Work Text:
Kaminari knew that he was sometimes too much to handle. He knew that sometimes he is too energetic. It’s his quirk. It’s his ADHD that he fidgets too much or is too loud. He knows that he is constantly on the go. Always bouncing off the walls. He can’t help it. He finds it hard to calm down, to just relax. He tries.
Kaminari tried to hide his sniffs and wiped his eyes as he knocked on his boyfriend's door. He heard some rumbling before the door opened to reveal Shinso Hitoshi. Shinso noticed how sad his boyfriend looked and grabbed his arm and pulled him into the room. Kaminari walked slowly into his room and Shinso sat him down on the bed and he took a seat beside him. “What’s wrong?” Shinso asked, placing a soft kiss on his temple. He reached down and linked their fingers together. Kaminari looked at their joint hands. He still felt jittery. He still had that excess energy and found he was tapping his foot.
The two had only started dating about a month ago when Shinso moved into the dorms for his second year. They hadn’t been intimate yet and this was the first time he had been in his room. On his bed.
“What’s wrong?” he asked again, his voice soft.
Kaminari tried not to cry but he felt safe and could cry here. And so the tears fell down his cheek, “We were watching this movie,” he cried. Shinso wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him in close, “We watched some movie downstairs and because of my ADHD, everyone got annoyed at me and kicked me out,” he cried harder. Shinso stroked his hair softly and kissed his forehead.
“We can watch a movie up here. Come lie down,” Shinso muttered. Kaminari lay on his boyfriend's bed and Shinso lay down beside him. Shinso wrapped his arms securely around his body and kissed his forehead. Shinso moved his hands down to his waist and they were staring at each other, Kaminari resting his head on his arm. Shinso took Kaminari’s hand and their fingers interlocked. The blonde smiled at this and began to twiddle his thumb, Shinso smiled and joined Kaminari, the pair lazily playing a game of thumb wars.
“I was going to go for a nap for now. I have some studying to catch up with,” Shinso muttered to Kaminari. Kaminari inhaled sharply.
“Do your friends know that you have ADHD? I know you are only recently diagnosed with it,” Shinso muttered. Kaminari shook his head.
“No. I haven’t told them. But for Mina and Sero to actually yell at me for being too loud and for fidgeting just hurt,” Shinso pulled him in close for a hug and let his boyfriend hide his face in his chest. Kaminari felt comfortable as his boyfriend slowly stroked his hair and then his back. He felt so relaxed at that moment. He let his eyes close as Shinso stroked his head.
Kaminari felt so secure in his arms. He didn’t feel so jumpy. For once in his life he was calm and chill. He didn’t realise, being in his boyfriends arm could be so relaxing. He found his hands running into his boyfriend's hair and was slowly massaging his head.
“Well if you get kicked out, there is always here. You seem to be content in my arms,” Shinso whispered. Kaminari nodded his head and Shinso moved his hand to touch his boyfriend's bare hip and tickled that area. Kaminari felt so relaxed from being touched on the hip. The movement was so slow and soft, it felt like he had taken a few Xanax. His muscles were loose, he didn’t feel all that energy coursing through his body.
He felt not as bouncy in his boyfriend's arms, “So what is it that you are studying for?” Kaminari asked, his hands going up his shirt and touching his bare skin. Shinso looked to him with a seductive smile. Their legs moved so that Shinos had his legs between Kaminari’s legs. This was the first time they had been so intimate and while Kaminari was nervous, he was loving every second of Shinso touching him and comforting him.
Kaminari found himself drifting off in the comfort of his boyfriend's arms. When he woke up, his boyfriend was no longer in his arms. He looked up to see his boyfriend at his desk and was tying. Kaminari let out a stretch. He was under his boyfriend's blanket. Kaminari smiled at this and sat up. He checked the time to see it was three in the morning. Kaminari sat up and walked over to his boyfriend.
Shinso looked to Kaminari as he stood at his side, “Did I wake you?” Shinso asked. Shinso sat back and Kaminari took a seat on his lap and rested his head against his shoulder. Shinso stroked his back softly.
“Should I head back to my room?”
“No. Feel free to stay the night. Are you happy to stay here?” Shinso asked.
“I wish we could lie in bed again,” Shinso nodded and stroked his back slowly.
“Are you wanting to do anything?” Kaminari nodded his head. Shinso smiled and stood up, lifting his boyfriend and walked him over to the bed. He lay him down on the bed and crawled on top of him.
“Can we snuggle again?” Kaminari asked. Shinso let out an exhale, almost like a laugh.
Shinso smiled and spoke with Kaminari, his hands resting on his stomach and kissed at his shoulder. “Can you take your shirt off,” Kaminari asked. Shinso complied with this and the two snuggled as they fell asleep
The next day Kaminari was very calm as he sat with a coffee in his hand. Shinso was sitting by his side and they were snuggled up on the couch, watching the TV. The two shared a kiss, Kaminari turning his head so that they could share a kiss. When he was in his arms he didn’t feel so jumpy. He was content and quiet.