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Minhyuk swears to God he wasn’t attracted to Felix before. He doesn’t remember exactly when was the first time he saw Felix, it must be those weekly music programs or year-end events before his military service. He didn’t pay too much attention to Felix either — he’s just a kid 10 years younger and one of Minhyuk’s countless idol hoobaes who come and go in this industry.
When he saw Felix again during the first day filming of Kingdom, there was something different. Felix was still a kid, there’s no question about that, but somehow Minhyuk just couldn’t take his eyes off him.
At first Minhyuk didn’t stress too much about it — Felix is very good looking, and it’s just natural instinct to be drawn to visually attractive people. The “holy shit” moment didn’t hit Minhyuk until he woke up in the middle of the night from a vivid, steamy dream of him and Felix together — and his underwear was wet of course.
Fast forwarding the time, Minhyuk still can’t believe what is happening: The subject of his sexual fantasy is wearing his clothes at his apartment and they are sitting shoulder to shoulder watching a TV drama in his living room.
Minhyuk was doing some quick grocery shopping at the grocery store near his house when Felix carefully said hi, and it turned out that Stray Kids’ dorm wasn’t too far from here either. Suddenly it began to rain heavily, Felix didn’t bring an umbrella with him so Minhyuk invited Felix to his apartment. Minhyuk’s umbrella wasn’t big enough so both of them were a bit soaked by the time they arrived at Minhyuk’s place.
“Since your clothes are wet as well, why don’t you just spend the night here? It shouldn’t be too inconvenient for your manager to pick you up here tomorrow morning.”
Minhyuk honestly thought the JYP manager would oppose the idea and come to get Felix right away, but seems like BTOB’s reputation around the industry is just too good. Felix is now wearing a pair of Minhyuk’s navy blue sweatpants and the smallest gray t-shirt from Minhyuk’s wardrobe that still looks like an oversized t-shirt on Felix.
“Seriously, have you been eating? It looks like you are only eating half of what the rest of Stray Kids eat.”
Felix only laughs at Minhyuk’s complaint, and Minhyuk just secretly dies from Felix’s adorable smile.
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Minhyuk is currently tossing and turning in his bed. He knows that he’ll have a hard night sleeping when Felix is sleeping under the same rooftop as him (even though Felix is in a separate guest bedroom). His mind goes back to their earlier conversation:
“So what kind of girl do you like?”
“I’m not interested in girls.”
“Why? Does JYP give you guys dating ban or something?”
“No, I’m not attracted to girls. I’m into boys… if that makes it more clear.”
Lee Minhyuk snaps out of it… Just because he’s into boys that doesn’t mean you can take advantage of him!
If his BTOB members know what he’s doing, they’ll probably say he’s creepy.
But here he is, sitting at the edge of Felix’s bed. Felix doesn’t flinch when Minhyuk turns on the small lamp at the corner, which allows Minhyuk to quietly watch the younger boy’s sleeping form. The comforter only covers Felix’s body from waist down, so the dim light softly reflects the perfect curve connecting Felix’s jaw line and collarbone.
Minhyuk just can’t help it, he carefully bends down to plant feather-like kisses on Felix forehead and cheeks. The reasoning in his mind tells him to stop, while the emotion tells him to continue.
If Felix trusts me enough to tell me that he’s more into boys… Maybe he won’t hate me as much if I kiss him…?
Supporting his body with one arm and cupping Felix’s cheek with the other free arm, Minhyuk carefully captures Felix’s cherry lips with his own, nipping a little while being as gentle as possible.
When he notices the smallest motion of Felix’s closed eyelids with their faces inches apart, he realizes Felix may not be as asleep as he thinks. Minhyuk swallows hard.
“If you know what’s going on, and you don’t hate me for doing it… Open your eyes.”
Slowly and hesitantly, Felix opens his large eyes to see Minhyuk gazing into his own. Felix’s eyes flittered across Minhyuk’s face when Minhyuk’s thumb gentle strokes his cheek.
“It probably looks like I’m taking advantage of you but I just… I’m sorry.”
“…Would I be a bad boy if I say I want hyung to continue?”
Felix’s voice is so soft that Minhyuk can only hear when their faces are still inches apart.
“You will always be a good boy, but I will be a bad guy.”
“But I like you, isn’t that enough? Do you not like me that way?”
A hint of hurt flashes across Felix’s small face, and Minhyuk just can’t help pulling Felix up and hugs the boy tightly.
“It’s not like that, Yongbok ah. I like you, I’m really attracted to you and it’s not just your face but also your personality. But we’ve never met outside of work before today and if we just have sex… That will really makes me feel like I’m taking advantage of you, and that’s not fair to you. Do you understand? Besides, you still have work tomorrow morning.”
“So… does that mean I can come here again? Or can we go to somewhere else?”
Felix asks, carefully moving his arms to wrap around Minhyuk’s waist. Minhyuk places a sweet peck on Felix’s cheek again.
“You’re always welcome here, and of course we can go to other places.”
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The pair moves to Minhyuk’s room upon Felix’s request. Minhyuk is just about to go turn off the light when Felix’s voice comes from behind.
“Hyung, can you kiss me again before turning off the light?”
Felix wraps his arms around Minhyuk’s neck as soon as his body is fully in the older man’s embrace. Minhyuk reluctantly releases Felix, tucks Felix in bed and goes to turn off the light. When he climbs into his bed in the pitch dark room, he finds Felix nestling against his chest in the dark.
And Minhyuk turns out to have a very good night sleep.