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"Hi my name is Hayami Chibana, I'm the youngest of the Chibana children. And I want to be an idol." "Perfect" my mother told me. We are working on introduction video. I really don't want to be an idol but it'll make mother happy so I'm happy. No I'm not. I've training for this for my entire life- "I went to Da Vinci International School for Girls for secondary school and East Shores School of Dance for elementary school. I specialized in the Musically Inclined route for secondary and worked in Ballet, Ballroom, and Hip-Hop for elementary. I also take aerial silk classes on weekends." I remember how fun painful it was taking dance. I met my best friends, Momo-chan and Sho-kun, so I loved it there. I hated it there, but they made it bearable. My big sisters were scouted by CloudCast Beauty on the street for their beauty. For their flawless skin. "I believe I deserve this position as a trainee for Ultra Music Entertainment because-" I don't deserve this "-I can bring a energy to the team-" No I can't, I couldn't even make my own mother happy "-that most are unable to." I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS........................why can't it all just stop..........its too late anyway..... I already have my acceptance letter....... I'm just so tired...why can't I just have a normal life