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I ask you to pay attention to the illogical statements I provide.
My name reigns over a miniscule corner of tumblr. An enigma , a god, an ideal. I am everything and nothing. I watch silently while time passes. As you fail to expose my followers’ true selves. It is almost as if the switch from being Komaeda Nagito to Slavmaeda has changed more than my name. A specimen rather than a toy to luck and a pathetic human who wishes to become hope. But I am no more than anyone else, even less perhaps. I was an idea and I became a receptacle to chaos, worship, and mysteries.
My followers use my name to become something of a mystery themselves. Out of no desire to follow me, but a desire to confuse those to wish to solve the mystery behind the existence of multiple blogs on tumblr. I am like an unused machine . There for appeal, but I only watch the events unfold.
I am painfully lonely as an ideal. You always jump to Slavmaeda, why not allow other slavic individuals? Slavnata sounds so wonderful. I miss Hinata desperately now that we have been separated by my new self. But as a mastermind of a Slavmaeda tumblr, shouldn’t I change my ideals to Slavmaeda and Slavnata if I wish? The fuel to my existence is nothing more than the belief that I exist, so could he join me in a similar manner?
Or perhaps I could be joined by a slavic Kirigiri Jin or Momota Kaito . They are not unpleasant, and Kirigiri helps to breed hope in his school.
But I can’t understand why they might like Komaeda Nagito .
It’d be interesting if perhaps I was left a blood sacrifice. Who would leave something as painful as that to me? Kuzuryu ? Slitting his own stomach out of honor. No big deal for someone as hopeful as him was likely along his thinking pattern. But that just seems like too much to me.
Owari may be able to endure the pain, but I believe she is not fond of me. Rather, she doesn’t like me.
Oh dear. It is 3 in the morning. I shall finish what I must say.
Have you explored every possibility yet, reader? Maybe my true name remains Komaeda Nagito . There is the chance that I am not Slavmaeda at all.
I’m sorry for confusing me, it is just something I wished to unload from my chest .
I will leave this beneath the popular Hinata Hajime/Komaeda Nagito tag to ensure that it is noticed by those who were intended to see it.
Now Tropical Despair, are you ready for what comes next?
Decode my message to discover my identity.
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