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1. in your lovely light (i'm not afraid) by kimkhimhant

   Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Jun 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Chu Wanning/Mo Ran | Mo Weiyu
   • Mo Ran | Mo Weiyu
   • Chu Wanning
   • Shi Mei | Shi Mingjing
   • Xue Zhengyong
   • Xue Meng (The Husky and His White Cat Shizun)
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Alternate Universe - Idols
   • idol! chu wanning
   • bodyguard! mo ran
   • Alternate Universe - Bodyguard
   • Fluff and Angst
   • 2.0 Mo Ran | Mo Weiyu
   • protective mo ran
   • mentions of gangs
   • mentions of gang violence
   • gang-member/leader taxian-jun
   • but that is in the past
   • the mo ran in this au is 2.0 equivalent
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff
   • stalkers
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • idol chu wanning has a lot of both stalker fans and antis
   • mo ran is hired to protect him
   • Living Together
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Anxiety
   • this is very ranwan centric!
   • while other characters are mentioned they are not the focus of this story
   • Out of Context Spoilers
   • Panic Attacks
   • Past Abuse
   • Trauma
   • Not Beta Read
   • Angst

   Summary

   Really, he just wants to hold onto whatever scraps of dignity he has. He knows he is unlikable. He knows he is a poor excuse for an idol. If he were to acknowledge people’s words, if he were to show the world he heard them, that he felt the sting of their hatred - it would be really, truly pitiful. Bearing it in silence, with a carefully blank face - these are the things he has to do, the things he has always done.

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   English

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