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Gangtae was too nervous to enter the C-section room. He was waiting alone as sitting on the chair outside. He wanted to go inside but since it was emergency, he wasn't allowed by the doctors.
Moonyoung's due date was still in two weeks, but her water had broken in a sudden. After rushed to the hospital and been examined, the C-section must be done in less than 24 hours or both Moonyoung and the baby were in danger.
Seconds to minutes, the man was just putting his palm over the face. It felt too long for him. It was so hard to breathe. All he thought was only Moonyoung. He loved Moonyoung more than anything. He didn't want to lose her.
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Three years ago..
Moonyoung screamed in the bathroom. It was 04.08 AM and his husband woke up and headed to the bathroom. He found his wife was standing as leaning on the wall.
"What happened?" Gangtae asked.
Moonyoung was too shocked and she held her painful belly. Her gaze to the floor led Gangtae to look at the same point. It was blood. And it was running from Moonyoung's legs as well.
The woman shook her head since she didn't want accept the truth--that they would lose the baby. "Gangtae..." She whispered.
Gangtae came to hug Moonyoung. The man cried but he tried to hide it. "Let's go to hospital, okay?"
"Do we lose the baby? Is it miscarriage?" Moonyoung mumbled. She held Gangtae's shirt tightly. "It's not, is it?" Moonyoung faced the man but she knew that Gangtae was doubt about it too.
It was her 3 months pregnancy and doctor told that her pregnancy had been weak. Moonyoung needed to rest well if she didn't want to lose her baby.
But it was.
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Two years ago...
Today was the launching of book named "The Tale of Three Kids" by Moonyoung and Sangtae. There would be a fansign attended by both of them. It took at the famous mall in Seoul.
It was a very long queue at the book store. A table had been placed for Moonyoung and Sangtae. Both of them has just arrived. Lee Sang-in parked the car and looked at both behind.
"Moonyoung-ah, are you sure?" Sangin asked.
"Moonyoung-ah, it's... it's okay if you don't have fansign. Those fans will... will try to understand you. You're pregnant and you might not be tired. Why why why don't you listen to Oppa, eoh?"
The woman sighed as caressing her belly. "I'm okay! My baby will understand that her mother is busy. Let's go! I miss my fans." She said and opened the door. "Lee Daepyonim, just stay behind me okay?" She walked inside the mall.
There again. The stubborn Moonyoung. Sangtae ran to follow Moonyoung as shouting, "Moonyoung-ah! Why why do you leave me eoh? Do you want to be punished?"
Meanwhile Lee Sangin put his hands on his waist. Sighed. But the duo were his happiness after all.
The venue was set. Sangtae helped Moonyoung to sit properly as his lovely sister was 5 months pregnant now. When the fansign session was about to start, Moonyoung received a call. It was from his husband.
"Moonyoung-ah, go home after the fansign, okay?"
"Understood." she said as flipped her phone. She loved Gangtae who was protective to her, but she also loved her fans. It was her comeback after 2 years.
It was different with the Ko Moonyoung before she got married to Gangtae. Now she smiled a lot and quite friendly. No stare. No rolling eyes. Moonyoung had changed a lot.
In the middle of fansign, Moonyoung whispered to her Oppa that she needed to go to bathroom. She told Lee Sangin too and she headed to the toilet with him. But before she entered to the toilet, she faced Lee Sangin and hugged him suddenly.
"Moonyoung, what happened?" Sangin asked.
"It hurts. A lot." Moonyoung whispered and fainted.
Moonyoung woke up and saw Gangtae sat behind her bed. That joker smile was back and she hated it. The man kissed Moonyoung's hand and said, "I love you." with his low voice.
The woman knew the meaning. They lost it again. She felt like that this one was her fault. She wished she didn't work to keep the baby. Her tears were flowing and her body was shaking. She couldn't face Gangtae but the man tried to calm her.
"It's okay, Moonyoung-ah."
"Hypocrite." Moonyoung said. "You hate me right? We lose again Gangtae and it's my fault." she was uncontrolled and shocked. They had waited the baby boy but she was too weak to have one.
Gangtae was shattered to see Moonyoung now. He just hugged her and whispered, "that's okay".
Well for both, actually, that wasn't okay.
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Moonyoung's third pregnancy wasn't okay too. That's why Gangtae was nervous and worried. Too many things were in his head right now.
Moonyoung.
The baby.
The acceptance.
The love.
Their future.
-- to be continued --
It's gonna be a two-chapter fic. Actually I was a fic writer but ad stopped for five years. Hyunji brought me here. Any ideas and suggestions? Welcome!