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Currently you and Wanda are cuddling in her bed at the avengers compound. You both decided that after breakfast you guys were going to spend some time together since Wanda and you were both away on missions when the other was at home.
That’s where you find yourself now snuggled up into Wanda, face buried into her neck, legs tangled together, one arm is draped over her waist the other behind her head so you can play with the ends of her hair.
You love times like these wishing they would last forever. Lost in thought as you count the freckles on Wanda's face she asks you
“What are you thinking about, baby?” Sure she could just as easily read your thoughts, but she promised you that she wouldn’t without your permission.
You were thinking of how someone could be so damn beautiful, and how that beautiful person could love you so much.
But after hearing Wanda calling you ‘baby’ you start to feel yourself slip. You fight it though because you haven’t told Wanda that you were a little.
You know that she is a caregiver without a little, but you don’t know if she wants one and you don’t want her to think of you as a responsibility rather than a girlfriend that can manage herself.
“I was just thinking about how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have you” you say, which isn’t a lie.
You love Wanda so much you couldn’t bear to lose her. You are so scared that if she found out you were a little that she would break it off with you because she didn’t want the responsibility of taking care of one. So you keep it a secret.
“Awww, baby girl you're so sweet, but I’m the lucky one” Wanda coos at you. At those two words you drop not being able to hold on any longer. You look up at Wanda with big eyes and start to cry. Worried that now she won’t want to be with you.
“Please please don’t leave me. I promise I'll do better! I can do better, please I’m sorry” You plead as you jump out of her arms, tears stream down your face. Wanda being the best girlfriend anyone could ask for knew that you were a little even though you never told her.
Being a caregiver she could read the signs in the way you did things, and the fact that your eyes gave it away whenever she would call you ‘baby’. Therefore, she used the word ‘baby girl’ to try and get you to drop, and it worked.
“Hey it’s okay baby girl, I’m not going to leave you. I'm right here” she said while trying to get you to calm down. “Baby look at me” she says while cupping your face with her hands trying to get you to look at her.
When you look into her eyes you don’t see rejection or disgust, all you see is love and care.
“That’s it baby, you're okay, you’re okay mama’s got you” she says as she holds you so your ear is pressed over her heart.
Listening to Wanda’s heartbeat is something you’ve always loved, it helps you calm down and lets you know that you’re safe.
“I’m sorry” you say through sniffles.
“It’s okay baby, it’s okay” Wanda says as she rocks back and forth slowly making you sleepy “I’m not gonna leave you, baby girl” Wanda assures you.
You sit in silence for a while just listening to the beating of her heart. Your eyes are starting to get heavy, but you fight it.
Wanda notices right away, “It’s okay baby girl, close your eyes mama’s got you” You look up at her and see love just like you did before.
That’s all you need as you put your head back on her chest, “Mama loves you baby girl” is the last thing you hear before her heartbeat lulls you to sleep.