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Being born a woman and distressed

Summary:

Beatrice definitely doesn't catch feelings.

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When she’s done with her shower and she returns to pick her clothes off the floor, Benedick has rolled over into the hollow of his cheap mattress. He’s asleep with his mouth slightly open, his hair ruffled up absurdly, and Beatrice’s heart flips over, because suddenly she doesn’t want to leave. She wants to smooth down that disheveled hair and sink into the covers with him, warmed by their two bodies. And that’s not how their arrangement works. It’s supposed to be wham, bam, thank you, ma’am; see you next Friday.

The post-sex haze, Beatrice thinks—it makes you stupid.

Notes:

Title is taken from this Millay poem:

I, being born a woman and distressed
By all the needs and notions of my kind,
Am urged by your propinquity to find
Your person fair, and feel a certain zest
To bear your body's weight upon my breast:
So subtly is the fume of life designed,
To clarify the pulse and cloud the mind,
And leave me once again undone, possessed.
Think not for this, however, the poor treason
Of my stout blood against my staggering brain,
I shall remember you with love, or season
My scorn with pity, -- let me make it plain:
I find this frenzy insufficient reason
For conversation when we meet again.

I am indebted to the person in the Social Shakespeare group chat who mentioned their pet theory that Beatrice and Benedick were friends with benefits the whole time but didn't want to admit they'd caught feelings. Your headcanon gave me the inspiration to finish this drabble.

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