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    When I was his age, I looked for the meaning of everything. I believed that everything was given for a particular reason. But now I feel like everything happened by accident. It was a mistake, it was definitely a mistake. It shouldn't have happened.
    I guess I've stopped believing in fate.

    At dawn, tossing and turning in bed, I began to wonder: Did he ever love me, or at least cared about me? Because I really believed his lies. He can't be such a good actor! Or I was just delusional.

    I was carried away by desire, I fell in love and he just played with me, he broke my soul. Maybe I deserved it for having committed a crime. Maybe I deserved it for believing myself a superhero, for believing myself indispensable. How stupid.

    I just wanted to protect him, I wanted to take care of him, I wanted to fix his heart.

    Who fixes mine now?

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