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Sometimes love can be terribly disastrous and implicating, but somehow it managed to be a good disastrous style and one that gave some benefits in terms of romance and conquest
Good it could, but Teru thought how cliché and banal this was looking
Stumbles and even unplanned speeches next to bumps were common in the boy's life, he was popular, beautiful and attractive, so he didn't judge when a girl bumped into him by "accident" and rewarded him with monotonous and meaningless encounters, however this custom it was becoming something out of control and it deeply irritated Teru
But in other situations he liked it a little, just a little
The point is that he didn’t feel good about the girls himself, he couldn’t describe it but being a stud full of girls around him, he had become too boring and repetitive, he had bigger problems to deal with and that didn’t involve them, it was a difficult and a little strange question, but ok everything was ok, he just needed to follow small tips feebly to reach a plausible and comforting conclusion.
The accumulation of thoughts had been interrupted by a low, calm call, he watched Mob tug at the hem of his sleeve as he hummed his name.
He had forgotten that at the moment he was in his apartment watching some cliché films involving these "5 steps from you" or "as I was before you" which many would think was definitely not Teruki's style, however his life itself was a big cliché so what could you do?
The focus was there, he just enjoyed watching something or doing silly things with Mob, it was comfortable and fun, it was pleasant company and for some weird reason, or not, it made him feel warm and good with you, so kind of he was invited quite often to keep company and sleep right there, and even because of that custom Sho and Ritsu were making jokes involving "Boyfriends, or a Teru completely in love with excessive need" which irritated him but he couldn't deny completely because he didn't even know what the hell was going on with him lately.
He looked at the boy and just made a sign that he was still there, that made Mob calm down and pay attention to the movie while he fidgeted comfortably with his head resting on Teru's shoulder covering himself with the sheet that were around them both.
Okay maybe he knows what he's feeling but he doesn't want to admit it, the signs are obvious and shamelessly hitting his face, he just refuses to accept it because he knows how disastrous this was going to be
Now the movie was in a musical moment, the boy sang openly to the girl about his feelings however he hid in a not so secret way covering up saying that the brother who noticed everything about her
"Wow he is not being so discreet" he murmured solemnly
"Uhum, but I liked the song, I thought it was cute from him" Mob murmured, still paying attention to the film
"You like clichéd things, don't you?"
"Oh well, it's cool, I think, to notice something like that, and how the person tries to be the best possible for the other is very, um, fun"
"I think that suits you a lot to tell you the truth-I mean, you've already subscribed to magazines about your romantic partner and your playlist and it's quite varied in that sense"
"Is that a bad thing?"
He looked at Mob, who to his surprise was already staring at him, an insecure look along with a worried and anxious expression about him and that made Teru shut up and get stuck with words while trying to formulate an answer that was not strange
"Not bad is cute"
Damn it was all wrong, it had come out stranger than expected
He saw Shigeo's cheeks gradually redden at the same time that he shyly shrank over Teru, the blonde looked at him a little worried and only afterwards he touched himself how uncomfortable he had left him, blamed himself a little and with a desperation tone began to apologize again and again
Heavens he ironed everything in a disastrous way, he didn't want to leave Mob like that, what did he think of him now? Was he a lunatic? Manic? Stalker? He was in a mess again, after all what did all this mean? That relaxing feeling that he only felt with Mob and the fact that he didn't care as much about the tickets he received at school as before. Was he okay? sick? Something abnormal? Damn what the fuck could that be? He wasn't in control and it irritated him, he didn't seem there, his subtle and elegant charm along with his intelligence were gone, everything was out of place and he didn't know or couldn't organize anything because even Teru didn't know what to do
Unless....
Oh no....
No, no, it wasn't true
In the end Ritsu and Shou were right
Shit
"Hanazawa?" Mob nudged him
"Hmm ?! A-ah Mob! Err what ... wow I'm really sorry I didn't want to make you uncomfortable with my speech, it was stupid I'm sorry"
"Oh, it's not okay Teru, I don't care so much about it, I really don't need to apologize, I'm fine, it was nice of you, people usually laugh when they know I do this"
"Wow, how come? Tell me who did this to you, laughing at something you like is unforgivable!"
"I don't remember anymore, they just said" wow how predictable is that? "
"Hmm, assholes" - he shook his head in demonstration of his irritation "They don't know anything Shigeo, don't mind them now ..." he looked at the TV in front of him "How about you and I finished the movie? Let's forget about this bad subject and enjoy the moment "-Smiled softly as he guided Mob to snuggle close to him and that's what the boy did, with his head resting on Teru's lap he was quiet watching the film in the meantime that blonde ran his hands over his hair doing a gentle and absent-minded pat
Maybe just maybe he was in love with Mob and with a little cliff over him and like a time bomb he knew he wouldn’t keep something like that for so long. Even though it’s a mess when it comes to Mob he will try to piece it together and maintain his fantastic-charming-person posture and maybe declare himself to the boy in the near future, all he could do now was put small parts of himself together and fix it in the best way
Stopping to think their friendship was not as normal as he might think, after all, what kind of friend does he cuddle with, watch cliché romance movies and still calls you to sleep with you in the middle of the night?
Teru was again confused about this relationship.