Girl, depending on how bad his injuries actually are.
"Does it have to be?"
"Unfortunately," he snorts, scruffing his hand more roughly through Izuku's hair - still gentle, but firmer, wobbling his head from side to side until he pouts up at his Dad for it.
"Fine," the kid grumbles. If he pushes a little too hard against the hero's sternum upon getting up in mischievous recompense, then Aizawa only scowls half-hearted at him. Problem Child.
It doesn't take more than quarter of an hour for Izuku to clean himself up and for Aizawa to check on the hellspawn - most of them snacking or napping in the common room, those missing all apparently talking to parents - before the pair reconvene in their bathroom, first aid kid set out already.
"Did you get any extra injuries in the second round?" Aizawa asks, kneeling in front of his kid. Admittedly, Izuku's only wearing an oversized shirt and some boxers, but he's got a comfy - and stolen - pair of trackies waiting for him on the counter, and this way the cut on his shin is easy-access.
"Mm-mm."
"Good. This one start bleeding in the shower?" He asks, eyeing up how the cut doesn't look too happy. It's not inflamed, nor is it still bleeding, but that doesn't stop him worrying.
"Bit." The man cuts a glance up then, meeting his kid's eyes, but is satisfied at the steady honesty he finds there.
"And your hand?"
"Fine. Wasn't very bad in the first place." He hums at that, idly glad for the fact that it was Izuku's right hand that got slashed, not his left, and keeps on tending to the leg wound, smothering it in antiseptic cream before adding a relatively thin wad of padding and bandaging it up, fingers nimble and movements careful. Izuku stays relaxed and pliant, which helps.
"Not too tight?" He checks, securing the bandages. Izuku only shakes his head,
"S'all good. Than's."
"Always, kiddo."
And that's true, but Aizawa wishes it didn't need to be safe. That he hadn't failed badly enough in the first place that Izuku had to go up against a psychotic bitch obsessed with him, someone that doesn't respect his kid's boundaries, let alone tries to kill him. (He's listened to his son's nightmares, sat in on his therapy sessions whenever Izuku has asked him to, and he knows that she implied a lot more than his kid was comfortable with. He has boyfriends, and he doesn't even want to do more than kiss and cuddle with them. To have some villain creeping on him was something beyond awful.)
He's pulled from such thoughts, barely even aware of how he has started digging callused fingertips into his thighs, glaring at his bone-bleached knuckles, when a gentle hand bops his nose, startling him out of his unhappy thoughts.
"Dad, hey, Dad."
"Hn," he grunts, not quite willing to meet his son's eyes, let alone offer up the mess that was just going through his head.
"Sit here," Izuku demands, patting the side of the bathtub beside him. Frowning with a raised eyebrow, the man does as requested, only a little bit suspicious. But then his kid starts talking and he really should've known this would happen.
"You know none of this shit is your fault, right?" Trust his kid to go straight to the heart of what's eating at him; sometimes Aizawa almost forgets that how well they know each other goes both ways, honestly, until things like this happen.
"Sure, kid." The scepticism underlying it was meant to be more subtle, but judging by how narrowed his eyes are the kid picks up on every iota of it,
"You did not just lie to me, Eraserdad, you did-fucking-not."
"Bitch," he snarks. It doesn't do him any good though.
"Nope, we're not bantering now. Dad, it is literally in no conceivable way your fault that Second infiltrated that exam. Not even Nedzu-sensei predicted it."
Aizawa wants to tell him to fuck off, because he hates talking about shit like this, but that's hardly a good precedent to set, nor a good example. Izuku... Izuku needs to know that mistakes can be admitted, that emotions are allowed whether negative or positive, and that he can bring delicate things up with his Dad without just being dismissed out of hand. Dammit.
"Kid, you're literally meant to be the kid here." But he's giving in and they both know it.
"You being the adult doesn't mean you have to be perfect."
"No, I guess not," he sighs, turning to hide his face in his kid's curls. Izuku allows it, wrapping tight arms around his Dad's waist in return. It anchors them both. After all, there's nothing better, not one thing, then being able to feel the other's heartbeat, a steady march-along pace, the rhythmic rise-fall of their breathing, the warmth of being close. They're both here, and they're okay. It's more than enough.
They stay like that for a good while. It's an easy thing, thoughtless, to simply exist together, and right now they both need it.
But time passes, and Aizawa jolts with the realisation that he really should go and attend to the hellspawn because they were relatively calm a while ago but it's been longer than he would normally like to leave them, particularly when he expects they'll all be downstairs by now, excited by their victories and rejuvenated after their naps and food. And, well, he calls them hellspawn for a reason.
"You gonna nap some more, or come out to the common room?"
"Thought I already came out," Izuku snarks, and Aizawa snorts, unable to help himself.
"Your frying pan doesn't count, imp."
"It would if you'd figured it out three years earlier." And damn, that was a low blow,
"It wasn't exactly obvious, kid." His petulant grumble only earns him rolled eyes,
"For a clever man, you're thick sometimes, Eraserdad."
"Hush, Problem Child," he huffs, scooping the kid up and literally draping him over the man's shoulder in a fireman's carry, one hand staying low on the kid's back, broad and warm. Maybe that's why Izuku doesn't wriggle out of the hold, just flopping more heavily over his Dad.
They leave the bathroom to find that, from the hallway, the common room is very much louder than earlier, though it's still somewhat muffled by their thick partition wall.
"Wanna go down?" he offers, not wanting his kid to feel embarrassed or vulnerable or anything, but a hand reaches up rather awkwardly to tug at the ends of the man's hair.
"Nah," Izuku dismisses. Aizawa can feel the smile pressed against his back and it has him softening too. His kid, honestly.
"Your grave," he snarks, just as he walks through the babygate, clicking it shut behind him again, and several of the class giggle and call out, instantly noticing Izuku being carried around like a sack of potatoes. After half a second, Aizawa shifts his capture weapon so that it may or may not be covering his kid's butt. He's aware of his son's musculature okay? He thinks about it for training's sake, but he knows what these kids are like. They have a habit of, what's the word, simping over his son. Which, yeh, his kid is pretty much perfect, but that only makes Aizawa even more protective. Also, he hasn't forgotten Nemuri's comment - but his kid can definitely be more corrupted still. Or more, whatever. Either way he doesn't like it, regardless of the fact that he knows they won't do anything to make Izuku uncomfortable.
"You hungry, kiddo?" He asks it soft and low, coaxing, yet isn't entirely happy with the reply,
"Mm no' really bu-"
"But, yes, you need to eat."
"S'what I was sayin'," the words are petulant, muffled in his back, and Aizawa huffs a laugh. Fair play to the imp.
"Yeh, yeh," he dismisses, except he's also patting the hand on his kid's back in acknowledgement.
He keeps Izuku on his shoulder as he crouches to get pans out of the cupboard, as he grabs miso paste, some vegetables, and sets to chopping them up, Izuku comfortably draped over him all the while.
Aizawa wouldn't be surprised if someone behind them is filming, but he only doesn't care. No, he's got his kid plastered over him, half-asleep with every breath and heartbeat obvious, and there's rice in the cooker and miso soup in a pan and he can hear all of his hellspawn chattering and watching some shoddy rom-com film that sounds like the sort of thing Hizashi and Nemuri would make him watch - actually he's fairly sure that he remembers that bloke being so pathetic about the female lead actually standing up for herself against the man's sister. Dumb film. But, hey, if the kids can enjoy it, then he won't judge them for it too much.
"Gonna get off to eat?" he eventually asks, drumming his fingers along the base of his son's spine, and snorting when Izuku only buries his face impossibly further into his back, button nose digging in.
"Hm, guess'o."
"Right then, don't fall over," he warns, leaning forwards and crouching slightly so that Izuku can slip easily to the floor. Unsurprisingly, he immediately stumbles, because he's been upside-down for at least fifteen minutes, but Aizawa already has hands on his biceps, keeping him up, and he can't help the loud chuckle that barks out of him at the sight of his kid's bright red face.
"Head rush?" He doesn't get a reply, only Izuku clinging to his arms, blinking rapidly, and there's definitely some of the hellspawn filming the entire thing, but the teacher really can't bring himself to care right now.
"Sit down, kid, and don't fall off the chair," he prompts, nudging Izuku over to the bar stools, struggling not to laugh again at how the kid is wobbling around like a newborn foal, a far cry from his usual fluidity and pace. At least he doesn't seem about to tumble off once he's seated, giving Aizawa some peace of mind as he goes to dish them both up some of the food, leaving the leftover soup to stay warm on the hob for now, and grabs a spoon for each of them. Chopsticks sound like too much effort right now, honestly.
They eat silently, listening to the conversations and telly at their back, only the occasional comment interrupting it. Aizawa confirms, when Izuku asks, that yes, this is that film that they watched with Hizashi and Nemuri a few months ago and, no, it wasn't any better the first time. From the vague direction of the sofas, Ashido makes an offended squawking noise, and no less than twenty seconds later everyone's phones ping at once. The hero doesn't dignify the undoubtedly petty revenge by even getting his phone out, but then Izuku is fishing nimble fingers through the man's pockets to pull out himself, unlocking it without a thought because they know each other's passcodes for security reasons which the Problem Child really shouldn't be abusing like this, and then proceeds to cackle his butt off at the video of him hanging like a ragdoll over his Dad's shoulder whilst the man is chopping spring onions. Damn. It is kind of funny.
The man still turns to fix the pink girl with a Quirked glare, just for the sake of his dignity.
Still though, it isn't long until the two have eaten their small meal, and Aizawa ushers his kid away whilst he dumps the crockery in the dishwasher and decants the leftovers into pots for their shelf in the fridge. It's a little odd, acting as a family unit within the larger family-slash-group of the entire class, but they're making it work so far at least. And Sero very much regretted daring to take Izuku's sour sweets that one time, so maybe they've just learnt their lessons by example early on. Nobody has tried to take their coffee, at least. That really would have been a death sentence.
"What you lot watching next?" he asks, as he follows in Izuku's path to join the kids. He's also been glad to find that, overall, they don't seem to mind him joining them for things like this. As long as he pretends to not hear a few inappropriate things and ignores a baseline of cussing, it all goes smoothly. They need room to be teenagers after all, within reason. And, well, obviously he wouldn't be offended or slightly hurt if they had been uncomfortable with his presence. No, obviously not. Don't be absurd.
"The Winx Club!" Hagakure cries in response to his question, her long sleeves slipping down slightly as she punches the air, and Aizawa scrunches his nose slightly,
"The what?"
"It's got fairies and shit," Bakugou grumbles, but shrugs,
"At least the fashion isn't completely fucking awful."
"They've got the coolest pre-Quirk styles, Sensei! But only the animated one, kay? If you ever find the live-action adaption you have to burn it!" Damn, okay.
"You've got very strong opinions on this, kid."
"Sensei, it's fashion," the girl stresses, leaning forwards in her seat despite how it nearly spills her favourite caramel popcorn, so he can only raise his hands in silent surrender.
If he moves slightly faster to take his seat on the floor by Izuku and his boys' feet, a bundle of pillows and blankets ready for him in a switch-up of how they'd all settled the first night in the dorms, then only the kid himself picks up on it. Aizawa saw what Ashido did to Aoyama's newest block of cheese after the boy had gotten green glitter on her favourite pink fluffy jumper, alright? She's vicious about things like this. And Nemuri traumatised him over things like this years ago already. He knows better.
Apparently Kaminari doesn't though, because he jumps in with some quip or other, and the hero turns a blind eye to just how many of the kid's bracelets get melted by Ashido's acid in the next three seconds. Although to be fair to her, she doesn't take out the purple signifier. That Aizawa might have had to step in for, but he knows that the so-called Bakusquad take Kaminari's pronouns very seriously, so he hadn't really been worried. No, he's too busy watching the intro to the show - because it's an animated series apparently, not a film - that is full of lots of sparkles and fairy wings and flowers. Honestly, it doesn't look too bad. At least the rabbit's cute.
The evening goes on from there. It's not quite the raucous celebration he had feared, because the class are pretty clearly tired for all of their excitement, and so it's no surprise when they begin to drop off, one by one, as the telly programme goes on. Sugary snacks aren't enough to keep even some of the most excitable kids awake. In fact, Aizawa is fairly sure that Kaminari and Uraraka fall asleep first purely due to sugar comas, because they ate an entire bowl of sweets by themselves during the first episode alone. And by bowl he doesn't mean one for desserts, he means one for mixing cake batter. Maybe he should confiscate it? That being said, he doesn't even know where they all got this many snacks from because he's sure there wasn't this much in the cupboards yesterday, but Nedzu knows what the hellspawn squirrel away in their rooms or get sent in care packages. Plus, if there's ever a time for them to break their diets and splash out with the sugar, it would be tonight. They deserve it, really.
Although he would be lying if he said he didn't prefer it once they whole room was full of sleeping kids. It's rapidly becoming a familiar sight, and it's all the more lovely for it. There's limbs and blankets everywhere, open mouths and soft snores, and dammit he can't help but love his class very much, for all that they can be idiots too. They're going to make the best sort of heroes, he knows. Actually, they already are.
Notes:
In case I made it too subtle, Izuku has come to *subconsciously* realise that he's panromantic and asexual, rather than pansexual - he hasn't really thought about it, or labelled it, but he knows what he's comfortable with, and what both Hitoshi and Shouto are comfortable with as well.
Anyways, I needed a lil' bit of dadzawa guilt complex to creep in here, and then a tonne of fluff to make up for it ^^; Our boys deserve the break!! And him just carrying Izuku around for like twenty minutes was far too funny to me I swear-
Right!! Before I can ramble more - lots of hugs and gratitude to you all!! Ota - xxx
Chapter 95: Welcome Home, Kidilante Of Ours
Summary:
We get some soft stuff here, and a return to our roots!!
Hhhh sorry this is late and unedited guys but I got my first dose and some real life news (nothing terrible, don't worry!) all on top of my inspiration hitting a brick wall for this, Tsune and fic fight all at once so I've been a bit all over the place ^^; But I'm here, and I think we'll all enjoy this chapter~ (^///^)/
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It's the next day, wherein the class have had a rest day, with a lot of them choosing to go off-campus to celebrate with their parents, and Aizawa has a plan. And as they've already dealt with the boring necessities for the day - Izuku visiting Recovery Girl, getting the kid's therapy appointment brought forward, letting all of the hellions' off-campus request forms be processed quickly - now seems the perfect time to ask.
"Hey, kid, feel like celebrating with a short patrol?" Looking at the way that his son's eyes instantly light up, the man knows he's had the right idea.
"Really? Tonight?" And oh, how wonderful it is to see his kid looking so bright, so genuinely and whole-heartedly ecstatic,
"Fuck yeh I do!" Izuku is already bouncing on the balls of his feet, and then he's throwing himself at his Dad, a wide smile pressed into the man's cheek with how the kid is completely latched onto him. Smiling himself, glad that Izuku's wild curls will be covering it, Aizawa just wraps his arms around the kid in return, broad hands seeping warmth, and silently revels in how ridiculously happy he's just made his son. Izuku is almost literally vibrating in place. Sweet, silly Problem Child.
The kid's excitement doesn't fade. No, if anything it only grows. Nobody misses how exuberant Izuku is for the afternoon, how he absolutely bounds around with a beaming smile and snickering at every tiny thing. He's so happy, and it's adorable.
Even the members of the class who aren't in the dorms are able to appreciate the cute bundle of joy thanks to the copious pictures and videos from the rest of the class. There's a lot of chatter in their group chat, and the hero is honestly glad that the kid's phone has been abandoned somewhere in one of their rooms because he probably wouldn't get embarrassed, but the man wouldn't like to risk that either way. And, well, Aizawa himself collects a few as well, and doesn't even think about how his Kidilante album is now at over five hundred pieces. It's worth spending the extra money every month for the spare storage. (Particularly when considering that there's another near-four hundred images for the cats as well, although it includes stray cats and those from various cat cafes as well.)
And then they've eaten dinner, which Izuku absolutely scoffs - and, damn, if promising a patrol had gotten his appetite up this much then Aizawa's going to have to do this more often - and before the man can even speak again, the kid's already darting around to dump his crockery in the dishwasher before racing off to get changed before Aizawa can even get to his feet. Anyone would think the kid was eager to leave.
Huffing to himself, and not even deigning to acknowledge the various bouts of laughter from some of the class who are sitting in the common area behind him, Aizawa pushes to his feet and ends up rearranging Izuku's crockery because it wouldn't have washed properly otherwise. Imp.
He's halfway through pulling up his own jumpsuit when Izuku bursts in, crashing the door open without thought, his zeal palpable.
"Kid, the fuck-" He doesn't even really care, but still. It's the principle of the matter.
"Sorry! But c'mon, Dad, hurry up, I want to go!" Well, when the kid sounds so excited it's hard to even be snarky with him. It isn't impossible though,
"So do I, but I can only move as fast as I move." And damn, apparently he left himself open, judging by the gleam in his kid's eyes,
"Which is slow, caterpillar hobo." He snorts though, and may or may not toss his hair over his shoulder,
"It is. Fucking deal with it, Problem Child," he retorts, pulling up the concealed zipper and reaching for his socks. Blisters are never fun.
After a few seconds, toes wriggling to make sure the seam aren't going to irritate him all night, he turns around and runs a critical gaze over the kid. His hand has been good the last day or so, and they haven't had any training since the Exam as it was yesterday and the kids are on a mandatory three day break from Heroics, so he isn't too worried about Izuku in that respect. His instincts won't have dulled much, if at all. It's more just that they're both a little out of practice after the last month or so. And being out of practice will be the worst part to deal with. Admittedly, a month in the grand scheme of over three years isn't too bad at all, but it's been a hell of a month, so the point remains. Plus, what's a Dad meant to do if not worry about his son?
"Kiddo, do you definitely have everything? All your knives, your licence, definitely the right leggings? Phone charged? One of your good hair ties, not the shitty ones? Oh, and your mask?"
"Yes, worry wart." For all of his grouchiness, Izuku still leans up on the balls of his feet to press a fleeting kiss to his Dad's cheek in thanks, before darting away, all kitted up and, judging by the loud cries, throwing himself past or on top of several of the class, likely in a bid to limpet onto his boyfriends prior to them both leaving.
Exactly as predicted, when Aizawa leaves their little corridor only a few minutes later, texting Tsukauchi to warn him that they'll only be half-hour or so away, and that they'll be bringing cookies for everyone as a returning present-stroke-commiserations for the return of the Chaos Trio, he finds his kid curled up on his partners' laps, although his feet have strayed into Uraraka's lap, who is rapping her knuckles in gentle patterns against his ankle. The kid's missing his socks.
"Kidilante, you know you're not wearing your boots without socks on," he rumbles, and half of the class jolt a little, but his Problem Child only cackles, sitting up with a tight squeeze for both of his boyfriends before he dashes past the teacher, bare feet slapping upon the hardwood. Silly kid. (Yes, he is steadfastedly ignoring that it was also him that examined his kid literally three minutes to see if he was ready to go.)
Regardless, with Izuku fetching socks and hopefully going to the toilet too, the hero turns his attention to his class, glad to find that most of them are paying attention to him in turn,
"Kids, don't wait up for us. If you're still down here at three in the morning for no good reason then you'll be getting an extra Hell Course run for every half an hour past, understood?"
"Yes, Sensei!" They chorus, but the man doesn't miss the almost worried glances they're sharing. Dammit, something's not right with this.
"Hellspawn, what's wrong?" There's some shuffling, fidgeting, but nobody actually looks at him for a long minute. Finally Yaoyorozu sits forward a little, eyes darker than usual,
"Well, ah, we know you are both very capable, and of course we know Izuku has been a vigilante for years, however-" Yaomomo pauses, tugging at her fringe, clearly not quite knowing how to express herself, and the man's beginning to get an idea for the problem. Maybe.
"This is very real. More than talking about it or that one time seeing you patch each other up after a gang fight," Tsuyu interrupts, not unkindly, and ah. Sometimes Aizawa forgets how, to the average hero student, it must be rather odd and worrying to know that their direct peer is going out in the dead of night to fight people, with his pro hero Dad or not. And if they all have a little separation anxiety after the absolute mess of this school year... Well, they're not the only ones.
"I can see why, kids, but like you said, we've been doing this for years. The local police know us, Recovery Girl is only ever a phone call away in the worst case, and now Izuku has the protection and support of all heroes because of his Provisional, not just local undergrounds like me. We'll be together." He pauses, trying to assess if there's any chance of Izuku currently eavesdropping, decides he probably isn't, and goes on in something just slightly lower than his average speaking tone,
"And he needs this. He-" These are his hellspawn, no point hiding it from them,
"We've both missed it." The room is quiet for a few more breaths, but then some of them are smiling, and others shrugging, and several chatting about how 'manly' or 'understandable' or 'to be expected' it is. Silly hellions.
"Also, hellspawn, don't forget that Mic will be dropping around in an hour or so, and Midnight will pop in for a while just before curfew. If you have any problems, ring the faculty dorms first, but I will have my phone on for an emergency - just don't forget that I could be mid-fight or trailing suspects, and having to answer it could compromise my position. Equally though, if any of you are in danger, I want to know immediately. Izuku and I won't get ourselves into anything we can't get back out of safely. Got it?" There's a few groans and grumbles, but they're token protests at most, and when several of the kids come up for hugs he doesn't even bother rolling his eyes. He can't disparage them for wanting comfort, now can he?
He busies himself with grabbing some nutrient pouches as Izuku comes back and gets much the same round of hugs, tucking them away in his utility belt, double-checking that he's got everything else he needs, that his phone is also charged and on vibrate, knows that his kid's pretty much never comes off vibrate because the kid doesn't like how loud the ringtones are, and then they're ready to go.
And so, with shouts of 'goodbye' and 'be safe' at their backs, the two leave the dorms, Izuku slipping his hand into his Dad's even as he bounces along. It's already eight at night, so the sky is dark and the wind is chilly against their faces, but that just makes it better. Scanning out of UA feels like taking a deep breath because, yes, it's become a second home of sorts, but it just isn't the same as the place they met, where they grew to like and eventually love each other, where they found family. It's where they met face to face for the first time, but they were family before that. Unofficial, semi-illegal family. Now they just have the papers to prove it.
It doesn't take a single thought to climb up one of the nearest buildings, and then they're parkouring again, travelling quickly towards their usual well-worn paths, to familiar areas further away from UA, where they straddle the borders between city and slum, dipping into both, and stop by their favourite bakery on the way. Not only is it open twenty-four hours, but it also has the best cookies and pastries, and the precinct will be ravenous for the things. The closer they get to said precinct though, the more jittery Izuku seems to be getting, and Aizawa isn't sure how to comfort him. Or if he really needs it. It seems more like the kid's psyching himself up then falling into a pit of nerves, so with the box of cookies in hand, the hero simply keeps an eye on his son as they travel the last few streets for the police station.
Then they're pushing through the entrance, nodding to the receptionist and handing her a separate packet of an apple turnover because the kid remembered that they were Mitsi-san's favourite, and suddenly they're in the main room.
"Bitches, I'm home~!" Izuku yells, hands in the air and beaming, and there are immediately several shouts and calls in return, over half of the officers in the room rushing to their feet.
"Kid!" The collective cry has him bounding forwards too, and the next ten minutes is just a series of Izuku hanging off of various people in various ways, people laughing and reaching under the hood to ruffle his hair, or patting his shoulder, and even with his mask on it's obvious that he's absolutely beaming. Then someone speaks, louder but softer all at once, and everyone pays attention,
"Welcome home, Kidilante." It's Sansa who says the words, but everyone is quick to reinforce the sentiment, and then Izuku is sniffling from his place tucked under Hanahi's arm.
"Ah, kid, you don't have to cry-"
"S'good to be home," he murmurs, only just loud enough to be heard through the painted metal.
And then, after another moment, he reaches up to shove said mask away-
"Kid, woah, you-"
"You don't have to-"
"Kidilante, are-" The concern for him, the genuine acceptance of him keeping his mask on, the respect for his privacy... all of it just makes Izuku sniffle again, and then he's got his mask is off, hood pushed back, and he's scrubbing a hand over his cheeks to wipe the tears away.
Some of the precinct officers have seen him without it before, thanks to both the Kiyashi Ward shopping centre incident and how some of them had helped with the Kamino search until the Commission interfered, but none of them except Tsukauchi have seen him up close in person before, freckles and scars and all, and Haruki is shoving tissues at him, whilst Takada gathers one of the precinct blankets and Aizawa watches on from the door, not even bothering to hide his smile because yeh, he thought this would be good for the kid. The core officers in their local precinct have been soft on him for a long time after all. And he very much deserves the positive attention, the support.
Aizawa is so, so proud of how far his Kidilante has come.
But he's already told his kid that, will never stop telling him that, and he doesn't need to say it again in this moment. Instead, he takes some photos because Nem and Zashi demanded exactly that in payment for looking after his class for the night. If he takes more than they asked for, then that's by the by and nobody else's business.
Slipping his phone away again, he looks up to meet Tsukauchi's gaze, and finds a very relatable warmth to the detective, a shared pride and contentment. Izuku is more than worth some affection and care, and to have it proved to him like this is perfect, exactly what his kid might just need.
'He's done well, hasn't he?' The detective signs, expression undeniably soft, and Aizawa can most certainly relate, although signing back is somewhat awkward with a box of cookies tucked under one arm,
'He has.'
Still, they all gravitate into Tsukauchi's office at some point, leaving most of the cookies with everyone else and Izuku happily keeping his mask off for now, and the greenette drapes himself over the only clear part of the detective's desk, not at all bothered that doing so puts him in between the man and his own computer, so his elbows dig into Izuku's side when he rests against him to actually be able to type or use his mouse. They need to go through any of the local villain watchlist that's updated since they were last doing regular patrols.
Half an hour in though, when they've paused to sip coffee and simply sit there together, Izuku speaks up,
"Oi, Tsuka, d'you wanna come for a dinner tomorrow?" The question is abrupt and out of context, breaking into the lull in their profile go-throughs, and it's no surprise in return that Tsukauchi's mouth twists a little.
"A dinner?" the man questions, raising an eyebrow at Aizawa despite how it makes his son huff.
"You don't have to. Particularly if you've got a shift. There's already going to be us two, Nem and Zashi, plus Hitoshi and Shouto with their mothers and Fuyumi - the Todoroki sister."
"That's quite the group," he comments, and can't help but laugh at the despairing nod from Aizawa.
"But I'd love to, kiddo. We've gotta celebrate your ex-vigilante status!" He teases, and Izuku only rolls his eyes, judging from what the hero can see of his face. Most of it's smushed into the detective's desk.
"We nearly done, Tsuka? I wanna go," Izuku grumbles then, flailing his arm so that his hand bats lazily against the man's chest.
"Two more, kiddo," the man chides, though it's rather half-hearted himself, and he settles a hand in the kid's curls anyway, scratching gently at his scalp as he flicks to one of the last villains the pair need to be aware of.
Twenty minutes later they've gone through those last two profiles, Izuku has stolen half a cup of coffee from Haruki whilst both he and the police woman eat the last chocolate chip cookies, although Izuku snuck a raisin one for his Dad too. Then he and his Dad are leaving, bumping shoulders with the man eating his own cookie, and Izuku is literally bouncing with every step, tugging on the man's sleeve and his own capture weapon as they head down and around the street, then a few buildings down until they can climb one of their usual fire escapes.
They pause upon the roof. Below, the streets are fairly quiet, the odd bit of laughter or chatter, some of which seems drunk, and cars going past. It's not quite ten o'clock yet, so there are still some general citizens around, not those out for the night. But nobody sounds distressed, so the Aizawas take a moment to stand shoulder to shoulder together, breathing and looking and simply existing.
"Want to spar to warm up?" the hero offers, after they're both completely settled, partially relaxed against each other. He isn't surprised when Izuku nods, eyes gleaming in the shadows of his mask, and the kid pokes him in the shoulder even as they step away from each other, each going through a couple of basic stretches before they stand opposite each other, limbs loose and knees slightly bent, at the ready. Then Izuku bursts forward, a knife in one hand and a loop of capture weapon lashing out from the other, and Aizawa grins as he slides back a pace, twisting out of the way of the knife and intercepting the support gear with his own coil of it. They knot together, and when the hero tugs on his to bring Izuku off-balance the kid leaps into it, combining his own momentum with the force of Aizawa's pull, and then Kidilante is flipping over, heel lashing down. Eraserhead deflects the blow with a hand catching the vigilante- the halfway-licensed hero's ankle, flexing his arm so that it doesn't judder through him too harshly, and tries to throw the kid to the ground.
It doesn't work. Kidilante pivots in his grasp, arm swinging down to deflect the palm aimed at his solar plexus, and then there's a knife slashing for Eraserhead's face. Grunting, he releases the ankle in his hold to duck the knife, shifting back as he does so, and then they're both moving. They orbit each other, blow for blow as they twist and duck and strike, grinning in the starlight, eyes glinting. At some point, Kidilante starts laughing, not hysterical but simply joyful. Aizawa can't help but beam in return, far softer than his usual Cheshire grin, and when they eventually stop, a knife to Aizawa's face, his capture weapon loose but ready to be tightened around Izuku's neck from where he's kneeling on top of his Dad. The man could probably buck him off, particularly if he choked him at the same time, but equally Izuku could slit his throat. A tie.
Neither of them move for a long few moments, but then Izuku re-sheathes his knife, Aizawa retracts his capture weapon, and the kid slumps over him properly, breathing against the back of his neck, the man's hair tickling at his face.
"Thanks Dad." It's a reverent murmur, sweet-soft, and Aizawa can only smile, regardless of how his face is rather squashed against the rough material of the roof,
"Always, kiddo. It was fun." And there's definitely a matching smile being pressed into a gap between his capture weapon, the slight catch of a scar.
"It was."
Before they can start cooling down, Izuku rolls off and they both clamber to their feet, and a last few minutes of stretching heralds them setting off for their patrol.
They spend several hours parkouring and listening and fighting then. They trace their old paths, lit by starlight and the streetlights below. Izuku does nothing but grin and sass the whole time, shallow stabs and coils of capture weapon, rebounding off of his Dad, and they play off of each other as they take down muggers and assaulters and the occasional organisation member. They follow one recognised gang member and manage to find a weapons store, calling in for back-up even as they assess that given the building, what they overhear, and finally what they can see. The windows of the abandoned building aren't tinted or boarded up, although this area of the border slums is absolutely dead which is arguably rather odd if not for how this part is meant to be gentrified within the next few months which has pushed most people out pre-emptively, and that in turn makes it a perfect temporary base for villains.
With back-up five minutes away, and happy with their quarter of an hour observation, the two slip even closer, exchanging glances before they each choose a window to approach. Busting in simultaneously allows them to split the gang's attention and then they're fighting. Izuku's frying pan is perfect for deflecting the few bullets that get shot at him, one of them refracting to catch one of the villains in return, and then it's a whirl of capture weapons and knives and people shouting.
By the time the police, along with two twilight heroes, arrive, Hemlock and Eraserhead have five villains restrained, three of those unconscious and one with a bandaged gunshot wound. They haven't touched the crates of weapons, not wanting to contaminate any evidence, and they've swept the rest of the house as well.
The paperwork is a pain, and Izuku grumbles when he gets dragged into filling it out as well because, sure, this isn't an official internship, but he is a provisionally-licensed hero and that makes him legally viable and responsible. Tsukauchi and Takada both grin upon getting to sign off in Hemlock being part of the takedown, and he gets a few hair ruffles for it. Once the worst of that is all filled out, and the gang members have all been loaded up into a police van for transport into official custody, the four heroes and two police officers split ways. The two twilights - Persephone and Fifth Degree - head back to their respective patrol routes, and Izuku and Aizawa do the same.
A while later though, in a lull where they pause to try and get a more in-depth sense for their surroundings because this is a weird little intersection with several higher incident-rate locations close by, Izuku stills, then ushers his hero towards the centre of the roof, where it's private enough that he can take off his mask and push down his hood, staring up into dark eyes with something warring in his own,
"Hey, Dad, can we- can we all visit somewhere else after dinner tomorrow? Nobody will mind coming along, will they?" Aizawa's instant questions dissipate with how fragile his kid's tone gets, how it wavers in the winds of his emotions, and he's already reaching for Izuku before he can even think about it, voice as soft as his hands,
"Your Mum?" There's a nod pressed to his collarbone and the man can only hum, wrapping both arms tighter around his kid, pressing a kiss into his hair,
"I'm sure they'd love to meet her. And you can show her your licence, if you want."
A long pause heralds jagged words, spoken in heart-ache judders,
"I- yeh. Yeh. She- She didn't want me to be a hero, not really, but she was still my Mum. She wanted me to be happy."
"You loved each other, kid. That alone is enough reason for her to be proud of you, understood?" He had been a little worried that those wouldn't be the right words, that he would hurt more than help, and his heart jumps when Izuku lets out a simple, tiny sob, but then there's a gasped thank you before the kid's clinging to him even more fiercely, seeming to calm down again.
It isn't for another ten minutes that they start jumping roofs again, but it's worth it. More than. Being up here with his kid, after so long of just not having this freedom... It's more than a blessing. It's yet another coming home, and perhaps the most needed and welcome of them all. Izuku's happy, Aizawa's happy, and they've got people to save together. He couldn't wish for more.
Notes:
I promise that isn't meant to sound ominous at the end??? Genuinely just writing fluff but then I re-read and realised it sounded kinda menacing ^^;
I've realised that one of my favourite things about Kidzu and his Tsukauntie is that Izuku is the only person consistently allowed to even touch his desk, and he just drapes himself all over the place?? I'm so soft for it.
Sorry again for this being late guys (and I only realised today that I never actually finished or posted Tsune last week-) but like I said, life's been a bit of a thing this week and my writing brain just ran out a bit - but I'm feeling a bit better tonight, and hopefully I'll be back up to snuff tomorrow onwards!! Plus Ultra!!
Chapter 96: XCII - Family Dinner
Summary:
As it says on the tin!! feat. three boyfriends, some Chaos Trio, and visiting a certain someone~
Notes:
This is late and unedited, but yall are gonna have to forgive me because I went kinda feral for fic fight :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Dad, do I really have to wear actual trousers?" Izuku is peering around the dividing wall to look into the common area, and he's wearing nothing but boxers and an actually well-fitted top, albeit it's a loose, flowy thing that may or may not originally have belonged to his Auntie Zashi and is therefore both slightly sheer and wide in the neck.
He looks very pretty, hair loose and tumbling and dark, knife sheaths bound around his thighs just to highlight the muscles and scars and freckles, and half of the class die at once.
"Fuck it, you can wear leggings if you want. Or that skirt Nemuri gave you? It's not some illogically fancy place or anything."
"Cool, thanks!" Izuku chirps, whirling in place, hair and the light fabric of his shirt all flaring out and there are no less than four whimpers through the room. Aizawa doesn't even other glaring at them; he trusts his hellspawn not to make Izuku uncomfortable.
There's low chatter then, speculation about which Izuku is going to wear, and Hitoshi and Shouto are exchanging slightly wide-eyed glances, but there isn't long to wait. No, Izuku flounces out of the Aizawa area (the teacher can't decide if he finds his hellspawn's choice of naming is hilarious or just too basic for interest in this case) and all eyes are drawn to the fact he's wearing thigh-high socks, sheathes for some of his knives at the top of them, and his pleated skirt is just long enough to brush along their handles. His hair is still down, except for his fringe, pulled loosely back and up in a very messy but cute half-bun, and it shows off the earrings that he's wearing. Aizawa, noting the glint of the emeralds, steps over to meet his kid.
"It's been a while since you've worn them, were the piercings alright?" He checks, leaning down a bit to get a proper look, reaching to brush Izuku's hair back,
"Yep! The place Auntie Zashi took me to had the special Quirk, remember?"
"Ah." No, in other words, Aizawa had not remembered.
Izuku only beams up at him, leaning into the hand on his cheek despite how it overlaps with his scar, and reaches up to tangle his fingers in the man's sleeve, tugging gently.
"If I had to get dressed, so do you," he singsongs, and his smile softens further at the gentle warmth in his Dad's eyes, even as the man snarks in return,
"Whatever, Problem Child."
"But I'm right, aren't I, Problem Father?" There's a tug on the teen's loose hair, the briefest of soft grins, and then the man is leaving the common area, one last warning glare thrown over his shoulder. He might trust the hellions, but that doesn't mean they don't need a reminder every now and then.
Indeed, he comes back into the common room not even ten minutes later to find his son and Ashido dancing in the middle of the common room, various other kids chanting and clapping and whooping as the two shimmy and spin, following the beat and rhythm of the clapping. They're grinning, and Izuku's skirt and sleeves and bracelets are swaying, hair flying, and his eyes are oh-so bright, full of starlight, laugh bright and sweet.
Does he pull his phone out and start recording? Yes. Will he also force the kids doing their own filming to send them to him if they don't get posted in the group chat? Also yes.
"You two boys ready?" He asks, stepping up alongside Hitoshi and Shouto, pushing down a smile when he notices just how content they look to see Izuku so happy and energetic as well.
"Yes, thank you Sensei." The man doesn't groan then, but the urge is strong,
"Aizawa, remember? Don't bother with that formality shit outside of school hours."
"Yes, Sensei," the two chorus, Hitoshi with a shit-eating grin and Shouto completely deadpan. Ah, children after his own heart. Or his kid's, more literally so.
"Hellspawn," he chides, rather lazily so, and checks the time briefly,
"When are we meeting your lot again?"
"Half past six." The hero hums, contemplative, and shrugs after a few breaths,
"Right. We can give him a few more minutes," he huffs, studiously ignoring how his son-in-laws are clearly picking up on just how reluctant he is to interrupt Izuku and Ashido.
"If you say so, Aizawa," Hitoshi snarks, but he's leaning more heavily into Shouto's cool side, cheek smushed against the heterochromatic boy's shoulder, and how dare they be sweet like that when they're trying to tease him? Little shits.
Regardless, they watch on with the rest of the class as the two dance and jump around, until Izuku catches sight of him in the middle of a blurring spin, and he jumps halfway through the movement, launching himself at the hero who catches him on pure instinct, a laugh being giggled right in his ear. Somehow it isn't obnoxious at all.
"Time to go?"
"Yes. You need to bring a coat, kiddo. It'll get cold and Tsukuachi will let you borrow his coat, but then he'll be cold instead." Izuku pauses for a moment, stilling, before launching back into full animation again, something a bit too mischievous to his eyes,
"Mmkay! Have you said goodbye to the cats yet?"
"Who do you take me for, kid?" That earns him another snicker and then Izuku is bounding away again, hair and skirt bouncing. Dammit, his son is too bright for this world.
"Aizawa-sensei, your son is unfairly pretty," Kaminari comments, a blushing smile in place, but the man isn't actually very bothered. Kaminari calls every single member of the class pretty or cute or beautiful at least once a week, or once a day minimum for some of them. They've all gotten used to it.
"I know," he smirks, turning back to them all with something slightly too toothy, and then there's a knife in his hand. Yes, just a reminder indeed.
"Dad are you threatening everyone again?" Oops, shit.
"No," he lies, because sometimes he's a lying liar who lies, and he tucks his knife away even as he turns to face the kid, and he's faced with the sight of Izuku halfway-buried in a very familiar trenchcoat. Little clothing gremlin that he is.
"Kid, you still have that?" It makes for both a good distraction and a genuine question because the kid has borrowed Tsukauchi's coats several times over the years, typically a spare one, but Aizawa didn't think he'd ever full-on stolen one.
"Ooh, nice evasion there. And yep!" the kid chirps, doing a little spin so that the heavy tan fabric flares around him, and his Dad snorts,
"Tsukauchi's going to try and steal it back tonight."
"I'd like to see him try," Izuku grins, eyes flashing, and his Dad can only huff, trying not to laugh more. He would be very, very surprised if the detective succeeded. The kid has slippery fingers and a tight grip all at once. Stolen clothing is rarely returned.
"Are we all ready to go? Phones, coats, knives?" There's a brief moment of checking over before all three have agreed, and Aizawa turns his attention to the rest of the class
"Don't die, don't let anyone else die, you'll clean up any messes yourselves, and don't make me have to give you detentions and Hell Course runs. Ring if there's any problems. Oh, and don't try to help Bakugou and Sero with dinner because it'll be more trouble than not." He pauses, waiting long enough for a chorus of replies, particularly from Kirishima who has been expressly forbidden from the kitchen, and Hagakure and Aoyama who are spectacular at leaving things like hair ties, nail polish and glitter everywhere. But the hellions aren't completely awful nor foolish, although they have many, many moments, so he trusts the class with it and accepts the hugs that are offered in goodbye.
Then the four of them are leaving, Aizawa doing up Izuku's boots even though it isn't strictly needed any more, and they meet Hizashi and Nemuri right at the doors. Izuku gets a lipstick stain on his forehead and an affectionate tug on his shirt for greetings, the blond commenting that he's very glad for having kept some of his things from when he was younger, and Shouta bats away no less than three attempts for hair ruffles before they all start walking. The kids lead the way, hands clasped together, the three adults following with a bit less enthusiasm, or at least on Aizawa's part. Izuku is chattering already, bouncing with every step and twisting to look at the hero over his shoulder, hands swinging. Shouto and Hitoshi look happy enough at least.
Honestly, the underground hero is too. He's got all bar one of his closest family with him (excepting the kids, admittedly, but he and Izuku have spent all morning with them, and the sheer pride and joy they showed for Izuku having his Provisional Licence had been more than wonderful, because their Izu-pa isn't just their hero now, he can be everybody else's hero too, and there's a very raw sort of happiness to that), and they'll be with Tsukuachi very soon, and then with his kid's boys' families as well and Aizawa might not like social interaction but being with the people he loves is kind of difficult to resist sometimes.
Although if Nemuri tries to tuck herself inside his coat one more time he will not be responsible for his actions.
Aizawa finds himself more relaxed than expected as they wonder along the streets. The three in front of them are happy enough, talking amongst themselves with the occasional interjection for Nemuri and Hizashi's raucous back and forth. The sky's already growing dim, reds and purple and blues that don't really remind him of anything good but that doesn't matter, not when his kid's in front of him, his best friends to either side, and every one of them is smiling. Yeh, this is good.
"Tsuka!" It's more of a scream than anything else, but a delighted one, and then Izuku is flying forwards, arms wide and fabric flying, and there's a stumbling mass of tan fabric on the pavement ahead of them, all giggles and low exclamations. Then Izuku is leaning back, still limpeted onto the detective, and his smile is sunshine-bright even two buildings further down the pavement,
"Tsuka, look, we match!" The man pauses, assesses their jumble of thick, pale fabric, and sighs,
"Aizawa Kidilante Izuku, you did not steal one of my coats."
"Nope, I didn't! You gave it to me and never made sure that I gave it back!" The kid snickers, snorting rather inelegantly, but the man doesn't drop him, only slumping forwards to hide his face in the shoulder of his own coat. Or not, anymore.
"Dammit, kid." It's all fond exasperation, nothing like fed up but very much tired all the same and Izuku is still laughing, no repentance at all. Problem Child.
"Tsukauchi," Aizawa rumbles in greeting, and nearly smiles when he gets two people turning to him, still entangled, and they both look happy. Content. They know that they're all safe and together, and it's more than a blessing.
"Aizawa. Midnight, Mic, boys. Congratulations on your licences, this one here wouldn't stop gushing about how cool you all were the other day."
"Tsuka!" The whine is a tad exaggerated, but judging by how Izuku pinches the man's neck rather viciously it's still quite heartfelt, but the detective only Cheshire grins at him, hiking Izuku more solidly onto one hip.
Everyone but the Chaos Trio are very abruptly reminded of exactly why their friends have earned that nickname.
Still, it's not long before they're walking once more, Izuku still limpeted onto Tsukauchi for the time being, although the detective's walking at the front of them all so that Izuku can speak to his boyfriends over the man's shoulder, all beaming grin and lightning chatter, hands flying. It's sweet and a bit silly, but it's good that Izuku is calm and comfortable. And as the restaurant isn't all that far from where they met up with Tsukauchi, the detective doesn't have to carry him for too long either, and everyone's happy. Hitoshi and Hizashi are talking about music of some sort, Aizawa doesn't recognise the names of any of the bands except perhaps in passing, so he instead focuses on Izuku enthusiastically explaining about... thermodynamics, from the sounds of it, to Shouto, and is somehow relating it to crime rates in the local areas? It seems like something that should be tenuous at best, but he's actually sounding pretty legitimate about it. He never should have let the kid become Nedzu's student.
They're spotting Haruka and Maki not long after, the latter racing over the minute she spots them, arms wide and not giving Hitoshi any chance of hiding before he's being bear-hugged by his Mum, hand pulled away from Shouto's as she sends them both stumbling back. Izuku is cackling, wriggling out of Tsukuachi's hold in time to greet Haruka, and then there's the only slightly awkward round of greetings between the adults who barely know each other, but the kids are happy, and Izuku happily hugs Maki, more comfortable and confident than last time they saw each other, and by the time they've walked around one more corner they're arriving at the restaurant and spotting two women with white hair about to enter ahead of them.
"Rei-san, Fuyumi-san!" Izuku calls, and the pair turn around, already beginning to smile. There's another round of greetings then, and they all pile into the restaurant together. The "Aizawa" reservation has them all taken to a private room at the back of the place, and they sit around the large circular table with lots of chatter and playful shoving, Izuku ending up between Tsuka and Shouto. His Dad blocks the detective in from the other side, Rei-san on Shouto's left, and everyone else gathered around them from there.
It's not quiet or calm, not by a long shot, but it's more than wonderful. Conversation slots into place, and even those who hadn't met more than in passing before manage to find common ground of some sort, whether it's work or the kids or hobbies. Nemuri, Hizashi and Haruka discuss fashion, pulling Fuyumi and Rei into the topic with remarkable ease. Maki and Shouto apparently, despite both being rather deadpan outwardly, have a shared love for conspiracy theories. Hitoshi grumbles about it, complaining that he hadn't wanted them to realise that they both think about how All Might is apparently father to no less than six illegitimate children, one of whom is a third year at UA, far too often, but there are only laughs and his Ma reaching over to ruffle his hair. Tsukauchi and Izuku start talking about one of their current cases, and Aizawa goes to join in before Hizashi leans over to rap him on the head,
"You guys, no work talk! We're here to celebrate!" Not very repentant, the three shrug to each other, missing the couple of slightly startled looks. Some of the adults are admittedly surprised to clock that it was Izuku and the detective trying to parse out a case, but they don't show the startlement for long, and conversation gets moved on to the menus and what everyone will be ordering.
Their food arrives, to lots of oohs and ahs and bickering over trying tidbits of each other's meals, and they all settle once more. At one point, Nemuri asks Tsukauchi how the precinct is, and if that cat guy is still there, and it wasn't entirely a wise thing to bring up, because the Chaos Trio have a story or two to share. It starts with how Sansa has been drinking all of the tea that Tsukauchi has found replacing his coffee, not that this fact has anything to do with Izuku, obviously-
"Why would I do that?" The innocent eyelash fluttering fools exactly nobody, particularly in combination with the edges of a Cheshire grin.
"Kid, I will quote you and say 'caffeine stunts your growth Tsuka, and you've still got some to do' which, frankly, is hypocritical." The gasp in return is almost comical if not for the genuine offence to the teen's reply,
"Is not!"
"Is too! You're literally a child," the detective retorts.
"You're literally both children," Aizawa scowls in return, draping himself over Tsukauchi's back to stare at his son, immaculately deadpan.
The shorter man doesn't worm out of it, only leaning back and reaching up to tug some of the dark hair now tickling at his neck,
"You spend so much time with us, so that shows your maturity." The hero snorts, all three of them utterly oblivious to how the rest of the conversations have halted in the room, attention fully on them,
"I'm the only thing keeping you two in check." Izuku takes his turn to snort then, reaching up to poke his Dad's cheek,
"And who was it that threw a chair at a window because someone tried to convince you that Sansa's head wasn't really a cat's head and he's just a furry?" There might be the faintest hint of a flush to that cheek at the call-out, but he only snaps at his son's finger,
"Obviously not me."
Tsukauchi takes his turn to have a go then, teasing and amused with the faintest hint of something fond beneath,
"And nobody would ever slash up Takada's second favourite undershirt just out of sheer pettiness, would they?" The twisting and turning of the attention is bemusing to everyone else, watching on with faint confusion and heavy fondness, although perhaps a little on the opposite ratio for those less familiar with the three.
"Never," Aizawa defends, raising an eyebrow at Izuku now,
"Not like a literal child who would steal my coffee three times last week."
"One of those times was Tsuka, thank you very much," the kid keeps talking through the low grunt of betrayal, clearly trying to shift the attention,
"And you know that Sansa is the one guarding the coffee."
"Yeh, and who gave Hanahi the first hug nine days ago even though they saw me first?" Izuku pouts, leaning forwards to drape an arm over the shoulder that isn't occupied by his Dad's head, eyelashes fluttering,
"Aw, we're going back to this? You said you weren't mad!"
"I wasn't," Tsukauchi denies, although there's something like a pout to the twist of his lips.
"I was right, you're both children."
Izuku and Tsukauchi pause at that, clearly thinking, then singsong in perfect synchronisation,
"And you're stuck with us!" There's a long pause to follow, before Aizawa slumps back into his chair, and after two long breaths the entire table bursts out laughing. The three startle a little, having apparently managed to forget their family-stroke-audience, but then they're sharing glances and laughing too.
They might not have any photos of those moments, that minute-long instance of light and laughter and love, all of it ricocheting through the room with tinges of relief and pride and oh-so much affection, but it doesn't matter because this is family, connected by three kind boys and their parents and aunts and uncles and siblings, and really, not one of them could be luckier. So many of them have spent time alone, grieving or abandoned or abused or some combination of the three, but now all of them are together with their family, and every single one of them knows to appreciate it for what it is: a blessing.
The laughter peters out after a few minutes and it's good timing for a knock on the door, which obviously doesn't make anyone jump at all, and then there's a server to take their empty plates and bowls and cutlery, ready for their desserts. Hasty orders are given out, decisions to share or taste things made, and then Haruka-san is smiling at the three of them, a teasing edge to it,
"Are you three always like this?"
"We're the Chaos Trio," they chorus, the capitalisation obvious in how they say it, Izuku immaculately bright, Tsukauchi somewhere between sheepish and satisfied, and finally Aizawa deadpan. It earns another, lighter round of laughter from everyone else.
Topics shift on from there. It's comfortable still, but more casual, without the teasing tension of the three's banter, and everyone falls back into talk of school and friends and work and such, things without any weight behind them, simply an easy back and forth. Their desserts are tasty, and the spare spoons and chopsticks are very much useful. Izuku, for one, manages the wheedle a few bites of Hitoshi, Shouto, Tsuka, Nem and his Dad's, only skipping Zashi because he doesn't like yuzu flavoured things. No, he'd prefer to steal things with chocolate or raspberry or matcha, thank you very much. Fuyumi and Rei-san share a monburan, all three of the Chaos Trio get either tiramisu or coffee jellies, Nemuri and Haruka both choose a selection of wagashi, and so on. They eat quietly for the most part, talking more about the food than anything else. But then they're finishing up, and Aizawa leans backwards, prompting Izuku to do the same, their eyes meeting in a silent communication behind Tsukauchi's back, slight twitches of the eyebrow or mouth as they discuss something silently.
Then the hero nods once, smart and decisive, reaching around the detective to smooth his thumb over a scarred cheekbone, before tugging gently at some of Izuku's loose hair. Nobody misses the interaction, but they leave it alone easily enough, pulling their attention away again until Aizawa drums his fingers along the edge of the table, just a smidgeon louder than would be unintentional.
Everyone turns to him, and he glances at his son one more time before speaking,
"If anyone wants to, you're all welcome to join Izuku and me to visit his mother." The words are the tiniest bit stilted, and they take several long seconds to process with many of the group, but understanding dawns and everyone agrees, be it with a nod or a comment or reaching over to hold Izuku's hands, in his boyfriends' cases, each running a thumb over the bracelets on his wrists.
"I think we'd love to," Nemuri murmurs, and Izuku looks over to her, eyes wide and grateful, all moon-shot chlorophyll.
"She- She'll love to meet you all too," he returns, wan and wobbly but genuine all the same, and there's a round of murmurs of agreement and affection. Then the server returns, and Aizawa is busy dismissing anybody else's attempts to pay, quoting how Nedzu had talked of "my students celebrating with their families, and my personal student being one of them" being well worth paying for himself, hence the private room and pre-paid meal, before finally everybody acquiesces.
Until Hizashi perks up,
"Hey, hey, Shou, our payment should be a group photo!"
"What." But he's already being herded behind Izuku, Tsukauchi to one side whilst Hizashi claims the other, Nemuri having hailed a server from the main area to take her phone for the photo, and suddenly everybody is bunching together, grinning and smiling softly and looping arms and hands and happiness together until they're one big bunch of content people, smiling for the camera.
Nemuri promises to send it on as soon as she's home and can go through the couple of iterations, before they're piling out of the restaurant. Izuku decides to walk beside his Dad this time, one hand in the hero's and the other in Tsukauchi's and a smile of unneeded apology for his partners, who only offer soft dismissals in return, because they don't mind at all. They're happy to just spend time with Izuku, and they're more than aware of how their boyfriend needs his Dad for some things, them for others, and wants them all for different ratios of things again. It's not a problem. No, nothing like.
With all of this sorted, they leave the hospital, and Aizawa nudges them all to the north, murmuring that it isn't too long of a walk, and they wander along happily enough. They know better than to be miserable or hesitant, because it would only give Izuku the wrong sort of ideas, but equally they aren't quite as exuberant as before, settling into a contented equilibrium. At one point, they pause to pick up some ozaki and incense and flowers upon the way. Everyone lingers outside, talking and huddling in the twilight, as Aizawa and Izuku drop into a flower shop that they had checked would still be open at this time, coming back out with a bundle of white and green and watercolour-pastels that nobody really gets the chance to look at properly with how Izuku is hunching over them a little, something nervous settling into the shortening of his steps, the listing into his hero.
They don't pick him up on it though, only keeping close and content for his sake, and urge each other along. They pass through the gap in the stone walls of the graveyard, following the wide, clear paths, letting the two Aizawas guide them. Silence falls over them like the dusk above, the lingering sunset giving way to the faintest of stars, and nobody misses how their leading pair relax incrementally with that.
Then they're all stopping, a few people bumping into each other but nobody saying a word
"Hi Mum," Izuku murmurs, crouching low and tugging his Dad down with him in the process, the sides of their knees pressed together and fingers intertwined,
"I brought all of my family with me this time - Shouto and Hitoshi and Auntie Zashi and Tsukauntie and Uncle Nem and Rei-san, Fuyumi-san, Maki-san and Haruka-san. Me and Shou and Toshi just got our Provisional Licences." He doesn't sound particularly energetic, only a soft pride creeping through the words, and then there are gentle hands on his shoulders, the considerate warmth of his partners steady with him, his Dad crouching at his side, and it helps.
Everyone introduces themselves after that, little snippets and stumbles of greetings for the stone tablet, and then Izuku has found some equilibrium again, so he sets to cleaning his mother's grave. It's a simple thing, simply the named tablet, the flower vases to either side and dip for the incense, but it's enough. Tsuka hands him a pail of water, and Izuku spills it over the grave, washing away much of the petals and dirt and grime that now clings to it, and then Nem and Zashi are by his sides instead, each with a brush in hand, and they wait for Izuku to nod before they start cleaning off the lingering dirt, leaving the stone clean and clear. They do so carefully, with the sort of attention that is a given of any decent hero or detective, and it's the softest sort of wonderful thing to watch, reminiscent of how they show him affection, always considerate but firm. Loving. Then they're replaced by Shouto and Hitoshi, the insomniac holding three incense sticks, offering them up so that Izuku can hold them with him, and they interlace their fingers, waiting for their other boyfriend who reaches forward without a tremble or hesitation, a single fingertip flickering with a soft golden-edged flame, settling against each of the incense sticks in turn until all three are letting off thin ribbons of scented smoke, and Izuku turns to settle them into the divot upon the grave, the savoury scent catching at the back of his throat.
Then his Dad passes him the flowers Izuku picked out from over his shoulder. Where once he would have begged for or stolen a single pink camellia, now Izuku is able to separate out a collection for each of the vases. White roses to match white hyacinths, but all of it almost overwhelmed by the sweet peas that he had focused on. He leans back a little, his back to his dad's shins, and breathes. He can feel something leaden and awful in his guts, something that has lingered for years, sometimes lightening but never fading away completely, begin to give way and melt. It's warm and golden-silver gilded, threads of starlight unspooling through him to slip gentle heat around his bones and heart and mind, and he knows, oh he knows, that he is so very loved.
It's different to what it used to be, what he used to have, and sometimes that hurts, but above anything else Izuku just feels grateful. Blessed. He has a family - a Dad and kids and aunties and uncles and boyfriends and his class - so even though he has lost an awful lot, he has gained even more.
And quite simply, Izuku is happy.
Notes:
Did I have fun with Tsuka using Kidilante as Izu's middle name even though they don't typically use middle names in Japan? Yes I did :D
Oh, and in case it wasn't as easy to pick up on - Izuku's entire outfit was made up of things from his family! His coat was originally Tsuka's, his top Zashi's, his skirt Nem's, his bracelets from Toshi and Shou, and then his knives and boots from Zawa! Plus his earrings that used to belong to Inko (^///^)
The flower meanings: pink camellia = longing for you, from before Izuku was truly accepted, or believed himself accepted, into a new family, and when he still mourned what he didn't have any more with all of his heart.
But now he has a family, one that he knows he is loved by and who he loves in return, and things are different - he misses his Mum, but with nothing like the awful ferocity of before. To show this, white roses symbolise being worthy and white hyacinths are meant to show prayers for someone.
Sweet peas, the most relevant of them all, symbolises "good bye" and "thank you for our times together" and, that, I think is most impactful of all. Izuku isn't letting Inko go, but he is letting his grief go. The part of his life where he was a Quirkless orphan with nothing and nobody.Izuku has a family now, and I think we're all grateful for it.
I wish the same happiness that I try to give Izuku to every one of you, for tomorrow and every day after - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 97: XCIII - The Future Is Near, And Perhaps The Past Is Healing
Summary:
Some plot progression, and some Kidzu'n'dadzawa fluff!!!
Notes:
Again, unedited, but I have places to be tomorrow and it's past midnight already so it'll have to do ^^;
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Going back into school - or rather, returning to lessons in the main campus building - is a little odd that Monday.
After having taken their exam and proceeding to have several days spent with families off-campus and with friends on-campus, particularly with the chaotic nature of the dorms (there are still so many realisations about their classmates every day: Tokoyami pecking apples; how seriously Bakugou takes Cooking Mama games; the fact that Aoyama's wardrobe has an entire section of oversized, plain clothing from his older brothers that he likes to relax in; Jirou sings very prettily, but also blushes madly if anyone brings it up; the Aizawa cats, now roaming freely in the dorms, are absolutely weird, but also very sweet, so that gets happily ignored; Izuku is in the habit of just draping and flipping over everything, sometimes with said cats in his arms or clinging on to him; Ashido will melt food she doesn't like with acid to avoid eating it; and Iida can, has and will unintentionally steal five towels at the time because for some reason he forgets that he has them-) it feels like it's been, yet again, a long time since they were all settling down at their desks, bags on the floor or on the hooks, notebooks and pencil cases set out, uniforms on.
Their teacher, looking just as tired as usual, rises from his sleeping bag upon the chime, and the class manage not to giggle. It's a bit difficult when only this morning they watched him nearly trip over two of his cats only to catch himself a with a strand of capture weapon that broke a light fitting (and really, he complains about their destructive habits) but they do manage. No point inciting extra Hell Course runs after all.
"I've got an actually important topic for you today, hellions, so listen properly. Iida, you don't need to take notes." The boy in question nods, sharp, but the lines of his shoulders soften a little when a few of his friends laugh quietly, Uraraka patting his shoulder commiseratively. Once they've all settled again, relatively quick given their setting, Aizawa stands a little straighter, and they react in turn, knowing him well enough that this must go beyond something that is generally considered important: their Sensei thinks this is significant for them on a personal level, not just a professional one. So they're going to listen and think and learn properly.
"Now that you all have your Provisional Licences, you've got the option of work studies. I've mentioned them before, but never beyond passing: the basics of it is that they're more in-depth and long-term internships, with broader insights into hero work. However, they're something set to work with and around your standard schedule, which means that sometimes they clash. If you feel you won't have the time or attention free to be doing official heroics whilst maintaining your grades and usual training to the current or a further standard, then it would be best not to take up a work study." Aizawa pauses at that, letting the wave of worries and exclamations pass, simply raising an eyebrow and waiting for the questions and demands peter out.
"Remember that being licensed as first years is highly unusual, but proportionate to both your class' experiences and general crime rates since All Might's retirement. Taking up a work study now may be advantageous to you, but only if it doesn't hamper the standard progress you need to be making. If I have sufficient reason - be that your health, mental or physical, or your schoolwork - I can and will pull you from a work study, which may not reflect well on you in the future. In other words, hellspawn, be logical about it. Talk to your teachers if you're unsure, or even if you're sure."
There's a silence then, more contemplative than worried, and Aizawa gives them a few minutes, until more of them seem to have had a decent think over whatever factors they're considering. Once more of them look about ready to try talking to the people next to them, or ask him more questions, he claps once, softly, and gets all of them paying attention to him nigh-on instantly for it.
"You can ask me more detailed questions later," he starts, idly registering the vibration of his phone alerting him to the arrival of their guests,
"For now, we've got some guest speakers about th-"
"He-llo first years!" The shout is sudden, the door whipping open equally so, and a blond boy lurching into the room is also unexpected.
Which is probably why he gets two knives, tape, acid, Dark Shadow and what might just be a hunk of rock thrown at him. Luckily, of course, he simply activates his Quirk, letting all of it phase right through him, and reactivates it in time to fail at ducking the capture weapon that coils around his mouth.
"Mirio, that was incredibly illogical," Aizawa scolds, a latent fury worming into the words, and the blond winces a little, something sheepish to him despite his jaw being completely covered.
"Rorry hehei."
"Don't do it again, then. Wait for me to open the door, like we originally said. Hellspawn, these are the Big Three students, all from 3-B." Aizawa sweeps his eyes over the entire room, carefully ignoring the lingering static surrounding Kaminari, the frost and scorches ringing Todoroki, and the starbursts smoking from Bakugou's desk. Oh, and Dark Shadow's pouting. His kids are startled, but none of them are panicking, so that will have to do for the time being.
He can probably drag Mirio into a little punishment though, can't he? Just a small one.
"Give your introductions, then we're all going to Gym Gamma." The blond's eyebrows raise a bit, apparently not having expected that, but his eyes are gleaming all the same, and then he's waving his friends in as Aizawa retracts his capture weapon.
"Hey there first years! I'm Mirio Togata, and this is Amajiki Tamaki, and then-"
"I'm Hadou Nejire! Hey, hey, are those horns real? Do they move? And ooh, I like your mask, Arms-kun, is it because you have a cold? How do you keep your hair perfectly split? Ah, your fingers look like a cat's! Your eyebags are like Aizawa-sensei's and, ooh, so are yours!" She's standing in front of Izuku and Hitoshi now, and it's only vague recognition and the fact that he can still see his Dad at the front of the room that keep Izuku from attacking or leaning well out of reach, if not leaving entirely.
"Hadou, front of the room. Now." The hero's tone brooks no argument, and there's something to her eyes then, what might be an understanding underneath the curiosity and airheadedness,
"Sorry~" she trills, turning on her heel to bounce back to stand beside her two companions, facing the class as a whole, and Izuku releases a slightly harsher breath. She's kind, but she's strong as well, and he isn't used to dealing with that much energy from someone he isn't used to in such close quarters. It's discomforting. Not awful, but not nice either.
But it doesn't matter, because Mirio is talking about work studies and how they're a true experience, and most of the class are leaning in, intrigued, and Izuku pays a fair bit of attention as well. It would be arrogant not to, frankly. He knows a lot about the world of Heroics, maybe even more than the Big Three themselves, but it's a different perspective, not to mention that he knows about Underground Heroics, not the processes of work studies and how education and experience are both necessary for growing at this point in time.
So they all listen to Mirio's speech, with Hadou interjecting now and then, and none of them stare at Tamaki too much because he's clearly even more anxious than Izuku and more skittish than Kouda, all in one, which is something they know better than to prod at.
"Mirio, why don't you demonstrate? This lot do well with kinaesthetic lessons." There are some glances throughout the room then, murmurs and mutters, and none of them take their eye off of the third years for long, and definitely not long enough to miss how Mirio stands taller, shoulders back and a smile on his face,
"I'd be more than happy to, Sensei!"
"Go on then, Gym Gamma like I said. And get changed into PE uniforms first. No point ruining your actual uniforms," the man dismisses, shooing at the Big Three and grabbing his own sleeping bag to follow them all, a coil of capture weapon lashing out to stop Hadou from derailing and going to ask Ojiro about his tail, glowering,
"Honestly, you hellspawn are easier to corral sometimes," he mutters, which is a lie. However, they know their own triggers and so does their teacher, so maybe they're simpler to handle in that aspect if nothing else.
Regardless, they all bustle out of the room, getting changed quickly enough because Aizawa-sensei wouldn't accept any less, particularly when their timing is going to be limited due to it already being a good ten minutes into homeroom, if not more.
So they hurry to get changed, and gather in the clear area of the gym, staying clear of the rock pillars because Izuku has been telling them on the walk over what he knows of Mirio and his Quirk - permeability, and he can sink into the ground and pop back out although the exact mechanics aren't something that Izuku has had the chance to analyse fully. He's improved a lot in the last while, but particularly in the most recent year thanks to, presumably, getting a handle on his Quirk, which could well be a result of his work study, hence the demonstration. It's with all of this in mind that the class manage to put together a few basic strategies on their way to the gym. It won't necessarily be enough to let them beat him, but they won't be taken completely by surprise, even if they make it look like that.
"First blood on Mirio, or all of you down," Aizawa intones upon everyone settling into place, both the class and Mirio nodding or calling low agreements, and then the fight begins.
Several of their closer-range fighters burst forwards immediately. Hitoshi with his brass knuckles, Kirishima, Kaminari, Bakugou and Uraraka take point. Hitoshi is calling out to the blond, and there's a general riotous edge to the gym, people moving and shouting and generally seeming like an only just coordinated group of teenagers. Mirio sinks into the ground, shirt slipping away and pooling to the floor, and they all pause as though surprised, staring around through the gym. Quite deliberately, they begin to ease into pairs and threes, subtly setting their backs to each other so that Mirio might turn up in the middle of them, but even then another group should be able to catch him. That's the plan anyway. They don't expect it to go perfectly, because even the best of strategies find faults upon being initiated, and that fact shows in how Mirio turns up at the edges of them, not in the middle of them like they'd collectively assumed.
In some ways though, this is more advantageous. Shouto shifts, turning on the ball of his feet and sending out a low wave of ice as he does so, just enough to slip beneath Mirio's feet, with the combined subtlety and speed of it has the blond landing, starting to slip with eyes widening almost comically.
Then Izuku, footing perfectly sure upon the ice thanks to both his boots and balance, is whirling towards him, capture weapon reaching and twisting into an elegant roundhouse kick. (Watching from the periphery of the fight, his Dad idly wonders if his son would like to try out ice skating some time soon; it seems like the kid would be good at it, particularly with Aizawa's guidance.)
Mirio smiles though, even through his startlement, and gains that tiny bit of transparency, the edges of his features softening the tiniest bit, and suddenly he's sinking away, Izuku's strike lashing right through empty air. Admittedly, it was expected, and the greenette isn't at risk of tumbling or skidding to the ground, however that fact itself seems to surprise Mirio. The third year, upon rocketing straight back up from the ground, still targeting Izuku, has to whip around to try and find the shorter teen. He manages, but he's met with a knife in each freckled hand, Izuku constantly moving, predicting and following the blond's movements, keeping his blades in hands or wrists, just enough of a threat that Mirio has no chance but to keep his arms incorporeal, and his style lacks kicks. That doesn't mean he can't or won't use them, evidenced by how Izuku has to leap straight up, flipping over with only a slight slide from the ice, and then he's landing behind Mirio, turning his almost-slip into a sweeping kick. The third year phases his legs out. But it's still the perfect distraction for Ojiro and Hagakure to slide over, ready to take over the fight for a few moments, Tokoyami and Shouto following at a greater distance, waiting to support.
Izuku takes the chance to back off slightly, watching.
Of course, Mirio only humours them for a few blows before disappearing back into the ground, and going after some of the class who are on the opposite side of the training field: not unexpected. He ploughs through some of them, flickering out of the rather furious onslaught of tape, acid, explosions and hardened fists in time to take six of the class out pretty quickly. He manages to add Uraraka and Tsuyu to that mix with some tight flurries of movement and tripping the brunette over. Catching herself with her Quirk has her being punched across the room a moment later, and the temporary distraction is enough for the third year to take down Tsuyu as well, before sinking into the ground yet again to avoid the revenge blows.
Izuku sees all of this, affirming or adjusting his previous analyses. And one of their half-hatched plans becomes to settle in his mind. After all, it would make sense with the nature of Mirio's Quirk that his expertise wouldn't be in dodging, at least not in the traditional sense. He fights evasively, of course he does, and his instincts and reaction times have clearly been honed to match, however if he's mid-blow, and concentrating on his permeability in specific parts of his body to combat the person he's currently dealing with, it must be harder to dodge anything else.
And Izuku has quite a variety of "anything else" at his disposal.
By now, Mirio has been driven back towards his little group. Ah, he loves his class: they must have picked up on his slight change in posture and attitude, and they know he has a definite plan now. Ojiro and Hagakure, far more used to operating on and around Todoroki's ice than a stranger, are managing to keep Mirio occupied, with the occasional swoop in from Dark Shadow to help in keeping him right where they want him. Of course, their senpai is sure to get bored of this stage, because he's meant to be showing off what he's learnt from his pro hero mentor, so there window of opportunity is growing smaller by the second, and Izuku just needs the perfect moment-
Hagakure is punched in the guts, dodging by how her hair pins swings down, hands curling in to her stomach, and Izuku is already throwing two knives, three coils of capture weapon snaking along the ground as well. Neither knife meets their mark, but the greenette hadn't intended for them to, because they're the perfect decoy for how capture weapon yanks at Mirio's ankles, not only bringing him toppling but also sending him skidding straight towards Izuku. Before he can get any sense of bearings, any comprehension of what exactly has just happened, there are knives aimed for all of his limbs, and between the shock of the cold against his bare back, the sudden fall, and the four rapidly travelling knives, it's inevitable that at least one would hit. And indeed, there's a small spatter of blood on the dusty floor, even though Mirio is starting to sink into the floor again, capture weapon falling away.
But the blond has clearly registered the injury because he pops up just as quickly, grinning around at them all, twisting to see the nick on his bicep.
"Wow, you first years are pretty good! Definitely ahead of where we were at your age, but that's all the more reason to take work studies! Don't let your futures be all stagnant and grim, you know?"
Everyone just kind of stares at that, before Aizawa sighs at them all, grumbling about teenagers which, rude, but then he's waving off the Big Three with a slightly begrudging thanks, and turns back to his class, patiently waiting until they're all on their feet and paying attention before he speaks, giving them time to recover from being winded or tense and to gather close once more.
"That was a decent showing, hellions, but it also shows you the difference that experience in the real world gives you. Deliberate experience," he stresses, because it would be a disservice to his kids not to acknowledge the experience they do have, but they also need to be aware that it's, frankly, the wrong sort of experience. They've been managing to turn it into positives despite their trauma, both individual and collective, but that doesn't erase the need for controlled experience. Standard patrols and paperwork and investigations. Working with unfamiliar people, and restraining themselves around civilians or smaller-time villains that just don't call for the same set of skills or strength as the League have.
They need to learn to be society's heroes, not just their own. And he'll raze the world to the ground if he needs to, so long as they can become the heroes they deserve to be.
There's a not-quite-hesitant knock on Aizawa's door after dinner that night, and he doesn't even have to reply before his son's peeking through, hair loose with what looks like several tangles in it, eyes soft and dark, and the man's expression lifts slightly without a single thought or intention.
"Hey, Dad, would you braid my hair please?"
"Sure," he grunts, saving his lesson plan adjustments and shutting his laptop down whilst Izuku sets a few cushions on the floor beside the bed, depositing their main box of hair things onto said bed. Aizawa doesn't miss how the kid has settled with a knife in hand, and he wonders if it's from force of habit or because he's unsettled about something.
Well, if there's a problem, then they're in the right position to talk about it and sort it out right now. Izuku had talked to Fujiki-san, his therapist, only yesterday, and that quite often prompts him to have questions or exercises that he wants to go through with his Dad, and Aizawa is always happy to accommodate that. If he gets to comfort his kid at the same time, doing something that both of them enjoy, then even better.
With this in mind, he sits on the edge of his bed, scooting so that he can place a foot either side of the teen, and lets his legs go pliant when Izuku hooks a hand under each of his knees and pulls so that the man's legs are bent over his son's shoulders, feet balanced on thighs. It's not the first time they've sat like this, and it surely won't be the last, yet either way Aizawa knows that quite often this extra contact, weighted and insistent as it is, often means that his kid's not doing brilliantly. Or that he needs grounding to stop him thinking too much, to prevent him form spiralling, which given the topic of this morning's homeroom, wouldn't exactly surprise the man.
He's proved right only a few minutes later, once he's made a decent start on brushing through the rather tangled ends of his son's hair, because the kid fidgets slightly, drumming a beat along the hero's calf that it only takes Aizawa a few seconds to recognise as a sequence of their knocking patterns. Yep, first Monday, first Tuesday, cycling through to second Monday, and going on.
Izuku shifts, tilting his head back in between his dad's legs, listing slightly to rest on top of his thigh, watching the man. Gauging his reaction. Aizawa is glad that his answer comes easily to him, if only for the sake of that,
"Kid, it's up to you. Patrolling with me is the equivalent of a work study, but if you want to cut back or cut out our hours for a bit to get some experience with another hero, even another sector of the industry, that's completely fine with me. Just make the most out of whatever you do, understood?"
"Thanks, EraserDad." It's been a while since the kid called him that, and Aizawa can't help but smile, ruffling Izuku's hair and undoubtedly messing up some of his own hard work but utterly uncaring of it,
"Always, brat." Oh. Oh fucking hell, he didn't mean to-
But Izuku hasn't reacted. Hasn't blinked or flinched or started breathing erratically, hasn't whimpered or curled into himself, and in fact it's only now, several long seconds later, when his face twists a little, still staring up at his hero.
"You... You called me brat."
"I did," Aizawa acknowledges, wanting to apologise except he's not at all convinced that an apology is what Izuku actually needs right now.
"It didn't freak me out."
"It didn't."
Neither of them speak or move for a fair minute or three then, both simply processing this information.
Until his son moves, lurching forwards, onto his feet, and twisting around to stare down at the man instead, chest heaving with something that isn't panic. In fact, there's a tiny, tiny smile on Izuku's face, the very sweetest thing, and there's so much raw hope, sunrise-stained and caramel-molten, in his gaze that Aizawa can't help smiling in return, something softer than even would have thought possible of himself.
"Hey, Dad." He can't summon up words in reply, too busy staring at the absolute light of his life and wondering how they got here, wondering just how lucky he is, but that's alright,
"Mm?"
"I think things might be okay." That- that, he can reply to:
"I think they're going to be more than okay, kiddo, I really do." They both get impossibly softer then, and Izuku slumps against his Dad's chest with a shuddering exhale, arms settling around him without thought or hesitation, sliding onto his lap to be held close in return.
It's a good while before they stop shaking together, stitching at the seams and letting some of the darkness fall away, and Izuku breathes against the hero's throat with a teasing edge,
"Optimism isn't your normal route, Dad."
"Oh hush, Problem Child," he rumbles in return, shifting to scrape his chin affectionately over the top of Izuku's head, stubble rasping over curls, and it earns him a sweet giggle in return. Not everything is healed or fixed or back-together-again, but they don't need everything perfect in order to simply be happy.
And when they have each other, there's no question about happiness.
Notes:
Our baby!! Our baby boy, look at him!! Doing so well!!
Ahem - anyways :D A note for you guys - my UPDATE SCHEDULE'S CHANGING a bit - as of next week (so the 2nd), I'm taking a fortnight to work exclusively on this and Tsune, with no one-shot stuff at all if my brain cooperates, so hopefully there'll be at least a few extra chapters up, kay? If I remember, I'll make notes at the beginning of each to make sure they're not too easy to miss ^^;
Oh, and if I still ended up getting Nejire's name the wrong way around then oops, too late now!
Regardless, I hope you guys loved the softest of kidzu'n'dadzawa vibes at the end there, because I certainly did!! Love, hugs and gratitude as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 98: XCIV - Storm Clouds And Static (A Family That Doesn't Falter)
Summary:
Izuku has a bad day, full of storm clouds and trembling heart-hands-mind, but his family are here for him all the same.
Notes:
I skim-edited this, so hopefully only minor mistakes to be found, if any, but also I sprinted like 1.6k of it at midnight, so-
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Of course, because he had a good day yesterday, has been having a series of good days in fact, and has taken another step forward in terms of being a hero and in his recovery, not to mention had slept well last night, curled up with his Dad, Izuku wakes up with heavy limbs and a foggy mind.
He knows, distantly, that this is frustrating. That he's halfway gone, up in the clouds, and it's only the weight and warmth of his hero against and around him that's stopping him from floating right away entirely. Something in his chest aches.
Not even contemplating having the energy or purpose to do something about all of this, Izuku stares at the wall opposite the bed, idly processing the watercolours smears of the sun rising, and logically he knows that he should be processing reds and oranges and pinks, yet it's all just warmth-tinged grey, pale and dark and the colour of Cadaver's fur and storm clouds and the handles of his second-favourite knife set. His Dad is breathing deeply, steadily, and the teen (he's barely here, barely alive, breathing, a person at all-) stays present by counting every one of those breaths, drags himself into some semblance of reality with trembling hands and constantly restarted one-rise, two-rise counts. Static is still screaming a void through his marrow, and everything but his bones feels like air and clouds, chill-distant, but he's draped in anchor points, from the arm curled over his side to the tall body pressed along his back, and he keeps counting, keeps trying.
At some point, his Dad begins to shift, breathing stepping up slightly, and his fingers twitch against Izuku's stomach.
"Mmku?" He wants to reply, idly recognising that his Dad (his Eraserhead, his saviour, his hero-) is speaking to him and something will happen if he doesn't reply (his Dad will worry and fear and care oh-so very much and that both hurts and soothes-) but somehow that vague knowledge isn't enough to pull him from the candy floss and cotton that has overtaken his mind. There's something to it all, static-sharp, that keeps him bound in place, even as his Dad wakes up more.
"Dreaded time, kiddo." The man sounds sleepy and content and Izuku, for all that he can want, wants nothing more than to find words to match that softness, to keep his Dad happy, but he opens his mouth and finds his tongue Medusa-frozen, throat ivy-wound. And the hero must pick up on that, because he shifts, grumbling wordlessly for half a second, and then Izuku is blinking up not at the blur of the wall but at the blur of his now-on-elbows Dad and the ceiling beyond, dark hair tumbling around them both, dark eyes and dark stubble and pale skin. It looks like home.
"Izuku?" There's a moment of fractured desire, of wanting to be here, but he just can't, doesn't know how, and instead Izuku drags a hand through the thick air to curl, shaking, into thin fabric.
"Oh, love." Sorrow and support and familiar-soft ache drench the words, and Izuku almost manages to smile. Almost.
"Kid, do you want space, proximity, or contact? It's fine if you can't answer right now, love, just-" The offer is genuine and kind. Izuku sinks into that, and it gives him the presence to slip both hands back to his chest,
'You.'
"Contact with me?" That tiny edge of a smile between his freckles grows a fraction, and his Dad understands, a hand slipping up to settle against the side of Izuku's face, achingly gentle.
"Contact with other people?" Izuku doesn't have a single thought then, only idle panic, because there's some people he might be alright with but he can't think about them in comparison to the awful thought of people. And leering grins and reaching hands, ready to explode or crush or disintegrate-
"Hey, Izuku, kiddo, you're alright. We're all safe." It doesn't help, not anything like enough, and another hand is coming up to surround his face in warmth, the gentlest of forces to maintain his eye contact with the man above him,
"I need you to breathe for me, love, alright? We're going to go for in, two, three, four; hold, two, three, four; out, two, three-" Izuku manages to latch a hand into his Dad's shirt again, tight enough for his knuckles to brush against rise-pause-falling skin. It helps. There are words in his ears and hands either side of his face and heat-heart-warmth around him.
It drags Izuku halfway back to reality and weight and presence.
The hero, for his part, is just glad when the panic-attack heaving falters back into something vaguely calm, when the awful glaze-gleam that hides vivid green eyes begins to soften, giving way to some level of lucidity. At some point, Izuku's free hand comes up to cradle Aizawa's, palm to knuckles, pressing it securely to against freckled skin, a silent request not to let go. Aizawa couldn't imagine any other option.
"Ss-s-" The barely-there attempt at words splinters apart before a single syllable can form, but the man knows exactly what his son was trying to do, but the kid doesn't need to apologise. Not for something like this.
"Don't be, Izuku. Never." He pauses, but Izuku is aware right now and he needs to ask, needs to know if he triggered his son badly enough for this,
"Kid, are you sure this isn't because of what I called you yester-" The hand on his flexes, and green eyes, the sharpest they've been in the quarter-hour Aizawa's been awake to see them, focus on him with a familiar intensity.
Then the hand on his is unlatching, the other letting go of his sleepshirt, and a tremble makes itself known as Izuku starts to sign,
'No. No. Sleep fine. Just- just stupid head.' Well, that's both good and bad. He'll take it.
"Kiddo, no part of you is stupid. We all have bad days or need support sometimes," Aizawa murmurs, ducking in low and close until Izuku's hands are pressed idly against his chest and he's pressing a lingering kiss to his son's brow, breathing in the pomegranate shampoo and lingering misery. His poor, perfect kid.
Eventually though, his arms begin to shudder with the strain of holding himself halfway above the teen, and he has to retreat up and back, bringing his legs round so that he can sit beside the kid, hip pressed to just-shifting sides, and he lets one hand settle on his son's chest, pressed lightly over the heartbeat there. And he waits. Because he knows Izuku, knows his kid, and if he's this present right now, then there's quite likely something bothering him; it gets revealed only moments later, when those trembling hands come up once more,
'Call me your brat.' Really? Is he actually going to push himself like this; is Aizawa really going to let him push himself like this? This kid-
"Izuku-" But there's only an eye-flare, aurora-bright, hands steady for a few beats,
'Dad. Please.'
"Dammit, you really are my brat, aren't you?" Aizawa chokes out, eyes burning in something almost unfamiliar, because Izuku is his brat, but also-
Oh. Izuku is smiling. It's a hazy, lopsided thing, eyes still too glazed and freckles too stark for anything more present, but it's a genuine smile all the same. A smile created because of him. He really should know better than to doubt his son, shouldn't he?
'Thanks,' the kid manages, lopsided once more, but it's no worse than he had been only a minute ago, and his Dad takes comfort in that. Good. He hates Izuku's taking sidesteps or backslides in his recovery, purely because he hates how he knows it makes the teen feel, but he would hate it even more if the hero himself had been the cause. For a bad enough situation, he probably wouldn't ever forgive himself.
That's the moment, of course, that Aizawa realises that it's a Tuesday, and, ergo, they're meant to be in class in a few hours' time. Izuku is not in a state to truly be in class, not if he's dodgy about people, and the teachers' room is going to be relatively busy with all of the work studies starting for the first and second years that have passed the Licensing Exam, or who are seeking advice as to whether or not they should take work studies, and it's always a busy week every year, this one more than ever given the first year classes both having passed exclusively. He doesn't want to put Izuku in that situation.
Equally though, Izuku really doesn't seem to be in a good place to make a suggestion of his own, and he just wants the kid to be alright.
Oh, well maybe this should have been obvious: the Ward House. The kids are good with Izuku, and he's good with them. There's the calm room there, and Brian has counselling training. If he's going to have to not be with his son, then he wants to make sure that Izuku will be comfortable, safe, and have support (or just someone willing and able to ring the hero himself-) for if anything gets worse, or if something else happens. He only has so many options, and he's probably best off checking in with the kids' caretakers before making any for-sure decisions because if one of the kids is having a bad day themselves then it might only make the entire situation worse, and that's the last thing Aizawa wants.
Accordingly, he leans over Izuku a bit once more, just enough to be able to reach his phone on the bedside table, and flicks through to the groupchat of the adults generally responsible for the Ward kids. Just because it's mostly used by the four caretakers doesn't mean that he, Hound Dog, Recovery Girl and Nedzu don't all have access to it too. It's the easiest way to make sure everyone knows what's happening on-site.
His question, along with a brief explanation of Izuku's dissociation and its accompanying symptoms and potential triggers, is quickly replied to, and the man can't help how he heaves a near-silent sigh of relief at the affirmatives: all of the kids have been seen today, despite the fairly early hour, and none of them seem to be in bad headspaces where having their Izu-pa is likely to trigger them. They've dealt with him vague and distant whilst captive, and all of the adults have been very wary of letting that become a problem, but all the same they have been with the Aizawas once or twice since the rescue when Izuku has fallen into a dissociative state much like this one, and they've never reacted aversely. The babies just seem to end up worried for him. That doesn't mean that the caretakers, nor Aizawa himself, are willing to risk something potentially volatile, but if the kids are alright then things should be fine. And it's only logical to go with the best option.
Either way, it's about time that he gets up and starts chivvying Izuku along if he wants to get them anywhere and settled before the school day starts, so the hero settles fingertips along the underside of Izuku's wrist, and beats a silly little rhythm there, something half-remembered from cartoons when he was around Izuku's age and may or may not have still watched a kids' cartoon about a cat-themed heroine, and it takes a few repetitions of the sections he remembers, but then his son is blinking those big eyes at him, freckles catching on the early morning sunlight, and oh how very molten the man's heart is right now.
"You ready to get up now, kid? We're going to change you into some trackies and maybe shove a hoodie on too, understood?" There's a pause then, just slightly too long for any normal interaction, but Aizawa waits it out. He knows very well how patient this can require him to be. He doesn't begrudge a second of it. It's worth it when there's a hum, just on the right side of vague, stretches into the space between them.
"Good job, love. I'm going to get dressed and grab you some things, alright?" The hum is slightly quicker to come this time, and the hero doesn't hesitate to repeat a little snippet of the beat, followed by pressing a brief kiss to his kid's hair.
Then he's carefully clambering over his son, getting his feet under him slightly awkwardly, and he makes short work of getting changed himself, uncaring of his son being in the room with him because it's not like they don't regularly patch each other up or go to put laundry on with only a pair of underwear on. Either way, he's far more bothered about grabbing something warm and comfortable for the kid. He knows some fabrics itch Izuku when he's like this, and he doesn't have the presence of mind to not scratch if they do irritate him.
Fortunately, one of the three pairs of jogging bottoms that he knows are the soft jersey that Izuku prefers are clean, although Aizawa does roll up the legs pre-emptively because Izuku probably won't appreciate falling face-first today. He also manages to dig out his very softest hoodie, but doesn't roll up the sleeves on it. Izuku is far too fond of so-called "sweater paws". And, well, they're cute, so who is his Dad to complain?
He nudges Izuku out of bed then, glad when the kid comes back to himself enough to understand and comply when the hero ushers him into the bathroom with the clothing, and comes out several minutes later changed and blinking too slowly, the toilet having flushed at some point. Oh, and Uncle was apparently napping in the sink again, because she's purring furiously from inside the hood of the jumper, which is cute but probably not ideal considering how, for her small size, she is weighting it down. (Which is probably why the hero can't help but pull his phone out of his belt and snap a very brief picture. It's good to have positive memories, even for bad days like this. Reminds Izuku that even the bad days aren't all bad, or that they don't have to be no matter how awful they can seem at the time.)
There's one thing missing from this scene though, and the man only realises what it is when he's releasing Uncle into Izuku's now-cradled arms, her purring never faltering for a second. It doesn't take him more than half a minute to prompt Izuku back to his bedroom, where the kid left his capture weapon last night, unspooled onto the floor from where it had been around his chest, and it only takes another half a minute to bunch it up neatly so as to loop it over and around Izuku's shoulders and neck, not pressing in too close, and with the loose ends tucked into the mass so that they won't be easy to accidentally pull or tighten, and the pale grey-green of it is perfect to brighten up the hazy view.
The way that Izuku curls into it, breathing more deeply and raising Uncle slightly higher against his chest as though reaching for it, certainly doesn't hurt either. It adds another layer of light to his son, one that's more than precious.
A slight change in Uncle's pitch snaps Aizawa out of the mushy thoughts, and he briefly checks the time only to confirm that, yes, Nedzu-dammit, they're going to need to make a move sooner rather than later if he wants to get Izuku settled and more or less content before homeroom starts, because his class need him but if his son does too then only one can come first, no matter how much Izuku will chastise him for it later. Well, that doesn't matter right now because hopefully it won't be necessary, and accordingly the hero reaches up to gently muss at his son's hair,
"I'm going to be back in a second kiddo, alright? You hold on to that capture weapon and Uncle, and I'll be back in a moment." There's breath, then two, before a nod is shifting against his palm, and he shuffles a few more curls around moving away and around the kid. He's got hellspawn to talk to quickly.
Luckily, a fair portion of the class - well, eight of them, but it's still over an hour until they need to leave for homeroom so maybe that isn't really surprising - are in the common areas, and it doesn't take much effort to get all of their attention.
"Hellions, Izuku's not on a good mental health day, so I'm taking him to the Ward House once he gets some food down. And, it's not a reflection on you, but leave him alone. Contact isn't what he needs today. Not unless he seeks it out for some reason." Uraraka is already frowning, very obviously worried, and she isn't the only one:
"But, Sensei-"
"Kids, no." And they know that tone of voice, because it's all thunder and blankets and the warmth of a banked fire that could rear up but won't unless necessary. It's a gentle warning. They know far better than to not heed it.
It's that, and likely their concern for their friend as well, that has the eight of them nodding and agreeing in various degrees of enthusiasm, exchanging looks. He doesn't blame them, honestly.
"Thank you. He'll come out of it sooner or later, he always does." The slightly lacklustre attempt at reassurance does its job, because most of them perk up a bit at that, hopefully reminded of the few times that Izuku has come into class half-gone and distant, eyes hazy and movements all drawn in stark shades of autopilot. But, equally, they're all reminded of how he'll bounce back an hour or day later, never failing to return to his smiles and sarcasm and softness. Bad days are exactly that, no matter how long or short they end up being at the time. Izuku's impossible to keep down, even for his own mind.
Regardless, now that he's satisfied that the kids aren't going to tackle-hug his son or anything - and it wouldn't be the first time it happened, so don't blame Aizawa for his caution; they ended up having to paint over the scorch marks from Bakugou getting furious the one time he'd been unintentionally (or intentionally, perhaps, because Kaminari' and Ashido's senses of humour are questionable at best) dragged into one such abrupt cuddle pile - Aizawa heads back to his room. He's instantly glad to find that Izuku is still on his feet, Uncle purring against his chest and capture weapon piled up high around his shoulders. It's a good sight, albeit a melancholy one.
"C'mon kiddo, we've got some nutrient pouches to eat, alright?" He reaches out a hand, not quite touching the kid's bicep but hovering just beside it, close enough to share pleasant body-heat warmth, and after several blinks he's rewarded with Izuku shifting and swaying just enough to lean into the touch, the warmth direct and heart-swelling. At least the kid's somewhat aware.
Aizawa manages to make relatively quick work of getting Izuku to drink down two of their jelly packs - watermelon, because it's one of the kid's favourites - before leading him to the genkan, shoving his son's boots on for him and only loosely doing the laces up, considering they have all of a two minute walk, and then they're walking hand-in-hand across the dewy grass, bathed in fresh sunlight and breathing in crisp air. It's nice, honestly; in fact, it would be downright pleasant if Izuku was bouncing and chattering around like usual. Still, Aizawa doesn't resent that fact, could and would never begrudge it, so instead he simply keeps on leading his kid on, through trees and across grass, and is idly glad for how the crisp air seems to be pulling his son back together, in tiny pieces.
The teen, for his part, actually is feeling slightly more present, thanks to the purring cat now buried in his capture weapon, the warm hand in his, and the sharp air in his lungs. Still though, it's not enough for him to register more than blurs until he's in a brightly-coloured genkan, his Dad taking his shoes off for him and Uncle rumbling against him. Oh, the Ward House? His- his kids? Izuku dredges together enough energy to wave aimlessly at the room at large, already ambling over to the pile of beanbags and pillows on one side of common area, one that he and his class set up for the kids and where Ina is currently curled up. He doesn't flop right against the girl, but he does sink rather messily to the edge of the soft things, and lets one arm fling out in silent offer. He- the idea of touch isn't entirely great right now, but his babies are always safe to him, he knows that none of them would ever hurt him, let alone could.
So he leaves his hand out, an open invitation, and sinks back into nothing.
There are some quiet voices around him, muffled by mind-weighted clouds and the soft fabric he's buried in, and then, after long, drifting minutes, something warm and solid encroaches on his senses (touches his arm or hand except they're not his, they're not anything, just the distant limbs of some other person-) a little at first but then more weight, and it begins to inch Izuku back into reality. He rolls over a little, limbs dragging and heart stuttering, and then the emptiness of his head is filled with the scent of orange shampoo (it's the special shampoo bought for Ina's mane, to keep the coarse hair thoroughly clean with the right levels of oil because normal shampoo doesn't suit her well at all-) and the sensation of rough tufts of hair against his cheek and chin. There are puffs of hot breath against his throat but it isn't scary or startling or triggering, only familiar and welcome because he knows this hair, and that hand that's settling against his chest, pressed over his heart and it pulls Izuku's attention to his own body, to the steady thudding of his heartbeat.
Oh, he's here.
Maybe he says something to that effect, because there's a broad hand, all gentle heat and calloused, brushing over his forehead, a rumbling voice making itself known, and Izuku knows that voice, that cadence and rhythm and pitch, so he doesn't register the words, syllables incomprehensible, and yet he melts into the touch.
It feels safe. The touch is familiar and soft and home. Izuku tilts his head back into it, without dislodging the child- without dislodging Ina. A thumb slips down, smoothing a pale curl away from clashing against his eyelashes, which, huh, Izuku hadn't even realised that was itching and irritating him. The hand doesn't leave though. And Izuku is idly glad for it, because he revels in the heat of the touch. It matches his heartbeat and the scent of oranges, and then there's a different voice, something higher-pitched but even slower paced. It precedes a half-there pressure against Izuku's back and he can't help but wish for more of it, a heavier weight.
His wish is granted after several breaths, and then the soft silkiness of Anna's hair is tickling at his neck, opposite Ina's, and a smaller body drapes over the top of them all, Li's small fingers curling into his shirt a familiar sensation. There's purring against his ankles, and everyone's breathing surrounding him, and Izuku drowns in every lovely moment of it.
Izuku rises from the ink-masses of his mind in vague increments. He's surrounded by warmth and breathing bodies and distant words, and he feels safe, even with static will making a home in his bones.
It takes several long second-minute-blinks, but he begins to open his eyes and register parts of the the world around him. Li, dark hair wild and face sweet, relaxed in sleep, is sprawled over the top of him and Anna, the blonde girl pressed along the line of his back, has her hands fisted in the back of his hoodie. Ina is curled into his chest, head near Li's, and he can still smell her orange shampoo. It- it's nice. Tilting his head back slightly, because there's a weight against his head that he can't quite comprehend right now, reveals that his Dad is above him, slumped over behind Izuku's head from what was probably being sat upright at first, and he's still got a hand buried in his curls, as gentle as ever. Oh, Izuku loves his hero very, very much.
But also, he has some vague sense that the man is probably meant to be not here (on patrol, maybe? no, they're at school, maybe he has a meeting-) and something in that confusion must have him making a noise because suddenly his Dad is jerking awake, all wide eyes and shifting limbs. He never tugs at Izuku's hair.
If Aizawa ends up being ten minutes late to homeroom, then the class won't even complain. No, they'll just demand that he tell them the very moment that they can have a cuddle pile with Izuku again, and then bombard him with questions about work studies, and what they learn and how they choose a hero and how it balances with school work, and the man is able to enjoy homeroom. He's worried about Izuku, of course he is, but he's always worrying about the kid to a degree, and right now he knows that his son is safe. Sure, maybe it's a bad morning. Maybe it'll turn into a bad day, or even a bad week, but for now Izuku is safe, his hellions have questions that need answering, and Aizawa is secure in the knowledge that his kid will always be alright in the end.
Notes:
Ahh, I hope that didn't feel too abrupt from a reader pov, but I was planning to have Izuku have a bad day a few chapters ago, and it didn't slot in nicely until now - much the same with the babies, really. And also, I think it shows that recovery, no matter how far through or how supported it is, will never be perfectly linear, stepping forwards every single time. Sometimes there will be sidesteps or backslides, and that's okay. It's shoddy, but okay. It's pushing on afterwards that truly matters.
And with someone like a Dadzawa at his side? There's no doubt that Izuku will do just that~
Lots of love, hugs and gratitude to you all!! Ota - xxx
OH WAIT ALSO, i forgot to say - Kidilante hit 400k hits this week, and I'm so, so proud of this fic, because it's my baby, so a massive thank you to every one of you for supporting and enjoying this at my side!!! You're all blessings~
Chapter 99: XCV - And Strong And Loved Either Way
Summary:
Izuku comes back to himself a bit, plans begin to form for his work studies, and we see the hero rankings!!
Notes:
Sorry this is a bit late, I got like some lowkey heatstroke or something yesterday so was kinda out of it all evening ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Aizawa walks back over to the Ward House during his free period, thankfully a block of two free lessons with break in between, he's glad to find that Izuku is still being cuddle-piled, albeit by less of the kids. Anna has moved away, painting something at the dining table now, and he gets a long enough glimpse of the greens and greys and yellows of it to recognise it as the scene currently making up the soft area, where Izuku is loosely curls up around Ina, Li now draped against his back rather than his side, and Kage sitting at all of their feet, a games console in hand and vague smile on his face. The quiet tunes of something quite sweet and slow and pretty make a good backdrop to the scene and, already, it lets Aizawa's muscles relax and his heart warm. Yeh, he knew that Izuku would be alright with the kids for the day.
"Looks good, kiddo," he murmurs on his way past Anna, and is gratified by the tiny little beam that the compliment earns, because now that she's getting back into the swing of her art it's improving in leaps and bounds. The new little statue on his desk and a framed picture on his bedside table are evidence enough.
But then he's kneeling next to Kage, and gets Li grinning up at him, one hand leaving Izuku's shirt to wave at him, childhood-chubby fingers a little uncoordinated and all the more adorable for it. No wonder the man can't resist reaching over to smooth her hair back from her forehead. Ina's snoring, and thanks to her Quirk's adaptation of her vocal cords it's an outright feline sound which never fails to make Aizawa melt, just a little bit. He's a cat person, what can he say?
He's also a Dad, and a soft one at that, so his attention slips back to Izuku, even as he shifts slightly to prop his elbow on Kage's shoulder, no weight being put behind it but just a presence and a greeting all in one.
And, to his contentment, the kid really does look alright. Eyes closed, breathing deeply, blatantly content in how he's curled up with the two babies, and his body, at least, is aware enough to have his fingers firm in their grip, gentle and present at the same time, not to mention how he keeps snuffling into Ina's hair. The orange shampoo is fairly distinctive, even though all of the kids have their own separate toiletries. It's certainly stronger than Li's lavender or Ryo's mint. Aizawa knows, as well, that just like touch, smell is one of the things that actually tends to get through to his son on days like today, when he's only half-here, the rest of him gone and distant and fading in-out-back-again like an old television, static-sharp. It's not a pleasant thing, the hero's sure. But his son is strong, the strongest person Aizawa knows full stop, and he always comes out of the other side of times like this with a smile and a hug to show for it. So maybe things aren't quite okay right now, but they will be soon enough.
This fact is proved very much correct when, at lunch time, after two hours of spending time with the kids and being near his son, followed by a Heroic Law and Ethics lesson with his idiot second years, the man returns to the Ward House for the third time that day, to find Izuku sitting up and eating an actual meal with his babies.
It's more than a relieving sight, and that probably shows in how messily he leaves his boots in the genkan,
"Afternoon everyone." His call is soft and carrying, no hint of volume to it because it's not needed, not when Izuku is immediately whipping around to face him, a smile on his face and hands raised, chopsticks still tucked into one of them,
'Dadzawa!' Yep, that's his kid, freckles and glinting eyes and all.
Aizawa really can't help a smile, something slow and soft and sweet, honey-rich, from overtaking him then, even as he greets everyone,
"Hey, kiddo, kids, Brian, Yami. What are you eating?" Several of the children perk up, a few flashing random bowls of rice at him, or chopsticks with omelette in them, but it's Li who, as bright as ever, chirps out an answer,
"We've got kimchi and rice and- and tamago- tamiga-"
"Tamagoyaki, Zawa-jii," Ryo interrupts, not unkindly, and given that he's busy cutting Li's omelette into smaller pieces himself, any pretend grumpiness is very much nullified. And, well, the use of Zawa-jii never hurts either.
"There's spare on the counter, thought you might make an appearance," Yami-san prompts, and the hero nods, briefly ruffling Izuku's hair on his way past,
"Thanks."
The hero ambles over to the kitchen area, finding a portion of lunch ready and waiting for him. Scooping them all up and turning around, he debates which end of the table to sit on, but his kid is moving,
'Dad, sit here,' Izuku pouts, and whilst the hero smiles, he also raises an eyebrow, because Izuku is very much in the middle of the table, surrounded on all sides.
Then, of course, his silly son gets up, pushing his crockery onto one half of his placemat as he does so, and pats the bench where he'd been sitting literally two moments before. Not subtle at all, really.
That being said, Aizawa very much isn't complaining as he carries his own food over, puts it on the other half of the placemat, and sits down, twisted slightly to the side to make it easier for Izuku to weasel in between him and Ryo, perching in his Dad's lap and humming gratefully when a strong arm loops around his waist to help keep him anchored in place.
Having his son pressed against him, back to chest, able to feel every single breath (steady, deep, ocean-recurrent and all the more reassuring for it-) allows Aizawa to relax more than he had thought that he might need to. But then Izuku's eating, and so is he, and the babies around them are all chattering. Kage is telling Ina about his game, and apparently he got a new villager on an island or something and they're a lion like her. Aizawa doesn't really understand until he links it to that animal game that half of his class are obsessed with, and he may or may not be hoping that Izuku asks for one of the consoles solely so that they can share an island and have lots of the cute little cat people on it, but that's by the by. It's a pleasant conversation to listen to. And it's made even more lovely by the background noise of Brian getting Shi to tell him about the fact that they want to start knitting or embroidery, and the fact that Izuku perks up slightly at that, clearly paying attention.
Well, the hero knows what his next online shopping order is going to include.
"If you want, I think one or two of my class know how to knit," he mentions, leaning forward slightly, having to repress a snort when Izuku grumbles at him for the slight squash,
"I expect they'd be more than happy to help you learn, Shi."
"Really?" Izuku has also tensed up, turning his head just enough to give his Dad wide eyes, and the man only chuffs a half-amused noise, butting his chin delicately against curls,
"Yes. I can ask around tonight, if you want," he offers, straightening up again so that Izuku will stop grumbling at him,
"They'll probably have some recommendations about different projects or materials or something as well."
"Please, Zawa-jii!"
"Consider it done, kid," he affirms, only sounding a tad gruff, because no, having them call him 'Zawa-jii' doesn't still make his heart absolutely melt, Izuku, you do not need to poke him to bring it home.
The fact that Aizawa steals Izuku's next bite of kimchi may or may not be revenge. His leg's probably going to bruise, the vicious little brat. (No, Aizawa definitely doesn't shove his next mouthful of kimchi at his kid's face until Izuku eats it. Don't be absurd.)
He's happy, and Izuku is happy, even if he isn't completely alright yet either, and their kids are all happy. Aizawa counts himself very lucky.
Admittedly, he only spends the lunch break at the Ward House, because he has a full afternoon of lessons to attend to, but he squeezes Izuku lightly at the end of the meal, propping his chin atop wild, loose curls.
"Want me to braid this quickly?" Izuku raises his hands slightly, just high enough for Aizawa to be able to watch as he fingerspells out a single-word question,
'L-o-o-s-e?' Ah, yes, he can't exactly blame his son for that.
"No problem, kiddo." Neither of them move just yet, remaining as they are just until both of their hearts and minds are settled.
At the end of this time, Aizawa draws back a little, just enough so that Izuku is still balanced comfortably upon his legs without having to put any effort into staying in place.
Broad fingers slip through slightly tangled curls, teasing out the knots and snarls as delicately as possible, making quick work of it. From there, he selects some relatively chunky sections of hair and pulls them into a gentle weave, slipping them together into one fairly loose braid, only just put together enough to not fall right apart.
The hero is glad for his developing habit of keeping at least two hair ties on his wrist or in his belt when he gets to the end of Izuku's plait (and huh, the kid's hair really is getting long now, it can't be far off the length of Aizawa's own hair; no wonder Izuku's going through his shampoo faster of late-) and is able to tie it off for the kid.
"Comfortable?" Izuku, for a long few seconds, doesn't move or murmur. It's just long enough for Aizawa to start worrying, but then the teen's twisting around to more or less face him, the kid's legs slightly in his own way, but he's smiling and nodding and throwing his arms around the hero's shoulders so, really, everything is perfect.
Of course, he has to leave when he notices that the end of the school's lunch period is drawing too near, but that's alright. Izuku is an awful lot better than he was this morning, only the odd hazy moment and stone tongue left behind, and the kids are all happy. They all seem even happier when, before leaving, Aizawa does a round of hugs, holding each of them against his chest for a minute, kisses dropped on their brows and the smallest ones picked up onto his hip, and maybe he spends half a minute tickling Li into a giggling heap on the floor, but there's no photographic evidence so nobody will ever have to know. (Izuku absolutely tapped on Yami-san's shoulder to prompt them to film the entire interaction, including just how soft of a Cheshire grin had taken over his face, bright and sweet. The video may or may not be shared in at least two group chats within moments of being taken.)
If he spends slightly too long hugging Izuku at the end of his rounds, then nobody is going to call Aizawa out on it. Nor if he murmurs quiet praise and reassurance into loosely-braided curls, or keeps one hand shifting, soothing broad breath-mimicking circles over his son's back, and draws back only to settle a hand either side of his kid's face.
"Alright?" A slightly wobbly smile and mostly-bright eyes face him in silent reply, and Aizawa draws strength from it. His kid's truly remarkable.
That evening, when they're all sprawled around the common room, Izuku moves away from where he had been literally sandwiched in between his two boyfriends (Hitoshi at the bottom of the pile and Shouto half on top of Izuku, one of the insomniac's hands buried amongst Izuku's curls, Shouto's arm slung over his back, Asui and Uraraka curled up together against their feet-) and comes to plop unceremoniously back into his Dad's lap, winding his legs and arms around the man's torso. Well, Aizawa certainly isn't going to complain. Not when his kid is warm and safe and an absolutely wonderful weight against him.
At some point though, when they've both just been breathing together for several minutes, Izuku untucks his face from Aizawa's collarbones, instead hooking his chin over a hoodie-covered shoulder, mouth right next to the man's ear, and speaks aloud for the first time all day,
"Is it really alright if I don't do work studies with you?"
Oh, this line of questioning again. Well, at least the answer is easy,
"Absolutely, kid." He pauses for half a breath, because that's true, but it doesn't feel like enough, and his son hasn't relaxed at all yet, so he goes on,
"You need to do what you think is best right now, and you will never, ever lose a place at my side." There's another pause this time, a lighter one than before, and finally Izuku huffs a laugh that tickles at the man's ear,
"Or on your back?" Dammit, his son.
"Nor that. You're my kid and my Kidilante, no matter what. I won't be offended or upset or something else so illogical." Izuku shifts again then, firmly tucking his face into the side of his Dad's neck, a smile pressed into the soft skin,
"Alright."
For now, that's the end of that, and Aizawa is content to leave it be.
Sure, he'd rather have Izuku with him, but he knows that staying with only one hero and one style of heroics can be a bad idea, at least at Izuku's age. Admittedly, the way that Izuku has primarily trained, particularly pre-UA, lends itself well to underground heroics of the same sort as Eraserhead, but completely narrowing down his options right now verges on illogical. At the very least, Izuku would be best off working with NightVeil as a whole, being able to dabble in lots of different branches of underground heroics. Or, if not that, then someone twilight or even, to Aizawa' admitted discomfort, someone limelight.
It's not because limelight heroes are bad, or that he wouldn't trust any of them with his kid (as much as he would trust any other person to both look after and keep control of his Problem Child at least-), at the very minimum there would always be Hizashi. Some other heroes, such as Miruko or Edgeshot, wouldn't hurt either, although the publicity of those two might end up more of a hindrance than a benefit, particularly considering how quickly false information and dangerous information spreads aboveground. But some above-grounders wouldn't be awful. Probably.
Okay, Aizawa doesn't like it, but if it's what Izuku needs and wants, he won't stop the kid. No, he'll be here, ready and waiting and willing to help no matter what; any other option is unthinkable.
Izuku, as it turns out, spends the next two days researching heavily. He pulls all of his Dad's documents on the approved heroes for work studies, and takes over half of his own room with research and notes, both scrawled and typed, until there's a mess of possibilities everywhere. Well, Aizawa's glad that the kid is thinking at least. Although, frankly, the mess needs cleaning up sooner rather than later, the cats keep nearly drowning in it.
But also, he's been skim-reading some of the kid's notes, and has been glad to find them all seem sensible. There's been a mix of references to underground, limelight and twilight heroes, list after list of pros and cons. Those that are geographically problematic seem to have been dismissed out of hand, and several more that Izuku doesn't trust for various reasons (from two fraud suspects with an additional note to take information about them to Nedzu; several more that focus on touting UA students rather than helping them, luckily the sum of them only making up perhaps a sixth or seventh of the total availability-) are also dismissed, but the rest are apparently given near-equal consideration. Those with different skillsets than his and his Dad's are picked apart for what Izuku could actually gain from them that would be useful for the lines of underground heroics he's most interested in, or those adjacent to it, and then other factors are considered too. How much time each agency seems to typically demand from students, if they'd even be good for a Quirkless hero-in-training, who else in the class are strongly considering them, if they're inclined to bring work studies students onto larger investigations or raids. It's a myriad of factors, and the underground hero, seeing and hearing about different parts of this, notes the varying levels of significance to them all and wonders if Izuku has a metric for something this complex.
Whether he has a metric or not though, he does come to a decision of some sort, and scurries off halfway through a homeroom to go and see Nedzu, jumping up into a vent before the underground hero can even debate whether it's worth stopping him or not. He'll be told sooner or later, he knows. And Izuku knows better than to interrupt any important meetings or be late for his next lesson. Hopefully.
(Izuku has a plan. Whether it's truly a good plan or not, he isn't sure yet, but he ran it by Nedzu-sensei and the Rat God didn't come up with any more "this could go wrong"s than Izuku did, so he shouldn't be going in blind or anything. Now to see if he can even get into contact with the hero in question. Oh, and consult with his Dad first.)
The regular news panel hands over to a woman standing on the edge of a massive stage set into what appears to be a stadium. Everything behind her is dark and shadowed, and the crowd in front of said stage is backlit, the edges of the platform itself holds the lighting, keeping the people behind the presenter hidden in the shadows, her spotlight doing little to light them up.
Then the announcer turns towards the camera, the stage behind her still blacked out and the crowd quieting down. Households all over Japan settle, watching on.
Then she is speaking, microphone to her chin and eyes alight, the crowd all squinting up at the stage where she's stood, vaguely silhouetted figures in a row behind her,
"Good evening everyone, both here and at home! Welcome to the biannual Japanese Heroics Ranking." Her excitement slips into something more sombre and serious,
"Japan and its hero industry have been a tumultuous place since the disgracement of Endeavor and the victorious fall of All Might." A wave of murmuring echoes through the crowd, much like it does with most people viewing at home.
The announcer gives them a few moments until she shifts, beginning to catch attention, and everyone focuses on her a second later, her voice ringing out again,
"But stepping up in their places are our other heroes, both top ten and beyond, and in tonight's Hero Ranking we can give our gratitude and acknowledgement to them all in person for the first time ever!"
"So, without further ado... Keeping steady at number ten, the Killer Whale hero, Gang Orca!" A spotlight flares to life upon the stage, throwing the massive hero into stark lighting, and he beams, teeth flashing, a hand raised to wave to the camera and crowds. They roar, several particularly enthusiastic fans wolf-whistling or hollering louder than the rest, and as soon as it halfway dies down, the woman is talking again,
"Right above him, number nine, is the Laundry hero, Wash!" Another spotlight, another series of shouts, and she gives them the perfunctory calm-down time before speaking once more,
"Rising up a spot to take number eight, is the Dragon hero, Ryukyu!" It takes the heroine a second too long to smile, but then she does so, straightening her shoulders.
The announcements go on from there:
"He's moved up one as well, now at number seven, the Equipped hero, Yoroi Musha!" The next one is both a surprise and expected - or rather, something around this had been predicted, but to have it confirmed is something of a shock all the same:
"The number six spot is taken by the freshly-debuted and super successful hero, Kamui Woods!" The whooping is at its loudest yet, a clearly resounding sign of Kamui Woods' success, and the spotlight highlights the whorls of his skin.
"He's moved up the way to number five, always super steady, it's the Shield hero, Crust!" A broad man, with tears in his eyes and a broad smile, bows and beams in a rush of limbs and blatant energy.
"She just keeps leaping her way up these rankings, and now she's the top heroine at number four, the Rabbit hero, Miruko!" She's got a different vigour to her, all toothy and eye-glinting, vicious.
There's a pause then, anticipation rising. People exchange murmurs of who will be third or second or first, the same three names cropping up over and over again.
"With the ninja aesthetic and the ninja name, in number three is the Ninja hero, Edgeshot!" The hero stands tall, hands folded together and posture proud. The spotlight gleams against his metallic accents, casting deeper shadows over his face.
"In the fabled number two spot, but ready to look to number one, is the Fibre hero, Best Jeanist!" The penultimate light bathes the hero as he gestures a rather flamboyant wave, a few threads of his sleeve twisting up and around the movement.
"And finally, Japan's number one hero, red-hot and flying high, it's the Wing hero, Hawks!" Two bright red wings flare out, bright, sunset-tinged and more than distinct, and people scream. The possibility has been discussed for days and weeks on end amongst media outlets about who would officially replace All Might, all predictions and suppositions and opinions, and of course the number two had been the obvious choice. To see it come to fruition, however, is another matter. Hawks is officially the number one hero of Japan.
Notes:
The hero rankings happen later than this in canon, but frankly, I don't care - they fit in well here, for this chapter's vibe :D Plus, I'm in the process of, let's say, planting seeds for Kidilante's war arc and some things are from months ago, some more recent, and perhaps there's one or two from today~
Oh, and I know kimchi's korean, not Japanese, but I also know they like it in Japan.
Anyways!! Hope you all enjoyed - it's good to see Izuku recovering and spending some time with his kids, isn't it? ^^; Lots of love, hugs and gratitude, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 100: XCVI - Setting Up For Success (Clouds Linger, As Ever)
Summary:
Things begin to move forward.
Notes:
I was gonna reply to last week's comments before posting this but as i@m posting this at 1am I think you know why I'm haven't yet ^^; I'll do it in the morning-proper, hopefully with even more to reply to! ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aizawa's attention is brought away from the yarn shop he's currently looking at on his laptop by Izuku bursting into his bedroom. It's not exactly an uncommon event.
"Dad, I have a plan!" Well, that either bodes very well or very badly.
"For?"
"My work study! Nedzu-sensei and I went through it, but look it over with me?"
"Sure, let me just-" He makes sure that he has the silver knitting needles actually added into his cart before putting his laptop to the side and scooting along his bed to give the kid more room to join him, sitting with their shoulders and thighs pressed together, a relatively small sheath of papers now spread across their laps. And by relatively small, Aizawa probably still means a good thirty or so pages. Ah, and of course they're double-sided, because why would Izuku do something by halves, whether literally or not.
"You explaining, me reading, or both?" Aizawa grumbles, although he's pressing their shoulders more firmly together, turning his head to butt his chin against his son's curls.
"Both. You know I was thinking about some of the limelights?" Oh, shit.
"Yes," Aizawa intones, and refuses to let any of his lingering reluctance colour his tone.
"Well, I might have decided on Sir Nighteye, if you'd let me?" Okay. Okay, that isn't as awful as Aizawa had feared, particularly not when considering Nighteye's emphasis upon intelligence and analysis.
"Kid, you don't need my permission."
"But what if I want it?" This kid, dammit. Just- this kid.
"You can have my advice or whatever kid, but you don't need my permission and don't need to even worry about my support." There's a pause then, Izuku staring down at the notes over both of their laps, but then he's twisting a bit to stare up at his Dad and he's absolutely beaming, brighter than a solarflare.
"You're soft, and I love you," Izuku murmurs, halfway between teasing and completely affectionate, and Aizawa might roll his eyes but he shuffles the papers onto the bed beside them both so that he can pull his son into his arms. That fact alone is enough for Izuku to wriggle over, piling himself into his Dad's lap and curling to hide his face in the crook of the man's neck, his smile more than obvious in how it's pressed against Aizawa's throat, hands twisted tight into the man's hoodie and legs around his waist, very much limpeted onto the man.
Aizawa certainly doesn't mind, judging by how he ducks his head to press a kiss amongst half-tied curls, hands splayed to press warmth across Izuku's back. If he happens to mutter that he loves his kid too, then nobody else is here to call him out on it.
They draw away when Kimchi shoulders her way through the ajar bedroom door, yowling at the top of her lungs because she's a bitch who interrupts cuddles like that.
"'m coming, brat," Izuku huffs, and he himself doesn't seem to notice his casual use of the word but his Dad does, and he continues smiling even as the kid clambers off of him to go and feed her. It's good to see Izuku confident and content again, even if it's been a bloody long slog and things aren't still perfect. (They don't need to be perfect though, not when he's got his kid happy and healthy with him. That alone makes things perfect for Aizawa.)
"Oh, start reading whilst I feed her if you want!" Izuku chirps, slipping out of the room with a flash of a smile over his shoulder. Aizawa doesn't say anything, simply grabbing the papers his kid has left behind and starting to flick through, skim-reading the contents. There's pros and cons and conclusions, the reasons for dismissing several agencies and heroes, a few of them left as strong considerations - and the man is admittedly more than a little gratified that NightVeil is one of those strong considerations - but none of them definitively so. The final three sides are direct comparisons, and the different skillsets and experiences offered by Sir Nighteye's agency outweighs most anything else. Some level of internal knowledge for the workings of aboveground agencies will apparently help as well.
Unfortunately, though not surprisingly considering this is his Kidilante's idea and apparently backed by Nedzu, it all makes a lot of sense.
Looks like Aizawa is going to let his kid go work with some abovegrounders. Dammit.
"Dad?" Izuku is coming back into the room then, Uncle in his arms, and he's smiling. It's as good a sight as ever.
"Hey, kiddo, Kimchi alright?"
"Shut up with food," the teen snorts, and there's barely even a hint of nerves to him upon looking at the completely-read pile of papers.
The comparative lack of concern is reassuring for his Dad, because it means he's done a good job of confirming the fact that he'll never refuse Izuku or try to knock his son down. If this is what Izuku wants and needs then it's what Aizawa wants too, no doubt about it.
"C'mere, love," he requests, softer than intended, and is rewarded by no shudders or hesitancies from his son, plus Uncle splays out across both of their laps, and it's warm and good and everything right with the world.
"What do you think?" The kid eventually asks, a few nerves creeping in again, and Aizawa bumps their shoulders together again, drumming a brief pattern against the kid's leg, above Uncle's fluff.
"I think if it's what you feel you need, then it'll do you good, kid. Sir Nighteye is reasonably respected amongst the underground so it won't do you any harm in that aspect. It'll be good to have a different perspective on analysis and agencies than what Nedzu or I can provide, and working with limelight heroes is a skill that can be very difficult and frustrating to cultivate once you're even further entrenched into the underground community than you currently are. And given his own Quirk and Mirio's continued attitudes, he shouldn't be prejudiced against you." It's all of the most obvious things to the hero, the main considerations of Sir Nighteye in particular, and that relevance had been reflected in Izuku's notes as well, much to Aizawa's silent pride. Still, the kid raises an eyebrow, challenging,
"Not even with his prior relationship to All Might?" A fair point, but still:
"Well, what did you and Nedzu think about that element?"
Izuku doesn't even hesitate, something like a smile creeping back in,
"That I have you guys to fall back on if I need to, and Nedzu-sensei said that they had fallen out years ago now already. Hopefully there shouldn't be any problem there."
"Sounds logical to me then, kiddo. Good job." Izuku, despite all that has gone between them over the years, still seems nigh-on startled at the praise, and he smiles sun-bright and sakura-pretty, a strawberry-sweet flush creeping beneath it all. Yeh, Aizawa's kid is utterly gorgeous.
"You got any more questions about it all, love?" Izuku is blinking at him now, simply content, a hand buried in Uncle's black fur and listing into his Dad's side,
"Mm, nah. 'M happy with it."
"Good. Hey, Izuku," he adds on, tone unintentionally brighter than usual, and is rewarded with a curious look.
"You always make me proud, but making a logical decision here and understanding your own boundaries and weaknesses versus strengths only compounds it. You're incredible, kid." That earlier flush is bright red now, hints of red amongst ivy curls, and Aizawa would snort if not for any risk of invalidating his own words.
"Aw, fuck, Dad, you can't just say that-" Well now he can make it fun,
"Too late," the man sneers, even as he tucks his son under his arm, pressing the underside of his jaw atop mad curls.
Maybe he's still uncomfortable with the idea of his kid being apart from him to work with a hero he doesn't know well, to receive training and advice and protection from someone other than himself. Maybe he wishes nothing could ever even come close to hurting his son again. But that isn't reality, let alone the reality of a hero, in training or otherwise (he remembers falling buildings and an unheard voice and cloudy skies to match a cloud-embossed grave), and he knows that denying Izuku experience now will be the equivalent of denying him safety in the future.
So instead of letting Izuku know his fears, let alone imposing them upon his kid, the man makes do with holding Izuku even closer, drinking in every breath and finger curled into his top and scent of pomegranate shampoo and coffee and cats.
His Kidilante is strong, and only set to get stronger, with all of their family and friends at his back; Aizawa will trust him to look after himself.
Later that evening, when dinner has been eaten and with his Dad off for a staff meeting, Izuku and Shouto end up migrating to Hitoshi's room, taking full advantage of the small pile of two beanbags and lots of cushions and blankets to make a large, rather messy and slightly painful, pile of limbs where they can just about see each other's faces. And neither of his boyfriends have missed how Izuku is absolutely overjoyed about something, if perhaps also a little flustered, and it's only reasonable to assume that he's talked to Aizawa-sensei about whatever scheme he has undoubtedly cooked up.
"So you've decided on your work studies?" Hitoshi prompts, not willing to wait any longer now that they're all settled.
And Izuku immediately brightens right up at that, contentment flaring further into zeal and curiosity, wriggling to see them both better, a knife slipping out of nowhere to trace idle patterns through the air,
"Yep! I'm going with Sir Nighteye. What about you two?" Hitoshi shrugs as best he can with Shouto's face still smushed against one of his shoulders and Izuku's elbow digging into the other one,
"I want to focus on my weapons, I think. I was looking at the approved heroes but none of them use anything like my hachiwari, and that's more important than my brass knuckles at this point. Plus all the brawling type heroes on the list are the furthest thing from underground, which, you know, not ideal." Izuku snorts at that, Shouto finding a small, wry smile to match.
"Sounds sensible," Izuku hums, fidgeting with the knife in his hand, leaning further into them both until he's breathing against Hitoshi's hairline,
"If you're not completely confident in your weaponry, then it's easier to make a mistake. Well, mistakes happen either way, but it helps minimise them." Perhaps, to some people, that would come across as condescending, but given the way that Izuku is staring down at his knife, still and balanced across his palm, the faintest of pallors to his cheeks, it's more than obvious that the words come from a place of experience, not patronisation.
But he shakes out of it without any prompting, slipping his knife away once more and facing them both with the beginnings of a true smile, eyes sparking fire-bright,
"And Shou?"
"I had a conversation with Aizawa-sensei about it, and there is a more minor agency that specialises in elemental Quirks, approximately a forty minute train ride away."
"Oh, the Clouds And Smoke Agency, right?"
"Yes. Brunt is one of those that works most with students, which will help me work with my fire."
"Ooh, that'll be cool! I can't wait to do sparring once we've all learnt new stuff!" Izuku is sporting a wide Cheshire grin, braid bouncing against his shoulder with how he's practically vibrating in his chair, eyes bright with sheer glee. And Hitoshi and Shouto share some of his excitement, because they're grinning too. School training is going to be fun once they've all gathered some extra experience.
The deadline for the work studies is the next day, so that the teachers can look them over for the weekend, and homeroom finds several people rushing their forms up to Aizawa, and the evening finds eight of the class gathered together in a ring amongst the quiet corner. Each one has a set of yarn, a pair of knitting needles, along with a few pairs of scissors and some tapestry needles in the middle of the circle.
Aizawa had indeed asked his students about knitting, and apparently three of them have some experience with it all, although Yaomomo has rather more interest in embroidery and crochet. But between her, Uraraka and Ojiro, they've set up a neat little circle to help everyone interested with learning. Izuku has silver straight needles in hand, charcoal grey yarn, soft as soft, beside him, and he's able to look around at his friends and smile. Uraraka is smiling to his left, and Tokoyami is squinting at the needles in his own hand to his right. Shouji, Ojiro and Jirou are beyond Tokoyami, Dark Shadow draping over the larger boy's shoulder. Finally, Yaomomo is also flanked by Ashido, and even the bubbly girl is relatively calm right now, focused.
They've all managed to cast on before too long, and Ojirou makes for a very good demonstrator.
Izuku would be lying to say that it's completely easy on his hand. Within half an hour of starting his garter stitch, he finds his left hand beginning to ache a little, and he misses a few counts because of it. But that being said, it isn't too bad, and he only adds a stitch once or twice from the distraction. (It helps soothe the ache, already, that Izuku knows he'll be able to sit with his Dad later and have the man help, that his hero will massage his hand until it no longer hurts, will be there to support him with it, just like he did by buying him things for knitting, just like he has with knives and clothing and notebooks; his Dad does anything and everything to keep Izuku happy and healthy and safe, and a little bit of pain now, in the face of that, is absolutely nothing.)
All Izuku knows, right now, is that this is a silly little hobby he's starting, except it's not. It's recovery and letting his Dad help him and showing his kids love and support and fun.
So maybe he's making a scarf now. Maybe it's going straight to his Dad, and he'll be using it to help teach his babies, and maybe afterwards he'll try to make things like cat collars or even, if he gets good enough, he could start something like scarves or even jumpers for the kids. Actually, if he made scarves then the kids wouldn't necessarily grow out of them, and if he knows them at all then there's almost no doubt that if he made extra-long scarves vaguely resembling capture weapons...
He's pulled away from his thoughts by Dark Shadow crowing about wanting to try as well, and Tokoyami sighing. Fortunately, Shouji is already pulling out a second pair of needles and offering them up alongside some nearly neon purple yarn. Dark Shadow's screech is absolutely delighted.
They all spend a bit longer knitting for that night. Izuku, slightly sooner than he would like, stops for the night, finishing his current row and pushing his stitches so that they bunch towards the base of his needle, where they shouldn't be able to slip off, the loose yarn hanging from the front of his knit stitch. Stabbing the knitting needles into his ball of yarn keeps it all safe for the time being, and he settles it into a careful pile.
"Thank you for teaching me," he says, beaming like sunshine at them all, and Yaomomo, Uraraka and Ojirou only smile and wave him off in return. All of them seem to have noticed him wincing slightly or flexing his hand, and none of them mind how he's stopping before the rest of them even though it was him and his Dad that asked for this to start in the first place.
Ah, Izuku really loves his class.
He loves his Dad too, because the hero already has one of those oil packs ready for them, and he's warmed it up, sitting at the kitchen counter with his laptop and earphones.
"Hand?"
"Mmhm," he hums, his grimace twisting more into a smile of sorts,
"Thank you, Dad." But Aizawa only has warm eyes and a gentle bop on the nose to offer,
"Pick the film for me, kiddo. I can't be asked with that shit."
"Mmkay!" the teen chirps, brightening up even further because he knows this man far too well, turning to flick through his Dad's rather meagre film options on his laptop (the man always argues that they're classics and it would be illogical to have more, and for all that Izuku teases him over it, he kind of agrees; they both love this little film selection for every late night and early morning and lazy afternoon) whilst letting his hero push back his sleeve, taking his slightly trembling hand oh-so delicately between his own.
It hurts. It does, but also his hero is more than gentle. They both put an earphone in each, and Izuku presses play in time for Aizawa to start working in some of the oil, one with hints of ginger this time, working from along Izuku's forearm, keeping the tendons and muscles as relaxed as he can prior to focusing on the kid's hand itself.
He follows the paths of scars and the muscles, most careful across the joints and old breaks. At least with films they both already know them well enough to not need to pay all that much attention. It makes a good enough distraction for Izuku, but also lets his hero focus on massaging his hand.
"You've been pushing yourself again this week," the man comments. There's no hint of judgement or annoyance to it, only genuinely neutral acknowledgement, and that fact allows Izuku to cringe a tiny bit.
"Yeh. I just- I had a day of not working at all and I'm meant to be better now, right, and bad days happen but-"
"Kid." Aizawa waits for his son to pause the film and look up at him, staying steady and still until he has Izuku meeting his eyes.
As carefully as he can, he gently squeezes his kid's hand, so very careful to avoid the truly painful areas, and ducks down a bit, gazes locking.
"Kidilante, you are not behind or failing or in any way insufficient. Don't push yourself further than logical for both your mental and physical health, understood?"
There's a pause, the background noise of the rest of the common space never faltering or fading, and Aizawa watches. Waits. Has the patience to see as the shadows flicker first with candlelight, something coming to hesitant life in their depths, then it flares up, as bright and bold as starlight mid-patrol, and Aizawa knows that his son has taken in his words. Has remembered a conversation from a bus on the way to training; the everyday reiterations of love and concern and care; how everyone has worried over him for bad days and villain attacks and worse.
Izuku understands that his Dad cares about him, that everyone around him does, and that he has to try and look after himself for their sake as much his own.
Perhaps that assurance is part of the reason that Izuku doesn't take up his knitting again for another day, giving himself a slight rest. Instead, he ends up being called to meet with Mirio in the faculty room after school, the blond beaming at him the whole time.
"So, Midoriya-kun, I heard from Sir that you've applied to our agency, right?"
"Yep!" he chirps, feeling comfortable with the blond, particularly when both his Auntie and Uncle are already in here, along with Snipe and Thirteen. And he's got his capture weapon on beneath his uniform, knives in their sheaths, and very specific pins in his hair.
"I know he's an intelligence-focused hero, and I wanted to have a better grasp on limelight heroics, you know?" It's the truth whilst being as simple as possible. Mirio doesn't need to know how strongly Izuku had needed to consider possible discrimination or the like.
No, Mirio can stay happy and energetic. Plus there's a fair chance that the third year, with how separated they are from the first years, even more so this school year than usual, that the blond might not even be aware that Izuku is Quirkless in the first place. Better to keep any preconceived notions out of it where possible, particularly as Mirio seems to like him perfectly well as of yet:
"Oh, yeh, you're aiming for underground, right? What's your hero name?" Welp, that bit of anonymity was going to go sooner or later, so Izuku can't exactly put off answering as of yet,
"K-" Whoops, nope, try again, he's been spending more time working with his Dad than in training exercises the last few days,
"Hemlock, the Kidilante hero."
"Ooh, that's fun- Ah. Hemlock?" There's a blatant realisation within that is a little disconcerting, but it's far from surprising. No, it's a given at this point.
"Yeh." Izuku takes a moment, letting that sink in for the blond, before he drags it back away from whatever of his actually publicised exploits Mirio is probably thinking of.
"Yours is Lemillion, isn't it?" Those blue eyes narrow a tad, but then soften again,
"It is! I shouldn't be surprised you know that, if you're interested in Sir's intelligence and analysis skills!"
"Analysis is one of my specialities," Izuku grins, and lets a Cheshire edge to it because he remembers Mirio's smirk when he started fighting the class. For someone largely made of sunshine, Mirio clearly understands being a little feral sometimes too.
"Then I look forward to seeing the rest of them!" Yeh, Mirio gets it. Fingers crossed that will mean that this work study really will be as good as Izuku has hoped. And if it's not, he's got his family to rely on.
Notes:
"You're soft and I love you." brought me so much joy-
I also have an OS to post alongside this because we're officially at 100 chapters of Kidilante, plus we hit 400k hits a week or three ago, so a massive thank you to every one of you, I'm so happy you've been enjoying up to here, and I hope you continue to do so!!
A Night All Of Our Own (Family-Forged, Heartbeat-Rhythmed And Oh-So Perfect)Love to every one of you, lemme know your favourite part if you feel like it~ Hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 101: XCVII - The World Of A Hero (Can Be A Limited One)
Summary:
We have progression for Izuku's work study! Sir Nighteye is complex though~ (and dadzawa is as soft for his son as ever)
Notes:
My characterisation of Sir Nighteye is not something I'd completely settled on coming into this, so I developed it as the scene went on ^^; Hopefully it worked well and you guys will enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Before we start the chapter-proper, the lovely Vee (QueenieVee on Instagram) has been drawing lots of my Angel Izu and Kidilante stuff recently, all of it absolutely beautiful, so have this wonderful drawing of Kidzu'n'Dadzawa cuddling!!!
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The next afternoon, Izuku joins Mirio to leave UA, headed for the train station down the road. He's got his hair braided immaculately back, courtesy of his Dad, with several pins through it all, every one of them sharp at the end so that they could very easily be used as weapons of their own, the flat, rounded petals of the silver flower decorations perfect for making them easy to stab with-
Well, that shouldn't matter. He's got his knives and his capture weapon, all tucked safely and discretely beneath clothing, and he knows that his Dad or Tsuka are only a phone call away. He'll be alright.
"Any advice on how to approach Sir Nighteye?" The question interrupts the relatively comfortable silence that had fallen between them whilst boarding and settling upon the train.
"Well, he definitely likes a bit of humour! Making him laugh is always super great, and he's a big All Might fanboy still, though you didn't hear that from me, you know?"
"Okay. Dunno what I can do with that, not going to lie, but better to know everything I can ahead of time. Thanks!" he chirps, laughing off the slightly awkward fact that he really isn't much good with traditional humour nor, of course, with All Might. He knew that All Might might come into this but he really hoped that between the distance between the two heroes and the fact that, well, the blond has retired already, that maybe it wouldn't be the case. Or at least not too much so.
Briefly meeting Bubble Girl in the corridors of the agency is fine, much like how getting an admittance pass from the receptionist is fine. Mirio is a sunshine force at Izuku's side, and having a relatively familiar face beside him helps Izuku stay calm and reasonable and polite.
(Being far away from his Dad is weird, in and of itself. Except for pretty rare occasions, they're never more than a building amongst the UA's campus away from each other since they came back from the hospital. Even when Izuku has therapy he sometimes requests that the hero can come in with him, whether because he and Fujiki-san had decided that their next topic would be something that would be good for his Dad to be with him for, or just because Izuku is having a worse day in the first place and wants support. So to be going an entire twenty minute train ride away from each other, even if it would only be perhaps ten minutes at a rush over the rooftops, is kind of terrifying. Suffice to say, the only reason he actually managed to sleep last night was because his hero half-squashed him with cats in tow.)
Then, of course, they reach Sir Nighteye's actual office, Bubble Girl leaving them at the door with a smile and wish of good luck.
Mirio knocks and leads the way in at that point, greeting the hero inside with a bubbly tone, and then the blond steps aside with a sweeping jazz hand for Izuku to step into the room, eyes taking in every detail. There's All Might merch everywhere, and Izuku might not like All Might much anymore, but he knows heroes and that includes merch. A lot of this shit is limited edition. Still shit, but expensive, mint condition and often one-edition-only stuff.
Within the room itself, sitting elegantly at his desk with a certain steadiness and weight to his presence, is Sir Nighteye himself. Immaculate suit, shiny glasses, perfectly poised posture. Ah. Even if they share a proclivity towards analysis, they definitely don't share the same countenance. A fact only supported by how the man inclines his head slightly, words measured as the door shuts behind them both:
"Good afternoon Mirio-kun, and Midoriya-kun, I assume?" The very faintest edge to the hero's use of his last name immediately lets Izuku into one thing: the hero knows his real last name. It might have been in the forms that UA had to send ahead of time, but still. The fact that someone who he isn't close to knows that about him isn't exactly comfortable, but it is rather unavoidable, so it's too late to worry about that right now. No, he needs to out-manoeuvre the man.
"Thank you for meeting with me, Sasaki-san." Mirio tenses slightly from beside him, but there's only a gleam to Sir Nighteye's eyes, something calculating and just on the edge of unpleasant to it. Izuku doesn't hate him for it. Not for now, although Nedzu-knows the potential is there.
"Of course. A prospective student is rarely such an intriguing possibility as yourself. Mirio-kun, if you would leave us for a time? Midoriya-kun will join you once we have everything settled." There's an awkward pause for two breaths, but Mirio shifts, breaking it,
"Yes, Sir! Good luck Midoriya-kun," the blond chirps, going to clap Izuku on the shoulder before apparently thinking twice about it and simply waving enthusiastically instead, still within reach and energetic but without the intention of contact, and the shorter teen is able to smile in return, grateful. If nothing else, Mirio is very much Good People and Izuku is glad to have started building a good relationship with him. And he knows a few of his classmates are working with the other two parts of the Big Three and their work study agencies.
They stare at each other for a solid minute once the door is closed. It's uncomfortable in a certain sense, but Izuku refuses to let it show in his face or posture. He doesn't fidget, doesn't flinch, only maintains eye contact, refusing to step forward and bow or offer his hand for a shake. He's not so stupid as to allow them to come into physical contact. The amount of day-to-day information that could be picked up, let alone its use if the hero challenges him to some sort of test.. It's too great of a risk. One that Izuku won't allow.
The stagnancy passes though, with Sir Nighteye pushing slowly to his feet (Izuku notes the economical movements, the effortless grace, and he recognises it from his Dad, himself, from the other heroes they know, those who are best with hand-to-hand combat, who know the value of fighting Quirkless, and he is reminded of why this was a hero that he truly and genuinely admired as a child-) and then the man's expression sours the tiniest bit.
"You are a rather... damaged child." The sneer has all of Izuku's hackles and mental alarms raised, because this isn't a kind voice made cruel, it's an uncertain one made scathing. And people that aren't sure aren't predictable, therefore not safe either.
"Well Sir, nobody gets through life unscathed. It’s simply more visible on some.” Izuku raises a hand to the left side of his abdomen with the words, eyes flaring and face set. Nighteye understands the reference, understands the meaning, it shows in the glint of his eyes and tension of his shoulders, but he neither flinches nor nods in return.
"Perhaps. You believe that you'll be able to benefit my agency? My operations?" That much, at least, is more than easy to answer:
"Yes."
"You wouldn't be a burden?" That word- that word hurts, digging nails into the soft meat of his ribs, but Izuku has known pain, has danced a simple waltz with it for as long as he remembers, bigotry their rhythm and violence the soles of his shoes, the buttons of his suit, the very thing keeping him together. So he swallows his heart-chasmed aches, finds strength in the texture of capture weapon around his ribs, and he changes the tune altogether.
"If this is a test, I think it's a rather pointless one," Izuku comments in return, immaculately deadpan. Neutral. He shows no hint of weakness, nothing that can be exploited, hands empty and capture weapon still beneath his top.
Sir Nighteye pauses in his slow, predatory loop around his desk, and Izuku almost Cheshire grins at the reaction.
"Quite the opposite of pointless, Midoriya-kun, when it's been so telling. You're more suited to my agency than I first thought. The analyses that Nedzu sent over were of sufficient quality to pique my interest, along with Mirio's retelling of his fight against yourself and his class."
"If you had all of that already, was this really worth it? Why not just sign my forms and be done with it? This is illogical," he observes, not meaning to mimic his Dad's wording but doing so automatically when so focused upon keeping his tone level still.
Nighteye nods ever so slightly, reaching up to push at his glasses. Izuku doesn't miss the tiniest twitch of his fingers, the minute shift of his heel, before he straightens even further, hand falling to his side as he seems to settle once more. Good. Izuku really doesn't want to have to fend off an attempt at the hero using Foresight. Before he can say anything else though, decide to challenge or acquiesce further, the man is speaking once more,
"Arguably so, however, considering that I've confirmed my own willingness to take you on as a student, I find it to have been for the best." Well, that's something. Maybe. Probably?
"Thanks." If his tone is more dry than grateful, then it only gets him a slight tilt of the head. Nighteye had better be able to handle his snark and independence, else this really won't work, regardless of whether the hero decides to be a bastard or not.
Izuku has too much respect for himself and too much respect for the other people he calls a hero and teacher to be able to put up with some bastard.
Sir Nighteye assesses him for another few moments, then taps a few of his fingers together, clearly thinking something through,
"I understand that All Might offered you a great opportunity?" Oh, well one thing Izuku hadn't predicted would be the hero knowing about this, yet maybe it shouldn't be such a surprise. It doesn't really matter either way though, because the answer is the same regardless,
"If you're referring to being the ninth, then yes." Izuku doesn't want to say the name of things, he knows better than to give blatant information like that. And he has something else to focus on,
"I've fought too hard, too long, to get where I am to accept a different, likely easier route."
The hero doesn't pause this time, immediately nodding instead, pushing at his glasses once more,
"I can see the reasoning to that," he allows,
"However, the strongest power of the last nine generations is now lost. Do you understand that?" That tone is edging back towards accusatory, frost-harsh, and Izuku rises to that fact with a steady heat of his own,
"I do. But All For One is gone as well. Surely it's better for a legacy of blood to be ended now that it's unnecessary?"
"To some views, I can admit." That fact feels like a little bit of a victory, but Izuku doesn't feel like gloating about it. He has no doubt that whatever has happened between Nighteye and All Might has been very unpleasant for them both. There's no glee to being right about things related to that.
Neither of them speak nor move after that, until the hero holds out a hand, wordless but tilting his head just-so, allowing Izuku to meet his eyes with no glass in between. It might be the closest thing to respect he's going to get without a personal and direct demonstration of his abilities.
He pulls out his paperwork with no hesitation, albeit is still careful not to actually make contact with the hero.
Then he's leaving the office, faced with a certain blond leaping up from a seat on the floor,
"Hey, hey, how'd it go, Midoriya-kun?" Mirio asks, bright-eyed and almost no hint of nerves at all, apparently remarkably confident in his kouhai's abilities. It makes Izuku want to smile as well, honestly,
"We didn't exactly hit it off," he acknowledges instead, sheepish all of a sudden,
"But I do have a work studies here now?"
"Oh, brilliant!" Mirio laughs, a bright chuckle with no hint of malice or hesitation to it, and starts to usher him away, down the corridor,
"Had me worried for a sec then, Midoriya-kun!"
"Same, honestly," he huffs, and can't help but pull one of the pins out of his hair, one that he knows will only release a few wild tail-end curls, and spins it between his fingers like he would one of his knives. The blond gives it a second glance, then a third, but doesn't comment, only shrugs a tiny bit to himself and keeps on walking.
Izuku tucks it away into his pocket before they go into the train station, not wanting anyone to mistake it for an actual blade per se, even though he does have his Provisional Licence with him, because causing any scale of public panic still isn't very heroic. Even if it would be funny.
He manages to chatter with Mirio fairly easily as they make their way back to UA. It focuses mostly around training regimens and friends and what work studies is like, so it stays firmly in territories that Izuku doesn't have to think about anything unpleasant with, and he lets himself relax somewhat (or, well, as much as he can in public without his Dad nearby-) and thinks idly beneath the layer of surface conversation.
Because the forms have been filled in. That much is true. Now though, well, now comes the question of whether or not Izuku is going to actually submit these forms to UA. Sir Nighteye didn't exactly get them off to the best start, but something in Izuku's reactions had apparently been enough to earn some of his respect by the end of the relatively short meeting. If given time and opportunity, there's a good chance the hero will still be a highly productive and useful choice for him to go with.
Maybe if he just talks it through with his Dad? That sounds reasonable. And he knows that his hero won't dismiss his concerns nor just pull him from the work study without at least an open conversation about it.
With this in mind, Izuku gets back to UA, waving off Mirio with a smile at the junction in the paths between their two different dorm directions, and he shoves his way back into 1-A's building with the beginning of a stormy expression. He forces it back and away for now though, because he doesn't want to worry his classmates in a way that might well be unnecessary, shoving his boots off as quickly as he can, and nods and waves his way through the common area, pausing to kiss both of his boyfriends on the crown of the head on his way past, snorting when Hitoshi's hair tickles at his nose. He knows that his Dad will be in his room right now, working away at whatever paperwork he needs to get done, so it's the obvious destination for now.
He's right, because the hero is sitting at his desk, the blue light-blocking glasses that Izuku bought him a little while ago on his face, peering at his monitor and looking very much unimpressed with whatever report he's reading. It makes Izuku feel a bit better about interrupting him; the man clearly needs a break right now.
"EraserDad, can I talk to you?" Aizawa doesn't turn away from his computer for a second, typing a few words before turning around, slipping off the glasses so that he can pinch the bridge of his nose. But his eyes are still soft and molten-warm when he looks over at Izuku,
"Sure, kid. Alright if I finish this report first?"
"Yeh! No, 's fine." The teen in question flaps a hand to go with the dismissal, quite content to go and grab himself a nutrient pouch from the kitchen quickly.
He shamelessly ignores his classmates as he comes back into the main area, scooping up Uncle when she comes trotting up to him, encouraging her up onto his shoulders even as he twists around Bakugou, the blond stomping around the kitchen to make something for dinner that smells spicy and delicious. Hopefully he's making a milder version as well though, considering the very low spice tolerance that a lot of the class have, pathetic thought that makes the blond declare them as. Which is fair, honestly. Izuku is the only other person to rival his palette, no doubt thanks to both being used to Uncle Masaru's cooking since a young age.
He crouches low to get their nutrient pouches, snorting when Bakugou curses and steps around him, and darts away again once he's collected them, making his way to his own room rather than heading straight back to his Dad's room. A quick change, with Uncle waiting on his bed, and he feels a lot better in an old top of his Dad's and some leggings, a pair of socks that he thinks might've actually been Shouto's originally, judging by the soba motif.
Then he's scooping his cat up once more, nutrient pouches in his spare hand, and going back for his Dad. Izuku would be lying to say he isn't glad when the man is sitting on his bed instead, just scrolling on his phone. He immediately pats the blankets beside him, a blatant if tacit welcome, and his son bounds straight over, careful to keep Uncle balanced comfortably on his shoulders through the movement. And Cadaver is sprawled over his Dad's lap, purring already, and it helps the teen feel more settled again. He knows he can trust his Dad, no matter who or what it might be against. Or even it if it isn't against anything at all; they just have to talk it through to see if Izuku needs to change anything.
So he perches on the edge of his Dad's bed, immediately being brought under the man's arm, dragged right into his hero's side, and he snuggles in close, heaving out a sigh he didn't know he needed to release.
Aizawa doesn't judge him for it, only twisting a little to press a kiss atop Izuku's braid. And he gives the teen a long minute to gather himself, but then he speaks,
"Right, what's this about then, kiddo?" Izuku can hear the expectation in that tone, the slight wariness to it, and he smiles a little without even thinking about. This soft, oh-so protective hero of his.
"Wanted your opinion on what happened today. Is a story time alright?" He doesn't want to offload on the man if he doesn't have the time or headspace for it. Still, Aizawa only shrugs, wobbling Izuku's head a bit,
"Sure. I'm settled in. Got a pouch for me though?"
"Obviously," Izuku retorts, rolling his eyes even whilst he shoves a strawberry packet in the man's face as obnoxiously as possible, making his Dad splutter and bat at him in return, snatching the nutrient pouch away even whilst keeping his arm around Izuku's shoulders.
They both fall quiet, comfortable. It gives the teen the chance to gather his thoughts, to decide if he needs to go into full detail or just an overview. The cool watermelon flavour is bright and distracting on his tongue, and he overall just feels a bit odd. Not bad per se, just odd. It has his bones heavy but his body light, heartbeat a tad too fast. The steady breathing of his Dad helps though, and so does the pouch, combined with the weight of Uncle who has migrated to his lap, plus the digging-in nails of Cadaver, who has stretched a single paw to flex just above his knee. It's nice. More than.
Once they've both had their snacks, Izuku throws their empty pouches into the bin under the desk before promptly twisting slightly to smush his face into his Dad's chest, still thinking. He gets a gentle hand in his hair in return, pulling out the pins carefully.
"Take your time, kiddo." It's not sardonic or teasing or judgemental, just an easy reassurance, one that Izuku sinks into shamelessly. He sighs, breathes for a moment, sighs again, before deciding that really he might as well get on with it.
"Nighteye was a Thing," he eventually starts, ripping off the proverbial bandage, and there's no jolt of surprise or protest, only half a moment of contemplation proceeding a light hum,
"Mm." Izuku takes it as the permission it is to continue talking,
"Mirio-senpai's great. Met Bubble Girl for a minute and she was nice enough. Nighteye definitely knows that I'm an Aizawa not a Midoriya, but whether he knows our actual connection I don't know," the teen pauses, double-checking his own mental assessments,
"I don't think he does?"
"Alright. That's workable either way." The casual acceptance of his words so far reassures Izuku, affirming what he'd already half-known: his Dad will stand beside him with any and all things, regardless of it becomes a potential issue with another hero or not.
With that reassurance, Izuku gathers himself, and settles into a slightly more detailed retelling. He talks about how the man had been scathing at first, then analytical, and finally seemed to offer a grudging form of acceptance. If the kid flushes a bit when he adds on that he wasn't going to just accept a shitty teacher because it seemed a disservice to his Dad and everyone else in their family and at UA, then Aizawa doesn't tease him for it, only pressing a kiss atop his curls in silent acknowledgement.
"I'm going to move a bit, love," his hero grumbles a few blinks later, when Izuku is clearly not about to speak straight back up. The teen just stays pliant and loose, not even protesting or trying to move himself, allowing his Dad to drag him around, dislodging the cats for a minute, until he's sprawled over the man's chest, legs between Aizawa's, and his hero's arms are loose down his sides, settling upon the ridges of his spine, fingertips settling into the divots, pressing in with a familiar weight. There's a heartbeat to press his ear against, along with Uncle and Cadaver re-settling, the fat grey lump of the latter curling right at the base of Izuku's spine.
They breathe together for a little while, simple and serene, before Aizawa raises one of his hands to instead settle in Izuku's hair, teasing apart the final structures of the braid there and scratching lightly against his son's scalp. Finally, he speaks up in a low murmur,
"Kid, do you want my honest opinion, or the more reasonable one." It's a question, yet one spoken so neutrally as to become a statement, and it almost has Izuku's hackles rising despite their position, particularly given the words themselves.
"Honest, always," he retorts accordingly, trying not to sound too affronted because the answer is an obvious one, but also there's clearly a reason that his Dad asked.
It's a reason that becomes apparent when an ugly expression, all thunderclouds and rippling ink, twists his hero's features, utterly unrepentant,
"I want to fuck him up. I want to stab him in the guts and spit in his face whilst he bleeds out, because he hurt you."
Izuku, arguably, shouldn't be so flattered and reassured by that visceral statement, but he is. It's hard not to be. Not when he knows that every ounce of that rage is for him, in his name and protection, and that all of it comes from a place of love. His Dad is here for him, is on his side no matter what.
Notes:
Protective Dadzawa Mode has been activated :)
Chapter 102: XCVIII - (Un)Conditional
Summary:
We get the ramifications of the first Nighteye chapter~
Notes:
I just slept for eleven hours straight because my body apparently decided to even out the night I only got four hours sleep on, so I'm writing the last few scenes for this about five hours later than intended... It's still a Tuesday, not Wednesday, so I don't honestly know why I'm telling you guys this because the chapter isn't even late-
Just enjoy, I guess! ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Before starting the chapter, look at this absolutely gorgeous art from Kal!! (Kalateral_Damage) I'm popping it in here for now so you regular guys can adore it, but will probs swap it back to chpt 100 later on!! (^///^)/
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It's a reason that becomes apparent when an ugly expression, all thunderclouds and rippling ink, twists his hero's features, utterly unrepentant,
"I want to fuck him up. I want to stab him in the guts and spit in his face whilst he bleeds out, because he hurt you."
Izuku, arguably, shouldn't be so flattered and reassured by that visceral statement, but he is. It's hard not to be. Not when he knows that every ounce of that rage is for him, in his name and protection, and that all of it comes from a place of love. His Dad is here for him, is on his side no matter what.
And he'll never not be glad for the fact, so he digs his chin into his Dad's chest even more firmly, fingers tight where they're latched into the man's top (and his gaze is so achingly soft, full of aurora and deep-forest ferns, as delicate as lace and fiercely adoring as any child with their parent-),
"Thanks, Dad." The man doesn't snort or roll his eyes like he usually would, only letting his expression stay gentle, genuine,
"I meant it, kid. No question about it."
"Still." They both hear the other words tucked beneath that, the fact that Izuku is grateful just to have someone who will always stand up for him like this, yet neither comment. Not now.
Aizawa doesn't let the silence sit for too long between them either way, not when the actual topic is still so important, because he gave his gut-raw reaction, but not his logical one, the one from the part of him that is purely an underground hero, not a teacher, let alone a Dad, and so he settles his hand back amongst his kid's halo of curls, gentle and steadying,
"But, kid, there's still the reasonable answer," he adds, pausing to give Izuku the chance to choose not hearing it, except there's only a faint hum and blink,
"He would help you with a different view to what you get from current mentors. However, he's not your only option. So this is all up to you," he concludes,
"I'll give you as much advice as you might want, and the support isn't even in question, but you're wise enough and strong enough that me making decisions for you won't work. You're too much your own person for me to dictate your actions. So I'm with you, Kidilante."
"Fuck Dad, you can't just-" Izuku's voice cracks right down the middle, eyes welling up within a blink, and Aizawa feels his eyes start to burn in return, dragging the kid impossibly closer to him, hefting Izuku up until he can feel the tears against his throat, uncaring of how Cadaver moves in protest, because it just means that he can roll most of the way over, half-crushing his son with his weight in that way that he knows Izuku sometimes needs, and that is familiar and settling for them both. There are wiry arms latching around his chest, scrabbling for a hold before they latch on properly, and Izuku is dragging him down and closer, pulling more of his weight on top of himself.
Aizawa keeps one elbow propping him up, not willing to let his full mass fall on his kid, particularly as he's still only just getting back up to his weight from pre-Kamino. The man's other hand stays settled in his kid's hair, cradling his head, and he lets Izuku sob silently into his neck, burying his face in his son's sweet-smelling hair, fighting away the prickling of his own eyes.
It takes a little while until Izuku stops crying, and then his arms loosen around his Dad's chest, going slack with drowsiness. The man nearly huffs a laugh at the fact, if not for the fact that his kid is exhausted, and that knowledge is always awful.
It's been a hell of a day, frankly. The hero hadn't enjoyed Izuku leaving UA without him, but also it was important for both of their progression and recovery (their co-dependency developed before they truly knew each other and could become father and son, but it has inevitably deepened in recent months, carving troughs across their hearts and minds and bones, and it has undoubtedly helped, but they both know that they need to grow beyond it, as much as that might hurt-) and to let Izuku start to claim back more of his independence again. But between the stress of that, a few bad mental health days in the last week, and then Nighteye testing Izuku-
Well, Aizawa isn't at all convinced that Sir Nighteye deserves a second chance.
He's probably being overprotective, but he isn't going to begrudge himself for it, because it's more than warranted in general, although it also has to be said that if Izuku was badly upset, it would show itself quite differently. It still has to be said that mild upset is too much for the hero, but he can logically acknowledge the differences here. And, ultimately, he trusts his son to know his own limits. Izuku has learnt to look after himself as best as possible, for their sake if nothing else, and Aizawa can put faith in that, particularly when combined with the logic that he's work hard to ingrain into his son over the last three years plus.
So he adjusts their positions, moving the tiniest bit to the side so that he doesn't have to strain his supporting arm with how they're lying, and can't help but smile into his son's hair when Izuku murmurs, grip tightening a bit again even when he's half asleep. Cute little brat.
At some point over the next ten minutes or so the cats settle back down again, purring and kneading and gently pressing paws against them both, and it has a little sleepy smile growing wider on his kid's face, tiny half-slurred words slipping into the warm spaces between them all. Yeh, Aizawa's kid is the cutest one to be found.
For now though, he only lets himself doze a little as well, content to wait and see what Izuku decides upon whenever he's awake and coherent again.
That, as it turns out, is an hour or two later. Aizawa blinks awake at his kid's grumbling, Izuku grimacing and shifting in his sleep, twitching. Probably because of how Caitlin has arrived at some point to bury half of his freckles and scars with her fluff, a paw pressed just above one of his eyes. Their baby can be quite a menace as well. That fact alone has the hero snorting under his breath, reaching out to try and nudge her carefully to the side. Of course doing so just has his kid startling awake, for all that he doesn't seem scared or anything, just shocked into wakefulness, although his teeth are bared. (And Aizawa has zero doubt that if Izuku hadn't instantly recognised him then there would probably be a bloody chunk missing from wrist.)
"Alright, kiddo?" Izuku hums for a long second, blinking slowly, and weasels an arm up to be able to rub at a bleary eye,
"Mm. Tired." Aizawa smiles a little, folded-felt fond, and brushes some curls out of his son's face, stupidly tender,
"You can sleep early tonight, after dinner. None of your class will mind." The teen hesitates for a moment, staring up at him with wide eyes and the tiniest pout,
"Together?"
"Not a problem, Problem Child." That's enough to get a snort out of his son, and Aizawa considers that alone a mission success.
It's only once they've both woken up properly and are dragging themselves around to put new food and water down for the cats in their hallway, that Aizawa pauses Izuku briefly to un-tangle the mane of curls, keeping his son in place long enough to bring something up that he needs to ensure is known,
"Not trying to rush you, kiddo, but we're going to need to settle all of this work studies shit by the end of the week, alright? I'm not telling you to sort something out on the spot, it can wait until tomorrow-"
"I think I've got an idea?"
Aizawa pauses for a very short moment, just a single breath, before mentally shrugging to himself and continuing to tease out the second knot,
"I won't say no to listening to it." He keeps his tone utterly neutral, not pressing for the information right now per se, yet Izuku only hesitates long enough to hum a single syllable,
"Could- could we talk to All Might? If Nighteye takes it well, then he's probably decent. If he thinks we've gone behind his back or some shit, then he's not worth it." The hero takes his time to consider that, turning it over in his head, weighing the pros and cons and things in between.
Frankly, it seems like a good idea, and he's going to say as such, even as he fluffs Izuku's hair back one more time, letting it settle loose and comfortable,
"That, love, sounds like a Nedzu-level plan. Want to talk to All Might together, just you, or just me?" His kid turns to him, eyes vivid,
"Together, EraserDad." Well, that's something he'll never say no to:
"Deal."
Settled once more, the two end up pulling themselves apart and spend a bit of time going through basic evening routines, starting with eating dinner with the class, both of them quiet if only through remained drowsiness. They wave their way out of any evening activities, instead going to change into pyjama clothes even if said clothes aren't much different than their casual outfits in the first place. Teeth are brushed, and Izuku shoves his hair back in a very loose braid, not even a tie in the end of it, so when both of them reconvene in the man's room, they're ready to pass right out.
Funnily enough, that's exactly what they do.
Izuku crawls into bed first, settling under a single blanket and loosely curling on his side, pressing his feet and hips back against the wall, and grinning up at his Dad with wiggling eyebrows. The hero simply rolls his eyes, prodding just below the scar on an arm, and slips under the blanket as well. At least they should sleep well when they're together.
Waking up in the morning, half-sprawled on top of his Dad and with all four of their cats draped atop them, Izuku feels about right again. With his hero's confidence and a solid night's sleep, he's certainly more settled. He can see the logic, albeit twisted and callous logic, behind Sir Nighteye's words and actions, for all that he still doesn't agree with said action, and he can understand the place of hurt, and most likely trauma, that it came from. It might not be a valid excuse, but it's understandable, to Izuku's mind. (He has lashed out due to trauma before, has let his pains taint his decisions, although admittedly he has always been a child in those situations, not a full-grown adult who has far more control and responsibility over his actions, but that doesn't eradicate Izuku's hesitant empathy.)
Which, in turn, tempts Izuku to give the hero a second chance. The man. If he doesn't improve at all, then Izuku won't hesitate to completely dismiss him and what would be a fucking waste of a work study.
But if he does change? If he learns and grows and helps Izuku learn, then surely one poor interaction would be worth that fact?
And if there isn't a second interaction that goes better, then he'll have his Dad and family and the rest of their contacts to fall back on, so it won't be his loss. No, it'll be Nighteye's, and Izuku will make sure that the hero knows (and regrets-) such a fact somewhere down the line.
For the time being, however, Izuku contents himself with shifting a hand along Kimchi's back, taking advantage of her being all soft and cuddly for about the fourth time in her entire life, and just stares at his hero breathing. The man is half-curled around him, one arm acting as a pillow for Izuku, the other slung casually over his chest, forehead pressed to the crown of his curls. It's nothing short of glorious.
It takes a little while for his Dad to wake up as well, but there's nothing wrong with that. Judging by the quiet, they're still pre-alarm anyway. So Izuku just revels in the slow changes in heartbeat and breathing, the shift of pupils beneath dark eyelids. It's the final bit of soul-satisfying he needed this morning.
They end up simply blinking at each other for a long minute once they're both awake, everything about it dew-sweet and sleep-slow, yet despite the wonderfulness of that fact they do push themselves to get up sooner rather than later, moving to get dressed and organising their bags how they didn't really have the chance to last night. Izuku, for his part, is the one who gets done first, heading out into the kitchen to get something for breakfast, a few of his classmates already scattered around the common area, although Kirishima is the only one in the kitchen area itself, making... something in the blender. It's an alarming shade of pink.
But he's not going to comment, not when the pink is better than the lime green from the other day, which didn't include any actual limes, so he just slides in near him with a little smile, one that's very much returned.
"Hey Izu-bro, you doing alright?" The question only comes once the blender has been turned off again, and Izuku would be lying if he said he isn't glad for the quieter change.
"Hi Kirishima," he murmurs instead, reaching up on his tiptoes for the kiwis in the top of the fridge,
"And yeh, thanks. Just trying to sort out some work studies stuff."
"Ahh, yeh," the other boy laughs, rubbing the back of his neck,
"I'm talking to Fatgum, because Amajiki-senpai seems to really like him and he's super good with stamina and stuff, right?"
"He is. And with confidence and public relations too," Izuku adds, not trying to call Kirishima out but also lacking a bit of extra filter this morning. At least the redhead doesn't seem bothered at all, only smiling brightly, albeit with a sheepish edge. Damn, Izuku can relate.
He takes his kiwis, plus a knife and spoon, to the table, and starts shovelling in bites of fruit, uncaring of the juice running onto his hand. He's not honestly very hungry, because he and his Dad are talking to All Might before lessons today, and Izuku frankly isn't looking forward to it. But if they want to get a good judgement on Sir Nighteye and his ability to change, along with also making sure that he doesn't continue to blame Izuku, whether fully consciously or not, for the loss of OFA, then going via All Might is their best bet.
"Izu-bro, do you mind me asking who you're looking at? No pressure! But like it's gotta be someone super manly, right?" When Kirishima asks so earnestly, giving him the chance to not answer, Izuku is frankly happy to, with just a pinch of misleading implications given how in-the-air the whole situation currently is, keeping his tone vaguely upbeat,
"I'm looking at Sir Nighteye first, but I'm still considering a few underground options otherwise."
"Ooh, sounds cool!" Kirishima chuckles,
"Kinda funny that you're going limelight and that Tokoyami is going underground." Izuku manages to laugh at that because, yeh, there is a certain irony to him being the one to not go with an underground hero, given that he's so firmly entrenched away from the limelight. And he'd like to see that it's well worth it, but that most definitely isn't true as of yet. He'll just have to see.
As he starts on his third kiwi, more of their classmates join him and Kirishima. Uraraka is bright and smiling, and Iida is asking people to be careful about making sure that their cutlery and crockery is put away properly, and that Yaomomo really is not allowed in the kitchen, please just leave it to Jirou and the entire thing is chaotic, and as loud as a bunch of half-asleep teenagers can be. Hint, it's still quite loud.
But it's nice, a different sort of perfect to how he and his Dad had spent their time quietly together this morning. When Hitoshi and Shouto arrive downstairs, several minutes apart, there is a kiss to the top of his head and later two arms folding upon his head, the extra weight of Hitoshi's own head joining a moment later. It doesn't stay for long though. And Izuku's already-there smile grows when he later looks to the side and sees Hitoshi draping himself against Shouto instead. It's sweet.
And it's all a nice distraction to keep him from actually thinking about the impending conversation with All Might that his Dad has arranged for pre-homeroom this morning.
Said conversation can't be ignored forever though, and when his Dad arrives and settles a hand on his shoulder, Izuku steels his nerve, refusing to let the edges fray, and is glad that he actually finds himself alright. He's comfortable with his place in relation to All Might and someone well on the way to being a Quirkless hero, so it's not like any of that will be a bother if All Might ever dared to try and push things in front of his Dad. It's more just that he's still a bit uncomfortable with the hero sometimes.
But, actually, by the time he and his Dad have grabbed their things for the day and are walking over the UA grounds, he can't help but relax, swinging his hands through the just-dewy air, content enough.
They don't talk, beyond a few brief exchanges regarding their approach, and to what's happening today overall. It's easy things, ones that pile on any pressure or stress. No, it's all just casual. Then, of course, they arrive at the Heroics faculty corridor, including the private meeting rooms and offices beyond the actual faculty room itself, and Aizawa stops them both at All Might's office, for all that it's an unmarked room and that Izuku probably knows exactly which it is, considering his memorisation of more or less the entirety of the school's blueprints.
"Ready for this, kid?" Izuku pauses, draws in a single breath, and loosens his shoulders,
"Yeh, let's get it over with."
Without further ado, the hero knocks briskly upon the door and doesn't wait to open it. It's not like the blond isn't expecting them.
"Ah, Aizawa-kun, Midoriya-kun, come in!" They don't hesitate to do as such, closing the door behind them, and Izuku makes himself a home on the sofa along one wall, one ankle atop a knee and right arm stretched out over the back of the sofa, whilst his Dad leans up against the wall beside him, all crossed arms and foot pressed against the wall, both of them silently revelling in how All Might is staring at them, his eyes just a little too wide.
"Yagi," Aizawa eventually greets, just three half-beats too late. It seems to settle the blond a little again, and he regains his smile,
"What can I do for the both of you?" There's a sensible level of caution beneath the question, but it's still mostly bright, and it's almost enough for Izuku to feel bad. Not quite, but almost. He's more invested in getting some decent information.
"I know you used to be friends with Sir Nighteye. Are you aware of his recent beliefs regarding the death of OFA?" Izuku almost snorts at that, because trust his Dad to go straight in as bluntly as possible.
"Ah-"
Well, it's a good way to put the hero on the wrong foot. At least it should make him more honest.
"I just- Ah-"
"So you don't?" Izuku presses. (And he doesn't miss the half-glance he gets from his Dad, a ferally-approving edge to it.)
"Ah, no, I do. I do! We've talked a few times. I rang him. After Kamino, that is, I rang him. We made up a bit, although he was upset about my Quirk, of course, and that I hadn't given it to Mirio-kun before things were too late, but, well, it is what it is!" He laughs then, booming even without his muscular form, marred by awkwardness, rubbing at the back of his neck, head ducked.
"So you don't blame me for the loss of your Quirk?" Izuku tries, finding himself unbothered about the answer but wanting to know.
"Wha- No? I- I don't know why I would, I could've just given it to Mirio-kun earlier if I had thought about it. Everything was rather rushed." There's a level of self-deprecation there that Izuku doesn't entirely like, but also isn't entirely surprised by either, given what he knows of All Might as an overall person. And at least it feels genuine. That fact alone doesn't resolve anything though, so Izuku asks another question, pressing further,
"Then why does Nighteye?" All Might hesitates for a moment, spindly fingers pressing into his own knees,
"I- I'm not sure? Are you sure he-"
"Yes," Izuku interrupts, not unkind but very much firm,
"His exact words were 'the strongest power of the last nine generations is now lost'. He then proceeded to ask if I understood that. He'd been a bit of an arse before that, admittedly-" Izuku can feel the tension lancing through his Dad then, even whilst only being able to see the man out of the corner of his eye, and finds his heart and mind settling again, even though it wasn't particularly unsettled in the first place.
"-but that was just illogical."
It's more than good to have his hero's support.
All Might, meanwhile, is frowning. It's more of a sad puppy look than anything else though, melancholy and confused,
"And he told you this when you... Oh, when you went to ask about a work study, I guess? That's happening for your class at the moment."
"Yeh, it is."
There's a hesitation then, a thoughtfulness and vague ache to the hero's air, but then he looks back up at them both, blue eyes aglow with something complicated.
"I... I'm sorry he did that. He's had a harder time with it all than I have, really. It's hard for him to just see me as a washed-up old man." Damn, that's a bit and a half to unpack, and Izuku is still debating what he could say when his Dad speaks up:
"You're All Might," Aizawa comments, perfectly blank and idle, yet it practically has the blond's eyes sparkling, visibly perking up a little.
"I think I should talk to him then, if he's taking it worse than I thought..." The man trails off for a moment, then straightens up, waving his hands,
"Ah, well, not if you don't want me to, but-"
"It's fine. We were coming to ask if you would talk to him."
"I can! I hope he's alright," he adds on in a murmur, and the two Aizawas exchange a glance. Fingers crossed, Nighteye will be weak to all the kicked puppy energy.
Either way, the conversation has run its course, so the pair take their leave whilst it isn't too late still. They leave All Might, the hero pulling out his phone and staring down at it as they shut the door behind them, and they exchange a glance.
Now it's in All Might' and Sir Nighteye's hands to fix all of this. Whether or not that will actually go well is yet to be seen.
But to be seen it is, and not up to either of them, so they leave the office with their heads held high, glad to have that sorted for the time being. However, there's one more minor thing to settle. And so Aizawa, on their otherwise-quiet way over to homeroom, speaks up halfway through an empty stretch of corridor, the time still too early for eighty percent of students to be even walking into school, let alone where they are, along the corridors near the faculty room. Accordingly, Aizawa doesn't mind asking his son an important question whilst it's actually on his mind,
"Kid, do you want me to come? In any capacity, or all of them." Izuku doesn't startle, simply shrugging infinitesimally, going to chew on his lip before Aizawa nudges their elbows together in tacit reminder.
"...Maybe as my homeroom teacher? That would be most believable without saying more than wanted, right?" Aizawa isn't going to disagree with that,
"Sounds sensible to me kiddo. So long as you're happy," he mumbles, quiet enough to almost go unheard between even just the two of them.
"Thanks, EraserDad." His words are just as quiet, but no less heartfelt for it.
"You got it, Problem Child."
Two days later, both Aizawas find themselves on a train, headed for the Nighteye agency. They don't latch onto each other, for the sake of being on official business rather than just an outing together, but if Izuku has his capture weapon wound under his shirt, the reassuring weight of his knives in their sheathes, and the mere presence of his Dad beside him, then that can be enough for now.
They arrive at the Nighteye agency without the need of a single word, getting their visitor's cards from the receptionist and waiting just long enough for Bubble Girl to arrive out of pure courtesy. No need to start this meeting off on the wrong foot as well, by their reckoning. Despite this, although also not very surprisingly, Bubble Girl's greetings are a little stiffer this time, clearly a bit cautious as to why Eraserhead is accompanying his student for a second meeting with her boss, but she still smiles at them and leads them up to his office without protest.
The two Aizawas pause by the office door, because this isn't something they'd even thought to discuss, but when Izuku takes the first step forward, head tilted back and shoulders deceptively lax, the hero is very much content to let his kid take the lead. He's here as an enforcer and warning after all, not as some sort of superior to Izuku. No, this is his kid's battle. He's just here for back-up.
"Eraserhead, Midoriya-kun. Good day." There's a slight awkwardness to the man's tone, but neither Aizawa finds themselves caring in the least.
"Hi," Izuku returns, halfway dismissive, but mostly just unimpressed, and his Dad nods from his place at Izuku's shoulder, half a step behind him. They don't speak. No, they leave Nighteye to take the initiative, another tiny test of their own. Turnabout's fair play, after all.
And he does, after a long minute of stolid silence, sighing minutely and turning to put most of his attention on the underground hero,
"Eraserhead, is there a reason you're here?" Aizawa resists the urge to snort derisively, managing to keep his tone mostly neutral, albeit a tad snide,
"Because I have concerns about your suitability for a work studies placement, frankly." A yellow eye twitches slightly, clearly picking up on the deliberate lack of certain details.
"But for now I'll allow you to talk to my student independently, if Midoriya is comfortable with that?"
"That's fine. Thank you, Sensei." Aizawa only nods, very briefly patting Izuku on the shoulder as he turns and leaves the room, door ajar behind him. It's just enough to allow him to hear the words said inside. Neither Izuku nor Nighteye miss that fact, judging by the narrowing of sharp eyes behind glasses.
Silence falls again. As far as Izuku is concerned, this isn't his mistake or problem to fix, because he can always do his work study with NightVeil if needed, and it won't be his loss, even if it won't be as convenient or rounded-out as he would prefer. Accordingly, he stays quiet without second thought, leaving Sir Nighteye to take the lead once more, for better or worse.
Apparently, for the better, because the man does speak up, voice steady,
"I believe, Midoriya-kun, that I may owe you an apology."
"May?" Izuku challenges, because frankly if Sir Nighteye can't put up with him questioning or challenging him then regardless of even a sincere apology, he won't be able to work with the man.
"I do." There's no point to making the marriage joke that springs to mind, so Izuku only nods, returning the edges of respect being offered to him.
They stand in silence for another moment, before Sir Nighteye sighs quietly and stands from his desk, backing up a single pace so as to bow to Izuku, not shallow at all, not in the literal sense and apparently not in the social sense either.
"My apologies for testing you in such a way, Midoriya-kun, and for blaming you for things that do not pertain to you. It was uncalled for. If you should wish to cancel your work study with my agency, I would understand." Well, that's a damn good start. Particularly as Izuku genuinely can't pick out any disingenuity or dishonesty to it. It doesn't necessarily seem completely heartfelt, but truthfulness is enough for Izuku.
So, in turn, he'll go in for genuine curiosity. A genuine chance.
"Would we be working on analysis?" That's his main goal in this work study after all.
"That and I would likely have you patrolling with Mirio." Alright, not a bad start on that front, but it's not all that Izuku cares about,
"If there's a big case?" Sir Nighteye pauses, drumming fingers against the front of his desk, head tilted the smallest bit, before apparently drawing to a conclusion,
"Depending on its exact nature, you would be brought in on it. Whilst you are a minor, as a Provisionally Licensed hero there are certain leeways with the majority of investigations."
"And I'd be treated with the same respect as Mirio-senpai? I understand that I'm younger and relatively unproven, but will you give me the chance to prove myself in a sensible way?" Izuku is probably verging on demanding right now, but he needs to be.
If this hero won't step up to the same standards as the heroes that Izuku is close to, then it can't be worth it.
"I would." The simplicity of the statement might seem insincere at a glance, but the gravity to it, the severity, assures Izuku that it actually isn't, particularly when supported by how the hero looks at him with glasses slipped down for direct eye contact.
"Then, on my end, I'd still be happy to take your work study."
"Very well." He doesn't say thank you, but Izuku wasn't expecting him to,
"I expect you here at nine on the dot for a patrol tomorrow morning. Mirio will also be coming in at that time, should you wish to travel together."
"Understood. I'll see you tomorrow, Sir."
"Tomorrow, Hemlock."
Izuku nods, turning straight around to open the office door, unsurprised to find his Dad waiting, face blank.
"I'll join you in a moment, Midoriya," he intones, voice perfectly flat. Too flat, really, because it's enough to earn him a warning glance from his kid, but the heat to it is dissipating into something blood-warm, all raw-edged and home-centred.
Then the door is ajar again, except Izuku is the one waiting in the corridor, and his hero is the one facing down Sir Nighteye. And his face isn't quite as ugly as it had been when he first told Izuku is visceral reaction, but there are storms brewing within his expression, thunder rumbling through his words, a shameless threat,
"My class has been through absolute hell this year, Sasaki. That kid in particular has faced far worse discrimination than you or I and has just come out stronger for it. Don't push him where he won't go, else you'll have the entirety of UA breathing down your neck, not to mention your work studies permission revoked, understood?"
He doesn't stay to hear any response, because it isn't his problem now. No, it's up to Nighteye to not be shit tomorrow, and Aizawa trusts his kid to be honest with him if the hero is. (It's good to be able to feel that he can trust Izuku to come to him with problems, or at least ones like this, that he doesn't have to push and pull and prod to be able to look after his son.)
Then Aizawa is deliberately and rather pettily leaving the office door open, and they both walk silently away, not needing or wanting to talk just yet. In fact, they don't say another word until they've handed in their visitor's passes and walked down a full street, headed back for the train station. (It's a shame that it's such a clear, bright day, close to rush hour, because otherwise they could have quite comfortably diverted to the rooftops instead, but in broad, busy daylight, it doesn't seem the best idea.)
"You didn't have to say that." For the tiniest of moments, Aizawa is worried that he's offended his son, but there's a feral-soft edge to everything about Izuku right now, two parts grateful and one part teasing, all of it rounded by wide eyes and sharpened by the stern set of his face, tilted to look at him in the eye. And oh, this kid.
"I didn't have to, technically, but it was both my job and my want, kiddo."
"Fair enough," Izuku murmurs, and the unspoken thank you hangs between them, a loop of capture weapon to tether them together and safe and happy. He knows, logically, that his Dad's love and support are unconditional, but days like today only prove it, and Izuku couldn't feel more lucky.
Notes:
If you guys want more explanation as to Nighteye's second chance than was included in-chapter, then I'm willing to give it - I had a lot of fun with y'all's comments and being able to write protective Zawa in the mean time!!
Either way, we're set up for the meeting with you-know-who!! (who ironically enough does have pale skin and red eyes, but she has the sweetest lil' button nose rather than being a snake bloke, so-)
Anyways :D Lots of love, hugs and gratitude to you all!! Ota - xxx
Chapter 103: XCIX - The Flower Pin
Summary:
Unicorn baby~
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku finds it very odd to be patrolling under sunlight. Bright, afternoon sunlight at that.
This is his first patrol, actually. He's spent the last two days going to the Nighteye agency with Mirio after school, doing homework on the train and then analysis and information gathering at the agency itself. (It's been good, actually. He's stern but patient, giving Izuku tools and letting him leap from conclusion to conclusion, or letting him gather more and more information until he has everything but somebody's preferred toothpaste brand and sometimes even that.) Some of Nighteye's methodologies are similar to those he has developed by himself, and even more are similar again to many of Nedzu's, but there are still new details and possibilities. If he stayed up far too late last night cross-referencing facial images from CCTV footage against his Quirk predictions against actual Quirk Registry database information, then his Dad came in at three in the morning, at the end of a last-second patrol, to corral him to bed with an exasperated eyeroll, two cats, and a brief kiss to the forehead.
Now though, it's his fourth day as part of the Nighteye agency, after a rest day yesterday. And now he's walking alongside Mirio under the bright early afternoon sunshine, glad that today's Heroics lesson was only going to be about stealth in urban environments anyway, because that's something he can miss out on without even truly needing to catch up on the lesson, which makes it easier. And it means that he can focus on this without having to worry about what he might be missing.
Except there are other things to worry about. Mainly the fact that they're walking down a busy street in their uniforms and it feels more than wrong, although luckily they're mostly being left alone for all that people keep on waving or laughing and glancing twice at them. It's enough to put Izuku on edge.
Said tension grows in frost-snap spirals along his spine when they pause at the mouth of an alley to survey the crowds. He can hear something, he's sure- Izuku proves himself right only a moment later because there's the sound of little footsteps, ones that are fast enough to be running. And maybe they’re playing, something innocent and sweet and safe, but there’s no giggles, only breaths that are too ragged and too quiet at the same time, and no other footsteps echo theirs.
This child is scared. And Kidilante - Hemlock - is ready to fight or flee or front, whatever it takes to get this child safe.
He puts a hand on Mirio's arm, quieting him, and tugs him slightly to the side, further into the alleyway they had paused by to watch the crowd. Mirio - Lemillion, right now - Lemillion stays silent, trusting Hemlock, and they both wait a long few moments. The instant that the blond picks up on the footsteps is obvious, because he too goes tense, and Hemlock lets go of him then, slipping that same hand against his own side, fingertips just brushing against the capture weapon hidden beneath his hoodie.
Then the child arrives, a pale wraith of a little girl gasping for air at the end of the alley. And Hemlock sees all of that, takes it all in within a blink, but Izuku sees those eyes (red but oh-so soft, an aching, warring vulnerability-), the bandages and expression and clothing, and he knows something is very, very wrong here.
Things aren't simple though. Because there's a presence, a malice and miasma lingering somewhere beyond her, out of sight around the corner of the alley, and he also knows that to act out now would probably just put the little girl and civilians in even more danger. He's been doing too much work digging up the dirty secrets and dangerous identities of this area to be folly about it now. (There are yakuza and petty thieves and a serial kidnapper that's currently being hunted down-) With all of this rushing through his mind, he crouches before the little girl that has stopped, trembling, just within his reach. Lemillion, at his back, remains tense and watchful, undoubtedly sensing the exact same presence that Hemlock has.
But just because there's a threat, that doesn't mean that they're helpless, that they can't do anything at all, and he is going to help this little girl.
"Hey there sweetheart, you're looking a bit rushed. Anything I can do to help?" He keeps his tone light and gentle, abruptly both regretting and glad that he had thought to wear his Kidilante mask for such a public patrol. Still, as the presence isn't here yet, he should have just enough time to be a little risky, so he very briefly reaches up to take off his kitsune mask, giving the little girl all of a three second sight of his face. It has her wide eyes settling the tiniest bit, and she doesn't even start looking scared when he slips it back on.
"M-mister hero..." She trails off, faltering, and takes another tiny step forwards, one hand coming up to almost catch against his hoodie sleeve where he's braced his elbows atop his thighs.
"You can call me Izu, darling," he murmurs, just as the presence flares, a thin man with a large coat and a very distinctive bird mask appearing at the end of the alley.
"Eri!" The man (villain, villain, monster-) sounds angry rather than relieved, and it shudders through Izuku. (A nine year old had run away from the punishments and loneliness and locking-in, only to be caught a single street away, fingers tight around his wrist and a glare for him but a placating smile for the crowds.)
"Sorry, Sir, do you have anything to do with this little girl?" Mirio takes over the conversation, stepping up next to Izuku with a hand on top of his shoulder that Izuku can't and won't flinch away from, not when he's Hemlock, when he has a baby to try and help.
"She's my daughter." Neither of them believe that, but Izuku zones out from the rest of the conversation to pay attention to the little girl. To Eri.
"Darling, would you mind if I picked you up? You can say no." She hesitates for a half-breath, little hands curling into loose fists, and yet she has the strength to step forward again anyway, almost bumping into his knees as she nods. Izuku, without any hesitation of his own, scoops her up, hands gentle and a smile beneath his mask that he has zero doubt she'll be able to pick up on.
He's thinking rapidly, turning over option after option in his mind, even as he settles her on his hip and stands up, keeping the angle of Eri and his body open and loose, not trying to seem protective over her. Putting the villain further on edge (it has to be Chisaki, surely, with that mask and gloves and those eyes-) will only hinder this right now.
Instead of that, Izuku decides on a way to move forwards right now. A lot of it isn't what he actually wants to do, because what he wants most is to wrap this baby up in his capture weapon, held to his chest, and to stab her personal monster in the guts for whatever he's done or threatened, but the man's Quirk is dangerous, and if Izuku takes one wrong step he could be putting Eri and Mirio and civilians (and himself, he acknowledges, because he doesn't want to worry his family, doesn't want his Dad to look so very shattered, his boyfriends to cry or his aunts and uncles to have trembling hands-) at an illogical risk.
With Mirio laughing at his side, the blond's tension only palpable due to being stood right next to him, Izuku starts to put his base plan into place.
"Here, I think a little girl as pretty as you deserves a pretty flower clip," Izuku offers - not Hemlock, only just verging on Kidilante - and knows that he says the words loudly enough for the villain to hear. He reaches up with his free hand, sliding a specific flower pin out of his hair, twisting some of her hair back so that the clip will stay in her thin, matted locks, leaning in as though trying to look at what he's doing, his mask covering the movement of his lips,
"When you go back to your bad place," he adds on, speaking in the quietest of tones that she alone can hear,
"Break the petals on this, okay? I'll come to you, wherever you are, with my family with me, and I'll have a new, even prettier clip with me, alright?" She doesn't nod or gasp or thank him, and yet this girl, this sweet, suffering little girl, looks up at him with wide, solemn eyes, reaching up to gently pat her new clip, and Izuku knows that he's gotten through to her.
With Eri handled, still settled upon his hip where he can feel the too-quick humming of her heartbeat, how she finally twists one of those tiny, trembling hands into his hoodie, Hemlock turns his attention to the villain in front of them,
"I'm sure you don't mind, Sir, it's a clip that my little sister put in for me this morning, but I'm sure she'd be happy for another sweet little girl to have it instead." No harm in a little lie to make himself seem even more innocent, to try and minimise any suspicion.
"Yes," comes the measured reply, disdainful but still with a veneer of politeness,
"I'm sure." Hemlock smiles beneath his mask, tilting his head in a just-friendly way. If he also slips a tiny little tracking sticker against Eri's neck, under the mass of tangled hair, then it's only insurance, a back-up. Maybe only one will work, or neither, but the more chances they have, the better. Following them over the rooftops at this time of day isn't even an option, unfortunately. The trackers and any CCTV footage will have to do. And, well, these trackers are all things that he's had added to his costume since Kamino (the entire class have, actually, and his Dad has suggested it to Kan for 1-B-) so making use of them to help a little girl... Well, it's only the logical thing to do.
"We have to go now. Eri, come." Oh, yeh, because she's a fucking dog, isn't she? It takes all that Izuku has to not start throwing knives.
"Wouldn't want to bother these young heroes for any longer, would you?" The nasty threat underlying every syllable of that sits so wrong with Izuku, adds to the hot lead pooling in his guts, but when the little girl starts to shift in his arms, her head ducked and horn just shy of pressing against him, clearly wanting to be let go, he knows that he has to put her down.
So Hemlock crouches back down, depositing the baby as carefully as he can, gentle and slow, and manages to duck his own head just enough to look her in the eyes for half a breath.
(Izuku sees Eri, and she sees him. Like meets like, kin to kin, and they both know it within that briefest connection, a heart double-thump and the shiver of butterfly-warmth slipping and fluttering through their ribs, creeping ivy and red carnations weaving alongside. They are kindred spirits, and no world or villain or fear could keep them apart for long. Not that Izuku would let it.)
Then he's standing up again, nodding to Chisaki, and watches how the little girl cowers into his radius, glancing over her shoulder at them as she's led away, red eyes still oh-so sombre. Yet there's the faintest flare there that hadn't been present before, the budding of an iris, ready to hope-blossom into vibrant life. All Izuku wants is for it to bloom bright and beautiful with an undoubtedly gorgeous smile to match, and maybe that can't happen today, but it will. He'll make damn sure of it.
He and Mirio stay silent, even when both the villain and Eri are long gone. Still though, they shake themselves out of their reverie, Mirio starting to contact Sir Nighteye as they both make haste back towards the agency. This information- it's major. And their motivation to deal with the local Yakuza has abruptly increased more than tenfold. It's obvious in how Mirio's fists are clenched, his smile tight around the corners and eyes sparking with something more like fire than simple light. Izuku can sympathise. All the same, he doesn't react to the sidelong glance he gets offered when the blond mentions Izuku giving her a flower hair pin, only waving his hand for later. He doesn't like the possibility that they don't know what everyone working under Chisaki looks like, that one of them could be literally just out of reach right now. The chances of being overheard aren't zero, which means that they're too high for his current liking.
They're quick to get back to the agency from there, striding through the crowds with a purpose that keeps even the wavers at bay, and Sir Nighteye meets them just within the entrance, expression grave as his eyes run over them both. He relaxes minutely at the lack of blood or shaking or anything else, but judging by how his offers them the tiniest of approving nods for them, the hero probably also picks up on their frustration. The discontent lining their bones with tar, tacky and thick and unpleasantly warm.
He has them repeat their retelling, focusing on the details of the location and both Chisaki and Eri, and continues speaking before Izuku has the chance to mention the purpose of the pin:
"As we were already planning to undergo a raid as soon as possible, this simply gives us reason to move forwards any possible actions. Although we are still lacking a large portion of the information we need-"
"I put a tracker on Eri. Two, actually," Izuku interjects, not trying to be rude but finally seeing something of an opportunity to slip the information in. It's important after all. More than.
"Well then." The hero pauses, pushes up his glasses, and there's something like approval to his gaze upon that fact.
"That would certainly aid matters. Excellent. I will begin to pull together a meeting of those of us who are currently involved in the investigation, to meet as soon as possible, and I would hope for you both to attend." Neither Mirio nor Izuku hesitate to nod, but something in Sir Nighteye's expression makes him wary.
It's not cruel or judgemental or patronising, just something verging on uncertain, a heavy gaze lingering upon the shorter teen.
"That being said, I don't know if you'll be joining us on this raid, Hemlock. I may end up leaving the decision to yourself and Eraserhead." The second sentence means nothing in comparison to the blazing heat that shocks through Izuku at the first, because the idea of somehow not being part of the raid to help save Eri, of not going to her bad place with a new hair pin just as promised, has him wanting to scream himself hoarse with reasons that he should be going.
But he's his father's son, and he forces that back down with logic. With how Nighteye clearly isn't doing this out of assumptions or bigotry, and how he's giving Izuku the chance to judge it, albeit with Eraserhead's approval to bolster or hinder that. Said logic doesn't stop it from being frustrating though, and what makes it even more frustrating is that Izuku can understand and even agree with the underlying logic: he's emotionally compromised, traumatised, and as far as Nighteye is concerned, relatively unproven in large-scale operations.
What Nighteye doesn't know is that Izuku has experience, and more support than imaginable. That he knows how to fight through emotions that burn enough to numb, or how to handle himself in big groups or odd places with unpredictable Quirks flying around.
So Izuku already knows that he's going to say, and he can only hope that his Dad, once the situation has been explained, will agree.
For now though, Sir Nighteye is dismissing them both, telling them to message him once they return to UA safely (the implication that he'll be following them via camera footage the whole way goes unsaid, but most certainly not unheard-) and they leave the agency as soon as they've changed back out of their hero gear. Their walk to the train station is silent, slightly tense, but by the time they're halfway back to UA Mirio exhales heavily, shaking out his shoulders and hands, managing to offer Izuku a small smile.
"We'll get her back, Mido-kouhai, just you wait and see!" The tone is simple, all bright and bubbly, but the gleam in his eyes is iron-smelted. It's a promise.
"We will," Izuku vows in return. And when Mirio settles a careful, heavy hand on his shoulder, he doesn't flinch or weasel out from the touch. No, he leans into it, and lets his own resolve flare ever-fiercer.
Unfortunately, when they separate upon the UA campus, Mirio offering to walk Izuku back to his dorm before meeting his friends but being waved off with a genuine thank you, the shorter teen finds himself stewing in the thought of solemn red eyes. (He remembers being a part of the world with that exact expression, of being so scared, of knowing that he was wrong, wrong, wrong, but wanting to reach out for help anyway, of hoping and praying and wishing for just one person to notice and to care. Of being a terrified little kid against a big, cruel world that had only sought to hurt him- He remembers nine trembling figures, huddled together amongst concrete and metal and crates, the scent of blood and rot and dust coating every inch of the scene, and how they had stared up at him, how they had needed saving, how he too had needed saving-)
By the time he's made the few-minute walk to the dorms, all of his frustration has started to well up again, tears at the edges of his vision and heart thumping too-heavily against his ribs. Izuku wants- He wants what he can't have, right now, and he hates it. Kicking off his boots, even more annoyed by the fact that he has to pause and move slowly long enough to unlace them, Izuku stomps into the common area with a scowl still on his face, instantly zeroing in on his partners and making a beeline for them, ignoring any greetings or second glances he gets.
Then he's weaselling into their laps, pushing aside a phone and some papers without a word but also without damaging anything, and he curls up tightly, knees tucked against the side of Shouto's cool ribs, hands pressed firmly over his own collarbones, face very much hidden in the soft fabric of Hitoshi's hoodie. (Something within him settles. The animal-wildness charging through him stops snapping and snarling, only pacing between his ribs and spine, discontent yet soothing moment by moment.) The two teens in question exchange a worried glance, Shouto shrugging at the room at large when Ashido attracts their attention with a frantic wave and concerned expression. They- they have no idea what's happened to make Izuku so upset, but there's no way that they won't try to comfort him.
"You alright with touch right now Green Bean?" It takes a breath, then two, before a nod has the button nose pressed against his stomach digging in even more.
"Thank you," Hitoshi murmurs, shifting a hand so that he can soothe his fingers over Izuku's braid. He would take it out of the tie and let it loose, but Aizawa braided it this morning and the man isn't here right now, so instinct has the taller teen leaving it in just in case it bothers Izuku otherwise. Instead, he continues to play with the baby hairs along Izuku's forehead and to soothe over the plait, even whilst Shouto settles his warm hand over Izuku's hip, fingertips slipping beneath his jumper to brush against freckles.
Something is wrong, but they know better than to press for just what that is right now.
The dorm doors burst open not even ten minutes later, startling everyone, but Izuku recognises that breathing and gait, already wriggling off of his partners' laps to meet his Dad just before the genkan, calloused hands gripping his biceps and dark eyes just that bit too wide, near-frantic in how they scan over him, hands almost bruising except it's grounding. His Dad is here.
"Izuku, kid, Nighteye's office left a message with me, said you had a run-in with-"
"With Overhaul, yeh," he returns in an undertone, not quite loud enough for anyone currently in the room to make out, and he has to watch as some awful sort of acknowledgement seeps into his Dad's expression, muddy watercolours bleeding through stubble,
"Fuck." The word is wobbly, wavering, and Izuku has no doubt at all that his Dad needs the following hug just as much as he does. The absolute strength and warmth of the familiar hold of his hero eases some of the final frustration (grief, empathy, heartbreak-) lingering through Izuku's heart and mind. And maybe he lets out a single, silent sob, but his Dad only holds him tighter for it.
He's going to get Eri safe and home. He's going to. If he needs to break down a tiny bit first though, safe in his Dad's arms, then that's alright, it'll only make him stronger later.
Notes:
Ivy represents "fidelity" and "affection", red carnations shows "my heart aches for you", and I was very pleased that the two things that I chose to represent these two worked well in terms of meaning, although I did nearly change the carnations to columbines :D Oh, and irises represent "hope"!!
Chapter 104: XCX - Support
Summary:
Izu spends some time with his Dad, and plans to rescue Eri begin to form~
Notes:
Oh, and the art in this chapter was a birthday gift from the absolutely wonderful Vee!! She's always a treasure, but she drew some art for me for today and somehow made herself even more wonderful in the process (^///^) Thank you, Vee, darling!!
Chapter Text
Izuku and his Dad pull away from each other after a long minute, and the class try not to stare at them, for all that they're very much concerned. Aizawa being panicked is never a good thing.
"Your room or mine?" The man eventually asks, words quiet and fierce, hands bracketing his son's biceps, trying not to dig in but firm all the same, working to ground and reassure them both. His thumbs brush a steady up-and-down against his kid's arms. It helps them both.
"Yours," Izuku murmurs, a waver in his hands and voice and gaze. Aizawa leans forward, pressing a kiss to his son's forehead that lingers, closing his eyes against the world with the sweet smell and wild curls of his kid's hair tickling at his nose. Izuku isn't hurt right now, and he intends to keep it that way.
They're both ignorant of the rest of the class when Aizawa stands straight again, not withdrawing his hands yet. He pauses before doing anything else, instead taking one final, long, second to take his kid in, the rise-fall-repeat of his chest, the tumbling light fractals in those green eyes, and the steady set of of his mouth. Finally satisfied, he does let go, only to change his mind and raise an eyebrow, arms raised slightly to each side. The silent offer is immediately taken up, Izuku throwing himself forwards, limpeting onto his Dad's chest, strong arms settling beneath his thighs and across his back respectively.
(He can't help but be reminded, just a little, of how he had scooped Eri up only a few hours ago, settled her upon his hip with all of the strength and care he could. Is that what his Dad felt like every time Kidilante had disappeared to who knows what in the night? To what might be abusers or homelessness or neglect. As his Dad carries him through the common area, the thought lingers; all these years, has he put his hero through this agony of simply not knowing, of heart-rending helplessness? Did his Dad ever cry over him too?)
But Izuku refuses to let himself spiral too much, distracted from it either way by arriving in his Dad's room, the door closing behind them and the man shifting his hold a little, just enough for Izuku to know that he's being asked, if he's comfortable with it, to unlatch himself from the man's chest. And so he does, and lets himself be set down, socked feet almost slipping against the hardwood. For his hero's part, Aizawa settles on his bed without much thought, cross-legged and hands palm-up upon his own knees, not pressing himself back against the wall but instead staying in the middle of the bed, giving Izuku options for how to sit as well.
And the teen chooses to press their knees together, sitting as a cross-legged mirror right on the edge of the bed, facing each other and perfect for placing his palms atop his Dad's, fingertips to pulse points and calluses and scars meeting in familiar creases.
"Are you okay to have this conversation right now, kid, or do you want it to wait for the morning?" The consideration swells around his heart, swaddling warmth, because how is his Dad so good to him?
"I- Yeh. If you are," Izuku adds, because him being the child in their relationship doesn't change how his Dad is a person too, how he also needs looking after sometimes. And there are few things that Izuku wants more in the world than for his hero to be alright.
Content that Izuku has spoken genuinely, Aizawa double-taps his kid's wrist, and keeps his tone as neutral as possible, trying not to sway his kid either way,
"Nighteye mentioned a raid, one that you and I need to decide upon your participation in."
"Dad-" Aizawa interrupts though, not unkind or dismissive but with an urgent, aching undertone,
"Let me speak first?" And Izuku couldn't - wouldn't - say no to that.
"Sure." Those dark eyes are serious, sombre, yet never scary to Izuku, never intimidating or terrifying, only sincere. Safe. So he waits, he returns the gaze, and he listens:
"Izuku, kid, I trust you and this decision is yours, but I-" He pauses, huffs,
"Please just be sure-" (that you’re ready for a raid yet, that I’m ready for you to be in a raid yet-) And Izuku gets that, understands the man's worries, but also. Also, no matter what, he can’t abandon Eri. He simply can’t.
"Dad, there’s a little girl.” And oh, the effect those words have. His hero straightens, concern folding away to be tucked under determination and understanding instantly.
"Okay kiddo, okay. But I’m calling in more of NightVeil." It’s not an offer made out of disrespect or overprotectiveness; it’s pragmatism and care and the fierce need to do right by his kid and his next grandchild. It’s the assurance that Izuku is pushing himself for the sake of somebody else, not for the challenge or thrill or guilt. So Izuku can only sag forwards, into his Dad's lap and waiting arms, gathered close and chest-to-chest within a blink.
"Sounds sensible to me."
They breathe together for a few minutes, Izuku turning his face into the side of his Dad's neck and breathing against the pulse-point that keeps him settled.
There are no words for a long time, just the quiet sounds of life, breathing and heartbeats and nothing else needed, but finally Aizawa speaks again, words softer than bruised skin yet just as aching,
"Do you have her name yet?"
"Eri. Her-" The words fracture and fall apart, but he has a warm hand working a steady circle constantly across the knobs of his spine, a firm, perfect rhythm, and he pulls his words together in that same rhythm,
"Her name is Eri."
"She sounds sweet," Aizawa rumbles, and Izuku can hear the smile in his voice. It makes him smile too, a soft, wavering thing that's almost as vulnerable as Eri's outstretched hand had been.
"She is. She's so pretty Dad, even beneath all of the bandages, because she has these big red eyes, and they're like apples or something, you know, all glossy and sweet..." Izuku talks. He curls impossibly further into his Dad and he talks, rambling as much as he can about the little girl he only spent a few minutes with, retelling of every little detail, good and bad and in between, before finally going on with what he's looking forward to doing with her. Teaching her sign and Shiratori, braiding her hair and introducing her to their other babies. Giving her the life she deserves.
He stream-burbles every word like a wish against his Dad's skin, grounded with the arms around him, the rise-fall-repeat of the chest he's curled up against, and how there's a chin propped atop the side of his head, all stubble and warmth and familiarity. He's safe (he's home-) and he's going to fight for Eri to have that too.
The words slip into murmurs and finally simple breathing eventually though, Izuku giving in to the warmth and silence, not even needing to push away his awful thoughts any more, simply letting himself drown in the steady tides of his Dad's hold, wave-breathing and ocean-deep darkness where his face is pressed against a low, thrumming pulse-point, drowning himself amongst it all.
There is a single thought that he can't keep away though, one that shows in the spider-itches under his skin and the tiniest twitches of his fingers,
"Dad?" A brief shift of Aizawa's head has his stubble rasping slightly over Izuku's curls,
"Mm?" The rumble of his hum reverberates through Izuku's entire being, completely and utterly reassuring, and he melts helplessly, impossibly further.
"Could we patrol tonight?" Aizawa opens his mouth to agree, but pauses, the words wilting upon his tongue, because both in spite of and because of everything going on, he still needs to be logical. He needs to do whatever is best for his son.
So he gives himself another moment to gather his thoughts, pushes together coherency out of his worries and fears and love for his kid, and settles on what he needs to do, keeping his hold upon Izuku steady and safe,
"I want to say yes, but I think we'll end up too tired tomorrow, and I know I'm not at my best tonight. I doubt I'm the only one." All of it is true, but it's also just a bit specifically worded because he doesn't want Izuku thinking it's an excuse, or that he doesn't have faith in the kid. Luckily, he seems to take it well enough, simply leaning back a bit to look up at his Dad properly.
"True," Izuku frowns, not immature but just genuinely disappointed, and Aizawa hates it, hates turning his son down for anything, but the kid's wellbeing always has to come first where possible, and neither of them are really in much of a state to be going out for even a few hours of patrol today.
He racks his brain for a long minute, wanting to offer his kid some sort of solace, and finally an answer hits him.
"But if you wanted to go on a roof run, and maybe camp out on the dorm roof afterwards, then I don't see why that would be a problem."
"Really?" Oh, the genuine hope and joy to his kid now, the light in his eyes and smile, all glimmering freckles and sparkling gaze. Aizawa feels his heart ease at the sight, smiling at his kid, reaching up to run fingers through the mostly-undone braid, tousling it and silently revelling in how Izuku lists shamelessly back into the touch,
"Really. Just make sure you dress up warm, alright? We can go in a minute."
"Got it!" The kid leans forwards enough to kiss his stubbled cheek, purely affectionate, before he throws himself backwards then, tumbling back off of the bed and landing in a crouch only to immediately pop up again, bouncing on the balls of his feet for a few seconds before waving and charging out of the room entirely.
Except Izuku pauses briefly at the door of the room, turning back around. And there's a bright glaze to the lingering melancholy, a genuine joy and gratitude lightening the shadows.
"Thank you, EraserDad." (You're my hero.)
"Always, kid." (And you're mine.)
It doesn't take long for the kid to turn up again, bounding right back into the room with Cadaver at his heels. Admittedly, Izuku is still in leggings but he has now dragged on something what looks suspiciously like the jumper that Tsukauchi lost a few months ago, the sleeves well past his fingers and the hem down around his knees, baggy enough that he's definitely going to be able to run and jump and roll with no problem at all. It's the bright pink, thick socks pulled up almost to his knees that makes Aizawa snort, leaning over to gently prod a particularly golden freckle.
"You look very cute, brat."
"Why thank you," the kid smirks, twisting around to bump their hips together, and Aizawa only slips his arm around his son's shoulders, tucking him close into his side.
"Let's go, kiddo. We can spend an hour or two running around, and then drag some things up to the roof if you still want, alright?"
"Please! Oh, I'mma say goodbye to Toshi and Shou," Izuku announces, leaning further into his hero's side as they leave the man's room. Aizawa resists the urge to tease him, only squeezing him a little tighter,
"Go do that. I need to message Nedzu either way, and grab some nutrient pouches. Don't forget to grab your capture weapon if you haven't already."
"Already done!" The kid chirps, slipping away from his Dad to go skipping through the common area, headed for where his boyfriends are sprawled next to each other, side to side, on one of the larger beanbags in the soft area.
The man watches on, even as he pulls his phone out to start messaging Nedzu and then Tsukauchi. No harm to dropping by the precinct; they'll be able to make the trip there and back in just about an hour comfortably enough, and Izuku always loves seeing everyone.
Equally, he loves throwing himself directly over his boyfriends, sprawling over them both and chattering away. (Aizawa doesn't miss how the two taller teens exchange a glance that may or may not be relieved at Izuku blatantly being happier now, and that fact in and of itself only reinforces, yet again, just how good the two are for his kid. It's very reassuring to see.)
It isn't long from there before the Aizawas are out of UA and climbing the nearest office building across the roads.
There's starlight and street lamps, clear air and faint smog all at once, and Izuku feels free. Up here, he can breathe. (A big part of him is caught still, a fish writhing upon a hook, at the thought of Eri not being able to ever see this night sky or breathe the rooftop air, of how she might never be able to count the stars with family at her side, or be able to run and jump and laugh, as loud as she might like. The thought of it sinks bone-deep, blood-pooling-)
"Kid." The voice drags him out of his thoughts, as does the solid warmth now standing next to him,
"You alright?"
"Sorry, Dad," he manages, grimacing up at his hero, and there's a melancholy look on the man's face, one that shimmers with the same ache that lingers in Izuku's chest. Yeh, his Dad definitely understands.
"Don't be, love. It's hard."
"It is," Izuku acknowledges. Both of them hear the depths to that, the apology and commiseration and don't-be-sorry-kid, never-be-sorry for how they're both very aware that Aizawa has gone through something similar for the sake of his own son, and whilst Izuku understood a lot of his Dad's pains with his kids, when being caught in cages with them and tearing himself apart for their safety, this is different.
The unknown of this situation though? Well, it's another sort of awful altogether, and his Dad went through it for years, not hours. Izuku has no idea how he did it.
"You're thinking too hard, kid, trust me." Izuku is jolted out of said thoughts by the words and, yes, he does trust him, of course he does, there's no hesitation about that, and he has zero doubt that his Dad is right, but he doesn't know how better to deal with all of this, how to stop himself from drowning in his own mind. And there's no surprise, given this, that his voice wavers like he should be crying when he replies,
"I don't know how not to." His hero moves away from his side, his now-gone warmth leaving Izuku to shiver, even though he isn't actually cold, but then the man is crouching in front of him, palms raised but not reaching out to touch yet, dark eyes flaring with his own starlight and fire.
"Run with me. Think about your steps, my steps, and just run, understood?"
"Understood," Izuku agrees, feeling the tiniest bit steadier already. And his Dad smiles, a tiny thing, one that surely hurts as much as Izuku's burning eyes, but then the hero reaches out to squeeze his hands gently, oh-so tender, and they both breathe.
Within another blink, they're running together.
Izuku feels like he's flying. He's leaping and breathing, feet pounding against cement and tarmac and tiles alike, air all around him and his Dad-hero-home always within reach. His hero is his wings and their night-time freedom is the wind beneath it; his heart reflects the light of the moon and stars and here, he lets go. He stops scrabbling against the tidal waves of his thoughts and allows himself to sink deep instead, the shadows of his mind melding and watercolour-bleeding into those of the night, and it's everything he didn't know he needed.
Izuku loses himself to his heartbeat, the lull of the city, and his Dad's companionship, and he gives himself the time to finally breathe. He doesn't need to think like this, and he doesn't want to.
They're going to go and see Tsukauchi and whoever else is on shift. They'll share coffee and maybe some pastry treats with them all, and then they'll head back to UA. They'll gather their matching sleeping bags and zip them up together for a joint cocoon, bringing blankets and some of the common room beanbags as well, creating a perfect little nest on the dorm roof where they can stare up at the stars above and, even knowing that Eri likely can't see said stars right now, that they're going to make sure that she will. They'll be there for each other, and that will be enough.
Morning inevitably comes though (a morning where he has to resist the urge to go and spend time with his kids; he doesn't tell them about Eri, not yet, because if something goes wrong (which he can't let happen, he can't, but he knows the reality of the world they live in) then he doesn't want to upset or distress them, but he knows that if he goes to see them he'll want to speak about her-), and afternoon follows. Izuku, alongside his Dad and, apparently, a few of his classmates, all end up leaving UA at the same time for a meeting at Sir Nighteye's agency.
In the lobby of the agency, there are several heroes, including his classmates' mentors, and their group branches off, joining their various associates. And there's one woman, leaning up against one wall and watching on for the rest, who has cut a sea-glass gaze over to them with their entrance.
"ImGlo! Hi!" He shifts ahead of his Dad, waving to the willowy woman rather enthusiastically, pausing her in place before she can head down a hallway that Nighteye is now gesturing everyone to, presumably as everyone has arrived now. Aizawa follows Izuku around the back of the crowd of the lobby's occupants to meet her, nodding to those that call out greetings on their way past.
"Look who it is," she smiles, blue eyes flashing,
"Hey, Kid, how are you? Not driving our Eraser too far up the wall?" Only the Aizawas truly hear and understand the capitalisation of 'Kid' there, and both appreciate it. Having a blatant ally and familiar workmate in the group is almost always a boon.
"Only sometimes!" Izuku chirps, instead of acknowledging the name choice, resisting the urge to knock his elbow into his Dad's side as they walk down the corridor. He could probably get away with it, but as of right now they're Eraserhead and Hemlock, student and teacher, not father and son, even if several people around them do actually know of the latter fact.
By now, most everyone is beginning to settle into the meeting room, the long table filling up person by person, though the three of them hang back slightly for a moment, letting the majority of the table be filled before a natural set of three seats is left, Izuku still talking with the heroine the whole time.
"I've been over in Jaku city doing some work and investigations until our patrols shift back over, and there's been some interesting happenings there, let me tell you, or rather don't, considering." They share toothy grins, for all that Izuku is starting to reply already.
"Oh, I heard about that when I was doing some digging into some specific Quirk theories and laws," he comments, almost wishing he had his notebooks with him today. Either way, ImGlo is glancing at him with an impressed gleam to her eyes, pale hair falling over her gaze,
"You know about the Singularity and the neo-Sagittarius Legislation proposals, Kid?"
"Yeh. Had my own encounter with the former," he shrugs, almost dismissing it but without being rude,
"Want me to send on the info I have?"
ImGlo picks up on that fact, blatantly so, and goes along without any issue.
"Oh, of course. And that would be great, thank you" She offers a shrewd glance but doesn't say anything further, not here or now,
"Anyways, I can't say much, and either way I've been pulled into this because of the substances involved."
"Ah, the Quirk nullification drugs, right? Possible gene eradication as well. The biology behind that-"
"Definitely akin to my Quirk, I thought so too," she nods, as they take their seats around the meeting table. If several people, including his classmates, find a slightly odd sight in a teenager chatting quite casually with an unfamiliar heroine about, well, actual situations and investigations, then the pair don't care, and Aizawa himself only finds amusement in the fact.
"Greetings, everyone. Thank you all for attending on such short notice." Sir Nighteye has a gravity to his voice that quiets any other conversations, pulling everyone to pay attention to him.
"We have new information on the Eight Precepts, as I'm sure you're all aware. Primarily, this information comes from my interns, Lemillion and Hemlock, who encountered a child and Overhaul himself."
The meeting goes on from there. Mirio and Izuku give a full report of the incident and how Izuku had given Eri one of his tracker hair pins and a more standard tracker beneath her hair. It's entirely possible that one or the other might be noticed, but judging by the fact that the location that she has remained at overnight hasn't changed (which they may or may not have used one of Nedzu's programmes to monitor-), beyond some minor movements, it doesn't seem like she's like she's been checked over thoroughly or quickly enough for it to be a problem in any way. Not as of yet. But, equally, there is still the chance of a trap, and still the chance of them being discovered in the next period of time and removed. Every hour spent is another hour wasted. Another hour where Eri might be hurt.
But, here and now, they're starting to pull together a plan. With everyone's information and experience and expertise, they're developing a strategy to save Eri, to prevent the spread of these drugs, and to mitigate the violence surrounding the Eight Precepts. Izuku, with teeth in his heart and knives in his smile, is viciously glad for it. He's going to save her.
Chapter 105: XCXI - Hope, Luck And Inevitability
Summary:
Eri dares to hope. For better or worse, she dares, and there are consequences.
Notes:
To my lovely discorders - no I'm not telling you what voting for Eri meant yet :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eri is scared. It's a word she learnt a long time ago, but Chisi- Chisaki always tells her not be scared but then he hurts her, so she knows it's a bad thing. (Maybe, once, a kind person read her books, and there were scared little girls and boys in those, people who fought monsters to get home but she is home, so maybe she isn't remembering right-) But this time it's different.
She's scared for her pretty flower pin that she hasn't broken yet, and she's scared for the nice person who said that they would come for her. She's scared for Izu.
He had spoken so softly to her, it had felt like when her little cat toy was brand new with the tags on (she knew the numbers, the two and four and zeroes, but she doesn't understand what the funny symbol next to them meant, one that looked like a Y but had other lines too, so it can't have been a Y-) and it was all clean and fluffy against her cursed hands. (She knows that she's cursed, but Izu had picked her up like she was- like she was treasure! The things that pirates find in books, and it's all shiny and new and wanted-)
Izu had been the opposite of Chiza- Chisaki, even though he wore a mask too. His eyes were so pretty! So green, like the grass and the trees and the croca- crocodiles from her books, and they had little dots around them that she couldn't really see because there were shadows too, but when he smiled (and she could tell when he did, because there were little crinkles around his eyes like when her blanket is all rumpled, and his eyes had gone even brighter, all sparkly like water under lights, or like when she got out into the sunlight and her eyes had gone sparky and splotchy like a dalma- dalmo- dalmation-) he seemed so happy, and the little dots were almost shiny, like metal.
Eri thinks Izu is probably really, really pretty under his mask. Hopefully he really will come for her, though she wouldn't be upset with him if he didn't. Sad, but not upset. Not mad like Chisi- Chisaki gets. (She is cursed after all, just like in her books-)
So, wondering if this might somehow be the last thing she breaks with her evil touch, she breaks the petals on her pretty flower pin, and she dares to hope.
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The raid is set for two days later.
Izuku spends that time with his phone in hand, or at the very least in his utility belt, and if he checks it at least once every ten minutes, then the class know better than the pry and his Dad has offered the barest bones of an explanation (there’s a raid planned, and the kid has the location of a target) with enough glowering to keep anyone from trying to even ask.
Outside of class, Izuku is dragged into every distraction possible by the kids and his class.
Anna leads a very sweet several-hour workshop to teach Izuku, Ryo and Setsuna how to use watercolour paints; Kage shows him how to play a rather chaotic game about a goose on his handheld console; the girls drag Izuku into a girls’ night, and he comes out with pretty yellow nail varnish and dark circles under his eyes. If his dad smuggles Uncle into the faculty room the next day for lunchtime and lies on the sofa with his sleeping bag in silent request, then he gets his son crawling in on top of him, the kid’s cat curling into a rather loudly-purring ball of fluff on his back, just above where Aizawa’s arm is slung low over his spine, keeping him safe and in place.
They both fall asleep within minutes and lose about a mile of tension from their shoulders in that time frame. It’s very much a relief to see. Neither of them sleep enough to begin with, let alone with the stress of whatever the raid is that they're preparing for.
As such, the other teachers may or may not unanimously decide to cover Aizawa’s next lesson between themselves, and to excuse Izuku from his. An extra hour of sleep will do them both a lot of good, that much is obvious. And Snipe will have a free period anyway (although it’s only him, given that Thirteen is now teaching a second year Heroic Ethics and Law lesson) so he can make sure that they wake up in time for the next lesson and won’t have to be too disoriented.
With all of that decided, the majority of the faculty leave with the lunch chime, and Snipe is left with two sleeping Aizawas and one of their cats. And, honestly, regardless of the circumstances, it's a very sweet sight. It's obvious that, beneath the safe, obnoxiously-yellow confines of the sleeping bag, Aizawa has both arms wrapped around his son, one hand seemingly buried amongst long curls, and it's just as blatant that Izuku has dug his face into the hero's capture weapon. Whether he can truly breathe with all bar the very crown of his hair curling out of the face-hole of the sleeping bag, Snipe isn't sure, but the pair both seem to be sleeping contentedly enough, so he leaves them to it.
As inevitable as a sunset, or hopefully a sunrise in fact, the time comes.
Ten minutes before the end of sixth period maths, a lesson that has featured several students being far antsier than usual, Aizawa opens the classroom door, and not one of the students could miss the light in his eyes. (It's predator-fierce and hope-fragile all at once, the sharp edges carved upon grim determination; it's the look of a hero ready to do battle.)
"Izuku, Kirishima, Uraraka, Tsuyu, we're going. Now." The words are weighted in an almost gentle way. Izuku, for his part, is already on his feet, crossing the room to retrieve his uniform case. His companions follow suit, for all that they look less sure about it, Kirishima frowning over Aizawa, confused,
"Isn't it too early-"
"Welcome to the world of Heroics, kid," Aizawa Cheshire-grins,
"Let's go. Hellspawn, be good. Make sure Midnight feeds the cats and that you feed each other if we're late home." There's a fraction of a hesitation, but then it's broken by a loud chorus of 'yes sensei's and 'be safe's.
(Every one of them knows better than to wish for good luck, given how rarely fortune has been on their side. Their family is strong enough to overcome any poxy luck either way, they're sure; they can make their own luck.)
With that, Aizawa nods to Ectoplasm, letting the four kids filter out from beneath his arm, and gives the class one last look, blazing with promise. Silently, they can all only hope that their teacher remembers that he needs to come back to them safely too.
Meanwhile, the four internship students are already in their nearest changing rooms. Kirishima, changing only a few paces down from Izuku, doesn't blink twice at his classmate's scars like he once did.
"Are you as nervous as us? I know you and Mirio-senpai were the ones that originally met Eri, so..." He trails off with a shrug, giving Izuku the chance to reply however he might want, even if that's not at all. But Izuku does have an answer, grimacing over at the redhead as he finishes unbuttoning his school shirt, capture weapon unravelling from beneath it with a light touch.
"I've not really been part of many raids. Not directly at least. And either way, it's healthy to be nervous. Not fun, but good. If you're not nervous then either you don't care enough, you're too arrogant, or both." He pauses for a second, slipping his bracelets off of his wrists, for all that he keeps his necklace on, knowing that it stays safely caught beneath his protective vest, and he centres himself.
They’re going to save Eri, and they won’t lose anyone else in doing so. No two ways about it.
But first, he has a conversation to finish.
"Do you remember what Dad told the class after the final exams? When the two of us had been patrolling a lot to take down a smuggling group?"
"Wha- Oh. Yeah, no, I do. That we always have to care about lives first, and if we don't then there's a problem, right? We're meant to be heroes, not soldiers." There's a rare sombre edge to Kirishima's voice, and Izuku appreciates it.
"Pretty much. And valuing lives includes your own too." A silence descends, albeit one punctuated by the quiet rustling of fabric or clinking of metal against metal. Finally though, Kirishima cuts another glance to Izuku, a smile slipping into place,
"You know, your Dad's pretty manly."
"He's the best," Izuku murmurs, almost unbearably tender, and Kirishima grins even more.
"He is!" They fall quiet again then, but it's more content, anticipatory, than tense.
They're done changing soon enough though, and it feels like a single blink of time passes before they're in one of UA's unmarked cars, Aizawa at the wheel, and he's talking them through last minute protocols, glancing regularly at his son in the passenger seat or the three of them in the backseats via the rear-view mirror.
Sooner than any of them can comprehend, Aizawa is parking at Sir Nighteye's agency and they're power-walking into the building, straight up to the same meeting room as before.
Except their teacher (their hero) stops halfway down the hallway, turning to them all with an expression that manages to be warm and grim all at once. (It's understanding; it's remembering the terror of being a literal child and knowing that today might be the one that they die, or kill, or watch their friend die, crushed beneath- Well, it's an understanding, bitter and aching and true.)
"If any of you don't want to do this, say it now. There's no shame to it. Plans haven't been finalised, so you wouldn't be inconveniencing anyone either. I would always rather you were realistic with yourselves than being reckless, both with your own lives and your allies', Plus Ultra or no, understood?" He takes a breath, but doesn't let them answer just yet, because he has more that he needs to say, that they need to hear.
"Choosing a battlefield is very different to being forced upon one." It can be easy for many people to forget with his class, even amongst themselves (but Aizawa, however, will never be able to forget-), that they have become warriors out of circumstance, not choice. Life and death circumstances, at that. Every day, they work to be heroes, but never have they been the ones to choose their battles, not truly. And it's a very, very different weight to have upon their young shoulders.
Which is undoubtedly why all of them pause. Actually, that's not quite true, because the moment that he has fully processed his hero's words, Izuku is meeting Aizawa's gaze with all of the dreadful strength of an earthquake, to neither of their surprise. It is his Kidilante after all. (Izuku has been choosing battles since he was far too young, and it's something that he will continue to choose for a long time hence, his Dad knows-)
But both of them give Kirishima, Tsuyu and Uraraka the time and space to truly think it through. (Aizawa, internally, finds himself very proud of the maturity they're showing in that thought-taking. It would have been oh-so easy to just blurt an affirmative without consideration, but instead they're assessing, contemplating, and if the man had harboured a single doubt as to their suitability, their reliability, it would have just been erased by this fact alone.)
Tsuyu is the first to reply, a hand coming up to settle over her heart, eyes coolly fierce,
"I'm sure, Sensei, kero. Eri- she's a little girl, and that could have been my little sister. I want to help her feel safe again."
"Very well. Thank you for being honest, kid." She nods, croaking quietly as she relaxes a little, and Izuku nudges their shoulders together without a word, even as the other girl speaks up,
"I want to too. I think I'm ready." It's short and simple, but it's enough for Aizawa, particularly when Uraraka has that stubborn look on her face that she gets. She means business.
There's another long few seconds before Kirishima raises his ducked head, sharp teeth glinting in a brief grin,
"I want to help as many people as possibly, Sensei, and Eri is definitely a good place to start!"
"Then let's go, hellions." The four students smile at the familiar nickname, and they follow their hero into the meeting room.
Everyone leaves again an hour later, Izuku chattering between Tsukauchi and ImGlo, for all that it's about the layout of the area surrounding the yakuzu complex, going even further into the details of the potential escape routes than what has just been discussed. The amount that he had contributed throughout the entire meeting had blatantly shocked some of the heroes present, despite his unhesitating participation last time.
(And when Rocklock had brought up concerns about the age of the some of those present, Izuku had been the first to retort, voice layered with ice cold enough to burn: "Firstly, do you doubt the combined logical judgement of both Eraserhead and Sir Nighteye? Secondly, though it shouldn't be necessary, allow me to explain our individual contributions to the make-up of this team: I have an immunity to the Quirk-affecting drugs, along with specialities in analysis, strategies and hand-to-hand combat, weaponry included. Uravity is highly mobile and excellent at hand-to-hand, along with having several notable combination moves with Froppy, who is also highly mobile and quick-minded, on top of being excellent with children. Crimson Riot has a degree of immunity to bullets, significant defensive capabilities, and all of us have faced villains before, so we're not completely untested. So whilst your concern is appreciated, it's also unnecessary, at least in regards to our ages or abilities." And so that had been dealt with, rather cleanly so. And if it reinforces to everyone there just how determined Izuku - Hemlock - is to get little Eri back, then that's certainly not a detriment.)
The clump of heroes, students and police officers breaks down into smaller units as they leave through the back doors of the agency, all splitting down into separate vans, some unmarked, others with police emblazoning. Izuku, with his Dad, ImGlo, Tsukauchi, Sansa, Mirio and Sir Nighteye, steps up into the back on an unmarked vehicle, already pulling one of the agency tablets out of a rucksack.
"Want to go back over the maps one last time? I'm just going to check again that they're the right ones."
"Wouldn't hurt," Aizawa replies, Tsukauchi exchanging a glance with him. Izuku is nervous. That much is more than obvious, at least to them, because he's double-checking every possible thing, talking to cover his worries, although the only tell likely obvious to anyone but themselves is how he keeps going to bite his lip, scar tissue catching under his teeth before he lets go once more, blatantly reminding himself not to do so. It's reassuring, if nothing else, that despite his nerves, he's still trying to look after himself. It bodes well for the mess that is surely to come at this point.
Then Izuku has apparently satisfied himself from scrolling through whatever databases he's been hacking (Aizawa knows, from dragging the kid away from his computer at far too many times in the last few days, that he's been cross-referencing local construction companies, underground networks and various bank transactions to finally find who did the work for the yakuza complex in the first place and who was likely to still have something like blueprints saved; and his brilliant, too-clever brat had found exactly that in the archives of one tiny local firm who may or may not do more jobs for villains than anyone else-) and brings up the maps once more.
The seven of them, excepting Sansa given that he's driving and the police officers are all the third wave of offence rather than the scouting, retrieval or attack teams, pour over the blueprints once more. Eri is affirmed to still be in the same room as previously listed, which is relayed back to the other teams as well, and they reaffirm their intended routes and alternatives. Hopefully there won't be too many diversions for the sake of fights, not given that they're part of the retrieval team, who will be following the majority of the fighting force who should be able to distract the majority, if not all, of the primary villain assailants, but they are no guarantees in a situation like this. None at all.
Which is surely why, upon arriving at the to-be-established police line, Izuku and Aizawa deliberately wait to be the last to leave the van. Tsukauchi lingers as well, but only long enough to offer a fierce "come back", and to kiss Izuku's forehead, eyes aflame because his kid and friend had better come back in one piece, and leaves the two of them to it.
Aizawa, secure in the shadows of the van, brings up a hand to cup his kid's scarred cheek. The rough skin is a reminder of mistakes long-made, but the freckles are pure hope, and he doesn't let either distract him from meeting Izuku's gaze with a steady fire of his own.
"We're going to save her, and we're going to bring her back to the kids together, understood?"
"We are," Izuku affirms, and the waver in his hands fades with the steadiness of his own voice. His hero smiles a little, just a tiny, sombre-sweet thing that means everything to his son,
"Love you, kid."
"You too, EraserDad."
They don't spare another second for sentimentalities from there, both of them leaving the van and joining the rest of their team as Nighteye gives them a very final brief.
Then comes the waiting. It isn't a long time, not truly, because they're the third wave of people to enter the complex, the wooden gates and part of the cement walls destroyed in a blink, but the urge to rush right in is undeniable. It has a knife in Izuku's hand, for all that he doesn't let himself flick and throw it, not right now, when it might only unnerve or disturb other people from their own focuses. No, instead of that, he pulls his kitsune mask over his face and sets his heart. Settles. (His mind falls, slips, trips, only to slide right into Kidilante-Hemlock-savethemsaveher, and he knows, with every breath and bone in his body, that he will do whatever it takes to protect her, just like he did the rest of his kids. And this time, oh, this time, he has his Dad at his side. Nothing could make him feel more quietly confident than that.)
And, finally, their patience is rewarded.
In all truth, it doesn't even take a full five minutes before Sir Nighteye gives them their signal and they're charging in. Rubble litters the ground, the occasional unconscious body or blood spatter, but nothing major. It's clear that most of the fight has already moved underground, if not started then entirely. ImGlo is the one guiding them, having the best grip on the layout of the place alongside Izuku, and all of them are prepared for anything to turn up around the next corner. They can hear, through their comms, the bursts of battle, the confirming cries of this member of the Eight Precepts or another, but there are still several unaccounted for, let alone any unknowns that are potentially going to throw a spanner in the works.
The corridors are a blur. It's all pale grey and bleak, bland, almost akin to a hospital if not for the various pipes and the occasional gouge or scuffmark, metal doors embedded into the surfaces. The ground rumbles with distant fighting, with dragons and steel-strand hair and vitality-stolen strength, everyone fighting for both the sake of one little girl and for fighting
Izuku, side by side with ImGlo and followed by his Dad and Mirio-senpai, twists his wrist, checking the tracker display on the watch there. Good, the red dot is staying steady and unmoving.
”Same location for now,” he reports, voice blank and mind racing, mentally double-checking their current route against his own internal map, even as he leaps over the body of one downed yakuza. ImGlo nods, the movement catching in his peripheral vision.
”Good. Primary maps put us at approximately three minutes out. Next left,” she tacks on and they all veer around the corner, keeping up their steady jog, not far from a run.
Somewhere ahead of them, there are voices, loud and echoing, one of them pained. A flash of light has them all blinking.
“Next right, two doors- Fuck.” The curse is almost neutral, except it's spoken through gritted teeth.
“What?” Aizawa demands, for all that none of them hesitate to keep moving.
“It’s changed. The layout is different, there's only one door down here, and even if we'd taken one wrong turn, which I should've noticed because none of the corridors are the exact same, then it still wouldn't match."
The four of them take another few steps in silence, but then Izuku shakes out his shoulders, tilting his head,
“It’ll be Mimic’s Quirk. They probably don’t know if we have any idea about where anything is, but Chisaki isn’t stupid. He’ll probably be headed for Eri as well, if he isn’t already with her. Us meeting her the other day is too obvious.”
“I’d say so," ImGlo confirms, and the four of them are silent for a further moment, although that being said they still don't pause, continuing to follow the direction they would have been moving in regardless,
"How precise is your tracker?”
“Nigh-on room to room. Here,” he offers, undoing the watch from his own wrist and reaching over to loop it around hers. He has his phone worst ways.
"I'll keep us moving in this approximate direction." She decides, glancing back to Aizawa and getting a nod in return, before she switches her attention to Izuku once again,
"Got an option for our current location?"
"Third button on the base will work for one of the trackers still on me."
She studies the watch for a few breaths, finger tracing a pattern upon the back of her own hand, one Izuku recognises as something like the original blueprints.
"We're still alright. Do need to turn left now instead."
Which is fine. Except around that corner, there's a hulking figure, and for a single glimmer of a moment the broad, hunched shoulders and dark beak almost makes them look like a Nomu. But, no, there's a mess of pale brown hair and bracers on muscular forearms, a mask covering most of their head. Must be one of the Eight Bullets, and from general appearance, they seem likely to be Rappa-
"Fighting in big clumps, with all of these knives and guns... Not much of a proper fight. No, it's pretty tasteless-"
Izuku, without hesitation, throws a knife.
In the same moment, several needle-thin darts are sent flashing forwards, and it's a match to how both he and his Dad race forwards, capture weapon whirling around them, one pair of eyes crimson-flaring. Sure, maybe bringing weapons to a normal fight wouldn't be fair, but life isn't fair, society and Quirks and logic aren't fair, and if using every possible tool at their disposal is it what it takes to get to Eri, then so be it.
Mirio- Lemillion pops up from the ground, behind the villain, a fraction of a second before Hemlock and Eraserhead are spinning kicks into sides, aiming for the soft part beneath ribs, uncaring of how dirty or not their tactics might be.
And everything, together, is too much even for the strongest person to dodge. Because, sure, he sees the knife, literally punching it with a fist protected by his knuckle-dusters, the clash of metal against metal overwhelmed by his wordless roar and the thunderous noise of Hemlock and Eraserhead's footsteps in such a small space, and he twists around, sliding a step back, dodging Lemillion's blow and ready to punch back, except his mask is still turned towards the two underground heroes-
It isn't them he needs to worry about. It's the tiny darts, something that could almost be called senbon, that were travelling ahead of Eraserhead and Kidilante, that Lemillion is currently phasing through the rest of. Because where they gouge at Rappa, two flying into flesh and staying, buried an inch deep into his bicep each, they begin to secrete a heavy tranquiliser drug straight into his system. By the time he growls, batting them out of his arm, it's too late. He's moving too slowly to be able to dodge the axe kick that Hemlock crashes into his shoulder, the punch the Lemillion smashes into his sternum, nor even the sweeping low kick from Eraserhead that has him, finally, crashing to the ground, breathless and half-unconscious already.
For good measure, Eraserhead may or may not kick him in the temple, knocking his mask askew, and Izuku bothers to bind his arms with cable ties, for all the good it potentially won't do if Rappa does wake up and is able to use his Quirk, but at least he would hurt himself in the process somewhat.
"Move on?"
"Let's." And so they do. Their pace picks up, even as a lot of the rumbles and faint ripples of the corridors, of the entire complex, begin to die down, more intermittent than before, and they keep heading towards where Eri is as best as they can, ImGlo having to make do with constantly taking whatever turn seems most likely to be keeping them in the right direction, even as it completely defies the layout of their original blueprints. Mimic really is problematic, albeit nothing is continuing to change, so that's some small mercy. They'll take it.
"Next corridor, halfway down. Not sure if she's in a room or-" They're already turning the corner, Izuku resisting the urge to just outright sprint, and by some miracle it isn't a dead end. No, it's long and open, dingy, with a single door halfway down. A door that's open, a tiny head of white hair peeking out, eyes wide and fearful, stepping out of her room, clutching something metallic in her shaking hands. Oh. Oh, it's his baby-
"Izu!" That voice has haunted his dreams and thoughts and fears for literal days, and even though it's a desperate cry rather than a hesitant murmur now, it still lurches his heart, because he needs to save Eri.
He's running before he can truly think, right next to his Dad who had started a split-second after but made up for it instantly with his longer legs, and of course it's in the same instant that something dark, oil-slick and unnatural registers, emerging from shadows at the end of the hallway.
Chisaki is here too.
Both Aizawas register him in the same breath, not even exchanging a glance before they're sending out mirror strands of capture weapon, the twin coils preceded by a smaller knife that flickers with shadows more than light, and a blaze of red eyes.
Except it must all be too late, because all at once the world around them is falling and fracturing. Chisaki's hand is pressed to a wall and the corridor shattering apart from that, dropping them all unceremoniously to a cavernous space below. A little girl's voice cries out, sharp and cut-off, like she's holding in a sob, and it breaks Izuku's a little bit, even as Hemlock is busy assessing the way that everything collapsing had sent him away from his allies, both he and Eraserhead having rolled in opposite directions, with a wall not far behind them that, presumably, Lemillion and ImGlo are behind, and they must be occupied by something for Lemillion to not have rushed in and joined them yet.
Well, fuck. But, he has Eraserhead and he has himself, and Eri is still within sight, now that he's letting himself look around properly, blinking against the dust that reminds him of Shigaraki and Kamino and the tale of a cloud, but Izuku shoves all of that aside, and Hemlock starts looking around, trying to find where Chisaki is. Eri is almost exactly between the teen and his Dad, and the moment he hears the crunch of boots over gravel-rubble-debris, he steps to the side as well, both of them edging carefully towards her, not daring to move too quickly yet. Not when they can't even see Chisaki for all of the settling dust-
A dark figure forms, stark against the pale clouds drifting to the floor, all long limbs and the glint of hardware upon his mask. It's a threat of a human being, if ever there was one. Such a fact certainly isn't helped by how Chisaki is striding forwards, a gun in one hand, and he looks the image of a bad pre-Quirk film except here, now, it's all too real, genuine malice adding to the shadows of the space, a writhing, blood-spatter sort of thing, intangible but for its weight, heavy upon all of their shoulders, and Eri's most of all, made blatant in her hesitation, the tiny fractures in her red eyes. It's like watching rubies splinter under pressure.
And Izuku, for one, can't stand for that, and apparently neither can his Dad, because where they had been separated, they're now moving again, towards Eri.
"You will suffer for your dirty curses, all of you. Starting with you, Eri." The words are pure conviction, rippling off of the iron-tarred tongue of a killer so sure of his next victim, of someone pushed over the edge, and it's the danger of someone not quite in their right mind.
It has Izuku reaching, screaming, chest about to burst apart with absolute terror because, opposite him, in front of him, now close enough to touch, his Dad is reaching out too. He can see nothing but dark eyes, wide and shattering and home-
“Kid!”
“Eraser!”
A bullet meets flesh, and three voices cry out.
Notes:
:)
Wonder who got hit~
Chapter 106: XCXII - The Aftermath Of Carnage
Summary:
We find out who got hit :) And of course what follows~
Notes:
There's a point about updates in the end notes which is worth checking out!! ^^;
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
And Izuku, for one, can't stand for that, and apparently neither can his Dad, because where they had been separated, they're now moving again, towards Eri.
"You will suffer for your dirty curses, all of you. Starting with you, Eri." The words are pure conviction, rippling off of the iron-tarred tongue of a killer so sure of his next victim, of someone pushed over the edge, and it's the danger of someone not quite in their right mind.
It has Izuku reaching, screaming, chest about to burst apart with absolute terror because, opposite him, in front of him, now close enough to touch, his Dad is reaching out too. He can see nothing but dark eyes, wide and shattering and home-
“Kid!”
“Eraser!”
A bullet meets flesh, and three voices cry out.
Eri collapses to her knees, curling into herself in a vain attempt to protect herself from the blood that spatters over her. And it's a good thing too, because it means the the bullet flies over her head, not even catching at her horn, for all that wet heat does splash slightly over her hair. There's not much blood, so hopefully no arteries have been hit, and around her there's movement, a rush of cries from gritted teeth and a father and son meeting eyes, enough silent communication in the space of a blink for the pair to have a plan.
Izuku, breaths ragged, turns to scoop Eri up, a whimper creeping through him as he starts running with her in his arms, for all that he doesn't have far that he can go. His arm is more than burning, it's throbbing and searing and he feels weak with it, but he has no choice but to fight on right now, for the sake of Eri and his Dad, if nothing else. He can only hope that his Dad's Quirk really will still be working like they theorised.
He's skidding to a stop then, within reach of one of the walls of the cavernous space Overhaul had dropped them into not even an entire minute ago, and he's crouching to carefully depositing Eri on the ground, all of his movements as gentle and considered as possible so as not to jolt her nor his injury. At least the bullet passed right through. Hopefully it will minimise any further damage, for all that it terrifies him that his Dad was also shot, albeing by the second pass-through of the same bullet so that the worst of the drug residue shouldn't be able to affect the man.
Sure, he knows that his Dad is strong with or without his Quirk. But Quirks are an intrinsic part of people, not to mention being an ability that he, as a hero, has a lot of muscle memory or the equivalent of for using, so to suddenly not be able to rely upon it is nothing short of a danger.
Izuku can't afford to think too much upon that right now though. No, it'll only distract him. His Dad is fighting Chisaki right now, the sound of knives and what might just be caltrops, all of it prioritised over capture weapon because right now, when all of Chisaki's attention is focused on just one person and just one weapon, using something that could be completely overhauled with a single five-finger touch is nothing short of illogical, not when they both rely on their capture weapons for so much in both fighting and manoeuvrability. It's with this in mind that Izuku grits his teeth again, trying to assess what he has in his belt and sheathes, and something occurs to him. He has his darts. He has his knives, his caltrops, his capture weapon, and his darts.
It doesn't take another moment of thought before he's pressing a small knife of his own into Eri's hand and a second flower pin in the other.
"I'll try to make sure you don't need that, darling, but I want you to feel safe. And the little pin isn't quite as pretty as you, but it's yours just like the last, alright? I'll always bring you a new one if it ever needs to be broken." He doesn't say anything more, but he knows that she understands, because her eyes are oh-so sombre in how she stares up at him, and his heart is rending for everything about this. (There's something so, so wrong about placing one of his knives in the hand of a child, someone who despite everything else is innocent, but equally he has to allow her a chance to protect herself, and maybe this is the wrong choice, maybe he's messing up, messed up, but he doesn't know what else to do.)
"Okay, Izu." Her words don't waver or shudder, even though something like a tremble arcs up her spine. Izuku can feel with the hand he has bracing her on her feet.
"You're amazing Eri, darling, and we're going to get you out of here, I swear." Izuku has sworn an oath to nine children, to nine kindred spirits before (I swear that I will be back for you, alright? No matter what it takes, what happens, I swear I'll get someone to rescue us all-), and he did right by that oath; he has no intention of this oath to Eri being any different. No, he's going to bring his kids a new sibling home.
"I believe you," the little girl, the baby, replies, with the conviction of the earth itself, unhesitating and immense, and Izuku can't help but smile, Cheshire-sharp and tender-soft all at once.
If Eri believes in him, then obviously he has to believe in himself too, it would be sacrilege not to.
"If the other heroes come, then they'll keep you safe. If any of the other villains come, shout for us. We'll come for you without fail, and we can find you just like we did this time if the absolute worst happens. You've done so well already, Eri." There's what might be the very faintest of apple-sweet blushes over her pale cheeks, and she nods resolutely, holding her hair pin and knife with a bleached-knuckles grip. Izuku pauses for another moment, makes an impulsive decision to shove his mask off of his face for just long enough to sway forwards and press a kiss to her forehead, opposite her horn, and then his mask is back in place and he's sprinting away from the girl he came to save.
Ultimately, he has one true place in this world, and it's fighting by his Dad's side, no doubt about it. He will always return to his spot there.
"Butterfly!" he shouts, one hand slipping up to his own capture weapon, and his hero moves just enough to let Izuku know that his plan has been heard and understood. Agreed with.
Then Izuku is ducking in low, a knife in his free hand, and with a flurry of capture weapon that's quick enough to almost knot together, Chisaki is distracted, off-white and just-green coils flaring around his arms and head and sides, the hero student is able to slash out at the villain's legs. His blade catches, drags against something with just enough give that it must be flesh, and the small splatter of blood confirms it, even as Izuku is throwing himself further forwards and to the side, rolling away and taking his capture weapon away. It's perfect timing for his Dad to burst forwards again, stopping Chisaki from trying to pursue Izuku.
Hemlock regains his footing, takes less than a blink to assess how even that small injury to the back of the knee has successfully slowed the villain down, and then he's darting in again. Trying to use a dart right now would only make things more difficult in the long run, considering how Chisaki is so attentive to him, those golden eyes taking in as much of his movements and weaponry as possible, trying to get a grip on how Hemlock fights and what with. No, far better to lure him into a false sense of security, for sure. And his Dad will know that. Well, Eraserhead definitely knows, if only thanks to the brief glimmers of eye contact they're managing to make during their dance. Together, they're orbiting, circling, spiralling.
It's found in the kicks that lash in and out, the knives that are thrown and nick at wrists and necks and sides only to finish their trajectory and be caught by the other Aizawa, the taunts and questions thrown out and backed up by snorts or add-on comments from the other. It's a back and forth that can only come of knowing the ins and outs of someone, of having fought beside each other for years upon years, and of trusting each other with their own lives on top of those belonging to innocent people and colleagues and each other.
And so, together, they dance on. A curl of capture weapon to tug at an ankle, or a knife that just skims a reaching hand enough for it to jerk back, a just-clipped blow to the head or ribs. It's a war of attrition, and they have the advantage. (Two people, both so used to long patrols, have far better endurance, particularly in total, than some villain who spends far too much time hurting little girls-)
Things begin to escalate.
It's not major, but it is very much distinct for those fighting. Chisaki manages to overhaul one knife, a small throwing knife, and the flare of power has Izuku instantly... not scared, but perhaps vigilant, because he's abruptly very, very aware of the full power of their opponent. Oh, logically he had known, had related it internally to Shigaraki's disintegration, but there's nothing like seeing a powerful Quirk for the first time. Still though, it doesn't change his determination. No, he and his Dad simply exchange another glance, before Eraserhead and Hemlock change up a gear. Their circling switches instantly in favour of both moving towards Chisaki's front.
"Guess you can't occupy yourself much then," Kidilante hisses, barely audible for the villain because he doesn't want Eri hearing, but a man this uptight is clearly the type to be bothered by such a comment.
And judging by said man's flinch back, eyes wide over the hideous mask, the teen was right, and they both take the opportunity to rush forwards, pivoting out from their charges in the same moment.
Hemlock's elbow strike, his back to the villain and moving on the balls of his feet, doesn't truly land, only just brushing one of the man's arms.
That being said, the knife in his hand, the same arm that he just clipped Chisaki with, swings around with the ideal movement to scrape right along the villain's back before Hemlock is twirling out of reach. Even as Chisaki is crying out, a gritted-teeth thing made rough out of rage as much as pain, Eraserhead is leaving his range too, returning to his place at his Kid's side, and they pause. They breathe. They watch on as the villain pants several heaving breaths, eyebrows more than furrowed and stance lopsided, undoubtedly due to the injuries that they've managed to deal him.
Chisaki leaps forwards again, hands reaching, and he's snarling something that Izuku doesn't care to listen to, not when it's about curses and diseases and the absolute travesty of Quirks. Which, well, Izuku can partially understand, to some degree, but equally completely disagrees with.
A blur of something gold-red-white plummeting down the hole above them is finally the perfect opportunity that Izuku- that Hemlock needed: within half a blink, he's throwing a dart at Chisaki.
His aim is true, his strength enough, and his dart carefully-dosed.
Within the first breath, Overhaul flinches, reaching up to bat away the dart stuck in the side of his neck, and Izuku is distantly glad that the villain doesn't have the jacket on that he had on the last time Izuku saw him, on the street.
Within the second breath, he stumbles, the dart falling to the ground, and even as he reaches out towards one of them, any of them, only to collapse completely, knees giving way, and there's the faintest glimpse of dilated pupils and sweat at the villain's temple, hands seeming to shudder. A flare of red from out of the corner of his eye gives Izuku no doubt at all that his Dad still has some level of his Quirk because he knows that glow better than anything else red in the world.
And so, within the third, fourth, fifth breaths, Chisaki is half-conscious on the floor, his Quirk Erased, and Izuku is clipping Quirk-cancelling cuffs upon his slightly-spasming wrists.
On the sixth breath, everything stills.
Then the world bursts back into motion, and with that into chaos. The pain of his bullet wound flares right back up, and Izuku grunts, hunching over his arm even as he steps back away from the fallen villain. His Dad, too, is clearly in pain, face tight with it and the few steps he takes towards Izuku each a just-jerking thing, slightly too forced to be entirely natural and easy. Izuku, for his part, is turning around, pressing his shoulder against his Dad's, right against left to thankfully avoid both of their injured arms, and there's a cry from what's now in front of him, white hair flying as Eri runs forwards for them. She doesn't spare a second glance for Chisaki's prone form, nor does she seem to care about Izuku's Dad being stood right next to him, because she's catapulting towards Izuku anyway.
Admittedly, she stops short, nearly tumbling right over in her efforts to stop before even touching him.
"I-Izu?" It's half-gasped and wavering and oh-so wonderful, and he can't help but smile from beneath his mask.
"Hey there, darling," he murmurs, and half-deliberately collapses to his knees, raising his good arm in offer. And, to his absolute relief and delight, Eri doesn't even pause before shuffling those final two steps forward to tuck herself against him, a trembling hand coming up to reveal his knife.
"I- I didn't have to use it, and I kept it safe." He lets his smile grow another notch, eyes undoubtedly brightening a little with it, as he accepts the blade back. (He's far, far too relieved that she had no call to use the knife, that they were able to save her so far without it, because he never wants to be part of the reason for blood being on her tiny hands.)
"You did so well, Eri. We didn't scare you, did we?" Izuku asks, admittedly a little nervous, which hopefully doesn't come across too much to her, for all that his Dad shuffles sideways just enough to press his leg very firmly against Izuku's shoulder. It's grounding for them both.
Eri hesitates for a long breath, but then she shakes her head, pale hair flying with the vigour of it, her now-free hand raising to clench in Izuku's hoodie, curled around the edge of the pocket,
"N-no. Chizi- Chisaki is scary, but you saved me. Didn't you?" Oh, how heart-breaking the vulnerability is there, and Izuku can do nothing but raise a slow-moving hand to gently brush some of her wild hair away from her face,
"We did, darling. You can come somewhere safe now, with us."
"Okay."
(Aizawa, still standing at his kid's side because there's no way that he's leaving Izuku right now, feels his heart swell fit to burst. Because, oh, the kindness of his kid, the absolute and genuine care he can offer a little girl that he has met for only a few minutes before now. Perhaps a lot of traits run in their family, blood or not.)
Mirio is moving over then, already starting to talk, eyes caught on both of their bloody arms, except there's a noise from above them all, someone calling down.
"Kid, Eraser, Lemillion!" The voice is more than familiar, and they all look up to find a figure holding his hat as he leans over the edge of the hole.
"Tsukauchi!" Izuku cries, bright and relieved all at once.
Things start happening then, a rush of voices and movements: ladders are hung down from the edge of the hole above them, police officers and heroes gathering around, one of them with a levitation Quirk coming down to transport Chisaki up with minimal risk.
Lemillion, not appearing overly injured at all, gently asks if he can carry Eri up to the hallways, and she agrees when she notices how both Aizawas are still very much bleeding, even if it isn't really all that obvious through their dark uniforms.
So she agrees, and then they're all going back up a level to the main underground section of the yakuza hide-out. Izuku would be lying if he tried to deny that climbing the ladder really fucking hurt, but he grits his teeth and gets on with it, because he would very much rather not worry or guilt Eri with the sight of his pain.
Then he's taking her back from Mirio, offering to just hold her hand or to carry her, insisting that either would be fine. And she peers up at him, red eyes wide, and finally reaches out with both hands. Izuku, of course, doesn't hesitate to reach out in return, refusing to so much as wince at the agony blaring through his arm, nor at how a fresh wave of heat bleeds through his hoodie sleeve.
They all start walking then, leaving the complex entirely. There is rubble and blood and scraps of cloth or guns or broken metal everywhere, and Izuku very gently presses Eri's head into his own shoulder, albeit his hand is bloody and barely reacting, but he can think about that later. Eri is his priority right now. She doesn't need to see the carnage that has gone into both taking down the Eight Precepts and into saving her. And, when they finally emerge into sunlight, he taps at her leg where he's holding her one-armed atop his hip.
"We're outside, darling."
She glances up at him, all-round gorgeous and sweet, and he dredges up a smile, even though he's still wearing his mask, knowing that she can tell the difference, although with the ever-growing crowds around them he doesn't dare actually take it off. He does want to tell her something though, so he chooses his words and speaks as quietly as she should be able to hear.
"Eri, love, can I tell you a secret?"
"A secret?" she whispers, inquisitive and sweet, if perhaps with the tiniest edge of wariness. Izuku doesn't hesitate to bounce a little in excitement, jostling them both gently, and is glad when the slight furrow leaves her brows.
"Yep! One for you and me and Eraserhead and Tsukauchi-san." He waits for her nod, and goes on once she does, speaking quietly yet without hesitation,
"Tsukauchi and Eraserhead are my family, alright? You can very much trust them. Tsuka is a police detective, and Eraserhead is a hero, and they're my family. I love them a lot," he adds on, not quite intending to sound so achingly soft for all that he certainly doesn't begrudge it either. And doubly so when Eri reciprocates a large part of the joy to it,
"Oh!" Her eyes are shining, as bright as sun-strobed rubies,
"They're good family?"
"They're the best," Izuku beams, nothing short of joyous, golden-fierce with it,
"If you ever need anything and I'm not around, you can go to them for things, or even if I am around and you'd rather ask an adult, kay? I have more family and you can meet them at some point, but for now just know that Tsuka and Eraserhead are really good people."
"Izu's family?"
"Our family," he affirms, and whilst she doesn't smile, there's more than enough light in Eri's eyes to make up for that fact.
To either side of him, his Dad and Tsuka have undoubtedly heard every word, or at least the gist of them, but nobody beyond them will have been able to, and they're not far from the where the paramedics are all stationed.
Nor are they far from where there's a cluster of police, paramedics and mentor heroes. At least three of the other UA students are receiving treatment, judging by what they can see of Uraraka, Kirishima and Tamaki-senpai. His Dad tenses slightly at the sight, and it's only having Eri in his arms that stops Izuku from doing the same. There aren't any obviously bad wounds from this distance, certainly not like their own bullet wounds (and Izuku really is feeling faint at this point, his arm numb with the distant agony of it, his hand stiff and almost unfeeling, and there's so much wrong despite how few injuries he has but he can't think about it right now-), but it's still worrying to not know exactly what they might have fought.
And so, even as their own group of paramedics comes bustling over, Izuku nudges his foot against his Dad's ankle, offering him a heavy look that is returned by something equally weighted, Atlas' burden shared between them within a breath. And he finds a tiny, genuine smile that will undoubtedly crinkle at the corners of his eyes, although his Dad likely wouldn't need even that tell to be able to distinguish Izuku's expressions,
"You can check on everyone else, Eraser. It's fine." A half-blink pause, before Aizawa nods, turning to Izuku completely,
"Only if you're sure, kid."
"Tsuka'll stay with us, won't you Tsuka?" the teen asks, eyes wide and tone lightly pleading. He doesn't want to pull Tsukauchi away from anything actually urgent, but also he wants to have at least one more person with him and Eri, and he knows that his Dad will feel better in knowing that Izuku has someone with him. It's always a reassurance to them both.
And Tsuka, wonderful Auntie that he is, only nods, pausing before the half-exasperated breath that he might usually sigh with a glance at Eri who is still propped upon Izuku's hip. Yeh, Izuku's Auntie really is wonderful.
"Feel free to go and attend to your class, Eraser. We'll call you if we need you, and I won't let them go anywhere without you," the detective pledges, something that on the surface perhaps isn't overly serious or sombre, but between the three of them means more than might ever be known.
"Thanks," the hero grunts, seemingly dismissive for all that he offers a rather grateful look for the other man, and turns to kneel in front of the two children, meeting Izuku's eyes very briefly before switching his attention to Eri, eyes sombre and sweet all at once.
When he speaks, it's tender and kitten-belly soft, all folded-felt and crushed-velvet with how utterly doting and kind it is,
"You've been brave, kiddo, and you've done well, so I hope you can trust us to continue keeping you safe now. If you're uncomfortable with anything at any point, let one of us know, and we'll do our best to help you however we can. Do you have any questions for me before I go?" They pause, Eri breathing steadily against Izuku, not a single hitch to be found, and finally she shakes her head gently,
"N-no, thank you." Aizawa manages the edges of a smile then, no Cheshire-sharpness to it at all.
"That's alright, kid. And I'll be back soon," he adds on, pushing back to his feet and passing a hand briefly over his kid's pinned braid, careful not to dig into any of the pins.
Izuku, for his part, turns his attention to Eri for now, glad that Tsukauchi intercepts the paramedics for long enough that he can talk to the girl, not wanting her to panic at unfamiliar people and procedures, getting her attention with a quiet hum before jutting his chin towards the men and women clearly waiting to attend to them, most of their attention not actually on Tsukauchi,
"Those are paramedics. They help people feel better when they've been hurt in an emergency, before they can be taken to a hospital. Including people like us." Eri stares up at him for what could be a second or a minute or even ten, and Izuku waits, perfectly patient, trusting in Tsukauchi to maintain their privacy whilst they need it.
"O-okay." He smiles at her, squeezing lightly, and nods to Tsukauchi.
Despite her relative outward calm, Eri shifts twice in his hold, clutching even more tightly at Izuku's hoodie, and her horn lets off one bright spark, then a second. Nothing comes of it, because he hushes her, pressing his chin atop her head and humming briefly, both of them watching as one of the medics approaches, Tsukauchi returning to Izuku's side without hesitation.
"We're just going to put some Quirk-cancelling-" The paramedic's tone is kind, but Izuku certainly doesn't take to it in the same way.
"Don't you dare," he snarls instantly, curling further around Eri, uncaring for how her sparking horn digs into his collarbone.
"She's a hurt child who has been abused over her Quirk, so you can leave that sh- that rubbish out of it. Eraserhead can temporarily Erase her Quirk if there's truly an issue." They gape for a few seconds, glancing over at Tsukauchi whose expression is stony at best, and they raise their hands placatingly, clearly regretting the offer,
"It's just that Eraserhead isn't-"
"I'm back, and I'm staying." Izuku would be lying if he claimed not to have relaxed at least a little at the sound of his Dad's voice, and half a moment later Eri loses some of her tension as well, even as the man continues speaking, very intentionally standing tall beside his kids, glancing down at them with an abruptly-soft glance,
"You kids alright?"
"Just about to get looked over, aren't we Eri?" Izuku's tone is simultaneously soft and rough, a worn-through texture that holds no warmth for the paramedic but all of the tenderness for the little girl in his lap.
Eri is safe after all now. She's with them, and Izuku knows that they have no intention of leaving her alone.
They're all safe, and they have injuries to be attended to, of course, but in the face of the steady heartbeat of a bright-eyed little girl who glows like the moon under the sunlight, those injuries mean nothing. They saved her.
Notes:
Oh, and FAIR WARNING guys - I'm starting work this week (well I started today, actually, presuming I post this on Tuesday) - so if my updates are a bit late or unedited, or if I end up even later at replying to comments, then please be patient with me! Kidilante's my top fanfic priority, but with Tsune, Inktober plans and also lowkey starting another longfic that I'll be posting the first chapter for in exactly a month, I'm obviously a bit swamped ^^;
Anyways- the unicorn baby is safe!!! She's safe, Chisaki is in custody, and we'll find out a bit more about the exact effects/injuries of the bullet that hit both Zawa and Izu in next chapter, but for now just know that it passed through both of their arms and that Zawa did use his Quirk, just once~
All of the love and hugs to you guys - Ota - xxx
Chapter 107: XCXIII - What A Smile Is Worth
Summary:
Recovery and a return!!
(by that I mean to UA, but also mine, I suppose ^^; )
Notes:
Sorry it's been so long, guys! Between starting work last month (I'm down to like four hours of writing a day maximum and it's rough in comparison to having entire days, particularly with some very rough writing days) and Inktober (which has been really fun, actually!) I just haven't had the time or mental space for chapters. Given how mad this coming week is going to be, I might miss next week too.
*But* - I'm here for now!! I really hope you guys enjoy~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sorting out everyone's injuries takes time. The Aizawas stay with Eri, unflinching and unfailing, and keep her relatively comfortable despite the medical staff who are buzzing around them all with bandages and medical jargon and general busyness. When they both begin to flag, blood loss and adrenaline-crashing and exhaustion a vicious combination, Tsukauchi appears from the crowds once more, nudging Aizawa to sit down next to his kids, and digging nutrient pouches and chocolates out of a pocket of his usual coat which he's now wearing again. Izuku smiles a little, for all that he doesn't take either, between Eri being in his lap and the fact that he can't really feel anything but pain in his injured arm.
Tsuka seems to pick up on that, even as Aizawa is tearing open a watermelon juice pack with one hand and his teeth, because the detective opens the second packet for Izuku, and doesn't hesitate to hold it for him, careful not to put his hand too close to Eri. She doesn't flinch, either way. (Izu told her that Tsuka and Zawa are safe, that they'll look after her just like him, and that doesn't take away all of her fear, but it helps. It helps a lot.) And when he's sucked up the entirety of the packet, Izuku smiles, a wobbly, heartfelt expression that has Tsuka helpless but to gently tap the kid's nose, knuckles brushing over his freckled cheek on the way back, a silent relief for Izuku still being here, wounded or otherwise. It solidifies Izuku's smile, just the smallest bit. (Aizawa, pressed shoulder to shoulder with his kid, shares the stark relief and reverent joy that he sees in his friend. Izuku is still with them, and he has yet another child to show for it.)
The detective unwraps the chocolate bar for Izuku to bite from as well, and gets an approving glance from a paramedic for feeding them. Blood sugars and all, Tsukauchi reckons, but more than anything else it's because there's not much more that he can do them right now. This much will have to do.
Sooner or later, the paramedics are done with Eri and start turning their attention to the two Aizawas. And they appear rather glad to do so. (How unsurprised Tsukauchi had been at their stubbornness, not wanting to be tended to until the little girl that they've saved feels safer and is confirmed to be alright, or at least as alright as any child fresh out of the situation that Eri has been in. Still though, given that they were collectively shot, he really would rather that they'd allowed themselves to be looked after.)
Temporary bandages, wadded thickly are applied, pain medications are given, twin heavy looks laden up Tsukauchi with the silent request for them all to be watched over, Eri most of all, and they're met with a sombre nod in return. He'll look after them if the meds hit too hard.
Unsurprisingly, the medications hit quite hard indeed. Tsukauchi spends a long minute crouched in front of them all, telling Eri about how the medicines work and that it's to help Aizawa and Izuku feel better so, yes, their slurring speech and half-lidded eyes and slow hands. Still careful, but slow.
"Goo' jo', Zu," the hero slurs, shifting to press properly against his kid, and there's something light and pretty in Eri's eyes, something verging on hopeful despite how the man is nearly touching her now.
"Are you still comfortable, Eri?" Tsukauchi asks, staying crouched before her. She nods without hesitation, and the detective feels his heart swell slightly, warm-soft-worn. Trust their Kidilante to find yet another hurting, wonderful child.
"Yes," she murmurs, softer than kitten fluff, and Tsukauchi can't help but smile at her.
"I'm going to come with you guys to the hospital, and there's going to be doctors there but they'll be good, just like these paramedics, okay?" Eri nods, little shoulders tensing up for all that she stays tucked against Izuku's chest. When her gaze slides down to the already-bloody bandage around Izuku's forearm, a tiny frown twisting her sweet features, Tsukauchi has to act. She doesn't deserve to be blaming herself.
"Is there anything that would help you feel more comfortable, Eri?" he starts, keeping his tone as low and soft as he can,
"I'm happy to do something if you think it might help even a little."
"M-maybe stay?" Oh, sweet child.
"Not even a question," he pledges, because it really isn't a question. He already adores this new kid of his Kid's too much for that.
Things move from there. Tsukauchi is very much glad when Ectoplasm, Present Mic and Midnight all arrive at the hospital in one of UA's unmarked cars, following them all from a distance for now, Ectoplasm peeling away to go and meet with the other students. It's a good choice, all of that is, given how Eri is already shivering slightly, eyes going wider by the moment from her perch, now upon Tsukauchi's hip. She'd been happy for him to take her when Izuku and his Dad had finally slipped all the way into unconsciousness. It takes time, and Tsukauchi stepping away to let Mic and Midnight argue with the doctors until the two Aizawas are organised to be sharing a room in the hero ward together. As it should be.
"Would you like to meet more of our family, Eri? They won't come close unless you want them to." The Tsuka man has been nothing but kind. Izu trusts him. And Eri trusts Izu, because Izu has pretty eyes and safety and saved her from the bad man, so Eri will trust Tsuka-san too.
"O-okay." And his smile is just as kind as Izu's.
"The man with all the blond hair is Mic. His hair doesn't always look like that," Tsukauchi adds on, whispering conspirationally, and continues talking only once a small nod has her horn briefly pressing against his clavicle,
"And the pretty woman is Midnight. Those are their hero names, but they love Izuku very much and he has his own names for them."
"Okay," she replies once more, a little more certain this time. She knows that she's safe, here, in a sleeping Izu's lap and with Tsuka-san helping to keep her safe. Izu's family will look after her, she knows.
~~~
Izuku shudders awake with the faintest of keens trapped in the cage of his throat. But he's breathing, cold-warm, and there's pressure against him. Safety. Reality.
He drags his leaden eyelids open, forcing away the throbbing pain of his arm, and vaguely tries to focus on the blur of white-red that is Eri.
"Thank fu- goodness," he sighs, vaguely registering that his Tsuka is also in sight, already partway surging to his feet from Izuku's bedside, though he relaxes a moment later.
"Hiya," the teen croaks, mouth feeling pasty and gross. It's worth it for the blatant relief in his detective's expression,
"Hey, kid. Your Dad will be back soon; Mic and Midnight are with him."
"Mmhm. How're you doin', darling?" Izuku manages, despite how his jaw feels tight at being back in a hospital bed.
It's still worth it to have little Eri sweet-eyed next to him, able to nod, thin fingers curling into his bedsheets,
"O-okay."
"That's good. I'm glad." He pauses for a second, reaching out to leave his hand, palm-up, beside her, scars and bandages on full show.
However he turns his attention to his Tsukauntie, questions burning upon his tongue that condense down into a single shuddering word,
"Tsuka?"
"They're doing tests on his Quirk now. But you're both alright, Kid." The emphasises there help more than anything else, and Izuku is already beginning to relax a tiny bit as well.
"'s he alone?" He realises, as soon as he's said it, that Tsuka has already told him this, yet the detective is already answering, already reassuring him, no hesitation or annoyance to be found, only a soft gaze,
"Mic and Midnight are with him."
"Good," Izuku manages, right before his throat and tongue seize up, fierce enough that he almost gags with it, queasy.
Tsuka levels him with a knowing look, even as he reaches out, offering his hand. Izuku accepts it without hesitation.
They all wait quietly from there, Izuku growing more restless by the minute, skin itching and lip aching to be bitten. He doesn't like being back in hospital. He doesn't like not being able to see that his Dad's okay. He doesn't like the fact that his capture weapon and knives aren't pressed against his skin with comforting weight.
But he does like having Eri safe, in fluffy pyjamas beside him. At least she's alright.
Izuku, caught up in his head and straining ears and staccato-skipping heart, doesn't notice how Tsukauchi pulls out a phone to send a few short texts. Nor does he notice the detective leaning down to get a nutrient pack out of the bag by his feet; or at least, not until Tsukauchi squeezes his hand gently.
"Up to having this for me?" comes the soft question, open and forgiving. Completely ready to accept whatever Izuku says. Izuku could say no if he wanted to. But with the worried edge to the man and showing Eri good habits in mind, the teen nods, managing a crooked smile.
"Thank you, Kid." Izuku simply rolls his eyes, for all that he allows Tsukauchi to take his hand back and get the pack open for him before the detective passes it over. If nothing else, it's watermelon flavour, so Izuku can be grateful for that much. Sometimes it's the little things.
By the time he's drained the pack dry and started to settle down again, trying to loosen his jaw and tongue so that he can talk to Eri, maybe even try to play Shiratori with her, there's the sound of hurried footsteps coming towards the door. And normally this would worry Izuku, would have him reaching for weapons that aren't currently there, except he knows those footsteps.
So does Tsuka, judging by how he's leaning over Izuku to ask, very gently, if he can pick Eri up to sit with him, and he scoops her up just in time for Aizawa to burst in, a low cry of,
"Kid!" already on his lips.
"Da'," Izuku creaks out, the single word splintering, reaching up and out despite his wounds and IV. He's in his Dad's arm within the next breath.
It smells like hospital and cheap coffee and Uncle Nem's perfume, and there's stubble scraping against his temple, and it's home.
"Hey, Problem Child," the man purr-rumbles, a soft-centred greeting, the tiniest of awe-bright glow suffusing the words until they're drenched with it all. Oh, how Izuku adores his Dad.
"Hi," he croaks in return, discomfort pressed ever further away with every heartbeat and further moment with strong arms around him.
His hero leans back at this point, straightening up a little but very much keeping hands around his arms, his weight still pressed on the bed.
"How are you doing, kiddo?"
"Alright," Izuku offers, and both of them hear the truth beneath it. (Well enough- better now you're here- don't worry-)
"Good. Your d- Someone's coming to check you over soon." How Izuku loves his Dad, for even the tiny things like not referring to a doctor in such direct words. The thought, the intrinsic care, means more than anything else in the world.
It's enough to have Izuku smiling faintly, reaching up with his good hand to tug lightly at a lock of his Dad's hair.
"Go' it."
There's a pause, one breath, then two, before Nem and Zashi shuffle closer, standing over his hero's shoulders with soft expressions of their own.
"How you doin', Broccoli baby?" Auntie Zashi, as Izuku's uncle speaks, leans further over Aizawa to help tuck some of Izuku's wild curls behind his ear.
"'m 'kay." Neither of them press any further, despite the fact that they don't quite seem to believe him. Izuku is quietly glad for it. If nothing else, he doesn't want to worry Eri, and going into depth about how he's feeling here and now would surely do that.
Eri is looked after by Tsukauchi for when the doctor comes to look Izuku over, to assess his motor control and vitals and pain. And, fortunately, despite the slight damage to his posterior interosseous nerve and radius bone, both of them clipped by the bullet, apparently Izuku is at least halfway to recovery already, largely thanks to healing Quirks, which is pleasantly surprising, despite how his hand is still stiff and numb, as prone to pins and needles as responding properly, fingers refusing to extend quite right, and it means that he's allowed to leave. Even better, more importantly, his Dad's alright too. The man's Quirk was temporarily affected, much like when being hit by the temporary Quirk-erasing bullet, but he had received such a genuinely tiny dose that it has only weakened his Quirk for a short time. Exactly as Izuku had theorised. And the light in his hero's eyes at that revelation, the utter pride there, was more than wonderful.
And now, even better, they're headed home - back to the dorms, and to the rest of Izuku's kids.
Nemuri and Zashi have left already, with kisses dropped upon Izuku's forehead and promises to check in on the class for them, and there are clothes for both of them to change into before Eri and Tsuka come back. Speaking of Eri, she's genuinely feeling quite... content. The Tsuka man has a nice face, kind, and slow hands. He doesn't loom or wear a bird mask or be- he isn't scary. He's like Izu and like Zawa-san.
Tsuka-san's phone makes a noise then, the chime it makes sometimes when he needs to read it because somebody is talking to him (Eri wants to know how, why, but she isn't sure she can ask, doesn't dare to yet-) and he smiles when he looks back up at her.
"Ready to go and see Izuku and Aizawa again?" Eri nods, enough energy shooting through her that her hair goes flying, catching in her vision, but she doesn't really want the nice man to pick her up again.
He seems to notice that, because his eyes narrow a little but it isn't mean, only like he's thinking. And he, instead, offers his hand, his arm, the choice of sleeve or hand or fingers all available. Eri chooses his sleeve, hooking little fingers around the heavy fabric (she trusts him, but she doesn't trust herself, nor her curse-) and she pads along beside the man as they head back down the corridor, barely keeping herself next to him in her exceteme- excitement. And then they're at the door, the barrier sliding away, to reveal Izu. And oh.
Izu, unashamed of his scars, the divots and ripples and colours upon his skin, smiles at her, soft and bright, green eyes like the nature of the outside world that she finds so wondrous, crouches before her. His clothing (she doesn't know the name of it, but the white stitches look like the stars he showed her last night on the green fabric-) stops not far down his legs, and there's lots of fra- of freckles and scars on his pale skin. He... he looks pretty.
(Eri wonders if she'll ever look that pretty too. She hopes she will. She thinks that, if she shared that hope with Izu, he might just tell her that she already is, and even if she might not completely believe it, she would very much be happy all the same. And it is Izu, so maybe she would believe him. Izu doesn't lie.)
Izu offers her a hand, and this time she takes it. Izu will always be safe, particularly with Zawa-san here as well. All of them walk together as they leave the hospital behind, the white coats and harsh smell and kind eyes, and they get into a car, Tsuka-san in the front at the... it's a circle, and Eri knows that it has a name but she isn't sure what it is.
"You can always ask me question, darling. If I don't know the answer, we can ask Dad or Tsuka," Izuku offers, like he could read her mind, and she jolts before she relaxes again. And this is Izu, so maybe she really could ask?
"...What's the circle called?"
"The circle..."
His reply takes a moment, following her gaze, before he goes on,
"What Tsuka's using to drive?"
"Yes." Her murmur is almost hesitant still, subdued, but Izu doesn't seem to be bothered because he only smiles down at her, squeezing her hand lightly,
"That's a steering wheel. It connects to the wheels of the car - the ones on the outside that spin around - and it lets him change the direction of the car. See that lever he's moving now?" Eri tilts her head, and nods, because there's a funny little stick-thing that he's moved into a different position. The car sounds different. It isn't rumbling as loudly.
"That's a gear stick. The car engine has different... levels, where it works at a different speed, and different gears are better for different driving speeds and roads. So right now, because he's driving out of the traffic and going a bit faster, he's gone up a gear so that the engine works better with what it's doing."
"Oh." She takes that in, thinks for another moment, before daring to add on,
"What would happen if he went up another gear?"
"At this speed, the engine would be going too slow for the car then, and it wouldn't drive as well."
"Okay."
The car ride continues in quiet from there, content and calm. Eri stares out at the world in quiet wonder, eyes wide and blooming-red, blossoming brighter by the minute. The radio is on, low, just audible enough for a chatty man to be distinguishable, and Izu's eyes shine like stars (Eri has seen them now, every night when she couldn't sleep and would stare out of her window-) when he explains that the man on the radio is his Auntie Zashi, just like she met earlier today. He goes on to explain how he calls his family auntie and uncle the wrong way around, just to tease them, to show affection and that it's a little bit like how he calls Eri 'darling'. Eri thinks it must be a very good thing indeed then.
She doesn't smile though, not yet. Oh, her expression is light, eyes wide, and she twists little fingers into the fabric of his top as well as his hand, soft grey around pale skin and scars, but she doesn't smile.
No, the first time Eri smiles isn't when she's rescued, it isn't when Izuku shows her his scars, nor even when they told her about the Ward House.
It's when they've arrived at UA. At the Ward House. Tsuka-san and Zawa-san have led them out of the car, along wide paths with pretty stone patterns and grass and trees and benches, until they reach a big building with pillars and windows and the faint sound of what might be laughter inside. It's when she's holding Izuku's hand, their scars pressed together, and he says, so quietly and heartfelt,
"Welcome home, Eri." And there are children just like her in a home that is all their own, with safe adults and surrounded by people like Izu and Zawa-san, in the same place where all of the kind people are living and learning with sunshine and freedom and each other.
So sweet, scarred little Eri steps into the Ward House - her home - and she smiles.
Notes:
Hoo! Glad to finally be here, loves - I really hope this was worth the wait!!
For the medical stuff in this, it wasn't extensively researched this time, as I've been pretty busy, but I did look at some actual anatomical diagrams to try and figure out what seemed feasible, so hopefully there's nothing horrendously bad ^^;
Love, hugs and gratitude to you all - thank you for the patience, and hope you're all well - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 108: XCXIV - A Quiet, Lovely Time
Summary:
A chapter? Well I never-
This is unedited but hopefully something that you guys will all enjoy! I know I revelled in being able to write some fluff. Izu deserves some time with his class and kids, and I think we deserve it too ^.^/
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Guess who's back, bitches?" Izuku's tone is light, bright, and it's a relief as much as the sight of him is, several of the class already on their feet and coming over to see him, Shouto and Hitoshi head of the pack.
None of them immediately scoop him up into a hug though, and that in itself is appreciated, although thankfully unnecessary.
Within the next breath, he has his loosely-laced boots off and is throwing himself into his boyfriends' arms. It has pain shocking through his wounded arm but it's bloody well worth it, as far as Izuku is concerned, to have lingering kisses pressed upon his very messy hair (he hadn't been able to resist his kids' offer to re-braid it for him-) and two sets of strong arms around him.
"Can we join?" He can't really tell whose voice it is when he's so thoroughly buried between his partners, but he wriggles a little, shifting.
"Class cuddle?" Izuku asks, standing on tiptoes to just about peer over Shou and Toshi's shoulders, expression undoubtedly soft, and he can't even process before they're being rocked by several other bodies shoving into them, a half-minute of arms and voices and footsteps.
It's a chaotic sort of perfect; Izuku loves it. Loves his class.
"You're all hellspawn." The rumbling intonation from the genkan has several of the class crying out for their sensei, and there's the movement of at least two people briefly leaving the huddle to reach out and grab the hero, tugging him in to join the rest of them. It takes a few seconds, but soon enough everyone has moved around enough that Izuku's Dad is pressed back to back with him, both of them very much gathered amongst the class' arms. It's lovely, to have the class' heart and warmth around them. (It's such a contrast to the chill of dread and hospitals, to the burning heat of a bullet searing into flesh-)
The huddle-hug-jumble lasts longer than it usually would, but none of the class are complaining, both Aizawas included. It's nice to all just be able to breathe together.
Everyone settles down not long later. Izuku goes to shower first, not even wriggling impatiently whilst his Dad wraps his bandages in clingfilm from the kitchen for him. He revels in cleaning off properly after lots of fighting and hospitals and stress, smiling faintly at the thought of his Dad braiding his hair soon, of having their aggressively bright neon scrunchies, his pins to be left on the side because he won't need them here. No, he's safe.
His Dad does indeed braid his hair. Despite his own arm injury, the man is already ready and waiting with one of their brightest hair bands and the comb that helps detangle Izuku's often-mad curls. It has Izuku beaming, soft and bright all at once, no hesitation needed as he walks over to settle, cross-legged, in front of his hero.
"Alright, kiddo?"
"Mmyep," he murmurs in return, and tilts his head to bump against his Dad's uninjured hand in a tacit sort of greeting as he takes the back off of one of the studs he's going to put in. The man simply twists enough to brush knuckles over scar-edged freckles before he gathers up the towel and sets in to drying Izuku's hair at least enough that he shouldn't get a cold.
Izuku sinks into every moment, into the familiar, callous-rough, care-gentle touch, into the vague heat of his Dad behind him, of knees that always ache in the cold pressed lightly against his hips.
There's a lullaby-heartbeat to everything about it. An absolute, home-sweet perfection.
His Dad braids his hair rather loosely, dextrous fingers twisting and barely-pulling as he threads locks together. He pulls, weaves, and never tugs too harshly , far too practiced to possibly even hurt Izuku, no matter that certain angles are probably going to tug at his own injury.
"Nothing too tight?" The braid is being shifted, the scrunchie picked up and surely twisted around the end of it where Izuku cannot see. And he's completely comfortable.
"'s perfect, thank you Baba."
"Always, kid." Izuku, now that his hair is tied, twists around, arms already wide, and is gathered immediately close in response, lips and stubble briefly passing over his temple.
There's no better place to be than right here, right now, he's sure.
The teen falls asleep on the sofa later that night, after a dinner cooked by Bakugou and Jirou and Sero, sprawled out together with his partners. His stomach is comfortably full, his Dad is just out of reach in his sleeping bag on the floor, two of the cats curled on top of him, and all of the class, every single one of them, are gathered amongst the floor or sofa or beanbags, filling the room with warmth and quiet chatter and steady breaths.
Izuku rumbles, wordless and content, very much enjoying the weight of his partners draped over and under and around him, all warmth and heartbeats. He can smell nothing but eucalyptus and vanilla. It feels safe. Not only that, it feels like everything good, from cat cuddles to constellations, and it has the teen smiling, soft, slow, sweet. He really does adore his Toshi and Shou. And to wake up like this, with them all around him and the quiet sounds of a half-awake class around them, is an absolute blessing. It's been too long since they had a morning like this, really.
"Gr' Bean?" Hitoshi's sleepy voice is even deeper than usual, a rasp and rumble that reminds Izuku of a cat's tongue. It's wonderful.
"Hi," he murmurs in return, tone subdued enough, muffled against Hitoshi's shoulder, that there's a chance of not waking Shouto up.
It's worth it, for being able to turn his head a little, and blink at the absolutely adorable sight of Shouto, eyes closed, mismatched eyelashes dainty and gorgeous where they skim over pale skin and almost-shiny scar. The slight moue of his pretty lips makes Izuku want to kiss him.
"You two are perfect." Hitoshi's words are still just as low and purring, even softer than before, rich with affection, and oh, how Izuku melts.
"You are too," he returns, and dares to move one hand up, careful not to move enough to disturb Shouto, and settles his callused palm against a warm cheek, fingertips brushing the faintest silvery scar and a too-dark eyebag. But they're no worse than usual, if anything a little better after a solid night's sleep. Izuku can't help but smile, tiny and fond.
And Hitoshi tilts into him, not quite nuzzling into the touch but close enough to it, enough so that Izuku has to keep down an affectionate laugh. He's content enough that he doesn't even react to the faint sound of a phone camera and some quiet curses. Ashido never quite remembers to turn off the volume.
A while later though, Hitoshi seems to get impatient, possibly because Izuku keeps on digging one foot behind his knee to tickle him, and he twists enough to nip at the scarred hand, catching the meat of Izuku's thumb where there are only freckles to nip at.
The shorter teen, of course, yelps, the sound morphing almost instantly into a giggle, and Shouto jolts awake, nearly flailing right off of the sofa and their pile at once. Izuku, twisting, pulls him back on, but he's laughing too hard for it to be a steady movement, so Shouto is hanging halfway off of the sofa, jostling in place with every one of Izuku's laughs, and if not for Hitoshi's arm that has abruptly clutched around Izuku's waist the weight of him would've brought both of the shorter boys' right to the floor.
Shouto, still half-asleep, sways in place, blinking at the side of the sofa.
There's laughter around the room, joyful rather than unkind, and it isn't long before Iida is there to scoop Shouto up, plopping him back on top of the other two even whilst he scolds, rather gently, the fact that they should be more careful when sleeping in such a position. Uraraka, giggling, leans around Iida with a sweet smile and ever such warm eyes, snapping a quick picture. (Izuku looks forward to the day when their class starts eventually going through all of their photos, whether it's for graduation or for future weddings or birthdays; there are so many, of all different sorts of joy, and he has never really had photos, not like this. He has one picture of his Mum, and some with his family, more all the time, but between all twenty of them the class have so very many pictures, of chaos and sleepiness and studying and everything in between. His class are constructing a whole gallery of their lives together, and Izuku knows, no doubt about it, that he'll absolutely treasure the tales of their class told in a thousand images.)
Breakfast, too, is a wonderful affair. It's a mess, of course, because it's them, but it's wonderful all the same. There's food and random bits of clothing or hair ties everywhere, phones left by mugs and books or headphones discarded randomly as well. Amongst it all, there's crockery, and heads pillowed upon arms. It's busy and sleepy and honestly just lovely.
It takes Izuku a long while to even want to bother with getting up from his place at the table, sandwiched between his boyfriends, Tsu and Uraraka and Iida opposite, his Dad disappeared to the teacher's dorms for a little while, mostly to check in with Nedzu, although Izuku fully expects that it's to thank Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem for their help over the last few days as well. Izuku's going to need to give them extra hugs next time he sees them.
For a fair while, Izuku only moves as far as the sofa, handed a Nintendo controller by Kirishima and roped into a tournament of varying minigames for a while. It's plain old fun. And, honestly, Izuku really enjoys it, in just bantering and laughing and messing around with some of his class. His friends.
Whilst Izuku has revelled in the time with his class, in the time spent with people his own age, free of responsibility, he is also itching to get back to his kids. (They're a responsibility, but certainly not a burden. He adores them far too much, and is far too intimately aware of just what it is to be told that he's useless and annoying and trouble, to ever be willing to risk them thinking of themselves the same sort of way. His kids are beyond brilliant, and Izuku will make sure that they all know it.)
So when his Dad gets back, not too long later, Izuku is already looking over, straightening up to peer at the man over the back of the sofa, uncaring of how his character abruptly dies.
"Get dressed first, kid, but let's go."
"Hell yes!" he chirps, because, sure, he could have gone by himself, but his kids love their Zawa-jii and Izuku loves that they love his Dad, that the nine little darlings he had first saved and now the tenth, are truly a part of his family. And, even better, his Dad loves them too. (Although, given how utterly kind the man is, it isn't really a surprise. His Eraserdad is beyond sweet. The room in his heart and mind for those who might need him, for children who have suffered, is absolutely astronomical, all galaxies and stars and entire universes. Izuku should know.)
"Thanks guys," he adds, softer, because he really is grateful to his friends for distracting him in the best ways, and he gets beaming smiles and casual shrugs in return. Izuku doesn't even hesitate to pat heads and kiss cheeks and pass an affectionate touch over a shoulder on his way past, getting a few returning gestures. He giggles when Ashido's curls tickle against his jaw, her horns threatening to catch his chin. Dark Shadow winds around his waist briefly. Izuku pets his void-feathers without hesitation.
Then he rushes off to shed his sleep shorts in return for leggings, changing out of one of his scuggier hoodies to be replaced by a jumper he stole from his Dad not all that long ago. It's nice to be able to put his necklace and bracelets back on as well, after having taken them off for the raid.
Izuku nigh-on skips back out, and Aizawa rolls his eyes, unbearably fond. He slips an arm around the kid's shoulders within a moment, and neither of them particularly bother with lacing their boots properly.
Both Aizawas are rather impatient to see their kids.
They're not the only eager ones, judging by how with their arrival, there's an immediate chorus of footsteps and voices, ever so sweet.
"Izu-pa!"
"Zawa-jii!" It's the heart-swelling beauty of an ever-familiar group cry, synonymous to a welcome home, and it has the two Aizawas smiling at each other even as they start to take off their boots, nearly bowled over by the kids abruptly in their arms.
"Hello, babies."
"Kids." Their twin return-greetings are spoken into hair, both of them caught in the warmest tide of limbs and voices together. It's wonderful, honestly. They get tugged and ushered into the main living space, Aizawa quick enough to claim a spot in the nest, though he glances to Izuku before he does so, assessing his son briefly before receiving a very genuine smile of assurance in return. The hero promptly closes his eyes, sprawling even more languidly out. Izuku snorts, even as several of the kids sprawl atop his Dad. It's a good sight.
Anna steps up to Izuku at this point, no hesitation to her at all. It's good to see her so quietly confident.
"Eri-chan's upstairs." She confides, voice quiet, sweet, and very much assuring,
"I think Ina's showing her everyone's rooms."
"Thank you, Anna," Izuku intones, the simple words rounded with something soft and grateful, and the girl beams at him in return, blue eyes akin to a pre-twilight sky, almost purple-tinged with how clear and deep they are.
Izuku smiles right back, no hesitation at all, and slowly leans down to brush a kiss to her forehead. And when her gaze sparkles in response, the beginning of a giggle hitching her breath, he pauses for half a moment, giving her a chance to move away should she wish, and then he feathers another kiss beside her eye, then on her nose, her cheek, her nose again, her opposite temple, half a dozen total before he draws away to her unhindered giggles. It's lovely. Stunning.
"Me too, me too!" Li cries, running over, and Izuku laughs as well, spinning on his heel to reach out and scoop her up in one easy movement, twirling her above his head until she's giggling as well.
Then he draws her down, safe to his chest and slightly less strain on his arm, and peppers kisses all over her face and hair. She's adorable. All of his kids are, but Li has that tiny child roundness, doubly so now that she has regained the weight she had lost in the damned awful cage. At five years old, she's the very best sort of size to prop upon his hip, one arm looped beneath her butt to keep her securely in place.
"Comfortable?" he checks, because never will he be content to let them be uncomfortable for the sake of his own happiness. Li chirps a cheery little acquiescence however, hands twisted in the neckline of his hoodie. Well, his Dad's hoodie, but Izuku is the one wearing it. The teen's happy enough with this.
He greets the rest of the kids from there, well, those who are downstairs at least, and waves over at Brian who briefly peeks out of the laundry room to nod at the two Aizawas.
Eventually though, and truthfully it's not all that long later, Eri and Ina arrive downstairs together, the taller girl leading the way.
"You alright to go down?" Izuku checks, not wanting Li to think the worst of him putting her down, and certainly wanting to give her a choice either way. Fortunately though, the little girl is already nodding, patting his cheek delicately before smacking her own lips there, right in the middle of his scar.
"Thank you for the cuddles, Izu-pa!" He can't help but press one more kiss to the crown of her pretty head.
"Always, darling. Always."
As Ina peels away from Eri, beaming down at her before she skips over to the kitchen, likely in search of a snack. It leaves Eri free to approach Izuku of her own accord.
And she does, steps slow yet gaze unafraid. Once Eri's starting to get close, Izuku crouches down beside her, refusing to wince when he braces his injured arm against his thigh just wrong, and smiles at her, softer than kitten fur.
"Hiya, Eri." His tone is incredibly fond. It has Eri perking up a tiny bit, a hand twitching in what might, in any other world, become a wave.
"Hello."
"And how did you sleep last night, darling?" The little girl shuffles her feet, not quite hesitating per se but certainly thinking over how to answer, and Izuku is glad for her pause if it means that she will settle on telling him the truth, no matter how bitter a pill it might be to hear.
Finally though, she peers back up at him, red eyes sweeter than any Braeburn apple. And yet there's a melancholic draw there, star-filled sorrow. Almost like she's trying to apologise to him.
"I- I had a nightmare."
"Oh, love," he starts, drawing in a deep breath as he attempts to find the right words, but Eri is still speaking so he quietens, watches, listens.
"But R-Ryo heard me, I think, and he talked to me." Izuku's shoulders relax without even thinking at that, because of course Ryo did. He has sensitive hearing because of his Quirk, and he has a kind heart because he's Ryo. Izuku, yet again, is hit with a wave of adoration for his kids.
"Did it help?"
"It did." Oh, how the awe in her voice hurts in the best way to hear.
"We- we both sat by the door and his voice is really pretty." (Izuku can picture that, can imagine little Eri trembling, curled up with her back to her door, a match and mirror to Ryo's more casual sprawl on the other side, and all he can wish for is his kids' happiness.)
"And when I opened the door he gave me a hug. It was nice. And it almost felt as safe- as safe as yours," she adds on, words hushed but eyes oh-so bright. And perhaps another person would be jealous that the girl they had put so much into rescuing was already latching onto other people, but Izuku is nothing but delighted. Well, he's relieved too. But most of him is just delighted.
His kids need each other. Izuku never wants them to rely purely upon him, nor upon each other, but if it's part of what they need them he certainly won't begrudge it. Honestly, the teen is just proud and pleased that they're learning, from a far younger age than him, that some adults can be trusted to help, that there are good people out there. Sure, they've been hurt. They've been hurt fucking awfully, in a way that none of them will ever forget, but Izuku wants and needs them to know that they can grow past it, that there's more to life than their trauma.
If he, Quirkless, useless Deku, could find family and friends and a path to his dreams, then every one of them can too.
(And if he also knows that he is Izuku and Kidilante and Hemlock before Deku, for all that even now it can be hard to remember at times, then it's a testament in part to his kids, every set of bright eyes and sweet smiles that have called him Izu and Pa and Hero. It's a testament in another part to his class, to their endless fun and support and faith. To his partners, for nothing but their love and understanding. His family, Nem and Zashi and Tsuka, for acceptance and dedication and faith that nobody in his life has otherwise offered him before.
To his Dad, for being exactly that. There are so many little things, from his knives to his snacks to his hugs, and the bigger things, the lack of care over Izuku being Quirkless, the lack of judgement over every decision Izuku has made, but none of it is more than his love. After all, they make up his love. And Izuku, above all else, is his Dadzawa's Kidilante, through and through.)
Notes:
I hope you guys enjoyed this, and that you've all been alright!! Lots of love, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 109: XCXV - Their Family Of Three, Chaos Inherent
Summary:
Sorry it's been so long, loves, I had a bunch of rl stuff last month, on top of blitzing out the last arc and epilogue of Tsune in two weeks, plus some holiday gift OSs and starting a big project that I'm going to be focusing on *this* month (and possibly a bit into February) so this had to go on the backburner a little bit! (also I'm back at work tomorrow, as of writing this summary note, so, you know, fairly hectic-)
*But*!! It's a New Year and certainly not a new me, but a new chapter all the same - I hope you all enjoy some fluff, fun and chaos (^///^)/
Notes:
Oh, and I haven't edited this, but I need to sleep, so- Enjoy! ^.^/
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Hellspawn, you have a festival to prepare for." There's one beat of quiet confusion, a second, third, before no less than four people exclaim at once, Bakugou loudest of all,
"Hah? Another fuckin' Sports Festival?" Aizawa audibly groans, pinching at the bridge of his nose,
"Kids, it's the Cultural Festival." A round of "ohhh"s sweeps through the room, perfect for the hero to roll his eyes as well. (To be fair to them all, there has been significantly more for them to think about than the standard schedule of a school year, but still. Do they really think he wouldn't have warned them further ahead of time if they were going to have another Sports Festival of all things?)
"You lot need to decide what you're doing for your attraction. Please bear in mind that actual members of the public can and will be present, including your own families. And I have to approve it." That would probably have more impact if they didn't know both how soft and how chaotically feral their homeroom teacher is.
The first two suggestions are called out at the same time within the next minute, from Hagakure and Izuku respectively, and it's enough to have the man sighing.
"Maid cafe!"
"Fighting ring!" Aizawa actually falters for a moment, then levels a glare at his son, because there's something to that, and it has the rest of the class glancing at Izuku with a very clear suspicion. This sounds distinctly like vigilante antics.
"Kid-" Izuku grins, lopsided, hands flapping a dismissal,
"I only went twice!" Aizawa frowns, distinctly disbelieving, and reclines back against the wall, arms crossed,
"Somehow I don't believe that, brat." Several people are already giggling or muttering 'of course's, because it's not exactly surprising. Nor is how Izuku's smile grows even more crooked, neither fully abashed nor mischievous, but rather caught somewhere in between,
"Well, maybe it was seven times."
"Fuck me," Aizawa mutters, before turning his attention to Hagakure, apparently giving that conversation up entirely.
"If it's done appropriately, has butlers too, and those dressed up are comfortable, you can consider that a possibility." Several people pipe up then, clamouring that they'd be happy to wear suits and skirts and dresses. Several more people shout that they want to fight! Aizawa's glare for his son doesn't do anything but make Izuku snicker.
Satou is the one who speaks up to make the final suggestion, voice quiet but carrying,
"A fighting cafe."
No less than twenty people turn their full attention to him, as he goes on,
"People can either fight for their food, or pay. If we make it Quirkless, weapon-less fighting, then it should be fun for both the hero students and everyone else. You can be there to ensure nobody actually uses their Quirks, Sensei."
"We can be the Hell Cafe!" Far too many of the class look utterly gleeful at that, nothing short of delighted, with Dark Shadow crowing 'Hell Class!' at the top of its proverbial lungs, wheeling above all of their heads.
Suffice to say, Aizawa has lost the battle already. Good thing that, for all of his exasperation, there's also a gleam of amusement in his eyes. Well, they are his hellspawn after all.
A week later, standing in the middle of the classroom with all of the chairs and desks piled up at the back of the room, Izuku shifts the waistband of his skirt, making sure that the line of bows down the front is aligned with the decorations on his top. Then he promptly throws himself forwards in a handspring, landing back on his feet with perfect poise to pivot in a kick, an elbow lashing out to catch an imagined, stumbling opponent across the throat. The top's a little tighter than he's used to. A little more structured. But, well, it's not overly different from having his capture weapon hidden around his chest when it's pulled a little bit tighter. His movements aren't hampered by the top, and that's good enough for Izuku.
Plus he has some knives tucked away in his clumpy, heeled boots (the minute Uncle Nem knew he was going to be dressed up in a maid costume she had shoved them at him, and Izuku certainly hadn't complained; they're the perfect calf-length to hide some decent knives in) and beneath his skirt, so he feels perfectly safe. And worst comes to worst, he can always choke a villain out with his elbow or thighs, so, you know, should all be fine.
He's partway through a brief round of stretches when Mina darts over to him, eyes wide, her skirt bouncing like her curls,
"Izuku, do you have a tattoo?" She sounds very much excited, and Izuku is admittedly confused.
"A tattoo?"
"Yeh," she exclaims, gesturing at his belly,
"Just above your hip!"
"Wh- Oh, this?" he asks, tugging the waistband of his skirt a bit lower, exposing the top of his hipbone, and the Scorpio-born scar upon his skin, green-tinged mar included.
He doesn't look up to see Mina's face fall, nor how several of the class are paying far more attention now.
"Is that a scar?"
"Yep," Izuku returns, more than a little casual. Of course, several of the boys have already seen it, in part, but not like this, in the bright light of their classroom.
"Run in with a scorpion-Quirked villain. His venom had a weird dyeing side effect.
"Did- did it hurt?" Sero gets elbowed for the question, but Izuku's attention is very much across the room, on his Dad. One the man who held him, a vigilante he had only known for a year whilst he came far too close to dying, and who has held him time and again since.
"Yeh. Yeh, it did." There's an apology in the words, a grief and gratitude all at once. His Dad's eyes soften in return, a single, sharp nod all the reply that Izuku might need.
"At least it's old now, kero." Tsuyu's gentle, brisk words shift the class' focus back away, and Izuku lets his shirt drop once more, skirt slipping back up to its proper place with a little wriggle.
"Yep! It doesn't hurt anymore; it's been healed for a fair while," he tacks on, a genuine smile to match, because he really isn't bothered by his own scars, only that it hurts his loved ones. (He thinks he understands, now, after everything, that his family and friends worry about him, and for good reason. They fear for his safety and fret over his health and they trust him, but they do not trust the world, and that's okay. He'll do his best not to worry them, and he'll do his best to come out alive and well from it when he inevitably still does.)
Their fighting café actually does quite well. A lot of the family members aren't interested in fighting them, and it balances out well against the hero mentors or contacts who turn up and can't resist the lure of a good spar against potential future heroes.
Then, several hours in, somebody in a trench coat and hat walks in, one that all of the class would recognise with some time and attention, but that's irrelevant because Izuku is already bounding forwards, diverting entirely from his previous route to drop off another set of orders with their little kitchen, his arms wide as he flies into the man's chest, already crowing his name delightedly. It was absolutely well worth asking his Tsuka to come.
("Tsuka, Tsuka, can you come to our Cultural Festival? The class is going to have a fighting café!" There's a snort, soft rather than derisive, utterly fond,
"Sounds good. When is it, kid?"
"In a week, on Friday!" Izuku chirps, bright and hopeful.
"I should be able to, my shift doesn't start until late. Get your Dad to send me whatever forms I need?" There's a gasp, breathy, delighted, and the detective fights not to respond with an outright laugh at the sound, enthralled with the clear joy in their Kid's voice,
"Hell yes!")
The man laughs, bright and broad, arms having settled easily around the base of Izuku's back, keeping him comfortably in place,
"So, gremlin, want to fight?"
"You know it," Izuku snarks right back, even with his legs around the man's waist and his hands balanced upon their shoulders. All of the class very much know who this is by now. And, given that the majority of those allowed onto UA's campus today were either relatives of students, their mentors, or associates of the school, it hasn't been an entirely uncommon sight for people to suddenly hug or call out names.
But of course Izuku and his detective have to be at least a little bit extra, and they're in the centre of the room before anyone can think twice about it, the fighting ring fortunately empty right now anyway, orders, coat and hat passed on to other classmates or an empty table respectively.
"Weaponless?"
"Unless you've got dulled knives; I'm not ruining my baton on your normal ones," comes the reply that has a few civilians gasping or tittering, but Izuku only laughs, bright and sweet,
"Weaponless it is!" Perfectly casually, he unsheathes no less than four knives and discards them, knowing quite well his own instincts when it comes to fighting someone he's just a little too accustomed to.
"Yo, Sensei, wanna supervise?" Already coming to stand beside the small pile, not taking his gaze off of the detective until an extendable baton lands beside the pile, the hero nods,
"You mean film whatever mess this ends up being? Sure." Izuku flashes him a knowing look, another laugh overwhelming the rather half-hearted sigh of Tsukauchi.
"Thanks!"
Izuku, perhaps surprisingly, hasn't often fought with his Tsuka. Oh, there have been a fair few times over the years, mostly when his EraserDad decided they were both getting too stagnant in only sparring each other, but it was never as frequent as between the father and son.
In some ways, that just makes them more fun.
Case in point, Tsukauchi starts out by full on charging at Izuku, hands low and wide, shoulders slightly hunched, ready to tackle or grapple. It's a blatant use of his far bulkier size and shape, not to mention a reflection of his police training. It has Izuku laughing, not arrogant, no, simply delighted, before he jumps up, over, flipping into the movement-
A hand lashes up, lightning-quick, to grab for his ankle. It isn't entirely quick enough, but nor is Izuku, resulting in a half-slipped grasp upon his heel that, whilst his momentum tugs him free, however it still manages to tug Izuku off-course, and his landing is messy.
Izuku pivots, a sharp, Cheshire grin amongst his scars and freckles and sparking eyes, in perfect timing for his elbow strike to clash directly against the punch aimed for his face. The bone against bone hit has them both wincing slightly as they back up. Neither of them get within a step of the border, however they do give themselves some room, both taking some deep breaths.
"You haven't lost your touch, old man," he huffs, more pleased than not. The detective only raises his eyebrows,
"And you're still a vicious little brat."
"You know you love me," he adds, blatantly sarcastic, but Tsukauchi's offers a tiny smile, more than a tad soft,
"I do, Kid."
That open admission catches Izuku just off-guard enough that Tsukauchi gets the headstart on moving forwards with a sweeping kick, taking full advantage of his longer reach.
Of course, Izuku is accustomed to dealing with that being used against him, and he easily rolls, popping up right alongside the man to smash a palm against his side, which, when he's already slightly off-balance from the kick, is enough to have Tsukauchi stumbling even a little, needing to regain his footing.
The teen takes full advantage without hesitation, already throwing himself up and forward, grabbing a fistful of hair as he leaps, and then he has his legs around the man's neck, idly glad once more that he has shorts on underneath. Then he's a bit preoccupied with trying to choke his Tsuka out, legs tightening even whilst strong hands come up, digging in just beneath his knees and starting to pull.
In response, Izuku lowers his own grip, out of the detective's hair and into his cheeks, threatening to slip to his eyes, nails digging in just enough to be a warning.
Tsukauchi doesn't quite still for a moment, but there's a clear thought to his continued movements, to his lack of mad struggle, and it has Izuku tightening his grip, Tsukauchi's face starting to shift beyond red, towards purple.
Then the detective smiles, just a little, and none of the class miss how it's a miniature version of a very, very familiar Aizawa-trademark Cheshire grin; it's ever-so slightly indicative of how the man abruptly shifts his grip, one hand shoving up into the tiniest gap between his throat and the teen's legs, briefly tightening his own breathing but with how his other hand comes up, latching not upon Izuku's elbows or wrists but rather at the base of his neck, where normally there would be a hood to grasp, and he pulls, up and over, even whilst he pushes out with his other arm.
Izuku is thrown forwards, chokehold forced loose. One of his nails gouges a surprisingly neat line just outside of his detective's eye that has the man hissing. Neither of them lose their grip on each other.
They're on the ground when Izuku decides to lean into the movement, dragging Tsukauchi down and forwards, the thud of the teen's tailbone on the slightly-padded floor noticeable enough to have several people wincing or hissing in sympathy.
It doesn't matter though, not to Izuku, because he has already wriggled out of the jostled hold upon him, pinning a vulnerable wrist beneath one knee, leaning down to settle his elbow against a pulse point, a heartbeat-fluttering throat-
They're flipping over in the next breath, an arm caught around his waist, and it catches the brunt of the blow but doesn't stop Izuku from being pinned beneath the far greater weight of the detective, only one arm left free with how they tumbled over. Suffice to say, he takes full advantage of that fact, even as he gasps in an aching half-breath with the impact of it all.
An elbow just about over Tsuka's kidney has him gasping, rearing halfway up and back.
Curling back in almost instantly isn't enough to prevent how Izuku has moved up, free, enough to now smash an elbow into the back of Tsukauchi's head, and there's a hand grabbing at his face a moment later but it's a tiny bit slow, lopsided. Disorientated. It allows him to swipe the blow away, the one arm that he had been using to support himself falling away for the sake of it, but that's okay. Izuku just rolls away to the side instead.
He doesn't get far before Tsukauchi has recovered enough to reach back out for him. It isn't a hand that grasps at him though. Oh no, it's a knee that comes crashing for his side, and it just about catches there.
Izuku, not quite hissing, flips back over, spinning both of his legs, one poised to hit higher than the other, heels first.
They don't land, because the detective has thrown himself back out of reach, skidding onto one knee, chest still low to the ground, trying to regain his footing. It might have worked if not for how Izuku skids forwards, hands reaching, grabbing at the front of a perfectly nice collared shirt, an ankle looping around the back of the one supporting knee, pulling it out from Tsukauchi with his entire own weight, sending them both to their back on the floor again. They both turn onto their sides, eyes meeting, evaluating their best next moves in a fraction of a second-
Finally, Aizawa takes advantage of this almost-pause to step forward, one foot settling rather decisively between their faces. He shifts it closer to Tsukauchi's when, almost immediately, Izuku goes to bite his calf. Even through his jumpsuit, it would bloody well sting. (No, that statement doesn't come from personal experience. Of course not.)
"Right, quit it you two, you're just rolling around on the floor now."
Identical disappointed expressions twist up to pout at him, wide-eyed.
"Aww, but Eraser-"
"Eraser, come on-" He raises a hand, and it accompanies two coils of capture weapon lashing out to, admittedly rather gently, cover both of their mouths for a fair moment as the hero starts to speak once more,
"Shut. Eat some food, idiots. Also, Izuku got first blood, so on your usual rules, he won." There's a single, lingering moment of processing, the two still staring up at Aizawa.
They're glaring-grinning at each other in the next blink, the contrast something like adorable.
"Fuck no," the detective spits, but there's only a victorious little cackle in response, Izuku reaching past the booted foot in between them to poke at the man's cheek, carefully avoiding the small cut,
"Fuck yes, you mean; Tsuka, you owe us money!"
"I haven't even bought anything yet."
"Don't tell me that you won't," Izuku pouts, despite neither of them having believed it in the first place.
He's pulled to his feet by the detective a moment later, allowing for the eyeroll and headpat that he gets in response. They're more than telling.
And if Tsukauchi ends up ordering their fanciest coffee and a fairly expensive slice of chocolate cake (which may also be one of Izuku's favourite flavours and, given that he inevitably steals a few bites whenever he walks past, it only seems the logical option-) then he just gets a kiss on the cheek in slightly sarcastic thanks. And perhaps a full, genuine hug when he has to leave in time for his shift, a soft grin atop Izuku's ponytail to match the beam that is tucked against the base of his own throat, revelling in the warmth and heartbeat of their Kid, a quiet murmur that he really does love the teen.
What an amazing little hero he's grown into.
Izuku ends up taking a slightly early lunch time, mostly so that he'll be free around the right time for the Ward kids' meal, and he collects up a fair-sized box of treats and sweets, from some of their macaroons to extra-thin-cut slices of cake, chocolate biscuits or scones filled with strawberry-jam and cream. They deserve some lovely treats, and he knows that they already enjoy Satou's baking. (They enjoyed even more, a few days ago, when several of the class had come to have the kids help taste-test some of their planned recipes.)
And so he's wandering the UA paths, away from the cordoned-off, and patrolled, areas where the public have been allowed for the Festival, taking the more secluded routes back towards the dorms and the Ward House, humming quietly to himself, before he abruptly pauses.
There was a noise, somewhat distant, and the faintest shift of a bush that shouldn't have been moving at all, enough so that Izuku forces himself not to really pause at all, just enough that it looked like he might have stumbled, shaking out his shoulders as he continues walking. Out of the corner of his eye, he keeps track of that slight movement. It stills, but there's something about the shadow, because it isn't really dappled, no, there's a solidity that really shouldn't be there.
Someone is there. And, judging by the fact they've gone dead-still and very much silent, they don't want him to know.
At least not at first, because he pulls his phone out, as casually as possible, already opening his texting app, continuing his humming. He adjusts his grip on the box so that, should he drop it, it should at least fall flat-
That was apparently a good decision, because not even a full moment later the air in front of him seems to gain a sheen, something reminiscent of stretched-thin clingfilm, and Izuku is far from inclined to walk straight into an unknown surface caused by an unknown Quirk, for all that there's something familiar to it. (He watches most of his Quirk-content on the news because of the multiple sources and angles across the channels, but he watches some things on MeTube, and he knows that he has seen this somewhere, at some point-)
He pauses immediately, sinking down to one knee, depositing his box of treats just enough behind him that it would be feasibly to forget to pick it up again, faffing with the laces of the boot Uncle Nem gave him, unknotting and tightening that one foot. If, in the process, he also shifts his knife closer to where he can reach down to grip it in a blink.
Standing up as normally as possible, Izuku lets his head catch upon the odd barrier, the lack of tell-tales for electricity or the like reassuring him that this, at the very least, should be relatively safe, particularly given as he knows himself well enough to say that, if he truly has ever come across this before, it would have been something he had remembered should it have been an easily-deadly Quirk. And better to test it out in a small capacity like this than by running head-first into one mid-fight, should this come to that. No student would be likely to do this. Not to mention, frankly, that Izuku knows the majority of UA students' Quirks, particularly those in the hero course.
His head collides with something almost-soft, giving just enough beneath his momentum that it rebounds him.
Ah. Gentle- No, Gently Rebound, a signature of the vigilante-stroke-villain, and full-time MeTuber Gentle Criminal. What was his companion called again? Le... Brava.
"Gentle Criminal, Le Brava," he greets, tone flat, and whilst he doesn't pull a knife out just yet, the slip of his fingers just beneath the hem of his skirt, revealing the very base of his sheathed knife.
It takes a long pause, one that Izuku would become impatient with if not for having more than enough practice with stake-outs and analysis, and he would cross his arms for emphasis if not for the risk of this devolving straight into a fight. This decision, fortunately, pays off. The bush shifts, rustles, and only one figure stands tall, but another steps to the side as well, lots of dramatic cape and bright hair and expressions that are more wary, perhaps even verging on curious, than they are angry or disgusted. Which, if odd, is also a good start.
"Hemlock-kun, we would wish to talk to you."
Notes:
Having Izuku carry food then interact with Gentle Criminal and Le Brava really wasn't my intention, but it's actually quite a nice parallel to canon :D
Also being able to write the og kidilante family in here brought me so much joy even though I was feeling pretty shoddy tonight, so, you know ^^; This fic really does have my whole heart (^///^)
Love to all of you, and I hope you've had a good start to your new year and even better full year to come!! Ota, xxx
Chapter 110: CVI - Promises
Summary:
The situation with Gentle Criminal and Brava is... dealt with ;) And then some soft dadzawa because we all deserve that!
(oh, and an important beginning note!)
Notes:
An IMPORTANT NOTE for you guys, please read it-
Guys, I hate not updating this more often, alright? I spent over a year updating this at least once a week on average, sometime more, and have been writing it for over two years in general. That's a long time. So to be working and have bad hands and have other fics I'm trying to finish or start means that this is not my only priority now. I don't know how many of you follow my account overall, not just Kidilante, but I write a *lot*, which considering that I generally only have a few hours a day for writing, is something I'm very proud of.
Equally though, I loathe how little I've updated this in the last few months. But telling me "please update soon" or "when's the next chapter" or "i'm waiting", well, it doesn't actually help? I'm not having a go, because I do appreciate the fact you're looking forward to this but, please, if you're going to ask about the next chapter, have some courtesy and remember that I have an actual life that I'm trying not to fuck up, okay? I've been busy, I've been stressed, I've been trying to enjoy things outside of fics, people I'm close to have had Covid. I love Kidilante. It's my absolute baby and I will never, ever not come back to it. But it isn't the only thing in my life, and I hate feeling shitty over the fact that it isn't.
So, again, this isn't me trying to tell you guys off. (Particularly those of you are just saying that you're excited for more, because that means a lot and absolutely brings me joy!!) But, you know, if you're going to be impatient with me, then at least let me know that you understand that I'm human too? Like, be excited rather than pushy? Please?
And, you know, I hope you enjoy this chapter, no matter how long it did or didn't take to be posted. As I have for a few months now, I'll be looking to update at least once a month until, hopefully, April, or May if not, at which point things in real life may or may not change enough for me to be able to put more time to this again like I think we would all like. Look after yourselves for me, and I'll try to get around to some more comments soon!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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He greets the pair, tone flat, and whilst he doesn't pull a knife out just yet, the slip of his fingers just beneath the hem of his skirt, revealing the very base of his sheathed knife.
It takes a long pause, one that Izuku would become impatient with if not for having more than enough practice with stake-outs and analysis, and he would cross his arms for emphasis if not for the risk of this devolving straight into a fight. This decision, fortunately, pays off. The bush shifts, rustles, and only one figure stands tall, but another steps to the side as well, lots of dramatic cape and bright hair and expressions that are more wary, perhaps even verging on curious, than they are angry or disgusted. Which, if odd, is also a good start.
"Hemlock-kun, we would wish to talk to you."
Izuku bites down something snarky like his normal responses would have been (what sort of talking are you interested in, hm? something a little more horizontal-) and Uncle Nem has definitely been a bad influence for that, now that he thinks about it, but that's fine. He certainly doesn't mind. Although his Dad may or may not have a heart attack. Or, more likely, attempt to strangle Uncle Nem again for 'corrupting' Izuku.
He's really getting off track, isn't he?
So he lets his fingers drift up to linger at the hilt of his knife, the silent threat, or the promise, rather, a suitable accompaniment to his iron-wrought words, smooth upon his tongue,
"And by talk, you mean...?" The two don't even need to look to each other before Gentle Criminal speaks up, smile suave, gestures flamboyant,
"An interview, if you will, for our channel. Get your voice out there. Appeal to the masses!" The grandiose tone does nothing for Izuku. No, it's the cheapest version of posturing, and Izuku would be lying to say it exactly enamours him with the situation. Or with them.
"And if I don't want to?" It's a challenge. Undeniably so. And it's enough for the tiniest bit of hesitation to creep in to the pair, before Gentle Criminal smiles once again, more genuinely this time, for all that it has an edge to it,
"Well, then, we shall simply have to find another subject, would we not?"
"As long as you leave my class alone. UA alone." Izuku has exactly zero compunctions about fully grasping the handle of his knife, allowing the hint of a blade to show.
It matches the sharp, whetstone-carved edges to his too-toothy smile.
"If it endears you to us, then consider it done." It's a bold statement. One given without hesitation. Not only that, but neither of them hesitate, their zeal matched and unhesitating. The fact that they're clearly so in-sync is both encouraging and a potential issue. Izuku won't focus on either option just yet. Not when both are still so possible.
"If I decide to go along with this interview, how would it work? What guarantees would I have for what you end up publicising?" It's more than a fair question, and one that Izuku knows to be very careful of. He shares his Dad's hatred for the media for a reason after all, and certainly in past for their inclination to twist the truth and their own portrayals of it. Editing and wording are far too lethal weapons in the vultures' hold.
"We would be willing to post a completely unedited video, or to make any changes in front of you. If it isn't what you expected, then you can try and arrest us." Izuku doesn't respond immediately. No, he thinks, lets himself run through the too-many possibilities, lets it all play out in his head, the myriad of pathways.
Finally, however, things begin to settle and sink until he has some surety, something resembling the edges of a plan.
"If myself and my teacher meet you somewhere neutral in... in two days' time, probably at night, would that be acceptable? With the understanding that if I don't turn up, then it's a 'no'." The pair scrutinise him for a long few moments then, assuredly trying to assess if Izuku has any intentions at all of even possibly meeting up with them, but he genuinely is.
Maybe that fact is foolish of him. In some ways, it undoubtedly is. In other ways though (in ways of giving little kids with broken hearts and burgeoning dreams a single sliver of faith in themselves; in ways of conflict building in their world, of unrest and dissent and little incidents, suspicions, statistics, all starting to add up, in whisperings of war upon the horizon-), it is very much a potential.
Telling parts of his own story, of his own dreams, may be just what Izuku needs to do. Is it his place to? Not at all. He's a teenager, a student, a classmate-boyfriend-son, but he is also Izu-pa and Hemlock and Kidilante, and all of those things make him a hero. And heroes help others, no matter how or what it takes. So, yes, Izuku is seriously considering actually going through with this interview.
Presumably the pair in front of him have been able to pick up on that exact fact, because after a shorter time than Izuku himself was expecting, the man is nodding his assent and the woman is beaming.
"That sounds quite acceptable indeed! Oh, how wonderful: an interview with Hemlock themself!"
"I'll have a message to give at the end, too. Nothing relating to you two." The thought is more of a sudden whim than anything else. That's okay though. Izuku will have enough time to talk this over with his Dad, with all of his family, before he may or may not have to actually say anything. Better to go into this with all of the possible options open and ready for the taking.
Izuku intends to take full advantage of this opportunity, as long as he can keep things safe.
"Then we have a deal, Hemlock-san."
"We do," Izuku concurs, and gestures the pair towards the school entrance. He wants to make sure they leave the school property, and it makes a good chance to arrange a rooftop meeting in the evening of the coming Monday in, though the villains don't know it, one of the wards that Izuku and his Dad patrol most regularly. Those rooftops are their home. And so, no matter that the criminals will be able to make their own easy escape from a height, so will the Aizawas. It's a good, if unknown, compromise.
That decision, fortunately isn't one long in the making, nor is the walk overly far, and Izuku has seen them out of the front-gate without any major incident. He turns to one of the nearest cameras, deliberately not choosing one of the hidden ones, and offers a sheepish smile. He has no doubt that Nedzu caught at least half of all of that. One of the teachers is probably already headed over to him, in fact.
Izuku is proven correct within two minutes, because he spends a good thirty seconds watching the pair of technically-villains walk further away, before he turns back towards the Ward House, and not long later his attention is caught by a familiar figure walking more quickly than usual, but not an otherwise unremarkable pace. Izuku waves at his Dad either way. He's far from surprised when, instead of slowing down, the man actually hastens to a jog, although he doesn't collide into a hug like he might usually. There's no offence or upset to be taken to it, not when Izuku can see the crowds of strangers in the windows of the school even from down where he is.
"I'm fine, genuinely. No fights or panic or anything," he calls, as his Dad faintly gets close enough to reasonably speak to. It also allows Izuku to watch how the hero's shoulders relax slightly. Good. He very much doesn't want to worry his Dad; the man has more than enough to fret over already.
"Good. Still headed for the House?" Izuku doesn't shake the box of treats, but raising them slightly is enough. His Dad is already smiling in that tiny not-scowl way of his,
"I'll come with you, then."
"Sure." His Dad takes one proper look at him then, and Izuku knows that the man has picked up on every little tell he has to show, and perhaps a few he doesn't.
"It can wait until tonight," he offers, in lieu of explaining things now. Here.
And his hero, his wonderful, grumpy, brilliant hero, simply offers him one last heavy glance before nodding, reaching forwards to briefly squeeze his shoulder, a careful, delicate, oh-so wonderful thing.
"Alright, kiddo. Let's drop these off quickly and get back to the rest of the hellions." And so they do.
"Please tell me you left Tsuka or Uncle Nem or someone in charge of the class," Izuku snickers. He gets an eyeroll and very lazy version of a shrug in return, Aizawa's shoulders barely shifting.
"Tsukauchi, of course. They respect him well enough, for a relative stranger."
"He's ours, so he's theirs." His Dad stares at him for three long breaths, not unreadable but certainly half-obscured, caught somewhere hard to discern between fondness and things Izuku doesn't have time to parse before his Dad is speaking once more,
"Sounds about right, love." That extra-soft nickname, as always, has a very faint shudder of belonging-relief-joy down his spine, heart tripping against his breastbone.
But they're approaching the Ward House already and it's the middle of a busy day, so it's no time or place to continue that conversation. Instead, Izuku smiles, achingly tender for a blink before it turns into something Cheshire sharp.
"I'm always right though, hobo, as you should well know."
"Hush, brat."
"Nope!" With a popped 'p', Izuku is already darting into the Ward House now though, albeit his boots take him long enough to unlace that it's only the boss of treats in one hand and the piling-in kids that keep him safe from his hero's rather half-hearted wrath.
Or only temporarily so, as it turns out. Because the Aizawas spend a good five minutes greeting everyone, an event that always includes lots of hugs and kisses and hair ruffles, and Izuku makes sure that little Eri gets a proper greeting too. It's nice to see that Ryo seems to be keeping her company, and Setsune is chattering brightly to the pair about some cartoon or something. It's a lovely sight indeed.
Izuku's quiet admiration of it, however, is interrupted. He heard his Dad's footsteps and breathing approaching him of course, but he wasn't expecting the reaching hands and half-tight grip.
Within three seconds, he's been hauled over his hero's shoulder and is wriggling, screech-cackling, as too-quick fingers tickle along the soles of his feet and backs of his knees. Izuku knows he's safe, secure with a loop of capture weapon slung under his shoulders to keep him in place, or at least to pivot him upright if he does fall off the broad shoulder, and his Dad is laughing too, a rumbling, quiet chuckle that only adds to his own heady breathlessness. It's stupid and fun and home, and Izuku forgets about anything else at all except his own joy and his hero's laugh and the kids' bright eyes. It's all he could ever need.
The afternoon, even though it's far from as outright joyous, at least makes it easy to... not forget what had happened, but to put it aside. Izuku fights a few more people, spends a lot of time taking orders and serving plates, and subs in for Satou in the kitchen for a little while to give the other boy a break. He and Bakugou even manage to work pretty well together for the hour. Finally though, the Festival is shut down, tables and crockery and their padded matts getting cleared away, people sweeping floors and scoffing the remaining treats that were spare.
Night cannot wait forever, though, and Izuku ends up in his Dad's room, curled up on the man's lap. (When he had come in, the hero had been sitting up against the headboard, laptop balanced upon his crossed legs, but it had only taken one good look at Izuku for the computer to be discarded to the side, legs shifting to stretch out before Izuku shook his head. And his Dad, his brilliant Dad, had immediately understood, staying cross-legged and letting his son curl up against his chest without hesitation. Izuku loves him so much. How did he ever get so lucky?)
"They didn't want a fight. They wanted to talk," he starts off, not quite sure where else to go with it. There's a hum from the chest he's leaning against, no pressure or rush to it, and a slight nudge of a chin atop his head,
"Oh?"
"Mm. With me," Izuku tacks on.
There's a long silence then. The teen counts thirty four of his Dad's breaths, settling himself through it, before he speaks up again.
And when he does, it's with almost no tremble at all, more pondering than worried at this point,
"They want Hemlock to do an interview. To 'appeal to the masses'. And I said yes. Pre-emptively, at least." One of those breaths stutters a little, but nothing alarming. Izuku lets himself stay relaxed.
"Okay. Why?" There's no judgement to that question. No, it's a simple thing, neutral in a genuine way, and it's safe. Izuku couldn't be more grateful.
"Partially to get them off-campus." He falters, assesses his own thoughts and feelings, only to conclude that nothing has changed,
"Partially because I'm considering it."
"And if you do go?" There's slightly more wariness there, not quite a sharp edge. It's enough that Izuku shifts, moving a hand from his Dad's shoulder to against his neck, the pulse point in his wrist set against the steady throb there. They almost perfectly match.
It steadies Izuku as well, unsurprisingly. And he doesn't have to think twice before listing out some of the conditions that had been agreed.
"It's a rooftop, one of ours, with you coming too, in two nights' time. No editing, and posting in front of us. I- I'm not the only Quirkless kid out there." The final admission wasn't necessarily the most considered, but that very much doesn't stop it from being beyond true.
"But you are the only one here." That instant acknowledgement tells Izuku all he needs to know: his Dad understands. He knows.
"'xactly."
"I think, Kid-" Oh, how Izuku revels in the capitalisation evident in his hero's tone there.
"-that you're good enough with words, clever enough and sure enough, that if you did this, it would go well. Equally, just because you are here, does not make you obligated to the rest of the Quirkless population, understood? You should be doing this for yourself, not necessarily for them. Not only, at least."
"I-" Some part of him wants to protest to that, wants to spit and hiss at the thought of selfishly denying others help, but he knows why his Dad is saying it.
(He knows, in a way that he had not even realised only a few months prior, that his EraserDad will always put him first, above and beyond all and anyone else. It's a blessing. Equally, though, sometimes it will mean that he doesn't think in the same way as Izuku about things like this. And neither of them are right. It just means that he needs to weigh up the concerns of his loved ones, of his family, against how much the people he's trying to help really need him.)
Ultimately, this is pretty low-risk. Not only that, but the potential pay-off, the chance to prove something to society as a whole... It has to be worth it. It really does. And Izuku isn't doing it because he feels obligated, he's thinking about it because he wants to do it, passionately, achingly so, enough that there is something abyssal seeping through his bones.
He can help people. People who have suffered like him. And Izuku(-Hemlock-Kidilante) wants nothing more than to help people.
But that doesn't put the end to his worries, his concerns about what doing this could mean, and that has him wriggling slightly, resting back against the arm curled around him rather than forwards into the man's chest, needing to be able to meet those dark eyes for this. His Dad isn't in charge of him, but he doesn't need to be for Izuku to want his approval.
"Is- is it really alright to do this? I mean, I'm meant to be going underground. And this- this is voluntarily being pretty public."
"Kid, I think..." The man pauses, huffs a breath, collects his thoughts, and Izuku waits without worry, because he knows his hero will only be trying his best.
"I think you've never had the standard route to heroics. And that has never been a bad thing so far, because you always handle it exceptionally well. If you wanted to go limelight or twilight you could, but equally you're still going to function well as an undergrounder."
"I'm always going to go underground," Izuku returns immediately, thoughtless and slightly indignant. But he's offered a soft look in return,
"I wasn't doubting you, love."
There's a very gentle poke to his cheek, on that same spot as always. (Right where Aizawa's favourite freckle is.)
"Just telling you that if you wanted to change your path at any point, you would still have my support. And either way, you have my support with this if you decide to go ahead with it." He doesn't pause in his speaking as he curls impossibly closer, speaking against Izuku's curls, wild without their braid or pins,
"We'll just have to be careful."
"Okay." The hero nearly snorts, the amusement seeping through his simple reply, even as it's also very much heartfelt,
"Okay?"
"Definitely," Izuku confirms, just as heartfelt.
He tucks himself impossibly closer, keeping that pulse-to-pulse contact that they both centre themselves upon.
He can't see it, but he feels the smile from the man,
"I should hope so, kiddo, you've been blessed with my advice after all." The false imperiousness has Izuku hopeless but to start giggling, slumping further back against the man's arm once more, the one curled behind him.
"Love you," he murmurs, when his laughter has died down. His Dad's voice is soft-rough-worn just like his capture weapon when he replies, fingers tight and curled and cherishing where they're settled against Izuku,
"Love you too, kiddo."
It isn't meant to sound quite so vulnerable, so shudder-sweet, when Izuku speaks again,
"Always?"
"Always." There's no doubting the absolute certainty in that. It lets him soften his tone again, a tiny bit teasing overlaying the vulnerability,
"No questions?"
"No questions."
"Even-" He gets a slight prod for the persistence, but it's gentle, careful, tender, a match to the words that follow,
"Love, nothing will change it."
One of those callused hands shifts, tapping a tiny rhythm against his ribs,
"Not ever. You're my kid." And Izuku has to smile again at that.
"Mmkay."
"Brat. Happy to stay here the night?" He barely gets to start nodding before the arms around him shift, and then the man does too, and they're both rolling over until Izuku is halfway buried beneath his hero, all warmth and weight.
He's home. And that home will never, ever leave him.
Notes:
Anyways! Fingers crossed you guys enjoyed this, I know I had a lot of fun with it - love to you all, and please look after yourselves as always, Ota. Xxx
PS - Are yall looking forward to this war arc starting to ramp up? I know I am~ :)
Chapter 111: The Things That Make Him Feel Alright (The Ways They Care For Him)
Summary:
Honestly I don't know how much I vibe with the interview of this because I wrote it in chunks and snippets over several months (like I wrote some of it maybe six months ago, some of it a few hours ago, and bits in between) but, hey it's done, I got what I needed down, and then we have some fluffy stuff at the end - enjoy ^.^/
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku is both more and less nervous than he himself was expecting. He's fairly confident in what he's going to say, he believes in it after all, yet he's still trembling, a tremor to his hands and heart, hoping against hope that this won't go wrong. That it won't backfire.
Suffice to say, he's very much glad to have his Dad with him. The man is as steady and warm as always, Izuku's personal blessing and bulwark, revelling in the familiar calluses against his own scars settle him even more than the cool almost-evening air, the sky beginning to stain with pale darkness, a watercolour attempt at midnight, the blaze of the sunset hidden by the skyline. It's not quite as much their home as being on the roofs would be right now, but tactically speaking they don't want to make it too obvious that these rooftops are very much familiar territory to them. (That it's their territory-) Far better to keep the villains, borderline though they are, unsure and on their toes. To keep the upper hand as much as possible.
(The Aizawas are well aware that they're going into this prepared for a fight, and having planned as though it were one regardless. They want this interview to be in their favour. Anything else is a very dangerous potential indeed.)
They do, however, scale the building easily enough, unsurprised to find that the minute they crest onto the roof, there's movement from one of neighbouring roofs, and they're quickly joined by both Brava and Gentle.
"It brings me great joy to see you here, Hemlock!"
"I'm glad to have the chance to speak," Izuku returns, staying at his silent hero's side as the two set up their camera, a smaller one apparently for vlogging or the like, and a laptop. It's a quick, easy set-up. One that has Izuku sitting, cross-legged, mask still on, back to the sinking sun, before he even knows it. But his Dad is off to the side, outside of the camera view but still within capture weapon's reach, and he practiced the general gist of what he wants to say with his friends and aunties and uncle and Nedzu, no set wording but always the same themes and overall points and rhythm to it.
He knows what he's doing.
"Are you ready to start, Hemlock?" The question doesn't quite catch him off-guard, but he still breaths a little more deeply, once, before loosening his shoulders,
"Sure," he returns, and is pleasantly surprised to realise that he genuinely means it.
"Then we'll start in three, two, one."
The man is standing in front of Izuku, his coattails and baggy trousers obscuring him from the camera, gesturing extravagantly and pouring himself a cup of tea as he does some introductory spiel, clearly his usual routine.
But then the man is sipping from his tea, and twirling to the side.
"-my special guest, Hemlock!"
"Hi," Izuku returns, waving to the camera as it pans properly down to him,
"I'm Hemlock, the-" He doesn't falter, not long enough to be noticeable to anyone but his Dad and perhaps his family, but he wants to say this, a subtle call to those who know him as his truest self, to those who knew of him,
"-the Kidilante Hero. I'm a first year student in UA's Heroics course. One of the Hell Class."
The villain's smile is perhaps a little too toothy,
"I told you all we had quite a special treat in store, didn't I?" Gentle tacks on, still oh-so bright,
"We reached out to them as a potential avenues to the media without, ahem, other influences involved, as I'm sure you can all imagine, and Hemlock, to our delight and honour, agreed to an interview in exchange for us not, ah, endeavouring to interrupt their school's Cultural Festival."
"However!" He adds on, flourishing a hand in slightly too dismissive of a movement for Izuku's tastes,
"We are all here, now, regardless, and I rather thought I might cut right to the heart of what I'm sure many of our wonderful viewers would wish to ask you, Hemlock, so, please, do tell us: why are you becoming a hero?"
"To help people," Izuku responds, before can so much as think about it; seeing his Dad's half-smile reassures him that there's not issue to it.
"I've always loved the idea of heroes, of people doing nothing but help others as much as possible, but I found that I didn't really have any heroes of mu own, until I met one in particular. He- he saved me, time and again, from my own villains and from physical ones, even though he never had to and I definitely annoyed or worried him more often than not. He's still my hero now." He can't help the absolutely soft smile on his face, nor the way it must seep, sugar-sweet, into his voice.
"And by joining UA, by training to become a hero, I've been able to help people too, like he did for me. I want to do more, still."
"How admirable indeed!" Gentle trills, leaning forwards. Izuku doesn't lean back, but he doesn't lean in equally either.
Then the man's eyes gain a little too-sharp of a glint, not quite calculating,
"Well then, on that note: do you know why Stain speaks so highly of you?" Izuku is glad that they prepared for this question, because they'd really had to try to balance what information is safe to mention about the villain, about how it will reflect on him and how it needs to marry up with the stories told publicly,
"I mean, I'm pretty handy with a knife," he offers, tilting his head just-so, spinning a knife between his fingertips before slipping it away again,
"But, no, in all seriousness, I just proved to him that people don't have to be All Might to be heroes. I protected my friends, Native, and then we all fought him together. We did what we had to for keeping people alive, and he saw that."
"Truly laudable!"
Izuku shrugs a little,
"It was just what had to be done. I didn't want anyone innocent to get hurt." That, perhaps, has the tiniest bit of an edge to it, but not enough for any of them to start snapping at each other. It remains cordial.
There's a brief lull from there, a few seconds of silence as the sentiment sinks in, before Gentle Criminal reanimates himself once more.
"Well, then, will you allow me to ask a heavier question of you?"
"Might as well," Izuku huffs, because it was going to come sooner or later.
Well, he thinks 'it' but frankly there are at minimum three different subjects that this could be, off the top of his head, and Izuku can only hope that he will deal with at as well as he has the previous questions. Being prepared doesn't make this easy.
(Izuku, undeniably, is so very glad that his Dad is here with him; he isn't sure what he would do without the man's steadfast support, without being able to glance over and have the weight of those warm eyes on him. He knows that he's safe. Even if things don't go perfectly, or even if they go disastrously wrong, he will not have to truly worry.
His family have him.)
No, he certainly isn't ready at all when Gentle's next choice of question brings up all of the worst things possible.
"Are you willing to talk about being kidnapped by the League of Villains?" Still, Izuku doesn't wince, doesn't flinch, but it's a close run thing, replaced by a just-gentle headshake instead,
"Not really. But I will say that it left scars, and hurt a lot of people, not just me directly," he manages to keep his shudder back and away, not wanting to make himself seem weaker than he really is,
"-but that there was some good that came of it too."
"Oh? Do tell." Well, Izuku probably shouldn't be surprised that it wasn't left at that.
"Not too much to be said, really, except the final confrontation was worth it, for taking All For One into custody." He won't publicly wish the man's death, but it's only true that he was more than glad for it. The monster deserved it. (Frankly, he deserved worse, but at least death is, more than most things, pretty damn hard to come back from.)
"And it gave me a better appreciation of the people who loved me and the fact that I deserved their love." That earns a rather sad pause, a moment of respect of sorts; it softens the edges of the slightly sharper moment only a few dozen breaths ago.
Izuku doesn't let his gaze linger on his Dad, because that's very much not going to be favourable to the video itself, however he also can't help but need and want to get that moment of reassurance. (It's a flicker of amber-rich warmth, the gentle heat of a hearth, of a glance that whisper-rushes with the sensation, the memory, of a hug where he is completely enveloped in safety. It helps. It helps so, so much. Damn, but Izuku loves his Dad. His always-hero.)
Apparently choosing, understandably but not entirely in a way that Izuku appreciates, to push further onto that line of discussion, capitalising upon the emotional point, Gentle presses on with yet another question,
"Is there anything you'll say about being Quirkless at UA?"
The abrupt urge to roll his eyes is surprisingly hard to resist, but this is very much a question that deserves a serious answer. A genuine one. The sort of answer that can't be ignored or easily argued against:
"I guess it's not a direct answer but, yes, I'm Quirkless. And I've worked bloody hard to be here. I've got so many scars, it's ridiculous really," he laughs, dry and wry but genuine,
"But I am here. Got my Provisional Licence and everything, found a family and partners and a class that couldn't be stronger or more wonderful. It's very different to when I had nothing and nobody three, four years ago, thinking I'd be dead by sixteen." He takes a deep breath then, trying to ignore the way his Dad had flinched ever so slightly.
(They've both long-since known the reality of Izuku's situation, from his Quirklessness to the neglect to the dangers of his vigilantism, and how it was a constant, high risk for death, no matter how, overall, Izuku wasn't stupid about any of it, no matter that he never actively tried to be reckless. It took a lot of time and effort and thought, upon both his own part and that of his loved ones, to get Izuku where he is now. To bring him the stability, self-assurance, and safety that he is now blessed with.)
"Anyways!" he goes on, trying to push further back on-topic, and lighten the tone to a degree, albeit not very truly so.
"UA isn't perfect; no place or institution is. But they try damn hard. The relatively few times I've had to deal with bigots at school there have been actual, genuine, proportionate repercussions for them. The teachers actually care, and that's been pretty damn rare in my life," Izuku offers, wry all over again. It doesn't take away from the absolute sincerity.
It still isn't quite enough though, and given how the villain has yet to see fit to interrupt him, Izuku takes the cue to continue as he would like,
"Look, I'm Quirkless. Always have been, always will be. It makes me no less of a human, and no less of a hero. People with no Quirks, or Quirks that are deemed weak or villainous, are just as worthy of respect and belief and care. People with powerful, flashy Quirks do not have to become heroes, not if they don't want to. Quirks are tools. They say exactly nothing about the sort of person you are, or what you can do with your life. Your choices matter most of all.
"Some villains could have been great heroes, but the choices they made, or the choices that were taken from them, led them into villainy.
"On the same point, not all heroes are in the industry for the right reasons; positions of power and authority will always attract those who will abuse it, and that isn't a reflection on people's Quirks, or even necessarily the system at large, although that has its faults too, but, again, it is based upon people's choices."
Izuku has derailed again, technically. But the words were damn important ones to say, and he isn't quite done yet,
"I chose to try and become a hero, regardless of what I've had beaten into me because of my Quirklessness, and I'd like to say I've been doing alright; top of my class and everything, and there's some really incredible people there," he adds on, very much enthused upon that point because he adores his class.
They're a constant source of laughter and support and comfort for him. He can't wait to go back to them. (He doesn't want to dwell on his kids right now, but he also can't wait to spend time with them tomorrow; he can't mention them here, it would be a dangerous thing, but he wants to scoop them all up in big hugs and forehead kisses, to play games with them or eat dinner at their side, helping to cut the food smaller for the littlest ones. He wants to go home.)
He's hoping that exactly that will come soon, and so he's more than happy to find that Gentle Criminal seems to have actually exhausted his own plans already, and the interview winds down from there, a few more minor questions coming first, things like the origin of his hero name, or what his favourite class is at school. It's far easier, far lighter, and Izuku defrags somewhat with it, glad when the interview comes to an end. His Dad watches with him as they upload the video, neither of them particularly bothered about the almost-sensationalist title or the brief description, as none of it is actually particularly alarming, and finally Izuku shakes Gentle's Hand, there are nods exchanged, and it's done.
Kami, it's done.
They're almost halfway back to UA when they both pause in tandem, not a word between them yet in sync all the same. And, all at once, Izuku is wrapped up in his Dad's arms, burying his face against a soft-rough-worn pile of fabric and breathing in deeply there, revelling, as always, in the scents of coffee and cats and the sandalwood shampoo that Nemuri shoved at him the other day, despite his Dad's protests that, actually, he takes decent enough care of his hair, thank you very much, because if he didn't it wouldn't even be able to rise with his Quirk. And, sure, she had allowed that, but she hadn't relented either.
The reminder of it, of such a silly, soft, messy thing, all family, is wonderful. It helps almost as much as the broad hands, callused, warm, steady, that push lightly against his shoulder blades and small of his back, keeping him close.
"Love you," Izuku murmurs, still speaking before his Dad can try to interject,
"Thank you for tonight."
His Dad holds him a tiny bit tighter, shoving their heads more firmly together, his soft words not a whisper but rather a just-them promise, a sanctuary of sorts,
"Always, kiddo. You did a pretty damn good job, I reckon."
"I tried," he returns, perhaps a tad too vulnerable. His hero grunts quietly, not a reprimand but a reassurance in a certain way,
"And you succeeded, Izuku. As far as I'm concerned, you did yourself proud. And all of us too, kiddo, no two ways about it, understood?"
"Understood," he confirms, squeezing his Dad just tightly enough that the man wheezes.
"Brat. C'mon, let's get home. Uncle's been clingy the last few days, she'll probably want to steal you for the rest of the night." Izuku giggles then, perhaps a little bit wet but delighted-steady-content above all else, pushing up onto his tiptoes so that he can press a kiss high on his Dad's cheek, still laughing slightly at the stubble that he can feel against his chin.
Maybe the results of this won't be what they truly want, maybe it will all go wrong, but Izuku can deal with that, as long as he has his family with him.
~~~
They get back into the dorms to find Hizashi and Nemuri in amongst Izuku's classmates, all of them having turned to stare at the genkan. Or rather, at the two of them.
On the big telly screen, there is an end-of-video display, one titled "Exclusive Interview with UA Hero Student Hemlock!! Quirklessness, Class 1-A, and Kidnapping". Somehow, it's not even a fully twenty minute clip.
And despite Izuku's fears, still there regardless of his choice to go ahead with the interview and posting, it only takes all of a single second for nigh-on all of his class to be scrambling up from their places upon the floor and sofas, and he's staggering back, then full-on falling to the floor, under the onslaught of warm arms and chattering voices, so much support that he is practically shaking with it. (Something in his chest is trembling fit to fall apart, because if only he had this support years ago in the face of bigots and uncertainty... Izuku will take having it now, honestly. He knows how to be grateful for the blessings that he has.)
Of course, they all clamber to their feet at some point, settling back upon the sofas once Izuku has hugged his Auntie and Uncle too, a room full of heart and kindness and understanding. Izuku loves them all so much.
But the end of the video still lingering on the screen reminds him of less pleasant things. Izuku doesn't read the comments. He could have, was going to in fact, but before he can pull it up on his own phone, dread heavy, Hitoshi leans over, a gentle hand against Izuku's own, soft fingertips against his scarred knuckles. The class are watching, all soft.
"Let us look, Green Bean? You don't need to see any of the shit that might be there."
"Toshi," he starts,
"I'm used to-"
"Izu, let us look for you?" Shouto reiterates, leaning in as well, his cool fingers tangling with Hitoshi's atop Izuku's hand.
It takes several long seconds, his breathing suspended, a shallow, rasping drag, because he knows, oh he knows, that his friends and family love him, that they care about him, but this is a step further than he has ever considered, let alone allowed, before he can even truly process it enough for a response. He- He doesn't want them to suffer for his sake. And, sure, they know what he has to deal with to some degree, but Izuku knows how awful at least some of these comments are going to be, knows how absolutely cruel people can be about Quirkless people. About him.
(There's something painfully vulnerable to letting them see how he has been hurt over the years. He trusts them all, yes. Does he want to let them hurt, and to see the worst sides of how the world has treated him? No, no he doesn't.)
But they're choosing to do this. They- they want to alleviate a lot of what he has seen, of the trauma that he still goes through when he has to face the outside world, be it old bullies or just random strangers, because Izuku is strong, is more than bloody used to this shit, but that doesn't mean he's immune to it, still.
Maybe it would be okay to let them take just a little off the weight off of his shoulders? To let them understand him a little better.
"I- Just, if you're sure. Really sure." Izuku twists his hand beneath his partners', curling fingers around theirs. He gets many level glances, serious but warm, very much earnest, and it's impossible to disbelieve them all.
Izuku knows what they will be looking at. He knows, not word for word but approximately, what they will be reading, the sort of vitriol and disgust that is undoubtedly being spouted towards him. But he also knows that they're all strong, independent people, that he cannot make this choice for them, not beyond the fact that they want to respect his opinion within that fact. So he nods to them all, managing to dredge up something like a crooked smile, and gets more than one smile or forehead kiss in return for it.
He turns halfway around when they're all on their phones again, some of them already beginning to read out the nicer things, to look at his Dad, his Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem alongside, all three of them cradling hot drinks. Their eyes are heavy, but very much warm, and when Izuku meets their gazes, he gets weary smiles for it. His Dad raises a single eyebrow. It's enough for Izuku's own smile to solidify a little. (For his heart to settle; his Dad will keep an eye on the class, will make sure none of them push themselves too hard. Izuku needs them all to be okay.)
And so Izuku turns back to his class, deciding to curl into Shouto's warm side rather than flicking through anything on his own phone or the like. He trusts them to do this, to judge their own boundaries, and to shoulder some of the burden for him. (His class know that they're being trusted, they understand what absolute faith they are being shown, what an honour it is... It means a lot to them, to say the least. His times before Aizawa-sensei are not a thing he talks about often.)
[9,617 comments; 140k+ likes, 87k+ dislikes; 70,981 reposts]
1pairofHEADPHONES: [this was deadarse so good to hear though??? like, this is the shit I needed in my life]
smite_might: [ur life is sad]
1pairofHEADPHONES: [just because you're some privileged bigot doesn't mean you can be wanker]
bossladylove: [@bossmanbutt #QuirklessRights #lovemybrother #QuirklessPeopleAreValidAndHuman thought you might like this, mate]
bossmanbutt: [oh my actual god]
[fuck yesssssssss]
[this is actual perfection]
teachers_are_gross_ewwwww: [Okay so everything about this whole "hell class" disturbs me, from their attitudes to how they fight to their ages, but having an actual child do a public stunt like this is disgusting???]
FIGHTMEBROactuallypleasedont: [dude I get your point but, like, you really think those villains are gonna chill even if UA tries to wrap them in bubblewrap or stop them]
dressedgoodbutdepressed: [they're kids but like they're kinda not kids anymore - it's not their fault but isn't it lowkey too late?]
HeroFan8395429: [this is basically normal for our society]
[all hero scools take 15yos for training. the villains just don't normlly fuck it straight up like this]
Lightswitchesbitches: [okay but nobody is talking about the fact that Stain apparently admires this kid???]
[like what the fuck???]
duckduckgoose: [disgusting fucking freak]
yourshadowperson: [consider that comment reported]
trees_are_trees_yall: [they're right though. quirkkless people are literally freaks. they 100% waste our air]
yourshadowperson: [*Quirkless and consider that comment reported too]
tooyoungforthisshit: [@yourshadowperson just cuz you have some fetish or sumthing quirklss things are gross not even human likeus]
Fire123Water456: [yo but these kids are younger than me? fuckin wild my guy]
SubscribeBitches: [Gentle Criminal is a legit weirdo but I can really admire this, honestly. Giving a child soldier a voice is actually really amazing.]
BulldogBrighteyes: [Hemlock is 100% my newest number one hero]
BulldogBrighteyes: [I'm not even Quirkless or know anyone who is but this is genuinely incredible]
[They must be so strong to have gone through so much and to still be trying to help people]
press_the_big_red_button: [and the thing about their hero? so cool and sad and I literally think it's really admirable]
BulldogBrighteyes: [Literally though]
[I want to be like that, or at least the happy parts]
Izuku finds that he's actually happy, that night. He knows that he's ignoring the negative realities right now, that he's indulging in the approximation of fantasies, in only seeing the good things when there is undoubtedly an absolute slew of vitriol in the comments too, judging by the occasional gasp or scowl or even teary eyes.
But, for now, for tonight, that's alright. Izuku will let his loved ones look after him, and he will be grateful for it, nothing more, nothing less.
He ends up falling asleep tucked between his boyfriends, safe, content, and knowing that this is enough.
Notes:
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Chapter 112: War Calls
Summary:
What's this, a second chapter within the month? Heyyyyyy.
(also I intend to try and post twice a month now that Perspectives is done - will have to see how easy that is to stick to, or not!)We get some of the results of the interview, and a lil' problem crops up~
Notes:
Oh, and a reminder that the LOV don't know that Izuku was ever adopted, that he became Aizawa Izuku, so they still call him Midoriya Izuku.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The man grumbles, shaking off the girl that's clutching his arm. It's easy to ignore her pouting as he presses replay on the video, scrolling down to read the comments even whilst the obnoxious man starts introducing Hemlock again. He listens as the kid starts talking as well. The comments are a weird mix of vitriol and support and confusion, some of it genuinely awful. That kid is young, he's the same age as-
Well, the man probably has no place saying anything about the kid's treatment. (He remembers green eyes bright with defiance and fear all at once, he knows what they did to that child. He remembers the blood, the bared teeth, the refusals to scream.
He remembers how little remorse he had felt, in the moment.)
It's hard not to respect the kid. Hemlock. Midoriya Izuku. It's hard to resist the lure of everything that he now knows. (Maybe, just maybe, he will give in.)
The doctor is frowning. It's not entirely unusual, but certainly not the most favourable expression either. He doesn't usually watch videos from the random heathens that the world is full of, the insignificant people who are good for far too little.
He knew that Hemlock was trouble when Tomura first took interest in the brat; he knew it even more certainly when All For One also took interest, because for all that he revels in the very, very interesting conversation on what combination of Quirks would be most beneficial, the child was clearly beyond defiant, and absolutely would not take well to any of their offers or manipulations. (The steel in that brat's eyes, shattered yet unbending all the same, when he had stood in front of their vessels-to-be, had spoken of nothing but rebellion. He listened to nothing, spat back. Even when they employed Masui's Quirk, that child had snarled, had stretched his arms in front of their vessels in spite of all of the injuries, and refused to break. It had been beyond frustrating to observe, even from afar. That brat was an ineffable little horror. He clearly still is.
It's a pity they were never able to break him.)
Hemlock is blatantly still trouble. The doctor can only hope that this will not garner too much support for the heroes; that will make their plans far more difficult.
He snarls to himself, hand tightening upon his phone.
Then his headphones are getting thrown down on the floor, parts of them fallen to the ground in swirling dust, and he's breathing heavily, raggedly, completely and utterly furious.
He loathes Hemlock with all of his being. Midoriya fucking Izuku, a brat who has gone from NPC to rogue and he hates the stupid, annoying child, and he constantly seems to amp his own aggro stat higher and higher until all he wants is to strangle the brat until his throat gives way into blood and dust and no air at all. Until Hemlock is dead.
But not yet. No, for now he has to bide his time, just long enough to have things sorted out, his allies gathered, his party structure set up, his stats boosted until he knows for sure that no hero boss will be able to take him.
All Might is already out of the way, thanks to Sensei. Now it's just the rest of the bastards to go.
Hemlock,
It has been a while since we last exchanged mail. I confess, I did not expect to hear rumours of the interview that you did, nor your words. Several guards took quite some joy out of taunting me over it, in fact; they know they were never good enough to be heroes.
Yes, one of them is having to write these words for me.
Regardless, I find myself proud. Odd, perhaps, but you're not one to back down, are you? Yet another reason that I considered you a hero worthy of the title. Whilst I have not been able to hear your words verbatim, unfortunately, I have however been able to get the gist of them; I know you spoke of your own worth, and of how people should be heroes for true desire to be, not for their Quirks. It was... an admirable sentiment. Foolhardy, perhaps, but admirable.
You persist in astounding me. Perhaps, by now, I should stop being surprised.
I don't have much more to say. Continue to astound me, child. I will be watching as best I can, and will continue to spread the word of your deeds, of your true heroism.
Regards, and do not forget to keep your knives sharp,
Stain.
The whole school knows, it seems. Or, at the very least, anybody who cares has very much figured out who Izuku is, and what he has been saying. And, to his own surprise, there have only been some rather vague but positive comments thrown in the general direction of their class. Anyone who thinks less of Quirkless people seemingly keeps their opinions to themselves.
Well, bar the three people that Nedzu summons over intercom to his office, and who return to their classes genuinely seeming repentant. Or, well, they appear to be. And, frankly, Izuku trusts his mentor. Enough so that, even when they have lessons together, he doesn't feel the need to ask about those people, instead letting the creature have that mysterious smile, tail twitching just a little. Nedzu likes to have his fun.
(The fact that his loved ones have banded around him to protect him as best they can in the aftermath of such a public stunt is... remarkable. If it wasn't for how much he believes in their love for him, now, it would be completely unbelievable; as it is, it's still a little bit surreal. Just a tiny step left of what he is used to, even now.
And Izuku, by now, trusts his loved ones perfectly well enough to be willing to be that tiny bit caught off-guard, to give in to the kindness and consideration offered to him.
He trusts them to look after him, and not to judge him for that vulnerability.)
There are some far less positive things that happen in that same week, however. One of which is a particularly major incidence: there's a Nomu attack. Upon a very specific prison. For an even more specific reason.
Izuku shuddered to realise that it was for the sake of the man who sneered at them all, who would stare at them all with such a hungry, calculating look in his eyes, barely readable in the way that his glasses reflected whatever light there was left. He had been callous, completely self-serving, and nothing short of cruel. All the doctor had wanted was to break them all, to use their Quirks for his twisted fucking experiments. He wanted to make monsters out of Izuku's babies.
(He hasn't, despite his life, generally found himself hating people. Hating the system, definitely, hating what people are taught, undoubtedly. But Izuku knows that hating people is often futile.
But Doctor Garaki? Izuku loathes him, for what he has done, time and again, to innocent people, and what he would do again, and how he would use little kids to make abominations to go and try and kill yet more fucking children with, and maybe All For One was his master but the man took far too much glee in what he did to just be some lackey-)
Okay, so maybe within half an hour of watching the news reel of it, Izuku had gone beyond trembling, and instead had stumbled to his room, trying to figure out of he was about to have a full-blown panic attack or not.
He didn't manage to figure it out before his boyfriends have followed him in, Shouto gently pressing cool fingertips to Izuku's wrist, sliding up in soothing circles against his forearm, Hitoshi counting in that smooth tone of his, and it helps Izuku to breathe but it doesn't prevent the panic from descending all the same, because that monster is free again to try and create more Nomu and what if he can do it even without All For One there-
"Izuku, love, Shouto is getting your Dad, but I need you to breathe for us either way. Please, love. Can we try for in, two, three, four; hold, two, three, four; out, two, three, four." That rhythm continues for an entire era, longer than Izuku can honestly process, and his entire world narrows down to how his very breathing is a grating, painful thing, and how his heart seems to be a conflagration against his ribs, a pulsing flame that burns-
There are warm, broad hands clasping his shoulders, a contrast to the cool fingertips still pressing against his wrist, and lingering brush of chapped lips and stubble against his stubble.
He can smell cats and coffee and Dadsafetyhome.
"-'s it, kiddo, good job, keep on following Hitoshi's counting, that's it." His Dad's voice is trembling (it's an enraged thing, one of terror and agony and rage beyond comprehension, and it's a shattering-ache match to the maelstrom in Izuku's own chest-), and somehow that settles Izuku in turn. Enough so that he manages to grab up with his free hand, tangling his scar-scattered fingers in his hero's jumpsuit, tugging messily.
"He's- 's a fuckin' mons'er, Da', a mons'er."
"I know, love, I know. It's shit, and I hate it too. But just keep breathing for me, love, kay?" Izuku is soothed, gradually and steadily, by the combination of his partners and his Dad, the gentle words and breaths and hands.
It's a messy thing, then, how he calms down in increments, with seemingly every fifth breath. But the point is that he is calming down, no matter how long it takes or how often his breathing will hitch again for no reason. It just- It still hurts, honestly. (Izuku isn't usually in the business of being angry, but right now it is a screaming tempest in his chest, still battering his ribs no matter that his body itself is beginning to settle.)
But regardless of how messy it is, or of how he still fear-rages for his kids, Izuku does calm down, the world coming into focus just in time for him to bury his face in his Dad's shoulder.
"I jus'- We were free, Da'."
"Oh, kid." If, in that moment, Izuku was aware of anything beyond the warm body he's pressed against or how he feels so overwhelmed and how he just wants his babies to be okay, then he would see how their hearts break, how Hitoshi and Shouto clutch at each other, how his Dad's expression shutters for a long second. But then the man opens his eyes again, and there's an absolute blaze within his gaze,
"You still are, alright? You're still free, your kids are safe, and they're going to stay that way."
Izuku shudders further into his hold, struggling to keep breathing, just about helped by being able to keep his face hidden in his Dad's shoulder and the capture weapon there, the rough-soft-worn fabric-alloy, the scent of cats and coffee and home something that he absolutely needs right now, dragging in harsh breaths of it. There are warm, broad, callused hands smoothing down his back, holding him close, and he can still hear Hitoshi counting steadily, and feel Shouto's cool fingertips against his wrist. It helps, to be surrounded by the people who love him. The people who will always help him protect his kids.
Not only that, but they understand him. They understand what he wants and needs, they understand that he more than appreciates their help even if he can't get the words out right now, they understand why this is so difficult for him.
Finally though, he's mostly coherent again, or at least something close to it, enough so that Izuku manages to drag himself back from his hero, albeit not removing the hand that he has twisted into the man's jumpsuit. And his Dad looks at him, so soft, so aching, bringing up a hand to gently brush some of Izuku's slightly more haphazard curls away from his eyes. (Something in Izuku's chest threatens to shatter with the yet-again renewed realisation of just how tenderly his hero treats him, of just how much the man loves him-)
"Shall we go see the kids?" Yeh, his Dad is beyond the best. Absolutely beyond the best.
"Please." The single word is hoarse, and maybe a little bit ugly, but Izuku gets three smiles for it.
"Deal."
There's a few moments there when his Dad draws away enough for Izuku to press only slightly shaky kisses to his partners' cheeks, leaning happily into the soft touches that adjust his hair and clothes for him, that trace brief patterns between his freckles.
But they draw away sooner rather than later, all fond and sweet, and nudge him back towards his Dad with quiet promises to see him later. Izuku can only manage an equally quiet 'thank you' in return. Then he's turning to his hero, and the man is turning his back to him,
"C'mon, on my back, help me get my exercise in." Izuku can't help but beam, albeit rather lopsided and molten,
"You're a liar and I love you." The hero looks at him over his shoulder, and the warmth in his expression matches how Izuku feels, utterly and absolutely soft,
"You too, kiddo."
Izuku doesn't hesitate to shuffle forwards and wrap himself around his Dad then, careful as always not to pull at his neck or catch his hair.
Somehow his hero doesn't even struggle to stand up despite the added weight and odd starting position, not the tiniest bit of a falter, and Izuku is abruptly tall, draped over his hero's back, the steady heartbeat and absolute warmth unrelenting and perfect for that fact. It feels oh-so safe.
That feeling doesn't waver as they make their way to the Ward House. It doesn't even falter when his Dad finally lowers him to the ground outside the building. They can already hear the sounds of excited chatter from inside, even the faintest edge of footsteps headed for the door from the inside.
"Alright?" There's no judgement to it, no expectation, just an easy, light sort of concern. It's enough for Izuku to smile just a tad bit more.
"Alright," he confirms, and is relieved to find himself saying it truthfully.
Then there's no time for relief because the front door is open then, and the kids are piling out, asking why they haven't come in yet and come on, come and see the picture Anna drew this morning isn't it super pretty?
Dammit, but Izuku loves his kids.
So they both get pulled into the home, shucking their shoes in the genkan and getting tugged to go and look at various things even though it hasn't even been three full days since they were last here. It doesn't take long for the most impressive things to have been shared and chattered about, and then Izuku is quite happily pulled to the not-so-little nest of blankets and beanbags and pillows, a pile that has only grown over time.
It's good, to see his babies. It helps. They really are okay, all safe and happy and still free.
Izuku doesn't let himself cry, not again; he doesn't want to upset the kids. (He's their Izu-pa, their hero, and he has been weak before them before, has been literally tortured before their too-young eyes, but he does not want to be weak in front of them. They don't need to suffer for his fears, not when it's his job to protect them.
They're his kids. His responsibility, his motivation, his beloved babies, and Izuku cannot bear the thought of hurting them, not now that he has a choice.)
Instead of that, he smiles. He gathers them close to him on that nest, his little kids, his precious ones, pressing kisses to their foreheads and hair, hands oh-so careful as he tugs them close, brushing through combed hair.
They don't know about the doctor (there's a no-news policy in the Ward House for many, many reasons; this sort of incident is just one of them-) and he doesn't want them to know. Sure, Ryo and Anna are old enough that they could very reasonably be told. But, no, Izuku doesn't want them to know. Because, frankly, if he's this worried over it, if he's this ready to fall apart over the fact, then he doesn't want to put this weight upon them as well. (Not to mention that he's the adult-equivalent here, their Izu-pa, and he doesn't want them to have to keep it a secret from the other kids. Izuku... Izuku is used to lying, by omission or otherwise, to his loved ones, and whilst it's definitely a burden upon him, an Atlas-sky drag, it's very much a weight that he is willing to bear. He wants to let his kids be happy. To be worry-free. If he has to bite his lip bloody for the sake of that, then so be it.)
He spends the afternoon with no less than two kids attached to him at all times. Even when he goes to the bathroom, Setsuna and Li following him to the door, still chattering away the whole time, just loud enough for him to be able to hear them. It's frankly adorable.
And, sure, it helps, it lets Izuku forget for a while (cold bars against his back; warm, shuddering bodies pressed against him; cruel eyes leering at them all-) but it doesn't solve anything. Of course it doesn't.
His Dad knows him well (knows what it is to be a Dad, to be the one so scared for his child-), and is far too good to him, and so he keeps an arm around Izuku's shoulders, right up until they're in the man's room, private enough for Izuku to swing around, burying his face in his Dad's chest, breathing deeply there. Jaggedly.
There are warm breaths against the crown of his head, warm hands smoothing circles over his back and shoulders. There are no words between them. It's for the better, honestly. Izuku needs the chance to just fall apart in his hero's arms, because maybe he doesn't sob, but he does lose himself in it all the same, utterly drowning in the raw-edged emotions of it all.
His Dad holds him through it all.
Finally, Izuku finds himself slumping impossibly further into his Dad, boneless, knees giving way beneath him in a way that would have him on the floor if not for how his Dad's arms abruptly tighten around his waist, a low murmur of 'whoa there kid' to accompany how he quickly shifts his grip. Before Izuku knows it, he's being held up in a loose approximation of a bridal carry, breathing against his hero's throat, feet trailing close to the floor as they walk all of half a dozen steps to the man's bed, Izuku getting gently deposited atop the sheets, a blanket tucked over the top of him afterwards.
It's warm, smells like home, and is absolutely a pure comfort. Of course, it gets even better when, only after a few more minutes of his Dad audibly puttering around the room, filling them a waterbottle each and presumably getting changed out of his jumpsuit, the man is curling up against Izuku's back, draping himself over the kid. Izuku relaxes even further.
For half an hour, he fails to fall asleep. His Dad shifts careful fingers through his curls, twisting little locks and gently teasing out any knots, twirling curls around his fingers. It's utterly affectionate, and wonderful.
Izuku still fails to sleep.
If he wasn't so comfortable, he would already be fidgeting and even getting out of bed. As it is, his hero gives him that half an hour, before finally shifting slightly, tilting his head down enough to press a kiss to the top of Izuku's head,
"Hey, kiddo, want a distraction?" There's a long, long breath in which Izuku stays focused upon nothing but how comfortable he is, how content he is right now regardless of all that is wrong with all of the world, before he pulls together a hum of a response at least,
"Hmm?" His Dad doesn't respond immediately either, but that's okay. They're both breathing slowly. Calmly.
Finally, however, he speaks up, the words rumbling against Izuku's curls in the very best sort of way,
"ImGlo's contacted me. We've been asked along on a mass raid; you remember that investigation she was on?" It takes a second longer to process that than it should, but it does all the same, and Izuku pulls together a reply,
"Jaku city? Mhm, yeh."
"She's pulling in the unders and anyone we all personally know and trust who are good at crowd control." Oh. Well, that's interesting then, and he can't help but already be perking up, albeit in a rather sleepy sort of way,
"Auntie and Uncle?"
"I'll be asking them, yes." Izuku has to resist the urge to nigh-on trill with a sort of delight at that, genuinely happy to hear that,
"Think you already know my answer, Dad." The arm draped over him settles that little bit closer, tighter, and Izuku rolls over to peer up at the man.
"Thought you might."
They smile at each other in the dim light then, Cheshire-sharp, only slightly melancholy in the lines around their eyes. They both know that this won't be an easy raid, won't be an easy time all in all, but it's also the sort of thing that they've both been itching for. It's been a long time since they've had a proper fight, let alone a mass one like they used to get into whenever they had to deal with a warehouse raid or splitting up a gang fight.
It's their home territory, in a certain sense, and for all of the dangers to mass fights they both enjoy it all the same. It'll be fun, hopefully.
Notes:
I'm remembering, with every scene I've written of Kidilante in the last week, just how much I love this little world of mine. I just- I always say this fic is my baby, and I always mean it, but, dammit, they really are just my absolute favourite thing above all else.
I love these boys and their family. I hope you all do too. Xxx
Chapter 113: The Truest Home He Knows
Summary:
Let's get some adrenaline going~
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It feels like it's been a long time since Izuku has gotten suited up properly. It isn't, realistically. They've had Heroics lessons, but Izuku and his Dad haven't had a proper patrol in a painfully long time; this is certainly a choice for throwing himself back into it.
Izuku is beaming. He can't help it, and there's a bloodiness to it, raw, (he knows the awful realities of mass fights, knows the very real risk of this, to both himself and his loved ones and those they're fighting with-), but this is what he was born to do: to fight, to defend, to protect. Doubly so with his EraserDad fighting at his side.
Yeh, he's going home today, in a sense.
So Izuku is excited. He is wary, as it's sensible to be, pressing too-lingering kisses to his partners' cheeks, having squeezed all of his kids extra-tight this morning, but he's still excited too.
(He does not promise his kids or his boyfriends or his class that he will come back in one piece. Every single one of them, too young or even younger again, understands without words that it isn't a promise he can give.
What he can, and does, pledge, however, is that he and his Dad will be at each others' side, that they will share blades and grins and their battle. It's the absolute truth, after all. It's a promise that doesn't fully reassure them, but nothing will, not until he is back to hug them all again, uninjured and still smiling.
It does, however, give them hope.)
He and his Dad sit next to each other in the car that his family are piled into, his Auntie and Uncle in the front, Uncle Nem of course the one driving because for all of Auntie Zashi's many, many skills, safe long-distance driving is not one of them. No matter what he argues.
But either way, it's the perfect time for the two Aizawas to get all of their blades out, one by one, and sharpen them. Maybe it's a good thing that Auntie Zashi's in the front, because it means that he can find the perfect pitch and volume of song to cover the sound of their whetstones dragging down the blades. It's a rhythmic thing, comfortable, an easy sort of familiarity that feels like the perfect pre-battle ritual for them both. (Once upon a time, perhaps even months ago already, they used to sit on a rooftop together at least once a week doing much the same, talking about Quirks or the stars or really anything at all as they scrape their weapons sharp once more.) And, when Aizawa runs out of his own half-dozen knives to sharpen, he moves on to slipping his hand beneath Izuku's hoodie or into his sleeve or into his boot, pulling out a hidden knife to sharpen for his kid. It's only logical, really, when he has less than a third of the number of them.
(Only two people in the world know where all of these knives are, every single one of every size and origin, and the hero does not take that knowledge for granted; it's another part of what allows them to fight so well together, and another sign of the absolute trust that his son shows him. He cherishes that fact with every breath in his body.)
Of course, there is more to be done to prepare for the fight than just the preparation of their weapons. But that comes later.
For now, they sit comfortably in the car together, singing or humming along to various songs with varying degrees of enthusiasm. It's the pseudo-rest that none of them will complain about prior to a big fight. Things like this are always chaotic, and absolutely high-risk. They know what they're going to face. Not to mention that there's a reason that Izuku is the only one of his class attending, and that isn't a poor reflection upon his classmates, because they've certainly proved themselves capable against villains more than once, but they're not being forced into a fight that they don't need to be part of. No point exposing relatively inexperienced teenagers to additional dangers. But Hemlock is Kidilante, and Kidilante has been fighting battles like this for years already.
Not to mention how much better he and his Dad fight together, by now. They build off of each other in a way impossible to replicate.
Regardless, they manage to enjoy their journey. The adrenaline hasn't picked up yet, so they're left in a mostly-pleasant limbo of vague anticipation. Izuku is quite content, sitting with a good little number of his family, ready to go into this and be a hero. He won't sacrifice himself, but he will damn-well fight.
Finally though, they reach the temporary base set up only an hour out from Jaku city. There, heroes congregate; a solid two-thirds of the NightVeil Agency and a half-dozen other unders, all with a smattering of limelights and a decent chunk of twilight heroes, almost every single one of the latter two categories with good crowd control abilities. Things like Voice or Somnambulist, or even Orcinus. (It's nice that Gang Orca actually waves over to Izuku; he beams beneath his mask as he returns the greeting. It's flattering to know that the hero even recognises him, honestly! Although if Izuku were more objective about it, he'd realise that he was pretty damn hard to forget, particularly in context of the Provisional Licensing Exam.)
They're given a briefing, not long later, by ImGlo and a hero that Izuku recognises but does not know, Cerise. Their vibrant hair suits their animated movements, and, to Izuku, signifies quite well how their saliva is poisonous, and how quiet and calm they must be to be a good sniper with the long blowdart gun slung across their back, or the various far shorter ones strapped around their body.
The pair are an excellent hero duo, and Izuku really has to work hard for half a minute to pull his attention away from their potential combination strategies and pull himself fully onto the brief.
But he's got good practice at pulling his thoughts away from Quirks and battle strategies, and he's about to focus on even more exciting and complex variations of exactly the same thing. Particularly when they have pulled information from Quirk registries to try and pick out who might be the most potentially dangerous Quirks who could be part of the mostly-civilian militia they're going to be facing, pulled together by the Meta Liberation Army. Apparently a fair few of the underground heroes have been able to pick off some key players, largely thanks to the efforts of Cerise and ImGlo themselves. Their leader, for now, has been left alone, but apparently the Army members are scrambling because enough of their upper echelon have been taken out that it has successfully affected their structure.
The heroes aren't in a perfect position, or even necessarily a good one, but they have enough knowledge of the city's layout and the most potentially damaging Quirks that the raid is deemed viable.
Then the time comes. Izuku and his Dad aren't placed with Nemuri and Zashi, nor with any of the other heroes they know personally with anything beyond passing familiarity, but that's alright. It's frankly already an improvement to even have direct allies fighting alongside them that Izuku won't have to hide from. The heroes gather into their teams, or rather their groups, and they begin to encircle the city from a distance, gathered in the forests, spending some final time poring over their maps.
Not even half an hour later, the heroes step out into empty streets.
It's eerie, to say the least. The world is far beyond too quiet. No, it is silent. Cars are parked up, some haphazardly, the windows of the buildings and shops are covered or empty, doors closed but not barricaded. The city is not... desolate, but it is deserted. It has no life. Nothing is broken, there are no dead bodies or burnt-down buildings, there is just nothing.
It's more wrong than any disaster ever could be. Far, far more disturbing.
Finally, when they've begun to spread just that little bit thinner, when they're no longer close-knit, a few people beginning to get impatient, nudging too far away from the rest, the hoards descend.
It's a rain of Quirks and limbs and flashing eyes, dozens of people tidal-wave crashing into the streets of Jaku city. The heroes, for the most part, are prepared, a few having shouted out warnings a moment or three before, should they have had the luck or senses to catch movement before it was truly obvious, and that tiny fraction of time is enough that nobody falls in the first ten seconds of the clash.
But then chaos reigns free, and there is no more thoughts given to where the civi- where the villains came from when there is nothing left but the fight, but the surge and lull and twist of a hundred bodies in a single road. Izuku- Kidilante throws up his capture weapon towards the two women that fall towards him, one's hands outstretched with crackling static, fingers flashing black and white where they collide into the flailing body of the other MLA member, his capture weapon having smashed them together mid-air.
As they scream, writhing in a knot of broken and static-shattered limbs upon the tarmac of the road, Kidilante spins around in time to lash a kick out into the side of somebody that his Dad sends towards him.
"Lucky timing!" he smile-snarls, all pure, adrenaline-fierce joy. He can hear the eyeroll in the returning words,
"Try careful timing!"
There's no more time for talking though, and there was never any Cheshire grins regardless, because the fight is swelling around them. Kidilante, running back to his EraserDad's side, throws two knives and one of his hair pins in rapid succession, all three distance-stabs needed to get some sort of mutant-Quirked man off of a heroine (Talon Tips, maybe?) who is kicking on the floor under their weight. She doesn't have time to so much as flash him a glance before she's back on her feet, and he certainly doesn't care, not when he's busy pulling out two of his largest blades to start fighting close-up with a hulking man, all bulging shoulders and long hair that sways with metal rings.
There's a shockwave that echoes once, twice, thrice through the street. It's a screeching, squealing, rusty thing, somehow. Izuku, distantly, through the ringing in his ears and the scrapes upon his skin and his split attention, can feel the weight of Eraserhead's Quirk, the faint gravity of it, metres away at his back. From the direction of the shockwaves that have stopped.
Kidilante doesn't stumble or falter. He drags a knife down the side of massive man he had been fighting before and who has fallen to the ground, far more affected by the shockwaves than Izuku was. He wonders-
He doesn't think anything, not in that moment. (Later, he will debate to himself what the Quirk did, how it functioned, how part of the world seemed to scream in its power-) He had been pushed, stumbling, further away from his Dad by the shockwaves that have left ferrous scrapes upon him even through his armoured clothing, and he knows that his hero is busy stopping it from happening again, and that he won't be defenceless in the meanwhile, of course not, but he'll be half-distracted, eyes pulled in only one direction.
Kidilante will be Eraserhead's sword and shield and more, should he need to be.
And he's glad that he ran, because he has to throw three hair pins rapidly, pushing himself to move faster, spinning in front of his EraserDad and glad that he's short enough not to interrupt the man's line of sight.
He's also glad that the woman who had apparently been emanating the shockwaves is now yelling, sobbing, clearly unable to handle having been stabbed by three hair pins. Which, really, is nothing, but she's originally a civilian. A lot of people who aren't training to be heroes, or shoved into villainy, aren't very good at handling things like this.
Izuku, again, is reminded that they're facing militia, and that these people have been indoctrinated, have been convinced that they should fight for their freedom based upon their Quirk-
It doesn't matter. Ultimately, they're here, and they could hurt his Dad, and so he lurches forwards, one of his darts in hand, pulled from the holster tucked up, safely beneath his hoodie. The hemlock won't kill her. He deliberately chose one of his lower-dosage darts to shove into her shoulder.
"Thanks, Hemlock."
"Whatever, Eraserhead," he dismisses, vaulting right over the man's shoulder, squeezing his fingers just-so as he does, knowing that his Dad will be able to feel it even through his jumpsuit. Then he's a bit too busy shoving his boot-clad feet into someone's face to really have any time to think more about it.
Things begin to blur then. As more heroes and villains alike fall, the strongest and luckiest are left standing, but it seems like more MLA members have arrived from somewhere, because there are a bunch of new faces that there is no time to take in. (Izuku-Kidilante-Hemlock enjoys a good fight, has for years, but never will he enjoy the look of desperation in another person's eyes, the way that somebody will howl when a more familiar comrade falls to the ground at the end of his blows or blades-)
There is no time to take anyone in. There is barely the time to process Quirks and how they might hurt him or others. Izuku spins on his heel, his other leg lashing up to catch someone in the gut, throwing a knife even as he ducks another woman crashing towards him.
The blade catches someone in the guts right as Izuku nearly gets hit in the face by a wave of thick, soap-like bubbles. From the way they cling to his shoulder and back, they could well have choked him if there had been enough of them in his face. Suffice to say, Izuku is glad that he ducked it.
He's also glad that the man who had been trying to burn his Dad's face off is now crumpled with a knife in his stomach. Doubly so when it's followed by his hero spinning around, capture weapon lashing out, and Izuku just about manages to see him scoop the knife back out of the man's guts to stab the next villain in the knees, before he has to focus on smashing his elbow into soap-lady's face once, twice, a third time. It has blood splattering all over the place, her eyes watering furiously, stumbling back, legs giving way.
Izuku considers her out of the way and pelts closer to his Dad, flipping up and over the man in perfect timing to crash an axe-kick down upon the shoulder of a man with flowers in his hair and thorns around his wrists.
The hero loops an arm around his waist without warning, promptly flinging Izuku right at another villain. Good thing he was expecting it.
It allows him to jab his elbow deep into the gut of someone with green skin, even as he grabs someone else's long hair (it's not tied up like he and his Dad's is, and that's their mistake-), yanking them back with his momentum. Pulling them off-balance is the perfect chance to bounce on the balls of his left foot, already ricocheting back towards them in time to smash a knee against their head. They go down with a grunt, hard on the tarmac. Izuku has no care for them as he grips two of his larger, heavier knives, one in each hand, and sets off running.
Every breath is a deep rasp, steady and fast and dragging, the perfect sort of raw thing for the middle of a fight, completely familiar, almost more natural than any other pace for him, because this is where he grins most fiercely, where his heart pounds in the best way, where he is most in tune with his hero, where he can help people.
This is where and how Izuku belongs, no two ways about it.
But there's no time to get caught up in the fervent wonder of it, not when he's ducking a punch, a second, lashing out with a sweeping kick that gets dodged backwards from.
Of course, Izuku only has to push them back two steps with a flurry of kicks for the man to be in the range of his Dad's capture weapon. The coil around their throat and waist and elbows catches them off-guard, the perfect placement for Izuku to leap up, using the taught fabric-alloy as a springboard to rocket forwards, swinging his legs around another person's neck even as the restrained villain crumples to the ground with a choked-off noise.
Even as Izuku chokes out the person whose shoulders he's currently perched upon, he casts his eyes upon the street around them, and listens carefully to the city around them. It's getting quieter. A lot of the noise is grumbles and groans, rather than shouts and screams. Things are dying down, slowly-
He flips backwards as the villain beneath him finally collapses, uncaring of the pain that has managed to get through his leggings from the scratching, scrabbling desperation of the person.
Kidilante throws one more knife, far too aware of how he only has three knives left in his hands and holsters, although he knows that his EraserDad has two more of his blades, albeit one is busy being buried in the back of another man's knee.
"Catch, Kid!"
"You'a bitch!" Kidilante shoots back, even as he pivots to smash an elbow into the side of the person being flung at him, leering down at them in the brief glimpse of face he gets,
"Falling for me?"
But then he's half-turning, leg arcing up and down again to smash right into their face, bone and cartilage giving way with a slick, sharp noise and a burst of blood.
Maybe his truest home is a chaotic, bloody, blurred-out place, but it's where he is nothing but himself, protecting his Dad and being protected in return. He is not safe, but he doesn't need to be. No, he gets to be his Dad's Kid in the way they both know best, in the way that taught them to care for each other, and which has kept their trust so very fierce, so absolutely unwavering up to this day.
Izuku has missed his home.
Notes:
I can't tell you guys how much I just loved writing Kidzu and his Dad in their purest form - fighting at each other's side. It was glorious to write, and I hope it was glorious to read too!
...Honestly, I think this Kidilante and I missed each other. Glad to have been able to share it with you guys too - Ota, xxx
Chapter 114: Adrenaline-Crashing, Adrenaline-Soothing
Summary:
The aftermath~
Notes:
Just for the sake of being absolutely clear - no, none of the League were in Jaku - I tried to hint that they weren't but didn't want anyone to be confused!! We'll see more about them soon~ ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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It isn't until the adrenaline begins to fade that Izuku staggers.
His Dad doesn't catch him, too busy sagging as well, but he does lean into Izuku too, one arm coming up to keep him close so that they can rely on each other. Very literally so.
"You're hurt," Izuku mutters, reaching up with the arm that hurts less to swipe at some of the blood on his Dad's cheek.
"Says you, brat." They both huff exhausted laughter at that, and force themselves upright once more.
The fight is over, at least it is in the streets near them, but that doesn't mean that there aren't people to be given medical attention and villains to restrain. There are other heroes on their feet too, but none of them look any less exhausted than the Aizawas, and Izuku certainly doesn't blame them for it. This- This truly was a battle. (Izuku has fought battles before. He has fought in raids and ambushes and battles, and this was the latter to epic proportions. They, truly, had too little information, and there were too many people, and too much destruction has been wrought in their wake, buildings with gashes in their sides and rings of road cracked, sky-reaching. Jaku city has been the grounds of a war, and it bears the scars of it already.
This truly was a battle, nothing less. It fills Izuku's chest with something heavy and grey, something akin to grief.)
Time passes. The sun shifts above, behind clouds at times, dipping gradually towards the western streets as Izuku pulls cable ties tight around wrists and ankles and the handles of weapons (if he, as he often does, pilfers one or two knives for himself, mostly on autopilot and only from those without clear sentimental value, then his Dad doesn't care enough to admonish him for it-), coils bandages from both his own belt and other heroes' supplies around the wounds of the fallen, whether they are heroes or militia. At some point, police and medical staff and firefights begin to arrive, all helping with the clear-up effort, stabilising half-fallen structures, laying out the relatively, and fortunately, few dead bodies, establishing medical stations, setting up temporary Quirk-nullifying zones to remand the villains and militia within.
At some point, when the shadows have elongated and all Izuku can taste is dust and iron (he should probably drink some water soon, and maybe eat something; has his Dad still got a few of his nutrient pouches on him-), one particularly familiar figure appears from elsewhere in the city.
"Auntie Zashi!" Izuku is already rushing forwards, stopping short of the blond man, not wanting to risk jolting any injuries, but he promptly gets clutched in close, albeit carefully.
(Oddly, it only hits him now that this was probably the first time that he was in the same battle as his family. Of course, his Dad's friends have long-since known the sort of things he has fought before, the sort of injuries and villains that he has survived, but there is something very different about having gone through the same adrenaline, under the same skies and in the same streets and shedding the same blood.
It's an added layer of terror, he thinks.)
"Glad to see you two up and about," the blond adds, speaking too-calmly into Izuku's curls. He tightens his own hug upon the man slightly in return.
"How's Nemuri?" His Dad's voice isn't a surprise, Izuku had recognised his just-fast footsteps approaching without a thought, but he still winces slightly at the question itself. The fact that his Uncle hasn't already scooped him up in a hug and a lipstick-smearing forehead kiss is honestly kind of alarming. Although, that being said, Auntie Zashi isn't panicking, so maybe-
"Should be all good within the hour. Had a complex fracture that's being set and hopefully mostly healed, might still have to get a cast once she's been through the hospital, but shouldn't be anything long-term."
"Good."
"Definitely. And you two?"
Izuku draws back then, and the two Aizawas exchange a lingering glance.
"Well, neither of us are about to collapse." It's technically true, and both of them know that it will suffice. They're pretty good at assessing each other's current status and, sure, neither of them are exactly doing brilliantly right now, but they're more okay than hurt. Not to mention that they're some of the better-off people out of those fully conscious and lucid.
"That'll do for now," the blond huffs. It's just that little bit too weary. Izuku doesn't like that fact at all because, sure, they just came out of a massive battle where they all could have died, which sounds worse now that Izuku thinks it explicitly, but his Auntie Zashi should still be happy, as he always deserves to be, or at least looking less melancholy.
"Hey, Auntie Zashi?" He's glad that his chirpy question at least earns him slightly brighter eyes as the man looks down at him,
"Yeh, listener?"
"Eraser threw all of three villains at me!" He wiggles his eyebrows, making sure it's blatantly light-hearted, and is very glad when it earns him a laugh, even if it is more brief than usual.
It will do. It helps.
"We're mostly done here," his Dad offers up, stepping close enough to briefly pass a hand over Izuku's shoulder, and then briefly against Hizashi's wrist too,
"Think we should follow to the hospital?"
"I reckon so, yeh. Most of the tidy up's done, and some swap-ins are on the way, and most of this lot are all tied up."
"Then we'll clear out."
They all effectively sign out then, letting several people, both hero and police, know that they're leaving before they go, and they head to the second-nearest hospital, where Nemuri will have been taken, given her relative injuries. The closest one will have been reserved for the most urgently and dangerously injured people.
(Izuku is very, very glad that his family are okay. In some aspects, he doesn't care all that much about the others around them, knowing that they're all alive and likely to stay that way at least. Perhaps some people would find that to be selfish, but he knows that it's natural. Normal. He loves his Dad and his Auntie and Uncle, an awful lot in fact, and if he had to choose between them and someone else, he would always, always choose them, would throw his last knife for them without hesitation, would strangle a person with his bare, bloody-nailed hands-
If Izuku was less full of lingering adrenaline, he would probably be a little more coherent. A little less... bloodthirsty. But the point remains. Izuku is ultimately most glad that his family are okay, that he can reach out and grab his Dad's hand, can shift so that his knee is pressed against Hizashi's. Or, rather, that his knee is pressed to the side of the man's thigh, because he's short and his Auntie is ridiculously tall, and he can't help that.
Nor can he help that he decides to curl a hand in his Dad's capture weapon, pulling an end until he can tangle their capture weapons together, heedless of the blood and Quirk remnants and various bits of dirt clinging to the fabric-alloy fibres.)
They arrive at the hospital soon enough, the police officer who drove them because they also had someone to visit giving them a nod as they hastily dart into the hospital ahead of the three.
Nemuri has a broken arm that's already halfway healed, albeit in a cast and sling for support all the same, a large plaster on her neck and a black eye to match. But she's smiling, tugging Izuku close into her other side, poking gently at his bloody cheek. They're all glad that she's mostly alright.
Although perhaps around now would be the time to see if they're also alright, judging by the narrow-eyed nurse who keeps walking past the room, peering in, and the way that Nemuri is halfway glaring around at them all, they should also get themselves checked over in less of a rushed, field medic sort of way.
"You first, Auntie Zashi."
"Nu-uh, lil' listener. You're the bloodiest of us all," the blond admonishes, poking one of Izuku's various bloodstains, albeit carefully where there isn't an actual injury. Luckily Izuku has a very good response,
"Except you're limping, and Dad's being careful of his side in a way that means that he's probably got at least a cracked rib or two."
"And you're overly tense, kid, and that cut on your wrist is still bleeding. Probably not the only one, either," he snarks, eyes concerned even though his grin is sharp,
"Your hoodie hides it a bit, brat, but not entirely."
"All of you are getting looked over," his Uncle interrupts, rolling her eyes at them all.
As it turns out, that nurse has heard all of this, because there's a knock on the open door and no less than three nurses are coming in, led by that one lady, already bustling around, telling them to all sit down there are multiple beds in this room and they should be making use of them, honestly-
Izuku and his Dad end up perching on the edge of one together, just within reach but with enough space in between them for the nurses who are cleaning cuts and feeling over their potential strains and breaks. Izuku really doesn't mind taking off his hoodie and undershirt for them, although he has to fight not to giggle at the man's wide eyes with the sheer number of knife holsters he has and also needs to shed. At least the nurse doesn't have any reason to look through his utility belt.
Fortunately, the worst of his injuries only take some stitches (which, yeh, eight stitches up his arm and three along his side and one just below his ear aren't ideal but, hey, could be worse-) and the rest are, well, not negligible, but not overly bad either. His sprained wrist and knee get bandaged up, tight and supportive. (One of the nurses seems pretty shocked when none of them care about how much they're getting undressed in front of each other; there's no time for comfort or being self-conscious when it comes to injuries or other aftermaths of a fight. Izuku doesn't even have to think twice about wearing all of his underwear and a few of his knife holsters in front of three strangers and his family. His nurse must be new to the Hero Ward, Izuku thinks. It's honestly far more amusing to his overly tired brain than it probably should be, but at least he doesn't laugh in the poor man's face.)
It doesn't take too long for those injuries to all be wrapped up, and Izuku's nurse moves on to go and start grabbing some forms for them all. And, as he's not getting checked over anymore, Izuku takes the chance to pull his phone out, turning it back on and waiting rather impatiently.
Then he's tapping in his passcode and pulling up the class chat.
A quick selfie, toothy grin and still blood-smeared and with scarred fingers held up in a just-trembling peace sign just in front of his face, is sent off, with a little caption that all four of them are alive and kicking, thank you very much.
He then also pops into the chat for just him and his partners, and holds up his hand for a little heart instead, smile and eyes all softer. Sweeter.
He didn't want to worry them. It's inevitable for the three of them given their shared choice of profession, but that fact doesn't make it pleasant in any way either.
Sin-ammon Roll: [I really am alright. Worst thing between the four of us were some cracked ribs and a broken arm, for Dad and Nem respectively.]
: [love you both.]
The responses pour in instantly, both in the main chat and from Shouto and Hitoshi, lots of relieved exclamations and love hearts and excited emojis from all of his friends. There is obvious relief to them both, something oh-so soft in their very words, in their 'glad you're okay's and 'look after each other' and 'have a safe trip back to us'. Enough so that he can't help but smile down at his phone just as softly. It earns him an eyeroll and hair ruffle from his Dad within all of a single breath, and fond glances from both his Auntie and Uncle.
"Your boys alright?" Izuku looks up, smiles at his Dad, the man's eyes warm even as he Cheshire grins at Izuku. He just rolls his eyes, his own smile far softer than he might have otherwise intended,
"Everyone's good, yeh. Imma message Yami-san in a second too." The hero nods, that warmth still in his gaze,
"Sounds logical."
Izuku can't help but tease his Dad after that because, really, what a softie the man is underneath all the blood and stubble,
"You can just say that you're happy that everyone's okay, hobo."
"You can shut your trap, brat," the man fires back, shrugging his shoulders a little, rolling them back until he slumps in his seat. Which is not the right way to sit with damaged ribs, and they all damn well know it.
"And you can sit down and rest your fucking ribs." Those dark eyes narrow into a glare. It's still warm, even if unimpressed. But then it's Izuku's turn to gasp and glare:
"You can drink the second fucking nutrient pouch, iron-deficient bitch."
"Says the sleep-deprived bastard."
"Says the son who has apparently learnt from that," his Dad returns, sharp around the edges like the knife he pulls from his belt and tosses over at Izuku, even as he carefully levers up from his seat and flops onto the nearest bed a little more gingerly than usual.
Snorting, Izuku shifts to go and carefully lower himself to the foot of his Dad's apparent bed, not settling against the man other than a knee against his hero's ankle, not wanting to jostle him, even as he snarks right back at his Dad,
"I came like this."
Ironically enough, that gets the man to fall quiet for a second, before he shrugs a little, wincing visibly enough that Izuku prods him in the leg for it,
"Well, yes, you did. I won't argue with that." Now it's his turn to shrug,
"You love me anyway."
"I do." The words are far too matter of fact, deadpan in a way that makes them sweet, sugary in way that is not saccharine but rather seeps away some more of the iron tang still lingering at the back of his throat,
"Ah." He has to pull in a deep breath then. (His hands are trembling just a little, part adrenaline and part sheer awe of his hero's devotion to him. It will never cease to utterly amaze him.)
"Soft bastard."
"Silly love."
Izuku, helpless but to do anything else, presses his knee more firmly against his hero. He knows that it gets the message across.
Fortunately, they're all released sooner rather than later, once their paperwork has been organised and they've all been given final, more about-to-leave style check-ups by one of the doctors. Being dismissed is frankly a relief. None of them, Izuku and his Dad in particular, are very much good at being confined into a hospital, and never more so than post the last so many months.
It means that he gets to spam the class group chat with a series of memes and pictures of them all piled into a car that had apparently been one of a dozen left at the hospital specifically for heroes to be able to drive themselves back to their various cities. This really had been a big operation.
But it's done, it worked, the Jaku city militia of the Meta Liberation Army has been repressed, or rather detained, and the number of casualties was not zero, of course, but not excessive either, and that means they did a good job.
It's not really a surprise that Izuku falls asleep on the way home. Or halfway so at least. Auntie Zashi is the least injured of them all, with barely anything beyond the normal strains and scrapes, so he's the one driving even though normally they don't let him do so for long trips out of teasing insistence if nothing else, but he's very much being careful not to jostle them all either, given the lingering injuries, so his driving is notably more considered than usual. Izuku, for one, appreciates it. The calmer driving makes it easier to let his head sag back in the car seat, one hand intertwined with his Dad's, the other holding a knife, as he gradually slips further into an exhausted sort of rest, not quite proper sleep but notably akin to it.
He's content enough, right now. Aching, sure, exhausted, definitely, but content enough all the same.
By the time they're getting back into Musutafu, Izuku is blinking back to full coherence, starting to scroll back through the bits of chat that he missed, firing off a few replies before closing the chat. They're not long off from home, now.
And with that, going back to the Ward House is, frankly, a given. They don't want to stress the kids out any more than necessary, and Izuku is fully aware that him being gone, on a big battle no less, must be nerve-wracking for them, even if the carers are definitely going to be doing their best to distract the kids. He still doesn't want them to worry too much, if he can help it all, hence having messaged Yami-san earlier, selfie included, one with carefully wiped away blood, not wanting to worry them even more. (They've seen him bloody far, far too often, and in far too awful situations. They don't need it again. He would never wish it upon them, not if he could help it at all. So he had smiled for his own phone, very genuinely so, and sent off a picture.)
So he walks in without hesitation, already sinking to his knees, arms wide. He gets no less than every single one of his kids piling in against him within ten seconds. The heat of them all, the weight and buzz of chatter, has an utter relaxation crashing through him that he wasn't really expecting. All of his leftover tension, the unseen blood upon his skin and the feeling of his knives still in his hands, evaporates, lost to the wonder that is his kids.
"Your Zawa-jii and I stuck together, just like we promised," Izuku assures into Ina's hair, holding them all close as best as he can. It earns him several relieved murmurs. He, too, finds himself relaxing.
He already knew he was safe, logically and mostly-emotionally. But now his body seems to be acknowledging it too.
From behind him, there's a broad, callused hand that descends to press directly atop his head, gentle but firm.
"Zawa-jii, did you and Izu-pa get the bad guys?" The oldest kids, the ones who have more than enough experience already to know the shades of grey in between it all, the way that Izuku has done bad things today in the name of what they all hope to be good, glance between each other, but do not say a word.
"I think we did, yeh," Izuku smiles, pressing kisses to their foreheads. (If he also murmurs barely-there gratitudes to his oldest kids' ears, then they don't react visibly enough to give it away. He loves them, he really does.)
All of them migrate into the Ward House proper then, collapsing into various piles in front of the telly, an easy, light-hearted kids' film getting put on for them all to watch. Izuku, laying back against his Dad's chest with his babies (oh-so careful to press only against the man's right side, keeping the kids off of the hero with their sharp elbows, not wanting to aggravate his ribs-), his precious little people who are all growing up so strong, gathered around him, is happy.
He used to leave a battle and hide away. He would curl up in his bed at the orphanage, or he would hide in the vents of his school, or he would simply find a park or alley to tuck himself into the shadows of, a knife always still in hand, more of a collapse than a comedown.
Now he has a family who support him in every single possible way, and they help him immeasurably without even always knowing it.
Notes:
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Chapter 115: What Home Has Become (What Home Has Been Lost)
Summary:
Lots of fluff, and something else~
Oh, and a massive thank you to those who filled out the poll/form from last chapter (there were over 300 of you - I was amazed)!! I'm closing it this week, but it was really useful to see what you guys are most interested in - as always, I will continue to write what I enjoy and what vibes for me, as I said at the beginning of the poll, but I've definitely found some inspiration from the results~ ;)
(I may or may not have an eldritch bamf and traumatised Izuku with supportive 1-A and Zawa in the works for this summer sooooo-)
Notes:
This lowkey has some tonal whiplash and I love it :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Izuku sighs happily, sinking into the arms around him and the chest he's lying upon. There's a hand on the back of his thigh, one on his hip, and a third somewhere over his ribs. A cool leg has been thrown over the back of his own. Shouto's face is pressed into both his and Hitoshi's sides, breathing directly into their hoodies in a way that should perhaps be suffocating (he has an almost cat-like ability to just do things slightly physically questionable in the name of cuddles, and honestly Izuku think it's one of the most adorable things-) but he seems fine, and Hitoshi is breathing beneath Izuku's weight perfectly easily which, well, perhaps he should be a little offended, but he's just glad to have the cuddles.
He thinks his partners probably are too, and he doesn't blame them for that.
(It has taken a long time for him to get used to just how much his loved ones worry about him. And, sure, he thinks he mostly understands it now, how it began to sink in on the way to their summer training camp and rooted into something unwavering when he got back home after the whole fucking mess of it all, but sometimes it's still a little surreal how much they want him to be okay. How much his Aunties and Uncle and boyfriends and class and kids just want to see him in one piece and smiling, want to know that he's alright, content, because he will always have his scars, inside and out, but that doesn't mean that he can't and won't be happy.
Moments like this, post a rather strenuous day or not, are truly a wonderful thing, doubly so if they help reassure his loved ones. Izuku, after all, wants them to be okay too. And he understands, now, that such a fact is at least partially contingent upon his own wellbeing. He's okay with that, he finds.)
"Mm, Green bean?" He blinks his eyes open again, peering up at Hitoshi,
"Mmyeh."
"Love you. Glad you're alrigh'."
"Love you both," Shouto adds on, nigh-on unintelligible though it may be. And... Oh. Izuku- Izuku has heard that from his partners before, has had them confess it in wavering tones, in absolute peace and certainty in a quiet note, and pledge it with fierce relief upon being reunited with him, but this is another sort of moment all together. There's no reason for this. Nothing urgent, no grand revelation, no danger.
His partners really do just love him. It's as simple as that, to them.
"I love you both too, so, so much," Izuku confides, not a whisper per se but certainly molten-soft around the edges, utterly enamoured. It has Hitoshi's heart melting impossibly further,
"Ahh, Green bean."
"Izu, Hito, lo'e you, bu' shhhh." There's a pause, before Hitoshi snorts and Izuku is helpless but to giggle a little. A sleepy Shouto is very, very precious, but also just a little bit terse in his wording, and it's frankly adorable.
Almost as adorable, to Hitoshi's eyes, as the way that Izuku looks up at him then, eyes crinkled around the corners, mouth pulled into a smile, chin digging just a wee bit into Hitoshi's sternum, little baby curls shadowing his hairline. More than anything else, those eyes are blinking at him in amongst the smile-crinkles and freckles, such a vivid green, full of aurora and golden flecks and ghosts' hands, and it culminates into something beyond gorgeous. (Honestly, Hitoshi thinks, how on earth did he get stuck with two such beautiful boyfriends? Soft hair, and stunning smiles, and gentle hands. Izuku's nails are painted once again, a vivid yellow akin to his Dad's goggles, and it's messy but that's because his kids did it, so that just makes it endearing. Shouto has taken to wearing his hair down to his shoulders, half-pulled back or in a low ponytail, little strands falling down around his eyes, oh-so elegant and sweet. So, yeh, Hitoshi is very lucky indeed. Very, very lucky.)
Hitoshi slips one hand up from Izuku's hips to sink gently into his curls, loose as they currently are, ruffling at them a little.
"Le's sleep." Izuku simply hums in response, blatantly content, and Hitoshi lets his hand fall back down to settle between shoulder blades that aren't quite as prominent as they used to be. (It's been good, to see Izuku recover over the last few months. To see him improving again. He's been regaining the weight he lost, and maybe even beginning to improve beyond that too, still uncaring of his scars in the best sort of way, of learning to look after himself in so many sorts of way. It's wonderful.)
The three of them finally begin to completely fall asleep, then, quite content to sink into rest together. They're okay. And maybe the world is set to fall into madness around them all, any day soon, but that’s okay too, in some ways. After all, they’ll have each other through it all, and that matters far more than anything else.
Although, when they’re woken up a time later to a round of raucous shouts, they’re perhaps a little less impressed. But Mina, Uraraka and Kirishima look at them with suitably pouty expressions, and Izuku, for one, can only roll his eyes a little before readjusting so as to crush a different part of Hitoshi’s ribs for a while. Then decides to flop off of the sofa completely because, actually, he really does need the bathroom, no matter if it warrants a grumble from his partners.
“Alright there, kid?” He blinks, still half-asleep, up at his Dad, and can’t even be anything close to indignant about the far too amused smirk the man is sporting.
“Mmyeh. Bathroom.”
“Fair enough. Don’t let me stop you,” he adds on, stepping to the side with only a brief hair ruffle. Izuku leans into the affection a little, helpless but to do so. It earns him a softer expression, even as he scuffs away.
He gets back to the common area a few minutes later, far more awake now, to find that his boyfriends are still wrapped around each other, albeit now upright, Hitoshi sunk low so that he can bury his face in Shouto's warm shoulder. It's sweet. Sweet enough that Izuku simply has to press a kiss to each of their foreheads on his way to the kitchen. It's his Dad's night to cook in their fortnightly schedule, and he likes to help, honestly. It's like being at home again.
Although having Satou popping by to offer help in cooking, and Kaminari bugging them about what vegetables there are going to be and can they swap out the mushrooms for something else pretty please, is very much different to what things are like in their little flat. Neither of them find themselves minding though, honestly. Not when it's genuinely just so lovely to be somewhere safe and comfortable with so many of their precious people around them, nearly half of the class all taking turns in some sort of video game tournament, the sort that pops up fairly frequently. They're a competitive bunch, honestly. It's a nigh-on class-wide trait that seems to make an appearance in pretty much everything they do, be it individually or in groups, and it has a tendency to be a little bit hilarious, to say the least.
"Pass me the mushrooms?"
"Poor Kaminari," Izuku snickers, even as he slices the last one up and slides the chopping board over to his Dad, the man flipping the stir fry in an almost comically large wok.
"They're nutritious," the man shrugs, expression only a little bit mischievous,
"And Ojiro will probably eat them for him if Kaminari asks nicely enough. Or just offers, honestly."
"Probably," Izuku concurs, because his hero isn't wrong.
One of the nicest things about living with the class, if also the most chaotic at times, is the sheer complexity of all of their different likes, dislikes, hobbies and habits. Luckily, there aren't really any allergies, beyond a slightly obscure one because Sero apparently can't eat pineapple, which he says he found out eating Hawaiian pizza as a kid but he still thinks that Hawaiian pizza is the best, even if he got a swollen, numb tongue from it, and hasn't been allowed to eat it since. He has, however, snuck several more slices over the years, to the same results every time. He still likes it a lot, apparently. (Yes, that has started several fights in amongst the class, and it seems likely that it'll start more in the future.) But, well, other than that, there's nothing to actually worry about, which at least gives them lots of meal and snack options across the class, regardless of some general preferences amongst the class. It's not uncommon for the cooks of the class to simply make two versions of something, and it's easy enough with things like curries to simply make two pots with the same basis. The majority of their more specific dietary needs and preferences are met with snacks.
There are a lot of those in the cupboards, suffice to say. They've had no less than three shelf avalanches already. And judging by the rather messy pile of Kirishima's protein bars and powders that's threatening to unbalance, it seems likely to be happening a fourth time soon.
At least a stir fry is quick, and they've made a tofu one today just because the tofu had been on sale and there's nearly an entire shelf of the fridge full of it, now, so it's getting used up. Maybe Izuku will make some abura-age later, just for a good snack. Or badger his Dad into ordering them all some mochi or something, because that would be nice. Maybe red bean paste. Or something full of chocolate. Or, hm, maybe something with strawberries in-
"Oi, kid, you mind getting me the soy sauce and rice wine vinegar?" Izuku is dragged out of his sweet tooth-led thoughts by the request, already moving towards the right cupboard.
"Sure." He reaches up on tiptoes to get the bottles,
"Hey, Dad, think we could get some snacks?"
"I mean, are you running low?" he asks on default, turning towards the kid.
"No," Izuku draws out, a little bit too cheeky to be sheepish,
"But I don't have any mochi. Or any chocolate cookies."
The man stares at him perfectly deadpan for three full seconds, before accepting the sauces and adding some extra dashes to the stir fry.
Then he shrugs a little, glancing back down at the kid,
"You don't need them."
"I mean, no," Izuku shrugs in return, albeit more notably gestural than the hero was with it,
"I don't." There's several long seconds then, silent but for the shouts from beyond the kitchen area and the sizzling of the stir fry. Before Aizawa sighs a little, not very grumpy-sounding at all.
"Fuck, I'm far too soft," the man mumbles, and Izuku can only beam at him, sliding closer to lean up on his tiptoes again, this time to press a kiss to a stubbled cheek.
(Izuku perhaps doesn't realise it, but Shouta is painfully, wonderfully aware of how, all of six months ago, the kid wouldn't have felt comfortable to even ask for such an unnecessary snack, let alone when he already has an almost-full shelf of various things, from chocolates to nutrient pouches to crisps. But now, here, he is thoughtlessly asking Shouta for extra treats, for things he very much doesn't need but simply wants.
It's oh-such a lovely thing. Such a sign of trust, subconscious or otherwise, and Shouta is beyond soft, both in general and because of this, enough so that he has little choice but to go along with it. How could he not?
Izuku is his Kidilante, his precious Problem Child, and if he wants chocolate cookies then he'll damn well get chocolate cookies.)
"You know what, kid, sure. But you're feeding the cats tonight."
"I'll take that," Izuku snorts, completely unbothered, and Shouta has no idea if this makes him a really good or a really irresponsible father, but somehow he can't quite find himself caring, right now. His son's happy, and as far as he's concerned, that's enough.
(It's taken them a lot to get here. Far, far too much, actually. Because there have been years of fighting to trust each other; months of getting to know an entirely new side to each other, of trying to figure out how to have a home together; and there have been weeks of beyond-worry, of kidnapping and hospital beds and the still-now therapist appointments that they will both surely need for years yet.
But the point is that they are here at all, and his kid is smiling up at him as though Shouta hung the damn moon and stars just for him (he would, if he ever had the chance; he would burn his very hands away to put more light into his kid's world, into those eyes that are only partially of shadows-) and things are okay. He fears what the reality of their future will be, what the rising tensions in Japan will surely mean, what will happen to his kid, to all of his class, should war truly descend upon them all.
But that has yet to happen. They have helped to quench some of the more civil-based unrest, and it does nothing to help them in dealing with the League, but still. Shouta will take what he can get, frankly.
Particularly when what he can get is a very happy kid.)
But dinner is ready then, so Shouta sends his kid off to collect the class as he starts tipping out a solid third or so of the stir fry into one of their big three serving bowls, then does the same with the rest of it. Their two rice cookers are already fully prepared, and the kids start to trail through the kitchen, a neat little line with only a little bit of pushing and shoving, elbows and snarky comments as they all pile rice into their individual bowls on their way back around to the table, all dropping into various chairs around the long table, still chatting, piling up stir fry to go with their rice, shouting out their compliments to Shouta for the marinated chicken that's gone all tender and lovely.
It's a very loud dinner. People are passing around jugs of drinks, or going back and forth from the fridge and sink to get various other options. They're all chattering, and laughing, and quite happily getting along with wolfing down their meal, sharing various extra side dishes, bits of kimchi very occasionally getting thrown across the table when somebody decides to be particularly obnoxious or sarcastic. It's wonderful, honestly. Izuku sinks into every moment perfectly happily.
This is his home, now. Not his only home, don't get him wrong (he still misses he and his Dad's little flat, the home that they still have but don't yet have the time to return to regularly, Izuku's first proper bedroom since he was a child almost too young to remember. His memories of a lot of his childhood are kind of patchy, honestly, now that he thinks about it, splintered moments of food and floral skirts, of bullying and words scrawled on desks and chalkboards and notebooks. The dorms have become a special place, of course, a wonderful one, full of laughter and brightness and chaos, but sometimes he craves the silence of their home, the sofa perfect for after-school naps or that spot on the kitchen counter that he always sits on-), but one that means an awful lot to him all the same. His class mean a lot to him. They don't care that he is Quirkless, that he is covered in scars or their teacher's adopted son.
No, they care if he's okay, and where he comes in their competitive games' ranking, and if he wants to spar with them tomorrow. They care if he's eating enough food, and if he wants to go shopping with them at the weekend, and whether or not they had homework from Mic-sensei, shall we do it together if we do?
So, yes, Izuku loves his class, and the chaotic meals they eat together. He loves living with so many people that he feels loved by, and who he can care for in return.
And it stays lovely, because after their meal they all pile upon the sofas and floor and beanbags to watch a film, a horror film because it was Hagakure's night to choose and for all of her cutesy clothing and décor choices, she also apparently loves scary films, and Izuku couldn't be less bothered by gore, and is someone who cackles at jump scares, which always has Hitoshi pouting at him, so he certainly has a good time.
If, before bed, he has to put almost zero effort into asking his Dad to braid his hair for him, and if they get to discuss when they might try and start up completely normal patrol patterns again sometime soon, Izuku feeling ready for it and having both Fujiki-san and Abe-san's approval, then it's only the perfect end to a damn lovely day.
Izuku is happy, he thinks.
The number on the screen isn't one he recognises. Oh, he typed it in, don't get him wrong, but he has never seen it before Giran got it for him, and he feels like he should have. He knows he should have.
It's Shouto's number after all.
But he hasn't seen his little brother in person since Shouto was too small to probably even remember him properly, since the days of blazing rows with his father because Endeavour wanted him to be a monster and Dabi was damn well going to be, he was going to be better and worse and fiercer than Endeavour ever was-
Look, in his defence, Dabi never knew what the Hemlock brat meant to Shouto. It's no excuse, but, well, he only knew that the kid was important to Shigaraki, the dusty fucker, and that Stain had a high opinion of him. And, sure, the latter was important, but he'd been putting the Shigaraki things first, as they were working towards basically the same goals. And then he hadn't really had to think too much more, because All For One had him off doing some random attempts at recruiting half the time, albeit communicated mostly via Kurogiri 'cause the ancient bastard couldn't be asked to talk to Dabi himself but whatever.
It meant that Dabi had barely seen Hemlock at all, didn't know what happened to him whilst under their so-called care, really, just some random shit that Shigaraki had been boasting about that was almost certainly exaggerated because he's kind of a pathetic man-child.
Then he saw the kid again, on the battlefield that was created when the heroes came, and the kid looked absolutely fucking broken. He looked destroyed from the inside-out, but he was still standing damn tall in the face of a man-monster-myth that Dabi himself can admit to finding at least a little bit intimidating.
Shit went down then, to say the least. And he knows it's not an excuse, but he didn't fucking know what was happening. He didn't know about the children (the little kids just like Shouto had been, too young to understand that his Quirk was all that seemed to matter to these men who think they run the fucking world-) and he'd never done more than burn the Hemlock kid a little himself, just a few patches that wouldn't be likely at all to scar. It didn't seem like anything. Doubly so with that Matsui bastard around. So what, the kid got banged around a bit. Fuck knows it wasn't as bad as what Dabi got as a kid-
Then he saw Hemlock, standing up to his abuser, to the most powerful man Dabi has ever and probably will ever know, with what looked like shattered hands and shattered eyes but a spine unbent-
Well, the league was getting boring anyway. Time to meet with his baby brother, and to do Stain's cause the good it deserved.
Notes:
In case you hadn't already guessed, guys, this was never the plan but I got a vibe a few months ago and honestly I can make it work *so*, as it turns out, I lied about one of the LOV-related canon revelations being false, and the truth of it will impact this arc, as we're starting to see ;)
Oh, and a note - I've stopped reading the manga as of maybe a month or so ago because I was frankly bored of the Dabi storyline, so don't expect this to be based upon that, kay? Also, don't forget that Dabi's pov on his family is 100% skewed - just as mine was when I first wrote Kidilante, given that we only knew Shouto's frankly somewhat sheltered perception on his family then. The more we have learnt about the Todorokis, the more I would honestly like to have handled Endeavour at least somewhat differently - but that isn't the point :D My actual point was just that Dabi's pov is biased, and this won't follow canon background by any particular design!
Anyways!! Tonnes of love to you all, have lots of lovely vibes, and lovely days, and I'll see you guys here again in a week or three - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 116: The Weight Of Family
Summary:
The war is approaching, slowly but surely. It isn't a very pleasant thought.
Notes:
Guys with this chapter the entire Kidilante AU has hit over 500k!!! I'm honestly so proud and pleased, and I hope you all have been too~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku's life is never fucking simple, is it? Things will be going well, he'll be happy, and then something comes to throw a spanner in the works.
Or someone, as the case may be.
He was having a good day, he really was. He and his Dad went to buy mochi and cookies because he'd promised them to Izuku and, frankly, it's nice just to have a bit of time by themselves, no matter how much he likes the dorms and loves his class. The hero has a plastic bag of snacks and nutrient packs in hand, and Izuku has a hand settled in his Dad's elbow, nigh-on skipping along, because he's happy right now, very genuinely so, licking the crumbs of a freshly-bought and freshly-eaten triple chocolate cookie off of his thumb. He feels young and bright in the best sort of way, the careless, innocent way where it doesn't matter that there's a war coming, nor that his hands are a bit achy today, nor even that-
Then there's the edges of a familiar figure in the corner of his eye, one that he whips to face just that quarter-breath before his Dad does the same, and they're right before the mouth of an alley, staring down it at the man who has turned around to face them as well.
"I mean, I was going to try and contact someone else first, but, well, you're right here, little Hemlock," Dabi purrs, and Izuku shudders.
His Dad is stepping forwards then, shoulders broad and capture weapon beginning to flare, an absolute safety. Albeit, not one that Izuku can rely on, particularly, not if he doesn't want to look weak, so he steps up beside the man with a steel spine and with the warmth in his heart that can only come from knowing that his hero is right next to him, and he raises his chin in defiance, scars on clear show.
Something in Dabi's expression grows more sombre then. More dim.
"Look, I'm not trying to be a complete dick. I have, I don't know, a proposition for you or some shit."
"What sort of proposition?" Aizawa challenges without hesitation, and Dabi promptly scowls,
"You're really gonna make me talk about it out here?"
"Yes."
"Absolutely," the two Aizawas reply in immaculate unison, no matter their different choice of words. Dabi almost flinches, in how he leans back just that tiniest bit, clearly involuntarily so. If Izuku wasn't so caught up in the moment, he might've found some gratification from that.
"Fuck you," he snarls, and there's venom to it but no real viciousness, and his following huff of breath comes across as more childish than anything else,
"Right, I followed Stain first, yeh? He saw Heroism for the utter shite it is, and he made a difference. I wish he'd murdered a certain bastard, but then you got his licence taken away, and Stain thinks you're the right sort of hero, so I figured maybe you would, I don't know, hear a few of us out."
"That isn't enough," Izuku is immediately snapping back, surprised at both how harsh and how composed he himself sounds, even as he goes on, insistent,
"It isn't enough."
"I- There's shit I don't want to say. Not in public, that's for fucking sure." Izuku only shrugs, not quite careless of the situation but equally not willing to put Dabi before his own Dad.
"And there are risks that we're not willing to take. Not even in public."
Perhaps it's cruel of Izuku not to be willing to go somewhere private with the man right now. He thinks he probably believes Dabi, honestly, but he just- He doesn't want it to be easy for him. And he doesn't want to risk himself, or his Dad.
So maybe it's unheroic of him to not be willing to have faith in a villain who wants to change allegiances. But the scars upon his skin are unheroic, too, so fucking sue him.
This man hurt him. He has hurt lots of people, and maybe he had something against, what, Endeavor or someone, but that doesn't justify any such shit as that. As the way he threatened and hurt Izuku's family. Or as this, right now. (There is something grating at Izuku's attention, something about those blue eyes that are staring right at him... It is familiar, and he doesn't think it's from in amongst the steel-wool haze of Matsui's Quirk, but equally it isn't entirely logical. He hasn't seen the villain in so long, and never truly for long even then, but still-)
But, fuck. Izuku- Izuku isn't completely unreasonable, okay, he's his father's son and he's logical as well. He wants to take the best option. He wants to help people. (That, in itself has always been part of him. It is coded into his marrow, unrelenting and unforgiving because he has been hurt but whilst he doesn't always forgive or forget he keeps working right past it, trying to help, trying to save people, and sometimes it's to his own damn detriment, but still.
His Dad comes above any other single person on this planet. Izuku would go beyond murder for him.
He, quite simply, would go against his very own nature for his family. He would do awful, ugly things for them, for their safety and happiness and sheer life, and even though he now knows that his own happy presence is a part of that he also knows that he would give his heart and soul for them. He would suffer for them.
He would look a villain in the eye, and he will smile, if that is what it takes. He has done it before for far, far worse monsters after all, for ones with reaching hands and two centuries of cruelty, and yet Izuku is here to tell the tale.)
"Maybe we could meet with you again," Izuku allows, silently glad when his Dad doesn't immediately have a reason to disagree with him, the hero not even twitching as he keeps on talking,
"But we're not going with you, and I doubt you want to come with us."
"I mean you're right about that." There is something niggling about his almost-deadpan expression, just a little familiar regardless of the scowling edges and the scars layering upon the expression, tugging and pinching in just-odd ways.
The two Aizawas glance at each other then, no words exchanged but letting themselves communicate in something like the shifting light in their eyes, and Izuku finds that he agrees with every single world of his Dad's idea when the man speaks up,
"In exactly one week, same time, same place, one of the UA faculty will meet you here, and you will follow them if you're still willing. I refuse to risk my students or UA as a whole, understood?"
"Geez, yeh, fuck off old man, I got it." The belligerent tone does nothing to help Dabi's case, frankly, but it's not a point worth raising-
"Kami knows how the fuck Shouto puts up with you lot."
"Shouto?"
There's no way in hell Izuku is letting his partner's name be casually mentioned without explanation. (Not when those blue eyes and that expression are so familiar, not when things are abruptly starting to make sense, things like the older brother who was just gone one day, the other brother who hadn't been able to handle Shouto's powers being perfect, who had pushed and pushed his own fire Quirk and nobody else in the family had intervened enough until, one day, he was just gone, to little Shouto's world, and he was nothing more than something mentioned in the melancholy shadows of a late evening curled up together-)
Dabi's face is abruptly stormy, regret flaring up in those eyes, though whether it's because of mentioning Shouto or for their childhoods, it's impossible to tell, and Izuku doesn't want to try and figure it out. He doubts that anything in Dabi's head is simple.
So Izuku takes a deep breath, and tries to get them back on track, already running through the thousand possibilities of what he might tell Shouto later, of how to try and best support his boyfriend with even just the possibility of this.
"Be here, Touya. Shouto would- Shouto would be interested in having his brother back."
(The thought of Izuku's own pains have not evaporated, but they have undoubtedly stepped back, receded in the face of the utter disruption this will mean for Shouto, doubly so if it's truly a ploy, if Touya is lying or will, in the long-term, play them all.
Because they won't let the villain do that. Even if he defects from the League, even if he truly seems genuine, they will have to be cautious. They can't afford to risk students, or even teachers, not for the sake of one man, no matter how hurt said man is.
But they wouldn't be heroes if they didn't try their best to save and protect everyone regardless.)
"I'll be here. If there was a second person, could I bring them?"
"If you don't talk in hypotheticals and tell us who, then it's possible," Aizawa returns, shrugging a little casually. And Dabi falters, just for a moment, before nodding, not even looking particularly reluctant,
"Spinner. Toga's latched onto Shigaraki, but Spinner is still a Stain follower above all else. We're just switching factions." The shrug is casual. The blaze in his eyes, defiance and contempt and insolence, is something else all together.
"We'll factor him in," the hero agrees, not a full acknowledgement but far from an argument or disagreement.
"And you won't arrest us?"
"Not unless you force us to," Izuku offers up, only a little bit sharp,
"Neither us nor you will want records of your names besides ours until everything is agreed, so just don't bring a fight to us, and we won't bring one to either of you, understood?"
"Sir yes sir," Dabi drawls, rolling his eyes.
But despite his scowling and posturing and general lingering discontent, Izuku thinks that he can see a gleam in that blue gaze, one a little like when Shouto is seeing a solution, when he thinks that he has a good chance at something he truly wants. And maybe the villain in front of them is more Dabi than Touya now, but that doesn't mean he is Dabi alone.
Maybe part of Shouto's brother still lives. Maybe part of him still hopes.
Although that being said, this has been more than enough for Izuku already (it's in the tremulous something that beats aimlessly, desperately, against his heart and lungs and ribs, a child's fists or bird's wings, both caged in cruelly, lost to panic and fear and-), and so he is more than glad when Dabi shrugs at them both, jerks his head in what could have been a dismissal or an acknowledgement or nothing at all, and turns to storm off, long coat flapping suitably dramatically off into the shadows.
"Well, shit, kid."
"You don't fucking say," Izuku returns, the words a little too shuddering. His Dad's hand is in his a moment later, fingers curled together just gently enough not to exacerbate his aching fingers, but just firm enough to be there. To be present.
"You handled it well. Want to go and eat cookies with the cats and lots of blankets?" Izuku is already nodding, throat tight but heart lightening even just a little with the warmth of his hero. And, sure, his Dad cuts a slightly assessing glance down at him, one that says everything about how he is concerned, yet also how he's choosing to trust Izuku, to have faith in him to hold his own in the moment, even if he also holds his hand the instant that the problem is over, squeezing gently, just like right now.
It gives Izuku the strength to walk without a wobble as they head back to UA, not that far away now. Although when his Dad is on the phone to Nedzu, Izuku doesn't even find himself inclined to interject at all, words stale and stony upon his tongue.
He's tired, he thinks. Just very, very tired.
Because Izuku... The League hurt him. Not only that, but they hurt his family, through him, and for over a week (for far, far too long-) they worried and didn't sleep and put far too much of everything they had into trying to save him. Not to mention the kids. The League kept little kids trapped, hurt, and sure, maybe Dabi-Touya didn't know, but the Nomus were an obvious abomination, so to have still willingly worked with that... Well, it shouldn't have taken Izuku's interview to turn them back away from the League, not really.
But Izuku is also a realist. He knows what it is to feel trapped, or to make the wrong choices, or to be unsure of what the right choice might even be. So, sure, in an ideal world these villains would have turned away from the League far, far sooner, at the very least after All For One was confirmed dead. But they didn't. And that fact can't be changed, not now, not ever. What's done is done. (The scars on Izuku's hands, the pain in them, will never fade; the shadows cast over his family will never quite leave.) Izuku isn't happy about this. He wants to protect the people he loves, and the innocents.
Maybe, for the sake of that, he will have to give these villains a chance.
Although, that being said, doing so isn't dependent upon him alone. Not when he and his Dad are walking into the faculty meeting room with the looming atmosphere of a council room to it, one of dread and determination all at once, and it makes the very air itself heavy.
"Good afternoon, everyone," Nedzu chirps as they walk in, and there are only a few smiles cracked in return. Izuku's is just about one of them, albeit barely. Trust his mentor to always be so chipper, at least outwardly so, in the face of such a situation. It's appreciated, to some degree. Makes the entire situation seem more normal, more manageable, more something that Izuku can deal with. He's grateful for that fact, even as he sinks into a seat beside his Dad, Auntie Zashi on his other side, Uncle Nem and Thirteen across from them. It's safe, here, like this. It gives Izuku a bit of comfort, too, for as he listens to his Dad speaking, telling of how they saw Dabi and believe it was a genuine coincidence, and of how they are sure that it must be Todoroki Touya, both judging by appearance, implications, doubly so when Dabi was the first one to bring up any of the Todoroki family names, and just the way he looked when Izuku called him by that name.
"Someone will have to meet them." Izuku leans forwards, needing to put his own edge on this based on what he knows of both the Todoroki family and of the League, which he'd like to think isn't an inconsiderable amount, forcing his reluctant tongue and burning lips to cooperate with him, for Shouto's sake if nothing else:
"Not Vlad. Not a reflection on you, Sensei, but he's a Todoroki. A tall, broad man with spiky white hair has too many shared factors with his family, and not in a positive way. We don't know much at all about Spinner. But also someone who can potentially blend in, at a glance. So maybe Uncle Nem? Particularly as your Quirk would be good for getting out of a tight spot if they do try for an ambush." The teachers listen to him.
They listen to him, and they continue talking with his words blatantly taken into consideration with how they begin to plan around the basis of Nemuri being the one to meet them. And, admittedly, it's good to hear that much, and even better to hear how they're putting so many contingencies in place to protect her. Or will be, at least, if they decide to go ahead with the plan.
Because Nedzu, too, even more so than Izuku in fact, is not a forgiving soul. He is a territorial thing, animal instinct with human intellect, and he does not wish to risk his own people just to offer potential absolution to those who have hurt both innocents and his people in the past. (To Nedzu's mind, sharp in so many ways, they do not deserve it simply for the desire of betterment now. Changed morals do not change the past. He will not outright deny Dabi and Spinner the opportunity to pursue something better, something less harmful to themselves, society, and Nedzu's own people, however if it becomes more of a danger than it's worth... Well, he will cut them off without hesitation or remorse. They are not worth his faculty and students.) And he does not want his softer-hearted employees to be caught up in the moment. Beyond that, he also very much wants to encourage any further ideas and precautions to be taken; time will be a likely advantage.
"I suggest we leave final decisions for the day after tomorrow. I shall begin preparations, of course, but we do not have to decide for certain until we have slept on it and had good consideration time, yes?" There's a round of easy agreements to that, and Nedzu, once most of the faculty have left but for Izuku and his family, Snipe just stepping out of the door, gets up onto the table to come and pat Izuku's arm, a gentle press of his paw.
"Never fear, Izuku-kun. Their actions are not your responsibility, and your emotions are not a reflection of your being. Understood, Izuku-kun?"
"Yes, Sensei." He can tell, from the way that his mentor looks at him, beady eyes too-bright and ears slightly back, that slightest twitch to his tail that speaks volumes, that Nedzu isn't convinced of his agreement, strained as it was. But he doesn't try Izuku for anymore, doesn't push him for any more. No, he simply presses his paw in a little more harshly (it's kind, truly, grounding, because the pressure is notable but not painful, reassuring without restraining-) before the creature simply nods, allowing Izuku his conflict, understanding in logic if nothing else that emotions are sometimes not so easily solved.
"Thank you," Izuku breathes, in spite of how his throat is tight, but he wants to say it aloud, to try and press it to his mentor that he really does mean it.
Nedzu's ears straighten, swivelling slightly, and his tail swishes, just once. He pats Izuku's arm one final time, then heads back down towards his papers at the head of the table. Izuku gets a knife pressed into his hand by his Dad, even as he and his family stand to leave, the last of the faculty to do so.
Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem walk the two Aizawas back to the dorms, chattering about idle things, clearly just wanting to be with them, and Izuku certainly doesn't begrudge it. Doubly so, when they're still just out of hearing range of the building, the four of them all stop, and each of them hug him close in turn,
"We're here for you, Baby Broccoli. If you want someone to distract you, or to talk through, or just to spend some time with, we've got you, yeh?" Before he can even try to formulate a response, Hizashi is leaning in close, giving Izuku his own hug, so warm and gentle,
"Nem said it, lil' one. You're our favourite nephew, and we've always got the time and energy for you."
"Don't even think about questioning it," Nemuri adds on, only half-joking, reaching over to carefully bop him on the nose. It's enough to have Izuku smiling either way, no matter how that ache in his chest still hasn't abated, leaning back against his Dad.
Then they part ways, the Aizawas heading into the dorms together, his Dad keeping an arm around Izuku's shoulders, answering some of the class' questions and calls very briefly with very little detail. They get the picture very quickly, and Uraraka offers to bring them some water before they're in his Dad's room, finding Uncle and Cadaver already on the man's bed.
"Actually, kiddo, do you want to go shower? I'll grab some of your blankets and shit for you."
'Thanks, Dadzawa. Could you bring my pan too?' he signs, not wanting to speak, just feeling... He feels discomforted. Disconcerted. (He wants to feel safe, today. He wants to have his weapons to hand and their cats purring around him and his Dad at his side. He wants to feel strong. Like it doesn't matter what has happened before, or what might happen in the future.)
"You got it, kid."
It's nice to let the heat of the shower overwhelm him, hot enough for his skin to turn pink within moments, the steam hard to breathe through, but it feels good. It helps. The water pressure, thank Kami for UA's budget, is nigh-on heavy. No, it doesn't fix anything, but it does help Izuku to settle back into his own skin a bit, to forget everything for a little while.
Then he's coming back into his Dad's room, the beginnings of a nest on the man's bed already set up, their snacks and apparently Uraraka-delivered water bottles piled up, several knives also within reach. Cadaver and Uncle have been joined by Caitlin. And his hero is there, in trackies and a hoodie that Auntie Zashi bought him, and he's not quite smiling at Izuku, a little too sombre for that, but there is still that fondness rounding out the edges of tension, stepping forward to brush some of Izuku's damp curls out of his face with oh-so gentle fingers,
"You don't have to be alright, love. With this, or in general."
Somehow that is the tipping point for Izuku, the resurgence of all of his conflict from earlier, that instant of fear when he first recognised Dabi, the realisation of the fact he might want and need to work alongside people who helped Shigaraki and All For One (people who were complicit, intentionally or not, in the imprisonment and hurt of his babies, of nine lovely little souls who deserve exactly none of their agony; and there were other children before them, Izuku is sure, because there are so many Nomu, so many monsters made of innocents-).
But his kids are alright. Izuku is, ultimately, alright too, even if right now he feels awful. His family are alright. Maybe Shouto's family will be able to be happier too, in the long-run.
So Izuku collapses into his Dad's arms, wordless but not silent, sobs bubbling up, hot and heavy as magma, even as his hero scoops him up even closer, picking him up entirely after a few moments, letting Izuku wrap arms and legs around him, surely too tight but the man doesn't protest at all. No, he just cradles Izuku close, soothing a hand along his back, up and down and up once more, murmuring words too low and rapid and kind-warm-reassuring for Izuku to even comprehend except for the fact that they're there and his Dad is holding him close and he doesn't judge Izuku for a single second of his reluctance or pettiness or uncertainty.
No, he just holds Izuku close, and he listens and he talks and he never, not once, lets him go, not even as Izuku tears himself apart from the inside-out.
Izuku's hero keeps him together through it all.
Notes:
Guys I've forgotten to link a few OSs in the last few months - apologies if you don't follow me or the series and missed them!! *But* here they both are now, all linked below :D
The Time That Aizawa Was Done And Some Of The Class Tried To Tickle Izuku
and then...
How Could You Be So Cruel? (So Gorgeous?)Love to you all - hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 117: Family (Immutable, Immovable, Always)
Summary:
Some bittersweet follow-up to the Dabi encounter, and a little bit of good ol' Kidilante fun~
Also, I feel like this has some lines that were both far more and far less ominous than intended. Whoops? :)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku wakes up warm. So utterly, blissfully warm, and it keeps everything dark and awful in his chest back, far away where, for now, he can pretend it doesn't exist at all. His Dad's arms are around him, heavy and just-hot in the best way, and he can feel that heartbeat beneath his scarred cheek in the most wonderful way.
His Dad is keeping him safe, is holding him close, and he loves Izuku. There's no doubt about it.
This, he thinks, is the best way to wake up in the world.
And so Izuku doesn't move, not at all, he just lays there, content to breathe with his eyes closed, basking in the warmth, in the lack of need for anything at all right now other than to exist with his most precious person, the room dim and quiet and calm, enough so that Izuku could almost fall right back to sleep with it all. It's just lovely.
No matter what comes, Izuku thinks, he knows he will have this. He will have his Dad, his kids, all of the people who love him. (The thought of losing a single one of them to the war that is inevitably coming... Izuku has long-since tried to be a realist. To be logical. But the very idea of any single one of them not coming out of this, well, Izuku cannot bear to even comprehend such a thought, let alone truly contemplate it. He refuses to, really.
If he has to run himself beyond ragged for them all to be alright, then he will. If he has to throw himself into fight after fight for that, if he has to cover his hands and knives and very soul in blood, then he will. For the sake of his loved ones, he will do whatever he has to. )
But for now all Izuku has to do is stay right here, to keep breathing steadily so that his Dad doesn't wake up before he has to, and revel in the peace of it all.
Hours later, after a lazy breakfast with several of the class and getting some homework done (admittedly, homework... it doesn't feel important, really, not when he has far bigger, far more life-affecting things to think about, but he knows that it's important, realistically, and that if nothing else he doesn't want to disappoint his Dad by not doing his best in his exams, and he needs to set the best example possible for his kids too, actually-), the real world finally begins to encroach on Izuku's awareness once more, not held at bay even by the warmth of his Dad sitting at his side, their elbows nudging occasionally as they write.
Because it's pure coincidence that Izuku hasn't seen Shouto yet, but he isn't sure what to do when he does, when his two partners walk back into the dorm together, hand in hand and chatting, eyes quick to seek out Izuku. It makes him panic a little, admittedly. He- he doesn't know how to decide whether to tell a truth or a half-lie, because it couldn't be a full lie, never, not to them, but it might have to be something partially obfuscated because Izuku can't just spring this on him either-
"Hey, kiddo, come chat with me for a sec."
"Hm? Sure." Izuku walks over just far enough to his boyfriends to pause for kisses on the cheek before he's following his hero back to his room, mildly curious but not at all bothered. They've get plenty enough to talk about, it's just the abrupt timing that seems a little odd-
Oh. Right. It's not really that odd given that Izuku was literally just starting to try and figure out how to address the whole Dabi thing, or not, with Shouto. His Dad really does know him far too well, doesn't he?
Izuku certainly doesn't begrudge that, not in any way, and so he slips his hand into his hero's even though they're walking for all of thirty seconds before closing the door behind them, and his Dad is turning to face him, knees bending slightly so that he can look Izuku properly in the eye, his dark gaze heavier than usual. His words are the same, when he speaks a few moments later, weighted with emphasis, with the sombreness of his tone,
"Kid, I get that Shouto is your partner-" Well, Izuku already doesn't love where this is going, but this is his hero. He's entirely willing to listen.
"-and that you being approached by Dabi impacts your feeling of responsibility on this information, but you do not need to be the one to tell Shouto this. None of this is on you, alright? I can tell him, Hound Dog can tell him, Nedzu can. Not to mention the rest of his family. Not a single part of this is in anyway your responsibility, understood?" He can't help but squirm a little at that, a feeling of wrongness slipping through him, all smooth-catching like fish scales and just as chilled,
"I mean-"
But his Dad clearly isn't standing for that. No, not when he brings one hand up to cup Izuku's cheek, oh-so careful, oh-so tender, but incredibly present all the same, a silent sort of insistence to it. One that Izuku is helpless but to obey, some of the tension in his shoulders unspooling, elastic gone slack.
"Izuku, love-" And oh, how the warmth in that is a bittersweet ache to even hear,
"Dabi's choices are not your responsibility. And supporting Shouto in a way that remains healthy for you is part of being in a relationship, but that does not make you the one who has to tell him this, and he will not be upset with you for not being the one to tell him."
"He- Do you really think so?" Because when it's phrased like that, Izuku can almost believe it but, equally, that goes against so many of his own instincts, his own learnt and natural inclinations because this is his burden, surely, his place, and he can't bear the thought of Shouto feeling like he can't trust-
"Kid, you adore him for a reason. For a lot of reasons. And we both know that he adores you too. Shouto won't blame you for the position you have been put in by other people."
That is impossible to argue with. Even if he could argue with it, Izuku knows all too well that his Dad doesn't lie to him, that he doesn't obfuscate or sugar-coat. It would be illogical. No, he tells Izuku nothing but the truth, he always has, and even if he cannot tell him something, that fact itself is stated. Understood. So if he is telling Izuku that he can leave this to the adults, that Shouto will be alright, then, well, Izuku thinks that he can believe it. He knows that he's willing to at least try.
"Okay."
"Okay?" Aizawa doesn't want to press, but, far more than that, he wants to be clear on this, wants to explicitly know what Izuku means, to be sure that he doesn't go against his son's wishes in any way. This is still Izuku's choice.
He just really, really doesn't want his kid to be putting the weight of the Dabi-Touya revelation upon his own thin shoulders. Not when he so very much doesn't have to.
"Okay. You, or someone else I guess, as long as Shouto is comfortable with them in general and who will handle it well, can tell him. And his family."
"Thank you, love. Genuinely." Their hug, then, is fierce and tight and perhaps a little bit crushing, yet Izuku breathes so much more freely within it than he had moments before, the ivy and barbed wire intertwining with his ribs beginning to slacken, to blossom into the gentle petals of violets, purple-stained in a way that only vaguely aches as bruises.
"I love you, Dadzawa."
"Love you too, Kidilante." That, finally, has Izuku smiling, attention slipping to the necklace around his neck, the one that leaves it far too often because of logic but that he can almost always feel pressed over his heart all the same, the corners of the triangle, the engraved words. The promise that is inherent in the simple metal.
He is his father's son, no two ways about it. His Kidilante, his Problem Child, his son. Come what may, nothing can erase that fact, Izuku is sure.
All the same, he is the one to pull back first, reluctant or not, because they do unfortunately have things to do. Or, well, they can't stand here, hugging, forever, no matter how much he might like it. But rather than turning away or emphasising anything one last time, his Dad looks down at him with a creeping-in Cheshire grin, eyes bright with challenge,
"Hey, kiddo, if you feel like it then I think we could both do with killing some time and energy.” And Izuku has no doubt at all what the man means by that, not really, but he asks anyway, his own Cheshire grin an absolutely delighted thing,
”Spar?”
”Spar. As few holds barred as you want.” That addition almost surprises Izuku, because it's been a while since his Dad offered that, but they're both pretty solidly recovered from the last three or so months, and there's no better way to relax and get rid of some excess nervous energy.
Not to mention that they're going to need more and more practice in getting used to this once more, like they used to. Because the muscle memory never really goes away, the instincts and knowledge and adrenaline-sharp ferocity that neither of them will ever truly lose, certainly not over a few months of reduced activity, but still. The rhythms of it can always be reinforced. Practiced.
Plus it's their idea of fun.
So Izuku goes off to get changed, taking his frying pan with him from where they had brought it in the night before, spending a moment trying to tell himself to calm down then deciding he doesn't actually give a fuck and he can be excited if he wants to, and this very much warrants such excitement, because sparring is one of his favourite things to do in the world, doubly so with his Dad. (It's something that is theirs, truly, a ritual and promise something like four years in the making, one that is part of their relationship and their careers and their routines. Something that they both beyond cherish.)
And he comes back into the common area only a few minutes later, leggings and one of his Kidilante hoodies on, tucking away a few extra knives to normal, capture weapon piled around his neck and, unseen, partially wrapped around his chest and arms too. His hair is tied up and back in a simple bun, but one pinned up carefully with perhaps a dozen notably sharp pins. Several people glance over at him and their eyebrows raise a little, all smiles and the very vaguest curiosity, clearly putting the pieces together easily enough.
"Have fun, Izu."
"Don't murder him, Green Bean."
"Not too much blood, Deku-kun!"
"Bold of you brats to assume I won't be the one doing the murdering," Aizawa grumbles, but his expression is fond, even as he loops an arm around Izuku's shoulders, tugging him in close. Izuku just snickers, waving goodbye to his partners and friends as the two of them move to the genkan to start shoving their boots on.
Izuku quietly revels in even just the walk over, the poking fingers and elbows as they discuss what limits they're willing to put into place, which essentially ends up being particularly deep wounds or broken bones. Anything else goes. Both of them are willing to go for potential triggers, now, or to at least not actively avoid them. They need to be able to be sure that Izuku can stand a hand at his neck if it happens mid-fight. And therapy and time alone are not enough to truly be able to get past such things, not in this way, not for these things.
Not when, in the coming weeks or months, Izuku might well have an opponent clutching him by the neck, and he will have to be able to cope with that.
There are a lot of things he's going to have to be able to cope with, soon enough. Izuku very much isn't looking forward to it.
Then he's bracing his pan's handle, the grip oh-so familiar and all the more perfect for it. It's a years-old comfort. One that Izuku sinks into, breathing deeply, comfortably, staring at the man who is standing before him, both of their knees flexed, stances ready.
Izuku is the one to leap forward first, not necessarily impatient but rather just purely excited, swinging out with his pan, holding it horizontal so that it whips through the air with less resistance, the faintest whistle heralding its movement-
No less than three whips of capture weapon come up to try and stop it, however the momentum is too much, Izuku fully spinning into the strike. So the pan still clashes, heavy and fast, with the man's shoulder, surely deadening his arm even a little bit, warranting the faintest grunt. Izuku can't help how his grin widens, no matter that he has to try and dodge both a kick and another coil of capture weapon, a booted foot just about catching at his thigh but nothing more as he darts back, disengaging.
They stare at each other for several sharp breaths, eyes alight with a conflagration of something like hope and delight and ragged glee, and then Aizawa is the one surging forwards, several lashings of capture weapon heralding a flurry of kicks and elbows. Izuku sends out his own strands of fabric-alloy to meet the man's, knotting and tangling around them, over their heads, trapping them in a cage of sorts, one that Izuku uses to almost rebound off of, deflecting some of the kicks with his pan held low, enjoying the reverberations shuddering up his arms even as he starts to retract his capture weapon, trying to slip them out of the tangles whilst he ducks a punch and an elbow and a second punch, something catching on his bun but that doesn't matter, not when he's slipping away with a one-handed cartwheel, wrenching his own capture weapon free-
"You're a sneaky brat, Kidilante." He huffs out one deeper breath, and decides not to sheath his pan again just yet,
"And you're a stubborn bastard, Eraserdad."
"Wouldn't argue with you on that," the hero snorts, even as he darts forwards, palms-out, reaching to strike or grab or something else entirely but Izuku is already ducking, twisting, pan swinging low in a two-handed blow that would probably shatter his hero's kneecap except he knows that Aizawa will dodge it an he does indeed, leaping to the side.
It leaves him in the perfect place for Izuku to make use of his own half-crouch, coiled legs launching him forwards, smashing the butt of the handle right at the man's ribs, landing the blow with a creak but not a crack, Aizawa twisting out of the worst of it, bringing a savage elbow down-
Kidilante's capture weapon cushions the worst of the blow and he's shifting his footing, boots catching just right to send him flying to the side, a movement that he leans into, rolling across the back of his still-protected shoulders, coming up with his frying pan raised to deflect the almost-sharp end of capture weapon that is aimed right for his face, scrambling back onto his feet in a way slightly less co-ordinated than usual but still very much coherent enough to have him safely up and moving.
Now, however, he does indeed sheath his frying pan now, securing it on his back, pulling two hair pins in the same movement as he brings his hand back over and down, flicking them both out in a way that doesn't catch much attention at all.
But his Dad knows him far, far too well, he notices that tiny movement, the glint of metal and the sharp shift of fingers. It has the man stepping to the side, dodging the needle-akin projectiles, bursting forwards, headed straight for Izuku with a fierce gaze and set jaw.
Izuku, for his part, simply winks, and throws himself forwards even more abruptly than the man's movements, a flip that has his heels crashing down towards the hero's face and shoulders. The strikes are only just about intercepted by a raised arm and a veritable pile of capture weapon that promptly tries to wind around Izuku's legs, catching and coiling.
Izuku doesn't have enough momentum to wriggle straight out of the hold, and in spite of jabbing down with knives (he knows that no matter how sharp they are, they will struggle to cut through the fabric-alloy at this angle-), they get ahold of him, throwing Izuku down and to the side viciously enough that his knees and neck ache with it. As do his hands, when he catches himself with them, breaking his fall first with the palm of his hands and then with his forearms, bracing, giving in, tucking his head in so that he won't snap his neck in the crash upon the ground, popping up again in an unfortunate position, because his back is to his opponent, and he's already shifting to turn around but the presence is already behind him, a half-registered blur of heat and motion that he cannot see but can absolutely sense-
There is a hand ghosting at the side of his neck from behind, coming closer, hot and strong and reaching, and Izuku cannot breathe.
But he can move. He can bring an arm up, digging in a heel, pivoting, palm crashing into an elbow, and the hand is gone and he's breathing, settling back into his rhythm, letting himself give in to the urge to flip backwards once, then a second time. He has knives in his hands, and there is the briefest half-breath of eye contact.
He's okay. His Dad knows that he's okay.
All at once they're both moving again, an ever-changing rhythm, shifting closer and further apart by the moment and minute, a tide all of their own, back and forth, a irregular routine of elbows and kicks and palm strikes, knives against knives, their rhythm a wonderful thing, something they can breathe through, both of them grinning as they fight for longer and longer, settling into something far from sedate but less wild than their initial start.
Izuku loves every single second of it. It's all adrenaline and grinning sharply and gathering more and more bruises, losing more and more knives to their surroundings that he can't always scoop back up, but it's wonderful. More than.
They fight for over an hour, in the end. It's not the longest they've fought for before, nothing like, particularly when considering that they normally also patrol for multiple hours either side of their fights, all parkour and the occasional very brief spar as a cool down or warm up.
It means that they get to lean against each other, not all that tired but still worn out a bit, breathing slowly settling back into something pre-adrenaline, wandering back to the dorms in quiet contentment, silent as they pass a knife back and forth, bumping shoulders the whole way, both very much satisfied.
The living area of the dorms is suspiciously quiet when the two Aizawas walk back in, enough so that it replaces a good measure of their contentment with something far more sombre. Far more wary.
"What's happened?" Aizawa doesn’t hesitate to ask, low and demanding with just that hint of warmth to stop it being harsh, and it warrants a good number of the class turning around, Bakugou the one to snarl out a rather unimpressed response,
"Another two fucking heroes have gone missing today."
"Oh. Fuck, okay. No trace?" Izuku asks, both himself and his Dad moving forwards now, coming to watch the telly, the news anchor speaking with a grave expression. Iida is the one to reply this time,
"One with no trace, another found in the flat by colleagues, with the next door neighbours killed as well. It has been supposed that the neighbours must have seen or heard something incriminating and were thus targeted as well."
"Shit. Just- shit," Izuku curses. His Dad reaches out, grabs his hand, all warm and broad and callused, even as the hero sighs quietly,
"Yeh."
Dabi and Spinner aren't the only ones defecting, Izuku abruptly realises. Because some of these heroes are leaving no traces at all, and that simply isn't realistic.
Some of these heroes are actively choosing not to be heroes anymore. They are deciding that going rogue, or joining groups like the League, is their place. And, no, the Heroics Industry isn't perfect, it's very, very far from it, but it has a well-intentioned basis, and legalities, on its side. It isn't looking for chaos. For civil war and dissolution and what will be hundreds, thousands, of unnecessary deaths, if that very war really does break out.
The heroes whose bodies have been found in their homes (too many with their families alongside, with husbands and wives and children and elderly parents-) are already dead because of the steady, ever-less subtle encroachment of discontent. The ever-greater numbers of radical civilians and emboldened villains. Things are rapidly spinning down the drain, dirty and complicated and ugly, and he... Izuku fears where Japan is going.
Because there is no doubt, none at all, that war is coming. Horrors are coming. Villains and heroes alike are defecting, or maybe they're not, too many things still uncertain, people and ideals still wavering in place, ready to fall one or another, but either way things are happening, and quite possibly things they won't be comfortable with, things that aren't safe. Izuku dreads what all of this might mean, for him and for his family and for their society as a whole.
His Dad squeezes his hand then, firm but oh-so kind. And, all at once, it reminds Izuku of the most important part of this all: he will have his family no matter what. So, yes, war might be coming, but that is not all there is to the world. To their futures.
They will get through this, together, and they will come out of the other side to find better things. They will. Izuku fully intends to make damn sure of it.
Notes:
Yall I will forever love how dadzawa tries to protect kidzu - he knows that he can't shelter him, but he can and will do his best to support and protect him throughout all of that, you know? It's so lovely to write :D
Oh, also, violets represent both watchfullness and faithfulness - I was leaning far more towards the latter in this specific case, but the former has a wonderful duality in contrast and its own place in the scene too.
Chapter 118: Dissolution Against Hope (The Arms That Hold You Through It All)
Summary:
Things continue to roll onwards, for better or worse.
Notes:
Is this edited? Nope :D Enjoy!! It shouldn't be too badly off I hope, as per usual~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"I'll be back later, love. See you, kids." Izuku doesn't let himself be nervous as he hugs his Dad back, or even when he breathes a quiet 'thank you' against the man's stubbled cheek, trying to make sure that he understands how much this means to Izuku.
Judging by how, for a moment, his Dad squeezes him a little bit tighter, his hero knows. Izuku is glad.
(He really... He really doesn't think he would have been able to bear telling Shouto and his family, to look them in the eye and tell them that Touya is not dead but has actually been part of the attacks on their youngest, but now he wants to defect, to fight on the side of heroes, or at least to seek refuge.
Izuku knows that heroes aren't perfect. Individually, they're human, and in the grand scheme of things the industry is definitely a bit fucked up; it has started to improve in the last year, with their blackmail of the HPSC and with several heroes exposed, publicly or otherwise, for their more corrupt actions. But whilst it isn't even very close to a good system yet, most heroes are still doing good, no matter their deepest intentions, to Izuku's mind.
To join an organisation like the League... It's above and beyond what even the average villain just trying to survive would choose to do. Izuku has interacted with enough of them, has looked into enough of their stories, has suffered enough himself, to know that there is a distinction between surviving through means that are less than favourable, and that taking steps further is a choice, at least for something so extreme as joining a group who have attacked children, who have kidnapped and tortured people, who create monsters like Nomu-
No, Izuku isn't sure he could have been the one to tell Shouto and his family about Touya. Not when he is still so much more Dabi, to Izuku.)
Izuku gets dragged over to the nest, then. There's some cartoon on the telly, clearly a child's one that Izuku is very content to watch. Doubly so when he's curled up with Ryo and Kage and Li and a bunch of blankets, listening to Anna and Ina and Shi be taught how to chop vegetables into regularly-sized strips to be fried to go along with some rice for their lunches. Suzuki-san and Brian-san watching over the three of them and doing the actual cooking, for now.
It's like this, relaxed and comfortable and content, that Izuku lets himself try to switch off a little, to just disengage to some degree. Yet his mind doesn't leave him alone. No, in fact, a realisation hits him slowly, over the course of a few minutes, where he gradually thinks of his babies and that at least they should be safe from the war, here, in their Home, except he might not return to them, might he?
Izuku cannot fathom not fighting. Not to mention that he might well have no choice, regardless, between the League targeting him, plus the class as a whole, and between what they all know will essentially be drafting of older Heroics students. Which, well, Izuku's class aren't, they're not even second years yet, but they are inextricably involved in this all. And if any of them genuinely didn't want to fight, he has no doubt that Nedzu would wrangle it for them, but his class are in this course for a reason.
They are young, but they know what they want. And that isn't necessarily to fight, but it is to save, to protect, to help.
If they have to fight for the sake of that, then so be it.
But that doesn't remove the conflict from the decision. It doesn't prevent the looming dread of what will come.
It doesn't stop Izuku, not long after his Dad returns from his... errand (Izuku knows exactly what he was doing. He knows who he was with, what he was telling them, but he doesn't have the mental space to think about that yet, mind caught up in just how much he adores his babies, how much happier they all seem now, full of comfort and growing confidence, and how he might not be able to see them like this again; he might abandon them, not out of choice, never, he would die for them, but he also knows that if he does die, then he- He could break their hearts, he thinks, and he doesn't want to, can't bear the thought of being part of what might hurt them once more-)
And his Dad can clearly tell something is wrong the minute he sees Izuku, no matter that Izuku is smiling, using his capture weapon to help teach Li and Ina how to tie various knots, the larger fabric-alloy easier to demonstrate with than thread or cord, and easier to untangle again too, because the man kisses several of the kids on the head on his way past, but he is still quicker to get to Izuku than usual, and quicker too to extricate Izuku from the kids as well, not at all unkind, simply grumbling at Izuku that they can't be late to their meeting.
It works, of course, and Izuku can just about bear keeping back the tears and bile that are both rising within him, his Dad's hand comforting on his back (it was almost okay, for a while, he could push it all down, but now his hero is here and Izuku isn't sure he can still bear to hold himself together-), as he hugs and says goodbye to all of his babies.
(Logically, with all of the reason that he can muster, he knows that this won't be the last time he sees his kids, that he can literally walk less than ten minutes from where he sleeps and eats and does his homework just to be with them.
And yet why does he feel like this is a final goodbye?)
He can't keep it back forever, and that's surely why his Dad doesn't take him back to the dorms but rather picks him up, settling Izuku on his hip without a word, and walks him to the woods that are closer, and far quieter then the dorms. Then Izuku blinks, chest beginning to strain, teeth digging into his lip, and they're up in a tree, safe in the lee of the branches and shade.
"What is it, kiddo? And, oi, gentle on yourself." There's a thumb pressing against Izuku's chin then, insistent but oh-so far from unkind, and it keeps on pressing, shifting slightly, until Izuku lets his lip go, the taste of iron sharp and ugly upon his tongue, and there are words pouring out before he can truly process them,
"Dad, how can I be doing this to them? They're just kids. They're just little kids-" he gasps out, sharp-shards of grief digging troughs through him,
"-and they're so strong but they're so fucking young and I can't even promise them that we'll come back and I- I don't want to hurt them. I just- I just want them to be okay but then I'm doing this to them and they shouldn't understand but they do. I- They're just kids."
"I know, love. I know." And Izuku knows how much this must be hurting his Dad, knows that the man understands far, far too well, and that fact just makes him sob even harder because this isn't fucking fair. He hates it. He hates it all so, so much.
He wants to be happy. More than that, he wants his family and friends to be happy and safe and able to grow up together. Grow old together.
They're all just kids.
So Izuku sobs, he sobs for the grief that they're all already feeling, for the too-great a strain upon his Dad, the burden of love that he has put upon his hero for years without ever truly understanding (he knows, now, what it is to be terrified of what your love might mean for another, that the thought of leaving them alone without you is horrifying, that in building a home, you build something to lose-), and he sobs for the fact that everyone he loves might die in this war that they have all decided to fight in, and that there will always be people left behind.
"Don't apologise, kiddo. It's always been worth it." Izuku wasn't even aware that he had been apologising, truly, except his throat is tight and his jaw aching from tension. There's a tinge of blood on his tongue.
"I- I'm still sorry, I never understood-" His Dad moves him, then, moves them both, pulling Izuku fully onto his lap, a hand coming up to smooth over the braid that he had made this morning for Izuku, leaves rustling around them,
"And that's okay." He takes a deep breath that shudders through Izuku too.
"Kid, I don't want you worrying yourself to death at sixteen, got it? I didn't want for you to have to understand for a good long while yet, and circumstances are circumstances, I wouldn't change the babies for the world, but I didn't want this for for you yet. I didn't want you to understand." There's no direct response to that, because neither of them would change the kids being their kids, and Izuku is too far-gone right now either way.
"It hurts, Dad," Izuku replies, plaintive and keening.
It hurts even more to hear the shared misery in his hero's voice, a murmur against his temple,
"I know darling, I know."
That moment, beyond-aching, doesn't last forever, though, his Dad breathing in deeply again, tone slightly less heavy when he speaks once more,
"But it won't be forever. I can't promise you that everything will be okay, we both know that wouldn't be logical, but we're going to do our best, kid. We will fight, together, and those kids won't have to worry about us." The words are sincere, anchor-dragging and blatantly beyond genuine, something warm to them that's enough to stop Izuku from drowning in them entirely. No, he gets to breathe as well, mirroring his Dad,
"I... Fuck. Yeh, okay. We'll do it together."
"We will," his Dad promises one final time, pressing yet another fierce kiss to Izuku's temple.
Izuku believes him. There is both no other option, and nothing else he could possibly do; his Dad will only tell him logical truths, no matter if sometimes those truths hurt more than an illogical lie in the short-term. So he knows that if his Dad is promising that they will do this together, that they will do their best to survive at each other's side, then it is meant.
It's no guarantee against the real world, but that's okay. It still makes Izuku feel better.
Shouto follows Izuku's Dad into the dorms, and he can't help how part of him crumples a little at the sight of his partners waiting for him, heedless of every other person in the room.
Izuku... Izuku had to face his brother, a villain, a person of scars and cruelty and maybe-regret, someone who hurt him, and Izuku listened to Dabi because he was trying to do the right thing. Because he wanted Shouto to have a chance at getting one of his siblings back.
"I love you." Shouto hardly feels the trembling, gut-wrenched whisper that pulls out of his chest, then, only how his breath shifts at the crown of curls and wild purple hair as he hugs both of his partners close with shivering arms and a heart that is so full and so aching all at once.
Shouto isn't sure how to process everything in his life, really, not in this moment, but there are something things that he does know. He knows that he loves Izuku, and Hitoshi, and that they love him too, and things aren't alright, they're just not, but he has this much at least.
So maybe that's why he lets Hitoshi urge them all to Shouto's room without so much as bringing his face up from Izuku's shoulder. Maybe it's why he lets himself breathe in the scents of cats and coffee and pomegranate and eucalyptus, knowing that his partners are with him, that they're both alive (not dead-alive, missing, gone, half-burnt and grinning as they hurt Shouto's friends-), and that they're okay.
(Shouto has had a lot of hugs today. Fuyumi-nee hugged him when he arrived, and so did his mother, and Natsuo cupped a just-chilly, oh-so kind hand around Shouto's shoulder, and there were a lot of clasped hands and half-hugs when Aizawa told them what had happened. About what might happen now.
And Shouto loves his family. He really, truly does. But he has spent many years not knowing how to connect with them, not knowing how to rely on that connection. And it makes said connection even more meaningful now.
But having Izuku and Hitoshi, in this moment, just feels safer. There is no weight of shared blood, of bad blood, between them. No cold edges or too-hot centres. No knowledge that one of the people they had some sort of influence on hurt him, and people he loved.
With his partners, it is far simpler, and that isn't something Shouto is upset at his family for, but it does mean that this, truly, is what he needed most right now.)
Hitoshi shuts Shouto's door behind them all, and keeps the arm around the warm-cool shoulders that he has used to guide his partners here, exchanging a concerned glance with Izuku over Shouto's trembling shoulder.
"C'mon, Peppermint, Green Bean, let's get ourselves settled." He pulls back the futon covers and Izuku doesn't take a second to start carefully pulling Shouto down, still wrapped around the taller boy even as Hitoshi draws away slightly, letting his fingertips trail along a cool shoulder, heart twinging at the keening murmur that drawing away earns him,
"I'll be back in just a moment, alright? I'll even count the seconds for you both," Hitoshi adds, a slightly teasing edge except it's mostly soft, sincere. It earns him a less upset murmur from Shouto, and Izuku flashes him a brief smile.
Hitoshi does indeed count aloud as he moves around the room just for long enough to be able to pick up some water bottles Shouto keeps under his desk, and to get a charger for their phones (or, well, for Shouto's, but he never minds if they watch videos or sign into things on there-) in case of the quite-likely event that they stay on the futon for a few hours, and to get an extra blanket, one of the heavier ones that they all like, even if it invites overheating when Shouto's Quirk is over-tired.
He ends his count as he settles down on the futon as well, curling in close behind Shouto so that he is tucked in between them both. Izuku stretches just enough to kiss him beside the eye, the closest, most available place.
Hitoshi, despite the circumstances, finds himself flushing a little, gentle heat along his cheekbones.
He's noticed that Izuku hasn't really said a word either. But that isn't entirely unexpected, really; things have been a lot, recently, and Hitoshi knows that something specific has happened, something related to Shouto's family, and he doesn't mind that he doesn't know yet. Would he like to? Yes, of course he would. But it's clearly upset Izuku, and now Shouto too, and Hitoshi is willing to wait longer to know for the sake of their comfort.
Yes, Hitoshi would much rather lay here, with his partners, holding them close, listening to them breathe, and knowing, actually be able to sure, that his own presence is helping them too. Izuku and Shouto lean into him. They trust him enough that, when he breathes a quiet question of whether they need anything, there is a murmur of 'no, thank you', from Shouto, and Izuku just tightens a hand upon Hitoshi's arm, a wordless affection and acknowledgement all in one, and they lean into him all the more, until Shouto is nigh-on lying across Hitoshi's chest, Izuku partially atop him in turn, leaning on his warm side with his own reassuring weight.
Things might not be okay, in the days and weeks to come. Far from it, in fact. But they are, in this moment, mostly alright, and safe, and together. Hitoshi is content.
(Shouta, a time later, slips the door open to peek around, into the room, and he is utterly unsurprised that his own son blinks at him from within a pile of limbs and blankets, clearly sleepy. There are waterbottles and phones and a few of Izuku's hair pins and ties off to the side of the futon.
Shouto looks okay. Hitoshi does too. And, for all that Izuku's smile is weary, it is equally a smile all the same.
Shouta is glad for it. He's been worried about his kid. Very, very worried, honestly, because the war is encroaching upon them, and Izuku... Fuck, Izuku is so strong, really, well beyond his age, a fact that Shouta will always be grateful for because he isn't sure if his son would have even survived to this point if he wasn't, but it still hurts to watch.
The kid is trying to support everyone else, and Shouta isn't sure how hard Izuku is going to try to support himself as well. Shouta has hope, after today, but still.
He needs to be careful. He fully intends to support his son, and all of his class, as much as possible; if he could keep them from fighting without them blaming themselves for such a fact, not to mention actually think that their side had any chance of winning without the bolstering of their numbers, then Shouta would.
But that isn't an option. Many, many things aren't options at the moment.
That doesn't matter, Shouta supposes. Not in this instant at least, when he can smile back at his son, fully aware that his own expression is utterly besotted yet not wanting to change a single thing about that fact. Particularly when, two blinks later, Izuku's expression melts impossibly more, eyes a thing of deepest night full of aurora.
Damn, but his kid is pretty damn perfect.)
Notes:
Can you tell that both emotions and tensions are running high in the lead-up? ^^;
Kidzu is kinda terrified and, honestly, between you and me, he's right to be. This war isn't going to be an easy ride :)
Chapter 119: No Fight Is The Same
Summary:
Things continue to ramp up. The boys also get to meet Touya alongside the rest of the Todorokis.
Notes:
I've said it before and I'll say it again - my stance on Dabi and the Todoroki family as a whole is heavily informed by more recent manga chapters - so if you don't feel things are in character, then just know it's based off of full canon information!! Oh, and that these things are also twisted notably by povs of various characters ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku wakes up far too hot, an elbow in his ribs, two knees digging into his legs, and he's very much happy about it. His eyes are itchy, but that's okay. His partners are all around him, and even if that means he's overheating then it's worth it.
Instead of moving, or running the risk of waking up his partners, Izuku just closes his eyes, content to wallow for the time being.
Some of today is going to be difficult, Izuku already knows. He isn't sure that he really wants to think about it. Equally, though, he's better off preparing himself, and when he is so safe and warm like this is surely the best time for doing so. Because, well, Izuku isn't exactly delighted about the fact that today they are going to be meeting up with Dabi. Touya. All of the Todorokis are, and Shouto asked Izuku and Hitoshi to come along with him, with his family's permission as well. Neither of his partners were going to turn Shouto down, even if that had taken Izuku insisting, multiple times, that he would be comfortable enough to be in the same room as Dabi for a period of time.
(Shouto very much comes before Izuku's trauma which, admittedly, isn't the ideal approach, and is definitely one that a lot of his friends and family and therapist wouldn't agree with, but it's still true, to Izuku's mind. He can admit that thinking as such perhaps isn't the best way to consider things, and he knows better most of the time, now, because his hurts are his loved ones' hurts.
But Izuku genuinely thinks that he can handle being face to face with Dabi again without being too stressed out. He doesn't think that he'll fall apart, at least. So he'd rather support Shouto as best he can regardless.)
"Green bean?"
"Mornin'," Izuku returns, enjoying the way that Hitoshi huffs an extra-big warm breath against his shoulder.
"Been awake long?"
"Nah. Happy either way," he breathes, very much true, because Izuku is absolutely content right now. It would be difficult not to be. Although Hitoshi just grumbles somewhat, shifting slightly to nudge his forehead against Izuku's jaw.
"Mmph."
"S'loud," Shouto interrupts, voice a barely-there thing from somewhere to Izuku's right. It's adorable.
"You're grumbly for first thing," Hitoshi returns, except there's a smile in his voice to match the one on Izuku's face.
"Was right."
"Apologies for disturbing your beauty sleep then." Izuku snorts quietly.
He adores his partners, sleep-grumbly or not, doubly so when they're all curled up together like this, even with numb feet.
In only a few more hours, however, the comfortable warmth is gone, and Izuku is keeping back a shudder instead.
Nothing is actually wrong yet, per se. Nothing at all. That being said, Izuku is admittedly glad that his Dad is with them because whilst he genuinely thinks he'll be alright despite the shivers trying to overtake him, he will only ever be reassured by his hero being with them, and he likes to think that Shouto will be too.
Because no matter how solidly he had felt like he would be alright, seeing Dabi still has him wobbling ever so slightly. It has Shouto, understandably, wobbling even more, Hitoshi and Izuku instantly reaching out to hold his hands, half-stepping closer so that his shoulders are pressed between their own solidity, stalwart bastions for Shouto to lean upon. From the way he squeezes their hands in return, gentle but distinct all the same, it helps.
Izuku is glad. Very, very glad indeed; it's why they're here, after all.
Somehow he's even more glad when the rest of the Todorokis come in, and yet Dabi only looks upon them all, gaze shifting slowly, something calculating to it. Admittedly, though, there's a raw edge to it as well, one that Izuku only recognises because he used to see something similar in the mirror, once, and whilst it isn't quite the same it is still familiar.
Finally the villain, or not villain, now, tilts his head, smile a slow and ragged thing,
"So Shouto-tou, want to talk?" Natsuo frowns heavily, enough so that Fuyumi gives him a slightly admonishing glance, although she equally doesn't stop him from speaking, his tone admittedly bitter-sharp,
"We're all here, Touya."
"You are, yeh."
There's a falter then, an awkward pause where the Todorokis all simply stare at one another. Shouto's fingers twitch slightly around his partners'.
Izuku, for his part, stands still and silent with his Dad behind the three of them, and wonders what he himself was expecting to see, whether it was Touya being greeted with open arms, or entirely scorned, or something else again. Honestly, this seems the most logical though. What do you say to an estranged sibling who has spent at least a year or two being a murderer but has now changed his mind?
"We would have accepted you back a long time ago. You could have come back," Fuyumi eventually says, and Dabi's jerk isn't quite close enough to a flinch for Izuku to feel bad for him. (He still doesn't know how to feel, how to settle the conflict of Shouto's brother against the villain that has hurt them all-)
"I mean, none of you were exactly in a position to take me in or whatever shit. If you even recognised me."
Rei is the one to speak up in response and Izuku is glad for, if nothing else, the renewed strength she has shown, for how much she has gained back of herself even since he first met her,
"Your father-"
"Endeavour didn't want me." The words are sharp, bile-acidic, and if it wasn't for the Quirk handcuffs Izuku is sure there would have been flames rippling into life,
"He wouldn't look at me, he didn't fucking care, why would I-"
"He was fucked up, still is, but we all are, Touya." This time Dabi really does flinch, eyes blazing, hands trembling,
"Whilst he still had that much power over us all-"
"He hasn't been a hero for months, already," Fuyumi interrupts, and Izuku can hear the teacher in her tone,
"Natsuo hasn't lived with him for over a year. Mum moved into her own home a few months ago. And even when we were still with him, he would have taken you back."
"Would he? Really?" It is disbelieving, scathing, and that's understandable but it's also unfair, to Izuku's mind, to the people who are here because they chose to be, because they wanted Touya back in their lives.
But Izuku, equally, is biased, he knows. And it certainly isn't his place to say anything at all right now regardless. No, this is a family conversation.
Particularly as Fuyumi is once again speaking, tone just about beginning to wobble,
"He- He isn't brilliant, but he never actually hurt us, and he made sure that we went to good schools, and he didn't try to control what Natsuo or I did. He had an altar for you." And yet Dabi doesn't seem to want to accept it, head shaking (and how his dark hair looks so different to the ice and fire of his family's, an epitome of their separation in this moment-), fists clenching, even as he turns towards Shouto, gaze only settling on Izuku for a blink.
"And you, Shouto-tou? What did he do to you?"
There's a breath where Shouto doesn't respond. He doesn't even react. Except then he lets go of Izuku and Hitoshi, stepping in front of them, pulling them slightly behind him in doing so, blatantly protective.
"He trained me. It was harsher than UA, but- but I wasn't in danger. And it wasn't like he aided the kidnapping and torture of a child."
It's harsh, and ugly, and far more pointed than anything Izuku thinks he has heard Shouto say since he met him. He wouldn't say it isn't justified.
Things don't exactly calm down from there, per se, but there is a slow disengagement, the step by step process of tension fading, tempers and hurts settling, until conversation is on lighter topics, or at least ones easier to process with a bit less emotional charge behind them. Rei-san speaks of the plants she has been looking after, her collection growing seemingly by the week. (Izuku has seen picture after picture of the greenery and flowers, and has seen them in person once as well, has seen his partner's quiet pride in his mother as he showed off the photos.
None of them have discussed just how many of those plants were gifts from Endeavour.)
And when they all leave, it's with Fuyumi hugging Dabi, oh-so carefully, Fuyum's touch light and Dabi- Touya only leaning in the tiniest bit, but it is a hug all the same, and Rei-san very gently squeezes her son's hands, expression a bittersweet thing, promising to come and visit him again soon.
Izuku hopes that, if only for Shouto' and his family's sake, that things will continue to improve.
The entirety of the Heroics Courses, from all three years, are seated in the auditorium. There are, in all truth, not even a full ninety students across those three years, 1-A and 1-B a rarity for being full groups of twenty each (even the fact that people transfer into the Heroics course, or that some people re-join after being expelled if they show enough potential, cannot make up for things like entire classes initially being expelled-), but it is still enough to be a notable number of people all staring up at their Principal, all bar a few of the Heroics faculty sitting on their own seats or standing just back from Nedzu's podium.
"We've had some information," Nedzu states, and the silence is abruptly oppressive.
"Students, this is your time to make a choice." It's heavy and grave and ugly, despite the almost-serene tone, and the Principal's eyes sweep over every single one of them, pausing to meet their gazes,
"Under your enrolment contracts, you are legally able to fight alongside our teachers. That is a choice, however. If you do not wish to put your life at risk, then that is both acceptable and even encouraged. You are under no obligation to fight in this war. It will not affect your career."
The silence remains. It does not lighten, does not waver, does not fade, chains upon tongues that cling with a ferrous drag, a sense of enormity, of responsibility, hunching itself upon all of their shoulders, corvid-dark wings an enveloping thing.
Nedzu's next words, almost-gentle as they are, serious as they are, do not help to ease that weight, that silence, no matter that they technically break it:
"If you wish to leave now, you can. Equally, if your mind is not made up, or you do not want to walk out, then we will be going over the basis of the plans and expected dangers."
It takes a long time, half a minute or three, but some people do indeed stand up then, a few of the second years, one of 1-B that Izuku admittedly barely recognises. A third year. Some gazes weigh upon them briefly, but Nedzu speaks up again before any heads can be ducked or judgement could potentially settle in. Nobody watches the doors close behind them.
"As you all know, the primary antagonists are the League of Villains. They have targeted our school and students before, multiple times-" Several heads turn to the class, and none of them falter under those gazes. It's understandable, in all truth. Not favourable, but understandable all the same.
"-and they have equally been attacking civilians. They have been able to break some of their collaborators or members out of prison. Their Nomus appear to be growing in numbers again, although that is judged to be down to activation rather than new ones being created, given All For One's death."
There are audible murmurs there, an undercurrent of what must be fear, to the sound of it, people faltering at the mention of Nomu.
Izuku, for one, doesn't blame them for that. Nomu are terrifying, both in concept and reality. (Admittedly, his fear is beyond overwhelmed by his rage, by the magma-dragging knowledge of how those monsters are made, of how children and dissenters and heroes have been pulled apart, plucked into shards by a cruel hand, stitched back together into abominations made only to destroy, to help a cruel master try to take good things from people. To take good, innocent people from the world.
Izuku cannot stand the thought of children like his babies being held in fear and darkness for days or weeks on end, right up until the day that they are lost entirely.
He cannot stand the thought of desecrating those children even further by sending them off into battle, even if they're not truly those innocent children anymore. To force them, mostly-mindless, to kill in their cause's name. It's an awful thing, to say the least.)
But nobody else walks out, or not yet anyway. And so, once the worst of the hushed talking has abated, the initial reaction dealt with, Nedzu speaks up once more, voice clear and unwavering.
"Furthermore, we have had reliable information and inference that there will be a major attack in nine days' time, gathered from multiple sources, focused upon the HPSC building in Northern Musutafu. There is suspicion of a secondary attack upon their more public-facing office in Tokyo, however their main office is in our city, half an hour from us, and they are both far more vulnerable and far more significant, realistically, than their Tokyo branch."
Izuku, personally, doesn't consider Dabi- He doesn't really consider Touya a reliable source, not yet at least, but he isn't the only source, Izuku has no doubt, he trusts Nedzu-sensei to have a very solid basis of information, particularly if he's mobilising both his faculty and the students. This is major, and being taken very seriously.
It's dangerous.
And on a similar note to where Izuku's thoughts have gone, Nedzu catches all of their attention once more,
"The majority of those fighting the League directly will not be students." There are some open mouths, some people who seem as though they're going to protest, but Nedzu is still speaking, and they all know better than to interrupt him,
"We will not put you in that position where it is avoidable. As an overarching rule, the teachers who are not strategically required to be at the centre of fighting will be alongside you all in order to manage civilian evacuations, to deal with the lower-level villains, and to contend with any opportunists seeking to take advantage of the chaos."
There is a pause, Nedzu once again looking closely at them all individually, before the creature continues to speak, attention focused more on the third years now,
"Those of you in upper years with long-term internship contracts, wherein your agencies have dual legal responsibility for you on the field, we will be negotiating with your agencies upon who will be directly responsible for you. It is your choice to have a part in these negotiations or not." Once again, he gives them some time to get their initial reaction out of the way, before turning his full attention to the entirety of the students.
"This will be decided over the next two days. Whilst you can change your mind at a later date, even up to the day itself, we are asking to make your choices, one that you believe you can stick to ideally, before Sunday, so that we can plan according to Quirks, numbers, and dynamics." The creature doesn't pause, per se, but he lets that sink in, ensures that they understand, before he continues to speak,
"If you have further questions, contact myself or any other member of the faculty directly. It is better to ask than to regret, no question will be judged."
"And whilst this is a burden I do not wish to place upon you-" Those words are sincere, heavy with something like kindness, like fierce protectiveness,
"-it must be understood that you cannot communicate the majority of this to your families, non-Heroics friends, or others beyond that. You may of course say if you're choosing to fight in general terms, but no mentions of places, dates, or strategies is to be shared. Discussion with other fighters must only be done in person and with no detail at all. Public places are not an acceptable discussion area, no matter apparent hearing ranges. The plans cannot be risked." Just in case that hasn't landed heavily enough, in case anyone has underestimated exactly that, Nedzu leans forward in a way that makes all of Izuku feel the presence of a predator upon that pedestal, the almost-feral edge to their Principal,
"You will jeopardise the lives of the people sitting next to you right now if you do so, and many more besides."
That hangs for a time, swinging like rope twisted into loops far too dangerous for simple fibres. All of them can feel the burn of it.
Nedzu continues speaking after a time, however, not letting that dread settle in any much longer than it has to,
"Ultimately, students, all of these decisions are your own to make." There is something like relief scattering through the room at that reminder.
"You can seek advice, including from us as your educators, or as heroes, but do not make a choice based off of a single factor rather than your own comfort and instinct. There is no shame in waiting to risk your life until you have graduated; glory is not found in bloodshed."
Izuku has long-since known his own decision in this matter. He knows that the majority, if not all, of his class have also made their choice already.
But they're in a fairly unique position. They have been the target of the League time and again, they have helped to rescue their own classmate from the League's clutches. They have seen the awful things that have resulted from the choices of these villains. (The class are far too familiar with the scars of one of their own, with the terror of those kids that their friend was tortured so that he could help them.) There is no way that the class could fathom not fighting alongside each other, not to try and help take the League down, to stop them from hurting any more people.
Things continue from there. Over the next few days, conversations are had, hushed things in the shadows of the school corridors and furtive glances, and Izuku's Dad keeps on having to duck away for meetings. With all of this, strategies have begun to be pulled together, slowly but surely. People have been confirming or, in far fewer cases but ones that Izuku very much doesn't blame, denying their intended part of the attack effort. The rest will be staying in the dorms with Thirteen and Recovery Girl to protect them, along with some alerted local heroes. (Izuku still thinks it's very cool and slightly terrifying that Recovery Girl can casually kill or sedate someone from well over a kilometre away, at her highest known record. It makes him far, far warier of her syringe.)
At some point on one of these days, Aizawa looks up from his phone, glancing over at Izuku, the boy immediately looking up as well to meet his gaze, curious,
"Izuku, kid, got time for a meeting? Nedzu's pulling together those of us who know a fair bit about the League. We're going to brief some heroes." Izuku shrugs easily enough,
"Sure," he agrees, genuinely happy to do so. If the things he knows about the League can possibly help, then he would divulge every moment of his interactions with them, should it be necessary.
He and Fujiki-san have talked through, albeit mostly around, enough of what has happened to him that he doesn't feel quite so much like he has to be silent about such things, or where thinking about them too much sends him straight into a panic. Not when it's mostly-distant like this, no villain staring him down or cold bars against his back.
So he doesn't really mind when he walks into one of the main meeting rooms to find several of the top ten heroes, and a few slightly lower than that but still very much heroes that Izuku recognises, and several unders too, turning to look at him and his Dad. But his Auntie and Uncle are amongst them, and he has his capture weapon around his chest beneath his t-shirt. Some of his knives and sheathes are visible, and none of the heroes look twice at that fact, something that Izuku is grateful for.
And honestly, it's not a difficult briefing to sit through. Arguably it should be, but Izuku locks his ankle with his Dad's beneath the table, and none of the heroes ask why he's even there in the first place, so he listens well as Uncle Nem talks over the information given by Dabi and Spinner about plans and people and potential issues, and Dadzawa reports on the information that has been collected by various Twilight and Underground heroes, primarily those under the NightVeil umbrella. Then Nedzu turns to Izuku, eyes relatively soft, blatantly a confirmation prior to actually askign him to contribute, and he offers up a minute nod.
"Izuku-kun is here to discuss his own, rather in-depth, knowledge of several of the League's members and modus operandi." Izuku turns to the collected heroes, the long table of adults who have been protecting people for years, and he keeps his chin high.
"I have fought against the League, or its individual members, around half a dozen times, if you include any defiance during my kidnapping as a singular event. I was held, across two of their facilities, for over a week." There are some frowns amongst the heroes, blatant discontent, but nobody interrupts, and nobody looks like they're judging him for it. And, well, for Izuku's own part, he's just glad that his voice hasn't wobbled.
He feels oddly comfortable, right now. He's in control, and this, hopefully, will help.
So he tells of what he knows. He describes both his analyses and experiences of Shigaraki's Quirk, of how it tears things apart into nowt but dust and bloody wounds. He tells, in far more careful words, of the processes, to his partial knowledge, of Nomu creation, and the theories they have been able to pull together of their Quirks, their obedience, their weaknesses. Izuku speaks, and speaks, and is glad to be listened to.
He hopes what he knows will help, in any small way at all.
When the meeting ends, Miruko specifically lingers, and not just to talk to Nedzu. No, she turns her attention to Izuku, looking at him for a few moments, assessing. Before his Dad can speak up, the woman leans down to meet Izuku's eyes, bending at the waist, hair swinging down, one of her ears twitching forwards,
"Oi, you're that kid, aren't you?"
"Depends on who 'that kid' is," Izuku returns, genuinely not uncomfortable. Her tone was brash, yes, but it wasn't judgemental, all just sharp curiosity, and her grin is a toothy thing,
"The Quirkless one who fights like a snarky little demon."
Well, Izuku loves Miruko already.
He doesn't change that opinion only quarter of an hour later when they have agreed to a spar, headed to one of the school's currently-unbooked gyms, so now they're both warming up opposite each other, Cheshire-grinning at each other. Half of the class already have their phones out, chattering excitedly. His Dad, in comparison, just looks exhausted in the fondest sort of way. Izuku doesn't blame his hero.
Particularly as the first thing Izuku does is sway backwards, braid trailing the ground, to dodge beneath a kick that whistles. He can't help how he cackles aloud, absolutely delighted.
"You're so cool!"
"Not bad yourself, kit." Their grins, impossibly, widen then, and Izuku is the one to attack first this time, a thing of three hair pins being flung out amongst coils of capture weapon, subtle flashes of metal in amongst the fabric-alloy.
Remarkably, Miruko's response is to pivot on the spot, leg coming up, high, and around quickly enough, sharply enough, that the precise point of her toe sweeps everything away without getting entangled, and she has bent backwards enough, head near the ground and foot well above the rest of her, that she has no chance of being hit by anything that she doesn't flick away.
She's a trapeze artist and a dancer and a warrior all in one, and Izuku hopes that he looks as cool when he fights as she does.
For now, though, he prioritises rushing forwards, daring to try and get in close. He ducks one kick, rolling up into an elbow that is aimed to crash into her solar plexus. But there's movement in return, a knee coming up for his ribs. It would surely break them.
So it doesn't take so much as a blink for Izuku to be throwing himself away, to the opposite side, feet picking up high to avoid tripping over Miruko's other leg, his elbow only just skimming the base of her ribs. Spinning on his heel, he reaches for her hair in one hand, other elbow now aimed at her spine instead.
Miruko throws herself into a backflip. Izuku laughs, loud and bright and utterly overjoyed, as he spins and ducks and twists to avoid the shin looking to smash into his shoulder, capture weapon sneaking out, trying to ensnare, slow, restrain.
It works, to a point. It's not exactly something that Miruko is used to fighting against, but she wouldn't be as highly ranked as she is if not for being adaptable, so one ankle gets caught but nothing else does. That, in itself, is frankly impressive. Izuku, however, has no time for said being impressed, a knife in hand again, slashing forwards.
A few locks of white hair drift to the ground, eddied by both of their continued movements, Miruko's eyes flashing ruby-fierce, laughing too now, as they exchange a flurry of blows, knees and kicks and elbows and punches, a headbutt and several knives interrupting the tempo, rearranging their rhythm every time. Miruko lands more blows, undeniably, and most of them are heavier too, but Izuku gets a few decent ones of his own, a smash of his palm to her cheekbone, an elbow into the side of her abdomen, a long, shallow slice along her forearm.
It's a good release, after the meeting, to just not think for a while, to fight and move and let adrenaline take him over. Doubly so against someone that he hasn't fought before, who has a more acrobatic fighting style like him. Nobody he normally fights has quite the same sort of move range as Miruko, no, he would have to combine his Dad and Tsuyu and maybe Iida and Bakugou-
"Don't get distracted now, kit!"
"Never!" he yells back, slingshotting himself forwards again with capture weapon curling up, taut, around a rafter, a kick aimed right for Miruko's throat.
Unsurprisingly, she ducks and twists beneath-around-beside it. But that's okay. Izuku was expecting it, and he's already bringing his other leg down, sharp and sudden-
Miruko is faster. She pivots, flicks a leg up, ducks, all in one, and abruptly there are toes buried deep against his stomach, sending him spinning to the floor. Before he can even recover, there's a foot over his throat, heel grinding at the very top of his sternum, and he could probably try to wriggle and grapple his way out of it, but that would be difficult, and he's panting, and satisfied.
"Good fight," he offers, very much meaning it. He enjoyed that.
"You too, kid. Thought you would be worth it," Miruko grins, still-toothy even as she helps Izuku up off the ground.
"I'm glad I could be fun for you," Izuku returns, half-joking except he means it.
His Dad is already reaching them both now, holding out two water bottles. The gleam in his eyes looks like pride, despite his almost-scowling expression,
"I'm sure Nedzu will send you both the CCTV footage later."
"He'd fuckin' better!" Miruko crows, and reaches over to ruffle Izuku's hair, grin only sharpening when his braid starts to slip out with it, still talking,
"Fight with me again some time, kit."
"If you're ready to lose," Izuku snarks back, already confident in how she'll reply. And, yep, she throws her head back with another delighted cackle,
"Hah! I like your attitude, kid. Don't lose it."
Izuku, in all truth, is utterly exhausted by the time he and his Dad are walking back to the dorms, but that's okay. No matter what is coming, not everything is bad. He still has friends and family to love, and things to look forward to.
They just need to get this battle out of the way first.
Notes:
Hoo we got a lot done this chapter!! I really enjoyed writing some of these interactions, as I'm sure you can tell, so I hope you all enjoyed reading them too :D I really couldn't resist tucking a bit of Miruko in there too~
Lots of love, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 120: Poison And Promise
Summary:
...We have a hopefully-roughly-probably total chapter count. Yes, it's a little bit terrifying ^^;
On another note, have some incoming-war content~
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Dear Hemlock,
Hello again, hero. Apologies, my letters to you are long over-due, but I have spent some time scheming in the last few months. You may, perhaps, have noted that there has been support for you in circles where there typically wouldn't be. You, Hemlock, are Quirkless, and honest, and heroic, and is is something very much attractive to a lot of those who would be swayed, otherwise, by villains. You are raw.
I hope that my support of you is aiding in your endeavours. I have heard word that two of the League who joined for my ideals have turned to you, and I was very much satisfied by that fact. My followers are yours, and those who do not follow you are no followers of mine. You are a true hero, Hemlock, one worthy of having them follow you. If people choose to flock to you, then perhaps the rise of true heroes shall flourish, and more of the fakes shall be expunged.
I will not lie to you, Hemlock, I hope that the fakes die in this fight. I hope that they die deaths attempting to be worthy of what they should have been all along, but I hope that you and yours survive. If the true heroes die, Heroism will die with it. And, should I ever leave this place, I will take up my swords once again and slaughter the unworthy as I did before, but I think there would be less to kill, now, because of you, a credit that I could hardly even give to All Might.
Do not die in this fight, Hemlock. It would be a waste in far too many ways.
Stain.
Note: If you want more support, talk to the Shinigami of Shimogyo. Your mentor will know how to contact them, I am sure, or your not-rat otherwise. They are on your side in the same way that I am, and will know others
Izuku is partway through editing an essay when a thought that has been lingering at the edges of his mind becomes more persistent, enough so that he glances over at his Dad, the man sitting at his desk, covered in his laptop and lots of papers. Izuku doesn't envy him.
"Dad?" The hero glances down at Izuku, idly curious,
"Hn." It's the warm eyes that have Izuku comfortable enough not to hesitate too much even though the question is heavy and ugly upon his tongue,
"Can we- Do we have time to visit Mum?"
There is a pause, his hero's eyes going bittersweet-soft, a gentle curve to his jaw,
"Oh, kiddo, of course we do. We can literally go tomorrow if you want."
"I- Yes please."
"Then consider it organised, love," comes the immediate response, no hesitation at all, and Izuku's chest goes warm with it,
"Would you like to pick up some flowers and incense on the way, or a the shrine there?"
"Can we go to the flower shop near home?" he asks as he sits up from where he was lying on the floor, trying to settle the chills that are starting to creep up his spine slightly in spite of how much his Dad is blatantly supporting him. (It's odd how, even now, years after she has been gone, months after truly finding a new family of his own, the grief can still threaten to choke him sometimes, aching and tight and claw-tipped in how it twists at his lungs, throat, heart-)
"Not a problem, kid." His hero reaches out to delicately hold Izuku's hand, broad fingers curling around scars,
"Want to drop by home as well?"
"I-" His breath really shouldn't be catching in his throat, but his Dad squeezes his hand, oh-so gently, enough to settle the air in his lungs once more,
"Please, if that's alright."
"You know I'll never say no to laying on my own sofa for half an hour." The Cheshire grin is soft-centred, and Izuku cannot help but return it,
"Only if it's with cuddles."
"Deal."
They leave together not long before lunch the next day. It isn't really a question to grab one of their favourite take-aways on the way over either, because then they can sit at their kitchen bar together, shoulder to shoulder, warm, solid, reassuring. It's home.
Sure, their flat is a little too empty. A lot of their belongings are at the dorms, and so are the cats, but at least they're home. It's a wonderful thing, in all truth.
Izuku, for one, revels in it. He hums as he eats katsudon, and bumps his shoulder gently against his Dad's every few moments, and finds his emotions settling easily enough, genuinely so. This is lovely. Nothing less than.
"Love you." The words aren't even a little choked, genuinely so, because how could they be when he feels so relaxed, so very content? And his Dad glances down at him, his eyes a thing of hearth-warm fondness, utterly molten,
"Love you too, kiddo."
It doesn't take them much longer to finish eating, and the promptly shove their food packaging back into the bag it came in, ready to be dumped in a bin along the street as putting it in theirs won't do much good at all given how rarely they're here, and Izuku grabs them both a glass of water, turning back around to find that his hero is already flopping onto the sofa.
Izuku doesn't so much as hesitate before he's putting the glasses down and immediately veritably throwing himself on top of the man, giggling at the rush of air and vaguely-choked grunt that it earns.
"Sorry." Admittedly, the fact that he's still laughing doesn't really make that the most convincing statement, and from his Dad's eyeroll that is more than obvious, but still. He gets a hand settling at the small of his back, pressing gently against the protrusions of his spine in an oh-so familiar way, and it makes everything seem even better. Even more home.
And, sure, they cuddle like this sometimes at the dorms, in fact quite often so, but there's something different about this. Sure, there's some more dust around than there should be, but it still smells like home. It still looks like home. It still feels like it, too.
Somehow, Izuku hadn't entirely realised how much he had missed their little flat. They've returned a few times in the last few months, sure, but he isn't sure if he's appreciated it as much as he should have, or as he is now. It's just nice to be somewhere completely safe, completely theirs, completely and utterly beloved.
This is where Izuku first fell asleep in his Dad's arms, or where he first realised that he had talked for two weeks straight and not felt the need to bite his tongue or bloody his lip since he was perhaps eleven years old, or where he came back to after far too long imprisoned, aching and exhausted and utterly overjoyed. This is where, before his Dad knew his face or name or Quirk status, the man had brought him, gotten him medical help, and not so much as taken his mask off, giving Izuku the trust and space he needed to even consider trusting an adult, let alone one with so much power.
This is the flat where Izuku learned to have a family once again. It's the flat that he hopes to move back to at some point, or to at least spend more time in again when the holidays come around. (He hasn't thought about it much, in all truth, but after graduation he will have to live somewhere, and maybe he could move back home, or maybe... maybe he could move in with Hitoshi and Shouto?
Izuku isn't sure, and maybe he shouldn't be trying to think of the future when, well, he might not even have one, but still. It's nice to think about, in a way. Bittersweet.)
A stubbled chin rubs just-roughly atop his curls, and it's enough for Izuku to murmur a quiet acknowledgement, settling in impossibly closer, burying his face in his Dad's neck. He more than enjoys the way that his hero's heartbeat is a strong and steady thrum against his ear, how it is so very much something that he needs, perhaps more so than is entirely healthy, but still. It's lovely. Doubly so when a hand comes up to bury low in his hair, threading amongst the curls, palm settled over the back of his neck, the familiar warmth and calluses very much comforting. He's home.
Perhaps it's morbid of him, but Izuku is glad that he has been home at least one more time.
He's also glad that he has decided to visit his Mum. They grab flowers on the way, and incense from the cemetery itself, and his Dad stands at his shoulder, passing Izuku the water pail and the brush and then the flowers and incense as Izuku goes through the process of cleaning her little stone column, getting any moss and dirt off, leaving it clear and pale and damp-shiny.
It's... Being here is odd, and makes the finality of it all strike him even more starkly. He wanted to come because of the potential of never being able to come again, because he wanted his Mum to know that he is planning to go to war and he knows that he will never regret that decision, but he is also fully aware of what it could mean for him. (Izuku knows that he might die in this war. The thought upsets him far more than it would have, a year or three ago, because he has so many people and things that he might have to leave behind, from his knives to his kids to his class. His Tsuka, his Auntie and Uncle, his Dad. Izuku doesn't want to lose them all. He doesn't want to leave them all either.)
But right now isn't the time to fall apart, so instead Izuku just kneels there, claps his hands together, and bows his head, leaning his shoulder into his Dad's.
There are words then, ones that he does not say aloud but that echo through his mind all the same, a wolf's howl and child's whimper all in one. (I love you, Mum -- I'm sorry I don't visit more often -- The war is coming, faster than I know how to process, and I might lose all the people I love in this -- the idea of losing them terrifies me more than the idea of joining you myself -- I don't want to die -- I don't want those kids to have to grow up knowing I died fighting so shortly after I fought to save them -- how can people be so cruel? -- would you be proud of me? -- does fighting make me one of the bad people too, one of the monsters? -- I hope not - would you be scared for me, or scared of me? -- I don't know anymore -- Dad's proud of me, I hope that doesn't upset you -- I love you, Mama, I'm wearing your earrings right now -- I would wear them into the fight for luck but I don't want to stain them with blood, or break them -- but I hope you'll be with me all the same -- just, don't watch, maybe, I think it might be upsetting for you if you did-)
As they leave, Izuku finds himself glad that they had today. He is beyond glad that his Dad is with him, that they could return home, and that they could come to visit his Mum, and that they had these moments of peace, bittersweet but serene all the same, before the world as they know it goes to hell.
"It's a bit of a pretentious name really."
"Hm? Yeh, it is," his Dad snorts, shrugging a little,
"She's earned it though; she's in that middle ground between mercenary, vigilante, and straight up mass murderer."
"Always fun." The sarcasm is solidly shared in the man's response,
"You could say so, sure." And despite the lingering mirth, wry or otherwise, Izuku cannot help a slightly more vulnerable question, barely keeping the waver away from the curl of his syllables,
"Do you think she'll really help?" A sombre gaze briefly settles against his head, one that Izuku can feel but doesn't look up to meet either, staring ahead at the street in front of them,
"I think that Stain is genuine enough, and that he is more than clever enough to know who to send you to. Doubly so now that he have had the confirmation from Dabi and Spinner."
"Yeh, very true. And hey, we're all here," Izuku adds on, more to reassure himself than anything else.
Soon enough, he's going to need to slip into Kidilante mode, or at least Hemlock. Perhaps the latter is better, given that Shinigami is one of Stain's contacts. But, for a few more minutes, he can afford to bump his elbows with his Dad's, and just let himself settle, no need for thinking for just a little while.
It doesn't take them long to get to the quiet back street, not quite an alley, where they had agreed to meet Shinigami at.
And she is indeed there, waiting, scrutinising them with a heavy gaze as they approach. They scrutinise her in turn. She isn't pretty, in all truth. Not conventionally so, her nose straight and strong, her brows heavy, her eyes that little bit too deeply set. Her smile is a thing of pretty lipstick and too-sharp teeth, the way she tilts her head to look at them both only adding to it all, pale skin against an off-white gleam.
Hemlock thinks he knows that shade of lipstick, and he knows exactly which poison is in it too.
"Shinigami." The man's tone is impeccably neutral, as is the woman's when she responds,
"Eraserhead. And little Hemlock."
"I won't argue with it," the teen acknowledges, tilting his head in turn. That alone certainly isn't enough to bait him.
Her hair, shorn far shorter than either of theirs, closer to a buzzcut than anything else, is dark, and her eyes are too, narrowed slightly as she looks them both over more closely. (There is something about her gaze that draws Izuku in, the shatter-sharp edges and the cold analytical point of it, the simple shade of brown completely unable to hide the complexity of the mind behind it. Shinigami is clever, likely terrifyingly so.)
"I assume Stain sent you, then," she starts, and Izuku lets his Dad take the lead slightly, as the one even vaguely familiar with her.
"He did, yes. Said you would be on our side, that you would be able to support us in rallying more people that could be trusted to fight against the League."
"Perhaps I could," Shinigami hedges, and Izuku is the one to lean forwards slightly then, letting his eyes flare to match the solid set of his jaw,
"What incentive would you need? What would be your caveats, your motives?"
"Hm, that's a good question. Follow me."
The two Aizawas exchange a blink of a look before they're both moving, following the woman without another flicker of hesitation, fully willing to put themselves in potential risk right now. They know that Nedzu is following them on the cameras, and possibly also a drone, and that Mic and Midnight are both within a five minute run and, well, there's not a guarantee that they'd ever get there quickly enough to stop them from dying, but the point is that they have back-up at all, which is far more than they have usually had. And, well, between Hemlock and Eraserhead, they should have a fairly good chance of surviving an ambush, or at least long enough for any of their back-up to get to them.
Hopefully it isn't necessary though, because Shinigami ricochets over a wall at the end of one alley, and the pair don't so much as exchange another glance before Izuku is the first one to hop up beside her, balancing atop the wall, frying pan in hand, covering his vitals, capture weapon piled high around his neck, absolutely ready for a hit.
But none come, and he clicks his tongue twice as he leaps down the other side, comfortable in his Dad coming up too. Shinigami is watching them from the far end of the other alley, but does not seem the slightest bit irritated with or offended by their caution.
(If anything, there is a tiny lilt to her mouth, a shine to her eyes, and if Izuku isn't mistaken, then it's one of outright approval. Well, if their logical caution is enough to impress her, even a little bit, then all the better for them.)
They continue to follow her, none of them exchanging a single word, perfectly capable and willing to tail Shinigami without being left behind, particularly given the relatively sedate pace, and without needing to interrupt her. Between curiosity and wanting her approval, it's an obvious choice to just continue following her.
Not long later at all, they find themselves coming to a stop again, not on a familiar street but Izuku is still confident when he speaks up,
"We've gone in a circle, right?"
"Not a neat one," she returns, a shark's grin jagged on her face.
"No, definitely not a neat one," Izuku snorts, and his Dad is nigh-on smiling as well, wry amusement a little less hesitant than before.
"To say the least. Have we at least proven something to you?" Shinigami stares at them for several moments, unblinking just long enough that it begins to feel unnatural,
"I think you have, yes. I'll talk to some people, don't worry about their legality, if Hemlock gives us a time and place we'll turn up, but if he isn't there and willingly fighting then you know that we'll be leaving immediately. Same goes for if it reads as a trap."
Well, that certainly isn't unreasonable or illogical, and neither of them are going to take issues with that, nor is anyone else they're working with,
"Very fair. Is there a good way to contact you if we're trying to plan?"
"Of course," she flashes them another smile, still just that edge of something sharp to it. A scar right on the corner of her jaw catches the dim light slightly.
Izuku thinks that she might be one of coolest people he's ever met. Sure, she's a murderer and probably not a particularly nice person, but that doesn't mean that she isn't also super cool.
Doubly so when she waves a hand, immaculately idle, and all at once is throwing something small at them.
His Dad's capture weapon lashes out to catch the object, letting the phone dangle slightly from his hold.
"Thanks." She shrugs lazily,
"The secondary number is another associate. Go to me first. It's only for if I haven't replied for a few days; in that case, I'm probably dead." It's callous, casual, and the tone of it is a little too familiar, in a sense.
His Dad seems to have something increasing the tension of his shoulders for a fleeting moment, so Izuku quickly nods,
"Understood. Anything else?"
"I'll check it at set times, and it'll stay muted." His Dad is the one to respond this time, that tiny tension lost again,
"Obviously. We'll likely do the same."
"Good to hear. Anything else?"
"Do us a favour and try not to terrify any of our side? Some of them are younger than I'd like them to be," the hero admits, the request genuine and a little reluctant all at once.
There's a pause then, narrowed eyes, expression twisted into something ugly briefly, blatantly unimpressed.
"Then why are they there?"
"Because they're Heroics Students, and they're choosing this. They've seen their classmates go through more than enough to understand how bad this can be. We're talking to all of them individually, not all of them are going to be there. They will be with mentors who give a fuck about them, and only the third years and Hemlock will be directly on the front lines, as much as we can control it."
"Right, that's your justifications," she replies, the hints of a sneer darkening the words, except she's already turning to put her full attention on Izuku, eyebrow raised,
"Hemlock?"
"I'd rather none of them did, I won't lie. But they're strong, and I trust the teachers to do their best to keep my classmates away from the worst of it all."
”You reckon so, do you?” It's challenging, even harsh, however Izuku does not so much as falter, does not quail under the steel and unmoving earth of her gaze, and keeps his own chin high, shoulders straight, genuinely not needing to lean into his Dad, the confidence of Hemlock-Izuku-Kidilante keeping him steady, not to mention the faith he has in his teachers,
”Yes, I really do.”
There is a long breath where nothing happens. Nothing in Shinigami's expression so much as twitches, let alone softens.
Finally, however, she nods, a single sharp thing, and her expression still doesn't soften at all but her eyes shift slightly, something... not warmer per se, but a little less heavy, a little less dark,
”Very well.” The agreement is blatant, and very much final. They both know the dismissal that it is.
Neither of them are upset by that fact, it certainly isn't the time or place to be offended, particularly when there's not really any need for it. They've got exactly what they wanted from all of this: more support, more allies, or at least the strong potential of.
With every little thing like this, they have more chance of surviving this war, of winning it. It gives Izuku hope.
Notes:
Oh, and fair warning all, I'm planning to probably-maybe-hopefully take a semi-break for the second half of this month, so I'm not sure if I'll do the second chapter this month or not - I'll see what the vibes dictate ;)
On another note - I love Shinigami so much ^^; Might've accidentally semi-planned a divergent AU based on her being the one to train Izu?? So yeh, you know, my brain's run wild once again :D
Love to you all - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 121: Blades In Hand-
Summary:
We have some fun - or I do anyway!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Word has come, in whispers and rumours, that the heroes will be gathering to plan attacks in a conference hall along the borders of residential area and a business district. It's a nondescript sort of place. Perfect for some idiot heroes to gather in their civilian clothes, and even more perfect to attack.
(It's also owned by Nedzu, under one of his many aliases, or rather by said alias' company of a company, so a destructive fight will be awful, but not the end of the world. It doesn't implicate any others directly, at least.)
And Tomura is accepting no denials that it's time to attack. Too many of the fucking NPC grunts have fled, Sensei is dead, and they can't even add any more Nomus to their inventory. They're fucking stuck. There's no way to gain exp. like this, not really. Sure, they could grab at the heroes' loot, and wear away at their numbers, pick off the weaker members of their parties, but it won't make much difference.
Not to mention that Tomura is bored.
Scars has fucked off to Tokyo apparently, supposedly to do his own shit although he has dragged Scales along with him, all of which has pissed Tomura off, but whatever. They've pledged to be back in time for the attack, which is all Tomura cares about. Not that he needs Scars. But his Quirk is useful at least, and extra muscle never goes to waste, so, sure, Tomura will go along with it all.
At least, unlike those Liberation Arseholes, Scars and Scales have been fairly reliable so far. Tomura isn't stupid, his intelligence stats are decent enough, and he knows that his party is depleted, particularly with the loss of Sensei. Well, and the doctor too, but that's not as significant as their main tank and strategist. They fucking needed those idiots who couldn't even do more than convert a single city, not that Tomura would say as much out loud. But their buffs and inventory are limited at the moment. The Nomu, powerful as they are, are just NPCs when it comes to strategy and actually useful brains.
Ugh, Tomura hates all this shit. Not having Sensei is such a fucking pain in the arse, honestly, and Tomura is more than capable enough to handle his own party, but still. He could do with a bigger party.
He'll have enough time to round up some new NPC grunts at least. It should provide enough of a distraction to help prevent his Nomus being focused on too heavily; they can cause the most destruction if they're not focusing on individual targets or being overwhelmed by the heroes’ numbers. And at least if there's grunts then Tomura can keep his heavy hitters away from the Nomus then he can let the monsters just go batshit with Area of Effects. All the better to kill off the bastard heroes.
Tomura just wants to murder some of them, and help tear apart this stupid fucking society that they're all stuck in.
The fight starts... slowly, in a sense. Most of the major players haven't arrived yet, at least, and half of the heroes are putting their attention to evacuation.
Neither Dabi nor Twice are here, of course, both because they are not yet trusted enough for the heroes to have faith that they wouldn't turn against them once more, or be manipulated somehow, and because they would likely be major targets. Better to keep them out of the fight entirely.
Somewhat similarly, Izuku is glad that his class have been directed to helping with the evacuation efforts, some of the faculty but mostly Ectoplasm's clones working alongside them.
They haven't been able to warn the civilians about the impending battle, for the most part, just in case it was going to lead to the pre-planned nature of their subterfuge being exposed before it can actually work. Very carefully, however, they have been able to remove some people, those with little to no mobility, people who are uniquely vulnerable, were conveniently told that work needed to be done to their flats, or that there were concerns about water drainage on part of a street.
It makes the evacuation effort, now, far easier.
The worst part, by which Izuku means the most difficult, certainly not through any fault of the people themselves, are the parents with children. There aren't too many, luckily, and Izuku made a point of memorising the locations of several of them himself, specifically for the sake of trying to ensure that they get out safely. (He never, ever wants their plan to have the potential ramifications of leaving a child in the situation he himself was; if an innocent kid was left an orphan because of something that Izuku might have been able to help... It's an awful thought, truly. One that he would never forgive himself for.)
So right now he rushes to meet a woman and her three kids (well one is a baby in her arms, but it's another little heartbeat all the same-), who have just emerged from one of the blocks of flats, looking around wide-eyed, one arm braced in front of her two older children, keeping them back. Her eyes, even whilst wide with terror, are aflame, too, bold and fierce.
"Ma'am, I'm the hero Hemlock, let me guide you to the evacuation centre!" he calls, still running towards her. There is a relief in the slump of her shoulders at the sight of him.
"Thank you!" She starts talking to her children then, and Izuku is already there, smiling from behind his mask as he scoops the two kids up, one on each hip, double-checking that the mother is following him with the baby in her arms as he sets off at a more intermediate pace,
"I'm taking you halfway to the nearest evacuation point, is that okay ma'am?"
"I- How far will it be? How will I know where to go?" There's a hitch to her questions, to her breathing, a thing of panic and fear, that Izuku hopes to alleviate at least a little of that.
"I promise I'll make it as easy as possible, and it will be a five minute run, ten minute walk, but you should be far enough from the fighting that you don't have to worry too much, just listen out for anything approaching you. Is that alright?" he checks, genuinely wanting to be sure that she'll be able to manage by herself.
"Okay. Okay, thank you." One of the children in his arms whimpers, quietly, and Izuku murmurs something that he hopes sounds reassuring under his breath before speaking loudly enough for the mother once again,
"Of course. I'm sorry I can't accompany you the whole way." Her voice is steadier, now, when she replies,
"No. No, it's okay."
Izuku looks over his shoulder once again, hoping that she can tell that he is offering her a smile. He likes to think, from the way that she looks far less stressed than she did only a few minutes ago, that the feeling has come across well enough.
Not even five minutes later, he is back into full and entire Kidilante-Hemlock-hero mode, launching himself into the air as he swings around the corner of a building back onto a main street, unsurprised to find that it's swarming with far more heroes and villains and Nomus than before. He can't see his Dad right now, but that's okay. At least for now. He can see Uncle Nem fighting back to back with another twilight hero, what looks like Drop at a glance, although the latter's gas mask makes it hard to tell for certain, and he can hear Auntie Zashi, an echoing cry that starts mid-pitched but abruptly rises to something sharp and shattering in the split second that Izuku is listening to it. From this distance, it only faintly aches to hear.
Izuku has no doubt that several people's ears are bleeding. He can't help but grin at the thought, even as he throws himself into the battle with a knife in his free hand and feet pointed immaculately to lash into the nearest villain.
It works, and he has one man sprawling to the floor quickly enough, leaving him free to focus his attention on the nearest abomination, a lanky thing, far taller than any person that Izuku has met, long dark limbs that extend too far, tipped with claws that leak what must be acid, judging by how drops splatter out and have the ground hissing and pooling into little melted craters.
A hero that Izuku hasn't met personally, but knows tangentially, is sprawled on the ground, an awful line of what must be that same acid clinging their half-melted top along their shoulder, yet they're still trying to get onto their feet. There's no hesitation, then, for Kidilante, a knife in each hand, as he runs forwards, twisting away from one swipe of the claws, startled slightly when a tail, more whip-like than anything else, lashes towards him.
He rolls beneath the dark limb (or is it an extremity, or something else again? Izuku isn't sure-) and bites back a hiss when even more acid, from what seems like a stinger of sorts at the end of said tail, drips along his back where his pan doesn't cover, popping up in a way that he can kick off from the ground, leading with his knives.
They make for an excellent equivalent to hand holds as he digs one in at his first reach point, not far above the Nomu's knee, swinging on that blood-dripping hand hold to stab the next knife in further above. If he's lucky, the Nomu will be vulnerable to its own acid.
Or maybe he won't be lucky, because even as he gets his third climbing point in, a hand, almost as broad as his own back, comes scraping for him. Huh, maybe this Nomu is blind, because it is not being accurate, judging by how it gouges at its own hip before it even begins to get Izuku, who has dug his currently-spare knife in its thigh to be able to bring his frying pan around, just enough to deflect the tail end of its attack. He, admittedly, resents how it's likely to be damaging the metal, but that's okay. Better than acidic claws digging into his shoulder and arm and back.
Before the monster can try again, Izuku slots his pan back into its holster, and ignores the ache in his hands and elbows and shoulders, alongside the splatter of blood across his mask, the scent thick enough to clog his throat, as he rapidly pulls himself up another metre or so until he's bracing his booted feet against its ribs. The heartbeat of the Nomu is strong enough to shudder through his ankles, and now it is snapping down at him, sharp teeth and, oh, it has ripples to its cheeks and something like bat ears on either side of its head.
Izuku only just has time to register all of this before the Nomu opens its mouth wide, and screeches.
The reverberation of the noise alone is almost enough to have him thrown back, his hold threatened with the force of it, not to mention how his ears ring to the point of everything else fading it, no indication of the shouting or destruction or even his Auntie Zashi.
But that's okay, because as much as it hurts, Izuku still has his place on the Nomu's chest, and he pulls both of his knife handholds out in the same moment that he lashes his capture weapon out, wrapping around and around the Nomu's throat, tight enough to strangle any normal human.
Of course it doesn't strangle the Nomu, but Izuku wasn't really expecting it to, either. No, he just wanted to have a better point from which to jump off and pull, to drag himself up, until he could avoid one more grasp of the monster's claws even as he swing-skirts its shoulder before twisting just enough that he can, mid-swoop, hook a leg around the abomination's neck.
It's the perfect position to draw one of his bloody knives once more, and to start stabbing.
Blood and clear fluid (cerebrospinal fluid, Izuku knows, and the biology of how most of a Nomu's brain is exposed yet survives, how it still sits in fluid without being surrounded by it, is bizarre and, if it wasn't so disturbing, would be utterly fascinating-) spatter out, and surely his mask must be more rusty-stained than dull silver at this point. Ferrous salt is coating the back of his throat despite the fact that he can't have ingested any of it, and it's obvious what the cloying taste comes from.
But that's okay, because the Nomu's movements are stuttering, the creature screeching once more in a way that reverberates right through Izuku despite not being faced with a frontal attack. It's enough to seemingly have his very heart trembling, and his guts twisting fiercely enough that he thinks he'll outright throw up, but he swallows it down even as he clings on.
And, finally, the Nomu slowly collapses beneath him, knees giving way as a fallen tree, and Izuku releases his capture weapon in preparation for just the right moment, that fraction of an instant before impact-
He jumps, at that well-practiced timing, and doesn't even stumble as he lands upon the ground, seamlessly ducking some rubble that is thrown, seemingly by coincidence, in his direction. Nobody is attacking him right now, at least. Not that he can see.
Which is good, because he could really do with taking a long breath, steadying himself and trying to pick apart how much he can hear beyond the persistent aching bell-toll in his ears. Luckily, he reckons that it's pretty good, now, despite the noise over the top. He can hear individual words in amongst the general hubbub and shouting and screaming of a battlefield, which is reassuring. Good to know he isn't deaf, at least.
Although he suspects that even if he was, he would still somehow be able to hear the way that a voice calls out to him, then,
"Hemlock!" It is his Dad after all.
"A'ight?" Izuku calls back, not so much as glancing over. His Dad isn't particularly hurt, Izuku can tell that much just from the way the man called out his hero name. Still, it's good to have a confirmation when it comes:
"Fine! You?"
"Nothing too bad!" Izuku returns, although that might not be very convincing because he's pretty sure that despite his neat landing not even half a minute ago, the ringing in his ears is definitely still giving him some vertigo.
But, hey, he doesn't have any broken bones, or any serious cuts or the like, and he's more than able to fight. It'll do him.
His Dad seems to have assessed that as well, because he only comes over long enough to look Izuku over properly before they're nodding to each other, and jumping back into the fray once more.
As Izuku ducks the fin-edged leg of one tall woman, his frying pan in hand to deflect a flurry of the same villain's luridly striped spines, there's a distant glimpse of Shinigami, a blink of predator-sharp movement and a blade that is red in perhaps more than one way, and Izuku is already busy with dragging his blade down the length of somebody's arm, spinning to catch a knife in one hand, stabbing it into the nearest shoulder before promptly twisting on the spot once more to throw it back towards his Dad. It's the man's main knife after all.
There are a few minutes there where everything is just a blur. He is back to back with his EraserDad a few times, and side to side with Shinigami for two brief moments, awe swelling in the back of his mind at the utter grace that she moves with.
All at once, however, there is a laugh that Izuku knows far too well, obvious to him even beneath the persistent tinnitus, and that has a shiver down his spine before he has so much as heard her voice.
"Oh, Izu-chan~"
"You can fuck right off, Second!" Izuku is very much glad that he's mostly beaten back the vertigo by now, because he isn't sure how well he would have been able to keep his footing otherwise, particularly as she replies from somewhere in the crowd, a calling croon, purring-possessive,
"But Izu-chan, I love you!"
Izuku really does get a full-on shiver at that, a flinch of terror, the remembrance of a tongue trailing along his bloody skin, because for all of the villains that Izuku has faced, there is something unique to her. To the memories she has left him with.
Izuku knows, now, what it is to be loved. It is far, far from what Toga Himiko believes in.
Still, his Dad is a dozen paces away, and blatantly alert to the impending fight on Izuku's hands from the way that his capture weapon shifts, his gaze flickering over to his son above the miniature sea of heads and limbs between them.
"You're a psychopathic bitch, Second, and I would rather make-out with a brick wall than you," Izuku snaps, ignoring the fact that he would rather make-out with nobody at all, thank you very much. There are more important things to think about right now.
Like the way that he has to clash his knife against Toga's syringe, pivoting into a kick in the same movement, deflecting the syringe and simultaneously crashing his steel-toed foot into the softness of her side.
The heavy, catching, gasping exhale is far more satisfying than it should be.
Either way, Izuku is still moving, sinking back into his hero mindset except it's deeper than Hemlock, right back to Kidilante, to before he knew the horrors of Toga, so that he doesn't have to hesitate even a little before he's flipping forwards, taking advantage of how the villain has stumbled to crash his knee against her temple. It isn't enough to knock her out, but that's okay. Toga is sent tumbling even further off-balance by it, barely getting her feet under herself before she's on the ground.
Kidilante presses his advantage. If nothing else, she could change her form and get lost in the chaos of the battlefield; the thought is alarming to say the least. He knows her deadly proclivities far too well.
It's with this thought lingering, a rot at the back of his throat, that has Izu- that has Kidilante jabbing an elbow at Toga's throat, curling an ankle around to catch at the back of hers, other hand rising to his capture weapon, fisting in the fabric-alloy just a little rougher than his hero's, that bit newer, both a grounding point and a preparation.
Just as those golden cat-gleaming eyes snap back up to him, Kidilante lets himself grin, Cheshire-sharp, as so many loops of his capture weapon lash out, hooking and pushing and pulling and twining. Toga cries out, somewhere between a little girl's laugh and a stressed-out howl, and writhes in place, blatantly trying to get free, pulling a knife from her thigh holster and trying to hack at the capture weapon, to cut it away.
It's no good though; a capture weapon needs a far more concentrated and solid effort than her frenzied slashing to make much of a dent in the fabric-alloy will ever manage. And Kidilante tightens the gear just a little more, and a little more again, trying to ascertain how best else to deal with this.
The ground rumbles, seemingly threatening to rend right apart, and Kidilante nearly stumbles with the faint remnants of vertigo, even as he turns half his attention to his right, where-
Well, shit. Another Nomu, just what he needs right now.
Dodging back from the giant hand that comes reaching for him, pulling Toga in his wake, in between him and the abomination, Kidilante takes a deep breath, mentally readjusting his plans. Right, this is fine. He knows that his hero is very close by, and he saw Shinigami in the distance not long ago either. He'll survive, he thinks, at least for this.
Although, for now, he's a bit preoccupied with having to retract his capture weapon before the Nomu tangles its hand in the fabric-alloy in a way that would be pretty disastrous. Toga is left behind, in its path, but the Nomu pauses, stuttering in place, groaning. It doesn't attack her though, which is honestly kind of unfortunate. Doubly so when she's regaining her footing, crooning something that Kidilante doesn't really register when he's busy running his attention along the height of the Nomu, taking in its double arms and spiked elbows and large hands. There are mandibles, too, that curve in the same way as the elbow spikes.
A moment later Kidilante is throwing himself to the side as the monster lurches forwards, smashing down with one of those elbows. The edge of the spike is serrated.
He throws a knife at Toga a fraction of a moment later, leaping back from where the Nomu drags its spike along the ground, the point raking up cement and tarmac in a juddering tear.
"Izu-chan, don't run away from me!" Oh, but Kidilante has very little qualms about doing exactly that, as she seems to be fixated enough on him to not risk her just leaving and massacring people, so it's safe enough for now.
By which he means that he can leap up, his biggest knife in hand, digging it into the Nomu's arm as deeply as possible, aiming for where there would normally be veins but judging by the less-than-expected blood, he has either missed or they're in weird places. He doesn't have time to really consider it either way, though, because the Nomu is reaching for him with two more of its hands, and he can hear Toga laughing from somewhere behind the monster.
At least this Nomu doesn't seem like the quickest of the bunch. Small mercies.
It's this fact that has him sprinting, dashing one, two, three, four steps to the left, closer to the Nomu, heading directly for it, and just as its eyes settle on him, that unnerving blank-bloodlust-bloodshot gaze, just as it processes that he is running straight at it, Kidilante twists, shoving his weight to the side as he turns, curling in a mostly-tight arc around its side instead.
There, he is faced with a grinning Toga. Already reaching up and back for his pan, Kidilante snarks something that he himself doesn't really register, something about freaks and blood kinks, throwing a second knife, already reaching for another blade, one of his birthday set rather than a throwing knife, ready to face her blow for blow, albeit with the looming threat of the Nomu being potentially ready to attack any moment.
Two breaths later, he manages to score a long hit down the side of her face, cutting into her hair with a flurry of blonde caught in the riotous breeze of the battleground, ducking under a syringe that comes swinging for his neck.
Then, all at once, Kidilante pivots away from Toga, frying pan raised to take the brunt of the hit from the Nomu, and he knows that he's leaving his back exposed to the villain, but that's okay.
A hand, broad and callused in a way that Kidilante knows perhaps better than his own, latches around her neck, and squeezes too-tight as Eraserhead smashes Toga into the ground with a wordless snarl.
His Dad is here, after all.
Notes:
Hhhh but I love Kidzu fighting, doubly so with his Dad. It's just such a good vibe, you know? :D
Seeing the chapter count is beginning to get to me now, honestly. Had a bit of a wobble partway through writing this honestly - this is my *baby*, you know? I just- These boys have seen the growth of my writing, and I've seen the growth of their relationship, and no matter what, I've loved them, and they've loved each other, and it's been wonderful.
I know this might seem dramatic to you guys - this isn't even the penultimate chapter or anything! It just makes me worry about how I'm going to feel when it really does come to an end, you know?
But, hey, we're getting there! No promises on how all of this will end though ;)
Love to you all as always - Ota. Xxx
Chapter 122: -And Bodies Beside
Summary:
The fight goes on, and perhaps even stops.
Notes:
Yall life is a lot and vibes are Not A Lot, so this took me a while, but I hope you all enjoy it as I really do like it!!
Although it might make you all hate me actually ^^; But, hey, we'll see~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Then, all at once, Kidilante pivots away from Toga, frying pan raised to take the brunt of the hit from the Nomu, and he knows that he's leaving his back exposed to the villain, but that's okay.
A hand, broad and callused in a way that Kidilante knows perhaps better than his own, latches around her neck, and squeezes too-tight as Eraserhead smashes Toga into the ground with a wordless snarl.
His Dad is here, after all.
Kidilante puts his attention to the Nomu, to dodging one of those elbow spikes, moving around to the left to keep the Nomu's attention away from where his Dad is fighting. He breathes deeply, keeps on moving, dodging a second limb, a third one, twisting around one of those reaching arms before digging in his knife, down a forearm, even as the spike of the same arm just about clips his own arm. Which hurts like a bitch, actually.
Kidilante jumps, then, and starts to climb. One advantage of his opponent having multiple limbs is how much easier it becomes to use them as footholds, almost like a ladder, until he's catching himself around the monster's neck. He's grateful, admittedly, when Eraserhead darts in to start distracting it.
It gives him the chance to start stabbing it in the brain without being pulled off.
Right as Izuku is stabbing the Nomu in the brain for a fourth and final time, Shigaraki arrives, judging by the swell of shouts, the villain's name perhaps the only distinct thing in it all.
Kidilante and Eraserhead don't need to so much as glance at each other to start moving, leaping away, into the crowd once more, not staying back to back with each other but very much remaining close. Close enough that Izuku catches one knife, dragging it down into the leaf-adorned shoulder of the nearest villain, even as he pivots on his heel, leg lashing out to keep the two men who are approaching at bay. If it also allows him to throw EraserDad's knife back in his general direction, then all the better.
He breathes, heavy, sharp, controlled, and he keeps on moving. Two pins pulled from his hair get jabbed into a shoulder and a limb. A punch reverberates through his arm but it lands on the nose intended, so that's okay. Expected.
He lets himself be pulled by a coil of capture weapon, and quite happily uses the pulled-away momentum to smash his foot into someone's face, steel-toe first, on the way past. In a blink, he's bracing his hands on his hero's shoulders, a pause in time, that fraction of a moment where everything goes still, Izuku's fingers braced around warmth, a heartbeat and breathing and the solidity of muscle-bone-determination, the rough-soft-worn texture of far less capture weapon than usual, most of it out and in use right now but that just gives Kidilante more solid grip.
Kidilante twists all of his momentum down, at once. His knee smashes into the temple of someone who was far closer to his hero's back than he would ever like. His hands are free, then, pulling his frying pan again, twisting to press his shoulders to a familiar spine.
"Hi," he breathes, almost a laugh, more a thing of adrenaline than true happiness. His hero hears, judging by the affectionate sort of huff.
They separate again then.
Kidilante deflects some sort of stream of water, high-powered enough to make him dig his feet in, but if he had dodged it would have caught Eraserhead. (Ten paces away, now, Eraserhead catches a punch rather than ducks it, even though the Quirk- born vibrations ache something vicious from his shoulder right down to his ankles. Still, better than letting the shockwaves ripple through the air as they did twenty seconds ago, not willing to let them shudder against his Kidilante.)
With every leap, every flip, every knife he buries into flesh, Kidilante moves further through the crowds. There are other heroes, glimpses of Eraserhead, of Wash, or Trapler, but far more villains, far more people who snarl and snap and growl at him, throwing out elbows and punches. Someone's Quirk sends an abrupt spike of fear through him, an illogical blink of time where everything in Kidilante screams to run, that the shadows and the blood and the monsters are here and he has to go, to freeze in place, to collapse into himself-
He doesn't give in. He grips his knife tighter, registers how his breathing is crushed against his own face by his mask, in the way that means he is Kidilante, he is here and capable and ready to save, and he moves again, in spite of the fear.
Abyssal eyes, purple-hinted as twilight, go wide as he manages to move towards them regardless of the Quirk trying to crush him from the inside-out. Kidilante pivots, elbow breaking their nose in blood and a grinding snap, those twilight-lit eyes tearing up before the villain is on the ground, Kidilante's gaze caught instead on a man charging towards him, and the fight blurs back into the movements, into adrenaline, breathing, leather between his fingertips, capture weapon around his neck.
There's a howling cry, at some point, and Izuku knows that voice even though he doesn't register exactly who it is in this moment, and he doesn't think, hardly processes, just lurches forwards. His hair is falling out of its braid, piece by piece, curls falling in his eyes because he's been using his pins (he knows he just buried one in someone's throat, and right now he has no way to care-), and he has just jumped to someone's shoulder, onto another person's glacier-like head, propelling himself even further, trying to see where he heard the scream that he knew.
It's a hero, one that he and his own hero have worked with before, a kind person who has offered an injured Kidilante a jacket before, and who tends to default more to support type roles than active fighting. They're on the ground, his Dad standing over them, and even from a notable little distance away, Izuku can see the thin dragging wounds rapidly weeping blood, right from their cheek all the way down their chest, almost to the hip.
That sort of wound could well be fatal, Izuku knows. He's suffered at Shigaraki's touch himself, after all. (He is intimately aware of how agonising that touch is, of how quickly their head must be going woozy from the blood loss, of how it makes the world narrow down to the sensation of your own blood slipping over your skin, hot and tacky and tanging at the back of your throat-)
"Eraser!" he calls, throwing another knife, flicking it out from between fingertips that he does not allow to tremble.
His hero spins, one hand sweeping out, redirecting the blade in an instant.
It slams into Shigaraki's shoulder, and Izuku-Hemlock-Kidilante worms his way back through the last of the crowd (he had fallen back to the ground in the few moments after he threw the knife-), capture weapon coiling out and tripping someone who was reaching for him, letting him almost-tumble into the cleared area around where his hero and Shigaraki are fighting.
Seeing his knife hanging, blood-dripping, from Shigaraki's shoulder is far too satisfying, regardless of how it tumbles to the ground mere blinks later.
Kidilante, for his part, assesses that Eraserhead is relatively unhurt and sets to skirting around the active fight, just sending out a few flash-quick curls of capture weapon, pulling at the villain's elbow and knee and throat as he darts past. Shigaraki snarls, turns on him, only to have a knife arcing at his spine from behind. It has the villain spinning back around, caught between them both.
If he wasn't so harried, Kidilante would grin. Fighting alongside his hero is always the best sort of fight.
The distraction of Eraserhead's renewed attack gives Kidilante the chance to run. Capture weapon flicking low, ducking as well, he scoops the hero up (why can't he remember their damn name?) and makes a run for it. He trusts Eraserhead to protect his back. To keep Shigaraki occupied just long enough to get the hero safe.
"Stay strong. I know it hurts, but stay strong. You're too good of a person not to," he promises, the words rasping with every breath, because he adores what he knows of this hero but that doesn't make them miraculously light, but that's sort of okay, because it earns him a butterfly-fleeting smile, and the fact that they're still coherent enough to smile at him helps to ease a little of his panic.
Because he doesn't want to believe that this hero will die, but he has no way of knowing that. Unfortunately though, he also doesn't have the time to take them all the way to safety, so he instead carefully deposits them, as delicately as he can, out of the main street, on one of the larger side roads where he knows that medics and evacuation heroes will be travelling along soon enough if not already, grabbing a wad of gauze out of his own utility belt, pressing it against the deepest bit of their long wound, between the base of their throat and their collarbone.
Kidilante is so very glad when they're at least able to bring up their own hand to keep the gauze in place. It's reassuring that he didn't have to ask.
"Than' you, 'lante." The recognition means far more than it should, and Kidilante (Izuku, trembling, bleeding-hearted Izuku-) cannot resist the urge to brush his fingertips along their hairline, a brief moment of comfort. Of peace in the chaos.
Then he's back and moving again, leaving them, hoping that he will not be faced with a dead body should he return, and Kidilante jumps back into the fray.
He ducks a swinging arm not even meant for him, moving in close, shoving up an elbow into their armpit, hoping for the radial nerve. From the way that the villain's arm seems to go slightly dead, it did. Kidilante grins, sharp, steady. In the same moment, he spins around, hand coming up to grab at his frying pan.
A hunk of metal is a pretty painful thing to get to the guts, and it crumples the villain over.
But Kidilante doesn't have time to care, not when he's swinging it around further, lunging forwards enough to crash it into the back of another person's knees. They tumble to the ground.
"Ooh, on your knees for me, huh?" He can't help the snark, the sarcasm, even as he smacks his knee into the back of their head and moves on past. It takes half a breath to assess that his hero is holding up just fine against Shigaraki. The far more concerning part is several other villains, also eyeing up the fight. Well, he can't have them interfering.
"Oi, fuckwads!" It's an intentionally generic insult, not to mention intentionally plural. His hero will recognise the connotations of it. After all, Kidilante is far better off keeping others out of the way than he is interrupting Eraserhead's fight, no matter how seamlessly they fight together.
With this in mind, he sets himself to taking down all people in his vicinity. He doesn't like it (Izuku wants to be at his Dad's side, Kidilante wants to fight directly beside his hero where he belongs-), but strategy trumps personal preference. Particularly in a fight like this, with so many moving components that could go wrong. With so much death.
Kidilante pulls yet another pin from his hair, ignoring how his braid is beyond beginning to feel loose, and catches someone along their green face with it. He gets a swipe of a hand, webbed, clawed, to the side for it, but that's okay.
After all, he's throwing himself up, in the air, flipping over so that he can dodge above a tail before digging his heel into someone else's arm, forcing their punch down, the rest of their body following. It's perfect for Izuku to catch his foot beneath their chin, snapping their head back. He lands, pivots, withstands a kick that lands on his hip and keeps on moving. Bubbles drift past him that he twists past on his way to drag one of his longest knives along that sea-toned tail, glad that he had sharpened them all prior to this battle. Those scales might have been too much, otherwise.
Ducking to avoid more bubbles puts his next lunge off-kilter, but Kidilante doesn't let that stop him. No, he pushes up, reaches out, drags a blade down. Capture weapon rises up around him, deflecting a blow. A second.
He breathes deeply, throwing himself low to avoid a third strike, wraps capture weapon around his wrists to support them, pivoting on his hands. His swung-round legs tangle deliberately around the woman's ankles. She tumbles to the ground messily, all bloody scrapes and cursing, and Kidilante wastes no time springing up, over, off of his hands, landing immaculately along the centre of her spine.
Even better, the hit that next comes for him, a third set of those bubbles and someone else's overhead chain swing, has him twisting, darting away, the chains crashing down onto the already-winded woman, and Kidilante able to leap forwards once again.
Instantly, he does so, no time for another full breath before he's wrapping an arm around a villain's neck, wrenching back with his entire body weight as his momentum carries him past them.
Kidilante is the only one of the two of them to land on his feet.
Unfortunately he also gets some of those bubbles to the shoulder, and they must be something like acid or perhaps some mixture of other chemicals that he doesn't have time to figure out right now, too busy hissing past the burning pain of where they've eaten through his hoodie and skin, and instead grasps beneath said hoodie to pull out another knife. He's already used and lost a few too many for his liking. (It's been, what, maybe thirteen lost, and one of his random ones snapped in half in between the plates of a mutant's natural armour, and normally he keeps better track but he knows too many of the faces in this fight for his usual precise count-)
Another villain is in his space, then, long teeth clashing, but Kidilante is short enough that he barely even has to duck it. And they're close enough that he can headbutt just below their sternum, already reaching up to readjust his mask back in place.
"Your fault for being a giant!" he snaps, capture weapon coiling around the villain's ankles to further unbalance them.
He straightens, half a moment of looking around him take in the broader fights around them. The battlefield itself is beginning to slow down. To quieten. Kidilante registers that fact even in the same moment that he thrusts an elbow into someone's guts, rolling away to avoid some sort of club being smashed over the back of his head. He turns, snarls, leaps. The knife in his hand meets a wrist, clashing against bone but not before making the villain scream.
The knife is wrenched away by the man's wild flinch, but Kidilante has more important issues to pay attention to.
Like the way that there are two balls of fire and one whip or some sort aiming for him. That club from moments ago isn't far behind either. Kidilante's still mostly annoyed with how he just lost another knife. He really hopes he'll be able to get lots of them back.
There's no more time for such thoughts, even idle ones, because he's already having to throw a smaller knife at the club person, shamelessly aiming for their face because he doesn't like how long his EraserDad has been fighting Shigaraki alone, no matter how utterly capable the hero is. At the same time, in the same breath, Kidilante is ducking more fire, and, damn, he's really having bad luck with the elementals and the mutants this time, isn't he?
But he can pick apart most Quirks at a glance. So he's expecting the second fireball from the villain's other hand, and he also knows that he has at least ten seconds before they can go for him again.
It's the opening he needs. He runs three, four, five steps, flicking up and over until he can crash his heels down into the junction of their shoulder, an immaculate axe-kick.
They topple, a root-less tree, rot-tumbling, and Kidilante has no compunctions about grabbing their arm as they fall, tugging it viciously up, back, around, until the joint pops, wet, loud, sickening. Unbothered, Kidilante lands, steps, once, twice, then all at once stomps down, vicious, on their other hand, reassured by the grinding slip of the not-ground below his foot.
He, deliberately, tumbles to the ground. Luckily, as he had sort-of noticed in the split second he had to process the whip coming for him, it was moving horizontally.
In a blink, Kidilante is pushing up again, shoving off of hands that are beginning to tremble, exhausted, aching, but he is far from done, and it's easy enough to lead with a dodged kick, a tangling knot of capture weapon to keep the whip at bay, to lurch close enough that he can feel the heat of their breath seeping in through the gap of the top of his mask.
His knee buries in their guts. His knife catches, long, maybe-shallow, down the back of their bicep, catching on the solidity of an elbow before he pushes back again, hand curled over their throat. They go down shoulder-head-bloody arm first, whip torn from their grip. Kidilante huffs, almost grins, and sets off moving again.
Despite his hopes of being able to rejoin his Dad now, he doesn't get the chance. No, because the ground beneath him bucks, strains, a wild, animal-fluid thing, and there is no dodging it when he doesn't even know where it comes from. He tumbles, catches an elbow badly on some of the thrown-up rubble, attention already focused everywhere but himself. Where did that come from? Who?
He's standing up again, turning to the next person running towards him who, judging by the rock-like fractures on their skin might well have been the cause of the attack, there are at least three villains still, before he can get back to his hero's side-
"Kid."
Such a breathless whimper shouldn't be audible from several metres away in the middle of a dying-down battlefield, but if there is a single person's voice that Izuku will always, always be attuned to no matter the environment, it's his Dad's, doubly so when followed by a too-solid thud.
He whips around, and his Dad is on the ground, crumpled, bloody, and no, no, this isn't right.
Izuku doesn't see red (he doesn't need to, when there is already so, so much fucking blood, no, please, fuck, he can't do this, no-) because he's busy moving, a blur of grey and white and black and red, knives in hand and capture weapon rising and his throat burning with panic or a scream or something else entirely because there is a villain standing over his hero and more villains standing in between Izuku and his Dad and they had smiles and reaching hands except now they have bloody wounds, thrown to the side, kicked in the throat, whatever it takes to get them away, to get them gone. He needs his Dad. He needs to protect his hero. Izuku- Hemlock-
Kidilante has to protect his Dad with every single piece of himself, because he is nothing if he doesn't have his Dad at his side.
At some point in his fury, in his blind terror, Kidilante registers that it is red eyes and pale hair that falter at the sight (the rage, the fear, the gravity-) of him. He scratches down a pale face with the hand that no longer has a knife in it, digging in where there is too-wet give, and stabs once, twice, a third time, with the hand that does still have a blade. Only the first time does it clatter against bone.
The second and third reach soft insides, his arm left hot with it, already tacky in the valleys of his scars, beneath his nails. Kidilante doesn't so much as flinch.
And, finally, it is Izuku (not hero, not vigilante, but son-) who sways in the epicentre of destruction, and who follows that up with sagging onto his knees at his hero's side, beside the flutter-closed eyes, the too-slow-rising chest, and his hands are covered in rust-rich red to match the wounds that he tries to staunch, that he is burning with his own agony for.
His entire world is bloody and broken in front of him, and Izuku- Izuku can feel himself breaking too.
Notes:
No promises, no promises at all :)
Chapter 123: Terror (Together)
Summary:
The immediate aftermath :)
Notes:
There's a piece of art maybe ~halfway through this chapter - my lovely friend Vee drew it for me the better part of a year ago from one of the snippets of this chapter that I had written back in like February or March or something - suffice to say I had this planned for a while ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The second and third stab reach soft insides, his arm left hot with it, already tacky in the valleys of his scars, beneath his nails. Kidilante doesn't so much as flinch.
And, finally, it is Izuku (not hero, not vigilante, but son-) who sways in the epicentre of destruction, and who follows that up with sagging onto his knees at his hero's side, beside the flutter-closed eyes, the too-slow-rising chest, and his hands are covered in rust-rich red to match the wounds that he tries to staunch, that he is burning with his own agony for.
His entire world is bloody and broken in front of him, and Izuku- Izuku can feel himself breaking too.
He breathes, raggedly, trying to figure out if his Dad is still doing the same, bloody hands scrabbling against skin that is too pale, too cool, and he can taste nothing other than blood and panic, heavy on his tongue.
He can't lose his Dad. He can't.
There is no complete thought in his head, no coherency, nothing that he can pull together in a way to fix this situation in the way that he so utterly wishes to, deep down, in the place where his spine becomes his ribs becomes his heart, his blood and marrow pounding in a staccato-ugly beat-
He breathes, because he has no other choice, and he presses his shuddering fingertips to pulse point after pulse point, to wounds, words tumbling over his lips, a numb-shattering avalanche. Izuku begs, and pleads, and threatens, and wishes in a way that aches worse than any of his own wounds.
Wads of gauze and coils of his hero's capture weapon are pressed and pulled taut, even whilst he lets his own support gear run riot, lashing and curling around them both, the closest thing to a shield he can manage, between his panic and his fear and his rage. He processes nothing, knows neither friend nor foe, only the desperation of trying to somehow prevent what feels, in this half-moment, inevitable.
Finally, the blood begins to slow. Or, at least, it stops seeping fresh heat all over Izuku's hands, and the crimson-bursting panic echoing through his chest begins to abate, or at least morph, shifting into something like sheer heartbreak instead.
Suffice to say, it isn't really an improvement.
Sinking back on his heels properly, albeit wavering on them, feet threatening to cramp, Izuku clutches one hand to his Dad's wrist, pressing so heavily on the pulse that it almost feels like he might be about to stop it with the pressure alone. But he needs the reassurance, violently, viciously so.
The sky above them is far too blue for so terrible a day, and Izuku breathes but he wishes that he could transfer every molecule of oxygen in his lungs into his Dad's, even as he stares up at the few clouds, throat exposed, head tilted so far back that his every breath rasps.
In his chest, his heart wavers.
Finally, he starts to cry. Izuku sobs, and shakes, but it's all silent, slumping forwards once more, watching the fluttering of his father's red-stained throat, capture weapon still writhing around them both, and he doesn't know how, doesn't know when it happens, but Hitoshi and Shouto are there, coming up to watch him, to try and help him even though they can't easily get close, because hands that tremble so violently can't be good for anything, not even monitoring a weak pulse, but he can feel his Dad living and frankly he doesn't give a fuck about anything else right now, not in comparison to this-
"Izuku, love, can you please answer me?" No, he can't, not truly, because he can barely hear the request, let alone process it, but words are upon his lip all the same, a ferrous-tanging burble,
"Fuck, fuck, I'm sorry, Dad, I'm so sorry, fuck, no, no, shit, you can't, please-" It must count as an answer, although Izuku doesn't register anything except part of his mind fading out, settling in, sinking into something far more coherent, willingly or not.
"Izuku, take six deep breaths for me, and calm your capture weapon down."
A gentle nudge taps against his shoulder, and, all at once, he snaps back to himself, breathing steadier than before, his capture weapon draped around his shoulders once again, only the loose ends twitching, flicking, akin to a cat's tail. His Dad's pulse is still pressed against his fingertips, tacky though they might be.
It's still too weak, however. Still too thready, too barely-there, too much of a terror-striking tremor.
He straightens up, slightly, hardly cognisant of the soft, cool touch on his shoulder, and all he can think, all he can comprehend, is the apology-begging-praying to some nameless god that he doesn't believe in but who might just choose to keep his Dad alive, please, please-
"Shou!" There's another voice, no, two of them, both oh-so familiar and something in the back of Izuku's mind abruptly gives in, a thing of half-relief, half-resignation, because there are more heroes now, and he might love Hitoshi and Shouto to pieces, but his Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem are heroes, have known and protected his Dad for years already, and he knows that they will help, that they can do something.
They're collapsing beside him within a single breath, trying to help, running their own hands across the hero's limbs, checking the surety of Izuku's makeshift bandages, checking for more injuries, feeling for his pulse, tilting his Dad's head back to check his airways.
All Izuku can process is their beneath-breath desperation, a mirror to his own aches. ("Shouta, you bastard, you can't, don't you fucking dare follow Oboro-" "Shouta, Shouta, no, you- your baby broccoli needs you and we need you and, Kami, Shouta, please-")
At some point their mutual panic trembles down into exhaustion, and Izuku is blinking heavily, vision wavering, tear-swayed, even as he leans forwards, just about processing how his family are saying that his Dad seems as okay as possible for right now, and how there is the sound of sirens fading in, growing louder by the moment.
"Izuku, there are paramedics-" That's all he needs to know, all he processes, before he's carefully using his capture weapon to support his hero's chest, pulling the man up enough that Izuku can get an arm beneath his ribs, carefully laying his trembling hand flat against the just-moving chest, retracting his capture weapon as he gets another arm beneath his Dad’s legs.
Standing up feels like a Herculean task, because it hurts, in every way, through every part of him, by then he’s on his feet, his hero’s weight too much for a bridal carry but it doesn’t matter, not really, not when he has the man pressed against him, able to feel every breath, every heartbeat.
Yet still, he’s terrified that those very same things might stop in a blink. That he could very easily still lose his Dad.
(He can taste blood, can feel it, tacky, in the valleys of his scars and the creases of his knuckles, can feel how his stomach is twisting, ribs wreathed in ivy and barbs and dread.)
And so, the sirens ringing in his ears, Izuku staggers forwards with his Dad in his arms, and it isn't a comical sight (not with all of the blood, and the too-wobbling steps, or the absolute terror in Izuku's eyes-) but it almost could be, the man's feet trailing low to the ground, his head only remaining propped upon Izuku's shoulder thanks to a judicious use of capture weapon.
So much of Izuku is trembling, burning, collapsing, but he keeps his legs moving, blinking to try and focus his vision despite how blurry it has gone (his tears are long-dried, already, salt streaking through the blood spatters on his cheeks, and yet his eyes still refuse to just fucking focus, the frost in his bones threatening to overwhelm him-), and he just zeroes in on the sound of sirens, the bursts of red lights almost-blinding for all that they shouldn't be. He's too busy swaying with every step to care.
He is far too young to be carrying his own father's half-dead weight off of a battlefield.
And yet he would not allow anyone else to do the same, and they all know it.
Capture weapon trailing behind him, the broken wings of an angel, he keeps his strength just long enough to take in the words of the paramedics that are abruptly in front of him, and to deposit his Dad onto an ambulance gurney, only halfway cognisant of the pleas tumbling over his lips,
"Can you- can you save my Dad? Please? I- He's all I have." (And that isn't technically true, but in the face of possibly losing his hero it feels it because Izuku's life is worth nothing without his hero, he would be nothing without his Eraserdad. He- He's Izuku's entire world.)
But the paramedics are promising to do their best and then Izuku is slumping which is fine except he's stumbling away, back into the hold of his Auntie and Uncle who are suddenly there again, because he is utterly relieved and very much still worried, still deathly afraid that now that he has let his Dad go he might never get him back.
Except his knees are also giving beneath him, and he feels so very cold, so very drained, his family's arms around him a faint, distant thing-
Izuku's eyes are rolling back, and for some reason it is only now that it processes for them that he has lost his mask at some point, something too-cool to the pallor his skin, frail beneath the freckles, and god, they just thought Shouta was dying, they're still not sure that he won't, they can't handle that, not right now, no, not when they're busy holding his son, half in between them, their nephew for all intents and purposes (for all of their love for him-), and there's so much blood all over him, some of it must be his own, because yes this looks like shock but there's more to it, undeniably, not when there's that rasp to his breath and fresh heat seeping over their hands. Fuck.
"He needs help!" A gurney is already there, two paramedics already helping them to lay Izuku out on it, someone else entirely running up to them all, crying out for Izuku, for all that he's calling him Kid, and the three adults make a choice in a single moment's eye contact.
"We'll keep you posted, Nem. And each other."
"You'd better. Be safe," she insists, pressing a kiss to Hizashi's forehead, fingers brushing against Izuku's curls, and she turns away, back to the gathering students. Tsukauchi follows Izuku into one ambulance, Hizashi stepping up into Shouta's.
There’s nothing more they can do.
In the next twenty four hours, there are many photos, even some blurry videos that circulate, people being helped to evacuation centres by heroes, people in hospitals, people talking about the fight.
There is one photo, in particular, that is shared, again and again, that is featured in news articles and in blog posts and forums, an epitome of the fight, of the war. It is a just-blurry thing of part of the battlefield, air choked with dust and ash and something else again, akin to embers, surely the result of some Quirk or another. The sky, past that, is blue, and yet the light is not enough, truly, to give any kindness to the scene. There is rubble, and shadows, and many a figure in the background who are recognisable.
Primarily, however, the photo is of a child, covered in blood, eyes too-wide, and from the weapons upon him he is clearly a Heroics student. And that child is carrying a full-grown man, one that he shares a weapon with, and he is too small for such a burden in how the man's booted toes trail against the ground, and in how there are no tears glistening in his eyes, only blood on his lips and a gaze gone unfocused, even whilst he is clearly mid-step. It seems like a miracle that he has yet to fall.
There are many a miracle and horror both, in this war. And if one picture epitomises it, is sent person to person, to show the full depth of such a battle, then this is the one, blood and death and angel-wing hope all at once.
Izuku wakes up normally, if not for how he aches far, far more than usual.
His side burning is the first thing he's aware of, quickly followed by light pressing against his eyelids, an almost physical weight, like waking up at midday on a weekend except he forgot to close his curtains and now he's blinking against daylight, cool enough to make him shudder.
"Oh, Kid."
He recognises that voice, at least, well enough that he ignores the rapidly escalating pains echoing through his body, ricocheting through his bones, seeping up to his scars- It doesn't matter. Not when his Auntie is here, just like he has been for years already.
"Tsuka?"
"Hey there kiddo." The visage of Tsukauchi is blurry, still, but Izuku is blinking and with every breath it's clearing, the familiar shape of his shoulders and hair and kind face very much obvious.
"Y'okay?" It's the first question that comes to mind. Doubly so when his Auntie is visibly paler than usual, cheekbones somehow sharper with the strain on his face. It worries Izuku.
And yet Tsuka huffs out an almost-laugh then, utterly fond despite the strain of it,
"Kid, if anyone is okay, it's me. I wasn't on the battlefield." He reaches up then, a slow movement that Izuku doesn't flinch away from, mind still hazy but trusting his detective regardless as the man begins to brush oh-so gentle fingers along the edges of his hair, catching loosely along his baby curls,
"Still."
"I'm fine, Izuku," Tsukauchi insists, and his voice is certain enough, steady enough, that something tangled in Izuku's vertebrae finally unknots,
"Barely a single scratch. How are you feeling, stubborn Kid of mine?"
Equally, however, that confirmation, a sweet balm to Izuku's strained mind, means that part of him just switches off again, sinking back down into himself,
"Mm."
"Not really an answer, darling." Well, maybe he can be honest then, even if he doesn't want to worry his Tsuka,
"Hurts. But 'm alrigh'."
And Tsuka stares at him for several seconds, not critical but assessing, fingers still shifting slightly in the edges of his curls, an idle affection, one that surely helps to settle them both.
"Hmm, good," he murmurs, movements coming to a stop, for all that his fingers remain pressed gently against Izuku's temple, but something is shuddering through the teen's shoulder, a realisation coming in thick and fast.
"Thank you, Kid. Want me to get-" And now it hits, vicious, all-consuming, utterly terrifying,
"Dad? Tsuka, where's my Dad?"
Izuku is trying to push up, to get off of the bed, onto his feet, because how the fuck could he forget? (The obvious answer, of course, is that he's still half-asleep, or rather half-conscious, barely coherent, blinking further into himself, into the reality of where he is, how he is, and who isn't here.)
But Tsuka is already reaching back out, curling oh-so gentle hands around Izuku's shoulders, keeping him back, down, and it's kinder on his must-be injuries than Izuku himself was being. He's subconsciously grateful for it, even if he doesn't actually want to give into it, because he just wants his Dad, wants to know if those breaths had deepened, steadied, stayed-
"He's alive, Izuku. He's alive, he's sleeping, he's not okay yet but he's on his way to it. Shouta's alive. You got him, Kid." Izuku's own lungs shudder with that, spasming in his chest, a riotous, aching thing, fierce enough that he coughs as he lets his Tsuka push him back down to a lying position. It makes everything hurt that bit less, particularly once he stops coughing.
"Everyone else?" he finally gasps, because he's desperate to see his Dad, still, but he trusts his Auntie to have been honest about everything, so he doesn't mind believing the man about things being okay. For now at least.
They go through a short series of questions before Tsuka finally convinces Izuku that calling the nurses and doctor is a good idea, and as Izuku is content enough that most of his people are okay by now, or at least varying degrees of completely fine to in solid recovery, he goes along with it easily enough.
But he is, still, very much glad to have his Auntie Tsuka at his side. It keeps Izuku calm through all of the questions, all of the pushing and prodding and the pervasive scent that cloys at the back of his throat, a bitter-sharp reminder of when he was so weak and trembling and raw-bared, when he was clinging to his hero with everything he had because he was halfway torn apart, trying desperately to heal.
So he holds his Tsuka's hand as much as he's able to, and he gets through all of the checks he has to, and the very moment that the doctor asks him a question, he asks the lady if he's allowed to visit his Dad.
Fortunately the answer is yes. He isn't sure if he would have been able to convince his detective to let him sneak out otherwise.
Within half an hour, Izuku is being wheeled just along the corridor to his Dad's room, a smaller portable IV still connected in his arm, Tsuka having given him his secondary capture weapon, Izuku not really processing the man's words about it or how it's here, only that it is here and Izuku can have it's comforting weight around his shoulders, helping to keep some of his panic for his Dad at bay. He still hurts, in many places, which doesn't hurt, but he couldn't really care less when they're coming up to the door of his Dad's room.
If he was standing, Izuku thinks he would have collapsed at the sight of his Dad, all a horrible tangle of utter relief and bone-deep grief.
"Fuck, Dad." It's only the fact that Tsuka is already pushing him closer, Izuku reaching out without a thought, that keeps him from trying to get up, ignorant even of his Auntie and Uncle as he lets the noise of his hero's heart monitor and other, quieter equipment swell in his ears, even whilst he clasps his hands around warm skin, a heartbeat against his palms to match the noise in his ears.
His hero is alive. He isn't alright, not quite, but he's alive. Thank fuck.
(Izuku doesn't want to think about what would have happened, otherwise. If he had lost his Dad, his home, his family.... Izuku would have things left, but whether he would still want them, whether he would be able to stand the risk of losing even more people, if he could have brought himself to visit two headstones each time he goes to the cemetery-
Izuku knows that his Dad has arranged for him to be looked after if the worst happens, that he would live with Tsuka and get to keep Uncle and maybe the other cats too, but it... He would still be without his hero.
Some things are worse than death.)
Vaguely, he registers the words of his family over his head, talking between themselves, probably confirming that Izuku is okay and was actually allowed to come and see Aizawa, and perhaps how other people are too, and Izuku cares about them all, particularly his class and Zashi and Nem, but this is his hero, lying in bed, still unconscious-
"Izuku, darling?" He's being addressed directly, now, he realises, and it still takes him three hard blinks to be able to drag his gaze away, to focus instead on his Auntie Zashi, currently standing just out of reach, clearly trying not to startle him.
"Mmhm. A'ight?" he manages, trying to force more of his attention to the people around him despite the aching-gravity pull of his Dad, because he really does want to know if the rest of his family are okay. They matter too, even if they didn't- even though they didn't nearly die in his arms.
Given this, it's only logical that seeing his Auntie Zashi smile at him, the man's head tilting slightly, clearly tired, clearly relieved, so much more all at once,
"I'm okay, lil' listener. All healed up, and nothing too bad anyway. We're more worried-" Izuku doesn't really mean to interrupt, or certainly not to be rude, and he hopes that the way he leans in closer to the man helps to ease that fact, even as he starts to look around the room,
"What about Uncle Nem?"
The same moment that Izuku finally leans forwards far enough to see the woman, he hears her voice as well, glad to see that she doesn't really look hurt either.
"I'm fine, Kale-boy. Nothing for you to worry you pretty little head over."
"Nem?" he reiterates, not entirely convinced by that. The wording doesn't feel right and he can't have another one of his family-
"I had a few broken bones, but it's all healed up, darling. They had a Quirk-specialist in when we arrived."
"Oh. Okay, good," he manages. The words grate and tremble, scraped bloody over his teeth, but he says them al the same.
There's a logical follow-up question, then, and it's something of a gasp, realisation sinking into panic,
"The class? Everyone?"
"All pretty much okay," Hizashi assures, carefully calm,
"A few of your classmates were admitted here, but most of them didn't get involved in the bulk of the fighting, and all of them have been discharged back to their families now."
"How long...?" Izuku starts, not quite able to complete the question. But his Auntie understands immediately, answering as soon as it's clear that Izuku isn't going to change or take back his question,
"You were out overnight. It's the afternoon, now."
"Oh."
The blond's expression is one of sympathy, then, a halfway grimace, and he brushes gentle knuckles along Izuku's cheekbone, an affection that he leans into without another thought.
At least they all have each other, in this moment. It's their one true comfort.
Hours later, when Hizashi is napping in another chair, when Izuku is still holding his Dad's wrist, loose enough not to panic the man when he wakes up (when is the only option, there can't be any if or maybes about it, not that Izuku would survive-), Uncle Nem turns to him, expression soft.
"How are you feeling, Kale-boy, really?" The words are kind, and something in his chest warms at said kindness, but Izuku isn't really wanting to be the focus right now,
"I'm okay." He should have known that his family wouldn't allow for that though, because whilst his hero might be the one who is still unconscious, that doesn't remove the rest of their needs. And he knows that, sure, but he just doesn't-
"Darling, you know we all love you, and we know you love us too, but it's your Dad. You're allowed to be worried."
There is an acidic burn, salt-sharp and stinging, at his eyes, then, and Izuku doesn't quite start crying, but for several seconds it's a close thing, breaths going ragged.
It isn't until he has at least partially calmed down that he dares to look back at his Uncle, at the woman who looks so tired, yet whose eyes are so soft, so understanding. It has Izuku speaking before he can even contemplate brushing her off again.
"It was worse then. 'Cause I- I didn't know." Nemuri shifts closer, mouth twisting in sympathy,
"That's only logical, darling."
Something about that phrasing, in this moment, has them both pausing, bittersweet smiles and fracturing gazes.
And Uncle Nem doesn't start crying either, but the shine of her eyes isn't from the tears in Izuku's own vision, shifting closer in her seat,
"You... You went into a full-on frenzy, Izuku. And that's okay, or at least understandable, but you have to understand, we've been worried. It was utterly terrifying." There's an edge of her own vulnerability in that, her own fears, and Izuku knows that far too well, knows that he understands the adults in his life that bit too well, for all that it's an under-awareness to his own thoughts, to his own fear ricocheting in shatters against his skull,
"I was terrified."
"Darling."
Uncle Nem reaches out for him, and Izuku doesn't flinch when her gentle hands, two fingers wrapped tightly in bandages, cup his cheeks, thumbs shifting over his freckles and scars. Her hands are slimmer than his hand-print scar, and her wrists smell of lavender.
It's a kind comfort, for all that it doesn't fix the chasm in his chest.
Hizashi startles awake, then, abruptly blinking at them both in a way that nearly startles Nemuri and Izuku too, only his Dad left still, not blinking at the blond.
"Okay, Auntie Zashi?"
"Ahh, lil' one, yeh, thank you. Just startled myself." They all know exactly what that means, from Hizashi's slight grimace to the slight trembling of his fingers.
Izuku doesn't think before he has one hand in his capture weapon, a strand coiling out, slow and languid, to settle against his Auntie's hands, brushing around his fingers before it settles, draping across his Dad's bed.
Hizashi, smiling a bit more genuinely now, tugs gently at the coil of capture weapon in return, calm and content enough to Izuku's eye that the teen feels relief pool along his spine, a waterfall-rush of warmth. (He doesn't want his family to be worried; he never wants them upset, or stressed, or hurting, let alone because of him. So if he can ease even a tiny part of that... Well, he'll be very glad for it.)
But, no matter how much Izuku appreciates being able to ease some of the aches for his loved ones, he still just wishes, more than anything else, that his Dad would just wake up.
And so it doesn't take him another thought before he's shifting in his seat, switching nigh-on his entire attention to his hero, briefly putting his focus onto the monitors, the blankets, getting up from his seat to tuck them over his Dad better, so that they're not tight but carefully covering up to his collarbones, just low enough not to feel choking. He doesn't want his hero to wake up panicked. Or, at least, not if it can be helped anyway.
A knock on the door startles them all, the three all lurching to their feet, facing the door, but it's only his Dad's doctor, a recognition quick enough that they relax again almost instantaneously.
"Want us to, Izuku?" Uncle Nem offers, and Izuku doesn't even think before he's nodding, slumping back into his seat at his Dad's bedside, chest aching even as he speaks,
"Please."
They leave with the doctor, then, and he turns back to his Dad, curling over the hand held between his own, and cannot contain the words, trembling upon his tongue, that drag like thorns over his lips,
"You can't leave me, Dad. You can't." He draws in a breath, deep, shuddering, terrible,
"I- I haven't loved you enough yet."
Notes:
Hope the lack of cliffhanger (or lack of major one lol) will help make up for big one last chapter!! :D
Love to you all, and hope you have a good holiday season if you don't "see" me again before then - hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 124: The Emotions Between These White Walls (The Family)
Summary:
They are together. Nothing could matter more.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
(They leave with the doctor, then, and he turns back to his Dad, curling over the hand held between his own, and cannot contain the words, trembling upon his tongue, that drag like thorns over his lips,
"You can't leave me, Dad. You can't." He draws in a breath, deep, shuddering, terrible,
"I- I haven't loved you enough yet.")
It takes another day, almost two, for his Dad to wake up. Izuku spends the time aching, and shuddering, and ignoring the class group chat because they know he's alive and awake, and they'll understand, he's sure, how he just can't deal with this yet. To be precise, the only thing he can deal with is existing at his Dad's side.
It's making his own injuries worse. Or, at least, it's hampeing their healing. He's supposed to be in a bed, with pain meds and an IV and at least a few types of monitors, but he just can't. And the only group ward on the Hero level is occupied with other heroes, people who are strangers to them, and neither Izuku nor his family want him and Aizawa in there. Not to mention that as an Underground hero, and a hero family, there's a risk to being associated in semi-public where the other families or friends might be visiting. They don't dare risk it.
He knows full well that his Dad is going to be pissed off with him when the man is awake again (and he's going to wake up, he is, Izuku can't afford to have an 'if' about it-), however the chances of Izuku caring about that are, well, zero.
Between his family and the medical staff, they have got a camp bed of sorts set out beside his hero, far enough away that in an emergency there will be enough room for the doctors and nurses to crowd around with any equipment. It's more comfortable than the seat he was in for the first day.
(Izuku has thanked them, several times over, for it. He has also apologised for, the one time that some of the medical staff tried to force him back to his room, how he flipped out, gaze gone cold and capture weapon flaring, lashing to the bed, to his Dad's arm, coiling in the air, ready to whip out, to attack, to do whatever the fuck it takes to stay with his hero, to keep him safe-
So Izuku had apologised, and to varying degrees of judgement and understanding, it had been accepted, and nobody has tried to force him away again. His doctor comes into his Dad's room to do his check-ups, to change his bandages and check on the healing of his fractures, and the single meal that's brought in every five or six hours is for Izuku. He's the only one awake after all.
But the point, to Izuku, is that no matter how badly it hurts him to see his Dad like this, so vulnerable, so hurt, at least he can protect the man by being here. If something else happens, Izuku will be with him, like he always should have been.)
So, okay, sometimes Izuku almost can't sit up, his injuries aching too viciously, his hands too weak to support him, fluctuating hour by hour, worsening overnight because of how he tossed and turned with insomnia and with the edges of nightmares, catching them on the side of the little bed more than once, tugging accidentally at the portable IV time and again. By morning, the nurse that checks on both of them asks if he can put it back into Izuku's arm, and the teen can't really say no to that.
Admittedly, there is an issue of its own to the IV, because having it inserted into his hand hurts, even through the pain meds that are being pumped alongside the saline solution, but Izuku will accept it. He knows he would be too weak to fight, otherwise.
(The discussions of his own issues haven't really interested him, but he has listened enough to know that they were concerned about dehydration, thanks to the stress and exertion and adrenaline he has gone through, and to be able to refuse the higher doses of stronger pain killers that they wanted to give him, because he doesn't want to risk being anything less than aware and present.)
And so it's like this that he is right there, with his Dad, when the vitals on the monitors start to change, heartrate rising slightly.
Izuku is on his feet before he can even really take a full breath, a loop of capture weapon lashing out to press against the call-nurse button.
"Dad, Eraser, fuck, I'm right here, Dad, you're safe, we're all safe. Dad, Dad, it's okay." He's babbling, rambling, and before he knows it there are other people rushing into the room and he's snarling up at them for a blink, capture weapon rising, before he processes the medical uniforms.
(He would be lying if the lab-style coats don't bother him intensely, because they do, and there's an entire part of him that wants to leap forwards, to bring a knife to bear, because the Doctor is here, except these are just normal doctors, and they've been doing a good job of looking after his Dad so far, and there isn't anything wrong with that, his trauma is lying to him, he knows-)
And so Izuku forces himself to back down, to get out of the way, shifting to the side, staying by the head of the bed, still talking to his Dad, trying to make sure the man is calm.
He probably isn't managing, really, because his hero's head is thrashing, his fingers twitching, eyes visibly moving beneath his eyelids.
Before he can think much more about it, Izuku is crouching down, despite how his own body screams at him, pressing a scarred hand to his hero's forehead, letting his little finger trace a tiny scar in the man's hairline.
"We're safe, Dad. You protected me, Eraser, and we're safe. You did it, Dad. We're okay. We're all okay."
(He remembers what that scar is from. He remembers how he had turned around, mid-fight, perhaps two year ago now, to see two mutants, one with the features of a rhino, another with something more like a harpie or mythical bird, against the hero. A clawed foot had stretched out in the same moment as the rhino-person had charged, and there is only so much that can be dodged at once.
A frying pan to the gut had slammed the flying lady away, but not far or soon enough to avoid injury entirely. No, two of her claws had still caught at Eraserhead's head, catching in hair and scoring a wound into his hairline. It hadn't been a truly damaging injury, but blood had caked his goggles all the same.
Izuku remembers helping to clean the wound, to disinfect it, stretching a plaster over it, glad that it hadn't needed any stitches.
It had scarred all the same.)
"Ki'-" It's a rasp, a barely-there thing, but Izuku knows it, would always, always recognise his hero calling his name, as a nickname or not, and he presses his palm even more firmly against Aizawa's forehead, careful not to let his fingertips dig in lest he remind the man of Shigaraki.
"Hi, Dad. Took you long enough," he teases, more out of sheer relief than true humour.
His hero opens his eyes, then, a squinting, hazy thing, pressing his forehead up into Izuku's touch.
"H'sh, Ki'."
"Never," Izuku returns, glad to be getting some sort of conversation. Glancing up briefly, to the people around them, he finds one of the nurses looking at him too, and they nod encouragingly. Right, keep on talking then.
"And, hey, I was here first, arguably. So you have to listen to me, not the other way around."
"Sou's 'logi'al." The lack of hard consonants, the slurring, are disconcerting, something different to just his usual tired grumbles, but it makes perfect sense to Izuku all the same. He refuses to let it bother him too much.
"I think I was perfectly logical, thank you."
That dark gaze just-about focuses on him, head lolling enough to allow for it, both of them very much ignoring everyone else in the room.
"Kid."
"Dad." It's nearly a sob, this time, but he draws a deep breath, a second, pushing halfway up from his crouch, brushing his Dad's hair back, to press a lingering kiss to his hero's temple, pure, desperate affection.
"I'm gonna let the doctors at you now," he murmurs, breathing the reluctant words against warm skin.
"Mmhm." It's a little too vague for his liking, but that's okay, because at least his hero is awake at all. It's a start. A good, proper start, one that lets him really begin to hope.
"Be good. I'mma be right here, but I need to ring- to ring someone." He doesn't know who to contact first, frankly, however he also doesn't really think that matters. Not much anyway.
His Dad is awake. Thank fuck.
Izuku slumps back against the wall, letting a spool of capture weapon settle out, to rest against his Dad, glad for how the man tilts his head into it slightly, nuzzling against the familiar scent.
And then he has his phone in hand, going for his second speed-dial on almost pure instinct, nary a coherent thought in his head,
["Kid? Are you-"]
"Tsuka," his voice wavers, and he can hear his detective already moving, rushing somewhere,
"I- Dad's awake."
["Oh, Izuku, Kid. Thank fuck."]
"That's what I thought," he laughs, except it's half a sob, pressing a palm to his mouth, muffling it all, pushing the incoherence down.
["Hey, hey, kiddo, pay attention to me for a second."] It's more of an order than a request, but Izuku is frankly grateful for that. It grounds him, just a bit. Enough.
"'m here," he offers in return, pushing down the weird panic-shock-relief combination that is tumbling down his spine in jagged shards of ice, resisting the urge to burst into tears.
["That's good, thank you. I'm on my way, now, literally getting into my car. I'll ring Hizashi and Nemuri on my way, I know Hizashi was with some of your class for check-ups or something so he will probably get to you before me. Is that okay, Kid?"] For a long few moments, Izuku can't breathe, can't think of a single word to say.
["Kid?"]
He forces himself back into gear, into coherence, watching his Dad's hand twitch, hearing his detective breathing on the other side of the phone line, knowing that he needs to keep it together.
"Yeh. Yeh, it is. Thank you, Tsuka. Just- Thank you."
["Fuck that, Kid. We're family."] The words are firm, are kind, are beyond adoring.
["But you're welcome. I'll be there soon, ring me back if you need. Love you."]
"Love you too, Tsuka."
They hang up then, and Izuku drops his phone back into his pocket with trembling hands, letting his entire focus slip back to his Dad. He was happy with the lack of tugging at his capture weapon, and idly looking over his hero, but it still feels better to look at the man properly, to watch, with the focus of both prey and predator, as the doctors and nurses move around, talking to his Dad, taking readings, and Izuku doesn't really care about any of it, beyond making sure that Aizawa is as okay as possible, and that nobody is doing anything to make things worse for him.
Within a minute, and before even Hizashi can arrive, most of the medical staff filter out, one of them seemingly with a long list of tests and test-preparations, and it leaves Izuku room to stand properly at his Dad's bedside once again. His hero has been sat up via the bed.
It allows him to reach a hand out to Izuku, who doesn't hesitate to grab ahold of him in return, interlacing their fingers regardless of how much it hurts, on several levels.
Before he can think to ask any questions, or to reassure his hero anymore, there's a hurried knock and the door slides abruptly open, for all that it's caught before it can make a loud noise, blond hair tumbling.
"Izu, Shou-"
"Auntie Zashi," Izuku returns, a thing of raw gratitude, and he's impossibly even more grateful when the hero rounds the bed to stand beside Izuku, looping an arm around his shoulders, a blatant comfort, even as he leans in slightly, blatantly scrutinising Aizawa.
"Hey, hey, good to see those eyes open."
Said eyes roll, but his Dad is gently squeezing Izuku's hand, blinking heavily at them both. Before they can talk anymore, however, the one doctor who's still in the room turns her full attention to the three of them then, away from the charts and file.
"So obviously we're glad to have Aizawa-san awake." Normally Izuku would laugh at that, but right now he can only hold his Dad's hand tighter, drawing comfort from the body heat. From the way that the man is holding back now. (It hurts, in all truth. The low-level pain medication isn't enough, nothing like, to have stopped the already-inherent aches and strain from the last few days, let alone to deal with his hand being squeezed. But it's okay. It's okay. Izuku would take a knife to the chest just to be able to hold hands with his Dad. A little pain is fine.)
"And from initial checks, you, Aizawa-san, seem to be doing pretty well. The extended rest has done you good." His Dad shifts, a groan briefly trapped in the back of his throat, before grating out words that are slowly, steadily, growing more cognisant,
"How long? An' my kids?"
"The class are okay, Shouta," Hizashi is quick to report, a blatant reassurance,
"I was with several of them earlier, they're fine." The doctor speaks once again then, not unkind but neutral, informative, and to be honest none of them mind that,
"You've been here... around sixty, sixty-five hours. We took you off of active sedation at the fourty-eight hour mark, but we weren't surprised that you stayed unconscious for longer."
"Right." The slight slurring is still unsettling, in all truth, albeit he's already sounding more coherent, more alert and aware. The latter fact helps.
Izuku listens, silent (he's spent most of the last day or two silent, at least for the most pat, nodding or shaking his head to questions, occasionally murmuring a response or signing something, and the tiny scar beneath his lip has been itching-), and is glad for how his Auntie and Dad are asking any questions and making the appropriate listening noises.
Finally, however, the medical people all leave, and Izuku is with his Dad and his Auntie.
"Fuck, Shouta, you gave us a scare," Hizashi murmurs, keeping Izuku close even as he reaches down slightly, settling a hand on the other man's shoulder.
"Sorry." For all that it's short, exhausted, it's also very blatantly sincere, or at least obviously so to them, when they know Shouta so well. They know how he hates to worry the people he loves, how he hates to fail, how he hates to lie in a bed like this, barely able to gather his thoughts let alone his strength.
Izuku probably gets that from his Dad, honestly. Or maybe they were both just like this in the first place, and it's part of the reason that they understand each other so well.
Either way, the teen keeps his hold of his Dad's hand, and just forces himself to breathe, to be okay enough that the man doesn't have to worry about him, although it quite possibly isn't working. Not judging by the way that the hero has started to rhythmically squeeze his hand around Izuku's, an almost-heartbeat. It helps. (It wraps around his heart, reassures him, soothes him, the easy, unthinking safety of unbroken ribs, a sheer protection. It is the stars above them at one in the morning, eating their mid-patrol snack, shoulders bumping. It is joy, and safety, and comfort.)
Hizashi hums for a moment, before shifting slightly, not quite drawing away, but his hold loosening briefly,
"Mind if I get you a chair, lil' listener?" It takes Izuku a breath, but he nods, acquiescing,
"Mmhm. Thank you."
The blond briefly moves away then, stepping over the camp bed to reach one of the put-aside chairs, unfolding it for Izuku to sit in, nigh-on against his Dad's bedside,
"Do you guys need anything? Any water or anything?" Izuku just shrugs, trying not to wince when he instantly regrets that movement. Both of the adults blatantly notice it regardless. They exchange a long glance, and Izuku struggles not to scowl.
It admittedly annoys him a little, no matter that he knows it's irrational, illogical, because they're worried about him, it's just them caring, he knows, but still, he just wants to make sure that his Dad's okay. Nothing else really matters. And he'd rather not be excluded from that, thank you very much, nor would he like to be the focus of their attention right now.
For better or worse, it makes sense a few moments later, because his Dad turns to him slightly, as his Auntie Zashi chirps something about snacks and some water, and contacting Tsuka and Uncle Nem, before he leaves the room entirely.
When the door slides closed, the hero draws in deep breath, clearly steadying himself, fingers shifting to hold Izuku's hand more solidly. He looks even more bright-eyed, thoroughly alert, for all that said awareness is clearly being channelled into concern right now. Izuku probably isn't appreciating it as much as he should. (A fair part of him, admittedly, is screaming in sheer joy, in relief and contentment and euphoria, at having his hero so present once again, regardless of the focus of it all.)
"Are you alright, Izuku, Kid?" Izuku shrugs again, and stubbornly pushes down every single hint of a wince. It doens't seem to ease his Dad's mind.
"Alright enough, Dad. I've been more worried about you." That, finally, earns him a slight pause, sympathy shuddering the dark gaze, an understanding. Some of Izuku's agitation drains away with it, slipping down his spine, entire being focused, focused, focused, drowning in the fact that his hero is here, holding his hand, even if it isn't perfect, even if he isn't liking the currently direction of thier conversation.
It really doesn't get any better, unfortunately.
"Still, Kid, why aren't you in a proper bed? You weren't-" Izuku leans forwards, heart double-thudding against his ribs, a tidal surge of desperation echoing through him, the sound of a distant waterfall,
"I couldn't, Dad. I had to be here." The sympathy-understanding-worry doesn't fade, yet his hero is nigh-on scowling, and a weight is growing in the back of Izuku's throat.
"But you're still injured. I can tell, Kid, and you're hurting, and you need to be looking after yourself."
Izuku knows that his Dad is saying all of this from a place of concern, something based on just-awake worry, and he doesn't blame the man, and he was prepared for the hero to be angry at him, but the worry is difficult to deal with, forming a vicious, bitter ache, thorns lodged behind his breastbone. He doesn't want his Dad stressed out over him. Particularly not right now.
"But, Dad, I couldn't. You were- I- I just couldn't," he repeats, more defeated, more resigned, this time, because he had been... he'd been well beyond terrified, and no, he wasn't really sensible in that terror, but he just- He didn't have any other choice. He didn't.
And his Dad seems to completely understand, all at once, because his expression melts, his too-pale face losing its tension, reaching up to Izuku's cheek, hand hovering, clearly waiting permission. For his part, Izuku does not hesitate to lean into the hero's affection, tilting his face against the broad palm, the familiar calluses and creases.
Something too-tight along his spine unravels.
"I'm sorry, kiddo. I'm not trying to rag on you." The apology is unnecessary but appreciated, admittedly. It helps to ease even more of the awful tension that had been frissoning through him.
"No, don't be. I get it," he returns, because he does. Genuinely, he does.
He still feels a little off-putted, however, because it's not like he wanted to hurt even more, to see his Tsuka and Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem worry over him almost as much as they were for his Dad, but, still.
The man is frowning at him, a little apologetic, mostly just worried, his thumb shifting a gentle back and forth against Izuku's cheekbone,
"Ah, Kid." They look at each other for a long few seconds then, and the adoration, bittersweet and utterly devoted, in those dark eyes makes Izuku relax yet further, listing impossibly further into his Dad's hand, letting the man draw him forwards slightly,
"Come here, no, I don't care about the wires, come here." At the second assurance, Izuku stops hesitating and gets up, coming to perch on the edge of the hospital bed, then half-lying down, shuddering happily into the warmth of his hero's proximity.
"I'm glad you're okay, Dad. Really glad." It's a prayer of a statement, in all truth, a plea. The man only draws him slightly closer in,
"Shit, love, I know. I am too," Shouta breathes, faint for all that it's certain,
"And I'm even more glad that you're okay."
"Mm. I'm sorry."
"Oi, none of that, love," his hero dismisses, albeit very gently so,
"It wasn't ideal. But the circumstances weren't exactly ideal either. And I'm sorry for not seeing that straight away."
"I was just worried," Izuku murmurs, breathing the words against a warm shoulder. He can faintly feel the heartbeat that he's been clinging to for over a day now.
"I know, love, I know. I know."
For a long few breaths, and then a few more again, they simply exist together, needing the closeness, the tacit, physical assurance. It helps.
(Izuku nearly bursts out into sobs on his third breath, but his hero is brushing a hand through his hair, repetitive, soothing, present, and Izuku draws in a deep, shuddering breath, then another, and again, until he's okay once more, or mostly so, and can carefully press his face yet more solidly against his Dad's shoulder, the warmth and movement of it, the way that his Dad doesn't smell right, too little like cats and coffee, too much like a hospital with the very, very faintest ferrous edge. But it's still his hero, still the man who makes Izuku's world whole, who keeps him together, who has become such a large part of his heart, of every breath he pulls in.)
"Thank you for doing your best when I wasn't awake," his Dad eventually murmurs, giving Izuku a new ache of his own, as beautiful, half-pleased, of an ache though it may be,
"But I'm awake now, I'm here. So you need to start prioritising yourself again, understood?" There's a blink, although Izuku's eyes are already closed, before the man goes on, voice slightly firmer now, remaining gentle through it all,
"I refuse to have you hurt because of me if I can help it."
"It wasn't entirely because of you," Izuku protests, for all that it's a feeble thing. His Dad only continues to run a hand through his hair.
"Either way, Kid."
There's a pause before they half-laugh at themselves, a dual huff made more of relief, of understanding, than it is of true mirth. It's okay. A little bit of laughter is better than none at all, let alone the fact that being able to just spend some time together, more light-hearted than before, taking comfort from just being here, both awake, both okay, or as close to it as possible right now, is far more important than anything else.
"I mean as you're already here, Kid, might as well stay for now. Fancy a nap?"
"Definitely," Izuku returns, eyes open now as he tilts his head back to meet the gaze that has made him feel safe for years now, his grin fierce and bright and soft-centred, Cheshire-edged.
(Shouta's heart melts, the ache fading away for a long few moments, revelling in seeing joy on his kid's face once more, no matter how worried the man also is. He hates, no, he fucking loathes that his son has been in such a state, that he's been sleeping on some shitty little fold-out bed, and he already knows that his Problem Child won't have accepted higher dosages or stronger medications.
His foolish, wonderful, oh-so kind son is far, far too stubborn, and sometimes that's very much to his own detriment, but Shouta can at least appreciate, and relate to, that fact, and how it comes from a place of care and heroism and sheer goodness.
Shouta is so incredibly lucky to have his kid, regardless of how much he has to worry over him. The worry is worth it, to be able to hold him close, like this.)
They lie together, then. Izuku is half-curled up, very deliberately ignoring how it's straining at his ribs, his head tucked on his hero's good shoulder, and he has to stretch an arm out, almost behind him, to stay nearer his own IV, but he doesn't really care.
His Dad, however, very clearly cares, because he huffs quietly, more fond than annoyed, having apparently picked up on the fact that Izuku isn't actually lying in a good position, and taps his thumb against Izuku's hairline.
"Kid, consider the conversation we just had."
"Yeh, yeh," he grumbles, only halfway belligerent. His Dad just smiles, more in the lines around his mouth and eyes than any quirk of his lips, and, after Izuku has carefully twisted and shifted, rearranging himself and partially the hero too, he buries that lingering expression in Izuku's currently-wild curls.
"Want me to braid this later?" his Dad offers. Izuku can't help but smile in return, bittersweet though it may be,
"Please. I- I couldn't let anyone else."
"I get that, Izuku."
There's a long pause, comfortable, before his Dad speaks again, the words almost inaudible, lost directly into Izuku's hair,
"Nemuri tried to braid my hair for me when you were gone. It, uh, didn't go well." The slightly awkward tone at the end just makes Izuku feel ridiculously fond, in all truth, overwhelming any vague upset at the reminder of his kidnapping.
"Did you freak out like I did?"
"Yes." Izuku laughs then, short and bright and not-quite sour, more wry than anything else.
But fuck, he loves his Dad, he really does, and for all that things aren't perfect right now, he couldn't be happier than to have his hero back with him.
"Hey, darlings," Izuku coos at his phone, and can't help but grin when he's nearly deafened by a massive round of shouts and return calls, his kids incredibly excited to so much as hear from him.
It's a bit of a relief, honestly. Now that his Dad is sort-of okay again, Izuku has been a bit more... coherent, himself, enough so that he has texted his class a bit, and got into contact with the adults at the Ward House too. And they set up a good time for him to call the kids.
In an ideal world, Izuku would videocall them all, but he is all too aware of how he himself is struggling with the hospital environment, and he's had several days to get used to it already. If his babies have to see him with bright white walls and hear his Dad's heart monitor and maybe even a glimpse of a doctor in a lab coat from the corridor, well, Izuku isn't sure he could live with himself, if it triggered them.
Equally, however, he wants to reassure them, to let them know that after several days of no contact, he is okay, mostly so at least, or at least enough to be recovering, to talk to them without blurring out or moving wrong and hissing in pain. He doesn't think he'll worry them anymore than they might already be, now.
"Izu-pa!" It's the resounding summation of all of the voices, loud and cluttered though they may be, and he can't help but laugh, utterly fond. His kids, honestly.
(He loves them so, so much. He had been beyond terrified that he might never get back to his kids, that the last time he talked to them truly might be the final one, that he would be abandoning them with just one more person gone, another disappointment and grief and broken trust for them all.
But he hasn't. He's fucking survived, and so has his Dad, and he's going to be able to go home soon and hug them all close, to sign with them and watch films with them and see the art they've made since last week, or hear about what they've learnt. And by every Quirk and god and demon, Izuku couldn't be more grateful.
He never wanted to hurt his babies. He just wasn't sure if he would really ever have a choice.)
"How are you guys doing?" he asks, because he wants to check in with them, genuinely so, to try and hear if they're managing, in their own opinions, for all that he fully intends to check in with the caretakers afterwards, maybe Yami-san.
There are a few too many voices at once then, and for all that Izuku is glad that they're comfortable talking aloud, he can't really get much from it.
"Ahh, darls, I'm sorry, but it's hard to get what you've said when there's more than a few of you speaking. Would you mind taking in turns?" The question earns him some giggles and quiet apologies, which he accepts more than easily, content just to listen to Anna take on a usual organiser role (he must make sure that she's been getting her individual time and attention, and that she isn't taking on too much responsibility over the other kids, and he knows that Ryo will be keeping an eye on her too, but that shouldn't be on Ryo either, Izuku just wants them all to regain the childhood that they deserve, without burdens, without any more stress or trauma than they already have-) until little Li is the first to speak,
"I won the obstacle course yesta- yesterday!"
"Wow, Li, that's amazing love!" Izuku exclaims, very genuinely delighted.
"And Eri came second! Didn't you Eri?" There's the tiniest pause, and Izuku can almost see, in his mind, how she's probably nodding, white plaits going flying.
It all goes on from there, and this is perhaps the happiest, the most content, that Izuku has been in days. There is almost no bitter tinge, his fear abated, his worries met and solved, because his kids are okay, all of his family are, for the most part, and Izuku is happy.
"Morning, Kid." Izuku waves over at his detective, but he's a bit too busy eating pudding to reply verbally. Still, he can see the eyebrow twitch that shows the man's concern, a motivation enough to make him swallow his mouthful notably earlier than he should have, nearly choking for half a second before he can swallow around the pudding and smile properly at the detective.
"Morning. Alright?" he asks, keeping his voice bright without much challenge at all, and Tsuka rolls his eyes, for all that his smile is fond,
"I'm fine, of course. But you?"
"Better, I think. Hand's aren't as bad."
"Good. I'm glad, Izuku." The teen in question very much has a feeling that the relief for the man isn't just based on his hands, but probably also on the fact that he's talking freely.
He really has felt bad about worrying them all, about making his family have to stress over him as well as his Dad (Izuku was spiralling, a slow, unsteady descent, one far too constant despite the irregularity of it, the ways that he could wake up okay for a few hours but then fall apart all over again in a single moment of a shorter, rounder doctor walking in, glasses catching the light, or of his hands twinging just so and leaving him unable to think purely about the world around him-), and he's very much glad to no longer be such a blatant worry for them.
Tsuka comes closer, then, dropping a nutrient pouch and- oh, a new knife, on Izuku's bed-overhanging table, right next to his mostly-empty pudding cup.
"Thank you!" he chirps, genuinely delighted, picking up the knife to feel the weight and drag of it, how the handle is a little rough, but not too big. The blade is perhaps five inches long, unserrated. It could do with a good sharpen, but it looks decent. And, well, he'll never say no to a new knife. Doubly so from his Dad or his Tsuka.
The man only shrugs,
"Eh. I happened across it." But Izuku knows that mischievous glint to the dark eyes, the slightest curl of amusement to his Tsuka's lips.
"Is it ex-evidence?"
"No."
So that's a yes, Izuku reckons, but an old yes. He can't help but huff a laugh, even as he reaches out to curl an arm around his detective's back, tugging him slightly closer.
It only takes a moment for Tsuka to settle in even closer, wrapping his own arm around the teen's shoulders, drawing Izuku further into his side.
"Hi, Kid."
"Hi, Tsuka." There's a quiet sort of joy to this moment, to both feeling more settled and whole and okay, to being together, knowing that the rest of the people they love are okay as well.
And so Izuku presses his head against his detective's side, revelling, as always, in being able to hear his heartbeat.
There's a noise from the man's stomach all of a sudden, a squirming gurgle, and Izuku bursts out laughing without a single blink, the noise startling and hilarious all at once.
Tsuka ruffles his hair, snickering too, and waits for Izuku to calm down before bringing him closer into his side once again, holding the teen close, for all that his touch is light. Izuku lets himself enjoy it, allows himself to simply lean in close, to laugh as much as he wants, to make the most of such a light moment. They haven't had enough of them, recently.
Perhaps thinking along similar lines, the detective speaks again, tone relatively bright,
"Hey, you guys should be getting out of here soon, I heard." Izuku perks up a little, then, undeniably, because he can't quite help it, no matter that he knows he shouldn't expect what he's most hoping for,
"Really? How soon?" He can't help but ask. And it has Tsuka smiling back at him, a little less easily but still a thing of undeniable light,
"Next few days, from the sounds of it. I'd assume it will be depend, at least somewhat, on how those tests you two have today go."
"Probably," Izuku agrees, unable to help the edge of apprehension to his voice.
Tsuka squeezes him closer briefly, before letting go, twisting around. Another blink later, the man crouches down, too, so that he can put a hand on Izuku's knee, staring up at him.
"How are you doing with being here, Kid, really? I can push for you to leave earlier if need be. I'm your secondary contact after your Dad, so I've got the jurisdiction to do so. If you want me to..." He trails off, giving Izuku the space to think about it, to put it together and mull it over in his mind.
"It wouldn't get Dad home quicker," Izuku states, perhaps a useless thing to say, yet needing to do so regardless. Needing the confirmation.
For better or worse, he gets that confirmation, his detective shaking his head briefly, slowly,
"No, it wouldn't. But you could stay with me." The hand on Izuku's knee squeezes, oh-so gently,
"Or I could stay at yours, you could go back to the dorms, with me following or not, whatever works best. If you want it."
"I'm not sure," Izuku decides, after a few breaths, because he doesn't like being here, not at all, but here is where his Dad is, and that's mattered far more to him so far.
But equally, he knows that he should look after himself. He knows he should; it's what his family would want.
He also knows that his devotion to his family comes before anything else in the world, for him. And he has already compromised that since his Dad woke up by, only slightly unwillingly, returning to his own room and bed every night and for a nap every lunchtime, trying to let his body heal and relax and settle, whilst spending the rest of every day in his Dad's room just like he waa before. (Except now the man is awake and talking and holding his hand in return. He pokes Izuku in the side, not the one with his still-bad ribs, avoiding the abdomen injuries, whenever he blurs out, and he stitches his Mum's quilt with him, and sometimes Izuku will read aloud to his Dad, when the lingering head injury makes it hard for the man to focus or look at screens for longer periods of time. They're together.)
Without much more thought, Izuku shrugs a little,
"No, thank you."
"That's fine, Kid. Let me know if that changes." Tsuka's easy acceptance seems to shove air directly into Izuku's lungs, a thing of relief and contentment and gratitude.
In lieu of trying to put any of that into words, because they would falter and fracture anyway, he knows, Izuku instead reaches out, patting his Auntie on the head, enjoying the relatively rare feeling of short hair beneath his palm. And the way that his Tsuka leans into the touch slightly, not unlike a cat would, eyes not quite falling shut but just lowering, slightly, clearly content, even if it might only be because of how Izuku's hand actually isn't trembling.
...Izuku misses his cats. A lot.
But his Uncle Nem has been looking after them, and the class who are in the dorms will be keeping them company, and they're okay.
(That seems to be a mantra of Izuku's in the last few days: 'they're okay'. His Dad is okay, his class are okay, his kids are okay, the rest of his family, he's okay. Sometimes it's not entirely true, but with every day it's becoming more and more accurate, less of a stretch to try and convince himself of.
It helps. Every day is still difficult, but they're getting better and better, even when he has the occasional wobble, a nightmare or a trigger or a flare-up of his injuries, old or new, and Izuku is daring to hope.
He is daring to think that despite how truly, utterly awful the last few days, the last week, arguably even months, have been, that despite how these villains, this society, has tried to tear Izuku and his family and so many innocents apart time and again, that they might be getting better.
There will always be more villains. But the League, All For One and Shigaraki and so many more, have been dealt with. Izuku's family, his friends, his allies, people he doesn't even know, are beginning to heal.
So, yes, Izuku is beginning to hope.)
"Hey, Kid, wanna head back to your Dad's room?"
"Please." Izuku doesn't protest when Tsuka ends up scooping him up entirely, just holding onto the IV pole for the man so that it drags along behind them. If he loosely curls his other hand into the lapels of the familiar trench coat (it smells of generic men's deoderant and fresh air and coffee, a scent that has meant safety for many years already-), then it only warrants a smile from his detective.
And Izuku smiles too, if only a small, faint thing, letting his head flop onto his Tsuka's shoulder. And both of their smiles widen, mere moments later, as they walk into his Dad's room, to find the man blinking at them both, something bright sparking into his dark eyes at the sight of them. (At the sight of his family.)
"Hey Izuku, Tsukauchi."
"Eraser."
Izuku, in this moment, finds himself quite simply delighted, despite everything that is still wrong with their little world right now, his aching injuries and the white walls surrounding them. He has his family, and what more could he need?
Notes:
Confession for anyone who hasn’t noticed - the chapter count’s gone up - but only by two!! I just decided that there were a few more scenes I wanted to get in, and it was going to be too abrupt of a transition to the epilogue if this was the last true chapter regardless!! ^^;
Hope you've all had a decent start to your New Year, and that it gets even better either way~ Love and hugs, Ota. Xxx
Chapter 125: The Art Of Being Okay (The Joy Of It)
Summary:
Some settling back into life, and a convo or two to go with it~
(read: lots of fluff, some bittersweet things, and a few reunions)Oh, and I have a poll linked at the end, for those willing ot fill it out!! ^.^/
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Returning to their home is honestly a relief, for both of them.
Tsuka is staying with them for the first two days, sleeping on a futon behind the sofa, mostly to keep both of them in-check, apparently. Which, rude. Valid and sensible and logical, yes, but still rude, if you ask Izuku.
That being said, he's happy to have more of his family with him in this weird period of relief-happiness-recovery combined with a rather... unsettling time. Izuku would be lying to say that he isn't jumpier than usual right now, his nightmares renewed, words often stuck in his throat, because silence is safe, and speaking would only put the people he loves in danger-
So, yes, having an extra person in the flat, the person Izuku trusts most in the world, after his hero of course, definitely helps. When his Dad is sleeping in the evenings or mornings, the teen doesn't really want to wake him up, not when they're both still recovering and desperately need what sleep they can get, so it's good to be able to pad out of his room and curl up on his detective's futon, often with one of the cats in his arms or twining between his ankles.
And Tsuka will just smile, fond, weary, ever-kind, and tuck the loose corner of the covers over Izuku, sometimes settling a hand in his curls if he isn't busy on his laptop. The sound of him typing, and occasionally humming or muttering to himself, is soothing.
It helps make home to feel like, well, home.
By the time Tsuka is leaving them again, four days into being back, however, both Aizawas are feeling notably better. Or rather more normal at least. Shouta isn't sleeping for about twelve hours a day, now, and whilst Izuku is relying heavily on naps because his nightly sleep isn't exactly restful, he's feeling pretty decent during the day now too.
They're alright, for the most part. They spend their days debating on whether either of them can be asked to cook today, and asking Hizashi or Nemuri to bring snacks and takeaway when they come over, and just generally existing. They catch up on telly shows that they missed or haven't finished, or sit on the kitchen counters together to bake raspberry muffins, which they usually wouldn't but they ache, still, so it's not the end of the world, and a bit of fun goes a long way, particularly when they'll have to give the counters a good clean that same day regardless, so really they might as well.
(Whenever someone visits, afterwards, the Aizawas share the treats with them, raspberry muffins with mugs of hot chocolate or coffee or, for Nemuri at least, green tea. The way that several are lopsided because of how they just dolloped the mixture into the cases is arguably unfortunate, but to be honest they're perfectly content with the obviously homemade treats.)
It's nice to just do some happy, domestic, genuinely sweet things, with nothing more troubling or upsetting or diffuclt to them than Cadaver trying to get into the mixing bowl, or Kimchi trying to knock bags of flour and pots of raspberries onto the floor. Uncle or Caitlin, sweet as they are, were simply asleep on the sofa.
There are many moments like this over the next few days. One of Izuku's very favourite ones is a late evening, the end of a long, calm day, because it is such an obvious and undeniable feeling of home.
They have a mountain of blankets over them, by which Izuku means a good three or four of them, all thick and fluffy, with his Dad's arm is loose over his shoulders, strong and warm and the perfect pillow, a random film on the telly, and all four of their cats purring on top of them, Caitlin and Uncle curled up right under Izuku's chin, purring fiercely enough that the very air in his lungs is vibrating.
His hero is half-asleep, judging by how his head keeps on dipping, the occasional half-snore of a breath shuddering through him. It's honestly pretty sweet, and if Izuku could be asked to move enough to reach his phone then he would film it, but to be honest he's quite content to just be, right now, happy being home with his Dad and their cats. They're okay. And, sure, they're both a little bit achey and over-tired still, capture weapon always within reach, but Izuku really is happy.
For some reason it's only now, watching some random actress run into the arms of a similarly random actor, that it really sinks in for him that they've won, haven't they? The war is over. It's not neat or entirely ideal, but it is done. Izuku will never have to worry about the League of Villains hurting the people he loves again.
Izuku killed Shigaraki with his very own knife, green-tinged metal buried deep in red-pale guts and bones and flesh. And that blood still feels tacky on his hands, sometimes, when he first wakes up or when he's spiralling in his worst moments. But he saved his Dad.
That's enough for Izuku, truly. He still isn't happy about what he had to do, it has to be said, but it isn't the first time Izuku has killed and he knows it won't be the last either. He's okay with that, for the most part.
(Admittedly there is something different to it being Shigaraki, to a person that he has known, in a certain way, for almost a year now, and to know that the villain will never breathe again, will never snap or snarl, but will also never be able to change, to grow-
He tortured Izuku. He called Izuku's kids maggots, and terrified them, and hurt them even if he didn't lay a hand on them. He attacked Izuku's class, time and again.
Shigaraki nearly killed his Dad; Izuku succeeded in killing him.
Perhaps turnabout is fair play. An eye for an eye, and such, but it doesn't feel fair, truly; Izuku and his family have undoubtedly suffered more, have felt more pain, more anguish, more terror. Shigaraki is the one dead, with no chance to ever recover, to learn from his past mistakes or to make new ones.
But he also isn't here to hurt anybody ever again. And Izuku thinks that, regardless of his guilt, of his twisted half-grief, he will take that for the true blessing it is. He would not make a different choice, given it again today. Nor, he knows, would he on any other day.
He loves his family far too much for that.)
So for right now Izuku will be happy to be curled into his Dad's side, some easy-watching film on the telly, all blankets and cats and cuddle-residual warmth, and to know that everything he has done to get to this point has been worth it, no matter how difficult.
He'll fall asleep, like this, and tonight he will have sweet dreams, and will wake up just as happy as he is in this moment, head upon his hero's shoulder.
Izuku squeezes his Auntie' and Uncle's hands, flashing them both a genuine smile, and steps forward without them, knowing full well that one will be right here, waiting and within a few moments' reach, and the other will be in the observation room, watching over him.
To be honest, he feels pretty safe regardless. Yes, Stain has tried to kill him in the past, but he has the villain's respect, and they have exchanged enough letters overall for Izuku to be confident in that fact. And, well, he might not have most of his weapons with him right now, but his capture weapon is tight around his chest, no matter that he has no knives or pins, and they're in Tartarus, of all places. So, no, Izuku isn't worried.
He's still grateful to have Hizashi and Nemuri with him though.
That sentiment rapidly becomes far less prominent in his mind when he's in the room, the vast metal door sliding shut behind Izuku without his own indication or choice. He was expecting it, luckily, and is distracted by Stain speaking either way, the man far too casual considering he didn't know Izuku would be the one here,
"Ah, little Hemlock. It's good to see you in person again."
"I guess the same for you?" Izuku offers in return, laughing slightly, genuinely so, as he sits down. He doesn't even mind the 'little', not when Stain is grinning, sharp and wide and eyes bright.
If it wasn't for the lack of a nose, and the now-thin hair, and the way that in spite of the chains and muzzle, Stain is still surprisingly muscular, he wouldn't be as recognisable. Well, they must get some exercise here then. Izuku is almost surprised.
(He can see the monster that tried to kill his partners in this man, still, can see the serial killer who tore down heroes wherever he went, less and less thought given to their 'worthiness', his judgement a personal, twisted thing regardless.
Izuku doesn't think that Stain is a good person. He does, however, think that sometimes bad people do good things, and sometimes good people are pushed and pulled and warped until the good and bad blur together and, really, who is Izuku to see someone's actions from only his own perspective and assume so much?
So, no, he does not agree with Stain's slaughter, but he can understand something of the reasons behind it.
And, either way, Stain has helped prevent people dying, and that fixes nothing but shows a change all the same. And Izuku will take that for what it's worth: quite a lot.)
Stain is speaking again, then, a tilt of his head and curl of his fingers, the latter movement rattling at one of his chains,
"As happy as I am to see a true hero, why are you here, Hemlock? Visitors are a rare privilege for prisoners like me."
"I wanted to thank you for your help," Izuku immediately returns, because it truly is why he's here, and saying it in a letter didn't feel like enough, somehow,
"Genuinely. A lot more people would have died if it was just the heroes."
There is a long breath, a second one, a third, of silence, with Stain staring at Izuku, his shock not obvious, but there, Izuku thinks, in the slight tension to his shoulders, the lines around his eyes deepening.
"I suppose you don't want to hear my opinion of those heroes." It's a misdirection of sorts, and Izuku lets it go. He gets it, he thinks.
"No, I don't. Everyone fought damn hard."
"So I heard. You're welcome then, Hemlock." The teen finds himself smiling a little at that, admittedly, glad that Stain accepted his thanks.
If he's also glad that Stain has dropped the hero bit, then, well, that's by the by. He didn't come here expecting the villain to suddenly share Izuku's stance on Heroics, or for him to abruptly be some sort of morally virtuous saviour, just because he helped to organise something to help Izuku.
People are selfish. They're stubborn, and self-righteous, and a product of so many things that it's impossible to ever entirely understand or empathise with someone, Izuku thinks. But none of that means that they don't deserve empathy, to some measure.
(Perhaps that is why knowing that Shigaraki is dead at his hand had bothered him so much, even with how much the villain had hurt people he loved, had tried to kill Izuku himself multiple times. Shigaraki has permanently scarred Izuku, from his skin to his soul.
And yet he has still grieved the villain, for everything that has been, and what could have been.
He has grieved his own self, too, the Izuku who could smile without his cheek going tight, or who never had to worry about not being able to hold the hands of his loved ones. In the last week, he has learnt that those things don't have to separate.
Yet he has never regretted what he did. One person's potential is nothing in comparison to his Dad's life. And Izuku would drown in the blood he draws before changing that fact.)
Before Izuku can think of another thing to say, to try and articulate some more of the depths of his gratitude, of his relief for how things went, Stain is leaning forwards, eyes glinting something blood-hot,
"They came in your name, Hemlock. In the name, for the aid, of a true hero."
"Still," Izuku protests, for all that it's far from vehement. Judging by the way that Stain smirks, visible even behind the muzzle, the villain can tell.
There isn't a lot more to be said, truly. Izuku is not supposed to tell Stain about current news or political events or anything, and he doesn't want to share anything more personal with the man, so instead he listens as Stain tells him about things going in the underground, some of which Izuku knew, some he didn't, most of it spoken about vaguely enough that no names or places are mentioned.
(There is a language to vigilantism, to that space in between police and heroes and villains, where you walk amongst civilians yet face heroes and villains too. There is a knowledge built up over years of simply existing in that liminal, half-invisible space, and Izuku has interacted with other vigilantes far less than most, having patrolled so often at the side of a hero, being known to interact so openly with the local police, but he has still spent enough time around them, has read enough graffiti and phonebooks and spotted splotches of paint on buildings or telephone poles to know. Names are exchanged, police reports are stolen and read, favours gifted and returned.)
The half-hour is over soon enough, and the careful wordplay and vague references, whilst frankly kind of fun, were also a bit much for Izuku's still-tired brain, and whilst he smiles as he says goodbye to Stain, his shoulders still slump when he leans into Auntie Zashi's side.
Admittedly, Izuku is exhausted. It wasn't as high-tension as he was expecting, or prepared for the potential of at least, and whilst he found the environment unsettling at best (it was a trigger at worst, a thing of cold walls and bars and the distant sounds of caged people-), interacting with Stain himself was surprisingly not that stressful.
Izuku doesn't nap on the way home, but it's a close thing. Auntie Zashi is half-turned in his seat, nattering away with both Izuku and Uncle Nem, telling them about some of the interviews he has lined up in the near future, and it's a pleasant thing to half-listen to, enjoying the back and forth voices of two of his favourite people, Uncle Nem far less chatty with how she's focusing on driving, and Izuku not really speaking at all, but Auntie Zashi talks enough to make up for it anyway.
He's blinking heavily but awake enough to process Hizashi's words by the time they're parking up, clambering out of the car himself, bumping shoulders with Uncle Nem to murmur a thank you. It earns him a hair ruffle, and a fond smile, before they're all clambering up the stairs. Izuku notices that they put him in between them, but he doesn't mind. It's sweet, honestly. Unnecessary, honestly, because the fresh air and movement is waking him up again, but still, he appreciates it.
His family have done so much for him, both in general and particularly in the last week or so, and Izuku adores them impossibly more for it all.
Hizashi opens the front door for Izuku, stepping to the side with a flourish and a wide grin. It doesn't seem odd at all, until Izuku is standing in the genkan and can see into the living area.
All at once he's frozen in place, already able to feel how a grin is stretching across his face, and they're getting up from the sofa, even putting Cadaver aside to walk over. And then Izuku is throwing himself forwards, tucking his face in the crook of a just-chilly neck, very much glad for the arms that wrap around him in turn, for the words breathed atop his curls in a familiar, smooth voice, a rumbling kindness. He loves his partners so, so much.
Hitoshi and Shouto are okay, too, and Izuku knew it, has had several video calls with them, let alone how much they've messaged each other for the last week or so, but now they're here, they're with him, and Izuku is melting against them.
They're crumbling over him in turn, to be fair.
Vaguely Izuku registers that his Dad is talking to someone, maybe Rei-san, and Izuku wants to see her too but in the grand scheme of things he honestly doesn't care about it. Not when he can feel Shouto breathing, and Hitoshi is murmuring affections against his head, and they're just- He loves them so, so much. Really, he adores them.
"Hi, Green Bean," Hitoshi murmurs as they draw back from each other, for all that their hands don't leave Izuku, palms still flat against his ribs. Izuku genuinely doesn't mind that. No, he understands it, the need to be able to feel somebody he loves breathing, that they're here and alive and okay.
"Hi Toshi, Shou." They're both smiling, and Izuku knows that he is too, fierce enough to already be aching his cheeks.
Hitoshi is leaning down a moment later, and it takes Izuku a second to process that the taller teen is undoing his laces for him. And, well, he is on the hardwood flooring now, rather than in the genkan. Whoops.
"Thanks. I forgot."
"To be fair, we did catch you off-guard," he returns, grinning up at Izuku. He tugs gently at a tuft of purple hair in response.
"Rei-san, hi," Izuku greets, because he can see her, now that he's a little ways into the room and Hitoshi isn't blocking his view of where she is, sitting beside his Dad at the kitchen counter.
"Hello again Izuku-kun. It's lovely to see you again." Her smile is soft, her gaze clear. It's good to see her looking so calm, so comfortable, and it's also good to just be back in the same room as his Dad. (He hasn't really been apart from the man since they got home from the hospital, and he's been fairly okay with it, because they are both okay, but that doesn't mean it isn't a relief all the same.)
"Who arranged this?"
"Aizawa-sensei offered," Shouto informs him, his warm hand still low on Izuku's back. Even whilst leaning into his partner, Izuku raises an eyebrow at his Dad, not quite taking the mick but not far from it either.
"Oh really?"
"Brat. Been a while since you had them over, is all."
"Why thank you," Izuku returns, and his tone might have been light-hearted, neatly casual, but he holds his Dad's gaze just long enough to know that his hero understands how genuinely grateful he is, the feeling of it all reverberating right down to his marrow, thick and sweet and contented.
Everyone settles down from there. Izuku, Shouto, and Hitoshi end up sprawling over the floor together, all cats and tangled legs, whilst the adults take various seats, talking quietly between themselves. Izuku is happy to, well, not quite ignore them, but to focus on the warm press of limbs around him, to watch Shouto creating little snowflakes and spirals of frost for Kimchi to attack, and to listen to Hitoshi tell them about some cats he met in a new cat cafe that he thinks they should all go to one day soon.
At some point Nemuri comes over to offer them all cookies and nutrient pouches, a few bottles of water, and Izuku grins up at her, even as he accepts the plate of cookies.
He's happy, nothing more and nothing less. Lots of the people he loves are with him, right now, and he's had a good day, and he has cookies and a watermelon nutrient pouch, a cat purring in the valley between his thigh and Hitoshi's. Shouto's warm hand is holding his right, the gentle heat helping to ease some of the lingering ache. His shoulders feel lighter than they have in months, perhaps.
Life is not perfect, but life is good, he decides.
His Dad is cold and still and dead, and Izuku is sobbing but his hands are clenched around his knives and he keeps on reaching to help except it just drags more wounds into the too-pale skin but he can't let go of his knives because then he can't protect his Dad and everything has gone so, so wrong, and Izuku is so completely, utterly terrified-
The ground sways and gives beneath him, and Izuku stumble-sags away, his Dad's body gone in a blink, darkness growing around him, all reaching hands and thick, dangerous limbs, the cement beneath his feet abruptly the swell of dark, broad shoulders, the Nomu surging upright until Izuku has no choice but to crouch low, to dig the blades covered in his hero's blood into the monster's brain. Bitter-sour iron spatters against his tongue, bile rising in his throat, but the Nomu is crumpling.
Shinigami, her eyes flashing, turns to him. There is a blade in her hand, poised.
Izuku ducks away, even though she's an ally, and Shigaraki is there, all that he can see, chest carved open, hatred on his lips, in his eyes, in his Quirk-laden hands, and Izuku is not terrified, now, but he is still horrified, can still taste death and brains and fear on his tongue, the sheer dread of it all.
There is a hand on his shoulder, he realises, and if not for the familiar calluses, Izuku would be lashing out, but instead he's twisting up, into the touch, reaching for the corpse that is his hero because it is still his hero-
His Dad is there. His hero is with him, is alive, and there are no knives in Izuku's hands as he reaches out, desperately, clutching at soft fabric and warm, solid limbs.
"-ey, kiddo, Kid, you're okay, we're safe, I'm right here with you Izuku." The assurances are constant and assuring and oh-so kind, a rumbling thing that soothes Izuku's nightmare-ridden mind, that helps to ease the violent trembles echoing through him.
His hands hurt, and his chest, and his- his everything. (He can feel every single scar, every single fracture and strain and scrape.) He can barely feel his shaking fingers, and his entire body is distant, but his hero is here, and his hero is alive, breathing, warm, and Izuku isn't sobbing, not quite, but he is curling in closer and closer, clinging. His Dad is here. They're not in danger, not right now, and Izuku forces himself to breathe, to close his eyes against it all, and to press his forehead against his hero's chest (against his heartbeat-). He just had a nightmare. And, yes, half of that nightmare was made up of memories, but still. It's over now. It wasn't real.
"Sorry," he murmurs, at some point, when he can breathe steadily enough for it. The hand that has settled in his curls starts to brush properly through it, scratching gently at Izuku's scalp, and he shamelessly tilts into the affection, still breathing hard for all that it's no longer catching. Not quite as badly at least.
"Don't be, kiddo. You're alright. It's alright." He doesn't let go of Izuku, doesn't stop grounding him with the hand in his hair, just crumpling into himself so that he can press a brief kiss to Izuku's forehead, before straightening up once more with a low groan.
He keeps his hands on Izuku the whole time though, no falter, no break in the affection, no chance for Izuku to tumble-spiral-fracture once again, his hero's words a soothing echo between them and the shadows,
"Want to come to my room or the living room or something, kiddo?" He thinks about that for a few moments, gathering up the frayed ends of his coherency with trembling fists until he can speak, can articulate the feelings in his chest.
"Mmhm," he manages, breathing once again before going on, a bit more discernibly now, jaw less clenched,
"N' telly though."
"Okay, Kid, okay. I'm going to pick you up, and we're going to go and lie down, and we'll go from there. Got it?"
"Mmkay," Izuku manages, starting to untangle his legs from the blankets, wanting to make it easier for his Dad as the man starts to gather him up properly in his arms, pulling Izuku up against his chest.
(It's safe, and warm, and his hero's heartbeat is thundering, steady, just-fast, reverberating through Izuku, all the way to his sternum. It settles his trembling fingers, curling them into the soft sleepshirt, abruptly feeling notably, illogically, wonderfully better.)
They end up with Izuku sprawled over the top of his Dad's chest, a long-familiar position for them both, his face tucked in the crook of the hero's neck, the warm, heartbeat-shifting junction between neck and shoulder. A few pieces of hair, either his or his hero's or both, Izuku neither knows nor really cares, is vaguely tickling at his forehead and cheek, but that's okay. When he's this tired, nightmare horrors still lingering in the shadowed corners of his mind, his Dad warm and safe and alive, with him, their cats and blankets covering them both in yet more warmth.
Izuku doesn't fall back asleep, or at least not for a long time, but that's also okay. His Dad snuffle-snores in his sleep, because he doesn't stay awake like Izuku does, and the teen certainly doesn't mind because it's honestly kind of adorable. And, well, it's another reminder of the man being alive. There's no chance of Izuku complaining about that.
So perhaps he is exhausted, from the depths of his marrow to his still-shuddering fingers, the physical strain of nightmare-induced panic, but that doesn't mean that he can't enjoy elements of this time, of a late night, or perhaps early morning, he isn't sure, where there is nothing for him to do, nothing that requires his attention.
No, he can listen to his Dad's sheer life, and he can drift, and he can know that he needs nothing more.
Knife-ammonRoll: [yo yall need some standards up in here]
FeastInShadows: [I confess to being confused by such a statement. (Also greetings) ]
Knife-ammonRoll: [I dont honestly know lol]
: [was just the vibe]
RaRaRaRa: [valud]
freeadhesivelol: [fair honestly]
RaRaRaRa : [*valid]
: [also hi!]
ASSid: [hey izuku!!!]
Precious : [ ヾ(≧▽≦*)o ]
notnailsbutrocks: [yoooo izubro!!!]
Izuku can't help but giggle a little, just to himself, because he really does love his class. They're idiots in the best way.
Knife-ammonRoll: [is vryone back in the dorms now?]
freeadhesivelol: [mostly]
MiscellaneousMatryoshka: [For the most part, yes]
RaRaRaRa: [mostly]
MiscellaneousMatryoshka: [Do you know when you'll return?]
That gives Izuku genuine pause, trying to figure out if there's any certainty, before promptly deciding that there isn't. But he and Dad were debating the weekend earlier, so that seems good enough, really.
Knife-ammonRoll: [soon I think]
: [maube this weekend?]
ASSid: [ooooooh yay!!!!!]
Precious: [ \^.^/!! ]
FeastInShadows: [If the fates would wish it, then we shall thank them.]
KermitButBetter: [It'll be good to have everyone together again, kero]
RaRaRaRa: [we can have a film night maybe?]
ToHugYouWith: [It really will be good.]
ASSid: [a film night!!!!]
That seems like a wonderful idea, honestly. Izuku would love to just be able to exist with his friends once again, no pressure, no stress, no impending threat of a looming war, just the comfort and safety of each other. Izuku has missed his class.
MiscellaneousMatryoshka: [It would be a lovely bonding experience.]
KermitButBetter: [Kero, that sounds fun to me]
LordExplosionMurder: [Better not be fucking disney princesses this time.]
ASSid: [hhhhh]
notnailsbutrocks: [but bakubro snow white's so manly!!]
LordExplosionMurder: [That is a fucking weird sentence Shitty Hair and you know it.]
notnailsbutrocks : [no it's not :(((((( ]
Before chaos can descend, Shouji sends a message that has Izuku's breath catching slightly.
ToHugYouWith: [I've been spending some time with the kids.]
: [They're doing okay.]
Because he's been talking to his kids, has video-chatted them several times, but both he and his Dad wanted to be okay again before they met up with the babies. And, well, Izuku is content that his kids are safe. (Shigaraki is dead, and there's a glimmer of satisfaction deep in his bones to know that the person who terrified and hurt his kids is gone, can never do so again-) It's not like his worries for his Dad have been.
No, it's been good to just recover as them, first, to not have the stress of being supportive, strong adults, to the class or to the kids or to the half-strangers of the rest of the school.
Equally, however, Izuku has begun to itch to see his babies again, to assure them in person that he really is okay, that their Izu-pa and Zawa-jii aren't badly hurt.
Knife-ammonRoll: [thank you Shouji]
: [they love you]
ToHugYouWith: [Of course. I love them too, it's hard not to.]
RaRaRaRa: [maybe a bunch of us could go visit them??]
Knife-ammonRoll : [maybe not the first time? not sure how they'll react to me and dad being back]
: [but after that sounds good!]
KermitButBetter: [Sounds sensible, kero]
RaRaRaRa: [makes sense!]
: [it'll be good to have you guys back]
notnailsbutrocks: [everyone together again!!]
Knife-ammonRoll: [we'll be happy to be back]
Izuku lets the chatter wash over him, then, enjoying the clamour of how good it will be to be together, and what plans there are for food over the next week or so, at least for now, pending any changes, and how they miss having the cats around, and so on it goes. It's good to just read along with it all, honestly.
He's looking forward to being back in the dorms. Still though, he'll enjoy the peace and calm of his home for a little while longer first.
Notes:
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Chapter 126: What His Life Has Become
Summary:
The final "main" Kidilante chpt - some loose ends, some fluff, some joy.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Babies!" Izuku is already kicking off his boots as he speaks, kneeling down, arms wide.
It's the perfect timing for the kids who come careening into him, Eri and Ryo and Kage and Setsuna all wrapping themselves around him, more of them piling in behind, but Izuku is already hugging them close, fingers tangling carefully into shirts, pressing kisses to faces and revelling in all of the joyous, beatiful laughter.
His kids are okay, and so is Izuku. He couldn't be happier, truly.
For several minutes he lets them swarm all around him, taking turns to tuck in close until he has hugged every single one of them, some tightly, some loosely, whatever he knows each of them prefer, before he pushes back onto his feet properly, letting Li lead him into the living area by the hand.
Being in the Ward House again feels good. It's not as much as home as the class dorms are, but there's still something very much special, hearth-rumbling warm, to it. Something precious. (He's just so glad that his kids get to have such a wonderful place to be, to grow up together, and even though they have a truly awful reason for coming here, he has every hope and belief that they're able to grow past that, to find ever so much joy in their lives, comfort in their home, no matter what has already happened to them.
Izuku knows that if, at only a year or two older than Anna and Ryo, he hadn't begun to discover something akin to a home, hadn't fallen in with his Dad, with Tsuka and the precinct, then he... Things would not have gone well for him, he knows.)
He tumbles into the pile of bean bags and pillows and blankets, groaning under his breath but grinning all the same. Tanaka and Ina snuggle into his sides, and Izuku happily lets Anna teach Li braiding by brushing out his hair across their laps, his head pillowed on Anna's legs. It tugs occasionally, but never really hurts. Honestly he doesn't mind either way, content for them to have the amusement and practice regardless.
"Are you really okay, Izu-pa?" The words are quiet, trembling. They break Izuku's heart, just a little.
"I am, thank you darling. All healed up and with you!" he chirps, trying not to make too much light of their worry whilst also keeping the tone positive. It's a balance that he thinks he has managed, judging by how there are a few little sighs of relief or murmurs, several of the kids shuffling closer, but a faint tension in the room fading away. He never wants to worry them.
Izuku lets them have a few moments to settle down, for the calm to sink in, before he speaks again,
"What have you guys been learning this week? Anything cool?" Shi is immediately sitting up, eyes wide to match his grin,
"Did you know lizards can regrow their tails?"
"Wow! That's super cool. Is it all lizards, or just some?" The ommission isn't a lie, technically, because Izuku would rather encourage them to enjoy knowing things and being confident in learning than give the plain truth. No, he'd much rather prompt them to share more, or find out more.
He wants his kids to have every single thing that took him so long to find.
(Izuku wouldn't change a single part of his life, really, not even the truly awful things, the horrendous mistakes he has made, the people he has failed, the traumatic experiences he has had to push through, to get to this point. He wouldn't speed it up, even, if doing so would change what he has now.
Perhaps that's selfish of him. Don't get Izuku wrong, if he could remove all of the awful parts, for both him and the people around him, without affecting the fact that he now has his family, he would do it in a heartbeat, but ultimately he's lived through it all with his family in his future, then at his side; he would live through anything, would do anything no matter how cruel, to protect them.
Izuku knows, now, that it's okay to be a little selfish sometimes. It doesn't make him a bad person to want good things for himself, to want to have his loved ones around him.
Doubly so when they treasure having him with them too.)
Within the hour, and having all gotten up to go and eat some snacks at the dinner table, Izuku ends up sprawling out over the sofa, several of his kids plastered on and around him. There's some children's cartoon on the telly, all talking animals and some kid with bright blue hair and a water-manipulation Quirk, finding somebody's missing book. Li is chattering about her favourite character, because that animal is apparently the focus of this episode, and the others are interjecting with anecdotes about their own favourites too.
There's always a unique wonder to an afternoon like this, a very specific sort of comfort. It's satisfaction, and relief, and an adoration so deep in his bones that he must breathe it out, can feel how it purrs through him, the gentlest kind of lightning.
His kids are happy. Little Eri is leaning against Anna, their different shades of pale hair threading together. Kage is sitting up against their legs, some random toy or another in his hands. Tanaka is halfway to snoring, curled up tight on one of the sleeping bags. Ryo, subtly sweet as ever, has draped a blanket over him; Izuku had given him a little nod and smile for it, not wanting that sort of kindness to go unacknowledged.
Everyone is safe, content, healing. Izuku is fully aware that they have awful days and nights far more often than he would wish for them. Sometimes he is here at their sides for them, sometimes he isn't, but they have a support network beyond him, beyond each other, so that's okay. He doesn't have to be their entire world. Izuku doesn't want to be.
When one person is your entire world, it shatters when they're gone. Even when they're still there, a single person's love is... It's enough, but it's not everything that it could be.
Izuku wouldn't wish such a small world, such an easily-broken world, upon his babies. No matter the beauty of it, something so easily torn away, torn apart, is less than they deserve. No, Izuku wants them to have dozens of people who love them, wants them to be so utterly adored and supported that they will always have places to turn, will always know they are valued and safe.
He wants everything he never had for them, and everything that he has now.
So every single time he gets to luxuriate in moments like this, to simply enjoy in the fact that his kids are safe and happy, and so is he, there is a soft, never-ending sort of wonder to it. It feels like a miracle, sometimes. But it's mostly just hard work and a lot of care, on both Izuku's part and that of those around him. He couldn't be more grateful for that dedication, for the happiness it has granted his babies.
"Do you have a few moments, Midoriya-kun? Would you mind if we talked?" The voice startles Izuku slightly, because he knew that Yagi-sensei was in here, and was standing nearby, but he wasn't expecting the blond to talk to him.
"Uhm, sure," Izuku murmurs, already pushing to his feet, tapping his Dad briefly on the shoulder, twice for a yes-acknowledged-okay, just to assure the man that he's fine without company right now. He gets a quiet grunt of acceptance in return.
Within a minute, Izuku is sitting on the sofa of All Might's personal office, one hand playing with the end of his capture weapon but heartbeat calm, breathing steady.
"I'm sorry for pulling you aside with no explanation, Aizawa-kun. Oh, is it alright if I call you that? I thought, as we're in private-"
"It's fine, thank you Yagi-sensei." It genuinely is fine, and to be honest Izuku appreciates that Yagi-sensei even thought about it enough to ask, and to avoid calling him Aizawa-kun in the semi-public space of the faculty lounge.
"Thank you, Aizawa-kun. Do you remember when I told you about my Quirk?"
"I do," Izuku hedges, wary. He doesn't necessarily not trust Yagi-sensei, but, well, that conversation was a very long time ago, and it certainly didn't go well.
"You turned me down, back then. Denied the offer of my Quirk, of the chance to become a hero in my footsteps."
"I- Okay?"
Izuku didn't intend to sound quite so dismissive, admittedly. It has him trying again a moment later,
"Sorry. I just, uhm, don't know what to do with that?" It's the honest truth. How is he meant to respond to that?
Fortunately for him, Yagi-sensei is leaning back slightly, mouth already open,
"Ah, sorry. I, well, didn't exactly make that clear, did I?" The man laughs, a self-deprecating thing to match how he rubs at the back of his head,
"I wanted to say that you never needed a Quirk. And certainly not mine. I'm sorry for what I said, for my- my blindness beyond my own experiences. You aren't me."
Izuku spends a long, torn-still breath merely blinking at the man, and then a second, a third.
He knew that. He did. Izuku has worked damn fucking hard to get this far without a Quirk, he has killed and nearly been killed, has saved children and adults and enemies alike, has trained until he collapsed only to get up again the next day and do it again. He proved to himself and to others that he was more than a Quirkless diagnosis, and worthy of love and trust and a chance to be a hero regardless. Izuku tore himself apart, and was rent apart by others, but he stood up again. He didn't give up. And it was certainly no thanks to people like Yagi-sensei.
The way that the external validation feels, something caught between vindicated and childishly pleased, an edge of annoyance to balance out the simmer of glee, is illogical. Izuku hardly needs it. (His Dad is proud of him, all of his family are, and if Izuku wanted anybody's acknowledgement then it would be theirs-) He was fine before it, had grown perfectly comfortable with the thought that All Might, the Symbol of Peace, didn't approve of him trying to be a Quirkless hero, thought he would fail, that he wasn't enough, because Izuku had proved to himself that it wasn't true.
Equally, it's nice to have the man agree that Izuku doesn't need his Quirk, and never did.
Formulating this mess of thoughts and feelings into anything even half-coherent isn't exactly a simple task, but Izuku gives it a go anyway, when the silence starts to stretch too long,
"I mean, I never did need it, your Quirk or opinion, and it would've been better if you'd seen that right from the beginning." He takes a breath, short enough that Yagi-sensei (not All Might, really, in some ways but in other ways never again-) doesn't start to reply,
"But thank you, regardless. Genuinely. It's good to hear," he adds on, offering a lopsided flash of a smile. The tension, uncomfortable, that had made Yagi-sensei's shoulders tight, pulled too far back, abruptly slumps away.
It also prompts a coughing fit, but that's a bit of a given, to Izuku's understanding. He just leans forward to grab one of the tissues and offer it to the man, pressing it into his hand, before sitting back to wait it out.
"I can only apologise again, Aizawa-kun," Yagi-sensei finally offers, the tiniest bit breathless but at least he's stopped hacking up blood,
"But you are a fine young man, and a fine hero already. I can see why your father is so proud of you." Now that really does have Izuku blushing, unable to help it. It's his Dad. There's nobody in the world that he wants to be prouder of him than his hero.
And, well, there is also nobody in the world that Izuku is more certain of the pride of. But it never hurts to be reminded of it, slightly embarrassing or not.
He manages to offer a thank you that isn't too strangled or flustered, nor too sarcastic for that matter. He loves his Dad so much, and the fact that even outside people can see that his hero, often known for being deadpan, is so very proud of him, well, it just means the absolute world.
"If there is anything I can do for you, Aizawa-kun, please never hesitate to ask me. Even if it's just throwing the weight of my name, with whatever worth it still has, behind something. I have no doubt that any cause or initiative you support will be one worth my own investment."
That offer, in some ways, means more than Yagi-sensei's apology. Because one was born of regret, of realisation. This, however? This is faith, belief in Izuku as both a person and a hero, as someone who wants to do good things and will try his best to help people. To have even the possibility of All Might's name to back him up, well, it's a big risk for the hero, and a big opportunity for Izuku, should he ever need it. And everyone in the underground knows how important favours and promises are.
"Thank you, Yagi-sensei," he returns, bowing slightly, because perhaps he doesn't need to, when he is the one who has been wronged overall, but he is still grateful, and he still has a decent amount of respect for Yagi-sensei. And for All Might. No person or hero is perfect, after all, but society would be a lot worse off, hundreds and thousands more people would be dead or seriously injured, if not for this single man in front of him. Yes, negative things came from his reign of Peace, but All Might was only ever one single man.
And Izuku knows, far, far too well, what an impossible task it is to be everyone's hero in every situation.
It does not erase the mistakes that have been made, or the bad choices either, but it does give Izuku the understanding to be able to smile, genuinely, at the man as they both leave the office, to make easy small talk with him on the way back to the main faculty room. He isn't even uncomfortable, no urge to bite his lip or to get away from the man.
Still, he walks into the faculty office behind Yagi-sensei and instantly feels his Dad's gaze upon him, assessing, weighted, never anything close to unkind.
Izuku lets himself smile, the expression easy and genuine. He doesn't miss how a tiny bit of tension seeps out of his hero's shoulders. Sweet, soft man. His Dad really is so very good to him, so willing to trust him yet always here to catch him if he falls. How lucky Izuku is.
"Alright, kid?"
"Alright," Izuku confirms, his smile fading into a faint grin, still very much genuine, even as he waves goodbye to Yagi-sensei, coming to stand behind his Dad's chair, draping himself over the broad shoulders, face buried in the familiar soft-rough-worn capture weapon, hands dangling down to brush fingertips over the pouches of the utility belt. He doesn't pull out a knife, though.
He really is okay, he realises. He was okay before, too, but there's something low down his spine that has settled more comfortably now, always fine, long-since having lost any painful edge, but suddenly more natural all the same.
More consciously, too, the part of Izuku that always hopes to prove people wrong, to prove his own worth, to make people acknowledge that being Quirkless does not automatically mean being weak, is flaring ever-brighter. Because surely if he can show the Number One hero, ex or otherwise, that being a Quirkless hero is possible, then he can show others too.
(Of course, this isn't quite considering the fact that Izuku has already proved this many times over, to a good number of different people. Complete strangers, other students, his own kids, other heroes, he has taught them all.
Well, he hasn't given them much choice but to listen, often with a knife to their throat.)
"Hm, no murder tonight then." Izuku snorts, patting his Dad's waist in joint chastisement and gratitude, but doesn't bother to move or speak beyond that. He knows the hero got the message.
"Shame. I could have done with some exercise."
"Broccoli Baby, is Shou being bloodthirsty again? Poke him for me."
Who is Izuku to turn his Uncle Nem down?
The poke is sharp and right along the edge of his Dad's belly, where it makes him cringe away, Nemuri cackling to match Izuku as the teen shoves himself away, trying to escape before-
It's too late. He ducks the capture weapon lashing towards him, sprinting for the window now, having to take the hit of one arm getting tangled up in order to unlock the window and throw himself out. He can feel laughter behind him, in his own throat, even as air rushes around him, the noises suddenly lost to it.
Capture weapon remains latched onto his arm, but Izuku just uses it to half-swing from the window, kicking away from the wall, headed for some of the trees below, twisting, flicking his wrist in a way that he knows will loosen the capture weapon.
It works, of course. He doesn't know capture weapons as well as his Dad, not yet, but it's enough to allow him to slip free, landing in the tree, twigs snapping but he's finding his footing easily enough on solid branches, leaping from one to another before he's rolling onto the ground, tucked into himself, shoulders rounded and feet angled just right that he can pop back up and start running.
Just in time too, because he just about manages to sidestep a long, looping coil of capture weapon.
"Come back here, brat!" Izuku turns just enough to glance at his Dad before he has to spring into a cartwheel to fend off a reaching hand, deliberately kicking a big shrubby bush so that branches whip towards Aizawa,
"Catch me if you can, old man!"
He's laughing, unrestrained and childish and delighted, as he continues running, continues trying to dodge his hero, retaliating where he can, and is absolutely having the time of his life.
No matter what, some things will never really change, and Izuku is perfectly happy with that.
"Jirou, catch!"
"Wh- Kaminari! Fuck off!" Even as she yells, she is catching the unopened packet of crisps immaculately, glaring at Kaminari over her shoulder.
"You sound like Katsuki!"
"Ugh, disgusting," she huffs, even whilst she pivots in her seat to drape her ankles over Bakugou's shoulders, who turns his head enough to snap and snarl but doesn't actually push her feet off.
Izuku, sitting right next to their group, snickers unrepentantly, doubly so when Katsuki then starts scowling at him, too. Because, sure, the blond flips him off for it, but there's no popping or heat. Izuku knows, trusts, that he is safe.
It has him turning back to his sketchbook, still giggling to himself. Kouda and Shouji are settled on some of the beanbags in the quiet corner together, leant in close over a game, and it's a lovely scene to be able to draw, the sketch complete enough already that they are distinct as themselves, features loosely defined, the atmosphere of it sweet and soft.
"What're you laughing about, Izu?"
"This lot," he grins, waving generally in the direction of the others with his pencil, even whilst Shouto and Hitoshi flop down beside him, grumbling half-heartedly about the floor. Neither of them have hesitated to settle down beside him anyway. Nor to drape their legs over his. It means Izuku has to readjust his sketching position, balancing his pad on Hitoshi's thigh and knee instead, but he certainly doesn't begrudge that.
"That's pretty."
"Oh! Uhm, thank you."
Perhaps it's a little odd to feel shy about it, but it's been quite a long time since he's done much drawing. It had already dropped off after his Mum died, but since injuring his hands Izuku hasn't even been sketching for his analyses. But he's been having a good week or two, pain-wise, and had been thinking a lot about drawing again.
This is only the fourth full sketch he's done in the last few days. But it's been fun. A bit frustrating, sure, when his fingers don't move quite how he intended, or how they used to, and when a particular movement gives him a twinge of pain. Not to mention the general aggravation of being out of practice, of trying to remind himself of a long-held skill that isn't the same now, not quite.
It's still enjoyable though, overall. It's definitely nice to just be able to return back to something he used to love so much, to just let himself have fun with it. And, well, he's gotten a few rather pretty sketches, some rough half-drawn things, a couple of more complete ones, of his friends and family.
He likes seeing the little pieces of his life laid out in graphite and paper. Just because it's a simple medium doesn't mean that it isn't enough to convey everything that he wants to get across. No, quite the opposite, really. Seeing every limb, every light and lean-in and tilt of the head, in shades of grey, is the right balance to show off everything Izuku loves about these scenes, the obvious adoration or laughter or quietude.
"If you want to show us others some time, we'd like to see them." Shouto frowns at Hitoshi's offer, mismatched eyebrows furrowing,
"No, we would love to."
"Bit literal, Peppermint," Hitoshi snorts, but it's utterly fond rather than patronising or annoyed, far too sweet otherwise for anything else.
"Maybe once I'm a bit better at it again," Izuku says, more hesitant because he would prefer to show off good things, rather than because he doesn't want to show his partners or thinks all of his drawings are terrible.
"If that's what you would prefer." Shouto's shrug is half-lopsided from where he's lying down, and it's adorable.
Their easy acceptance of him is just as appreciated as always. His partners never fail to give him space and time and kindness, just as he hopes to do for them when they need it, all three of them learning, over time, the balance of give and take, of when to press or to pull back. They're pretty good at it now, Izuku reckons.
And they have years, he has faith, to get even better at it. To continue learning every detail of each other.
"Guys, guys, guys!" Hagakure is running into the dorms, Ojiro and Ashido following her at a slightly more sedate pace,
"I've got a new film! That cat one!" There are several gasps, then, all excited, because the trailer for the film that she's talking about has been circulating the class for weeks, and quite a few of them have been especially excited. Even those who aren't have kind of been dragged into the hype over it.
"Are any of us really watching this?" There's a few dissenting replies, because the telly was more just on for background noise than anything else, and people start moving around, going upstairs to gather up anyone not in the living area, or going to the kitchen to grab snacks, and generally shifting where they're sitting or lying, distributing extra blankets and pillows, nattering to each other about the film and what they want to eat.
Izuku finds himself settled in one of the brighter corners, sketchpad still in his lap, tucked neatly in between Shouto and Iida, both of them warm and solid at his sides. Hitoshi is talking to Ashido, his voice as smooth and rich as always. Shouto's thumb is tracing a little back and forth over Izuku's thigh.
It's impossible, like this, not to be perfectly content. His class are all around him, bubbly, bright, and he's able to start a new sketch, loose lines and deliberately smudged graphite, little glimpses of the world around him, the curve of Satou's smile or the sway of Yaomomo's ponytail, the way that Tsuyu' and Uraraka's heads are tilted together. At one point, Dark Shadow twists up against the ceiling, startled by something in the film's intro, and the shape of that, all cast-up shadows, serpentine, writhing, stunning in a very distinct way.
Izuku fills up a few pages with idle sketches very easily, half off his attention admittedly away from the film, but he doesn't really mind that. He can always watch it again. Moments like this, however, are far more limited, transient, ephemeral, and Izuku has long-since learnt to make the most of them.
(They will live on, in some way, in his sketchpad, a fact that soothes Izuku very specifically and deeply.
He still pulls out the few remnants of his childhood drawings, sometimes, finds the drawings in coloured pencil that he did of his Mum, of heroes, and it's a bittersweet thing. They weren't particularly amazing drawings, but they were that unrestrained, enthusiastic style of kids who are just enjoying what they're trying to depict, and they're a nice little piece of his childhood.
It's lovely to think that, in a year or five or even ten, he'll be able to look back through this sketchbook and be reminded of the wonderful nights he was blessed with in the dorms. The dark sky outside and the little spillages of popcorn and the twists of blankets add together into a soft atmosphere, familiar with just an edge of chaos, the occasional giggle as someone nudges another person, or someone offering to refill drinks when they stand up to get something.
His class really are his second family; Izuku loves them so, so much.)
The Secret Heroes Who Took Down The League Of Villains
Authored by Fujihara Rei, Edited by Takahashi Eiko
It is well-known that in the final battle between heroes and the League of Villains, several Twilight and Underground heroes were pulled in to be part of the fight in broad daylight.
In fact, it has come to my attention that several of these underground heroes were the most instrumental parts of the strategy, set-up, and actual fighting. They weren't merely there to make up numbers, no, they were key components in the battle and its success! An apprentice underground hero and their mentor, working alongside well-known Support Hero Nedzu, police, and at least two other unnamed underground or twilight heroes, were the primary strategists for this attack, planning everything from the pre-evacuation of the most vulnerable civilians to the combinations of heroes to target the most dangerous members of the League of Villains.
It has been theorised by myself and other journalists that a portion of these unnamed heroes are either employees or affiliated with the internationally-acclaimed Heroics school of UA. Between the involvement of Nedzu, the UA Principal alongside being a hero known for his intelligence and mentorship of some incredibly intelligent heroes of all types, and the overwhelming involvement of UA students in the League of Villain's attacks, often not at their own choice, it certainly points towards further faculty involvement. It has become personal between UA and the League.
Additionally, there are several unconfirmed members of staff. Some are so heavily suspected that they have been accepted by the public as certainties, such as Ectoplasm or Midnight, both twilight heroes who are involved in enough school events and have had hints or photos revealed, that it would suggest employment or at least occasional affiliation. There are also two 'empty' teaching slots: a cursory glance at the Heroics and Business course faculties would reveal two unnamed, unpictured underground heroes. Legally, I cannot confide in the public my suspicions of which heroes these may be.
But please take my word that if my gatherings are at all accurate, then UA's students are in fine hands.
For an underground apprentice to be so blatantly involved, too, is an interesting point to be studied. It is rare that, even in situations like this where Undergrounders are publicly-acknowledged to be involved in an attack or raid, apprentices are referenced at all, both due to their small numbers and for their own protection. Another thing to be considered about an underground apprentice is that they can, in some circumstances, begin their apprenticeship alongside Heroics schooling, extending it by up to two years. It's possible that a second or third year UA student would be one such apprentice.
In terms of their actual contributions, of course, it is difficult to determine. Given that underground heroes typically have regular involvements in raids, it is reasonable [...]
"Hey, Kid, seen this one?" Kanakawa is waving a newspaper at Izuku. He doesn't hesitate to bounce over, taking the paper and skimreading the article. It's interesting, the balance of accuracy to theory to inaccuracy, but very much disconcerting, too.
"It's still weird to read about," he shrugs, handing the newspaper back. Takada-san snorts,
"Fair. It's weird for us to read too."
"Our little Kidilante, getting all grown up!" Haruki-san fake-laments, leaning back in her seat to grin at Izuku, one arm dramatically draped over her forehead. It has most of the room laughing, Izuku included.
"He'll be out there doing all of our arrests for us soon."
"As though he wasn't already," Kanakawa snorts, and Izuku can't help but snicker at the grumbles and groans.
"If it makes you guys sleep more." Because he always worries about his precinct, despite the fact that they're all mostly-functioning adults.
"Says the teenager who almost certainly sleeps even less."
"And?"
Apparently Tsuka has walked in during the last thirty seconds, because he laughs, short and sharp and sweet, taking his hat off,
"And you should go and have a nap before you start catching all the villains for us, kiddo." Izuku just rolls his eyes, hopping up from Takada-san's desk,
"Sure, Tsuka, whatever you say."
"Listen to your elders, Kid."
Izuku, rather than protesting, simply throws himself at his Tsuka, limpeting onto the man, all octopus limbs and being half-caught by the man. He lets his elbows and knees dig in. If the man had recently been on a raid, or was due to, then he probably wouldn't have, but, well, he's not on any active duty, there aren't any injuries to aggravate, so it gives Izuku full room to just clamber all over his detective, hanging off of shoulders and twisting a leg around one of the man's arms.
Tsukauchi just ends up laughing, letting Izuku shift and settle. Izuku doesn't notice one of the officer's filming until he's very much already settled, but he doesn't mind. He trusts them. He's known Haruki-san in particular for far too long to not do so. Plus his Dad's bound to get a kick out of watching Tsuka have to be his climbing frame for a change. (Well, not really a change, because Izuku has been latching onto Tsukauchi for almost as long as he has his Dad, but still. His hero definitely bears the brunt of it. The man always gets some amusement from other people facing the same fate.)
They chat with the officers for a few minutes longer, talking through how Haruki-san has already had two coffees only an hour into her shift and the gossip about who has been leaving flowers for Kanakawa, because the barista down the road seems to flirt with him a lot, but the receptionist clearly seems to fancy him too. Or it could be someone else entirely, but they don't have any other theories as solid as the first two-
Then he's letting Tsuka carry him into the man's office, and flops off when his detective stands at a good angle in front of the little leather sofa, draping himself over it happily enough. He's napped on here many a time before, at all. At least he doesn't have to wear his mask anymore when it's the officers or Tsuka.
"Here, kiddo," the detective mutters, coming forward with a blanket held up in clear offer. It's Izuku's favourite one of Tsukauchi's, brown and fluffy like a teddy bear. It always warms him up even after the longest winter patrols.
Suffice to say he doesn't hesitate at all to raise his arms up in a returned tacit invitation. Tsuka's expression is nothing but fond as he settles the blanket over Izuku, not tucking it in tightly but still nudging it fairly securely in place, making it comfortable and warm for him. Izuku smiles up at the man without hesitation or falter or reservation.
His Tsuka's always so good to him.
Izuku curls up after another minute or three, watching as Tsuka potters around, pulling out files, flicking through papers, arranging bits and pieces on his desk to get set up for the night, preparing case notes and evidence and checking things over. It's a sweetly domestic thing to watch. Izuku knows it well. The rhythm is something that he can almost predict at this point, following the movements, the quiet rustles and thuds of things being moved around, Tsuka's steady breathing, recognising several of the case files.
From there, he doesn't do much, really, just idly watching Tsuka, drifting further and further into sleep, twisting his hands into the blanket, the fluff soft against his fingertips. There's time for a nap. His Dad won't be here for patrol until after his Agency meeting, and that's due to run for at least an hour or so more, Izuku thinks, so he lets himself fade out easily enough.
The precinct and Tsuka will keep him safe whilst he naps, he has no doubt. And if he's really lucky, his Dad might even bring them all coffee!
Funnily enough, it's the scent of coffee that wakes him back up, and he grins as he pushes himself up, arms a bit wobbly from drowsiness.
"Morning, kid."
"It's like ten o'clock at night." Izuku watches the slow spread of a Cheshire grin over his Dad's face; it's slightly concerning, but he has a feeling that the man is just going to be sarcastic, not try to tickle him or anything, so he just stays lying down.
"Rise and shine, then." Well he was right at least. Even better, Izuku is awake enough to snark back, albeit rather lazily so,
"If you get me some glitter then sure, I guess." A loop of capture weapon drifts out, nudging the takeaway coffee cup on the table closer to Izuku,
"Coffee's the best I've got."
"Won't complain about that," Izuku assures, reaching for the drink.
Huh, it's exactly how he likes it, no prank at all. Even better.
The three of them settle down then, sitting at and, in Izuku's case, on Tsukauchi's desk, flicking through folders together, talking over some of the more nuanced changes in the local area, the ebbs and flows of the territories, how the various sellers have swapped, if any major players have been taken down and who might have taken up the voids left behind. They sip at each others' coffee, and pass around a blueberry muffin. To be honest, it's just lovely, no matter the occasionally dark conversation topics.
Izuku is looking forward to truly getting back into their usual routine. Post-recovery, they had started to, but then the war escalated, and then they both had to recover, albeit to a far lesser degree overall. And now here they are, back where they started yet so much better off, at a point where Izuku can just enjoy being a semi-vigilante, semi-hero once again. He can't wait.
Izuku has had a really good day. Sure, his hands haven't exactly been amazing today, aching when he tries to grip things or types for too long, but he just used a spoon to eat his curry for dinner and didn't push himself to continue analysis once they started flaring up properly. Overall, though, he's just been spending time with his friends and got to eat some really tasty snacks too because Yaomomo's family sent them some fancy macarons and apple turnovers and eclairs that were lush. So, yeh, overall it's been a pretty good day, he reckons.
Tomorrow, he's going to go visit the kids with Shouto and Hitoshi. Shouji and Tsuyu and Yaomomo are going to come with them, and they're all going to spend the day teaching the kids some games and how to make some snacks and just generally keeping them company. Izuku is looking forward to it.
But for now, he's rather ready to go to bed. He'll need energy for spending hours with his babies and friends, and he's currently rather lacking in that department. Pulling on his pyjamas is a thoughtless thing, he already had a pair of his Dad's trackies and one of Auntie Zashi's soft merch shirts dumped on the floor where he got changed this morning. Plus his hero braided his hair loose enough for sleeping a few hours ago.
Scooping Uncle into his arms on the way to his Dad's room isn't even really a conscious thing. Izuku is tired, and it's default, and he just wants to cuddle up with his cats.
"Alright, kiddo?"
"Mmhm," he offers, because he is okay, but he can also feel his exhaustion right down to his marrow, for all that it is also eased by the warmth and contentment of the moment, of how his Dad reaches out, always slow and telegraphed, always safe, to run a hand over his hair. The familiar calluses, the broad palm, are a kind thing, roughing gently at his hair, never tugging.
When his hero goes to pull his hand back, Izuku can't help but pout up at the man.
"So rude," he murmurs, stepping in closer once, twice, careful not to crush Uncle in between them. His Dad just huffs, ducking down to drop a kiss atop the crown of Izuku's head.
"If you say so, brat." Even tired, that nickname doesn't have Izuku shuddering, a fact that has him grinning without even truly realising it, twisting to bump his shoulder against his hero's chest.
"I do. So it must be true."
"Sure it must."
Despite the dry tone, his Dad only tugs him even closer into his side, looping an arm around Izuku's shoulders, and they amble towards the bed, tired and content enough to want to go straight to sleep.
Uncle meows quietly before leaping out of Izuku's arms, landing on the bed and starting to knead the blankets, even whilst Aizawa flicks them back, mostly not covering Uncle, or Cadaver who is stretched out along the wall, but giving the two humans enough room to easily wriggle under the covers, grumbling and snickering as they get settled in a long-since familiar position, the hero sprawled out on his back, Izuku laying on top of him, chest to chest and breathing settling down until it's nigh-on in sync.
It's comfortable, to say the least. Warm, with purring cats and a broad, warm hand settled at the small of his back, keeping him secure. The press of fingertips feels comforting rather than triggering, even when halfway to dozing off, because he knows those calluses, knows how they feel holding his hand or braiding his hair or passing him a knife and nutrient pouch, and he's not having a bad day where even the most familiar things feel unsafe.
No, he knows, all the way down to his marrow, right down to the core-buried parts of him that remember hurt more than happiness, that he is safe.
Izuku is home, in his Dad's arms.
No matter what he has been through, no matter what nightmares affect him, or what horrors he might have to face in the future, Izuku knows that he is no longer that hated little boy who had no home, no family, no hope. He doesn't have to hide entire parts of himself anymore, not in any part of his life, and he can smile without hesitation.
He is an Aizawa, he is Izu-pa-Green bean-Broccoli baby and so much more, is still Izuku through it all, and he is always his Dad's Kidilante. He is so very, very loved.
Notes:
It's weird that this is the last "main" Kidilante chapter, honestly. I'm not entirely sure how I feel about that knowledge! But I can say that I'm immensely proud of this fic, of the last three+ years, and delighted to have all of you here with me for this moment (^///^)
Thank you all, I hope you both enjoyed this chpt and that you're looking forward to the epilogue chapter!! All of my love and hugs, and lemme know if you enjoyed? Ota. Xxx
Chapter 127: Epilogue
Summary:
The epilogue, and what's to come for Kidilante as an AU~
(Thank you to you all, so, so much - Ota, xxx)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku tucks the trailing end of his capture weapon under his shirt, and reaches for his graduation gown.
There's a knock on his door before he can put it on, and something he hadn't thought about suddenly occurs to him which, huh. That's an idea.
"Kiddo?"
"Come in!" he calls, turning to the door, already smiling at his hero as the man comes in, pushing the door to behind him. His expression softens at the sight of Izuku most of the way through getting dressed up, gown in hand.
"Put it on for me?" Izuku asks, holding said graduation gown up slightly, all black and green and grey. There is a loose representation of his fox-mask ears on the hood, he knows, and a pattern of knives around the hem. Green-grey stripes loop and overlap around the shoulders of it. It is him, as a hero.
His Dad, wordlessly, accepts the gown, running his fingers over the silk, and nods, seemingly speechless. Frozen. Izuku gets it though, just offering his hero a brief smile, leaning in close to him.
(There have been far too many times, over the last three years, and the years before that too, where neither Izuku nor Shouta were sure they'd ever get close to this point, let alone actually getting to his graduation day. So many brushes with death, so many risks that have been taken, so many moments of trauma and grief and terror.
They've been left with a lot of scars, inside and out.
But they are still here. Together, with their friends and family and allies at their sides, they made it through all of the shit, and now they're taking another step. Izuku has reached a tangible point of progress. Of achievement. He's literally graduating UA today.
Which, well, is mildly terrifying on about four different levels. Izuku worries. He worries that there will be a villain attack today that ruins everything; he worries that leaving UA will mean a change in his life that is beyond destabilising for his occasionally-fragile mind and soul; he's terrified that with the change in environment, his relationships with his friends will falter, will fracture beneath the weight of busy adult lives, hero lives; he's frightened that UA and his Dad and his vigilantism have somehow sheletered him, difficult as they have already been, and that being a Quirkless Underground hero is still unrealistic, even now.
Izuku is scared. But that doesn't mean that he isn't also excited, and relieved, and so full of joy-love-contentment that it seems to be spilling out his very scars and seams today, buoying his soul with sheer sunshine. Today, Izuku is overwhelming happy.)
Finally, though, the hero clears his throat, audibly choked, and glances down at Izuku again.
"Are you ready to wear it now, or do you need to do your hair first?" That's a fair point, Izuku can concede, and immediately smiles up at his Dad, batting his eyelashes in the over-exaggerated way that always makes the man roll his eyes,
"Braid my hair for me too?"
"So demanding," the man grumbles, except he's already reaching for Izuku's comb, setting the gown aside.
"Fancy or simple?" he asks, as they settle on the bed, already starting to brush through the ends of Izuku's curls, movements delicate for all that they're well-practiced.
"Simple but with lots of pins?" he requests, already starting to pick out some of his prettiest hair pins out his hair box, and some of his specially-sharp ones too, because he's going into graduation as both a teenager and a warrior; it feels right to have aspects of both.
"Maybe top half braided and bottom half loose?"
"Sounds like a plan," his Dad confirms, still working with the comb. There's the edges of a smile in his tone.
Shamelessly, Izuku relaxes into it all, leaning back slightly, one hand falling to his Dad's trackies, tugging lightly at the thick fabric, more of an idle movement than any sort of nervous fidgeting. His Dad's hands are warm and gentle in amongst his hair, pressing against his scalp every now and then.
It's a perfect moment, the easiest way to relax after a long day or before a big event.
Soon enough though, his Dad is finished weaving the top third or so of his half into two braids that join once again in the back, becoming a thick, hairpin-studded plait in amongst the long waves of curls. A few tiny kiss-curls sit loose around his forehead, swaying whenever he moves, but he's happy with that; they're always there, after all. Plus Shouto and Hitoshi think they're cute, so that doesn't hurt.
"Thank you, Dad," he murmurs, low and sweet and so genuine that it almost aches to say. His hero only leans forward to kiss his forehead though, eyes warm as a hearth,
"Always, Kid. Love you."
"I love you too. So, so much."
He's drawn properly into a hug then, still, silent, soft. Izuku is utterly engulfed in his hero, in his truest home, and knows that he is safe, here. Aizawa is his family name too, now. He will always belong with his Dad.
After a time though, they draw away from each other, and Izuku barely keeps his damp eyes from spilling over. He's not sad, per se. Just- emotional, in every sort of way, all at once, and sometimes a hug from his safest person can make that both more overwhelming and more manageable all at once.
"Alright?"
"Yep!" he chirps, mostly meaning it. By the time he's turning back towards his graduation gown, ready to hand it back to his Dad, Izuku has managed to blink away the lingering threat of tears.
Which means he has the room to tease, not even a full minute later, when his Dad has draped his graduation gown over his shoulders, held up the arms for Izuku to thread his own through, and Shouta looks a bit too shiny-eyed himself, stepping back to look Izuku over properly, gaze shifting up and down before finally settling on his face again.
"You can cry if you want, old man."
"You're such a brat," his Dad huffs, but his gaze is bright, his jaw set at a very specific angle that Izuku knows all too well: it's only dry eye keeping the tears at bay, right now.
His hero is the softest, sweetest, silliest man alive. Izuku adores him for it.
"Walk me there?" he requests, his final one for now. Unsurprisingly, his Dad doesn't even hesitate to nod, to step closer once again.
"Of course. Just keep up, Kid."
"So mean," Izuku pouts, except he's shifting close, bumping their shoulders together.
After a final steadying breath he just grins up at his Dad, bright and bold and beautiful, reaching out to tangle their hands together. The broader, equally-callused hand squeezes his, gently. It only makes Izuku grin even wider, Cheshire-mischief fading into pure joy.
They join the rest of Izuku's class in the common area, all staring around at each other, marvelling at the details on their graduation gowns, helping to fix hair, to settle the lay of collars and sleeves.
Izuku briefly shifts from his Dad's side to carefully hug each of his partners and most of his friends, ducking away when Kirishima jokingly goes to ruffle his hair, but gravitates back soon enough. He ends up with an arm around his shoulders, warm, strong, heavy. His classmates ebb and flow around them. It makes Izuku happy to watch his Dad pat their shoulders, to tell them that he's proud of them, teasing them for still being hellspawn even though they're about to bloody graduate.
They promise to always be his hellspawn, no matter how old they get, and Izuku isn't the only one to notice how utterly heart-soft that makes his Dad.
Despite their varying degrees of punctuality, all of the class are gathered in the common room well ahead of time, which means that when they get to their leaving time, everyone lines up in pairs and trios, filtering throught the genkan to put on their school shoes, bunching up slightly again once they're outside, under the thankfully bright, warm sun.
It's the perfect day for a celebration.
Shouta squeezes Izuku's hand once more, as they follow the class out, before slipping away to the front of the class. They all fall silent without any particular intention or nudging, turning to face him. And he straightens up for once, his suit well worth it, and sets his jaw, eyes even warmer than the sunlight above, as he calls out to them:
"Class 3-A, line up."
There's a gravity to it, a weight that is both dragging and uplifting, because it feels so final. And yet it's home, too. For three years, they have had this wording, not exactly the same but close to it, always, the year changing but the casual command always the same.
Izuku finds himself smiling, just a little, as he slots into his place, the smile only widening slightly when Katsuki gently tugs on his hair in a greeting of sorts, taking his own place behind Izuku. In front of him, Aoyama twirls in place, just once, winking at Izuku on his way around.
They follow their teacher, their always-hero, to the auditorium, walking up the aisle between the two halves of crowd; Izuku looks around, far from frantic, until he spots that Tsuka is there, beaming, eyes so full of pride that Izuku almost skips the rest of the way down the way to their seats. The other people in the crowds, his friends' families, all of them recognisable to him, some that he knows very well indeed by now, Rei-san and Fuyumi and Natsuo, Maki-san and Haruki-san, in particular, wave and smile and make little love-heart signs. Yaomomo's Dad is already crying, just a little.
On the seats of the stage, too, are Izuku's Auntie and Uncle in amongst the other Heroics faculty, Zashi waving with his entire arm, his whole body really with how he's shifting back and forth under the force of his own waving, and Nemuri waving far more calmly, mouthing a 'love you'. Izuku shamelessly waves back at them.
Soon enough they're all settled in their seats, 3-B of course in theirs as well. One by one, they get called up to the stage, to bow to the audience, to mutually bow with their teachers, before accepting their diplomas and hero licences from Nedzu. And, well, this isn't open to the public, only to the families of 3-A and 3-B. It is in no way publicised.
So when Izuku's name is called, it is his true name. Because he will always be his mother's son, will always love his Mum, but he is an Aizawa down to the core, and he would not be here today without his Dad. His hero.
He smiles, wide, bright as stars and sweet as strawberries, and stands to Nedzu's voice calling him,
"Graduating Class of 3-A, Aizawa Izuku!"
"Catch, Eraser!"
The man huffs out a sharp breath as he catches not the knife he was expecting, but the entire nineteen-year old that actually threw himself across the alley towards his Dad. Izuku would apologise, but, well, he didn't have much choice.
"Thanks!" Izuku laugh-gasps, even whilst he's placed feet-first back on the ground. Twin coils of capture weapon, one grey-white and the other grey-green, lash out to redirect the punch and multiple projectiles that had been headed for them.
"Chill out, brat."
"Oh, but I'm-" he interrupts himself to spin in place, scattering a handful of hair pins at the villain who just threw him a casual dozen metres or so.
"-having so much fun!"
"Glad one of us is."
"Oh, hush, you're loving this."
His EraserDad doesn't reply, but from the corner of his eye, Izuku sees a hint of the man's Cheshire grin, a fierce reflection of his own.
Throwing himself back into the fight, Izuku spends a minute focusing on the people he has been fighting. With one of his longer knives in hand, he ducks in close, movements sharp. Eyes keen, taking note of the man reaching for a weapon of some sort, Izuku puts in an extra push off the ground, an extra surge of movement.
It's enough to have him coming up under the man's arm, an elbow crashing into their ribs, his knife scraping, digging, along their arm. The villain cries out, breathless.
But Izuku is busy, thank you very much, turning on his heel, now behind the man, kicking out the back of their knees.
"Hi there, darling," he purrs, waving his bloody knife in greeting at the other villain who was initially attacking him, still standing over the fallen body of their ally. They falter. Which, well, is understandable really.
Also stupid. Because it gives Izuku the time to launch forwards once again, knife first. They fling projectiles at him, yellow and glowing, that Izuku deflects with the pan that is suddenly in his free hand.
And then he's in range. He's swinging his frying pan down again, smashing it into their knee, even whilst he brings his knife up as well. But he reverses his grip. The heavy butt of the handle catches right on their solar plexus, as intended. It shoves the air out of their lungs, all spittle and shock-cold breath.
Izuku wastes no time in grabbing the arms of the now-on-the-ground villain, zip-tying them together behind their back, attention rapidly shifting to his Dad, checking on the man's part of the fight. Which, of course, is completely fine. In fact, he's busy handcuffing the final person. All of the villains are down for the count, now. That's what they get for being recognisable members of two up-and-coming, not to mention rather vicious, gangs that they've been trying to clear out of the area.
"Sorted?"
"Sorted," Izuku confirms, perfectly chipper. Eraserhead just rolls his eyes at the almost aggressively positive tone.
They give the precinct a buzz at this point, but only wait long enough to be able to hear the sirens headed for them before climbing back up to the rooftops. They've got a patrol to get on with. And babysitting restrained people, at least when the police are already close, is frankly nothing short of boring and a waste of time. They can give a statement when they're back at the precinct later.
"Did I surprise you earlier?" he giggles, revelling in the sheer exasperation that radiates from the hero at that reminder,
"You did, brat."
"Sorry~" he singsongs, nudging his Dad with his shoulder. The man just grumbles, semi-shoving him back, enough for Izuku to stumble a little.
"Honestly. And to think, I asked you to be my apprentice." Izuku just shoves his mask off enough to give the hero the full impression of his wiggling eyebrows and teasing grin,
"Eraser, we both know no other hero would have survived three years with me, even if school reduced contact for the first year."
"True. I was doing the Underground community a service, really."
"Yep, you were!"
Izuku beams at his Dad until the man's expression softens, all warm eyes and the shadows lightening, growing faint in the face of a quiet, exasperated joy of his own. Honestly, Kidilante never would have stood for any other hero than his EraserDad being his mentor for the three years, and they both know it.
As the man turns to set off the rooftops once again, Izuku catapults himself forwards, limpeting onto his hero's back. No matter that he wasn't warned beforehand, his Dad's hands have already come up to brace beneath his knees, helping Izuku to stay comfortably in place, secure.
This is still home, and always will be. Izuku couldn't love it more.
Six months into being a technically-independent Underground Hero, a fully-fledged member of NightVeil, Izuku finally finds himself crouching once again in front of a familiar grave.
"Hey, Mum." He has her earrings on today, unintentionally shown off with how his hair is pulled back in a rough braid. He got it trimmed a few weeks ago, and it's not too dissimilar from what he vaguely remembers hers being, length-wise. But it isn't far off his Dad's either. And, above all else, it's just the most practical length he can maintain.
He is his mother's son, his Dad's Kid, and his own person beyond all of that. None of those things are mutually exclusive, nothing like. He can be a hero, a best friend, Izu-pa, a son, all at once.
In all truth, Izuku is just grateful to get to be any of those things, let alone all of them.
"Sorry it's been a while. What's it been, seven, eight months? I was still technically an apprentice then, wasn't I? A lot's happened." He smiles up at the sky, settling more comfortably, less formally, on the ground, leaning back on his hands. Izuku breathes, deep and slow and comfortable.
He hasn't been able to just sit with his Mum for a long time, not for a long time at least. He always had places to go, or he was with people and didn't want to inconvenience them, or he had been worried about how that person at the gates had looked at him, particularly with nightfall approaching. But he has the day off today, the entire day, and nowhere he has to go or any people he has to see.
"Mama, I'm okay. Not perfect," he laughs, wry, not all that bitter even as he reaches forwards, stares at his scarred fingers pressed against her stone,
"But okay, I think. I have so many people, Mum, so many good people. And being a hero is... It's harder than being a vigilante, at its baseline, there's so much more to it, and so much less choice, but I also have even more support than ever before. I think I'm doing good things with it."
Izuku settles back into silence again, content, leaning back once more.
For a while, long enough that the sun has shifted in the sky, clouds scudding across to wash out the blue, Izuku simply sits there, changing positions sometimes when his feet or hands start to go numb, ending up with his knees tucked up to his chest, watching the breeze pass through the various tribute flowers in the cemetary, or the gradual movements of the clouds.
Words arrive on his lips without any particular intention, things that he just wants to share with her, with the empty sky above him and the cool ground beneath him:
"I really am a hero, now. Hemlock, the Kidilante hero, working under the same agency as Eraserhead, and in the same precinct I used to patrol; a lot of the police and villains still call me Kidilante. I don't think I'll ever grow out of it," he adds, mirth and joy and relief bubbling through the words.
"But, well, I don't need to. Being Kidilante has almost always been a wonderful thing, you know? And now I'm still Kidilante, but other things too. It isn't the only thing I have now."
That's an obvious statement, maybe. Still though, it stands to be said, because Izuku has been aware of it for a little while, but saying it out loud, now, feels different. It sinks in, syrup through his skin, weighted and almost overwhelmingly sweet.
(Part of him aches for the child who was left all alone in the world by the unfair taking of his Mama, for the little boy who was taken to an orphanage and left there, no ties to the friends of his mother, to the neighbourhood where he grew up, to everything he knew. Sure, he was still just about physically close enough to sometimes be in the same school district as the kids he used to know, but a familiar pain is not truly enough to cling to stability. Not when even that would fluctuate so much.
It was never Izuku's fault. Nor Inko's. It was the villains, the system, the Quirkless discrimination that floods their society. It was simple bad luck. Life at its worst.
Izuku was left to merely survive, surrounded by the pieces of his childhood, jagged edges and splitting seams, and he did. He made it through, until he started to find people to support him as he tried to gather his shards back together, until he had more reasons to keep his heart beating than a dream and a memory.)
Looking over the area once more, reaching forward to shuffle around the flowers that he brought, making sure that they're not too close to the incense, and that the prettiest ones are the most visible. The Baby's Breath and Daylily are a stark contrast to each other, but very much a sweet thing all the same, perhaps even more so for it.
He is happy. And Izuku likes to think, no, he knows that she would be happy for him in turn,
"I just wanted to make sure you knew, Mum, that I'm okay. Thank you for everything." He presses a kiss to his fingertips, transferring it to the stone,
"I'll come visit again when I can. Love you."
It's one o'clock in the morning when he barges into the precinct, and he hasn't slept in around thirty hours. But he has had the breakthrough he needed.
"Hey, Tsuka, got a new breakthrough for you!" he calls as he enters, dumping a big box of doughnuts on the nearest desk. Well, the nearest desk that isn't Hanahi's anyway.
His detective, who was previously headed into his office, has already turned around, hurrying over to pick up two doughnuts before they all get eaten. Sensible, with how seven other pastries have been taken already, several people thanking Izuku and ruffling his hair and gently clapping his shoulder.
"Can you afford two-dozen doughnuts on your newbie salary?" Tsuka asks, somewhere between teasing and genuinely concerned. Izuku just pats him on the shoulder, grinning,
"No, but Shouto has more money than you can shake a stick at, so, you know."
"I'd tell you not to rely on your partner financially," he returns, bumping their hips together as he turns away,
"But also this gets me doughnuts, so who am I to say no?"
"Exactly," Izuku laughs, scooping up one with pink sprinkles and following the man into his office. They're going to need the energy tonight, that's for sure.
Case in point, fairly literally, they settle at Tsukauchi's desk, Izuku perched on one end as always as he spreads out his papers for them both to go over. He doesn't think that his connections are whack, but Izuku is the first to admit that he's exhausted and therefore more liable to make stupid mistakes, or even not-so-stupid ones. Overthinking is just as dangerous as underthinking, sometimes.
Trusting Tsuka's judgement is more than easy, though, so between the two of them, Izuku reckons this should be fine. And it's not like nobody else is ever going to look at these theories and potential plans. No, this is just the first step.
It takes a good quarter-hour but eventually Tsuka leans back, shoving the last bite of doughnut into his mouth before he speaks,
"I think the bin man theory actually might be it." Izuku can't help but slump in place,
"You do? Thank fuck."
"I'd say we run with it, just keep an open mind to the other possibilities. But it's the most logical lead we've had so far."
"The area of attacks lines up," he confirms,
"And the date-times seem to add up, right?"
"They should," the detective muses, clearly thinking again.
"What was the coroner's reporter on the old lady? Tsubasa-san?"
"Inconclusive, it had been too long," Izuku replies, digging out the right piece of paper to pass over,
"But sometime around the weekend, early week, Saturday afternoon through Tuesday afternoon. Which would potentially fit."
"I don't want to give in to confirmation bias, but it would."
They both stare down at the papers for a few seconds, trying to spot any gaps, any mistakes, any obvious clues.
But nothing comes, and Tsuka looks back up at Izuku, expression still serious,
"Your alternate theories?" The younger man takes a minute to just pull his thoughts together, before counting off of his fingers,
"That neighbour, she currently can't be disproven. And there's the original main suspect of the cashier; they seem more likely than the dogwalker. I just don't get any sort of inkling that it's him."
"And the landlady of the second victim?" Tsuka asks, preempting Izuku's information about her. Which, rude, but not the point.
"The alibis check out too well; I, off the record, grabbed some CCTV footage to corroborate hers, as she had some solid locations to reference." The detective, of course, doesn't so much as blink at the reference to a little bit of database searching, it's not like it's a particularly traceable option, from what Izuku has told him.
"Good to have one person off the list. Is it worth officially getting that CCTV?"
"I reckon so, yeh." Nodding, the man reaches over to grab his wad of sticky notes (they may or may not be bright pink with little heart-sharped cat faces on them, a half-joking gift from Izuku a few weeks ago-),
"I'll send Sansa to do that then."
"Please."
They set to work from there, making a plan of not-so-literal attack, for now at least, putting together what they need to get, what Izuku or the police can currently do, alongside every other detail they deem relevant.
Just over an hour later, they have a solid strategy, some ranked theories, and have consumed a bit too much sugar, between their doughnuts and coffee. For now, they're sorted.
As the investigation is officially his anyway, Izuku is able to cut down an hour of patrol on the relevant nights, working for an extra two hours on top of that, to stake out the areas they think are most likely to be hit next. It isn't the slightest bit difficult to get an idea of the waste removal routes and times, and Tsukauchi has put in an official request for the records on the workers so that they can get some names and home addresses. That part's going to take a few days though, so for now Izuku is literally stalking the bin route.
The first scheduled day, he uses those three hours available to him to follow the pair of bin men who are, today at least, working the route that intersects most neatly with the pattern of victims.
They don't do anything weird. No too-long hesitations anywhere, no hint of casing somewhere out, no heated conversations or really any indication at all of something odd. Hm. That doesn't necessarily mean much, though. It could suggest that they're both innocent, or that one or both of them is involved but unbothered, outwardly.
And, of course, the criminal might not even be any of the bin men at all.
But Izuku is patient. He stakes out the route a second time, deciding that the man who he has seen both times does seem to linger a little too much, attention on gates and windows more than once, but nothing incriminating, before Tsuka finally gets back the records that they needed to start getting a true picture of the possibilities.
Was it frustrating to not just hack the databases? Yes, it was, but as both an adult and a hero, Izuku has to be more sensible now, more careful. He only hacks things when working with Nedzu, or when they have no chance of getting something another way. Or, of course, when villains are using a network that they need access to. Admittedly, he sometimes digs into low-level things, the sort of networks that wouldn't have any evidence of someone viewing them, so long as he doesn't edit them, like a lot of CCTV or small company's databases, but he's cautious with those networks.
Either way, Izuku is intrigued to find that the bin man he had particularly noticed was indeed in the relevant areas prior to two of the murders. And never scheduled there in the days afterwards.
It's suspicious. Of course, they are still investigating the other avenues, but they've been able to dismiss both the landlady and the dogwalker now. And they're picking apart every other suspect, every timing and alibi and potential motive. It takes time, particularly as this particular investigation is only one of the many things they have to deal with, but they're making solid progress.
And finally, they hit the point of planning a home raid. Because the suspicious bin man, one Kimura Asahi, and one of his colleages, Sakai Nobuo, have been meeting up outside of work hours, which would be fine if not for the things they were buying, and the way that they spent multiple evenings lingering near a house on the work route, and, above all else, the fact that Kimura has sold half a dozen pieces of jewellery online in the last week.
Those jewellery pieces match what the second victim was wearing in several of her photos. She had no relatives left, and only a few friends, nobody who was really able to describe what of her values might have been taken. But her pictures were enough for suspicions to be more than raised.
Neither of their Quirks are major risks, either, but one of them is interesting: the ability to remove stains. Sakai's Quirk would explain why the crimescenes have been so clean, barring the first one. They've clearly fallen into a pattern now, multiple victims in, one that takes full advantage of the ability to not leave suspicious stains on themselves, their surroundings, or their equipment, as it were. It's a large part of what has made it so hard to identify the killers up to now.
If Izuku's instincts weren't enough to have him convinced already, then all of this combined definitely would. Thankfully, their evidence is enough for a Hero Intrusion Warrant.
Hemlock, Kidilante, crashes in through the upstairs window foot-first, swinging all the way from the opposite roof with his capture weapon. Glass scatters through the room, sharp and everywhere enough that it has someone crying out, all shock-pain-fear, and Hemlock takes full advantage.
Within a minute, he has the first man down and handcuffed. The second one, however, has a blade in hand, and is standing behind Hemlock, holding the knife to his neck. Which, well, Izuku isn't normally too worried about that, it's a situation he's been in many times before, but the man is calm. That's always worse. He's competent with his blade; that much has become obvious in the neatly-dismembered bodies of their victims.
"Sakai-san, right?" He doesn't miss the sharp rise in tension suddenly frissoning through the other man, how tight his voice is when he leans in closer,
"Who are you?"
"Nobody really. But I know what you've been doing, the two of you." It's a gamble, but Izuku trusts in himself to be able to twist away enough that if the man tries to slit his throat, he won't get the cartoid or through to his airways. And his capture weapon is just a blink away from rising up to protect him.
Sakai's breath is hot against the top of Izuku's head, and a second hand comes to brace against his shoulder, keeping him steady, trapping him in more. Izuku debates his options, kneeling over Kimura as he is, Sakai leaning over him, hemmed in. Izuku can't just twist to the side now.
It's an easy choice really.
"We haven't done anything."
"Oh, really? My mistake!" Izuku chirps,
"The knife isn't, like, super encouraging though."
"I'm defending myself." The protest is a little weak, frankly, but Izuku lets a smile creep into his voice regardless, feigning sheepishness,
"Of course, of course. I'm really sorry for intrudi-"
Izuku shoves himself directly backwards, twisting into the movement so that his shoulder shoves straight into Sakai's crotch.
His hand comes up, inside Sakai's arm, pushing out. Capture weapon rears up, wrapping just-tight around his own throat, pulling at Sakai's knees, wrists, waist. Izuku surges up from the floor.
Within a breath, he is mostly on his feet, unharmed. Well, judging by how hot his throat feels, there is probably a superficial cut from where Sakai was keeping him held still. The man wasn't used to a victim who knew how to fight back, clearly, else he never would have left Izuku enough room to push back into him like that, but, hey, it was to Izuku's advantage, so he certainly isn't going to complain.
"Did you use this one for any of the killings?" Izuku asks, picking up the knife with the barest trace of his own blood on it with an evidence bag that he pulls from his utility belt.
"Fuck you!"
"No thanks, I'm good. Bit busy. Anyways, did you? Kill anyone with it, that is."
"I've never killed anyone with that knife," Sakai spits, and that's good enough for Izuku. He'll keep it in an evidence bag for now, but hopefully he'll be able to keep it, even if it takes a little sleight of hand. (He still likes to pilfer knives for his own collection, what can he say; it's useful to have a random selection that he isn't precious about, and having a variety keeps more difficult villains on their toes.)
"Okay, cool, good to know. I'm sure the police will find the ones you did use, no problem."
Sakai is spitting and snarling at this point, but Izuku is quite frankly busy with ringing up Tsuka, who was already slated to arrive in about five minutes from now, but better to update him on the circumstances first, let them know that Izuku is okay and that the believed murderers have been detained.
Tsuka sounds entirely unsurprised, and Izuku doesn't know whether to be flattered or vaguely annoyed at the man's nonchalance.
But, hey, there are some murderers-stroke-thieves off the streets, Izuku isn't really injured at all, and he can watch Tsukauchi interrogate the pair later, so a pretty successful day, all in all. Although the precinct aren't going to be best pleased when they notice that he had a knife to his throat long enough for even the tiny scratch he has now, but oh well.
He'll just bribe them with coffee or something, maybe bake some cakes, they'll forgive him soon enough.
"I'm home!" Izuku calls, just about keeping his voice steady.
There are two gazes upon him immediately, already worried. Well, he wasn't trying to trick them into thinking he was okay, he just wanted to get through the door and his shoes off before falling apart. It's been a long night.
"Hey, Green Bean," Hitoshi murmurs, already stepping close, uncaring of the blood that is still caught beneath Izuku's nails, the soot and cinders clinging to him, as Hitoshi opens his arms in offer. Not pulling him close, but giving the option for it. Shouto is half a step behind, peering at him from over Hitoshi's shoulder.
"Hi," he manages, the tiny syllable only hitching a little bit.
Instantly, he's pulled close, Hitoshi's arms loose around him but warm and there all the same, Shouto's cool hand coming up to rest gently at the back of Izuku's neck. They don't push, don't press, simply waiting, letting him take the lead. As always, they understand him.
Breathing once, twice, a third time, Izuku tries to fight off the impending breakdown. He would like a nice, quiet early-morning with his partners. He would like everything to be normal. But, well, maybe that isn't possible, not tonight, not after today.
"It's been a really shit day," he finally sobs, letting himself fall apart in the safety of his partners' arms.
(He can still taste the smoke, the blood, the dying screams of two children.
Izuku isn't a fucking firefighter. He can't control flames, can't summon water, he has basic training in dealing with burning buildings and trapped civilians, a few instances of previous experience, but never something both as bad and simple as this.
He tried, dammit, he really did. If one of the paramedics didn't have a regeneration-based Quirk, one that was reliant upon being on the scene almost instantly after the injury, Izuku could be looking at losing an entire hand, maybe up to his elbow. It would probably have needed amputation, he's not stupid.
Suffice to say, he made sure to get that paramedic's name; he'll send them a gift basket or something. That isn't enough, really, but it has to be something.
Izuku was stupid, in that impulsive moment of just wanting to rescue those two babies. Well, maybe seven and ten isn't babies, but those are someone's kids. For his own kids, he would have done far more, and if it wasn't for the other hero on the scene holding him back, he might have lost a lot more than nearly-an-arm for a stranger's today.
Either way, he failed. So arguably it shouldn't matter; except it really, really does.)
He's gathered close, kept safe. Even when his knees give way beneath him, Hitoshi just scoops him up, walking him somewhere before he gets transferred to Shouto's cool side, tucked under his arm, his face pressed against ribs, against a heartbeat that he knows so well.
A thin blanket is draped over them, and a purring cat is settled in the vee of his curled legs. Chilly fingers thread through his hair.
After a little bit of noise, shuffling feet and placing objects, a warm body slips against Izuku's, hot breaths against the top of his head. He is held safe, in between his partners, kept grounded and safe and just-aware. He is home.
For a time, Izuku simply drifts there. His entire world narrows down to the purring ball of fluff against his legs that is Uncle, to Hitoshi breathing against his back, to Shouto's cool fingers running through his hair. He is surrounded by steady heartbeats. By the scent of Shouto's vanilla shampoo, and the golden curry Hitoshi was presumably cooking.
Their tender, oh-so considerate care means the world, Izuku distantly thinks.
But for the most part, he just switches off, zones into the sensations around him and nothing more. He can't bear to think right now. To be coherent.
The room is darker by the time that Hitoshi briefly getting up drags him back from his mostly-sleep. Picking up on Izuku's vague awareness, Shouto murmurs a greeting. Izuku grumbles in return.
"Can you sit up to have a drink?"
"Mm." Shouto takes the neutral response for the acquiescence that is it, and two hands, cool and warm, shift to help Izuku push up into a sitting position, still listing against the taller man.
By the time a new waterbottle has been opened and left in Izuku's barely-trembling hands, ready to be sipped, Hitoshi is coming back in from the bathroom, eyes going molten-worried-warm at the sight of Izuku up and awake, visible even with their black-out curtains drawn shut against the daylight outside.
"Hey, Green bean."
"Toshi."
"Feeling any better?" The question is hesitant, and for good reason. It doesn't set Izuku instantly spiralling, but he can't exactly respond positively either.
"Bit."
Hitoshi slips back into bed, then, bracketing Izuku in. They clearly don't want to push him.
It's not often that any of them break down like that, now. It comes with years of experience, both in Heroics and in general life-shittiness, and in years of therapy to go alongside that. Which tends to make it a signifier of something deeper being wrong, or of something truly awful happening, when they do hit a breaking point.
Given that they're not going to ask him, all three of them very aware of this, and he can't avoid it forever, Izuku decides that he might as well get it over with. He's not going to be able to doze, let alone sleep properly, again he thinks, not until he's at least apologised to his partners.
So that's exactly what he starts with:
"I'm sorry, I nearly made a stupid decision today. I- I wasn't thinking." Instantly, they're both going tense, no matter how quickly they try to relax again afterwards. Izuku doesn't exactly blame them. He didn't phrase that brilliantly, really.
"Izu?"
"Not- It wasn't intentional, wasn't to myself. It was just- There were kids," he starts, because he knows that they'll understand that, will know how he has always been nigh-on ridiculous in trying to protect children,
"-and they, fuck, they were going to die, so I was just going to leap in for them, I started to, Chloro had to put my arm out, it was so damaged, and I couldn't think, they were screaming, Kami, they were screaming so loud, and I was just going to go racing back in there to try and do something. Anything. It would've been useless, I already know, and I- I nearly let myself leave you."
That's the crux of it, really. Years ago, all the way back in their First Year, Izuku began to realise how much his loved ones care about him in return, how he worries them, how they want him to be okay just because they love him. He has learnt that, deeply and truly, in the years since. Izuku knows, now. And that means that he's more careful with himself, tries harder to be utterly certain of his survival, as much as any Underground hero can be.
(He was never suicidal, nothing close. Not even passively so. Traumatised, anxious, and struggling, sure, but never suicidal.
He was, however, self-sacrificial. Why should Izuku have valued himself, when he thought nobody else did? Why should he choose himself over another person, particularly over an innocent one, when his loss would be no great shame, a passing blip in his loved ones' lives, and the loss of that other person could be utterly devastating to who knows how many people?
Izuku knows better now. He appreciates how much his Dad, his Aunties and Uncles, his partners, his friends, his fellow heroes, want him to be okay and happy and in their lives. He loves them even more for their love.
So he tries to be sensible, careful. Izuku works hard to be strong and clever and capable, to be the best hero he can, both to save as many people as possible, and to save himself every single night.
Izuku wants to come home to his family every day without fail, safe and sound.)
He wasn't careful enough today. It's as simple as that, really; he let his emotions overwhelm him, and risked not coming home to his partners, to forcing Hitoshi or Shouto or the hospital to ring his Dad at some stupidly early time in the morning with the information that he was either permanently injured or maybe even dead.
That call would have shattered his Dad's heart. He would have blamed himself for reducing his patrol hours, somehow, because not quite all of Izuku's self-flagellating tendencies are the ones he was born with. Hitoshi and Shouto would have questioned why they weren't there, one with a related Quirk that might have been called in, the other also an Underground hero who might have potentially been there.
Tsuka, bless his heart, would have been beyond frantic, because he was on-shift, had literally talked to Izuku only half-hour before over the comms, making the decision together that Izuku wasn't going to try and go after their current trafficking ring target tonight.
After he'd been healed by the brilliant, blessed paramedic, Izuku had made his way back to the precinct. He'd already denied being taken to hospital, or having anyone called for him, just headed straight to his Tsuka. Izuku was fine, physically. Well, a bit achy, but his injuries were wiped away, arm regenerated, so he let Tsuka fuss over him for ten minutes before demanding coffee and a hug, and heading out to finish the very last of his patrol, pushing the rest of the world, the last hour or so, out of his mind.
It worked for the final forty, fifty minutes of roaming the rooftops, of taking down a smuggler and making a mental note of a new drug-dealing corner for future drug-distribution-abolishment reference.
Yet arriving back at his own front door had knocked all those mental barriers right back down.
(Home is such a safe place for him now, has been for years, somewhere so full of warmth and kindness and reassurance that it's almost impossible to keep up his barriers, to allow himself to fester in the darkness, in the negativity, when he could instead rely on his partners or his Dad or his Aunties and Uncle, when he can let himself be vulnerable and know with every fibre of his being that he will be looked after.)
And now he's here, between the two men that he loves so much, whose hearts wrap around his own like their hands do his ribs, holding him close and together. Izuku is okay. The world might not be, his last twelve hours certainly haven't been, but Izuku is.
He's going to ring his Dad later, just to have a chat. He's going to press kisses to Uncle's forehead until the cat gets fed up, and offer her a treat in apology. He's going to watch some dumb reality telly, laugh at the drama between ridiculous social-experiment couples, and just not have to think about the real world for several hours.
Izuku is going to let himself be, to recover, and to have a day of happiness rather than a night of stress. He knows, by this point in his life, the imperfect science of how taking the time to breathe is what will give him strength tomorrow. And, well, what better way to breathe, to be safe and happy, than to spend time with his loved ones?
He flops into a seat at the cafe, already grinning.
"Hey Ryo, Anna."
"Izu-pa!" she grins, already getting up to come and hug him, met by an open arm as he tucks her into his side, pressing a kiss to her hair before smiling once again at Ryo, reaching out to briefly clasp his shoulder.
"Hi Izu-pa."
"Oh, c'mere." He tugs, ever so gently, and it's enough to have the boy (well, he's definitely not a boy anymore, caught between teenager and young adult-) standing up, rolling his eyes, but he hugs Izuku just as tightly as Anna did moments ago.
"You both look good. How's school going? All okay?"
"Immediately with the school questions," Ryo huffs, but he's quick to respond all the same,
"But it's going well. Passed my last set of exams."
"With top grades!" Anna adds, leaning in closer,
"He was in the top ten of his year!"
"Anna."
"Yes, Ryo-kun?" She smiles, then, ever so sweet, fluttering her eyelashes, and Izuku suddenly feels like how his Aunties and Uncle must feel when they watch him tease his Dad.
It's just as funny from the outside.
"I'm proud, Ryo, that's amazing! Your hard work paid off," he chirps, instead of letting them devolve into an actual argument. And, hey, it earns him a pleased flush from Ryo, which is a win in Izuku's book.
(He loves telling his kids, even the ones who are technically adults already, making their own way into the world, how proud he is of them, how much he loves them, how brilliant they are at any given skillset they have, how kind and strong and brave they are, but also how they don't have to be, that they can afford to be vulnerable with the people that love them; he never lies to them, but will always try to encourage them. He knows how much a kind word or little bit of faith can mean to someone. He knows how a single person caring can change everything.)
Clearly wanting to deflect the attention away from himself, which Izuku can relate to even if it has him briefly furrowing his eyebrows at him, Ryo clears his throats and switches the topic,
"Did Eri tell you that she aced her English exams? Top of her year."
"Auntie Zashi told me!" Izuku grins, because Hizashi has been updating him on all of his kids' English as they've gone through UA, no matter which course they went into,
"Between that and her Mandarin, she's set up to have some amazing uni opportunities."
"She definitely is," Anna agrees, and all three of them share a moment of pride for Eri.
Izuku is so ridiculously proud of all of his kids, be it his first nine, Eri, or the other four that he has brought to the Ward House since. To be honest, he's very proud of the other Ward kids too, the ones that other heroes have brought in, even if he isn't quite as close to those.
He makes time at least once a fortnight to go and visit. It's important for the kids to be socialised with people outside of each other and their caretakers, and some of them aren't in a safe position to be attending schools yet. Plus, he's technically an adult now, has been for a good number of years already actually, and that's also important for them.
Having positive adult figures was all that kept Izuku grounded for several years. If he can help provide that for the Ward kids, then he absolutely wants to do his best to be that for them.
And he likes to think that, with how happily Ryo and Anna meet up with him even with their busy ever-more-adult lives, with how Shi and Kage and Nabe will send him memes, or text him when they have a bad day, and don't hesitate to hug him when he visits, that he has been succeeding.
The kids he didn't personally bring to the Ward House himself have slowly warmed up to him, and Izuku isn't as close to most of them as he is his babies, but he still plays games with them, some of them will cuddle into his side when he's splayed out on the sofa or the floor or the nests, and he'll listen to them talk about things. It doesn't matter if it's about what colour paint they want for their rooms, or about their situation before the Ward House, or about what they're planning to do tomorrow.
The Ward House is the sort of blessing that Izuku could have done with when he was nine and had just lost his Mum, or when he was twelve and hopeless, helpless, and perhaps even a little when he was fourteen, fifteen, and trying to find the balance between trust and self-preservation, between hope and resignation. If his bad experiences, his hopes and dreams and determinations, can help children, can continue to help, then it has all been more than worth it.
Izuku laughs, tucking himself into his Dad's side, even though he's just about tall enough that it's the tiniest bit awkward, now.
He's twenty-eight today. The same age that his hero was when they met.
Izuku has picked up a few vigilantes of his own, over the years, ones who come and go. The youngest vigilante he's met was probably at least seventeen or eighteen, and they were more of an occasional, accidental vigilante, interrupting a few muggings. He has never gotten as close to any as Eraserhead did with Kidilante, but that's okay, he thinks.
In some ways, it's even a good thing: the world doesn't need more traumatised teens who throw themselves into trying to protect people just to serve the only purpose they know.
Frankly, Izuku likes to hope that just by creating the Ward House, he has saved maybe at least one kid from a childhood like his. From the way that, even now, he's still "Izu-pa" to most of the kids who are brought in, even the ones that he didn't personally rescue, he likes to think that it has succeeded. He hopes that just by patrolling every night, he makes sure that someone's mother survives another day, that he keeps a child from being injured, that he pushes another little sliver of good into the world.
"Alright, kiddo?" The question pulls him from his rambling thoughts, and he grins.
"Yep!" he chirps, genuinely so, knocking his head against the man's shoulder. Well, the older man's, technically.
Although his Dad has never stopped calling him Kid. (Izuku is never-ever going to mind that. Not when that just means that he's his Dad's kid; he has never doubted that Shouta trusts and respects him, that he sees Izuku as an independent adult. He's just also the man's son, and always will be. That, frankly, is something that Izuku will only ever treasure.)
And his Dad just squeezes him the tiniest bit tighter, ducking his head so that he's speaking right by Izuku's ear,
"Not too much? Too many people?" The check-in is a sweet thing, unnecessary but very much kind. Although, saying that, Izuku knows that he's being a little bit quiet right now, so maybe it's not actually unnecessary per se.
So he buries half of his grin in his Dad's shoulder, slinging his own arm around the man's waist, tucking in impossibly closer,
"S'okay. It's all the people I love." It earns him a kiss pressed to the top of his head, a moment's pause, before his hero speaks again,
"Just because you love them doesn't mean that they're not overwhelming." Izuku laughs at that, loud and bright and sudden enough to have several of his friends, his family, glancing over briefly. He just waves a hand at them.
"Sounds like you about Auntie Zashi and Uncle Nem."
"Hence my knowledge on the topic," his Dad snorts.
Comfortable silence, albeit slightly expectant, settles between them, a blanket wrapped jointly around their shoulders. They both know that Izuku hasn't really answered the question yet. Equally though, they are also fully aware that this pause at least means Izuku is thinking it over properly, rather than trying to dismiss his Dad's concerns offhandedly; his conclusion, fortunately, is a positive one.
"But, no, it really is fine. I'm enjoying."
"Good."
The big room is busy, full of their family, Hitoshi and Shouto's Mums, Hitoshi and Shouto themselves of course, and as many of Izuku's friends as could make it, mostly from the class but a few of the heroes he works most closely with now as well, ChloroPhide's bright green figure beside Grin's far less conspicuous dark hair and pale skin.
It's a room full of tales of weird hero shenanigans, bright smiles, and people snacking on anything and everything they can get their hands on. Izuku loves it.
His Dad, the sap, was the one who instigated this. Oh, sure, he left most of the planning up to a terrifyingly efficient combination of Auntie Zashi, Uncle Nem, Momo, and Hanta, but he was the one who suggested it, who came up with the core ideas of it, and who made sure that Izuku wouldn't get pulled away into some last-minute hero work. Well, as much as possible at least.
For a few too many years in a row, the day of, and often the week around, Izuku's birthday have been hectic for some reason or another, full of villain attacks and trafficking busts and, last year, a week-long hospitilisation for a bad leg fracture, or a series of fractures and skin-piercing breaks more accurately, from his ankle bone all the way up into his patella, thanks to a digger that got dropped on him. Yeh, that one hadn't been fun.
So, his Dad clearly wanted this year to just be a good birthday for Izuku. He's so soft, honestly.
"Thank you for this, Dad. You didn't have to," he murmurs. He can literally feel the reverberation of gentle protest through his hero's chest, a grumbling, affectionately annoyed sound,
"Kid, it's your birthday."
"I mean, yeh. But I would have been happy whatever we'd done, as long as it had you guys." The man just shrugs, jostling them both in a way that has Izuku snickering,
"Maybe, but you deserve a good birthday celebration."
"Thank you again then."
"Brat," his Dad groans. Izuku only pokes him in the side,
"Hobo."
"Gremlin."
"Old man," he huffs, and fights the urge to laugh at the heat of a glare aimed at the top of his head, fat lot of good it will do the man.
And his hero just sighs, more fond than melancholy, thankfully,
"You're the one getting older too quickly." Still, Izuku would like to keep the mood up, rather than letting this conversation take a sad turn. Not today.
So he makes a joke instead, keeping his hold on the hero firm and gentle, a reminder to them both that this truly is light-hearted,
"I've had grey hair since I was fifteen, not sure anything else counts."
"And you gave me grey hairs before I even knew your name." Izuku laughs, bright and true, feeling like the entire sun is burning in his chest in the best way possible,
"Touche, Dad. Touche."
They lapse back into silence then. Izuku, in all honesty, just revels in the atmosphere, in being surrounded by so many people that are good, that are kind, that he has seen bleed and cry and laugh and love, kiss their partners and bow to their mentors, fight villains and conquer their own demons.
Even now, twenty-eight years old and living with his partners, having grown just tall enough for his Dad's arm around his shoulder to be the tiniest bit awkward, having been an independent hero for an almost an entire decade, with all the aches and pains and pride that comes with it, Izuku couldn't ask for more than this moment.
Aizawa Shouta will always be his hero, his EraserDad, his Dad, no matter how old they get, or when Eraserhead finally fully retires, or what else might happen in their lives. And Izuku will be eternally, endlessly grateful for everything his Dad has done for him.
But the man already knows that, and right now isn't the time to emphasise it again.
No, Izuku is going to wriggle out from under his Dad's arm just enough to press a kiss to the stubbled cheek, promptly shoving himself right back into the man's side, grinning up at him. And, sure, he rolls his eyes at Izuku, but his expression stays soft.
"Love you, Kid."
"Love you too, Dad."
Their soft moment is interrupted by one of the servers knocking on the door of the room and poking their head through, catching the attention of almost every single person in the room.
"If I may turn the lights off?" they check, which is much appreciated considering that most of the room are over-vigilant types used to disasters who are more likely to leap into action at a sudden blackout than to laugh and assume the arrival of-
Of a birthday cake, one thankfully with number-shaped candles rather than twenty-eight individual ones. Izuku vaguely registers how his loved ones are singing, some beautifully, some off-key, all for him, and how his Dad squeezes his shoulders before shifting away slightly, giving Izuku the room to step forwards as the song comes to an end.
"Happy birthday!" everyone cries, and Izuku can only grin, bold, bright, absolutely delighted, leaning forwards to blow out the candles on the cake, wishing silently to always have times as wonderful as this, all family-surrounded warmth, quiet tenderness, absolute joy.
The world is right, he decides to himself. He has his entire family with him, safe and alive and happy. They all love him, and he them.
Izuku is content.
Notes:
tl;dr - there's gonna be MORE KIDILANTE, and I'm so grateful to you ALL!!
This fic's foundations started in a crack-y pun about a pansexual vigilante Izuku (who ended up asexual and panromantic in the end-) and my fierce, constant need for good dadzawa vibes, and by Kami has it spiralled from there.
This fic is beyond my baby, you know? I've dedicated literal days and weeks and months and *years* of my life to this, I've written it over the span of three-and-a-chunk years and I absolutely couldn't be prouder of myself, of this work, and of the amazing people it has connected me with.So thank you all so, so much for being a part of this journey for me - it means absolutely more than I could ever hope to express, ironically enough, and I can only hope that people will continue to enjoy Kidilante for years to come! I've been so lucky to have you all, you're a blessing.
Of course, Kidilante's journey is NOT OVER - not yet! You guys can't get away from me that easily lol ^^; I still have one-shots to write, and I currently have five or six divergent AUs in my notes, where turning points in the true Kidilante timeline could have gone differently, and their ripple effects would change a lot down the line.
So, in other words, if you have as much unfinished business with our boy and his Dad as I do, make sure you keep an eye on the Kidzu & Dadzawa series, yeh? There's more to come and I can't wait to get into it all with you guys!! (^///^)/
Please do consider leaving this fic with a comment, it would mean the world!! (as though you guys being here doesn't already)
So much love and gratitude to you all - Ota - xxx




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