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-Hmmm, alright, I suppose I should try it out... come on, it will be ok...- I said to myself as I looked at the screen of my computer, and this one looked back at me, waiting for my move...
My name is Ariamis, well that's my pseudo at least, but I do like the sound of it. Ari, in Japanese it can mean ant, Ari the ant... Hmm, ants can be pretty good right? They can carry a lot of weight and all, they're super strong and work hard for their colony. Yeah, they may be small, but they shouldn't be looked down upon. That said, my favourite animal is actually the dog, especially the Shiba Inu and the German Shepard. Dogs can be pretty nice too, yeah... Wonder if I can get one in the future...
. . . -Uhh, I should focus...- I shake my head as I sit down in front of my computer. Moving my mouse down to the "Work Text" part, I click and stare at the blinking black line for a moment. -... But, what do I write about first?-
I had a lot of ideas prepared already, some of them sounded better in my mind than others, more interesting in my eyes. That said, my definition of interesting isn't the same as that of other people. Magic and Fantasy; Romance and Drama; Sci-fi and Adventure... A lot pops to my mind when I think about it. Thinking back on it, I guess I draw my inspiration mainly from a lot of games. The good ol' ones, and the more modern variants, there's a real lot of games that really inspire my imagination, especially the ones I call "Silent rpgs". Some dungeon crawlers where the characters you create don't really speak to each other or too much with the npcs, but that's the thing with them, "The mind makes the conversations and the lore". It's really a nice way to practice the imagination... But, then again...
-...Ugh, would they be any good?-... I'm not a pro-writer or anything, surely they'll spare me if my characters aren't top quality and really fleshed out, right...?
-*sigh* No... I shouldn't think like that...- They may spare me, but that doesn't mean I can just slip whenever I feel like it and ruin my characters, I'm sure nobody would appreciate that, not even my characters... Hmm, it makes me imagine some of my characters wondering about the things they do in life, if they really are doing their best or what they think is correct somehow...
-Ah, that's a bit deep though-. I always loved to imagine npcs or random monsters taking on a bigger role sometimes, or a bit more of spotlight. "They're also people, any one of them could be the next hero, or villain". Maybe the protagonists manage to convince one of the enemy soldiers that what they're doing is wrong, and then that soldier helps them somehow. Or maybe they manage to tame a random monster sometime and they get a new pet. Yeah, that'd be a nice story to make sometime...
-Like now...?- Hmm, probably not, I'd need some more time to think of something, I'm probably better off focusing on the ideas that I came up with already... -*yawn*- Ah, this is bad... Maybe some music will help me?
-...-
I got side-tracked searching music for the mood... and then watching random videos... I take a glance at the time on my monitor...
-... Great...- It's 2:31 am... -*sigh* welp, I guess it'll have to wait until tomorrow...-
Tomorrow I'll definitely start writing, I gotta do it, I got a lot of ideas in my mind, I feel it'd be a shame to not share them with someone, with the world...
And then...
... I wonder if I'll ever be able to write a novel, one that is liked by everyone... Maybe not, but I do hope someday I can share the universe of my characters with more people. "Ah, what a beautiful world", "what interesting people"... I wonder if I'll ever achieve something like that, like other writers have...
-*sigh*- Tomorrow... good night...
-*turns off computer*-