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“BRO WHAT THE FUCK”

Tadashi almost dropped his cereal because of his unannounced visitor who just barged inside his apartment.

“How did you--”

“Oh I duplicated your keys.” Kojiro said casually, like it’s not a big deal. Tadashi wants to argue with Kojiro and lecture him about privacy and stuffs but he already knew that his bestfriend is too dumb to understand.

“So, what brings you here? You always wake up late and wow, it’s 9am, it’s too early for you. Let me finish my cereal in peace.”

“OH RIGHT. HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO I POSTED ON TIKTOK? IT BLEW UP!” Kojiro couldn’t contain his excitement and he began to jump around like a kid. How old is he again?

“What video? And I don’t have that app.” Tadashi replied with his bored tone voice.

He’s really not in the mood right now because first, he still got hangover from last night. And second, his girlfriend is not responding to his texts for almost a week now.

“THIS VIDEO!!!”

Kojiro showed Tadashi a video of him being drunk with a pretty man with a pink long hair dancing with him WILDLY. This video was from last night and wow it has 3 million of likes now, maybe it was because of Kojiro’s caption: HEY TIKTOK PLS HELP ME FIND THIS GUY. I WAS SO DRUNK AND I COULDN'T REMEMBER HIM.

“KOJIRO YOU DUMBFUCK HOW DID YOU EVEN GOT HOME LAST NIGHT?”

“Wait, didn’t you called a cab for me?” Kojiro asked in confusion.

“Uhh no? I literally forgot about you and your drunk ass until I saw you barging in my apartment this morning.” Tadashi didn’t lie, he really forgot Kojiro’s existence last night because he was also drunk.

“Maybe Adam…?” Kojiro’s eyes are still wide.

“Impossible. He was busy bending over the counter.” Tadashi wanted to forget the view he witnessed last night but no matter how hard he try, he can still picture Adam with a complete stranger eating each other’s asses last night.

“Ugh gays.” Kojiro complained

“Coming from you who’s also gay. I mean, look at the sexual tension in that video. You guys are dancing disgustingly, one more inch and you’ll be sucking each other’s faces.” Tadashi facepalmed.

“Yeah, we might as well kiss and say ‘no homo bro’”. Kojiro snorted at the thought.

“That’s… so gay. Goodluck finding him though.”

“I wish I could remember his name, did I even asked his name?” Kojiro pouted.

“Well, your video blew up, there’s a possibility you’ll find him or his social media accounts today or tomorrow.” Tadashi began eating his cold cereal. Kojiro also grabbed a bowl and started eating Tadashi’s cereal while staring at his screen, waiting for someone to drop the guy’s name or accounts.

And after 30 minutes of having a staring contest with his phone, finally, someone wrote a comment about the guy.

sk8rboi.reki : oh i didn’t know Kaoru’s a good dancer. i’m gonna use this as blackmail.

“Kaoru??? Kaoru ??? There are so many Kaorus in Japan!” Kojiro thought.

The comment was posted two minutes ago but it already has 300+ replies, asking for more details about the Kaoru guy.

Kojiro liked his comment and replied…

urbabekojiro: don’t be shy drop his @
sk8boi.reki: this u @kaoroar? : D

“BRO I FOUND HIM!!!!”

***

On the other hand, Kaoru woke up with a splitting headache because of hangover.

"This is what I get for hanging out with that idiot Shadow’s squad. I had fun last night though." He thought, but he was also murdering Shadow on his mind.

“Oh, the pretty prince is finally awake. Brunch?” He just woke up but the first thing he saw was Reki’s annoying grin.

“What time is it?” Kaoru asked.

“Check your phone.” Reki’s grin became more wider and more annoying.

“Dead.”

“Actually, I already charged it. Its battery is full now. Here.” Langa popped out of nowhere holding Kaoru’s phone

“Uhh, why?? Thanks??” Kaoru found it weird for them to charge his phone because he remember Reki and Langa fighting over a charger.

“Go check your notifs.” Reki said again.

No fucking way.

There’s no fucking way…

He immediately sent a direct message to the one who posted their scandalous video and to his surprise, the user already sent him a message.

urbabekojiro: uhh hi!!!!
urbabekojiro: *Hi.
urbabekojiro: how r u feeling????? headaches???

Kaoru is a well-known businessman and all of his employees are intimidated of him since he is always proper, composed and neat looking. But looking at the video that is now trending online, he was so scared because people might recognize him and judge him because he was so different there. He was so wild, he was grinding on a MAN he never met before... he was so drunk. Kaoru really cares about his image and reputation since high school because he was bullied way back in his childhood days, he doesn't want it to happen again so he maintained a certain image where he got people to respect him. He's afraid to shatter all of his hardwork just because of a video circulating online.

kaoroar: Hi, I saw the video you posted on TikTok.
kaoroar: Please take it down, thank you.

It took 15 minutes before the Kojiro guy replied.

urbabekojiro: ur formality is hurting my eyes PLS HSHDJ
kaoroar: Look, I was so drunk last night.
urbabekojiro: yes.. and ur point???
kaoroar: I’m not interested doing stuffs with a guy.

He knew he was being rude and offensive. But he doesn't care at all since he was just a stranger he met at the bar, nothing more, nothing less.

urbabekojiro: oh ok
urbabekojiro: haha ok ok, thanks for taking care of me last night.
kaoroar: Yeah.

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“What’s up with the gloomy face? Didn’t you already found the love of your life?” Tadashi said jokingly, but still with his expressionless face. Kojiro replied with his middle finger.

“He told me to take down the video.” Kojiro pouted.

“Yeah. That’s what I thought.” Tadashi said with his usual tone.

“What do you mean? You never said anything about the video.” Kojiro’s still pouting and his pouty face disgusts Tadashi.

“I was about to tell you to delete the video since you don’t know anything about the guy. You can harm his reputation or whatever, and you posted it with no consent.” Tadashi said calmly, he was also speaking carefully to avoid offending Kojiro.

“You did not tell me that!”

“Yeah because you looked really happy this morning and I don’t want to take your happiness from you.”

“Okay whatever.”

“Are you mad?” Tadashi asked Kojiro, Kojiro may looked like a matured man because of his built, but he’s just like a kid, who always get mad about petty things.

“No, I am reflecting. Don’t disturb me.”

“I took a video of you flirting but in a wholesome way. I’ll send it to you after you reflect.”

“Actually, I am done reflecting.”

And Tadashi wasn’t lying, the video was really wholesome. They were at the bar’s couch exclusively for Adam’s friends which includes Tadashi and Kojiro.

Kojiro was trying to braid Kaoru’s hair, but failed miserably. He ended up ruining his hair so Kaoru had no choice but to fix his hair infront of Kojiro since he was too drunk to go to the bathroom. Kojiro was just staring at him the whole time, admiring his soft, fruit-scent, healthy pink hair. He unconsciously wrapped his hands around Kaoru’s waist and Kaoru didn’t mind it, instead, he planted a kiss on Kojiro’s lips. Kojiro didn’t knew they kissed, he really couldn’t remember what happened last night.

He felt sad again because of their conversation, maybe that guy was just too drunk and got carried away by the sexual tension. Maybe he wasn’t really gay.

“I need to apologize to him sincerely.”

urbabekojiro: thank god u didn’t block me
urbabekojiro: uhm i have smth to say, talk to me??

kaoroar: Thank you for deleting the video immediately. And what is it you wanna talk about?

Kojiro almost jumped from Tadashi’s couch because he didn’t expect Kaoru to reply fast.

urbabekojiro: I’m really sorry for posting it without your consent, I don’t even know I posted it last night because I was so drunk and couldn’t remember shit. I’m really sorry.

kaoroar: Your formality is hurting my eyes.
kaoroar: I’m glad you messaged me again because I was also about to apologize to you. I was rude awhile ago, I just woke up and my friends saw the video. I was really shocked, but it is not an excuse to be rude and insensitive. Sorry if I offended you.

urbabekojiro: so are we good??? like gOOD GOOD???
urbabekojiro: anyway u don’t have to apologize,, ur reaction is natural.

kaoroar: Yes. We’re good. But maybe this will be the last time I’m gonna send you a message. I have no business with you, and I don’t want an issue. But atleast we’re good, right?

Kojiro’s smile faded after he read the last reply of Kaoru. But Kaoru’s right, atleast they are on good terms. Unlike awhile ago.

urbabekojiro: before u stop talking to me, i just want to ask..
urbabejokiro: do u remember anything from last night??

kaoroar: I don't remember anything. I can't even remember the video you posted.

But the truth is, Kaoru's lying. He also has plenty of drunk videos from his and Shadow's phone because they are the type of people who document everything. But he was just too shy to admit.

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“You two, enough.”

“We are not drunk yet, Tadashi! Go find yourself someone, stop bothering us!”

“I will not drive you home.”

Kaoru paused the video, then facepalmed for the sixth time today. Shadow was still laughing his ass off so he glared at him like he was about to take the clown’s soul.

“Come on, Blossom. They are nice people! You should meet him again, let’s hang out again next weekend.” Shadow was convincing-- no, more like forcing him to meet Kojiro and his friends, but of course, he already told Kojiro that last night was a mistake, and it will never happen again.

Kaoru just rolled his eyes, then excused himself to the bathroom. It’s almost afternoon and he feels so sticky because he haven’t showered since he got home from the bar. He filled the tub with a very cold water and undresses himself, but he felt something painful in the left side of his butt cheek. He immediately looked at his huge mirror.

“Where did I get this huge ass bruise? I don’t remember hurting myself last night.”

He scanned his body to find more bruise but his face turned red as he saw the bite mark on his neck. It looks like he was sucked by a vampire, it was disgustingly swollen but he didn’t felt the pain awhile ago because he was so preoccupied by messaging Kojiro. “Maybe this was the reason why Reki was grinning like an idiot.”

He can’t really remember what they did last night. He just remember Kojiro approaching him, and then their friend called “Adam” gave them drinks.

It was awkward to stand and reminisce infront of the mirror so he drowned himself in the tub, still thinking about Kojiro.

“You look like you are not into parties. What brings you here?”
”My friend forced me to take a break from work.”
”Oh, workaholic I see.”
”You’re the opposite of me, you look like you go to parties every night.”
”You wound me, but yes, I like parties.”

He slowly remembered their first conversation where Kojiro approached him while he’s still on their table, it was so awkward because Shadow was obviously eavesdropping so Kaoru invited him somewhere far.

“Do you smoke?” Kojiro asked.
“I quit last year.” He replied.
”What made you quit?”
”I don’t know. It was just a phase for me, where I used to act like a petty cool guy. You know, piercing and stuffs.” Kaoru chuckled as he remember his cringey teenage days

“You got piercings? Didn’t expect that. Where?”

He panicked as Kojiro scanned his face, he was just an inch away. He can smell his manly scent mixed with alcohol, that made him more hotter.

Kaoru didn’t knew he will find men attractive, he just doesn’t care about relationships and just assumed he was straight.

“What’s your name?” Kojiro asked him, still inch away.

“K-Kaoru.” Kaoru looked away, avoiding the gaze of the green haired man he just met.

“I’m Kojiro.” And he finally closed the gap between them. It was not a rushed kiss, it was so soft. Kojiro’s fingers stroked Kaoru’s hair, while Kaoru’s was roaming in his broad back.

Kojiro brought Kaoru in a couch, he made sure that their friends will not see them. They kissed sloppily, teeth were clashing. Kaoru realized this was his first kiss.

Kojiro smacked Kaoru’s ass with his right hand, and used his left hand to cover Kaoru’s mouth who was about to scream loudly. Kojiro muttered an apology because of the sudden spank but Kaoru just chucked and said it was oddly good. He sat in Kojiro’s lap and he left many hickeys on Kojiro, and Kojiro did the same thing. Kaoru reached for Kojiro’s bulge and caress it gently, he does not know what he’s doing but just reacting instictively. Kojiro let out a loud moan, luckily the people around them are so loud. No one payed attention to them, everyone was minding their own business. When Kojiro was about to unzip Kaoru’s jeans, he stopped him.

“I wanna take you home.” Kojiro said, with his husky voice. It made Kaoru blush like a teenager.

“Sorry.”

Kojiro licked Kaoru’s neck, it was hot and wet. And the fact that he was sitting on his lap made him grow inside, it was painful but he don’t wanna ask Kojiro to relieve him.
--

“WHAT THE FUCK AM I THAT EASY???” Kaoru was still red, the water was still cold but he feel hot because of Kojiro.

Weird but, he does want to feel Kojiro’s touch again. But he already said they won’t be seeing each other anymore.

And he is still confused about his sexuality.

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“Have you seen Adam’s message?” Tadashi asked.

“Yeah, who’s Pennywise?” Kojiro asked while munching something on his kitchen, he was experimenting a new dish. It looks appetizing but the taste is 1/10. “Ugh, it taste like a curtain with web. Disgusting.”

“You seriously don’t know who Shadow is?? You were flirting with his bestfriend.”

“So his name is not Pennywise? Also, Let’s not talk about my first love.” Kojiro dramatically put down the spoon, and it made Tadashi frowned, questioning why is he still friends with this idiot.

“Who names their child Pennywise? Dumbfuck.” Tadashi snapped at Kojiro.

“I don’t know. Ask Adam, he calls you a Dog.” Kojiro snapped back, Tadashi just raised his middle finger infront of Kojiro’s face and it made him laugh so hard.

It’s been almost two weeks since he met Kaoru. And just like what he said, they really stopped talking. He also found out he is a well-known business man, no wonder he was protecting his reputation. It made him more guilty so it’s only fair to not bother him.

But Adam sent them a message saying, “Bar tonight. Bring Kojiro. Hang out with Pennywise and friends.”

Does that mean he’ll met Kaoru again? Sweet.

--

They arrived at the bar early, and as soon as they enter the bar, women surrounds Kojiro and being the asshole that he is, he gave them all each peck at their lips.

“Joe, sleep with me tonight. You don’t have to remember my name, just sleep with me.” Kojiro just chuckled and winked at the woman who’s now seducing him.

“I’ll look for you later. If I found you, you can take me home.”

“Man, Kojiro’s really a fuck boy. Hey dog, are you sure there’s nothing going on between you two? Is he not crawling to your bed whenever he’s drunk, I feel like you two are sleeping together.” Adam said loudly, loud enough for Kaoru to hear it. He was just a table away. Kojiro haven’t seen him yet.

“Fuck off, Adam.” Kojiro said.

“What you gonna do, huh?”

“I’ll fuck you when Tadashi isn’t around.” Kojiro smirked and it made Adam shut up.

Kaoru felt a pang in his chest, he made a fool out of himself. He was so dumb to assume Kojiro likes him, even just a liitle bit. Kojiro was just clearly messing around. Maybe he thought Kaoru was a girl that’s why he hit on him that night. Sucks to have a long hair.

Kaoru wants to leave the bar.

“Kaoru, let’s go for a smoke outside. We can meet them later.”

Kaoru felt a hand in his shoulder, it was Shadow.

“I told you I already quit smoking.” Kaoru said.

“I feel like you really need one, or can I at least get you a drink?” Shadow said worriedly.

“Don’t look at me like that, I came here because you asked me. Don’t feel bad, it’s making me uncomfortable.” Kaoru knew Shadow heard Kojiro messing around.

After all, he was the one to push him away.

“Go meet them, Hiromi. I’ll be fine here.” Kaoru insisted.

--

“Hey Pennywise!” Adam greeted Shadow first. Kojiro almost break his neck for turning around after he heard Shadow’s name.

But to his disappointment, there was no Kaoru. No one said Kaoru’s coming anyway, he was just assuming. Adam made fun of him again by giving him false hope.

Kojiro shot the tequilla infront of him before standing up to find anyone who can give him pleasure tonight. He was frustrated.

“Joe!” It was the girl from earlier, Kojiro didn’t say a word, he just kissed the girl messily, no hint of gentleness. His hands was travelling underneath the girl’s clothes, it made her shiver.. she was moaning so loud and it is hurting Kaoru’s ears.

“Maybe I really need a smoke.” He thought to himself.

“Let’s go home?” The girl asked Kojiro, Kaoru was about to go out for a fresh air and to smoke but he was frozen there, waiting for his answer.

“No. Not tonight.” And they made out again. The girl really looks desperate to have sex in a proper place, or just atleast a bed but Kojiro’s an asshole who wants to make everyone squirt in public.

“Pinky!”

Fuck.

Adam called Kaoru “Pinky” and he hopes Kijiro won’t hear or notice him.

“Are you enjoying the view? I can accompany you if you want.”

“No, I’m good.”

Adam let out a loud laugh, Kaoru was just looking at his shoes. He never felt this way after a long time, he was always looking up but now he looks he humiliated to be caught staring at Kojiro while making out someone.

“Kaoru?” Shit.

“Adam, I told you to fuck off!” Kojiro was glaring to Adam as he grabbed Kaoru’s wrist and dragged him outside the bar.

He doesn’t know what to feel. He wished he was drunk because things are easy when you’re drunk. You don’t have to think at all.

Now that they are both sober and alone, it was painfully awkward.

“I thought you’re not coming.”

Kojiro puffed a smoke.

“Hiromi forced me.” Kaoru muttered.

“I’m sorry about Adam, he’s a shithead.”

They were at the parking lot of the bar, they are looking for Kojiro’s car. Kaoru doesn’t even know why he let Kojiro to drag him there.

“Where are you going to take me?” Kaoru asked

“Anywhere.”

“I told you, let’s not meet each other anymore.”

Kojiro ignored Kaoru and he finally found his car. He told Kaoru to “Hop in.”

“No, I need to go back inside. I didn’t tell Shad--”

He didn’t let Kaoru finish his sentence, he just kissed him angrily. That is not the Kojiro he met that night. That was… Joe.

“K-Kojiro, stop. We are outside.”

“Then get inside the fucking car!” Kojiro said loudly which made Kaoru flinch. “I’m sorry. Shit, I’m sorry. I was frustrated and I am taking it all out on you. I’m sorry.” Kojiro locked his eyes in Kaoru’s eyes. They were sincere.

Kaoru hopped inside his car for privacy purposes, he doesn’t know what to tell Kojiro.

“I’m sorry you had to see me like that.” Kojiro said out of the blue.

“Where are you taking me?” Kaoru ignored Kojiro’s apology, because he doesn’t know what to respond, he does not even know why is he apologizing.

“Home.”

Kaoru’s eyes went wide, he did not expect Kojiro to take him home.

“I thought you are not bringing anyone home tonight?”

“So you also heard me?”

“Yes. You were loud. I’m just a table away.” He admitted.

“I’m sorry, Kaoru. I was just frustrated because Shadow showed up alone, I thought he’s not with you. And I thought Adam was just messing up with me.” Kojiro reached out for Kaoru’s hand, Kaoru was frozen and he just let Kojiro to intertwine his fingers onto his.

They just drive home while holding hands, it just felt so natural. They don’t even know anything about each other.

--

Kojiro’s house was huge, and the nicest part of it was his kitchen. He’s living alone and he’s a chef on their family restaurant which is also well-known. The moment they got home, Kojiro cooked something easy to made for Kaoru. They talked about each other’s business.

“So you and Tadashi…?” Kaoru asked carefully.

“We’re best friends since high school, why do you ask?”

“He looks stressed whenever you are around.” Kaoru chuckled.

“Yeah, it was fun teasing him. And oh, by the way. He’s also gay for Adam while Adam just sees him as his dog, kinky right? And Tadashi’s currently in a relationship with a girl. Losers.”

“Tadashi’s gay?” Kaoru asked, Tadashi definitely look like he’s straight.

“Yes. Don’t you have any gaydar or something? I mean, it’s pretty obvious.”

“Uhm no, I don’t even know if… I’m…” Kaoru sighed, it was too awkward to admit he was confused about his sexuality. He noticed Kojiro turn off the stove and walked towards him. He was just leaning on the kitchen sink.

“You’re too close.”

“Tell me, after what happened that night, did I confuse you?” Kojiro was just inch away again, this feels like a dejavu.

“Yes.” He gulped.

“Cherry.”

Cherry is also one of his nicknames and he doesn’t mind other people calling him that, but when it comes to Kojiro, he feel like he’s melting.

“Am I turning you on, Kaoru Sakurayashiki?”

Kojiro went from a softie bunny to a wild hungry lion, but it doesn’t scare Kaoru.

He leaned towards Kaoru and captured his wet mouth, they kissed sloppily. Kojiro reached for his waistbands as he gently caress his skin, that made Kaoru moan.

“I should be the one who’s asking that question. You don’t look like you like men, you are always surrounded by girls. You want girls. Tell me, did you just approach me because you thought I was a girl because of my hair?”

Kojiro caress Kaoru’s hair, “No, I was attracted to you. Trust me.” He buried his face onto Kaoru’s neck, and his breathing tickles Kaoru so much.

“Kojiro.. Am I… turning you on?” Kojiro gulped as he avoided Kaoru’s gaze.

“Kojiro, am I turning you on?” He repeated.

“See for yourself.”

Kojiro slowly lifted Kaoru on the sink then he spread his legs, Kaoru was feeling uncomfortable but he loves it. He loves Kojiro between his legs.

Kojiro leaned closer to him, too close that it made Kaoru blushed immediately when he realized Kojiro was having a boner. He let his boner touch Kaoru’s growing cock on purpose. And he swear, it was the hottest shit.

“I am so turned on right now, Cherry Blossom. Take responsibility.”