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A series of texts from Juliet Lovelle to Ava du Mortain, never sent.

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4:17 p.m.
you know, i’m not completely incompetent. it would be really fucking nice if you’d treat me like i know a thing or two about solving crimes

12:35 p.m.
i feel like you’re being deliberately infuriating. we have a case to solve. i’d really like it if you helped me solve it

2:13 a.m.
thanks for the scarf

2:44 p.m.
i don’t think this is a normal murder case. something doesn’t seem right. what do you think?

7:36 p.m.
i like seeing you in my apartment. it feels…nice. this is probably a weird text

10:21 p.m.
smile like that again

7:28 p.m.
i’m bored. come see me

8:10 p.m.
i seriously haven’t seen anyone that isn’t elidor in forever. come frown in my direction so i get some kind of variation in routine

8:14 a.m.
you’re probably going to get annoyed with me thanking you, but thank you. thanks for coming after me. and thanks for coming to see me. i know i look like shit

11:05 a.m.
i saw a cat on my way to work today that reminded me of you :)

7:29 p.m.
you’re probably super busy being a commanding agent but i bought a bottle of wine on a whim i think you might like. you should come drink it with me. it was at least $20 so it’s fancy right?

6:32 a.m.
how is everyone? everything? how are you?

1:13 p.m.
i miss you. and unit bravo. please tell everyone i miss them

3:42 a.m.
i keep having bad dreams about murphy. i didn’t think having a cool scar would come with so much trauma.

3:44 a.m.
do you have nightmares too?

4:26 p.m.
it’s probably stupid to count down the days until i see everyone again but i am. i’d ask you to send me a selfie so i can see your ridiculous face but i know you won’t send me one

7:07 a.m.
saw someone who looked like you on my run this morning. i knew it wasn’t you because she wasn’t wearing cargo pants. you really need to let nat or farah take you shopping

11:49 p.m.
do you miss me? i really hope you miss me

12:04 p.m.
i can’t wait to see you today

3:09 p.m.
what happened with murphy wasn’t your fault. and in the end, it doesn’t fucking matter, because i’m still here and i’m still breathing and i’m still with you

5:41 p.m.
thank you for walking me home from work. it made my shitty day better. i don’t know what it means but i think it’s definitely a good thing

6:01 a.m.
i know you said you were okay after the mission but i don’t believe you. if you need me i’m here

9:09 p.m.
just so you know, im happy you came into my life. even with everything that’s happened. thanks for helping me stop a vampire serial killer

1:39 p.m.
can you throw a tree again? it was kinda hot. i can’t stop thinking about it

1:27 a.m.
you should probably not read this like, ever, but i need you to know that i’m sorry. i’m sorry that whatever i am scares you. i’m sorry whatever i make you feel scares you. i’m sorry i don’t know how to help you

2:01 a.m.
can i sleep in your room?

6:16 a.m.
you’ve been asleep for hours. nat says that this is the longest you’ve rested in a while

i’m sorry you got hurt because of me. i know you won’t see it like that but i know if i would’ve come after you instead of sanja, you wouldn’t be hurt. i’m sorry

4:39 p.m.
farah got me home. i’m okay. i’ll see you at the carnival later

8:14 p.m.
i’m sorry i made you upset. please come back. i can’t stand when you’re upset with me

10:52 a.m.
are you mad at me or just throwing a fit?

8:28 p.m.
okay, if the carnival freaked you out, i’m sorry. i won’t hold your hand again. no hand holding. got it

12:12 a.m.
i really don’t want you to be pissed at me. you gotta talk to me.

6:58 p.m.
ava. i won’t bite you. stop acting like i’m going to bite you. that’s your job, miss vampire

5:26 p.m.
stop fucking avoiding me and just tell me what’s wrong

1:34 a.m.
if i come to your room you won’t run away right?

3:18 p.m.
i still have that bottle of wine. come drink it with me

2:47 p.m.
i know you’re avoiding me. farah knows you’re avoiding me. even morgan knows. tell me what i did wrong so you’ll stop avoiding me

11:13 p.m.
you’re sitting 10 feet from me and you won’t even look at me. let me see your eyes, ava

10:22 p.m.
remember the first time you came to my apartment? now there’s a bounty on my head and you’re here again. sorry i joked about it earlier. it’s actually kind of freaking me out

3:57 a.m.
sometimes i want to kiss you so bad it makes me feel stupid

11:31 p.m.
im kinda drunk and i fucking wish you were here. if i call will you come? i think you will. does that scare you?

9:56 p.m.
i almost kissed you today. can i actually kiss you soon?

4:47 p.m.
it wasn’t your fault i got hurt. morgan was with me for a reason. i’m just happy you all are okay. i’m happy you’re okay

9:43 p.m.
hi ava. i know this is going to sound ridiculous probably but i need you to just listen to me. please read this whole thing and don’t break your phone. i know things have been weird between us, especially since the carnival, but i think you know that i care about you. a lot. more than you probably think i should. i think that’s why you’re scared of me. and these texts will probably scare you too but i think being scared sometimes is good right? at least just a little

but anyways. i care about you. in fact, i’m pretty sure i’m in love with you. crazy right? im in love with you and i think you might maybe be in love with me too but i don’t know how to get you to stop being scared of the idea of it

i know you have your own demons and shit to deal with and maybe im overstepping or being weird, but i don’t want you to fight those demons alone. figuratively or literally. i don’t want you to be alone, aves

come find me when you’re ready

4:25 a.m.
you told me after sanja “tu omnia.” i asked nat what it meant. she said it means “you are everything” which is stupid romantic. i just wanted to tell you that you are everything too

1:12 p.m.
you’re so pretty when you smile. i want you to smile forever

6:03 p.m.
i saw you looking at me

6:04 p.m.
you don’t scare me. keep looking at me

8:36 a.m.
you kissed me and i can’t think straight. you ran away. please come back and kiss me again

2:59 a.m.
ava. you can’t keep avoiding me forever. i’m here if you need me

10:28 p.m.
you kissed me again :)

9:37 p.m.
i could listen to you talk to me forever, you know

11:49 a.m.
farah is gonna go ballistic when she finds out. you wanna tell her? or should i?

12:08 a.m
from now on you’re my ava. no exceptions

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Sent 11:59 p.m.
love you, aves

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