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Part 2 of Bungou stray dogs: story collection
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2020-09-07
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Bitter love 1/2 (Soukoku)

Summary:

Okay for the backstory. Chuuya and Dazai's relationship hasn't been doing well and Chuuya feels he's just being used by Dazai. Sorry if this sounds confusing but I hope you will enjoy this

Notes:

this was originally shorter and Dazai's pov was the second part to this but I decided to add it onto the first part to make more sense. I'm planning to write a second part to this soon but as of now, my life is getting busy so it might take me a while.

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(Chuuya POV) - Location: bedroom

What's the point?
I know you'll grow bored with me and toss me away like everyone else
You told me one time "you're different from the previous ones"
what does that even mean? who knows?
You must've already told your previous lover's this

How can I even trust you?
My head lost count how much I drink my frustrations out
And punch the walls out till my knuckles bleed.

I remember those text messages you've sent to me
"come back, I miss you" "I was wrong, I need you"
I throw my phone at the wall out of frustration

You're stuck in your own ways
how can I crawl back knowing I'm going to be leaving you again anyways.

Just leave me alone!
how is that so hard for you to understand?!

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Dazai (pov) - Location: ADA
Chuuya, please pick up
I'm sorry just let me say something
Talk to me

I know I get why you can't talk to me I don't deserve to be a man after what I did to you, those shitty promises I made to you, or how I don't deserve to be your lover how I kept you in the dark for so long about my problems

Chuuya I will say this once more
I am sorry