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There u are with ur him ur beloved, in ur home in the forest a long day it was they working hard and so are u, granted they may curse at u but its all in love, it's their way in showing his love they are coming home and gets your attention "Hey u ficking idiot"
"Excuse-th me, I'm ur fucking idiot thank u very much!" U turn to look at him with a playful pout hands on ur hips
With the utmost gentle smile on there face "Yea ik"
"Haha but what is it, oh u want ur tea or sake with ohagi I just made more" Sanemi walks towards u, guiding u inside, u go to the kitchen now and Sanemi at the table as u call out putting away the now dried dishes
"Nemi?.... baby?... Sanemi!" U don't yell but its in a louder voice
Sanemi spaces out for a bit looking out,
it's time
"Hmm what ah no just- it's getting late u need ur sleep ur dumb ass face needs it, look at those big ass undereyes, now that in closer holy shit u look-"
"HEY SHUT UP!" Sanemi smerks and takes u to the room u both get ready for bed Sanemi lays down, u still pouting at the the last remark
"I'm kidding but u do look tired come here my love" and with open arms u go they have with a smile he rarely is this affectionate u wonder its cuz of the mission he did so u go to his arms
"I guess so I am a bit tired but I don't wa-" ur now next to they ur head on there chest they have an arm on ur waist pulling you closer he cuts u off
"Shut the fuck up and come here" they say firmly but gently a soft smile forms of ur face
"U didnt let me finish, as I was saying, I don't want to, but I will, don't worry so much" u continued to speak, being they cut u off
With a sad smile they give u kissing your forehead as u close ur eyes not seeing that sad smile only him knowing "I worry because I love u now go to sleep u will soon wake up soon and need to …. g-go… ba..ck"
"Go back? Where? This is my home now, ur my home" Your gentle voice, Sanemi heart skips
im-im her home fuck why is she a fucking idiot, but she's my idiot
"Ah no never mind but once u wa-" they realized something
Eyes still closed slowly seeming to open but Sanemi closes ur eyes again with his warm big hand even if there covered in blisters and scars u don't mind because u know how hard he works to keep u safe, u smile at there warm touch "Hmm? What is it?"
"Fuck, nothing im now just muttering to myself out loud" Sanemi are not sure if to tell u
a painful . . . truth?,
or a beautiful lie
"Fucking weirdo haha, say i do feel idk worried,, as if …. I'll leave…." Ur brows furle and u feel a finger on them in small circles to relax them and u do
" ill be here ag- no I promise I'm not going anywhere and neither should u" he hold u tighter rubbing ur back as u heard his heart beat
"Sanemi, I love u and u know that and I will never leave u" ur closer to him closing a nonexistent gap
"Good, goodnight my beloved " a soft smile and a tint red on ur face nuzzling Sanemi his words are gentle
"Goodnight my love"
And with that they cuddled and Sanemi now seeing ur fame not disappearing and ponder why, not that they want to let u go
To whoever makes u leave his embrace that u love so much, to u who always gave a warm smile to he swore he'll kill them
He guess u defeated the fucker that kept u to apart
Because everytime he comes home and u both sleep, u at this time, u always fade and go somewhere he does not know, and briefly seeing a room where u sleep with a smile on ur face with ur favorite sheets and pjs,
u always come back either u next to him or u not remembering him but thats oki because he loves seeing u falling in love with him again and again knowing u will always love him
now seeing ur real form not on ur comfortable bed in your room covered in ur blankets feeling warm, ur chest rising….. in a slow rhythm
Up
Down
Up
Down..
so on…
but …. in a white room and no rhythm, smiling, on that white bed with those white sheets…...
instead of ur sheets u bought that u love so much…
Ur wear a short collarless greenish gown that ties on the back with something covering your face hiding ur beautiful smile…..
Instead of ur favorite pjs u wear, and ur messy hair on ur face….
There are so many people around you and some red liquid bags and a long line on ur arms ……
" I wonder .... I wonder why….. ur not in ur comfortable bed ……"