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semishira
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“i’m coming eita!” shirabu walked back to his friends
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shirabu was on normal kid who has a normal life, with friends, volleyball, good grades and family who loves him. at least that’s what he thoughts..
on a shirabu was walking school, it was early morning, they had training today and ushijima made sure to text everyone about it.
shirabu was the official setter of the team, but he still looks up to the older setter, won’t ever admit that..
“good morning” walking to the changing room
“GOOD MORNING MY DEAR SHIRABU”
“so energetic..” shirabu mumbled as he passes tendou and got to change
after a few minutes has passed by and everyone has changed- almost everyone..
someone tried to sneak in to change all fast- “semi, why are you late?”
ushijima asked as cold as always
“hahaha you know, i hah.. i’m sorry!! i won’t be late anymore!?”
“that’s the third time you say it this week~”
“not helping satori!”
shirabu watched his upperclassman scolding semi and he tried, he really tried to just walk pass them and not having to deal with it. but ofc..
“be like shirabu, maybe then you won’t been replaced”
they all looked at shirabu, semi scoffed
“ok” and he left the changing room
damn..
for the past 2 weeks semi didn’t come to practice, neither matches
shirabu was done with it and tried to find semi in his class, kenjiro skipped first period and walked to the third years hall
he found semi’s class, but no semi?
shirabu gave up and went back to his class hoping tendou would answer him at practice
“tendou-san!” shirabu walked to tendou who was sanding in front of the changing room
“HEY KENJIRO!!!!” waving to shirabu
“tendou, do you know where semi is? i couldn’t find him in his class, nor he’s coming to practice... “
“do you miss him~” tendou teased
“what! no! i just want some tips for setting!!”
“mhm~ sure~”
it went silence
“shirabu..”
shirabu looked at satori with a weird look, that’s the first time in two years tendou sounded THIS serious
“eita has been skipping school, and no one knows where he is. neither do his parents.”
“what-.. no? no what? where can he be??”
“we don’t know, it’s for the best to just ignore it for now.”
tendou walked into the changing room leaving shirabu questioning everything
he had to find semi-, there’s something wrong he could feel it, at the moment he wanted to go look for semi,
his phone start ringing
“hello?”
“......”
“who is this?”
“.......”
“if you don’t answer i’ve to hung up.”
“......”
shirabu couldn’t hear anything of the phone, it was as if there was no one
“shirabu...”
a soft tired whisper came of the phone
“SEMI? is that you? are you alright? where have you been?”
a soft chuckle came of the phone “calm down kenjiro, im just “ coughs “just taking a break..”
“for how long? are you sick? did you check the doctor?? or were you afraid again?!”
“i’m not sick... and the break will take long” still a tired voice
“how long?”
“......”
“eita, for how long?”
“...for a long period..”
those words made shirabu freeze, what does he mean forever? like never coming back to school? changing school?? huh?
“are you changing schools?”
“no..”
“where are you!?”
“hmm a place, where i was for the first time myself”
“what- semi what are you doing??”
shirabu was scared, the horrible ideas are going through his mind, no. semi wouldn’t do stupid things like that. nop
“nothing, why?” his voice sounds weaker then before
“semi.. semi pls tell me you’re just playing around... where are you pls tell me”
“shirabu, i called you, not for you to come and save me.. i just wanted to hear your voice for one last time..”
what... no.. no, what-
“semi this isn’t funny! where are you what are you doing???”
“it’s already late.. i don’t think i’ve much left, i wanted to tell you something before i go shira...”
no no no no
shirabu started running to semi’s house hoping he was there
“pls hold on it, pls semi hold in im coming”
tears started streaming of shirabu’s eyes without realisation
“you’re bangs are ugly,.... you’re smile makes me happy,......every time you got an A at your test, that sprankel in your eyes.. it’s so cute”
“SEMI SHUT UP! why are you saying all this??? as if something bad will happen!”
“i wish i could hold you, one more time.. i wish i could see you reach your dreams one day, man whoever gonna date you is one lucky bastard” chuckles “but still have to deal with your attitude tho, poor thing”
“SToP talking as it you won’t be there !”
“....”
shirabu was looking around, there’s no found of semi anywhere near this area- then a flashback came words
“i’m so happy to be here with you, you know no one knows about this place so you don’t have to act like a brat you’re!”
“semi... are- are you at your hiding spot?”
“smart i see, but shirabu listen to me..”
the voice is getting more and more painful to hear
“just listen to me shirabu, if you’ll come it’ll be late anyways.. so”
“SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!! “
“you’re voice is so calm.. it makes me happy, you made me happy.. thank you.”
“semi semi listen dont you dare to die on me semi! don’t you dare !”
“i love you...kenjiro...”
“Semi? “
“...”
“SEMI???”
“.....”
shirabu couldn’t breath anymore he forgot everything everything went fizzy his head started hurting, wtf is happening? it can’t be true right?
shirabu walked to the hiding spot
there he was, semi was just joking! see shirabu he was just sleeping
shirabu walked close to semi’s sleeping body
“you’re so clumsy you made you let all your medical on the floors” shirabu shakes his head and sits on the floor putting semis head on his laps “now wake up semi, we’ve practice”
“...”
“semi, there’s no time to be lazy come we’ve to go..’ shirabu’s hands went trough semi’s hair
“pl-p plea.. please.. please wa- wak- wake up... please semi.. pls eita .. wake up!! “ tears streaming down shirabu eyes, shaking he tried to shake his beloved one to wake up “i’m begging you.. wak-wake up.. dont.. pls don’t.. don’t leave me...”
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“it’s been five years now, can you believe that?” smiles
“ah i’m still mad at you! you didn’t give me the chance to say i love you too! dumbass always stubborn, smh “
“ushijima is now on the official team? can you believe that! well i do! i always looked up at him, tendou started something with chocolate, smh that idiot could easily enter the national team as well!!”
“goshiki that stubborn is also in a team...”
“about me hmm i’m still studying for being a doctor, meh but i’m tired” sips
“my grades went down after you asshole left me! and tbh i lost my motivations in everything after that”
“but i continued! to see everyone reach their dreams, be proud idiot.”
shirabu was sitting by semi’s grave stone, talking to him like the past five years, but this time is deferent
“i’m coming eita..” a soft smile came on shirabu as he breaths out his last air