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depressed abuse. // heavily depressed! gaty x saw

Summary:

He said he didnt mean to.

 

He lied again.

 

He hurt me so much.

Notes:

basically, i made a challenge for myself where i have to make gay/lesbian ship fanfics only in pride month, so i actually made this for fun, for a challenge, and for pride month. happy pride month, you dorks. :) also, this is humanized.

Chapter 1: a depressed freak

Chapter Text

Gaty looked around her room and sighed. ''Another depressing day,'' she muttered. She thought about Clock again. He used to hurt all her friends, and hurt her even more. The only thing that was keeping Gaty sane was Saw's calls. Saw always calls Gaty, just to check if she's still sane or something. Gaty always responds with ''I'm fine.'' on Saw's calls, then starts to slice her wrists near the bathroom sink. She would always hide it with her sleeves, and she would always smile. Smile and smile forever. Behind that smile is something that can never be seen. A frown. A frown and just that. Cuts and scars below her sleeves. She knew that one day, she'll need to let out her true colors.

But how will she do that?

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Gaty walked down the stairs, looking at her house walls. It was filled with paper notes, forcing her to kill herself. ''die!'' said multiple notes. ''you're just a weak freak!'' said some notes. ''you are too depressed for our world! just kill yourself already! we'll watch you die with pure joy and happiness. when you die, we'll eat your body!'' said one. ''Maybe I should kill myself already. I have nothing to live for, anyways.'' Gaty said, smirking and chuckling. She pulled up her sleeves and saw cuts, scars and blood. Gaty started to cry, remembering something. ''I need to take my anti-depressants,'' she mumbled. She went upstairs and took the jar of anti-depressants. She thought of a way she could die. ''Maybe I could overdose...'' Gaty muttered, although remembering that there's only 1 pill left, and the store is far away. ''Maybe, since it's 45 degrees outside, I could run all the way to the store. Then, I could burn.'' she thought, but remembering that the temperature gets colder whenever it gets longer. Gaty sighed and opened her cupboard. A pocket knife and a razor blade. She slowly held the pocket knife to her throat until she got interrupted by Saw calling her. ''Hey Saw..'' Gaty smiled, actually smiling. ''Gaty? You haven't been answering my calls for the past hour. What happened?'' Saw asked, visibly concerned. ''Oh, I went to the doctor for more anti-depressants.'' Gaty replied, lying. ''Gaty, I know you're lying. What happened?'' Saw asked for the last time. ''Fine. I ran out of anti-depressants.'' Gaty sighed. ''GATY! Don't tell me you took them all!'' Saw yelled. ''I had only one pill left, Saw.'' Gaty sighed, facepalming. ''Okay. I'll go get some and bring it to you.'' Saw said, hanging up. ''Now I can go back to cutting.'' Gaty hopped from her bed and took the pocket knife, going to the bathroom.

''Gaty! I got the anti-depressants!'' Saw smiled, walking into Gaty's room. Her bedcloth was stained with blood, and so was her phone. ''W-why is there blood?'' Saw's smile turned into a scared and concerned frown real quick. Saw stepped back and ran upstairs, completely losing the bathroom. ''Saw? Was that you?'' Gaty asked, her sleeves already soaked with blood. She turned to look at her bloody bedsheet. ''Oh no, my suicidal ass forgot to clean that bedsheet.'' Gaty muttered, facepalming. Gaty walked upstairs and went in her room, only to see Saw curled up on her bed. ''Saw? What are you doing here?'' Gaty asked. ''Gaty, why is there blood on your bedsheet?'' Saw asked, still traumatized from what she saw. ''Saw, I can explain.'' Gaty comforted. Saw started trembling and whining. ''Saw, just don't look at it. Okay?'' Gaty said. Saw nodded but her mouth dropped open when she saw the blood on Gaty's sleeves. ''Were you....cutting yourself?'' Saw asked. ''Yes, I was, now--WAIT-'' Gaty yelled, realizing what she just said. Gaty scratched her head and screamed. Saw was just staring at Gaty. She'd never seen Gaty this vulnerable before! ''Gaty, calm down!'' Saw yelled, hugging the shorter female. She put her scarf around Gaty, and shushed her. ''It's okay, Gaty. We just need to go to the mental clinic. That's all..'' Saw said. ''B-but isn't the mental clinic always closed on Mondays?'' Gaty stuttered. ''Oh yeah.'' Saw said. ''Here are your anti-depressants. Goodbye, I need to go before I have a panic attack due to the blood here.'' Saw said, running downstairs and exiting the house.

All Gaty did now was just watch her leave.

Chapter 2: Little short chapter, although in the lore :3

Summary:

pride month.
oh, pride month.
the month to celebrate other's sexualities.
but he had a plan to confess.
confess to my girl.

Notes:

this is the chapter you've all been waiting for! also, i was working on pinkforest and castles lately, so i made 5 days without touching this :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Gaty thought of something that could get her mind off suicide, and she thought of something. The annual Pride Month Festival. Gaty walked through the entrance, seeing all kinds of games. Blocky, Pen and Eraser were hanging out. Fanny and Bubble were playing Shooter. Gaty sighed and kept walking.The farther she was in, the more people she started to see. Then she saw her. ''Saw,'' she muttered.

Pen looked, and sighed. ''Guys, I need to go.'' Pen said. ''Ok.'' Eraser said. Pen ran over to Saw, who seemed scared. ''Hey Saw!'' Pen said. Saw clenched her arm and turned to look at Pen. ''H-hey!'' Saw said. ''I..like you.'' Pen said. Saw just stood there, speechless. ''Um...I-'' ''SAW!'' Saw and Pen turned to see Gaty, seeming furious. Gaty grabbed Saw's wrist and walked away. ''What's her problem?'' Pen asked. He shrugged it off and went back to his friends.

Notes:

YOLO
PEN-WHYYYYY
just know that i dont ship sawpen
IT'S JUST FOR THE LORE
L O R E
I T I S F O R L O R E