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I don't even know if I believe, everything you're trying to say to me
This was a mistake, wrong beyond belief. This situation would have got the both of you killed.
Yet, when he looked into your eyes, all fears were forgotten.
It felt so right, so pure and good for you both, so why was he supposed to give up at all?
He couldn't say no to you. Not now, nor ever.
But this could mean a lot of troubles and much more pain for anyone involved. The world outside saw it as wrong, bizarre or even unnatural.
However, as he saw it, this was the best thing that ever happened to him.
Just a little touch of yours felt like fire, each kiss made him melt, so why could all this be called unnatural?
Although this arrangement, so strange yet exciting as it was, went against everything he had believed in until today.
He believed he had his future already written ahead of him, filled with nothing but war and death, but, right now, it turned out to be something else too.
He'd changed so much since then and it was all thanks to you.
So open up my eyes
Tell me I'm alive
This is never gonna go our way
If I'm gonna have to guess what's on your mind
Even for you, this felt wrong somehow. It was against everything you were taught into, it was wrong for what you thought was your life. A life of duty in favor of an unknown force.
You knew nothing else besides your discipline and war, just like he did. Everything else was practically new, just as it was for him.
Somehow, he had changed you as well.
You felt love and freedom when you both were together, nothing was wrong and everything was at peace after all.
But it wasn't, because of what you both thought you believed in. It wasn't your fault, you were both raised that way.
And deep down you already knew what this meant.
Now, the future was unclear, and the outer world kept reminding you of all the wrongs of this whole situation.
Say something, something like you love me
This was wrong, unnatural, as the others said.
But not for you, not when you were together.
Always together.
A Clone soldier and a Jedi.
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