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CHAPTER 1
It's a normal saturday for Dahyun as she just woke up to her new apartment that's located away from the city. After the break up, she just want to get away, she desperately want to move on from everything.
She looked up to her phone to see the time and it's only 8 o'clock in the morning, together with 3 missed calls from her mom, 2 from her dad and a few messages from her best friend, she dragged herself out of the bedroom and onto her kitchen to make herself some breakfast.
It's been a week since she moved into a new apartment but it's still a new feeling for her. Being all by herself, taking care of herself away from her family. She's been with Momo for more than 7 years. She knows she's the one for her. She's ready to start a life with the girl. But she's the only one thinking that. She's the only one who got plans for them.
Every time they're going to talk about settling down or such things, Momo seems to know how to change the topic faster than lightning for her not catch up to it and dahyun just go with the flow, she doesn't want to force the girl into something that she doesn't want. But she wants to take their relationship to the next level, marriage.
Momo owns a small dance studio just a couple of blocks away from her coffee shop which was co-owned with her best friend, Sana. They would go to work together, have lunch together and she would fetch her at the dance studio after work, everyday.
That's her routine. Waking up and sleeping with the girl by her side. Making breakfast together before going to work, short make outs in the kitchen counter and cuddling together at night or just being silly until they fall asleep. Weekends would be their grocery shopping or go on dates or visiting dahyun's parents or staying in their house and watch movies or whatever comes to their minds. Dahyun didn't mind, even though they are going to fight over silly things or she would get nagged at by not turning off the tv, she doesn't mind as long as she's with momo. She wants everything with her. Dahyun loves her with all her heart.
But all of that is gone now. They broke up. Before she can even fix what's wrong with them. She knows something is wrong with them or something lacks, she tried to fulfill everything, dahyun tried her best. But it won't work if she's the only one who wants to fix them. So they broke up. Momo doesn't want to take her back.
Momo doesn't want to get married. And it hurts, a lot than she could ever imagine. Feels like her heart was cut into pieces, like she was thrown out. She didn't even think that they would end.
First few days after the break up was so hard for Dahyun, because she would see Momo everyday but it feels like they don't know each other anymore, that they don't love each other anymore, she tried to reach out but all she got was a nod, an "okay" and a "sure". She would go home wasted, fetched by her best friend because she's not able to drive or overworking herself at the café, or just crying her eyes out just to help herself to sleep until one day she realizes that she's fed up, she doesn't want to cry anymore, she doesn't want to see the girl anymore, all she knows is she wants to move on, she wants to start a new life away from everybody.
That day, she talked to her family, that she wants to move away, where she can start a life without thinking about Momo, because it feels like every where she goes, she can see the girl. Her parents supported her, they knew how hard it is for dahyun, Momo was her lifeline and she's gone now.
The next one would be her best friend, it's difficult for Dahyun to leave Sana alone to manage a café but she got no options anymore. After a hard convincing, sana let her best friend go, but with a few conditions that she can visit Dahyun every sunday, she will answer her calls when she do and a few more that she can't even remember.
You can't blame her, dahyun is more than just her best friend, she's treats dahyun like her own sister, her baby sister. It pains her more to see her baby sister suffer everyday, to hear her crying because of the pain every night. Even if she wants to kill momo, she can't, dahyun made her promise that she won't confront the girl. And she kept her promise.
Sana helped dahyun find a small apartment away from the city. Away from everybody but not too far away. She still want to keep an eye on dahyun. And she don't want to drive so far if her bestfriend is in trouble.
They found a small one bedroom apartment that's close to a few grocery stores, a 10-minute walk to the church, has a mini park close-by and not that much people around that suits dahyun's liking, a bedroom that's enough for two people since her best friend will probably go for sleepovers whenever she visits and outside the room is a living room that's adjacent to a small kitchen with big windows with a view of a playground and big trees that aligned at the side of the road. Dahyun liked it, it's quiet and the view is pleasing to her eyes and even though sana insisted she gets a big one, she understands her best friend, that's sana. She spoils dahyun with everything and she can buy everything she wants, she can even buy you if she wants. But dahyun likes small spaces, she says, it won't make her feel lonely and alone.
And now Dahyun is where she is now. Ready to mend her broken heart, and start a new life.