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He doesn’t remember the moment of the incident exactly. He remembers the other inventor pushing him from his desk and the electrical wire striking his brain. He doesn’t remember if it was an accident or not. After being called a murderer and a monster for years, he mostly believes it wasn’t.
He didn’t talk to anybody at the manor for weeks. He mostly stayed in his room, too scared to interact with anybody because he didn’t want them to lash out at him at the smallest mistake, the same way guards and other inmates did in prison.
His ability to remember electrical formulas and solve mathematical problems has decreased a lot since he got brain damage. He can’t stand to see how bad he is now at connecting circuits compared to the past.
He doesn’t want to work with anybody around him in the workshop, because he’s too scared he might hurt them somehow (just like he did with his mentor).
He believes he actually deserved all that happened to him for killing that inventor.