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"junkyu, you love the stars right?"
"yes"
"and the moon?"
"yes"
i asked him questions i already know to make sure that he loves the moon more than anyone else in his life
"i'm always a night person"
i looked at junkyu who is now staring on the deep dark sea, both of us were sitting on a cloth i got in our house.
"you know i am afraid of light and the crowd."
he continued, i stared at his eyes.
it was sad, it was deep.
"i don't feel normal."
tears started to flow down to his cheeks, it was dark but i can clearly see the sparkling of tears rolling down his face.
he's crying, i moved closer to him to hug him but then he started to speak again.
"jihoon... i wanted to go"
what do you mean?
"i want to go out tomorrow"
you wanted to see the outside for the first time?
"i wanted to see mashiho"
i smiled,
you love the night, but you love the sun more than the moon.
you love me but as your friend and
you love him more than anything else.